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1. It's been a long long time (without you here) by turnsoutokay

   Fandoms: Marvel, Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America (Comics)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   25 Apr 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
   • Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov
   • Steve Rogers & Sam Wilson
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • Not Beta Read
   • Pining
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Internal Conflict
   • Steve Rogers Feels

   Summary

   Steve knew he would always choose Bucky. Over and over again, no matter how it ended. He would always turn around to look at Bucky even when he knew it doomed him. In any world where there was a Steve and a Bucky, that Steve would find him and fall in love. And maybe that's just how his story was supposed to go, this heartbreak was always his to carry. And he could be okay with that. 

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