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When Kendall first met Logan his third grade heart exploded. He was mesmerised by the boy who could do all the math questions in his head and who sat alone in the classroom and at lunch and who looked sad at recess when everyone would be playing and he'd be in the corner reading a book.

 One day Kendall with all the courage he could muster went over and asked the boy to join him and his friend’s and ever since than they’ve been inseperable.

 Rain or shine you could always find Kendall with Logan; They were so attached that everyone including teahcher’s, friends and even family acknowledged them as one KendallandLogan no longer were they sperate beings and Kendall thrived off of that.

 When he first met Logan he didn't know what loving someone was of course he didn't why would he but everyday since he has learned loving somone was being with them when they cried or supproting their dream’s by engaging in it with them or just being there right by their side Kendall has never felt more loved than he has when he's with Logan.

Since they moved to LA to start their boyband his heart still explodes everytime he looks at Logan, every time he says kendall’s name, every look, every touch, every laugh, everything. 

To Kendall, Logan was everything.

Now this may sound obsessive and it kinda is but not in the horrer movie way definitely in the I love this man. A-I want to marry him and love him till Im old and gray way. okay so maybe Kendall is a little maybe kinda crazy in love. But thats okay! its okay because he thinks that Logan is possibly just as obsessed and in love maybe, kinda, hopefully.

Kendall thinks that since they’ve become coworkers on top of bestfriends Logan has been trying to pull back but not on Kendall’s watch, for all the hesitant glances and the almost touches Kendall goes as full force into his love without actually saying it.

 He gives bear hugs and cheek kisses for days, he touches, he stares, he complemens, he does anything absolutly anything just to get Logan to look at him for just a little longer, and he waits.

He waits till Logan is comfortable with the new coworker arrangement, waits until he’s done daiting Camille waits and waits and waits. 

Suddenly its four years later he’s still madly in love and just as, if not more obsessed with his bestfriend who is seemingly oblivious and he’s tired of waitng.

One day, when it’s late its the middle of the week, he’s done wating because they had just gotten out of dance rehearsals with new choreography and Logan always hates new dances and he always is just so him, when he’s red and panting and tired and frustrated and suddenly all Kendall wants to do is kiss him but he’s working and dispite his seemingly irrisponsible personality he is a professional.

 When rehearsals are done he and Logan end up in the appartment alone as James and Carlos are off doing whatever they do when they do when they are out and alone causing chaos, so there they sit in their shared room in their own beds tired and freshly showerd but all Kendall wants to do is kiss him.

So when Logan opens his mouth and askes him to lay with him he does.

… and when Kendall asks Logan to kiss him he does.