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1. I am the rose you relinquished again by InfamousCreature

   Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   03 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Steve Rogers/Reader
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Reader
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Reader
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Original Female Character(s)
   • Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Tony Stark
   • Thor (Marvel)
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Clint Barton
   • America Chavez
   • Alternate Universe - BDSM
   • Dom Steve Rogers
   • Dom Bucky Barnes
   • Daddy Dom Steve Rogers
   • Daddy Dom Bucky Barnes
   • Non-Sexual Age Play
   • Non-Sexual Submission
   • Multiverse
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • i kinda do what i want with the canon
   • i also do what i want with america chavez
   • Physical Abuse
   • Neglect
   • Touch-Starved
   • all abuse comes from the Bad Avengers in the Bad Timeline
   • The Good Avengers in the New Timeline do not do that
   • there is off-screen major character death but it is in the timeline we leave
   • Dissociation
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • No Use of Y/N for Reader-Insert
   • the age-play and the sexual content are seperate but it all still occurs between the Stucky/Reader trio
   • Subdrop
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Past Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con

   Summary

   Louise has straddled her breaking point for far, far too long.
   The Avengers is a team full of Doms in a world that has zero respect for Subs. Steve remembers how good they were together back when they had Bucky, but without him, the love they shared burned away and all that's left behind is bitterness and anger.
   America Chavez burst into her life offering her what could be a dream come true-- traveling to another timeline where her boys are alive and won't treat her with disgust, and an Avengers Team she might even make friends with.
   Shaking and dangerously close to another ugly subdrop, she can only make the decision that gets her away from this nightmare, even if she's not sure the new reality will really be much better.

   Series

   • Part 1 of For So Long, I Have Waited

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   22,755

   Chapters:

   6/?

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