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Edgar and Squee chat about relationships. Well, Edgar's relationships.
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- Part 7 of Vargas Stories
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Dean absolutely hates cuddling. Except he doesn't.
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Bad Cheap Beer and Worse Decisions by WTFAidaWTF (Aida)
Fandoms: The Hobbit - All Media Types
15 Apr 2013
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Bilbo was Kíli's babysitter, and also his uncle's ex. Sure, there wasn't a huge age gap between them, Kili was an adult (though he hardly ever acted like it), and they weren't actually related; but that didn't make what they were doing okay.
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- Part 1 of Not-So-Sweet and Innocent
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Javert wants what he will not allow himself to admit he wants. Valjean will eventually get a clue.
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Javert决不允许自己承认内心的渴望。Valjean总有一天会明白那到底是什么。
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Buffy is called for the first time (tv canon)
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Derek has always wanted Scott and Scott has never wanted Derek...At least, that's what Derek thinks.
But maybe there's more to it?(I do so love Derek...I just a little bit want to ruin his life, am I cruel?)
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Dr. Hermann Gottlieb's experiences during his work with the PPDC. How he tries to cope with some things, how he cannot cope with some, and how help sometimes comes from where one does not expect it.
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It's mid-winter in 1994, and for the first time Michael, Trevor and their rag-tag crew have succeeded in scraping out a somewhat reliable living pulling jobs.
But as their working relationship stabilizes, Trevor and Michael's friendship is only becoming more complex, and they are forced to face some of the complications that have risen between them.
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Niall was stricken. Niall was also tipsy. He wasn't thinking about Harry that way at all, he murmured. It’s just that he was a lot of fun, and really sweet, and the way his stupid curls fell into his face was so pretty, and the way he rubbed at his mouth when he thought about something made Niall's stomach flip, and then that thing where he'd touched his knee to ask Niall if he wanted a refill on his pint and Niall popped a semi. Okay. So he was a lil tipsy and maybe a lil into Harry as well.
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Femslash February 2015 Challenge by WelshCakes68
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
28 Feb 2015
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A collection of prompts for Femslash February 2015 by roseroadkingsroad.
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“911, what is your emergency? Hello?” “Uh, hi, I’m… I need help.” “Hey, deep breath. What’s wrong, honey?” "I think my dad is killing people."
If your brother told you your dad kills monsters after you read a book that looks like it was written by a madman, would YOU believe him? Title from the song by Jamiroquai.
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Jimin thinks he's hearing things. He's not. But he might wish he was.
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Nino wants to distance himself from Riida as the fact that he is naive and ignorant compared to the other sinks in. He puts up a front in hopes that Ohno would voluntarily leave. But can he really do that despite the growing feelings gnawing at his very core?
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- Part 4 of Fluffy Storm Clouds
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Champions of the Just by Halfblood_Fiend
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: Inquisition
22 Oct 2015
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Forced to finally hunt down the mage camp in the Hinterlands, Viktoriea is faced with a terrible decision. It feels heavy and final and her prejudices may get the best of her, but the Templar from her past makes her see reason.
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Daryl has only made it back to the ASZ a short while ago, when he discovers something without intending to do so - unfortunately, it has an impact on him that he did not foresee.
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Will and Dipper have been in each-others company for a while now and they have a good thing going, sort of. They go through a lot together and their relationship is put through some real trials. Are they strong enough to withstand it all, even when an uninvited guest comes along and ruins everything?
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- Part 1 of Fogged-Up Looking Glass
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I don’t think Paige and Charlie got along when Paige first arrived at Graceland. So, I wanted to write a story about it. This takes place before Mike or Lauren got there. Also includes a present day epilogue in connection with my other GL stories.
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Post season 3.
“You have the magnificence of the Greek gods.” He observed, “Perhaps the Renaissance artists sculpted them in your own image?”
Will smiled. A genuine smile so rarely seen in him. He turned his head and kissed Hannibal palm.
“But this Greek god is lazy and disobedient.”
I've never seen Will and Hannibal having a happy ending right after the Cliff. This is the story of how (I see) they came to be together and learned how to stay together. It won't (shouldn't!) be easy: there will be sex, blood and violence and it will be phenomenal mental process for both, but specially for Will. What would you do if you were Will Graham?
Chapters will be relatively short, concentrating in very specific mental and physical scenarios.
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The Love that Dare Not Speak its Name by BerlinKabarett
Fandoms: Assassin's Creed, syndicate - Fandom
29 Jan 2016
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Jacob Frye tries to come to terms with the legacy of discord and confusion left in the wake of Maxwell Roth.
[This is not particularly a Roth/Jacob, though it could be inferred as such. This is about Jacob's inner struggles with his own demons following Sequence 8.]
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A Little Too Much by JFoster
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
05 Jun 2017
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Reader has never been one to talk about her pain with others, always opting to handle everything on her own. What happens when everything becomes too much to handle alone?
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“What happened to you?”
Mark’s gaze is hooded, flitting around at everything but him, as he shrugs.
Moving closer, Taeyong can see rimmed purple around his eyes, bruised as though it’s been punched in. The dim light does nothing to help his concern, and the flinch Mark so violently gives when he puts his hand on his shoulder is enough to make Taeyong recoil.
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Something is going on with the Dreamies, and Taeyong isn’t going to rest until he finds a way to help.
(Cross-posted on AFF)
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Seokjin first meets Yoongi when he is drunk, distraught and heartbroken at the night of his best friend’s wedding banquet.
Yoongi first meets Seokjin when morning comes and he is faced with a message from an unknown number, “text me when you are up.”
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Namjoon has fallen in love with his best friend (and it's going to ruin everything).
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Rising star Kim Seokjin and former child actor fresh out of rehab Jeon Jeongguk are assigned by their entertainment companies to fake a relationship in order to build a more positive public image. But will the gimmick only make their image worse?
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Bookmarked by confetticanon
21 Jun 2020
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July 15 2020
There’s so much to say so check the tags but one thing that needs mentioning is the seamless flow of the story, the way the author has managed to capture everything like a moving movie in itself...so many elements like adding a soundtrack and assigning certain scenes with music that brings the whole experience to new levels...also, the descriptions are so breathtaking and the writing is just so brilliant. I genuinely felt. every. word. fuck this made me feel things. My heart aches at how good this was. such a gratifying read
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Maybe they’ve all taken it for granted, that their tough little rapper knows it’s fine. And maybe that was the first mistake they made.
or; Min Yoongi comes out to his eternal roommate.
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So when, at the age of fifteen, he looks at himself in the mirror and says, so seriously you’d think he’s speaking about death and maybe he is, “you will not, cannot, and must not continue to love Kim Namjoon,” he’s a little bit perturbed but he knows it’s for the best.
(Or, Jungkook spends four years loving Kim Namjoon, and convinces himself he doesn't need to let Namjoon know. He does.)
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Canon era AU. Betrayed by the people he loves best, Arthur finds comfort in the arms of his manservant, Merlin. In the wake of Uther's death, the unrest to the east intensifies and shocking secrets are revealed. As a young king struggling to find his place and control a kingdom on the verge of war, Arthur must decide whether to continue his father's crusade against magic users or place his faith in the one person he thought he'd never trust again.
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Seokjin, lonely and recently divorced, learns that sometimes, happiness comes in the shape of a tiny fluffy dog named Holly. And then, it comes in the shape of one Min Yoongi.
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As the saying goes, it's never too late for love.
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- Part 1 of Fioritura
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Bookmarked by confetticanon
15 Sep 2020
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the first chapter alone is an emotional backstory jin-centric dealing w internalized homophobia over the years while being a father to a figuring out his own sexuality soobin masterpiece. the tears flowed n flowed and never stopped!!!!!
piece of art. Yoonjin in their 40s, coming out and coming of age story. Even though they’re in their 40s it’s never too late to be happy and find love
smut chapters 4-5
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“This is wrong.” He whispers with a shake of his head. “Namjoon, we need to stop this.”
Namjoon’s jaw clenches as he regards him heavily, with much more grief than Jungkook would like. “If I knew how to stop, I would” is the reply he gets. He sees the want in Namjoon’s eyes, swirling with conflict, and Jungkook doesn’t understand how Namjoon could want him this bad, so heartbreakingly bad -
And still not want him at all.
“Let’s get back to the party, hyung. Your fiance must be looking for you."
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Namjoon is getting married and it's not to Jungkook, but somehow he always finds himself waking up in his bed.
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Bookmarked by confetticanon
18 Sep 2020
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a goddamn masterpiece. I wanted to scream and sob but nothing would come out. GODDDDDD everything about this was so brilliant thought-out. the ot7 friendships are everything. They’re all old HS friends and there’s Vegas trips and flashbacks and missed moments and longing and depression and side ships and plot twists and gut wrenching sad shit and babies and adulting and fuck I love this so much.
“re: “at least I didn’t kill my friend” Jungkook spits back
my notes — “pre-Jackson’s death you could tell that NJ had hesitations of some sort abt finally taking the leap with JK, stemming from simply being nervous, perhaps breaking the friend group up (as seen with yoonmin), internalized homophobia, being scared of homophobia (as seen with jimins incident). however post-Jackson’s death really shifted the idea of Namkook in many ways. not only did Jackson’s accident and death literally stop NJ from confessing but on NJ’s end, added another internal obstacle which is guilt. this is why NJ feels like he can never truly allow himself happiness w JK, even before ever getting together with yoonji. being with JK brings guilt bc the idea of being with JK is what killed Jackson to begin with by proxy. NJ probs doesn’t think he deserves happiness with the love of his life when that was what took someone else’s boyfriend one away. Much to think about.”
I CANT WAIT TO REREAD THIS TO CATCH ALL THE HINTS AND SHIT I MISSED KNOWING WHAT I KNOW NOWWWWWWWWWW
Sept 17 2020
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Mystery Work
Part of bluering archive
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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Jungkook is used to hooking up with fans. He’s fine with the quick and dirty fumbling in the back of the tour van, fine with lost phone numbers and misremembered names. It’s easier to travel from city to city if he leaves all attachments behind.
When he meets Taehyung, he half expects him to be the usual one-night stand. But something about the morning light illuminating Taehyung’s hair while he sleeps has Jungkook wondering if wanting something more is really such a bad thing.
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27 Nov 2020
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Nov 27 2020
This HURTEDDDDDDD but so beautiful and raw and honest and so so unique!!!
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no matter who shakes this world (don't let go of the hand you're holding) by orphan_account
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
23 Sep 2019
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Jeongguk is not in love with Namjoon.
(Except maybe he feels like touching him would be like holding the universe.)
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Dudley Dursley writes to Harry, asking him to visit Petunia in her care home. This forces Harry to finally come to terms with the way he was treated during his childhood.
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One year after Seokjin and Namjoon split up, Namjoon releases a new song. A breakup song at that, and Seokjin definitely, absolutely, 100% is not going to listen to it.
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08 Jun 2021
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June 8 2021
this shit hurted.
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oh my god what! im crying. this was breathtaking. my heart feels like a pit lodged in my chest. reading this while listening to ‘don’t’ looped was agony but in the best way. the ending crusheddddd me. wow. i think we all go into reading post-breakup fics to see a happy ending but this ending made total sense and def captured the sentiment of ‘don’t’ perfectly. but fuck stxrlight u def teased me with that mysterious unknown caller!!!!!!!im really greedy and this is also the hurt and pain talking but i would not be mad /at all/ if there was a sequel👀...absolutely no pressure at all, again it’s the pit in my chest rn that begs for alleviation shsjsjsjs. regardless, thank u for sharing! <3
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Leviathan by rest_in_rip
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
28 Dec 2019
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Izuku's only truly used his quirk once. He was four years old.
He took thirty-two lives that day.
Now, he's sworn never to let that power possess him again. Hiding the true nature of his quirk from everyone, he hides behind the thin facade of a useless, showy quirk, refusing any and all connection to the mysterious creature recognized in a few sparse news reports as the Leviathan.
Lies don't last forever, however, and one day or another, his world will have to come crashing down.[discontinued]
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20 Jun 2021
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Inner turmoil. Struggling to hold back power. OP deku.
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Out with the new, in with the old by XxRainbowHeartxX
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
30 Nov 2021
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Wei Wuxian turns up at Cloud Recesses with a slight problem.
Hes been cursed.
Problem is, he has no idea what it does.
Until hes waking up in his old body.
Or: i suck at summaries. Wei wuxian gets cursed back into his old body.
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Raoghnailt, Highland Princess by XarisEirene
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types, Brave (2012)
12 Dec 2022
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Raoghnailt, granddaughter of High King Palpatine, breaks with tradition and chooses her own husband—only to make a shocking discovery in her marriage bed.
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“Och, hurry and close your bonny eyes, highness,” a voice rife with good humor called after her. “Ye willnae be sleeping this time tomorrow.”
Rey paused again and leveled her most arch look down at the speaker. “Aye, Laird Dameron, speak for yourself. Ye had better retire early to regain your stamina.”
Laughter rolled over the crowd, and Rey took stock of her suitors one last time. All week she had dithered over which nobleman to marry and how to bend the games to her will. They would end with archery come morning and in the evening she would wed the winner. Still she remained undecided.
Her gaze snagged on Laird Ren again. This time he looked away but not so quickly that she missed his fleeting smile.
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- Part 2 of Happy Ever Reylo - Fairy Tales Reimagined
- Part 1 of XE’s Age of Reylo (Historical AU)
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“No Qunari would accept a Tevinter mage so easily... unless it was a ruse. When should I expect a knife in the back?”
It was a ruse, at least in the beginning.