Chapter 1
Summary:
By thirteen, Harri Potter has begun to understand.
There are two voices in her.
One that is hunger.
One that is steel.
And she is bound to both.
Chapter Text
For as long as Harri Potter can remember, her first memory is not a lullaby but a curse: a sickly green light splitting the dark, a red-haired woman falling without sound, and a man with eyes red as coals.
And through it all — before she can even form words — there is a voice.
It curls in her bones when she is small enough to fit beneath cupboard stairs. It follows her out into Dudley’s fists, into Petunia’s sharp-edged scolding, into the heavy tread of Vernon’s boots. The voice is always there, steady as breath, impossible to ignore.
Sometimes it is mocking, sharp, sardonic — a drawl that bites but steadies, telling her stories of forests and rivers that run red, of siblings who love and betray in the same breath, of a family that devours itself and still clings together.
Sometimes it is crueler, hungrier, a whisper with no warmth at all. That one tells her of orphanages and cracked plaster walls, of snakes hissing secrets in the dark, of prayers and punishments, of death feared and sought in equal measure.
Two voices, yet one presence. She cannot tell the difference. She only knows she is never alone.
By five, Harri already understands that she is unwanted. The cupboard is her cradle and her coffin. The word freak is her name. When she dares ask, “Why don’t you love me like you love Dudley?” the answer cuts sharper than any switch.
So she stops asking. She learns to want elsewhere.
At night, when loneliness gnaws holes through her chest, she whispers into the dark: “Tell me a story.”
And the voice answers. Always.
Not with princesses or happy endings, but with kingdoms that burn, men who cannot die, women whose love turns to poison, children who carve their names into history with blood.
Harri listens, wide-eyed in the dark, and learns. That love is sharp as teeth. That survival is victory enough. That family is as likely to wound as to save.
It frightens her. It steadies her. It becomes hers.
The Dursleys cannot take it from her. They can strip her of food, warmth, dignity. They can set her to endless chores until her body aches.
They can laugh when Dudley chases her through the streets. They can sneer when strange things happen — Petunia’s hair turned blue, a window shattered without touch, Dudley lifted by invisible force.
But the voice remains.
Sometimes she hates it, hates the laughter that mocks her tears.
Sometimes she clings to it, desperate, when she cannot bear the silence. Either way, it is hers alone.
By seven summers old, Harri hears whispers in the world outside. Soulmates. Words drifting in playground chatter, in overheard gossip at school gates. She does not know the meaning, only that children speak of voices and dreams, of strangers who belong.
For her, it is no gossip. It is life.
She does not dare believe it. She does not dare speak it aloud. But she begins to wonder: what if this voice, sharp and cruel and constant, is not a curse but a thread? What if she is not mad?
And when she asks, trembling, “Who are you?” the voice only laughs, low and knowing.
By the time she is eight, Harri Potter is thin and sharp, with hair that refuses to be tamed and eyes too green for a world that despises her. She has learned that happiness is fleeting, that love is rare, that dreams are dangerous.
But she has also learned she is not alone.
Even if she cannot tell whose voice keeps her company.
On the morning of her eleventh birthday, the letters begin. Heavy parchment, emerald ink, addressed not to the house but to the cupboard under the stairs. Her name written with care, as though by someone who saw her.
The Dursleys rip them, hide them, burn them. Still, they come: through windows, down chimneys, in the very air itself. Until at last the doorframe buckles with the shape of a man too large for it, his voice rough but kind.
“You’re a witch, Harriet.”
The words fall heavy, inevitable.
She does not gasp. She does not cry. She laughs — sharp, unsteady, jagged as glass. Of course she is.
The voice inside hums smugly, amused. Did you think I lied, little one?
//
Diagon Alley is not a dream but déjà vu. The crooked shops, the cobbled stones, the owls perched in rows — all of it exactly as described to her in the long, sleepless nights of childhood.
It should be wonder. It burns instead.
Because every word the voice spoke is true. Every detail is real. Which means she has never been speaking to herself.
She walks the Alley in silence, hands brushing cold stone, and knows: somewhere in the world, the voice belongs to someone living. Flesh and blood.
And the thought terrifies her.
Hogwarts rises against the sky, vast and lit by torches. At the Sorting, the Hat’s voice coils in her mind like a serpent. Slytherin. Cunning, ambition, power — you would be great among them.
She hesitates. She remembers nights filled with stories of serpents, of brothers and betrayal, of ambition carved into bone. The voice inside her laughs, approving, urging.
But she refuses. Not Slytherin. Not Slytherin.
The Hat sighs, then shouts Gryffindor.
The table roars. A red-haired boy named Ron claps her on the back, grinning as though they are already bound. For the first time, Harri feels a sliver of belonging.
The voice in her mind chuckles low. Bravery over survival. Predictably foolish.
But he does not leave.
Hogwarts whispers of soulmates.
In the common room, older students swap stories: voices heard in sleep, phantom hands brushing theirs, names inked into skin. In corridors, parchment scribbles pass hand to hand: Have you heard yours yet?
Harri listens but does not speak. She knows if she admits it, they will ask who, and she cannot answer. Because the voice is not kind. Because sometimes it soothes, sometimes it mocks, sometimes it hungers.
Because sometimes she cannot tell if there are two of them.
Her first year spills into chaos. Flying lessons where the wind cuts her hair into wild ribbons and for a moment she is free. A troll in the dungeon, her heart hammering as rubble rains down. A dog with three heads, its growl rattling her bones.
At Christmas, a jumper knitted with love she has never known, a flute, and a cloak that belonged to her father. She presses the cloak to her chest and feels a pang — a relic, not a man.
The voice murmurs, sardonic. Relics cannot love you back.
Her throat tightens. “Then I’ll make my own family.”
He does not answer for three days.
The Mirror finds her in winter.
It shows her what she longs for most: a mother’s arms, a father’s laugh, a family that should have been hers. At first.
But with each visit, their outlines blur. Their shapes twist. Behind them stands another figure — tall, elegant, eyes red as blood. A stranger and yet familiar.
The voice hums, pleased. You see me now.
Her stomach knots. “You’re not him.”
Silence. Then a chuckle. And who am I, little one?
She runs from the room. But she cannot run from the voice.
At year’s end, Quirrell drags her before that same Mirror. His hands are clammy, his breath sour, his words frantic as he babbles of a master and a Stone. He demands she look.
And there he is again. The stranger in the glass, holding the Stone.
“What do you see?” Quirrell hisses.
“My parents,” Harri answers, defiant.
The voice laughs, low and cruel. Liar.
Another hum follows, softer, amused. But clever.
The Stone slides into her pocket. Quirrell rages. The fight tears through her, burns her, but she survives.
And when the master flees, when the chamber stills, she realizes: there are two voices in her mind. One sharp, mocking. One hungry, cruel.
For the first time, she feels the split.
By twelve, Harri Potter knows she is haunted. Not by one voice but two. Not by madness, but by threads of inevitability she cannot cut.
The world sees a Gryffindor girl with a scar.
Her housemates see a friend.
Her enemies see a threat.
Only she knows the truth whispered in the dark.
You are bound. You are mine. You will never be alone.
Whispers of soulmates bloom louder in her second year.
It starts in the common room, in laughter and ink-stained notes passed across the fire. Students compare stories: the brush of phantom hands, the echo of a stranger’s laugh, dreams that linger when morning breaks.
“They say you can hear your soulmate’s voice when you’re alone,” one girl murmurs, eyes wide with longing.
“They say it feels like belonging,” another sighs.
Harri listens, silent, her heart tightening. Because she has always heard a voice. Voices. And never once have they sounded like belonging.
The school year darkens. Words appear on walls, blood red: The Chamber of Secrets has been opened.Students whisper, grow afraid.
And in her bones, the crueler voice hisses. Heirs and serpents. Blood cleansed with blood.
It sickens her.
The other voice only chuckles, sardonic. Children playing at war. You’d think they’d learn.
She feels caught between them, one tugging her down into hunger, the other mocking but steadying.
The diary falls into her hands, blank pages that bleed ink when she writes. A boy’s name answers her: Tom Riddle.
For a moment, she feels relief. Proof that she is not mad. The voice has a name.
But the more she writes, the more she realizes this Tom is not the whole of it. His words echo the hunger, the cruelty. Not the sardonic steadiness that has kept her afloat all these years.
There are two, she thinks, ink blotting under her grip. I have always known, but now I see it.
The Chamber swallows her in stone and shadow. Tom stands before her, pale and smiling, his diary-self sharpening into life.
“You’ve carried me all along,” he says.
She laughs, bitter. “Not only you.”
His smile falters.
And in the silence that follows, the steadier voice murmurs in her bones: Good girl. Tell him nothing.
It steadies her enough to survive. To fight. To live.
When the Chamber is sealed again and the diary destroyed, Tom’s voice recedes, thin and ragged. But not gone. Never gone.
And the other voice remains, sharp and mocking, present as always.
That night, in the quiet of Gryffindor Tower, Harri stares at the ceiling and listens to her friends whisper of soulmates. Of bonds that promise love, safety, future.
She does not speak. She only thinks: If this is my soulmate, then destiny is cruel indeed.
By thirteen, Harri Potter has begun to understand.
There are two voices in her.
One that is hunger.
One that is steel.
And she is bound to both.
By thirteen, Harri Potter is also certain of one thing: one of the voices in her head belongs to Voldemort.
The diary proved it. The Chamber sealed it. His hunger thrums through her like a scar that will not fade. She knows him even in silence, a presence that coils and hisses at the edge of thought, promising power, whispering blood.
But the other voice — mocking, sharp, sometimes cruel, sometimes oddly steady — is not him.
Which makes her cursed in ways no one else is.
By fourteen, soulmates are no longer whispers or fairy-tales. They are real, tangible things happening around her. Dean Thomas wakes one morning grinning, claiming he heard laughter in his sleep that was not his own.
Parvati Patil blushes when a name blooms faintly on her palm. Hermione dissects her dreams with meticulous detail, certain they are a bond beginning to take shape.
Harri listens, silent, while envy twists inside her.
They have one voice, one bond, one promise. She has two.
And neither is sweet.
When she’s still fourteen, she knows the difference.
Voldemort’s voice is hunger, coiling sharp and venomous, pressing her toward cruelty, promising her a crown of ashes if only she’ll reach for it.
The other is no gentler in tone — sardonic, amused, cruel at times — but its cruelty is never hunger. It cuts, yes, but steadies. It mocks, but sharpens her spine.
She knows, without knowing how, that one voice means her harm and the other means her well.
And she tells no one.
That year, Sirius comes into her life. A godfather. A man with wild hair, a crooked grin, a love that feels fierce enough to anchor her. For a while, Harri tastes what it is to be wanted. She lets herself hope.
The steadier voice grows quiet when Sirius is near, as though watching. The crueler one hisses, resentful.
She chooses Sirius. Again and again, she chooses him. Until the night he is torn from her arms at the Ministry, the veil swallows Sirius whole.
The grief hollows her. She does not cry where anyone can see. She saves her tears for the dark, where the voice waits.
You see now, it murmurs, mocking. Love is fleeting. I am not.
That other voice comes soon after, almost gentle and soft — not mocking, not sharp.
I will give you one gift, little one. One hope.
Her breath hitches. She waits.
When your war is finished, find me. New Orleans. Niklaus Mikaelson.
For the first time, the voice gives her more than cruelty, more than steadiness. A name. A place. A promise.
She clings to it with the desperation of a drowning girl, clutching the syllables like driftwood in a storm.
A hope to keep her alive.
By fifteen, envy has sharpened into ache. Her peers lean into bonds that promise love, belonging, inevitability. She clings to hers because she cannot cut them free. One is a parasite. The other a companion she does not want but cannot lose.
And the war sharpens around her. Cedric dies in the Tournament. Voldemort returns, flesh restored, his voice stronger than ever, pressing against her thoughts until she can scarcely breathe.
Still, she fights him. She clings instead to the other — mocking, steady, cruel but never hollow. The one that tells her, Stand. Survive. Do not yield.
Sometimes she whispers, bitter: If this is you meaning well, then you are crueler than you know.
The answer comes, low and amused: Cruelty keeps you alive, little one.
And she does not disagree.
By sixteen, the war devours her days.
The world shrinks to blood and ash, to battles fought in corridors and forests, to names read aloud in memorial. Harri runs herself raw, fighting, leading, surviving. And in her mind, the voices war as fiercely as she does.
Tom is louder now. The Horcruxes scream through her veins as one by one they are destroyed. His voice lashes, cruel, furious. You think you can cut me away? You think you can live without me? You are me, Harri Potter. Who are you, if not a remnant of Lord Voldemort’s soul?
He mocks her in every silence. Two voices, two soulmates — tell me, which is curse and which is gift? Tell me, broken girl, who will ever love you whole?
She does not answer. She cannot.
Because part of her fears he is right.
Nik’s voice does not soften — it never has — but it steadies. When she falters, when her grief is too heavy, when she wants only to close her eyes and not open them again, it is his laughter that cuts through.
Stand up, little one. You are not finished.
Cruelty is love when it keeps you breathing.
He mocks her, teases her, berates her. But beneath it is a constancy Voldemort cannot mimic. She clings to it, even as she hates herself for it.
At seventeen, she walks into battle with both voices screaming in her skull. Tom rages, desperate, clawing for control as his Horcruxes burn away. Nik chuckles, low and sharp, urging her forward.
When Voldemort falls, when his body collapses at last and the curse breaks, the silence inside her is a thunderclap.
Tom is gone.
The absence is so sharp it feels like pain. She stumbles in the hollow of it, disoriented, as though a limb has been severed.
And then, in the quiet, the other voice hums.
He may have told you love is fleeting, and perhaps it is, but I am not. I am here Harriet.
The war ends. The dead are buried. Her friends fall into the arms of those assigned for them. Hermione’s dreams have turned into a face. Ron clasps a hand not his own. Even Ginny blushes at whispers only she can hear.
Harri listens, smiling, hollow, but not lost.
Because she has a promise.
A name. A place.
New Orleans. Niklaus Mikaelson.
And when mundanity settles like ash after fire, she clings to it — not a dream, not an illusion, but a thread tied through her very bones.
The war ends, not with triumph, but with silence.
Hogwarts is rubble and smoke, its halls filled with ash and whispers. Bodies are carried out in white sheets, names inked in ledgers that blur beneath Harri’s tired eyes. She stands among the mourners, her scar burning faintly as though mocking her, and feels only hollowness.
They call her savior. The Girl Who Lived. The Girl Who Won. But she does not feel like either. She feels like a ghost, still walking, still breathing, when too many others are not.
Funerals blur together. Fred’s laughter remembered in sobs, George’s face hollow as if half his soul has gone with his twin. Colin Creevey’s small body lowered into the ground, far too young to be placed among the heroes. Lavender Brown, Dennis Creevey, nameless faces who fought beside her and died for a world they barely had time to live in.
Each funeral is a weight pressing down on her chest. The speeches blur — stories of courage, of sacrifice, of lives remembered — but Harri hears only the silences that follow, the gaps where laughter should have been.
It is at Remus and Tonks’s funeral that the weight breaks her.
The ceremony is quiet, windswept, filled with faces streaked by grief. Andromeda holds the child in her arms — Teddy, hair flickering from brown to turquoise, as if even sorrow cannot keep magic at bay. His tiny fists curl against her robes, his mouth opening in a yawn too soft for this hard world.
Harri stares, throat tight.
Remus, gone. Tonks, gone. Sirius, gone. All the adults who should have been anchors in her storm — stripped away. And here is their son, orphaned before he can even speak.
Her chest aches as if she’s staring at herself. Another child left behind. Another cycle repeating.
The voice curls sharp in her bones. You know what it is to be left behind, little one. Don’t let him be.
She nearly breaks then, not at the graves, not at the hymns, but at the sound of that voice — mocking, sardonic, but steady, always steady. A tether in her grief.
She swallows hard, steps closer, and whispers to Andromeda: “Let me help. Please. He’s all I have left of them.”
Andromeda looks at her with eyes too weary to argue. She nods.
So Harri takes Teddy in her arms, cradles him against her chest, and for the first time since the war ended, feels something like resolve.
The days that follow are a blur of mourning. She carries Teddy through ruins and wakes, through kitchens filled with Weasley grief, through nights that smell of smoke and bitter tea. She rocks him when he cries, though her own eyes stay dry.
Yet in those nights, she notices something she has not felt since childhood. Silence.
Tom is gone.
The hunger, the cruelty, the parasitic hiss that had coiled in her veins for as long as she can remember — gone. His voice is ash in her bones.
And for the first time, she has only one.
It frightens her at first, that absence. But then relief blooms. For all her envy, for all her difference, she is like everyone else now. She has one soulmate, one tether. Not two. Not broken.
The voice that remains is sharp, mocking, cruel at times, but steady. Always steady. Hers.
Life at the Burrow should comfort her. The house is warm — too warm — filled with laughter that strains to be genuine. The Weasleys cling to one another, weaving their grief into something almost bearable. Ron and Hermione drift closer, shoulders brushing, words exchanged in silences too tender for her to intrude.
It should feel like home. Instead, she feels like a ghost haunting their hearth.
She helps Molly with the washing up, listens to Arthur ramble about Muggle plugs, watches Ginny practice Quidditch in the yard. She holds Teddy while George sits in silence, as if the baby’s hair changing colour is the only thing left that can make him smile.
And yet, in the quiet moments, she feels apart. Removed. Their grief is shared. Theirs bends them closer together. Hers isolates.
The Ministry summons her often. Photographs, interviews, speeches she does not want to give. They dress her in robes she never chose, sit her before cameras and quills, call her savior, heroine, chosen one. Her name is printed in headlines she cannot stand to read.
She smiles when she must. She nods when they expect it. But when she goes home to the Burrow, strips away the heavy robes, rocks Teddy against her chest, she feels nothing but exhaustion.
At night, when the silence stretches too far, the voice comes.
Look how quickly they forget you when the fire burns low.
She clenches her fists. “They haven’t forgotten. They’re just—”
Living. Moving on. The voice cuts in, amused. And you, little one? You don’t know how.
Her throat tightens. She hates that it’s true.
She drifts between houses. Sometimes the Burrow, sometimes Grimmauld Place, sometimes Andromeda’s quiet flat with its faint smell of old books and baby powder. She helps where she can. She cooks, she cleans, she sings to Teddy in a voice too soft to be her own.
None of it fits.
Mundanity is heavier than war. In battle, every breath had purpose — fight, survive, save. Now her breaths feel wasted. Too many, too empty.
The voice hums in her bones. Peace was never meant for you.
She presses her forehead to Teddy’s soft hair. “Then what was?”
Silence stretches. Then, low and certain: Me.
At Grimmauld, the shadows still whisper Sirius’s name. She lingers in his old room, fingers brushing over the carvings on the wall. Teddy gurgles in her arms, oblivious, and she whispers promises into his hair. You’ll never feel this kind of loneliness. I won’t let you.
Hogwarts is rebuilding, but she cannot bring herself to stay long. The broken walls, the half-mended halls — it feels like walking among ghosts. She lays flowers where names are carved into stone, then leaves quickly, as though chased.
By autumn, the world has begun to stitch itself back together. New laws are drafted, shops reopen, children laugh in rebuilt streets. Even grief finds ways to soften into routine.
And everywhere Harri turns, she sees soulmates.
At the Burrow, Ron and Hermione drift into each other’s orbits with a tenderness so natural it almost hurts to look at.
Their laughter is softer now, steadier, stitched with inevitability. Ginny writes in her journal with a blush she cannot hide, words spilling from dreams she dares not say aloud.
Once, Harri overhears Hermione whispering to Ginny by the kitchen fire: “It’s strange, but it feels like he’s always been there. I can’t imagine being without him now.” Ginny sighs, resting her chin in her hands. “I hope mine feels the same when I finally meet him.”
Even Neville, awkward and earnest, admits to hearing a voice in his sleep — one that steadies him when doubt creeps in. He says it quietly, as if afraid the bond will vanish if spoken too loudly, but there is hope in his eyes.
The world is filling with bonds. With belonging.
Harri envies them still. Their soulmates are near, tangible, voices and touches they can reach for. Hers is far, distant, sharp as a blade.
And yet, beneath the envy, there is relief. She is not broken anymore. She has one voice. One soulmate. One thread.
And she clings to that as tightly as she clings to Teddy.
At night, when Teddy stirs against her chest, she whispers to him: “You won’t be like me. You won’t grow waiting for scraps of love. You’ll know it without doubt.”
The voice hums, sharp amusement threaded with something she almost mistakes for gentleness. Cruelty carved you strong. He will not need it. You will be his shield.
She closes her eyes, rocks Teddy until he sleeps again, and wonders if promises spoken in the dark can break the cycles written into blood.
Still, the weeks stretch long, and mundanity sits on her like a weight. She is tired of drifting, tired of envying, tired of watching life move around her as if she does not belong to it.
The world turns, everyone finding their bonds.
And Harri sits apart, cradling a child not her own, with two voices stitched into her skull. One is gone now, quiet as ash. The other remains — mocking, cruel at times, but steady, always steady.
And when she remembers the promise given once — a name, a place — she knows she cannot stay here forever.
New Orleans. Niklaus Mikaelson.
A tether. A vow. A hope that is hers alone.
Chapter 2
Summary:
The silence after is worse than any scream.
He stares down at her, chest heaving. If she betrayed her mate, what hope is there for his? If he is given one, would they want him as he is — an abomination, a killer, a son who slaughters his mother?
Mikael stares. For once, fear flickers in the man’s eyes. He sees the true rage in his son, the monster no chain can hold.
And Mikael flees.
Notes:
It hasn’t even been a full day, and the sheer number of subscribers has blown my mind. Anyways, I hope you enjoy chapter 2.
Next chapter will kick everything off.
Chapter Text
Niklaus Mikaelson is born into stone and bone, not softness.
The huts are crude, the caves colder still, and the forests press against the village like a hand ready to smother. Wolves howl at night, their cries curling through the smoke-holes of homes and settling into children’s marrow.
The men call themselves settlers, Vikings, but in truth they are clinging to survival in a land that does not want them.
Nik grows with dirt under his nails and hunger in his gut. He learns to fish with Rebekah watching from the bank, her toes curled into mud. He learns to fight with Elijah’s hand forcing his wrist straight, Mikael’s fist striking harder when he falters. Kol is a wild thing beside him, laughing when the stick breaks skin, vanishing when chores turn heavy.
Mikael is not a father, not in any sense that matters. He is a hammer wrapped in a man’s skin. His love is discipline; his affection is scorn. When he looks at Nik, it is always with disappointment.
Elijah says it is because Nik has not yet proven himself. Kol says it is because Mikael hates all of them. Nik knows better — it is because Mikael sees weakness where he should see a son.
Esther, their mother, is gentler but no less distant. She whispers of balance and draws stories in ash, lays herbs against sickness, teaching her children that strength is both gift and burden.
She tells them to beware the wolves who prowl beyond the treeline, men and women who are not merely men and women but something older, wilder, cursed. Nik listens with both fear and fascination.
He sees the wolf clans from afar — their hunts under moonlight, their fires glowing in the trees. They are strong, untamed, belonging to the night in a way he never will.
Mikael spits when their names are spoken, calls them beasts who do not know the weight of honour. Nik watches them anyway, envy a knot in his throat.
The caves are where the children hide when Mikael’s temper grows too sharp. Dark hollows with walls slick from river seepage, floors scattered with bones of animals long dead.
They whisper stories there, Rebekah’s voice trembling, Kol daring her to go deeper, Elijah trying to hush them before Mikael notices their absence. Henrik, the youngest, clings to Nik’s side, eyes too wide for the dark.
It is in those caves that Nik first hears of soulmates. Rebekah tells the tale as if she has stolen it from their mother’s lips: of voices that whisper across distance, of names spoken in dreams, of bonds that do not break.
Kol mocks her, calls it a tale for girls, but Nik listens. He pretends disinterest, yet his heart catches on the idea — that somewhere, someone might be his, not out of fear or blood or command, but simply because it was written so.
Mikael drills his sons in the clearing, making them fight until their arms shake, until skin splits and blood paints the earth. Elijah always rises, steady, unyielding. Kol darts like a fox, quick and laughing even when he bleeds. Nik tries. He always tries. Mikael’s gaze finds him weakest, softest, unworthy. He learns to grit his teeth against it, learns to stand back up even when the world tilts.
At night, he dreams of wolves. Golden eyes staring from the trees. Fur bristling in the moonlight. A sound in his bones that feels too much like recognition.
He does not yet understand what it means.
But he will.
The forest is not safe on the night of the full moon. Every child knows it. Wolves do not belong to men then. They belong to the dark, to teeth, to hunger.
Nik knows this better than most. He has felt their eyes on him when he strays too close to the trees, golden and unblinking. He has heard the stories — of claws that tear through bone, of men who wake with blood on their mouths and no memory of the kill. Mikael calls them beasts, not fit for anything but slaughter. Esther’s voice is quieter, but no less heavy: beware them. Respect them. Fear them.
Nik intends to. He intends to watch from a distance, to sneak from the caves and crouch in the brush, heart hammering as the wolves change beneath the moon. He intends to keep this thrill to himself.
But Henrik finds him as he laces his boots.
“You’re going to watch them, aren’t you?” Henrik’s voice is bright with the certainty of a boy too young to fear properly.
Nik’s jaw tightens. “Go back to bed.”
“I want to come.”
“No.” Nik stands, grabs his cloak. “You’re too small. Father will—”
“If you don’t let me,” Henrik cuts in, eyes flashing with mischief that looks too much like Kol’s, “I’ll tell Father you’re sneaking out to see the wolf people turn.”
Nik stills. The threat is sharp enough to land. Mikael’s rage would fall like an axe if Henrik’s words reached him.
“You wouldn’t,” Nik hisses.
Henrik’s grin widens. “I would. Unless you take me.”
It should be an easy choice: cuff his brother’s ear, drag him back to bed, risk Mikael’s wrath later. But Henrik’s face is alight with triumph, with trust, with that look that says you’re my brother, and I know you’ll keep me safe.
Nik exhales, long and ragged. “Stay close to me. Do exactly as I say.”
Henrik nods, solemn as only a child can be, though his smile betrays him.
They slip into the trees. The night is colder here, shadows bending like teeth. Nik grips Henrik’s hand tighter than he means to.
And then — they see them.
Wolves. Not stories. Not whispers. Bodies rippling with the violence of change, bones snapping, fur bursting through skin. Men and women collapse into beasts beneath the moon, their howls thick enough to shake the leaves.
Henrik gasps, eyes wide with awe. Nik feels it too — awe tangled with fear, with something else he cannot name. The wolves move like the forest belongs to them, like the night itself is a part of them.
For a moment, Nik almost forgets why this is dangerous. For a moment, he is a boy watching men made flesh.
Then the wind shifts.
Nostrils flare. Golden eyes turn toward the brush.
“Run,” Nik breathes.
Henrik doesn’t move. His wonder roots him to the ground.
The wolves lunge.
Nik yanks Henrik’s arm, drags him through branches, his own skin splitting under claws. He shoves his brother forward, screaming for him to move. But Henrik is smaller, slower, and the forest is merciless.
The first wolf strikes. Henrik falls. Blood sprays across leaves slick with moonlight. His cry splits Nik open from the inside.
He fights — claws, fists, teeth — but he is only a boy. The wolves are stronger, hungrier. By the time torches blaze through the trees, by the time Elijah and Mikael’s men drive steel into fur, Henrik is still.
Nik kneels in the dirt, hands red, body torn, Henrik’s face pale against the earth.
Mikael’s gaze finds him first. Always him.
“You brought him here,” Mikael growls, voice low with disgust sharp enough to gut. “You killed your brother.”
The words hit harder than claws.
Rebekah screams, falling to her knees beside Henrik. Kol stands frozen, for once without laughter. Elijah’s hand clamps Nik’s shoulder, but it feels like restraint, not comfort.
Nik stares at the blood on his palms and knows it will never wash away.
Henrik’s death cracks the family like ice splitting on a river.
Esther weeps until her eyes are raw, then whispers words of protection, her grief a noose she ties around all their necks.
Mikael turns colder, crueller. He does not raise his voice often — he does not need to. His silence is worse. Every glance at Nik is a blade. Weak. Dangerous. Killer of brothers.
And Nik carries it. He carries it every day, every breath. Henrik trusted him. Henrik followed him. Henrik is dead.
Because of him.
The words root deep, coil around his ribs, bloom into truth.
Henrik is barely in the ground before Esther carves runes into the ground and draws blood from her children’s veins. “I will not lose another,” she says, voice ragged. “You will be strong. Stronger than the wolves.”
They drink. They die. They wake again. It’s unnatural.
The hunger is like fire in the marrow, gnawing, endless. Nik stumbles through the days after, lips cracked with thirst, every heartbeat around him a drumbeat urging him to feed.
And then he does.
A villager too close, a stranger whose pulse was too loud. Nik tears into flesh, blood spilling across his tongue, and for a moment it is rapture — and then it is ruin. Because the blood stills, the body drops, and something deeper stirs.
Bones break. Pain sears. His skin feels like it’s tearing open from the inside. He collapses, convulsing, golden light bursting from his eyes. Fur pushes against skin that will not yield.
The wolves answer his cry.
Nik’s screams bring more than wolves. They bring Mikael.
Esther tries to hide it, to soothe, but Mikael sees. Mikael always sees.
“What is this?” His voice is terror itself.
Esther falters. Denies. Then confesses. Nik is not Mikael’s son. His blood is of wolf blood. His father — another man. Another clan.
Abomination.
The word strikes harder than the hunger. Mikael’s gaze on him is no longer disappointed; it is disgust sharpened into hatred.
A few days later, the trap is set.
Elijah and Finn tell him they are hunting. They smile too much, speak too calmly. Nik follows. He always follows — if only to prove he can.
The spell binds him. The wolf howls inside his chest and cannot get out. His blood feels split in two — one half silenced, the other sharpened into hunger. He cannot breathe without tasting chains.
Mikael watches him collapse. There is no victory in his face, only contempt. “You are no son of mine,” he says, as if carving truth into stone.
Nik claws at the earth, snarls like the beast they have buried inside him. He wants to lunge, to kill, but Elijah’s hand clamps harder on his arm. His brother’s eyes say forgive me, but his grip says obey Father.
The night burns red. Mikael goes to war against the wolves. Fire in the treeline, screams cracking the dark, steel flashing. Nik tastes the blood in the air but cannot move fast enough to stop it. Wolves who had once howled in recognition of him fall silent.
Days later, Mikael comes to him with a sack. He drops it at Nik’s feet.
“Here,” Mikael says, voice low and vicious. “The only gift you deserve, boy.”
Nik looks down. The sack spills. A head rolls free.
The face is his. Not exactly, but close enough. The same jaw. The same eyes. His true father.
Nik’s breath catches. For a heartbeat, the world tilts.
And all the thoughts come, unbidden, merciless: He was there all along. He could have wanted me. I could have been his. I could have been more than Mikael’s fists, more than Esther’s lies. I could have belonged.
Another thought follows, crueler still: Was he Esther’s true mate? Did she trade love for safety, and damn me with it?
The weight of it splits something inside him.
Rage surges. A rage older than his years, larger than his body. It burns through the bindings, through the hunger, through everything Esther ever whispered.
He turns on her first.
Esther steps forward, hands raised, lips shaping his name. “Niklaus—”
His hands close around her throat. His mother. His betrayer. His maker. His destroyer.
For all her craft, she is still flesh. He tears, and when her body falls, it is with the same thud as the sack at his feet.
The silence after is worse than any scream.
He stares down at her, chest heaving. If she betrayed her mate, what hope is there for his? If he is given one, would they want him as he is — an abomination, a killer, a son who slaughters his mother?
Mikael stares. For once, fear flickers in the man’s eyes. He sees the true rage in his son, the monster no chain can hold.
And Mikael flees.
The destroyer of his childhood — the man who broke Nik with words harsher than blows — turns his back and runs.
Nik watches him go, his mother dead at his feet, his true father’s head beside her, his siblings scattered and silent.
He is alone. He has always been alone.
And the thought that claws deepest is this: if soulmates are real, then his will hear this silence too. And when they do, they may never come.
The family does not shatter all at once, but in aftershocks that ripple for centuries. In the wake of Esther’s death and Mikael’s flight, they scatter like birds startled from the same tree. When they return, they are altered.
Elijah stays nearest, though even his loyalty is cracked. He walks at Nik’s shoulder, the honest shadow, always preaching honour, restraint, balance. He says always and forever as if it is a vow, but Nik hears the hesitation behind it, the doubt. To Nik, Elijah’s presence is as much a chain as it is a shield.
Rebekah clings too tightly, love spilling from her like water with no vessel to hold it. She dreams of husbands, of children, of sunlight.
Nik cannot give her those things, cannot trust the world not to steal her away. He cages her again and again, telling himself it is protection. She calls it cruelty, and still, she stays.
Kol is chaos. He burns through decades with laughter too sharp, indulgence too wild. He does not weep for Esther, does not bow to Mikael’s memory, does not care for anything beyond his next thrill.
Nik loves him as only a brother can, and yet despises him enough to slide the dagger home when his chaos becomes too dangerous. Kol’s silence is almost a relief, though when he is undaggered, his first breath is always a curse on Nik’s name.
Finn drifts furthest. He speaks of Esther like she was a saint, despises Nik for what was done, for what cannot be undone. He walks away and stays away.
The circle reforms in fragments, never whole, never healed. Henrik is gone, Esther is ash, Mikael is shadow, and what remains is jagged. The vow of family is still spoken, but it tastes bitter now, poisoned by blood and betrayal.
And Nik — Nik wraps himself in the word abomination, shaping armour from it.
The centuries spool out. Empires rise beneath his hands and crumble beneath his fury. He crowns himself king and burns the crown when the game ceases to amuse him. He takes cities as playthings, builds them into empires, then tears them down to ash. Loneliness is his truest companion, sharper than any blade.
The tales of soulmates that once lingered in childhood fires haunt him now. Rebekah whispers of them with longing, Elijah dismisses them with solemn disdain, Kol mocks them when he is awake.
Nik scoffs too, outwardly, but in the hollow where no one sees, he waits. He waits through centuries of silence, through kingdoms turned to dust, through every dagger’s darkness. If this life is cruel enough to turn him abomination, surely it is cruel enough to give him no tether at all.
Yet still he listens.
In New Orleans, he does what Mikael never did. He takes in a slave boy left nameless on the docks, clothes him, teaches him, names him Marcel.
For the first time in centuries, Nik raises something of his own not born of blood or lies. Marcel is laughter in his halls, steel in his streets, sharp enough to remind Nik of his own beginnings but untarnished by Esther’s betrayals.
Nik loves him fiercely, as father, as son, as proof he is not entirely hollow. But always the question gnaws: will Marcel, too, leave me? Will he betray me when the world tempts him away?
Nik loves him anyway.
Time sharpens him. He bends witches to his will, commands vampires as his court, rules his city like a King cloaked in cruelty. But even he cannot ignore whispers of other witches beyond the veil.
Not covens, not lineage-bound spell casters, but wand-wielders who live across seas, who war in shadows, who call themselves pure and split their kind into blood and mud. Their world is strange, their wars stranger still. He listens. He learns. He adds it to the catalogue of cruelties he keeps like scripture.
The soulmate myth never quite leaves him. He dreams of it when Rebekah sighs, when Kol sneers, when Elijah preaches. He wonders if his mother’s true mate had been the wolf whose blood runs through his veins, if her betrayal damned him before his first breath.
He wonders, with bitterness that tastes like blood, if he will ever be given someone — one who will not flinch from what he is.
For centuries, silence answers.
And then, one day so nondescript he could not tell you the season, the silence breaks.
He is in New Orleans, his city, his throne. Marcel is off drilling the fledglings, witches bow their heads in his presence, the sun beats heavy against the Mississippi. It is an ordinary day, unworthy of memory.
Until a whisper brushes against him.
Small. Trembling. The voice of a child.
Why don’t you love me like you love him, Aunt Petunia?
Nik freezes, sharp as a blade unsheathed. The air in his chest stills.
For the first time since his mother’s betrayal, since Mikael’s cruelty, since Henrik’s grave, he is not alone in the silence of his own mind.
The voice is fragile, frayed, lonely enough to stop his breath.
And Niklaus Mikaelson, abomination, monster, destroyer of empires, feels something he has not felt in centuries.
Hope.
At first, he thinks it a trick. That some witch has slipped into his mind to taunt him. But nights pass, and the voice remains. A child locked away in shadows, begging for stories, clinging to dreams.
Her loneliness cuts sharper than Mikael’s lash ever did.
She whispers into the dark, small and desperate: “Tell me a story.”
So he does.
Not that she knows it is him. He curls his voice sharp, mocking, sardonic. He tells her stories of kingdoms that burn, of families that devour one another, of cruelty sharpened into survival.
She listens, wide-eyed in the dark, and though she does not thank him, he feels it: the tether tightening.
It becomes habit. Her voice, his answer. Nights upon nights, she is there.
Through her, he begins to piece together more. She speaks of oddities, of punishments, of teachers who stare at her as if she is cursed. Magic flickers in her like sparks, uncontrolled. He feels her shame when they call her freak, feels her fury when she hides.
His rage burns hot. He imagines tearing through the veil, slaughtering the ones who hurt her. But he cannot. So he steadies her instead. His cruelty shapes into armor, sardonic jabs into knives she can wield.
When she dreams, he follows. She dreams of parents she cannot remember, of men with laughter she aches for, of women who call her child. He feels her grief like his own.
And he begins to hope.
When she is eleven, the name comes.
Hogwarts, she whispers in awe, clutching a letter sealed with wax. Harriet James Potter.
Nik exhales a laugh sharp enough to hurt. At last — she has a name. She is real.
But he is not the only one who hears her.
It comes first as a hiss, then as a laugh. Another voice. Older. Crueler. Hungrier.
Tom.
Nik recognises it for what it is — the shadow of a Dark Lord, fractured, parasitic. He listens as Tom coils around the girl’s thoughts, mocking her, twisting her, pressing poison into her bones.
For the first time in centuries, Nik feels fear. Not for himself — he has long ceased fearing fear. But for her. His tether. His girl.
He tries to cut through, steady her with his sharpness, but she confuses them. His sardonic bite mistaken for cruelty, Tom’s cruelty mistaken for inevitability.
He rages in silence, helpless.
Years pass, and he keeps track of her as best he can.
Through her whispers he learns of her world. Diagon Alley. Flying on broomsticks. Sorting Hats. OWLs and NEWTs. Wands lifted in war. He pieces together a history of witches and wizards divided by blood and mud, by power, by fear.
He learns of Quirrell and the Stone, of chambers and serpents, of dragons and mirrors. He feels her laughter, her grief, her questions.
And he listens as Tom grows louder. As war brews in her halls.
When Sirius dies, he cannot bear her grief.
She curls in on herself, hollowed out, and Nik does something he swore he never would. He gives her a gift. A name.
I will give you one hope, little one. When your war is finished, find me. New Orleans. Niklaus Mikaelson.
The words taste strange on his tongue. To reveal himself. To open that door. But he cannot let her drown without a tether.
And she clings to it, he feels it. Like driftwood in a storm, she holds the syllables of his name and home close.
The years spiral into war. He feels her strength, her fury, her refusal to bend. He feels her grief sharpen into something harder. He feels Tom rage and claw, until the day silence falls.
The Dark Lord is gone.
And for the first time, it is only him and her.
One voice. One tether. One soulmate.
He does not say it aloud, but he waits.
Impatient. Sardonic. Sharp.
He waits for her to keep the promise.
New Orleans. Niklaus Mikaelson.
And she does, eventually.
Chapter 3
Summary:
Her throat tightens. “They’re all I’ve ever had. And now I’m choosing to walk away.”
Choosing me. The words curl, not boastful but certain. You think I do not know what that costs you?
Harri presses her forehead to her knees, laughter shaking out of her in a rush. “You don’t sound cruel tonight.”
Cruelty has its place. But tonight— a pause, softer than she expects —tonight I would rather hope.
She lifts her head, heart hammering. “Then tell me something true.”
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Chapter Text
The decision is made in a quiet room, not a battlefield. There is no wand in her hand, no curse on her tongue—only the weight of Teddy’s soft breathing against her shoulder and the steadiness of a grandmother’s gaze across the table.
Andromeda’s flat still smells faintly of books and lavender polish. The curtains sway in the late September breeze.
Teddy gurgles in Harri’s arms, his hair flickering turquoise, then settling into a shade that looks heartbreakingly like Remus’s. For a moment, silence feels like another person in the room, pressing at the edges, waiting.
“And you’re certain?” Andromeda says at last. Her voice is not unkind, but it is iron-bound. “You would take him across the ocean, away from everything he’s ever known?”
Harri tightens her hold on the child, her throat working. “He won’t remember Britain,” she says softly.
“Not the ruins, not the funerals. What he remembers will be what we give him. And—” She falters, then pushes through. “I’ve found him. My soulmate.”
The words land like stones. Andromeda’s mouth tightens, her brows pulling low.
“Niklaus Mikaelson.” She says the name as if tasting ash. “A stranger. A dangerous stranger. And you would trust him with Teddy?”
“I don’t trust easily.” Harri’s voice is sharper than she means it to be, but she doesn’t retract it. “I know danger when I see it. I know cruelty. He isn’t—” She stops, exhales, and starts again, steadier this time. “He isn’t gentle, no. But he’s constant. He was there when Tom was in my head, when I thought I’d drown in it. He steadied me. I can’t explain it. I only know that when everything else was gone, he remained.”
Andromeda’s eyes glisten, though her mouth stays stern. She looks down at Teddy, brushing one finger along the baby’s soft cheek.
“He’s all I have left,” she whispers. “Nymphadora gone. Remus gone. My husband buried years before them. Teddy is my breath now.”
Harri swallows hard. “I know. And I’m not trying to take him from you. I just… I need to go. And I can’t leave him behind. He’s all I have left too.”
The silence between them stretches, heavy but not hostile. Teddy sneezes, startling them both into small, rueful smiles.
Finally Andromeda nods, once. “Then a compromise,” she says, her voice firm though it shakes at the edges.
“You take him, because I cannot cage you. But you write to me. Letters every week, more if you can. You send him back in summers, when he is older. You let him know me, not as a photograph, not as a story, but as flesh and blood.”
Relief floods Harri so quickly her knees almost buckle. She nods, fiercely. “I promise. I swear it.”
Andromeda’s hand trembles as she reaches out, brushing Teddy’s small hand with her thumb.“Then may life be gentler to him than it ever was to us.”
She looks back at Harri, something soft breaking through her grief-worn eyes. “And may your soulmate be worth what you are giving up.”
Harri doesn’t say it aloud, but in her bones she feels Nik’s laughter curl, sharp and low: I’ll make sure of it, little one.
The farewell dinner is set at the Burrow, though it feels more like a wake disguised with lanterns and stew. Molly insists on cooking a mountain of food as if she can stave off departure with shepherd’s pie.
Arthur tells stories that trail into affectionate tangles about plugs and ports. The house is full—Ginny perched on the stairs, Hermione pressed close to Ron, Neville clutching a wrapped bundle that Harri suspects is a plant.
She sits at the long table with Teddy in her lap, listening to the laughter that strains to stay bright. For once she lets herself simply look at them: her family, not by blood but by bond.
Their hair, their smiles, the way grief has stitched them together with threads she does not quite belong to. She will remember this, she decides, not the funerals or the battles, but this—warmth straining against loss.
“So you’re really going,” Ron says, breaking the quiet lull of spoons against bowls. His tone is blunt, but his eyes are softer. “All the way to America.”
Harri nods, brushing Teddy’s hair back from his brow. “I have to. It’s… it’s not just a voice in my head anymore. It’s a tether. If I stay, I’ll always feel half here, half gone.”
Hermione reaches across the table, taking Harri’s free hand. “We understand. Soulmates—” her voice falters, a blush flickering across her face, “they aren’t something you can ignore. But promise us you’ll write.”
“I will.” Harri squeezes her hand back. “Every week.”
Neville clears his throat, then slides the bundle toward her. “It’s a cutting,” he says awkwardly. “From the Mimbulus. It’ll grow anywhere, even somewhere as strange as America. Thought maybe… you’d like something alive from home.”
Harri presses the gift to her chest, warmth threading through her. “Thank you, Neville. That means more than you know.”
Ginny doesn’t speak until the plates are cleared, when the chatter dips into silence. Then she crosses the room in a rush and throws her arms around Harri, clinging tightly. “I hate that you’re leaving,” she mutters into Harri’s shoulder, “but I’d hate it more if you stayed miserable. So go. Just… don’t forget us.”
“I couldn’t,” Harri whispers back, her throat aching. “Not ever.”
The night winds down with promises repeated—letters, visits, owl-post that will cross oceans. Molly fusses over Teddy, dabbing at her eyes. Arthur presses a hand to Harri’s shoulder, murmuring about bravery taking many forms.
When at last Harri steps into the night air, cool and sharp, she feels as if she has left pieces of herself scattered among them.
But the tether in her bones hums steady, waiting.
That night, Grimmauld Place feels heavier than usual. Shadows cling to corners, the walls holding onto Sirius’s ghost. Teddy sleeps soundly in the crib Kreacher had grudgingly repaired.
Harri sits by the window, the moon spilling pale across the floorboards. Her hands tremble, though with anticipation more than fear.
You’re restless, the voice hums through her, sardonic and amused.
She swallows. “You can hear that?”
I’ve always heard it. Tonight it sings louder. Leaving them frightens you more than any war did.
Her throat tightens. “They’re all I’ve ever had. And now I’m choosing to walk away.”
Choosing me. The words curl, not boastful but certain. You think I do not know what that costs you?
Harri presses her forehead to her knees, laughter shaking out of her in a rush. “You don’t sound cruel tonight.”
Cruelty has its place. But tonight— a pause, softer than she expects —tonight I would rather hope.
She lifts her head, heart hammering. “Then tell me something true.”
The voice—Nik—chuckles low. I paint when I cannot sleep. My brother mocks me for it. My sister says it’s the only time I look gentle. Both are wrong. It isn’t gentleness. It’s survival. Without it I’d have torn the city down long ago.
Harri smiles into the dark, a spark of warmth breaking through. “I sing. Only to Teddy. He doesn’t care if I’m out of tune.”
Perhaps I’ll be the judge of that one day.
Her breath catches. “One day. Soon.”
The bond hums, sharper, almost tender. Soon, little one. I’ll be waiting.
The morning she leaves Britain dawns pale and cool, mist curling low across the rooftops. Grimmauld Place smells of dust and polish, of rooms too long held in silence. Harri moves quietly through it, Teddy balanced on her hip, her other hand trailing over bannisters and doorframes as though memorising the texture of goodbye.
She has packed lightly. A trunk of clothes. Sirius’s cloak, folded last. Neville’s plant, swaddled in cloth.
A handful of photographs that feel more like antiques than memories. The rest she leaves—because if she carries everything, she would never go.
Andromeda waits in the doorway, eyes red from a sleepless night. She does not speak as Harri sets the trunk down, but when Teddy reaches for her, she gathers him close, pressing her face into his hair. Her silence is heavy but not damning; it is a silence full of love restrained.
“I’ll write,” Harri says softly. “Every week.”
Andromeda nods, still holding the child. When she looks up, her voice is rough but steady. “Go, then. Before I lose my nerve.”
Harri hugs her tightly, whispering into her ear, “Thank you.” Then she takes Teddy back, and with one last look at the crooked house that was once a sanctuary, she steps into the street where a portkey waits to carry them across the sea.
The crossing is a blur of ocean and sky. The portkey leaves her dizzy, landing them at a magical way-station in Lisbon before another jump takes them to a transatlantic vessel warded for wizardkind.
The ship is old but sturdy, sails snapping with enchanted wind. Teddy marvels at the gulls swooping alongside, his hair flashing silver as though echoing their wings. Harri holds him close against the chill, her heart caught between awe and ache.
Nights at sea are the hardest. The waves beat steady against the hull, and Teddy stirs often, waking with soft cries. Harri soothes him with songs, her voice low and unsteady, but enough.
When at last he sleeps again, she lies awake staring at the low ceiling, feeling the bond hum in her bones.
You’re closer, Nik’s voice threads through her, rough-edged and certain. I can feel it.
She smiles into the dark. “Is that relief I hear?”
A challenge, he corrects, amusement curling at the edges. If you are half as stubborn in person as you are in my head, New Orleans will never recover.
Harri laughs softly, careful not to wake the child. “I thought soulmates were supposed to be tender. Sweet. You sound more like a storm warning.”
Storms clear the air. Sweetness rots the teeth. You should thank me for honesty.
“Maybe I will,” she teases. “When I see you.”
A pause, then lower, steadier: You will see me soon. And then you’ll know whether hope was worth it.
Days stretch long. She watches the horizon shift from endless grey into streaks of gold. Teddy learns to toddle along the narrow deck, sailors laughing as his hair flashes with each mood—green at their applause, indigo when he stumbles, gold when he giggles.
He is a constant reminder of why she must keep moving forward: not just for herself, but for him.
At night, she and Nik talk more. Sometimes sharp, sometimes soft. He tells her about painting, about a city built on bones and music, about siblings who are both wound and salve.
She tells him about Sirius, about Quidditch in the sun, about the ruins of Hogwarts being stitched back together stone by stone.
“One day,” she admits, voice hushed, “I wandered the halls while they rebuilt. I found the Mirror again, covered in dust. I thought it would show me my parents like before. Instead, it showed a stranger standing in sunlight I didn’t recognize, sunshine hair, and dimpled smile. I hoped, still hope, that it was is you.”
A pause, the bond thrumming. That was me, Nik murmurs, low and certain. Not when you were a child. Not when Tom’s shadow still clung to you. But after, when the war was done. You saw me because by then, the thread had nothing left to fight through.
Her breath hitches. “So it wasn’t madness.”
No, he says, softer. It was me. Only me.
The words feel like a hand pressed gently against the hollow in her chest. She falls asleep smiling, the waves rocking her into dreams that for once are not nightmares.
Land rises on the horizon one morning like a promise: New Orleans, the port bustling with masts and banners, gulls shrieking as if heralding her arrival.
The air is warmer, spiced with salt and sugar, the sun heavy on her shoulders. Teddy wriggles in her arms, his hair flashing gold as though he senses the change.
Harri’s heart races. Every step down the gangplank feels like walking into a story she has half-dreamed her whole life. The bond thrums in her bones, sharp and sure, pulling her toward the crowd that gathers at the dock.
And there he is.
Niklaus Mikaelson stands at the edge of the throng, the city sprawling behind him like a kingdom he both owns and defies. Sunlight spills over him, catching in hair that gleams like molten bronze, shadowing the curve of his mouth. His eyes find hers at once—as though they have always known where to look.
For a heartbeat, everything stills. The noise of the dock, the creak of ropes, the gulls overhead—all fade until there is only this: him, and her, and the tether that sings between them.
His smile breaks slow, dimples carving deep. Hope and danger, both at once. He steps forward, his voice low and inevitable.
“Hello, love.”
Harri exhales, the weight of years loosening all at once. Teddy presses his small hand against her collarbone, as if sealing the moment. And for the first time since the war ended, she feels not haunted, but found.
New Orleans drips with jazz and chaos, and Nik has never been made for waiting.
And yet, as he stands on the port of New Orleans, he waits. He waits like the beggar children in the alleys and yearns like the mothers who cannot feed their own.
He waits for a woman who is no phantom, no dream, though she has been both to him for longer than he cares to admit.
He knows more of her life than any stranger should. Wars reached him in fragments — headlines snatched from crumpled papers, whispers traded across oceans, the shiver of her voice when grief cracked through her mind into his.
The world called her savior, martyr, miracle. He called her little one, half in mockery, half in something else he dares not name.
What a strange courtship it has been. No stolen glances across candlelight, no perfumed letters sealed with wax. Only her voice pressed raw into his skull, laughter spilling at odd hours, defiance sharper than steel.
Only the hush of confessions shared in the hollows of thought where no one else could trespass. A bond built not in parlors or taverns but in marrow and shadow. Intimate in ways that turn intimacy into a poor imitation.
And so he waits.
If Kol knew, he’d never be spared. Niklaus Mikaelson, brought low by a slip of a girl in school robes, Kol would croon, wicked grin wide enough to cut.
Rebekah would be worse — eyes shining, already weaving gowns and fantasies the girl would have no interest in.
Elijah would not speak at all, which is worse still. Silence is the sharpest blade.
Nik almost laughs at himself. He should be above this — pacing a dock like a jilted lover, restless as a hound on a leash. And yet here he stands, expectant, foolish, his chest tighter than it has been in a century.
A gull shrieks overhead, slicing the thought clean. His gaze fixes on the horizon, where sails gleam white against the sun, where a ship lists heavy toward port.
The tether in his bones hums sharper, more insistent.
Soon.
Soon the girl who has haunted his shadows and steadied his storms will set foot in his city, within his reach. And if the world has any sense of irony — and it always does — she will hate him at first sight.
The thought curls his mouth into a grin, dimples cutting deep.
The gangplank groans, lowering to the dock. Passengers spill like ants, weary and sunburnt, their chatter swallowed by the clamor of gulls and vendors hawking wares. He scarcely sees them. The bond tugs too sharply, narrowing his vision until there is only her.
A small figure, dark hair whipping in the river wind, a child balanced steady on her hip. Eyes that are too green, scanning the crowd as if she has always known where to look.
And then she does look.
Straight at him.
The noise of the port dies, as if the city itself knows better than to intrude. For the first time in a long time, Nik feels the stillness of recognition sink into his bones.
She is younger than he expected, older than she should be. Fragile and unbreakable all at once. And she is his — not by conquest, not by blood, but by a thread that has never once snapped, no matter how cruelly it pulled.
Her mouth parts, breath catching. The child in her arms presses a hand against her collarbone, as though sealing something sacred.
Nik’s grin softens into something dangerous.
“Hello, love.”
The words leave him smoother than he expected, soft where he thought they might bite. For once, his voice carries no mockery — only the kind of inevitability that tastes like iron on the tongue.
She does not answer at once. Green eyes pin him as if trying to peel him apart bone by bone. He almost laughs at the audacity — she has looked at kings, monsters, tyrants, and still she looks at him like this.
And then, he turns to the child.
Small, quiet, balanced easily on her hip as though he belongs there, though the weight of him is too heavy for someone so young to bear.
The boy’s hair shifts faintly in the sunlight — a ripple of colour, quick as a bird’s wing, and his eyes flash that of amber. A little wolf child he is.
His smile turns razor sharp.
Nik tilts his head, lips quirking. “You bring company,” he murmurs, tone sardonic but low, as if they stand alone and not in the chaos of a port. “How very considerate of you. I was beginning to think introductions might be dull.”
Her grip tightens around the child, but her chin lifts, her gaze slicing into him with quiet steel. And then she says it — voice steady, threaded with dry humor.
“I thought you’d enjoy being a family man.”
The words puncture the air, sharper than he expects, and for a moment he almost startles. Family man. Of all the things he has been called, never that. The irony should sting. Instead, it curls warm in his chest, unwelcome but undeniable.
A laugh slips from him, low and rough, edged with surprise. “Careful, love. Say it like that and I might start believing you mean it.”
Something in her eyes softens then — not surrender, not sweetness, but recognition. The bond hums steady between them, no longer a storm, but a quieter current pulling them closer.
For the first time in years, Nik does not feel like he is waiting.
Chapter 4
Summary:
A curve of mouth that concedes. “I can distinguish between the two,” he says.
“Can you?” she counters.
“Usually when you tell me,” he admits, infuriating and perfect.
“Then listen,” she says.
“I am,” he says, and the way he says it makes the courtyard tilt a fraction toward something like grace.
Notes:
I’m spoiling you guys something silly.
I hope you guys enjoy this chapter
I should also warn you, I’ll be making Ginny and Kol a pairing.
Still deciding on Rebekah, my baby deserves all the love in the world!!
Chapter Text
The city refuses to be quiet.
By the seventh morning, Harri knows the cadence of the Quarter the way a sailor learns the tide. Dawn comes with mops against thresholds and curses sloshed with water, the night’s glitter dragged back into the drains.
Mid day swells riotous—vendors hollering about charms that would sour in her hands, tourists already a little drunk on sugar and brass, a woman with a parrot that shrieks like a kettle whenever Teddy laughs.
Evening crackles. Jazz horns lean out of open doors, cicadas needle the edges of thought, and the river keeps its own metronome, big and slow, a heart that won’t be rushed.
Teddy adapts faster than she does. He has opinions about beignets (wonder), brass bands (ecstasy), and street magicians (suspicion that dissolves into delight when coins appear behind his ear).
His hair adverts his mood before his face can—saffron-gold when he’s pleased, lake-green when he is intent on mastering the wobble of his steps, bruised-plum in the split second before tears.
He has taken to the courtyard as though he built it, to the cracked basin of the dry fountain as a citadel.
The house Nik found—old bones, stubborn shutters, a lemon tree attempting bravery in a chipped pot—has become a map of small discoveries: the cupboard that sighs, the stair that whines, the slant of amber light that pools in the late afternoon like spilled honey across the floorboards.
Harri walks the perimeter the first day, the second, the third, fingers trailing the fence pickets as if memorising a word she’s never been taught aloud.
She listens to the house learn her—Teddy’s night-cry, her kettle’s whistle, the soft tread of a centuries-old vampire who does not bother to pretend he is not there.
Nik is a habit she did not mean to acquire. He does not hover, but he arrives.
She will turn from the wash-line and find him already at the gate, the bond singing like a struck string; she will be pinning Teddy’s blanket and hear his voice in her head saying, Love, that knot will never hold a storm; she will step into the street for oranges and meet his shadow before his smile.
Sometimes he is only a hum behind her eyes, sardonic and amused and infuriatingly steady. Sometimes he is exactly where she can see him, taking up space as if space likes being taken.
She hates how, when he goes, the city sounds too bright. She hates how, when he is near, the city gifts like it exhaled.
On the fourth morning she takes Teddy to the market by the river. Heat sits low, not yet mean.
The stalls smell of spice and frying oil, of damp rope and oranges with skin like lanterns. A woman presses a string of wooden beads into Teddy’s hand; he offers them back with the solemnity of a magistrate.
Another woman insists on tying a red ribbon to Harri’s wrist—protection, child, against eyes that pry. Harri thanks her and takes them off, because superstition is only the shape fear makes when it wants to feel useful.
Nik ghosts beside them without announcement, and still she knows him, the way one knows the pressure change before rain: the bond sharpening, her spine admitting relief it has no permission to feel.
“You collect ribbons now,” he says, examining the ribbon she tucks in Teddy’s hair with a mouth too close to a smile. “Shall I be jealous?”
“You’d be ridiculous,” she answers, but the word lands gentler than it could have. Teddy tips toward him in greeting, as if the wolf in the room is the safest thing to reach for.
He scoops the child with that same look she is learning—like he’s been handed a live current and must decide whether to brace or be carried. “Good morning, little usurper,” Nik tells Teddy. “Have you supplanted me yet?”
“Dadah,” Teddy informs him gravely, which is neither accurate nor fair.
Harri makes a noise between a protest and a laugh. “He does that with any word that starts hard,” she says. “Door is ‘dah.’ Dog is ‘dah.’ You are not exempt from his laziness.”
“Not laziness,” Nik replies, eyes gleaming. “Efficiency.” He glances over one shoulder, where a trio of men pretend not to stare. “We should walk.”
“Why?” she says, already knowing the answer.
“Because eyes,” he murmurs.
She bites her tongue on the retort. She is not naïve. Curiosity follows her as much as it follows him. New Orleans is a city built on watching—even the balconies lean to look.
They walk. He does something she is beginning to recognise as careful: not the obvious guard of a body interposed, not the arrogance of possession, but the geometry of presence—he arranges himself so she is simply… less visible.
A joke for the vendors, a barbed remark for a man whose interest is the wrong colour, a tilt of head that quiets a question before it becomes a problem.
It should rankle. It does. And also: she has been a spectacle on other people’s terms for long enough. The reprieve is not nothing.
He buys oranges with the kind of money that comes from time and ruin. He carries the paper sack in one hand, Teddy on one shoulder, and looks, for sixteen steps, like a man the world might have allowed to be ordinary.
The thought is dangerous. She lets it pass.
That night, after Teddy has fallen asleep in a nest of blankets without any respect for pillows, Harri finds Nik in the courtyard’s blue-dark. The lemon tree makes an argument with shadow. The fountain suggests a history of water without bothering to provide any.
“Tell me about them,” she says from the threshold.
He does not pretend to misunderstand, though his grin offers the option. “Them?”
“Your siblings.” She does not sit. “You talk around them like you’re walking a field that still has glass in it. I’d like to know where not to step.”
Something flickers in his gaze—amusement first, then a ripple of reflex anger, then the quieter thing that lives beneath both.
He sets his cigarette on the lip of the fountain and does not light it. A concession she did not ask for and will not name.
“Elijah,” he says, and his tone goes precise. “Is the brother people invent when they need a story about goodness surviving the winter. He is honour like a man can make a shelter out of it. He is also a liar, though he’ll call it diplomacy, and a hypocrite, though he prefers ’principle.’ He wears suits that cost more than this house and guilt that weighs more than it.”
“You love him,” she says.
“I love him,” he agrees, and the admission cuts clean. “When he keeps me, I resent it. When he leaves, I set cities on fire. That is brotherhood as we know it.”
She leans one shoulder to the doorjamb, the wood warm from holding daylight. “Rebekah?”
He exhales a laugh shaped like ache. “Rebekah, my heart, she is a dreamer that the world punished for dreaming. She wants what our hands spoil—human things, sun things, a front step with a child’s chalk scribbles and a neighbour who borrows sugar. She will carve your eyes out for threatening those impossibilities, and then she will bring you soup because you look thin.”
His mouth softens. “She is the best of us. She also thinks she’s the most wronged. Both can be true.”
“And Kol?” The name tastes like mischief even before it’s spoken.
“Kol is the sound glass makes when it breaks in another room and you cannot find the door quick enough,” Nik says, delighted and wary at once.
“He is brilliant, and he uses his brilliance as a knife. He is loyalty’s inverse—if he chooses you, he will burn the world because it’s fun to watch it bend around your silhouette. If he chooses himself, and he often does, he will sell you for a trick he hasn’t learned yet.”
He pauses, amused. “He will like you. He will pretend not to. He will be cruel because he thinks cruelty protects him. You may tell him it doesn’t; he will smile and be crueler.”
“You speak about them like weather,” Harri says. “Like they are systems that move through you rather than people you can refuse.”
“I have refused Rebekah more than once,” he says. “She forgave me eventually and has been exacting her revenge in petty domestic torments ever since.”
“Like what?”
“She once replaced every bottle in my cellar with vervain-spiked vinegar,” he replies, affronted and proud. “I did not notice until I had guests. Marcel wept. It was humiliating.”
“Marcel?” The name sits in his voice like a ring he doesn’t take off.
“My son,” he says without flinching. “Not by blood. By everything that matters more. He is this city made boy. He is hunger shaped into discipline. He is—” The bond shivers with pain that may be memory, may be hope. “He is not here for now.”
“And Elijah?”
Silence tightens. “Also not here,” he says at last, even, deliberate. “You will meet Rebekah first. Then Kol. Both will insist on being the first. Consider yourself warned.”
She nods like she has been told a tide time. “Thank you,” she says.
“For the warning?”
“For the truth,” she says, and does not add, you did not lie to me even when it would have been easier. He hears it anyway; the bond moves like water where words cannot cross.
Kol arrives before noon two days later, a storm that never learned subtlety. He does not knock.
He kicks the gate open with the heel of his boot and declares, to the lemon tree and anyone within five streets, “Brother, congratulations on your latest bad decision.”
Harri meets him in the courtyard with Teddy on her hip and a patience she has not yet used today.
Kol is all angles and sparkle, danger with dimples, a grin that tries to sell you both the knife and the bandage.
“This is her then,” he says, uninvited into her space, eyes bright with a cruelty so playful it would be easy to excuse it. “The little war-widow you’ve been courting between the ears. Smaller than I expected. Fiercer too.” His gaze drops to Teddy, whose hair flares indigo at the scrutiny. “And you’ve brought… a mascot.”
“A child,” Harri says, which is both correction and warning. “You’re Kol.”
“Deeply,” he says, bowing with a flourish that would be charming if it were not also threat. “And you are the girl who told my brother to be a family man in public.” He beams. “I have adored you from a distance for days.”
Nik is there then, the bond flaring with a heat Harri has learned means don’t. He places himself a fraction to her left, not blocking, not posturing, but drawing a line Kol can see.
“Play nicely,” Nik says without warmth.
Kol tuts. “You say that when you mean, ‘leave before I take your teeth.’ I’m not three, Niklaus.” He tilts his head at Harri. “He is very frightening when he glowers. You’ll get used to it. We did.”
“Is he…” Harri begins, watching Kol’s eyes track Teddy’s hair as if it were a flame, “always like this?”
“Worse,” Nik says.
“Better,” Kol says at the same time, delighted.
Teddy, who has been still with the intensity he reserves for new wolves, decides abruptly that Kol is interesting.
He leans toward him, small fingers splayed like a starfish.
Kol recoils half a step, then remembers he has an audience and allows an approach with a grimace so theatrical Harri nearly laughs.
“Why does it do that?” he asks, indicating the hair.
“It’s not an ‘it.’ He’s a boy,” Harri says, and Kol’s eyes flick to hers, assessing, pleased.
“Apologies, little boy,” Kol says gravely. “Your wig misbehaves.”
Teddy blows a raspberry that contains his entire spirit. Kol’s grin knives wider. He glances at Nik, mischief in every line. “You will hate how much you like him,” he says, sing-song, and vanishes before either of them can prove him wrong.
Nik exhales through his nose. “That went better than it could have,” he allows.
“He called my son an ‘it,’” Harri says.
“In Kol’s mouth, that was almost affection.”
She snorts, which is not, strictly speaking, dignified. “Your family is a hazard.”
“And yours?” he asks, soft without pity.
“Stubborn,” she says. “Wounded. Kind in inconvenient ways.”
“You will write to them,” he says—not a question, not permission. An acknowledgement of a fact. “You should.”
She studies him. “I intend to.”
“Good,” he says, and something unclenches that she didn’t realise she’d kept braced.
Rebekah comes at dusk like a verdict you want anyway. She does knock, three brisk raps like a gavel. Her dress is a thing of velvet and defiance; her mouth is a weapon she’s learned to sheath when necessary.
Her eyes go first to Teddy, soften without asking anyone’s leave, and then to Harri, sharpening with interest.
“You’re very small,” she says, not unkindly. “I mean that as a compliment. Small people survive catastrophes. We slip through cracks. Big men get crushed.” She spares Nik a sideways look so practiced it might be a family heirloom. “Ask him.”
“Do come in, Rebekah,” Nik says, because manners on his tongue always taste slightly like mockery.
“I will,” she answers, breezing past him. To Harri: “You truly called him a family man? In public? We owe you a monument.”
Harri discovers it is possible to like a woman before you trust her. “I was improvising,” she says.
“Keep doing it.” Rebekah leans out the window, inhales the evening—the street barrow clatter, the fry-smell, the sly hush of something supernatural keeping its feet up for now.
“This city,” she says, and it sounds like both prayer and threat. Then to Harri, quieter: “If you mean to stay, we’ll make a life that fits around you, not the other way. Do not let him bully you into his shape. He is very good at it.”
“Rebekah,” Nik says, a warning that cannot strip itself of affection.
“What?” she says, innocent as a saint. “I’m welcoming our sister.”
Harri stills. The word lands where her bones kept a space.
Rebekah sees it. “Forgive me,” she says, not embarrassed. “I do not mean to burden you with us before you’ve decided you want the curse. Sister is a heavy thing in our house. It endorses atrocities.”
“I’m familiar,” Harri says softly, and Rebekah’s hand grazes her forearm, gentle, fleeting, as if to say yes, I see the ghost you’re carrying.
They drink something Rebekah insists is not blood and not poison and tastes faintly of oranges that were allowed to think too long.
They sit with the window open and let the city spill in.
Rebekah tells a story about a dressmaker who tried to hex her into paying full price; Harri tells one about a hat she wore until it died because a man she loved laughed when she first put it on; Nik interrupts only to improve the dramatics, for which Rebekah tells him to go paint himself something honest.
When Rebekah leaves, she kisses Teddy’s hair and says, “If my brother breaks your heart, do it back.”
“I will,” Harri says, and something dangerous and true passes between the women that does not require Nik’s understanding.
They argue the next afternoon, because the city insists on being itself and men insist on being unwise.
A witch with too-plucked eyebrows tries to sell Harri a safehouse with wards that smell wrong. She declines politely, twice, then not politely, once.
The witch, affronted, raises her hand with a word on her tongue that tastes like compulsion. It doesn’t land. Harri is not a girl who can be shoved anymore. But the gesture is enough to push Nik from amused distance to motion.
He is simply there—between, around, entire. The word dissolves against him as water does when it remembers stone. He looks at the witch like a patient teacher looks at a knife. “Run,” he suggests, almost tender, and she does, because instinct predates pride.
“What were you going to do?” Harri asks, after the thrum in her blood stops imitating a snare drum.
“Remove a problem,” he says.
“She wasn’t a problem.”
“She thought you were prey.” His eyes are not cruel. They are something more dangerous: certain.
“I have been prey,” Harri says, steady. “I did not stay that way.”
“Is this pride?” he asks.
“It is information,” she says. “And reminder: I came here to belong to my own choosing, not to be curated.”
He watches her in that considering way she both despises and hopes for. “You will let me protect what is mine,” he says, softer than a command should be.
She should bristle at the word.
Mine.
It should smoke in her collarbone like a brand. Instead, what the bond carries from him is not ownership taught by empires but keeping learned in hunger. You, not from conquest, but from care. She swallows against the recognition.
“I will,” she says at last, and the words cost her some pride and no dignity. “When it is a dragon. Not when it is a woman with sharp eyebrows and a bad sales pitch.”
A curve of mouth that concedes. “I can distinguish between the two,” he says.
“Can you?” she counters.
“Usually when you tell me,” he admits, infuriating and perfect.
“Then listen,” she says.
“I am,” he says, and the way he says it makes the courtyard tilt a fraction toward something like grace.
He shows her the studio the same evening, not because he means to, she thinks, but because he cannot help it.
The door at the back of the hall she had mistaken for a pantry opens into a room with higher ceilings and a jealousy of light.
Canvases lean like bodies at rest. The smell is turpentine and patience and someone trying not to think too hard.
She stops on the threshold. “You told me you paint when you cannot sleep,” she says, even though the bond lets him feel the recognition slide through her.
“I tell you many things,” he says, which is, today, an apology.
The largest canvas faces the window. The river runs through it, not as a postcard does but as an artery would—there is a vein-blue that seems to move even when the air is still.
A figure walks the river’s margin, small and stubborn, shoulders set toward a dark that has teeth. She knows the slope of that back. She has seen it in shopfronts and in mirrors and as a child’s shadow in the Mirror of Erised, lonely and furious.
“Is that me?” she whispers, the old question worn soft in her mouth.
“It always has been,” he says, and it isn’t a trick, and it isn’t a romantic line; it is simply the truth standing without apology in the room.
She stands very still. He does not crowd the moment. He looks like he wants to, which is almost better.
“What do you see,” she says, “when you look at it?”
“Something I did not deserve,” he answers. Then, because he cannot leave himself soft for long: “And something that, inexplicably, did not run when I growled.”
“I did run,” she says, and the honesty tastes like metal. “I just ran toward.”
“Reckless,” he says, pride like a bruise.
“Cowardly would have been staying,” she says. “I’ve done enough of that.”
“Then,” he says, and steps back as if making space is a language he is learning, “we will build you a life that requires less running.”
“Promises are heavy,” she warns.
“I am strong,” he answers, not amused.
She looks at the river again and thinks of weights she has chosen, and of how choosing is not the same as being spared.
He tells her more about the siblings over the following days, not as confession, but as anecdotes that carry knives with the jokes.
About Elijah reading to him when they were children from a book that had fewer pages each winter; about Rebekah’s practice of adopting stray girls and teaching them to wield cutlery like queens; about Kol inventing a spell to make thunder taste of sugar and nearly killing the quarter-mile of people who believed him when he said it was harmless.
“They are terrible,” Harri says with fondness.
“They are mine,” he says like a benediction he doesn’t believe he has the right to speak aloud.
“Your mother?” she asks carefully, because the word is a mine in many languages.
“Made a curse,” he says, and does not blink. “Called it love. Wore both like a perfume. We learned to hold our breath.”
“And your father?”
“A hammer,” he replies, same as she has sometimes thought of another man she loved and survived. “He made sons the way some men make tables—useful until they break and then worth the wood.”
She inhales against the shared language of certain kinds of fathers. “I’m sorry,” she says, which is inadequate and correct.
“Do not be,” he says. “I have stopped being a table.”
She laughs despite herself, and it is ugly and good.
A week is only seven days to the clock. To a bond that has been humming for years, it is a storm’s eye. There are calm hours when she forgets that cities can drown. There are sudden gusts that remind her to find the high ground.
On the seventh night, the air tastes like copper. Thunder froths beyond the river as if the Gulf is irritated and intends to say so.
Teddy will not decide on sleep; he chooses instead to wage a campaign against it with all available artillery. Harri hums to him, then sings, soft and sometimes flat, because perfect things shatter quickest and she will not tempt it into being tidy.
He surrenders with honour, face sweaty, hair a puddle-colour one shade above dream.
She stays by the crib long past necessity, the old reflex of watching what she cannot bear to lose. When she turns, Nik is in the doorway like a promise she has not decided to claim.
“It will rain,” he says.
“Good,” she replies. “The heat needed a scolding.”
He comes in on quiet feet, the kind that learned their silence under trees that had names and wolves that answered. They stand side by side, looking at the sleep they are both learning around.
“Tell me something true,” she says, because the night has teeth and she refuses to flinch.
He huffs, amused and resigned. “I once tried to teach myself to play trumpet to impress a girl,” he says. “Rebekah threatened to dagger me if I continued. I respected her judgment and wooed the girl by other means.”
“What means?” she asks, unable not to.
“I took a man’s hand off when he cornered her in an alley,” he says, matter-of-fact. “She found it very romantic. We were ill-suited and parted amicably after a decade.”
Harri rubs her eyebrow as if smoothing that story could make it a different shape. “You are not allowed to dismember anyone for me,” she says.
“I have not,” he points out, maddening.
“Nor plan to,” she clarifies.
He considers. “I plan to prevent the need,” he says, which is a weasel’s sentence and also, possibly, grace in his grammar.
She decides to allow it, for the duration of the storm only.
“Your turn,” he says, amused. “Say something true.”
She watches Teddy breathe. “I thought,” she says, and her voice refuses to be clever, “that the Mirror showed me madness. That I made you up to survive.”
“It showed you a doorway,” he says, so gently she almost misses the edge. “You walked through. That part was you.”
Lightning hazes the room white and then gone. The thunder waits politely to be introduced. The house breathes.
“Sit,” he says, and they do, on the floor beside the crib like children exiled from a holiday table.
They talk about small things and one large thing—the question of safety, which is not a place but a verb. He tells her what streets he wants her to avoid when the air smells like metal. She tells him where she refuses to wear a veil of fear. They draft an accord in glances and the grace of concession.
It is imperfect and good.
When the storm finally remembers its appointment and commits, they lean against the same wall, not touching, and watch the window scribble.
He recites, without remarking on it, the names of every woman on the block whose husbands turn unkind during thunder. She stores the list, because she has magic and a spine and a city to belong to that will not become gentler on its own.
“Family man,” she says, very softly, not a joke now.
He does not deny it. “Say it again,” he says, as if repetition might turn the word into something true in his mouth.
“Family,” she says, and this time the bond thrums not sharp, but sure.
She writes the letters two days after the storm, at the small table by the window that has decided to be her desk.
The lemon tree throws a broken pattern across the page. The house keeps her secrets like a held breath.
She begins with Andromeda, because love that lets you go, even if it hurts them, deserves first reply.
Andy,
The city is louder than any church bell, louder than grief when it first arrives. Teddy loves it. He points at boats and forgives the gulls for their manners. We are safe. I do not use that word lightly. It does not mean spared; it means held.
The house Nik found is stubborn and kind. It is the sort that decides who may live in it; it has not evicted us yet. The courtyard pretends it remembers water. There is a lemon tree that tries. I am trying too.
I will write each week, as promised. Tell me what you are planting. Tell me if the window sticks. Tell me when you laugh.
He is constant. You may not like the word, but it is true.
Your Harri
She seals it with wax because traditions soothe the part of her that fought a war without instruction manuals. She sets it aside with a strand of the red ribbon tied around it.
Molly and Arthur next, because worry is a job they were born to. She addresses it as Mum and Dad, because it is what they have become.
Mum, Dad,
Please don’t fret at the word ‘Niklaus.’ You can tuck it into a drawer with the other words you decided not to say aloud because they hurt your mouths. If you need a different word, try ‘someone who stays.’
The food is too sweet and then not at all; I like it. The shops sell everything and a little more. I am learning to tell the difference between a blessing and a sales pitch. I thought of you today, Dad—there’s a street where the lights hum like something alive. I will take them apart with you in a story when I have more names for the wires.
Teddy is learning stairs with a stubbornness you would admire and forbid. He calls doors ‘dah.’ Don’t tell him.
I will write.
Love, Harri
She smiles at the page as if it were a face and lets the smile stay.
Hermione and Ron, shared letter, because their love has become one room with two windows.
You two,
The bond is… what we thought. Not a chain. A compass. It hums when I lie to myself. I am trying to be interesting enough to deserve it.
Hermione, you were right about habits that feel like safety and are actually fear in a dress. I’m taking off the dress one button at a time. Ron, you were right that beignets are just doughnuts with better PR.
I like him. He frightens me. Both are true. I’m learning to speak in ‘both.’
Write to me about small things—the kettle whistle, the way the Burrow sounded in last week’s wind, what colour cardigan Mrs. Figg wore to market. I want a rope of ordinary to hold onto when the city tries to make me myth.
H.
She closes her eyes on that, lets the ache be a companion in the chair beside her, not a thing perched on her chest.
Ginny, separate, because sisters are a language of their own.
Gin,
You’d like the women here. They stare back when stared at. They wear knives like they are part of a matching set. I have learned to nod instead of smile when a man thinks I should.
I miss how we used to kick our heels against chairs in the kitchen as if we could shake a clock loose. I miss you in my ribs.
He paints. He didn’t tell me how well. You would be insufferable about the romance of it; I will allow it when you visit. Come in autumn. The air might be less feral by then.
I am happy in pieces. The pieces are arranging themselves.
Love you.
H.
Neville, because gentleness deserves an update.
Neville,
Your cutting is braver than I am. It has decided the windowsill belongs to it and is warming the wall with its stubborn chlorophyll. It smells faintly of Hogwarts when the sun remembers the lake. Thank you.
If you write back and tell me that I am doing an adequate job of being alive, I will believe you.
H.
She stacks the letters, ties them with the ribbon, and sets them where she will not lose them between storms.
“Writing?” Nik says from the doorway, casual as if he has always belonged there. He watches her as if reading the air for meaning.
“Warding,” she corrects. “Different ink. Similar idea.”
He comes closer, touches the ribbon bow with one finger as if it might bruise. “Good,” he says again. “Leave space for new people to live inside you without throwing out the old tenants. That is a trick even we don’t learn fast.”
“I thought you didn’t value tricks,” she says.
“I value survival,” he answers. “By whatever name you clothe it.”
She does not tell him he is getting better at saying the quiet things loudly. He hears the praise anyway. His mouth refuses the smile and then accepts it
Teddy barrels in from the courtyard with Rebekah behind him like a parade that has refused a permit.
He carries a lemon that is too green, a trophy from a brave tree. His hair is triumphant-gold. He thrusts the fruit at Harri, at Nik, at the future.
“Dah!” he declares to all of it.
“Yes,” Harri says. “Door.”
“Yes,” Nik says, mischief and vow. “Door.”
He looks at Harri then, something dangerous and promising both. “Shall we open one?” he asks, meaning a hundred things.
“We already have,” she says, and the chapter, if it needed a formal ending, could end there. But the city, indifferent to literature, keeps singing, and the river keeps its patient heart, and the lemon tree, stupid and brave, puts out one more leaf toward a sun that is not gentle and is, anyway, enough.
That night, when Teddy sleeps, Harri sits in the studio without touching anything and lets the rain-smell of turpentine and canvas etch itself into the part of her that makes anchors.
Nik paints with his back to her—river, sky, the edge of a woman who does not look away. She drafts three more letters in her head—to herself ten years ago, to herself ten years hence, to the part of her that believed she was a ruin disguised as a girl.
She does not write those. She lives them instead, in a city that does not whisper but shouts, with a man who would have been a storm if he had not decided to hope, with a boy whose hair refuses to pick a colour because happiness is loud and he intends to be it.
The bond hums. Not a chain. A compass.
Somewhere outside, thunder invents a story about distance. The house believes, and stays.
Chapter 5
Summary:
“Do you approve of her?” Nik asks, as if making a joke of an arrow.
“I don’t get a vote,” Marcel says. “That’s not how compasses work.”
“Humour me,” Nik says, which is to say, Tell me the truth and make it kind.
Notes:
I love Marcel ;)
Chapter Text
New Orleans wakes loud the morning Marcel comes home.
The street drums start earlier, as if the city sniffed the air and found a familiar salt in it. A boy sells paper cones of sugared pecans like small miracles.
The river keeps time, big and patient. Harri hears it in the courtyard—the shift—the way sound bends around expectation.
Even the lemon tree looks a little taller, as if it were awaiting judgment from someone it wants to impress.
Teddy feels it first. He abandons his parade of wooden animals and toddles to the gate, hair bright gold, palms up for greeting as though he were an ancient magistrate accepting tribute. He announces something stern in toddler, all vowels and conviction.
“Who taught him to receive like a prince?” Harri asks the air, pinning a sheet to the line.
“I did,” Nik says from the doorway, unapologetic. The bond hums like a struck bell—anticipation, sharpened by something he will not call hope.
He is not still; even in repose he is motion written in the body. Today, the motion is held, domesticated for a moment by the promise of a footfall he knows better than his own.
“Marcellus,” he says, as if testing the name to ensure it’s not a trick.
Then the shadow falls just so across the threshold and the courtyard rearranges itself to include a man it had been missing.
Marcel enters like a stanza the city has had memorised for years. He is travel-dressed—dust on his boots, jacket cut to move, eyes laughing because life is better that way.
He carries the kind of grace that comes from practice: of survival, of charm, of not losing the room by blinking at the wrong time.
There is a scuff along his jaw where some other town tried to teach him its rules; he did not learn them.
Look at you, Harri thinks before she decides to think it—this city grown into a man and then made more.
He sees Teddy first. Because everybody always does.
“Well, now,” he says, hands up, palms open the way you greet a skittish colt. “Who’s the boss around here?”
Teddy answers by charging him—wobble, determination—hair flickering green, then gold, then a quick shy violet that means I have decided to trust you and it was my idea.
Marcel’s laugh is full and clean; he crouches, lets the boy collide, scoops him with an ease earned by a lifetime of smaller bodies being somebody’s responsibility.
“Hey there, little chief.” He taps Teddy’s nose. “You got opinions. Good. Tell me all of them.”
“Dah,” Teddy informs him, which currently means everything and, specifically, door.
“Door?” Marcel grins. “A man who knows his exits. You’ll do just fine.”
Harri realises she is smiling in the way that can ache afterward. She steps forward, offers her hand. “Harri,” she says.
“Marcel.” His grasp is warm. “I’ve heard enough about you to make a book and not enough to satisfy me. I figured I’d fix that.”
“You travel,” she says, not a question. It’s in the jacket, the boots, the dust that isn’t local.
“I do.” He glances toward the street as if it might overhear and be flattered. “Cities itch. I scratch. But I come home when the music changes.”
“And now?”
He tips his head at Teddy like a man acknowledging a flag raised. “Now the song’s different.”
Nik has not moved much, which is how Harri knows the storm under the skin is real. He walks forward only when Marcel stands, only when Teddy has declared the introduction successful by patting Marcel’s cheek as if knighting him for service.
“Son,” Nik says, and there is no irony in it, only the dark, old truth. For a heartbeat he looks like a man who has exactly one prayer and it has been answered so often he never stops checking.
“Old man,” Marcel shoots back, dimples as dangerous as any blade. His eyes flick to Harri, then back to Nik. Something like mischief, something like relief. “You did it.”
“I did many things,” Nik replies, mouth edged.
“Right. The least of which was wait.”
They don’t embrace at first; they stand near each other like stubborn magnets, the air between them aligning around a field you cannot see if you’ve never been needed.
Then Marcel steps in; Nik meets him; the hug is quick and brutal, the sort that checks for injury with a squeeze. Harri feels it in the bond—not possession, not rivalry. A relief that stings.
Marcel pulls back, eyes bright with unshed history. “You look good,” he says. “Too good. Suspiciously good. What are you breaking in your spare time?”
“Bad habits,” Nik says, with the arrogance of a man telling the truth as if it were a dare. “Come, meet the lemon tree. It pretends not to be impressed.”
“Bossy as ever,” Marcel mutters, delighted, and lets himself be dragged into the courtyard’s tour as if he hadn’t grown up learning every kind of brick.
Teddy insists on accompanying, issuing commentary in a language comprised entirely of one syllable and impeccable pointing. Marcel translates flawlessly, as the gifted often do.
“Dah,” Teddy says, pointing at the gate.
“Door,” Marcel nods gravely. “Ingress. Egress. Strategy.”
“Dah,” Teddy says at the fountain basin.
“History,” Marcel agrees. “And ambition.”
“Dah,” Teddy says at Nik.
Marcel laughs. “Trouble,” he says, and Nik does not deny it.
Harri finds herself watching the two of them. The bond hums; she tastes something copper-bright in it.
She has seen love handed loud as fanfare. This is not that. This is the long work of building a person and letting him walk away with your favorite tools.
Marcel notices her watching and refuses to make it awkward. “Come on,” he says, “you can’t just look at us beautiful creatures. You have to join the menagerie.”
“Is that how you flirt with all your father’s soulmates?” Harri asks, deadpan.
“Only the ones who look like trouble,” he says, and winks without heat. She decides to like him before she is finished deciding.
They end up at the table by the window, the one with the habit of catching late sun like honey. Harri cuts oranges.
Marcel peels one in a single perfect ribbon and hands the coil to Teddy, who wears it like a victory sash until juice wins and gravity makes its case.
“So,” Marcel says, as if they’d paused in a conversation that started years ago. “You sing.”
Harri blinks. “I… yes. Badly.”
“He paints,” Marcel says, nodding toward the studio door. “Obsessively. Despite what he says, he’s gentle when he does it.”
From the hall: “I am not gentle.”
Marcel and Harri chorus, “He is gentle,” with the mean delight of co-conspirators.
Teddy claps because unanimity is his favourite art.
By late noon, the courtyard has collected more people than it pretends to fit. Rebekah arrives with the weather, claims Marcel by the ear, kisses his cheek, scolds him for being away long enough to miss three dressmakers, two scandals, and a harvest of particularly impudent lemons.
Kol appears with the scent of having been recently delighted by something the law would frown upon and challenges Marcel to a game of who can insult Nik with the most creativity without getting their tongues removed.
“You first,” Kol says, magnanimous.
Marcel bows. “What do you call a man who mistakes stubbornness for romance?”
“A poet,” Rebekah says.
“A Mikaelson,” Kol counters.
“A survivor,” Harri offers.
“A father,” Marcel finishes, and the yard goes quiet in the way rooms go quiet when honesty walks in without knocking.
Nik says nothing, which is worse than anything, and better.
Kol recovers with speed. “Well, since sentiment has defeated me, I’ll take my leave before I develop a rash.”
Rebekah shoves him, loving and lethal. “Go on then. Try not to get arrested before dusk.”
“Arrested implies witnesses,” Kol says, affronted, and vanishes to resume whatever chaos he was courting.
Rebekah stays. She and Marcel fall into the old choreography of their affection—teasing, threats, a fierce casualness that admits its loyalty by never naming it.
They decide, without asking Harri’s permission and somehow with it, that dinner will be at her table, that Marcel will tell stories of the road that are domesticated enough for Teddy’s ears, that Nik will try a new canvas while they talk and fail because listening will paint over his concentration.
“You see how they are,” Nik murmurs to Harri as Rebekah commandeers the kettle and Marcel instructs Teddy on the art of stacking wooden animals into precarious towers. “They arrive and make decisions.”
“You picked them,” Harri says.
“They picked me,” he answers, which is true and untrue, equal parts.
“And you let them,” she says.
He does not argue. He watches Marcel’s hands show Teddy where the balance lives in a giraffe and a bear. His mouth does something ungoverned by pride.
It should not be so easy. And it is not—the ease is a raft the river allows for an afternoon only. But for that afternoon, the house with two suns holds.
Marcel tells a story about a town out west where the wind learned to sing through holes in the church bell and made a music so strange the men stopped swearing for a week to listen.
He tells one about a girl who ran a tea stall under a cypress and cured loneliness with cardamom and advice.
He tells one about standing on a bridge in a city with a name like a hymn and deciding not to jump because he had an appointment with a man who would call him home by insulting his shoes.
Through it, Teddy’s hair narrates approval and outrage. Through it, Harri feels the bond carry Nik’s quiet—how he files away each detail like a miser with gold. Rebekah heckles. Nik heckles worse.
Marcel laughs like he built himself out of that sound. Harri realises, with the slow dread hope always requires, that this is not only survivable. It might be joy.
After, when the light has gone honey-lower, Marcel and Nik take to the roof with the excuse of fixing a tile that has been pretending not to leak. Harri lets them—understands enough about men and certain kinds of love to know when privacy is not a door but a respect.
She listens anyway, because wind carries and the house is old and kind.
“You left,” Nik says, not accusation; inventory.
“I did.” Marcel’s voice is all river. “Still do.”
“You make a name under other skies.” Nik’s mouth twists around the difficulty. “Without me on the sign.”
“I carry the sign,” Marcel says, amused. “It’s in my bones. But there’s a difference between inheritance and theft. I wanted the first without the second.”
“And you thought I would not understand,” Nik says. It is almost a question. Almost.
Marcel’s laugh is quiet. “I thought you would pretend not to and then let me anyway.”
A beat.
“Am I that readable?”
“Only to people who love you,” Marcel says. “Which is a small, loud club.”
Silence with edges. Then: “I missed you,” Nik says, so flat it must be true.
“Liar,” Marcel answers, fond. “You painted and glowered and terrified half the Quarter into good behaviour.”
“And you?”
“I danced where I could,” Marcel says. “Fought where I had to. Slept rarely. Wrote you a hundred letters I did not send.”
“Why?” Nik asks, too fast.
“Because home is better in person,” Marcel says. “And because I wanted the story fresh when I gave it to you.”
There is a sound like a tile giving up the ghost and then being persuaded to live anyway. Then the scrape of two men sitting shoulder to shoulder on a roof, pretending they are there for the view.
“Do you approve of her?” Nik asks, as if making a joke of an arrow.
“I don’t get a vote,” Marcel says. “That’s not how compasses work.”
“Humour me,” Nik says, which is to say, Tell me the truth and make it kind.
“She looks you in the eye,” Marcel says. “She tells you no when you mistake hunger for law. She can stand in a door and choose to let a storm pass through without giving it a room.” A smile in the voice. “And Teddy thinks I’m funny. That’s two votes to your one.”
“Teddy’s electoral credibility is in question,” Nik mutters.
“Then it’s unanimous,” Marcel says.
Harri retreats from the window because privacy sometimes means leaving the truth unobserved.
Night folds itself carefully over the Quarter. Lanterns throw their little suns against the dark. The river speaks its old language to anyone who will listen. The drumline at the corner gives up on a tune and tries joy instead; it fits better.
In the studio, Nik works a new canvas with the dangerous patience of a man who has decided not to be ruined by hope.
Harri sits on the floor beside Teddy’s cot, cooling his forehead with a damp cloth because the day took too much courage out of him and he must restock.
Marcel knocks once, then smirks at his own politeness and comes in anyway.
“Permission to brag?” he asks, dropping to the floor as if furniture is a suggestion.
“Denied,” Harri says, without looking up.
“I met a boy today who outranks every general I’ve known,” Marcel continues, untroubled. “And he promoted me to second-in-command with a single raspberry.”
“That tracks,” she says.
He leans his head against the wall, glances toward the studio. “He’s good,” Marcel says, meaning Nik, meaning the art, meaning the attempt.
“He is,” Harri says. She wrings the cloth. “You knew that before I did.”
“I knew the outline,” Marcel says. “You’re colouring it in.”
She laughs, low. “I am very bad at colouring inside the lines.”
“Good,” he says. “The lines deserve the trouble.”
They sit in a quiet that is not empty. After a while, he says without any drama, “Thank you for writing to the people who love you.”
Harri looks over. “How—”
“Nik told me you send letters,” he says. “He only admits that sort of softness when he’s proud of someone. He’s prideful as a rule; pride is just the cover story.”
She returns to Teddy’s hair with her fingers. “Do you write?” she asks.
“Less than I want to,” Marcel admits. “More than I used to. I’ll do better.” He nudges her shoulder with his. “I want him to know all my mistakes before someone else tells him the wrong versions.”
“He’ll write his own,” Harri says, because that is the only honest prophecy.
“Good,” Marcel says, and grins. “That’s how we keep the story moving.”
Later, after Marcel has stolen the narrow couch and promised to fix the wonky leg tomorrow (“No tools required, just insults.” “To the leg?” “To the leg.”), after Rebekah has draped a blanket over him with the tenderness of a woman who will deny it in court, after Kol has thrown pebbles at the window purely to say he did and then vanished laughing, after the Quarter’s music has filtered down to its bones, Harri sits at the table and drafts a letter she may or may not send.
Andy,
There is a man here with dimples like mischief and a history that grew up in our house and then walked away to learn other languages. He is Nik’s in the way that matters more than blood, which is to say: owed by love and paid back with the same.
Today he came home. Teddy chose him immediately because children are our best judges, and Nik tried not to smile and failed. The city changed key.
If you were here, you’d tell me to put the kettle on and stop hovering by the window. I am learning.
Your Harri
She folds it, tucks it under the red ribbon with the others. She thinks of Britain, of rooms that held grief like damp, of how letters can be scaffolds when houses are tired.
She thinks of the roof, of a father and a son sitting shoulder to shoulder pretending not to forgive each other because forgiveness has already happened and needed no ceremony.
“Teddy,” she whispers, watching his hair settle at last into a colour like river silt—peaceful, honest. “You have too many people. Lucky boy.”
The bond answers with a warmth that is almost a blessing.
In the studio, Nik steps back from the canvas. Harri doesn’t look—she will see it when it wants to be seen.
She knows what it holds, though: not a woman alone by a river, not tonight. A small boy in someone’s arms. A city-learning lemon tree. A door. A door. A door.
The house keeps all of it. The roof doesn’t leak. The night passes without event. When dawn arrives—humid, irreverent, full of brass—Marcel wakes first and steals Teddy from his cot with a conspirator’s whisper.
He returns to the courtyard with the boy on his shoulders, announcing to the morning that the king is indisposed and the prince is taking audiences.
Harri leans in the doorway, arms folded, pretending to be sterner than she is. Nik stands a pace behind her, pretending to be less happy than he is.
Rebekah appears at their flank with a hairpin she intends to use as a weapon or utensil depending on how breakfast behaves. Kol is nowhere and everywhere; that is his devotion.
“Family man,” Harri murmurs, for herself, for the bond, for the day that requires a name.
Nik’s hand finds the doorframe, not her, and holds. “Say it again,” he says, because he is greedy for the word when it is true.
“Family,” she says.
The city answers with music. The river lifts its old heart. The lemon tree puts out one shameless flower.
And Teddy, merciless, points at them all and declares, with imperial certainty, “Dah.”
Chapter 6
Summary:
“Tell me something true,” Harri says, because the air is soft enough to carry it.
Nik does not perform. He answers. “I am learning not to love you like a siege.”
Notes:
I think I’m going to start combining the chapters
Chapter Text
New Orleans stops announcing itself quite so loudly once you begin to answer back.
By the fifth week, Harri knows which stalls sell blessings that are only sugar, and which sell sugar that behaves like a blessing.
She knows the man who plays trumpet three blocks over will not touch the instrument on Thursdays because his mother taught him that certain notes should rest.
She knows how the river smells when it’s about to bully the sky into raining. She knows, most of all, how to let the house breathe through her rather than around her.
Doors open. Doors close. Teddy learns which ones mean no and which ones mean show me.
Nik learns, too, though he pretends otherwise. He arrives at the threshold of her mornings without knocking and then remembers himself and leans one shoulder to the frame, contrite by inches.
He takes her through the city as if he is translating a language she already half speaks. He lets her walk ahead to choose streets. He steps in only when a man decides spectacle is cheaper than respect.
“Information,” Harri murmurs when his spine rises into the quiet shape of violence.
“Pattern recognition,” he murmurs back, amused, and lets the impulse pass.
Teddy, flag-bearer of the new republic, patrols the courtyard with a wooden spoon as sceptre.
He presents his rulings: lemons are yes, puddles are yes, stairs are yes with supervision. He distributes this wisdom freely, including to the lemon tree, which accepts with good humour.
Letters arrive on a wind that smells like tea and damp wool.
A shy barn owl skims the roofline, startled by a gull, indignant at a pelican, and lands on the table with a thud that says civilization has its limits.
Harri unties the bundle with a reverence she does not mock. Red ribbon, wax, a sprig of something from a hedge she knows by feel not by name. The city pauses at the edges, as if giving Britain the room due to any old house that has fed too many people.
She starts with Andromeda. The paper is neat, the hand steady.
Harri,
Your letters were a door the house needed. It has been sulking less since. I keep the windows cracked the way you used to; the neighbors complain about drafts and I tell them to knit.
Teddy’s blanket still smells like the talc I like because I am stubborn. I am less afraid of the quiet when I have your words in it.
If he says “door” to everything, it is because he understands the point of houses. Let him.
Send me a lemon leaf when your tree is ready to be proud.
And yes—if he stays constant, tell him I am grateful to him for being a noun you can lean your sentence against.
— A.
Harri presses the page to her mouth and laughs into it because crying would be too easy.
Molly & Arthur have written together. The ink shows different pressures: Molly’s urgent, Arthur’s patient.
Our girl,
The kitchen feels taller without your feet on the chair rung. I told Arthur we should lower the ceiling; he suggested we lower our expectations. He is cheeky and will be punished with soup.
Your “someone who stays” can come for supper anytime he can tolerate shepherd’s pie done properly. Arthur says he’ll show him how plugs are really just stubborn runes.
We had a fright with the rooster but it turned out to be pride.
Take care of your throat when you sing to Teddy. A mother can hear through a letter.
Love, love, love,
M. & A.
She reads Hermione & Ron last of the stack, because they have earned the right to keep her in the room a little longer.
H—
“Both” is a word I wish we’d learned younger. Keep speaking it.
You once told me war made you allergic to gentleness. It will pass, the way a storm passes. Let it rain.
Ron says: Beignets are not a lie, but they are propaganda.
We sent a book on New Orleans birds because Ron insists our nephew should be bilingual in ducks.
We are fine. Write when you can. Write when you cannot.
H.
Neville’s envelope smells faintly of soil, in defiance of all the distances.
H,
Your cutting likes the windowsill. It leans toward river-light, which is different than lake-light but not by much.
If you can grow something in a place, it listens to you. Keep growing.
— N.
Harri writes back immediately, ink finding her steadier than she feels. Teddy helps by attempting to eat the quill. Nik watches from the doorway in a posture she has learned is I will leave if you need me to and I will not if you do not.
“Do you want quiet?” he asks.
“Do you know how to give it?” she asks back.
“Depends on the day,” he admits. “Today, no.”
“Stay, then,” she says, and the letters gain the grace of being written in a room that contains the life they’re describing.
The city asks something new of her that week: to choose a place where her feet remember her before her fear does.
Nik offers a list like a man offering keys. “The old atelier on Ursuline,” he says. “The courtyard behind the café with the terrible chicory and the perfect chairs.
The bell tower no one’s used since the storm that one summer.” A beat. “You can hear the river breathe from there.”
They go at dusk, when the day’s heat remembers manners. Rebekah comes because she dares the world to deny her entrance anywhere.
Marcel comes because Teddy is already on his shoulders and the boy’s vote carries the room. Kol arrives late because chaos is punctual only to itself.
The bell tower leans like a gentleman who has stayed too long at a party and is unsure whether to leave or marry someone.
The steps argue. The air has kept secrets tucked into its corners. At the top, the city exists in a new vocabulary: roofs like thought, alleys turned into lines on a hand, the river a sentence that never quite ends.
Harri steps to the ledge and grips the iron. “Oh,” she says, because sometimes a real word would insult a view.
“There are three kinds of silence,” Nik tells her, close enough that his voice arrives inside her ribs. “The one a house learns after the fight is over. The one a church makes even when it’s empty. And this.” He gestures at everything. “This is the silence of a thing too large to shout.”
Teddy bangs a hand on the railing and contributes his own philosophy: “Dah.”
“Yes,” Marcel agrees. “Door.”
Kol arrives with the air of a man who has just done something he won’t report because it will be funnier in two days. He sidles up, looks at the river, and hums a note under his breath that tastes of mischief and salt.
The bond inside Harri pricks—not with Nik’s familiar current, not with the city’s deep hum.
A quieter tremor, a thread flicking between worlds. She glances at Kol, then away, the way you look at lightning you can feel before you can see.
“Something wrong?” Nik asks, without looking; he’s learned the lintel of her breath.
“No.” She tastes the air again. The feeling lingers, not unpleasant, merely precise. A compass pointing toward a place she hasn’t drawn on the map.
Ginny’s name crosses her mind the way birds cross a line of sight—fast, uninvited, right. She stills. Kol hums the note again, absent. The thread gives a single, sure tug.
Teddy, delighted by familiarity, claps.
Harri inventories the thought and puts it on a shelf to examine when the room is less crowded. She says nothing. The city is not the only thing that deserves to keep its secrets until it is safe to tell them.
They descend. Back at the house, life resumes the business of being a life. Rebekah proctors Teddy’s bedtime as if the boy were sitting for exams.
Marcel improves the wonky leg of the couch without tools, only insults. Nik paints with the door open because privacy has graduated to choice.
Kol raids the pantry and finds nothing he wants and complains with artistry.
Harri sorts the letters, ties the new bundle to the old ribbon, and tucks them into the drawer that has decided to belong to correspondence. She writes replies that taste less like goodbye and more like place-setting.
She begins to draft one to Ginny and stops. The thread in her chest hums once, decisive. She moves that paper to the top of the stack.
Gin,
Are you dreaming more? Not nightmares. The other kind—the ones that leave you waking as if someone said your name from another room.
Do you hear… a note? Not music you can sing, deeper than that. Like the silence before a storm learns the word for rain.
This city has a man in it who hums that note without meaning to. He is trouble packaged as a joke. He is loyal like a knife. He is… not for me. Don’t throw that at me. I know the difference.
Write back with your truth. I won’t send this if I’m wrong.
Love, H.
She does not seal it. She lets it breathe on the table while the night decides whether to keep it.
The next afternoon, Marcel drags them all to a square that is more shade than sun. An oak rises in the center, its bark scarred with storms it has weathered. Around it, women sit in patient rows, voices low, the air sharp with old warding.
Nik angles himself to be present without being central. Kol plays the fool and misses nothing. Rebekah sits with Teddy, feeding him slices of peach and a steady stream of commentary that sounds like affection dressed in thorns. Marcel steps forward, palms open, charm tuned low.
“Ladies,” he says. “A courtesy call.”
“A courtesy from a Mikaelson usually has teeth,” the eldest replies, dry. Her eyes flick to Harri, to Teddy, back to Marcel. “Who is the girl.”
“Woman,” Harri says before he can answer. “Harri Potter.” She gives nothing else. Wars deserve fewer syllables than they’ve already stolen.
The circle studies her in silence, then nods once, enough to mean: you may stay. What follows is not talk of power, not directly, but the sideways language of a city keeping its own pulse — which streets cough at night, which doors are safer left closed, which children throw stones at windows and which songs the girls sing back. Harri listens, and they allow her listening.
When it is over, they leave without anyone bleeding. Marcel calls it a triumph. Rebekah calls it Tuesday. Nik says nothing, which is its own kind of victory.
Kol falls into step beside Harri on the walk home. He is humming — low, absent, not meant for anyone’s ears, and she hears it again. The second time from him.
A tune so ordinary it should slip past unnoticed. And yet , she still finds herself stilling
Harri looks at him sharply. “Where did you hear that?”
Kol blinks, caught but unruffled. “What, this? Just a song. Been in my head for as long as I can remember.” He shrugs, as though it were nothing. “You know it?”
“I grew up with it,” Harri says carefully. “My best friend’s sister — Ginny. She’s practically mine too. Always sang it.”
Kol hums another bar, distracted, and lets it fade. He doesn’t notice the way Harri’s chest tightens, or how her hand curls as if to keep hold of a thread she isn’t ready to name aloud.
Rebekah glances over her shoulder. “Why are you two whispering like conspirators?”
“Because we are conspirators,” Kol answers cheerfully.
Harri only says, “Because he hums familiar tunes.”
And she lets it rest there, for now.
That night, the house performs quiet. The river performs old. The sky performs mercy.
Harri takes out Ginny’s letter, adds a line, removes two. She sits with it until words agree with the hum under her sternum.
She seals it. She ties it to the ribbon. She does not tell anyone—not even Nik—what it says. The bond allows secrecy not as a wall but as a room you lock because some doors require ceremony.
The barn owl returns in the morning, less offended by the gull and outright contemptuous of the pelican. Harri strokes its head and sends the letter. The bird departs with the severity of a judge who has already decided.
In the hours between sending and receiving, lives keep being made.
Marcel teaches Teddy a clap-rhythm that proceeds in a logic only children and drummers understand.
Rebekah steals the lemon tree’s single small flower and tucks it behind Harri’s ear with a muttered apology to horticulture. Kol brings a deck of cards into the courtyard and shuffles like a man warming his hands over mischief.
“You do not win against him,” Nik informs Harri, drily. “You only choose the manner of losing.”
“I choose not to,” she says, sitting anyway.
Kol beams. “Brave.”
He deals in a rhythm that briefly matches the one Teddy is clapping. The bond slides over Harri’s skin like a cat deciding whose lap to occupy. Kol flips a card. Red queen. Her hair could be any shade and is currently all of them.
Harri thinks Ginny as if she were lighting a candle.
She discards it carefully.
Kol’s eyes flick to her, curious. She raises one brow. He smiles like he suspects an interesting crime is afoot and approves.
“Family,” he says, low.
“And the trouble it makes,” she returns.
They play without stakes. He lets her lose with dignity. It is, in its way, tender.
Letters back arrive just when the afternoon has decided to sag.
Ginny writes like she runs—a straight line with corners she chooses at speed.
H,
You’ll laugh, but yes. I still hum it. Always have.
Mum says I’ve done it since I could talk — that I stole it from Dad’s wireless one summer and never let it go. I thought it was just mine, something to keep my hands steady when the house was too loud or too quiet.
Lately I’ve been waking with it still in my head, as if someone else carried the tune into my dreams and left it there. It doesn’t feel like my song anymore, but I can’t stop.
You say you heard it in New Orleans? From a stranger? Then the world is smaller, or stranger, than I thought. Maybe both.
Don’t explain yet.
I’ve also been irritated all week for no local reason.
If this is your doing, stop. If it isn’t, say “magnolia” once more and I’ll consider believing the weather has a name.
— G.
Harri reads it twice. The thread in her chest loosens, not because uncertainty is gone, but because the world has grown a new room to contain it.
She writes back with only the word magnolia again in the middle of the page and nothing else. She adds: I love you. She adds: I’m here. She does not add: His name is Kol. That is not her gift to give and not her war to start.
She tucks Ginny’s letter under the red ribbon, right between Andromeda’s quiet and Molly’s soup.
Andromeda writes again some days later —short, a note like a hand pressed briefly to a cheek.
The lemon leaf arrived. The house smells like a place new things are allowed.
I am proud of you, which is a silly word for grown women and necessary anyway.
— A.
Harri sits on the steps and breathes until the pride finds a shelf it can live on.
The chapter wants an ending, the way rivers want a bank to lean on before they decide to flood. The city provides one.
They go back to the bell tower because repetition make the body gentle. The view has learned their faces. The river cracks its long old grin.
Marcel tells a story about a town where rain arrived upside down. Rebekah argues with a gull and wins. Kol hums and for once stops before the note can turn into trouble.
“Tell me something true,” Harri says, because the air is soft enough to carry it.
Nik does not perform. He answers. “I am learning not to love you like a siege.”
She looks at him until the bond steadies. “Good,” she says. “I am learning not to love myself like a ruin.”
Below, the Quarter answers with brass. The house with two suns holds. Teddy, merciless, points at all of it, as ever, “Dah.”
“Door,” Marcel translates, grinning.
“Door,” Rebekah repeats, fierce.
“Door,” Kol agrees, amused, as if he can already hear some future knock.
Harri folds Ginny’s letter into her pocket, weight small, meaning large. She does not tell Kol. She will not, not yet. But somewhere, three thousand miles away, a girl with hair like sunrise is turning toward a wind that has finally told her its name.
The thread hums. Not a chain. A compass.
And New Orleans, satisfied with the day’s work, leans back into itself and sings.
Chapter 7
Summary:
“You keep waiting for me to run,” she says quietly.
He doesn’t look at her. “Everyone runs.”
“I didn’t.”
His brush stills. “Not yet.”
Notes:
This is 7 and 8 combined. There’s also a bit of time skips .
Chapter Text
The letter is short because Harri doesn’t know how to make it longer without saying more than she should.
Gin,
The humming still continues.
I think you’d like New Orleans — something silly, especially in autumn. The air tastes sharper then, and the leaves don’t fall politely; they swagger.
Write soon.
H.
She ties it to the red ribbon with the others. The bundle is growing thicker, heavier — a small archive of two lives held together by ink and distance.
Teddy tries to tug the ribbon loose, giggling as if secrets should be unraveled like string. She lets him for a moment before tucking the letters back into the drawer that has decided to belong to correspondence.
Outside, the Quarter is louder than ever — brass horns already practicing for festivals that have no patience for calendars. The air hums with heat that refuses to let go of summer, though the shadows are longer, the light ambering into the suggestion of autumn.
Rebekah insists they go. Not asks, not suggests — insists.
“There’s a parade on St. Ann,” she says, arms folded, hair pinned into something that could double as a weapon. “Teddy should see it. And you. Nik broods too much when he stays inside, Marcel can charm anything that moves, and Kol—” She rolls her eyes. “Kol will cause trouble either way. Might as well keep it where I can see him.”
“I don’t brood,” Nik says.
“You do nothing else,” Rebekah fires back, affectionate as a bruise.
Harri laughs before she means to, and that seals it.
The parade is chaos pressed into color. Lanterns sway like small suns. Drummers march with a rhythm that feels like a second heartbeat. Dancers sweep past with skirts wide as sails, beads flashing from balconies, laughter louder than the horns themselves.
Teddy claps from Harri’s arms, hair gold one moment, indigo the next, unable to decide which joy he prefers.
Rebekah walks beside her, steady, not dazzled. She has seen centuries of this, but she lets Harri see it fresh.
“It’s gaudy,” she says, half-smile tugging at her mouth.
“It’s alive,” Harri answers.
“Same thing,” Rebekah shrugs, but her eyes are softer than her tone.
They stop at a stall where a woman paints faces with quick hands. Teddy demands a star by pointing at one already painted on another child.
The woman obliges. His hair flashes silver to match, and the crowd cheers as if he were king of the season.
Rebekah leans down, close enough that only Harri can hear. “He has your stubbornness.”
Harri swallows, throat thick. “Or yours.”
Rebekah straightens, something unguarded in her expression. “Perhaps.”
Later, when the parade swells louder, Rebekah tugs Harri down a side street where the noise fades into a quieter kind of music — a man playing violin for himself alone, lanternlight catching on bowstrings.
They pause.
“You left your home,” Rebekah says abruptly, eyes fixed on the lantern. “Why?”
“Because I couldn’t stay,” Harri says simply. “Because I had to find something new before grief finished swallowing me.”
Rebekah’s jaw tightens. “I’ve wanted that more times than I can count. To leave. To start over.”
“Why didn’t you?”
Rebekah exhales, sharp. “Because Nik doesn’t let go. And because I don’t either.” She turns to Harri. “You’re braver than I am.”
Harri shakes her head. “Or just more desperate.”
They look at each other then, truth bare between them, no mockery, no shield. Two women who have lost more than they should and still choose to carry the weight.
Rebekah reaches out, tucks a strand of Harri’s hair behind her ear with a tenderness so fleeting it could be mistaken for accident. “Still,” she says softly, “I’m glad you came.”
Harri doesn’t answer. She doesn’t need to. The bond thrums steady, as if even Nik’s silence approves.
By the time they return to the house, Teddy is asleep on Marcel’s shoulders, star still smudged on his cheek. Kol is juggling stolen beads and pretending innocence. Nik is quiet in the way that means he has stored away the evening whole.
Harri lingers with Rebekah at the threshold, reluctant to let the night fold itself closed.
“Tomorrow,” Rebekah says, “you and I will go without the others. Coffee. Dresses. Or maybe just silence.”
“Silence sounds good,” Harri answers.
Rebekah smiles, quick and real. “Then it’s a date.”
And for the first time, Harri feels what it might mean to have a sister not by blood, but by bond — not the soulmate’s tether, but something parallel, fierce, and just as necessary.
The days after the parade stretch amber and loose. Rebekah makes good on her promise — she steals Harri away the next morning, leaving Nik scowling in the courtyard like someone left out of mischief.
They walk through the Quarter with no plan but shoes. Coffee at one stall, a ribbon at another, dresses they try on and mock together.
Rebekah is scathing and bright, sharp as glass, but when she slips her arm through Harri’s, it is with the comfort of someone who has long wanted a sister to walk beside her.
“You’re not like the others he’s tangled with,” Rebekah says, trying on a hat and discarding it with disdain.
“Others?” Harri arches a brow.
“Don’t play innocent. My brother’s history could fill a ledger.” Rebekah smirks. “But you—you have the nerve to call him a family man. In public.”
Harri laughs. “You’re never letting me live that down.”
“Never,” Rebekah agrees. But then softer: “I hope you meant it.”
“I did,” Harri says.
The words settle between them, weighty but steady.
Autumn folds itself into memory with the rustle of leaves that fall arrogant, not polite. The city smells of cinnamon and smoke, street corners lit with lanterns that drip wax like secrets.
Teddy learns to run without permission, Rebekah chasing him with mock threats. Kol teaches him nonsense rhymes; Marcel teaches him how to bow with flair; Nik teaches him how to scowl at Kol.
Through it all, Harri finds herself leaning into the rhythm of a life that has room for laughter, quarrels, and something like peace.
When winter arrives, it dawns with a different voice. New Orleans doesn’t freeze so much as sighs — mornings sharp, evenings thick with damp. The festivals do not stop, only change costume.
Harri and Rebekah spend evenings curled on the couch while Teddy sleeps, blankets around their shoulders, recounting stories that taste like survival.
Rebekah tells her about the centuries she tried to love and lost. Harri tells her about the cupboard under the stairs, about firelight in a castle rebuilt stone by stone. They do not pity each other; they recognize themselves.
“You’re my sister now,” Rebekah says one night, blunt as a knife. “Whether you like it or not.”
Harri swallows the ache in her throat. “I like it.”
And that is that.
Nik grows restless as winter wanes. Harri feels it in the bond — the pacing wolf under his skin, the way he watches her as though bracing for absence.
One evening, when Teddy is finally down, she finds him in the studio, hands smudged with paint, a half-finished canvas leaned against the wall.
“You keep waiting for me to run,” she says quietly.
He doesn’t look at her. “Everyone runs.”
“I didn’t.”
His brush stills. “Not yet.”
Harri steps closer, heart steady. “Nik. It’s not just tether, or bond, or inevitability. It’s love. That’s the name for it.”
He turns then, and she sees how the word lands in him like a blade and a balm at once.
“Love,” he repeats, slow, dangerous. As if tasting a language he hasn’t spoken in years.
“Yes.” Her voice doesn’t shake. “So stop pretending it’s nameless.”
For once, he doesn’t argue. He sets the brush down, closes the space between them, and presses his forehead to hers, bond humming like a compass finally admitting north.
“Love, then,” he murmurs. “But say it again. Say it until I believe it.”
“Love,” she whispers, and the house, the river, the city all seem to lean in and listen.
Spring arrives on a warm wind that smells of magnolia and rain. New leaves push their way out of stubborn branches, reckless and green.
Harri writes more letters, tying them with ribbon, sending pieces of her life across the sea. Ginny writes back, her words threaded with humming, with dreams she can’t explain.
H,
I can’t stop. The song won’t leave me now, even when I try.
I dreamed of water last night — wide and brown and loud, nothing like the lake. And when I woke, I could still hear the horns of a band I’ve never seen.
Does that sound mad? Maybe it is. But the world feels like it’s leaning me somewhere.
— G.
The letter comes folded with more creases than usual, as if Ginny read it over and over before she sent it.
Harri tucks it beneath the ribbon with the others, but her hand lingers. She feels it in her bones before she admits it in her head: Ginny won’t stay in Britain much longer.
Weeks pass, and the house breathes fuller. The courtyard is a riot of green, the lemon tree shameless in blossom. Teddy runs without falling now, Marcel always ready to catch him anyway.
Rebekah claims the role of co-mother without asking, fussing over scraped knees while denying tenderness with every breath. Nik paints spring into walls, into canvases, into Harri’s skin whenever she isn’t looking.
Kol still hums. Careless, distracted, but never gone. Harri notices the way it steadies him sometimes, how it slips out when the noise of the city grows too loud.
And then, one morning, the owl does not come.
Instead, a knock at the door.
Harri answers, Teddy perched on her hip. The street is wet with spring rain, the air smelling of sugar and stone. And standing on the step — hair damp from travel, cheeks flushed with nerves and defiance — is Ginny Weasley.
She is smaller than Harri remembers and larger all at once. The years have sharpened her, but the smile that bursts when she sees Harri is still the same one from school corridors and late-night kitchens.
“I told you,” Ginny says, voice trembling with joy and stubbornness. “I couldn’t stop humming.”
Harri laughs, half sob, and pulls her into the doorway, into the house, into the life that has been waiting.
Teddy squeals approval, hair flashing bright gold as if the city itself agrees.
And somewhere deeper in the house, Kol’s careless humming falters into silence.
The house knows before they do.
Doors creak sharper, boards flex as if bracing. Even the lemon tree in the courtyard leans, curious, its blossoms spilling scent like questions.
Harri has barely pulled Ginny across the threshold when Kol appears at the far end of the hall. He isn’t skulking — Kol doesn’t skulk, he prowls — but there is an edge to his movement, restless, all elbows and intent.
He stops.
She stops.
For a moment, neither speaks.
Ginny looks travel-worn, cheeks pink from rain, hair curling in damp strands against her throat. She is stubborn in stance even when still, the kind of girl who carries her fire like it’s the most ordinary thing in the world.
Kol, meanwhile, studies her as if someone has played a trick. The hum is gone from his throat, replaced by something harsher — a silence that feels more deliberate than any word.
Harri feels the bond flick between them, quick as flint striking stone.
Ginny recovers first. She raises her chin, eyes narrowed. “And who exactly are you?”
Kol’s mouth curves slow, sardonic. “Someone with better manners than you, apparently. You barge into houses without introductions now?”
Harri pinches the bridge of her nose. “Kol—”
But Ginny cuts in, fire already sparking. “I’ve had enough men with sharp tongues trying to make me small. If you’re one of them, save your breath.”
Kol laughs — startled, delighted, dangerous. “Oh, she bites.” He steps closer, tilting his head, eyes bright. “Finally, something interesting.”
The air between them hums — not the bond Harri knows with Nik, steadier and deep, but something newer, raw, like a song just beginning to remember its words.
Harri shifts Teddy higher on her hip, heart caught between dread and relief. So it’s true, then. The tune had a destination all along.
Nik appears in the doorway behind Kol, gaze flicking between the three of them. “Well,” he drawls, dimples cutting sharp. “This promises to be loud.”
The silence holds long enough for Teddy to fill it with a squeal, reaching his hands toward Ginny like she’s already his. She takes him instinctively, and the boy’s hair flares copper-red to match hers. The house itself seems to exhale.
Kol’s smirk falters. Only for a heartbeat, but Harri sees it — the uncharacteristic flicker of recognition, like a card pulled from the middle of the deck instead of the top.
Rebekah sweeps in, heels clicking against the old wood. She takes in the scene with a glance — Ginny holding Teddy as if she’s always belonged there, Kol looking as though someone just turned his favorite game against him — and sighs.
“Of course,” she mutters. “Another redhead. Nik, really, was one not enough?”
Ginny arches a brow, unbothered. “You must be Rebekah.”
Rebekah tilts her chin, a queen acknowledging another. “And you’re trouble.”
“Depends on the day,” Ginny shoots back, smiling without softness.
Marcel appears next, clapping Kol on the back with deliberate cheer. “Don’t look so haunted, brother. She hasn’t even insulted you properly yet.”
“Oh, give her time,” Kol says dryly, eyes never leaving Ginny.
Dinner that night is chaos disguised as a meal. Marcel insists on cooking; Rebekah criticizes every choice of spice; Kol sulks theatrically until Ginny needles him into arguing with her instead of the stew.
“You think you’re clever,” Kol says, swirling his wine like he invented it.
“I don’t think,” Ginny replies, smirking. “I know.”
“Arrogant.”
“Confident.”
“Infuriating.”
“You’re welcome.”
Harri watches the volley, both amused and wary. She catches Nik’s gaze across the table — the dimples threatening his composure — and knows he is enjoying the spectacle too much to intervene.
Teddy babbles over it all, pounding his spoon like a judge declaring mistrial.
Later, when the house has quieted and the courtyard is silver with moonlight, Harri finds Ginny by the fountain.
“It’s him, isn’t it?” Ginny asks before Harri can speak. “The humming.”
Harri exhales. “Yes.”
Ginny stares at the water, jaw tight. “I thought I was mad. Waking with it in my head. Hearing it when the world went quiet. And then—” she gestures toward the hall where Kol has retreated, “there he is. Flesh and blood.”
“Sharp tongue included,” Harri says wryly.
Ginny laughs, though it’s unsteady. “I don’t know whether I want to hex him or—” She cuts herself off.
“Both,” Harri supplies gently.
Ginny presses her palms to her knees, exhaling. “Both.”
Upstairs, Kol leans against the banister, listening without meaning to. He hums a bar of that tune again, quieter this time, almost reverent. For once, there’s no mockery in it — only the raw edge of a man who has been surprised by the shape of his own heart.
Nik passes him on the landing, glances once, and smirks. “Careful, little brother. You’re starting to look sincere.”
Kol sneers on instinct, but the tune lingers, refusing to leave his throat.
And so spring in New Orleans grows stranger still. Teddy learns to say “Bek” and “Mar” but calls Kol nothing yet — as if the boy knows his name is still being written. Ginny hums in the courtyard, absentminded, and Kol answers from the roof without realizing.
Harri ties their letters together under red ribbon and thinks: family keeps finding us, whether we ask or not.
The house quiets at last. Teddy sleeps curled with his wooden lion clutched to his chest, hair a peaceful brown. Rebekah has claimed the couch with the air of someone who owns every room she enters.
Marcel sprawls in a chair, still laughing at his own stories. Kol has vanished to the roof — no doubt humming — and Ginny, stubborn, has taken the guest room without asking permission.
Harri sits at the table by the window, ink pot open, letters spread before her like prayers.
She begins with Andromeda.
Andy,
She’s here. Ginny arrived this morning, damp from the rain, hair like fire, voice like home. Teddy adores her already. He matched her hair within minutes.
She is safe. I am safe. We are building something that feels less like survival and more like living.
Come and see. Please.
Next, Molly & Arthur.
Mum, Dad,
She’s here — Ginny. She came on her own two feet, stubborn as ever. You’d be proud, despite her leaving home. She hasn’t stopped arguing with Kol since she arrived, and somehow that feels exactly right.
Marcel cooked tonight; Rebekah criticized; Teddy banged his spoon like a king. It was chaos, but it was warm.
Won’t you come visit? I want to see you at this table, too.
Then Hermione & Ron.
H & R,
You already know — Ginny’s here. She crossed the ocean, following nothing but a song she couldn’t stop humming.
She’s fire in this house, and somehow it feels whole with her in it.
I miss you both terribly. Won’t you come? Walk these streets with me, argue with me in markets, laugh in the courtyard. Please.
And Neville.
Nev,
Ginny’s here. I thought you’d want to know first. She hasn’t changed, and yet she has — stronger, sharper. She hums in the courtyard and the lemon tree seems to lean toward her.
The cutting you gave me is thriving. So am I, maybe.
Come see it all. Bring dirt from your garden if you must, but bring yourself.
Finally, she writes one that isn’t addressed to any name, not yet.
Won’t you come? All of you. Visit, even if just for a season. The house is louder than it has been in years, but there is still room.
I’ve missed you all terribly.
She seals them one by one, ties them with the red ribbon, and sets them in the drawer that has become a treasury of voices.
Outside, the river hums its long song. Inside, the house holds its family — gathered, growing, waiting for more.
And Harri, for the first time in years, feels not only found, but surrounded.
Chapter 8
Summary:
“Daggers in the dark,” she cuts in, sharp, “and silences louder than answers.”
The smile fades into something thinner, edged. He circles the table, slow, until he stands just behind her chair. His presence bends the air itself.
“You think me cruel?” His voice is low, threaded close to her ear.
“I think you’re afraid,” she answers, tilting her head just enough to meet his gaze.
Notes:
This chapter feels all over the place, it is a combination of 2 Chapters, but did try to make it as cohesive as possible.
This chapter was also originally going to contain andromeda, the weasleys and Neville coming to visit, but ehhh
Anyways hope you enjoy it
Chapter Text
The humid air presses itself against the Quarter, brass horns swelling in the night, the air heavy with sugar and smoke.
The city bends in small ways to Harri’s presence — lanternlight catching green in her eyes, market stalls seeming to pause when she lingers. Teddy grows louder with it, laughing through leaves and chasing Rebekah down the garden path, curls flashing like stolen sunlight.
Nik begins to claim her evenings. Not in declarations, but in the casual way he appears at doorways, voice pitched low.
“Come with me, love.”
The French Market is the first of these stolen nights. He watches her as much as the vendors: the way her hand brushes over silk scarves dyed in river hues, how her smile flickers despite herself when he tells her of the duel once fought on the cobblestones, the stain never lifting.
“And you?” she asks, tilting her head.
“I collected the spoils,” he answers, smirk cutting sharp. “I always do.”
Her laugh slips out, unwilling, and the bond hums through his bones, pleased.
Later, when she bargains with a vendor over carved trinkets for Teddy, Nik compels the price lower before she can finish.
She notices anyway — the man’s sudden falter, the quick glance at Nik — and when they walk on, she looks at him sidelong. He says nothing. Her lips press together, fighting a smile, and for once she lets him have the silence.
Another evening, he takes her to a jazz hall that throbs with brass and sweat. The music spills from the floorboards into the bones of the building. He drinks little, watches much. Harri sinks into the noise like she was made for it, shoulders easing, eyes bright.
“You prefer this to silence?” he asks, leaning close.
“Sometimes silence is heavier than music.”
Nik studies her, the corner of his mouth curling. “You are learning my city.”
“And you’re letting me.”
He laughs, low and curling, the bond answering.
She sways when the trumpet climbs, not dancing, but not still either. For a moment, Nik imagines painting her not in oils but in sound — every brushstroke a note, every colour a brass chord.
He files it away for later, when he will paint her silhouette by lamplight and pretend it is nothing more than practice.
//
The tether between them grows textured. He feels her moods as clearly as the brush dragging paint across canvas. Sharp with amusement, low with unease, softened into quiet when Teddy startles awake and she soothes him.
One night in the library, books stacked high between them, she suggests muting it.
“You wish to be rid of me already?” he teases, though a curl of something sharper lies beneath.
“Not rid of. Just… to know.”
They try, and he feels the thread dull, curtain-drawn. For a moment he almost snarls at the loss, but then she breathes out, relieved.
“It feels strange,” she says.
“It is choice, then,” he muses aloud. “Not chain.”
Her small smile is certain. “That matters.”
But when she sleeps easily that night, curled soft with Teddy’s small weight in her arms, Nik lies awake. The silence gnaws like hunger. At length, he slips the thread open again, drinking in her steady dreaming.
He does not tell her.
By seasons edge, the Quarter grows fog-bound. The house adjusts itself to colder nights: fires lit earlier, Rebekah fussing with fabrics, Marcel coaxing Nik into games of chess that last until dawn.
Kol whistles Ginny’s tune softer now, not quite mocking, and Ginny ignores him with practiced grace. Nik notices the shift: Kol quieter, his edges less barbed, a rare steadiness taking root where he has always been reckless.
Ginny brings both the best and the worst of him — and somehow balances the sum.
Once, Harri passes by the parlor to find Kol teaching Ginny a card trick. She rolls her eyes, but when she outsmarts him, Ginny’s smirk is sharp enough to make Kol laugh — an unguarded sound Nik almost does not recognize.
Nik watches and says nothing. If Kol can be softened, if he can be seen, perhaps Harri is not the only anomaly in this house.
And so the days stitch themselves in ordinary threads: Teddy’s ink-stained fingers, Rebekah’s sharp scolding, Ginny’s rare laughter ringing through the hall. Marcel slipping in and out with restless news, always returning as though pulled by gravity.
And beneath it, always, the bond.
They have not named it yet. But Nik knows its shape more clearly with each night.
It feels less like inevitability now.
And more like want.
One night, nearly half a year after she first set foot in New Orleans, Harri asks the question that has been burning since the beginning.
They are in the studio, Teddy asleep upstairs, the window cracked to let in a river breeze. Harri sets down her pen, stares at Nik’s back as he works a brush across canvas.
“And Elijah?” she says softly. “Where is he?”
Nik stills. The bond hums, sharp with warning, but she does not back down.
“You’ve spoken of him,” she presses, “but I haven’t met him. Why?”
Nik turns at last, face shadowed in lamplight. His smile is thin, dangerous. “Because he sleeps.”
Her chest tightens. “Daggered.”
“Yes.”
“For nearly a year?”
“For longer.” His voice hardens. “And he will remain so, until I see fit.”
Harri wants to lash out. She wants to throw words like curses: cruelty, arrogance, selfishness.
But the bond hums steady, reminding her — this is not her war. Not yet. She swallows it, though the fire lodges sharp in her throat.
One day, she promises herself. With time.
//
Colder nights softens into warmer days with no announcement, only the subtle insistence of longer days and heavier air.
The Quarter glitters louder, the river grows lazier, and the lemon tree in the courtyard fruits so shamelessly that Marcel jokes it’s in love.
The house itself finds a rhythm. Teddy learns to run in crooked circles, shrieking with delight until Rebekah scoops him up with mock severity. Kol plays endless pranks that Ginny refuses to lose at.
Marcel moves through rooms with the ease of someone who has left enough times to know how precious returning is. Nik paints more than ever, Harri watching from the corner until he pulls her into the frame whether she likes it or not.
Teddy’s words stumble into sentences, declarations loud and absolute. One morning he toddles to Harri, arms up, and says, clear as bell-metal: “Ma.”
She freezes, heart hammering. Nik, leaning in the doorway, smirks as though he had expected it all along.
That evening, Teddy blesses Ginny with “Gunny,” which delights her so much she refuses to correct him.
Rebekah follows soon after, becoming “Bekka,” though she insists the child address her properly — and then softens every time he does not.
The house laughs louder now.
Harri and Rebekah continue to grow something fierce between them — not soft, not gentle, but constant. They spar in words and clothes and stubbornness, but Harri learns the cadence of Rebekah’s silences, and Rebekah learns the shape of Harri’s scars. Sisterhood, not by birth but by bond, and all the stronger for it.
Kol and Ginny circle each other like storms. He provokes, she counters, their battles sharp enough to draw sparks. Yet Harri sees it — the way Kol listens when she speaks, the way Ginny hums without realizing when he is near. A thread wound tighter with each passing week, though neither admits it aloud.
Nik and Harri, too, carve deeper into each other. What began as a tether becomes presence, then love, then something steadier still.
They quarrel — often — his arrogance against her defiance, her compassion against his temper. But always, the bond pulls taut and then soft again, as if reminding them both: you chose this.
On quiet nights, he paints her. On braver ones, he lets her see him without his armor. Sometimes she laughs in his arms until Teddy wakes. Sometimes she kisses him until the city itself feels too small to hold them.
The days pass and turn into weeks, and they explore the bond.
They read more.
Folios yellowed with time, stolen from convents, hoarded by witches, rescued from flames. Lovers who burned together, rivals who sharpened each other into ruin, pairs who severed the bond until only echo remained.
She lingers over tales of enemies. Nik feels the shift in her without needing to look — Tom’s shadow crowding her memory.
If I killed him, would it have killed me too? Or worse — left me alive, bound forever to absence?
He sets his book aside, watching her with a smirk faint and shadowed.
“If it had been him, little one, the world would not have lived long enough for you to ask the question. Fortunate, then, that it wasn’t.”
She swallows, nods. Fortunate.
They test further. She tries to shut him out — he follows. He leaves the house, wanders the Quarter — distance does nothing. She presses anger sharp into the tether, flint-edged, and when he returns, dimples flash.
“If you wished to wound me, you’d need claws sharper than that.”
She glares, then laughs, and the thread thrums clean.
One afternoon, he lingers across the river, watching the city’s haze blur. Even then, the tether tugs like tidewater. He imagines it would drag him back even if he tried to cut it.
Perhaps especially then.
The house settles into its spring shade, and then into something softer. Time folds in on itself here — days thick with sugar and spice, nights bleeding with brass, days passing like breath.
Teddy grows louder. He scribbles his sums on parchment, hair flashing gold when he’s pleased with himself.
Rebekah fusses over his handwriting, over Harri’s hair, over the state of the curtains. Kol hums Ginny’s tune so softly now it is no longer a barb, and Ginny smirks at him with a patience Nik finds almost alarming.
Marcel slips in and out, restless as ever, bringing news of other cities, other lives. Nik allows it. Marcel is his, and when he returns, it is always with the bond of son to father intact.
Harri has learned the rhythm of it all. She writes her letters, tends to Teddy, walks the Quarter with Rebekah, argues with Kol, humors Marcel when he’s back.
She lingers near Nik in the evenings, reading beside him while he paints. She does not name what they are, but she lives it.
Sometimes, when she thinks he is not looking, she studies the family portraits hung along the hall — eyes catching always on the one face missing.
Elijah’s absence hangs in the air heavier than the frames themselves.
//
It is almost a year and a bit since she first arrived when she asks again.
They are in the courtyard, Teddy asleep upstairs, Rebekah inside humming as she tidies the kitchen. The air smells of jasmine and damp stone. Harri sets down her book and looks at him with that quiet, unyielding gaze.
“Elijah,” she says softly. “You told me no before. But it’s been months. I’ve lived here nearly a year. Don’t you think it’s time I met him?”
Nik feels the bond shift — not sharp, but steady. She isn’t demanding. She is asking, and asking matters more.
He leans back, paintbrush still in hand, eyes narrowing with thought.
“If you meet my brother,” he says at last, voice low and certain, “it will be on Marcel’s terms, not yours. Not even mine.”
Her brow furrows, confusion flickering, but she doesn’t press. Not yet. She swallows the question she wants to ask — why Marcel, why not you — and looks away.
Nik watches her carefully, feels the thread hum with her disappointment. He does not tell her the rest.
That Elijah once tried to kill Marcel. That family, to Niklaus Mikaelson, is not a word thrown lightly, and betrayal is not forgiven cheaply.
He lets the silence stretch, broken only by the faint creak of the house, the whistle of wind between shutters, the steady drip of rain from the eaves. Harri lifts her book again, her jaw tight, her shoulders set.
Nik turns back to his canvas, the dimples absent from his face, and paints her silhouette into the corner of the page.
The days pass on. Teddy grows another inch, Kol and Ginny soften further into each other, Rebekah scolds, Marcel wanders, and Harri asks no more questions.
But Nik feels it — the thread tugging with every page she turns, every silence she holds too carefully.
He knows she will ask again. And when she does, he will decide what she is ready to hear.
And so the silence between her and Nik lasts longer than a night.
She does not raise Elijah’s name again, but it hangs in the rafters of the house all the same, caught between shutter slats and half-finished canvases.
Harri tries a different path.
One afternoon, she finds Rebekah in the sitting room, sewing Teddy’s shirt back together after another of his garden adventures left it torn and grass-stained. The natural rays falls soft through the windows, catching at the silver needle in her hand.
“Bekah,” Harri begins, careful, “what was he like? Elijah.”
The thread stutters in Rebekah’s grasp. For a heartbeat, the only sound is Teddy humming to himself on the rug, building towers from wooden blocks.
Then Rebekah sets the needle down too neatly and smooths the fabric as if it were whole.
“He was… proper.” Her smile flickers, brittle. “Always knew the right words, the right gestures. You would have liked him.”
“That’s not an answer,” Harri says gently.
Rebekah’s eyes lift, sharp and bright, then soften. “It’s the only one you’ll get tonight.” And with that she rises, excuses herself to check the stew, leaving the half-mended shirt folded in Harri’s lap.
Harri sits there a long while, staring at the uneven stitches.
Kol is less delicate.
She corners him on the balcony a few nights later, where he is tossing cards into the air and catching them, all restless grace. Ginny leans against the railing nearby, book half-open, pretending not to watch him.
“What was he like?” Harri asks, voice low. “Your brother.”
Kol snorts, flicks a card high enough that it vanishes into the dark. “Which one? I’ve got so many.”
“Elijah.”
“Ah, the noble one.” Kol smirks, though it curls too tightly at the edges. “Perfect posture, perfect manners, perfect bloody martyr complex. If you’re imagining a saint, love, you’ll be disappointed.”
“Is that all?”
Kol shrugs, eyes glittering. “He’s dead boring when he isn’t ruining someone’s life. Though I’ll grant he does it elegantly.”
Harri narrows her gaze. “You’re avoiding.”
“And you’re prying.” He grins, wolfish. “Careful — keep tugging at secrets and this family might snap at you.”
Then he turns back to his cards, whistling under his breath. Ginny snaps her book closed and mutters something about boys who think too highly of their wit. Kol only laughs.
Harri leaves them there, but the absence of an answer clings sharper than truth.
Later, when the house has quieted, Ginny finds her in the kitchen rinsing teacups.
“They never talk about him,” Harri says softly. “Not really.”
Ginny leans against the counter, hair falling loose around her face. “Then it must be a wound still open. Families hide those. Sometimes even from themselves.”
“Do you think it’s that?”
Ginny’s brow furrows. “Or it’s something they don’t want you to know yet. Secrecy can be protection. Or power. Or both.”
Harri nods, fingers tight around the porcelain. The bond hums low in her bones, restless, as though Nik is listening even here.
When Marcel returns, it is with the noise of the Quarter still clinging to him. He drops a bottle of rum on the table, kisses Rebekah’s cheek in greeting, ruffles Teddy’s hair until the boy squeals, and leans back in his chair like he never left.
Harri waits until the house settles around his presence — Rebekah bustling, Kol making some jab about Marcel’s taste in liquor, Ginny rolling her eyes. Then she asks.
“Why is it your choice?”
The table stills.
Marcel tilts his head, studying her with that sharp-eyed calm he wears like armor. “My choice for what?”
“For Elijah,” Harri says. Her voice does not waver. “Nik said I’ll only meet him if you allow it. Why you, not him?”
The air shifts. Rebekah busies herself with pouring drinks; Kol whistles low, deliberately careless. Nik is not here — or else she might not have dared ask.
Marcel does not answer at once. He leans back in his chair, swirling the rum in his glass as if the answer might rise from its depths.
The silence lengthens, taut, and Harri feels anticipation coil in her chest until her breath catches.
When he finally speaks, his voice is not warm, not teasing as it so often is. It is flat. Cold.
“Because Elijah —because he tried to kill me. And he nearly succeeded.”
The words strike like steel against stone.
Marcel lifts his gaze then, and Harri sees no trace of the easy smile, no trace of the boy who slips in and out of the Quarter with restless charm.
What looks back at her is harder, sharpened by betrayal and survival. In that moment, he looks so much like Nik it makes her throat tighten — the same ruthlessness simmering under skin, the same refusal to be made small by anyone, even family.
“That kind of thing,” Marcel continues, voice clipped, “doesn’t wash out with time. If Elijah walks again, it won’t be Nik’s choice. It’ll be mine. Because I’m the one who has to live with it.”
The silence after is heavier than his words. Rebekah sets her glass down too carefully. Kol flicks another card into the air, his whistle low, but neither breaks the weight of it.
Harri finds herself gripping the edge of the table. “And if I want to meet him?” she asks, softer now, though her eyes hold steady.
Marcel’s smile is faint, stripped of kindness. “Then you’ll have to wait, love. Some doors only open when the city itself is ready.”
The words settle between them like another lock on a door already barred.
The silence sits sharp after Marcel’s words, like a blade left on the table.
Rebekah is the first to move. She sets her glass down too carefully, knuckles whitening, and busies herself with folding the cloth napkins that don’t need folding. It is a retreat disguised as routine.
Kol flicks another card into the air, whistling low. The sound is careless, but the angle of his glance toward Harri is not. He thrives on sharp edges, yet even he seems to know this one cuts differently.
Harri swallows, fingers tight on the table’s edge. The air feels heavier, the tether thrumming faint with her unease.
She has seen Marcel laugh, charm, tease — but this coldness, this iron beneath his skin, is something else entirely. Something that belongs not to the boy who calls the Quarter home, but to the man who survived it.
For a flicker, she sees Nik in him — the same tilt of the jaw, the same refusal to yield, the same power pressed into every syllable. It jolts her, that resemblance. Marcel is not his son in blood, but in that moment, he looks more like Niklaus Mikaelson than any sibling does.
Ginny shifts, closing her book softly, and reaches out to brush Harri’s wrist. Her eyes are steady, questioning without words: you all right? Harri forces a nod, though the tension coils too tight in her chest to breathe easily.
Rebekah clears her throat, too bright. “It’s late. Teddy will be awake with dawn, and someone must make sure he hasn’t painted the nursery walls again.” She sweeps from the room with brittle grace, skirts swishing like punctuation.
Ginny follows more slowly, a soft hand on Harri’s arm as she passes, whispering low enough only she can hear: “Don’t take their silences for answers.”
And then it is just her and Marcel, the coldness still clinging to him.
He downs the last of his drink, gaze cutting toward the shuttered windows. “Some truths, Harri, are heavier than you think. Best not to chase them until you’re ready to carry them.”
He rises, chair scraping against stone, and leaves her there with the words lodged in the air like smoke.
Harri sits unmoving, breath shallow, the tether humming against her ribs. For once, it offers no steadiness, only the faint echo of her own unsettled pulse.
It is then she feels it — a shift, a presence — and looks up.
Nik stands in the doorway, shoulder braced against the frame, the faintest tilt to his head. His dimples are absent, but the glint in his eye is unmistakable.
“Well,” he drawls, voice low, sardonic, curling through the silence like smoke. “Leave my brother undaggered for too long and he does enjoy making enemies of everyone, doesn’t he?”
The corner of his mouth lifts, sharp and knowing.
Harri exhales, pulse catching, and fixes him with a steady look. “Enemies are easier to make when you keep everything secret.”
Nik steps further into the room, shadows folding around him as though they belong to him. “Secrets, little one, are what keep families from tearing themselves apart. Or haven’t you noticed?”
“I’ve noticed no one trusts me enough to tell me the truth.” Her voice doesn’t waver, though her fingers curl in her lap. “Not Rebekah. Not Kol. Not Marcel. Not even you.”
His brows lift, mock amusement flickering, but the tether hums louder, betraying him. “You wound me. I’ve been nothing if not generous. My city, my home, my brother’s endless company—”
“Daggers in the dark,” she cuts in, sharp, “and silences louder than answers.”
The smile fades into something thinner, edged. He circles the table, slow, until he stands just behind her chair. His presence bends the air itself.
“You think me cruel?” His voice is low, threaded close to her ear.
“I think you’re afraid,” she answers, tilting her head just enough to meet his gaze.
The bond thrums, fierce, alive. For a moment it feels like standing on the edge of a blade — one wrong breath and it will cut them both.
Nik doesn’t retreat this time. His voice dips further, rougher at the edges, and she feels the truth in it before the words even shape.
“What Elijah did that night,” he says, “was the closest I have ever come to bleeding. Because Marcel is mine. My son. My marrow. He is what steadied me when nothing else could. What taught me I was capable of… more than ruin. Emotions I thought I had carved out of myself long ago.”
His hand brushes the back of her chair, not touching, but close enough the air tightens. “Marcel became the exception to every rule I made for myself. And Elijah, in his sanctimonious wisdom, thought to take him from me. Thought Marcel’s loyalty would falter, that he would betray me, as though I hadn’t known his every step since boyhood.”
His laugh curls low, bitter. “My brother thought to rip out the one tether I chose for myself. And for that, he nearly lost my forgiveness forever.”
The dimples flash then, sudden and sharp, though the words are laced with iron. “So yes, Chosen One. If Marcel says Elijah stays buried, then so he will. Because my son has earned the right to decide who walks beside us.”
Harri’s pulse stutters. She doesn’t look away.
“Then I’ll take the truth,” she whispers. “Kind or not.”
The silence stretches, thick with jasmine and rum and the faint whistle of the Quarter beyond.
At last, Nik straightens, withdrawing the smallest step, smirk curling as though he has tucked something sharp back into its sheath. “Bravery looks well on you, little witch. Try not to waste it.”
Then — like a flick of a knife — the bond goes silent.
It isn’t a soft dimming but a severing, brutal and absolute. One breath he is in her bones, the next he is gone, leaving her chest hollow, as if someone has carved her open and scooped out the marrow.
Harri jerks at the absence, fingers tightening on the table. The silence roars in her ears, louder than the city beyond, heavier than any grief she thought she had survived.
It is cruel. Purposefully cruel.
And it hits. Maybe Nik’s sharpness is not something time will sand down, not something she can coax into gentleness. Maybe his cruelty is not a wall to climb but the ground itself — unyielding, inevitable.
And maybe her wanting him to be more, to be better, is the most foolish dream she has ever clung to.
The house breathes around her, shutters creaking, jasmine stirring in the night air. But inside her there is nothing — only the echo of where he was, and the wound of knowing he chose to leave her empty.
Chapter 9
Summary:
He presses a hand against his chest, as if the bond is still there, throbbing just beyond reach. His voice dips low, ragged.
“So I shut it. I shut her out. Better she learns now that my devotion is not hers to test. Better she learns I cannot be twisted into whatever softer thing she wants.”
The fire pops. The silence after is almost crueler than his words.
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The house feels different when he closes the bond.
At first it is only a silence, sharp and shocking. But days stretch, and silence hardens into absence — a hollow she cannot name without bleeding.
Nik is there, of course. She sees him in the courtyard, in the study, pausing at Teddy’s laughter, brushing past Kol’s taunts with a smirk that does not reach his eyes. He paints. He drinks. He smiles at Rebekah.
But he does not look at her. Not the way he did before. And the bond stays shut, iron-barred.
Harri tries. At night she lies awake, steadying her breath, reaching inward as though tugging at an unseen thread. Sometimes she thinks she feels it tremble, faint as a heartbeat across a sea. But it never opens.
By morning she is tired-eyed, and Ginny notices. Ginny always notices.
“Trouble with your lodger?” she asks dryly over tea.
Harri forces a laugh, but it catches in her throat. “Something like that.”
The days bruise into weeks. Teddy grows louder, Rebekah fusses more, Kol and Ginny sharpen their strange orbit. Marcel drifts in and out, the Quarter bending around him. Life carries on.
But Harri feels the absence like a wound beneath her ribs.
When she reads to Teddy, the tether is silent. When she laughs at Kol’s quip, the tether is silent. When she stands at the window and watches fog roll across the Quarter, the tether is silent.
Once, when she passes Nik in the hall, she almost says his name. The word lodges behind her teeth, unspoken, and the brush of his shoulder feels like cold stone.
It gnaws at her. How easily he could undo it. One thought, one breath, and he could be in her bones again.
Instead he chooses the knife’s edge of silence, and she begins to wonder if this is what cruelty really means — not the bite of words, but the denial of closeness. Not pain, but distance.
And she wonders how long she can bear it.
He keeps the bond shut.
It is not mercy, and it is not accident. It is choice.
He paints longer now, brush dragging hard against canvas, colors bleeding sharp and jagged. He listens to Marcel’s reports, to Kol’s endless barbs, to Rebekah’s fussing. He plays his role.
But always, beneath it, he feels the pull — the quiet, steady beat of her trying. Her reaching. The bond stirs against its lock, pressing like a hand against a barred door.
He feels it. Every night, every dawn.
And he denies it.
Because her bravery unsettled him. Because her wanting him better — softer, kinder — is the one demand he cannot abide.
He is not a man she can shape into gentleness. He is not a story she can rewrite with her green-eyed will. He is what he has always been: hunger, ruin, devotion carved in bone.
So he closes the bond, and lets her feel the cruelty of absence. Lets her learn that wanting him will not make him safe.
Yet even as he does, he finds himself painting her face into every corner of his canvases. Finds himself listening for the cadence of her footsteps on the stairs.
Finds himself wondering how long before he breaks his own command and opens the bond again, if only to breathe.
For now, he keeps it shut.
Because cruelty, he tells himself, is the only way she will learn.
It is Marcel who breaks the stalemate.
He finds Nik in the study one evening, the fire low, canvases leaning half-finished against the walls. The younger man leans against the doorframe, eyes sharp, voice steady.
“You think starving her out will make her stronger?” Marcel asks. “You think silence will teach her what love from you looks like?”
Nik does not turn. He dips his brush in dark red, drags it across the canvas like a wound.
“You presume to tell me how to handle what is mine?”
Marcel’s laugh is bitter, low. “She’s not a thing to handle. And if you keep this up, you’ll lose her before you’ve even had her.”
The brush snaps in Nik’s hand. He flings it aside, the splatter of paint marking the floor like blood. His voice sharpens, raw and uncoiled.
“She sought answers after I gave them, Marcel. I told her it was your choice — yours — whether Elijah wakes. And still she went to Rebekah, to Kol, to you, as though my word wasn’t enough. As though my command could be bent by persistence.”
He turns now, eyes burning, every word like glass. “Do you know what that felt like? To watch her pressing against the very boundary I laid? As though she thought me weak, or a fool, or worse — as though she thought I would betray you to appease her?”
Marcel doesn’t flinch. “Maybe she just wanted to understand.”
Nik laughs, short and sharp. “Understand? I thought she would. I thought, of all people, she would see that family is not a word I use lightly. That when I gave you that power, it meant something. But instead she gnawed at it like a dog with a bone, and when I refused to yield, she looked at me as though I were the tyrant she’s always feared I am.”
He presses a hand against his chest, as if the bond is still there, throbbing just beyond reach. His voice dips low, ragged.
“So I shut it. I shut her out. Better she learns now that my devotion is not hers to test. Better she learns I cannot be twisted into whatever softer thing she wants.”
The fire pops. The silence after is almost crueler than his words.
Marcel steps closer, his shadow long against the wall. “You think she’s undermining you. I think she’s trying to love you. And the difference, Old man, is the one thing you’ve never been good at seeing.”
Nik’s jaw tightens, but his breath falters.
Marcel’s gaze doesn’t waver. “You’re right — she went to all of us. But that wasn’t betrayal. That was her way of saying she wants to belong here. She wants to know the weight we carry. And you punish her for it? You think shutting her out proves strength? All it proves is fear.”
The bond stirs against its lock, restless, alive, like it has heard Marcel’s words.
Nik closes his eyes for a moment, the faintest tremor in his hand.
“She will never understand,” he whispers, though it sounds more like plea than certainty.
Marcel’s reply is quiet, firm. “Not if you never let her try.”
The study is quiet long after Marcel leaves, save for the crackle of fire and the slow drip of paint from a broken brush onto the rug.
Nik sits in the silence, hands braced against his knees, staring at the half-finished canvas. Marcel’s words coil in his skull, stubborn as vines: She’s trying to love you. Not if you never let her try.
The bond presses faintly against him, like a pulse behind stone. He has ignored it for weeks, but now it beats harder, restless, alive, as if Marcel’s presence has roused it.
He breathes once, twice. Then he lets his hand unclench, and with the smallest flick of will, he opens the door he had slammed shut.
The bond floods back in, not with warmth, but with ache.
Harri’s hurt hits first — sharp, immediate, unguarded. It cuts through him like glass. The emptiness she had borne, the nights she reached and found nothing, the weight of silence pressed into her bones — it spills into him in a rush that makes his breath falter.
Cruel, her thought whispers, unbidden, raw. You were cruel.
He swallows, dimples absent, and answers low across the tether: You sought answers I had already given. You went to them when I had said it was not for you to decide. Do you not see how that felt to me?
Her response is quick, aching. I wasn’t trying to undermine you. I was trying to understand. I’ve lived in this house a year, Nik. And still there are corners locked and shuttered. I thought— her voice breaks, I thought if I asked enough, I’d see what I was missing.
The tether hums, fierce and uncertain. He presses his hand to his chest, as though to steady it. And did you?
A pause. Then, soft but steady: I saw your family bleeding, and all of you pretending it was healed. I saw you keep me outside of it, when I only wanted to step in.
Her honesty spears through him. For a moment he cannot answer.
Finally, he exhales, slow. I did not shut you out to punish you. I did it because I thought you would understand that some scars must remain buried. That when I gave Marcel the right to decide, it was not for you to gnaw at like bone. I thought you would see my trust in him as the truth it was.
Through the bond, her hurt twists, but softens at the edges. I did see it. I do. But trust is not the same as silence, Nik. You want me to belong here, yet you bar the doors I try to walk through. How can I learn this family, this life, if I am never allowed to ask?
The tether vibrates between them, low and steady, like a string plucked.
Nik leans back in his chair, eyes shut. For the first time in weeks, he lets the bond breathe freely, no curtain drawn, no lock. He feels her exhaustion, her defiance, her hurt — but beneath it, still, the steadiness of her want.
His voice slips into her mind, rough-edged but certain. Then ask. But do not mistake my silence for weakness. And do not mistake my cruelty for lack of devotion.
Her answering thought is small, but it thrums through the bond like truth. And don’t mistake my persistence for betrayal.
For a moment, they are quiet, not reconciled but suspended — the bond humming low, the air between them thick with everything unsaid.
It is not peace. Not yet.
But it is not absence either.
The bond hums, tentative but alive. Not peace, not yet — but not absence either.
Harri breathes through it, her chest loosening for the first time in weeks. She dares to press further, voice a thread in his mind. Then tell me. Why Marcel? Why him, above all others?
Nik is silent long enough she fears he’ll close it again. But when he answers, his tone is jagged, as if dragged over stone.
Because he is mine.
The words thrum hard through the bond, reverberating in her bones.
Marcel is the heart I chose. My son. My blood, though not by nature. He taught me loyalty in a way no brother or sister ever could. He made me better than I was, pulled me from the ruin I carried. When he laughed, I remembered joy. When he defied me, I remembered I was still capable of pain. He is my tether, little witch — the exception I never thought I would grant even myself.
The bond shakes with the rawness of it.
And Elijah — his thought cuts sharp, bitter, Elijah believed he would betray me. That he was only ever a shadow to be cast off. And so he struck him down. My brother nearly killed my son because he thought he knew me better than I know myself.
Harri flinches at the violence in his words, the wound still open after all these years.
She whispers back, careful, steady. So you will not forgive him.
Nik’s laugh is hollow. Forgiveness? No. If he walks again, it will be because Marcel allows it. Because this city bends to him as much as it does to me. That is the framework, and you pressed against it. That is why I shut you out.
Harri swallows, her throat tight. I wasn’t trying to undo you, Nik. I just— She closes her eyes, and the bond carries the ache of her truth. I needed, no wanted to see Elijah because I need to understand the whole of you. Not just the parts you let me hold. You keep your family in shards and expect me to love the shape of it blind. I can’t. Not if I’m to stay.
The tether thrums sharp at the word stay.
Nik goes still, the bond thickening with his silence. Then, slowly, he exhales.
You would walk willingly into the ruins that made me?
Yes, she answers. No hesitation. Because I already live in them.
The tether pulls tight, fierce and intimate.
For the first time since he closed it, Nik lets the bond flow wholly open. He allows her to feel him — not just the hunger, not just the cruelty, but the raw bone deep of his devotion. The jagged, unyielding love he carves into those he claims.
Harri’s breath catches. It is overwhelming, too much, and yet she does not retreat.
Then we will tread carefully, his voice murmurs through her, rough as stone. You will have your answers. But you will not have them all at once. Some truths would burn you before you could bear them.
Her reply is small, certain. Then let me burn slowly.
The bond hums deep, molten, alive.
And for the first time in weeks, neither of them feels alone.
The night stretches long after their bond quiets into something steadier. Harri sleeps at last, exhaustion pulling her under, the tether humming low and warm through her ribs.
When she wakes, the house feels different.
It is subtle — the kind of shift only she would notice. The air no longer presses against her chest. The walls no longer echo with absence. The house breathes with her again, and though the ache of what he did remains, the silence is somewhat gone.
Teddy bursts into her room with ink-stained hands, chattering about a bird that nested in the garden wall. His curls are wild, his grin irrepressible, and Harri holds him tighter than usual, letting his warmth anchor her. He tilts his head at her sudden fierceness, but only laughs and squirms away to tell Rebekah instead.
At breakfast, Kol is already mocking Ginny’s handwriting in the margins of her book, and Ginny is ignoring him with regal disdain. Rebekah fusses over Teddy’s hair, Marcel sprawls in a chair with that effortless ownership of the room.
And Nik —
Nik sits at the far end of the table, knife in hand, slicing through a pear with slow, deliberate strokes. He doesn’t look at her at first. But the bond hums alive, steady, undeniable. When his eyes finally meet hers, it is only for a heartbeat — dimples absent, mouth curling faintly as though he knows exactly how she feels and will not spare her the relief of gentleness.
Still, it is there. He has opened the bond, and she is in his crevices again.
Harri swallows around the weight in her throat and eats quietly, the taste of fruit sharp on her tongue, the tether singing between them like a string drawn taut.
Life goes on. Teddy chatters. Rebekah scolds. Kol whistles. Ginny sighs. Marcel tells a story about the Quarter.
But Harri feels it beneath it all — the bond alive, thrumming, carrying hurt and want in equal measure.
And she knows the questions about Elijah are not gone. They have only been deferred.
For now, she lets the morning hold her.
For now, she breathes in the space between cruelty and devotion, where Niklaus Mikaelson always seems to dwell.
The evening settles heavy. Teddy sleeps upstairs, the Quarter murmurs beyond the walls, and the house breathes with a hush that feels expectant.
Harri finds herself in the library, the candlelight low. She traces the spine of a book, her fingers steady though her chest is not. The bond hums, alive but still quiet.
She knows he feels her here. She knows he always does.
The voice comes first, low from the doorway. “Do you hate me for it?”
She turns. Nik leans against the frame, expression carved sharp and unreadable.
“For closing the bond?” she asks.
He nods once.
Harri exhales. “I hated it, yes. I hated feeling like I was clawing at stone, shouting into a grave. But hate you?” She shakes her head. “No. I don’t think I can.”
He steps inside, the firelight catching his face. “Cruelty is the only language I’ve ever trusted to keep what I love alive. It was what I gave you.”
Her gaze sharpens. “Then hear me now: I will not accept it again. If you close me out like that, if you starve me with silence, don’t expect me to sit quietly waiting for your mercy. I’ll answer you in kind — or worse.”
The tether thrums, sharp at her defiance.
Nik tilts his head, eyes gleaming. “You would dare shut me out?”
“I would,” she fires back. “If you can lock me away without a thought, then I can too. I will not be your lesson in cruelty. If you try to teach me that way again, I will make sure you taste it tenfold.”
For a heartbeat, silence. The bond quivers, not weak but fierce, alive with the clash of their wills.
Then Nik’s laugh breaks, low and jagged. Not mocking, not quite amused — but dark with recognition. “There it is. The steel I felt in you from the start.” He steps closer, his hand lifting, not tender but deliberate as it grazes her jaw. “You threaten me, and still I find myself… devoted.”
Harri doesn’t flinch. She meets him, steady. “Then learn devotion without cruelty.”
The tether surges, rough and molten. His dimples don’t show; his mouth curves faintly, dangerous and almost tender. “And if I fail?”
“Then I’ll remind you,” she whispers. “And I won’t be gentle.”
The tether hums fierce, molten, their defiance forged into a vow neither will break.
Nik studies her, gaze unreadable. Then, slowly, he leans down. His lips brush against the edge of hers — not claiming, not soft, but deliberate, a brand pressed at the border of cruelty and tenderness.
The bond flares, sharp and alive.
And when he pulls back, his voice is low enough only she can hear. “Then teach me gently, little witch. But do not leave me cold.”
He does not leave her cold.
The kiss at the door is small — an edge pressed to the mouth rather than a claim — and it lands on her the way a promise does: precise, deliberate, impossibly heavy.
For a moment they stand with the house around them breathing slow, the tether thrumming between their ribs like a caged thing finally allowed to breathe.
They do not make vows like children who do not know the weight of words. They trade terms instead, each clause blunt and honest. She will not tolerate silence as punishment; he will not mistake her persistence for treachery.
If he ever bars her again, she will answer him in kind — not as spite, but as a weapon to remind him he is fallible. He will not use cruelty as a currency; he will try, if only to prove himself capable of gentler things.
They stipulate nothing grand — no declarations, no cures for the past — only the small rules that might keep two stubborn things from shredding one another.
Later, when the night has thinned into the kind of dark that keeps secrets honest, they sit with Teddy between them and speak in fragments: confessions that are less admissions than map-pins — here is where I broke, here is where I learned, here is the place I cannot go back to.
Nik’s voice is rough when he says the word devotion aloud; Harri’s laugh is a breakable thing that always heals itself. They practice the shape of each other’s names until the tether hums easier.
Days fold into each other in soft, domestic ways. She learns the cadence of his easiness: when paint stains his fingernails, when a silence means thought and not spite.
He learns the small mercies of living with a child: how a spat of ink on a cheek can ruin an evening or make it sacred, how laughter knits wounds for a while.
They bicker — about Teddy’s shoes, about whether he should sleep in the nursery or the study — and when they quarrel they are careful to fight with rules already laid down, the terms a buffer against the old, dangerous habits.
Marcel remarks on it once at supper, raising a brow over wine. “You look less like a war-torn widow and more like a queue for trouble,” he says, easy. Kol grins and calls them ridiculous.
Rebekah fusses and presses a plate into Harri’s hands like a peace offerint. The house settles into the rhythm of being full.
The tether between Nik and Harri does not seal as though nothing had happened. It thins and thickens like weather, sometimes taut with the memory of the closed door, sometimes humming with a quiet solidity that holds them both.
The question of Elijah remains an ember beneath the ash — not gone, only contained. Nik moves at his own pace to what he will tell; she asks with the steadiness of someone who knows slow is survivable if it is honest.
And time, as it will, keeps moving. The humid days soften at the edges; the river that once mirrored the Quarter’s heat begins to breathe cooler at night. Small things announce the change — a leaf that refuses to be green, the way the light angles differently across the courtyard.
They notice these things in halves at first, each seeing something the other misses, then together, as though the season were a test they choose to take side by side.
And so, the seasons turn again, and with it comes a knock on the door.
Harri answers the knock with Teddy on her hip, Ginny at her shoulder, Rebekah leaning against the wall with her arms crossed. The courtyard smells of lemons and rain, and the sky is low with clouds.
Her hand is steady on the latch — steadier than it would have been weeks ago — the bond humming low in her chest as though reminding her she is no longer alone when she opens doors.
On the threshold stand Andromeda, Molly and Arthur, Hermione and Ron, Neville — faces worn from travel, eyes wide with what they find.
For a moment, no one moves. And then Teddy squeals, hair flashing wild with colour, and the house erupts into welcome.
Harri laughs through tears, voice breaking as she breathes the words she has been writing all year.
“You came.”
For a heartbeat the doorway holds them — Britain on one side, New Orleans on the other — the gap between years of letters and the flesh-and-blood proof of their arrival.
Then Molly breaks it, rushing forward with a cry that is both laugh and sob. She gathers Harri close, Teddy caught between them, smothering both in kisses. Arthur follows, quieter but no less steady, his hand firm on Harri’s shoulder.
Hermione’s embrace is fierce, almost bruising. Ron pulls her in after, muttering something about “bloody time,” his voice gruff to hide the wetness in his eyes.
Neville waits until last, pressing a small packet of seeds into her palm as if to say I remembered.
The hall fills at once — Molly fussing, Arthur remarking on the wards, Ron demanding to know who painted the canvases on the walls, Hermione already quizzing Teddy on his speech.
Teddy squeals with delight at being passed from arm to arm, hair flashing like a rainbow of recognition.
Ginny hovers at Harri’s side, her smile small but proud. Rebekah watches, arms folded, pretending indifference though her eyes betray a flicker of something softer.
Marcel strides in and welcomes them all as though he’d been expecting company for supper.
And Kol — Kol lingers at the edge of the room, arms crossed, gaze fixed not on Harri’sand Ginny’s family but on Ginny herself, who pointedly avoids looking at him. The air hums faintly with the tune neither of them has yet dared to claim.
Through it all, Nik remains in the shadows of the doorway, dimples carved like the ghost of a smile he refuses to admit to. He doesn’t step forward, not yet. He only watches as Harri, surrounded by both worlds, glows with a fullness he has never seen in her before.
The bond thrums faintly against his ribs, carrying her joy, her astonishment, her breaking laughter.
For a moment, he allows himself the rarest indulgence: the thought that maybe, just maybe, this is what home was meant to be.
He does not step forward. Not yet. He lingers in the arch of the doorway, arms folded, letting the cacophony of Weasley chatter and quietude wash through the house he once claimed with blood.
The tether feeds him pieces of her: the sting of Molly’s kisses, the ache of Arthur’s steady hand, the fierce delight of Hermione’s embrace. Each sensation presses against his chest until it feels almost unbearable.
And still, she does not falter. Harri stands steady at the center of it all, laughter spilling from her like it belongs to her again. He has seen her in grief, in fury, in defiance, but this—this fullness—is something rarer.
He could resent it. He could sneer that their arrival has made her glow in ways he never could. But the bond betrays him. It tells him plainly: she glows because she is held, and she chooses to remain tethered to him even so.
Dimples threaten, and he presses his tongue to his teeth to banish them. He will not give Marcel, or Rebekah, or any of the noisy ambushers now invading his courtyard, the satisfaction of seeing him softened.
But when Teddy laughs—high and unrestrained, curls flashing colour as he is passed from one pair of hands to another—something sharp lodges in his throat.
The boy’s joy spills across the tether too, and for once Nik does not shove it aside. He lets it root.
The crowd shifts. Chairs scrape, voices overlap, the smell of tea and rain-soaked cloaks fills the air. He watches as Harri’s gaze lifts from Molly’s fussing, from Hermione’s endless questions, and finds him where he waits in the threshold.
She does not look away.
The bond hums in that unspoken dare: Your move.
For a long moment, he holds his ground. Shadows are loyal; thresholds never betray. And yet… what is the point of eternity if he is only ever the audience?
He exhales, slow, and steps forward.
The courtyard hushes by a fraction, as though even the air wonders if he’ll bare his teeth.
“Decided to join us, then?” Harri says, voice dry, already unimpressed.
Nik drops into the chair beside her, arm slung along the back as though claiming furniture counts as subtlety. “Well, someone has to ensure this doesn’t turn into a séance over tea.”
Rebekah snorts. Marcel grins. Kol mutters about hypocrisy, which Nik ignores.
Then Teddy totters over, wooden lion in hand, and climbs into his lap as though Niklaus Mikaelson were built for this, as though monsters make suitable chairs.
“Da,” Teddy mumbles, half-yawn, half-victory.
The courtyard goes very still. Ginny’s eyes widen, Ron sputters, Molly presses her hands to her mouth.
Nik raises a brow, sardonic. “First Ma, now this. Next he’ll be composing odes.”
Harri leans against him, not smiling, not triumphant—just steady. “Get used to it,” she murmurs.
And for once, he does not argue. Not tonight.
Because for all the noise, the quarrels, the absurdity of Weasleys and Mikaelsons breathing the same air—this is the year’s ending.
And the thought that unnerves him most is also the one he refuses to let go: perhaps this is the beginning, too.
Chapter 10
Summary:
Rebekah rolls her eyes. “And somehow you find him tolerable. Miracles do happen.”
Molly catches the exchange, lips pursed. “You ought to treat her better, young man.”
Kol chokes on his orange juice. Rebekah barks a laugh. Harri groans, muttering, “Don’t encourage them.”
Nik only smirks, dimples cutting deep. He has survived wars, curses, centuries of betrayal — and yet this, apparently, is the battle he will lose: a kitchen full of people who insist on belonging.
And the worst part?
He almost doesn’t mind.
Chapter Text
The house wakes louder than it ever has.
Molly is already in the kitchen, banging pots as though warding off evil spirits. Arthur trails after her, inspecting the gas lamp with the reverence of a scholar. Ron and Ginny argue in the hallway over who gets the last clean towel.
Hermione has stationed herself at the table, parchment spread, demanding details about New Orleans wards. Neville hums quietly in the courtyard, coaxing Harri’s lemon tree to grow straighter.
And the Mikaelsons—well.
Rebekah sharpens her tongue against every new arrival. Marcel plays diplomat with infuriating ease. Kol sulks and smirks in equal measure, circling Ginny like a wolf with a taste for fire.
Nik watches from the landing, arms folded, expression unreadable. The memory of the night before lingers—Teddy on his lap, small mouth shaping Da as if it had always been waiting there. The house had gone still. Harri had leaned against him, steady as an oath.
And beneath it, quieter but sharper, another memory echoes: her voice in the library, cutting and defiant. If you shut me out again, I’ll answer you in kind — or worse.
The bond still hums open between them, but every now and then he feels the ghost of that threat, sharp as a reminder carved under the skin.
He remembers another boy, years ago, standing in this same courtyard with blood on his cheek and defiance in his eyes.
Marcel had been ten, old enough to know hunger and fury, old enough to understand what it meant to be chosen by someone dangerous. Marcel had looked at him with awe, fear, and need, and Nik had thought: mine.
Teddy is different. Too young for awe, too small for fear. He clambers into Nik’s lap without hesitation, declares him Da as though it were simply the truth. No bargains, no defiance, no understanding of power. Just certainty.
Nik wonders which is harder to bear — a boy who chooses him because he must, or a child who names him father without knowing the weight of it.
Downstairs, Teddy bangs his spoon on the table, demanding breakfast. Marcel laughs, clapping him on the back like a little brother instead of a prince.
Nik almost smiles, dimples threatening. Family, it seems, keeps multiplying when he isn’t looking.
Harri glances up from the stove, hair loose, face warm in the light. She catches him watching. Doesn’t look away.
And Nik, who has stood on battlefields without blinking, feels undone by a kitchen full of voices and the echo of a word he never thought he would hear: Da.
By the time Nik descends, the kitchen is chaos. Molly is shoving toast at anyone who stands still. Arthur is quizzing Rebekah about her opinion on enchanted plugs. Ron has already eaten half the bacon and is shielding his plate from Kol, who looks far too interested.
Hermione has somehow cornered Marcel into explaining warding on the city’s borders, which he does with the patience of a saint and the grin of a liar.
Neville offers Harri a sprig of basil he’s coaxed from the windowsill, as though it were treasure. Ginny hurls a barb at Kol, who throws one back, both grinning like people who’ve already decided the argument will last all day.
Nik takes it all in with one sweep of his gaze, sardonic amusement curling low in his chest. A year ago, his house had echoed with silence. Now, it threatens to collapse under the weight of too many voices.
Harri stands at the stove, hair loose, sleeves rolled. She looks up when she feels his eyes. “Are you going to help,” she asks, “or just brood?”
He leans against the counter, smirking. “I find observation far more entertaining.”
“You find laziness entertaining,” she shoots back.
Rebekah rolls her eyes. “And somehow you find him tolerable. Miracles do happen.”
Molly catches the exchange, lips pursed. “You ought to treat her better, young man.”
Kol chokes on his orange juice. Rebekah barks a laugh. Harri groans, muttering, “Don’t encourage them.”
Nik only smirks, dimples cutting deep. He has survived wars, curses, centuries of betrayal — and yet this, apparently, is the battle he will lose: a kitchen full of people who insist on belonging.
And the worst part?
He almost doesn’t mind.
But when Harri presses a piece of toast into his hand without looking at him, the bond jolts with something else: the echo of silence, the ache of weeks where her voice never reached him.
She doesn’t speak of it now, not here, but he feels it — the small hesitation in the way her fingers brush his. He swallows it down, unwilling to break the fragile ease of the morning.
Molly insists on washing up, Rebekah insists on stopping her, and the two nearly duel over a dishcloth. Arthur follows Marcel into the courtyard, pointing at the wards carved into the stones as though they’re exotic insects. Hermione demands ink and parchment; Kol steals her quill and almost loses a hand for it.
Ginny slips outside, fire-red hair catching the sunlight. Kol follows at a distance, pretending indifference. Nik notes it, files it away. He will let it play for now — there’s a certain amusement in watching his brother circle someone who bites back.
Teddy, sticky with jam, barrels into Harri’s skirts and tugs until she bends to scoop him up. She rests him on her hip with practiced ease, hair falling into her face. For a moment, she looks absurdly ordinary, as though war and loss never carved their names into her bones.
Nik feels the bond hum, steady, inevitable. She catches his eye across the chaos and smirks — yes, I see you watching.
He should look away. He doesn’t.
And the silence they survived flickers like a ghost between them — a warning, and a vow.
Later, when the house is quieter — the Britain family napping off jet lag, Rebekah dragging Ginny out to see dresses she’ll mock but secretly enjoy, Marcel taking Teddy for a walk through the Quarter — Nik finds himself with Harri in the studio.
She trails a finger across a canvas, one of his newer ones. A skyline. A storm. Too sharp for beauty.
“You still paint like you’re fighting,” she says.
“And you still speak like you’re unafraid of the answer.”
She tilts her head. “Am I wrong?”
“No.” He sets down his brush. “But storms are survival. Without them, I wouldn’t remain.”
Her eyes soften. “Then maybe one day you’ll paint after the storm.”
He laughs, low, bitter. “Hopeful little one.”
“Realistic,” she corrects, lips curving. “There’s a difference.”
The bond hums low between them — steadier now, but still haunted. He thinks of the weeks he starved her of it, and the way she threatened to starve him in return. He almost apologises. Almost. Instead, he lets the moment breathe.
At supper, Arthur tries to bless the food. Kol interrupts with a toast to chaos. Molly nearly hexes him. Harri sighs, pours wine into Nik’s glass without asking. He takes it as victory.
The night ends with Teddy asleep across Harri’s lap, his small fingers still clutching Nik’s shirt. The boy doesn’t let go, even in dreams. Nik sits beside her, listening to the drone of voices, pretending irritation, feeling something stranger.
This is not peace. He doesn’t trust peace. But it is… something.
A year ago, his house echoed with silence.
Now, it shakes with life.
And he — who has never been good at choosing — begins to think he already has.
Marcel sees it the moment her family steps through the door.
Everyone else notices only the laughter, the tears, the way Harri lights up like a lantern at last — but Marcel’s eyes are on Nik.
On the way his smile stays sharp at the edges, how his shoulders hold just a fraction too tight. Even with the bond reopened, even with words finally spoken, hesitation lingers in the air, thin as smoke.
And Marcel feels it too. Not in his chest the way they do, but in the way the house carries it — a pulse off-beat, a tension coiled through the walls. The bond between them hums faintly like a string pulled too tight, and the air itself aches with it.
He has watched his old man put down crowns and accept loyalties before; he knows how Nik walls himself with cruelty to keep people whole.
He has watched Harri press and not relent, demand transparency the way some people demand air. They have talked. They have bled truth at one another. But Marcel can feel the hesitation threaded through Nik’s movements — the half-steps, the restraint that smells of old wounds.
Conversation opens the door; fear keeps them on either side of the threshold.
So Marcel chooses movement instead of waiting. If hesitation holds the house together like a thread, he will pull at the knot until it loosens. He will make a choice that forces the next one out into the open.
He goes to the cellar.
The coffin waits in the cellar, stone walls slick with damp, the air rank with old earth and candle smoke. The Quarter presses even here, its breath heavy through the cracks, fog coiling beneath the door like a patient ghost.
Nik stands in this chamber as he has countless times, watching Elijah’s face carved into stillness, lips parted around silence, lashes dusted like frost. A portrait of nobility undone by iron and ash. But tonight the air hangs thicker, as though the walls themselves listen, eager for what choice will be made.
Marcel stands beside him, broad-shouldered, steady. The lamplight catches sharp along his jaw, and for a moment Nik sees not the boy who once chased through these streets with laughter at his heels, but the man carved by centuries of his making.
“I’ll never forgive him,” Marcel says, voice low, steady as stone. “Not for what he did. Not for what he tried to take.”
Nik lets the words linger, tasting their weight. His mouth curls — half-smile, half-snarl, sharp as glass. “Nor would I ask you to.”
Marcel exhales, sharp as flint against tinder. “But I can see what this is doing to you. To her. And maybe letting him out doesn’t mean pardoning him. Maybe it just means giving you both space to… shift. To breathe.”
Nik tilts his head, sardonic glint sparking in his eyes. The cellar lantern flickers as though amused with him. “So the son instructs the father now?”
Marcel does not flinch. “If that’s what it takes.”
The silence bends around them, thick as blood. Nik studies him — this boy he pulled from battlefields, this man who dares to stand before him unbowed. Something sharp stirs in his chest, a marrow-deep ache that feels like pride and pain in equal measure.
He looks back to the coffin, to Elijah’s pale stillness, the mask of virtue that has so often cloaked betrayal.
My noble brother, who killed what was mine and thought it righteousness.
The memory burns, vivid as the night Elijah’s blade nearly ended Marcel — the closest Niklaus has ever come to bleeding.
And yet — Harri’s green eyes rise unbidden, steady and unyielding. The persistence in her voice, the tether humming with want, her promise to burn slowly until even his cruelty bends to flame.
Nik steps forward. Fingers curl around the dagger’s hilt, its silver chill sinking into his palm. The air leans closer, thick with expectation.
For a moment, he does nothing. The cellar holds its breath, the city above humming like a dirge.
Then he pulls.
The dagger slides free, slow, deliberate, and Elijah’s chest heaves a breath — the gasp of the drowned.
Nik does not watch him stir. He turns instead, eyes on Marcel.
There is no mocking now, no grin to twist the edges of his mouth. He crosses the narrow space, grip firm on Marcel’s shoulder before pulling him close, arms tightening in an embrace that carries all the weight of centuries.
His voice is low, rough as gravel. “You are mine, Marcellus. In all ways that matter. Do not forget it.”
Marcel stiffens, then exhales, the fight leaving his body in a rush.
Nik pulls back enough to catch his gaze, and the dimples flash, sharp but stripped of humor. “You are as much Mikaelson as any born of Esther’s womb. More, perhaps. Blood makes nothing — choice makes everything. And you were mine long before Elijah thought to rip you from me.”
The cellar exhales with them. Stone drips, the lantern gutters, the world folds into shadow. Behind them, Elijah stirs, noble mouth parting for breath, but neither man looks his way.
For this moment, it is only father and son.
Nik tilts his head, smirk curling faint and sardonic. “And should our noble brother dare forget it, we will remind him. Together.”
The bond hums faintly at the back of his mind — Harri’s presence steady, waiting above. He thinks of her defiance, her hurt, her persistence. Of her promise to burn slowly.
And for the first time in years, he allows the thought of Elijah walking again without reaching for rage first.
Not forgiveness. Never that.
But perhaps something adjacent to it, dark and sharp and dangerous.
A beginning.
Nik turns from the coffin, the weight of the dagger still ghosting his palm. Marcel follows his lead, the silence between them thick with unspoken truths.
Behind them, Elijah’s breath hitches again — ragged, desperate, the sound of lungs remembering how to hold the world. His fingers twitch against the wood, struggling for purchase, for grace.
Nik does not look back.
Let him wake to the dark alone. Let him drag himself upright with no hand offered, no familiar face to soften the silence.
Marcel glances once over his shoulder, jaw tight, but says nothing. His footsteps follow Nik’s up the stone stairs, boots echoing against damp walls.
The cellar door groans shut, cutting off the flicker of lamplight, leaving Elijah to the cold and the dripping stone.
The house is brighter, louder, as though refusing to acknowledge the ghost waking beneath its floor.
In the courtyard, Teddy totters across the stones on unsteady legs, curls bouncing, cheeks flushed, a wooden spoon clutched like a sword.
“Da! Da-da!” he babbles, striking the air.
Nik plucks the spoon from his grip before it smacks against his boot. “A poor strike,” he murmurs, though his mouth curls with warmth. “But you’ll learn.”
Teddy squeals, sticky hands reaching. Nik gathers him up with ease, the boy’s weight solid against his chest, curls damp with heat.
The bond hums faintly at his ribs, her presence brushing against him, watchful. He does not hide from it this time.
I’m taking him out, Nik threads into her mind, low and certain. Marcel as well.
The answer comes soft, sure, carrying the press of her worry and the steadiness beneath it. It’s okay. Just—come back safe and sound. All three of you.
The tether thrums once, like a promise.
Nik glances at Marcel, at the boy in his arms, and lets the smallest smile curl his mouth. “We’ll return,” he says aloud, voice curling like smoke into the air. “My sons would hardly allow otherwise.”
They step into the Quarter together, city noise rushing to meet them — jazz horns swelling, vendors shouting, sugar and smoke thick in the air.
The city plays itself loud — brass bleeding from open doorways, preachers crying sermons at corners, dice rattling in alleys. Drunken sailors curse in a half-dozen tongues, while the scent of frying shrimp coils thick with sugar.
Nik walks at Marcel’s side, Teddy in his arms, and thinks of how easily the world bends itself to him. His city. His son. His claim.
Below, Elijah stirs in darkness. Alone.
It pleases him.
The day bleeds into dusk, the air heavy with magnolia and ruin, jazz horns curling like spells into the sky. Teddy half asleep against his chest, curls damp with heat, his small body rising and falling in rhythm with Nik’s.
Marcel walks at his side, broad and steady, shoulders set against the city’s chaos. Men call greetings, women glance twice, but he belongs here as much as Nik does.
He always has. And the world has always known. And if they forget… well, Nik has always been good at reminding others.
Nik’s gaze lingers on the two of them — boy and man — and the thought coils sharp inside him.
This is what matters. Not forgiveness. Not peace. Not Elijah’s righteousness or Harri’s persistence.
This man — his choice, his defiance, his loyalty carved across centuries.
Together, they are the kingdom he claims.
For now.
The door groans on its hinges as they step inside. The Quarter’s heat clings to them — smoke, brass, sugar — but the house itself feels altered, as if the air has been cut and stitched into something denser.
Nik carries Teddy against his chest, the boy awake with drowsy sleep, curls damp, fingers locked stubbornly around a wooden spoon. Marcel keeps close, steady as the shadow he has always been.
But the sound that meets them is wrong.
It swells from the parlour like a tide — Molly’s voice sharp as a hymn out of tune, Ron sputtering protests, Hermione’s questions spilling one atop another, Rebekah’s clipped retorts slicing through it all.
The cadence of foreign voices, British vowels slamming into Southern lilt and French undertone, makes the house itself shudder.
And then Nik feels it — the bond thrumming hot at his ribs, not a plea but a flare. Harri waiting. Bracing.
They step into the room.
Elijah stands there.
Awake. Composed and half-ruined. A portrait of nobility dragged raw from dagger-sleep — pale, still grave, but breathing. His suit is the same as the day he was entombed, creased and stale, but he wears it as though the centuries never touched him.
He looks like a man dredged from a grave and convinced he is still a prince.
His eyes sweep the room, cataloguing, measuring, dismissing.
The Weasleys gape.
Molly clutches Arthur’s arm, whispering a prayer under her breath. Ron blurts, “Bloody hell, why’s he look half-dead if he’s meant to be a vampire?”
Hermione hisses at him to hush but cannot stop herself from staring, lips moving with unvoiced questions. Arthur peers as though Elijah were some broken Muggle contraption that ought not to run but somehow does.
Neville mutters something about the colour of his skin being wrong, as if death itself still lingers in the pores.
Andromeda does not flinch. Her eyes are flint, flicking from Elijah’s ruined face to Teddy cradled safe against Nik’s chest. One hand hovers near her wand, her expression steady and merciless. If this man so much as breathes threat, she will end it.
Elijah ignores them all.
His gaze cuts over Molly’s fuss, Ron’s gawking, Hermione’s restless parchment-and-ink hunger. Past Ginny, arms crossed sharp as a blade; past Marcel, broad and unmoving; past Kol, lounging like a wolf too pleased with his own joke.
For the briefest heartbeat, his eyes find Harri. Green eyes meet dark, but only for a moment. There is no warmth, no curiosity. Only dismissal — the cool cataloguing of a man who sees an interloper cluttering his house. A distraction. A passing whim. Nothing more.
He looks away.
The tether sears Nik’s ribs. Harri’s sting slices through him, raw and immediate, sharper than words.
Teddy stirs against his chest, eyes blinking open. A small hand reaches up, curls tangling in Nik’s shirt. And then, clear as a bell, the word falls from his mouth:
“Da.”
Elijah blinks once, slow, at Teddy’s small voice. Not with surprise — he has heard that word before, in another mouth, a life Nik claimed as his own.
But the sting is sharper now: another child naming Nik father, another life woven into his orbit while Elijah lay silent in the dark.
Kol’s laugh cracks the silence, sharp and delighted. “Ah, brother, welcome back to the theatre. A year gone, and already you wake to find roles rewritten. Quite the cast, don’t you think?”
His grin hooks toward Harri, sly and dangerous. “Don’t mind him, darling. Elijah has a fondness for pinning butterflies — all wings, no weight. He’ll catalogue you and move on.”
“Kol,” Rebekah snaps, though her voice trembles between fury and shame.
Nik steps forward before silence can thicken. Teddy shifts against his hip, clutching his wooden spoon like a weapon. Marcel shadows him, broad and certain, presence iron at his side.
Nik’s smirk carves sharp, dimples flashing without mirth. “Ah, Elijah. You wake into a house you once fractured, into the presence of a son you nearly stole, and into the company of a woman you presume to dismiss.”
His eyes linger on Harri, the bond flaring molten. “And yet you compose yourself as though you chose the terms of your return.”
Elijah’s jaw tightens, but he does not speak.
Nik tilts his head, voice curling low, venom sweet as smoke. “This is no distraction. No ornament. She is mine. And you will treat her as such.”
The Weasleys exchange bewildered glances — Molly with scandalized dismay, Arthur with cautious calculation, Ron muttering disbelief, Hermione already composing questions too dangerous to ask.
Neville stares as though Elijah had clawed his way out of the soil. Andromeda remains unyielding, her eyes locked on Elijah as if daring him to so much as breathe wrong in Teddy’s direction.
The parlour swells with it — the stench of old betrayal, stew cooling on the table, jasmine heavy from the courtyard, brass curling faint from the Quarter beyond.
Chaos. Family. Reunion.
And Elijah, pale and grave, stands among them like a wronged dragged into a world he does not recognise, a chorus he cannot command.
Chapter 11
Summary:
For a moment, only the fire crackles in the grate.
Elijah lifts his gaze at last, dark eyes meeting his brother’s. The mask has slipped enough that guilt seeps through, raw and unpolished. “Then what would you have me do, Niklaus?”
Nik tilts his head, smile curving, dimples cut without mirth. “Begin again. Not with me — not yet. But with them. Earn what you shattered. Or be content to remain a ghost in your own house.”
Notes:
A few more chapters before we go to Mystic Falls. I can’t waiitttttttttttttttt
Chapter Text
The house does not return to ease after Elijah’s waking. It sharpens instead. Voices drop lower, footsteps measure themselves against stone, laughter rings thinner. Even the air feels denser, as though every wall listens for the sound of him moving.
Elijah sits in the parlour now, posture precise, eyes cataloguing the room with the same cold efficiency he has always worn.
He speaks only when addressed, and then only to Rebekah, to Kol, to Nik. Everyone else — Harri with Teddy in her lap, Molly hovering by the teapot, Marcel steady at the far end of the room — he passes over as though they were furniture.
It is not insult. It is worse. Indifference sharp enough to cut.
Kol sprawls along the chaise, grin hooked cruel. “Our noble brother has not even asked your name, darling,” he says toward Harri, delighted in the tension he stirs. “Imagine that — you live here, shake up the whole house, and Elijah cannot be bothered to notice.”
Elijah’s gaze shifts, slow. His expression does not change. “If she were of importance, I imagine I would have been informed.”
Something hot coils in Nik’s chest at the words. He does not need the bond to tell him Harri feels the sting; he sees it in the small tightening of her jaw, the way her fingers curl against Teddy’s curls as if holding fast to him steadies her.
He steps forward, smile sharp and merciless. “You imagine too much, brother. She is here because I want her here. That alone makes her of importance — more than you, who only managed to return because Marcel allowed it.”
Rebekah inhales sharply. Kol laughs, thrilled. Marcel does not move, but his silence presses as heavy as iron.
Elijah regards Nik with that old, infuriating stillness. “You speak as though choice were virtue, Niklaus. It has never been so. Not for us.”
“Perhaps not for you,” Nik answers, voice velvet, deadly. His hand brushes lightly over Harri’s shoulder as he passes behind her — not bond, not magic, simply because he wants to. “But I decide what is mine. And I do not dismiss her.”
The room holds still a beat too long, everyone aware of the fracture widening between them.
Elijah looks away first.
Later, when the others drift away — Molly shepherding Arthur toward supper, Ron and Ginny quarreling upstairs, Hermione demanding parchment of Neville — the parlour empties until only Elijah, Nik, and Marcel remain.
The silence between them feels older than the brick.
Elijah studies Marcel with eyes carved from memory, familiar and estranged all at once. “You remain here still,” he says at last, his tone measured to the point of bloodlessness. “After everything.”
Marcel leans against the wall, broad shoulders set, expression unreadable but for the faint curl of his mouth. “This is my city. My home. That hasn’t changed because you blinked awake.”
“Your city,” Elijah repeats, clipped, precise. “A claim stolen from my brother and paraded as loyalty.”
Nik moves before Marcel can answer, the shift in his weight sharp enough to split the air. “He had every right.”
The words ring like steel struck on stone, drawing both sets of eyes to him. Elijah’s brow arches — faint, superior, as though even outrage must be catalogued before it is dismissed. Marcel narrows his eyes, waiting for the turn.
But Nik does not falter.
“You speak of theft,” he says, his tone velvet and venom both, words curling like smoke and snapping like whips.
“But what is there to steal from cowards who fled? We abandoned this city when Father came — ran from him with our tails tucked, the proud Mikaelsons scattering like frightened children. And I—” his jaw clenches, the dimples hollowing sharp as knives, “I thought Father had killed him. Killed my son. I mourned him, brother!”
The silence wavers, thick with the ghost of grief. Marcel’s face flickers — not quite surprise, not quite forgiveness, but something rawer, buried too long.
Nik takes another step forward, voice deepening, growing darker. “If Marcellus had not clawed this place from the swamp, if he had not filled its streets with blood and chaos and made it thrive in our absence, I would never have known my son still lived. He raised this city in our shadow. He carved it with his bare hands, and it rose because of him.” His mouth twists, sardonic and bitter. “Because we were not here to do it.”
Elijah’s jaw tightens. Pride cracks faint at the edges.
“And when we returned,” Nik continues, merciless now, “you thought to reward his survival with your hand. You dared to make that choice for me. Marcel is mine — my creation, my consequence, my son. He is mine to punish, mine to forgive, mine to undo, if I so choose. But not you, Elijah. Never you.”
He steps closer still, his voice low, his dimples cutting cruel and humorless. “I left him for dead once already. He had every right to take what we abandoned. Every right to claim the throne we forfeited when we ran. Every right to defy me. And I would have dealt with him on my own terms — not yours.”
The words echo, thick as blood spilled on stone.
Marcel does not speak; he does not need to. His silence is a weight, a gravity, a claim of its own. Elijah’s stillness holds, but cracks spider thin across the marble of it, as though Nik’s words have wormed into bone.
Nik’s gaze is merciless. “So do not speak to me of betrayal, brother. Not when the only betrayal that matters was yours - and worse than even Rebekah’s, when she called Father down upon us. At least she acted out of despair. You acted out of choice.”
Harri does not see Elijah first in the parlour, standing like a painting dragged from the grave. She sees him in her mind before she ever lays eyes on him.
For months she has built him from scraps of words — Rebekah’s fond sighs, Marcel’s grudges, Nik’s silences sharp enough to draw blood.
She wove him from expectation: the brother who tempered Klaus’s rage, the man who once held family together by sheer force of will. Noble, Nik once spat, and Harri had almost believed it.
Almost.
But when she finally sees him, he is none of that. His gaze slides past her as if she were made of smoke. Past Teddy, warm and heavy in her arms, curls catching the light. Past the clatter and life of the house itself. He looks only at his siblings, at Kol’s grin, Rebekah’s trembling defiance, Marcel’s quiet steel. Everyone else is clutter.
And that is the wound.
She tells herself she should not care. What is he to her, really? Another Original with too much history and not enough heart. But expectation has a cruel way of turning into disappointment, and it sits heavy in her chest.
She thought Elijah might look at her and see something different: not a witch, not an interloper, but someone who had chosen this house too.
Someone who had chosen Nik, half because of bonds and magic, and the other half because of the man he was when the world fell quiet. Instead, Elijah looks at her and sees nothing at all.
The house shifts uneasily around his presence. Molly, normally loud as bells, moves quieter, setting plates with the caution of one who has felt too many tempers.
Arthur asks questions with his usual curiosity, but even his enthusiasm seems smaller, more brittle. Ron and Ginny snap at each other in the hallway but do not burst in; Hermione scribbles notes about bloodlines and protection wards but glances up too often, ink blotted where her quill falters.
Rebekah lingers at Elijah’s side like someone torn between blood and air. Kol needles, grinning too wide, enjoying the splintering silence more than the words themselves.
And Marcel — oh, Marcel is steady, arms folded, watching the cracks spread across the house with the calm of a man who has weathered storms larger than this one.
Nik says little. He doesn’t need to. Harri sees it in the sharp tilt of his smile, the weight of his stare whenever Elijah speaks as though the room belongs to him.
She has seen Nik fight with blade and fury before, but this quiet, controlled venom unsettles her more. Not because it is cruel — but because it is deliberate. Choice, not compulsion.
She lowers her gaze to Teddy’s curls, presses her lips to his hair. “You’re enough,” she whispers, though the words sit strange on her tongue, half truth and half prayer.
Later, when the house settles into an uneasy supper, Harri lingers by the kitchen doorway. Elijah sits like a ghost at the table, posture perfect, conversation minimal. The lamplight throws hollows across his face, making him seem more corpse than man.
Nik eats with lazy elegance, but Harri sees the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw works when Elijah speaks of loyalty, of order, of betrayal.
She sees Marcel across from him, steady as stone, and Rebekah between them, torn like fabric stretched too thin. Kol fills the silence with mocking barbs, and Andromeda watches everything with the cold steadiness of someone who has survived worse.
It should feel like a family meal. Instead, it feels like a trial.
Harri sits with Teddy, coaxing him to eat more than bread and jam, and wonders what kind of man Elijah truly is — beneath the stillness, beneath the blade of his voice.
Is there any nobility at all, or is that just another myth carved by those who needed to believe in something steadier than Nik’s storms?
She doesn’t know. But she does know this: whatever Elijah sees when he looks at her, it will not decide her place here.
Not any longer.
The house feels wrong after supper. Too quiet in its bones, as if the walls themselves are holding breath.
Harri and Ginny’s family gather into the smaller parlour, where the lamplight burns low and the fire gutters tired. Teddy sleeps in a basket near the hearth, curls damp, thumb tucked against his mouth. His small breathing is the only steady rhythm in the room.
Molly perches on the sofa, hands wringing one another to knots. Arthur lingers by the mantel, adjusting the lamp though it needs no tending. Ron slumps in an armchair, muttering bloody hell under his breath every few minutes, while Hermione scratches furiously at parchment, ink pooling into dark stains.
Ginny leans against the window frame, arms crossed, reflection sharp in the pane. Neville hovers close to the fire, gaze down.
Andromeda sits straight-backed in the corner, calm as a blade sheathed, her eyes cutting through the quiet.
Rebekah keeps to herself, posture perfect, face a mask of restraint. But her hands twist faintly in her lap, betraying the storm beneath.
It is Molly who breaks the silence at last, voice hushed but fierce. “Harri, love… what is going on? Who was that man? You said you lived with Niklaus and his siblings, but you never said—” she falters, unable to shape it, “—that.”
The question settles heavy in the room.
Harri lowers herself into a chair, brushing Teddy’s curls where they spill across the blanket. She keeps her voice careful. “Elijah. He’s Nik’s eldest brother. He was daggered for some time, I don’t know how long. And well, now… now he’s awake.”
Ginny’s laugh is sharp. “Awake? He looked like a corpse dressed for a wedding. Sour as vinegar and twice as unpleasant.”
Hermione frowns, quill stilled. “But why? Why dagger him at all? Why would his own family—” she glances at Rebekah, falters, “—why would anyone do that?”
Rebekah exhales, brittle laughter cracking like glass. “Because that is how we survive each other. When we cannot kill, we silence. And it has always been Nik. He has daggered each of us — me, Kol, even Elijah — again and again, whenever we became inconvenient.”
The words fall into the room like a dropped stone.
Molly gasps, scandal sharp in her throat. Arthur’s brows draw together, his voice low. “Your own brother?”
Ron mutters something about insanity. Hermione scribbles so fast the ink blots through. Neville looks horrified, his mouth working but no sound escaping.
Andromeda does not flinch. “Then that man’s silence wasn’t chance. It was chosen for him.”
Harri swallows, the weight of the room pressing against her.
She threads her fingers through Teddy’s curls and says softly, “I can only tell you what I know. And even that… this is not my story to tell. Their history is carved deep, and I’ve only ever seen the edges. I can give you truth as I’ve learned it, but not the whole. That belongs to them.”
Rebekah’s gaze lifts then, storm-bright, brittle. “And perhaps it’s best if you don’t dig deeper. Harri, yes — and Ginny, perhaps. They are already bound in ways none of you understand. Nik and Kol have made certain of that.”
Her voice cuts, more warning than kindness. “But the rest of you? Proceed with caution. Curiosity can be dangerous in this family.”
The fire cracks.
Molly wrings her hands tighter, Arthur looks older, Ron mutters again. Hermione’s quill stills mid-scratch. Neville stares into the flames as though they might answer him.
Ginny stiffens at the mention of her name but says nothing, arms folding tighter. Defiance sparks in her eyes, but beneath it coils something unsettled, something she cannot yet name.
Teddy sighs in his sleep, curls damp with warmth, the only sound in the room that does not break under the weight of silence.
Molly’s voice breaks it at last, small but fierce. “Just promise me you’ll be careful, Harri.”
Harri lifts her gaze, weary but steady, and gives her mother a faint, wry smile. “Careful doesn’t survive here. But I will.”
The fire hisses. No one speaks again.
Days drag, and Elijah’s presence continues like a splinter the house cannot work free.
He moves through the rooms with that same grave precision, pale hands smoothing lapels as if centuries of dust could be brushed away by posture alone. His voice is clipped, his courtesy brittle, and yet his silence weighs heavier than his words.
Nik watches the house bend around him.
Molly’s fuss sharpens, every spoon and ladle wielded like a ward against the ghost in their midst.
Arthur’s curiosity curdles into wariness; Ron mutters curses under his breath, Hermione blots her parchment with restless hands, Neville refuses to look up at all.
Ginny burns bright at first, all barbs and fire, but even she grows quieter, her laughter dimmed, her eyes turning sharp with questions she does not voice.
Harri feels it most. Nik sees it in her shoulders, in the hesitation before she speaks, in the way she clutches her child as though Teddy’s warmth might stave off the cold Elijah drags into every room.
This was meant to be her and Ginny’s reunion — the soft thing she has not had in a year, family gathered, laughter stitched back into her days. Instead, Elijah’s silence sours it, turning every meal into a trial, every gathering into a reckoning.
And Rebekah — poor Bekah — she bends beneath it. Hope flickers and dies behind her eyes each time Elijah passes her with nothing but cold courtesy, each time she reaches for her brother and finds only the grave. Her hands tremble when she thinks no one looks.
Even Kol is not untouched. He laughs louder, sharper, needles more viciously, as if daring Elijah to break the silence.
But Nik sees it — the shadow at the edges of his grin, the hurt masked in wickedness. Kol has always loved too hard, even when he hides it behind cruelty.
And Marcel — steady, unbowed — bears it in silence, but Nik can see how it grates. The old wound Elijah carved into him is not healed but buried, and Elijah’s presence drags the earth from it grain by grain
The house cannot survive this.
Nik knows it in his marrow. He has survived centuries of Elijah’s brooding, endured the weight of that sanctimonious silence. But this house is not what it once was. It breathes now. It laughs. It fills with voices and quarrels and life. It cannot endure Elijah’s ruin pressing down upon it.
And Nik — who once thought silence was strength — finds himself loathing it now. Not because it wounds him, but because it wounds them.
Harri, who deserves softness. Ginny, whose fire is dimmed. Rebekah, whose hope is breaking. Kol, who pretends too well.
Elijah may cling to his coffin-born gravity, but Nik sees the truth with perfect clarity: it cannot remain.
The house will choke on it.
And if Elijah will not shed it himself, then Nik will see to it personally.
So when night drags its shadow across the Quarter, and the house grows quiet at last, Nik makes his choice.
He finds Elijah in the library, standing as though the room belongs to him, pale fingers smoothing the spine of a book he has not read. Always posturing, even half-ruined, as though nobility were cobwebs in his bones.
“Brother,” Nik drawls, voice curling like smoke. “Your brooding has soured the air long enough.”
Elijah turns, brows lifting, composure sharp as ever though his suit still reeks of coffin-staleness. “And what would you have me do, Niklaus? Pretend?”
Nik steps closer, each footfall deliberate, his smile sharp and without warmth. “I would have you live, Elijah. This house will not endure your graveyard silences. You leech the joy from it, and it is not only mine you poison.”
Elijah’s jaw tightens. “I have wronged you. I have wronged Marcellus. That is truth. But would you have me stand at your hearth as though the last decades have not happened? As though I did not…” His voice falters, the mask slipping just an inch. “…try to take what you claimed?”
Nik’s smile fades. For a moment he is very still, then he speaks, voice low, cut from iron. “I mourned him, Elijah. I believed Father’s wrath had snuffed him from the earth. And when I returned, it was Marcellus who had built this city from ash, who held the Quarter in his grip. He lived because he chose to, because he clawed life from ruin. And you—” his voice sharpens, “—you thought to reward that with death. You would have stolen from me what I had thought already lost once.”
Elijah’s eyes close. His shoulders shift as if the weight of centuries press harder now than the dagger ever did. “I thought it was betrayal.”
Nik’s laugh is low, cruel. “And perhaps it was. But it was his to make. He was mine to deal with, not yours. You call yourself noble, Elijah, but there is no nobility in stealing a son from his father. That wound cuts deeper than Rebekah’s treachery, deeper than Kol’s defiance.”
The words strike like blows. Elijah does not move, only swallows, eyes shadowed. His hand trembles against the book spine, the faintest fracture in his perfect composure.
Nik steps closer still, until his voice is a rasp between them. “You will not survive here, Elijah, if you carry on like this. Not with Harri’s kin under this roof, not with Marcellus in these halls, not with Kol and Rebekah and the girl who steadies them all. Your silence is not strength. It is rot. And I will not allow it to spread.”
For a moment, only the fire crackles in the grate.
Elijah lifts his gaze at last, dark eyes meeting his brother’s. The mask has slipped enough that guilt seeps through, raw and unpolished. “Then what would you have me do, Niklaus?”
Nik tilts his head, smile curving, dimples cut without mirth. “Begin again. Not with me — not yet. But with them. Earn what you shattered. Or be content to remain a ghost in your own house.”
Morning comes pale and reluctant, light bleeding through the shutters like it fears being seen. The house stirs unevenly — Molly already fussing in the kitchen, Arthur poking at the wards along the courtyard stones, Ginny and Ron arguing over the last of the coffee. Mundane sounds, ordinary life pressing against the weight of centuries.
Nik lingers on the landing, gaze sharp over the railing. Below, Rebekah sits at the table, posture tight, hands folded too carefully around her cup.
She has grown quieter these last days, laughter tucked away like a secret, her sharpness dulled to a brittle edge. She watches the doorway as though expecting — or dreading — a ghost.
And the ghost comes.
Elijah enters with his usual precision, though the set of his shoulders betrays strain. His suit has been brushed, but it still hangs wrong, as if memory alone keeps it straight. His face is pale, drawn, but his eyes — his eyes seek. For once, not past, not over, not beyond. They find Rebekah.
She does not speak. Her chin lifts, defiance and hope bound so tightly they look the same.
Elijah hesitates by the sideboard, fingers brushing a decanter he does not pour from. Then, slowly, he crosses to her. His hand comes to rest on the back of the chair opposite hers, as though he must anchor himself before he dares sit.
“Rebekah,” he says, voice low, formal, but softer than it has been since waking. “I owe you more than my silence.”
Her laugh is sharp, cracked at the edges. “Silence is all you’ve ever given me, Elijah. Even before the coffin.”
The words strike. Nik sees his brother falter, shoulders bow ever so slightly. But Elijah does not retreat. He lowers himself into the chair, gaze steady, and after a breath he says:
“I owe you an apology.”
Rebekah’s lips part, but no sound comes. He leans closer, and with a gravity that feels older than the house itself, presses a kiss to her cheek — not perfunctory, but deliberate, reverent in its own strange way.
A promise stitched into touch.
When he draws back, his voice is quieter still. “I cannot change what I’ve done. But I can say this: I am sorry. For the silence. For the wounds I left to fester. For being the ghost you feared I had become.”
Rebekah’s chin trembles; she closes her eyes, lashes wet. “You always come back with apologies,” she whispers, “but never with answers.”
Elijah swallows, the mask slipping, a fracture showing through. “Then let me begin with listening. Speak, Rebekah. Even if it condemns me, I will hear it.”
From the landing, Nik watches, arms folded, dimples threatening but never breaking. He does not step in. This is not his work. He has set the blade to the wound; now it must bleed or mend on its own.
Still, he cannot help the flicker of something sharp in his chest — not forgiveness, not yet, but recognition. His noble brother, at last, bending.
It begins with Rebekah. A soft word, a kiss pressed to her cheek, an apology weighted in old-world gravity. It is not enough, never enough, but it is something — a crack in the marble, a shift in the silence. Nik watches her tremble, watches her fold her hands tighter around her cup, as though she might hold herself together by sheer force. And he allows himself the faintest curl of satisfaction.
From there, Elijah turns to Kol.
He finds him in the courtyard, tossing dice against the stones, laughter sharp even when no one else is there to hear it. Elijah pauses in the doorway, his shadow long in the morning light.
“Kol,” he begins.
Kol doesn’t look up. “Ah, the prodigal corpse speaks. To what do I owe the honour? A lecture? A dagger in the back? Or will you simply ignore me again and spare us both the performance?”
Elijah does not flinch. “I owe you an apology as well.”
Kol laughs, bright and cruel, the dice clattering against the stones like bones. “Apologies, is it? Careful, brother, you’ll run out of them if you spend too freely. And I have no interest in your scraps of remorse.”
But Nik sees it — the way Kol’s shoulders tighten, the way his hands linger over the dice too long. His cruelty is armour, and Elijah’s words pierce it, if only slightly.
Elijah inclines his head, formal to the last. “Nevertheless, you have it.”
Kol spits a curse in a tongue older than the stones beneath them, but he does not walk away. That, in itself, is something.
After that, the days blur, and Elijah wanders.
Wonders through the parlour, where Molly folds linen with brisk hands, muttering to herself about torn hems and spilled ink. Through the kitchen, where Arthur makes it a home, hovers fascinated by the rattle of pots and hovers over the gas stove.
Past Ginny and Ron arguing in the hall, their words as quick as flint sparks, sharp but fleeting.
He moves like a shadow at first, watching, measuring, but the house presses back.
There is Hermione who sprawls with parchment across the table, books splattered in all corners, chewing the end of her quill as she frowns over wards she does not yet understand.
Neville, who hums under his breath, coaxing green from sprigs that shouldn’t thrive in this heat. Teddy totters after Harri with sticky fingers and a wooden spoon, babbling nonsense as though it were gospel.
Ordinary sounds. Ordinary life.
Nik watches him take it in — the weight of it, the strangeness. This is not the house Elijah remembers. It is not silence and stone, not the echo of knives. It is something else now, stitched together by more than blood.
And perhaps Elijah realises it too, because when at last he finds Marcel in the courtyard’s far corner, blade in hand, whetstone rasping, his steps falter. His spine is straight, his expression grave, but Nik sees the flicker beneath.
The ghost has seen the house living without him. Now he must face the one who dared build life in his absence.
“Elijah,” Nik murmurs under his breath, from his place at the balcony rail. “Let us see if you’ve learned.”
Elijah stops a few paces away. “Marcellus.”
Marcel does not look up. “That’s a bold mouthful, coming from you.”
The silence stretches. Nik leans against the balcony rail, watching.
“I have wronged you,” Elijah says at last. His tone is steady, but softer than Nik has heard it in years. “I sought to end you. I called it loyalty, but it was cruelty. There is no excuse sufficient.”
The scrape of blade against stone continues, deliberate, unhurried. “No,” Marcel says, voice even. “There isn’t.”
Elijah’s hands fold behind his back. “Still, I would offer what I can. Not forgiveness. Not yet. But recognition.”
Marcel lifts his gaze at last, eyes hard, steady. “Recognition?” He laughs once, sharp.
“I built this city while you were fleeing and rotting in your coffin. I bled for it, carved it from nothing, made it mine. And you — you would have cut me down for daring to stand where you weren’t. And now you want to recognise me?”
Elijah bows his head slightly. “Yes. Because it is truth. You endured where others would not. You thrived where I presumed only betrayal. You are here, still. And I—” he falters, just for a moment, “—I am the one who faltered.”
The blade stills in Marcel’s hand. His jaw tightens.
Nik watches the two of them, the ghost of pride and fury coiling sharp in his chest. He sees Marcellus, his son not by blood but by choice, meeting Elijah’s gaze with iron. He sees Elijah bend, in his own stiff, solemn way, toward something like humility.
It is not forgiveness. Marcel’s silence makes that clear.
But neither does he walk away.
The stalemate hangs between them, sharp and heavy, but it is a beginning.
The house learns to breathe again. Slowly, haltingly, as though lungs long unused are coaxed into filling. Elijah moves through its halls with less silence clinging to his steps, and the weight that pressed on them all begins to ease. Not gone, never gone — but thinned, like fog torn apart by morning.
And outside, the city stirs.
New Orleans does not wait for grief or grudges. It rolls on, brass horns braying, drums beating, voices swelling in song.
Carnival spills into the streets, parades winding through the Quarter, laughter carrying like smoke. Beads flash, skirts whirl, the air thick with spice and sugar, rum and ruin.
They go out together. All of them.
Harri with Teddy on her hip, curls bouncing, his fist clutched around a string of cheap beads as though it were treasure. Ginny’s hair catches the torchlight, a flame bobbing through the crowd. Kol keeps too near her, sardonic grin flashing sharp, though his eyes soften when he thinks no one looks.
Rebekah lets herself be drawn into the press of dancers, skirts swaying, a laugh breaking free at last. Marcel walks with his easy stride, shoulders straight, nodding at every familiar face that calls his name.
And Elijah walks among them.
At first he is stiff, posture carved from marble, every movement too deliberate. But the city will not allow it. Children run past with painted masks, a trombone slides low, a trumpet wails, and Elijah is forced to step aside, to shift, to move with the tide of it.
The world will not bend for him — he must bend to it.
Nik watches from the edge of the crowd, smile sharp, dimples threatening. He sees his noble brother jostled by dancers, hears Molly’s laugh ring out as Arthur drags her into a reel, watches Hermione as she dodges a man on stilts. And in that chaos, in that mess of voices and heat and joy, Elijah is swallowed whole.
The city takes him back, not with ceremony, not with forgiveness, but with noise.
Nik tilts his head, amused, almost fond. Yes, he thinks. Let New Orleans teach you, brother. This house, this family, this city — it breathes. You will breathe with it, or you will drown.
//
The city presses louder, brighter. Music swells like a tide, laughter spilling into every corner of the Quarter.
Teddy wriggles in Harri’s arms, sticky hands grabbing at the stream of beads that swing above the crowd. His weight is warm against her, but the dancers surge, the brass blares, and she laughs, breathless, glancing to Nik.
“Here,” she says, thrusting Teddy toward him. “Take him.”
Nik takes the boy easily, settling him against his chest. Teddy squeals, chubby fists clutching at Nik’s shirt, and for a moment it feels almost ordinary — father and son folded into a parade.
But Harri is already tugging at hands. “Come on,” she insists, eyes bright, pulling Rebekah first — who pulls at Marcel — then Ginny, then even Andromeda, reluctant but unyielding.
They vanish into the dancers, swallowed by colour and rhythm. Skirts flare, beads catch the firelight, laughter spills from them like wine.
And Nik, left with Teddy in his arms, turns — and finds Elijah beside him.
For a moment, they stand in silence, the city raging around them. Then Teddy twists, small arms stretching, reaching for the new face.
Nik’s body goes rigid. Instinct coils sharp, memories sparking — Elijah standing over Marcel with his hand deep in his chest, loyalty sharpened into cruelty. The thought cuts quick: what if he—
But it dies just as quick.
Because even at his worst, Elijah Mikaelson would not harm a child. Not this boy, not two years old with curls damp from heat and eyes too bright for cruelty.
That, at least, Nik knows. His noble brother may falter, may betray, may wound deeper than any blade — but he would not dare stain his hands with a babe’s blood.
Still, hesitation lingers. Teddy wriggles impatiently, small fists grabbing at Elijah’s sleeve, babbling nonsense as though the man were already his.
Nik studies Elijah — the stiff posture, the grave mouth, the flicker in his eyes as the boy reaches.
Slowly, deliberately, Nik lets the child go.
Teddy settles into Elijah’s arms with an ease that is almost disarming, small hands patting at the lapel of his coat, leaving sticky prints on fabric too old, too grave.
Elijah stiffens, breath caught, as though the child weighs more than the centuries he has carried.
The brass surges, drums thunder. Elijah looks down at Teddy, then up at Nik, and something unspoken flickers there — raw, almost human.
Nik’s smile is sharp, but his eyes glint with something else. Dimples curve without mockery. “Even the city welcomes you back, brother,” he murmurs. “One way or another.”
Elijah holds Teddy closer, uncertain, but he does not hand him back. Not yet.
And when Harri, Rebekah, Ginny, and Andromeda spin back into view, skirts catching the firelight, hair wild from dancing, it is to the sight of Elijah Mikaelson — pale, grave, half a ghost still — holding the youngest life among them.
For once, he does not look like a ruin. He looks like a man trying to remember how to breathe.
Chapter 12
Summary:
Nik stops at a stall where masks hang on hooks — some painted with gold leaf, some grotesque, some delicate as lace. He studies them, smirk faint. “Half the world is easier when masked,” he muses.
“Then take your own advice,” Harri says before she can stop herself.
His eyes flick toward her, sharp, amused. “And what would you have me wear, little witch? A hero’s mask? A lover’s?”
Heat flushes her cheeks. She turns away, pretending to study the painted feathers.
Notes:
I feel like this chapter has a lot of repetition but oh well 😪
Chapter Text
The night after the parade tastes of sugar and smoke. Beads litter the courtyard like shed skins, and the house hums with exhaustion — laughter burned out, music still echoing in their bones.
Harri lingers by the window, Teddy curled heavy in her lap, his curls sticky with sweat and sweet. The Quarter still roars beyond the glass, horns and drums, but inside, it is quieter. Breath steadier.
Nik leans against the doorframe, shirt open at the collar, hair mussed as though even he could not hold himself aloof from the chaos. His dimples flash when he catches her watching, sharp as ever, but there’s no cruelty behind it tonight.
“You’re staring, little witch.”
She rolls her eyes, though her mouth betrays her with the curve of a smile. “You’re used to it.”
“True,” he concedes, stepping closer, voice low as smoke. “But not from you.”
The bond hums faint at her ribs — not the whip it once was, not the chokehold. Softer now. She does not answer it. She only adjusts Teddy in her arms, smoothing damp curls from his forehead. “You surprised me, you know. Letting Elijah hold him.”
Nik’s mouth curves, not quite a smile, not quite a sneer. “Did it surprise you that I trusted him? Or that he returned the boy unharmed?”
“Both.”
For a moment, silence. Then Nik huffs a laugh, sharp and self-mocking. “Perhaps I am learning, Harri. Or perhaps I simply know my brother’s limits. He may wound me, betray me, strip me raw — but even Elijah would not stain his hands with a child.”
Harri studies him, his profile sharp in the low lamplight. “You sound almost… forgiving.”
He turns to her then, eyes glinting. “Do not mistake me. Forgiveness is beyond me. But beginnings —” his gaze drifts, dimples flickering like scars, “—beginnings I can permit.”
Her chest tightens. She does not answer. Teddy stirs, sighs, curls tighter against her.
Later, when Teddy is laid in his basket and the house falls deeper into quiet, Harri steps into the courtyard. The air is cooler now, heavy with jasmine and smoke. She finds Elijah there, half-shadow, half-statue, hands clasped as though even the night needs his composure.
He turns when she approaches, eyes dark, unreadable. “Miss Potter.”
“Harri,” she corrects softly. “If we’re to share a roof, best we start with names.”
His mouth tightens, then loosens, a faint nod. “Harri.”
They stand a moment in silence, the city’s echo pulsing beyond the walls.
Finally, she speaks. “I owe you an apology. For expecting things of you. For thinking you would be the brother they described in stories, instead of the man you are now.”
His gaze sharpens, but his voice is low. “And I owe you one as well. For my dismissal. You stood in my house, and I looked through you as though you were nothing. That was… unworthy.”
She laughs softly, brittle but warm. “We’re even then?”
Elijah studies her, head tilting. “Not even. But perhaps aligned. If you permit it.”
Her lips curve, a smile ghosting. “Alignment I can manage.”
The jasmine stirs in the night air, and for the first time, Elijah’s composure bends, just slightly. His shoulders ease.
And Harri realises she is no longer staring at a ghost, but at a man learning how to breathe again.
She folds her arms, gaze slipping to the stones at their feet. Then, carefully: “Tell me something about him. About Nik. Something I wouldn’t know.”
Elijah blinks, the mask faltering. “Why?”
“Because you’ve known him longer than anyone,” she says softly. “Because I want to see him as you do. Not just as the man he is now, but the boy he was. The brother you remember.”
For a long moment, Elijah says nothing. His jaw works, his gaze fixed on the shadows. Harri wonders if she has pushed too far — if silence and dismissal is all he will give her again.
But then, quiet as breath: “When he was small, he would carve dragons into the dirt with a stick. Crude little things. Barely more than scratches. But he would trace them over and over, as if by doing so he might summon the beast whole from the ground.”
Harri blinks, startled by the softness in his voice.
Elijah goes on, eyes distant. “He wanted freedom. Even then. A creature that would bear him beyond the village, beyond Father’s hand. He has always longed for escape, even when he called it conquest.”
Nik, she thinks, and her chest tightens. The boy in the dirt. The man in the city. The same hunger, only grown sharper.
She swallows. “Thank you.”
Elijah inclines his head, formal even here. But his gaze lingers on her, and something gentler sits in it now. Not dismissal. Not distance. But something like recognition.
And so, the night hums around them, heavy with jasmine, with brass faint from the Quarter, with something that might almost be the beginning of kinship.
The house learns to live again after the parades.
Life folds back into rhythm, though it is not the same rhythm as before. The Weasleys, Neville, and Andromeda do not leave at once. They linger, as though unwilling to tear themselves too quickly from Harri, as though New Orleans itself has claimed them for a season.
Their presence stretches the house into something fuller, louder, heavier — Molly’s scolding voice echoing through the courtyard, Arthur muttering about wiring and wardlines, Ron’s footsteps clattering on the stairs, Ginny’s laughter carrying sharp and bright through Kol’s smirk.
Harri watches it all. She feels the house shift under the weight of so many lives, as though the walls themselves must stretch their bones to hold them. It should feel crowded, but it does not. It feels… alive.
Nik is quieter in these days. Not withdrawn, not brooding as Elijah once did, but quieter. His eyes track Harri more often, though his lips still curl in that sardonic sharpness whenever she catches him at it. There is something softer beneath the edge now, though — something he does not name.
It is in the courtyard, one dusky evening, that he begins.
Teddy toddles across the stones, wooden spoon clutched like a sword. The basil Neville planted still leans stubbornly, though it sprouts new green leaves under his care. Harri sits with her dress bunched at her knees, watching the child bang spoon against stone, laughing at the echo.
Nik leans against the wall, arms folded. Shadows lengthen behind him. He looks at Teddy, then at her, then at nothing. His voice is low when it comes, almost careless.
“Father believed sons should be broken.”
Harri’s head jerks toward him. He does not look at her. His gaze is far, fixed on memories she cannot see.
“A hammer wrapped in skin,” he continues, lips curling in something sharp but not quite a smile. “That was my father. His love was the lash. His affection was a fist. To falter was to bleed. To resist was to break harder.”
The spoon clatters against the stone again, and Teddy shrieks with delight. Nik flinches almost imperceptibly.
Harri’s chest tightens. She wants to say something — anything — but words feel too small for the wound he lays bare. So she stays silent, steady, waiting.
At last, his eyes flick toward her. The dimples flash, bitter as knives. “You see, little witch, monsters are not born. They are beaten into shape. I learnt cruelty and silence from him.”
He pushes off the wall, strides away into the shadows before she can answer.
Teddy drops the spoon, claps his hands, laughs at nothing at all. The basil sways in the evening wind.
Harri sits very still, the weight of Nik’s words settling like ash in her chest.
The days that follow hold the echo of them. She carries his voice with her, the lash of it, the quiet breaking beneath it. And though he does not speak of Mikael again, the silence between them is altered. It is not empty now. It waits.
//
The days stretch long in New Orleans. Heat clings to the air, brass hums from the Quarter even at dawn, and the house settles into a rhythm that feels almost ordinary.
Harri learns to watch the others as much as she watches Nik.
Kol circles Ginny like a wolf with a scent he refuses to lose. He taunts, teases, needles — and Ginny answers him sharp for sharp. Their quarrels start over everything and nothing: dice games, broomsticks, the best place to find firewhiskey in the city.
Yet when Kol laughs, sharp and delighted, Harri sees how Ginny’s mouth betrays her with the faintest curve. And when Ginny hurls her last barb and storms from the room, Kol’s eyes linger longer than they should.
Harri tells herself it is none of her concern. Yet she cannot help noting the way Kol softens, just slightly, when Ginny’s fire burns brightest.
Elijah, meanwhile, becomes Hermione’s reluctant pupil. She corners him at the table, parchment spread wide, and demands he explain how the wards breathe along the city’s edges.
He answers in clipped tones, formal, precise — but he answers. When Ron joins, blunt as ever, asking if Elijah is always so pompous, Harri nearly laughs at the way Elijah’s jaw tightens, as though centuries of composure have no shield against Weasley candor.
Still, he does not walk away. He sits, listens, endures. Slowly, Harri realises, he is learning to bend where once he would have broken.
Neville spends most of his hours in the garden, coaxing green from stubborn soil. Rebekah finds him there more often than not, leaning against the stone with her arms folded, heels scraping the dirt. She does not mock him as she once might have.
Instead she tilts her head, curious, as he explains the way roots twist beneath the soil. Her voice, when she speaks, is softer than Harri is used to hearing — almost gentle, as though Neville’s own quiet has tugged something matching from her.
Harri catches the moments between them — Neville holding out a sprig of rosemary like treasure, Rebekah taking it with a small smile that looks almost shy. It is nothing, not yet. But Harri has lived long enough to know how nothing becomes everything when given time.
Andromeda drifts with Molly and Arthur into the Quarter. Harri watches them return with paper bags stuffed with trinkets, Arthur enchanted by the mechanics of pocket watches and Molly appalled by skirts cut too short.
The house breathes with all of this. With arguments and laughter, with ordinary mess.
And always, Nik is there.
Sometimes at the edges, leaning against a wall, smirk carved sharp, eyes following Harri. Sometimes closer — brushing against her arm as they pass in the hall, pressing a hand lightly to the small of her back as he steers her through crowded markets. Nothing overt, nothing claimed aloud. But enough.
One evening, she finds herself in the kitchen, sleeves rolled, stirring a pot while Teddy clambers on the counter beside her.
Nik enters silently, as he always does, and she does not notice until he reaches past her for a glass. His shoulder brushes hers; she inhales sharply at the closeness. He notices, of course. His smirk curves, lazy, deliberate.
“You cook now?”
She huffs. “Some of us know how to be useful.”
He chuckles low, dimples flashing. “And here I thought you’d leave me to starve.”
Her heart stutters. She busies herself with the spoon, pretending not to hear.
Later that night, when the house stills, he tells her more. Not much. Just a shard.
“Esther,” he says suddenly, as though the name has burned in his throat too long. “She caged the wolf. Called it mercy. But a cage by any other name remains a prison.”
This time, he does not leave her with it. He remains where he is, leaning in the doorway, the lamplight catching the edge of his profile. The silence stretches, heavy but not empty.
Harri smooths Teddy’s curls where he has fallen asleep across her lap. She does not press for more. She only stays with him, in the quiet, letting the weight of his words settle between them.
And Nik — who has walked away from every confession he has ever given — stays, too.
The quiet that follows settles differently. Not brittle, not sharp, but steady, like a breath drawn and finally released.
It lingers through the week that follows, into the small moments of ordinary life: Teddy’s laughter echoing down the stairs, Molly fussing over the last of her unpacked trunks, Arthur pestering Elijah with questions about runes, Rebekah brushing dirt from her skirts after too much time in the garden with Neville.
The city calls to them, though. New Orleans is not a place that allows its walls to hold people forever. It sings from the streets, brass curling up to their windows, spices threading the air, riverboats groaning under the weight of tourists and traders.
Life presses in, louder and brighter than any house can contain.
And when the chance comes, Harri and Nik step into it together.
The Quarter is alive in a way England never was. Harri accustoms to it as soon as her feet touch the cobbles — the press of voices, the heat of the air, the music spilling from doorways. It is chaos stitched into beauty, ruin dressed in colour.
Brass swells from open doorways, dice rattle in the alleys, hawkers cry their wares beneath strings of beads. The river carries its heavy breath into the streets, sweet with rot and salt.
England had been hedgerows and grey streets, the polite quiet of markets where neighbours whispered behind hands. Even Diagon Alley, with its bustle and trickery, had always seemed hemmed in, pressed narrow by brick and soot.
But New Orleans spills over itself. Lanterns hang crooked from balconies, beads swing from doorframes, and brass rolls thick through the air. Sugar and shrimp, smoke and rum — the scents tangle together until Harri feels dizzy with it.
The streets are crowded, chaotic, alive.
She walks through it with Nik at her side. People part instinctively around him, though few know him truly. He carries presence like a cloak, heavy and undeniable.
She tells herself that’s why she feels steadier in the crush of the Quarter, why she doesn’t flinch at the jostle of shoulders or the call of hawkers. But she knows it isn’t the whole truth.
They pause at a stall where ribbons and combs glitter under lamplight. Rebekah would have adored it — Harri almost says so. But Nik speaks first, his voice low, as though the sight has loosened a memory.
“Flowers suited her better,” he murmurs.
“Rebekah?” Harri asks.
He nods. “Our mother used to braid them into her hair. Wildflowers from the woods. She’d say it made Bekah beautiful, worthy of all her attention. And in the same breath…” His mouth twists, not quite a smile. “She would look at me, and I knew she meant to make me different. To bind what I was.”
He moves on before Harri can answer, leaving her clutching the image — a girl crowned in wildflowers, a boy already marked for a cage.
The crowd thickens near a corner where children cluster around a boy with a lute. He plucks it badly, laughing as his friends jeer. The sound should be jarring, but it makes Harri smile.
Nik’s jaw tightens. “Father would have broken it.”
Harri glances up. “Broken what?”
“The lute.” His eyes are sharp, unreadable. “He despised music. Said it softened us. Rebekah begged him for one once. He snapped the neck of it across his knee before she touched a string. Made Elijah and I spar that same night. Said bruises built men better than tunes.”
Harri frowns. “And did you believe him?”
A huff escapes Nik, half laugh, half snarl. “At the time? What choice had I? A boy believes what the fist teaches him.”
They move on. The air grows heavier with frying shrimp, with spiced rum spilled on the cobbles. Harri wipes sweat from her brow, adjusts her bag, tries to steady herself against the press of people.
Nik stops at a stall where masks hang on hooks — some painted with gold leaf, some grotesque, some delicate as lace. He studies them, smirk faint. “Half the world is easier when masked,” he muses.
“Then take your own advice,” Harri says before she can stop herself.
His eyes flick toward her, sharp, amused. “And what would you have me wear, little witch? A hero’s mask? A lover’s?”
Heat flushes her cheeks. She turns away, pretending to study the painted feathers.
They leave the masks behind, moving into the heart of the Quarter where jazz bands play beneath gaslamps. Music swells, drums beat, skirts whirl as dancers spin in the street. Harri feels caught in it, lifted. It is nothing like the stiff dances of Britain, the restrained steps of Yule Balls. This is raw, loud, alive.
Beside her, Nik watches not the dancers but the fire-juggler who flares torches in the dark. His voice comes low, as though speaking to himself. “Hope was not something we were taught. Only survival. Only endurance.”
Harri looks at him, at the way the firelight carves his cheekbones, and aches at the weight he still carries. She wants to ask, but his gaze is already elsewhere.
They stop at a praline stall. The woman presses sugared paper into their hands with a wink. Harri bites into one, sugar thick and rich on her tongue. Nik holds his longer, staring at it until the music nearly drowns his voice.
“Henrik would have liked these.”
Harri stills. The name is soft, almost swallowed by the trumpet’s wail.
“Henrik?” she asks quietly.
He nods once, sharp. “The youngest. Too small. Too bright. He chased the world with open hands. And I was meant to protect him.” His jaw tightens. “But I failed. Wolves came, and when he fell—my hands were empty.”
Her chest tightens. “You were just a boy yourself.”
His gaze snaps to hers, sharp, almost angry. “And what comfort is that to him? He is still dead. My baby brother is still gone. Every drop of blood since has been to atone for what I let slip through my fingers.”
The praline is cloying now, heavy in Harri’s mouth. Words would only fracture against his grief. So she does the only thing she can: she threads her fingers through his where his hand hangs at his side.
Nik looks down. His dimples flash faintly, not cruel. Just tired. His grip tightens around hers.
They walk on like that, hand in hand, through the noise and colour — brass, beads, smoke, laughter, jasmine trailing from iron balconies. Life presses loud against grief.
And Harri holds him steady, not with speeches, not with denial, but with presence.
For the first time, she feels him allow it.
By the time they turn back toward the house, the Quarter is burning itself louder — torches flaring, music swelling, voices rising in chorus. Harri feels the press of it still clinging to her skin when they step away from the lantern-lit streets and into the narrow road that leads home.
Nik has not let go of her hand.
It feels strange and steady all at once, like holding on to something inevitable. She does not think on it too deeply; she only follows his stride until the familiar courtyard stones lie beneath their feet.
The house hums quieter than the city — not silent, never that, but gentled. A lamp glows in the parlour. Someone laughs faintly upstairs. The air smells of wine and herbs and wax.
Harri shrugs off her bag, sets the half-touched praline on the table. Teddy’s wooden horse lies abandoned by the hearth, one wheel bent. She bends to pick it up, thumb tracing the dent in the paint.
When she straightens, Nik is watching her. His hand still hangs at his side where hers had been.
For a moment, neither speaks. The quiet of the house feels heavier than the Quarter’s noise, weighted by all he said — and all he didn’t.
At last, Harri crosses to him. “Nik—”
But his gaze flicks to Teddy’s toy in her hand, and he speaks first, voice low. “He would have liked you, Henrik. He liked all things gentle.” His mouth twists, dimples carved sharp without humour. “He had a way of finding softness even in the darkest places. Perhaps that is why he never survived.”
Harri’s throat tightens. She sets the toy down on the mantel and steps closer, until the space between them is only breath. She does not tell him he is wrong. She does not offer absolution. She only stays, steady, as though presence itself is an answer.
For a heartbeat, she thinks he might turn away, vanish into the shadow as he so often does. But he doesn’t. He stays too.
The house exhales around them, settling back into its bones. The city’s noise lingers faintly through the shutters, brass curling in from the Quarter.
And in that hush, Harri knows this night will live long in her memory — not because he bared his grief, but because he allowed her to share it. She also learns, later that night, it is the anniversary of Henrik’s death.
The night lingers in her bones long after the lamps are doused. Harri lies awake, Teddy curled warm against her side, and listens to the house breathe around her — floorboards settling, shutters creaking, the faint pulse of music still drifting in from the Quarter.
She thinks of Nik, of the way his hand had closed around hers, of the weight of Henrik’s name on his tongue. She had not known what to say then; she does not know now. But perhaps words were never the point. Perhaps staying was enough.
By morning, the city moves on, and so does the house. It always does.
The days blur, bright and ordinary, though nothing in this house is ever simple.
Harri watches it all, caught between wonder and weariness. The Weasleys and Andromeda and Neville have lingered longer than planned, and the house stretches around them like fabric pulled taut. It should fray. Instead, it breathes.
Kol prowls after Ginny, shameless. He finds her in the courtyard, sprawled on the sofa, perched on the kitchen counter — always with some sharp remark curling off his tongue. She bites back every time. And when Kol laughs, sharp as a knife, Harri notices the way Ginny’s lips twitch, traitorous, toward a smile.
It is maddening, obvious, inevitable. Harri wants to tell them to stop fighting if only to save the rest of the house from the fire of it, and for them to just kiss already. But she doesn’t. She lets it burn.
Elijah continues to be Hermione’s reluctant scholar. Ron needles him. Elijah still stays.
Slowly, Harri realises, he is learning to bend where once he would have broken, and wonders if he realises that his endurance itself is an apology.
Neville finds his peace constant in the garden. He kneels among basil and rosemary, coaxing stubborn roots, humming softly under his breath. It is patient work, slow and unseen. Rebekah finds him there more often than not.
One afternoon, Neville holds out a sprig of rosemary, awkward and earnest. Rebekah laughs softly, takes it, tucks it behind her ear. Her lips betray her, curving before she can stop them.
Andromeda continues to drifts into the Quarter with Molly and Arthur.
Her smiles faint, quiet in their wake, until she slips something small into Teddy’s eager hands: a carved wooden horse, a tin soldier, a handful of beads. Harri catches her eye once, sees the softness there, and knows she is thinking of Dora.
And always, Nik threads through it.
He laughs more often now — rare, sudden, bright as lightning. Teddy clambers into his lap as though born to it. Harri watches them together and feels something catch low in her chest.
The bond still hums, faint, but steady. But it is not only the bond anymore. It is choice, in the smallest of moments. A hand not withdrawn. A gaze not averted. A laugh not hidden. A grief shared. A secret whispered behind doorframes.
//
The season burns itself out. The air cools, the jasmine fades from the balconies, and New Orleans hums differently. The city does not quiet — it never does — but the light shifts, the nights grow sharper. Even the house feels it, as though its bones ache with the turn of the season.
The Weasleys, Neville and Andromeda begin to gather their things. They mutter of England, of duty, of work waiting for them across the sea. Molly folds clothes with fierce precision, Arthur tucks away his pocket watches, Andromeda leaves toys in Teddy’s crib with a wistfulness she does not name.
The house knows they are leaving. It feels it in the silences between laughter, in the way footsteps linger on the stairs, in the glances held a little too long.
Kol and Ginny quarrel still, sharp as ever, but there is something underneath it now.
Rebekah spends more time in the garden. Neville kneels in the soil beside her, sleeves rolled, dirt on his hands. They speak quietly, voices barely carrying through the window. Harri does not hear the words, but she sees Rebekah’s smile — small, real. It startles her every time.
On the eve of their departure, Neville lingers longer than the rest in the garden. Rebekah plucks rosemary from the earth and presses it into his hand. “Write,” she says simply, almost sharply. Then, softer: “Or call. I’ve… enjoyed your presence.”
Neville flushes, stammers, but promises. Harri turns away, her throat tight.
The morning of departure comes grey and cool. Trunks are packed, cloaks buttoned. Molly fusses over Arthur’s collar, Arthur counts wands twice, Andromeda lingers at Teddy’s side, her hand brushing his curls.
Harri stands with them at the door, her chest heavy. Hermione hugs her fiercely; Ron claps her shoulder, awkward but earnest. Andromeda whispers something sharp but fond into her ear and presses a kiss to Teddy’s forehead.
Rebekah stands a little apart, heels brushing the threshold. Her chin tilts, brittle and proud. Yet when Neville passes, she catches his hand briefly, squeezes, and lets go before anyone can remark on it.
The goodbyes stretch long. Molly weeps, Arthur fusses, Andromeda glances back twice. And then they are gone, their voices fading down the road, the sound of trunks rattling into the city’s noise.
The house exhales. Quieter now. Less crowded. The absence hums heavy in its bones.
Harri lingers in the doorway long after the street has emptied. New Orleans stretches out before her, restless and alive, and behind her the house waits — still full of chaos, of Mikaelsons, of slow-burning ties that will not unravel.
She breathes it in, the bittersweet weight of change. Families leaving, families staying, families remade in strange, impossible ways.
Hope curls low in her chest. Fragile. Fierce. Inevitable.
The house is quieter without the Weasleys, without Andromeda’s soft gifts and Molly’s clattering care. Quieter, but not silent. It never is. The city hums beyond the shutters, restless as always, but inside, there is room to breathe again.
Harri finds herself in the courtyard after the farewells, her hand trailing over the stones, over the carved grooves Neville had once traced for her. The jasmine has gone, but the air still carries its ghost.
Nik finds her there. He doesn’t announce himself — he never does — but she feels him before she sees him. The bond hums at her ribs, softer now, not command, not demand. Simply presence.
“You mourn them already,” he says, stepping into the light. His shirt sleeves are rolled, his hair unbound, the picture of a man not trying to be anything but himself.
“I don’t mourn,” she answers, though her voice is quieter than her words. “I just… notice the space they’ve left.”
He studies her for a moment, then steps closer, until the lamplight pools them both. “You’ve grown used to fullness. Noise. Laughter.” His smile curves sharp, but without malice. “You’ve grown used to family.”
The word hangs. Harri swallows. “And you haven’t?”
For a moment, silence stretches. Then Nik exhales, dimples flashing faint, almost weary. “I’ve grown used to the idea that it slips away.”
She turns fully to him now, searching his face. “But not me.”
The bond hums sharper for a moment, like a string pulled taut. His gaze locks on hers, unflinching. “Not you.”
It is as close to a vow as he has ever given her.
She steps closer, so close that the distance between them is only breath. Her voice softens. “What do you see when you think of… later?”
His brow furrows faintly. “Later?”
“The future,” she presses. “Us. What comes after all this.”
Nik’s mouth curves, sardonic, almost cruel — but she sees the hesitation flicker in his eyes. “After? My future is not a thing to be spoken of. It is a thing stolen, bargained, burned, rewritten. What is a creature like me to dream of, except survival?”
She reaches up then, fingers brushing the edge of his jaw. He doesn’t flinch, though she sees the war in him, the instinct to turn away. “Maybe survival was the dream once. But it doesn’t have to be the only one.”
The bond hums again, softer this time, as if echoing her words.
“And what do you dream of, little witch?” His voice is low, rough as smoke.
She considers, eyes slipping to the stones beneath their feet, then back to him. “Of Teddy growing up safe. Of laughter in the house, even when it hurts. Of not running anymore. Of choosing to stay.”
He studies her, long and intent. Then, slowly, almost reluctantly, his hand lifts, fingers brushing hers where it rests on his jaw. His voice is barely more than breath.
“Then perhaps… I can dream of the same.”
The courtyard exhales with them, shadows shifting under the lamplight, the city’s music bleeding faintly through the walls.
For the first time, Harri feels that the bond is not pulling her, not binding her. It is simply there — a thread, a hum — while choice stands beside it, steady and real.
She leans into him, and he does not pull away.
Chapter 13
Summary:
A confession disguised as cruelty. Monsters are not born. They are beaten into shape.
Her eyes had not flinched. She had not looked away. And in that stillness he had felt something shift, as if naming his ruin aloud allowed her to share its weight.
Now, with her family gone, the echo of that moment grows louder. He wonders what madness made him give it voice. Wonders more what madness made her stay after hearing it.
Chapter Text
The house feels thinner when the visitors leave, though it is hardly empty. Rebekah still clicks across the floorboards, Elijah still debates too long over wine, Kol still provokes laughter and irritation in equal measure, Marcel’s music drifts through the courtyard.
But the quiet left behind by Harri’s kin lingers. Red hair, soft grief, the warmth of borrowed belonging — all gone, leaving the air altered.
Nik watches the silence pool in the corners, a silence different from war or grief — this one shaped by absence, and pretends indifference.
The Weasleys, Andromeda, Longbottom… they take their noise and warmth with them when they leave, and the walls seem to exhale, weary.
He pretends it does not matter. That he is glad to see them gone, glad to have his house to himself again. But even Rebekah notices the way his eyes linger on the doorway a moment too long, as if testing the weight of loss against him.
He tells himself it is better this way, fewer strangers under his roof. Yet he catches Harri looking at the doorway one too many times, as if expecting another farewell, and he finds himself restless.
It unsettles him, because he knows what it is to lose, to have things ripped away. But this—this is gentler, almost merciful. A departure, not a death. And still it leaves a bruise.
Rebekah’s gaze has shifted too. She sits longer in the garden these days, letters folded neat in her lap, Neville’s name inked at the bottom. Nik once would have torn the thought to pieces, declared him unworthy of her.
But Neville is Harri’s — her loyalty threads through him — and for that alone, Nik lets it stand. Strange, how that quiet boy has softened his sister’s sharpness. Stranger still, that Nik does not rage at it.
He thinks of the night in the courtyard, shadows thick around them, Harri steady in her silence as he dropped his father’s ghost at her feet. Words and feelings he had never spoken aloud, not to siblings, not to Marcel, not to anyone.
A confession disguised as cruelty. Monsters are not born. They are beaten into shape.
Her eyes had not flinched. She had not looked away. And in that stillness he had felt something shift, as if naming his ruin aloud allowed her to share its weight.
Now, with her family gone, the echo of that moment grows louder. He wonders what madness made him give it voice. Wonders more what madness made her stay after hearing it.
The bond hums low, not the storm it once was. A quieter thing. Choice woven into inevitability.
And Nik, who has never trusted either silence or softness, finds himself listening for both.
//
Life slides into rhythm again. The house swells with noise, but it is the noise of their own: arguments sharp as knives, laughter too loud for the walls, quiet pockets of tenderness Harri weaves between them all.
Teddy wakes earliest. The boy pads through corridors with unsteady steps, curls wild, voice piping “Da.”
Nik, already awake, lays aside sketch or blade and lifts him without hesitation. The child presses his cheek to Nik’s shoulder, sighing as though the world has already worn him thin.
Harri finds them one morning like this, her hair tangled from sleep, and murmurs with a wry smile, “He always knows where to find you.” Nik does not answer, but his hand rests firm against the boy’s back until his breathing evens.
By afternoon Teddy is a storm, trailing paint through Nik’s study, smearing colour across parchment. Kol eggs him on, delighted by the chaos, while Harri scolds until her cheeks flush.
Nik sighs, hands the boy another brush. Teddy presses it clumsily to the page — not aimless, Nik notices, but with a surprising sharpness, as if he is imitating Nik’s own strokes. Harri groans. Kol cackles.
Nik smirks. “A prodigy, clearly.”
Evenings pull them to the courtyard. Rebekah twirls Teddy until his laughter rings out like bells, curls flying, limbs flailing. Harri watches from the steps, arms folded, eyes warm with amusement.
When Rebekah tires, Teddy bolts across the stones — running faster than he should for his size, balance too sure for a child barely two.
He barrels straight to Nik, tugging at his trousers until he lifts him high. “See, Da,” he pants, flushed with triumph, “I fly.”
Nik snorts, murmurs, “More like you fell with style,” but holds him close anyway.
Nights are softer. The fire burns low, shadows stretched across the parlour walls. Harri hums an old tune, Teddy curled in her lap. Nik sits nearby, carving wood to keep his hands from pacing.
But Teddy stirs, clambers free, and crawls into his side. Harri teases, “Stolen again.” Nik arches a brow but does not move him.
Later, when she whispers, “He knows you’re his,” Nik lets the words stand.
It feels ordinary. Almost safe.
But even in the ordinary, he notices.
Teddy’s eyes flare gold when his toy is snatched, and the air seems to tighten, if only for a breath. The low growl in his throat when Kol spins him too fast, so instinctive it silences even Kol’s laughter for a beat.
The way his midnight cries bend not into wails but into keening, so close to a wolf’s call that Harri rocks him fiercely, whispering lullabies until the sound fades.
Other things too. The boy hears just as quickly as they do — a knock at the door, footsteps in the hall — and turns his head sharp, alert, as though the world hums closer to him.
He plays at chasing, at pouncing, with Kol, his small body moving with strange precision. His moods shift quick as summer storms — laughter spilling bright, then anger flashing fast, always fierce, never meek.
The wolf is in him. Small, but present. Free.
It stirs the cage inside Nik’s chest. Esther’s chains. Mikael’s cruelty. Centuries of hunger denied. He should be proud that Teddy bears the wolf without fear. He is. But pride twists to ache — because his son will run one day where he never could.
The ache festers into restlessness. He paces the nights, jaw tight, the cage rattling louder with each breath. Harri watches but does not speak. She knows.
At last, he decides. Marcel will find the doppelgänger, test the line. If it lives, the path to freedom is not gone. He will not wither another century in chains while the moon sings.
He finds Marcel in the hall, his son tuning a guitar with careless ease.
“You’ll go,” Nik says, voice low but edged. “Follow the whispers. See if the doppelgänger line still breathes.”
Marcel looks up, sharp, weighing him. “And if it does?”
“Then the curse is not lost to me,” Nik answers. His hands flex, restless, as if already reaching for freedom.
But Kol hears. He always does. Mischief glints in his eyes as he leans against the doorway, smirk cutting the hush. “A hunt? And you’d send Marcel alone? Brother, you wound me.”
Nik’s jaw tightens. “This is no game, Kol.”
Kol steps in anyway, grin wolfish. “Every hunt is a game. You just prefer to pretend otherwise.” He casts a look at Marcel, sly. “Besides, wouldn’t you rather two sets of eyes? You can trust him to be loyal, of course—but loyal doesn’t mean clever.”
Marcel exhales, long-suffering. “I’m sitting right here.”
“And I’m agreeing with you,” Kol says brightly, clapping him on the shoulder. “You’ll thank me when you’re knee-deep in doppelgängers.”
Nik’s gaze sharpens, but he doesn’t forbid it. Perhaps part of him wants Kol gone, his chaos aimed outward instead of festering inside the walls.
By dawn, Marcel is gone, Kol at his side.
Ginny slips after them, her excuse thin as smoke. “Someone has to keep them from burning the world down.”
Nik meets her eyes, sees the flush that lingers when Kol’s name is near her tongue, the way she squares her shoulders as though daring him to stop her. He does not.
And the house, though still full, feels emptier again.
The house settles uneasily in their absence. Laughter echoes softer, arguments cut shorter, the walls holding their breath as though waiting for news that has not yet come.
It is in that hush Nik finds himself at the window, watching the night fold around what remains.
He lingers there, eyes tracing the sway of the lemon tree, the cruel silver of the moon. The bond hums faint, carrying both comfort and unease. One day, the cage will break.
But the night offers no relief. Even when Harri carries Teddy upstairs and the house settles into hush, restlessness prowls his veins. Walls feel too close, shadows too shallow. He drifts to the courtyard, though it offers no comfort.
It is there Elijah finds him.
The courtyard is quiet, moonlight dripping silver over the stones. Harri has gone in with Teddy, leaving only the echo of the boy’s laughter clinging to the walls. Nik paces slow, as though the night itself cannot soothe the cage rattling in his chest.
He knows Elijah watches before the voice comes. His brother always lingers too long in doorways, as if weighing whether to enter the moment or leave it undisturbed.
“You are restless,” Elijah says, not a question, not a reproach — merely observation, veiled and deliberate.
Nik huffs a laugh without mirth. “Astute as ever.”
Elijah descends the steps, his tread measured, his hands clasped behind his back. “Restlessness often leads you to unwise places.” He does not say the doppelgänger line. He does not have to.
Nik’s mouth curls. “And wisdom, in your hands, led you to chase a girl who wore Tatia’s face and none of her edge. Centuries wasted on a shadow. Do not speak to me of where roads lead, brother.”
Elijah does not flinch, but his eyes close for a breath too long. When he opens them again, sorrow and regret lies beneath the stillness.
Nik steps closer, voice quiet, sharper for its restraint. “And Katerina — if she had not slit her wrists, drained herself dry, stolen the moonstone and fled… perhaps I would not stand here, watching a child who is mine by choice, not blood, and envy him the wolf that runs in his marrow while mine claws in silence.”
Elijah’s gaze lifts to the moon, silver cutting his profile. “Envy is a cruel tutor, Niklaus. Be wary of how it speaks to you.”
Nik smiles without warmth. “I am wary of nothing, least of all my own nature.”
He turns, leaving his brother in the courtyard’s hush. The fountain trickles on. Elijah does not follow.
Harri does not always stay within the walls of the house.
On certain afternoons, when the Quarter hums thick with voices, she slips away. Nik dislikes it, but he does not chain her, and she clings to the hours of anonymity like breath.
The Quarter opens itself differently when she is alone. The stones are warm beneath her shoes, the air heavy with smoke and sugar.
Children race past with ribbons in their hair; old women sit on stoops, muttering in tongues she cannot place.
Harri lingers at stalls where glass jars hold things she recognises and things she does not. Bones strung on thread. Vials of blood too bright in the sun.
She learns in pieces. That vervain is a shield, though most who drink it do not survive the taste. That salt lines doorways here not to keep ghosts out, but to keep them in. That the witches watch everything, even when their eyes are closed.
She makes odd acquaintances. A fortune-teller who refuses her coin but presses a card into her palm with trembling hands. A tanner who sells her scraps of leather with a wink, telling her they carry wisdom and lessons. A boy who leaves chalk sigils on walls, each one shaped to ward off something unseen.
Most pass like shadows, here and gone. But one remains.
The first time she meets him is outside the church, where candles flicker behind stained glass. He is no witch — human, plain, robes dark against the heat — but his eyes are sharp, seeing more than he should. When she asks for directions, he studies her a moment too long before pointing her on.
They cross paths again, and again.
Sometimes in the churchyard, sometimes in the market, sometimes by chance in streets that are not chance at all. He speaks sparingly, but never with suspicion. There is patience in him, and a gravity that pulls her words out despite herself.
One evening, as the bells toll over the Quarter and dusk presses blue into the stones, he pauses beside her at the church gate. His eyes rest on her, calm and unwavering.
“Are you a believer?” he asks.
Harri stills. The question is too direct, too heavy, yet his voice carries no judgment. Only curiosity, mild as the smoke curling from the candles within.
She answers slowly, careful. “I believe God exists.”
The faintest smile touches his mouth. “That is good enough.”
A beat passes before he inclines his head, almost formally. “Kieran O’Connell.”
She mirrors the gesture. “Harriet Potter.”
His eyes sharpen, something like recognition stirring there. “Yes. I have heard of you. Your kind of witches live here too, though they are few. They speak of England’s saviour in whispers.”
The words root her to the stones.
He does not elaborate at once, only watches her with a faint, wry smile, as though waiting to see whether she will deny it. Harri does not. She only nods, throat tight, and something settles between them that is not quite friendship but more than acquaintance.
A space where truths might be spoken.
Heat rises to her cheeks, a weight pressing at her ribs. She shakes her head lightly, and finally says: “They exaggerate.”
“Perhaps.” His voice is steady, threaded with something gentler than belief, but firmer than doubt. “But names endure. Yours more than most.”
Harri grips the iron rail, glancing away from his gaze. The candles inside flicker against the glass, throwing shadows that dance over her hands. She does not move.
//
They cross paths again the next evening, this time not at the church but in the market where lanterns sway in the heat. Harri is looking over jars of herbs when a shoulder brushes hers. She turns and finds the priest at her side, hands clasped loosely behind his back, expression wry.
“Miss Potter,” he greets her, as though they are long acquainted.
“Father O’Connell,” she returns, though the title sits oddly on her tongue.
He glances over the stalls. “Strange place to find an English girl.”
“I could say the same for a priest,” she answers, more boldly than she means.
He laughs, quiet, indulgent. “Touché.”
They fall into step as the market spills into streets perfumed with incense and frying oil. He points things out without ceremony — charms nailed into doorframes. “This Quarter runs on its witches. Their magic is in the stones, the air you breathe.”
Harri hesitates, then admits softly, “I’ve tried to follow it. Their magics. The chants, the rites. But it doesn’t… answer me. Not the way it does for those born here.”
Kerian regards her sidelong, eyes calm, unreadable. “No. It would not.”
Her brow furrows. “Why?”
He lets a beat pass before answering, his voice measured, almost reflective. “Because what they weave is bone and blood. It bends to those who carry their lineage in their veins. You are… different. Yours runs on word and will. A river of its own.”
Harri swallows, fingers brushing the wand hidden in her sleeve. “So no matter what I try—”
“It will not be the same,” he finishes gently. “Two rivers side by side, but never the same water.”
The words sink into her like stones. She nods, though her throat is tight, and he does not press.
They part at the end of the street where the lamps burn low, but the truth follows her home.
Their meetings become habit. Not planned, never spoken of — but the Quarter bends strangely, and somehow she always finds him, or he her.
In the market, in the churchyard, beneath balconies strung with beads. He greets her with a nod, never surprise, as if her presence has been expected all along.
With each crossing, trust grows by increments. He tells her stories of the Quarter — its witches, its strange pacts, the way the city itself seems stitched from rebellion and blood.
She listens, storing the knowledge like coins in her palm. In turn, she offers him pieces of England, of battles fought and scars carried. Not all of it, never all, but enough that he knows she is no child.
One evening, as the bells fade and they walk side by side through lamplit streets, he studies her quietly before asking:
“How does it feel?”
Harri glances at him. “What?”
“To be bound,” he says simply. “Soul to a Mikaelson. To the caged hybrid, no less.”
The question knocks the air from her. She gathers herself, answering with care. “It feels… like being tethered to fire. Terrifying. Warm. Dangerous. And yet, I don’t think I could walk away, even if I wished to.”
His mouth curves, faint and knowing. “A fire to warm or consume.”
“And you?” she asks, voice tentative. “Do you… have a soulmate?”
His gaze turns inward, shadows darkening his face. “I did.” A pause, soft as breath. “She died.”
The silence that follows is heavy, but not unbearable. Harri does not press. They walk on.
It is some time later, beneath the hush of a courtyard fountain, that she dares another question. Tentative, couched in vagueness. “What of cages? Things sealed away. How are they unsealed?”
Kieran’s eyes are steady on her. “It depends. Some bindings break with time. Some demand sacrifice. The severity shapes the cost.”
Her throat tightens. She looks away, fingers brushing her sleeve.
After a long pause, he adds quietly, almost gently: “You are asking about Klaus’s caged wolf.”
Harri freezes. The words land like stones dropped in water. Her mouth opens, no sound at first.
Kieran only smiles, small and wry. “Do not be stunned. My line has always kept an ear to that curse. Watched for the day it might be undone.”
She finds her voice, low. “And?”
“And the ritual,” he says, the softness never leaving his tone, “is not one that would sit easily with your morals. Klaus’s freedom will come at a cost. One you may not be willing to pay.”
The fountain trickles on. Harri stands very still, the weight of the truth pressing into her bones. Kieran does not touch her, does not press further — only lets the silence carry what words cannot.
She leaves him at the fountain, his words circling in her mind like smoke she cannot clear. Not one that would sit easily with your morals.
What does that mean, exactly? Sacrifice, yes. Blood, yes. But what weight is measured against freedom? If a curse can be broken, should it matter how?
She has seen too much death to pretend innocence lasts long in this world, and too much cruelty to believe freedom comes without cost.
The Quarter feels altered as she walks. What once seemed curious — jars of herbs, chalk sigils, beads strung bright above — now glimmers with sharper edges, as if all of it hides bargains waiting to be struck.
She wonders which of these faces in the crowd would be willing to bleed, and which would scream.
She knows Nik will want it. Of course he will. And the thought unsettles her not because she doubts him, but because she does not know yet what she would say. Whether she would stop him. Whether she could.
By the time she reaches the gates, the house looms like a sanctuary and a cage both. She presses her palm to the iron, breath shallow, and lets the question press harder into her chest: if freedom demands a price, what would she pay?
The question follows her inside, threading through the hush of hallways where the lamps burn low.
The others have gone to their rooms, the house holding its breath in uneasy silence. Yet one light still glows, faint beneath a door left half-open, spilling a sliver of gold across the stone.
Her steps turn toward it without thought, drawn as if the answer she cannot name waits within.
The studio smells of turpentine and oil, sharp beneath the sweetness of candle wax. Canvases lean against the walls in restless ranks — some half-finished, some turned deliberately to face the plaster, as though their eyes are too much.
The floor is scattered with rags and brushes, paint clotted in jars where water should be.
Nik stands before one canvas, brush poised but unmoving. The moonlight slips through the high windows, silvering the line of his jaw. His hand trembles once, almost imperceptibly, before he stills it against his thigh.
Harri lingers in the doorway, the weight of Kieran’s words still heavy in her chest. The hush of the room presses close, thick with colour unshed. Her heart pounds in her ears before she speaks.
“I learned something.”
The brush stills entirely. He does not turn. “From whom?”
“A friend,” she says carefully. “Kieran O’Connell. A priest. He knows of the witches here — and of witches like me. He told me…” She breathes deep, forcing the words. “He told me the ritual to unseal your wolf may not align with what I believe in.”
Nik lowers the brush, laying it down with deliberate care. Only then does he glance over his shoulder, mouth curved without mirth. “You think I do not know of O’Connell? I know of your… budding friendship with him. Tumultuous, yes. But I am not blind, little witch.”
She steps into the room, the paint-scent sharp around her. Her eyes catch on the nearest canvas — violent swathes of red and black. “Have—have you ever come close? To breaking it?”
Silence spreads. He moves past her, sets the brush among the jars, smears of paint staining his fingers. The bond hums between them, stretched tight, sharp as wire.
Finally he says, low, “Once. With Katerina. She slit her wrists, drained herself dry, stole what I needed and ran. She even made certain to become a vampire — to sever herself from the ritual entirely. For a moment, it was nearly within reach. And then it was gone.”
Nothing more.
Harri waits, throat thick. But he offers no marrow, only the husk: no confession of how it felt, no rage, no wound. Just the clipped edge of truth.
Nik turns then, crossing the paint-stained floor in three strides. He lifts her chin with paint-spattered fingers, gaze dark and steady. The bond is muted, distant, offering no sway or comfort. This is not inevitability pressing at her ribs — it is her own morals skewering, bending, for a man who is becoming something more than inevitability.
A thought slips in, sharp as glass: if this were her fifteen-year-old self, the girl who bled in war and carried the weight of graves, she would not have let it stand.
She would have fought tooth and nail against even the whisper of such a ritual. But that girl is gone, carved into stone with Voldemort’s shadow. Perhaps her saviour complex died with him.
And so she stands, no longer the child who saved a world, but the woman who wonders — if freedom demands blood, how much would she truly fight to stop him?
“Do not let O’Connell plant doubts where they do not belong,” he murmurs. “The curse is mine. The choice will be mine.”
He brushes his lips to her temple, the faint trace of turpentine clinging to him. Then he is gone from her touch, retreating to the canvas, to the colours that keep his silences.
Harri stands very still, surrounded by unfinished faces turned to the walls.
The vow lies in her chest like a chain, heavy with all that he withholds — and heavier still with what she now withholds too.
Chapter 14
Summary:
Through it all, she never cut him off. Never once.
And now — Mystic Falls. The wolf uncaged. The chance of freedom and ruin both. The place where his ruin began, where Mikael’s shadow still lingers in memory and ash. This will be the test. If they are truly compatible. If there is something in them worth the sacrifice, worth the madness, worth the centuries of silence that led them here.
He will not dress it in tenderness. He will not pretend it is anything but wretchedness and insanity. But if she stands with him through this, then perhaps — perhaps — they can survive anything.
Chapter Text
The studio smells of turpentine and oil, sharp beneath the sweetness of candle wax.
Canvases lean against the walls in restless ranks — half-finished, half-abandoned, faces turned away as if they accused him. He stands before one, brush slack in his hand, but colour refuses to obey him tonight. The wolf rattles its cage too loud.
He hears her before she speaks — her steps, her pause at the threshold. Always she hovers, as if she belongs and does not belong both at once.
“I learned something,” she says.
His jaw tightens. Of course you did, little witch. You cannot keep your nose out of other people’s secrets. He does not say that out loud.
Instead, He asks “From whom?”
As though he does not know who she spends her time frolicking with.
“A friend. Kieran O’Connell. The priest.” Her voice falters, but she pushes on. “He told me the ritual to unseal your wolf may not align with what I believe in.”
Nik sets the brush aside with deliberate care, rage curling tight in his gut. He glances over his shoulder, mouth curling. “You think I do not know of O’Connell? I know of your… budding friendship with him. Tumultuous, yes. But I am not blind.”
She steps into his domain anyway, eyes catching on the canvases he has not let her see. He watches the way her mouth tightens at the red and black slashed across one of them. Always searching, always judging.
“Have—have you ever come close? To breaking it?”
His breath stills. She does not know what she asks. He moves past her, rags smearing his fingers with old colour.
“Once. With Katerina. She slit her wrists, drained herself dry, stole what I needed and ran. She even made certain to become a vampire, to sever herself from the ritual entirely. For a moment, it was nearly within reach. And then it was gone.”
He offers no more. Let her choke on the half-truth.
She waits, throat working, eyes bright with some unspoken thought.
He sees it — that flicker of temptation in her, that skewering of her own morals. Not the saviour now, are you, girl? Once she would have railed against the very idea.
Now she only stands, silent, teeth sunk in her own tongue. Perhaps the war carved that out of her. Perhaps her precious saviour complex rotted in Voldemort’s grave.
He steps close, tilting her chin up with paint-stained fingers. The bond is muted, distant, no magic humming between them to force her stillness. This is her, wholly her — bending, fraying, for him.
“Do not let O’Connell plant doubts where they do not belong,” he murmurs, voice a knife of velvet. “The curse is mine. The choice will be mine.”
He brushes his lips against her temple, a claim more than comfort, and then withdraws, back to his canvas, back to silence.
She remains there, surrounded by his unfinished faces turned to the wall. He does not need the bond to feel the weight of her unspoken thoughts pressing close.
She withholds, as he withholds. And in that symmetry he wonders whether they will consume one another before the wolf ever runs free.
When she finally leaves him to his canvases, the silence claws too close. The wolf rattles louder, but it is not only the cage that gnaws at him.
It is O’Connell’s name on her lips, the way her eyes held questions sharpened by another man’s voice.
He does not tolerate interlopers. Not in his city. Not in his bond.
By morning, his decision is set.
The Quarter bends beneath his tread, wary, watchful. And at its heart, pale against the sky, the church waits.
The church doors creak wide beneath his hand. Candlelight flickers across stone, shadows stretching long over the pews. The air smells of wax and smoke, faint but clinging. Nik steps inside without hurry, his tread echoing soft and certain.
O’Connell kneels at the altar, posture steady, lips moving in words too low to catch.
Nik does not speak at once. He lets the sound of his approach fill the space — each footfall deliberate, measured, until the priest looks up. Their eyes meet in the shimmer of gold light.
“Father O’Connell,” Nik says, voice low, velvet edged.
The man rises with quiet composure. His gaze does not waver. “Niklaus. I expected you to come along far sooner.”
They stand in stillness, the silence heavy but unbroken. Only the faint hiss of candles dares stir the air.
At last Nik tilts his head, a faint smile curving his mouth. “You’ve become… familiar company to her.” His tone is smooth, but weighted. “She carries your words home in her eyes. Repeats them with a conviction that is not her own.”
The man does not bristle beneath Nik’s scrutiny. His voice is even, unhurried.
“I want nothing from her,” O’Connell says. “Not coin, not favour, not leverage. I am only curious.”
Nik’s smile hardens. “Curiosity is a dangerous indulgence where she is concerned.”
O’Connell inclines his head slightly, as though conceding the point, yet his gaze holds steady. “Perhaps. But she has been here two years now, has she not? And no one truly knows her. She has only made herself home in the Mikaelson manner — under your roof, at your side. To the Quarter she is a foreign beauty who happens to be bound to you. That is what they see.”
His tone is calm, reflective, carrying no mockery. “Yes, they’ve heard whispers — scraps of tales carried across seas. The girl who lived. But nothing more. The wizarding world keeps itself on a tight leash. Only a few even know her kind exists, fewer still understand it.”
Nik’s jaw tightens, but he lets the priest continue.
“I wonder,” O’Connell says at last, “only because the mystery is there to wonder at. She stands at the crossroads of too many worlds — and yet, she belongs fully to none.”
Nik closes the distance in two unhurried steps, his voice dropping to velvet edged with steel. “Be careful, Father. Let the Quarter whisper if it wishes — but take care with your own tongue. What lies between her and me is not yours to weigh, nor to shape.”
The candles hiss in their wax, the silence stretching taut. O’Connell does not move, does not lower his gaze. But he does not press further either.
Nik lets the quiet spool out, holding it between them like a blade balanced on air. He studies the man, the calm set of his jaw, the faint stubbornness in his eyes.
A priest who does not cower, who dares to be curious.
He lingers long enough that the silence itself feels claimed, as though the very stones of the church now carry his shadow. Only then does he turn, steps unhurried, echoing soft against the stone floor.
At the doors he glances back once, smile thin, merciless. “Curiosity, Father, is best practiced at a distance.”
Then he is gone, leaving the smoke and silence to close in behind him.
The days merge.
The house hums with its ordinary noise — footsteps across boards, Elijah’s measured voice from the study, Teddy’s shrieks of play echoing down the halls. Kol and Marcel’s absence is loud in its own way, a gap filled by irritation and relief both.
Nik feels it in the seams of the house: the quiet strain that threads between him and Harri. She moves beside him, across from him, her silences stretched taut.
They do not argue, not outright — but the spaces between words carry more weight than the words themselves.
At night she sits with Teddy by the hearth, humming lullabies low and steady, while Nik sketches in silence. The fire paints her face in amber, her eyes lowered to the boy curled against her chest. Nik catches fragments of what she hums — old songs, too gentle for this house — and feels the oddest friction in it, like softness pressed against stone.
Sometimes she speaks, little things dropped into the air as though by accident. “I don’t think there are easy ways, Nik.” Or, “Sacrifice is never clean.” She never names the cage, never dares frame it plain. Yet the words fall close enough that he hears the echo.
He glances at her then, but she keeps her gaze on Teddy, or on the flames, as if the comments were nothing at all. He cannot decide if she means them for him, or if his own hunger twists them into shape.
The bond remains muted, and so the distance grows — not with fire but with slow erosion.
Their shoulders nearly touch, yet the space between them feels ocean-deep. And still, he thinks he hears it in her voice, subtle and dangerous: that she is tethering at the edge of her morality, that fear has not turned her away.
That, perhaps, she is choosing him, even against herself.
He is not sure. He does not trust the hope in it. But the thought gnaws at him all the same.
The house moves around them regardless — doors opening, footsteps echoing, life threading on with or without their silence. He feels it in the air, a restlessness he cannot name, each member of his family drifting toward their own hungers, their own secrets
Rebekah has grown fond of the balcony that overlooks the Quarter. She takes her letters there in the late afternoons, when the air cools and the street below hums with music.
She leans on the railing with ink-stained fingers, pages pressed close as though the world might try to steal them.
Nik sees her sometimes from below the lemon tree , her hair lit gold in the last light, lips moving silently over words she has already written. Once, she even laughs — low, private, a sound he has not heard from her in years.
He does not interrupt, though the sight unsettles him. Neville Longbottom — quiet, steadfast, unremarkable Neville — has drawn this softness out of her.
Once, Nik would have torn it apart, condemned her choice outright. But Rebekah guards those letters like a secret treasure, and perhaps that alone disarms him.
She folds them carefully, tucks them away, her smile fading when she notices him watching. Nik never asks what she writes, but he already knows whose name waits at the bottom.
And so, the days thicken with heat. Rain rolls in and out. The tension holds.
And then — news.
It comes in a letter, ink hurried, Marcel’s hand steady but quick. Kol’s words scrawled across the bottom, taunting even in haste.
The line lives. Virginia. Mystic Falls.
Nik reads it once. Twice. The words blur, sharpen, blur again. He feels the cage rattle harder in his chest, iron biting bone. Freedom, closer than it has been in centuries — but tangled in a place he swore never to crawl back to.
The letter trembles faintly in his hand, though he does not let it show.
The days blur again, thick with heat and doubt. Nik turns the letter over and over, as if repetition might undo the words inked there.
The line lives. Virginia. Mystic Falls.
He does not believe it. Cannot. He has seen too many lies spun from witches’ tongues, too many promises of freedom turned to dust. Freedom dangled always just out of reach, the key always missing, the door always sealed again before his hand could close around it.
And yet, the thought claws at him.
A chance.
After centuries of chains biting bone. The wolf sings in his marrow at the possibility, restless, ravenous. It is not song so much as a keening, a low howl vibrating in the hollows of his chest. He feels it when he wakes, when he sketches, when he touches Harri’s hand — always there, a reminder of what he does not have.
He tells no one, not at first. Not Harri, not Elijah, not Rebekah. He lets the days stretch, pacing the halls, prowling the courtyard long past midnight, his shadow pacing with him, hunger gnawing at the edges of his composure. Disbelief curdles into certainty.
He can ignore it no longer.
But when he thinks of telling her, his steps falter.
The bond hums faint in the back of his mind, a constant thread, and for once he does not know if it is strength or weakness.
He could leave it open, let the inevitability of it carry her to him, let it soothe the edges of her fear until she agrees. He could lean into the very thing that has bound them since the moment she first breathed his name.
But would that be her — or the bond? Would she stand by him because it is who she is, or because it left her no escape? No choice?
The thought festers. If she is to stand with him now — through wretchedness, through madness, through blood — it must be her choice, stripped bare of inevitability.
And so he debates, pacing himself into knots, the wolf in him howling at the risk of silence.
At last, he makes the cut.
The snap is quiet, but it resounds in him like thunder. No hum, no whisper, no tug. Only silence where she should be. It is absence sharp enough to bite.
And he does it not from spite, not from cruelty, like before, but because what comes next must be hers. Her choice, unshaped by the tether between them. If she stands with him, it must be in her own right, not pulled by bond.
He cannot bear for her to go against him in this. Not after everything. Not when he has clawed so much out of nothing, only to find himself holding her in the end.
He remembers too much.
The long years when he believed he had no soulmate at all, that he had been denied him what is given so freely to others. The shock of first hearing her — not words, not warmth, but the echo of a girl’s breath trembling across oceans, carried in the marrow of him. The way it startled him, infuriated him, how he resisted even as his heart knew.
Learning of her childhood, the cruelties carved into her too young — a girl beaten down by her blood, by her own kin, and yet still standing, just like him.
The war she fought while still half a child herself, the graves she carried in her bones, the shadow of her enemy etched into her skin.
He remembers the fear of losing her back to that wretched world, the disbelief when she crossed oceans to stand at his side.
At first it had been desperation, the need to answer the bond, to claim what had be classified as inevitable. He thought she had come to him hollow, driven only by bond.
But the days became more. Their first confessions, their first secrets — words exchanged like weapons and then like lifelines. The vows spoken in the hush, fragile but binding.
He had shown her his cruelty — not by accident, but deliberately. He cut her off when she pressed too hard about Elijah, when she demanded what he could not yet give.
He had severed the bond in coldness, knowing it would wound her, testing whether she would endure. She had. And when the silence broke, when she refused to leave, when she pressed still — they had clawed through it, bloodied but alive. They had learned, in their fractured way, to speak what words they could.
Her family had come, and he had watched them fill his house with warmth he had long forgotten, watched them weave themselves into the bones of his life.
He had seen them as hers, and so by extension as his. Teddy had called him Da, small arms wound around his neck with trust too pure for him, and Nik had claimed him in his heart as surely as Marcel.
Through it all, she never cut him off. Never once.
And now — Mystic Falls. The wolf uncaged. The chance of freedom and ruin both. The place where his ruin began, where Mikael’s shadow still lingers in memory and ash. This will be the test. If they are truly compatible. If there is something in them worth the sacrifice, worth the madness, worth the centuries of silence that led them here.
He will not dress it in tenderness. He will not pretend it is anything but wretchedness and insanity. But if she stands with him through this, then perhaps — perhaps — they can survive anything.
And so, he sends for her.
He waits in the study, light dim, the air thick. The letter lies folded on the table, its words seared into him. His hand rests against it, steady, but his eyes burn with the storm he refuses to name.
When Harri enters, he looks up, sharp and merciless, but with something raw flickering beneath.
“We need to talk.”
She closes the door behind her. The sound is soft, but it lands like a mark drawn across the floor between them. She looks at him, then at the folded letter beneath his hand.
Her voice is steady, though he hears the question in it. “What is it?”
Nik does not answer at once. He studies her, the tilt of her chin, the way her fingers press into her own arm as though bracing. She does not know the bond is severed, not yet, but he feels the absence in every breath.
At last, he slides the letter across the table. She hesitates only a moment before picking it up. Her eyes scan the words, once, twice. When she lifts her gaze again, he sees the flicker — fear, yes, but something else too. Calculation.
“The line lives,” she murmurs.
“In Mystic Falls,” Nik says. The words are low, dangerous. “A town I swore never to crawl back to. And yet here it is — the key to my cage.”
She folds the letter with care, sets it back on the table. Her silence stretches, taut as wire.
Nik leans forward, voice sharp, sardonic. “This is where we stand, little one. A chance for freedom. But freedom is never clean. It demands a price. The kind that stains.”
Harri meets his eyes. Her mouth opens, closes. When she speaks, it is quiet, but steady.
“You think I don’t know that? That I haven’t lived in stains?”
Her hand tightens at her side, nails biting her palm. “There are things I regret, Nik. Not the battles I fought, but the choices I didn’t make. Times I clung too tightly to being good, to being what they needed me to be. If I had let myself bend more, if I had compromised sooner… maybe some of them would still be alive. Maybe some of my friends wouldn’t be in graves. Maybe my family wouldn’t have broken under the weight.”
Her voice does not rise, but the words cut like glass. “If I had let the darker thoughts have their way, just once — if I had scared them enough, fought dirty enough — perhaps it would have been different.”
He watches her carefully. There it is again — the edge of her morality fraying, bending toward him. And yet he cannot tell if it is choice, or if he only sees what he longs to see.
“You would stand with me in this?” His tone is cutting, but beneath it lies something raw, almost pleading. “Even if it drags you further from the sainted saviour they whisper of? Even if it damns you?”
Her throat works. She does not look away. “I’ve never been a saint, Nik.” A pause, weighted, heavy with everything unsaid. “And I’m not sure I want to be.”
The words strike him harder than any vow. For a beat, he says nothing, only stares, the storm in his chest roaring against its bars.
He rises slowly, steps around the table. Paint still stains his hands from an earlier sketch, smudging dark against his skin. He tilts her chin up, the gesture sharp, claiming, but not cruel.
Something savage stirs in him — a dark thrill, sharp as broken glass. Hope, twisted into something dangerous. To hear her admit it, to hear her choose the shadow over the light she once clung to. It tempts him like blood on his tongue.
And yet he knows the weight of such words. He knows how change resists, how compromise grinds down the bone before it bends.
He has seen too many promises falter beneath the strain of time. To walk with him in shadow is no fleeting vow — it is surrender, and surrender rarely holds.
His mouth curves anyway, cruel and sardonic, masking the ache beneath. Relief and amusement twined like barbed wire. “Ah, so the little saviour bares her teeth at last.”
But beneath the cruelty, his chest tightens — because perhaps she means it. Perhaps she truly is his.
“The bond is closed,” he tells her, low, velvet edged with steel. “What you choose is yours alone. If you stand with me, it is because you do, not because the bond drags you to my side.”
Her breath catches, but she does not flinch.
Instead, her gaze sharpens, cutting into him.
“I realised,” she says softly. “The moment you showed me the letter. The line lives — but the hum was gone. You’d already closed it.”
For a beat, silence stretches taut between them. Then Nik’s mouth curves — a cruel smirk, sharp as broken glass.
Relief and amusement tangle there, indistinguishable. “Clever little witch. Always too quick for her own good.”
The words hang, suspended between them, neither pushed further nor withdrawn. She does not ask why. He does not explain. The understanding sits, unspoken, heavy as iron.
Chapter 15
Summary:
Elijah’s voice cuts across the laughter, low and controlled. “And when you reach Mystic Falls?” His gaze pins Nik, steady and unyielding. “Do not be cruel in this.”
The words land heavy, sharper than any rebuke.
Nik tilts his head, smile curving without warmth. “Cruel?”
“You have a habit, brother,” Elijah continues evenly, “of letting ruthlessness overtake reason when what you seek is nearly within reach. Freedom, vengeance, victory — all have slipped through your fingers because you crushed them too hard in your grasp. Do not repeat the pattern now.”
Chapter Text
The night after, their words hangs heavy.
Even muted, the bond thrums faint in the marrow, a silence that is not silence at all.
They do not speak of it again — not of the severed tether, not of the choice left hanging between them. Instead, they move through the days like actors in a play they both know by heart.
Breakfasts are quiet. Harri takes Teddy’s hand, steadies his steps through the corridors, hums while she brushes curls from his eyes.
Nik sketches, paints, prowls the courtyard, his shadow a constant presence at the edges of her vision.
Their eyes catch often, linger too long, but neither breaks the stillness.
The house feels suspended, every breath holding weight. Waiting.
It is in that tautness, that half-life between confrontation and decision, that the next letter comes.
It arrives, pressed into his hand by one of Marcel’s men. The seal is broken before he reaches his study.
Ink sprawls quick and clipped across the page, Kol’s taunting scrawl crowding the margins of Marcel’s steadier script. Nik reads, silent, each line a weight.
The town is crawling. Vampires breed like vermin, every street humming with blood and hunger. And of course, the Salvatores linger where the doppelgänger treads. Ever the loyal hounds. Two Bennett witches remain, sharp as their lineage promises. The line lives, brother. The line lives in Mystic Falls.
Nik lowers the letter, breath tight. Mystic Falls. A backwater town, a place that should have faded to dust. And yet it has always drawn them — wolves, witches, vampires, doppelgängers — as if the land itself were a snare for the supernatural.
His thoughts flicker unbidden to the younger Salvatore brother, to Stefan.
The boy’s smile painted in blood, the ripper’s laughter echoing through Prohibition nights. For a time, they had been companions — predators sharing the same hunger, the same ruin.
Nik had admired him then, in a way. A friendship of sorts, if such things could exist between monsters. He wonders what remains of him now, leashed by a brother who never could stomach the truth of what they are.
His gaze drops again to the words. Two Bennett witches remain.
The name slices sharper than he expects.
The Bennetts have always been blades in his story — Ayanna, who had helped raise him and his siblings when Esther’s hand was too cold, who whispered stories by firelight and warned against the spell that would twist them into monsters. She had begged Esther to stop, and when Esther did not, Ayanna turned her back.
Nik’s jaw tightens at the memory. “She abandoned us,” he murmurs, half to himself, half to the fire. “And still, I loved her. Resented her too. Both truths cut the same.”
That contradiction lives in him still, making his voice rougher when he goes on. “Every century since, her line has found a way to remind me of that first wound. Always there to bind us, to stop us, to sacrifice their own if it means standing in our way.”
That evening, the house is quieter than most. Teddy sleeps in the parlour, sprawled across Harri’s lap, curls damp against her shoulder. The fire burns low, shadows stretching long.
Nik sets the letter on the table between them. Harri reads quickly, eyes scanning with a focus that sharpens when she finds the words. Mystic Falls. Vampires breed like vermin. Her hand presses faintly against Teddy’s back, steadying him though he does not stir.
She says nothing at first. Only sits, lips pressed thin, gaze caught somewhere between the paper and the boy.
Nik watches her, silent. The weight in his chest grows. He knows she will ask — she always does, peeling at him like bark until the heartwood shows.
Her fingers tighten around Teddy’s curls. “The witches,” she says at last, quiet but steady. “You flinched at their name.”
Nik leans back, mouth curving into something sharp. “Bennetts. Always Bennetts.”
Her brow furrows. She waits.
“They were there at the beginning,” he says, tone laced with mockery though the edges bleed raw. “Ayanna — my mother’s friend, her confidante. She raised us as much as Esther ever did. She told us stories, steadied us when Mikael’s fist struck too hard. And then she warned against the spell. Begged Esther to leave us be. When my mother went through with it anyway…” his voice dips lower, harsher, “she left. Abandoned us to the monsters Esther had made.”
He laughs, but it is low and mirthless. “I hated her for it. Loved her still. I’ve learnt since then that both truths can live in the same heart.”
His gaze darkens. “And every daughter of her line since has cut me in turn.”
The fire pops. Teddy sighs in his sleep.
Harri strokes his curls absently, though her eyes never leave Nik’s. “And they will be there when we arrive.”
Nik inclines his head, sardonic smile twisting. “Like stalactites in the dark. Waiting. Drip by drip, they sharpen until they cut.”
She tilts her head, catching the strange note in his voice. “Stalactites?”
His gaze drifts from the fire to the shadows above, memory dragging his mouth into a bitter line. “The caves we hid in as children. When Mikael’s hand grew too heavy, we’d run beneath the earth. Water dripped from the stone — steady, endless. We told ourselves it was safer there, though the dark was as cruel as the man above.”
He laughs again, quieter. “I used to watch them grow. Stalactites, stalagmites. Years upon years of water carving stone into spears. Slow. Patient. Deadly if they break loose.”
Harri’s throat works. She says nothing, but the silence between them hums, raw with what he hasn’t said.
He looks back to her at last, eyes catching hers across the firelight. “The Bennetts are the same. Patient. Inevitable. They drip and drip until one day, the stone falls, and someone bleeds.”
Harri’s hand stills on Teddy’s curls. Her voice is quiet, almost unwilling: “And you think it will be us.”
“I think,” Nik answers, velvet edged with steel, “that we are walking into their cave.”
The words hang, sharp as dripping stone. The fire crackles, low and restless, shadows moving like the breath of something larger than the room itself.
Neither of them speaks. Teddy shifts in his sleep, a small sound caught in his throat before he burrows deeper into Harri’s shoulder. She presses her cheek to his curls, eyes fixed on the letter still lying open on the table, Kol’s scrawl like teeth across the page.
The silence grows heavier. The weight of it is no longer just Bennetts and stalactites, but what waits unspoken between them — the boy, the journey, the truth neither wants to shape into words.
She says nothing still. Only sits, lips pressed thin, her gaze caught somewhere far off between the paper and the boy.
Nik watches her, silent. He feels the conclusion forming in his own chest, slow and reluctant, a truth he does not want to name. Mystic Falls thrums with too much danger, too much history, too much hunger.
He sees it as clearly as he feels the wolf clawing in his ribs: they cannot take Teddy there.
Harri’s shoulders shift, a small, weary motion. Her hand smooths over Teddy’s curls, tender, almost desperate. She does not look at Nik when she whispers, “We can’t…”
The rest of the sentence breaks off, but it does not need finishing.
“No,” Nik answers at last. His tone is quiet, unyielding. “Teddy would be swallowed whole before he could draw breath.”
The words linger between them, heavy as stone.
Harri’s fingers do not still. She strokes Teddy’s hair, presses her lips to his temple, and finally lifts her gaze to Nik. Her eyes are tired, steady. “You won’t let me stay.”
“And you won’t let me go alone.” His reply is cruel, but softened by certainty.
Her silence is answer enough.
So they sit there, the three of them bound in quiet. The child sleeping between them, the fire dying low, the letter’s weight pressing down harder with each breath.
Nik leans back, gaze still fixed on the child. The conclusion tightens around him like a noose. “Then plans must be made. He cannot stay here. Not when the Quarter will turn restless in our absence. Not when Mystic Falls waits.”
The admission leaves him colder than he expects.
Harri exhales slow, reluctant, her mouth set against the words before she speaks them. “Andromeda.”
The name hangs, sharp and inevitable. England. Safety. Distance. A choice neither of them wants but both know is the only one.
Nik glances once more at the letter, at the names bleeding through his mind. Mystic Falls, with all its ghosts. The Salvatores. The Bennetts. The cage rattling louder in his chest.
“Yes,” he says at last, voice low, final. “His grandmother will take him.”
The fire pops, scattering sparks that die before they touch the rug. Teddy sighs in his sleep. The house holds its breath, as though it too knows what storm waits beyond the horizon.
//
The silence that follows is deeper than before, weighted with the choice they have spoken into being.
Teddy shifts in Harri’s arms, a small sigh, his lashes brushing her collarbone. She clutches him tighter for a breath too long, as though she might fold him back into herself, keep him from the reach of distance, of time.
Nik watches her, and for once he does not speak. The words he could say — necessity, strategy, survival — feel like knives in his mouth. He swallows them whole.
Hours pass like that: the child asleep, the letter sprawled forgotten on the table, two souls pressed into silence too sharp for speech.
But when the candles gutter low and the house settles into its midnight hush, Harri rises at last. She lays Teddy down in his cradle, fingers lingering on the curls damp against his brow, and then she does not return to the fire.
Instead, she crosses to the desk.
The quill waits there, black against parchment, as though it has been expecting her all along.
The quill scratches too loud in the hush. Ink seeps heavy into the paper, each word a weight Harri does not want to give shape to.
Andi—
She pauses. The name alone feels like a surrender.
The candle guttering beside her throws her shadow long across the desk. Teddy’s toy wolf lies abandoned at her elbow, its ear chewed ragged, its button eye loose. She stares at it, then at the half-formed sentence beneath her hand. The words blur, sharpen, blur again.
She tries again. Teddy needs you. No. Too bare. She blots the ink, starts anew. We ask this of you, though it is no small thing… The phrasing collapses under its own weight.
The silence thickens. Nik does not speak; he only watches, his gaze steady, unyielding, as though the weight of his presence alone might press the words from her hand.
Still, she writes, though her grip trembles faintly. He cannot stay here. Not now. Not when—
The quill falters. Ink pools in a black blot that spreads like a wound across the page.
She dips the quill again, steadying her hand with effort. He cannot stay here. Not now. Not when—
Her throat tightens. She forces the next words out, each stroke jagged. Not when danger follows us like shadow. Not when blood waits at the threshold.
She stares at the line. It feels too bare, too brutal. But perhaps honesty is kinder than comfort. She does not strike it through.
Nik’s gaze lingers, catching the curve of her shoulders, the strain in the set of her jaw. He does not speak at once. He only watches her fight the page, the same way she has fought wars, as if a letter could be another battlefield.
At last, his voice cuts through the quiet, velvet edged. “You write as though you are sending him to a grave.”
Her hand jerks; the quill scratches a line too hard, splintering ink across the page. She exhales sharply, setting it down with care as if the motion alone could undo the smudge.
She turns her head just enough to glance at him. “And isn’t it? We’re asking her to raise him as her own again. To take him from us.”
Nik pushes from the chair by the fire, slow, deliberate, until he stands near enough to read the words she has struggled over. His mouth twists faintly. “Dramatic little witch. You would think the boy were being banished, not placed into the arms of family who already proved they can keep him alive.”
She narrows her eyes, lips parting with a retort, then closes them again. The fight drains too fast. Her shoulders slump, hands curling into the edge of the desk. “It feels like betrayal,” she whispers.
The words hang, raw, before she forces herself to go on. “I begged for him, Nik. Do you remember? I swore to Andromeda I’d raise him as mine, that he’d have summers with her once Hogwarts started — that was the compromise. And it hasn’t even been two years. Barely two years, and I’m sending him back to her like a promise already broken.”
Her voice catches, the weight of it pulling sharper. “What kind of mother does that make me?”
Nik watches her carefully, the quill abandoned on the desk, the ink bleeding like a wound. He feels the sharpness of her words — not accusation, but grief flung wide.
“Better betrayal than burial,” he repeats at last, velvet over steel. But his gaze lingers on her, on the curve of her shoulders bent toward the child sleeping in the room. His tone is cruel only because he cannot bear the softness pressing in from every side.
Silence stretches, but she doesn’t let it settle. She turns toward him fully now, eyes bright, jaw set. “Tell me, Nik. Say it. Because I don’t know if I can live with this and still call myself his.”
He meets her gaze, sardonic retort poised — but it dies before it can cut loose. The fight in her face, the grief carved into her voice, holds him still.
Slowly, he steps closer, one hand braced on the desk beside hers. His other reaches, unthinking, to brush a strand of hair from her cheek, leaving a smear of ink in its wake.
“You are the only mother he has,” Nik says, low, steady, stripped of cruelty. “And that will not change because you choose to keep him alive. You keep him. Even when he sleeps an ocean away.”
Her breath trembles, but her eyes do not leave his.
Nik’s mouth curves, faint and bitter. “You think Marcel ceased to be my son when he left this house? Blood or no blood, claim does not vanish with distance. The boy is yours, Harri. Nothing will sever that.”
The words are quiet, almost tender, and in them lies the truth he does not speak: that he knows what it is to lose, and he will not name her choice as loss.
Her breath trembles, but her eyes do not leave his. For a heartbeat she looks as though she might argue, might press again — but the fight drains out of her shoulders, leaving something smaller, more fragile in its place.
She leans into his hand where it rests against her cheek, ink smearing faint against her skin. “You make it sound so simple.”
Nik’s thumb brushes along her jaw, a touch almost reverent for all its roughness. “It is not simple,” he admits. “But it is truth.”
For the first time that night, she lets her eyes close. The letter lies unfinished on the desk, ink blotched and bleeding, but for a moment she does not look at it. She only leans into him, the silence between them softer than it has been in days.
Nik bends, presses his mouth to her hair — not a claim, not a demand, but something quieter, steadier. A promise he cannot quite name.
When she finally draws back, her hand lingers over his, fingers tight for a breath before letting go. Her gaze flicks once to the letter, then back to him, and though grief still shadows her eyes, the tremor in her mouth has eased.
“We’ll send him to her,” she says at last. Her voice is low, but steadier. “And when it’s over, when we’ve survived it… we’ll bring him home again.”
Nik inclines his head, not trusting his voice to hold the shape of that vow.
The letter is sealed before dawn, though Harri runs her fingers over the wax as though she might undo it by touch alone.
Sleep becomes an enemy in the days that follow. She lingers by Teddy’s cradle long after his breathing has deepened, humming songs until her own voice frays to nothing.
She braids ribbons into his curls though he tugs them free within minutes. She insists on holding his hand through the corridors, as though the walls themselves might swallow him if she lets go.
Nik watches it all and says nothing. He paints, sketches, prowls the courtyard — but his eyes are never far from her, or from the boy she clutches like breath itself. He feels the bond muted still, but it thrums at the edges with her grief, her stubborn tenderness. He does not reopen it.
He does not need to.
Rebekah notices. She spends her afternoons in the parlour now, coaxing Teddy into games, teaching him old rhymes, twirling him across the tiles until he collapses in laughter. She lets Harri sit and watch, lets her keep her hands clasped tight in her lap without comment.
Even Elijah bends. His composure softens under the boy’s delight, his hand steady when Teddy clambers into his lap and demands a story. He obliges, voice threading myths into the air until the child’s eyes grow wide. Nik sees it, and though bitterness tightens his jaw, he does not intervene.
The house shifts with it. The air grows heavy with the awareness of time running thin.
And then, at last, the absentees return.
Kol bursts through the door with his usual chaos, Marcel trailing at his side, Ginny close behind with cheeks flushed from the journey.
Their noise fills the manor again — Kol tossing Teddy high into the air until Harri nearly shrieks, Marcel steadying the boy with an indulgent grin, Ginny smoothing his curls with a fondness that makes him squirm.
But even Kol’s laughter cannot mask the weight in their eyes, the truth carried back with them from Mystic Falls.
So the family is called together.
The dining hall, usually a place of quarrel or feasting, takes on a different air. Candles gutter low, shadows pooling deep across the table. Nik waits at its head, the letter from Virginia heavy in his hand, the cage rattling louder in his chest than it has in centuries. Around him, his siblings gather, Harri at his side, Teddy pressed close as though she can still hold him from what comes next.
The dining hall breathes with silence before the first word is spoken. The air is thick with wax and wine, the long table shadowed by guttering candles. Nik sits at its head, posture loose but coiled, the letter from Virginia folded beneath his palm like a blade hidden but ready.
Elijah is the first to break the quiet. “We are to discuss what must be done,” he says, measured as ever, though his gaze flicks toward Teddy where the boy clings to Harri’s skirts. His voice softens at the sight, then hardens again when he turns to Nik. “Tell us, brother. What path you mean to walk.”
Nik lets the silence stretch, savoring the weight of their attention. At last, he leans back, mouth curving into something that is not quite a smile.
“Preparations must be made. Mystic Falls calls us, whether we wish it or not. The doppelgänger lives. The line breathes. And where the line breathes, my freedom waits.”
The words ripple through the table — Kol smirking as though entertained, Ginny shifting with restless energy, Marcel unreadable but tense, Rebekah folding her arms with sharp patience.
Harri does not look at him. She keeps her eyes on Teddy, her hand stroking his curls with a tenderness that betrays her silence.
Rebekah is the one to speak next, her voice cool, deliberate. “And what of the Quarter? You would leave it untended while you chase shadows in Virginia?”
“Not untended,” Nik replies smoothly. His gaze drifts to her and Marcel both. “You two will remain. Keep the city breathing. Hold it until I return.”
Rebekah’s brows rise, but she does not argue. Marcel inclines his head slowly, though his jaw sets. “And if it doesn’t hold?”
“Then build it stronger,” Nik says, dismissive but edged.
Kol chuckles, breaking the tension like a crack of glass. “And here I thought you’d send Elijah to play mayor while you went gallivanting. But no — Bekah and Marcel get to hold the fort while we chase witches and Salvatores.” His smirk widens, but there’s a flicker of interest beneath it, sharp and wolfish. “I’ll admit, brother, I’ve missed the thrill of a hunt.”
Elijah’s voice cuts across the laughter, low and controlled. “And when you reach Mystic Falls?” His gaze pins Nik, steady and unyielding. “Do not be cruel in this.”
The words land heavy, sharper than any rebuke.
Nik tilts his head, smile curving without warmth. “Cruel?”
“You have a habit, brother,” Elijah continues evenly, “of letting ruthlessness overtake reason when what you seek is nearly within reach. Freedom, vengeance, victory — all have slipped through your fingers because you crushed them too hard in your grasp. Do not repeat the pattern now.”
The hall stills. Even Kol, smirk lingering, falls silent. Ginny’s eyes dart between them, sensing the weight beneath the words.
For a beat Nik only stares at him, storm flickering in his eyes. Then he laughs — quiet, cruel, bitter. “Ah, ever the moral tutor. You think me a child to be warned against touching fire?”
Elijah does not flinch. “I think you are a man who has burned himself often enough to know the warning is needed.”
The air tightens, thick with silence. Rebekah shifts, Marcel looks away, Harri’s hand stills where it rests against Teddy’s curls. Even the boy senses it — he burrows closer into Harri’s side, thumb slipping toward his mouth, eyes wide and watchful.
Nik leans back at last, mouth twisting into something sardonic. “Then watch closely, brother. Perhaps this time you’ll learn that cruelty is not always ruin — sometimes it is the only path to freedom.”
The words hang, cutting, before the meeting pushes on — provisions, travel, the names that haunt them all: Salvatore. Bennett. Mystic Falls. Each syllable a ghost returned, each plan another stone laid on a path that can only end in blood.
Chapter 16
Summary:
“You have a terrible habit,” he says softly.
“Of what?”
“Carrying the world until it notices you’re breaking.”
Harri huffs, a sound halfway to a sob. “Someone has to.”
“Not tonight,” Nik replies. “Tonight, let it carry itself.”
Chapter Text
The month loosens like a ribbon
The manor learns to breathe again, slow and careful, as if lungs have to be reminded. Morning slides through shutters in thin pale bands; the floorboards remember the weight of last month’s arguments and hold them without creaking.
Harri walks the corridors with Teddy on her hip and the house answers in small domestic tongues—chicory left to steep too long, linen sun-warmed on the banister, the faint metallic tang of Kol’s experiments clinging to the doorframes like weather.
She does not clock time by calendars. She counts it by the way Teddy says new words—“more,” “grapes,” “again”—and by the way worry settles into everyone’s posture the way dust settles into the velvet on unused chairs.
A month stretches ahead, thread pulled between two pins: the meeting’s end on one side, Andromeda’s return on the other. In between, the days are beads she insists on choosing: bright, ordinary, stubborn.
“We’re going to make memories,” she tells Teddy, and he laughs as if memory is a game he already knows how to win.
Kol appears first because of course he does; trouble and comfort share a door and he keeps the key. He catches them in the gallery and flicks a carved whistle toward Teddy, who clutches it with kingly satisfaction.
For the road,” Kol says, and then, lighter, “or for when you require my dramatic rescue to your side, little wolf.” Kol says, leaning his shoulder to the window as if he can hold the whole house up with bone and intent alone. Then, more softly, as if the words were a coin he’s reluctant to spend: “You’re doing right.”
“I hate that right looks like this,” Harri says.
Kol’s grin tips, not unkind. “Right rarely bothers with flattering angles.” His gaze slips past her to the lawn where the magnolia makes its own weather.
“He’ll tear Mystic Falls apart by its gears and put it back together with fewer knives. It’s how he loves: loudly, with architecture.”
A beat; the smirk returns like a shield he knows how to carry. “Bring me back something gaudy. Preferably cursed. I’m bored.”
She snorts despite herself. “Praline, then.”
“Two,” Teddy declares, and Kol bows to his liege.
Ginny builds a sun in the kitchen and refuses to let it dim. She moves like resolve made tender—apron smudged with flour, hair roped into a ribbon. “You’re not sleeping,” she says without turning from the cutting board.
“Not well.”
“You will,” Ginny answers, slicing strawberries with purpose. “Not because you will feel less—because your body will insist.” She slides the bowl toward Teddy and he smears sweetness on his cheeks until he looks canonised.
“They’ll write every week,” she adds, casual as rain. “Andromeda won’t have time to worry, not with me underfoot.” Her mouth wobbles once; she smooths it with a joke. “Wash comes back cleaner when it’s shared.”
“Thank you,” Harri says, because some gratitude must be spoken aloud to count.
“Don’t thank me. Come back.” Ginny’s hand finds Harri’s wrist, a pulse checking another pulse. “Hands open. You hear me? Don’t come back with fists.”
The days acquire repetition that look like nothing and hold everything. On Wednesdays the praline table sets up early; Teddy learns to say “please” with sticky teeth.
On Fridays, brass warms the corner on Royal Street; the cornet’s first notes lift dust into glitter. Harri names colours into Teddy’s curls—ochre, lapis, verdigris—because naming is a spell that anchors a thing where love can find it again.
She takes him out whenever the air threatens to sit too heavy, pushing Kol’s too-smooth pram he gifted her through the Quarter’s old bones.
The city presents its theatre without asking for applause: a pigeon auditioning for pelican; laundry like flags of truce between balconies; a cat hosting afternoon on a railing with the indifference of royalty.
She buys Teddy a small wooden alligator; he rewards it in his own drool and looks very pleased with theology.
They nearly walk into Father Kieran by the fence along St. Louis; he steps back with a courteous half-bow that acknowledges both pram and mother as sovereign.
“Ms. Potter,” he says, her name careful but not distant. He smells faintly of old paper and the cool of stone. “I hope the city is treating you kindly.”
“It is, when I mind my step,” Harri answers. Teddy reaches for Kieran’s collar, fascinated by the white square; the priest lets small fingers pat once, then gently redirects them toward the wooden alligator. “We’re learning by taste. He approves of pralines.”
“As any discerning soul should.” Something like humour softens the lines at his mouth; something like vigilance remains in his eyes. “I hear there may be travel.”
“Soon.” She doesn’t ask how he knows. New Orleans knows what it loves and what it loses; it keeps track.
Kieran nods, gaze flicking to the cathedral as if listening to a bell only he can hear. “Some places keep the memory of old quarrels in the soil. Walk lightly. And if you ever need a door left unlocked, you know where the church is.”
Harri hears the offering beneath the words—practical, humane, no questions sharpened into hooks—and inclines her head in the same language. “Thank you, Father.”
He gives Teddy a brief blessing—more wish than rite, soft as breath—and steps away without shadowing them with advice he hasn’t earned. Respect, folded and put where it won’t bruise.
Evening stretches gold and long. Marcel finds her on the balcony that faces the river later that day, one palm around a bottle, the other open to the breeze.
He stands like a man who has made peace with gravity and uses it to his advantage.
“You and me,” he says after the easy silence, “we were built for siege and handed a dining chair.” He tilts his head, amused at himself. “Peace is a muscle. Gets stronger if you stop flinching at it.”
Harri huffs. “Feels like gristle most days.”
“Chew anyway.” His smile slips gentler. “My old man’s the best strategist I’ve ever seen. People think storm when they hear his name. They forget he can thread a needle in a hurricane. Mystic Falls?” He gestures as if moving unseen pieces across an unseen board. “He won’t just fight. He’ll rewire the town so the fight has to end.”
“He thinks in centuries,” Harri murmurs.
“And you think in promises.” Marcel knocks his knuckles twice on the iron rail, a little vow that leaves a hum behind. “Between the two of you, that’s a blueprint. I’ll keep things standing here. Morale, logistics, keeping Kol from trading the dining chairs for tigers.”
“Tigers are a strong visual,” she says, and it’s almost a laugh. He lets it be one.
Rebekah folds small shirts with the solemnity of a widow. They sit on the rug with the trunk yawning like a paused decision.
“Am I cruel?” Harri asks, because the question has been chewing the inside of her mouth for days.
Rebekah’s fingers smooth a sleeve that will be too short by winter. “Cruelty—” she begins, then changes her mind.
“You are a mother. That word is sharper and kinder than the other, and it fits.” She glances up, eyes bright and unflinching. “You promised him he wouldn’t be left behind the way you were. You are keeping that promise. Nothing about that is cruelty.”
Harri’s breath seesaws. “I wanted to keep him within reach.”
“You are,” Rebekah says, and taps Harri’s sternum. “Here. And here.” She taps the trunk. “Love travels better than luggage.”
Harri laughs wetly. “Poet.”
“Don’t tell Kol,” Rebekah says. “He’ll write an ode that stains the draperies.”
Elijah becomes a paragraph that appears and resolves. He passes through the parlour with a sheaf of letters that smell like old ink and expensive restraint, pauses at Harri’s shoulder, and inclines his head as one commander to another. “If I have seemed… severe,” he says, the word tasting unfamiliar, “know it was fear by a different name.”
“I know,” Harri answers, because she does, even when she doesn’t like it. Elijah’s mouth eases one degree closer to peace, and he goes to fence the afternoon into sense with correspondence.
Nik is the last constant, the quiet gravity even when he leaves a room. He doesn’t take the bond off its latch. He lives next to her like a shore—near enough to set the shape of the tide, far enough to keep them both from drowning in it.
Whole hours pass where they speak in ordinary nouns and never mention what the house can smell on them—strategy sharpening in a back room, the word Virginia held like a match you’re not ready to strike.
When he does approach, it is without ceremony. Harri is on the back steps, laces Teddy’s shoe, presses a kiss to the soft place above his ear because the day might disallow it later.
Nik sits beside her, forearms balanced on his knees, watching the boy attempt to put his own foot in his mouth and then reconsider on logistical grounds.
“You took him to the Quarter,” he says, voice low enough that the map on the table inside doesn’t hear and get jealous.
“We saw a cat that thinks it is a bishop and a man who plays the cornet like he’s making glass.” She lists more because lists are a way to prove the world is still here. “Kieran said to walk lightly.”
“He would,” Nik says, and there is no disdain in it—only a dry understanding of men who try to keep their people unbroken. He turns his palm up on the stair between them. He doesn’t reach for her. He just leaves the invitation there, unadorned.
She sets her hand in his, and it feels like a door in summer—swollen, honest, a little difficult, worth the push. They sit like that while Teddy narrates a complicated plot about a shoe and a blade of grass, and the cicadas invent a clock neither of them pretends not to hear.
“First light,” Nik says eventually, and the words make the air shiver as if a string has been plucked. “We go then.”
Harri looks at their hands. “He’ll be with Andromeda by then.”
“Yes.” He doesn’t dress it in comfort. He speaks it clean.
“You’ll get us there and back.”
He huffs something that is not quite laughter and not quite disbelief. “I’m insulted you needed to say it.”
“I didn’t,” she says. “I needed to hear it.”
He tips his head, grants her the smallest, most feral smile. “I’ll give you every victory you can carry.”
The month keeps moving, stitched together by details the world would not think to keep: Ginny’s handwriting drying in a neat parade; the way Marcel counts heads at dusk without seeming to; Kol’s whistle trilling from Teddy’s cot at impossible hours; Rebekah teaching Teddy to draw an A that looks like a tepee while telling him, gravely, that the alphabet owes him nothing and he must bully it into obedience.
Harri writes to Andromeda in careful, unsentimental lines: lists of sizes and habits, the way he prefers one lullaby to another, the exact angle the cradle needs to sit to catch the untroubled breeze, the baker whose bread is kinder to small stomachs. She doesn’t use the words I am afraid or I cannot breathe without him close. She trusts Andromeda to read them in the margins.
On the last morning before arrival, the light has that pre-storm hush to it even though the sky is clear.
The manor knows.
Harri knows.
She takes Teddy into the courtyard one more time and lets him chase bubbles she charms to float with the dignity of planets. He shouts at them as if conducting a tiny universe.
Kol pretends to be offended by their insolence and pops one into a frog that hops exactly three times and then remembers it is joy and pops into water with a soft clap.
Marcel leans in the doorway counting smiles instead of soldiers and pronounces the tally good.
Elijah brings a ribbon and ties it to nothing in particular because some things deserve to be marked even if you cannot write the right words.
Ginny wipes Teddy’s face with a tenderness that wants to be anger and refuses.
When the carriage finally clatters at the gate, no one startles; the house has been listening for that particular rhythm all month.
Harri lifts Teddy, imprinting the weight again, the way his breath catches on laughter, the damp heat of his neck where curls stick.
She has not been rehearsing a goodbye; she refuses to insult love with rehearsal. She has been living a month of hellos so the farewell knows where to land.
“Ready?” she whispers into hair that still smells faintly of sugar.
“Again,” Teddy says, the only prayer he knows.
Harri kisses his temple. “Again,” she promises, and turns toward the door.
//
The gate groans its old complaint as the carriage rolls up the drive. Sunlight splinters off its brass trim, the horses sweating under their glossed coats. The air smells of dust and magnolia and something faintly metallic — like the sky thinking about rain. Harri feels the house hold its breath. Even the cicadas stop their sermon.
Andromeda steps down, unhurried as always, travel cloak still immaculate, eyes sharp beneath the brim of her hat. There’s grace in her stillness, but not gentleness — more the composure of someone who knows too well how the world takes and what it costs to keep anything.
Kol is the first to move. He whistles low, admiring the efficiency of her arrival, then catches Rebekah’s glance and wisely fades into the background.
Rebekah smooths her skirt and lifts her chin, the picture of polite welcome; Marcel stands beside her, all easy posture and unspoken readiness, as if guarding the threshold.
Ginny clutches Teddy’s blanket, folded neat, the way one might hold a fragile peace offering. Elijah lingers in the archway, solemn and silent, presence alone enough to make the moment feel witnessed.
Nik comes last, out of the house like a shadow breaking from its master. He doesn’t greet Andromeda with words — just the faintest nod, a tension under his jaw that says he knows what this costs.
Harri walks down the steps, Teddy balanced on her hip. He waves as if he understands, curls sticking to his forehead, eyes bright with the thrill of company. The sight punches something deep in her chest.
“Andy,” Harri says. The name wobbles between them, shaped by months of letters, prayers unsent, exhaustion folded neatly into every line.
“Harri.” Andromeda’s reply is smooth, but the edges are visible. She steps closer, boots clicking on stone. “You’ve kept him well.”
“I’ve tried.”
“You always try.”
The air shifts; a bird calls from somewhere in the magnolia, the sound too sweet for the tension it lands on. Andromeda glances around the courtyard — the cracked fountain, the climbing ivy, the lemon tree, — and then back at Harri.
“This is not the peace you wrote of.”
Harri exhales, the smallest surrender. “No.”
“You found your chosen one, and now you chase war again.”
“It’s not war,” she says. “It’s something worse — it’s unfinished.”
Andromeda’s eyes soften and sharpen all at once. “You think finishing it will let you rest?”
“I think not finishing it will haunt me more.”
A long pause. Then Andromeda lifts her arms, the motion steady despite what it means. “Give him here.”
Harri hesitates — just a heartbeat, the kind that leaves bruises. Then she presses Teddy forward. He wriggles, uncertain, then settles in Andromeda’s embrace with a sigh that sounds like trust. His small hand clutches her collar.
Andromeda’s breath catches, barely audible. “You’ve grown,” she whispers to him, brushing a curl from his temple. “You look too much like your mother.”
“He’s himself,” Harri says. “Always has been.”
Andromeda nods once, still looking at Teddy. “I don’t approve of this.”
“I know.”
“But I understand.”
“I know that too.”
The quiet that follows isn’t empty. It’s full — of everything they can’t say, of every goodbye they’ve already rehearsed in dreams.
Marcel steps forward first, clearing his throat like he’s afraid to break something. “We’ll make sure the road is clear,” he says, half to Nik, half to Harri. “No surprises.”
Rebekah kisses Teddy’s forehead, murmurs something about letters and lullabies. Ginny presses the folded blanket into Andromeda’s free arm. Elijah bows slightly, more formality than blessing.
Even Kol — reluctant, irreverent Kol — ruffles Teddy’s hair once and mutters, “You’ll forget me and I’ll be offended,” earning a faint, knowing smile from Andromeda that almost counts as grace.
Then Nik steps forward, quiet cutting through the rest. “He’ll be safe?” he asks. Not as a demand. As a vow waiting to be matched.
Andromeda meets his eyes without flinching. “With me, yes.”
“Then that’s all I need.” His voice doesn’t rise, but it carries — a finality that makes even Kol stop fidgeting.
The moment folds in on itself. Andromeda turns toward the carriage, Teddy balanced against her shoulder. He waves once, clumsy and radiant, and calls, “Mama!” The word splits something in Harri clean through, leaves her smiling like a wound that knows it won’t close yet.
She stands very still until the carriage rounds the bend and the sound of hooves is swallowed by distance.
Only then does she breathe again. Something warm slips down her cheek; she doesn’t register it, not at first. The air feels too bright, too thin. Her hands hover, empty and useless.
The family lingers near her like gravity — no one speaking, no one daring to be first. Rebekah’s eyes are wet; Ginny’s hands twist the edge of her sleeve. Kol fidgets with a coin; Elijah looks toward the river as if manners forbid watching grief too closely.
Marcel moves first. “You did right,” he says, gentle as he can. “And you did it beautifully.”
Harri nods, but the motion unbalances her. More tears slip, catching light like beads; she still doesn’t notice until Nik steps closer.
He doesn’t speak. He only reaches up, thumb brushing the curve of her cheekbone. The touch is soft, deliberate — a man smoothing dust from marble. She startles at the contact, blinks, realises what he’s done, what she’s done.
“I—” The word catches; her throat is raw. She hadn’t known she was crying.
“You kept your promise,” Nik says quietly, as if explanation is needless. His thumb stays for a second longer, grounding her back in the moment.
“Feels like breaking it,” she murmurs, voice hoarse.
“That’s what keeping promises often feels like.” His voice is rougher than she’s used to hearing.
The house exhales at last — shutters creaking, curtains swaying in a slow rhythm. Somewhere upstairs, the whistle Kol gave Teddy trills faintly from the nursery, a last echo of small magic.
Harri looks at the empty gate. “It’s quiet.”
Nik’s gaze follows hers. “It won’t be for long.”
She turns to him, eyes red, voice steadier. “Mystic Falls?”
He nods. “At dawn.”
She exhales, half a laugh. “Of course it’s dawn.”
“The only time the world remembers how to start.”
He offers his hand, palm open. This time she takes it without hesitation.
//
Inside, the family begins to move — Kol fetching bottles, Rebekah lighting candles, Ginny at the hearth murmuring small comforts. The night hums low and alive.
And outside, thunder murmurs far across the bayou — soft, distant, inevitable.
The storm, at last, is on its way.
But not yet.
For now, the night holds. The air outside tastes like iron and rain-not-yet-born, and the manor glows with the half-light of candles that Rebekah refuses to let die before morning.
Harri stands by the window, her reflection faint against the glass — eyes rimmed red, jaw tight, the ghost of a smile that has forgotten what to do with itself.
She hears Nik enter before she sees him — the quiet shift of air, the soft click of a floorboard. He has the kind of presence that doesn’t need footsteps. It announces itself in the way silence changes shape around him.
“Everyone’s gone to bed,” he says, voice low, rough at the edges. “Even Kol’s pretending.”
Harri hums, neither yes nor no. She doesn’t turn. The city beyond the window hums softly, lanterns trembling in the wind.
“She’ll keep him safe,” Nik continues after a moment, moving closer. “And he’ll have stories of sugar and laughter, and a childhood worth remembering. He’ll have something we never had.”
“I know,” Harri whispers. Her throat still burns. “It doesn’t make it hurt less.”
“No.” His reflection joins hers in the glass. “It never does.”
They stand like that — two ghosts watching their own living selves. Nik’s shoulder almost touches hers, and the air between them crackles faintly, bond or not.
“I thought it would feel cleaner,” Harri admits. “That there’d be relief in knowing he’s safe.” She presses her fingers to the glass, smudging her reflection. “But it’s like losing a limb and pretending it’s for the best.”
Nik’s gaze slides to her profile. “You mistake survival for absence. He’s not gone from you, Harri. You’ve just put him where your hands can’t reach yet.”
She lets out a brittle laugh. “You say that like you’ve done it before.”
“I’ve been putting things beyond reach my entire life.” His tone is dry, not self-pitying — a truth spoken from long practice. “Sometimes for family. Sometimes for war. The ache feels the same either way.”
Her head turns slightly, enough to meet his eyes in the reflection. “And does it ever get easier?”
He considers that, quiet. “No. But it becomes… familiar.”
Something inside her loosens — not regret, not comfort, just understanding shared between people who’ve bled for what they love and still find the courage to love again.
The thunder rolls closer now, soft but certain. She realises she’s crying again, quieter this time, the tears hot and clean. Nik’s hand finds hers without thought, without ceremony.
“Cry if you must,” he murmurs. “There’s no shame in it.”
“I wasn’t planning to.”
“Neither was I,” he says, and it almost earns a smile from her.
She turns fully to face him, finally. His expression is unreadable — somewhere between calm and exhaustion, the kind of face carved by centuries of both.
He reaches up, not to wipe her tears this time, but to brush a loose strand of hair from her cheek. The gesture is unhurried, reverent.
“You have a terrible habit,” he says softly.
“Of what?”
“Carrying the world until it notices you’re breaking.”
Harri huffs, a sound halfway to a sob. “Someone has to.”
“Not tonight,” Nik replies. “Tonight, let it carry itself.”
The words aren’t grand. They’re enough.
She leans her forehead against his chest, only for a moment — not seeking comfort, but balance. His hand settles at the back of her neck, steady, anchoring. They stand like that until the thunder becomes steady rain against the glass, the kind that softens everything it touches.
When she finally steps back, her voice is smaller but sure. “We leave at dawn.”
Nik nods. “Yes.”
Harri’s gaze drops to his hand still resting at her wrist. She doesn’t move away. “We’re walking straight into the heart of it, aren’t we?”
He almost smiles. “Wouldn’t be the first time.”
This time, she does smile — faint, tired, real. “You’re impossible.”
“So they tell me.”
Outside, the rain swells, beads clinging to the window like the city’s own tears. Harri watches them trace paths down the glass and realises, for the first time that night, she can breathe again.
Tomorrow will come, and with it, the road. But for now — just this: the storm whispering, the house breathing, and Nik beside her, silent as prayer.
Rain gentles toward midnight and fades again, leaving the air rinsed and new.
By the time the sky begins to pale, the house already knows: footsteps, whispers, a door closing without echo.
Dawn is not a colour but a temperature — cool on the skin, thin in the lungs, a beginning that tastes like endings reheated.
Harri dresses in quiet layers, fingers clumsy on the last button. Nik stands by the map-strewn table, sleeves rolled, checking his phone once, the faint buzz of received coordinates breaking the silence. Neither of them speaks; the space between them has its own vocabulary.
Elijah appears at the doorway, immaculate even in fatigue. His eyes travel from Nik to Harri and rest there a moment, softening by degrees. “The car’s ready,” he says. It sounds like both announcement and benediction.
Rebekah meets them in the hall, robe thrown over her nightgown, hair half-braided. “I hate goodbyes,” she declares, voice rough with sleep and everything else she will not name.
She folds Harri into a fierce hug, the kind that promises both protection and retribution if the world misbehaves. “Write. Don’t make me come drag you back.”
“I’ll write,” Harri says against her shoulder. “You’ll hate how often.”
“Good.” Rebekah kisses her temple and steps aside, wiping at her cheek like dust.
Kol leans against the banister, keys spinning on one finger, already pretending this is casual.
“Try not to die; it’s terribly unfashionable.” Then, quieter, “We’ll mind the walls. Rebekah and Marcel play regent, Ginny runs diplomacy, I’ll handle mischief.” The grin is for show; the sincerity underneath is clumsy and real.
He tips two fingers to his brow. “Bring back news worth drinking to.”
Ginny stands behind him, boots unlaced, hair a tangle of determination. “I’ll keep them from turning the manor into a zoo,” she says, shooting Kol a pointed look. “And I’ll keep Rebekah from forgetting to eat.”
Her eyes find Harri’s and hold. “We’ll keep it breathing here. You keep breathing there.”
Harri nods; her throat is a thread about to snap. “Deal.”
Marcel steps forward last, rolling his shoulders like the city itself. “You’ve got a route, you’ve got supplies, you’ve got each other. That’s enough.” He looks at Nik. “You call, we move. No hesitation.”
Nik clasps his forearm, the gesture old as loyalty. “If the tide changes, you hold the Quarter.”
“Always do.” Marcel’s grin flashes, brief and genuine.
They move out together, the three of them — Harri, Nik, Elijah — into the pale wash of dawn. The SUV waits at the edge of the drive, black paint still wet-looking from the rain, headlights cutting the mist into ribbons. The air smells of wet stone and chicory and riverlight.
Elijah slides behind the wheel with the precision of someone who has driven through wars. Nik takes the back seat, a silent sentinel. Harri hesitates at the open door, glancing back.
The others fill the porch like a family portrait blurred by breath — Rebekah’s hand lifted in farewell, Ginny’s smile trembling, Kol’s lazy salute, Marcel’s shadow steady behind them. The house seems to lean forward, listening, reluctant.
Harri settles in next to Nik. Her hands twist together once, then still. Nik glances over at her; their shoulders bumping into each other. His thumb presses once against her pulse — not reassurance, simply confirmation: still here.
Elijah shifts into gear. The tyres roll over the damp gravel with a hiss like a sigh. The manor recedes in the rear-view mirror, lanterns dimming one by one until only the wrought-iron gate remains — then even that vanishes into the soft dawn light.
The hum of the engine fills the quiet. Harri watches the trees blur into green streaks, mist curling low over the road.
Nik studies the horizon as if memorising it. Elijah drives with that patient, mathematical calm of a man who distrusts haste.
Behind them, New Orleans exhales — a city keeping its heartbeat steady under new guardians: Kol with his restlessness, Ginny with her grace, Rebekah with her steadiness, Marcel with his impossible faith that family can outlast centuries. The wards hum low and content, the promise of return stitched into every brick.
Ahead, the road winds east. The sky bruises, then blushes, then breaks into light.
Somewhere beyond that horizon, the word Mystic Falls waits — quiet, dangerous, inevitable.
Harri leans her head against the cool glass, fingers tracing the condensation there. Nik reaches without turning, rests his hand briefly over hers.
No words pass between them; none are needed. The bond hums faintly — not open, not closed, simply alive.
The road unspools before them. Dawn, obedient at last, opens its eyes.
Chapter 17
Summary:
She knows when his anger isn’t anger, when his silence means regret. She knows how to touch him without crowding him, how to soothe without diminishing.
It should frighten him — it does — because he’s not sure who taught her that kind of mercy, but he knows it wasn’t him.
A part of him is angry at himself — for missing the small things. For not noticing she hadn’t eaten, hadn’t rested. For letting his mind run ahead into ghosts and war when she is sitting right here, human and hungry and real. Two years of careful closeness, and he still fails at the simplest kindness.
Chapter Text
The road hums like a promise
Morning blooms pale and unfinished.
The world feels washed clean, edges softened by mist, the kind that clings to the windows and blurs the horizon into breath.
The car hums along the highway, steady as a heartbeat.
Elijah drives. Hands precise, posture faultless, gaze fixed on the long stretch of road ahead — the picture of composure that has outlasted centuries.
Nik sits behind him, elbow propped against the window, chin in hand. The hum of the tyres becomes a rhythm his thoughts fit themselves to. He has never liked stillness; it makes his mind pace. Motion, at least, feels like control.
Beside him, Harri leans against the glass. She hasn’t spoken in miles. The sunlight catches the curve of her jaw, the faint shadow beneath her eyes. He can feel the weight of her exhaustion — that delicate, quiet sort of ache she hides under steady breaths. She’s always hiding it, always trying to make herself smaller when she’s breaking.
He lets her. For now.
Outside, Louisiana peels away behind them — bayou melting into forest, the scent of rain giving way to dust and pine. The further they go, the more Nik feels something like relief prick under his skin. He loves New Orleans, but he doesn’t belong to peace, not always. He’s built for sharp edges, for movement, for consequence.
New Orleans had been warmth and laughter, the strange domestic hum of family gathered under one roof — Rebekah’s stubborn heart, Kol’s chaos, Marcel’s command, Ginny’s wit.
And the child, Teddy.
He closes his eyes.
Teddy’s laugh echoes there, sticky with sugar and sunlight. The sound hurts more than he expects.
He tells himself it’s because distance makes all things louder.
He doesn’t think of his grandmothers expression when she took the child. Or Harri’s. The small tremor in her fingers when she let go. He’d seen warriors die with less dignity.
He’d wiped the tear from her cheek himself.
Nik shifts, glancing toward the front. Elijah’s eyes flick briefly to the rearview mirror, meet his, and slide away again. That’s the closest his brother ever comes to conversation before dawn.
He wonders what brought Elijah along. Guilt? Duty? Or some unspoken fear that leaving Nik and Harri alone might end in ruin. It’s possible. He’s ruined better things with less reason.
The miles pass.
He watches the scenery change — the highway narrowing, the trees crowding closer. There’s a taste to the air now, metallic and old, like the world is remembering something it meant to forget.
Mystic Falls is close. He can feel it in his bones, that dull vibration of ancient magic sunk deep into the soil. The kind that recognises him before he arrives. The kind that never forgives.
Harri stirs beside him. Her hand moves absently against her thigh, searching for something to hold. He lays his palm open between them. She doesn’t hesitates, and fits her fingers through his. Small, cold, certain.
He watches the light shift across her face as they pass beneath the canopy of trees. She looks peaceful, but he knows better. Grief makes quiet look like indifference.
He should say something — reassure, distract, promise. But words from his mouth always arrive too sharp, too late. So he gives her silence instead, the kind that doesn’t ask anything of her.
The sign appears before they’re ready for it:
WELCOME TO MYSTIC FALLS.
The paint cracked, the smile in its lettering brittle.
Nik exhales, a sound that could almost be a laugh.
So this is where the ghosts begin again.
But as the car rolls past, something catches his eye — a glint beneath the flaking paint, the edge where weather has gnawed away the varnish. Pale grain, fibrous and familiar. His mind stutters.
White oak.
For a heartbeat he forgets to breathe.
He turns in his seat, craning to see the post receding in the mirror, the faint shimmer of morning dew across it. The recognition strikes like a blow — the memory of fire and ash, of screams in forests that no longer exist. The wood that once could end them all.
He sits forward, voice suddenly stripped of all pretense.
“Elijah.”
His brother glances up from the road, brows drawn. “Yes?”
Nik’s hand presses against the seatback, urgent but quiet. “Turn around.”
Elijah blinks. “What—”
“Turn the car around,” Nik repeats, low, sharp, almost reverent. “The sign. The bloody sign, brother — it’s carved from white oak.”
A beat of silence.
Even the engine seems to hesitate.
Harri straightens beside him, confusion flickering across her face. “White oak?”
Nik’s pulse hammers. “Not a replica. The grain, the hue — I’d know it anywhere.” His words tumble fast now, half-whisper, half-breath. “Do you understand what that means? Who would dare build with it — who would find it—”
Elijah’s hands tighten on the wheel. “Niklaus—”
“Turn. Back. Around.”
There’s no fury in his tone, only fear and the cold, bright thrill of discovery. The strategist in him, the survivor, is already awake.
Elijah exhales through his nose, measured, resigned. Without another word, he eases the car off the shoulder, signal ticking loud in the hush, and begins the slow turn.
The road curves back on itself. The world seems to hold its breath.
And Nik — eyes fixed on that distant sliver of wood waiting in the mist — feels the first true rush of anticipation he’s known in years.
They pull up beside the welcome sign as if the town had laid out its teeth for them to see. Elijah kills the engine; the sudden silence is almost as loud as the road. Mist curls low around the wooden post, catching on the carved letters like the town is trying to hide its own name.
Nik is out of the car before the door is fully open, breath rising in the cold, a small, precise animal. He moves with a calm that is all calculation until he is close enough to run the pad of a thumb along the grain. The wood is colder than morning air, the fibres tight and true beneath his skin. White oak—he tastes the word in his head like metal.
Harri follows, stumbling after him as if the world pressed at her heels. She stands beside him, smaller against the sign than she is in the rearview, cheeks flushed with the bright indignity of fear. Her fingers curl into the fabric of her cardigan; the sunlight cuts across hair and bone and makes her look too fragile to belong in the frame of anything temporary.
“It’s white oak,” Nik says finally, and his voice is the dry thing of someone naming an animal he has trapped. “Not a facsimile. Not a veneer.”
Harri leans forward, the light in her eyes changing from curious to cold. “That’s—” she starts, but the sentence fails; she does not yet know the grammar of what this means.
“It’s the thing that discovers us,” Nik explains, not gentle. He enjoys the sound of his own words the way a general enjoys the taste of a victory speech.
“The wood that finds the unquiet, the wood that remembers how to finish a story. It is rare for a town to put something like that in a place everyone knows to look.”
He watches her as she processes, seeing the quick slide of comprehension across her face — the moment a person realises a knife isn’t myth but a tool someone kept sharp. A small, sharp pleasure pricks him at the sight. There is cruelty in him, sometimes, and it delights him to be allowed it.
“Do you know what that means?” he asks, voice low enough that only she can hear, though Elijah stands a respectful distance away, hands folded in the old posture of a man who has seen too many houses collapse and understands the value of quiet oversight.
Harri’s hand finds his sleeve, fingers tight like a question. “That— that’s what can kill you.” Her voice is only a breath. Shock makes her younger for a second, and he savours the line of that surprise, how exposed and incandescent she is when the scaffolding of the world shifts.
He nods. “It is one of those things.” He lets the sentence hang between them like an accusation and a promise, watching the play of light on her face. “There are objects this town collects. Objects with teeth. Some legends are costumes. This one is bone-deep.”
A slow smile curls, small and feral. “Which is useful information for you, now that you’ve agreed to travel with me.” His tone is light, almost conversational. “If I ever betray you — if I ever hurt you in ways you cannot forgive — you will know what to look for.” He leans in the tiniest fraction closer, so close her hair brushes his mouth. “You will know how to end me.”
The words are sharper than the wind. They are not instruction, only fact: he is not immortal to everything. He watches the change in her mouth; the shock blooms into something like a reevaluation.
For a second she looks as though she is tallying possibilities, weighing the slates of warning and power between them. He enjoys that tilt of calculation — a private, dangerous commerce between two people who can both break and be broken.
Harri’s fingers tighten on his sleeve, knuckles white. She does not laugh, and she does not melt. She lifts her chin, the way she does when she hardens for a fight, and the small, fierce light in her eyes answers him without softening.
“Don’t be cruel,” she says, and it is not an accusation so much as the putting down of a rule.
“I’m not being cruel,” he says, and there is a truth in that line he allows himself. “I’m being honest. You should understand the theatre you walk into.” He lets his hand find hers and folds her fingers against his palm in a covering motion — not to hide the fact of the sign, but to anchor her where he knows she wobbles.
Harri laughs softly, but it catches halfway, trembles into something that sounds too much like confession. “You speak as if I could ever bring myself to do it,” she murmurs. “To end you.”
Nik tilts his head, curious. “Could you not?”
Her gaze lifts to his, eyes green and sharp and trembling. “No,” she says simply. “I adore you, something ridiculous. If you ever hurt me in ways unimaginable, I’d hurt you back the same way — not to kill, not to end — just enough to make you live with it. I’d make you breathe through it. Because that’s worse, isn’t it? You’d keep breathing, and you’d know it was me who made you.”
Nik’s breath hitches, soft and delighted. The cruelty in his smile turns tender, reverent. “There it is,” he says quietly, tracing the back of her hand with his thumb. “That’s the creature I adore. You see, love — that’s why we belong to each other. Because you’d never let me die easy, and I’d never let you stop fighting.”
She smiles at that — a broken, dangerous little smile — and Nik swears the air itself bends toward her, as if the world recognises the truth in it.
For a moment, there’s nothing else. Just her hand caught in his, her pulse fluttering against his thumb, the faint sound of the wind moving through the trees — an audience too polite to breathe.
“Are you quite finished?”
Elijah’s voice cuts through the quiet like a violin bow against glass — not harsh, only precise. He stands a few steps away, hands tucked neatly into his coat pockets, the edge of his patience tempered by years of practice.
Nik doesn’t turn. “We were having a moment, brother.”
“I’m aware,” Elijah replies dryly. “But the moment would be better spent determining how a material extinct to our kind has found its way into municipal signage.”
Harri’s hand slips free, the spell breaking with it. She steps back, cheeks still flushed, a faint smile ghosting her mouth. Nik follows her glance toward the sign, the pale grain now less like a revelation and more like a warning that’s learned how to sit quietly.
Elijah crouches, tracing the base of the post with two fingers. The mist clings to his sleeve. “It’s been here for years,” he murmurs. “At least a decade, perhaps more. No decay. No replacements.”
“Which means someone preserved it,” Nik says.
“Or someone planted it,” Elijah counters. “And wanted us to find it.”
The wind picks up, carrying the distant sound of a church bell, the faint, wet whisper of leaves. The morning light has turned colder, the kind of light that makes the world look brittle.
Harri crosses her arms, staring at the wood. “Why would anyone leave this here? To scare you?”
Nik hums, eyes narrowing. “Fear is a tool, love. But this—” he gestures toward the sign, toward the grain glinting faintly under the paint “—this feels like a message. A reminder that the soil here still remembers our names.”
Elijah rises, brushing invisible dust from his trousers. “Then we should tread carefully.”
“Careful,” Nik echoes, almost to himself. “When have we ever been careful?”
“Perhaps it’s time we tried.”
Nik smirks. “And risk dulling the story? Never.”
Elijah gives him a look that could be both reproach and resignation.
Harri glances between them. “You’re not just going to leave it there, are you?”
Nik’s mouth curves, slow and wolfish. “Of course not love.”
He steps forward, rolling his sleeves up as though about to perform something tragic. The mist curls around his boots. The sign towers above him — absurd, domestic, welcome to mystic falls smiling down at him with naïve cheer.
“Welcome,” he murmurs, and then drives his hand clean through the base. The crack is sharp, obscene in the morning air. The post shatters under the force, splinters raining across the wet ground. Elijah flinches — only slightly, but enough to betray disapproval.
Nik rips the sign free with practiced ease, muscles taut, veins singing. The painted letters split along the middle — WELCOME severed from MYSTIC FALLS.
Harri watches, silent, breath quick. The smell of sap fills the air — sweet, old, faintly metallic.
Elijah exhales through his nose, the sound of a man accustomed to futility. “Subtle, as ever.”
“Subtlety is for men who can afford to be ignored,” Nik replies. He turns the splintered wood in his hands, studying it like a weapon. The grain gleams faintly beneath the flaking paint — a pulse older than the town itself.
Harri steps closer, voice low. “You’re taking it?”
“Of course.” He glances up at her, smile wicked and almost fond. “One does not simply leave the instrument of one’s destruction by the roadside.”
He lifts the slab easily, tucks it beneath one arm as if it weighs nothing. “Besides,” he adds, tone turning lazy, dangerous, “if anyone went to the trouble of placing it here, I’d rather they know who has it now.”
Harri shakes her head, half in disbelief. “You’re unbelievable.”
Nik’s grin widens. “Darling, that’s why you adore me.”
He strides to the car, the mist parting around him. Elijah mutters something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like prayer, then moves to open the trunk.
Nik fits the sign inside, snapping the longer splinters until the pieces rest neatly. Harri watches him — the economy of motion, the ease with which he handles danger like it’s art. When he shuts the trunk, the echo rolls through the trees.
“There,” he says, brushing his hands off. “A keepsake.”
Elijah looks skyward, patience fraying. “You’re bringing cursed timber into a confined vehicle.”
Nik smirks. “You say that as though I’ve never done worse.”
Harri lingers beside Nik for a heartbeat longer. Her fingers brush his — a quiet, private touch, a small claim.
He turns his head just enough for her to hear him when he says, voice low and wickedly amused, “You see? The theatre begins before the curtain even rises.”
And then, with the air between them still humming, they return to the car — Elijah already in the driver’s seat, the engine rumbling back to life.
As they pull away, the sign vanishes behind them in the fog, but Nik can still feel it, that faint pulse of power, that glimmer of memory that refuses to stay buried.
Mystic Falls is already watching.
And Nik — for all his calculation, all his ancient weariness — cannot help the small, wild smile that finds him again.
The game, at last, has started.
By the time they reach the square, it is noon.
Sunlight glazes the roofs and windows, bright but without warmth. The air carries that strange in-between chill — not winter, not spring — the kind that hides beneath the skin.
Elijah steers the car into the centre of Mystic Falls. The town looks cleaner than memory, but too careful — fresh paint over old blood. The clock tower gleams, the fountain sings, and the people move as if the ground beneath them hasn’t been rewritten a dozen times by grief.
Nik leans back in his seat, watching. Every inch of this place hums with familiarity — streets that once ran red, corners that still smell like history. He can almost see ghosts pressed behind the glass storefronts, reflections caught mid-breath.
Elijah parks beside the fountain, the car’s engine softening into silence. The sunlight hits the windscreen, scattering across their faces. For a while, no one speaks. The town looks asleep, but Nik knows better. Mystic Falls never sleeps; it listens.
Then Harri shifts beside him, voice small but certain.
“I’m hungry.”
The sound of it — quiet, human, almost bashful — breaks the air like a ripple through still water.
Nik turns his head, studying her. Her cheeks are flushed from the drive, curls loose around her face. She looks delicate in this light — not fragile, just real, achingly alive.
He realises he hasn’t seen her eat since dawn the day before.
A smile curls against his mouth. “So you are.”
Elijah glances at them through the rear-view mirror. “You could have mentioned it sooner.”
Harri shrugs, still gazing out at the square. “I didn’t want to stop the drive.”
Nik’s tone softens, just enough to slip past his usual armour. “Then we’ll stop now.”
He opens his door, the sound crisp against the hush of noon. The air greets him — cool, edged with the faint scent of water and wildflowers. He rounds the car and opens her door, a gesture caught somewhere between habit and devotion.
She steps out, the sunlight brushing across her face. “You don’t have to—”
“I do,” he interrupts gently. “Indulge me, love. I’m attempting civility.”
Elijah joins them, straightening his cuffs. “A rare performance. I suggest we enjoy it while it lasts.”
Nik throws him a sidelong look. “You may keep your applause, brother. I find it cheapens the sincerity.”
The town square lies before them — flower stalls spilling colour, iron benches dappled in shadow, the faint hum of bees. Somewhere nearby, the clatter of cutlery and laughter drifts through an open café door.
Harri’s stomach growls quietly. She flushes, mutters, “Betrayer.”
Nik chuckles under his breath. “At least one of us is honest about what we need.”
She shoots him a look that could kill a lesser man. “Don’t start.”
He raises both hands in mock surrender, smiling. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Elijah gestures toward the café tucked at the corner, its windows fogged with warmth and the faint clink of porcelain. “That seems adequate.”
“Adequate,” Nik repeats. “Your enthusiasm overwhelms me.”
Harri shakes her head, amused despite herself. “You two can argue about adjectives; I’m going inside.”
She moves toward the door, and the breeze catches her coat, lifting the hem like a small spell. Nik follows, his gaze trailing her with a kind of quiet hunger that has nothing to do with blood. Elijah lingers half a step behind, patient as a shadow.
When Harri pushes open the café door, a bell chimes overhead. Warmth spills out — butter, coffee, bread. She exhales, the first real ease since dawn softening her shoulders.
Nik pauses just inside the threshold, scanning the room automatically — exits, faces, rhythm. He always calculates, even here. But there’s nothing threatening, only sunlight and chatter and the absurd normalcy of people living lives untouched by monsters.
Elijah claims a table near the window. Nik slides in beside Harri. The chairs creak, the table rocks faintly — a flaw that makes him oddly fond of it.
Harri rests her chin in her hand, eyes flicking toward him. “You’re staring.”
He doesn’t bother to deny it. “You look less tired when you’re hungry. It suits you.”
She laughs softly, shaking her head. “You’re terrible.”
“Unquestionably.”
Elijah hides his amusement behind a folded menu. “If you’re both finished,” he says dryly, “perhaps we can focus on the task at hand — nourishment.”
Harri reaches for the menu. “You sound like someone’s father.”
“Someone must,” Elijah replies.
Nik leans back, gaze flicking out the window — the fountain, the street, the signboards, the distant shimmer of trees. The sunlight may be gentle, but something about it feels too still, like a stage light before the first line is spoken.
He looks back at Harri, her eyes scanning the page, her fingers tapping lightly against the table in rhythm with her thoughts.
He smiles, quiet and to himself.
For the moment, she’s human.
For the moment, they all are.
He watches the sunlight fall across her hands, pale and trembling at the edges. It catches on the gold band of her ring — not a token, just an ordinary piece of jewellery — but it still feels like something sacred.
The small things always do.
He tells himself this is enough: her next to him, the hum of voices, the smell of coffee. A scene stolen out of a life that might have been. But beneath the quiet, something aches — that restless, gnawing thing that never learned peace.
It’s been just over a month since he closed the bond.
A month of silence where once there had been the hum of her thoughts brushing against his own, half-formed and unguarded. He had done it for her — he’d told himself that — to give her space to breathe without the echo of him in her chest. But he had also done it for himself. He hadn’t known what to do with the sound of her.
Now he finds he misses it.
Not the words, not even the closeness — just the awareness of her. The pulse at the edge of his mind that said alive, alive, alive.
He’s learned her differently since then — the small, human ways. The shift of her shoulders when she’s tired. The way she tucks her lip between her teeth when she’s deciding whether to speak. The rhythm of her breathing when she’s lying.
He’s always been good at reading tells, but with her it feels less like strategy and more like surrender.
And she’s learned him, too.
She knows when his anger isn’t anger, when his silence means regret. She knows how to touch him without crowding him, how to soothe without diminishing.
It should frighten him — it does — because he’s not sure who taught her that kind of mercy, but he knows it wasn’t him.
A part of him is angry at himself — for missing the small things. For not noticing she hadn’t eaten, hadn’t rested. For letting his mind run ahead into ghosts and war when she is sitting right here, human and hungry and real. Two years of careful closeness, and he still fails at the simplest kindness.
The thought must show in his face because she looks up, catches it, and without a word slides her hand under the table. Her fingers find his, warm and certain. She squeezes once — gentle, grounding.
She is good, he thinks, and the thought wrecks him. Not the blameless kind of good that breaks under pressure, but the fierce, enduring kind that rebuilds. The kind he’s spent centuries destroying in others.
He wonders how she always knows when to reach for him — how she manages to read the parts of him even he avoids. For centuries, understanding had been a currency he refused to spend. But she gives it freely, as if it costs her nothing.
He doesn’t move for a moment, just watches their hands, her thumb tracing slow circles across his knuckles. The gesture is small, almost nothing. But it still undoes him.
She always knows. Even without the bond, she knows.
He turns his hand, lacing their fingers together. Her pulse hums against his skin — proof of life, proof of everything fragile he doesn’t know how to keep.
He exhales through his nose, a sound close to a laugh. “You’ll ruin me,” he murmurs, not quite meaning to say it aloud.
Her eyes flick up, curious. “Too late for that, isn’t it?”
He huffs something that might be amusement. “You’d be surprised how long I can drag my feet on redemption.”
She smiles, faint but real. “I’m not trying to redeem you, Nik.”
He tilts his head, studying her. “No?”
“No.” Her voice drops softer. “I just don’t want to watch you forget how to be kind.”
The words land where all the centuries can’t reach.
He swallows, slow, deliberate. There’s a tremor in his chest — not fear, not love, something older than both. He wants to tell her she’s already too late for that too, but he can’t lie to her as easily as he lies to the rest of the world.
He leans closer before he can stop himself, before logic or pride can intervene. The café hums softly around them — the clink of cutlery, the murmur of strangers — and he lowers his head until his lips find the side of hers.
He presses a kiss to her temple, soft and sure. Not apology, not even promise — just a quiet acknowledgment: I hear you. I’m still trying.
She doesn’t move, doesn’t startle, just breathes in slow. Her free hand curls around her mug; her other remains entwined with his beneath the table.
He feels it then — that stillness she brings, that impossible calm. He doesn’t deserve it, but for now he’ll take it.
When he draws back, she smiles at the window instead of him. “You’re staring again.”
“I make no apologies for admiring art,” he murmurs.
Elijah clears his throat softly from across the table, the smallest flicker of a smirk ghosting his face. “If you two are quite done romanticising caffeine, perhaps we can plan where to begin.”
Nik doesn’t look away from Harri. “Some of us are already beginning, brother.”
Harri laughs, quiet but bright — and for the first time since crossing into Mystic Falls, the sound feels like home.
The plates arrive, steaming. She eats with the kind of focus only hunger can justify, murmuring half-hearted protests when Nik steals a bite from the edge of her plate, his grin unapologetic. Elijah drinks his coffee in slow, thoughtful sips, eyes fixed on the window as if the town’s secrets might present themselves between one breath and the next.
The café hums with life — chatter, silverware, the low hiss of milk steaming. For a brief stretch of time, the world is simple again: food, warmth, company.
When the plates are cleared, Harri leans back in her chair with a soft groan, hand pressed lightly against her stomach. “I’m well fed and thoroughly stuffed,” she declares, voice lazy, content.
Nik’s smile turns fond. “A rare moment of peace. I almost feel guilty for enjoying it.”
Elijah sets his cup down with delicate precision. “As delightful as this illusion of domesticity is,” he says mildly, “we should find somewhere to stay before evening.”
Harri straightens a little. “We’re not going out today?”
“Not yet.” Elijah’s tone leaves no room for argument. “You’ve been awake since dawn. We all have. If we mean to move carefully, we start from solid ground.”
Nik smirks over the rim of his glass. “Translation: my brother refuses to investigate on an empty stomach or a wrinkled shirt.”
Elijah’s eyes flick to him, patient but sharp. “I’ve learned that chaos accomplishes little when one is half asleep, Niklaus.”
“And I’ve learned that overplanning invites boredom.”
“Then consider this practice in restraint,” Elijah replies, standing. “We’ll need to find accommodations.”
Harri hides a smile behind her napkin, gaze darting between them. “You two could make even house-hunting sound like a centuries-old argument.”
“That’s because it is,” Nik says. He rises, smoothing his coat, then extends a hand to her. “Come, little witch. We’ll find somewhere that doesn’t creak under the weight of its own walls.”
She takes his hand, standing with a quiet laugh. “You mean somewhere that doesn’t remind you of yourself.”
Elijah’s expression flickers — amusement, fondness, a ghost of disbelief — before settling back into calm. “If we’re finished with poetry, we have the manor to visit .”
Nik’s grin is slow and sharp, like a blade catching light. “Our old home? I’m surprised you’d suggest it.”
“It’s still standing,” Elijah replies. “And more importantly, still ours.”
A beat of silence passes — heavy, full. Harri looks between them, brows knitting. “You have a house here?”
Nik’s voice turns quiet. “We have a graveyard with walls, darling. But yes. We do.”
The drive takes them north, out of the town and into the winding forest roads. The light fades as they go, filtering through the trees in gold and green shards. The town’s hum drops away until all that’s left is the low murmur of the engine and the sound of wind moving through leaves that have seen too much.
Harri leans her head against the window. The rhythm of the car lulls her; Nik can feel the warmth of her shoulder against his arm. Elijah drives, as always, with the patience of a man who distrusts haste.
The closer they get, the more the world feels old. The trees here remember him — he can feel it, that subtle shift in the air, like recognition that doesn’t know if it should be reverence or resentment.
The manor appears slowly, emerging from the line of pines like something the forest has tried and failed to swallow. Stone walls weathered to the colour of ghosts, windows dark and reflective, vines creeping across the façade. A house half-asleep, half-listening.
Harri sits up, breath catching. “It’s beautiful.”
Nik looks at it — the cracked steps, the worn crest above the door, the faint shimmer of old wards humming in the air — and can’t decide if he agrees. “It’s stubborn,” he says instead. “We built it that way.”
Elijah parks at the foot of the drive. “It will need power restored, dust removed, and perhaps a touch of paint,” he muses, already slipping into quiet efficiency. “But the wards are intact. I can feel them.”
Harri steps out, arms wrapped around herself against the chill. The forest smells of rain and moss, heavy with memory. “How long has it been since you were last here?”
Nik joins her, gaze sweeping over the sagging balcony, the front door half-hidden by ivy. “A century or two,” he says softly.
She gives him a look — fond, exasperated. “You say that like it’s a normal measure of time.”
“For us, it rather is.”
Elijah approaches the door. The air shifts as he lays a hand on the wood, the old magic stirring — a low vibration, a hum that crawls up the spine. The house seems to inhale.
The door unlocks with a sound like a sigh.
Inside, the air is thick with dust and silence. Furniture shrouded in white, the smell of old cedar and forgotten things. But beneath it all, there’s a pulse — faint but real.
Nik crosses the threshold first. The boards creak under his boots, echoing faintly. “Well,” he murmurs. “It’s good to see she hasn’t fallen apart entirely.”
Harri steps in behind him, eyes wide. “It feels… alive.”
“She remembers us,” Elijah says simply.
Nik runs a hand along the banister, tracing the grooves left by centuries of restless hands. He feels something twist in his chest — nostalgia, maybe, or guilt wearing nostalgia’s face.
Harri turns in a slow circle, gaze drinking in the high ceilings, the dust motes swirling through the light. “We can stay here?”
“We can,” Nik says, his voice softening. “And we will. For as long as this town allows us to.”
Elijah moves deeper into the hall. “I’ll check the generator. Niklaus, see to the perimeter. Harri—”
“I’ll make sure the rooms upstairs are still standing,” she finishes, smiling.
Elijah inclines his head, disappearing down the corridor.
Nik watches her for a long moment as she climbs the staircase, her hand trailing along the rail, the light catching her hair. He realises, with a quiet ache, that for the first time in a long while, this house might actually feel like home.
The thought unsettles him. He’s never trusted comfort — it never lasts.
Still, he lingers in the silence she leaves behind, listening to the echo of her footsteps above, the hum of old wards tightening around the house like a slow, protective heartbeat.
He exhales.
“Welcome home, little witch,” he whispers to no one, and the house, as if recognising an old command, hums back.
//
Night drapes itself over the forest, thick and silvery.
The manor exhales dust and quiet—the kind that makes sound feel like intrusion. Shadows move along the walls in soft gestures, candlelight bending through air that remembers them.
Elijah stays below, pragmatic as ever. His voice drifts faintly through the floorboards, giving orders to no one in particular—check the locks, the windows, the generator. Not spells, just habit; order made ritual by a man who has spent centuries convincing chaos to sit still.
Upstairs, Harri opens one of the tall windows. The forest hums beyond it, dark and endless. The air carries the clean chill of night and the faint ache of rain that never quite falls.
Nik watches her from the doorway.
The candlelight catches in her hair, turns it gold at the edges. The house hums around her as though trying to remember her shape—not the girl from stories, not the witch from prophecies, just her.
She draws in a breath and says, almost in wonder, “It feels alive, reminds me of Hogwarts.”
He steps further into the room, voice low. “It is. Everything we’ve touched learns to listen.”
She turns to him, a half-smile ghosting her mouth. “Then it’s listening now.”
He nods once. “Always.”
She glances around, fingers brushing the curve of the old bedpost. “So this is it?” she asks. “Your home?”
“For now,” he says, and something in that small truth steadies him.
He lingers by the window, staring out into the dark. “Harri?”
She hums in answer.
“Can we share a room?”
It is uncharacteristic of him to ask such things in such manner. The question lands gently, without demand, but it fills the space between them.
She looks up, startled. “Nik—”
He smiles faintly. “It’s a large house, yes, but it feels smaller without Teddy and the others in it.”
Her mouth curves, though the hesitation remains—a flicker of tension beneath her calm. He sees it at once.
“Why do you hesitate, love?” His voice lowers, softer now. “You trust me.”
“I do,” she says quickly. “It’s not that.”
“Then what?”
She looks down at her hands, voice low but steady. “Rhetorics cling,” she says. “Petunia raised me that way. Old rules. Old fears. She used to say only a husband and wife should share a bed. Anything else is… improper.” She shakes her head, cheeks colouring. “It’s ridiculous, I know. But it’s stitched into me.”
Nik stops beside her, studying the line of her profile. He could laugh—and once, he would have—but the look in her eyes stills him. There’s no shame there, only quiet conviction wrapped in unease.
He reaches out, brushing his thumb along her jaw. “You call it ridiculous,” he murmurs, “but I find it rather beautiful. That even now, when the world asks nothing sacred of you, you still keep something untouched.”
She meets his gaze, and something in it steadies her. “I don’t mean I won’t share a bed,” she says softly. “I just… there are other things I can’t. Not yet. Not until—” she falters, the next word barely audible, “—marriage.”
Her honesty hits him like a small, clean wound.
Rhetorics cling—childhood scars dressed up as vows. Not until marriage.
At first, he mocks it—soft, half-hearted. “So a bed, but not a breath beyond?”
Her eyes lift, calm and unflinching. “If that’s not enough, then don’t ask it of me.”
He exhales, something between laughter and surrender. For a man who’s spent lifetimes taking what he wants, restraint feels like penance. And yet—looking at her, he can’t summon cruelty.
He aches for her — to see her undone, wholly his — but he swallows the hunger.
Because she has asked for patience, and for once in his long, ruinous life, he finds he has it.
His voice drops to a whisper. “Then marriage,” he says quietly. “And then more.”
She blinks, startled—half disbelief, half something else entirely. “You don’t mean that.”
He gives her a small, worn smile. “You think I’m incapable of meaning. But I would.”
She searches his face for jest and finds none.
The air thickens. The candle flickers. The house listens.
And then, from downstairs, Elijah’s voice cuts through the hush—steady, practical. “Niklaus. Harri. The power’s somewhat restored. Come down before the dust chokes us all.”
Nik exhales, the sound close to a laugh. “Ever our saviour.”
Harri’s lips curve. “Saved by responsibility.”
He looks at her for a moment longer, his expression unreadable, then reaches for her hand. “Come on,” he says softly. “Let’s see what still remembers us.”
She nods, and together they step into the hallway where the shadows wait like old friends.
The house groans beneath their feet, settling into the weight of them, as if finally, after all these years, it can sleep knowing its monsters are home.
Chapter 18
Summary:
He tilts his head, mock thoughtfulness in his tone. “Are you asking me on an outing, little witch?”
She feigns consideration. “If I say yes, will you stop looking at me like I just suggested treason?”
He grins, the expression quick and wolfish. “If you say yes, I’ll call it what it is — a date.”
Chapter Text
The days settle slow.
For two weeks — maybe three — the world folds itself into the shape of something almost ordinary.
The forest keeps its secrets. The house hums under layers of dust and time, growing less hollow with every small sound that fills it.
They keep a low profile. Elijah handles the outside world with surgical grace, compelling builders and electricians to restore what centuries have stolen.
Floors are polished, walls mended, the old rooms coaxed back to life. When the workers leave, they remember nothing but a quiet sense of satisfaction and the taste of coffee on their tongues.
By the third week, the manor no longer looks abandoned. It breathes. Curtains catch the light again, the kitchen hums with electricity, and laughter sometimes dares the hallways.
Harri writes at the table by the east window. Even in cold weather she keeps it open a fraction, liking the sound of wind threading through pine. Nik never understands it but always brings her tea, placing the cup beside her notebook without a word.
Letters arrive every few days — from England, from New Orleans, but mostly from England, from the life she left but cannot quite let go of.
At first, she hesitates to open them. Then habit wins over fear.
Hermione’s handwriting is brisk and firm, as though even ink must obey her logic:
We heard from Andromeda. Teddy’s thriving. He refuses to nap, which George says is proof he’s a Weasley at heart. You’d be proud — and probably exhausted.
Ron’s scrawl comes next, messy and warm:
Oi, you didn’t say the little man could run now! He nearly knocked my tea over. We’re all taking turns minding him — Mum’s smitten, of course. Miss you, mate. Don’t do anything mad.
Neville’s letter smells faintly of soil and smoke, the greenhouse handwriting softer than the rest:
The garden’s full of winter blooms. Teddy helps me water them. He keeps asking when he’ll go home. I told him soon — I hope that’s right.
George’s note arrives with a doodle of a dragon wearing Teddy’s jumper:
If the kid grows any faster, we’ll have to start billing you for food. Joking, mostly. Hope you’re somewhere less boring than England. Send chaos. Love, G.
And Molly’s comes last — neat, maternal loops:
My dear girl, we hear from Andromeda often. Teddy is loved and safe. We all miss you. Write when you can. Arthur sends his best — and his spare jumper, of course.
Harri keeps the letters stacked neatly beside her journal. She reads them in order when the nights feel too long, and sometimes again in reverse, as if she could rewind time by doing so.
On the seventeenth day, Andromeda’s letter arrives.
The envelope bears her careful hand and a London postmark blurred by rain. Harri stills when she sees it, fingers tightening before she breaks the seal. The paper smells faintly of damp stone and tea — England’s scent.
Inside is a moving photograph: Teddy in the garden behind the townhouse, curls unruly, cheeks pink from cold. He waves at the camera, then throws himself onto the grass, laughing. The image loops endlessly — his laughter, his tumble, his return.
Harri’s breath catches. A tear slides down her cheek before she notices.
Nik leans over her shoulder, gaze softening. “He’s growing.”
She nods, smiling through it. “And happy. He looks happy.”
“He misses you,” Nik says quietly.
Her voice breaks on the answer. “I know.”
Elijah, passing by with a stack of blueprints, pauses. “May I?”
Harri passes him the photo. He studies it a long moment before setting it carefully on the mantel. “Let him keep watch,” he says. “A reminder of sorts.”
The room falls silent. The candlelight flickers against Teddy’s laughing face. Outside, the wind moves through the trees with the hush of ocean waves.
Later, Harri folds Andromeda’s letter back into its envelope and tucks it beneath her pillow. The photograph stays where Elijah left it. Sometimes, when the flame bends just right, Teddy’s little hand seems to wave before looping again into laughter.
And for a breath, the ache in her chest feels almost like peace.
Nik tries to live quietly. He almost succeeds.
The days here stretch longer than they should, like the forest is pulling time at its edges. Every hour hums with a kind of false peace — the kind that comes before something breaks.
He walks the halls when Harri writes, unable to sit still.
The house creaks under his steps as if remembering him — each sound a ghost of another century. He catches glimpses of himself in the old mirrors, versions of a man he’s already been.
It’s maddening, this stillness, this pretending at peace.
Elijah thrives in it. Harri adapts.
Nik endures.
He spends the mornings helping Elijah with what he calls “practicalities.” Inspections. Repairs. Boundaries.
Elijah takes to it as if it’s structure — neat, methodical, calm. Nik mostly watches, offering advice that’s half sarcasm and half memory: where the foundations crack, which rooms flood when it rains, which corner of the cellar used to smell like blood.
Afternoons belong to Harri. She writes, and he reads over her shoulder without asking. Sometimes she hums under her breath, and it stills something in him he didn’t realise was restless.
She writes about Teddy most often — fragments of thoughts she never sends.
He reads them sometimes, when she leaves the room:
He must have a new tooth by now.
He used to laugh at his shadows.
He has his father’s stubbornness and Nik’s temper, and his mother’s colouring when he chooses.
He doesn’t know whether to feel flattered or exposed.
At night, he dreams of motion — of rivers, battles, endless roads — only to wake to the stillness of the manor. The ceiling beams look like ribs, the walls like memory. Harri’s light still burns some nights; he sees it under her door, a soft reminder that she’s here, alive, writing the world steady again one page at a time.
Sometimes he goes to her — quietly, without reason.
He doesn’t speak, and she doesn’t ask. She just looks up, sees the restlessness in his face, and wordlessly shifts over so he can sit beside her.
They don’t touch, not always. Sometimes it’s enough just to breathe in the same rhythm.
The house seems to calm around them when they do. The old wood stops creaking. The air settles. Even Elijah’s footsteps fade somewhere below, as though he’s learned to give them this small, human space.
One evening, Harri looks up from her notes, candlelight soft against her face. “You hate this, don’t you?”
Nik glances over. “Hate what?”
“The quiet.”
He huffs a laugh. “I don’t hate it. I just don’t know what to do with it.”
“It’s just peace, Nik. You could try liking it.”
“Peace,” he says, tasting the word as if it’s foreign. “It never stays.”
She studies him a moment, her expression unreadable, then says softly, “Then we enjoy it while it does.”
He doesn’t answer — only watches her turn back to her writing, the quill scratching softly across the page.
Later, when she’s asleep and the candle’s nearly gone, he walks the corridors again. The house breathes slow around him. The forest hums beyond the glass, the same sound as waves in a shell.
He thinks of Teddy’s photograph downstairs — of that frozen loop of laughter, of Harri’s hand pressed over her heart when she saw it.
He thinks of the letter she tucked beneath her pillow.
Of the way she still says home and means somewhere else.
And though he’ll never say it aloud, some part of him is glad for that. Because if she still misses home, she’ll still want to survive this place.
Nik moves through the dark until the hall opens to the windowed landing. Below, the photo gleams faintly in the firelight, Teddy’s little hand still waving in its endless loop.
“Pray for her safety for me, little one,” he murmurs, voice rough with something he’ll never name.
The photograph flickers once, as if in answer.
Outside, the wind rises, carrying the scent of rain and something older — the kind of shift that warns of movement, of story, of change.
Nik stays there, still as the house holds its breath, waiting for what comes next.
//
Morning arrives soft and golden.
The forest glows with light that looks almost kind, the sort of sunlight that filters through leaves instead of burning through them. The manor hums around it, the air carrying the faint scent of dust, paint, and pine.
Nik finds Harri in the kitchen, barefoot, hair half-braided, rummaging through the cupboards like someone discovering civilisation.
She glances up when he enters, eyes bright. “Did you know Elijah stocked the pantry like a man expecting a siege?”
Nik leans against the doorframe, arms crossed. “He’s an optimist that way. He believes food will save us.”
She holds up a jar of marmalade, squints at the label. “This expired in 1973.”
“Then it has history. Everything in this house does.”
Harri rolls her eyes but smiles, the morning light soft on her face. “Come on. Let’s go into town. Find something edible. Maybe explore a little while we’re at it.”
He tilts his head, mock thoughtfulness in his tone. “Are you asking me on an outing, little witch?”
She feigns consideration. “If I say yes, will you stop looking at me like I just suggested treason?”
He grins, the expression quick and wolfish. “If you say yes, I’ll call it what it is — a date.”
That earns him a quiet laugh. “You don’t strike me as the picnic type.”
“Then let me surprise you.”
They leave Elijah a note — Gone to investigate breakfast. Don’t follow unless starving. — and step out into the light.
The air outside is cool but clear, the forest still damp with morning. The car waits at the end of the drive, sunlight catching on its bonnet. Harri climbs in first, humming under her breath, the sound soft as wind through glass.
Nik drives. He always insists. “You navigate,” he tells her. “It gives you something to blame when we inevitably get lost.”
She smirks, turning in her seat to face him. “You’d get lost in your own house.”
“I prefer to think of it as exploring.”
The road unspools before them — long stretches of green and gold, the town waking slow in the distance. Birds scatter as they pass. The air smells faintly of coffee and woodsmoke once they near the square.
When they park by the fountain, the town looks almost unchanged. The same clock tower, the same brick facades, the same ghosts wearing new faces.
“Still beautiful,” Harri says.
“Still dangerous,” Nik replies.
She looks at him sideways. “You’re not going to ruin this for me with brooding, are you?”
He sighs dramatically. “And here I thought brooding was my charm.”
“Try charm without menace for once.”
He glances at her, smiling despite himself. “Dangerously close to domesticity, this. You’ll have me buying scones next.”
“Good,” she says, already walking ahead. “You can carry the basket.”
They wander the market that’s gathered by the square — stalls of honey and candles, flowers, jam jars that glitter like glass treasure. Harri trails her fingers along everything she passes, pausing to smell the lilacs, to laugh at a vendor’s dog asleep under the table.
Nik follows a half-step behind, every bit the ancient creature pretending at humanity — but in moments like this, the pretense feels real.
When she stops to taste a piece of sugared praline, she offers him one. “It’s sweet,” she warns.
“So are you,” he says before he can help it.
She blinks, cheeks pinking. “You’re insufferable.”
“Undeniably.”
They sit by the fountain when their pockets are full of things they don’t need — strawberries, honey, a newspaper from last week. The water glints in the sunlight, scattering reflections across their hands.
For a moment, they say nothing. The town moves quietly around them — laughter, footsteps, a door closing somewhere.
Harri leans back, eyes half-closed. “Feels strange,” she says softly. “Like pretending to be normal.”
Nik studies her profile — the sunlight across her skin, the curve of her mouth. “You’re better at it than I am.”
She turns, smiling. “That’s because you still try too hard.”
He chuckles under his breath. “A fair point.”
They sit there until the shadows shift and the day grows bright enough to feel real.
When they finally stand to leave, Harri reaches for his hand without quite meaning to. He doesn’t say anything — just laces his fingers through hers, the gesture easy, unspoken.
And for the first time since they crossed into Mystic Falls, it doesn’t feel like a mission.
It feels like a life beginning in the middle of one already lived.
They walk until noon bleeds into gold.
The market thins, the air sweet with the smell of fried food and river wind. Harri spots a sign down the street — Mystic Grill painted in fading blue — and tugs his sleeve. “Come on. Lunch. Your treat.”
Nik follows, bemused, letting her lead. The door chimes when they enter, the sound light and harmless. Inside, the place hums with laughter and the low rhythm of a jukebox somewhere near the bar.
“Quaint,” Nik murmurs.
Harri smiles. “You mean human.”
“Same thing.”
They take a booth by the window. Sunlight pools across the table, scattering over the condensation on their glasses. Harri orders a sandwich and chips; Nik requests a drink he won’t touch. The waitress writes it all down without looking up.
For a while, they sit in easy quiet. Harri drums her fingers against the tabletop in rhythm with the music. Nik watches her — the curve of her mouth when she bites a fry, the way she squints at the menu like it’s a riddle.
“You’re staring again,” she says, not looking up.
“I’m admiring,” he corrects.
“Semantics.”
He grins. “Always.”
Outside, the street moves lazily — students, shopkeepers, sunlight. The sort of normal he’s always mocked and secretly envied.
A poster catches Harri’s eye on the far wall: bold letters, bright colours. Mystic High Fundraiser — Community Night Tonight. Beneath it, a photo of the town’s clock tower, string lights, smiling faces.
“A fundraiser?” she muses. “That could be useful. Locals, chatter, news.”
Nik leans closer to read it. “And terrible music, most likely.”
“Don’t ruin it yet. You might even enjoy yourself.”
He hums, noncommittal, but his smile lingers.
When they finish eating, they step back into the sunlight. The day has softened, the sky stretching wide and pale. Children weave between the benches; a busker plays something slow on a guitar.
They walk without direction, following the sound of the river until the path loops them past the square again. Harri talks — about the town’s symmetry, the age of the buildings, the way everything here feels staged — and he listens, filing away the cadence of her voice more carefully than the words themselves.
The air begins to cool when they circle back toward the car.
The sunlight thins, growing slanted and gold, slipping through branches like coins through fingers. The town softens around them — shop shutters half-drawn, voices thinning, everything fading into that hour between hush and hum.
Harri walks slower now, as if she’s memorising the way the streets breathe at dusk. Her hand lingers against stone walls, along iron rails slick with age.
She looks, Nik thinks, like someone trying to anchor herself to a world that never quite belonged to her.
They pass a florist’s window strung with paper lights. Inside, a woman hums as she ties ribbons around bouquets. Harri pauses, watching, the reflection of petals blooming faintly against the glass.
“She reminds me of Neville,” she murmurs. “Hands always gentle, even when the world wasn’t.”
Nik studies her reflection beside his own. “You miss them,” he says, not unkindly.
“I do.” A quiet breath. “But I think that’s a good thing. Missing means I still remember what it felt like to belong.”
He doesn’t reply. There’s nothing he can say that won’t sound like confession.
They keep walking.
By the time they reach the car, the sky is the colour of bruised lilac. Harri leans against the door, squinting toward the square. Lanterns have begun to string up between lampposts, flickering on one by one — preparations for the fundraiser tonight.
“Look,” she says, tilting her chin toward the glow. “They’re setting up.”
Nik follows her gaze. The sight is quaint — bunting, tables, the beginnings of a stage. And yet something in him stills, a whisper of instinct coiling low and old. The air feels too still, too sweet. Mystic Falls has always been beautiful like that — right before it turns cruel.
“Perhaps we should head back,” he says.
Harri arches a brow. “And miss a perfectly good opportunity to blend in?”
He gives her a look that says blend in has never once described them. But she’s already circling to the passenger side, grin tugging at her mouth.
“Fine,” he mutters. “We’ll observe. Briefly.”
She laughs — the sound like a spell breaking.
/
By evening, the square is alive.
String lights ripple across the trees, casting the cobblestones in honeyed glow. Music hums from the speakers — the kind meant to charm rather than unsettle — and the air smells of popcorn, candied apples, rain just waiting to fall.
Nik lingers at the edge of the crowd, dark coat too tailored, presence too sharp for the warmth around him. He looks out of place in the way predators often do — mistaken for decoration until they move.
Harri, by contrast, moves through the crowd like she belongs to it. She greets vendors, lingers by a stall selling old books, trades smiles as though she’s learning a new dialect. The human pulse of it all seems to steady her.
He watches her for a while — the tilt of her head as she listens, the way the lamplight threads through her hair. For a moment, he forgets what world they stand in. What histories they carry.
Then he feels it.
A prickle along his spine. The old, instinctual tug that never truly quiets.
He turns — and freezes.
Across the square, beside the raffle table, a girl laughs. Brown hair gleaming under the lights, features so achingly familiar they punch the air from his chest.
There is no staggering revelation, no sharp inhale of shock, no melodramatic step backward as though a puppeteer has reached down and smacked him across the jaw.
No — Nik takes her in with the ease of a man cataloguing curiosities at a market stall.
A simple revelation, tucked neatly on the back burner of his mind.
He is here for her, yes — but for now, he is here to indulge his Harri.
Affection takes precedence over novelty. His dearest obsessions with doppelgängers and breaking his curse free would simply have to wait.
Still, he cannot look away. The resemblance is uncanny — not perfect, but close enough to stir ghosts best left buried. Elena Gilbert, though he doesn’t know the name yet. Just a shape carved in repetition by his mothers cruel humour.
Harri notices his stillness when she turns back, a half-eaten apple in hand.
“What is it?”
He blinks, schooling his expression. “Nothing.”
Her gaze sharpens. “Nik.”
“Later,” he says lightly. “It’s nothing that will ruin your evening.”
That earns him a faint frown but she lets it go — for now. She’s learning him too well: when to press, when to wait for the truth to surface on its own.
They wander on, the music rising around them, laughter cutting through the dusk. But Nik’s attention flickers back again and again — to the girl by the table, to the uncanny echo of a face he’s chased across centuries.
He wonders if this town ever tires of repeating itself.
//
By the time the fundraiser winds down, the lights blur in the drizzle beginning to fall. Harri laughs, catching raindrops on her palm, unbothered by the damp.
Nik watches her with a half-smile that doesn’t quite reach his eyes.
Elijah will ask questions when they return — about the crowd, the layout, the mood of the town. Nik will have answers ready. All but one.
Because somewhere between the music and the scent of rain, he felt it again — that faint, unmistakable pull of old magic twisting through the air.
The kind that smells like déjà vu. The kind that never ends well.
He looks once more toward where the girl had stood. She’s gone now, vanished into the small-town dark like a memory that wasn’t his to begin with.
The rain thickens, drumming against the pavement.
Harri nudges him lightly. “Come on. You’ll rust.”
He glances down, and for the briefest heartbeat — as the light catches her face, laughter soft and defiant — he realises something terrifying in its simplicity.
He is no longer certain which echo he’s chasing anymore.
Because for a thousand years he has dreamed of his soulmate — of a voice that would know his name before he spoke it, of a hand that might steady the ruin in him.
And for just as long, he has dreamed of unsealing the wolf buried beneath his skin — of the face that would break his curse, of the freedom promised and denied by blood and betrayal alike.
And now, when he stands on the edge of both — the doppelgänger within reach, the beast beneath him stirring — he finds himself wondering if any of it is worth it.
If chasing the ghosts of his own salvation means tearing apart the fragile peace she’s only just begun to build.
Because what he feels for Harri — this slow, relentless thing growing in the quiet between them — might already be the most dangerous curse he’s ever carried.
Chapter 19
Summary:
He swallows, eyes flicking toward the window, the reflection of her beside him. “When I saw the doppelgänger — the face that might break my curse — she was right there, in the corner of my vision. And all I could think was that I’ve been here before. I tried this once, with Katherine. It ended in betrayal, My dagger in Elijah’s chest, and madness clawing at my mind.”
Harri listens, still as the air itself.
Nik’s voice softens, turns raw. “If I try again — if I unseal the wolf — I have more to lose than I did then. You. Us. Whatever this fragile, impossible thing is we’ve built. And that terrifies me.”
Notes:
So many scammers on here, good Lord, bugger off please
Chapter Text
The manor greets them with silence.
Rain beads on the windows, tapping slow against the glass. The lamps burn low, throwing long shadows across the hall. Elijah stands by the hearth, still in his shirt sleeves, a decanter half-empty on the table beside him.
He doesn’t look surprised to see them. He rarely does.
Only sets his glass down, turns, and says, “So. What have you seen?”
Nik closes the door behind them, the sound dull against the storm outside. Harri shrugs off her coat, shaking the damp from her hair. The air feels thick — the kind that carries both rain and revelation.
“The town is small,” Harri says first, because she knows how to break Elijah’s silences gently. “Busy. Restless beneath the charm. They’re holding a fundraiser — students, families, the usual. We blended in well enough.”
Elijah’s gaze slides to Nik. “And?”
Nik hesitates only a heartbeat. “She exists.”
That draws Elijah still. “The doppelgänger.”
“The very one,” Nik murmurs, slipping his hands into his pockets. “Alive. Breathing. The bloodline intact.”
Elijah studies him carefully — not the words, but the man beneath them. “And how do you feel?”
Nik smirks faintly. “Like a man who’s been handed exactly what he asked for, and has just realised he might not want it.”
Elijah’s brows draw together, just barely. “I beg your pardon?”
Harri stills, halfway to the mantel, her gaze flicking between them. “You’ve chased this for centuries, Nik. How could you possibly not want it now?”
Nik doesn’t answer at once. The firelight catches in his eyes, turning them gold and hollow. He looks tired — not in body, but in the way old things get tired: bone-deep, soul-deep.
“I’ve spent lifetimes hunting a name,” he says finally. “Faces. Prophecies. And now that it’s here — tangible, breathing — all I can think of is the ruin it might bring.”
Elijah steps closer, voice level but probing. “You fear failure?”
“I fear success,” Nik admits, and the words hang there, startling in their honesty.
Harri’s expression softens, though her voice stays steady. “You think breaking the curse might break something else with it.”
He meets her gaze, the corner of his mouth twitching — not in humour, but in recognition. “I think every freedom I’ve ever clawed toward has cost someone something. I wonder what this one will cost you.”
Silence folds around them again, thick and close. The rain keeps time against the glass.
Elijah studies him a moment longer, then says quietly, “Be certain, brother. Once the wheel turns, it rarely stops where we wish.”
Nik nods once, eyes still on the window, the forest beyond shifting like a living thing.
The storm outside deepens — a low roll of thunder, a shiver through the floorboards.
The storm groans again, low and distant.
Nik exhales; a sharp, tired sound — then turns away. “I’ll be in the study.”
He doesn’t wait for a response, just takes the bottle from the table as he passes and disappears down the corridor, his footsteps fading into the hush of rain and echoing wood.
Harri watches him go, the hem of his coat vanishing into shadow, then turns back to find Elijah already looking at her. The light flickers, throwing sharp lines across his face — a man carved out of restraint.
For a while, neither of them speaks. The silence stretches thin, held taut by the things they both know but can’t quite name.
Finally, Elijah says quietly, “For all that he and I may stand on fragile ground, I still know my brother.”
Harri doesn’t move, doesn’t breathe. Just listens.
Elijah sets his glass aside, eyes distant. “Niklaus has chased many things — power, absolution, control — but never peace. Not truly. He’s always been at war with something: our father, his curse, himself.” He pauses, gaze drifting toward the doorway where Nik had gone. “But this… what he said tonight — that hesitation — that isn’t fear. That’s care.”
Harri’s brows draw together, her heartbeat suddenly loud in her ears.
Elijah continues, softer now. “He’s begun to care for you, deeper than he ever has for anyone who wasn’t bound to him by blood. And that, Harri, is not a thing he does lightly.”
She swallows hard, looking back toward the darkened hall. The sound of rain fills the space between them, steady and relentless.
“I know,” she says at last — quiet, steady. “That’s what frightens me.”
Elijah studies her a long moment, then exhales softly.
He steps closer, voice low but sure. “I have followed Niklaus through every right and wrong he’s ever committed. I’ve seen him burn cities for love and build empires out of grief. I have spent a thousand years trying to temper his chaos, to teach him restraint, to convince him that peace need not be weakness.”
He pauses, glancing toward the corridor where Nik disappeared. “But you, you’ve done what centuries of my reasoning never could. You’ve made him still. You’ve made him gentle — not tamed, but aware.”
Harri looks up, startled by the naked honesty in his tone.
Elijah continues, quieter now. “This reluctance of his — this hesitation about the curse — it is not fear of what he might become. He’s never feared that. It’s fear of what that freedom might cost you. He would raze the world and rebuild it if he thought it could keep you safe. But this? This feels too close. Too uncertain. He believes unsealing the beast might undo the one thing in his long, cursed life that is finally good.”
Harri swallows hard. “And you still want me to convince him.”
Elijah inclines his head. “Because I believe that good will not survive if he keeps running from himself. He cannot love you fully while fearing what he is. And he cannot become whole until he faces what sleeps inside him.”
He takes a breath, the faintest weariness softening his composure. “I have tried to guide him toward that for a millennium — to balance what he is with what he could be. But he listens to you, Harri. Not me. You are the first person to make him choose goodness, rather than stumble into it by accident.”
Silence falls again, save for the rain tracing slow rivers down the windows.
Harri looks away, toward the photograph on the mantel — Teddy’s frozen laughter flickering in the light. “You’re asking me to risk what we already have.”
Elijah’s voice gentles. “I’m asking you to trust that what you have can survive the truth.”
The thunder rumbles again, closer this time, shaking the glasses on the table. Neither of them speaks.
Harri’s reflection wavers in the glass beside Teddy’s — one eternal, one fleeting — and she wonders which of them life will choose to keep.
The rain softens to a hush. Elijah turns away, the weight of his words still hanging between them.
Harri remains by the fire long after he’s gone. The flames snap and settle, the light flickering over Teddy’s smiling face.
She stares until her own reflection wavers there — pale, uncertain, caught between the woman she’s become and the one she’s still learning to be.
Then, slowly, she turns toward the corridor.
//
She finds Nik in the study.
The door is half-open, lamplight spilling through in thin, gold lines. He’s seated by the window, coat still on, a glass untouched beside him. Outside, the storm has gentled into drizzle; the forest breathes with it.
Harri lingers in the doorway for a heartbeat before speaking. “You’re avoiding us.”
Nik doesn’t turn. “Merely thinking.”
“That’s what people say when they’re trying not to be followed.”
He almost smiles — almost. “And yet here you are.”
She steps inside, the floorboards creaking softly under her bare feet. “You said something tonight,” she begins, voice steady but low. “That you might not want this anymore, despite it being in your very grasp.”
Nik exhales, gaze fixed on the dark glass ahead. “Did Elijah send you to pry?”
“No,” she says. “I came because I don’t understand. A month ago, you were restless with it — counting the days, pacing rooms, talking of what it would mean to be whole again. And now you’re hesitating. I just want to know why.”
The quiet stretches. Rain ticks against the pane like a metronome.
When he finally looks at her, his eyes are tired in a way she’s never seen before. “Because today,” he says, “for the first time in centuries, I remembered what it felt like to want nothing.”
Harri frowns slightly. “Nothing?”
He nods. “We walked through that town — the market, the laughter, the music — and I watched you. You’ve been good to me, Harri. Better than I deserve. You’ve changed me in ways you don’t even see. I used to think gentleness was something I could never afford, and yet…” His voice dips, roughening. “You’ve made me gentle. Not by asking, not by trying. Simply by being.”
Her chest tightens. “Nik…”
He shakes his head, cutting her off gently. “You don’t know all of me. You couldn’t. The things I’ve done — the centuries of blood and betrayal — they’d make you recoil. And still, you looked at me tonight — sugar staining your lips, laughing in the rain — and I felt something I haven’t felt since before I was cursed.”
He swallows, eyes flicking toward the window, the reflection of her beside him. “When I saw the doppelgänger — the face that might break my curse — she was right there, in the corner of my vision. And all I could think was that I’ve been here before. I tried this once, with Katherine. It ended in betrayal, My dagger in Elijah’s chest, and madness clawing at my mind.”
Harri listens, still as the air itself.
Nik’s voice softens, turns raw. “If I try again — if I unseal the wolf — I have more to lose than I did then. You. Us. Whatever this fragile, impossible thing is we’ve built. And that terrifies me.”
He exhales shakily. “The last time I felt that kind of fear was when you were out there, hunting horcruxes, and every hour felt like a coin flip between hope and loss.”
Silence settles again, heavy and full.
Harri crosses the room slowly until she’s standing beside him. Her hand finds the back of his chair, fingers brushing the worn fabric. “So this isn’t about power,” she says quietly. “It’s about not wanting to ruin what you finally have.”
Nik looks up at her, something unguarded flickering in his eyes. “Yes. For once, it’s not the monster I fear becoming. It’s the man I might lose being.”
Harri’s throat tightens, her voice barely above a whisper. “Then don’t lose him.”
He stares at her — long, searching — and in the hush that follows, the world seems to pause. The rain, the air, even the forest beyond the glass.
Neither of them moves.
For a long while after she leaves, Nik doesn’t move.
Her words hang in the air, quiet but absolute — no second thoughts, we’re going through with this.
He can still hear them, low and certain, the way only she can make conviction sound like mercy.
It should have steadied him.
Instead, it feels like standing on the edge of something vast — a truth he’s chased for a thousand years now breathing down his neck.
He came to Mystic Falls with one purpose.
To end what his mother began.
To unseal the beast beneath his skin and reclaim the part of himself that had been split in two for far too long. Every map, every name, every rumour had pointed him here — to this town, to this bloodline, to the thread of magic that still coils under its soil.
He’d told himself that this time would be different. That he was older, wiser, less cruel. That he could do it without losing everything again.
But then came Harri.
And now her faith has lodged itself in his ribs like a blade that won’t twist.
He’d expected resistance — fear, doubt, even pity — not this quiet certainty that he was worth saving, beast and all.
It unsettles him more than any threat ever has.
Because when she says we’re going through with this, what she means is you don’t get to run anymore.
And for the first time in centuries, he isn’t sure if he wants to.
He leans back in his chair, staring at the storm-washed window. The forest outside moves like something restless in its sleep. His reflection looks half-man, half-memory.
He tells himself this is what he came for — the breaking, the release, the freedom promised and withheld.
But now, when he thinks of it, all he can see is her face — rainlight soft, eyes steady, daring him to stay human a little longer.
By the time he rises, the fire’s gone to ash. The corridor hums faintly, the house shifting around him like a beast turning over in its den.
He passes her door, pauses, listens to the hush on the other side.
If he’s hopeful, she’s dreaming of quieter things.
He presses a palm to the wall — a gesture without reason, without courage — and breathes once, slow and deliberate.
He came to this town to free his wolf.
Now he isn’t certain which part of him needs freeing.
The night breathes in, the house exhales.
And the quiet turns restless.
It begins in the small ways it always does — the air feeling too still, the walls of the manor beginning to hum with familiarity.
Elijah finds comfort in structure, Harri in words; Nik finds only edges.
Three days have passed since the fundraiser, and the world around them has returned to its tedious rhythm.
Elijah has resumed his meticulous routines — correspondence, plans, the endless bureaucracies of rebuilding. Harri writes at her window again, ink on her fingers, wind in her hair, sometimes smiling at nothing.
And Nik—he drifts.
The peace he once promised her sits on his tongue like something gone stale.
He walks the halls until they feel too small, then the woods until they start to blur.
Eventually, he finds himself on the road into town — not for purpose, not for hunger, simply because movement has always been the closest thing to stillness he understands.
Mystic Falls, in the late afternoon, looks harmless. The streets are clean, the houses precise, and every smile hides just enough history to keep him interested.
The town smells of pine and rain and something older — a thread of magic running thin through its air, the kind that hums against his skin in greeting rather than warning.
He follows it without realising he’s doing so.
It leads him past the church, past the square now emptied of its lanterns, and into a quieter street where the houses lean close together as though sharing secrets.
At the end of the lane stands a small home with its porch light glowing faintly, a protective warmth that feels intentional.
He knows the name before he sees it — Bennett — painted neat and understated beside the door.
Nik’s mouth curves, slow and wry.
“Well,” he murmurs, “isn’t this poetic.”
He steps closer. The air trembles around the threshold, wards old enough to remember his mother’s blood. They brush against him like testing fingers — not enough to burn, only to announce that he’s been seen.
He lifts a hand, not yet knocking.
“Don’t bother,” a voice calls from inside. “The house already told me you were coming.”
The door opens.
She stands framed in the lamplight, hair streaked with silver, eyes that have seen too much and still choose not to flinch. Her presence fills the room behind her, quiet and immovable.
“Sheila Bennett,” he greets, inclining his head. “You keep impressive company for a woman who answers her own door.”
“I prefer to know what kind of trouble I’m letting in,” she replies evenly. “And you don’t strike me as the kind that waits for permission.”
He smiles at that, all sharp charm. “Perceptive.”
“I’m old, not blind.” She steps aside. “You may as well come in before the neighbours start looking.”
He crosses the threshold without hesitation. The wards ripple once, disapproving, then still.
Inside, the house is soft-lit and full of memory. Photographs line the walls, faces, family, the weight of continuity. The scent of tea and old books threads through the air.
He looks around like a man studying an artefact. “You’ve done well,” he says. “Most witch lines with any power left have burnt out or bowed down.”
She sets a teapot on the table, unruffled. “And yet, here we are. The Bennetts don’t bow.”
“No,” Nik agrees quietly. “You endure. It’s almost admirable.”
“Almost?” she asks, arching a brow.
He smirks. “Don’t let it go to your head. Endurance can be as much curse as virtue.”
She pours the tea without looking at him. “I’d imagine you’d know.”
For a moment, their eyes meet , the weight of centuries between them.
Then she gestures to the seat opposite. “You didn’t come here to trade compliments.”
He takes it, leaning back with the ease of a man who owns any room he enters. “Curiosity brought me. The Bennetts have a reputation for meddling in lives that aren’t theirs to touch.”
“And the Mikaelsons have a reputation for pretending us Bennett’s owes them rent,” she counters.
A pause, the kind that feels like the air between drawn blades. Then — laughter, low and genuine, from him. “Sharp tongue.”
“I’m too old to sand it down.” She takes a sip. “What is it you want, Niklaus?”
He considers the question, eyes tracing the pattern on her carpet. “To understand this town. To see what kind of magic it still remembers.”
“Magic doesn’t forget,” she says softly. “It only waits for someone foolish enough to wake it.”
He hums, unconvinced. “And who’s doing the waking this time?”
Her lips press thin. “Teenagers who think danger looks like adventure. My granddaughter among them.”
“Bonnie,” he says, tasting the name. “I’ve heard it whispered.”
“I’d rather you didn’t,” she says, but there’s no real threat in it , only weary affection. “She keeps company with a girl who draws trouble like lightning, and brothers who’ve forgotten how to be human. Vampires.”
He chuckles. “Ah, the Salvatores. I’ve met one of them, actually. The younger one , Stefan.”
That earns him the faintest lift of her brow, not surprise but recognition. “Birds of a feather flock together.”
“Careful, love,” he drawls, smiling. “I like to think I’m the rarer bird.”
“Maybe,” she allows, “but you both moult the same way; bleeding your way through other people’s peace.”
His grin fades, replaced by something colder, more thoughtful. “And yet here we are, two relics talking about your granddaughter’s choice in friends.”
“She’s clever,” Sheila says, “but young. And she’s getting tangled in things older than she knows. That girl Elena — the doppelgänger — she’s at the centre of all of it, and I’m tired of Bennetts orbiting Petrovas like it’s law. Every few generations, it’s the same story in a new dress: a Bennett and a Petrova and some cursed friendship tying them together. I’ve had enough of that pattern.”
Nik’s eyes flicker, amused. “A woman after my own heart. I’ve spent a thousand years trying to end the same story myself.”
“She’s got too much of her line’s heart,” Sheila murmurs, almost to herself. “Wants to save everyone. Even those damned boys.”
“The Salvatores?”
“For Elena.” She sighs, weary in the way only matriarchs can be. “Which is why I’ve been thinking of invoking an old promise. One that should’ve been buried long ago.”
He leans forward, interest lighting his gaze. “Emily Bennett’s little bargain.”
She doesn’t confirm, but she doesn’t deny it either. “A binding made to keep Damon Salvatore’s arrogance from burning this town to ash, to keep our line safe. But the world’s changed. The balance has shifted. And maybe it’s time I pulled the thread before it strangles the rest of us.”
Nik laughs quietly. “Evoke a blood oath and you’ll wake the ghosts that sealed it. But I suppose the Bennetts have always liked their odds.”
Her tone sharpens. “I don’t gamble with odds. I guard my family.”
He inclines his head slightly, a gesture halfway between respect and provocation. “Then I hope your faith is well placed. Old magic rarely forgives the living.”
“I’m not asking for forgiveness,” she says. “Just peace.”
“Peace,” Nik echoes, tasting the word. “It never stays.”
She smiles at that — small, knowing. “No. But sometimes we get to choose what breaks it.”
They sit in silence long enough for the tea to cool. Outside, the wind shifts, carrying the scent of rain.
Finally, she stands. “You’ve seen enough.”
“I have,” he says, rising with her. “You’re formidable, Sheila. If my mother had met you, she might have liked you before she tried to kill you.”
She huffs a laugh, dry as kindling. “And if I’d met your mother, I might’ve stopped her before she made you.”
He almost laughs; almost. “Touché.”
She opens the door. “Go on, then. Whatever brought you here will find its answer soon enough.”
He looks at her once more, at the calm authority etched into her face, and for a fleeting moment, he feels something that might be respect, or maybe just the memory of it.
When he steps back onto the porch, the wards sigh against his departure.
The Bennett house closes itself behind him like a book that refuses to share its last page.
He doesn’t return straight to the manor that night.
The rain begins on his walk back through the woods — a slow drizzle at first, then heavier, washing the dust from the air. The town glows faintly behind him, a scatter of lights seen through branches.
He thinks of the house on Witch Avenue — of the hum of its wards, the way the air had tasted faintly of smoke and iron.
And of Sheila Bennett, sitting in her kitchen like a queen without a court, unflinching even when faced with him.
Most witches cowered. She hadn’t.
He can’t decide whether that annoys him or earns his respect.
By the time he reaches the manor, the storm has thinned to mist. Harri’s light still burns in the east window, soft and steady. He stands outside a moment, watching it. The sound of her pen against paper. The small domestic heartbeat of it all.
He should go in.
He doesn’t.
Instead, he lingers in the wet quiet, letting the water run down his face like something that could wash the past off him. It never does.
The news arrives folded into Elijah’s palm like a verdict.
He sets the paper on the kitchen table without ceremony. Rain beads along the window, the forest holding its breath. Harri’s teacup sits abandoned beside a half-written letter; the house smells faintly of damp and dust and something cooking that no one will eat.
LOCAL WOMAN DIES PEACEFULLY IN HER SLEEP.
The headline is small, polite, confident in its own kindness.
Elijah’s gaze doesn’t move from the print. “Peacefully,” he repeats, voice smooth enough to be considered courteous if not for the iron under it. “Bennett.”
Nik’s eyes find the name before the type does. Sheila. He doesn’t read the rest. He doesn’t need to.
“Peaceful,” he says, as if sampling the word. “How generous of the town to decide that for her.”
Elijah’s mouth tilts, not quite a smile. “The Bennetts and our line were forever circling the same fires,” he says, tone almost conversational. “Alliances when it suited us, stalemates when it didn’t. I crossed paths with one in Spain—several lifetimes ago. She looked at me as though I were a storm with bad manners.” A pause. “This one would have done the same.”
“She did,” Nik says.
Elijah’s eyes flick up. “You met her.”
“I paid a visit,” Nik allows. He pushes the paper back across the wood, the headline turning soft under his thumb. “She was not the sort to agree to ‘peacefully.’”
“No,” Elijah agrees. He straightens the page out of habit. “Nor the sort to go quietly.”
They regard each other over the graceless little word until the house seems to tilt around it. Harri’s footsteps sound in the hall, a small evidence of life; her shadow skims the doorway and passes, giving the brothers their silence.
Elijah clears his throat. “Shall I enquire—discreetly?”
“Enquire,” Nik says, rising, “and tell me what you learn. I’ll go ask the door.”
“The door?”
“The Bennett house,” Nik murmurs, already moving. “It always tells the truth.”
//
Dusk presses down on Mystic Falls like a hand on the crown of a child’s head. The streets are still wet from a thin, persistent rain; porch lights blink to life in neat succession, like a ritual this town performs without remembering why.
He doesn’t hurry. He doesn’t need to. The path knows him now—church, square, the quiet lane where houses lean together and whisper. The Bennett porch sits waiting, candles guttered low among wilting flowers. The wards familiar as breath two nights ago are threadbare now, the hum reduced to a memory.
The kind of quiet that doesn’t belong to grief but to absence.
He’s a step from the first stair when he hears it: knuckles against wood—too quick, too apologetic.
A voice he knows at once, because the past is tedious and loves an encore.
“Bonnie,” Stefan says, soft and urgent, the syllables pulling against each other. “Please. I just… I need you to hear me.”
Nik pauses in the shadow of the hedge.
“I shouldn’t have pushed you,” Stefan goes on, the words clean and practiced and raw at the edges. “Damon and I— you shouldn’t have had to—” He swallows. “Open the tomb. We thought… we thought we could control it.”
The door remains closed. The air around it shivers, a thin veil of power, not an invitation, only a boundary.
He tries again, softer. “I’m sorry. I’m so—Bonnie, I am. If I could take it back—”
The wards pulse once, a warning a human would mistake for wind.
Nik steps out then, the boards creaking a small, precise greeting beneath his shoes.
Stefan turns. Surprise flickers across his face and stays there. He looks wary, but not afraid—mostly confused. There’s no recognition in his eyes.
None.
“Can I help you?” Stefan asks.
Nik smiles, easy as a knife under silk. “You’ll bruise your hand before she opens, mate.”
Stefan studies him, something shifting in his eyes , that quiet flicker of recognition only predators share. He doesn’t ask what Nik is. He already knows.
“You’re one of us,” Stefan says finally, voice low.
Nik’s smile doesn’t falter. “In a manner of speaking. Though I’ve always considered myself… singular.”
Stefan’s shoulders stiffen, instinct tugging him toward caution. “I haven’t seen you before. You passing through?”
“Passing,” Nik repeats, amused. “Let’s call it revisiting old territory.”
Stefan’s gaze sharpens. “Then you’ll know it’s not a good time to stir things up.”
“Ah,” Nik hums, taking a step closer, “and here I thought you and your brother had already seen to that.”
Stefan’s jaw tightens. “You’ve been asking questions.”
“I don’t need to,” Nik says lightly. “Mystic Falls wears its sins like perfume. You can smell the guilt from the border.”
He studies Stefan with quiet, clinical interest. “You’ve been trying so hard to play the reformed man , the good vampire. The one who feeds on regret instead of blood.”
Stefan’s eyes flash, temper flaring just beneath the calm. “You don’t know me.”
“Oh, but I do,” Nik murmurs. “ “Better than you’d ever want me to.”
The words land heavy, something buried deep in Stefan’s mind flickering in protest. He doesn’t know this man, and yet the cadence of the voice, the lazy precision of the mockery, sends his instincts ringing.
“Who are you?” he demands.
Nik’s expression softens into mock sympathy. “Someone who’s seen you ruin the same town before.”
Stefan steps forward, closer now, the veneer of civility slipping. “You need to leave.”
“And miss this heartfelt display?” Nik’s tone stays soft, but there’s an edge under it — an old, patient cruelty. “You force a witch’s hand, she dies for it, and now you stand on her porch begging her granddaughter for forgiveness. Tell me, do you ever tire of making penance a public performance?”
Stefan’s breath sharpens. “Careful.”
The warning almost makes Nik laugh. “That sounded like a threat.”
“It is,” Stefan says.
In the next breath, Stefan moves — fast, blurred, sudden. Nik doesn’t so much as flinch. He sidesteps neatly, catching Stefan by the throat and slamming him back against a porch beam with effortless precision. The wood groans.
“Careful, boy,” Nik says quietly, the words pressed against Stefan’s pulse. “You’ve lived a fraction of what I have. And I am being remarkably polite.”
Stefan’s hands grip Nik’s wrist, but it’s like trying to move stone. The calm in Nik’s face is worse than anger , there’s no strain, no delight, only certainty.
For a moment, it’s silent except for the hum of the wards and the rain hitting the roof. Then Nik lets go, almost gently. Stefan drops back, steadying himself, the ghost of shock flickering in his eyes.
“Consider that mercy,” Nik says softly. “I don’t give it often.”
From inside, Bonnie’s voice cuts through the quiet: “Go away, Stefan.”
He turns toward the door, guilt flaring across his face. “Bonnie—”
“Go,” she says again, voice breaking on the word. The wards ripple faintly with her anger.
Nik glances toward the sound, then back at Stefan. “See? Even the dead have better boundaries.”
Stefan squares his shoulders. “You don’t belong here.”
Nik smiles, wicked and calm. “On the contrary — I built the kind of world this town keeps trying to imitate.”
He steps down off the porch, unhurried, brushing water from his sleeve. “You should be happy that you don’t remember me,” he says. “It’s easier that way.”
Stefan doesn’t answer, but something in his expression says he believes him.
Nik leaves him there in the rain — a younger monster haunted by an older one.
By the time Nik reaches the manor, the rain has thinned to silver, seeping rather than falling.
Elijah stands by the window, book closed, eyes lifted.
“Anything of note?” he asks.
Nik shrugs out of his coat. “Only confirmation.”
“Of what?”
“That Mystic Falls devours its witches the way we devour our sins.”
Elijah’s expression shifts, some shadow of regret passing over it. “And the girl?”
“She’ll endure,” Nik says. “Bennetts always do.”
The house hums around them, old and listening.
Outside, the rain resumes; quiet, persistent, unrepentant.
And in Nik’s chest, something cold begins to move again.
Not grief.
Something older.
Something that looks, from a distance, like rage.
Chapter 20
Summary:
He hums, thoughtful. “You trust her with that choice?”
“I trust what grief makes of us,” Harri says softly. “I’ve been her — the girl with nothing left and too much power in her hands. Don’t you dare use that against her.”
Something in him stills.
He remembers the girl she’s talking about. The one who’d walked through war and loss and still came out capable of gentleness.
Finally, he nods once, slow and deliberate. “You have my word.”
Chapter Text
In the aftermath of Sheila Bennett’s death, Mystic Falls changes its breathing.
The air thickens, quieter, as though the town itself is waiting to see which way the magic will tilt.
Nik watches it from the edges.
The markets still open, children still run, laughter still echoes — but beneath it all, something trembles. A line cut too soon.P
He keeps his distance from the Bennett house at first. There is no sense in frightening the new witch before she learns how the world means to test her.
Still, he watches.
He sees Bonnie Bennett long before she ever senses him.
At the cemetery, flowers clutched tight in her hand, her jaw set against tears.
At the square, walking past Elena Gilbert without a word, her shoulders rigid as stone.
Outside the Grill one evening, when Damon Salvatore leans too close, mouth slick with apology, and she flicks her wrist, power humming sharp through the air until he stumbles back, hissing.
It makes Nik smile. A clean, cold thing. Not cruelty, but recognition.
Grief has sharpened her, not softened her.
He follows her patterns over days that stretch lazy and grey.
When Stefan Salvatore tries to speak, she answers with silence; when Elena begs for forgiveness, she turns away.
Even from across the street, Nik can feel her anger; raw, new, bright as fresh blood.
He understands it. The first lesson in loss is always fury.
Some nights, he stands under the lamplight opposite her window, unseen, watching the shadows move. The house hums with unstable power, the kind that hasn’t yet learned the mercy of control.
It feels almost alive.
Elijah calls it obsession. Harri calls it curiosity.
Nik calls it preparation.
He isn’t hunting her, not yet.
He’s studying the shape grief takes in her hands, the way it might be turned, guided, steadied.
A Bennett witch driven by love is formidable.
A Bennett witch driven by loss could unmake the world.
He returns to the manor near dawn, the forest silvered with mist.
Harri is awake, barefoot in the kitchen, tea steaming in her hands. She looks up when he enters, eyes narrowing.
“You’ve been watching her again.”
Nik shrugs out of his coat, unbothered. “You make it sound indecent.”
“It’s unsettling,” she says. “She’s a girl, Nik. Not a piece in one of your centuries-long games.”
He pauses, amusement ghosting over his mouth. “Games imply choice. She hasn’t been given any yet.”
Harri’s stare hardens. “Then don’t be the one to take more from her.”
He leans against the counter, studying the steam curl between them. “You think I’d harm her?”
“I think you’re desperate,” she answers softly. “And desperation makes men cruel.”
Something flickers in him — brief, unguarded. “I only mean to make her ready. She’s the last Bennett left strong enough to matter. And if she’s anything like her grandmother—”
“She’s not,” Harri cuts in. “She’s still a child trying to survive what the world just did to her. Not after everything she’s lost. Her grandmother, her friends, her peace , gone because she trusted the wrong people. I won’t let you be another name on that list.”
Nik inclines his head. “Then perhaps she needs someone who understands survival.”
They stand there a long moment, silence stretching, rain starting again against the windows.
Harri’s voice, when it comes, is quieter. “If you drag her into this before she’s ready, I’ll stop you.”
He meets her gaze — steady, unflinching.“You think so little of me.”
“I think enough of you to know what you’re capable of.”
Her voice doesn’t rise; it just cuts, clean and sure. “You’ll find her, offer her power, tell her stories of old magic and legacy, and when she hesitates, you’ll charm her into saying yes. That’s what you do.”
He turns, finally looking at her. “You make me sound manipulative.”
“You are manipulative.”
She crosses her arms. “But I also know you can choose not to be.”
A long silence stretches between them. The fire snaps.
Nik studies her, the steadiness in her stance, the way compassion looks like armour on her.
“Tell me what it is you want,” he says quietly.
Her jaw tightens. “I want your word. No lies, no pretty riddles. You won’t hurt her, and you won’t lie to her. When the time comes, you’ll tell her exactly what you need — that you want her help to break your curse — and you’ll let her decide for herself.”
He hums, thoughtful. “You trust her with that choice?”
“I trust what grief makes of us,” Harri says softly. “I’ve been her — the girl with nothing left and too much power in her hands. Don’t you dare use that against her.”
Something in him stills.
He remembers the girl she’s talking about. The one who’d walked through war and loss and still came out capable of gentleness.
Finally, he nods once, slow and deliberate. “You have my word.”
“Say it,” Harri presses.
He smiles faintly, almost amused by her insistence. But when he speaks, the words are steady.
“I won’t hurt her. I won’t betray her. And I will tell her the truth of what I ask. You have my word, little witch.”
For a moment, the rain is the only sound.
Harri studies him, searching for cracks in the calm, then exhales and looks away. “Good. Because if you break it, I’ll never forgive you.”
Nik’s voice softens, unexpected. “I wouldn’t ask you to.”
He turns back to the window, watching the forest blur through rain. “She’ll need time,” he says. “But she’s a Bennett. Sooner or later, the magic will drive her to act. When it does, I’ll be there — and I’ll keep my promise.”
Harri nods once. “See that you do.”
The room quiets again, but it isn’t uneasy anymore.
For the first time in weeks, the air feels steady, a fragile truce balanced on the edge of thunder.
Morning arrives pale and heavy.
The rain hasn’t stopped since Nik’s promise — it lingers in the air, soft and silver, beading against the windowpanes like a thought that refuses to fade.
Harri wakes early, but sleep had been thin to begin with.
She keeps seeing the look on his face from the night before, not his usual grin or that easy arrogance, but something steadier, older.
A man making a vow he didn’t quite know how to keep but would die trying to.
“I won’t hurt her. I won’t betray her,” he’d said. “And I’ll tell her the truth of what I ask.”
The words replay themselves as she dresses, as she moves through the quiet house. Promises mean different things to men like him. To her, they mean everything.
The kettle hums in the kitchen. Elijah’s footsteps pass once overhead, then fade. Nik is nowhere to be heard.
It feels like the world is holding its breath.
Harri looks out the window toward the distant line of forest and, beyond that, the faint sprawl of the town.
Somewhere in that patchwork of roofs and streets lives a girl who’s just buried her grandmother, a girl who carries too much magic and too little guidance.
Harri remembers what that kind of loneliness feels like — the bone-deep kind that makes even your power feel like a punishment.
Nik may have his reasons for wanting Bonnie Bennett, but Harri has her own.
Where he sees legacy, she sees survival.
Where he sees strategy, she sees a girl standing on the edge of a life too big for her.
So she decides.
If Nik is to bring the last Bennett into their orbit, then she will be the one to make sure the girl walks there by choice, not compulsion.
She will find her first; quietly, gently — and if life is kind, maybe she can give Bonnie something steadier than grief to hold on to.
///
Grief changes the air in strange ways.
It makes even the sun feel cautious, the world quieter, as though it’s waiting for permission to breathe again.
Harri senses it the moment she steps outside — a heaviness tucked between the morning light and the sound of the wind moving through the trees.
Mystic Falls carries sorrow differently than New Orleans and England ever did; here it lingers, polite and unspoken, the way small towns hide their ghosts in plain sight.
She walks without real destination, letting the road choose her.
Somewhere between the hum of power and the ache of rain, she finds herself near the river — and that’s where she sees her.
Bonnie.
The granddaughter left behind, the girl with stormlight in her eyes and too much weight on her shoulders.
Harri knows the kind of grief that makes you restless — the kind that demands something to hold, to fix, to do.
So she goes where grief gathers.
The first time, it’s by the old bridge that curves over the river.
Harri stands near the edge, palms open, coaxing a handful of pebbles to rise in slow, graceful circles above her hands.
It’s nothing serious, just control, breath, calm.
She feels the gaze before she sees it.
Across the bank, half-hidden by the trees, Bonnie stands still.
The wind catches her hair, and for a second, Harri sees her fifteen year old self in the tilt of her chin — that same quiet strength that refuses to bow even when the world demands it.
Their eyes meet.
Harri doesn’t stop the spell; she only smiles, small and knowing.
Bonnie blinks once, startled, then offers a brief, uncertain smile back; a flicker of something almost shy — before ducking away, vanishing down the path.
Harri exhales, lets the stones fall one by one into her palm.
Progress, she thinks. Of a kind.
The second time happens two days later near the market square.
Bonnie’s walking home with a book pressed tight to her chest, head down, when she notices the bench ahead — empty, except for a woman idly levitating a ring of dried leaves in lazy spirals over her fingers.
The spell is simple, almost careless, Bonnie slows without meaning to.
Harri doesn’t look up this time, only murmurs a soft charm that makes the leaves drift into the shape of a circle, then scatter like gold dust.
Bonnie stops. Watches. Leaves.
Later that evening, Harri feels a pull in the air — like someone testing the threads of her spell after she’s gone.
She smiles to herself. The girl’s curious. That’s good. Curiosity is the first step out of grief.
By the third encounter, it’s almost routine.
Bonnie finds her without trying — by the fountain, at the riverbank, in the corner of the park.
Harri never hides what she’s doing. Never flaunts it either.
Sometimes it’s a charm for light. Sometimes a feather suspended midair, catching the sun.
Each time, Bonnie lingers a little longer before pretending she wasn’t watching.
Each time, Harri smiles — never calling her over, never forcing the moment.
Magic is a language of trust, and Harri knows you can’t shout fluency into being.
It takes a week or so before the girl finally approaches.
The morning is soft with fog; the park almost empty.
Harri’s sitting cross-legged on the grass, a small orb of water floating between her palms. The light refracts through it, scattering color across her face.
She senses the hesitation before the words.
“You’re…” Bonnie’s voice falters, quiet but steady. “You’re like me, aren’t you?”
Harri looks up, her expression warm but unreadable. “Kinda.”
She lets the orb collapse back into her hands, water slipping through her fingers like glass.
A pause stretches between them — fragile, suspended.
Then Harri smiles, soft and sure, and offers her hand. “I’m Harri.”
Bonnie blinks, surprised, before tentatively taking it. Her grip is cool, cautious. “Bonnie.”
“I know,” Harri says gently. “Your grandmother was remarkable.”
The girl’s eyes glisten, a flash of ache too fresh to hide. “You knew her?”
Harri nods once. “Somewhat. Long enough to know the world lost something when she left it.”
She pauses, measuring the air between them. “And long enough to know she’d be proud of you.”
Bonnie looks down, swallowing hard. “She’d tell me to stop crying and do something useful.”
Harri smiles. “Then maybe that’s what we do. Something useful.”
Bonnie looks up at her again, cautious curiosity softening into something braver.
“Like what?”
Harri’s grin is small but alive with promise. “Like starting with tea. Magic’s always better when there’s tea involved.”
It earns her the smallest laugh — the first crack in the grief.
And just like that, the space between them shifts.
Not fully trust yet. Not friendship.
But something that hums close to both.
//
The café is warm and dim, tucked between the florist and the bookshop.
Rain runs lazy rivers down the windows; the lamps glow honey-soft.
Bonnie sits across from Harri, shoulders drawn tight, her hands curled around a mug of cocoa that’s long gone cold.
Harri stirs her tea, the faint chime of the spoon marking time between them.
She doesn’t press. Grief needs silence before it needs comfort.
After a while, Bonnie speaks first. “You said you knew my grandmother.”
Harri’s eyes lift. “I didn’t, not personally. But I knew of her. My partner — Nik — spoke of her before. He had a kind of respect for her that isn’t easy to earn.”
Bonnie’s brow furrows. “He knew her?”
“In passing,” Harri says carefully. “Their paths crossed twice I believe. He doesn’t talk about it much, but when he does, he always says she carried herself like someone who’d already seen the end of the world and still chose to keep walking.”
Bonnie’s gaze drops to her drink. “That sounds like her.”
Harri nods softly. “She must have been something remarkable.”
“She was,” Bonnie whispers, the words breaking at the edges. “And now she’s gone, and everyone expects me to be okay with it. Wants me to be her. To do what she did. To fix things she never even got to finish or cared for.”
Harri’s heart aches at the confession — it sounds too much like the echo of another life, another girl who once tried to save everyone.
She leans forward, voice gentler now. “You don’t have to be her. You just have to be you — whoever that turns out to be. The rest can wait.”
Bonnie gives a humourless little laugh. “That’s the thing. Magic doesn’t really wait. It’s like it’s sitting under my skin, daring me to mess something up.”
Harri smiles faintly, a knowing thing. “That doesn’t go away. But you learn to live with it. To steer it instead of fight it.”
Bonnie studies her. “You sound like you’ve done this before.”
“I have,” Harri says simply. “Lost people. Lost myself. Found both again in pieces.”
For a moment, the girl says nothing. Then: “And you still… trust it? Magic, I mean.”
Harri’s smile softens. “I don’t know if trust is the word. But I don’t hide from it. It’s the one thing that’s never lied to me.”
That earns a small, uncertain smile from Bonnie. “My grandmother used to say that too. That magic tells the truth — we’re just bad at listening.”
“She was right,” Harri murmurs. “It’s a voice. You’ll learn its language, in time.”
A quiet pause follows before Bonnie asks, “So… your partner. You said his name was Nik?”
Harri hums, a soft smile tugging at her lips. “My soulmate, actually. He’s the one who knew your grandmother.”
Bonnie blinks. “Your soulmate?”
Harri nods. “It’s a long story. Older than either of us should be, really.”
Something wistful flickers across Bonnie’s face. “That’s kind of amazing. I can’t wait to meet mine someday.”
Harri’s smile turns tender. “You will. Probably when you least expect it — and in the most inconvenient way possible.”
That earns a laugh from Bonnie, quiet but real, the kind that breaks through something heavy.
They fall quiet again, the sound of rain filling the pauses. Harri lets her finish the drink before standing.
When they step outside, the sky is clearing — thin sunlight spilling through the clouds like forgiveness.
“Thanks,” Bonnie says suddenly, surprising herself. “For the tea. And… for not talking to me like I’m broken.”
Harri smiles, small but sincere. “You’re not broken. You’re grieving. They only look the same for a while.”
Bonnie looks up at her — startled, then thoughtful. “You sound like you know.”
“I do,” Harri admits. “More than I’d like.”
For a moment, neither speaks. Cars hum past in the distance, the town settling into evening.
“Thank you again….seriously…And… for not asking questions I don’t want to answer.”
Harri smiles, tucking her hands into her pockets. “Anytime. I’m good at waiting.”
Bonnie tilts her head. “You don’t seem like you do much waiting.”
Harri laughs softly. “Only when it’s worth it.”
Bonnie tucks her hair behind her ear, something shy and uncertain flickering in her face. “You’re… not from here, are you?”
Harri shakes her head. “No. Just passing through.”
“Will you stay long?”
Harri hesitates, then answers honestly. “Long enough.”
Bonnie nods, as if she understands something unspoken. “Maybe I’ll see you around.”
“Maybe,” Harri says, the word gentle but full of promise.
Bonnie starts down the street first, the last of the sunlight brushing her shoulders.
Harri watches her go, small, purposeful steps, the kind that belong to someone trying very hard to stay upright - a faint ache curling in her chest — not sorrow, not hope, something quieter in between.
For a brief moment, Harri sees herself in that stride — a younger version, stubborn and lonely and desperate to make sense of the world.
She lingers for a moment under the awning, letting the wind thread through her hair, the ghost of tea still warm on her tongue.
When she finally turns to leave, she doesn’t look back — because she doesn’t need to.
Somewhere between grief and grace, a beginning has already been made.
Chapter 21
Summary:
Nik smiles, faintly. “You think me jealous of my own son?”
“I think,” Elijah says carefully, “you see in him the man you might have been, if the world had met you with kindness first.”
The words strike quiet and deep.
Notes:
I’ve come to realise that I absolutely suck at writing intimate or romantic scenes, but I suppose not everyone can excel at everything, and that’s fine.
A small confession, I only ever drafted this fic up to chapter 20. So from here on out, everything is pure freestyle, written on the go, impulsive, stitched together with whatever ideas my overworked little brain throws at me in the moment.
So I apologise in advance for any inconsistencies, plot holes, strange choices, or general nonsense that might appear. But this is a self-indulgent fic, that contains a plotless plot, and is written for my own delusional self who has far too many ideas and insists on cramming all of them into one story.
Please be gentle with me and the chaos I aim to produce ;)
Chapter Text
The days turn softer after that.
The rain finally breaks, leaving the town rinsed clean, sunlight trembling through wet leaves.
Mystic Falls exhales — slow, tentative, like a creature testing the air after too long underground.
From the manor’s high windows, Nik watches.
He doesn’t need to follow them anymore; they find each other easily now.
Harri and Sheila’s girl — walking the river path, seated under the elm in the square, cups of tea steaming between them as the world hums gently around their laughter.
It’s strange, that sound, laughter born not from joy, but from survival.
He’s almost forgotten how human it feels.
He leans against the window frame, one hand curled loosely around a glass of whisky.
From this distance, Harri’s hair catches the light, turning it gold at the edges. The girl beside her listens, nodding, her posture cautious but softening with every word.
Trust, he realises, has begun to grow there; the kind that takes root quietly and cannot be forced.
“Careful,” Elijah says from behind him, voice mild. “You’ll wear a hole through the glass if you keep staring.”
Nik doesn’t turn. “Observing,” he corrects.
Elijah crosses the room, measured and silent as ever, until he stands beside him. His gaze follows Nik’s line of sight, down to where Harri and Bonnie linger by the corner café, sharing something small and unimportant.
“Harri seems to be doing rather well,” he muses. “The girl looks lighter.”
Nik hums, not denying it. “She needed someone. Harri provides what the rest of this wretched town never could — patience.”
Elijah glances sidelong at him. “And what does Harri need?”
That draws a faint smile. “She’d say nothing. But I know better.”
Elijah chuckles softly. “You always do, until you don’t.”
A silence settles, easy but sharp at the edges. The fire crackles somewhere behind them, the manor’s old bones sighing as wind moves through the halls.
Nik takes another sip of whisky, eyes still fixed on the pair outside.
“She’s teaching her,” he says finally. “Not just magic. How to breathe again. How to exist without drowning in it.”
“That sounds almost merciful,” Elijah notes.
“It is,” Nik says quietly. “That’s why it frightens me.”
Elijah arches a brow. “Mercy?”
“Harri,” Nik answers. “She feels too deeply. It’s her greatest strength and her greatest risk. She’ll give and give until there’s nothing left for herself.”
Elijah regards him for a long moment. “You sound almost protective.”
Nik’s smile curves, tired but real. “You make it sound like a flaw.”
“It’s not,” Elijah says, voice gentler now. “But it complicates things. Especially when the heart involved is your own.”
Nik finally looks at him — something flickering in his eyes, quick and unguarded. “You think she’s softening me.”
“I think,” Elijah says evenly, “that she reminds you what you once were before the world taught you to break everything you touch.”
The words land like quiet thunder, not accusation, but truth.
Nik turns back to the window. Outside, Bonnie says something that makes Harri laugh, a sound clear enough to reach even through glass and distance.
It twists something in him , not jealousy, not quite longing. Something smaller, stranger. A recognition of peace he doesn’t know how to keep.
Elijah watches him another moment before speaking, softer now. “Perhaps it’s no bad thing. To let someone else carry the gentler work.”
Nik breathes out, slow. “You make it sound as though I could let her go.”
“You won’t have to,” Elijah says simply. “You’ll just have to trust her.”
Nik’s gaze lingers on Harri — the way she leans in when Bonnie speaks, the patience in her posture, the light in her smile.
He thinks of the vow he made.
I won’t hurt her. I won’t betray her.
He means to keep it.
He will.
But even as he turns away, he knows the truth Elijah will never say aloud:
Promises can be kept, and still the world can burn for them.
He sets the glass down, the last of the whisky catching light like amber.
Outside, Harri and the Bennett girl part ways — Bonnie heading down the street, Harri pausing to watch her go, wind stirring the loose strands of her hair.
“She’s doing what you couldn’t,” Elijah says, quiet but not cruel.
Nik nods once. “That’s the point.”
The silence after Elijah’s remark lingers — thin, deliberate.
He refills Nik’s glass, the amber glinting between them. “You’ve not asked after New Orleans in weeks.”
Nik doesn’t look up. “Because I trust the city to behave when left in capable hands.”
“Capable,” Elijah echoes, tasting the word. “Or sentimental?”
Nik’s smile flickers, sharp and fond at once. “Marcel’s sentiment is what makes him better than us.”
Elijah hums low, not disagreeing. “He writes seldom, but when he does, I can hear your name in every line he doesn’t speak.”
That earns the faintest laugh from Nik. “He’s learned well — how to rule, how to hold his tongue, how to love a city so fiercely it bends toward him. I never managed that kind of grace.”
Elijah glances sidelong. “You gave him the kingdom.”
Nik shakes his head. “No. I gave him ruins. He built the kingdom himself.”
For a while, neither speaks. The fire pops softly, a reminder that warmth can exist even between ghosts.
Finally Elijah says, “He holds the Quarter steady. There was an incident — a boy channelled the river. Marcel stopped it before the witches could turn it into spectacle. He’s firm, but fair.”
Nik nods once, quietly proud. “He’s always known how to lead without cruelty. I taught him the art of fear; he taught himself mercy.”
Elijah studies him, something gentler threading his tone. “You sound almost wistful.”
Nik smiles, faintly. “You think me jealous of my own son?”
“I think,” Elijah says carefully, “you see in him the man you might have been, if the world had met you with kindness first.”
The words strike quiet and deep.
Nik looks away, jaw set. “He forgave me, Elijah. For leaving him. For believing what our father did was final; for not checking the ruins myself, for not saving him when I still could. That kind of forgiveness… I still don’t know what to do with it.”
Elijah’s eyes soften. “You honour it. You let it change you.”
Nik huffs a tired laugh. “And if it already has?”
“Then perhaps,” Elijah says, voice low and steady, “it’s time you forgive yourself in kind.”
Nik doesn’t answer at once. The firelight plays along the glass in his hand, glinting like something sacred.
When he finally speaks, it’s almost to himself. “He made that city better than I ever could. If the world ends tomorrow, at least I’ll have left one thing behind worth its weight.”
Elijah’s gaze warms, heavy with memory. “He would say the same of you.”
Nik’s mouth twists into something halfway between pride and ache. “Then the boy truly has learned to lie beautifully.”
A soft laugh ghosts through the air — not humour, but the weary grace of men who’ve finally learned to stop fighting the same ghosts.
Outside, the rain has stopped. The forest gleams.
The manor quiets as autumn deepens.
Days unspool in soft repetition: Harri’s laughter in the kitchen, Elijah’s steady tread in the halls, the Bennett girl’s power breathing low somewhere beyond the forest.
But when night comes, Nik thinks of the city he left behind — of spires and jazz, of heat that carried stories through the air like smoke.
New Orleans hums in his bones still.
He can almost hear it when the wind hits the right way: the river’s slow hymn, the echo of a trumpet three streets over, the heartbeat of a kingdom that once called him its storm.
He can’t wait to go home. The thought startles him — yet for all the peace this backwater town pretends to offer, his heart still beats to the rhythm of Bourbon Street.
Until then, he writes.
First to Marcel, because children born from your marrow take precedence
My dear boy,
The forest here refuses to sleep. It’s quiet, yes, but not the peace we once chased — only the kind that watches and waits.
How fares our city? I hear whispers of order restored, though I imagine your version of order still leaves the night thrilled and a little terrified. Elijah tells me you’ve tightened the leash on the witches. I trust your hand is steady, even when they test you.
I remember what you once told me — “Fought where I had to. Slept rarely. Wrote you a hundred letters I did not send because home is better in person,” you said. “And because I wanted the story fresh when I gave it to you.”
I understood then, as I do now. But as a father, it seems letters will have to suffice when the ache of missing a child refuses to.
I miss the sound of your voice cutting through a crowd, the certainty in it. I miss your defiance most of all. It reminded me that I could be more than what the centuries made of me.
Write soon. I find myself craving news that smells of home.
— N.
And then to Rebekah, because sisters keep the world from hardening entirely.
Dearest Rebekah,
The forest here breeds nostalgia. Harri says that’s a sign of healing.
Won’t you come visit? Harri could use a sister’s company — someone to share tea with while mocking my dreadful taste in décor. She’s been kind enough not to redecorate the entire house yet, though I suspect she’s planning it.
The road is long but the welcome will be warm.
— Your ever-irritating brother, N.
And then to Kol and Ginny, because mischief always needs witnesses—and sometimes accomplices.
Little brother, fiery witch,
Do the witches still flinch when you whistle their spells under your breath? I imagine so.
Keep your chaos small enough not to burn the Quarter and large enough to remind it who we are. And tell Ginny that her last charm arrived intact, Harri uses it often, though she claims otherwise.
The city was always loudest when you laughed. Keep it that way.
— N.
He leaves the letters on his desk for Elijah to send by trusted hands.
Ink stains his fingertips; the room smells faintly of wax and old memory.
When he seals the last envelope, the ache in his chest shifts: not gone, just named.
Home, he thinks, isn’t lost. It’s merely waiting.
The next days turn gentler.
Not softer — that would imply ease — but gentler, the way worn cloth yields to touch.
The manor begins to feel almost lived-in again. Music returns, faint but constant; Elijah’s piano drifting from the east wing, Harri’s humming threading through the sound of rain.
They move together through the quiet like two people learning a new language.
Sometimes Nik sketches while she reads, both pretending not to watch the other.
Sometimes she writes, and he brings her tea, and their hands brush, deliberate in their hesitation.
Once, she falls asleep on the sofa and wakes to find a blanket around her shoulders, his handwriting on a nearby scrap of paper — You drooled on my book, love.
The bond stays closed. But absence has its own kind of intimacy.
Two months now since the hum went silent.
Two months of learning the shape of each other without magic to guide them.
//
They begin to leave the manor together.
At first for errands — the market, the apothecary, the library whose caretaker eyes Nik like an echo of rumour.
Then for no reason at all.
An afternoon spent by the lake, the water slick with light; she traces circles in the ripples, he watches and sketches without asking permission.
Dinner in town, late, tucked in the back corner of a restaurant where the candles lean and the drinks comes too sweet.
He teases her for picking the cheapest bottle. She counters by stealing his dessert.
On the walk back, she talks. Not of prophecy or magic or curses, just of Teddy. How he’s learning to whistle. How his laughter fills rooms like sunlight.
Nik listens, hands in his pockets, quiet enough that she notices.
“Do you miss them?” she asks softly. “New Orleans?”
He hums. “Every brick of it. Every ghost.”
Then, after a pause: “But I don’t miss who I was there.”
“Who were you?”
“Restless,” he says simply. “Always reaching. Always wanting.”
She smiles faintly. “And now?”
He glances at her. “Now I learn to want slower.”
The words hang there, and she doesn’t look away.
//
It begins one evening in the courtyard — lanterns lit, air heavy with the smell of jasmine.
Harri leans over the railing, watching fireflies gather near the Lilly bush. Her hair catches the light, gold bleeding into green.
Nik joins her quietly, glass in hand. “You’ll frighten them, staring like that.”
“They like me,” she says, not looking at him. “I hum to them.”
“You hum to everything,” he replies, a small smile ghosting his lips. “The walls, the child, the dead plants in the hall.”
She glances at him sidelong, teasing. “Maybe they need it.”
He hums, low. “Do I?”
Her laugh is soft, careful. “Do you want to?”
He takes a slow sip, watching the light catch in her eyes. “I think I miss hearing you — properly. The way I used to.”
She knows what he means. The bond. The pulse of thought and breath that once ran between them like a river.
Her voice drops. “It’s been weeks.”
“Nearly two months,” he corrects.
“Feels longer.”
He sets the glass down, steps closer, close enough that the lamplight draws a halo along her jaw. “You miss me in your head,” he murmurs.
“I miss you everywhere,” she says, quiet and true. “But yes — there, too.”
The air tightens between them — not tense, not dangerous, just full.
Nik reaches out, fingertips brushing her wrist. “We could open it again,” he says. “If you wanted.”
Harri meets his gaze. “Do you?”
A long silence. Then: “Yes,” he admits. “But not because I need to. Because I’d like to.”
Her mouth curves, soft and small. “Then say when.”
He nods once, breath steadying. “Now.”
She doesn’t move away when he lifts his hand to her cheek. The bond answers before their words do, a quiet click somewhere under the skin, as though the universe exhales in relief.
Warmth floods her mind, not overwhelming, but unmistakable. His presence, steady as a heartbeat.
You feel different, he thinks.
She smiles. You sound the same.
For a moment they just stand there, breathing each other in, the quiet communion of two people relearning the weight of connection.
Then he says aloud, soft as confession, “I missed you.”
“I know,” she whispers. “I heard it even when it was quiet.”
The air between them hums like a secret.
Slow burn made real , not fireworks, not haste, just gravity finally allowed to move as it pleases.
The manor lives in a kind of hush, as though aware that the world beyond its trees has begun shifting again.
Nik senses it first — a subtle tightening in the air, a prickle at the edge of his bond with Harri, Elijah’s gaze lingering a half-second longer on the horizon. Harri feels it too, though she says nothing; she only moves with more intention, more gentleness, as if preparing the house for something unnamed.
Stillness gathers like dust motes in the light.
The kind of stillness that comes before an old story walks through a door.
And then…
Then—a hum on the drive. Low, familiar, deliberate.
A car door closes with the confidence of someone who has never once been unwelcome.
Rebekah.
Nik knows before the knock. “She’s early,” he murmurs.
“She always is,” Harri says, setting her cup aside. There’s fondness in her tone, touched with amusement. “Go on. She’ll break the hinges if you don’t.”
He finds his sister on the porch, sunlight caught in her hair, a bundle of letters tucked against her chest. She looks like a storm made graceful.
“Niklaus,” she greets, lips curving. “You look almost domestic. How unsettling.”
He smirks. “Careful, sister. I might start enjoying it.”
She brushes past him without waiting for permission, the scent of travel and Arabian oud lingering in her wake.
“It’s too quiet. Where’s Elijah?”
“Pretending to read,” comes Elijah’s voice from the landing above. His steps are smooth, deliberate, the sort that never hurry. “And you, sister, are early.”
Rebekah shrugs, turning toward him with a grin. “You look well for someone who spends his days buried in floor plans.”
Elijah’s smile is faint but fond. “You look well for someone who spends hers ignoring them.”
They meet at the bottom of the stairs, exchanging the kind of kiss on the cheek that manages to be both familial and wary. Family, for the Mikaelsons, is always a negotiation.
Rebekah turns back to Nik, holding up the letters. “These are from home — Marcel, Kol, and Ginny send their love, or at least the messy equivalent of it. And I bring news.”
Nik arches a brow, unbothered. “Good news or tedious news?”
She drops her coat over the banister. “Depends on how you feel about nuisances. Katherine Pierce has slithered back into the world.”
That earns him the faintest tilt of a smirk. “Ah, Katerina. The one constant nuisance in a world full of change. What does she want this time — my attention?”
Elijah’s expression remains neutral. “She rarely returns without motive.”
“Of course not,” Rebekah says. “She’s got herself a hound — a Lockwood. Mason, I think. A wolf sniffing around for the moonstone.”
Elijah’s gaze flicks between them, all quiet calculation. “Then she’s not chasing novelty. She’s stirring chaos .”
Rebekah nods. “And she’s not alone. There’s a witch with her. Young — Bennett, by all accounts.”
For a heartbeat, no one speaks.
Harri’s fingers still on the table edge. The name folds the air tighter somehow, an invisible weight pressing low in her chest. Not shock, not even fear, just that quiet ache that comes when something clicks too close to home.
Nik feels it before she even looks up. The flicker of thought, faint and sharp, threads through the bond like breath. He doesn’t intrude. He only meets her eyes once, long enough for the silence to say what neither of them will in front of the others.
“A Bennett,” Elijah repeats softly, as though testing the name for history. “That family never strays far from destiny.”
Rebekah snorts. “Or from trouble. If Katherine’s got one at her side, she’s already stirring something she can’t contain.”
Nik swirls the whisky in his glass, the motion slow, deliberate. “Let her. She’s always been fond of dancing near her own ruin.”
Elijah folds his arms. “We can’t assume it’s harmless. Her looking for the moonstone changes the stakes.”
“And so,” Rebekah adds, “does a witch with that surname.”
Nik hums, noncommittal. “Mystic Falls does love its patterns.”
The silence that follows isn’t uneasy, just heavy with understanding.
Rebekah breaks it with a sigh, placing the letters on the table. “You’ll want to read these before the next crisis makes them obsolete.”
“Elijah,” she says lightly, “you’ve no idea how exhausting it is keeping the Quarter intact while these two play house.”
Elijah’s lips twitch. “You have my sympathy.”
Nik picks up the top envelope, recognising Marcel’s familiar hand. “He writes?”
Rebekah nods. “And well. Read them. You’ll see for yourself.”
Harri offers her a small smile. “It’s good to see you, Rebekah.”
Rebekah’s grin softens, warmth flickering through her poise. “And you, darling. Someone has to remind my brother that he can, on occasion, be happy.”
Nik’s smirk is faint, content. “You’re welcome to try.”
The sunlight shifts, catching dust motes like glittering ash. Outside, the forest stirs — wind threading through leaves, the world beyond their walls already moving again.
Peace, for them, was always only a pause.
//
Nik waits until the manor quiets before breaking the seal on the first envelope Rebekah delivered.
Marcel’s handwriting hasn’t changed — the same deliberate hand, the same steadiness carved out of years of defiance and rebuilding.
He reads.
Old Man,
Your letter found me between storms — the kind this city breeds even when the skies are clear.
You asked how it fares. Truth? It breathes. Not easily, not gently, but it breathes.
The witches have tested their boundaries again. You’ve likely heard whispers — something called the Harvest. Four girls offered up to feed their ancestors, four coffins dug, and only one filled with breath when it was over.
The Quarter tore itself apart.
I put it back together.
I’ve leashed the witches tighter than before — no spell, no whisper, no candle lit without my say-so. They curse my name, but at least they do it quietly.
Maybe Elijah would call it tyranny. I call it control. Someone has to hold the line.
You once told me that power without discipline was just hunger pretending to be purpose. I think I finally understand that now.
I’ve kept the city standing, Nik. The music’s still playing. The children still dance in the street when the heat breaks. I like to think you’d be proud of it — not of me, but of what we built that still refuses to die.
You quoted me in your letter.
I stand by it. But if letters are what we have, then take this one as proof that some ghosts don’t stay dead.
There’s something else.
Camille. Father Kieran’s niece.
You remember what you told me about soulmarks — how it is writen as a warning or a promise before we ever understand it?
You were there when mine appeared years ago, on my tricep. Eleven words. I never knew whose they were until last month.
“You look like someone who knows how to ruin a good thing.”
She said them standing in Rousseau’s doorway, hair wind-tossed, eyes like she already saw every part of me I ever tried to hide.
I laughed, of course. Told her, “Only the things worth ruining.”
The air shifted after that — quiet and certain.
I didn’t need to touch her to know. The bond bloomed sharp and clean — like recognition, like home.
She’s the one, old man. I’m sure of it. She steadies the noise. Makes the Quarter feel like it can breathe again.
You’d like her — though she’d challenge you at every turn. She’s good at finding the cracks people pretend they don’t have.
So that’s my truth. The city lives, the witches obey, and I’ve met the woman who makes the noise stop.
Come home when you can. The Quarter still remembers its king.
— Marcel
Nik’s thumb lingers on the edge of the parchment, the old ache in his chest both sharp and steady.
He remembers the mark Marcel speaks of — remembers the day a boy no older than twelve had tugged up his sleeve, grin bright and reckless, showing those eleven ink-dark words scrawled across his tricep.
Nik had laughed himself nearly breathless. “You’ll ruin every good thing you touch, will you?” he’d teased , and Marcel, eyes fierce and young, had said, “Only the things worth keeping.”
Even then, he’d known.
That boy was his son, not by blood, but by something older, something forged in survival and choice.
He had been marked as his early. Nik had only claimed what had already been written.
He folds the letter carefully, sets it aside with reverence.
Then he reaches for the next envelope — the one written in Ginny’s looping scrawl, though Kol’s presence bleeds through every line.
To my most sentimental future brother in law,
Kol insisted I start this letter because, in his words, “you’ll take it more seriously if it’s written in a woman’s hand.” He’s wrong, of course, but here we are.
New Orleans is louder than ever — though that might just be your brother’s doing. Kol has taken to teaching the Quarter’s fledgling witches sleight of hand disguised as spellwork. They think he’s tutoring them. He’s really pickpocketing their sigils and selling them back at double the price.
(He says to tell you it’s all in good fun. I say you should double whatever punishment you’re imagining.)
Marcel keeps him mostly in line — mostly. I think they’ve reached an understanding built entirely on shared arrogance and expensive whiskey.
The city misses you, Nik. Even the wind feels different without you in it.
— Ginny
Postscript from Kol:
Brother,
She exaggerates. I only stole from the deserving.
Your letter was almost sentimental enough to make me gag. Almost.
Harri’s charm works better than I expected — she’s a clever witch, that one. I can see why she keeps you from burning the world down again.
Don’t stay away too long, or I’ll convince the witches to start calling me King of the Quarter just to spite you.
Yours in perpetual mischief,
Kol.
Nik huffs a quiet laugh — equal parts fondness and exasperation — the sound low and human in the empty room.
He can picture it all: Ginny’s sharp smile, Kol’s restless hands, Marcel’s steady patience keeping them from turning the Quarter into kindling.
For the first time in weeks, the ache of distance feels lighter, replaced by something that almost resembles peace.
He leans back in his chair, candlelight flickering over the letters spread before him like small ghosts of home.
The manor hums faintly, the forest whispering against the windows.
For now, it’s enough.
Letters, laughter, promises, and the faint, pulsing certainty that he hasn’t lost them — not really.
He pens a single letter, the kind he never says aloud. It reads:
Marcellus—
Your letter steadied something in me I didn’t realise was shaking.
The city lives because you chose to stay when I never deserved it.
And Camille… hold tight to what has been placed in your hands.
Some promises arrive only once.
Your Old Man
Chapter 22
Summary:
“Strange place for a midnight stroll,” the predator murmurs, voice smooth as smoke. “Unless you’re hunting.”
Damon raises a brow. “Please. If I were hunting, you’d know.”
The man smiles. Slow. Sharp. Pleased.
“Would I?”
Damon feels the smallest, stupidest thrill crawl down his spine; the kind that hits him whenever he meets someone who could kill him and chooses instead to flirt with the idea.
Notes:
Big bad hybrid and Damon meet??? Girl I wasn’t expecting that too, but here we go
Also I had Harri and Alaric meet in this chapter but deleted it, otherwise it would’ve been too long, and I don’t have the patience of polishing the chapter xd.
ALSO YALL SEEN THE TRAILER OF SUNRISE ON THE REAPING?! THESE EDITORS ARE QUICK AND HAVE ME IN A CHOKEHOLD. Don’t know how they expect us to wait a full year to see the movie. Off to read the books and put myself through some emotional damage 💃🕺
And once again, scammers, with the utmost disrespect, SOD OFF. Time to go back to approving comments. They’re getting brave by becoming registered users, ugh absolutely diabolical and insane.
Chapter Text
The knowledge sits under Harri’s ribs like a stone.
Another Bennett.
Young. With Katherine.
Rebekah had said it like gossip — sharp, amused, edged with loathing where it touched Katerina’s name. But the word that snagged in Harri’s chest wasn’t Pierce or moonstone or Lockwood.
It was Bennett.
The syllables have weight now. They carry a grandmother’s laugh, a kitchen brewed deep with tea, a girl with stormlight in her eyes and too much grief for her shoulders.
Harri stands at the kitchen sink, fingers resting on the lip of the porcelain. Outside, the forest is all green and shadow; inside, the house smells of coffee and rain and something baking that Rebekah swore she wasn’t invested in.
“A Bennett witch,” Rebekah had said, tossing it out between sips, sunlight catching on the rings at her fingers. “Katerina’s picked herself up a little spellcaster. Barely grown. Pretty thing. Name wasn’t given, but the line’s clear enough.”
Elijah had gone still. Nik’s expression hadn’t shifted much at all, but Harri had felt the flicker beneath it through the freshly reopened bond, that small, precise tightening when a pattern threatens to repeat.
And Harri—
Harri had thought of Bonnie.
Of the girl at the café who held her mug like armour. Of the way she said my grandmother as if the words themselves were fragile. Of the quiet, raw confession that she had no one left.
No more Bennetts.
No more family.
The kettle clicks off behind her, startling her back into the room. Harri breathes out, slow.
You only know rumours, she reminds herself. Names passed through Rebekah’s irritation, nothing more. You don’t know who the girl is. You don’t know if this Bennett would be safe, even if—
Still. Hope can be as cruel as any curse if you hand it over careless.
Harri pours the tea, watching the swirl of steam curl upward. Somewhere above, she can hear Rebekah moving, the thud of a suitcase tipped open and half unpacked.
Further down the hall, Elijah’s tread is a familiar metronome. Nik is a warm, steady hum at the edge of her mind, reading, sketching, pretending not to listen.
She turns the thought over again: another Bennett, alive. Not here, not with Bonnie, but breathing somewhere in the same small town that keeps chewing on its own history.
Harri remembers how it felt when she learned about Sirius, about godfather, about last of my family, about you were never alone quite the way you thought.
How hope had slammed into her chest so hard it almost felt like anger.
If there is even a chance, she thinks, Bonnie deserves to know.
Not the whole of it — not yet, not Katerina’s fingers in the threads. But the shape of the truth, gently.
A possibility.
The decision settles in her bones as the tea finishes steeping.
She sets a second cup beside her own, lets the heat soak into her palms, and prepares herself to speak in a language made of almost and maybe and I don’t know, but perhaps.
Because sometimes, surviving grief is having one more thing to reach toward than you have to run from.
//
They meet by the river.
Bonnie picks the spot without saying as much, her feet simply take her there, worn-in path, muscle memory. Harri knows the way now; she joins halfway, steps falling in beside the girl’s like they’ve always done that.
The air is sharp with early autumn. The water moves slow, molasses-dark beneath the bridge. Trees lean in as though listening.
Bonnie’s arms are folded tight across her chest, hands tucked into the sleeves of her jacket. She looks tired, but not the kind of tired that comes from lack of sleep; this is the exhaustion that follows too much feeling with nowhere to put it.
“You’re early,” Harri says lightly.
Bonnie huffs. “Didn’t feel like staying home.”
They fall into silence for a few beats. Gravel crunches underfoot. Somewhere further down the bank, a bird startles from a branch and skims over the water.
Harri waits.
It doesn’t take long.
“I miss them,” Bonnie blurts, then grimaces at her own lack of preamble. “Caroline. Elena. Or… at least who they were before everything.”
Harri looks over, gentle. “That’s not a small thing to start with.”
Bonnie laughs once, humourless. “Yeah, well. It doesn’t feel small.”
They reach the bend where the river curves in close to the path. Harri veers toward the railing, resting her forearms on the cool metal. Bonnie follows, shoulders rigid.
“Tell me?” Harri says.
Bonnie exhales, breath fogging in the air.
“Elena keeps… trying,” she says. “Texts. Notes in my locker. Showing up at my house. She says she’s sorry, she says she didn’t know what would happen, she says she’d never have asked if she did.” Her jaw tightens. “And maybe that’s true. But my Grams is still dead either way.”
Harri nods, once. “Both things can be true.”
“I know,” Bonnie says quickly, almost angrily. “I know she’s hurting too. She lost her parents, and now… everything keeps happening to her, and people keep expecting her to survive it. I get it.” Her voice drops. “But I’m the one who had to open that tomb. I’m the one who felt my Grams’ hand slip out of mine. I’m the one who—”
Her voice breaks. She stares hard at the water.
“Caroline keeps saying Elena’s sorry,” she continues, softer now. “That she’s trying, that I should talk to her, that grief makes us do stupid things and we need each other.” A tiny, bitter smile. “Caroline’s always captain of something; cheer, committees, emotional damage control.”
Harri’s mouth lifts, faint but fond. “It sounds exhausting.”
“It is,” Bonnie says, the word almost a whisper. “I love them. I do. I miss what we were. But every time I think about sitting with them now, all I can see is my Grams on that floor. And I don’t know how to be their friend and be… this. Me. A witch who let her grandmother die trying to help them.”
“Bonnie,” Harri says softly, “you didn’t let—”
“I know,” Bonnie cuts in, not looking at her. “I know that, logically. She chose. She knew the risk. She’d probably smack me right now for thinking any different.” A choked little laugh. “But knowing and feeling are not the same thing.”
Harri lets the silence breathe between them. The river murmurs. The wind fingers loose strands of Bonnie’s hair across her cheek.
“Do you want to forgive her?” Harri asks eventually. “Elena.”
Bonnie’s shoulders sag. “That’s the worst part. I think… I think I do. Or I will.” She drags a hand down her face. “I just don’t know how to forgive her without feeling like I’m betraying my Grams.”
Ah, Harri thinks. There it is. The fracture-line.
She knows that pressure , the way grief can turn memory into obligation, like you owe the dead a certain shape of loyalty.
“I don’t think love works like that,” Harri says quietly. “Your Grams loved you. She didn’t raise you to be a monument to her. She raised you to live.”
Bonnie swallows. “She raised me to protect people. To do the right thing even when it hurts.”
“Then maybe,” Harri says, “the right thing is whatever lets you breathe without drowning in guilt. Even if that means letting Elena back in, slowly. Or not. It has to be your choice, not a debt.”
Bonnie’s eyes shine, but she doesn’t look away from the river.
“What if I’m not ready?” she whispers.
“Then you’re not ready,” Harri answers. “There’s no clock on grief. No deadline on forgiveness. You’re allowed to miss them and still need space. You’re allowed to want your life back and not know what that version of life even looks like anymore.”
Bonnie’s throat works. “I don’t know who I am without them.”
Harri’s chest tightens in a familiar echo.
“You’re Bonnie Bennett,” she says softly. “You’re your grandmother’s granddaughter. You’re a witch who keeps standing, even when the world keeps moving the ground under your feet. You’re… more than their friend. But also, you’re allowed to want to be just that again. Their friend. Not their saviour.”
The words hang there, fragile and fierce.
Bonnie finally turns her head, eyes meeting Harri’s. “How do you always know what to say?”
Harri smiles faintly. “I don’t. I just… recognise the look. I’ve been where you are. Different war, same weight.”
Bonnie inhales shakily, then lets her gaze drop to her hands. “Caroline invited me to a movie night this weekend. Said it’ll just be the three of us, no vampire drama, no witch business, just… stupid films and popcorn and maybe pool at the Grill.” A small, wavering smile tugs at her mouth. “I keep almost saying yes. Then I think about my Grams and I feel sick.”
“What would you tell someone else in your exact position?” Harri asks. “If it wasn’t you, but a stranger asking?”
Bonnie closes her eyes for a moment. When she opens them, they’re clearer. “I’d tell her… she can go, if she wants. That it doesn’t erase what happened. That she’s allowed small pieces of normal. That her Grams would probably be happy she wasn’t sitting alone in the dark forever.”
Harri tilts her head. “Then maybe you listen to that girl.”
A long pause. The wind shifts. Somewhere behind them, a car passes on the road.
“I’ll go,” Bonnie says at last, voice soft but audible. “I’ll… try. I’ll text Caroline later. Tell her I’m coming. And if it’s awful, I can always leave.”
“That sounds like a good plan,” Harri says. “And if you need an emergency escape, tell me what word to text you. I’ll invent a crisis.”
Bonnie actually laughs: small, sudden, bright. “You would, wouldn’t you?”
“Oh, absolutely,” Harri says gravely. “I’m very good at convenient crises.”
The tension in Bonnie’s shoulders eases a fraction. The air feels less tight, less like it might snap.
For a while they just stand there, side by side, watching the river move.
Harri turns the next words over on her tongue before she lets them out.
“There’s… something else I wanted to tell you,” she says carefully. “And I need you to know that I don’t have all the details. This isn’t… it’s not a promise. Just… a possibility.”
Bonnie tenses again, but doesn’t pull away. “Okay.”
Harri traces a pattern on the railing with one finger, grounding herself.
“I heard something,” she says. “From someone who hears more than most. About another witch. Young. Here. From your line.”
Bonnie’s head snaps toward her, eyes wide. “Another Bennett?”
Harri nods once. “That’s what I was told. I don’t know where she is, or who she’s with, or how close the connection is. I just… I didn’t want to keep it from you. Not when you’ve been walking around thinking you’re the last of your family.”
Bonnie stares at her, breath catching.
“You’re sure?” she whispers. “You’re really sure?”
“I’m sure the person who told me believes it,” Harri says honestly. “And she’s rarely wrong about blood. But that’s all I have, belief and rumour. No name. No guarantee.”
Hope flickers across Bonnie’s face like a match struck in the dark. Then fear follows close behind it.
“If there is someone—” she starts, then stops, jaw clenching. “What if she doesn’t want anything to do with me? What if she’s in danger? What if this is just another thing that hurts when I reach for it?”
Harri’s own memories of Sirius lurch in her chest, the joy, the dread, the bitter, terrible almost of it all.
“I can’t promise it won’t hurt,” she says softly. “But I can promise I won’t let you chase it alone. We can look, if you decide you want to. Carefully.” A pause. “And if you decide you don’t — not yet, or ever — that’s all right too. This is your life, Bonnie. Your family. You get to choose how you carry them.”
Bonnie’s lip trembles. She presses it down with her teeth.
“I thought it was just me,” she whispers. “Me and memories. Me and magic that doesn’t feel like it belongs to anyone anymore.”
“It belongs to you,” Harri says. “And maybe… just maybe… to someone else out there who has no idea you’re standing by a river thinking of her.”
Bonnie gives a wet laugh, swiping at her eyes. “I hate that that makes me want to cry more.”
“Crying is annoying that way,” Harri says lightly. “It never listens to timing.”
They stand there a little longer. When Bonnie finally speaks again, her voice is steadier.
“If you hear anything else,” she says, “about her… will you tell me?”
“Always,” Harri says. “You’ll know when I do.”
Bonnie nods once, as if sealing a pact. “And… thank you. For not pretending it’s all going to be okay. And for… giving me something that might be.”
Harri smiles, small and warm. “Anytime, Bonnie.”
They walk back toward town together, the space between them quieter but less lonely.
Behind Harri’s eyes, the knowledge of Katherine’s involvement sits like a shadow she will deal with later.
For now, the girl beside her has chosen movie night and the possibility of family.
And that, Harri decides, is enough for one day.
Night folds around the manor like a second skin — quiet, waiting.
Rebekah’s news lingers long after she’s gone upstairs.
Katherine.
A Lockwood.
A Bennett witch.
It should have been nothing.
All of it should have been the usual constellation of Katerina’s foolishness, bribes, bodies, bargains she never means to keep.
But the moonstone…
The Lockwoods…
Something in him won’t let it go.
He stares at the dying fire until the embers crackle like old bones. The moonstone is an artifact he knows intimately, cursed, ancient, tied to his deepest unraveling. Katerina wanting it makes sense.
She always was a nuisance, wanting things she shouldn’t.
A wolf fetching it does not.
He pours another drink. Does not touch it.
The manor is too still. Even the bond is quieter than usual , Harri’s dreams soft and faint, the hum a warm tether in the background of his mind.
He rises.
The study is cold. Dust clings to the spines of untouched books. The moon slants across the desk in shards.
He pulls the first volume down.
Then the next.
Then one older than the house itself.
Lockwood histories. Founding registries. Ledgers. Whispered accounts of the curse carved into his bones.
Hours pass, or maybe minutes; time bends when obsession coils tight in his chest.
But the pages repeat the same useless details: land surveys, militia records, a family tree riddled with pompous names.
Nothing that explains why a Lockwood would owe Katerina a damn thing.
Nothing that explains why she trusts a wolf.
Nothing that explains how she learned the Lockwoods could be intertwined with the moonstone.
When the candle gutters low, he drags a hand through his hair and growls.
That’s when Elijah appears — silent as a confession.
“You’re still at it,” Elijah murmurs.
Nik does not look up. “You’re still breathing. We all have our burdens.”
Elijah steps inside, glancing over the chaos. “You’ve torn through half the Founding archives.”
“Then the other half is overdue.”
Elijah’s expression flickers with patience… and something else.
Something like knowing.
“Niklaus,” he says quietly, “what is it you think you’re missing?”
Nik slams a book shut. Dust bursts upward.
“A reason,” he says. “A thread. Something that explains why she would choose him. Why she would gamble the moonstone on the hands of a Lockwood.”
Elijah pauses; a small, telling stillness.
“You didn’t dismiss Rebekah’s comment about a Bennett,” Nik adds softly. “That means something.”
Elijah exhales, slow. “I remember… fragments. Hints. A tale I once thought embellished by the Founders to make themselves sound braver than they were.”
“Tell it.”
Elijah moves to a shelf worn smooth by decades and pulls a thin, leather-bound volume free.
He sets it on the table.
“I read this years ago,” he says. “Could not confirm it, assumed it was myth.”
Nik flips it open. The handwriting is spidery, cramped.
1864.
But the entry Elijah remembers is gone, ripped clean from the book.
“Elijah,” Nik says, voice low. “Tell me what was here.”
Elijah hesitates. Actually hesitates.
“The Lockwoods,” he begins carefully, “once bargained with a witch. A Bennett. One who demanded a relic as payment, something precious, something potentially dangerous in the wrong hands.”
Nik’s pulse stutters.
“The moonstone.”
Elijah nods once. “Yes. Though the details were vague. Only that the relic changed hands. And that the Lockwoods… used it as leverage.”
Nik’s jaw tightens.
“To protect Katerina?”
Elijah does not answer immediately. His silence is answer enough.
“You believed it a myth,” Nik murmurs.
“At the time,” Elijah says, “it seemed impossible that the Founders would aid a vampire. But magic complicates loyalty.
Nik closes the book slowly. “So the Lockwoods ended up with the moonstone. And Katerina ended up free.”
Elijah’s gaze sharpens. “Which means she kept a leash on them, one tied to the same family Mason descends from.”
The truth settles like dust, heavy and bitter.
“And now,” Nik says, voice dropping, “she calls on that debt.”
Elijah inclines his head. “Or she reminds them what their ancestors swore to hide.”
Nik’s breath leaves him in a slow, controlled exhale.
He turns away from the desk, pacing once — twice — before stopping cold.
“She thinks the moonstone is hers by right, despite having stolen it from me, ,” he says. “She believes the Lockwoods owe her its return.”
Elijah steps closer, lowering his voice. “And do they?”
Nik smirks; a thin, humorless cut of his mouth. “They owe nothing except their fear. But Katerina has always thrived on debts she never fully earned.”
The candle sputters.
Nik rests a hand on the back of a chair, knuckles pale.
“We need records,” he says at last. “More than fragments. More than whispers.”
Elijah’s eyes flicker. “You want the Founders’ archives.”
“And their private ledgers,” Nik adds. “The ones they never meant to be read.”
“The ones kept in the town library.”
Nik’s smile is slow and sharp. “Exactly.”
Elijah huffs a breath that is almost — almost — a laugh. “Then we should go now. Before the morning custodian arrives.”
//
Damon Salvatore meets Klaus Mikaelson on a night so nondescript he has no reason to remember it, but does.
The streets are empty in that too-quiet way Mystic Falls gets after midnight, when even ghosts have the decency to keep to themselves. The town is washed in moonlight and bad decisions; Damon has always been partial to both.
He’s here for the archives.
The same dusty cabinet he’s already picked through twice.
The same useless Founders’ letters he keeps re-reading as if the third time will magically cough up the answers he needs about Katherine, the moonstone, the curse she refuses to shut up about.
He pushes into the library with the careless swagger of a man who has broken into far nicer buildings for far dumber reasons.
The lock clicks behind him.
The air is stale with old paper and older secrets.
Damon moves without hurry, boots whispering across the floor, a flashlight swinging lazily from his fingers. He’s humming under his breath — something smug, something sharp — because that is what he does when he is both bored and irritated.
Which is why it takes a full five seconds for him to realise the library is not empty.
A shift of shadow.
A faint disturbance in the air.
Something like presence: heavy, patient, unhurried.
Damon stills.
Not fear.
Just instinct.
The kind that curls in his spine and whispers: turn around slowly.
He does.
Two men stand in the half-light between the stacks, silhouettes first, then faces as the moon slides across the tall windows.
One is immaculate restraint in a suit. He looks like he belongs in a century Damon skipped out on.
The other…
The other is the kind of man you don’t mistake twice in your life.
A quiet, watching creature.
Lazy posture.
Predatory stillness.
Something dangerous flickering beneath the surface like a match waiting to be struck.
“Evening,” Damon settles on saying, because manners are optional and arrogance is not. “Didn’t realise the library was hosting a gentlemen’s club.”
The suited one; tilts his head. Polite. Clinical. Not warm.
The other steps forward.
Just one step.
But it shifts the room.
“Strange place for a midnight stroll,” the predator murmurs, voice smooth as smoke. “Unless you’re hunting.”
Damon raises a brow. “Please. If I were hunting, you’d know.”
The man smiles. Slow. Sharp. Pleased.
“Would I?”
Damon feels the smallest, stupidest thrill crawl down his spine; the kind that hits him whenever he meets someone who could kill him and chooses instead to flirt with the idea.
He grips the flashlight a little tighter.
“You here for the archives too?” Damon asks lightly. “Because I’m not in the sharing mood.”
Elijah steps closer, eyes narrowing a fraction. “And what interest would you have in the private ledgers of the Founders?”
Damon shrugs. “Family nostalgia. Morbid curiosity. Maybe I’m starting a scrapbook.”
The other man chuckles: low, quiet, uncomfortably knowing.
“Or perhaps,” he says, “you’re chasing a woman.”
Damon freezes.
Just for a heartbeat. But Nik sees it.
Of course he sees it.
“Ah,” he hums. “Katerina.”
Damon’s throat goes dry.
He has never heard anyone say the name like that, like a memory dragged over broken glass. Like possession. Like history that bleeds when touched.
“You know her?” Damon asks, too casual.
The man’s eyes glint. “Intimately.”
Damon swallows. “Well. Isn’t that fun.”
“Not particularly,” Elijah murmurs.
Damon looks between them.
“Let me guess,” Damon says slowly. “Katherine sent you, too?”
Nik smiles, but it isn’t kind. “Sweet boy,” he says softly, “Katerina sends no one. She manipulates. She bargains. She lies. But send?” He laughs. “She could never command me.”
Damon bristles. “You talk like you’re—what, exes?”
“Something like that,” Elijah says.
Damon files that away under: problems for later.
“Look,” Damon mutters, “if you’re here for information about the moonstone—”
Nik’s gaze sharpens. “Are you?”
Damon pauses. Just long enough.
Nik steps closer. Not threatening. Not aggressive.
Just… present.
“Why,” he asks softly, “is a Salvatore rummaging through cursed history?”
Damon scoffs. “If I told you, you wouldn’t believe me.” Distantly, he files it away that they know him, but he doesn’t know them, and the alarm bells in his skull start ringing like cathedral chimes.
“Try me,” nik purrs.
There’s something old in the voice. Something patient. Something that has lived long enough to stop pretending.
For the first time since entering the library, Damon feels the weight of something bigger than him pressing down — not cruelty, not hostility…
Just inevitability.
He lifts his chin. “A friend of mine is in trouble.”
Nik’s eyes flicker. “The doppelgänger.”
Damon’s jaw tightens.
“How do you—”
“You reek of her,” Klaus says lightly. “Desperation has a scent.”
Damon bristles. “Try saying that again and see how many teeth you keep.”
Elijah gives a soft, incredulous huff, the closest he comes to laughter.
Nik steps closer still; the distance between them narrowing to something tense, electric, razor-edged.
Damon refuses to back up.
Refuses to blink.
A challenge hangs in the air between them.
Nik breaks the silence first, voice almost gentle.
“Go home, Damon Salvatore.”
Damon stiffens. “Excuse me?”
“This is not your hunt,” Nik says. “Not your curse.”
Damon bares his teeth. “She’s my—”
He tilts his head. “Your what?”
The question lands between them like a blade.
Damon doesn’t answer.
He can’t.
Not when the truth is something he doesn’t know how to name.
Nik watches him with the eyes of a creature who has seen men love badly, love fiercely, love stupidly — and lose themselves every damn time.
“Leave the moonstone to those who understand what it truly is,” Elijah says quietly. “For your sake. And hers.”
Damon’s throat works.
He wants to laugh.
Wants to fight.
Wants to grab the closest book and smash it into someone’s face.
But something in the room — in these men — holds him still.
Nik turns away first, glancing back over his shoulder.
“When the time comes,” he says, “you’ll understand why we’re here. Why you shouldn’t be.”
Damon swallows hard.
“And if I don’t?” he asks.
Nik’s smile is almost sympathetic.
“Then,” he says, “you’ll learn the hard way.”
The lights flicker.
The air shifts.
And before Damon can blink—
They’re gone. No footsteps. No breeze. No trace.
Just the echo of something ancient brushing past his awareness like a whisper.
Damon grips the edge of the table, knuckles white.
“Well,” he mutters to the empty room, “that’s new.”
Nik leaves the library with nothing but irritation thrumming beneath his skin.
No answers. No threads. No leverage.
Damon Salvatore’s presence had eaten through the archives like rot through paper, leaving every lead half-formed, half-whispered, half-missing.
So Nik does what he always does when knowledge hides behind locked doors and clever games.
He goes straight to the source.
And he does not go alone.
Tyler Lockwood had been easy to find — angry boys always are.
A shortcut behind the Grill, a moment’s scuffle, and Nik has him by the back of the neck, fingers hooked just under the skull, grip strong enough to lift him off his feet. Half-choke, half-wolf-handling — dominance old as mountains.
Tyler’s boots drag deep lines in the dirt as Nik walks.
He kicks, swears, thrashes, veins flickering under his skin, the threat of a shift racing up his spine.
Nik’s grip only tightens — lazy, bored, patient.
“Do stop wriggling,” he murmurs. “You bite like a teething pup.”
Tyler snarls something muffled and vicious.
Nik laughs, soft and delighted. It reminds him of Teddy in a roundabout way.
And with the boy hanging from his hand like an unruly cub, he walks up the Lockwood estate drive.
Nik has never thought much of the Lockwood estate.
Too manicured. Too polished. Too desperate to be perceived as righteous.
Homes built on curses always smell like denial.
Tonight, the air is thick with it.
Nik shifts his grip on Tyler just enough to remind the boy who controls the next breath he takes. Tyler chokes out a snarl, fingers clawing at Nik’s wrist, legs kicking uselessly beneath him.
Nik hums, amused, as he reaches the front door and raps his knuckles against it — polite, almost gentle.
A mockery. The door opens a moment later.
Richard Lockwood stands framed in the threshold, sleeves rolled up, tie loosened, the look of a man who has spent decades sculpting himself into something immovable. The faint scent of bourbon lingers around him, not indulgence, but ritual.
He takes in the sight before him. His son, suspended by the throat in a stranger’s grip.
His breath does not hitch.
His face does not crumple.
Only his jaw tightens, a small, precise click.
“Let him go,” Richard says. Not a plea. A command. Nik smiles, soft and sly.
“Invite me in.”
Richard’s eyes narrow. “You’re a vampire.”
“Among other things,” Nik replies. “But presently? I’m the man keeping your son from snapping his own neck in panic. Invitation, mayor.”
Richard stiffens at the title; not in pride, but in calculation. He looks at Tyler again. Rage flickers. Not fear. Not love the way mortals feel it. But that cold, custodial protectiveness that fathers of hunted lineages carry like a second spine.
“Come in,” he says.
Nik steps across the threshold smoothly, dragging Tyler with him like luggage.
The moment the door clicks shut, Tyler explodes — twisting, kicking, half-growling — but Nik’s hand simply shifts higher, pinning his jaw, forcing his head back.
“Careful,” Nik murmurs. “Another inch of temper and I’ll make sure you’ll snap into fur whether you want to or not. Teen wolves are so… combustible.”
Tyler spits, “Go to hell.”
Nik beams. “Don’t worry, I’m headed there.”
Richard shuts the door with a controlled, quiet force.
“What is this?” he asks, voice low, steady, dangerous. “Who are you?”
Nik doesn’t answer him. Instead, he looks around the foyer with the leisurely disinterest of a man appraising something he already intends to dismantle.
“Founding families,” he muses. “Always so tasteful. Always so afraid.”
Richard’s jaw flexes once. “Put my son down.”
Nik tilts Tyler slightly, forcing the boy’s feet to graze the floor — not enough to stand, just enough to breathe.
“This,” Nik says lightly, “is the only reason we’re having a civil conversation. Tyler’s cooperation buys you a grace period. A brief one.”
Richard’s eyes sharpen. “What do you want?”
Nik steps closer.
“A history lesson.”
Richard stiffens, the tiniest tell, but Nik is built to notice every flicker of guilt men try to bury.
“I know your family,” Nik continues. “Your bloodline. Your curses. Your little secrets carved into basements and ledgers.” He glances at Tyler. “Your son wears his inheritance in every uncontrolled heartbeat.”
Richard’s composure doesn’t crack, but it hardens. “We don’t know you.”
“No,” Nik agrees softly. “But you know the moonstone.”
Silence spreads: cold, heavy, ancient.
Richard does not move, but Tyler goes still in Nik’s hand, breath catching.
“I don’t know what you think you’ve heard,” Richard begins.
Nik cuts him off with a quiet, razor-edged laugh.
“Please. Don’t insult us both. Your family has something to do with it. Given that your brother has been sent on a goose chase, I know your line has protected it. And you…” His eyes slide over Richard, slow and cruel. “…you live your days praying your son will never have to touch the legacy stitched into his bones.”
Richard says nothing.
Tyler snarls, “Dad— what is he talking about?”
“Later,” Richard snaps: too fast, too sharp.
A father’s mistake.
Nik smirks.
“Oh, the boy doesn’t know?” Nik croons, voice velveted with mock-astonishment. “How delicious.”
Tyler jerks violently in his grip.
“Know what? Dad—what the hell is he talking about?”
“Quiet,” Richard snaps, too quickly, the edge of command slicing through the room like a whip.
A father’s instinct. A fatal tell.
Nik hums thoughtfully, shifting Tyler just enough to make the boy choke on the next breath he tries to drag in.
“Fascinating,” he murmurs. “You have him wandering this town blind. A powder keg with feet.”
Richard’s jaw tightens. “This conversation is between you and me.”
Nik smiles: slow, indulgent, terrible.
“Oh, but lineage is a family affair,” he whispers. “And your son is… very much his father’s heir.”
Tyler snarls, “Put me down and say that again, psycho—”
Nik’s fingers tighten just under the base of Tyler’s skull, freezing him mid-struggle.
“Temper, little wolf,” he says, voice a soft blade. “You’re one outburst away from joining the dead.”
Tyler’s pulse staggers.
Richard goes pale , not with fear, but with the cold, calculating dread of someone watching a countdown begin.
“Stop,” Richard says sharply. “Let him breathe.”
Nik tilts his head. “You want him breathing? Lovely. Then let’s continue.”
He lowers Tyler just enough that the boy’s boots scrape the hardwood , balance, not freedom.
Richard steadies himself. “You came here for something. Say it.”
Nik glances between father and son, amused.
“I want the truth,” he says. “And you will give it to me. Because your boy’s spine is seconds from cracking the wrong way, and you know exactly what happens if he hurts someone before you’re ready.”
Tyler stiffens. “Hurts someone? What does that—”
“Tyler,” Richard barks, too sharp, too telling. “Enough.”
The boy falls silent, chest heaving.
Nik steps closer to Richard, never loosening his grip on Tyler.
“Let me guess,” Nik murmurs. “You told him nothing. Not about the rage. Not about the bones that will break themselves. Not about the way death sits in his bloodline like a dormant infection.”
Richard holds his ground. “He’s not ready.”
“That,” Nik says lightly, “is what makes him dangerous.”
Tyler breathes out a shaken, “Dad… what is he saying?”
Richard closes his eyes for a fraction of a second — the only sign of strain he allows.
Then, coldly: “Old family history. None of it concerns you.”
Nik laughs — soft and delighted.
“Oh, it concerns him most of all.”
He leans down, voice brushing Tyler’s ear like a cruel prophecy.
“Your anger, pup… is not just anger.”
Tyler goes rigid.
Nik pulls back, eyes glittering.
“But we’re digressing,” he sighs. “Mayor. The moonstone.”
Richard’s mask snaps back into place: rigid, controlled, mayoral.
“I don’t know what you think my family has hidden.”
“Mayor Lockwood,” Nik says gently, “you are lying. And badly.”
Richard’s mouth tightens.
Nik shifts Tyler again. The boy gasps.
Richard’s composure fractures, not with emotion, but with calculation tipping into necessity.
“Enough,” Richard says, voice low and lethal. “Put him down. If you want answers, you talk to me, not through my son.”
Nik considers him. Then, with the air of someone indulging a child , he lowers Tyler to the floor but does not release him. His hand remains clamped on the boy’s shoulder, iron disguised as casual restraint.
Tyler bends at the knees, coughing, rubbing at his throat.
Richard’s eyes track every movement, the way Tyler winces, the way he steadies himself on shaking arms, before he meets Nik’s gaze again.
“You wanted history,” Richard says tightly. “Fine. But it won’t leave this room.”
“Of course not,” Nik purrs. “I collect secrets. I rarely share.”
Richard hesitates; then speaks, clipped and measured.
“In 1864, a witch approached my ancestor. She warned him that a vampire — going by the name Katherine Pierce — was about to be sealed away with the others. She said our family could… intervene.”
Tyler looks up sharply. “Vampire? What—”
Richard cuts him off again. “Tyler. Not now.”
Tyler’s eyes burn with confused fury, but he stays silent.
“The witch,” Richard continues, “was a Bennett. She offered freedom for the Vampire in exchange for our family safeguarding… an item.”
“A relic,” Nik murmurs. “A stone.”
Richard doesn’t deny it.
Tyler’s breath hitches, the way someone swallowed by a story they never believed was real.
Richard keeps going, jaw clenched.
“We were told never to speak of it. Never to write it down. Only to protect it. Keep it hidden. Pass the duty down.”
Nik nods, pleased. “And now the little wolf’s uncle Mason—” he nudges Tyler with icy amusement “—has brought the lineage right back to the doorstep of destiny.”
Tyler snaps, voice cracking, “Stop talking about me like I’m—like I’m some—what is this? What are you two talking about?”
“You, Tyler,” Nik says softly, “are a storm waiting for a spark. And daddy dearest has spent his whole life making sure that spark never lands.”
Tyler’s face drains.
Richard doesn’t look at him, he feels his breath tighten, not fear, but a heavy, knowing bracing in his ribs.
“So that’s why he returned,” Richard mutters, voice low, gutted of pretence. “Mason… he came back for that, didn’t he? For the stone.”
Nik’s smile sharpens. “Why else would a runaway wolf crawl home except to answer an old story?”
Richard closes his eyes once; not in despair, but in weary confirmation of what he already suspected.
When he speaks again, his voice is resigned steel.
Richard’s voice sharpens. “That’s enough.”
Nik sighs. “Very well. Back to business.”
He steps closer to Richard. Tyler dragged with him like a pinned shadow.
“Where,” Nik says, softly enough to be terrifying, “is the moonstone?”
Richard hesitates. Nik presses two fingers into the tendon of Tyler’s shoulder, the threat subtle, ancient, unmistakable.
Richard relents, not with fear, but with the grim surety of a man choosing the least disastrous option.
“In the basement,” he says. “Behind the old furnace. Locked. Only family blood opens it.”
Nik smiles like winter breaking bone.
“Then,” he whispers, “lead the way.”
Richard doesn’t wait for further instruction.
He turns stiffly, shoulders set like stone, and heads toward the narrow door tucked beside the staircase. Nik follows at an unhurried pace, dragging Tyler with him, the boy stumbling, swearing, claws of panic scraping under his skin.
The house groans around them as they descend.
Old beams. Old secrets. Old sins finally being pried open.
Tyler’s breath comes fast and ragged, bouncing off the concrete walls. His boots scrape loudly on each step, but Nik’s movements are silent — a shadow wearing the suggestion of a man.
At the bottom, darkness settles thick as grave-dust.
Richard crosses the cramped basement with the measured stride of someone who has done this before, even if he wished he hadn’t. He doesn’t look back, not even when Tyler chokes at another tightening of Nik’s fingers.
The old furnace sits hulking in the corner; rust-bitten, soot-stained, humming faintly with heat that never reaches the room.
Richard stops before it.
His hand trembles only once before he forces it steady.
He leans down, hooked fingers catching the edge of the rusted panel that blends so well into the stonework. With a grunt, he pulls it aside, revealing a recess carved into the foundation.
Cold air spills out, colder than the room should allow.
An alcove. Brick-lined. Hidden for generations.
Richard gestures stiffly. “There.”
Nik’s eyes glint, dark, delighted, ruinously patient.
“Open it,” he murmurs.
Richard wets his lips, then presses his palm to the sigil burned into the iron lockbox nestled inside the alcove. Blood answers blood; the mechanism clicks, low and ancient, like something long dormant stirred awake.
Tyler jerks in Nik’s grip, voice cracking. “Dad— Dad, what the hell is going on? Why— why do we even have—”
“Quiet,” Richard snaps, too harsh, too fast.
Nik chuckles. “Oh, let him ask,” he purrs. “Questions are the first teeth of a curse.”
Richard flinches, not at the words but at the truth in them.
Then he lifts the box from the alcove.
He holds it for one final heartbeat, as if acknowledging the weight of centuries, the consequences buried in his lineage, the son behind him who will one day feel all of it
And then he hands it to Nik.
Nik’s fingers close around the lockbox with a reverence sharper than violence , the way a king touches a lost crown.
He inhales once, deeply. Ancient magic hums under the iron like a pulse.
The moonstone calls to him.
At last.
Nik exhales once, deeply, the sound less breath and more claim.
Then, with the moonstone secured under his arm, he relaxes his grip on Tyler.
Not gently. Not gradually.
He simply lets go.
The boy drops like a cut string.
He hits the concrete hard, hands slapping down, breath punching out of him in a strangled, furious gasp. His knees scrape, his palms skid, a groan rips out of him.
Richard lurches forward on instinct, one hand gripping his son’s shoulder before Tyler can collapse fully sideways.
Nik watches them with a mild, amused curiosity. As if observing a wildlife documentary.
He even tilts his head.
“Lovely doing business with you,” he says, smooth as velvet dragged over iron.
Richard looks up, eyes flinty, breath tight. His jaw works once, a swallow, a choice, a surrender he hates.
Tyler coughs, dragging air back into his lungs, glaring up at Nik with the kind of hatred that would be dangerous, if he were older, stronger, changed.
Nik flicks his gaze toward him, a lazy, glacial glance.
“Oh, do be useful, Mayor,” he adds lightly. “Make sure to tell dear Mason the moonstone is in good hands.”
A beat.
His smile sharpens, wicked and soft all at once.
“And that he can stop playing dog hound.”
Richard stiffens.
Tyler’s breath stutters, a mixture of humiliation and dawning fear.
Nik turns toward the stairs, the lockbox tucked beneath his arm like a crown reclaimed.
He ascends with unhurried grace, footsteps soundless, presence heavy as winter.
At the top step, he pauses.
Bent light brushes his outline, the silhouette of something ancient wearing the shape of a man.
“You’ve both been delightful,” Nik murmurs. “Do try not to die before the next full moon.”
Funny, Nik thinks as he steps into the night, how quickly the world surrenders when it ought to resist — and how, in the end, a knock and a boy by the throat was all it took.
Somewhere, he’s sure, his mother is clawing at whatever grave dares try to hold her, livid that he’s turned her life’s work into something so insultingly easy.
Chapter 23
Summary:
Stefan’s gaze sharpens. “What are you talking about?”
She considers them for a heartbeat. The old part of her; the part that survived by hoarding secrets like currency — wants to turn, to leave, to let Klaus handle them as he no doubt will.
But then she thinks of the moonstone in his hand, of the message he left at the Lockwood house, of Mason’s carved-out eyes, of Richard’s bruised son.
And she thinks of Elena Gilbert, human softness draped over a face that once wore Katherine Pierce like a weapon.
The brothers won’t help her.
But they will burn the world down for Elena.
Notes:
I hate being sick 😔
Chapter Text
Nik crosses the treeline like a man coming home wearing someone else’s victory.
The moonstone sits heavy in his pocket, a muted, ancient thrum against his rib — not loud, not dramatic, just there. Inevitable. His. Each step up the slope toward the manor leaves the night a little thinner behind him, like the world is quietly adjusting to a future that has finally snapped into place.
His mother schemed for centuries to bind this curse to his bones.
Katerina tore the story sideways for centuries and a half to keep him from this very moment.
Wolves died for it. Witches burned for it. Towns rewrote their histories around it.
And in the end, all it took was a Lockwood front door and a boy by the throat.
The thought still amuses him.
Triumph sits easy on his shoulders, lighter than it should. He’d expected more resistance. More blood. More begging. Instead, the world folded quickly, quietly, like a script that had always been meant to read this way.
Mother would be livid, he thinks, a flicker of dark humour humming through him. All that theatre, undone by a polite knock.
The manor waits ahead, windows lit warm against the dark, an old beast drowsing in the trees. As he draws closer, the air thickens with familiarity.
He feels Harri first.
It’s not her heartbeat, though he could pick that out of a crowd — but the bond, a soft, steady pressure at the edge of his mind. Awake. Alert. Coiled with something that isn’t quite fear but stands close to it.
Elijah next, a quiet, anchoring presence, cool as marble.
Rebekah last, crackling around the edges with restless irritation.
They are not sleeping.
They are waiting.
Of course they are, he thinks, mouth tugging faintly. I was not subtle.
Gravel crunches under his boots as he steps onto the drive. The front door opens before he can reach for the handle.
Rebekah fills the doorway, arms folded tight across her chest, blond hair loose, eyes sharp and bright in the lamplight.
Elijah stands in the foyer, hands clasped behind his back, looking as though he’s been there a while. His tie is loosened by an imperceptible fraction, which for Elijah may as well be a sign of deep distress.
“Niklaus,” he says. No reproach. No welcome. Just a name weighted with everything he hasn’t said since last night.
“You found out what the Lockwoods were hiding?” Elijah asks. “What tie they had to Katerina?”
Nik hums. “Something like that.”
He looks past him, to where Harri is a step behind him, half-shadowed at the base of the stairs. Barefoot. Hair pulled up in a loose knot. One of his shirts thrown over soft cotton shorts. She looks like she was heading to bed and thought better of it.
Her eyes find him immediately.
The bond flares— sharp, brief — as she registers that he’s safe, whole, not covered in blood, not broken.
Then her gaze drops, almost against her will, to the line of his coat.
He feels the tug of her attention like fingers on fabric.
Nik smiles, slow, edged, and slips his hand into his pocket.
For a moment he enjoys the quiet. The way the house seems to lean in. The way Rebekah’s impatience coils tighter, the way Elijah’s restraint sharpens, the way Harri’s breath catches just slightly.
Then he draws the moonstone out.
It looks absurdly small in his palm.
Just a smooth grey stone, veined faintly with light, humming like old breath trapped in rock
Rebekah’s expression doesn’t sharpen out of disbelief , she recognizes it instantly, the same cursed stone she last saw in their mother’s hands and later in Nik’s.
But shock still flickers through her, low and cold.
“Elijah,” she says quietly, “you didn’t say he’d find that there.”
Elijah steps forward , not toward the stone, but toward Nik , eyes narrowing, composure cracking for the first time all night.
“I didn’t,” Elijah admits. “I expected answers. Not… this.”
Nik enjoys the silence that follows: rich, stunned, vibrating through the room like a plucked wire.
“The moonstone… in a Lockwood manor,” Rebekah murmurs. “How?”
Nik’s smile deepens, vicious and entertained.
Elijah draws a breath, composure knitting tighter. “What happened at the Lockwood estate?”
Nik rolls one shoulder, casual.
“An overdue conversation,” he says. “Some family history. A reminder to the mayor that things stolen must always be returned. I asked for what I wanted. He handed it over.”
Rebekah’s brows shoot up. “Just like that?”
“There was some negotiating,” Nik allows. “But wolves with sons learn quickly when to fold.”
The brief flash of Tyler’s face, eyes wide, breath choking, hands skidding against concrete — flickers through his mind. Not with guilt. With assessment. The boy will be interesting when he breaks.
Harri’s jaw tightens.
He knows she can feel echoes of the night he’s not showing them. The pressure of his grip. The way fear smells in a basement full of old stone and older promises.
She doesn’t speak.
Not here.
Not yet.
Elijah is the first to break the silence.
“What happens now?” he asks, voice even but edged with the weight of the stone in Nik’s pocket.
Nik doesn’t bother with theatrics. He reaches the center of the foyer, shrugging off his coat, the moonstone still a solid weight against his side.
“Now?” he says. “Now I have everything I need.”
“And what’s that supposed to mean?” Rebekah asks.
Nik’s gaze flicks to her only briefly before settling on Harri, steady and deliberate.
“It means,” he says, “there is only one person left who matters in this equation.”
Elijah’s brow lifts. “A Bennett.”
“The Bennett,” Nik corrects. “Bonnie.”
Harri’s breath stutters, not panic, but the press of everything she’s been fearing all night.
Nik holds her gaze.
He lets the silence between them speak first.
Then, quietly:
“I made you a promise,” he says. “I won’t hurt her.”
Harri’s fingers tighten in the hem of the shirt she’s wearing — his shirt — but she doesn’t look away.
“And I meant it,” Nik continues. “She’ll be told the truth. All of it. And she’ll choose whether to help.”
Rebekah exhales, tension slipping from her shoulders. “Good. Because if you tried to strong-arm the little witch, Harri and I would’ve dealt with you ourselves.”
Harri nudges her with a soft, tired smile. Rebekah bumps her back, gentle.
Nik huffs a quiet laugh. “Noted.”
Elijah inclines his head once — approval, or acceptance, or both. “Then the next step is simple.”
“It is,” Nik says. “Everything is in place. All that’s left is Bonnie Bennett.”
His eyes flick to Harri again, one more promise, unspoken but understood.
“And when she’s ready,” Nik says, steady and sure, “she’ll hear everything from me.”
That’s it.
No rush.
No pushing a grieving girl.
Just a simple promise.
The house is quiet, too quiet, the sort of quiet that comes after a night in which something irrevocable has happened and everyone inside knows better than to name it.
Richard Lockwood hasn’t slept.
He sits at the edge of the dining table, hands wrapped around a coffee mug gone cold an hour ago, gaze fixed on nothing. The bruise blooming at Tyler’s throat says enough. The silence says more.
When the front door opens and Mason steps inside, road-dust on his boots, suspicion in every line of his frame — Richard doesn’t look up immediately. It takes him a moment, a long inhale, before he finally speaks.
“You’re back early.”
Mason’s eyes track the room, sharp, hunting for something off.
He finds it in the stiffness of Richard’s shoulders.
In the wrongness in the air.
“What happened?” Mason asks. “Where’s Tyler?”
Richard’s jaw tightens. “Sleeping. Or pretending to.”
That grabs Mason’s full attention.
He sits opposite his brother, arms folded, waiting.
The silence stretches — thick, suffocating, brittle as old bone.
Finally, Richard says it.
“He was here.”
Mason blinks. “Who?”
“A man,” Richard says slowly. “Strong. Old. He had Tyler by the throat before I could reach him.”
Mason’s breath stutters. “What man?”
“I don’t know,” Richard says, voice clipped. “But he knew you.”
Mason freezes.
Richard’s eyes sharpen with cold anger.
“He told me to pass along a message,” Richard continues. “That you can stop playing dog hound.”
His gaze turns lethal.
“And that he has the moonstone.”
Mason goes very still.
Richard sees it — the guilt, the fear, the recognition Mason tries and fails to suppress.
“You know something,” Richard says. “Start talking.”
Mason presses his palms together, staring down at them like they might steady him.
“I didn’t know this would happen,” he begins. “I didn’t know what any of it really meant.”
Richard’s expression calcifies.
“I didn’t know what it was, Richard,” Mason pushes on, voice raw. “The moonstone, I mean. Katherine……she told me—”
Richard looks like someone has driven a knife behind his ribs.
“She’s still around?”
Mason nods, miserably.
“She told me the moonstone was the key,” Mason says quietly. “She said if I helped her get it, she could help me.”
Richard’s breath stills. “Help you how?”
Mason swallows hard, jaw tight with shame and something older.
“She told me,” he says, “that the moonstone could help stop the curse.”
Richard goes motionless.
Mason keeps talking, faster now, like the truth is something spilling out of him uncontrollably.
“She said she knew Witches who could help, spells, loopholes — ways to ease it. Break it, even. She made it sound like if I brought it to her, she could help me control the wolf. Maybe even stop the transformation altogether.”
Richard’s face twists , not with sympathy.
With a quiet, controlled devastation.
“You believed her.”
“I wanted to,” Mason snaps. “You don’t know what it’s like. The pain. The bones. The screaming. Every month, Richard. Every month your body destroys itself.”
His voice drops.
“And I thought… if she could help me, maybe she could help Tyler. And you. If either of you ever triggered it.”
Richard shuts his eyes, just once, quickly.
“You brought a vampire’s bargain into this house,” he says tightly. “And now my son is paying the price.”
Mason looks stricken.
“I didn’t know this would happen. I don’t know who that man was. I didn’t know he’d—”
“Stop,” Richard cuts in sharply. “Just stop.”
Richard looks at him not as a brother, not as blood, but as the man who cracked open the door that let a monster step inside.
“You’ve brought danger to my house,” Richard says, each word carved out of something cold and unforgiving. “You endangered my son. You lied.”
Mason flinches as if struck.
“I didn’t…..Richard, I swear, I didn’t know—”
“I don’t care what you didn’t know,” Richard says, voice low, steady, lethal. “I care about what you did.”
Mason’s breath wavers.
Richard stands, pushing back his chair with a controlled precision that is somehow worse than anger.
“You’re going to leave this house,” he says. “Now.”
Mason’s eyes widen. “Richard—”
“And you are not coming back,” Richard finishes, tone dropping into something final. “Not until I know my son is safe. Not until I know you won’t bring another vampire to our door.”
Mason opens his mouth.Closes it. Swallows.
He sees the bruise on Tyler’s throat in his mind’s eye — sees it overlayed with every promise he once made to be better than their father, better than their lineage, better than the curse chewing at his bones.
Now he’s the danger.
He nods once, barely, something fractured collapsing inward.
“I’m… sorry,” he manages.
Richard doesn’t answer.
Mason steps back, slow, like a man leaving behind a life he had hoped to repair. The front door closes after him with a sound that feels too loud for morning.
Outside, the sunlight is thin and unwelcome.
Mason exhales shakily, rubbing both hands over his face.
The moonstone is gone.
A stranger, a man, something old, something dangerous — has it.
And Katherine…
Katherine is not going to be pleased.
He turns toward the road, jaw tight, dread coiling low in his gut.
He needs to tell her. He needs to tell her before she finds out another way.
Before she makes the mistake of believing he still has something to offer.
Before she decides his failure is worth killing for.
//
When Katherine finds out about the event that transpired at the Lockwood manor the night before, and looks upon Mason Lockwood now — she almost laughs.
Almost.
Because the man standing in front of her is not the swaggering, eager-to-please wolf she toyed with these last weeks.
He looks carved out. Hollowed.Haunted.
Like the truth his brother shoved into him is still rattling around in his ribcage, looking for a place to settle.
And that, Katherine thinks, is interesting.
The clearing he finds her in is all dappled shadow and soft rot beneath the leaves, early autumn clinging sharp in the air. She lounges against a fallen birch, the picture of lazy menace — bored, beautiful, dangerous.
Her eyes flick over Mason once.
Then again.
Then she smiles, slow and razor-fine.
“So,” she says, “an old vampire strolls into your family home, tosses your nephew around like a rag doll, takes my moonstone, and leaves you a message.”
Not a question. A recital.
Mason flinches anyway.
Katherine’s amusement deepens.
“ ‘Stop playing dog hound.’ ” She repeats it with a lilting mockery, voice curling around the words like silk dipped in venom. “Oh, Mason. You poor, stupid puppy.”
He opens his mouth: apology, explanation, something desperate, but she lifts a single finger.
“No,” she says lightly. “I’m not interested in you choking on excuses. I am interested in one thing only.”
She steps forward, boots sinking softly into the mulch.
Her head tilts. Amused. Mocking.
“Do you know what kind of creature uses language like that?”
Mason doesn’t answer. Katherine’s smile goes thin.
“Someone ancient,” she murmurs. “Someone amused. Someone who thinks of himself as a storm that others should politely step aside for.”
A beat.
“And someone who, unfortunately for you, and me, enjoys theatrics.”
Mason’s breath catches, fear or dawning comprehension, she doesn’t care.
She taps his cheek once, mockingly gentle.
“You led a monster to my prize,” she says. “You handed him a trail right back to me. And you didn’t even realise it.”
“Katherine—” he tries again, voice shaking.
She cuts him off cleanly.
“You’ve been useful,” she says. “In the way a lantern is useful in the dark — right up until it gutters out.”
Her tone turns bright, almost musical.
“And you’ve guttered, Mason.”
Her expression smooths into something cold, crystalline.
“You gave away the only thing you were good for. And now I need to find a way of getting my moonstone back.”
Mason’s eyes widen — he doesn’t understand the terror behind the word, but he recognises the gravity in her voice.
For the first time, Katherine’s mask flickers, only for a heartbeat, a single crack of fear swallowed instantly back down.
Then she steps away.
“Go home,” she says. “Or go die in a ditch. It makes no difference to me.”
She gives him one last look — that perfect, cruel, glass-edged look — and turns toward the trees, already calculating her next move.
Her voice drifts back, soft as a knife sliding between ribs:
“And Mason?
“Don’t ever come looking for me, if you do — I won’t be as merciful as I am today.”
She disappears into the forest, nothing but a whisper of movement and the faintest echo of dread left behind.
The Salvatore boarding house has learned to expect ghosts at its door.
It does not expect Katherine Pierce asking for help.
She stands on the porch just after sunset, the sky bruised purple, the world caught between light and dark. She does not knock at first. She never has. For a moment she only watches her own reflection in the glass — the tilt of her mouth, the bored sharpness of her eyes, the way she looks utterly untouched by the panic threading beneath her skin.
Then she smiles at herself, all teeth, and pushes the door open.
Inside, the house smells like bourbon and old wood and the faint, clinging trace of blood that never quite leaves fangs or floorboards. A lamp is on in the sitting room. Voices curl out: low, familiar, frayed at the edges.
Damon. Stefan.
Katherine steps into the doorway like it’s a stage entrance.
“Miss me?”
Damon is up in an instant, glass midway to his mouth, eyes narrowing. Stefan goes still beside the mantel, jaw setting, shoulders braced.
“You have ten seconds,” Damon says. “Use them wisely.”
Katherine laughs, quick and bright. “Oh, good, we’re skipping the foreplay.”
Stefan’s gaze is flat. “What do you want, Katherine?”
She takes a few leisurely steps into the room, fingertips skating along the back of the couch, as though she’s reacquainting herself with an old lover’s spine.
“Information,” she says. “And cooperation.”
Damon actually laughs at that, sharp and disbelieving. “You? Wanting… cooperation.” He lifts his glass in a mock toast. “That’s adorable.”
She looks at him, and her smile doesn’t reach her eyes.
“There’s someone in town,” she says. “Someone worse than me.”
Silence folds in, sharp and sudden.
Stefan’s brow furrows. “There isn’t anyone worse than you.”
“Flattered,” she says. “Wrong, but flattered.”
Damon leans back, smirking, but there’s an edge to it now, a wary curl at the corner of his mouth. “So what, you want us to help you with your monster problem? Hard pass. If he keeps you busy, we’ll send him a fruit basket.”
Katherine’s gaze flicks between them.
You still think the world ends at my shadow, she realises. How small. How sweet.
She exhales slowly, as if indulging children.
“This isn’t my monster anymore,” she says. “This one now belongs to the world. To Elena. And by association, to you.”
The information hangs there between them like an exposed wire.
Stefan’s shoulders tense almost imperceptibly. Damon’s fingers tighten around his glass.
“Leave her out of this,” Stefan says quietly.
Katherine’s eyes soften, not with kindness, but with something like opportunity.
“Oh, I’d love to,” she says. “Unfortunately, the this monster has very specific tastes in martyrs.”
Damon snorts. “And you would know all about martyrdom.”
“Funny you say that,” Katherine replies, “because if anyone in this room knows what it’s like to be lined up for slaughter, it’s me.”
Stefan’s gaze sharpens. “What are you talking about?”
She considers them for a heartbeat. The old part of her; the part that survived by hoarding secrets like currency — wants to turn, to leave, to let Klaus handle them as he no doubt will.
But then she thinks of the moonstone in his hand, of the message he left at the Lockwood house, of Mason’s carved-out eyes, of Richard’s bruised son.
And she thinks of Elena Gilbert, human softness draped over a face that once wore Katherine Pierce like a weapon.
The brothers won’t help her.
But they will burn the world down for Elena.
Fine, she thinks. Use their weaknesses. Use theirs before he can.
She watches them like she’s watching two candles deciding whether to burn or gutter.
Stefan’s jaw is locked.
Damon’s fingers tighten around his glass.
Good.
Fear always tastes better when it starts as disbelief.
She steps further into the room, voice warm as poison.
“Tell me,” she purrs, “what do you two know about the Originals?”
Damon snorts. “Myth. Fairy tales. The vampire boogeymen.”
Stefan’s voice is more careful. “Stories told to scare young vampires.”
Katherine smiles with all her teeth.
“Oh, sweetheart,” she murmurs, “I wish they were stories.”
She drags a fingernail along the edge of the couch, slow enough to make both brothers follow the movement.
“They were the first,” she says softly. “The beginning of us. One family. One spell gone wrong. One century that opened the door to eternity.”
The air thickens. Stefan steps closer despite himself. “You’re saying they’re real.”
She looks at him, expression flat. “I’m saying they are alive.”
A beat.“More alive than anyone in this room.”
Damon’s smirk falters.
Katherine’s voice dips, voice saccharine sweet.
“And among them is one who should never have existed. Born with fangs on one side of his bloodline… and claws on the other.”
Stefan stills. Damon’s eyes sharpen.
Katherine continues, each word chosen like a blade: “A true hybrid. Half wolf, half vampire. Something that was never intended to be made.”
She lets that sink in. “And I guess mother dearest wasn’t happy about her child being an abomination,” she adds quietly, “so she ripped half of him away. sealed the wolf inside a curse. A curse that could only be broken with four things, two of them being non negotiable”
She holds up two fingers.
“The moonstone. And the blood of the human doppelgänger.”
Stefan goes rigid.
Damon’s smirk vanishes completely.
Katherine’s gaze slides between them, savoring the shift.
“And you want to know how I know this?” she says, voice barely above a whisper. How I know everything about them, about him?”
Neither speaks. She steps forward, the room shrinking around her.
“Because I was meant to die for him.”
The silence hits like a dropped blade.
“I was human,” she says lightly, as if recalling a dream. “Young. Valuable. A perfect offering wrapped in pretty skin. They planned to slit my throat, drain me dry, and wake the monster sleeping inside him.”
Stefan’s face pales.
Damon is motionless.
“But I,” Katherine says, “do not die for men. Monsters. Or legends. I am a survivor. ”
Her smile sharpens. “So I stole the moonstone. I tricked a vampire servant into feeding me. And I made very, very sure I died with their blood in my veins.”
She spreads her hands in mock innocence.
“Voila. No longer human. No longer a sacrifice. Curse broken? No. Ritual ruined? Absolutely.”
Damon whispers, “God…”
She flicks her hair back, gaze glittering.
“And now?” she says softly. “Now the moonstone is no longer hidden. It’s in his hands again.”
Stefan stares. Damon’s voice is almost quiet. “Who?”
Katherine doesn’t blink. “Klaus Mikaelson.”
The room chills.
“And if Niklaus is here,” she says, “and if he has the moonstone again, and if Elena Gilbert is walking around with doppelgänger blood in her perfect, pretty, human veins…”
She steps closer, predatory-soft.
“Then your little infatuation is one ritual away from death.”
Stefan’s breath shatters in his chest. Damon’s jaw tightens with primal protectiveness.
Katherine leans back, satisfied.
“So,” she says, “will you help me? Or will you wait for him to tear this town open and take what he’s owed?”
///
The door slams before Damon even realises he’s the one who closed it.
Katherine is gone — swept out as easily as she swept in — but her words still cling to the walls like smoke, staining everything they touch.
The Originals. A hybrid. A curse. A ritual. Elena.
Stefan stands in the middle of the room, hands braced on the back of a chair, head bowed like he’s trying to force oxygen into lungs that don’t technically need it.
Damon watches him, pacing once, twice, glass still in hand, untouched.
“Well,” Damon says finally. “She’s escalating.”
Stefan doesn’t look up. “She’s telling the truth.”
Damon stops pacing. “You believe that?”
Stefan’s silence is answer enough.
Damon’s scoff is sharp, disbelieving. “Right. Because this is the same woman who spent months feeding us that big, epic Sun and Moon curse nonsense — vampires trapped in darkness, werewolves chained to the moon, all hinging on one magical moonstone.”
He throws a hand out, incredulous.
“And now she shows up with version two of the fairy tale — hybrids and sacrifices and ancient family drama — and suddenly this one’s gospel?”
“Damon….”
“No,” Damon cuts in, pointing at the door Katherine just vanished through. “She lied then. She’s lying now. That’s her default setting.”
Stefan closes his eyes, jaw tightening. “Except this time she’s afraid.”
That lands.
“Damon…” Stefan’s voice is quiet, too quiet. “You saw her. She was afraid.”
“Good,” Damon snaps. “Let her be afraid. Maybe this mystery boogeyman of hers will keep her out of our lives.”
Stefan lifts his head , and Damon stills.
Because his brother looks haunted.
“This isn’t about Katherine,” Stefan says. “It’s about Elena.”
Damon’s jaw clicks shut.
Stefan exhales, shaky despite the control he’s trying to keep. “If what she said about the ritual is true… if he really needs the doppelgänger—”
“Then we don’t tell Elena,” Damon finishes sharply. “We don’t drag her back into Katherine’s paranoia circus.”
“It’s not paranoia if it’s real.”
Damon flings the glass onto the table harder than necessary. “You want to trust Katherine? Katherine. The woman who spent 145 years lying to both of us because she felt like it?”
Stefan’s voice breaks on frustration. “I want Elena to be safe.”
“And the best way to do that is to not terrify her with a bedtime story about vampire myths and sacrificial rituals.”
Stefan turns away, running a hand through his hair. “She deserves to know.”
“She deserves peace,” Damon counters. “One night. One night where she isn’t being hunted, threatened, nearly drained, stabbed, compelled, or whatever new nonsense Katherine dredges up.”
Stefan hesitates, and Damon sees it: the crack in the conviction.
“Stefan,” Damon says more softly, “you call her, you say ‘Katherine,’ she’s going to panic. She’ll blame herself. She always does.”
“I can’t keep this from her.”
“Well, I can.”
Stefan stares at the floor, then at the front door, then at his phone.
A storm moves through him: fear, guilt, love, all pulling different directions.
Finally, he says, “It’s Elena. She chooses what she does or doesn’t hear.”
Damon swears under his breath.
But he doesn’t stop him.
Stefan takes out his phone, fingers shaking slightly, and steps out onto the porch.
The night is cold. Still. Waiting.
He presses call. It rings.
Once. Twice. Three times—
“Elena?”
Her voice is faintly breathless, soft with warmth and laughter in the edges, like she’s been smiling at something.
“Stefan? Is everything okay?”
He closes his eyes.
“No,” he says quietly. “It’s… important. It’s about Katherine.”
There’s a pause on the other end, a sharp inhale he knows even through static.
“Oh.”
“I’m sorry,” Stefan says. “I know it’s late. But I need to talk to you. Can I come over?”
He hears muffled voices; Caroline’s rising, Bonnie’s lower, TV noise in the background.
The sound hits him like a memory he’s not ready for.
Bonnie’s laugh: soft, cautious, but real, drifts through the phone in the smallest ripple of sound.
And Stefan freezes.
Because he remembers the silence after the tomb.
Bonnie’s grief sharp as glass.
Her eyes when she looked at him — not with hatred, but with something worse; betrayal.
He remembers how she wouldn’t speak to Elena for weeks.
How Elena cried in his arms because she had broken something she didn’t know how to fix.
How every attempt to reach Bonnie ended with a door shutting, a phone ringing out, a friendship bleeding quietly in the middle.
And now—
Now he hears Bonnie laugh. With Elena. With Caroline.
In a house full of warmth and movies and cocoa and healing.
A night Elena must have prayed for. A night Bonnie finally chose.
And Stefan realises — with a cold, sinking dread — that by calling, by saying Katherine, he is about to ruin it.
He closes his eyes. The guilt burns. But the fear burns hotter.
Late autumn settles over Mystic Falls like an afterthought.
The sky goes dark too early; the air smells like wet leaves and smoke. By the time Bonnie walks up to the Forbes’ front porch, the streetlights are already on, halos of amber in the thinning trees.
She stands there for a second with her hand hovering over the bell.
Caroline’s text still glows in the back of her mind.
movie night. no vampires. no witch business. just us. please?
Bonnie inhales once, sharp, then presses the bell before she can talk herself out of it.
The door flies open almost immediately.
“Finally,” Caroline says, blue eyes wide and bright. “I was about to start a search party. Or a kidnapping. I haven’t decided which would be more effective.”
Bonnie’s mouth tugs despite herself. “You texted me I was two minutes away.”
“Exactly,” Caroline says, as if that proves a point. She reaches out and tugs Bonnie inside with a little too much enthusiasm, like she’s afraid if she lets go, Bonnie might dissolve back into the night. “Come on, come on, we’ve got popcorn, ice cream, and at least seven movies that require zero brain cells.”
The house is warm in a way Bonnie hadn’t realised she missed — lived-in, soft, full of small noises. The TV murmurs from the living room. A lamp throws a puddle of light over the coffee table, already cluttered with bowls and blankets and three mismatched mugs.
Elena is there.
She stands when Bonnie walks in, blanket tangled around her ankles, hair pulled back into a messy knot. Her smile is tentative, edges frayed with nerves.
“Hey,” Elena says quietly. “Bon.”
For a heartbeat, Bonnie forgets how to move. Elena looks the same, the same careful brown eyes, the same familiar slouch to her shoulders — and somehow completely different, like someone carrying too many invisible weights.
“Hey,” Bonnie manages.
The word lands in the middle of the room like a small, fragile thing.
Caroline claps her hands together, as if she can physically force the air to move again. “Okay! Ground rules. One: no talking about boys unless it’s to mock them. Two: no crying unless it’s because of the movie. Three: no magic, no vampires, ni salvatores, no Founders’ Council, no nothing. Just us. Deal?”
She looks between them, eyes sharp, almost pleading.
Elena nods fast. “Deal.”
Bonnie hesitates, just a breath, just enough to feel the weight of what she’s agreeing to — then nods too. “Deal.”
Caroline exhales like she’s been holding that breath for days.
“Good,” she says briskly. “Because I already made three different kinds of popcorn, and if you bail now I will actually cry.”
They start with the safest choice: a ridiculous comedy that has nothing to do with magic, curses, or dead parents — just bad haircuts and worse jokes from the early 2000s.
Bonnie sits at the end of the sofa, legs tucked under her, fingers wrapped around a mug of hot chocolate. Caroline sprawls in the middle like she owns the furniture. Elena curls up on the other end, blanket pulled to her chin.
For a while, it’s almost easy.
Caroline provides a running commentary on every outfit choice. Elena laughs too hard at jokes that aren’t that funny. Bonnie lets herself smile, lets herself roll her eyes when Caroline gasps, “Oh my God, that’s the kind of skirt I used to think was peak fashion,” and Elena snorts into her drink.
They don’t talk about the tomb.
They don’t talk about Grams.
They talk about school instead, about Mr. Tanner’s replacement being somehow worse, about Mrs. Lockwood’s terrifying charity committee, about how the cheer squad is trying to include “more inclusive outreach” and no one knows what that means.
“Basically,” Caroline says, flicking a kernel of popcorn at Bonnie, “it means I have to be nice to people I used to ignore, which is—”
“Growth?” Elena suggests.
“Rude,” Caroline finishes, but she’s smiling when she says it.
Bonnie catches the popcorn before it hits her, grinning despite herself. “You realise that you’re the one who made half of those girls popular in the first place, right? You’re like… the fairy godmother of social capital.”
Caroline gasps. “Oh my God, thank you. Finally someone appreciates my labour.”
Elena laughs, real and sudden, and Bonnie feels something in her chest loosen.
It isn’t perfect. It isn’t fixed. But it’s… less jagged.
They finish one movie and start another. Halfway through the second — some sappy drama Elena insisted was “actually really good, I promise” — the conversation drifts, the way it always used to when the credits rolled too slowly.
“Do you remember when we tried to sneak into that R-rated movie in eighth grade?” Caroline says around a mouthful of ice cream. “And Grams just appeared out of nowhere like a summoned demon of disapproval?”
Bonnie’s breath catches.
Elena winces. “Caroline—”
“No, it’s okay,” Bonnie says quickly, even as something inside her twists with the memory. “I remember. She made us go watch the animated film instead.”
“Yeah,” Caroline says, laughter softening. “And then she bought us all popcorn and said, ‘You don’t need someone else’s idea of danger to feel grown. Trust me, you’ll meet your own soon enough.’”
Elena smiles faintly. “‘And it’ll be waiting for you even if you watch cartoons instead,’” she adds, mimicking the cadence almost perfectly.
Bonnie closes her eyes for a second.
For a moment, she is twelve again, hands sticky with butter, Grams’ warm, heavy hand on her shoulder. The cinema lights are low, the world is simple, and the worst thing looming over them is a math test.
Her throat tightens.
“I miss her,” she says quietly.
The room stills.
“I know,” Elena whispers. “Bonnie, I’m so—”
“Don’t,” Bonnie says, not unkindly. She opens her eyes, blinking away the wetness. “Not tonight. I just… wanted to say it out loud.”
Elena’s fingers twist in the blanket. “Okay,” she says. “Okay. We can just… miss her. Together.”
Caroline nods fiercely. “Yeah. No apologies. Just missing.”
For a few breaths, that’s all there is. The hum of the TV. The soft rise and fall of their chests. Three girls on a sofa, each holding their own little corner of grief.
It’s not forgiveness. It’s not forgetting. But it’s something.
And for the first time in weeks, Bonnie feels like the ground under her feet isn’t tilting.
They settle into the third movie — something equally brainless, something with too many explosions and not enough plot — and the room softens again. Caroline is half-asleep, curled into her blanket like a hibernating cat. Elena keeps drifting into quiet laughter at scenes that aren’t funny, but Bonnie doesn’t mind. It’s… nice.
Better than nice. It’s familiar.
Like the ghosts between them have stopped rattling their chains long enough for the girls they used to be to breathe.
Bonnie lets herself lean back against the cushions, lets her shoulder brush Elena’s for half a second before she notices and moves away on instinct. Elena doesn’t flinch this time. She just glances at Bonnie with something fragile but hopeful in her eyes.
It could almost feel normal.
Almost.
That’s when Elena’s phone buzzes.
A small sound — barely there — but Bonnie feels it like the crack of a spell misfiring. Elena stiffens immediately, reaching for the phone with the kind of dread that never really left her.
Stefan’s name lights up the screen.
Bonnie’s stomach sinks.
Because of course it’s Stefan. Of course it’s tonight.
Of course she can’t have one whole evening without a reminder of everything that cracked her world open.
Elena looks at the name. Looks at Bonnie.
And something apologetic flickers across her face, soft and guilty and unsure.
“Sorry,” she whispers, already standing, blanket sliding to the floor.
“It’s fine,” Bonnie lies. Her voice is steady, practiced. The kind of steady she learned after the tomb. “Take it.”
Elena hesitates another second , as if asking permission with her eyes, then steps into the hallway, phone pressed to her ear.
Bonnie tries not to listen. She fails.
Through the thin walls, Stefan’s voice bleeds in faintly — tight, low, urgent.
“—need to talk.”
“—important.”
“—Katherine.”
Bonnie’s chest goes cold.
Caroline shifts closer, sitting up fully now, eyes darting toward the hallway.
Bonnie swallows, looking straight ahead at the paused movie screen, refusing to let the old hurt rise too fast.
Elena’s voice drifts back: soft, shaken, trying not to sound scared.
“Stefan, slow down. What do you mean?”
“No, I’m not alone.”
“I’m with Caroline and…”
A pause. Bonnie closes her eyes.
She knows her name is the word Elena doesn’t want to say aloud.
“…I’ll step outside.”
Footsteps retreat toward the porch. The door clicks shut.
Silence spills into the living room.
Caroline exhales a long, careful breath, too gentle, too knowing.
“Bonnie…” she starts, voice soft.
But Bonnie shakes her head once, not in anger — just in exhaustion.
“It’s fine,” she says again.
Only this time, it sounds a little less convincing. A little more honest.
She stares at the door Elena walked through, the shadows swallowing her friend’s silhouette, and feels the delicate thread of the evening pull taut — one wrong tug away from snapping.
Caroline shifts closer, her hand hovering near Bonnie’s knee but not touching, waiting for permission, waiting for Bonnie to move first.
And for the first time all night, Bonnie feels seen.
Not pitied. Not tiptoed around. Seen.
She sighs: a small, weary sound, and looks at Caroline.
“Every time I try to move forward,” Bonnie murmurs, voice barely above a whisper, “something pulls me back.”
Caroline nods, eyes soft but fierce. “Then I’ll pull you the other way.”
Bonnie huffs a laugh: tiny, fractured, but real.
Outside, Elena’s voice rises, thin with fear.
Inside, Bonnie stares at the untouched bowl of popcorn between them, and tries , really tries, not to feel the ground shift again.
Caroline keeps her hand hovering , not touching, but close, warm, steady.
Bonnie doesn’t pull away.
Outside, Elena’s voice drifts on the wind again — sharp, confused, afraid — but inside the living room, time slows, settles around just the two of them.
Caroline exhales, softer this time. “Bonnie… can I ask you something? And you can tell me to shut up if it’s too much.”
Bonnie keeps her gaze on the popcorn bowl, tracing the rim with her fingertip.
“Go ahead.”
Caroline shifts, tucking one leg under herself, turning fully to face her.
“How do you really feel about all of this?” she asks gently. “Not the ‘I’m fine’ version you tell us. The real version.”
Bonnie lets out a small, breathy laugh that has no amusement in it.
“The real version is… messy.”
“I can handle messy,” Caroline says, and Bonnie believes her.
Bonnie takes a slow breath. Her chest tightens.
She speaks anyway.
“I’m tired,” she admits quietly. “I’m tired of pretending the tomb didn’t change things. I’m tired of trying to be okay so no one feels guilty. I’m tired of missing you guys so much it feels like I’m walking around with a bruise no one else can see.”
Caroline’s eyes glisten, but she doesn’t interrupt.
“And with Elena…” Bonnie hesitates, the words heavy. “I want things to be normal. I really do. But every time something happens — something vampire-related, something dangerous, it feels like we’re back there again. In that moment where I lost everything.”
Caroline nods slowly, like she’s absorbing every word into her bones.
“Yeah,” she whispers. “Yeah, that makes sense.”
Bonnie picks at a loose thread on the blanket.
“It’s not that I don’t care about her. Elena was… she was my person. But forgiveness isn’t a switch. It’s…” She searches for the right word. “It’s distance. And time. And maybe… maybe a little bit of hope.”
Caroline leans her head back against the sofa, considering that.
“Do you think there’s room?” she asks softly. “For forgiveness? Or… maybe not forgiveness, but moving forward?”
Bonnie doesn’t answer immediately.
She watches the flicker of the TV, the faint dust dancing in the lamplight, the space Elena left behind on the couch.
“I think there’s room,” Bonnie says finally. “I just don’t know how big it is yet. Or if it’s strong enough to hold everything that happened.”
Caroline’s lips purse in that determined, almost stubborn way she gets right before she commits to something impossible.
“I’ll help you hold it,” she says. “Even if it’s heavy.”
Bonnie looks at her , really looks — at the earnestness, the worry, the ridiculous cotton-candy softness underneath all Caroline’s glitter and steel.
Her throat tightens.
“Thank you.”
Caroline brightens, just a little.
“That wasn’t too cheesy, right? I rehearsed it in my head like five times.”
Bonnie huffs a laugh. “It was exactly cheesy.”
“Good,” Caroline says proudly. “Cheese is my love language.”
They sit there in a pocket of quiet, the world softening around them again.
Outside, Elena’s voice rises, then falls, then fades into a tense murmur.
Bonnie closes her eyes for a moment.
She isn’t healed. She isn’t whole.
But right here, on this couch, with a bowl of popcorn and Caroline Forbes trying too hard and not enough at the same time.
She finally feels like she’s allowed to breathe.
The quiet doesn’t last.
The porch light flickers once through the curtains, and then the front door opens with a careful, hesitant click — the kind someone makes when they’re trying not to worry people.
Caroline’s head turns first. Bonnie’s head follows a second later.
Elena steps back into the living room with her phone still in her hand, screen dim and ghostlike against her palm. She looks…
not panicked, not exactly.
But changed.
Like someone who heard something she didn’t want to hear and is trying very hard to fold the edges of the truth into something she can carry.
Her eyes find Bonnie immediately.
And Bonnie can tell — in a single breath, a single flicker of brown eyes — that Elena is already apologising for something Bonnie doesn’t know yet.
Caroline straightens on the couch without meaning to, her whole posture quietly protective, like a cat sensing a shift in the air pressure before a storm.
“Everything okay?” she asks, too casual to be casual.
Elena opens her mouth. Closes it.
Her fingers tighten around the phone, knuckles pale, shoulders curled just slightly inward as though bracing for impact from all directions.
“Yeah,” she says finally, voice soft. “It was just… Stefan.”
Bonnie’s spine goes rigid before she can stop it.
Stefan. Of course.
Elena must notice — how could she not? — because her face flickers, guilt threading through her expression like a crack through glass.
“He said it was important,” Elena adds quickly, almost pleading. “He didn’t tell me everything, but… something’s wrong. And it has to do with Katherine.”
Bonnie’s stomach sinks.
The night: the fragile, cautious, almost-gentle thing they’d been building for hours — bends under the weight of that name.
Katherine Pierce.
Caroline winces, whispering, “Oh, come on,” under her breath like she can will them into having one uninterrupted night.
Bonnie doesn’t move. She just watches Elena.
And Elena watches her back.
A heartbeat. Two. Three.
Somewhere between them lies everything that hasn’t been said: the grief, the guilt, the anger, the ache, the stubborn threads of friendship trying to knit themselves together again.
Elena shifts her weight, blanket pooling at her feet, voice lowering to something almost small.
“I didn’t want to take the call,” she says. “I swear, Bonnie. But he sounded—”
She cuts herself off, teeth catching her bottom lip.
Caroline looks between them like she’s standing in the middle of a fault line she’s determined to keep from splitting open.
Bonnie inhales slowly.
The air tastes different now : sharper, colder, threaded with that familiar dread that comes whenever Stefan or Damon or the supernatural world presses its thumb against her life.
And yet—
She looks at Elena. Really looks.
At the worry. The conflict. The way Elena is torn between her boyfriend, her fear, and the quiet hope that tonight could have been the beginning of something healing.
And Bonnie realises: She isn’t angry. She’s tired. Bone-deep tired.
“Did he say what happened?” Bonnie asks, voice steady but softer than she expects.
Elena shakes her head. “No. Just that he needs to talk. And that it’s about Katherine. And… that it can’t wait.”
The words settle across the room like falling ash.
Caroline mutters, “Can’t wait my ass,” but the fight has drained out of even her voice.
Bonnie stares at the paused movie, the half-eaten popcorn, the mug of cocoa gone lukewarm.
All the small, ordinary things they tried to build a night out of.
Then she looks back at Elena.
“Go,” Bonnie says quietly.
Elena’s breath stutters. “Bonnie—”
“It’s okay.”
“It’s not,” Elena insists, stepping forward, blanket trailing behind her like a shed skin. “We were……this was going well. And I— I don’t want to lose that again. Not with you.”
Bonnie’s throat tightens.
Caroline swallows hard, blinking too fast.
“It’s just one night,” Bonnie says. “You don’t have to choose between me and Stefan for one night.”
Elena’s eyes shine with something close to breaking.
“But I always feel like I am,” she whispers.
Bonnie doesn’t look away.
“It won’t always feel that way,” she says softly. “Just… not tonight.”
For a long moment, none of them speak.
The curtains move with a draft that wasn’t there before.
The house holds its breath.
Then Elena nods, small and reluctant.
“I’ll be quick,” she promises. “I’ll talk to him outside. I’m not letting him in. I promise. Just… a few minutes.”
Bonnie almost smiles. “You never are.”
Elena huffs out a watery laugh. squeezes the blanket tighter around herself
“I’ll be right back,” she says again, like she needs Bonnie to believe it.
Caroline rises from the couch like she’s escorting someone to a departure gate, fussing with Elena’s blanket, brushing popcorn off her shoulder, muttering, “Stefan Salvatore owes me for this.”
Elena looks at Bonnie one last time — a look full of apology, gratitude, fear, hope, all tangled together.
Then she leaves. The door closes softly behind her.
And the moment it does, the world shifts again — quieter, heavier, different.
Caroline turns back to Bonnie, expression cautious.
“Hey,” she says gently. “You okay?”
Bonnie lets out a long, slow breath she didn’t know she was holding.
“I don’t know,” she admits.
And in the quiet that follows — warm lamp, paused movie, cooling cocoa — she finally lets herself feel the truth of it.
Not okay. Not broken.
Just somewhere in the middle. Somewhere rebuilding.
Chapter 24
Summary:
He tilts his head into her touch like a man who has not been petted in several lifetimes.
“If it still gets me what I need,” he says.
She smiles against his shoulder. “Compromise. Look at us, being grown.”
He rolls his eyes.
“Do not,” he warns, “ever imply that my better nature is down to maturity. It’s unbecoming. I am chaos. I am terror. I am—”
“—a family man,” she interrupts, wicked and fond.
Notes:
Because we all need something soft from the pair of them
Chapter Text
The house refuses to sleep.
It is not loud about it. No rattling pipes, no screaming wind; just a thin, taut sort of wakefulness that clings to the corridors long after Elijah has retreated to his room and Rebekah has slammed one last door for emphasis.
Old timber remembers storms.
Tonight it remembers a doorstep, a boy’s throat, a grey stone in a monster’s palm.
Nik lies on his back and stares at the dark.
Harri lies half on him, half beside him, a small, stubborn weight settled along his side. One of his shirts hangs off one shoulder, collar gaping; her leg is hooked careless and proprietorial over his, cold toes pressed against his calf.
The bond hums low and steady, like something purring in his bones.
He could sleep, if he chose to.
He has slept through worse nights than this.
But her fingers keep moving.
They draw idle, restless lines over his chest—circles, half-formed runes, the suggestion of a question that has not yet found its courage. Every time she hesitates, the bond tightens, then loosens, like a tide rethinking the shore.
“Ask,” he says into the dark.
Her hand stills.
“I wasn’t—”
“Harriet,” he murmurs, just enough warning in it to be fond. “You are thinking loud enough to wake the dead, and I have done quite enough of that in my lifetime.”
A small huff of breath against his shoulder; not quite a laugh.
She shifts, chin tipping up so she can see the profile of his face in the sliver of streetlight that creeps past the curtains.
Her eyes are a deeper shadow, watching him.
“You used his son,” she says quietly. No preamble. No softening. “Tyler.”
There it is.
Nik exhales, slow through his nose.
The image rises unbothered by the dark: concrete underfoot, the sharp tang of old stone and wolf, the way fear made the air thick. A boy’s heels scraping, a mayor’s face leaching colour when he realised what exactly had stepped into his house.
He feels her flinch, faint and delayed, as the bond picks up the echo.
“I did,” he answers.
“Like a… like a tool,” Harri says. “A lever you could pull to make his father talk.”
He considers being flippant.
He is good at it; humour is a sharper shield than honesty.
The bond rejects the idea before his tongue can shape the joke.
“Yes,” he says instead. “Exactly like that.”
Silence folds in around them, but it is not empty.
It tastes of rain that hasn’t fallen yet.
Her fingers start moving again, slower now, tracing the edge of an old scar over his ribs.
“He’s a child,” she says. Not accusing. Not gentle. Just true.
“A young wolf,” Nik corrects, equally soft. “Born into a family that has been bartering with monsters since before this town learned to spell its own name. His father knew the histories. Knew the stakes. And still played games with something that belonged to me.”
“The moonstone,” Harri says.
“The moonstone,” he agrees. “A century and more of my life bent around that stone. Mother’s curse, Katerina’s theft, every corpse that fell between then and tonight. The Lockwoods were entrusted with it. Didn’t know its true purpose. They kept their little secret and let the world think they were just as ordinary as the next door neighbours.”
Her hand curls, fingers splaying briefly over his heart like she wants to test whether it still beats beneath all that history.
“It still doesn’t make it right,” she says.
The words do not land like a slap.
They land like weather. Inevitable. Necessary. And bloody Inconvenient.
Nik tips his head to look at her properly.
Harri’s brows are drawn, mouth set in that sharp little line he has come to recognise as a boundary being measured.
“You’ve killed men for less,” she continues, quiet and relentless. “You’ve torn cities apart. I know what you’ve done, Nik. I am not naive. But tonight you used a boy’s airway as a bargaining chip, and I… don’t like how easily you wear that.”
He watches her while she speaks, cataloguing the flicker of her throat, the way her eyes don’t flee his, the rasp of honesty scraping against her tongue. The bond sings with something brittle and bright.
“You would prefer,” he says slowly, “that I had… asked nicely?”
“I would prefer,” she snaps, then reins it back, breath shaking, “that your first instinct wasn’t to reach for the nearest throat.”
“They opened the door,” he reminds her, a low edge shading his voice now. “They invited a wolf into their house and then tried to lie to his teeth. This is not London, love. Not Hogwarts. Wolves know what it means to bargain with monsters. Every Lockwood born carries that lesson in their bones. The boy will, too, when he triggers the curse.”
Her eyes flash. “You don’t know that he will.”
“I do,” Nik says, without flinching. “That family breeds violence into their sons like other men breed horses. And when he does, when the first bone breaks and the first howl tears its way out, he will remember this night as the first time the world stopped pretending he was safe.”
“That doesn’t make it yours to teach him,” she whispers.
The bond pulls; the room seems to tip, just slightly, with the weight of the words.
Nik looks up at the ceiling for a long moment.
“I am not…” He tastes the next word, finds he cannot swallow it. Good. Right. Safe.
They fail in his mouth, clumsy, laughable.
“I am not gentle,” he says instead. “You did not fall in love with a village priest, Harri. You chose a creature who has spent centuries learning how to make the world bend when it refuses to bow. I will not pretend to be anything else.”
Her breath flickers against his skin.
“I’m not asking you to pretend,” she says. “I’m asking you where the line is.”
He goes very still.
Lines are not a thing his life has encouraged.
There were only ever thresholds: cross or don’t. Kill or be killed. Bleed or make someone else bleed first.
But he can feel the shape of what she is asking as clearly as if she’d drawn it in salt across the floorboards.
“And you are drawing it,” he says, “at children.”
“Do you disagree?”
His first instinct, unvarnished, is to say yes.
He has seen children pick up swords with more certainty than men twice their age. He has watched baby wolves gnash their teeth on bones. He has ripped apart boys who came at him with stakes and fire and their fathers’ grudges burning in their eyes.
The world does not wait until they are grown to make them dangerous.
But that is not what she means.
He turns his head back to her.
Harri is looking at him openly now, no flinch, no veil. There is grief there, and a kind of exhausted fury, and something softer, more treacherous: hope.
For him.
Idiotic girl.
“You know what I am,” he says, voice gone low. “What I have done. You’ve seen it in my memories, read it in the way the bond hums when someone whispers my name like a hope they don’t mean. You came anyway.”
Her mouth twitches. “I did.”
“You cannot,” he continues, “climb into bed with the big bad hybrid and then act surprised when you see teeth.”
“I’m not surprised,” she says. “I’m… disappointed. There’s a difference.”
That lands harder than any accusation would have.
He feels it in the way the bond stutters, in the way his chest aches—petty, human, insulted. Disappointed. As if he is a boy being dragged away from a village brawl by the ear.
“You are not my conscience,” he says.
“No,” she agrees. “I’m your bond. And your bond doesn’t like it when you forget you have a choice.”
He could argue.
He could roll away, make a joke, find a drink, track down some unfortunate in the woods and tear something that bleeds.
He does none of those things.
Instead, he drags one hand over his face and lets out a laugh that is closer to a growl.
“Sometimes I hate you,” he mutters.
“Good,” she says. “Makes us even.”
She shifts again, tucking herself closer into his side, as if the argument is not a wedge but a weight they can hold between them.
Her hand finds his again, flattening his palm against her ribs, over the steady drum of her heart.
They lie like that for a while.
The house creaks.
Crickets gnaw at the edges of the night.
Somewhere far off, a car cuts through the dark, headlights flickering briefly against the ceiling like ghosts trying to decide whether to stay.
“Say it,” she murmurs eventually.
“Say what?”
“That you could have done it another way,” Harri says. “That you chose the one you did because it was easy. Familiar. Because fear works faster than explanation.”
He grimaces.
Harri waits; patient, inexorable.
He has gone to war over pettier things than this.
He has killed men who demanded less of him.
“Niklaus,” she says, soft as a spell.
“I could have done it differently,” he bites out at last. “I could have compelled Richard Lockwood at the door. Could have ripped the truth out without touching the boy. I chose not to, because I wanted him to understand precisely how thin the ice was under his feet.”
“And?” she presses gently.
“And it was… easy,” he admits. “Familiar. I have been grabbing men by what they love and shaking until the truth falls out for longer than your people have had plumbing.”
She hums, a small, tired sound.
“Thank you,” she says.
“Don’t thank me,” he snaps.
“Too late,” she replies. “Consider yourself mildly appreciated and deeply annoying.”
He huffs out a reluctant laugh, the tension in his shoulders loosening by a fraction.
The bond settles, less jagged now, more like something wrapping around them than between them.
Harri’s fingers drift up, brushing his jaw, his mouth, the old white scar that splits his left eyebrow. Tracing the map of him as if she’s checking which pieces are still there.
“I don’t need you to be kind,” she says. “I know what world we live in. I just… need to know that when you have a choice between being a monster and being something else, you at least hesitate.”
He turns that over.
Hesitation has always been punished in his life.
Hesitate and you die. Hesitate and the other man doesn’t. Hesitate and his siblings end up daggered in a box for ninety years while he decorates the world without them.
And yet—
Tonight, with her body pressed along his, with the moonstone in the drawer across the room under Harri’s invisibility cloak, and centuries’ worth of curses humming quietly at the back of his skull, finds himself saying:
“I hesitated,” he says. “When I thought of your face.”
She stills.
He does not look away.
“I thought,” he says, almost to himself, “of you seeing it. Of you hearing that I had nearly broken a boy’s throat to fetch a stone. And I… almost chose another way.”
“Almost,” she repeats, but there is no mockery in it.
“Almost,” he confirms.
She is quiet for a beat.
Then: “Next time,” Harri murmurs, hand sliding into his hair, nails scratching lightly at his scalp. “Choose the other way.”
He tilts his head into her touch like a man who has not been petted in several lifetimes.
“If it still gets me what I need,” he says.
She smiles against his shoulder. “Compromise. Look at us, being grown.”
He rolls his eyes.
“Do not,” he warns, “ever imply that my better nature is down to maturity. It’s unbecoming. I am chaos. I am terror. I am—”
“—a family man,” she interrupts, wicked and fond.
He groans.
“You and Rebekah,” he mutters. “Conspiring to domesticate me.”
“We don’t have to domesticate you,” Harri points out. “Just… aim you.”
He laughs again, this time without teeth.
“Careful, love,” he says, mouth curving. “You might make me believe I am good for something other than breaking.”
Her answer is to press her lips to the hollow of his throat, where pulse would beat if he were a different kind of creature.
“You already are,” she says simply.
The night shifts. The house stops holding its breath.
Something in his chest, long-braced, leans.
They lie there in the tangle of sheets and shirts and centuries for a while, the conversation loosening around the edges, threads of other thoughts creeping in.
Eventually, when the quiet has gone from sharp to soft, Harri’s voice comes again, muffled against his skin.
“What happens next?” she asks. “With Bonnie.”
Ah. There it is. The other weight.
Nik lets his eyes close.
“The same thing that was always going to happen,” he says. “I break the curse. I unbind the wolf. I become what I was meant to be.”
“And to do that,” Harri says, “you need her.”
He nods, a small, precise tilt of his head against the pillow.
“The Bennett line has always been the hinge,” he says. “They are the most durable, and most rituals are almost always tied to the Bennet Coven, mine no different. When Mother bound the wolf, she did it with a Bennett. When I break it, I’ll do the same. I need Bonnie to anchor the spell. To channel. To keep the whole thing from tearing the world sideways.”
“And Elena?” Harri asks quietly.
“The doppelgänger’s blood will be taken,” he says, each word measured. “But she will not die.”
Harri’s fingers tighten in his hair at that, bond giving a sharp, bright little jolt.
He breathes through it.
“I have waited too long,” he says. “Spent too many years being less than I am, killing and killing and still feeling something gnaw at my marrow. I will not lay my freedom at the altar of a human girl’s heartbeat. Niklaus Mikaelson does not trade one curse for another.”
“Then what do you trade?” she asks.
He turns the question over in his mind.
Images rise: Bonnie’s face, younger than it should have to be, set in lines of grief; the way Elijah spoke of her grandmother’s death with a hush in his voice; the furious light in the Bennett women’s eyes any time a vampire thinks magic is a tool and not a cost.
“Honesty,” he says at last.
Harri snorts softly. “From you? That’s expensive.”
“From me,” he agrees. “I will give her the truth. All of it. No fairy stories, no Katerina-style embroidery. I will tell her what I want, what the spell will demand, what the risks are. I will ask for her help and accept her answer, like you asked of me.”
“And if she says no?”
He opens his eyes again, staring at the dark.
“She won’t,” he says.
Harri bristles. “You don’t know that.”
“I do,” he replies, and there is no arrogance in it, only a grim understanding. “I know the shape of that girl. She will stand on a cliff edge and let the wind tear at her before she lets a town burn because she said no. She will break herself before she lets her friends die. Your kind calls it heroism.”
“And you call it?” Harri presses.
“Leverage,” he says simply. “But I will not be the one to set the fire at her heels. The world is already doing that well enough.”
The bond hums with her disapproval and her reluctant agreement, tangled together.
“She is grieving,” Harri reminds him. “Her grandmother is barely cold in the ground. She is trying to breathe in a town that keeps stealing the air from her. You promised you wouldn’t rush her.”
“I won’t,” he says. “Tonight I took back what was always mine. That can rest, for a time. The wolf has slept this long; he can wait a little longer for his release.”
“And in the meantime?” she asks.
“In the meantime,” Nik says, “I will watch. I will listen. I will let her heal enough that when I ask her to stand beside me in a ritual that could remake me—or ruin us all—she does it with her eyes open.”
Harri shifts, propping herself up on one elbow to see him better.
“You’ll let her say no,” she repeats.
He holds her gaze.
“If she says no,” he says, “I will find another way.”
“Do you believe that?” she asks quietly.
He thinks of other witches, other circles, other half-baked rituals and desperate gambles. He thinks of the years he has spent chasing this one neat, perfect chain of ingredients: moonstone, doppelgänger, Bennett, wolf.
He thinks of the boy-wolf in his own chest, snarling and pacing and pressing claws against bone.
“I believe,” he says carefully, “that I always find a way of presenting myself with people who think they can stop me. If Bonnie refuses, she will not be one of them. She will be standing somewhere else when I do what I must.”
Harri’s mouth twists. “That’s not exactly comforting.”
“No,” he agrees. “But it is honest.”
She watches him for a long, long moment.
Then, slowly, she lowers herself back down, resting her head over his heart that does not beat and listening anyway.
“You terrify me,” she says into his skin.
“You chose me,” he reminds her.
“I know,” she says. “That terrifies me too.”
He smiles into the dark, a small, helpless thing he would never let anyone else see.
“Do you regret it?” he asks, the question leaving him before he can drag it back.
The bond flares: annoyance, affection, exasperation, something molten and fierce.
She lifts her head just enough to look at him.
“What kind of idiot,” Harri asks, “regrets choosing the storm they prayed for?”
He blinks.
“Harriet Potter,” he says, “that might be the most ridiculous thing you’ve ever said.”
“It’s late,” she replies. “My metaphors degrade after midnight.”
He huffs, and something in his chest that has been a fist for days, weeks, years, finally unclenches.
“Sleep,” he orders.
“You first,” she says.
He narrows his eyes at her.
“Stubborn woman,” he mutters.
“Terrible man,” she returns, softer.
They fall quiet again.
Outside, Mystic Falls keeps its small, earnest vigil: a lone car on the highway, a dog barking once and then thinking better of it, the cemetery stones holding their own cold council under the trees.
Inside, in a bedroom that once belonged to a different family and now holds a curse and its would-be undoing, a monster and a witch lie tangled together, arguing their way toward a future that terrifies them both.
The moonstone rests in the drawer by the bed, grey and patient.
The bond hums.
Not a chain.
Not anymore.
Something else. Something like choice.
Something pointing, insistently, toward the place where the big bad wolf has learned—against his better judgement—to hesitate.
Nik feels her breathing even before he registers his own stillness—the way her chest rises slow, falls slower, warm against his ribs. She is draped over him like she belongs there, like she has every right to stake her claim in the hollows he forgot were meant to be filled.
And maybe she does.
Harri shifts, not to move away but closer, sliding her thigh higher over his hip. Her hair spills across his throat, a dark, silken snare. The bond pulls taut-sweet, a thread drawn between two points that refuse to drift.
He should sleep.
He doesn’t.
Her fingers drift again—this time not over scars, not over history, but over the side of his neck, brushing the place where a pulse would beat.
Her voice is a breath against his skin.
“Why are you awake?”
“I could ask you the same.”
“You always could,” she murmurs. “Doesn’t mean you should.”
Nik huffs a laugh that isn’t quite a laugh. “You keep very curious hours, love.”
“I could say the same,” she fires back softly. Then, quieter: “You’re thinking again. Loudly.”
“I am always thinking.”
“Not like this,” she says, and lifts her head just enough to look at him, eyes heavy but bright. “Your mind’s chewing on something.”
He doesn’t deny it.
Her hand slides up, palm cupping his jaw, thumb stroking the faint stubble along his cheek. It is gentler than he deserves. Too gentle.
“Tell me,” she whispers.
He considers the ceiling; considers the dark; considers the centuries that trained him to say nothing until the moment he must.
And she is warm and real and here, and he has run out of ways to pretend he doesn’t want to give her what she’s asking for.
“It is not a thought,” he says at last.
“What is it, then?”
“A… feeling.” The word tastes foreign in his mouth.
Harri’s eyebrows lift. “A feeling,” she repeats, tone soft but dangerously close to teasing. “From the great Niklaus Mikaelson?”
He narrows his eyes at her. “Don’t start.”
“I wouldn’t dare.”
She absolutely would.
He breathes out, slow.
If she wants honesty, he will give her something perilous.
“It is strange,” he admits, “how easily you settle against me.”
Her expression doesn’t shift at first—the surprise is internal, a ripple in the bond before it reaches her face.
“Strange?” she echoes quietly.
“Strange,” he confirms. “Because no one has ever done it.”
Her breath catches. Just a little.
He goes on before she can turn it into pity.
“Not like this. Not after seeing me at my worst, knowing everything I am—everything I have been. And still…” His hand drifts down her spine, slow, deliberate. “You climb into my arms as if it costs you nothing.”
“It costs me something,” she retorts.
His jaw tightens. “What?”
She presses her forehead to his, close enough that their breaths tangle.
“Trust,” she says. “And I don’t give that lightly.”
It hits him in the chest harder than any stake.
He swallows once, the movement sharp.
“Harriet Potter,” he says, low, “you are going to undo me.”
“Mmh. That makes two of us.”
Her fingers slip into his hair, curling, tugging lightly.
“You’re staring,” she whispers.
“You’re lying on top of me,” he counters. “Difficult not to.”
“Is that your excuse?”
“It is the truth.”
She laughs—quiet, golden, slipping under his ribs like a blade made of warmth.
Her other hand skims down his sternum, tracing the lines of him with an intimacy that shouldn’t undo him and yet does. His breath stirs against her cheek.
“Nik,” she murmurs, “look at me.”
He does.
She’s close enough that he can count every eyelash, close enough that he could tilt his head and steal the soft, uncertain breath she’s holding between her lips.
Her voice drops to a whisper meant only for him.
“You don’t have to hesitate with me.”
“Don’t I?” he breathes.
“No,” she says, brushing her nose against his. “Not with this.”
Her hand slides under the collar of his shirt—fingers grazing the line of his collarbone.
He inhales sharply.
She feels it.
He knows she does.
Her smile turns dangerous.
“You’re trembling,” she says.
He is.
Just a little.
And it infuriates him. And it thrills him. And it makes something inside him kneel—not in submission, but in recognition.
“You are playing with fire,” he warns.
“I’m lying in it,” she murmurs. “And I’m very comfortable.”
He groans: quiet, low, helpless.
Her lips find his jaw, slow, deliberate, not demanding, not claiming, just… learning him. Mapping him. Undoing him stitch by stitch.
It is not frantic. Not rushed. Not a tumble into hunger.
It is the kind of intimacy that terrifies him far more than any battle ever has.
Because it feels inevitable. She pulls back just enough to look at him again.
“Still thinking?” she whispers.
“Yes.”
“About?”
“You,” he says simply.
Her breath stutters.
“And?” she asks.
“And how easily you could break me.”
Harri’s eyes soften. “That’s not my intention.”
“I know,” he says, voice dropping to something bare. “That is why it terrifies me.”
She leans in, lips brushing the corner of his mouth: soft, barely there, a question shaped into touch.
“Niklaus.”
He meets her halfway before he thinks better of it.
Their mouths don’t quite meet, hover, ghost, breathe the same inch of air.
Close. Too close. Not close enough.
She whispers:
“Then let me.”
He freezes.
“Let you?” His voice is a rasp.
“Let me be close to you,” she says. “Let me see you. All of you. Even the parts you’d rather keep locked behind your ribs.”
The room tilts. He feels centuries of armor shift, crack, groan under the weight of what she’s asking.
It is not a demand. Not an ultimatum. Not a plea.
It is an invitation.
Slow. Dangerous. Irrevocable.
He exhales, a slow collapse of something he didn’t know he’d been bracing.
“…come here,” he murmurs.
She does.
He pulls her fully onto him, settling her over his hips, her hands braced on his shoulders, hair spilling around them like a curtain shutting out the world.
Her breath catches.
His eyes flick to her mouth.
“Harri,” he says, warning and desire tangled.
“Nik.”
The word is a spark on dry timber.
He lifts his head.
She meets him halfway.
Their mouths finally touch: soft, slow, a press that feels less like a kiss and more like a promise unfolding in real time.
Not hunger. Not haste. Not the frantic edge of battle or adrenaline.
Just a long, lingering, devastating slide of lips meeting lips.
A claiming. A yielding. A beginning.
She pulls back first, barely an inch, breath unsteady.
He stares at her, jaw tight, eyes darker than the room allows.
“You’re ruining me,” he says.
“Good,” she breathes, leaning in again. “I plan to.”
She kisses him again: slow, sure, deliberate — and Nik realises, with something like a jolt, that this is worse than hunger.
This is surrender. Not of power.
Of control.
Of the last pieces of himself he hasn’t let anyone touch in centuries.
Harri settles over him like gravity was designed for this , the angle of her knee braced beside his hip, the brush of her thigh, the heat of her palms cupping his jaw.
Every point of contact is a quiet, devastating question:
Do you want this? Do you want me? Will you ruin this or will you let it ruin you?
Nik is not sure which answer terrifies him more.
Her lips ghost along his jaw, her breath warm against his skin. She is not rushing. She is exploring. Testing. Learning the landscape of him with the kind of patience only someone who’s choosing him on purpose would dare to have.
He has been kissed before.
He has been touched before.
But nothing like this.
No one has ever kissed him like he is something fragile enough to hold and dangerous enough to burn.
He exhales, sharp and quiet, when her mouth brushes the corner of his throat.
“Harriet,” he warns, voice low.
She hums against his skin. “If I’m in trouble, blink twice.”
He glares at her.
She grins against his neck.
Possibly the most infuriating creature he’s ever loved.
Her hand slides into his hair, nails grazing his scalp just enough to make the wolf inside him pace, restless and pleased. His hips jerk—barely, but enough for her to feel it.
Her breath stutters.
“So that’s what gets a reaction,” she whispers.
“Harri.”
“Mmm?”
“Do that again.”
She does.
Slow nails, soft scrape, fingers curling at the nape of his neck-
A sound leaves him, not a growl, not a groan — something caught between centuries and this single moment where her hands make him feel far too human and far too feral at once.
“Oh,” she breathes, wonder blooming across her face. “You like that.”
He drags a hand down her back, stopping at the small of it, pressing her down against him with a deliberate, sinful slowness.
“Keep cataloguing my reactions,” he murmurs, “and I’ll catalogue yours.”
Her breath catches when her body settles flush against him.
Heat meets heat. Soft meets hard.
Her lashes flutter.
“Don’t—”
Her voice breaks on a quiet inhale.
He smirks. “Don’t what, love?”
“Don’t take advantage of my lack of oxygen.”
“Your lack of oxygen?” he echoes, amused and something darker. “Or your lack of restraint?”
She swats his chest, but the movement is weak — more flustered than forceful.
“Shut up.”
“No.”
She tries to glare. Fails.
Then she kisses him again. This time with more insistence, lips pressing, parting, testing.
He meets her halfway, one hand sliding up to the back of her neck to guide her even closer, the other gripping her hip as if she might evaporate if he let go.
Her fingers fist in his hair. Her lips part on a soft, involuntary sound he will replay in his mind for the next hundred years.
“Nik.”
His name in her mouth should not sound like this.
Like a plea. Like a claim.
Like she is trying to anchor the world to him through sheer will.
He breaks the kiss only long enough to breathe her in, forehead pressed to hers.
“You undo me,” he says, voice cracked open.
“You let me,” she whispers back.
She lowers herself more fully against him, and he feels every inch of it from hips to ribs — a slow press that makes his control fracture at the edges.
His hand slides higher along her thigh, fingers tracing idle, dangerous circles.
She shivers.
“Cold?” he asks, knowing she isn’t.
“You know I’m not cold.”
He smiles: slow, wolfish.
“Then tell me the truth.”
She swallows, pulse racing under his mouth when he shifts to brush his lips along the line of her jaw.
“I’m—”
She stops, breath shuddering.
“Nervous,” she finishes.
He stills instantly.
“Of me?” he asks quietly.
“No,” she says, quick and certain. “Not of you. Of… this.”
He lifts one hand, cupping her cheek with a gentleness he rarely uses. Thumb brushing her lower lip, slow, reverent.
“And what,” he murmurs, “terrifies you about this, Harriet?”
“That I want it,” she whispers, “and I don’t know what wanting you means.”
He feels something in him give, a tectonic shudder, subtle but irreversible.
“Wanting me,” he says, voice low, “means danger. It means chaos. It means centuries of blood and grief and teeth.”
Her eyes don’t waver from his.
“And it means,” he continues, “that I will burn the world down before I harm you. It means the bond is not a leash but a compass. It means you can walk into my arms or walk away, and I will not take the choice from you.”
Her breath trembles.
“And if I walk into your arms?” she asks softly.
“Then,” he says, pulling her closer with an irresistible ease, “I will make sure you never feel alone in them.”
Something soft and shaking breaks across her expression.
She leans in and kisses him again, slower this time, deeper, unguarded.
Less like a question. More like an answer.
His hand slides beneath the hem of her stolen shirt, fingers grazing warm skin; her stomach contracts under his touch, a small involuntary arch that nearly undoes him.
“Careful,” he whispers against her lips. “You’re making me selfish.”
“You already were,” she whispers back.
He laughs: a low, dangerous, helpless sound and pulls her down until her forehead rests against his.
It is softness braided with danger. Vulnerability braided with want. A wolf learning how to be touched, and a witch learning how to be claimed gently.
She kisses him again: slow, searching, wanting and he falls, impossibly, a little more in love with her.
Chapter 25
Summary:
He had wanted to speak to the witch when it suited his schedule, when the strategy was neat and the emotional variables were someone else’s concern.
Instead, the world introduced her to him under a tree that is doing its best, on a night when she wanted, desperately, to be nothing but herself.
Notes:
yh this ending was rushed xd
Chapter Text
Elijah chooses the hill because it does not demand anything of him.
No strategy. No history. No Niklaus.
Just a tree that sheds its blossoms early, and a bench that looks westward as though it remembers when horizons mattered.
The moonstone sits where it belongs tonight, quiet in its drawer, centuries of pursuit reduced to a smooth grey oval wrapped in an invisibility cloak. A neat solution to a long, inelegant problem.
That should feel satisfying.
Instead, Elijah feels… reflective. The kind of reflection that comes when one can sense the end of a chapter approaching, the soft turning of a page before the words even shift.
Their business in Mystic Falls narrows with every hour: Moonstone, secured. Doppelgänger, identified and very much alive.
Hybrid, inconveniently sentimental and therefore more dangerous than usual.
Bennett witch, grieving and therefore unpredictable.
Every variable has begun to settle into place. It means they will not stay.
The thought does not disturb him. He has left more towns than this one has years on its signpost. But the rhythm of departure is familiar enough that he recognises the early notes when he hears them.
He walks up the slope with his hands in his coat pockets, shoes soundless on the grass, eyes drawn to the pale lanterns of blossom overhead. The tree stands a little apart from the others, as if it too has been holding itself at a distance for years.
It is only when he steps into the circle of falling petals that he realises he is not alone.
Someone is already sitting on the bench.
A girl — young woman, he corrects automatically — tucked into one end of the worn slats, knees drawn up, jacket zipped halfway against a chill the town hasn’t quite committed to yet.
Her hair is lifted by the breeze, curls haloing and falling, and her gaze is fixed somewhere beyond the town, as if she is watching a future only she can see.
Elijah pauses, only out of courtesy.
He does not make a sound; he has not made accidental noise in nearly a thousand years. But she feels him anyway.
Her head turns, eyes catching his presence the way a match catches oxygen — quick, bright, instinctive.
Not fear.
Not the skittish flinch of someone who feels the wrongness of him.
Just awareness.
The kind that comes from surviving grief and magic in equal measure.
Elijah inclines his head, a small apology for disturbing her solitude.
“May I?” he asks, motioning with one hand to the other end of the bench.
A brief hesitation. A calculation he can almost see run behind her eyes: stranger, night, hill, exit paths, phone in pocket, spell on tongue.
Then a small nod.
He joins her, sitting with the old-world composure that seems to cling to him like a tailored shadow. They maintain the polite gulf of space strangers pretend is for comfort and is, in fact, for discretion.
The wind lifts the blossoms overhead, a soft snowfall of pale pink drifting across their shared line of sight.
For a while, neither of them speaks.
Elijah lets the quiet rest. Silence is not awkward for him; it was his first tutor, long before he learned swords, or law, or the art of asking a question three times in three different ways until the truth slid out on its own.
Eventually, his gaze slides up to the branches.
“They fall early this year,” he murmurs, more to the tree than to her.
She glances up as well, following his line of sight.
“It’s been windy lately,” she says, voice low but clear. “Makes them drop faster.”
Elijah hums — a low, considering sound.
“In some places,” he says, “they used to believe blossoms fell early when a place was nearing a shift. A change of season, yes, but also… of fortune.”
She looks at him then, properly, as though trying to decide if he’s being poetic or ominous.
Perhaps both.
“Do you believe that?” she asks.
“Sometimes,” he answers honestly. “I’ve found the world has its own ways of warning us before it turns.”
A petal lands on the bench between them, trembling faintly with the breeze.
She brushes it off with her thumb. He watches the motion; simple, delicate, oddly careful, as if she’s used to touching things that might react.
Her fingers are ink-smudged in a way that doesn’t belong to schoolwork alone. Spellwork, then. Or too much time with old books. The air around her tastes faintly of metal and thyme.
“You sound like someone who’s seen a lot,” she says softly.
He smiles a fraction, that small, private quirk of mouth that means he has chosen to tell the truth without giving anything away.
“I have lived long enough,” he says, “to recognise when the wind changes.”
She lets out a breath that sounds like it’s been waiting all day to escape. Not fear. Not yet. Just exhaustion in a younger throat than should have to hold it.
“Well,” she says, “it’s definitely changing here.”
“Is it?” he asks mildly.
She huffs something that isn’t quite a laugh. “You must be new.”
“Passing through,” Elijah replies, which is, in its broad outline, true.
She looks at him sidelong, eyes narrowing a little, assessing his suit, his posture, his lack of obvious small-town edges.
“Nobody just passes through Mystic Falls,” she says. “They either grew up here and can’t leave, or they got dragged here by something, and now they can’t leave.”
“An unflattering picture,” he says, amused.
“An accurate one,” she counters.
He allows the point with a small tilt of his head. She returns her gaze to the town below, where streetlights are blinking on in clusters, like cautious fireflies.
“How long have you been unable to leave?” he asks.
It is more blunt than he usually allows himself with somewhat strangers. Something about her—about the way she sits, spine straight but shoulders tight, as though braced for a blow the world hasn’t yet announced—invites a cleaner sort of question.
She considers that for a beat.
“Forever,” she says, then catches herself, mouth twisting wryly. “Or, you know. Since… last year.”
The correction does nothing to soften the truth in the first answer.
“School,” he guesses.
“School,” she confirms. “Family. Obligations. You know. The usual.”
He does know. Too well. Whole centuries chained to other people’s vows.
“It’s odd,” she goes on, voice thoughtful. “You can stand up here and look down at everything and it all looks… small. Like you could just walk away, and the town would fold itself back up once you turned your back on it.” A beat. “Then you walk back down the hill, and it’s all on your shoulders again.”
“Perhaps the hill is lying to you,” Elijah suggests.
She smiles, small and startled, like she hadn’t expected to like the sound of his voice.
“Or maybe it’s being honest for once,” she says. “Maybe this is the only place in town where things look the right size.”
He can respect that.
He lets his gaze linger on the distant streets. Somewhere down there, Niklaus is pretending not to be besotted. Harri is pretending not to be afraid of how much she’s already given him. Rebekah is pretending not to have picked out houses on every street they pass.
And somewhere else — not so far — the Salvatores are trying to decide how much of Katerina’s story to believe.
There is not much time left before everything tips.
Beside him, she shifts, arms wrapping more firmly around her knees. The motion exposes the edge of a bracelet at her wrist; thin, worn leather, inscribed with sigils he recognises from old Bennett work, though these are newer, crisper.
Grief, he thinks, seeing the way her fingers brush it. Fresh.
It is his first time meeting the latest Bennett witch, but he knows the line. Every smart vampire does. They are the hinge on which too many stories have turned.
He had expected his first meeting with this one to take place around a ritual circle, or a negotiation table, or in the fall-out of some disaster his brother had accelerated.
Not beneath a cherry tree, with her hair catching stray petals and the air full of the faint, stubborn magic of a girl who is trying not to crack.
“You came here to think?” she asks, breaking the quiet before it gets too deep.
“To observe,” Elijah replies. “Mystic Falls has an odd way of revealing things when one is still enough to notice.”
She makes a soft sound in her throat. “Yeah. It likes an audience.”
“You don’t approve?” he asks.
Her jaw flexes. “I’m tired,” she says simply.
Of what, she doesn’t specify. She doesn’t need to. The list is written all over her: the cemetery earth still too fresh under her shoes, the friends who carry too much supernatural gravity around her, the weight of being the one in the room who pays the bill every time someone else makes a bargain.
“Of this place?” Elijah asks, careful.
“Of… people thinking it’s entitled to all of me,” she says quietly. “My time. My power. My… forgiveness.”
Interesting.
“Forgiveness is a generous thing to assume as a given,” he says. “Most men I have met have considered it a right.”
“You say that like you’re not one of them,” she returns, sharp but not unkind.
He smiles slightly. “I try not to be.”
“Does it work?”
“On my better days.”
A petal catches in her hair. He watches it rest there, absurdly pretty atop so much carefully-held strain.
“One person,” she says, almost to herself. “Just one person doing the right thing at the wrong time and suddenly your life is… rearranged. And somehow you’re the one meant to patch it.”
He does not ask who. It is written in the shape of her mouth when she says it—hurt, but not utterly broken; faith cracked, not shattered.
“It is a terrible habit of the world,” Elijah says. “Looking for the nearest capable hands and dumping responsibility into them without permission.”
She huffs softly. “You say that like you’ve seen it a lot.”
“A few times,” he allows. “Once or twice I was the one whose hands everyone looked at. I did not enjoy it.”
“What did you do?” she asks.
He considers.
“Once?” he says. “I accepted. Too quickly. I took more than I should have, and others paid for it.”
“And the other times?”
“I took longer to answer,” he says. “I asked questions first. I learned the cost before I agreed to pay it.”
She lets that sit.
The wind turns, bringing the faint sounds of town up the hill, a siren, distant laughter, a dog offended by its own echo.
“You sound very sure of yourself,” she says finally.
He almost laughs. “I am not sure of myself at all, Miss…”
He pretends, as though he does not know who she is.
He turns a little more towards her, offers a hand — not too close, not presumptuous. Just there.
“Elijah,” he says.
She looks at his hand for a moment, as if gauging the cost of taking it.
Then she does.
Up close, the magic in her skin is unmistakable, a low, electric hum, different from the old, brittle power of covens past. Grief-thinned, but not diminished.
“Bonnie,” she replies.
Their hands part.
The name settles between them with quiet inevitability.
“So,” he says lightly, “Bonnie who is tired of patching other people’s messes. Is that a temporary condition or a permanent declaration?”
Something like a smile ghosts across her face. “Ask me in a year,” she says. “Tonight I’m just… taking a break.”
“From forgiveness?” he asks.
“From being useful,” she corrects.
Elijah inclines his head, conceding the distinction. “A radical act.”
“You say that like you approve.”
“I do,” he says. “Most people mistake value for use. They are not the same.”
She studies him, as if weighing how much she believes a stranger on a hill.
“People still come to you though, don’t they?” she says. “Even when you say you’re resting. You look like someone who gets… volunteered a lot.”
He cannot help it; he laughs, quiet and genuine.
“You have no idea,” he says.
He thinks of Niklaus, trailing ruin and affection in equal measure. Of Harri, fierce and exhausted and still willing to argue him toward a better choice. Of Rebekah, demanding a childhood eight centuries too late. Of the way he stands in every threshold their family approaches, shoulder to the door, pretending it’s choice and not compulsion.
“You sound fond of them,” Bonnie says.
He blinks.
“I did not mention anyone,” he says.
“You didn’t have to,” she says. “It’s in your face.”
He schools his expression automatically. She catches the motion, and for the first time a real laugh escapes her.
“Too late,” she says. “Now I know you have a soft spot.”
“Tragic,” Elijah murmurs. “My reputation will never recover.”
“Maybe it needs the hit,” she says under her breath.
He lets that go unchallenged. The wind jostles the branches; more petals drift down. One lands on the back of his hand, pale against the darker skin.
“So,” she says, voice quieter, “if you’re here to observe and not to fix… what do you see?”
He looks at her. Really looks.
At the tension in her shoulders that hasn’t relaxed even once. At the way her fingers keep returning to that bracelet. At the faint shadows under her eyes that speak of too many nights spent fighting things no one else can see.
“A young woman,” he says slowly, “sitting on a hill she visits when she wants the truth to look different for a minute. Someone who has given up more than she should have for people who have not yet learned how to deserve it.”
She blinks, expression flickering between offence and startled recognition.
“That’s a lot to get from one conversation,” she says.
“I’m very old,” he answers. “I’ve been practising.”
She snorts. “You’re also very full of yourself.”
He inclines his head in acknowledgment. “Also that.”
Her gaze slides back to the town.
“What do you see?” he asks, returning the question.
She hesitates; then she answers, because he has given her truth and some part of her, apparently, insists on reciprocating.
“A man in an expensive coat,” she says, “who came up here to think about leaving.”
That catches him off guard.
“Leaving?” he repeats.
“You’ve got that look,” she says. “The one people get when they’re halfway out the door in their head, even if their feet haven’t moved yet.”
“What makes you think I’m not from here?” he asks, amused.
She looks him up and down, unhurried.
“The suit,” she says. “The shoes. The way you talk. The fact that you called this ‘fortune’ instead of ‘luck.’ The fact that you picked this hill and not, like, the Grill or the falls.” A tiny shrug. “You’re not… stuck the way the rest of us are. You’re standing on the edge of something, and you’re not sure how guilty you’re supposed to feel for stepping off.”
He is quiet for a moment.
Then: “You are… disconcertingly perceptive.”
“Occupational hazard,” she says lightly.
“Of being…?”
She hesitates.
He sees the decision. The flicker of should I, the breath of maybe, the tiny shrug that means if he’s dangerous, he already knows.
“A witch,” she says.
He nods, as if this is new information and not something he read in the pulse of magic around her the moment he sat down.
“A heavy occupation,” he says.
“You have no idea,” she returns, echoing his earlier words.
He does, of course. He knows a great deal about what it costs a Bennett to stand up when the world comes calling. He has watched covens burn in the crossfire of other people’s ambitions. He is here, in part, because his brother’s curse is stitched to their name.
He does not tell her any of that.
Instead, he asks, “And tonight, Miss Witch, what would you like to be instead?”
She thinks about it. Really thinks, head tilting, eyes squinting against some internal light.
“Just Bonnie,” she says finally. “No magic, no duties, no… carrying anyone else’s mistakes. Just… a girl on a bench under a tree that’s doing its best.”
He follows her gaze to the tree.
“It is doing quite well,” he says. “It has provided us with at least three metaphors in twenty minutes.”
She laughs, unexpected and bright, the sound of it ringing under the branches like a small spell.
“See?” she says. “Useful tree.”
“Very,” he agrees.
The air cools further. Down below, a streetlight buzzes into life. Somewhere a car door slams. Life moves on, oblivious.
“Would you ever leave?” he asks after a while. “This town, I mean.”
“Physically or mentally?” she says.
“Both.”
She is ready with a quip. He can see it on her tongue, armour polished and waiting. Instead, she stops. Looks out over the town again, jaw working.
“If I could,” she says slowly, “I’d want to know someone was watching this place while I was gone. Someone who knew what they were doing. Then maybe I’d… breathe.”
He wonders, unexpectedly, what Harri would say to that. Harri, who left one war only to be dragged halfway across the world by a promise she made to a man she had never touched.
He thinks of Nik, who has never been able to leave anything alone if it bore his mark.
“If you ever do leave,” Elijah hears himself say, “do it because you want to. Not because someone else has pushed you there.”
She glances at him. “Is that what you did?”
He smiles, faint and complicated. “Once,” he says. “Another time, I stayed when I should have run. Both were… instructive.”
She studies him for a long moment, expression turned inward, as though she is filing his answer away for later. For a witch like her, later might not be very far away.
A breeze ruffles the hem of his coat. The blossoms sway.
“Do you believe in… inevitability?” she asks suddenly.
He arches a brow. “In what sense?”
“In the sense that some things are going to happen no matter how much you fight them,” she says. “Some… rituals. Some choices. Some… monsters.” Her jaw tightens on that word.
He chooses his response carefully.
“I believe,” Elijah says, “that there are currents in the world. Strong ones. Old ones. They push. But I also believe people have more say than they think in how they let themselves be carried.”
She scoffs quietly. “Easy to say when you’re not the one being tied to the rock and thrown in.”
Oh, but you are, he thinks.
Out loud, he says, “Sometimes the one tied to the rock is the only one who can decide whether the rope is cut or repurposed.”
She gives him a look that suggests she might call that nonsense if she weren’t so tired.
“And what if both choices hurt?” she asks.
“Then,” Elijah says softly, thinking of his brother, his mother, his own hands stained with both mercy and blood, “you choose the one you can live with afterwards.”
Her eyes flicker.
“That’s the problem,” she says. “I’m not sure anyone in this town remembers what ‘afterwards’ is.”
He cannot argue.
The night thickens at the edges. The cherry tree sighs.
“I should go,” she says at last, straightening, dropping her feet back to the ground. “If I stay too long, they’ll start texting.”
“They?” he asks.
She smiles wryly. “The people who keep expecting me to say yes, even when they don’t say it out loud.”
“Ah,” Elijah says. “Persistent creatures.”
“You have no idea,” she repeats, standing fully now, tucking her hands into her jacket pockets. Up close, she’s even smaller than she looked sitting, but there is nothing fragile in the line of her spine.
He stands as well, out of habit. She blinks at that, like she’s not used to men twice her age — let alone far more — remembering their manners when she leaves.
“It was nice to just be Bonnie for a while,” she says.
“It was… a privilege to make her acquaintance,” Elijah answers, and means it.
She hesitates, then adds, “And for what it’s worth… I hope you don’t feel too guilty about stepping off whatever edge you’re standing on.”
He inclines his head. “I shall take that as permission.”
“More like… a reminder,” she says. “If you’re already halfway gone, pretending you’re not doesn’t help anyone.”
Wise girl.
“And you,” he says, “remember that you are permitted to rest. Even if the town disagrees.”
A corner of her mouth lifts. “We’ll see.”
She turns to go, then pauses and looks over her shoulder, eyes cutting back to him.
“Elijah?” she says, his name soft but sure in her mouth.
“Yes?”
“If you’re still in town the next time the wind decides to turn… try not to be on the wrong side of it.”
The warning is gentle. It lands heavier than it has any right to.
“I shall endeavour not to be,” he says.
She seems satisfied with that.
“Goodnight,” Bonnie says.
“Goodnight,” Elijah replies.
He watches her walk down the hill, a small figure in a too-large world, shoulders squared against whatever waits for her at the bottom.
Only when she disappears into the dark of the trees does he sit again.
For a long time he stays there, under the slow rain of petals, looking out over Mystic Falls.
Moonstone, he thinks.
Doppelgänger.
Hybrid.
Bennett. Bonnie.
He had wanted to speak to the witch when it suited his schedule, when the strategy was neat and the emotional variables were someone else’s concern.
Instead, the world introduced her to him under a tree that is doing its best, on a night when she wanted, desperately, to be nothing but herself.
Harri has been a persistent wind against his worst instincts of late. A reminder that honesty, however inconvenient, has its uses.
He tips his head back, eyes closing briefly.
“Leverage,” he had told Niklaus earlier, when they spoke of this girl.
Tonight, under the cherry blossoms, she did not look like leverage.
She looked like a fulcrum the world had set and then forgotten was still bearing the weight.
When he rises at last and makes his way back down the hill, the petals cling to his coat. One rests in his palm, caught without his noticing.
He looks at it, thin and trembling, alive for a fraction of time between tree and ground.
“Miss Bennett,” he says quietly to the night, tasting the name now that he has heard it from her own mouth, “I do hope the next time we speak, the world will have the decency to be kinder to you than it intends.”
The wind answers by shifting, cool and insistent against his face.
The town below waits. Their time here is ending.
But tonight, at least, the hill has told the truth.
/
When Elijah returns to the manor, he expects nothing of note; the house hums with the same muted vigilance it always carries at night, Rebekah’s door shut, Nik’s light a thin stripe beneath his, Harri’s magic curled around him.
He unwinds with habitual precision—coat folded, tie loosened, cuffs unbuttoned—yet his thoughts drift not to the moonstone nor to strategy, but to a bench beneath a cherry tree, to a girl who spoke to him without flinching, to the way her voice carried exhaustion and humour in the same breath.
Bonnie.
The name settles in him with unsettling ease.
He reaches for his cufflinks, sleeve sliding back—then stops.
His wrist bears new text, dark and raised, still faintly warm: You say that like you’re not one of them. Her voice etched into his skin.
And on his other wrist, his own words—Forgiveness is a generous thing to assume as a given. Most men I have met have considered it a right.
He sits, not dramatically, but like a man struck clean through by an inevitability he had never allowed himself to imagine.
A soulmate, after nearly a millennium.
Bonnie Bennett.
He brushes a thumb over her words, feels them tingle like something awake, alive, irrefutable. He exhales—slow, steady, changed.
And so, the next time they speak, it is as soulmates.
Chapter 26
Summary:
And it hurts more than Harri expects, sharper, deeper, because Bonnie isn’t wrong. Because hearing it said aloud cracks something furious open in her chest, something she has spent years pretending didn’t exist.
She thinks of all the lines she swore she would never cross.
She thinks of Dumbledore, of quiet rooms and gentle voices and plans that justified sacrifice with necessity. Of being told that some lives were meant to be spent. Of how that knowledge hollowed her out long before it ever killed her.
She damns him for it; fiercely, instinctively.
And then, more bitterly, she damns herself.
Because somehow, without meaning to, she has recreated the shape of it.
Not in intention. Never in intention. But in consequence.
Notes:
Guys, i’ve started watching Peaky Blinders, and dear old Tommy has me discovering I’m rather partial to a Brummie accent.
Might write a peaky blinders/Harry Potter crossover hmm. Thoughts???
Chapter Text
Elena comes back inside carrying a story she does not want to tell.
She sits where she left off, blanket still pooled around her feet, phone tucked face-down in her palm like it might bite if she lets it breathe.
For a few seconds, she pretends. Smiles too quickly. Asks if they want to restart the movie.
Bonnie lets her.
For exactly three heartbeats.
Then Caroline shifts beside her, sharp eyes catching the way Elena’s knee won’t stop bouncing, the way her shoulders stay curled like she’s bracing for a blow that hasn’t landed yet.
“Elena,” Caroline says gently. “What did Stefan say?”
The room stills.
Elena exhales; thin, shaky — and the words finally come, tumbling out in a rush that feels rehearsed and still incomplete.
Katherine. Another story. A lie layered over an older lie. The moonstone not as myth but as key. Originals. One in particular. A hybrid. A curse locked tight around a wolf side that wants blood and freedom in equal measure.
And Elena.
Always Elena.
Bonnie listens without interrupting. She doesn’t need to. She already knows the shape of what’s being built around them; the way danger never announces itself cleanly, the way it always circles back to the same people.
By the time Elena finishes, the air in the room has gone brittle.
Caroline swears softly under her breath. Elena looks like she’s waiting for something; anger, reassurance, forgiveness.
Bonnie gives her none of those.
Instead, she feels the familiar dread settle back into her bones, slow and inevitable. The quiet certainty that somehow, someday, she will be expected to help. That even if Elena never asks out loud, the ask will exist anyway, hovering, patient, unrelenting.
Because that’s how it always goes.
And Bonnie hates it.
Not Elena. Never Caroline.
No.
She hates that she already knows she’ll say yes.
Girls’ night dissolves gently after that, no popcorns, no childhood nostalgia. Just the soft disintegration of something fragile.
Caroline hugs too tight. Elena apologises too much. Bonnie says it’s fine too often.
Then the house empties.
The days that follow are quiet in a way that isn’t restful.
Bonnie moves through them like she’s underwater; going to class, answering texts, helping when she’s asked and when she isn’t. She tries to sit with the question she’s been avoiding since the tomb cracked her life open:
Is this all I am?
A fix-it witch.
A last resort.
A sacrifice waiting for the right ritual circle.
Every time she thinks she’s found space to breathe, something drags her back, a vision, a request, a crisis that smells like vampire teeth and desperation.
By the fourth night, she can’t stand the walls anymore.
So she goes to the hill.
The old one. The one most people forget exists. The one where the cherry blossoms bloom too early and fall too fast, petals collecting in pale drifts like the world tried to be gentle once and gave up halfway through.
Bonnie sits on the bench with her jacket zipped against the cold, knees drawn up, phone dark in her pocket. She doesn’t cast a spell. She doesn’t ask for guidance.
She just sits.
For once, she wants the world to leave her alone.
She senses him before she sees him.
Not like the Salvatores, not loud, not sharp, not thrumming with barely leashed hunger. This presence is… deeper. Quieter. Old in a way that doesn’t rush.
A vampire, she realises, immediately.
Her spine straightens. Magic hums low under her skin, ready but restrained.
Footsteps approach, measured, deliberate — and then stop.
She turns her head.
He’s tall. Impeccably dressed. A well-fitted suit that looks like it belongs to another era and still somehow fits this one perfectly. His posture is composed without being stiff, his expression calm in the way people get when they’re used to being listened to.
His eyes catch hers.
And something in her chest tightens, not fear, exactly. Recognition without context. Like standing in a doorway she doesn’t remember opening.
He inclines his head.
“May I?” he asks, gesturing to the other end of the bench.
Bonnie hesitates. Then nods.
He sits with space between them, polite and deliberate. The wind stirs the branches overhead, petals drifting down between them like punctuation.
They talk.
About the hill. About the town. About how Mystic Falls has a way of trapping people without locking the doors. His voice is smooth, careful, threaded with something old and sharp beneath the courtesy.
He talks like someone raised to believe the world owed him something, and who learned, painfully, that it never does, and now chooses his victories carefully
She calls him out on it. He takes it with a small, surprised smile.
When they shake hands, the world fractures.
A circle.
Chalk and blood and power braided tight.
Elena at the centre; still, pale, too human for the role the world keeps casting her in.
Aunt Jenna at one point, terrified but resolute, hands clenched like prayer can be weaponised if you hold it hard enough.
Tyler at another, jaw clenched, bones already aching with a curse not yet triggered.
And inside the circle with them, a blonde man, beautiful in the way storms are beautiful. Not Stefan-blonde, not Damon-pretty. Something older. Something wrong. His presence is a pressure against the edges of the spell, like the circle is the only thing keeping them from becoming a slaughterhouse.
Klaus, a voice in Bonnie’s mind supplies, uninvited and sure, like the name has been whispered into her blood a hundred times.
Harri stands beside him.
Not in the centre, not the sacrifice — but close enough that her magic burns bright and furious, a living thing at her fingertips. Bonnie can feel it even through the vision’s haze: Harri’s power does not sit politely inside her. It fights.
And beyond the boundary, just outside the chalk, between the tree line of shadowed bodies and watching eyes —
him.
The man whose hand Bonnie is still holding.
Impeccably composed. Impossibly calm.
Not part of the ritual, but present for it. Like he belongs to the outcome more than the act.
Elijah.
The vision snaps shut as quickly as it came.
No gradual fade. No merciful softening. Just the abrupt return of cold air and cherry blossoms and the steady weight of a stranger’s palm in hers.
She does not flinch.
She does not react.
She does not give him the satisfaction, or the warning — of knowing anything just happened.
Her magic hums once, sharp as a struck match, then settles again beneath her skin like a blade slid back into its sheath.
Months of magic have taught her how to fold shock inward, how to let understanding settle later. She smooths her expression before it can betray her, eases her magic back into its quiet hum beneath her skin. Whatever she just saw — whatever the future thinks it has planned — can wait.
Elijah does not notice.
Or if he does, he gives no sign of it.
She releases his hand the moment it becomes polite to do so.
Elijah studies her for a fraction of a second longer than he should.
Bonnie meets his gaze with the same calm she uses when someone thinks they can scare her into compliance
The quiet between them feels different now — not heavier, exactly, but… watched. As if the hill itself has leaned in.
Slowly, conversation creeps back in.
Not about destiny. Not about rituals. Not about the way the world has already begun arranging them like pieces on a board neither of them agreed to play on.
They speak instead of the town, of leaving, of being pulled and pushed by forces that never ask permission
Bonnie listens. She answers. She watches the way Elijah carries himself — composed, careful, accustomed to choice even when burdened by it. He is not like the Salvatores. Not frantic. Not reactive. He feels like someone who believes the world can be negotiated with, if approached correctly.
That alone makes him dangerous.
Their conversation continues — lighter now, edged with humour, insight traded like currency neither of them hoards. He sees too much. She recognises that immediately. He is the sort of man who pretends not to notice patterns while cataloguing every one of them.
Eventually, the night deepens. The air cools. The petals thin.
And Bonnie knows, with the same certainty she knows when a spell has run its course, that this moment is ending - that familiar tightening, the quiet pressure that means if she stays too long, the world will remember her again. Phones buzzing. Crises blooming. Someone needing her hands, her power, her yes.
She exhales slowly, the cherry tree sighing above them, branches shifting, blossoms brushing her shoulders as she straightens and lets her feet drop back to the ground.
“I should go,” she says at last. “If I stay too long, they’ll start texting.”
It comes out lighter than it feels.
“They?” he asks.
Bonnie smiles, a little crooked. “The people who keep expecting me to say yes,” she says. “Even when they don’t say it out loud.”
Because they never do.
They don’t have to.
Since the tomb, since Grams, since magic stopped being a story and started being a responsibility, the world has learned what she can carry. And it has never stopped handing her weight.
“Ah,” Elijah says. “Persistent creatures.”
“You have no idea.”
She stands, tucking her hands into her jacket pockets, grounding herself the way Grams taught her, fingers brushing fabric instead of sigils, breath steady instead of spell-bound. Up close, she knows she looks smaller beside him.
She also knows that means nothing.
There is nothing fragile in the way she holds herself now. There hasn’t been for a long time.
He stands too, automatically.
The small courtesy hits her harder than it should.
Not because it’s rare, but because it’s unnecessary. He doesn’t do it to impress her. He does it because he sees her.
That’s the thing she hasn’t had words for yet.
Since Grams died, people have looked at Bonnie and seen function. Utility. Power. A solution waiting to be asked for. Even the people who love her — especially the people who love her — look at her like she’s an answer before she’s a person.
But this man—He has been listening. Not to what she can do.
But to what it costs.
“It was nice,” she says quietly, the truth slipping out before she can second-guess it, “to just be Bonnie for a while.”
No witch. No contingency plan. No future written in chalk and blood.
Just herself, sitting on a bench, under a tree doing its best.
“It was,” Elijah replies, just as quietly, “a privilege to make her acquaintance.”
The word privilege settles in her chest and stays there.
Not flattery. Recognition.
She hesitates, and then, because something in her refuses to leave this unfinished, she speaks again.
“And for what it’s worth,” she says, eyes steady on his, “I hope you don’t feel too guilty about stepping off whatever edge you’re standing on.”
It isn’t random. It isn’t polite. It’s the vision.
The circle. Elena at the centre. Power coiled so tight it hums.
And him, not inside it, not bound, not bleeding — but watching. Choosing when not to intervene.
He inclines his head. “I shall take that as permission.”
“More like a reminder,” she says. “If you’re already halfway gone, pretending you’re not doesn’t help anyone.”
Because she’s seen what happens when people lie to themselves about staying. She’s lived in the fallout of it.
“And you,” Elijah says, returning the weight with care, “remember that you are permitted to rest. Even if the town disagrees.”
Her throat tightens — just a fraction.
No one says that to her. Not really. Not since Grams.
“We’ll see,” she murmurs, because hope is still a dangerous thing.
She turns to go, then stops, again. Something in her won’t let her leave it unsaid — not after the vision, not after being seen like this.
“Elijah?”
“Yes?”
She looks back at him, really looks; at the composure, the restraint, the way he stands like a man used to being the last line and choosing when not to cross it.
“If you’re still in town the next time the wind decides to turn,” she says, voice calm, deliberate, “try not to be on the wrong side of it.”
It isn’t a threat. It isn’t prophecy.
It’s care.
For the man who saw her when no one else had.
For the watcher she saw in her future; not cruel, not careless, but deciding.
“I shall endeavour not to be,” he says.
She nods once. Satisfied.
“Goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”
Bonnie walks down the hill with her spine straight and her magic quiet, the vision folded carefully inside her like something sharp wrapped in cloth.
She doesn’t look back.
And she hopes, quietly, stubbornly — that when the wind turns again, he is not someone she must fight.
Not someone she learns to fear. Not someone she comes to despise.
Because this — whatever this brief, unguarded thing was — was… nice.
//
Bonnie doesn’t turn the lights on when she gets home. She moves through the house by memory, quiet, practiced, unchanged. The night still clings to her, cherry blossoms and cold air and the echo of a voice that didn’t ask anything of her. She goes to the sink and washes her hands, slow and deliberate, like she’s trying to rinse something unnamed from her skin.
She reaches for the towel.
And freezes. Her wrists bear new text, dark and raised, still faintly warm, words she knows before she finishes reading them.
Forgiveness is a generous thing to assume as a given. Most men I have met have considered it a right.
Her breath catches, sharp and involuntary. She turns her arm, pulse loud in her ears, and there it is — her own voice, carved back into her skin: You say that like you’re not one of them.
She stands there a long moment, staring, understanding arriving all at once and not at all.
A soulmate. A vampire. Life, once again, choosing timing like a weapon. Dread hits first, clean and brutal, because she knows what this world does to people she cares about, and because nothing tied to vampires has ever come without blood.
She thinks of Harri then, of a quiet afternoon and a half-laugh when Bonnie had admitted she hoped she’d meet her soulmate someday. You won’t see it coming,Harri had said. It happens when you need them the most — or when you don’t think you need anyone at all.
Bonnie closes her eyes.
Because tonight, she hadn’t needed saving. She hadn’t needed magic or answers or a plan. She had just needed to be seen, and he had done it without knowing her name, without touching her power, without asking her to give anything back.
Hope settles in her chest despite herself, small and treacherous and alive. Not that life will be kind. Not that the future will spare her. Just the fragile possibility that when the wind turns, when everything she saw comes calling, he won’t be standing across from her as an enemy.
She lowers her hands. Breathes.
And lets herself think, just once: Please don’t make this another thing I have to survive.
The house remains quiet.
And for the first time in a long while, the silence does not feel like a warning.
Harri notices something is wrong because Bonnie goes quiet.
Not in a dramatic way. Not the kind of quiet that announces itself. Just… absent.
Not immediately. Not after girls’ night — Bonnie had mentioned that with a careful kind of hope, the kind that means I’m trying, even if I’m not sure it’ll work. She’d sounded… open. Apprehensive, yes, but willing.
So when the silence comes afterward, it lands heavier.
No messages sent at odd hours. No half-finished thoughts. No sudden appearances that pretend to be casual but never are. Bonnie simply stops orbiting.
At first, Harri tells herself it’s nothing. Girls’ night is complicated. Old friendships take energy. Bonnie has always paid for effort with exhaustion.
But days pass.
And Bonnie doesn’t come back. Doesn’t call. Doesn’t text. Doesn’t knock.
Harri finds herself replaying their last conversation without meaning to, not the distance, but the attempt. The way Bonnie had chosen to go, chosen to try, even knowing it might hurt. Bonnie doesn’t do that unless she believes something might be worth salvaging.
Which means whatever followed must have mattered.
Bonnie doesn’t withdraw unless she’s thinking.
And Bonnie doesn’t think this hard unless something has scared her.
That’s what settles uneasily in Harri’s chest — not panic, not certainty, just the slow accumulation of unease. The sense that Bonnie has learned something she hasn’t decided how to say out loud yet.
If Bonnie hasn’t reached out, it’s not because she doesn’t trust her.
It’s because she’s still trying to understand it herself.
Harri lets the silence sit, even though it needles at her. She knows Bonnie well enough to know this part, too, the pause before the question. The distance before the ask.
When Bonnie finally does reach out, Harri knows it won’t be small.
It will be because Bonnie has run out of ways to pretend she can carry it alone.
/
Harri doesn’t text Bonnie right away.
She waits a day. Then another. Tells herself that silence isn’t always a crisis, that Bonnie has earned the right to disappear without being chased. Still, the absence presses in. Heavy. Unsettled.
On the fourth morning, she gives up pretending patience is the same thing as wisdom.
Hey,
Just checking in. No pressure to reply. Just wanted to know you’re okay.
It’s simple. Neutral. Safe.
Bonnie doesn’t answer.
Not that day. Not the next. Not the one after that.
By the end of the week, Harri has imagined every possible version of silence there is; grief, anger, avoidance, danger. She tells herself not to spiral. She fails anyway.
So when the reply finally comes, seven days later, it lands like a stone dropped straight through her chest.
Can I come over?
I need to talk. Somewhere private. No ears. No… witnesses.
Harri’s hands shake as she types back.
Anytime.
Come now. Come at three in the morning if you need to.
Bonnie arrives a few hours later.
She looks the same — and not at all.
Her posture is composed, spine straight, expression calm in the way people get when they’ve decided not to fall apart in public. Her magic is quiet, but not relaxed. Folded tight, like a blade held close to the body.
They hug, because they always do.
It’s awkward. Brief. Familiar enough to ache.
They sit at the kitchen table. Tea is made and forgotten. Small talk stumbles out of habit , classes, weather, a joke that doesn’t quite land. The silence between sentences grows heavier by the minute.
Bonnie is the one who breaks it.
“Do you know anything about a moonstone?”
The words land flat. Careful. Deliberate.
Harri stills. Just for half a second. But Bonnie sees it.
Sees the pause. The way Harri’s fingers tighten around the mug. The way her eyes flick away before coming back too quickly.
Bonnie leans forward.
“You do,” she says. Not a question.
Harri exhales slowly. “Bonnie—”
“No,” Bonnie cuts in, sharper now. “Don’t do that. Don’t soften it. I asked you something specific.”
She doesn’t raise her voice. She doesn’t need to.
“What do you know about a ritual,” Bonnie continues, “that needs a human doppelgänger, an original hybrid, and a curse locked behind a moonstone?”
The air shifts. Harri sets the mug down very carefully.
“…How did you hear about that?”
Bonnie’s jaw tightens.
“So you do know.”
It’s not anger yet. It’s worse, vindication. Confirmation of something she’s been circling for days.
Harri hesitates. Then nods, once.
“I know some of it.”
Bonnie’s hands curl into fists in her lap. “Then tell me.”
Harri starts slow. Tentative. Pieces instead of the whole: the moonstone as a key, old curses, ancient bloodlines. She avoids names at first. Avoids conclusions.
Bonnie listens. Silent. Still.
“And where do you fit in?” Bonnie asks when Harri trails off. “What’s your role in this?”
The question lands harder than the rest.
“And whose side are you on?” Bonnie adds. “Mine? Or the hybrid Katherine’s so terrified of?”
Harri opens her mouth. Nothing comes out.
Because there isn’t a sentence in the world that can hold the truth without cutting someone open.
She thinks, uselessly, of ordering — of how to say both without it sounding like betrayal. Of how to explain that loyalty doesn’t always split cleanly down the middle, that sometimes it knots, twists, demands impossible balance.
She is on Bonnie’s side. She is. She would choose Bonnie’s life without hesitation.
And yet—
Nik exists.
Not as a concept. Not as a monster in a story.
As a person who breathes, who bleeds, who loves her with a ferocity that terrifies even him. A person whose curse is not theoretical but carved into his bones. A person whose freedom has been dangled just out of reach for a thousand years.
How do you tell someone that without sounding like you’ve already chosen?
Harri swallows. Tries again.
“I—” she starts, then stops, because every version of the sentence feels like a lie no matter how carefully she dresses it. I’m on your side but— is still a but. I’ll protect you but— still implies a cost.
She feels the moment slipping, the air tightening, Bonnie’s patience thinning into something sharp enough to cut.
Then Bonnie speaks.
“I had a vision.”
The words land flat. Absolute. Everything stops.
“There was a ritual,” Bonnie says, voice steady in the way only people who have already screamed themselves hoarse can manage. “Elena was at the centre. Aunt Jenna. Tyler. A blonde man inside the circle.” Her gaze never leaves Harri’s face. “I heard his name. Klaus.”
Harri’s breath catches, sharp, involuntary.
“And you,” Bonnie continues. “You were there. Beside him.”
The room goes very still.
Not quiet. Still. Like the moment before glass shatters.
“Tell me the truth,” Bonnie says. Not asking. Commanding. “All of it.”
Harri’s shoulders sag, just a fraction — but Bonnie sees it anyway.
This is it, Harri realises. The point of no return.
She can feel it in her bones, the way she felt it once before standing in another room, another war, another truth that changed everything the moment it was spoken aloud.
She knows — with awful clarity — that once she says his name, once she says soulmate, Bonnie will never look at her the same way again.
And still. She cannot lie.
“Klaus is Nik,” Harri says quietly.
Bonnie doesn’t blink.
“Niklaus Mikaelson,” Harri continues, each word measured, deliberate, like she’s laying something fragile down between them. “The original hybrid. His wolf side is bound. The ritual is meant to break that curse.”
Bonnie’s jaw tightens.
“And you?” she asks.
Harri meets her eyes. Forces herself not to look away.
“He’s my soulmate.”
The word detonates.
Bonnie stares at her, something raw and incredulous cracking through the control she’s been holding onto by her fingernails.
“You knew,” Bonnie says. Not loud. Not yet. “You knew this was who he was.”
“Yes.”
“And you didn’t tell me.”
Harri exhales, slow and shaking. “I didn’t want you pulled into it before you were ready.”
Bonnie laughs, sharp, brittle, humourless.
“Ready,” she repeats. “So I was just… waiting in the wings?”
“That’s not—”
“A Bennett witch is needed,” Bonnie cuts in, voice rising now. “You said that yourself. So what was I? A contingency? A future tool you were hoping wouldn’t break too soon?”
Harri flinches.
“No,” she says fiercely. “When I met you, you’d just lost your grandmother. You were grieving and still showing up for everyone else like it didn’t matter. And all I could see was—” She stops. Swallows hard. “Someone who deserved to not be used.”
Bonnie’s eyes burn.
“Then why does it feel like I was?” she demands. “Why does it feel like I was being led to this anyway, just slower?”
The words come next like a blade.
“I feel like a sheep being led to slaughter.”
The room tilts.
Harri goes cold. Because she’s heard that sentence before.
Because it was once aimed at her, too, said with rage and despair and the awful clarity of someone who had finally understood the shape of their own sacrifice. Dumbledore’s plan. Her death measured out in logic and necessity. Her life weighed and found acceptable to lose.
Harri’s hands curl into fists.
“Don’t say that,” she says, voice tight.
“Why?” Bonnie fires back. “Because it sounds familiar?”
Because it’s true, Harri thinks, or close enough to hurt.
“I didn’t do this to save the world,” Harri says, the words tearing out of her now. “I did it because I refuse to let him kill you. Or Elena. I won’t let two innocent girls die because it’s ‘necessary.’”
Her voice cracks.
“No one,” she says fiercely, “gets to decide that again. Not for me. Not for you. Not for anyone.”
“I don’t know if I can trust you,” Bonnie says, quietly.
The words don’t land like an accusation. They land like a verdict.
Harri nods. Once. It’s all she can manage without flinching.
“I know,” she says. “But I am still on your side.”
The silence that follows isn’t peace.
It’s loss, and anger.
And it hurts more than Harri expects, sharper, deeper, because Bonnie isn’t wrong. Because hearing it said aloud cracks something furious open in her chest, something she has spent years pretending didn’t exist.
She thinks of all the lines she swore she would never cross.
She thinks of Dumbledore, of quiet rooms and gentle voices and plans that justified sacrifice with necessity. Of being told that some lives were meant to be spent. Of how that knowledge hollowed her out long before it ever killed her.
She damns him for it; fiercely, instinctively.
And then, more bitterly, she damns herself.
Because somehow, without meaning to, she has recreated the shape of it.
Not in intention. Never in intention. But in consequence.
Bonnie standing in front of her now, wary and wounded and furious, feels too much like a mirror Harri doesn’t want to look into.
A reminder that even the people who swear never again can still build the same cages with different words.
And Nik—
Nik complicates everything.
Ever since she found him — ever since loving him stopped being theoretical and started being real — her moral compass has tilted.
Not shattered. Tilted. Bent just enough that choices feel heavier, murkier. Just enough that protecting him has begun to feel inseparable from protecting the world, even when she knows that isn’t always true.
She hates that about herself.
She hates that loving her soulmate has made her capable of this kind of harm; not physical, not yet, but the quieter kind. The kind that lives in withheld truths and delayed honesty and people finding out too late.
Is this the price? she wonders.
Not punishment. Not fate.
Just cost.
Bonnie doesn’t trust her. And Harri understands why.
She stands there anyway; choosing, still choosing — because if there is one thing she refuses to surrender, it’s this:
Even if Bonnie never trusts her again…she will never stop being on her side.
And if that makes her a hypocrite— if that makes her dangerous—
Then she will carry that too.
Because she has learned, the hard way, that love does not absolve you.
It only asks what you are willing to become.
Chapter 27
Summary:
He thinks of Harri’s face when she asked him not to force Bonnie’s cooperation . The way she had said it like a boundary, not a plea. Like she believed, foolishly , that promises are things men like him keep because they are right, not because they are convenient.
He had meant it then.
He had. Truly.
But meaning something does not mean it survives scrutiny. And scrutiny is Niklaus Mikaelson’s greatest talent.
He walks away from the hill without another glance. Not because he is finished thinking, but because the thinking is done.
Elijah has given him a weakness. Not by opposing him.
By caring.
And Nik has lived long enough to know that caring is not something you negotiate around. It is something you exploit.
Notes:
Quick chapter - hope you enjoy
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He does not keep the moonstone in the drawer anymore.
He keeps it close.
Not like a trophy , he has never needed proof of his own victories, but like something that might evaporate if he looks away for too long. Like it might remember the hands that stole it from him and decide it prefers being chased.
Tonight it rests in his palm, smooth and dull and deceptively simple. An oval of stone. A relic. A key. A century’s worth of hunger condensed into something that fits beneath his thumb.
He turns it over. Once. Twice.
The room is quiet in the way old houses get when they are holding their breath. There are no footsteps. No laughter. No careless living. Just the low hum of a place that knows it is occupied by creatures who do not sleep, and does not dare to relax.
He could go to Harri.
He should.
They have made promises lately. Soft ones. Intimate ones. The sort that are dangerous because they sound like mercy.
But there is a part of him that can no longer bring this stone into her presence without wanting to close his fist around it, without wanting to put his body between her and the truth of what it costs.
Because when Harri looks at him, she does something infuriating.
She makes him feel seen.
Not in the way people look at a monster to measure its teeth.
In the way people look at a person and begin to expect choices.
He stares at the moonstone until the shape blurs slightly at the edges.
Soon, he thinks.
Soon the wolf will stop tearing at the inside of him like an animal locked too long in too small a cage. Soon the ache in his bones will finally have somewhere to go. Soon the rage will have a body again, and not just a memory that lives under his skin like a second heartbeat.
Soon.
It should be enough to make him smile.
It isn’t.
Because “soon” always comes with a cost. It always has.
He has paid with blood. With time. With names. With whole villages he erased because he could not stand the idea of being denied.
He has paid with his siblings’ screams behind locked doors and daggers that slid between ribs because love, in his family, has always been synonymous with ownership.
He has paid with apologies he never said because he did not know how to speak regret without sounding weak.
He has paid with the certainty that if he does not take what he wants, the world will take it from him first.
The stone sits in his hand like a quiet judge.
He closes his fingers around it and leans back, staring into nothing.
What he was. What he is.
He thinks of his siblings first, because he always does. Not because he is kind, but because they are the axis around which his cruelty learned to rotate.
Elijah, with his righteous restraint and that infuriating calm that makes the world believe he is the better brother.
Rebekah, hungry for a life she was never permitted to have, forever punished for wanting things Nik takes without shame.
Kol, a flare in the dark. Chaos with a pulse.
He did not kill them. He has never killed them. There is a line, thin and trembling, that he refuses to cross no matter how many times he pushes them against it.
But he has buried them.
He has silenced them.
He has made them small so he would not have to feel how small he becomes when they leave.
He has called it protection. He has called it necessity. He has called it love.
And he has meant it — which is the most damning part.
Marcel comes next, as he always does when Nik tries not to think of him.
His son.
Not by blood, but by choice, which has always been the purer kind of bond. Marcel had looked at him once — at Klaus Mikaelson, the terror of men and myths — and decided: you are mine. And Nik had answered, without even realising it: then I am yours.
New Orleans had been built around him.
Not for the witches, not for the wolves, not for the vampire court Nik pretended to care about.
For a boy who deserved a kingdom. For a boy he loved more than he loved himself.
Nik’s mouth tightens, the memory souring, because love like that always becomes a weapon in someone else’s hand.
Elijah tried to kill Marcel.
Not in a blind frenzy. Not in madness.
In calm. In principle.
In that disgustingly measured way Elijah does violence while keeping his hands clean in his own mind.
Nik remembers the sound of it, not the attempt itself, but the aftermath inside his chest: a deep, ugly tearing that made him feel like something essential had been ripped out and laughed at.
He had wanted Elijah to suffer for it.
He still does.
That is the truth he does not soften, even for Harri. Especially not for Harri.
“”Because Harri… Harri complicates everything.
He thinks of her and the room shifts, almost imperceptibly, as though the air itself becomes more alert.
His soulmate. His miracle. His punishment.
He remembers the way she said his name some few nights ago; soft, certain, like she was not afraid of what he is. Like she knew what he is and chose him anyway. The intimacy of it had been its own kind of violence. It had reached into him and pulled something loose that he had kept bound for a thousand years.
Promises had followed.
Words exchanged like they mattered. Like they could actually hold.
He had looked at her and meant it when he said he would not force Bonnie Bennett.
He had meant it.
That is what makes this worse.
Because between the promise and now, something has grown in him. Not suddenly. Not dramatically. Like mould in a wall you don’t check until the house starts to smell wrong.
Harri has been changing him.
Not by demanding it, not by threatening.
By existing near him with that maddening steadiness. By asking him questions he prefers to crush rather than answer. By speaking of mercy like it is not just a weakness dressed in pretty words. By looking at him when he is ugly, truly ugly — and not flinching.
She has made him feel… pliant.
He hates that. He hates the softness that shows up in his hands before his mind can strangle it.
He hates that sometimes, with her, he forgets to be cruel first.
He hates that he has begun to imagine a life where he doesn’t have to take everything by force.
Because imagining a life like that is how you end up losing it.
And Klaus Mikaelson does not lose.
He looks at the moonstone again. Katherine’s face flickers up, uninvited.
Not because he misses her. Not because he cares. Because she is another receipt.
A girl who chose herself when she was supposed to be his. A girl who ran with his prize and dared to keep breathing afterward. Nik remembers how simple it felt at the time; the certainty, the rage, the solution.
He had gone to her village. He had killed her family.
He had done it thoroughly, so the world would learn what betrayal costs.
He does not regret it.
What he regrets — what needles at him in the quiet — is that it did not stop the ache. It did not close the wound. It only taught him that punishment is not the same thing as relief.
He draws a slow breath through his nose, the stone cold against his skin.
Marcel had asked Elijah to be daggers.
Elijah had been daggered for centuries because keeping Elijah buried was the only thing that felt like justice.
And then Harri came. She asked about Elijah. Not with bitterness. Not with fear. With curiosity. With that irritating sense that there is always more truth worth dragging into the light.
Nik had refused to answer. Not because he was ashamed, he never is — but because he did not want to make space for Elijah’s name in Harri’s mouth.
It had caused a strain. Not explosive. Not loud. Just… persistent. Like water dripping into a crack until the foundation shifts.
Harri had disliked not knowing what it was Marcel’s choice. Why Marcel had chosen to bury Elijah. Why did that matter? Why did Nik get to decide when Harri could not cross boundary that should be crossed?
Nik had felt anger then; hot and petty and sharp.
Who was Harri to question him? Who was Harri to look at his family’s rot and insist he clean it with hands that have been drenched in blood since before she was born?
And Marcel; blessed, infuriating Marcel — had made the choice for them.
He had allowed Elijah to be undaggered.
Not because he wanted it. Nik knows that in his bones. Marcel did not want it.
Marcel did it so Nik and Harri could survive each other. Marcel did it as a gift. A sacrifice.
Nik had accepted it. And that acceptance has sat in him like a stone ever since. Because it was Marcel not making him choose.
It was Marcel saying: I love you enough to swallow my own rage so you can keep your soulmate.
And in that, Marcel had been kinder than Nik deserves.
Harri, in contrast, does not make him choose out loud.
But loving Harri has an extra bill attached.
Always.
Not because she always demands it—she doesn’t. Because being with her requires him to become someone he has spent a millennium refusing to be.
Someone who explains, someone who compromises. Someone who allows other people’s morals to touch his. Someone who… restrains himself.
It makes him feel trapped.
And when Klaus Mikaelson feels trapped, he becomes dangerous.
He turns the moonstone over again, slower this time.
Then—
Something begins to itch at him.
Elijah…. Elijah has been behaving… oddly.
Not enough for anyone else to notice. Enough for Nik to taste it like iron in the air.
Elijah who has been quieter during discussions of the ritual. Less eager to move pieces without comment. Who has been asking questions in that polite tone that pretends to be curiosity while actually being refusal.
Do they have to use this Bennet? Is there not another Bennett? What of the Bennet Witch that Rebekah claims Katherine controls?
Nik had stared at him when he said it. Had waited for the smirk. The sanctimony. Elijah had held his gaze and said nothing. That silence had not been defiance.
It had been restraint. And restraint from Elijah is never free. It means something is pulling on him from the inside.
Nik does not pounce immediately. He lets it breathe. He watches over hours. Over days.
He keeps his own face smooth, his voice light, his posture careless. He lets Elijah speak. He lets Elijah move.
He notes where his brother pauses in doorways, like he’s listening for something. He notes how his attention drifts when a certain name is mentioned. He notes how he has stopped looking bored when Bonnie Bennett is brought up.
Nik begins to follow him. Not like a desperate man. Like a predator with time.
He trails Elijah at a distance. Through town. Past the Grill. Up roads no one takes unless they are seeking solitude or truth.
And Elijah…Elijah goes to the hill. Continuously.
The cherry blossoms are falling when Nik arrives — pale petals in the dark, drifting like the world is trying to soften something it has no business softening.
He does not step into view. He stands behind a line of trees and watches Elijah stand alone beneath that tree, shoulders squared, hands too still, gaze fixed on his own wrist.
Nik narrows his eyes. Elijah lifts his sleeve. Looks. Freezes — just for a breath.
Then his hand rises, slow, careful, and his thumb brushes over something on his skin.
Not an injury. Not a stain. Texts. Words.
Nik’s chest tightens so abruptly it almost feels like laughter.
Soulmarks. Of course. Of course that is what it is.
Elijah, so controlled, so sanctimonious, so convinced he is beyond surprise, is standing beneath a cherry tree touching words on his wrist like they hurt.
Nik stays very, very still. He watches Elijah’s face.
Watches the flicker of something; not joy, not relief — but gravity. Like whatever is written there has shifted the weight inside him.
Nik does not need to see the words to know what has happened.
He knows the posture. He knows the way the world reorders itself when you realise there is now a person whose pain will cost you more than your own. He knows because he has lived it.
He has lived it with Harri, and he hates it.
Not because he begrudges Elijah happiness. Nik does not think in such small, petty terms. He hates it because it explains the restraint. It explains the questions.
It explains why Elijah suddenly cares if Bonnie Bennett lives.
It explains why Elijah is, once again, placing himself in the path of Niklaus’s desires.
A bitter thought slides through him, smooth as poison: You will protect her.
And then, colder: You will try to stop me.
Nik feels something shift under his ribs. Not rage. Not yet. No, something older. Something like a memory of being held down.
Esther’s hands. Mikael’s shadow. Elijah’s arms around him, helping restrain him as his mother and father locked his wolf away.
Nik can still taste the helplessness of it, even now. The humiliation. The betrayal dressed up as duty.
He had forgiven the first wound in the way Niklaus forgives: by pretending it didn’t matter until the day it suddenly does again.
The second wound: Marcel, he has never forgiven. Will never forgive. And now Elijah has given him a third.
Not an act. A vulnerability. A person.
Bonnie Bennett, of all people. A witch. A fucking Bennett witch.
A line of women who have always been inconvenient to his family’s plans.
Nik watches Elijah lower his sleeve and stand there in the falling petals like he belongs to something gentle.
The disgust hits him sharp. Not at Elijah. But at the softness Elijah wears now like a quiet defiance. It makes Nik’s jaw tighten.
Because softness has always been a choice in this family, and Elijah has never paid for choosing it the way Nik has.
Nik does not step forward. He does not announce himself. He does not interrupt the moment.
He watches. He watches Elijah stand beneath the tree like a man who has found something worth orbiting. Like a man who now carries a centre of gravity that is not Klaus Mikaelson.
And that is the real offence.
Because Elijah has always revolved around him. Even in defiance. Even in restraint. Even when they stood on opposite sides of a moral line, Elijah’s attention had never strayed far from Nik’s shadow.
Until now. Until Bonnie Bennett. Nik tastes the name like something bitter.
Of course it would be her.
A witch with a spine made of grief and refusal. A girl who stands at the centre of too many stories without ever asking to be there. A Bennett, a line that has always existed to close doors Nik prefers to smash through.
He understands it immediately, with the kind of clarity that makes anger unnecessary.
Elijah doesn’t want to protect the ritual.
He wants to protect her. He will protect her. Against him.
Nik straightens slowly, the decision forming not like a lightning strike but like frost creeping across glass.
Nik had thought it was strategy. He realises now it is obstruction. Elijah is not trying to improve the plan. He is trying to survive it.
Nik exhales through his nose, something like laughter scraping the back of his throat.
How predictable. Not the love — Nik understands love. Love is leverage. Love is vulnerability. Love is the point at which people begin to believe rules apply to them.
What offends him is the timing. Elijah finds a reason to hesitate now. After the moonstone is secured. After the promises are made.
After Nik has already allowed himself to imagine freedom with a body again.
After Harri.
Nik’s grip tightens around the moonstone until the edge bites into his skin.
He thinks of Harri’s face when she asked him not to force Bonnie’s cooperation . The way she had said it like a boundary, not a plea. Like she believed, foolishly , that promises are things men like him keep because they are right, not because they are convenient.
He had meant it then.
He had. Truly.
But meaning something does not mean it survives scrutiny. And scrutiny is Niklaus Mikaelson’s greatest talent.
He walks away from the hill without another glance. Not because he is finished thinking, but because the thinking is done.
Elijah has given him a weakness. Not by opposing him.
By caring.
And Nik has lived long enough to know that caring is not something you negotiate around. It is something you exploit.
//
Back at the house, the moonstone feels heavier in his hand.
He sets it down. Picks it up again.
Freedom hums just beneath the surface now — not the abstract promise of it, but the imminent reality. He can almost feel the wolf stretching, testing the edges of its cage. The ache in his bones sharpens, eager, impatient.
Soon.
And Elijah would delay it, for Bonnie Bennett.
Nik’s mouth twists. He thinks of Marcel then, not as a presence, but as a standard.
Marcel had never asked him to choose.
Marcel had swallowed his own rage and asked for his brother to be daggered because it was safer. Because it was easier. Because loving Nik had always meant bleeding quietly.
Marcel had paid the cost so Nik didn’t have to.
Harri does not do that. Harri loves him; fiercely, fully — but loving her requires something in return. Honesty. Restraint. Conscience.
It requires him to bend.
And Elijah, with his newfound attachment, is now asking him to bend again. Nik feels the shape of the trap close around him.
Two people he loves, both suddenly standing between him and what he has wanted for a thousand years.
Both believing they are entitled to survive his desires. The irritation blooms slowly, methodically, until it settles into something colder.
Resolve.
Nik did not claw his way through history to be stalled by sentiment.
He did not endure chains, and fists, and humiliation to stop now because his brother has found something fragile to care about.
If Elijah wants Bonnie safe, Elijah should never have placed her in a world where Niklaus Mikaelson needs something.
And if Harri wants promises kept, Harri should never have loved a man who learned long ago that promises are luxuries.
Nik reaches a conclusion that feels, disturbingly, calm.
Bonnie Bennett will participate.
Not because Nik enjoys forcing her. Not because he is blind to the cost.
But because Elijah has made it clear in subtle words: as long as Bonnie lives untouched by the ritual, Elijah will stand in the way.
Nik will not be restrained again. Not by family. Not by love. Not by conscience borrowed from softer people.
He will break the curse. He will take what is owed. And if that means Elijah finally learns what it feels like to watch someone he loves be placed on the altar—
Nik’s expression smooths.
Then perhaps that lesson is long overdue.
The moonstone rests between his palms, patient and unjudging.
Nik closes his fingers around it.
He does not think of Bonnie Bennett as a person in that moment.
He thinks of her as a lever.
And levers, once identified, are meant to be pulled.
Chapter 28
Summary:
“That’s it?” he pants, dragging himself upright inch by inch, pain still clinging to him like a second skin. “That’s where you stop?”
He looks at her, eyes bright with something unhinged, lips curling even as his body betrays him.
“You couldn’t finish it,” he says. “Even after everything I did.”
Harri is shaking now. Not from fear. From restraint.
She feels hollowed out, like the spell burned something through her on its way out. Her grip tightens on her wand, knuckles white, because letting go of it feels dangerous in a way she cannot articulate.
“I stopped,” she says hoarsely, “because I recognised myself.”
Nik tilts his head, a mocking echo of intimacy. “And you didn’t like what you saw.”
“No,” she says. “I didn’t.”
Notes:
This was going to be longer, but I think where I cut off, is just right
Chapter Text
Harri learns, quickly, that peace is not the absence of violence.
It’s the presence of routine — the small, almost stupidly mundane things you do to convince your body it’s allowed to stand down. A chipped mug warming her palms. Rebekah’s perfume lingering in the corridor like she owns every threshold she passes. The Mystic Grill’s terrible music bleeding through the walls while people pretend Mystic Falls is just a town and not a trap with streetlights.
So Harri does the normal things on purpose.
She sits across from Niklaus at a booth that doesn’t suit him, watching him swirl an untouched drink like it’s a thought he hasn’t decided whether to keep. She listens to Rebekah complain about the town with theatrical disgust, and nods at the right places, and laughs when she’s supposed to. She eats fries she doesn’t taste. She smiles at strangers like she isn’t carrying a war’s worth of reflexes under her skin.
And every so often, when the conversation dips , when Nik turns his head and his gaze lands on her like he’s remembering what tenderness looks like , she almost believes it’s working.
Almost.
Because the truth is still there, lodged behind her ribs like a splinter: Bonnie is gone.
Not dead. Not missing. Worse than both , withdrawn. Not orbiting anymore. Not reaching out with those late-night texts that were half-joke, half-plea. Not showing up on Harri’s porch like she needed a safe place to breathe. Bonnie has stopped moving toward her, and Harri can’t even blame her.
She sees Bonnie’s face every time she closes her eyes; the control, the hurt behind it, the fury that didn’t need shouting to feel like it was scorching the room.
I don’t know if I can trust you.
Harri hates that sentence for how cleanly it cut. Not because it was cruel, it wasn’t, but because it was honest, and honesty always hurts most when it lands exactly where it should.
She’s disappointed in herself in a way that feels… physical. The kind of disappointment that makes you want to crawl out of your own skin and leave it behind like a coat that doesn’t fit. She promised Bonnie she wouldn’t be used. She promised it with all the conviction of someone who once swore she’d never let another person be placed on an altar and called it necessary.
And then she did it anyway.
Not with her hands. Not with a spell. With silence. With omission. With friendship built on careful gaps.
Harri tries to fix it. Of course she does.
She writes a message and deletes it. Writes another and deletes that, too. The third is the simplest and therefore the hardest to send: I’m sorry. I should’ve told you. I want to talk. Please.
Bonnie reads it — the little “seen” that appears like a cold stamp — and does not reply.
The absence doesn’t scream. It just… sits there. A boundary held steady.
Harri stares at her phone like it might give her another chance if she watches long enough, then forces herself to put it down before she breaks something. She thinks, unexpectedly, of the words she’d glimpsed on Bonnie’s wrist that night, raised ink, fresh and undeniable.
Bonnie has a soulmate.
Somewhere in Mystic Falls or near it, someone exists who is tied to her in a way that can’t be negotiated away. Harri’s mind keeps circling the question like it’s a wound: Who? When? How?
She wonders, in a quieter, uglier place — whether Bonnie would have told her if everything else hadn’t happened. If there hadn’t been moonstones and rituals and ancient men who treat people like pieces.
If Bonnie had walked into Harri’s kitchen with shy excitement instead of fury and betrayal, would they have giggled like idiots? Would Bonnie have rolled her eyes and tried to act unimpressed while her smile gave her away? Would Harri have made tea and pretended she wasn’t delighted just to see Bonnie delighted?
The thought is soft and painful, like pressing a bruise just to prove it’s still there.
Instead, they are estranged.
Instead, Harri’s world is full of near-misses and conversations that don’t reach what they mean.
And Nik—
Nik has been pulling back.
Not completely. Not consistently. That would be easier; cruelty you can measure has edges you can brace against. With him it’s a swing: cold, then warm. Tender, then distant. A touch at her waist like she is precious, then an hour of silence where his body is present and his mind is somewhere else entirely. He smiles at her, and she feels chosen; he turns away, and she feels punished for wanting to be.
Rebekah notices. Rebekah always notices.
She doesn’t comment at first, just… shifts. A little farther from Nik at dinner. A little sharper with her sarcasm, like she’s trying to cut around something she can’t name without making it real. Even her laughter sounds careful, as if she’s measuring how much joy the house can tolerate before it snaps back into violence.
Elijah is worse. Elijah simply becomes absent.
Not dramatically. Not with doors slammed or threats issued. He just… spends less time in the rooms they occupy, and when he is there, his gaze doesn’t linger the way it used to. Like he’s placed his attention somewhere else and is determined not to bring it home.
Harri tries not to catalogue it all, but she can’t help it. The war trained her to notice when patterns change. When footsteps alter. When people start moving like they’ve already decided something and are only waiting for the right moment to do it.
She thinks of England, because thinking of anywhere else is a kind of relief.
Teddy safe with Andromeda, the image of it almost unbearably tender. Hermione’s steady presence. Ron’s stubborn loyalty. George’s grief shaped into noise because silence would swallow him whole. Neville, sweet, stubborn Neville — somehow finding himself fond of Rebekah, and Rebekah, of all people, looking vaguely softened by it, like she doesn’t know what to do with gentleness offered without a hook.
She thinks of New Orleans, too. Ginny with Kol, the most ridiculous pairing in the world until you picture it and realise it makes a kind of sense. Marcel with his own soulmate, that thought landing in Harri’s chest like warmth and envy tangled together. People finding their person and keeping them. People getting to be happy without paying for it in blood.
And then she is back here again, in a house that breathes like it is waiting for a knife.
Nik sits on the sofa one evening with the moonstone in his hand, turning it over like it’s a worry stone and a verdict at the same time. He doesn’t look at her when she comes in. He doesn’t need to , she feels him in her bones, the restless tension that hums off him like heat.
“What’s wrong?” she asks, because she still believes, stupidly, that asking might matter.
He smiles without humour.
“Nothing,” he says, and the word is useless.
Harri doesn’t press, because pressing is how you end up learning truths you can’t unhear. She sits beside him anyway. She lets her shoulder brush his. She tries to anchor them with something small and human: proximity. Touch. Shared air.
For a moment, he allows it. His hand drifts to her knee, warm and possessive in the way he can’t help being. She closes her eyes, just for a breath, and lets herself pretend this is what she came here for: to build something new. To start again.
Then he pulls away like her warmth has burned him.
Harri opens her eyes. The room feels colder.
Outside, the moon is climbing.
It is only when she catches the shape of it through the window, full and bright and too watchful that something in her stomach turns over, slow and sick.
Full moon.
Her first instinct is denial. Her second is the sharp memory of Bonnie’s voice, iron-flat with control: I had a vision.
The house feels suddenly crowded with silence.
Harri gets up, moving toward the hallway, toward anything that might distract her from the way her pulse has started to sprint. She checks her phone. Nothing from Bonnie. Nothing from anyone that matters.
She is halfway up the stairs when the front door opens.
Rebekah steps inside. She looks… wrong.
Not injured. Not afraid. Just glassy-eyed in the way people get when they’re trying not to fall apart. Her lipstick is perfect; her hands are not. One is clenched so tightly her knuckles have gone pale.
Harri’s mouth goes dry.
“What happened?” she asks.
Rebekah’s gaze finds her, and in it is apology so raw Harri almost flinches.
“It’s happening,” Rebekah says.
That’s all. No explanation. No details. None are needed.
Harri moves before her mind has caught up, body taking over with the clean efficiency of someone who has sprinted into disasters since she was a child. She snatches her wand from where she keeps it hidden, the motion almost angry, like her magic should have been enough to prevent this and is only useful now as an accessory to panic.
“Nik—” she starts, turning back toward the living room.
He’s gone.
Not just absent, gone. The air where he was feels empty in a way that makes her skin prickle, like a door has been closed in her face without being slammed.
Her bond—
Harri reaches for it, instinctive, a quiet internal tug. Nothing answers. Not silence. Not distance.
A shut door. He’s closed it. Her breath catches, sharp and hot.
Rebekah says something, Harri doesn’t hear it. She can only hear the blood in her ears, the thud of her own heartbeat turning animal-fast.
She apparates. Not cleanly. Not calmly.
She twists through Mystic Falls in snapping bursts, landing in dark streets and empty lots and behind trees that whip at her face. She spins, searches, tries again. Each time she reaches for him, the bond gives her nothing. Each time she appears somewhere new, dread sinks deeper, heavier, more certain.
She is not chasing him by instinct anymore.
She is chasing the shape of what he would do when he decided promises were optional.
A clearing in the forest.
She doesn’t remember choosing it; her feet simply hit ground that feels… prepared. The air tastes like chalk and old blood and something that makes her teeth ache.
Moonlight floods the space. And there they are.
Bonnie first, because Bonnie is always where the cost is.
She is standing inside a chalk circle, swaying slightly, pale under the moon, blood tracking down from her nose in a slow, stubborn line. Her eyes are open, but unfocused, not unconscious, not fully present. Like she is holding herself upright out of spite.
Elena is in Niklaus’s grasp, limp enough to look dead at first glance, skin greyed-out, lips tinged wrong. Her chest rises shallowly, like even breathing is effort.
Tyler is at the edge of the circle, half on the ground, half trying to stand, body contorting in ugly, unfinished jerks not a cinematic transformation, but something raw and breaking.
And— Aunt Jenna. Still. Unmoving. A body placed like a consequence.
Harri’s stomach drops so hard she thinks she might be sick.
Niklaus stands over it all like he is conducting, not committing. The moonstone is on him, she sees it, the dull oval in his hand , and his expression is calm enough to be obscene. Not cartoonish. Not frothing. Just… certain. Like he’s decided the world can scream all it wants; he has already done what he came to do.
Harri’s voice arrives late, torn and furious.
“Nik.”
His head turns slowly. His eyes meet hers.
Whatever lives between them, whatever softness he allowed her to believe in, is not there. Harri feels something in her chest fracture.
“Stop,” she says, and it comes out like a command, like she still has the right to speak to him that way. “Stop this.”
Nik’s mouth curves slightly, an almost-smile without warmth.
“You’re late,” he says, as if they missed a dinner reservation.
Harri shakes, anger and grief and betrayal trying to occupy the same space.
“Let her go,” Harri demands, and she means Elena, she means Bonnie, she means all of them. “You promised me.”
His gaze flickers, briefly, like that word is an irritation.
“I promised you what you needed to hear,” he says quietly.
Harri raises her wand.
The motion is automatic, protective, furious. Her magic surges, bright and vicious in her veins , the spells she knows, the ones that work, the ones that saved her life a hundred times back home.
“Finite—” she starts, aiming for the circle, for the lines, for whatever anchor holds this in place. “Protego—”
The spell hits the air and… skids. Not rebounds. Not shatters.
It simply refuses to take.
It slides off the working like water off oil, leaving the circle untouched, still humming, still hungry, still waiting for Bonnie’s voice and Bonnie’s blood to feed it.
Harri freezes.
She tries again, harsher, more desperate, forcing power through her wand until her arm aches.
Nothing.
It’s like trying to rewrite a language she doesn’t speak.
Father Kieran’s words rise up with cruel clarity, his calm voice, his stern hands guiding hers: These magics do not lace together neatly. What their craft begins, yours cannot simply unmake. Do not assume power is universal just because it is powerful.
Harri’s throat tightens.
No. Not now.
Not now.
“What—” she chokes, staring at the circle like it has personally betrayed her. “What use is my magic—”
Nik’s eyes glitter faintly, entertained by her shock.
“You really thought,” he says softly, almost kind, “that your little wand would undo Bennett magic?”
Harri’s breath shudders.
Bonnie sways again, and Harri sees it, sees the stubbornness, the fury, the way Bonnie is still choosing Elena even while everything inside her is breaking. Fragile, furious, bleeding, still refusing to let someone else pay alone.
Harri tries to step forward. The circle hums louder, warning her off.
Nik’s voice drops, sharp enough to cut.
“Dont.”
Harri’s hands shake around her wand.
This is the moment her body understands before her mind does: she cannot stop this the way she knows how to stop things. She cannot outspell it. She cannot force it open. She cannot bully the magic into obedience.
She has power and it is useless in the way that matters.
Harri looks at Bonnie — really looks — and the disappointment she has been living in turns into something worse.
Self-disgust.
Because she brought Bonnie into a world where this could happen.
Because she trusted a monster to behave like a man.
Because she promised safety with her whole chest and forgot that promises don’t stop knives.
Her voice breaks, small and raw.
“Bonnie…”
Bonnie’s eyes flick toward her, hazy and pained, and there is something in them that Harri cannot name without flinching: I told you. I told you I couldn’t trust you.
Harri swallows hard.
She lifts her wand again anyway, because even if she can’t undo the circle, she can still do something. She can still try to reach. She can still fight in the only way she knows: refusing to stand still while people bleed.
Her gaze locks on Nik.
And for the first time since she met him, she doesn’t see her soulmate.
She sees the man who is doing this in her name.
The man who closed their bond so she couldn’t find him.
The man who took her promise and killed it like it was an inconvenience.
Harri takes a step forward into the moonlight, wand steady despite the tremor in her hand.
She doesn’t shout. Shouting is for people who still believe volume can change outcome. Harri has watched too many outcomes hold steady under screams.
“Nik,” she says, and it is not his name in her mouth so much as a warning.
His gaze lingers on her wand with mild, indulgent interest, as if he’s humoring a child with a toy. He doesn’t look back at Bonnie for long, he doesn’t need to. The circle already has her. Bennett magic doesn’t ask twice once it’s been fed.
Bonnie’s knees dip. Her shoulders jerk like her body is trying to fold in on itself and can’t find permission. Blood glitters on her upper lip, dark in the moonlight. The circle hums, low and hungry, and Harri feels it in the wrong places; teeth, ribs, the back of her throat, like her body is trying to translate a language it was never taught.
Tyler’s scream turns into something animal and breaking.
Elena’s head lolls against Nik’s arm, breath shallow enough to make Harri’s stomach pitch. Blood keeps slipping out of her, steady and indifferent, soaking into earth that doesn’t care who it drinks from.
And Aunt Jenna—
Harri does not let herself look for too long. The shape of a body on the ground is a memory she doesn’t need revived.
“Stop,” Harri says again, quieter now, like quiet will make it truer.
Niks mouth curves, almost fond. “You’re still thinking like a person who believes in stopping things.”
He shifts his grip on Elena; not cruel, not gentle. Practical. And Harri understands, with a cold clarity that makes her hands go numb, that he is not performing for her. He is not hesitating for her. He is simply finishing what he began.
Bonnie’s voice lifts, ragged. Not a spell shouted triumphantly, not a witch in control but a girl dragged to the edge of herself and made to speak anyway.
Harri doesn’t catch every word. It’s not her craft. It doesn’t sit in her bones the way it sits in Bonnie’s. But she feels the moment the circle tightens, the way a noose tightens: one smooth pull, no drama, just conclusion with hands.
The air shudders.
Nik inhales like something inside him has finally reached the end of its tether.
For a heartbeat he looks almost… peaceful, staring at nothing but sensation, like he’s tasting freedom with a body. Then his eyes sharpen, and whatever is chained inside him snaps.
Tyler’s howl tears through the clearing.
Nik’s head tips back. The sound he makes is not a scream. It’s a laugh with teeth. A low, shaking exhale that turns into a roar, pleasure and agony braided together so tightly Harri can’t tell where one ends and the other begins.
The ground trembles beneath Harri’s feet.
Bonnie staggers.
It is subtle at first, a sway, a slip, like her body tries to pretend it can hold her upright a second longer. Then her shoulders buckle and Harri lunges instinctively, wand held tight, hands reaching for the only thing that matters.
“Bonnie”
Bonnie’s eyes find hers, hazy and burning, and for a moment Harri sees the whole distance between them: the kitchen table, the truth, the rupture, the silence that followed. All of it folded into this one look.
Bonnie’s mouth moves. The words come out thin, urgent, the last of her control spent on choosing someone else.
“Elena,” Bonnie whispers. “Save her. Please.”
The plea lands like a blade and a mercy at once.
It is the first thing Bonnie has asked of her since that day. Not forgiveness. Not explanation. A task. A trust, small and trembling, offered anyway.
Harri’s throat tightens so hard it hurts.
“I will,” she says, and it comes out broken. “I will—”
Bonnie’s eyes slip. Her body goes slack.
Harri steps forward—and Elijah is suddenly there.
Not arriving. Not approaching. Simply present, like the space beside Bonnie has always belonged to him and the world is only now catching up.
His hands catch Bonnie mid-collapse with impossible precision, impossibly careful. He does not look at Harri. He does not look at Nik. His attention is entirely on the girl in his arms, as if everything else in the clearing can burn and it would not change where he stands.
Harri’s breath catches.
Elijah’s jaw flexes once, the only sign of anything resembling emotion.
Then he’s gone. One blink, and the space is empty.
Bonnie is gone.
The circle is still etched into the earth, smoking faintly at the edges like a wound that refuses to close.
Nik stands in the centre of his ruin, chest heaving, eyes bright, the wolf finally awake inside him. He looks… satisfied. He looks like himself in the worst way: a man who has always believed wanting something justifies the taking.
Harri’s wand lifts again, not because it will undo what’s been done, but because she needs something in her hand that isn’t her own shaking.
The anger rises, hot enough to make her vision pulse white at the edges. Her whole body wants to throw itself at him. Wants to tear him open and see if anything human spills out.
She takes a step.
Nik’s gaze slides to her, amused, as if he can already see the shape of the fight she wants.
Harri stops herself on sheer force.
Because Bonnie’s voice is still in her head.
Elena. Save her.
Harri swallows, hard. Her wand stays trained on Nik anyway, the point steady now, her voice low enough to be dangerous.
“I will deal with you later,” she says, every syllable laced tight. “Do not move. Do not follow. Do not—”
Nik smiles, slow and sharp, like he’s pleased she thinks “later” exists in a world he’s just rewritten.
Harri doesn’t give him anything else. Not another word. Not another look.
She turns.
Elena is swaying, barely upright, blood still oozing out of her like her body hasn’t realised it’s allowed to stop. Tyler is on the ground, shaking violently, eyes wild, half-man and half-something else, caught in the aftermath.
Harri runs to them.
She catches Elena first, because Elena is light in a way that makes Harri sick; too light, like her bones have been emptied out. Harri drags her closer, hands already moving, wand flicking without thought.
“Hold on,” Harri breathes, to Elena, to herself. “Just—hold on.”
She levitates Tyler with a sharp jerk of her wrist, because she refuses to waste time hauling him when seconds matter. He makes a broken sound, more pain than language. Harri doesn’t have the luxury of soothing him.
Her eyes flick once, against her will, to Aunt Jenna.
A body on the ground. A consequence with a face.
Harri’s stomach turns, grief rising sharp and unwanted, but she clamps down on it like she learned to do at sixteen when there were too many bodies and not enough time to mourn.
“Later,” she whispers, not to Klaus this time. “I’m coming back.”
Then she apparates.
Not elegant. Not clean. Desperation has jagged edges.
The Salvatore house snaps into view around her , old wood, dark windows, a place that feels like it’s already hosted too many disasters and learned to brace for the next. Harri stumbles as she lands, Elena’s weight dragging at her arms, Tyler’s levitated body jerking midair like a marionette with cut strings.
She has never been here before.
She doesn’t know the rules.
She doesn’t know the people.
But Bonnie asked. And that’s all that matters.
So Harri goes anyway, bursting into a stranger’s home with blood on her hands and panic in her throat, because there is nowhere else left that might have a chance of keeping Elena breathing.
“Hello?” Harri calls, voice sharp with urgency. “I— I need help. Now.”
The bang is loud enough that Damon thinks, briefly and with deep personal offence, that Stefan has finally managed to knock something over without apologising for it.
That assumption lasts exactly half a second.
The front door flies open hard enough to rattle the frame, wood slamming against the wall with a crack that sends a ripple of alarm through the house, and Damon is already on his feet before his brain catches up, instincts snapping to attention with the sharp efficiency of someone who has survived a century and a half by never assuming noises are benign.
What comes through the door is not a threat in the traditional sense.
It is worse.
A girl Damon recognise in passing at the mystic grill stumbles inside carrying Elena like she weighs nothing at all, Elena’s body slack and wrong in her arms, her head lolling back against the stranger’s shoulder, skin greyed out to a colour Damon has only ever seen on corpses and very nearly on mirrors.
There is blood on Elena’s shirt, too much of it, dark and tacky and unmistakably human, and Damon’s mind latches onto that detail with unpleasant clarity because blood is supposed to be his thing, not something he finds smeared across her like evidence.
Behind them, floating. Actually floating.
Tyler Lockwood is suspended a foot off the ground, his body contorted at angles that make Damon’s spine ache in sympathetic protest, muscles jerking violently beneath skin that looks stretched too tight, his mouth open wide in what is very obviously a scream that is producing absolutely no sound at all.
Damon’s brain, which prides itself on categorisation under pressure, starts sorting anyway.
The somewhat unknown girl. Witch, clearly, because gravity has apparently been optionalised. Elena unconscious but breathing. Tyler mid-werewolf nightmare, currently muted by something clever and deeply irritating. No immediate attackers visible.
Then the girl crosses the threshold fully, and whatever barrier she has wrapped around Tyler snaps like a soap bubble.
The scream hits the house all at once.
It is raw, animal, and wet with pain, the sound of bones finishing arguments they started under moonlight, and Damon flinches despite himself as Tyler collapses to the floor in a tangle of limbs, body snapping and reforming in sickening increments as the transformation reverses itself with all the grace of a car wreck in slow motion.
“Good God,” Damon mutters.
Stefan appears at the top of the stairs and freezes, eyes locking immediately on Elena, colour draining from his face so fast it’s almost impressive.
“Elena,” Stefan breathes, already moving, already reaching.
Damon is there first.
He doesn’t remember deciding to cross the room, but suddenly his hands are on Elena’s shoulders, steadying her, fingers brushing her throat automatically to check for a pulse he knows he’ll find and would lose his mind if he didn’t.
It’s there — faint, too slow, wrong — and something ugly and sharp coils in his chest, something that feels a lot like panic and therefore has to be strangled immediately.
This is not happening.
They saw her this afternoon. Alive. Arguing. Human and annoying and fine.
You do not get to almost die in a handful of hours without leaving some kind of trail.
“Hey,” Damon says, softer than he means to, his sarcasm failing to show up for work. “Stay with us, sweetheart.”
He bites his wrist without ceremony and presses it to her mouth, because this is not the time for debate or permission, and because the idea of waiting for Stefan to give the okay feels unbearable in a way Damon does not intend to examine.
Elena coughs weakly, lips parting, swallowing on reflex, and Damon watches the blood vanish into her like it belongs there, watches colour begin to crawl back into her cheeks with agonising slowness. Relief hits him sharp and unwelcome, lodged somewhere under his ribs, and he ruthlessly categorises it as practical satisfaction because anything else would be dangerous.
Stefan drops to his knees beside them, hands shaking as he cups Elena’s face, whispering her name like an apology.
Only then does Damon look back at the girl who brought them.
She’s standing just inside the doorway now, a stick still in her hand — her chest rising and falling too fast, eyes wild and furious and threaded through with something that looks uncomfortably like grief.
Tyler is a crumpled, twitching mess on the floor behind her, breath coming in ragged gasps, skin slick with sweat and blood.
Damon straightens slowly, irritation clawing its way back into place where it belongs.
“Okay,” he says, voice sharpening as he looks her over, cataloguing again because that’s what he does when emotions threaten to get ideas. “You’re going to start talking. Preferably in sentences that explain why my brother’s girlfriend looks like she lost a fight with a meat grinder and why Lockwood just redecorated my foyer with his internal organs.”
The girl meets his stare without flinching.
“Klaus Mikaelson,” she says bluntly. “The moonstone. A hybrid curse. A full-moon ritual. Sound familiar?”
The words land with weight.
Damon feels something cold slide into place in his gut, because Katherine had said those words, or versions of them, weeks ago, had babbled and pleaded and spun half-truths like she always does, and Damon had dismissed it all as another dramatic performance in a long career of lies.
Stefan stiffens beside him.
“She told us,” Stefan says quietly, horror dawning in his voice. “About the ritual. About the moonstone being part of something bigger.”
Damon exhales through his nose, sharp and humourless.
“Of course she did,” he mutters. “Because God forbid Katherine Pierce ever be wrong, just inconveniently unbelievable.”
He looks back at the witch, anger starting to burn hot now that Elena is breathing again.
“And you are… what? A bystander with benefits?” Damon demands. “Because you seem to know an awful lot about a very personal apocalypse, and I’m not seeing you bleeding on my floor.”
Her jaw tightens.
“I tried to stop it.”
Damon laughs once, sharp and ugly.
“Wow. Gold star,” he says. “Because from where I’m standing, it looks like you showed up late, waved a stick around, and then dropped my almost-dead friend on my rug like a very traumatic housewarming gift.”
Something flashes in her eyes then; not fear, not shame, but pure, incandescent fury.
“You think I don’t know that?” she snaps. “You think I’m not aware of exactly how close she came to dying?”
“Then why didn’t you stop it?” Damon presses, stepping forward, because anger is easier than the alternative, and because if he doesn’t stay loud he might have to stay honest.
She stares at him like she’s deciding whether he’s worth the effort.
“Because not all magic plays by the same rules,” she says coldly. “And because I’m not from your little ecosystem of chalk circles and bloodletting. What they started, I can’t unmake.”
Damon’s eyes flick to the stick again, irritation flaring.
“Well you should’ve tried harder witchy.”
Something flashes in her eyes again - pure, incandescent fury.
“So let me get this straight,” Damon continues. “You’re clearly a witch. You knew the ritual. You knew the players. And your plan was… what. Yell really loudly and wave that stick like we’re in a children’s fairytale?”
She moves faster than he expects.
One second she’s standing there, the next Damon is airborne, slammed bodily into the wall hard enough to rattle picture frames, the impact knocking the air from his lungs in a sharp, humiliating burst. He slides down a few inches, stunned more by the audacity than the pain.
The witch’s voice is shaking now, but not with weakness.
“With all due respect,” she says, stalking toward him, stick leveled, “fuck off.”
Damon blinks up at her.
“I brought her here alive,” she continues, voice cracking under the strain of holding herself together. “I held him back long enough that she’s still breathing. And if I hadn’t, you’d be planning a funeral instead of asking questions.”
She turns away from him then, already done, already moving toward the door.
“I have a witch to find,” she says, raw and urgent. “A body to bury. And a monster to deal with.”
She pauses, glancing back just long enough to drive the knife in clean.
“You’re welcome.”
As she reaches the threshold, Stefan looks up from Elena, eyes red and frantic and grateful all at once.
“Bonnie,” he says. “Is she—”
The witch stops.
“That’s what I’m going to find out,” she replies quietly, and then she’s gone, the air snapping in her wake.
The house falls into a terrible, ringing quiet, broken only by Elena’s shallow breathing and Tyler’s broken whimpers.
Damon stays where he is for a moment longer than necessary, staring at the space she occupied, his mind replaying the image of Elena’s grey skin over and over again like a bad loop he can’t shut off.
He hadn’t noticed she was gone.
Not because he didn’t care.
Because he didn’t know he was watching.
And that realisation settles into him slowly, heavily, like something that is going to hurt later when he finally lets it.
Harri goes back alone.
Not because she’s brave, or noble, or because she has any appetite left for clean endings. She goes back because there is a body in the woods and Harri has never been able to leave bodies behind once she’s seen them. That kind of neglect is a luxury for people who didn’t spend their adolescence counting the dead by name.
The night has thinned by the time she reaches the tree line again, the moon still bright enough to make everything look deliberate. It lights the clearing like a stage, and Harri hates it for that. She hates the chalk still scored into the earth, hates the faint burn where magic has chewed through the ground, hates the way the air still tastes of iron and old words.
She hates him most of all.
The walk back is long only because she forces it to be. She could Apparate straight to the centre of the clearing, but she doesn’t trust herself to land cleanly when her hands are still shaking and her thoughts keep slipping sideways into images she can’t unsee: Elena’s mouth parted around breath that barely mattered, Tyler’s bones cracking like snapped branches, Bonnie swaying under moonlight with blood on her face and betrayal in her eyes. Nik’s calm. Nik’s certainty. Nik closing the bond like a door in her face.
Harri keeps replaying it anyway, as if repetition will change the outcome.
It doesn’t.
It only gives her more time to decide, with a slow, sick clarity, that she is going to hurt him. Not in a lover’s argument. Not in a way that can be soothed over with apologies and hands at her waist. In ways he has never been hurt, the kind of hurt that sits in your body and teaches you fear.
The thought should scare her. It doesn’t. It steadies her. It gives her something to hold onto that isn’t grief.
By the time she steps into the clearing, Jenna is still there.
The sight knocks the wind out of her, sudden and brutal, because the world will keep moving no matter how wrong it is. The body is arranged exactly as she left it—too still, too quiet, a human shape laid out under moonlight like a warning.
Harri swallows hard and forces herself to move.
She kneels beside Jenna, not gently, because gentleness is a thing Harri no longer trusts. She doesn’t know this woman. She knows what she represents: a normal life that never stood a chance once monsters decided they needed ingredients.
“I’m sorry,” Harri hears herself say, and the words are useless. They don’t give Jenna her breath back. They don’t rewind the night. They don’t undo the fact that Harri stood in that circle and watched her magic fail her when it mattered most.
She draws her wand, because even if her craft couldn’t tear apart Bennett work, it can still do this. It can still make the earth open. It can still make death less exposed.
With a flick and a whispered spell, the ground softens. Loam loosens. Roots pull back like they’re being asked, politely but firmly, to make room.
Harri lowers Jenna into the hollow with careful hands and freezes when her fingers brush cold skin.
The cold is familiar.
Not because she has ever touched Jenna before, but because she has touched too many bodies. Because the war taught her what skin feels like when the person inside it is already gone. Because she spent years doing this, closing eyes, lifting weight that shouldn’t have been weight, pretending that burying someone is the same thing as giving them peace.
She told herself she was done with it.
She told herself she’d earned the right to stop digging graves.
She thought Mystic Falls was a detour. A small violence, a contained one. She thought New Orleans and Niklaus and the promise of starting again meant she was allowed to lay the war down at last.
And here she is, kneeling in dirt with blood still crusted under her nails, trying to be the last hands a stranger ever feels.
Her throat tightens without warning.
Hotness gathers behind her eyes, and Harri hates it on instinct. She hates the weakness of it, the betrayal of her own body deciding to soften now, after the worst has already happened.
A tear slips down her cheek and she goes perfectly still, furious at herself for it.
What right does she have to cry?
Jenna is the one who died. Bonnie is the one who was forced. Elena is the one who nearly bled out. Tyler is the one who screamed himself raw. Harri is the one who arrived too late and watched her promises collapse like paper in rain.
Another tear falls anyway.
It isn’t for Jenna alone.
It’s for everything that is breaking at once, the way her life keeps circling back to this, no matter how hard she runs. It’s for Bonnie’s eyes turning away from her. It’s for the fact that Bonnie is in Elijah’s hands now, and Harri doesn’t know whether that means safe or simply out of reach. It’s for Elena’s grey skin against her arms. It’s for the brief, awful thought that if she’d been seconds later, Elena would have been a body too.
It’s for the realisation that she let herself believe her soulmate would not be the one to drag her back into this.
She lets the grief crest once, sharp and humiliating, then she crushes it down the way she learned to at sixteen.
Not because it’s healthy. Because it’s necessary.
Harri covers Jenna with earth, slow and methodical, filling the hollow until the body is gone from sight. She presses her palm to the mound when it’s done, grounding herself in the simple fact of dirt under skin, and breathes until the tremor in her hands eases.
When she stands, her cheeks are streaked and her jaw aches from how hard she’s clenched it.
The fury is still there, hotter now for having been forced to share space with grief. She clings to it because anger at least has direction.
Nik deserves it.
But Bonnie—
Bonnie is the one who matters first. Who matters now.
Harri wipes her face with the heel of her hand like she can erase the evidence of softness, then looks up at the trees, at the empty moonlit space where Elijah vanished with her.
“I need to find her,” Harri whispers, and the words are not a hope. They are a decision.
She tightens her grip around her wand, draws one steadying breath through her nose, and Apparates—leaving the fresh earth behind, leaving her tears where they fell, carrying only the one thought she can survive on now:
Bonnie, please be alive.
//
Blessedly, she finds Bonnie in her own home ,in the familiar quiet of her bedroom, the curtains drawn against the night, her duvets pulled close and cocooning her like the room itself has decided to keep her safe. Bonnie looks small beneath the weight of exhaustion, colour leeched from her skin, lashes resting too heavily against her cheeks. But she is breathing. Steadily. Unequivocally alive.
Elijah sits at her side.
Not hovering. Not pacing. Simply present, his palm resting against Bonnie’s cheek with a care so deliberate it borders on obsession. He looks up when Harri enters, and whatever he sees on her face makes something in his own expression tighten; guilt, first and foremost, sharp and unguarded.
“I didn’t know,” he says quietly, before she can speak. “I swear to you, Harri — I did not know he meant to do it tonight.”
The words aren’t defensive. They aren’t polished. They land heavy, like something he has been carrying since the moment he took Bonnie from the clearing.
Harri believes him.
The certainty comes immediately, bypassing suspicion and rage alike. If Elijah had known, Bonnie would never have stood in that circle breathing. Whatever else Elijah Mikaelson is capable of, this kind of betrayal would have required foreknowledge, and he does not have the face of a man who arrived too late on purpose.
Harri exhales, long and shaking, and only then realises how tightly she has been holding herself together.
“Is she safe?” she asks, voice low, careful, like speaking too loudly might disturb something fragile. “With you?”
Elijah’s hand does not leave Bonnie’s face.
“Yes,” he answers, without hesitation. “She is safe.”
Not will be. Not I intend to keep her so.
Is.
“She is safer with me,” he continues, meeting Harri’s gaze fully now, “than she would be anywhere else.”
Harri swallows.
It isn’t accusation that makes her ask next. It’s need. The kind that demands certainty, not reassurance dressed up as conviction.
“Why?” she asks. “What assurance do I have — what proof — that I can trust that?”
Elijah does not bristle. He does not argue.
He simply nods, once, like he has been waiting for the question.
Slowly, deliberately, he rolls up his sleeve.
The skin of his wrist is unmarked by violence, untouched by ritual , but the words there are unmistakable, dark and indelible against his pale skin. A soulmark. Not fresh, but alive with a quiet gravity that makes Harri’s breath hitch.
Then, gently, carefully, Elijah lifts Bonnie’s hand from the duvet and turns her wrist so the light falls just right.
The matching words stare back at her.
For a moment, Harri cannot make sense of what she is seeing, her mind stalling out as something vast and unbearable rearranges itself all at once. Then understanding hits, not like revelation, but like collapse.
“Oh,” she breathes.
Her knees give. Not dramatically. Not all at once. Just enough that she has to reach for the bed to steady herself, the world tilting violently as relief and grief crash together inside her chest. Her vision blurs, and she hates herself for the tears even as they come, hot and unstoppable.
Thank God. Thank God Elijah hadn’t known. Thank God he had been there. Thank God Bonnie had someone who had reached for her not as a resource, not as a necessity, but as a person.
A soulmate.
Someone bound to her in a way that isn’t transactional.
And then—
Something else breaks. The relief curdles, sharp at the edges.
Harri straightens abruptly, breath hitching, the tears drying almost as fast as they came. Her hand drops from the bed, fingers curling like she needs something solid to hold onto.
“No,” she says quietly.
Elijah looks up at her again, startled this time.
“No,” Harri repeats, firmer. “That doesn’t— that doesn’t mean anything to me.”
The words scrape out of her, raw and unkind and absolutely honest.
“Don’t show me that like it’s a guarantee,” she says, her voice tightening. “Don’t expect it to reassure me.”
Elijah’s brow furrows. “Harri….?”
“My soulmate,” she cuts in, eyes burning now, “stood in a clearing tonight and used a girl I care about like fuel. He promised me restraint and gave me blood instead. He closed our bond, lied to my face, and broke a curse over bodies he didn’t bother to mourn.”
Her laugh is sharp and joyless. “So forgive me if matching words on skin don’t mean safety to me anymore.”
Silence stretches between them, heavy but not hostile.
Elijah absorbs it. All of it. When he speaks again, his voice is lower, not defensive, not offended.
Measured.
“You are right,” he says. “A bond does not make a person good. It does not prevent cruelty. It does not absolve choice.”
Harri watches him closely.
“Then why,” she asks, “should I trust you?”
Elijah doesn’t look at his wrist again. He looks at Bonnie.
“At her,” he says quietly. “Because whatever I am, whatever I have been , I will not be the thing that harms her. Not knowingly. Not unknowingly. Not for my brother. Not for a cause. Not for a cure.”
He turns back to Harri, gaze steady, unflinching.
“I give you my word,” Elijah says. “She is safe with me.”
Not because of the bond.
In spite of it.
Harri stares at him for a long moment, the war-honed part of her cataloguing tone, posture, omission. Looking for cracks. For evasion.
She finds none.
Something in her finally loosens; not trust, not fully, but the absence of immediate fear.
“Good,” she says hoarsely. “Because if she isn’t—”
Elijah inclines his head once. “I understand.”
Harri exhales, shaky and exhausted, and looks down at Bonnie again, at the steady rise and fall of her chest, the familiar line of her mouth slack with sleep.
“When she wakes,” Harri says softly, “tell her I’m sorry, truly. Tell her Elena is alive. Tyler too.”
Elijah nods. “I will.”
Harri lingers for a final heartbeat, imprinting the room into memory , the quiet, the safety she cannot yet trust, the way Bonnie looks when the world has stopped hurting her for a moment.
She turns toward the door knowing the worst part is already done not the violence, but surviving it. The bodies are buried. The blood is dry. What remains now are consequences, and the man who made them inevitable.
//
Harri finds him back at the house.
Not lurking. Not hiding. Exactly where he has always been when he believes himself untouchable , seated, composed, the aftermath of violence already arranged into something he can live with. Rebekah is there at first, hovering too close, her mouth tight with words she knows better than to speak.
Harri doesn’t look at her.
She walks straight in, dirt still under her nails, grief still wet on her skin, fury humming so loud in her chest it feels like static.
Rebekah reads the air instantly. She leaves without being told, heels sharp against the floor, the door closing with a quiet finality that feels deliberate.
Now there are only two of them.
Nik doesn’t stand when Harri stops in front of him.
He looks up instead, eyes bright in a way that is not relief, not regret , something fevered and sharp, like he has already decided how this ends.
“You’re here,” he says. “Good.”
Harri stares at him.
The man she loved is not gone. That is the worst part. He is exactly the same man who kissed her forehead in quiet rooms, who held her through nightmares, who listened when she spoke about the war and did not flinch.
That man did this.
“I buried her,” Harri says.
Her voice is steady. Too steady. “I buried Jenna.”
Nik’s jaw tightens, just barely. A flicker. Gone almost immediately.
“That was never—”
“Don’t,” Harri cuts in, and there it is , the crack. “Do not finish that sentence.”
Silence stretches.
Nik rises slowly, as if humouring her, as if standing is a courtesy he is granting rather than a necessity.
“You came back,” he says instead. “I wondered if you would.”
“I came back because I needed to hear you say it,” Harri replies. “Say it to my face. Tell me why you broke your word.”
His mouth twists.
“I told you,” he says. “Your love shackles me.”
The words hit hard, not because they surprise her, but because they don’t.
“You expect me to hesitate,” Nik continues, his voice sharpening. “You expect restraint. You expect mercy. You expect me to become something else because loving you makes you uncomfortable with what I am.”
Harri laughs once. It’s ugly. Short.
“I expected you not to use a girl I love as leverage,” she says. “I expected you not to kill someone who had nothing to do with your curse. I expected you not to look me in the eye and lie.”
“You expect softness where I am cruel,” Nik snaps. “You expect compromise from a man who learned a thousand years ago that hesitation gets you killed.”
“And I expected,” Harri fires back, “that my soulmate wouldn’t drag me back into a clearing full of bodies like the war never ended.”
That lands.
Nik’s eyes darken, something feral flashing through them.
“You don’t get to hold that over me,” he says. “You don’t get to pretend your hands are clean.”
“Oh, I know they aren’t,” Harri says, stepping closer now, tears burning hot but unchecked. “That’s why this disgusts me. I left that life. I bled for it. I buried enough people to last a lifetime. And you….”
Her voice breaks.
“You promised me.”
“I promised you what I could afford,” Nik says coldly. “And then Elijah found his soulmate.”
That stops her.
“What?”
“You heard me,” he says, bitterness seeping in now, defensive and sharp. “Elijah finding his soulmate to a Bennett witch changed everything. Every question he asked, every hesitation, every attempt to delay, it was obvious. If I waited, he would have stood in my way.”
“So you rushed,” Harri says, incredulous. “You panicked.”
“I acted,” Nik snarls. “Because the timing mattered. Because if Elijah hadn’t found her now, I wouldn’t have broken my promise to you.”
Harri stares at him like she doesn’t recognise the logic he’s trying to sell her.
“So because your brother found his soulmate,” she says slowly, “you decided it was acceptable to destroy mine.”
Nik scoffs. “You make it sound so dramatic.”
A sound tears out of her, half laugh, half sob.
“There is a dead woman in the ground because of you,” Harri shouts. “There is blood on Tyler’s hands because of you. Elena nearly died because of you. And you’re standing here telling me it was bad timing?”
Nik steps closer. Too close.
“You don’t understand,” he says. “You never will. Because you still believe the world bends for morality. It doesn’t. It bends for power.”
“And what about me?” Harri demands. “Where do I fit in your grand fucking philosophy?”
“You are the problem,” Nik says flatly. “You make me hesitate. You make me doubt. You make me compromise.”
“And you resent me for it,” Harri whispers.
“Yes,” he says, unflinching. “And I love you anyway.”
Something inside her snaps.
Something cold settles behind Harri’s eyes.
She thinks of Bonnie’s bloodied mouth.
Of Elena’s weight in her arms, too light, terrifyingly light.
Of dirt under her nails and the sound of earth hitting a coffin that didn’t need to exist.
She thinks of how easily he closed their bond. How deliberately.
Her wand is already in her hand. She doesn’t remember lifting it.
Nik notices the shift before the spell is spoken. He always notices. His shoulders tense, weight shifting slightly, prepared for violence the way a body remembers how to breathe.
“Harri,” he warns, low.
The way he says her name still does something to her.
That almost stops her.
Almost.
“You don’t get to say it like that anymore,” she says, her voice strangely calm. “You don’t get to say my name like it belongs to you.”
His eyes flicker. Annoyance. Something sharper underneath.
Harri does not decide to hurt him.
That is the part she will think about later, the absence of deliberation. The way the choice does not arrive dressed as a choice at all. It simply happens, rising up out of everything she has swallowed since the clearing, since the body in the ground, since the moment she realised promises mean nothing when spoken by men like him.
Her magic is already awake.
Nik steps closer, still talking, still defending himself, still insisting that love is a liability and that she should have known better than to expect anything else.
And something inside her goes very, very still.
It is the same stillness she felt during the war, right before she did something she would never speak about afterward. The calm that arrives when emotion burns itself out and leaves only intent behind.
“Crucio.”
She does not shout it. She does not spit it. She says it like a fact.
The spell lands.
Nik does not have time to sneer, or brace, or twist it into something theatrical. His body reacts before his pride can catch up. His back slams into the wall hard enough to crack wood, the sound sharp and ugly, and then—
Then he breaks.
The sound that tears out of him is wrong. Too raw. Too stripped of performance. His spine arches violently, fingers clawing at the air like he’s trying to grab something solid enough to anchor himself to. The scream rips free without permission, dragged out of places he keeps locked down even from himself.
Harri watches.
She does not flinch.
She feels it, the spell coursing through him, the way it lights up every nerve, the way his body becomes a map of pain she is actively tracing. She feels how easy it would be to push harder, to deepen it, to sharpen it until there is nothing left of him but agony and instinct.
A part of her likes that she can.
That realisation hits her harder than the spell ever could.
Because there is satisfaction there. Not joy. Not relief. Something darker. Something frighteningly clean.
For a heartbeat, just one, she understands why Voldemort loved it.
The control. The certainty. The way pain feels like proof that you matter enough to shape the world.
Her stomach twists.
Nik’s scream cracks, breaks into something hoarse and ruined, and she can feel the moment his pride fractures under it. Can feel the way his mind scrambles, the way his thoughts lose cohesion, reduced to nothing but sensation.
She holds it anyway. Longer than she should.
Long enough that his body starts to shake, muscles spasming uncontrollably, breath tearing in and out of him like it doesn’t know how to belong in his chest anymore. His head drops forward, teeth bared, a sound leaking out of him that is no longer a scream so much as a broken, animal noise.
And still she doesn’t stop.
Because this is what he did to others.
Because this is what he dismissed as necessary.
Because for once, the power imbalance is not theoretical.
Then something inside her recoils. Not because of him. Because of herself.
She feels it suddenly, sharply, the echo. The way this feels familiar. The way it fits too easily into her hands. The way her magic does not resist this at all.
“I—” Her breath stutters.
This is not who she survived to become.
“No,” she whispers, and the word is for herself as much as him. “No.”
The spell collapses..Released. Nik crumples.
He doesn’t fall so much as slide down the wall, body folding in on itself, breath coming in ragged, violent pulls. His hands shake as he tries to ground himself, fingers scraping uselessly against the floor like he doesn’t quite trust gravity anymore.
For a moment, there is silence.
Then he laughs. It starts low. Broken. A sound scraped raw out of his chest. It builds unevenly, half-hysterical, half-feral, until it fills the room in a way that makes Harri’s skin crawl.
“That’s it?” he pants, dragging himself upright inch by inch, pain still clinging to him like a second skin. “That’s where you stop?”
He looks at her, eyes bright with something unhinged, lips curling even as his body betrays him.
“You couldn’t finish it,” he says. “Even after everything I did.”
Harri is shaking now. Not from fear. From restraint.
She feels hollowed out, like the spell burned something through her on its way out. Her grip tightens on her wand, knuckles white, because letting go of it feels dangerous in a way she cannot articulate.
“I stopped,” she says hoarsely, “because I recognised myself.”
Nik tilts his head, a mocking echo of intimacy. “And you didn’t like what you saw.”
“No,” she says. “I didn’t.”
She steps back, tears spilling freely now, anger and grief bleeding into each other until she can’t tell where one ends and the other begins.
“Be thankful I stopped,” she tells him, voice breaking but fierce. “Because I am not above hurting you. I just refuse to let my cruelty rot me the way yours has.”
He laughs again, but there’s something cracked in it now. Defensive. Desperate.
“Still pretending you’re better,” he sneers. “Still clinging to morals when they don’t protect you.”
Harri wipes at her face, rough and furious.
“I don’t care what you think protects me,” she says. “I care what I can live with.”
She meets his gaze fully, and this time there is no love softening it. No hope. No reaching.
“Whatever we were,” she says, “whatever this fragile, beautiful thing was, it’s gone.”
His smile falters.
“You don’t mean that.”
“I do,” Harri says. “Find yourself another soulmate. One who won’t flinch when you decide bodies are acceptable. One who won’t expect you to keep your word.”
Her voice rises, cracking under the weight of it.
“I have already been betrayed. I have already been used. I did not survive a war to be broken by the one person who was supposed to choose me.”
Nik’s laughter turns sharp, almost hysterical.
“You’ll come back,” he says. “You always do.”
Harri looks at him, really looks, at the man who taught her tenderness and then weaponised it, who promised restraint and delivered blood, who called her love a shackle and still expected her to wear it.
“No,” she says quietly. “This time, I won’t.”
She turns away while he is still laughing, still shaking, still bleeding in places that will heal.
And she walks out knowing the worst part is not what she did to him.
It’s what she almost let herself become.
Chapter 29
Summary:
“Yeah,” he says quietly, staring out at the garden. “That feeling doesn’t go away.”
She waits. He doesn’t elaborate.
“They tell you it’s different if they’re not romantic,” George continues, voice even. “As if love has categories that make loss easier. Turns out, that’s rubbish.”
Harri swallows.
“You don’t lose the bond,” he adds. “You just lose the person on the other end of it.”
Notes:
Seems like the last chap was a crowd pleaser ey. Happy new year guys.
P.s. I went winter wonderland on Friday, first time going, safe to say it really wasn’t worth the hype. :(
Save your bucks girlies, and get the man to break the bank for you instead 😗
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Harri arrives in England.
The ground does not welcome her. It simply holds.
The air is colder than she remembers, not sharp, not dramatic. Just heavy. Settled. The kind of cold that sinks into muscle memory and reminds her body what it was trained to endure. Her magic tightens without being told. Pulls inward. England has always demanded control before comfort.
She doesn’t linger. If she stops moving, she knows she will start thinking, and thinking is dangerous right now.
Rebekah walks beside her, unusually quiet. Kol lags a step behind, gaze flicking to the wards, the land, the way magic behaves here, old, disciplined, intolerant of improvisation. Ginny stays close, close enough that Harri feels the steady pressure of another presence without having to acknowledge it.
No one says anything. There is nothing to say. America had been him. Not the cities. Not the promises. Not the fantasy of starting again. Just Nik, his gravity, his certainty, the way she had let herself believe that choosing him meant escaping the life England carved into her bones.
She doesn’t think his name.
She feels the absence like a limb she hasn’t learned how to miss yet.
She does not go to Andromeda.
Seeing Teddy would require explanations she doesn’t have words for. It would require admitting that she left England believing love could replace history, that she trusted something ancient and violent to be different for her.
Instead, she goes where she has always gone when she doesn’t know who she is allowed to be.
The Burrow.
The wards recognise her immediately. They do not hesitate. They do not question where she’s been or what she’s done. They open because they always have.
That hits harder than she expects.
Not relief. Something tighter. Something that presses behind her ribs and makes her jaw lock.
The house is the same. Crooked. Loud in the way lived-in places are loud. It smells like tea and something burning slightly because someone forgot it on the stove.
The door opens.
Molly Weasley freezes when she sees her.
Not because Harri looks different, but because she looks the way people do when they’ve made it home without leaving everything behind.
Molly doesn’t ask what happened.
She doesn’t ask why Harri came back alone.
She steps forward and pulls her into a hug that is firm, grounding, unmistakably maternal: not a rescue, not a cure. Just contact.
Harri goes still. Her body does not melt into it. It holds, rigid and trained, like it’s waiting for the cost of this softness to present itself.
“You’re here,” Molly says quietly. Not a question.
Harri nods.
That’s all she can manage.
Arthur’s hand lands at her shoulder; steady, wordless. Ginny watches from the doorway, eyes sharp with understanding she doesn’t try to soften.
Tea appears. A chair is pulled out. Space is made without ceremony.
No one asks her to justify herself.
No one asks what she sacrificed to get back.
England once demanded everything from her — her childhood, her anonymity, her blood.
This Burrow does not. And that contrast hurts more than anything else.
Harri sits at the table and stares at the wood grain like it might anchor her. Her hands shake when she lifts the mug. The relief comes then, twisted, unwelcome, threaded through grief and anger and something close to nausea.
She is not better for being here. She is just… no longer running.
For now, that is the only victory she trusts.
/
The first two weeks back in England do not ask Harri who she is without him.
They simply continue. No headlines. No gatherings. No public reckoning. Just weather that can’t decide what it wants to be and mornings that arrive whether Harri feels ready for them or not.
The Burrow does not pause for grief. It remains exactly as it always has; crooked, overfull, unapologetically alive.
It creaks and groans and overflows the same way it always has, as if the house itself has decided that momentum is a moral stance. Stairs complain underfoot. Doors never quite close. Someone is always calling for someone else from a different room, and half the time the wrong person answers anyway.
It greets her the same way it did when she was twelve and hollow-eyed and trying not to flinch at kindness: with noise, with clutter, with the quiet assumption that she belongs here whether she’s earned it or not.
That assumption is the hardest part. It is infuriating. It is a relief.
Molly never asks why Harri is back.
She doesn’t ask what went wrong, or who failed her, or whether Harri intends to stay. She feeds her. Wraps jumpers around her shoulders when the evenings turn cold. Presses fruit into her hands like nourishment is a language that doesn’t require translation.
Harri lets her.
That, more than anything, feels like coming home.
Arthur treats her like a returning adult rather than a wounded one, which might be the kindest thing anyone’s ever done for her. He asks her opinions. He tells her about Ministry absurdities with quiet outrage. He laughs with her, not at her, and when conversation falters, he doesn’t rush to fill it.
Ron and Hermione are harder.
They are careful in different ways. Hermione watches Harri’s hands when she speaks, like she’s checking for tremors. Ron watches her face, waiting for jokes that don’t come, then overcompensates with noise when silence stretches too long.
They sit close. Always close.
Sometimes Hermione rests her ankle against Ron’s under the table, absent-minded and intimate. Sometimes Ron reaches for Hermione’s tea without looking and hands it back sweetened exactly right.
Harri notices every time.
She hates herself for it.
It isn’t jealousy, not really. It’s the way the world keeps confirming that bonds persist. That love doesn’t collapse just because hers did. That people keep choosing each other in small, unconscious ways while she’s still learning how to exist without flinching at her own thoughts.
Ginny is worse.
Not because she’s cruel, because she isn’t. Ginny is fierce and warm and protective in a way that makes Harri’s chest ache. She brings Harri tea in the mornings without comment. Sits beside her on the sofa and leans in like proximity might do some of the work words can’t.
Kol hovers on the edge of it all, sharp-eyed and unrepentantly himself. He doesn’t apologise for Nik. He doesn’t excuse him. He doesn’t try to smooth anything over. He watches Harri with the frank curiosity of someone who knows exactly what his brother is capable of and is quietly furious on her behalf.
Ginny’s hand finds Kol’s more often than she realises.
Harri clocks it every time.
She tells herself she’s being unfair. That she’s projecting. That they deserve this softness, this ease. She tells herself she is not entitled to resent other people’s happiness just because hers detonated.
She still feels it anyway.
Neville and Rebekah don’t touch much.
That’s what makes it worse.
They orbit each other with an attentiveness that isn’t performative, a shared glance across the room, a half-smile held just a second too long, the instinctive way Neville steps into Rebekah’s space without crowding her. It’s not romance yet. It might not be soulmates.
But it feels like something that will last.
They share glances. Soft ones. The kind that say I see you without announcing it to the room. Harri clocks it immediately and hates herself for doing so.
Even here. Even now.
Everywhere she looks, connection persists.
It’s not malicious. No one is flaunting it. But it’s constant — love surviving. Choosing itself. Continuing.
And Harri feels… out of step with it. Like she’s arrived half a beat too late to a song everyone else still knows the rhythm of.
Harri looks away before the thought can sharpen.
George gets it.
Not because he says anything. Because he doesn’t.
He is the only one who doesn’t try to soften the edges for her.
He sits beside her without commentary. Shares silence like it’s an offering instead of a problem. When he talks, it’s never to fix , only to acknowledge.
He continues to sit with her on the back steps while the house buzzes behind them, hands wrapped around a mug he’s forgotten to drink from. He doesn’t ask. He doesn’t fill the silence. He just stays.
One night, when the house has finally quieted and the world feels too big again, George says, staring out into the dark, “Everyone tells you time makes it smaller.”
Harri hums noncommittally.
“They don’t tell you it also makes it quieter,” he continues. “And quiet can be worse.”
She understands that instantly.
Fred’s absence isn’t loud anymore. It’s structural. Built into George’s posture, his timing, the way he pauses mid-thought like he’s waiting for a voice that no longer arrives.
Different loss.
Same fracture.
At some point, Harri realises she’s been breathing shallow for most of the day. George notices at the same moment.
“Yeah,” he says quietly, staring out at the garden. “That feeling doesn’t go away.”
She waits. He doesn’t elaborate.
“They tell you it’s different if they’re not romantic,” George continues, voice even. “As if love has categories that make loss easier. Turns out, that’s rubbish.”
Harri swallows.
“You don’t lose the bond,” he adds. “You just lose the person on the other end of it.”
That lands harder than anything else has.
They don’t talk about Nik. Or Fred. Or soulmarks for a while. They don’t need to. The understanding is already there — quiet, untheatrical, mutual.
That night, Harri lies awake in a room that smells like old books and summer air and thinks, I’ve survived worse than this.
The thought comes sharp and defensive.
She survived the war. Survived being built into something useful before she was old enough to consent to it. Survived grief that hollowed out entire years of her life. This heartbreak, betrayal, disillusionment , this should be manageable.
It’s almost insulting that it hurts this much.
By the end of the second week, she’s tired of herself.
Tired of circling the same thoughts. Tired of flinching at laughter. Tired of pretending that staying still is the same thing as healing. Tired of cataloguing her reactions. Tired of feeling like a raw nerve in rooms full of people who love her. Tired of the way grief demands centre stage even when she’s already survived worse.
She recognises the pattern , the danger of it. She’s always known how to linger in pain until it calcifies.
She tells herself she’s moved on from bigger things than this. And she has.
She tells herself heartbreak is survivable. That betrayal is old territory. That she has rebuilt herself from ash before, and this should be manageable by comparison.
So she does what she’s always done best.
She moves.
Not forward. Not properly. Just enough.
She gets up earlier. Helps Molly without being asked. Goes on long walks through fields she knows by heart, wand tucked close but unused. She answers questions with practiced neutrality. She smiles when appropriate. She laughs when expected.
She pretends to move on.
It’s a skill she perfected young, the ability to function before the feeling catches up. To let the world believe she’s fine while something inside her lags behind, still bleeding, still recalibrating.
It isn’t healthy.
But it’s familiar.
And right now, familiar is survivable.
England doesn’t absolve her. It doesn’t soften her.
The Burrow doesn’t mend her.
But it gives her structure. Noise. A place to pop stand while she relearns the shape of herself without him. It’s a place that knows her scars. Knows the shape of her survival. Knows what she looks like when she stands in ruins and keeps going anyway
That will have to be enough.
It always has been.
And it’s like that the next step presents itself whether Harri is ready for it or not.
Teddy.
The thought arrives without ceremony and lodges itself behind her ribs, heavy and unavoidable. She has been circling it for days — letting it exist at the edge of her awareness like something that might bite if approached too directly. But England has a way of stripping things back to essentials. You cannot stay here long without confronting the parts of your life that matter.
And Teddy matters.
The last time she saw Andromeda, it had been in New Orleans.
Harri remembers the weather . The way the air had clung to her skin like insistence. The way she’d spoken too fast, already half-justifying herself before Andromeda had even asked the question. She had asked Andromeda to take Teddy back to England , not because she wanted to give him up, but because the things Nik needed to do were dangerous, and Harri refused to let her godson be collateral.
Andromeda hadn’t agreed with it.
She hadn’t agreed with any of it, really.
Not with Harri crossing an ocean for her soulmate when the war had barely cooled in her bones. Not with her uprooting a child who had already lost both parents and calling it a fresh start. Not with the way Harri spoke about Nik, with certainty, with devotion, with the dangerous conviction of someone who believed love could finally outrun history.
And yet.
Andromeda had let her go.
She had let Harri take Teddy to America in the first place, despite her misgivings, because she loved Harri like her own and understood what it meant to need something after a life spent surviving. She had trusted Harri with the thing she loved most, even when she didn’t trust the man Harri had chosen.
And then , when it all went wrong — it had been Andromeda who crossed the ocean to retrieve her grandson.
In some twisted way, Harri thinks now, she chose her soulmate over her godson.
Not consciously. Not maliciously. But the result doesn’t care about intent. Teddy had been sent away. Andromeda had been forced to step in. And Harri had stayed behind, telling herself it was temporary, telling herself she would fix it.
She swallows hard as she walks up the path to Andromeda’s house.
She doesn’t know if Andromeda will let her take Teddy back.
That uncertainty sits like a weight in her chest. Andromeda has already given her grace once. Grace is not infinite. Trust, once bent, does not always straighten again.
The door opens before Harri can knock.
Andromeda stands there, composed as ever, her expression unreadable in the way only women who have survived enormous grief ever manage. She takes Harri in in one sharp, assessing glance , the hollow under her eyes, the tension she hasn’t bothered disguising, the way she stands like someone bracing for impact even in stillness.
“I thought you’d last longer,” Andromeda says.
The words land cleanly.
Harri stills.
She doesn’t know what Andromeda means — whether she’s referring to her staying with her soulmate, or the extra days she spent at the Burrow licking wounds she doesn’t know how to tend properly. Whether it’s disappointment, expectation, or something more neutral that simply happens to hurt.
Harri doesn’t have the energy to analyse it.
She shrugs, small and helpless despite herself. “Life’s been… efficient,” she says, which is a terrible answer and she knows it.
Andromeda studies her for a moment longer, then steps aside.
“Come in.”
The house smells like tea and old books and something faintly medicinal. It feels quieter than the Burrow , more deliberate, more contained. Harri sits where she’s directed, hands folded tightly in her lap, aware of how young she feels under Andromeda’s gaze despite everything she’s survived.
They talk.
Not about the things that matter.
They talk about England. About how Teddy’s been sleeping. About the weather doing what it always does when no one is watching. The conversation is restrained, careful, threaded with unspoken tension that tightens the longer it goes on.
Harri feels herself bristling without meaning to. Feels the snap creeping into her replies. Andromeda notices. Of course she does.
Then there’s a sound from the hallway.
A soft thump. A wobble. A small, excited gasp.
Harri turns just as Teddy barrels into view, feet tangling under him, curls wild, eyes bright with sudden recognition.
“Ma—” he starts, trips, catches himself on the doorframe. “Ma! Ma!”
The word hits Harri like a physical blow.
She’s on her feet before she realises she’s moved, knees hitting the floor just in time to catch him as he launches himself forward with all the reckless trust of a child who has never doubted her presence in his world.
“Teddy,” she breathes.
He clutches at her jumper, fingers curling tight, face pressed into her shoulder as if anchoring himself there. His laugh is high and breathless, full of unfiltered joy, and Harri has to close her eyes because if she doesn’t she might break something she can’t afford to.
She holds him like she’s afraid he might vanish if she loosens her grip.
Behind them, Andromeda watches in silence.
/
Harri stays on the floor.
She doesn’t trust her legs yet.
Teddy is warm and solid in her arms, heavier than he was the last time she held him like this, limbs longer, coordination still questionable but determined. He pulls back just far enough to look at her, hands braced on her shoulders like he needs to confirm she’s real.
“Ma,” he says again, then pauses, brow furrowing with the serious concentration of a child assembling language from instinct. “Ma… Harri.”
Her breath stutters.
“That’s right,” she murmurs, voice thick. “That’s me.”
He beams, delighted with himself, and immediately launches into a stream of near-sentences , half-formed but earnest, words bumping into each other as if they’re all desperate to get out at once.
“Gran—Gran says no climb chair,” he informs her solemnly, pointing vaguely toward the furniture. “But Teddy climb. Boom.” He claps his hands together to demonstrate the impact, then giggles.
Harri laughs despite herself, the sound breaking out of her chest like something startled. She presses her forehead to his for a moment, grounding herself in the weight of him, the fact of him.
“You’re talking,” she whispers, half-awed. “You’re really talking.”
He nods emphatically, curls bouncing. “Teddy talk. Teddy big.”
“You are,” she agrees, swallowing hard. “So big.”
The realisation creeps in slowly, cruel in its gentleness. She was there for his first word. His first step. She remembers both vividly, the way her heart had nearly stopped with it, the way she’d laughed and cried at the same time, overwhelmed by the miracle of something continuing.
But this?
This is different.
This is accumulation. Growth she didn’t witness. Sentences she didn’t hear. The way his voice has settled into itself, the way his personality is already carving grooves she hasn’t been present for.
“How did I miss this?” she thinks, and hates the answer enough not to finish it.
She shifts him on her hip, brushing her thumb across his cheek the way she always has. “What else have you been doing, hm? Still like dragons?”
Teddy nods vigorously. “Dragons. And frog.” He thinks about it. “Frog loud.”
Harri smiles, watery. “They are.”
“And magic?” she asks softly, carefully. “Any… surprises?”
Teddy’s eyes light up with mischief. He wiggles his fingers. “Boom lights!” he declares proudly.
Her chest tightens. “Boom lights?”
Andromeda clears her throat from behind them. “He turned all the lamps pink last week. Took me an hour to undo.”
Teddy grins, unrepentant.
Harri laughs again, then presses her face briefly into Teddy’s hair because the sound wants to turn into something else. She’s missed so much. Not everything , but enough that it aches.
Andromeda watches the two of them, something in her expression easing despite herself. She hadn’t meant to soften — she rarely does — but the sight of Harri with Teddy has always undone her a little. Harri isn’t pretending here. She never has with him. Every fracture, every fault line, is still present, but so is the love. Unmistakable. Undeniable.
“I don’t approve,” Andromeda says finally.
Harri stiffens.
“Of what happened to you,” Andromeda continues evenly. “Or the choices that led you there. Or the way you broke yourself in the process.”
Harri closes her eyes.
“I know,” she says hoarsely. “I—”
“And,” Andromeda adds, firm but not unkind, “look at you.”
That’s what does it.
Harri looks down at herself like she hasn’t already catalogued every crack. Like she hasn’t felt them grinding together every time she breathes.
Andromeda steps closer.
“If you want Teddy back,” she says, voice steady, unyielding, “you will move in here.”
Harri looks up, stunned.
“We will stay under the same roof,” Andromeda continues. “I will not miss another milestone. Not his, and not yours. And I will not have you doing this alone, because I won’t have you teaching yourself that isolation is the price of love.”
Teddy squirms happily between them, oblivious, patting Harri’s cheek. “Ma sad?” he asks, concerned.
Harri presses a kiss to his curls. “Just… tired, love.”
Andromeda exhales slowly. “And,” she adds, because she’s never been one to leave truths unsaid, “you and I will be having a long conversation. Soon. Whether you like it or not.”
Harri nods weakly. “Okay.”
The word is small. Earnest. Barely held together.
Andromeda studies her for a moment longer, then, unexpectedly, pulls her into a hug.
It is not tentative.
It is not gentle.
It is fierce and grounding and full of all the things Andromeda Tonks has never said out loud but has lived by anyway.
“I missed you,” Andromeda says quietly. “And I do love you. Even when I don’t like your decisions.”
That breaks her.
Harri’s breath shatters, a sob tearing free before she can stop it. She clutches back with shaking hands, face pressed into Andromeda’s shoulder like she’s sixteen again and the world has just proven it can still be cruel again.
“I’m sorry,” she keeps mumbling, over and over. “I’m so sorry.”
Teddy squeaks in protest as he’s squished between them, then laughs, delighted, arms wrapping around both of them as best he can. “Hug,” he announces proudly.
Harri laughs through her tears, clutching him tighter, the three of them tangled together in a moment that hurts and heals all at once.
For the first time since she left America, the grief loosens just enough to let something else in.
Not forgiveness. Not peace. But belonging.
And for now, that is enough.
Mystic Falls
Bonnie comes back to herself in pieces.
Not the cinematic kind , not a gasp, not a bolt upright, not clarity snapping into place like a light switch.
It’s slower than that. Meaner.
It’s sensation first: the dull ache behind her eyes, the weight in her limbs like she’s been filled with wet sand, the sour-metal taste of dried blood at the back of her throat. Her mouth is dry. Her skin feels wrong, too tight in some places, too numb in others, the way it does after magic has been forced through you until your body stops recognising the line between yours and not-yours.
Then sound. A quiet house. The faint creak of wood settling. A distant hum that might be a fridge or might be her own pulse.
And then memory, crashing in with no warning at all.
Moonlight.
Chalk.
Elena’s face gone grey in someone else’s hands.
Tyler’s bones trying to rearrange themselves into something that can live with what it’s becoming.
And Harri , Harri at the edge of it, wand up, magic bright, eyes too wide like she’s watching her own failure happen in real time.
Bonnie remembers lifting her gaze, heavy and burning, and finding Harri’s eyes.
Not forgiveness. Not comfort.
Just the last thing she could still choose.
“Elena,” Bonnie hears herself say in her own head, thin and urgent. “Save her.”
Harri’s face breaks in a way Bonnie will pretend not to remember later.
And then— Her knees go. The world tilts.
Bonnie doesn’t remember hitting the ground.
She remembers hands.
Fast. Sure. Catching her like she mattered.
Elijah.
That’s the name that slides in with the rest of the memory, clean and undeniable. Not Klaus, not the one who stood in the middle of it like it was a right , but the other one, the one whose presence had always been quiet enough to be mistaken for harmless.
He’s there in her fogged recollection, close enough that she can smell him, old paper, something crisp, the faintest trace of blood that isn’t hunger so much as history.
Bonnie remembers his voice near her ear.
“Bonnie.”
Not shouted. Not ordered. Just said, like an anchor.
And then darkness again , not full black, but the kind where you can still feel yourself moving.
In and out. In and out.
The world swims. Her body goes cold, then hot, then cold again.
At one point, she’s aware of wind on her face.
At another, she’s aware of her what she thinks, knows is her front steps beneath her, the familiar curve of the porch, the smell of her mother’s old plants, the quiet shape of home like a promise she doesn’t know if she deserves.
Bonnie doesn’t remember deciding to speak.
She just remembers the words leaving her mouth anyway, slurred around exhaustion.
“My house?.”
A pause. A breath.
Then Elijah, careful like he’s weighing something dangerous.
“Yes, though I cannot enter unless invited.”
Even half-conscious, her mind catches on the meaning. The rule. The cost.
Bonnie’s eyes crack open long enough to see the edge of her own front door, the threshold line that keeps a lot of things out, and lets a lot of things in.
She should say no.
She should tell him to leave her on the porch and figure it out herself, because trusting vampires is how you get people killed.
But her magic is a guttering ember. Her body is a bruise. And she can feel it in her bones, the truth she hates most: if she collapses out here alone, nobody is going to find her fast enough to matter.
Elijah doesn’t push.
He just stands there with her weight in his arms like he has all the time in the world, like he’s waiting for her choice to be real.
Bonnie hates that she notices the difference.
Hates that it matters.
Her throat works around dryness. Around pride.
Around the sound of Harri’s voice in her head, promising things and breaking anyway.
Bonnie swallows.
And chooses survival.
“You can come in,” she whispers.
It feels like signing something she hasn’t read.
Elijah dips his head once , not triumphant, not relieved. Just acknowledging.
“Thank you.”
Then the door opens, and the house swallows them whole.
Bonnie doesn’t remember the walk to her room. She remembers the bed , the dip of the mattress, her duvets dragged up around her like a barricade. She remembers Elijah moving with precise quiet, like he knows how to exist in someone else’s space without taking it over.
She hears him speak once, somewhere above her.
“Water?”
Bonnie wants to say she can do it herself.
Her body refuses to cooperate.
So she settles for a sound that might be agreement.
She feels the rim of a glass against her mouth. Cool water, carefully tilted. No rush, no forcing, no impatience.
When she manages to open her eyes properly, it’s dim. Curtains drawn. Lamps off. The room kept low and quiet like someone understands that brightness would hurt.
Elijah sits in the chair by her bed.
Not looming. Not pacing. Not filling the room.
Just there.
Watching her breathe like that is the only thing on his list of tasks.
Bonnie’s pulse stutters, once, hard. Because this is her room. Her house.
And there is a vampire inside it because she let him in.
She tries to sit up. Pain lances through her ribs in a dull, spreading wave.
Elijah is on his feet before she finishes moving.
“Do you want me to leave?”
The question lands strange.
Not I’m staying. Not you can’t make me. Not you need me.
Just: Do you want me to leave?
Bonnie stares at him, suspicious by instinct, exhausted by reality.
“I don’t know what I want,” she says, and hates how true it is.
Elijah’s expression doesn’t change, but something in his posture loosens, as if honesty is a language he respects.
“Then I will stay,” he says simply. “Until you do.”
Bonnie’s fingers curl into her duvet.
She remembers his hand under the cherry blossoms — the first time they’d touched — and how the world had cracked open at the seam like it had been waiting for that moment.
Soulmark. Bond.
Something ancient and automatic stitching itself to her life without permission.
She doesn’t look at her wrists now.
She doesn’t have the energy to face what’s written there.
Instead, she watches Elijah’s face in the dim light and tries to understand why his presence feels like a line held steady… instead of a hand closing around her throat.
Outside her room, the house remains silent.
Inside it, Bonnie breathes. And Elijah waits.
She wakes again without pain.
That’s the first thing that registers , not the absence of ache, but the absence of damage. No splitting headache. No screaming nerves. No sense of her magic limping back into place like it’s been beaten into submission.
Her body feels… held.
Which is wrong. After rituals, after force, after being used, there is always a reckoning. There is always a bill.
Bonnie flexes her fingers beneath the duvet. Sensation comes back clean. Whole.
Her brow furrows. Elijah notices immediately.
“You’re awake,” he says quietly.
Not finally. Not good. Just a statement, like he’s been waiting without impatience.
Bonnie turns her head, studies him more carefully this time. He’s still in the chair. Still hasn’t moved closer than necessary. Still dressed like the night never touched him.
“How long?” she asks.
“A day,” he answers. “You were conscious for moments. Not enough to stay.”
She swallows. Her throat doesn’t burn. Her ribs don’t protest.
“That’s… not normal,” she says.
“No,” Elijah agrees.
Her gaze sharpens. She looks down at herself, then back at him.
“You did something,” Bonnie says.
Elijah doesn’t deny it.
“I fed you my blood,” he says calmly. “Your injuries were not mortal, but your body had been pushed beyond what it could safely recover from alone.”
Bonnie waits for the panic. For the revulsion. For the fear. For the instinctive recoil she’s been trained into.
Instead, what she feels is… discomfort. A low, uneasy awareness — like wearing someone else’s coat. Heavy. Warm. Not hers.
But not poison.
Her magic hums once, unsettled, then stills.
“You should have asked,” she says, not accusing. Just stating fact.
“I did,” Elijah replies. “You agreed.”
Bonnie searches her memory. Finds the fog. The porch. The threshold.
“…Right,” she says, after a beat.
She exhales slowly.
“I don’t love it,” she admits.
“I wouldn’t expect you to.”
“But,” she continues, quieter now, “I don’t hate it either.”
That surprises them both. Elijah inclines his head slightly. “Your equilibrium is… impressive.”
Bonnie snorts weakly. “That’s one word for it.”
Silence stretches , not awkward, just unhurried.
Bonnie’s thoughts begin to sharpen, edges coming back online. And with clarity comes the weight of everything she hasn’t checked yet.
“Elena,” she says suddenly.
Elijah looks at her immediately.
“She lives,” he says. “Harri ensured it.”
Bonnie’s chest tightens, relief hitting hard and unannounced.
“Tyler?”
“Alive,” Elijah says. “Changed. Traumatized. But alive.”
”Aunt Jenna?”
”Harri buried her.”
Bonnie nods once, absorbing it.
“And… Harri?” she asks, hating the way the name still lands soft.
Elijah hesitates, just a fraction.
“She came here,” he says carefully. “Briefly.”
Bonnie’s fingers curl into the duvet.
“Did she,” Bonnie asks, voice steady through effort, “have anything to say?”
Elijah reaches into the inside pocket of his coat.
“There is a letter,” he says. “She asked that I give it to you when you were able to read it.”
He pauses, then adds, precisely as promised, “If you would rather not receive it now, I will keep it.”
Bonnie stares at the ceiling.
Her first instinct is no. Her second is coward. Her third is exhaustion.
“Give it to me,” she says.
Elijah hands it over without comment, fingers never brushing hers.
Bonnie turns the envelope over once.
Harri’s handwriting.
That almost undoes her.
She opens it anyway.
Bonnie,
I don’t know how to explain myself without starting at the beginning, so I’m not going to try to be concise. You’ve been concise with your pain. You deserve more than that from me.
I didn’t grow up knowing what I was.
I grew up being told I was wrong.
My childhood wasn’t loud violence, it was smaller, tighter things. Cupboards. Silence that pressed in on your ears. Adults who looked at you like you were something they’d been cursed with. I learned early that being unwanted doesn’t always come with shouting. Sometimes it just comes with neglect dressed up as normal.
Then strange things started happening.
Glass breaking when I was scared. Lights flickering when I was angry. People getting hurt when I didn’t know how to stop myself from wanting them to. Everyone told me I was a freak, and I believed them, because there was no language yet for what I was.
When I was eleven, someone knocked on the door and told me I wasn’t broken.
They told me I was a witch.
Not the kind that sits in circles and calls on ancestors, not because that magic is lesser, but because mine was built differently. Structured. Channelled. Bound to tools and incantations and rules. They called it the wizarding world. They called the school Hogwarts.
They gave me a wand and suddenly the chaos had edges.
At school, magic wasn’t about balance or negotiation. It was about control. Precision. Mastery. If your spell went wrong, you were the problem. If you lost control, it was because you hadn’t learned enough yet.
I made friends. Real ones. People who laughed with me instead of at me. For the first time, I belonged somewhere without having to disappear to earn it.
Then I learned who my parents were.
They died for me. Not metaphorically. Literally.
That knowledge rewires you. Knowing your existence cost people their lives doesn’t make you grateful, it makes you careful. It makes you afraid of taking up space. It makes you feel like your worth is conditional on sacrifice.
They gave me names after that night. Titles. The Girl Who Lived.
They said it like it was a gift.
It wasn’t.
It was a responsibility I never agreed to.
I grew up into a war. One that didn’t wait until I was old enough to choose. I learned how to fight before I learned how to rest. I learned that hesitation gets people killed, and that the world will forgive cruelty if you call it necessary.
I lost my godfather. Sirius. He was reckless and kind and loved me like I was allowed to exist just for being me. When he died, something in me learned that loving people is dangerous — not because it hurts when they leave, but because the world notices and takes them away.
The war ended. They called us heroes. They expected us to be whole again.
I wasn’t.
What I was… was tired. And angry. And hollowed out by years of being useful.
Teddy came into my life and gave me something else to fight for. Not a prophecy. Not a cause. A child who deserved safety. A future. I found a family , not by blood, but by choice. People who fed me, argued with me, loved me loudly and imperfectly. People who didn’t ask me to bleed to belong.
I thought I was done with monsters.
Then I met the voice in my head, my soulmate.
I won’t lie to you — I loved him. Deeply. Not because he was good, but because he tried. Because with me, he wanted to be better. For two years we built something fragile and human in New Orleans. I believed him when he said he wouldn’t force anyone’s hand. I believed him when he said you would never be used.
That belief is on me.
Father Kieran taught me something I thought I understood until it was too late , that magic isn’t universal.
My kind of magic is built to impose. It cuts cleanly, follows rules, obeys structure. If it works once, it works again.
Yours doesn’t. We are not the same kind of witch.
The magic of your world , of your witches, is relational. It responds to blood, yes, but also to land, to history, to agreements made long before either of us were born. It doesn’t break just because someone powerful wants it to. It holds because it’s been fed, honoured, and paid for.
What was started in that clearing wasn’t something I could undo by force. Not because I wasn’t strong enough, but because I wasn’t speaking the same language.
I need you to understand this: I didn’t choose you because you were useful. I never saw you as leverage. But I did trust the wrong man to keep his word, and I did bring you into a world where that trust mattered more than my intentions.
When I saw the ritual begin and realised I couldn’t stop it, not with my wand, not with my anger, not with my will , something in me broke that I don’t know how to name yet.
I was furious. At him. At myself. At everything that keeps asking girls to pay for men’s ambition.
I ended things with Nik that night.
Not because I stopped loving him, but because I realised love without safety is just another kind of cage.
I didn’t wait for you to wake up because I couldn’t bear to ask for forgiveness before you had the strength to refuse it.
That would have been selfish.
I am going back to England. Before that, I have things to close in New Orleans.
You don’t owe me forgiveness.
You don’t owe me trust.
But please know this: our friendship was real. It wasn’t strategy. It wasn’t magic. It wasn’t obligation.
It was choice.
If one day you decide I still belong in your life, I will come back without hesitation.
If you don’t, I will live with that.
— Harri
Bonnie doesn’t cry right away
That’s the first thing she notices.
The letter lies open in her lap, pages soft from being handled too tightly, the edges bent where her fingers dug in without her realising. Her hands are steady now. Her breathing is even. Her chest doesn’t ache the way it does when grief wants spectacle.
Instead, there is a pressure behind her eyes, not tears, not yet, just the sense that something has shifted its weight inside her and hasn’t decided where to settle.
She reads the last line again.
It was choice.
Bonnie closes her eyes.
Choice.
That word always arrives too late.
Understanding comes slowly, unwillingly. Not relief , never relief , but context. A widening of the frame. The realisation that Harri didn’t lie to her so much as live inside a different set of rules. That the magic Bonnie knows, the magic she bleeds for, is not something you override with force or certainty or a wand raised at the right angle.
That doesn’t make what happened okay.
It just means the failure wasn’t simple.
Bonnie hates that part the most.
Because simple failures are easier to survive. They fit neatly into anger. Into blame. Into never again.
This one doesn’t.
Harri hadn’t chosen Klaus over her in that clearing , not consciously. She’d chosen trust. She’d chosen belief. She’d chosen to assume that someone who promised restraint would mean it.
And Bonnie knows exactly how dangerous that kind of choice is.
She’s made it herself.
Bonnie opens her eyes and stares at the far wall of her bedroom, at the familiar crack near the window she’s been meaning to fix for years. She thinks of the ritual circle , of Elena shaking, of Jenna’s terror, of the way the air had felt thick and wrong and inevitable all at once.
She thinks of Harri at the edge of it, wand up, realising too late that the rules she lives by didn’t apply there.
If Harri couldn’t protect me, Bonnie thinks, does that make her human… or unreliable?
The question doesn’t resolve. It just sits there, heavy.
Because both can be true.
She presses the heel of her hand into her sternum, grounding herself the way Grams taught her, not with magic, but with breath. In. Out. Slow. Measured.
She understands Harri now.
That doesn’t mean she forgives her.
Understanding doesn’t erase the fact that Bonnie was the one who paid. Understanding doesn’t change the circle drawn in chalk, the blood spilled, the way the world had lined her up like a resource and assumed she would endure.
And Harri had left.
Bonnie’s jaw tightens.
Not because Harri went back to England. Bonnie understands that, too, painfully well, but because she left before Bonnie could decide what to do with her anger. Before Bonnie could look her in the eye and say you don’t get to explain this until I’m ready to hear it.
A letter is safer than a conversation.
Harri knows that.
Bonnie exhales sharply through her nose, something close to a laugh but not kind enough to deserve the name.
You didn’t wait, she thinks. You protected yourself first.
She doesn’t know yet whether that hurts more than the ritual.
Her gaze drops, finally, to her wrists.
The words are still there.
Unchanged. Unapologetic. Real.
A soulmate. A vampire. A future she didn’t choose, stitched onto her skin without permission.
Did I choose this, she wonders, or did it choose me?
And more importantly —
Does being someone’s soulmate make me safer… or just more valuable?
The thought coils low and tight in her stomach.
Bonnie folds Harri’s letter carefully, creasing it once, then again, until it’s small enough to fit in the bedside drawer. She doesn’t throw it away. She doesn’t tuck it close to her heart either.
She puts it somewhere she can find it when she’s ready.
That feels right.
There’s a quiet presence at the edge of her awareness, not intrusive, not hovering.
Elijah.
She hasn’t forgotten him. She just hasn’t had the energy to decide what he is yet.
He hasn’t spoken. Hasn’t asked what the letter said. Hasn’t tried to interpret her silence. He sits where he was before, posture unchanged, attention steady but not consuming.
Waiting.
Bonnie notes the difference without wanting to.
Klaus wanted. Harri tried to shield. Elijah waits.
That distinction lands deeper now, threaded through the ache in her ribs and the letter folded in her drawer and the unfamiliar calm in her body that still doesn’t feel earned.
She doesn’t look at him yet.
She isn’t ready to add another variable to a night already full of them.
Instead, Bonnie leans back against her pillows and closes her eyes.
She is not healed. She is not okay. But she is awake. She is breathing.
And for the first time since the ritual, the world is no longer demanding an answer from her immediately.
And that will have to be enough.
/
By the fifth day, Bonnie can sit up without bracing herself.
That alone feels like a lie her body is telling cautiously, waiting to see if the pain will argue back.
It doesn’t.
Her magic is still tender, quiet in a way that suggests recovery rather than depletion, and her limbs feel like they belong to her again. No tremor. No backlash. No echo of the ritual clawing at the edges of her thoughts.
Elijah is still there.
Not hovering. Not fading into absence either. He exists in the room the way a held breath does, contained, controlled, deliberate. He hasn’t crossed a boundary she didn’t invite him across. Hasn’t asked questions she didn’t offer answers to. Hasn’t filled the silence unless she gave it shape first.
Bonnie watches him from her bed.
He stands near the window, coat off, sleeves neat, posture composed but not rigid. He looks like someone who understands how to wait without making it feel like surveillance.
That awareness settles something uncomfortable in her chest.
She doesn’t want gratitude to turn into dependence.
“You can go,” she says.
Her voice is steadier than she feels.
Elijah turns immediately, attention clean and focused , not startled, not offended.
“You are certain?” he asks.
Bonnie nods once.
“I’m better,” she says. Then, after a beat, honest enough to hurt: “Not okay. But not broken.”
He studies her for a long moment, not measuring strength, not calculating risk. Just seeing.
“I’m glad,” he says quietly.
She shifts, fingers curling into the duvet.
“You didn’t have to stay,” Bonnie adds. “The last few days. You could’ve left after I woke up.”
“Yes,” Elijah agrees. “I could have.”
The admission isn’t defensive. It’s factual.
“But you didn’t.”
“No.”
Something in her chest tightens , not fear, not warmth. Recognition. He doesn’t dress his choices up as obligation. He owns them.
“That matters,” Bonnie says before she can second-guess it.
Elijah inclines his head, just slightly.
“I hoped it would.”
Silence stretches between them, not heavy, not sharp. Earned.
Bonnie takes a slow breath.
“You fed me your blood,” she says, not accusing. Not grateful either.
“Yes.”
“You stayed,” she continues. “You waited for me to wake up. You didn’t… take anything.”
He doesn’t flinch from the implication.
“I would not,” Elijah says. “Even if I could.”
She believes him.
That’s the unsettling part.
“I need to do this next part on my own,” Bonnie says. “Figure out what I’m feeling. What I’m not.”
“I understand,” he replies immediately.
She watches him retrieve his coat, movements unhurried. When he reaches the doorway, he stops, not crossing the threshold yet.
“If you would prefer I leave the house immediately,” he says, “say so.”
Bonnie shakes her head.
“No. You can go when you’re ready.”
A pause.
“Thank you,” she adds, quieter now. “For waiting. For everything.”
Elijah meets her gaze fully then.
“Thank you,” he says, “for choosing.”
He steps back. Her bedroom door closes softly behind him.
Bonnie listens to the house settle.
No pull. No pressure. No sense of being watched or wanted or claimed.
Just quiet.
She exhales, long and slow, and lets herself feel it , not relief, not grief. Something steadier than both.
For the first time since the ritual, since chalk and blood and power decided her worth without asking, she feels like herself again.
Notes:
Chap 30, Nik’s pov, due 01/01/26 hopefully
Chapter 30
Summary:
You forced the choice!” Elijah roars, shaking him once, violently. “You put bodies in her hands and dared her to stay!”
The pain surges again — sharp, insistent, wrong — and Nik’s smile falters for a fraction of a second. Elijah sees it.
His grip tightens.
“What did she do to you?” Elijah demands. “What spell did she use?”
Nik’s laughter returns, harsher now. “Oh, don’t flatter her. She didn’t break me.”
“Then why,” Elijah says, voice shaking with restrained horror, “are you bleeding and healing like a man who doesn’t recognise his own body?”
Notes:
OMG, HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELIES 🥳🥳🥳🥳 the fireworks are going crazy
I’m not really happy with the chapter, but this was the best I could do, hope you enjoyyyyyy
Chapter Text
The house does not rush to fill the space she leaves behind.
The door closes. The echo fades. And something remains wrong.
Nik stays where he is, one shoulder braced against the wall, breath still a fraction too shallow. He waits for the pain to burn itself out because it should. Because it always does. Vampire flesh knits. Nerves quiet. The wolf, newly unchained, should drown the rest in heat and motion and instinct.
Seconds pass. The pain does not leave.
It lingers instead, low and electrical, humming through his spine and down his arms like something alive and petulant. Not sharp enough to incapacitate. Too persistent to ignore. A wrongness that crawls beneath his skin and refuses to be ordered away.
Nik straightens abruptly, jaw tightening.
That is… unexpected.
Pain is not supposed to stick.
He has been burned. Dismembered. Flayed down to nerve and bone. He has died badly enough that lesser men would have begged for oblivion , and pain has always obeyed the same rules in the end. Hurt, then heal. Scream, then regenerate. The body answers.
This does not.
A pulse of irritation flashes hot and fast.
He rolls his shoulders once, then again, deliberately testing the limits of his own flesh. The ache flares in response, sharp enough this time to drag a hiss from between his teeth.
Nik stills.
That… should not have happened.
The wolf stirs beneath his ribs, restless and confused, claws scraping against instinct like it, too, expects relief that does not arrive. For a disorienting moment, Nik feels misaligned inside his own skin, like two immoral things have agreed on a rule and reality has decided to mock them both.
“Interesting,” he mutters, and the word sounds thin.
He takes a step forward.
The pain spikes again.
Not worse , just present. Persistent. As if her magic has left fingerprints on his nerves and refuses to lift them.
Something in his chest tightens.
No.
That is not how this works.
His mouth curves suddenly, sharp and humourless, and a laugh breaks loose before he can stop it, short at first, almost disbelieving. He lifts a hand, flexes his fingers, watches the faint tremor that has no business being there.
Then the laugh returns.
Louder this time. Ragged. Unstable.
“Well,” Nik says aloud to the empty room, voice pitching just a shade too bright, “isn’t that charming.”
He turns toward the sideboard.
The first glass never reaches his hand.
He sweeps his arm across the surface instead, sending crystal tumbling. The sound of shattering explodes through the room, sharp, violent, satisfying. Glass bursts against the far wall, fragments skittering across the floor like startled insects.
The pain flares again, delighted.
Nik snarls.
He grabs the nearest bottle, bourbon, unopened, and hurls it without looking. It smashes against the fireplace with a wet, emphatic crack, amber liquid bleeding down stone like something wounded.
Another laugh tears out of him, this one wild and shaking, echoing too loudly in the too-large space.
“Still here,” he says, breath hitching between amusement and fury. “You left, and you’re still here.”
He reaches for another bottle and throws it harder. The chair beside the table follows, lifted, flung, splintering against the wall with a violence that rattles the windows. Wood snaps. Glass rains. The room begins to look like honesty.
Nik paces through the wreckage, boots crunching over shards, movements sharp and erratic now, control slipping in quick, jagged increments. He drags a hand through his hair, fingers tangling, then laughs again, too loud, too sudden.
This is not rage.
This is disruption.
He presses his palm briefly to his sternum, as if he might physically locate the problem and tear it out. The ache pulses beneath his touch, stubborn and mocking.
A witch’s spell should not linger like this.
Not on him.
Not with the wolf free.
Unless—
The thought snaps into place with teeth.
Not damage. Not pain. An imprint.
Nik’s laughter cuts off abruptly.
For a single, razor-thin moment, the room goes very quiet, the kind of quiet that exists only in the eye of something violent. His expression shifts, something manic draining into something colder, more focused.
She didn’t just hurt him.
She touched something.
Not flesh. Not bone. But nerve, and left it’s imprint in his soul.
The laugh comes back, lower now, cracked at the edges.
“Oh,” Nik breathes, shaking his head slowly. “That was careless of you.”
He straightens, breath evening by force, eyes bright and fevered in the dim light. The pain still hums, irritating, intrusive, undeniable, and instead of recoiling from it, he lets it sit.
Lets it remind him. She did not finish it. She did not stay.
And she believes that restraint makes her unreachable.
Nik steps over the debris and moves toward the centre of the ruined room, boots slick with spilled whiskey, smile stretching too wide as the laughter fades into something sharp and private.
She will learn.
Not tonight.
Not immediately.
But she will learn that walking away does not erase impact.
It only delays it.
And Nik has never been patient —but he is very good at waiting.
/
He does not wait there.
The house has begun to feel too small, the walls closing in with the weight of broken glass and spilled liquor and the persistent, insolent hum beneath his skin. The pain has not faded. If anything, it has settled, less sharp, more deliberate, like something that knows it has time.
Nik turns on his heel and leaves the room as it is.
He does not clean. He does not correct. Let it stand as it fell.
Outside, the night is warm and open, thick with jasmine and damp stone and the faint echo of music drifting in from somewhere distant enough to pretend it has nothing to do with him. The world breathes around him, unaware, indifferent, alive in ways that have always belonged to him.
Mystic Falls is deceptively calm. Streetlights cast their careful pools of yellow, the town laid out in neat, dishonest lines, as if nothing monstrous has ever bled into its soil. The night air is cool, almost polite, and it does nothing to soothe the irritation scraping along his nerves.
Nik steps into it and lets the noise hit him full in the face.
The ache flares again as he moves, sharp enough to make his jaw tighten. He ignores it and keeps walking, pace fast and unmeasured, boots striking pavement with unnecessary force. He does not cloak himself. He does not slow.
He needs something louder than thought.
The first bar he passes is too quiet. The second smells wrong. The third has the kind of lighting that encourages confession.
That will do.
He pushes through the door and is met with heat and bodies and bass-heavy music that rattles the bottles behind the bar. Human laughter cuts through the air, careless and bright. For a moment, something ugly twists in his chest , not envy, not longing, but irritation at the audacity of joy existing in proximity to him.
Nik crosses to the bar and does not sit.
“Whiskey,” he says. “Neat.”
The bartender hesitates just long enough to be annoying.
Nik meets his gaze.
The man’s spine straightens, eyes glazing briefly before he nods and reaches for the bottle.
The first glass is gone before it properly touches the counter. Nik swallows it in one motion, barely tasting it, and gestures again.
Another.
Then another.
The burn is sharp, welcome, dragging heat through his throat and chest, something immediate, something obedient. For a blessed second, it dulls the hum beneath his skin, blurring the edges of that lingering wrongness into something he can almost ignore.
Almost.
He laughs under his breath, humourless.
Of course it wouldn’t be that easy.
Nik leans one hand against the bar, fingers curling briefly into the wood as the pain pulses again, unimpressed by the alcohol, irritated by the attempt. He takes another drink anyway, then another, stacking empties like a challenge he intends to lose.
He is not chasing numbness.
He is hunting absence.
The bartender stops trying to count.
Somewhere to his left, a woman is watching him , curiosity edged with caution, the kind of attention that would usually amuse him. Nik does not look back. Desire feels irrelevant tonight. Touch would be… complicated.
He drains another glass and finally feels it, the alcohol bleeding into his system in earnest, dulling reflex and sharpening recklessness in equal measure. The pain does not vanish, but it stutters, flickers, loses its rhythm.
Good.
Nik exhales slowly, shoulders loosening a fraction.
For a moment — just a moment — the hum softens enough that he can pretend it is not her.
That the ache under his skin is just physics and not memory.
That the ghost of her spell is not still laughing at him from somewhere he cannot reach.
He reaches for the glass again.
“Keep them coming,” Nik says lightly, and the bartender obeys without question.
If the pain insists on staying — then Nik will drown it.
Even if only for a moment.
For a while, it almost works.
The alcohol settles heavy and warm in his veins, blurring the edges of thought and softening the angles of sensation. The room loses definition, faces smear into noise, laughter becomes texture rather than meaning. The hum beneath his skin dulls into something distant, no longer sharp enough to demand attention.
Nik lets himself lean into it.
He stands at the bar and stares into nothing, mind slipping sideways in the way it only does when he allows it to. Not memories, never those but impressions. Heat. Motion. The low thrum of music vibrating through wood and bone. The steady weight of his own body reminding him that he exists, that he won.
The wolf stretches lazily beneath his ribs, drunk on freedom if not on whiskey, claws scraping without urgency. For the first time since she spoke the spell, Nik’s shoulders loosen a fraction.
There.
That.
That is how it should feel.
He reaches for another glass, slower this time, almost contemplative. The bartender pours without looking at him anymore. Smart man.
Nik lifts the drink and the pain snaps back.
Not gradually. Not politely.
It slams through him like a blade driven straight into nerve and spine, white-hot and sudden enough to steal the breath from his lungs. His fingers lock reflexively around the glass, crystal biting into skin as his muscles seize.
The world sharpens all at once.
Nik sucks in a breath through clenched teeth, vision flashing briefly, violently bright at the edges. The ache is no longer a hum, it’s a scream now, raw and furious, radiating outward like something enraged at being ignored.
His grip tightens.
The glass shatters.
Whiskey and blood splash across the bar as shards rain down, glittering under the lights. A sharp gasp ripples nearby. Someone laughs nervously, unsure whether this is part of the atmosphere or a warning.
Nik doesn’t move.
He stares at his hand, blood already healing over the shallow cuts, and laughs , a short, incredulous sound that scrapes out of his chest.
“Oh, you are persistent,” he mutters.
The pain pulses again, harder this time, deliberate and punishing, as if responding to his attention with spite.
Something inside him twists.
Not confusion now.
Anger.
He straightens abruptly, the stool behind him scraping loudly as it tips and clatters to the floor. The sound cuts through the bar’s noise, turning heads. Nik barely registers them.
He slams his palm down on the bar.
Wood cracks.
The bartender flinches, eyes wide now, finally recognising danger instead of spectacle.
Nik laughs again, louder, sharper, unhinged. The sound carrying too far, ringing off glass and metal and human nerves. It bubbles up out of him uncontrollably, half fury, half disbelief.
“She really thought—” he starts, then cuts himself off with another bark of laughter.
The pain flares in response, savage and triumphant.
Nik whirls, sweeping an arm out without care. Bottles topple. Glass explodes against the floor in a cascade of sound and liquid, patrons stumbling back with startled cries as alcohol floods the space between their feet.
“Out,” someone whispers.
“Hey—!”
Nik grabs the edge of a nearby table and flips it effortlessly, the motion violent and sudden. Chairs scatter. A scream breaks free somewhere to his right.
The bar erupts into chaos.
Nik stands at the centre of it, chest heaving, eyes bright and fevered, the pain roaring through him now like it has found its purpose. The wolf snarls under his skin, riled by the disruption, feeding off it.
Good.
If it wants noise, he will give it noise. If it wants violence, he has never lacked for that.
His laughter cuts off abruptly, expression snapping cold as his gaze sweeps the room, the fear, the scrambling bodies, the way space clears around him instinctively.
That familiar hush descends. The one that always follows.
Nik draws in a slow breath, grounding himself in the wreckage, in the fear, in the undeniable proof that he still bends rooms around him. The room has emptied enough to breathe again, shards of glass crunching beneath his boots as he shifts his weight
The ache is still there.
It doesn’t matter.
Nik turns toward the door, leaving splintered wood and spilled liquor behind him, and steps back into the night without looking to see who follows.
No one does.
That, too, becomes routine.
The days that follow blur into a pattern so familiar it almost feels like comfort. Different bars. Different streets. Sometimes the same ones, when repetition starts to feel deliberate rather than careless. Mystic Falls pretends not to notice him the way small towns always pretend, averting their eyes until the damage becomes impossible to ignore.
Nik drinks until the world softens at the edges, until the pain beneath his skin dulls just enough to be tolerable, then drinks past that point anyway. He feeds when the alcohol stops working, quick, brutal, transactional. Sometimes the victims are strangers. Sometimes they recognise him, mistake danger for intimacy, mistake his attention for something chosen.
He does not correct them.
He takes what he needs and discards the rest with mechanical indifference, leaving bodies slumped in alleys or bathrooms or back seats, alive enough to be inconvenient, broken enough to remember. He does not linger. He does not apologise. There is no point.
The pain never leaves.
It waxes and wanes, sharpens and recedes, but it never obeys. Some nights it flares so suddenly it drives him to laughter; others it sits low and constant, an irritation he cannot burn away no matter how much blood or whiskey he pours over it.
Five nights.
Five days.
By the sixth, even the town seems tired of him.
It finds him in a bar on the edge of somewhere, one of those places with sticky floors and bad lighting and music played too loud to drown out regret. Nik is mid-glass when the air shifts.
Not fear. Not noise.
Presence.
He doesn’t turn immediately. He doesn’t need to. He feels Elijah before he sees him, the way he always has, like pressure changing, like something orderly entering a space that has been deliberately made chaotic.
“Enough,” Elijah says.
Nik laughs softly and finishes the drink.
“Careful,” he replies, setting the glass down with exaggerated precision. “You’ll frighten the locals.”
Elijah is already moving, already clearing the space around them without touching anyone. His jaw is tight, his posture rigid, all that cultivated restraint stretched thin enough to show the cracks beneath. There is no elegance in him tonight. No civility. Only fury barely leashed.
“You are making a spectacle of yourself,” Elijah says.
Nik finally turns, eyes bright and unfocused, smile sharp at the edges. “I believe that was your criticism of me in 1919 as well.”
Elijah doesn’t rise to it.
That, more than anything, tells Nik how far gone this is.
“You’re destroying everything that comes near you,” Elijah says, voice low and shaking with contained force. “As you always do. Every good thing, Niklaus. Every single one.”
Nik snorts. “Ah. We’ve reached the sermon.”
“I am not preaching,” Elijah snaps. “I am asking you why.”
The word lands harder than accusation.
“Why did you rush the ritual?” Elijah continues, stepping closer now, eyes locked on Nik’s. “Why did you break your word to Harri? Why did you choose that night, that moment, knowing what it would cost?”
Nik’s smile thins.
“Because of you,” he says simply.
Elijah stills.
Nik leans forward slightly, elbows braced on the bar, voice dropping into something sharp and intimate. “You found your soulmate in a Bennett witch,” he says, the words bitten off. “And I know you, Elijah. I know how tender-hearted you become when you are handed something pretty and fragile and it gets called sacred.”
Elijah’s hands curl into fists.
“I knew,” Nik continues, unbothered, “that the moment Bonnie Bennett mattered to you, you would hesitate. You would delay. You would stand in my way under the guise of conscience and call it care.”
“That is not—”
“So I acted,” Nik cuts in. “I did what was in my best interest. I broke the curse while I still could. And if no one liked the outcome except me—” his mouth curves, sharp and unapologetic, “—that seems like a them problem.”
The silence that follows is electric.
Elijah moves first.
His fist connects with Nik’s jaw hard enough to snap his head sideways, the impact rattling teeth and bone alike. The bar shudders as Nik stumbles back, laughter bursting out of him even as blood fills his mouth.
“Finally,” Nik spits, wiping at his lip. “There he is.”
Elijah doesn’t respond with words. He responds with violence.
They crash into each other with a ferocity that sends bottles exploding behind the bar, wood splintering as bodies slam into counters and walls. Elijah fights with precision, every blow measured and brutal, fury sharpened into form. Nik fights like something feral, reckless, laughing even as fists land, even as pain blooms bright and satisfying.
They tear the space apart.
When Elijah finally shoves Nik back hard enough to crack him into the wall, his breath is coming fast, controlled only by habit.
“She left,” Elijah says.
Nik stills.
“Harri is gone,” Elijah continues, voice shaking now, anger edged with something dangerously close to grief. “She’s returned to England.”
Nik huffs a laugh. “Predictable.”
“And Rebekah went with her.”
That earns a genuine chuckle.
“Of course she did,” Nik says lightly. “Our sister has always been like a dog. Quick to attach herself to whoever shows her affection and pretends it’s devotion.”
Elijah’s expression shatters.
The punch that follows is unrestrained, raw, cracking across Nik’s face with enough force to send him sprawling. Elijah is on him in a second, hauling him up by the collar, fury finally tearing through every careful line of him.
“Do not speak of her like that,” Elijah roars. “Do not speak of any of them like that.”
Nik grins up at him, bloodied and bright-eyed and utterly unrepentant.
“Or what?” he asks softly. “You’ll hit me again? Perhaps you’ll get to dagger me? Pretend this makes you righteous?”
Elijah shakes him once, violently. “You ruin everything,” he says hoarsely. “And you stand in the wreckage laughing as if that makes you invincible.”
Nik’s laughter cuts off abruptly.
His eyes harden, something cold and dangerous settling behind them.
“Careful, brother,” he says quietly. “You’re starting to sound like you still think you can stop me.”
And whatever restraint Elijah had left finally snaps.
He doesn’t answer Nik’s taunt.
He grabs him.
The world lurches.
One second there is glass and wood and human panic; the next there is wind ripping past Nik’s face, the bar torn away in a smear of neon and noise as Elijah speeds them through the door and into the night. Someone screams. Something shatters. Nik laughs into the rush of it, the sound stolen and shredded by velocity.
They hit the pavement hard.
Nik’s back slams into brick with enough force to crater mortar, the impact rattling through him in a bright, vicious flare of pain that still does not obey. He snarls, more pleased than injured, and shoves back just as Elijah’s fist connects again, driving the breath out of him in a sharp, ugly burst.
Elijah does not fight like this often.
That is the problem.
There is no elegance now. No measured restraint. No careful economy of movement. This is fury stripped of ceremony, punches thrown with intent to damage, to punish, to make felt. Elijah’s jaw is clenched hard enough to creak, eyes blazing with something old and dangerous and long denied.
“You think this is control?” Elijah shouts, driving Nik back again, into a parked car that screams in protest as metal caves under his force. “You think this makes you strong?”
Nik wipes blood from his mouth with the back of his hand and laughs, wild and bright. “I think it makes you honest.”
He lunges.
They collide in the middle of the street, fists and elbows and knees crashing together in a brutal, graceless knot. Asphalt cracks beneath their feet. A lamppost bends when Nik is thrown into it, light flickering violently overhead.
Elijah grabs Nik by the collar and slams him down, forearm across his throat, pinning him hard enough that the pavement spiderwebs.
“You destroyed her,” Elijah snarls, breath ragged now. “You didn’t just lose her, you burned her out of your life. And you did it knowing exactly what you were taking.”
Nik’s grin is feral, teeth bared.
“She left,” he spits. “That was her choice.”
“You forced the choice!” Elijah roars, shaking him once, violently. “You put bodies in her hands and dared her to stay!”
The pain surges again —sharp, insistent, wrong — and Nik’s smile falters for a fraction of a second. Elijah sees it.
His grip tightens.
“What did she do to you?” Elijah demands. “What spell did she use?”
Nik’s laughter returns, harsher now. “Oh, don’t flatter her. She didn’t break me.”
“Then why,” Elijah says, voice shaking with restrained horror, “are you bleeding and healing like a man who doesn’t recognise his own body?”
Nik’s head snaps up.
The streetlight flickers overhead, illuminating the split second where something naked and furious flashes across his face, not pain, not fear, but offence.
Elijah is still on top of him when Nik bucks violently, twisting them both and slamming Elijah into the ground in turn. Nik straddles him, fist raised —
—and stops.
The pain spikes again, vicious and immediate, ripping through his spine like lightning driven into bone. Nik hisses, breath stuttering, hand shaking mid-air.
Elijah stares up at him, chest heaving.
“That,” Elijah says hoarsely. “That is not nothing.”
Nik’s hand curls slowly into a fist. His jaw tightens. When he speaks, his voice is lower, colder, stripped of humour.
“She does not get to leave pieces of herself in me.”
Elijah’s expression fractures, anger giving way to something sharper, more dangerous.
“She didn’t,” he says. “You did that yourself.”
Nik hits him.
The punch lands hard enough to snap Elijah’s head sideways, sending him skidding across the asphalt. Nik staggers to his feet, laughing again, the sound cracked and unsteady, echoing too loudly down the empty street.
Nik turns slowly, taking in the scene, the fear, the distance, the way the town recoils from him like it always has. His shoulders rise and fall with heavy breaths, blood smeared across his mouth, eyes bright and unhinged.
Elijah gets up.
Slower this time.
Deliberate.
“This ends,” Elijah says, voice low and absolute. “One way or another.”
Nik wipes his mouth again, smearing red across his knuckles, and smiles.
“No,” he replies. “This is what it looks like when it doesn’t.”
They clash again, instinct overriding whatever restraint was left, brutal and unresolved, brothers reduced to violence where understanding has finally failed.
The street does not hold him.
Mystic Falls has already decided it is done with the spectacle. The fear drains away in predictable increments, engines starting, doors closing, voices lowering. Even the streetlight above him steadies, as if the night itself is embarrassed by how briefly it lost control.
Nik lets it.
He stands where Elijah left him, shoulders loose now, breath even, body already corrected of everything his brother inflicted. Bruises gone. Bones settled. The violence between them reduced to memory with the same efficiency it always has.
Only one thing refuses to be dismissed.
The ache remains, low, constant, insolent. Not enough to slow him. Not enough to wound him. Just enough to be present.
He rolls his neck once, then again, listening to the quiet complaint of muscle and nerve. The wolf shifts beneath his skin, whole and awake, no longer straining against chains that do not exist. That alone is worth the irritation.
Worth everything.
Mystic Falls is quiet now. Too quiet. A town that survives by pretending it has not been shaped by monsters, only inconvenienced by them. He can feel its judgment pressing faintly at his back, not fear anymore, but relief.
He has finished what he came to do.
Nik did not come here for forgiveness. He did not come for approval. He came for outcome.
The curse is broken.
The wolf is free.
Whatever followed was inevitable.
He thinks, briefly and without tenderness, of the version of himself who arrived here bound to another soul, who allowed proximity to masquerade as balance, who entertained the dangerous fiction that love might soften consequence without demanding payment.
A foolish indulgence.
Harri did not fail him.
She simply asked for something the world does not honour.
Restraint.
Mercy.
A pause.
Nik understands now, with a clarity that feels almost generous, that what she wanted from him was never compromise, it was transformation. She believed that surviving horror entitled her to escape it. That enduring violence granted the right to refuse it forever.
He knows better.
Survival does not absolve. It teaches.
He does not regret choosing power. He does not regret the timing, the bodies, the blood. He regrets only that she mistook his willingness to listen for a promise to change.
He came to Mystic Falls with a soulmate.
He leaves without one.
The thought does not hollow him the way it might have once. It settles instead, clean and exact, like a correction being made. Love is a liability only when it demands hesitation. What she offered was not partnership, it was resistance.
Nik refuses to apologise for choosing momentum.
He looks once more at the town laid out before him , the careful streets, the borrowed normalcy, the way it will close ranks behind him the moment he’s gone and insist this was all an aberration.
It wasn’t.
It was the truth, briefly visible.
New Orleans waits for him.
It always has.
That city understands monsters. It does not ask them to kneel. Whatever remains of him, the wolf newly unchained, the persistent echo of her spell, the absence where a soulmate once stood will return with him, intact and unrepentant.
Nik turns away from Mystic Falls without ceremony.
He does not look back.
There is nothing here that belongs to him anymore , except the proof that he was right.
He does not linger on the leaving.
Mystic Falls fades the way all small places do once their purpose has been served: quickly, petulantly, relieved to be rid of him. One step, then another, and the town releases him without ceremony, as if eager to return to its careful lies.
Distance comes easily.
The road stretches. Time folds. The ache remains ,quiet, watchful — a reminder threaded beneath motion. He does not fight it. He does not indulge it. He carries it the way he carries everything else that refuses to die when it should.
New Orleans announces itself before it appears.
The air thickens first , humidity curling around him like a familiar hand at his throat. The scent follows: river-water and rot and jasmine, iron and magic and old, old blood. The city hums low and constant, a living thing that does not recoil from monsters but recognises them as kin.
Home.
Nik steps into it and feels the shift immediately. The ground does not resist him here. The night does not flinch. New Orleans has always known what he is and decided long ago that this makes him qualified, not unwelcome.
The compound rises ahead of him, lights low, doors closed but not barred. It looks unchanged. That, too, is a lie.
He crosses the threshold and feels it at once, the absence.
Kol’s chaos should be vibrating through the walls. Ginny’s presence should leave some trace of heat behind, some reckless brightness clinging to the space she occupies. There should be noise. Movement. Proof of life that has never bothered to ask permission.
There is none.
The house breathes, but it does not laugh.
Nik slows, not out of caution, but out of recognition. This is not an attack. This is departure.
“Kol,” he calls, not loudly.
The name echoes back at him, unanswered.
Of course.
He exhales through his nose, irritation flickering and settling just as quickly. Kol has never been one to stay where the air turns heavy with consequence. And Ginny , clever girl — would have understood the moment the ground began to shift beneath her feet.
He does not blame them.
Leaving is a language this family speaks fluently. Look how fast Harri has learnt it
Nik moves deeper into the house, every step confirming what he already knows. Rooms untouched but emptied of presence. No blood. No struggle. Just space where people used to be.
Then —
“Thought it might be you.”
Marcel’s voice carries easily from the doorway, steady and unafraid.
Nik turns.
Marcel stands where he always does when the world rearranges itself, not in the centre of the room, not lurking at the edges. Balanced. Watching. The one who learned early that survival here meant knowing when to move and when to stay.
Of course it’s him.
The one person who always is.
Nik studies him for a long moment, taking in the lack of surprise, the absence of accusation. Marcel does not look at him like a subject. He does not look at him like a son.
He looks at him like someone who stayed long enough to understand the cost.
“They left,” Marcel says, not asking.
Nik’s mouth curves faintly. “They did.”
Marcel nods once, as if confirming a calculation already made. “Figured.”
Silence settles between them, not hostile, not warm. Familiar.
Nik feels the ache pulse again, quiet and insistent, threading itself through the moment like it has a right to be there. He ignores it.
“What about you?” Nik asks lightly. “No urge to follow?”
Marcel’s gaze sharpens, just a fraction. “Someone has to mind the house.”
Nik hums. “Loyal as ever.”
Marcel doesn’t rise to it. He never does.
They stand there, surrounded by absence and history and the things that remain when everyone else chooses motion over aftermath. Nik looks around the space, his space, and feels the city settle around him, accommodating, patient.
Whatever he lost in Mystic Falls did not follow him here.
Whatever he gained did.
New Orleans remains.
So does Marcel.
For a moment , brief enough that he could deny it later, the house feels… muted.
Not empty. Never that. New Orleans does not empty itself for anyone. But quieter, somehow. As if something that once moved through the space with sharp edges and inconvenient light has been removed, and the absence has not yet learned how to echo.
Nik registers it the way one registers a change in pressure. Not loss. Not yearning. Just an adjustment he did not author.
He came back with everything he wanted. The curse broken. The wolf free. His power intact and unchallenged. The city still bending instinctively toward him, still answering his name like it always has.
And yet—
The victory does not announce itself.
There is no witness to it. No one standing close enough to argue, to question, to force him to articulate why it was worth it. The triumph is quieter than expected, contained entirely within his own certainty.
That irritates him more than regret ever could.
Nik tightens his jaw and lets the thought die where it formed. Silence is not absence. Quiet is not consequence. If the world has gone momentarily still, that is not his failing, it is simply catching up.
He did not come to Mystic Falls to be understood.
He came to be unbound.
And if what he gained does not sing the way it once might have, that is not loss.
That is clarity.
Marcel watches him do it.
Watches him take the city back into his lungs. Let it recognise him again. Let it settle where it belongs.
Nik does not look away from the street, from the familiar press of magic and heat and rot and promise. New Orleans does not ask him to justify himself. It never has. It simply opens.
“They came through,” Marcel says eventually. Not sharp. Not gentle. Just placed. “Harri. Rebekah.”
Nik exhales faintly, something close to amusement stirring. Of course they did. Everyone passes through New Orleans when they’re deciding who they’re going to be next.
“England,” Marcel adds. “Together.”
Nik’s mouth curves, restrained. “Rebekah has always confused attachment with loyalty.”
“She wasn’t attaching,” Marcel says. “She was leaving.”
That earns a glance, brief, assessing — before Nik looks forward again.
“And whatever happened between you and her,” Marcel continues, “she called it old news.”
A laugh slips out of Nik, short and incredulous. “Did she.”
“She did,” Marcel says. “And she meant it.”
The ache hums, quiet, insolent, a reminder threaded beneath his ribs. Nik refuses to give it the dignity of acknowledgement. Pain is not proof of wrongdoing. It is simply information.
“What did you do,” Marcel asks carefully, “to lose the one person who was actually good to you?”
Nik laughs again, slower now. Colder.
“I’m endlessly fascinated,” he says, “by how quickly everyone decided she was some kind of moral benchmark. One infuriating little cretin arrives, rearranges loyalties, and suddenly I’m expected to thank her for the inconvenience.”
“That’s not an answer,” Marcel says.
“It is,” Nik replies. “You just wanted a kinder one.”
“She made you better,” Marcel says quietly.
Nik turns then, fully, eyes bright with offence rather than doubt. “She made me hesitate.”
Marcel holds his gaze. “Same thing.”
“No,” Nik says. “Hesitation is weakness wearing a pleasant face.”
He gestures vaguely around them, the house, the lemon tree, the city, the space that still answers to him. “I have survived every version of myself the world has tried to punish. She does not get credit for almost making me something else.”
“For a moment,” Marcel says, stepping closer, voice roughening despite himself, “you were the best version of yourself I’ve ever seen. You didn’t have to be asked. You chose it.”
Nik exhales, something sharp and dismissive. “And look how quickly that became leverage.”
The truth of it sits there, not as confession, but as conclusion.
“You lost her,” Marcel says.
The word lands.
Nik does not flinch. Loss implies something taken. Harri walked away with her convictions intact, just as he stands here with his.
“I’m still here,” Marcel adds. “That hasn’t changed.”
Nik hums. “Loyalty does suit you.”
“It does,” Marcel agrees. “But so does honesty.”
A beat stretches.
“Ginny went with them,” Marcel says. “Said England sounded quieter.”
Nik’s gaze drifts, unfocused for half a second. “Kol has never mistaken motion for freedom.”
“No,” Marcel says. “Which is why he followed. By sunrise, it was just me.”
The house absorbs the statement without protest. It has always known how to keep secrets.
Nik looks around, not searching, not measuring, simply confirming what remains. Power. Territory. A city that does not require absolution.
“Then,” he says calmly, “everyone ended up exactly where they were meant to be.”
Marcel studies him, something unreadable passing through his expression.
“Maybe,” he says.
Nik turns back toward the city, conviction settling into place like armour reforged.
He did not come to Mystic Falls to be loved.
He came to be free.
And New Orleans, as ever, understands the difference.
By the third week, New Orleans settles back into his skin, and Rousseau’s bar a pattern he has returned too.
She doesn’t ask his name, the bartender.
That, too, is familiar.
Nik stays where he is, long enough that the glass sweats against his palm and the room settles back into its rhythm around him. He does not perform. He does not rush. Rousseau’s adjusts the way places always do when something dangerous decides to behave.
When she comes back, it’s with another glass already in hand.
She doesn’t ask this time.
She sets it down where his fingers would naturally fall, then pauses, not watching him, exactly, but the space he occupies. The absence of movement where movement is usually expected.
“You used to come in earlier,” she says.
The words land lightly. No accusation. No curiosity sharpened into inquiry. Just an observation, delivered and released.
Nik’s brow lifts a fraction. “Did I.”
She nods once, already wiping down the counter. “Before my shift, usually. Or just after it started. Depends on the night.”
He considers that.
Not the accuracy, that’s obvious. The implication.
“You keep very detailed records,” he says.
She smiles faintly. “Bartending does that to you. You learn patterns whether you want to or not.”
Nik exhales through his nose, amused despite himself. He had not realised the habit had returned so cleanly. That the space had slipped back into place without resistance.
Two years ago, this bar had been… convenient. Neutral. A place where the world dulled without demanding attention.
Then it hadn’t been.
And now, without decision, without intent, it is again.
“You’re not here to disappear,” she adds, still not looking at him. “If you were, you’d drink faster.”
Nik lifts the glass, studies the amber. “And what am I here for, then?”
She shrugs. “Consistency.”
That earns her his attention.
He looks at her properly now, the lack of nerves, the absence of flattery, the way she doesn’t soften the word to make it kinder. Consistency. Not comfort. Not escape.
He laughs quietly. “You make it sound so unromantic.”
“Good,” she replies. “Romance tends to complicate things.”
She moves away again, leaving the statement behind without waiting to see if it landed.
Nik watches her go, irritation and interest threading together in a way he does not bother to untangle. The ache beneath his ribs hums, present, insolent — but it does not spike.
That, too, is noted.
He finishes the drink at his own pace. Does not ask for another. Does not leave immediately.
When he finally stands, the stool slides back into place without ceremony. He does not look over his shoulder.
Tomorrow, he will tell himself this was coincidence.
The night after, he will stop pretending.
And Rousseau’s, unchanged, unremarkable, indifferent, will remain exactly where it has always been, ready to accept him without asking why he stopped coming.
He returns two nights later.
He doesn’t mark the decision. It doesn’t feel like one. Rousseau’s is simply… there, when the evening loosens and the city stops demanding his attention all at once.
The bar looks the same. The lighting hasn’t changed. The music hasn’t improved.
She has.
Not visibly. Not in any way that would interest most people. She’s just already moving when he sits, glass in hand before he opens his mouth.
“Neat,” she says.
Nik pauses. “You remembered.”
She shrugs. “You don’t order like someone experimenting.”
He takes the glass this time. “And what does that mean?”
“It means,” she says, dry, “you’re not here for novelty.”
He drinks. Lets the burn settle. The ache hums, distant, tolerable.
“You always categorise people this efficiently?” he asks.
“Only when they sit still long enough.”
Nik huffs a quiet laugh. He watches her hands as she works, methodical, unhurried, precise. Not wary of him. Not careless either.
“Do I strike you as someone who sits still?” he asks.
She considers him for a beat. “Tonight? Yes.”
That earns her a look.
She meets it without flinching.
“People who want chaos,” she adds, “don’t come back to the same place.”
Nik tilts his head. “And people who don’t?”
“They’re usually trying to see if something still fits.”
She says it like a neutral fact. Like she’s describing weather patterns.
Nik doesn’t reply. He finishes the drink and leaves five minutes later than he intended.
By the months end, she doesn’t speak first.
That’s new.
Nik takes his seat. The glass arrives. Silence stretches ,not awkward, not heavy. Just… present.
“You’re quieter tonight,” she says eventually.
“So you’ve noticed.”
“I notice when things change,” she replies. “It’s my job.”
“Bartender?” he asks.
She smiles faintly. “Among other things.”
He leans back slightly, studying her with more intent now. “You make it sound like a diagnosis.”
“It’s not,” she says. “I don’t do those on strangers.”
“Disappointing.”
“Liberating,” she corrects.
She sets down another glass for someone else, then returns, gaze flicking to his hand where it tremors against the counter. His fingers tighten, then relax , delayed, measured.
“That still bothering you?” she asks.
The question is gentle. Not prying. And notably not specific.
Nik’s smile sharpens. “You’re very comfortable asking personal questions.”
“I didn’t ask what it was,” she says. “Just whether it was.”
He considers lying.
He doesn’t.
“It’s persistent,” he says.
She nods once. “Those usually are.”
“And what would you recommend?” he asks lightly. “More whiskey?”
She meets his eyes. Holds them. “I’d recommend you stop testing whether it’ll go away.”
Something in his expression stills.
“That’s not your concern,” he says.
“No,” she agrees easily. “It’s yours.”
She turns away then, conversation closed without ceremony.
Nik watches her move down the bar, irritation blooming, not at the audacity, but at the accuracy. He hadn’t realised he’d been doing exactly that.
Testing.
He leaves shortly after. This time, it irritates him that he notices the time.
By the umpteenth time Marcel joins him without ceremony.
Nik doesn’t turn. He never does. Marcel’s presence settles beside him like gravity rediscovering its centre, familiar, irritating, inevitable.
“You’re early,” Marcel says.
“Am I?” Nik replies mildly.
Behind the bar, Cami looks up.
And there it is again.
No fear.
No hesitation.
No instinctive recalibration.
She meets Nik’s gaze the way one meets something already assessed, not harmless, but understood.
That has never been normal.
Marcel leans across the bar and presses a kiss to her cheek, easy and unhidden. His hand lingers briefly at her waist, grounding rather than possessive.
“You’re late,” she says, smiling.
“You missed me.”
“I endured.”
Nik watches the exchange in silence.
It isn’t the affection that gives them away.
It’s the lack of separation.
Marcel does not lower his voice. Does not angle his body to block Nik out. He makes no effort to manage perception. He stands exactly where he is, king, son, soulmate, and lets the truth exist without apology.
Ah.
There it is.
Nik feels the click of it in his mind — sudden, precise.
So that’s why.
If she can stand unguarded beside Marcel, all of Nik’s hunger refined into something survivable then Nik would not register as an unknown threat.
Marcel is the best and worst of him made legible.
All the ambition, taught restraint.
All the violence, given boundaries.
All the ruthlessness, softened just enough to love.
If she learned how to live beside that, then Nik on his best days would feel… familiar.
The realisation settles with something close to amusement.
“So,” Nik says lightly, “this explains the lack of screaming.”
Cami blinks. “Should I be screaming?”
“Most people do,” Nik replies.
Marcel smirks. “She doesn’t panic.”
“No,” Nik murmurs. “She understands.”
Cami studies him now, professional interest flickering. “You’re… louder than I expected today.”
Nik smiles at that. Genuine interest, not offence.
“You’re Marcel’s soulmate,” he says casually.
“Yes,” she replies just as casually. “That’s no secret.”
Marcel doesn’t react. Doesn’t correct. If anything, he straightens, not defensive, not wary. Proud.
“That explains it,” Nik continues. “The composure. The refusal to be impressed.”
Cami shrugs. “I’ve met worse men with better manners.”
Nik hums, setting his glass down.
“My apologies,” he says smoothly. “I should introduce myself properly.”
Marcel chuckles. “Don’t spare her.”
“This,” Nik says, gesturing lazily, “is Marcel.”
A beat. She looks at him insulted.
“My son.”
Cami freezes.
Then turns slowly to Marcel.
“…You could have mentioned that.”
Marcel grins. “You didn’t ask.”
She stares between them, processing, shock giving way to understanding, understanding to something like incredulous clarity.
“Oh,” she says softly. “That makes so much sense.”
Nik laughs. Not sharp. Not cruel. Real.
The sound catches even him off guard, warm and sudden, loosening something in his chest that hasn’t moved since Mystic Falls. It rings through Rousseau’s, startling in its sincerity.
Marcel blinks.
Cami blinks.
Because Nik does not laugh like that.
“Well,” Nik says, still smiling, “this has been illuminating.”
Cami exhales, rubbing her face. “I’m dating your son.”
“You are,” Nik agrees. “Bold.”
Marcel snorts. “You’re enjoying this.”
“Yes,” Nik admits easily. “Immensely.”
And for the first time since returning to New Orleans, something in him soothes.
Because now he understands.
She wasn’t fearless. She was experienced.
And anyone who could love Marcel, the best thing he ever made and the worst thing he ever was, would never mistake Klaus Mikaelson for something unknowable.
That realisation has Nik staying longer than he means to.
Not conspicuously. Not long enough for anyone to comment. Just long enough for Rousseau’s to cycle through a second rhythm, the after-rush lull where conversations lower and bodies settle into themselves.
Cami moves differently then.
Less efficient. More present. She listens without multitasking, shoulders loose, attention unguarded. Nik tracks it without deciding to. It irritates him that he notices the shift.
Marcel is beside him, relaxed in the way only someone with nothing to prove can be. His elbow rests on the bar, posture open, unafraid of space.
“You’re quiet,” Marcel says.
Nik hums. “So I’ve been told.”
Cami sets a fresh glass down, not for Nik this time, but for Marcel. She doesn’t ask if he wants another. She already knows the answer.
“You always like him like this?” Nik asks her casually.
Marcel snorts. “Don’t encourage him.”
“Like what?” Cami asks.
“Unobserved,” Nik replies.
She considers that, eyes flicking briefly between them. “He’s never unobserved,” she says. “He’s just comfortable being known.”
Marcel glances at her, something warm and unguarded crossing his face.
Nik looks away first.
That, too, is new.
The ache beneath his ribs stirs , not sharp, not demanding, just present enough to remind him that his body remembers things his mind refuses to acknowledge.
“You’re thinking too loudly,” Cami says.
Nik’s gaze snaps back to her.
“That wasn’t an invitation,” he says lightly.
She smiles, unapologetic. “I wasn’t offering one.”
He studies her, the calm, the refusal to retreat, the lack of interest in dominance. She doesn’t lean toward him. She doesn’t pull away.
She simply occupies her space.
“You don’t ask questions,” Nik says. “Most people do.”
“I know,” she replies. “They usually want permission to misunderstand.”
Marcel chuckles softly. “She’s very good at that.”
“At what?” Nik asks.
“Letting people tell on themselves.”
Nik arches a brow. “And what have I told you?”
Cami meets his gaze steadily. “That you don’t like being alone,” she says. “But you dislike being needed even more.”
The words land clean. No judgement. No triumph.
Nik feels the familiar urge to correct, to deflect, to sharpen the exchange into something less accurate.
He does neither.
Instead, he lifts his glass and takes a measured sip.
“You’re very confident for someone standing between two men who could tear this place apart,” he says.
Cami shrugs. “You won’t.”
Marcel laughs outright. “She’s right.”
Nik looks at him. “You trust her.”
“With my life,” Marcel replies without hesitation.
Nik’s mouth curves faintly. “Yes. I can see why.”
Cami watches the exchange with interest sharpened just enough to be professional.
“You’re not what I expected,” she says to Nik.
“That’s disappointing,” he replies. “I work very hard on my reputation.”
She smiles. “You work very hard on control.”
The pain hums again, insolent, intrusive.
Nik sets the glass down more firmly than necessary.
“You should be careful,” he says. “You’re beginning to sound like you’re analysing me.”
“I am,” she agrees easily. “But not to fix you.”
Marcel tilts his head. “That’s usually where people go wrong.”
Cami nods. “Exactly.”
Nik exhales, something like laughter threatening before he reins it in.
“And what,” he asks, “do you think you’ve learned so far?”
She pauses, not to dramatise, but to choose precision.
“That you came back here because New Orleans doesn’t ask you to be smaller,” she says. “And that you keep coming here because this place doesn’t ask you to be anything at all.”
Nik stills.
Marcel watches him carefully now.
“That’s not insight,” Nik says after a beat. “That’s inference.”
“Same thing,” Cami replies.
She doesn’t wait for him to accept it.
She turns away then, not as dismissal but as instinct, a bartender reclaiming motion once a truth has been placed on the counter and left to stand on its own. She checks the register. Wipes a spill that doesn’t exist anymore. Grounds the room back into function.
Nik remains still.
That is the part that unsettles him.
People usually watch after they say something like that. They brace for reaction. They wait for impact, for correction, for punishment or reward.
Cami does none of it.
She has said her piece and moved on, confident it will either land or not, and that either outcome belongs to him.
The ache beneath his ribs shifts, not flaring, not receding. Just… present. As if it, too, is listening.
Marcel breaks the quiet first, because of course he does.
“She’s not wrong,” he says, tone easy, not challenging. “About the city.”
Nik hums, noncommittal. “You’ve always been sentimental about this place.”
Marcel smiles. “No. I’m realistic. New Orleans lets you be exactly what you are. That’s why you hate leaving it.”
Nik’s gaze sharpens briefly, then softens again into something unreadable.
“And Rousseau’s?” Nik asks, glancing around them. “What does it let you be?”
Marcel doesn’t answer.
Cami does.
“A place you don’t have to win,” she says, still not looking at him. “Or lose.”
Nik’s fingers tighten against the glass. Just once, fingers still trembling.
“Those are not the only options,” he says.
“They’re the ones you usually choose,” she replies gently.
There it is again, that accuracy without edge. Not a challenge. A placement.
Nik studies her profile, the way her attention drifts easily between patrons, the room, the two of them. She isn’t splitting focus. She’s holding it.
“You’re very certain of your assessments,” Nik says.
Cami finally looks at him. “I’m very careful with them.”
Marcel shifts beside him, not away, not closer, simply present. A reminder without words.
“This isn’t an invitation,” Nik says again, quieter now.
“I know,” Cami replies. “That’s why it works.”
The laugh that escapes him this time is brief, softer than before. It surprises no one except him.
“You don’t want anything from me,” he says.
It isn’t a question.
”Just your son.” She’s says, jokingly at first.
Nik chuckles.
She carries on, serious, “No, I want you to stop mistaking presence for pressure.”
Nik tilts his head. “And if I don’t?”
She shrugs lightly. “Then you’ll keep coming back until you figure out why.”
Marcel smiles into his drink. “Told you she was dangerous.”
Nik glances at him. “You never tell me anything I want to hear.”
“Good,” Marcel says. “Means you’re listening.”
Silence settles again, not heavy, not charged. Just… occupied.
Nik finishes his drink slowly. Sets the glass down with care. He does not stand immediately.
The ache hums. The pain flairs. The city breathes. The bar holds.
And somewhere, uninvited but undeniable, a thought takes shape, not regret, not longing, not even loss.
Just a quiet accounting.
What he gained was louder.
What he lost was brighter.
And what remains now is something else entirely, steadier, less demanding, and far more difficult to dismiss.
Nik stands at last, nods once, to Marcel, to Cami, to the space itself.
“Until next time,” Cami says.
He doesn’t pretend otherwise.
“Yes,” Nik replies. “Until then.”
Chapter 31
Summary:
A chapter of interconnected moments of acknowledgment, compatibility, consequence, grief, hope, and moving on — showing how two people’s damage complemented each other: why it worked, why it didn’t last, and why it could in the right environment.
Notes:
this chapter was written with chap 30. Thought I’d post it early given that I’ll be going back work and will be busy :(
I’m also trying to wrap this fic up, probably in another 5-10 chaps hopefully
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The first morning under Andromeda’s roof, Harri wakes before anyone else.
Not because she’s rested.
Because her body still thinks sleep is something you steal in short bursts between disasters.
The room is unfamiliar in the way safe places always are, quiet without being empty, expensive without being cold. The curtains hang heavy. The air smells faintly of tea leaves and polish and something medicinal that isn’t medicine so much as the residue of years spent refusing to rot.
Harri lies there and listens for the bond out of habit.
There is nothing.
No brush of awareness. No pressure in the back of her mind. No low electrical hum that used to sit beneath every thought like a second heartbeat.
Just silence.
And it is not peaceful.
It is exposed.
She gets up anyway, because stopping is how you start thinking, and thinking is the quickest way to drown.
Downstairs, the kettle is already on.
Andromeda is in the kitchen, hair pinned back, sleeves rolled with quiet authority, moving with the precision of someone who has learned to keep control without shouting for it.
Teddy is in the middle of the floor, playing with something that might once have been a very respectable rug.
He looks up when Harri appears and his whole face changes, as if the world has just turned bright on purpose.
“Ma!” he says, triumphant.
Harri’s chest tightens in the familiar, humiliating way love does when it’s been deprived.
She kneels automatically, arms opening before she even thinks to be careful. Teddy barrels into her like he’s a spell with no brakes, small hands grabbing her jumper as if anchoring himself to proof.
She catches him and laughs, a real sound that surprises her with its sharpness, like it’s been waiting behind her ribs for days and took its chance.
“Teddy,” she murmurs into his hair. “Morning, terror.”
“Teddy big,” he informs her solemnly, then squirms free to show her exactly how big by climbing onto a chair Andromeda definitely told him not to climb.
Andromeda doesn’t raise her voice.
She just says, “Teddy.”
Teddy freezes like he’s been hexed.
Harri watches it, the obedience that arrives without fear, the correction that doesn’t require pain, and something in her twists.
Vernon would have called it softness.
Nik would have called it inefficiency.
Andromeda simply calls it parenting.
“Teddy,” Andromeda repeats, still calm, “come down.”
Teddy considers the consequences with the careful deliberation of a child who knows he is loved either way, then climbs down with theatrical innocence and runs straight back to Harri to hide his grin against her shoulder.
Harri presses her mouth to his curls and exhales.
She wants to stay here, on the floor, with a child heavy and warm in her arms, because it is the only place the world stops asking her to perform strength.
But there’s always a second beat.
Always.
Teddy pulls back, studies her face with unsettling seriousness, then pats her cheek like he’s checking for bruises.
“Ma tired,” he says, matter-of-fact.
Harri’s laugh catches.
She feels Andromeda’s gaze from across the kitchen like a hand placed gently and firmly at the back of her neck.
Harri tightens her grip around Teddy just enough to make herself feel real.
“Yeah,” she admits softly. “Ma’s tired.”
“Teddy hug,” he announces, as if he’s solved everything, and wraps his arms around her with all the solemn devotion of a child who believes contact is a cure.
Harri closes her eyes.
And the self-reproach arrives, swift and ugly, because it always does when she is allowed one good thing.
You missed this, it says.
You chose a man over this.
It doesn’t matter that she didn’t mean to. Intent has never been the same thing as consequence.
She presses her forehead to Teddy’s and thinks, with a bitterness that tastes like truth:
If I’d been anyone else, they’d call this negligence.
The word lands hard.
She doesn’t say it out loud.
She just stands up with Teddy on her hip, because if she puts him down too quickly she might drop something more fragile than a child.
Andromeda pours tea without asking, sets a cup down near Harri’s hand like she’s feeding a wounded animal that’s still deciding whether to bite.
Harri wraps her fingers around the warmth and tries not to flinch at how easy this is.
Not forgiveness.
Not absolution.
Just… care.
Care that doesn’t bargain. Care that doesn’t punish. Care that makes demands anyway.
Later, when Teddy is occupied with a book that he is mostly chewing, Andromeda begins the first conversation the way she promised she would:
Not with a speech.
With a task.
“Fold this,” Andromeda says, handing Harri a stack of clothes that smell like clean linen and expensive detergent.
Harri takes them automatically.
They stand side by side in the laundry room, the kind of domestic space Harri used to treat like background noise. Now it feels like an interrogation simply because it requires her to exist without adrenaline.
Andromeda folds with the same steady rhythm she poured tea with.
A woman who has grieved enormous things and still refuses to make grief the loudest object in the room.
Harri mirrors her movements, folding too neatly, too tightly, like discipline can make fabric hold together better.
The silence stretches — not awkward, not warm. Just present.
Then Andromeda says, without looking up, “You’ve been reading the papers.”
It isn’t a question.
Harri’s hands pause for half a second.
“Yes,” she says, because denying it would be stupid.
Andromeda folds a shirt. “And?”
Harri reaches for sarcasm and finds it dulled.
“They’re bored,” she says instead. “England has always been bored. If I return from America without a scandal, they’ll invent one.”
Andromeda hums lightly. “Mm.”
A pause.
Then Andromeda says, “They’ve written about you before.”
Harri’s throat tightens. “Yes.”
“And they will again.”
Harri keeps folding. “Yes.”
Andromeda turns a towel over, neat edges aligned. “You’re bracing.”
Harri’s jaw clenches.
“Am I.”
“Yes.”
Harri’s instinct is to deny it. To reframe. To intellectualise her way out of exposure.
She chooses something easier.
“I’m fine,” she says.
Andromeda doesn’t react.
She just folds the next item and says, very calmly, “You were never good at lying to people who love you.”
Harri’s fingers tighten around fabric.
Love.
That word has become dangerous lately, not because she doubts it exists, but because it keeps asking her what she’s done with it.
“I’m not lying,” Harri says, and hears her own voice sharpen into defence. “I’m functioning.”
Andromeda’s hands still briefly.
Not with anger.
With attention.
“Functioning,” Andromeda repeats, as if tasting it. “Yes. You’ve always been excellent at that.”
Harri’s stomach turns.
Because that’s not praise.
That’s diagnosis.
-/
In the afternoon, London reappears around her like a life she remembers in fragments.
Andromeda insists on a walk with Teddy, because routine is her version of mercy and she refuses to treat Harri like she’s made of glass.
They go slowly. Teddy stops to point at everything, a cat, a leaf, a man’s hat, the concept of buses.
Harri follows like a ghost learning the physics of being solid again.
There are moments that are almost, not happiness exactly, but something adjacent to it.
A woman at the corner shop recognises Harri and doesn’t gasp or whisper; she smiles like she’s glad Harri is still alive.
A child on a pavement trips and laughs instead of crying.
A gust of wind carries the smell of rain and exhaust and a distant bakery, and Harri’s body remembers England the way it remembers spells: automatically.
It returns her.
Not gently. Not tenderly either.
Just factually.
At home, Owl post arrives.
There are letters, not dramatic ones. Not confessions.
Just facts, and plans, and the quiet insistence that Harri is still theirs.
Hermione’s letter is written in the cramped, organised way Hermione writes when she’s trying not to panic.
Harri,
Ron says he’s fine and then eats like he’s trying to swallow a nervous breakdown whole. Ginny has been pacing for three days like she’s waiting for something to explode.
Are you okay? Properly. Not “I’m fine.”
And will you be coming back to the Burrow with Teddy, even for a visit? Or are you staying with Andromeda for now?
We’re not asking questions until you tell us to. We just want you where we can see you.
Love you.
Hermione
Harri reads it twice.
The first time, she feels the warmth.
The second time, she feels the weight.
We just want you where we can see you.
Not control. Not judgement. Just proximity.
And it still makes her chest tighten like she’s being cornered, because she has spent too long believing love is a debt you pay by being useful.
Andromeda watches her tuck the letter away and says nothing.
She doesn’t need to.
Her entire house is an answer.
That evening, Witch Weekly arrives, glossy and overeager.
Harri doesn’t buy it. Andromeda does, the way someone buys a tabloid: not because she respects it, but because she wants to know what the world is pretending is true.
The headline is dramatic in the way all headlines are when they have nothing real to feed on.
THE GIRL WHO LIVED RETURNS — QUIETLY.
A HERO HOME AGAIN. A WAR STILL UNPACKED.
Harri stares at it and feels something in her curdle.
Quietly.
As if she’s supposed to be grateful she’s permitted to return without spectacle.
As if her life has ever belonged to her.
She tosses it onto the table like it burned her.
Andromeda sips tea, unbothered. “They’ll tire of you.”
Harri’s laugh is thin. “They never tire. They just change their angle.”
Andromeda sets her cup down. “And you?”
Harri’s eyes flick up. “What.”
Andromeda’s voice stays calm. “Do you tire of you?”
The question is so unadorned it feels like a blade.
Harri’s mouth opens, then closes.
She wants to answer with intellect. With history. With justification.
Instead, the truth slips out ugly.
“Yes,” she says, and hates how small it sounds.
Andromeda nods once, like she expected it, like she’s been waiting for Harri to stop performing competence long enough to say something real.
They don’t talk about Nik that night.
They don’t have to.
Nik is in everything Harri doesn’t say.
-/
Days pass in soft increments.
Not time jumps that announce themselves, time that simply accumulates.
Teddy learns a new word and uses it incorrectly with confidence.
Harri cooks a meal and forgets the salt and Teddy eats it anyway because he’s loyal to her like it’s an instinct.
Andromeda takes Harri to the apothecary, not because Harri needs potions, but because normal errands are how you re-enter a life without making it a tragedy.
Harri runs into old acquaintances.
Some are kind. Some are curious. Some are carefully neutral.
All of them make her aware of the same terrible fact:
She is back.
She is not the same.
And England doesn’t care.
It keeps moving anyway.
There are moments , small, almost happy ones.
Ginny stops by and sits on Andromeda’s sofa with the same fierce familiarity she used to sit in the Burrow, legs tucked under her, eyes sharp, and for ten minutes they talk about nothing important: Quidditch gossip, Ron’s disaster of a haircut attempt, Hermione’s obsession with reorganising their bookshelves by a system Harri knows will become a Ministry-approved cataloguing method within a year.
Harri laughs once, unexpectedly, at something Ginny says.
It comes out bright.
Ginny freezes like she’s heard a miracle, then hides it under a smirk. “There she is.”
Harri’s smile falters.
Ginny doesn’t let it become pity.
She simply leans her shoulder into Harri’s for half a second, contact without announcement and then moves on.
Later, George sends a note with no flourish.
You’re alive. Good.
Don’t mistake “still breathing” for “fine.”
Tea soon?
— G
Harri stares at it and feels her throat tighten.
Because George understands the type of survival that looks like competence and feels like rot.
Because George doesn’t make it a performance.
Because George makes it an appointment.
Harri writes back yes.
She doesn’t trust herself to write more.
-/
One evening, Andromeda asks Harri to help with Teddy’s bath.
It should be simple.
Water. Soap. Chaos.
Teddy splashes, delighted, like the concept of water is a personal gift.
Harri laughs, sleeves soaked, hair damp from Teddy’s small wet hands patting her like he’s blessing her.
And then Teddy looks up, eyes bright, and says, with that simple cruelty children possess when they are only honest:
“Ma go ‘Merica again?”
Harri stills.
Soap slides slowly down her wrist.
The bathroom feels suddenly too small.
“No,” she says quickly, too quickly, voice tight.
Teddy frowns, trying to understand. “Da?”
The syllable lands like a dropped plate.
Not because Teddy knows what it means.
Because Harri does.
Harri’s mouth opens. Nothing comes out.
Andromeda’s voice carries from the doorway, calm as ever, “Teddy, darling, let Harri rinse your hair.”
Teddy obeys, because Andromeda’s calm has weight.
Harri rinses Teddy’s hair with hands that tremble only once.
She keeps her face neutral until Teddy is wrapped in a towel and carried out, giggling, leaving wet footprints like a small comet.
Then Harri stays behind in the bathroom for a moment too long.
She stares at the mirror.
There’s no breakdown.
Just a slow, sick recognition: she is still living inside the aftermath. She has simply become efficient at hiding it.
She thinks, with sudden, vicious clarity:
If a child can refer to him with no malice… why can’t I?
And then she thinks, even worse:
Because if I do, I might want to go back.
The thought disgusts her.
The thought terrifies her.
The thought is real.
That night, the conversation finally arrives in the way Andromeda has been building it:not as punishment but as a must.
They sit at the kitchen table after Teddy is asleep. There is tea. There are quiet house sounds. There is the steady presence of a woman who refuses to let love become permissive.
Harri tries to speak first, because control is her oldest comfort.
“I know you don’t approve,” she says.
Andromeda doesn’t blink. “Correct.”
Harri exhales. “I— I didn’t mean to—”
Andromeda lifts a hand. Not sharp. Not silencing. Just stopping the spiral before it becomes a performance.
“I’m not interested in your intentions,” Andromeda says. “I’m interested in your patterns.”
Harri’s jaw tightens.
“I’m not a child,” she says, because resistance is easier than vulnerability.
Andromeda’s gaze is steady. “No.”
A pause.
Then, quieter, “But you are still behaving like someone who believes accountability must feel like punishment in order to be real.”
Harri’s throat tightens.
She wants to argue.
She wants to list everything she’s endured, everything she’s sacrificed, everything she’s survived.
She wants to be right so badly it almost hurts.
Andromeda watches her want it and does not give her the fight.
She just says, softly, “Tell me what you told yourself when you stayed.”
Harri goes still.
“That’s not-” she starts.
Andromeda’s voice remains calm. “Tell me the sentence you repeated until it sounded like truth.”
Harri stares at the tea in her cup like it might offer a script.
Nothing does.
She tries to reach for reframing.
“I thought I could manage it,” she says finally. “I thought I could keep everyone safe.”
Andromeda nods slightly. “And when you realised you couldn’t?”
Harri’s mouth goes dry.
“I-” she begins, then stops.
Because she did realise.
She realised early.
That’s the part she keeps trimming out of the story so she can still live with herself.
Andromeda doesn’t press with volume.
She presses with precision.
“Why did you stay,” she asks, and her voice is so gentle it makes Harri’s stomach turn, “after you realised he wouldn’t change?”
Harri’s breath catches.
It’s not the obvious question.
Not why did you love him.
Love is easy to defend. Love is romantic. Love makes you sound noble.
This question does not.
This question strips the narrative down until only choice remains.
Harri opens her mouth.
Closes it.
Tries again.
“I didn’t realise,” she lies reflexively.
Andromeda’s gaze doesn’t harden.
It softens, which is worse.
“Yes,” Andromeda says, “you did.”
Harri’s fingers curl around her cup.
Heat bites her palm. She welcomes it. It’s proof she can still feel something clean.
“I—” Harri swallows. “He tried.”
Andromeda waits.
Harri hears herself continue, faster now, like speed can outrun truth.
“He tried with me. He listened. He- he did better. Not always. Not enough. But— I saw it. I saw him trying. And I thought— if I just stayed steady, if I just kept— if I carried it, he’d—”
She stops, breath sharp.
Andromeda’s voice is quiet. “He’d what?”
Harri’s laugh is brittle. “He’d become the man I kept describing.”
There it is.
The sentence tastes like ash.
Andromeda nods once. “So you stayed to protect the narrative.”
Harri flinches.
“That’s not fair.”
Andromeda’s eyes do not waver. “Was it fair to Teddy?”
Harri’s throat tightens.
Andromeda doesn’t say it like accusation.
She says it like a fact that deserves to be faced.
Harri stares at her hands, knuckles pale.
“I thought I could take it,” Harri whispers.
Andromeda leans back slightly. “Yes.”
Harri’s voice shakes, anger rising like a shield. “Because someone had to. Because— because if I didn’t—”
Andromeda interrupts gently. “If you didn’t, you’d have to admit you are not infinite.”
Harri’s chest tightens.
Because she is not infinite.
Because she built herself like she was.
Because the war taught her martyrdom and dressed it up like righteousness, and everyone applauded.
Andromeda watches Harri’s face fracture by degrees and says, softer now, “You learned to disappear inside duty. You learned that being useful makes you safe. You learned that carrying pain proves you deserve to be loved.”
Harri’s eyes burn.
She looks away quickly, like tears are a moral failure.
“That’s not true,” she says, because she needs it to be untrue.
Andromeda’s voice stays calm. “Then answer the question.”
Harri’s breath stutters.
Why did you stay after you realised he wouldn’t change?
Harri tries to find the noble answer.
There isn’t one.
So the truth arrives, ugly and devastating:
“Because leaving meant admitting I was wrong,” Harri whispers.
Andromeda waits.
Harri’s voice breaks on the next part.
“And because leaving meant admitting that the version of me that stayed… was real.
Silence fills the kitchen.
Not hostile.
Not indulgent.
Just heavy enough to be honest.
Harri swallows hard.
She hears herself continue, quieter, more stripped down:
“I didn’t want to be the girl who ran back to England and proved everyone right. I didn’t want to be the girl who made a stupid, romantic choice and paid for it like a cliché. I didn’t want to be—”
She stops, because the next truth is the one that guts her.
Andromeda doesn’t rescue her from it.
She waits.
Harri forces it out anyway.
“I didn’t want to be alone again.”
The confession lands in the room like a dropped object.
Harri’s hands shake once. She hides them under the table.
Andromeda’s voice is quiet. “So you stayed.”
Harri nods, eyes down.
“And,” Andromeda says, “you told yourself it was love.”
Harri’s laugh comes out wet. “It was love. It is love.”
Andromeda doesn’t argue.
She simply says, “Yes. And it is also fear.”
Harri closes her eyes.
Because she sees it now, the parallel she didn’t want.
Nik learned violence and called it clarity.
He learned power and called it righteousness.
And she. She learned martyrdom and called it responsibility.
She learned self-erasure and called it virtue.
She learned to suffer quietly and call it strength.
Andromeda watches her realise it and says, softly, “You don’t need to be right to be responsible, Harri.”
Harri’s throat tightens.
“I don’t know how,” she admits, small and furious with herself for sounding like a child.
Andromeda’s gaze is steady. “Yes, you do.”
A pause.
Then Andromeda says, “You start by naming the moment you knew.”
Harri’s stomach turns.
The moment she knew.
It’s not one moment.
It’s many.
But one rises above the rest like a bruise you keep pressing:
That night in New Orleans, when Nik looked at her with that familiar certainty, the kind that feels like devotion until it feels like ownership and she realised he didn’t see consent as sacred.
He saw it as negotiable.
Harri’s eyes burn.
“I knew when he started calling restraint a favour,” she whispers.
Andromeda nods once, like that’s exactly the answer she expected.
“And you stayed,” Andromeda says, not accusing, simply anchoring the truth, “because you believed you could be the exception.”
Harri’s breath shakes.
“Yes,” she whispers. “Yes.”
Andromeda reaches across the table and covers Harri’s hand, not to comfort her out of consequence, but to keep her there.
To stop her fleeing the truth by turning it into intellect.
Harri’s eyes sting.
Andromeda’s voice is very soft.
“You are not stagnant because you were wrong,” she says. “You are stagnant because you keep choosing the same survival shape even when it is no longer saving you.”
Harri flinches.
Stagnant.
Not evil. Not weak. Not doomed.
Just… stuck.
The word lands like a bell.
Harri swallows hard, throat raw.
“I don’t want to be this version of me,” she whispers.
Andromeda’s grip tightens slightly. “Then don’t.”
Harri laughs, sharp and broken. “That’s not how it works.”
Andromeda’s voice stays calm. “It is.”
Then, very quietly: “Because you’re not a child soldier anymore.”
Harri goes still.
That hits harder than any accusation could.
Because it isn’t punishment.
It’s permission.
Permission she doesn’t know what to do with.
-/
Later, Harri goes upstairs and sits at the desk in her room.
The house is quiet.
Teddy is asleep.
Andromeda is somewhere downstairs, living as if living is the point. Which it is.
Harri stares at the blank parchment in front of her like it’s an enemy.
She writes anyway, because writing is the only way she can put a shape to something that keeps leaking.
Dear Nik-
She stops.
Her hand hovers.
The bond is silent, but habit is not.
Her mind reaches for him the way it always has, the way you reach for a railing in the dark.
She closes her eyes.
She tries, not fully, not deliberately, just the smallest tug at the mental door she used to open without thought.
There is a flicker.
Not contact. Not voice.
Just the phantom of something that once existed.
Her chest tightens so hard she has to inhale through it.
For one brutal second, she wants to open it.
To feel him. To confirm he’s hurting too. To confirm she mattered.
Then Andromeda’s words return, quiet and merciless:
You don’t need to be right to be responsible.
Harri’s hand trembles.
She stops herself.
Not out of fear. Out of choice.
She pulls her mind back from that door and lets the silence remain.
The restraint feels unnatural.
It also feels like the first real act of power she’s made in weeks.
Harri looks down at the parchment.
Dear Nik-
Her throat tightens.
She writes the next line anyway, hand shaking slightly:
I miss you.
She stares at it.
The confession looks obscene on paper.
Not because it isn’t true.
Because it is.
She misses him.
And she still won’t go back.
That paradox sits in her chest like a stone.
She writes one more sentence, slower:
I miss who I was when I believed you.
Her breath catches.
Because that version of her wasn’t a lie.
She was real. She was softer. She was braver in the wrong direction. She was alive in a way she hasn’t been since the war.
And she stayed too long.
Harri folds the letter before she can write anything else.
She doesn’t seal it. She doesn’t burn it.
She slides it into the back of her drawer, behind Hermione’s letter, behind Witch Weekly, behind the evidence of a life that keeps insisting she belongs to it.
She sits very still for a moment, hands steady, heart loud.
Then she whispers into the empty room, voice barely there:
“I miss him.”
The admission does not summon him.
It does not reopen the bond.
It does not fix anything.
But it is honest.
And honesty, Harri is beginning to understand, is the first kind of accountability that doesn’t require punishment to be real.
Outside the window, London breathes.
Inside the house, the silence remains.
Harri does not flinch from it this time.
She lets it exist.
And somewhere far away, in a city that smells like citrus and liquor and old ghosts, she knows, without knowing how, that the story is not finished with them yet.
Not because love demands return.
Because consequences do.
And for the first time, Harri does not confuse consequence with cruelty.
She just sits with it.
And stays.
New Orleans
“Until then.”
Nik doesn’t pretend otherwise.
He leaves Rousseau’s the way he always leaves places that have begun to matter in the wrong way, calmly, as if calm is evidence. The door swings shut behind him. The music swallows the space he occupied. The city resumes.
And still, the ache follows.
Not the kind that limps through skin and bone. Not a wound anyone can point at and name. It lives where names don’t work, low and electrical, threaded through nerve and thought, a quiet insistence that does not care what he believes about himself.
Outside, New Orleans is wet with itself. Heat clings to brick. The streetlamps shine like they have secrets. A man laughs too loudly on a corner. A woman calls someone’s name like it’s a promise.
Nik walks through it all with a posture too composed to be honest.
He gets home and does not look for anyone.
He does not stand in doorways the way people do when they’re hoping a room will prove them wrong. He moves through the house like it still belongs to him. It does. Of course it does. The compound accommodates his presence with the same old obedience.
That is not the problem.
The problem is the silence in the places that used to have noise.
Kol’s absence doesn’t scream, it simply removes colour. Rebekah’s absence doesn’t echo, it leaves the air unperfumed. Ginny’s absence is a space where something reckless used to lean against the day. Elijah’s absence is a weight that has been placed elsewhere and left there deliberately.
And Harri.
Nik does not think her name.
He does not let his mind step into that room.
He has always been excellent at closing doors.
The ache hums anyway, as if amused by his discipline.
He flexes his hand once in the dark, slowly. The tremor comes and goes like a lie told by the body and retracted a second too late. He stills his fingers with effort, because effort is something he trusts more than comfort.
He tells himself, with cold precision, that he is fine.
He believes himself. That is the trouble.
-/
Rousseau’s doesn’t greet him when he returns.
It never has.
It accepts.
The bar looks unchanged, warm wood, low lights, the familiar weight of too many histories soaked into the walls. It smells like citrus and liquor and sweat and the kind of smoke you can’t wash out of old places. The music is slightly off-beat in a way that suggests the city is always improvising.
Cami is behind the counter, hair tied back, sleeves rolled up, hands busy with a rhythm that is almost soothing. She looks up, sees him, and doesn’t do the thing strangers do when they realise they’re in the presence of a Mikaelson.
She doesn’t stiffen. She doesn’t overcompensate. She doesn’t perform bravery.
She simply keeps her space.
His glass appears without his asking. Neat. As always. Set down where his fingers naturally fall, like she’s been watching him long enough to learn the geometry of his habits.
“That’s reckless,” he says, because he needs to put a blade somewhere.
Cami’s mouth quirks. “You’re paying.”
“That isn’t what I meant.”
“I know,” she says, and turns away to hand someone their change, as if the topic has already been filed and labelled and put away.
Nik watches her do it and feels something unpleasant in his chest that isn’t pain.
It is recognition.
He drinks, slower than he should. He doesn’t like how steady the liquor makes the world feel. He doesn’t like how easily the bar becomes a place he can inhabit without fighting it.
He notices, with irritation, that the ache does not spike while he watches her move.
Not because she is magic.
Because she is normal in a way that refuses to be intimidated.
Normal, and still willing to look directly at monsters.
That has always been dangerous.
He finishes his drink. He doesn’t leave immediately.
Cami doesn’t fill the silence with questions. She never does. She lets it exist, unbothered, as if silence is not something that must be solved.
People who want something from him always rush.
Cami does not.
He hates that this makes him trust her.
He hates it more that he might.
-/
It begins the way these things always begin, not with confession, but with a single loose thread.
Cami is wiping down the counter when she says, almost carelessly, “You’ve been quieter.”
Nik’s brow lifts a fraction. “Have I.”
“You don’t fight the room anymore,” she replies. “You used to.”
“Perhaps I’ve matured.”
Cami’s expression remains politely unconvinced.
Nik feels the ache stir, as if it enjoys the lie.
He takes another sip. The glass clinks softly when he sets it down. His fingers still around it for half a beat too long, like they’re waiting for something.
“For someone studying psychology,” he says, voice light, “you’re very fond of broad conclusions.”
Cami meets his gaze. “For someone who claims he doesn’t care, you’re very invested in what I notice.”
It lands. Clean. No flourish. No cruelty.
His first instinct is to laugh, sharp, dismissive, weaponised.
Instead, something in him tightens, and the laugh doesn’t come.
He doesn’t like that either.
“You know who I am,” he says, because he wants to remind her of danger. He wants her to step back. He wants her to make this easier.
“I do,” Cami replies.
“And yet you speak to me like I’m—” he pauses, searching for something disdainful enough, “—a patron.”
Cami shrugs lightly. “You are.”
There’s the audacity again. The refusal to rearrange herself around him.
He finds himself thinking , unwanted, uninvited of another girl who used to do that. Another person who did not beg. Another person who held her teeth behind her smile and dared him to be honest.
Nik does not name her.
The ache hums, pleased.
He swallows his drink like he can drown the thought.
It doesn’t work.
It never does.
-/
Days pass without being announced.
The weather shifts by degrees. The bar staff rotates. A different band plays on the corner near midnight. The city’s mood changes the way it always does, slow, subtle, inevitable. Sometimes Nik arrives earlier, sometimes later. Sometimes he stays long enough that Rousseau’s turns into that quieter second rhythm where laughter lowers and conversations become less performative.
Cami learns his silences the way other people learn prayer.
Not reverently.
Practically.
“You don’t have to come in,” she tells him one night, glancing at the clock as she dries a glass.
Nik’s mouth curves faintly. “And deprive you of my charm?”
“You’re not charming,” she replies. “You’re consistent.”
There it is again, that word. The same one she used in the beginning.
Consistency.
Not comfort. Not rescue. Not romance.
He should leave on principle.
He stays, because the ache flares the moment he shifts to stand, sharp and sudden enough to steal a fraction of breath.
Not visible. Not dramatic.
Just a quiet theft.
He stills, then sits back down as if he simply changed his mind.
Cami’s gaze flicks to his hand. Not long enough to be obvious. Long enough to catalogue.
“You get those tremors a lot?” she asks, tone casual.
It isn’t a question that demands a story. It’s a question that offers one.
Nik’s smile sharpens. “Do you always ask strangers about their bodies?”
“I didn’t ask why,” she says. “Just if.”
He considers lying.
He doesn’t.
“More than I should,” he replies.
Cami nods once, like she’s heard it before. Like she’s heard men say less truthful things with more confidence.
“And?” she prompts, gently, infuriatingly.
“And what,” Nik says, “would you like me to do about it?”
She sets the towel down and finally looks at him properly.
“I’d like you to stop pretending it’s nothing,” she says. “But I’ll settle for you admitting it exists.”
He laughs then, small, controlled. “How generous.”
Cami’s expression doesn’t change. “I’m not generous,” she replies. “I’m observant.”
The ache hums.
He hates that her words don’t feel like judgement.
He hates more that they feel like truth.
-/
He doesn’t tell her about Harri in a single sitting.
He tells her in fragments he didn’t mean to drop.
One night, someone at the far end of the bar mentions London , not him, not his history, just the city in passing, a tourist complaining about the rain like it’s personal.
Nik’s grip tightens on his glass.
His fingers still. The tremor tries and fails to surface.
Cami sees the pause. She says nothing. That silence is its own question.
“England is grey,” Nik says, voice too light, as if he’s commenting on architecture. “It makes people think they’re poetic.”
Cami hums. “And you? Were you poetic there?”
Nik’s smile shows teeth. “No. I was bored.”
That should be the end of it.
It isn’t.
“Someone I knew was from there,” he adds, and the words taste strange, like admitting he once let a person be real.
Cami doesn’t pounce on it. She just nods slowly, as if acknowledging weather.
“And?” she says, softly.
Nik stares at the amber in his glass like it might rearrange itself into something useful.
“She used to complain about the cold,” he says. “As if the world would apologise and warm itself for her.”
His mouth curves, sardonic.
But his eyes don’t.
Cami’s voice is gentle, but it doesn’t soften. “Did it?”
“No,” Nik replies. “She adapted.”
There’s a pause.
Then, because the truth is a thing that grows when you feed it even crumbs, he hears himself add, quieter:
“She always adapted.”
The ache flickers, like it recognised her in the sentence.
Nik’s jaw tightens.
He does not say her name.
Cami does not ask for it.
But her gaze holds his for a beat longer than necessary, and in that extra second he feels something in himself shift — not healing, not relief.
Just the unfamiliar sensation of being witnessed without being cornered.
He leaves shortly after, furious with himself for giving her anything at all.
—/
Another night, it’s a child’s laughter that does it.
Not inside Rousseau’s , outside, passing, a quick bright sound that cuts through the city noise and vanishes as quickly as it came.
Nik’s chest tightens so sharply it almost feels like a wound.
Cami is polishing cutlery, not even looking at him, and she says, “That looked like it hurt.”
Nik’s laugh comes out wrong. “Everything looks like it hurts when you’re determined to see it.”
“Mm,” she replies. “So what was it?”
He could lie.
He could deflect.
He could leave.
Instead he hears himself say, very quietly, “He used to laugh like that.”
Cami stills.
Just for a second.
“Who?” she asks.
Nik’s throat works around the word.
“A boy,” he says finally. “A child.”
He hates how the sentence softens the room. He hates how Cami’s attention sharpens, not into hunger, but into care.
“Was he yours?” she asks, careful.
Nik’s mouth curves, humourless. “No.”
The ache pulses, insolent.
“Not by blood,” Nik adds, because blood is the easiest excuse in the world.
Cami’s voice is steady. “But?”
Nik’s eyes flick away. “But he was mine,” he says, and that is the truth dressed in possession, because possession is safer than tenderness. “My little wolf child.”
Cami lets the words sit.
Then she asks, very quietly, “Is he gone?”
Nik’s fingers tighten around the glass. The tremor tries again and he crushes it into stillness.
“He’s not dead,” Nik says, quick and sharp, as if that makes everything fine. “He’s… elsewhere.”
“Elsewhere can still be loss,” Cami replies.
Nik’s smile flashes, a brief warning. “Be careful.”
Cami meets his eyes. “I am,” she says. “That’s why I’m not pretending your voice didn’t change when you said him.”
The ache hums. Not flaring. Listening.
Nik takes a slow drink, as if he can drown the softness that tried to climb into his throat.
He fails.
When he speaks again, his voice is quieter than he intends.
“He called me Da,” Nik says. “As if it was a compliment.”
Cami’s mouth curves slightly. “Was it?”
Nik’s laugh is almost real. Almost.
“He meant it as one,” he admits.
He leaves before he can say more.
He walks home with the city pressing in like a familiar hand, and for the first time since Mystic Falls he finds himself missing something small and bright and inconvenient.
He does not call it loneliness.
He calls it irritability.
He calls it absence.
He calls it anything but what it is.
-/
And then, another night, he bleeds truth on accident.
Not blood. Not gore.
Just the kind of honesty that leaks out when you’ve been holding it too tightly for too long.
Marcel is there for part of it, in and out, a presence that belongs in the room the way New Orleans belongs in his lungs. He kisses Cami’s cheek, murmurs something in her ear that makes her smile, then leaves again as if he trusts the bar to hold whatever happens next.
Of course he does.
He trusts Cami with things he doesn’t even trust himself with.
Nik watches Marcel go and thinks, unbidden, of a family that has scattered itself across continents.
Two in England.
One in Mystic Falls.
And him, still here, surrounded by a city that never abandons him because it doesn’t love him, it claims him.
“Marcel,” Cami says, wiping the counter where Nik hasn’t spilled anything. “He looks tired lately.”
Nik’s mouth curves. “Everyone looks tired if you’re determined to diagnose them.”
Cami glances at him. “I’m not diagnosing. I’m noticing. There’s a difference.”
Nik hums. The ache hums with him, like mockery.
“You have many brothers?” she asks, light, like she’s asking about the weather.
Nik should shut that door immediately.
Instead he hears himself say, “Not as many as you’d think.”
Cami doesn’t laugh.
She waits.
That waiting is worse than any interrogation.
“They’ve all left,” Nik says abruptly, and the words are sharper than the truth they carry.
Cami’s hands still. She doesn’t look at him. She doesn’t offer pity.
She just says, softly, “Where did they go?”
The ache flares, brief and hot, like it doesn’t want him to say it.
He ignores it.
“One stayed behind,” Nik says. “Because he thinks staying makes him better.”
Cami’s voice is neutral. “Does it?”
Nik’s smile is too thin. “It makes him exhausted.”
He swallows, then adds, almost carelessly, “The other went to England, and our sister followed in his footsteps.”
There’s a beat.
“And the one who left you,” Cami says, not a question exactly, “was she with them?”
Nik’s jaw tightens so hard it almost aches.
The ache under his ribs answers anyway.
He doesn’t like that his body is quicker than his pride.
“Yes,” Nik says finally, voice light as a lie. “She left.”
Cami leans on the counter, posture open, calm. “Did you expect her to stay?”
Nik laughs, sharp. “Of course not.”
Cami’s gaze doesn’t move. “That wasn’t the question.”
The words land and for a second he feels something in him wobble, not collapse. Not break.
Just a shift in balance, like his mind tried to step around a truth and found it blocking the path.
He sets his glass down with care. Too much care.
“She made a promise,” Nik says, and the sentence tastes like childishness the moment it leaves his mouth.
Cami doesn’t flinch. “And you?”
Nik’s smile flashes. “I kept mine.”
Cami’s voice is quiet. “Did you?”
The ache pulses. Insistent.
Nik’s laugh comes out wrong.
He doesn’t answer immediately, because answering would require naming what he did, and naming feels too close to regret.
Instead he says, sardonic, “I broke a curse.”
Cami’s eyes narrow slightly. “And you broke something else.”
Nik’s fingers tighten, then relax. A tremor tries. He crushes it.
“She asked for time,” he says, and his voice goes colder to protect the softness trying to form underneath. “She asked for patience.”
Cami nods once, like she’s listening to a familiar pattern.
“And you?” she prompts.
Nik’s smile is all teeth. “I don’t do time.”
“Mm,” Cami murmurs. “That sounds like you.”
The lack of judgement in her tone is unbearable.
He wants her to hate him. He wants her to recoil. He wants her to confirm the version of himself he can live with.
She doesn’t.
She just says, gently, “So you broke your word.”
The ache flares hard enough that Nik’s breath catches.
He still doesn’t move.
He stares at his hand like it belongs to someone else.
“That,” he says, voice sharp, “is an oversimplification.”
Cami’s voice stays even. “Then complicate it.”
Nik laughs. “You’re very brave.”
“No,” Cami replies. “I’m very tired of watching you circle the same truth like it’s going to move out of your way.”
Silence settles.
Heavy, but not hostile.
Nik finds himself speaking again, because stopping now would feel like losing and he would rather bleed than lose.
“She cast a spell on me,” he says abruptly, changing the subject like a coward. “As punishment.”
Cami’s gaze sharpens. “A spell?”
Nik’s mouth curves. “A curse, if you want to be dramatic.”
Cami’s voice is careful. “And it’s still there.”
It isn’t a question.
He hates that she knows.
“It shouldn’t be,” Nik says, and there is genuine irritation in it now, not at her, at reality. “It should have burned out. It should have healed.”
Cami’s eyes flick to his hand again, the stillness, the deliberate control. “But it didn’t.”
“No,” Nik says softly. “It didn’t.”
The ache hums like a verdict.
Cami doesn’t ask what spell. She doesn’t ask what it felt like. She doesn’t pry for spectacle.
She just says, quietly, “Does it get worse when you try not to think about her?”
Nik’s laugh is sharp, defensive. “I don’t think about her.”
Cami’s expression doesn’t change. “That wasn’t my question.”
The bar is quieter now. The late-night crowd is thinning. Glasses clink further down the counter. Someone murmurs a goodbye and leaves.
Nik sits very still.
He hates that he is still.
He hates that he wants to answer.
He hates that the answer is already in him.
“It flares,” he admits finally, voice low. “Randomly. It doesn’t…” He swallows, jaw tightening. “It doesn’t obey.”
Cami nods once, like she’s been expecting it.
“And you?” she asks. “Do you obey it?”
Nik’s mouth curves. “I don’t obey anything.”
Cami’s voice is soft, but it doesn’t bend. “Then stop fighting it like it’s going to prove you wrong.”
Nik’s breath leaves him in a slow exhale that almost sounds like a laugh.
Almost.
He doesn’t give her anything else. Not that night.
He leaves Rousseau’s with his pride intact and his insides rearranged.
-/
The spiral doesn’t announce itself with a breakdown.
Nik does not crumble in public. He does not collapse into sobbing. He does not confess like a priest in a booth.
He spirals the way he always has, quietly, efficiently, in the gaps.
He spirals in the half-second before he steps into Rousseau’s, when the ache flares and his hand stills against the doorframe for a beat too long.
He spirals in the way his humour arrives a fraction late, like his mind has to fetch it from somewhere deeper now.
He spirals in the way he begins to catalogue absences without meaning to:
Kol’s laugh.
Rebekah’s perfume.
Ginny’s reckless warmth.
Elijah’s disapproving silence.
Teddy’s bright, inconvenient joy.
A witch’s teeth behind her restraint.
He refuses to name it loneliness. He refuses to call it loss.
He calls it adjustment. He calls it inconvenience. He calls it the cost of power.
And the ache hums under every excuse, patient, insolent, present.
Everyone but him sees the thinness in his composure.
Marcel sees it in the way Nik speaks less at home, as if the house will overhear him and judge.
Cami sees it in the way Nik returns, not because he wants another drink, but because this is the only place he doesn’t have to pretend he is untouched.
Nik sees it too. He just refuses to acknowledge it.
Acknowledgement would mean consequence.
Consequence would mean responsibility.
Responsibility would mean facing the fact that explanation is not justification.
He is not ready to give up his conviction.
So he clings to it like armour.
And armour, Nik has learned, can keep you alive while it suffocates you.
-/
Near closing one night, Cami sets a glass down in front of him and says, without looking up, “You keep leaving and coming back like you’re trying to prove something.”
Nik’s mouth curves faintly. “Am I.”
Cami finally looks at him. “Yes.”
He should make a joke.
He should cut her down with charm.
He should remind her she is Marcel’s soulmate, not his confessor.
Instead he hears himself say, very softly, “I’m not used to… this.”
Cami’s brows lift slightly. “This?”
Nik gestures vaguely: at the bar, the city, the space between them, the way she doesn’t demand anything from him and still refuses to let him lie comfortably.
“This,” he repeats, and the word sounds like it hurts.
Cami nods once, slow. “Being seen?”
Nik laughs, quiet and bitter. “Being seen and not… changed.”
Cami’s voice is gentle. “I’m not here to make you someone else.”
Nik’s smile is sharp. “That’s what she said.”
The ache flares, brief and hot, like punishment for the pronoun.
Cami doesn’t react to the pain. She reacts to the sentence.
“She?” she asks softly.
Nik stares at his glass. He doesn’t answer.
Then, because the truth has been gathering in him like a storm held behind teeth, he says, almost casually, “She was stubborn.”
Cami’s mouth curves slightly. “So are you.”
Nik’s laugh is nearly real.
Nearly.
“She had a family,” he adds, and the sentence is a blade turned inward. “They used to come visit.”
Cami waits.
Nik’s fingers tighten. Tremor. Stillness.
“They brought food,” he says, sardonic. “As if I eat like a normal person.”
Cami’s eyes soften, just a fraction. “Did you let them?”
Nik’s mouth curves. “I tolerated them.”
Cami’s voice is calm. “That’s not an answer.”
Nik looks at her then, really looks.
And in the set of her jaw, the steadiness of her gaze, the refusal to be impressed or afraid, he feels that old familiar irritation:
A person telling him the truth to his face.
A person baring their teeth without flinching.
A person who listens without letting him rewrite reality into something convenient.
It reminds him of Harri in the worst way.
It reminds him in the best.
Because Harri had never looked at him like a problem to solve.
She looked at him like a fact, and still chose to stand close.
That had been the most destabilising kind of love: not blind, not naïve, not forgiving… just present.
Cami’s presence isn’t love. It’s not even loyalty. But it carries the same offence to his pride, the same quiet refusal to be moved by him.
And he hates, viscerally, that it makes him want to stay.
It makes something in him unravel, slow and quiet, like a seam coming undone.
He hates it.
He needs it.
He is furious that he needs it.
“I let them,” Nik says finally, and the words are so simple they almost feel obscene. “Because she wanted me to.”
Cami nods once. “And you cared enough to try.”
Nik’s smile flashes, defensive. “Don’t romanticise me.”
“I’m not,” she replies. “I’m observing.”
Of course.
Always that.
Nik exhales slowly. The ache hums. The city breathes. The bar holds.
And in the quiet, with no grand confession and no clean resolution, Nik finds himself doing something he has not done in a long time:
He stays.
Not because he’s seeking redemption.
Not because he’s naming regret.
But because something in him is falling apart at the seams, and this place, this bartender, this familial stranger with Marcel’s name on her soul refuses to let him pretend he isn’t.
Cami wipes down the counter, methodical, unhurried, and says, without looking up, “You don’t have to tell me everything.”
Nik’s laugh is sharp. “I wouldn’t.”
Cami’s voice is soft. “I know.”
A beat.
Then she adds, quieter, “But you don’t have to carry it like it’s proof you’re untouchable.”
Nik’s fingers still on the glass.
The tremor tries and fails to surface.
The ache flares, then settles, as if listening.
Nik’s smile is thin, sardonic, exhausted.
“Careful,” he says. “You’re starting to sound like you expect me to be human.”
Cami meets his eyes. “No,” she replies. “I expect you to be honest.”
Nik holds her gaze.
He does not nod.
He does not agree.
But he doesn’t leave either.
And when he finally speaks, his voice is low and sharp and almost gentle in spite of himself:
“You’re a dangerous woman, Camille.”
Cami’s mouth quirks. “So I’ve been told.”
Nik’s laugh comes out quiet, not cruel, not loud.
Real enough to startle him.
Not enough to call it healing. Enough to call it something else.
Something steadier.
Something that will not let him pretend, much longer, that explanation is the same as being right.
-/
Hours after Rousseau’s releases him back into the night, Nik finds himself in the courtyard.
The lemon tree is still there.
That should not matter. He has seen empires rise and rot; flora is not supposed to undo him. And yet the sight of it, thinner now, leaves dulled and curling inward, branches stripped of their former defiance, stops him in place.
He stares longer than he intends to.
There was a time it had refused restraint. Blossomed when it shouldn’t have. Produced fruit out of season, stubborn and fragrant and alive in a way that irritated the groundskeepers and delighted her.
Harri had said it was dramatic.
He had said nothing. He had only watched her touch the leaves, careful without realising she was being careful, and thought, unhelpfully that the tree had learned its audacity from her.
Now it looks… tired.
Nik exhales slowly, the breath catching low in his chest, and wonders when exactly the house learned how to mirror absence so precisely.
Everything here reminds him of her.
Not in the crude way of ghosts or echoes, but in function. In the way the space still anticipates her movements. In the way rooms seem slightly misaligned, as though something essential has been removed and the structure is still compensating.
He hates that.
He had been happy to have a soulmate.
The admission comes uninvited and immediately irritates him.
Not grateful. Not relieved. Happy, in a quiet, unexamined way that had settled into him without announcement. He had not allowed himself the indulgence of naming it at the time. Happiness implies fragility. Implies something that can be taken.
Still.
From when she had been five, she had been there.
He remembers the first time her voice had cut through his thoughts, not loud, not frightened, just there, like a question asked without knowing it was one. He had nearly shut her out then, instinct screaming caution. But curiosity had stayed his hand.
And once opened, the door had never truly closed.
They had spoken like that for years. Not constantly, never intrusively, but with the ease of two minds accustomed to sharing space. Words when needed. Silence when not. An awareness so constant it had faded into structure.
By the time she came to New Orleans and stood in front of him, there had been no shock. Only the mild disorientation of seeing something long-known rendered physical.
They had only shut the bond twice.
Once when she pressed too hard, demanded answers he had not been ready to give, her concern sharpened into something dangerously perceptive. He had closed the link then, not in anger, but in control.
The second time had been Mystic Falls.
That time, he had not reopened it.
The realisation tastes bitter now.
Fifteen years. Nearly sixteen.
A lifetime of shared consciousness, severed not by distance, not by death, but by decision.
His decision.
Nik turns away from the tree and starts walking.
The city opens around him, generous and cruel in equal measure. Every street feels familiar for reasons that have nothing to do with age.
He hadn’t understood, until now, how often she had been the hinge between his brutality and something almost… livable.
Not a leash. Never that.
A hand at the small of his back when the world would have preferred him feral.
A voice that could call him monstrous and still sound like it wanted him alive.
He had mistaken that for convenience. For balance. For a pleasant accessory to power.
And now the city is full of places where that version of him should still exist, and doesn’t.
He remembers these places through her, through the way her attention had snagged on details he would have ignored.
The café she liked because it felt earnest.
The corner she hated because it smelled wrong.
The stretch of street where she had gone quiet in his mind, emotions crowding too tightly for language, and he had known, instinctively — to wait.
He hadn’t realised, then, how much of his understanding of this city had been filtered through her.
He misses her in a way that is deeply inconvenient.
Not with longing that can be dramatised or mourned, but with the dull, structural ache of something removed after it has already shaped the bone. He keeps expecting commentary. Keeps expecting resistance. Keeps thinking something and waiting for the familiar brush of awareness that never comes.
The anger arrives, late and sharp.
Because she hurt him.
Because she reached into him and left pain behind , deliberate, measured, justified. Because she called it restraint and walked away with clean hands.
And still —
Still he understands why she did it.
That is the most infuriating part.
He had wanted a soulmate for centuries. Had promised himself, long before the world grew familiar again, that if he ever found them, he would never let them go.
A thousand years later, here he stands — still keeping promises the only way he knows how.
Alone in a city that knows him too well.
Nik stops walking.
His shoulders tighten, spine straightening as if bracing against a blow that never comes. He does not allow himself the word regret. He does not allow himself the luxury of absolution either.
He simply stands there, breathing, thinking, missing her in ways that do not fit neatly into blame.
And somewhere in that stillness, unannounced, almost sly, something shifts.
The ache beneath his ribs quiets.
The tremor that had lived at the edges of his hands, present enough to irritate, subtle enough to deny, eases. His fingers curl, then uncurl, steady.
Nik blinks.
Once.
Then again.
He draws in a slow breath, searching for the pain out of habit more than concern.
It does not answer.
For the entire stretch of time he has been lost to memory, to her voice, her presence, her absence, the wrongness has simply… receded.
Nik stares at his hands.
And then he laughs.
Not sharp. Not wild.
Bright, surprised, restrained, edged with something dangerously close to fondness.
“Foolish thing,” he murmurs into the night, the words rough and affectionate all at once.
Of course she would leave something like that behind.
Of course thinking of her would be the one thing capable of quieting it.
Of course allowing even the smallest fracture of truth, the acknowledgement, brief, involuntary, that this pain wasn’t only a cruelty she left behind, but a consequence he kept insisting he was above, would be enough to loosen its grip.
The ache does not vanish because he misses her.
It stills because, for once, he does not fight the shape of what happened.
Not fully. Never fully.
Just enough.
Nik lifts his gaze back toward the courtyard, toward the lemon tree standing stubbornly in soil that never promised kindness, and lets the laughter fade into a smile he does not try to correct.
And he knows, for all his certainty, suspects this is only the beginning of the reckoning he has been so carefully avoiding.
-/
By sunrise, Nik finds himself not leaving the courtyard immediately.
That, too, is new.
He remains where he is, breath slow, hands steady in a way that feels earned rather than forced. The day presses in gently, not threatening, not indulgent, simply present. The lemon tree rustles faintly in a breeze that carries no instructions.
What unsettles him is not the quieting of the pain.
It is the shape of the relief.
Because it is not her he misses first.
That realisation lands oddly, sidelong, irritating enough to make him shift his weight like something has gone out of alignment beneath his skin.
It is not Harri’s voice, or her absence, or even the bond itself that surfaces first in the hollow left behind.
It is him.
A version of himself that had existed briefly, inconveniently, and with far too much awareness.
He misses the pause.
The moment before action, when he had actually considered consequence rather than calculating fallout. The fraction of restraint that had come not from fear or strategy, but from an unwillingness to see disappointment in her mind.
He had thought, at the time, that it was compromise.
Weakness.
A temporary indulgence afforded by proximity to someone who made demands simply by existing.
Standing there now, with the city breathing around him and the ache receded into something watchful, Nik understands that it had been discipline.
Self-imposed.
And worse, chosen.
That thought tightens something in his chest, sharp and unwelcome. He has never been sentimental about self-improvement. He does not romanticise restraint. He has always trusted instinct more than reflection, decisiveness more than deliberation.
And yet.
For two years, he had not needed to be the loudest thing in the room to feel certain of himself.
He had listened.
Not always well. Not without irritation. But enough.
Enough that his siblings had stood closer without bracing. Enough that Marcel had stopped watching him like a man anticipating collapse. Enough that even Elijah’s disapproval had softened into something wary rather than despairing.
Nik exhales slowly, jaw tightening.
He had not noticed it happening.
That might be the most damning part.
He had been too busy convincing himself that he was unchanged.
The realisation curdles as it continues to unfold, because it brings another with it, one that is far more difficult to dismiss.
Cami.
Not her words. Not her observations. Not even the quiet way she refuses to flinch.
What unsettles him is that she never asks him to be better.
She simply refuses to let him be dishonest comfortably.
There is no demand in it. No ultimatum. No attempt to moralise his actions or soften their edges. She does not catalogue his sins. She does not seek absolution on his behalf.
She just notices.
And noticing, without trying to own what you see, turns out to be far more invasive than accusation.
Nik shifts again, irritation rising and settling without a clear target.
This is not how accountability is supposed to work.
In his experience, accountability comes with force. With shame. With punishment masquerading as instruction. Mikael’s voice, heavy and unyielding, had been very clear on that.
You learn through pain.
You obey because you fear.
You survive because you do not hesitate.
Anything else was indulgence.
Anything else got you killed.
Nik had learned those lessons early, deep enough that they had stopped feeling like lessons at all and begun to pass for instinct. They had hardened into justification, into a moral architecture he rarely questioned because it had kept him alive.
It had kept him powerful.
It had kept him right.
And yet Harri —
The thought slides in before he can block it.
Harri had grown up in violence no less formative than his own. A childhood shaped by fear, by expectation, by being turned into something useful before she had the language to refuse it.
And still, she had learned something different.
Where he learned that force was clarity, she learned that restraint was choice.
Where he learned that survival excused brutality, she learned that survival demanded responsibility.
Even in her darkest moments, even when she failed, she had sought repair rather than justification. She had named harm instead of explaining it away. She had believed, infuriatingly, that acknowledgement mattered more than intent.
Nik had dismissed that as idealism.
As youth.
As something that would burn out of her the moment the world pressed hard enough.
It hadn’t.
She had adapted, yes — but she had not calcified.
The comparison stings more than he expects.
Because somewhere along the way, without noticing when it happened, Nik had stopped adapting entirely.
He had mistaken repetition for growth.
Had let the lessons of his adolescence, learned under fists and fire and humiliation, stand in for wisdom long past their expiration.
He had become more vicious, not sharper.
More defensive, not stronger.
And then, inexplicably, impossibly, for two years in her orbit, he had not been.
He had been… better.
Not good. Never that.
But present. Measured. Capable of choosing not to escalate simply because escalation was available.
It had cost him.
He understands that now.
It had required effort. Reciprocity. A willingness to explain himself instead of simply asserting dominance and calling it truth.
It had come with expectation, from her, from Rebekah, from himself.
And expectation is dangerous.
Expectation implies the possibility of failure.
Nik draws a slow breath, fingers curling once at his side before relaxing again.
He had loved that version of himself.
That is the realisation he has been avoiding, amongst others.
Not because it was kinder.
Because it was seen.
That version of him had been loved by his family not in spite of what he was, but because he was trying — visibly, imperfectly — to be more than the sum of his worst instincts.
He had loved that man, too.
And he had destroyed him rather than admit how much effort it took to keep him alive.
The ache does not return.
That, perhaps, is the most unnerving part of all.
Nik remains in the courtyard a moment longer, the lemon tree rustling softly above him, leaves dull but stubborn, still standing.
Unlearning, he realises dimly, will be far more difficult than breaking curses.
Because unlearning requires staying.
And staying has never been his instinct.
Not yet.
But the thought lingers, unwelcome, unresolved, impossible to unsee.
He turns at last, moving back toward the house with a gait that is steady, deliberate, and not quite as certain as it once was.
Not transformed.
Not redeemed.
But altered.
Enough to be dangerous.
Enough to matter.
Enough that pretending otherwise will no longer come easily.
And for Nik, that may be the most unsettling consequence of all.
Nik tells himself, immediately, that this is indulgent.
That standing here thinking instead of moving is a mistake, that stillness invites rot, that reflection is a luxury afforded only to people who believe they will survive what they find inside themselves.
He has survived worse than thought.
He has survived Mikael.
That reminder is reflexive, sharp enough to feel like truth simply because it has always been used that way. His father’s voice does not rise in memory; it doesn’t need to. It lives in Nik’s posture, in the way his spine straightens when doubt approaches, in the way resistance still feels like discipline rather than fear.
Do not linger.
Do not soften.
Do not look too closely.
Nik exhales through his nose, irritation tightening his jaw.
This is what he knows.
Resistance is structure. Resistance is familiarity. Resistance is the reason he is still here when so many better men are not.
And yet—
Look at you now.
The thought slips in uninvited, sour and persistent.
Alone in a courtyard that knows his footsteps too well. Surrounded by absence he insists is choice. Carrying pain that did not obey, not because it couldn’t, but because it wouldn’t.
He has always told himself that solitude is clarity.
That loneliness is simply the price of power.
That attachment weakens and distance sharpens.
Those beliefs have never failed him.
Until now.
Because this does not feel like clarity.
It feels like something has been removed without permission and his body is still reaching for it out of habit. Like a limb lost so cleanly the nerves haven’t accepted the absence yet. He keeps expecting sensation where there is none, commentary, resistance, that quiet pressure in his mind that used to push back when his thoughts turned too sharp.
The ache had replaced it.
Now even that has gone quiet.
And the silence left behind is not peaceful.
It is exposed.
Nik shifts again, irritation flaring not at the realisation itself but at the way it keeps returning. He has never lacked conviction. He has never been uncertain of his methods. He has always known exactly why he does what he does, and he has never apologised for surviving the way he was taught to.
Mikael did not raise sons.
He raised weapons.
And Nik had been the sharpest of them.
That had been a point of pride once, the way he learned faster, adapted quicker, endured longer. Fear had been currency in that house, and Nik had learned early how to hoard it, how to turn it outward before it could be turned on him.
That was not cruelty.
That was education.
That is what he tells himself now, because questioning it feels like pulling at a thread that does not end neatly.
But Harri—
Again. Her name presses at the edge of thought without fully entering it, like something knocking politely at a door he has barred and braced.
She had been raised in fear too.
Different shape. Different language. But fear all the same.
And still, she had not mistaken it for law.
That is the fracture.
Nik had assumed, without ever examining why, that suffering naturally produces hardness. That brutality refines. That cruelty, endured, becomes clarity.
Harri had proven otherwise simply by existing.
She had been hurt and had chosen care anyway. Had been broken and had sought repair rather than replication. Had failed and had learned to name it instead of defending it into righteousness.
Nik’s stomach tightens, a slow, unpleasant twist.
Because what does that say about him?
The question does not arrive fully formed. It never does. It circles instead, picking at the edges of his certainty, testing the joints where belief meets justification.
He has always explained himself well.
Explanation has been his shield.
His absolution.
He did what he did because it was necessary. Because it worked. Because someone had to. Because waiting would have been worse. Because mercy is a lie we tell ourselves when we’re afraid of consequences.
Those explanations have carried him through centuries.
They have always been enough.
Except, for two years, they hadn’t been necessary.
That realisation lands harder than he expects.
He had not needed to justify every choice when she was there. Had not needed to narrate his own morality into existence. There had been friction, always, but not this constant rehearsal of righteousness.
He had simply… acted. And then listened. And then adjusted.
Nik’s breath hitches, just barely, the first sign of strain he does not immediately crush.
That version of him, the one who adjusted, had not felt weaker.
He had felt anchored.
That is the word he avoids.
Anchors imply dependence. They imply the possibility of being held in place against one’s will.
Nik has never tolerated that.
Which is why he shut the bond instead of examining what it was doing to him.
Which is why he chose momentum over pause.
Which is why he stands here now, body whole and mind beginning to splinter in ways no physical wound ever could.
The ache does not return.
Instead, something else begins to press in.
Fatigue.
Not physical. Not the kind that blood or sleep could address. A deeper weariness, the kind that comes from holding the same shape for too long because changing it would require admitting that it was learned under duress.
Nik presses his tongue briefly to the back of his teeth, grounding himself in sensation. He does not slump. He does not falter. His posture remains immaculate.
But inside, something is slipping.
He can feel it, the slow destabilisation of a system built on resistance alone. The way his certainties no longer lock into place cleanly. The way his justifications echo a fraction too long, as if waiting for agreement that does not come.
He has always believed that falling apart is loud.
Violent.
Obvious.
But this— this is quieter.
This is the hairline crack that runs through stone long before it splits. The structural weakness you don’t notice until the weight shifts just enough.
Nik straightens again, reflexively, as if posture might reinforce what conviction no longer does.
He is not ready to dismantle himself.
He is not ready to forgive.
He is not ready to unlearn the lessons that kept him alive.
But the truth has lodged itself too deeply to be dislodged by denial alone:
The man he became in Harri’s orbit was not an accident.
And the man he is now is not stable.
Resistance may be comfort.
But comfort, Nik is beginning to understand with a cold, unwelcome clarity, is not the same thing as survival.
The courtyard remains still.
The lemon tree does not move.
And Nik walks back into the house carrying the quiet certainty that whatever is coming for him next will not announce itself with violence, but with collapse.
Slow, internal, and irreversible.
Notes:
So this chapter spans over the course of a month. So it’s been two months since the ritual, since their separation.
