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shane and ilya are living together, and completely in love.
the honeymoon phase is never a phase for them, but what is a phase, is them constantly being at each others throats over the tiniest things.
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shane cusses ilya out in french, and ilya loves it.
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Tommy studies him for a long, silent moment. Then, he asks, "What do you need, Evan?"
Buck’s breath hitches. It's the first time someone has asked. It’s the first time he thinks about the answer.
He looks up, looks up at the clouds which are barely hiding the sun. Thinks about how small everything is from up there. Small and far away and ... Out of reach. He would be out of reach.
"Can you take me up there?" He asks, swallowing. "Just ... For a while?"
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Buck tells himself and everybody else he's fine. When he meets Tommy at the funeral, his walls start to crack.
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It had only been four weeks since Bobby passed and Buck felt all of it settling harshly right into his bones. It felt like months had passed rather than just weeks and at the same time, like no time at all. It was no wonder he’d had to come out to the beach all on his own in the middle of the night.
Did he not ask what it was like for Eddie to find out?
Or, Buck is grieving, Eddie is the worst, and Tommy is the soft place that Buck needs to deal with it all. 8x17 and 8x18 fix it fic.
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It was probably a terrible idea. The worst idea, really. Because nothing good ever comes from 2:00AM phone calls to your ex after drinking more alcohol than advisable. He didn’t know what to expect, that maybe no one would pick up and all Buck would get was the voice mail. Or did he want the other person to answer? Did he want—
The call connects.
“E-Evan?”
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After Jade and Zane happens, after Buck rejects becoming their third—he can't seem to stop thinking about his failure at being one half of two with Tommy. What results is a drunken phone call that leads to more than he could hope for.
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A hospital visit after a (minor) helicopter crash brings Buck and Tommy back together.
A series of interconnected ficlets based on prompts from bucktommy fluffebruary round two