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Summary:

What happens when Monsters are allowed to walk away with no consequences? What happens when Monsters are rewarded for their Toxicity?

 

What happens when a boy is given the opportunity to be the monster everyone despises and spits on... BECAUSE the monster will not only walk away and get away with everything with zero consequences....But will also be rewarded FOR being the Monster?

 

Kyo Sohma... Is the Monster... And it's time for the monster to collect his debts and get the happy ending he deserves.... Based and built on the Suffering of everyone around him...

Notes:

Hey guys welcome to my pet project! I totally don't need therapy after all this!

 

(Please send help I'm begging you.)

Chapter 1: The Boy and the Visitor

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The late afternoon sun bled through the paper screens of Shigure’s house, casting long, lazy shadows across the cluttered main room. Kyo Sohma, sprawled on the floor with a half-hearted scowl, was trying to ignore the faint sound of Shigure’s pen scratching away upstairs and the distant, occasional rumble of a passing car. The place was oppressively quiet, a lull that always felt more like the calm before a storm when the ‘mangy mutt’ was around.

He’d come here under vague pretenses, something about a ‘family matter’ Shigure had mumbled into the phone. Typical. Probably just another scheme to annoy someone. Kyo’s gaze drifted to the ceiling, as if he could burn a hole through it and incinerate the dog upstairs with the sheer force of his irritation.

A sudden, unnatural stillness descended. The faint sounds from outside—the birds, the distant traffic—muffled into nothingness. The light in the room seemed to solidify, the dust motes freezing in their dance. Kyo sat up, muscles tensing, his fighter’s instincts prickling. This wasn't right.

“The atmosphere in this place is always so… fraught, isn’t it?”

 

The voice came from directly behind him. Kyo launched himself forward, twisting in mid-air to land in a crouch, fists raised. A woman stood where he had just been sitting. She was of average height, with thoughtful eyes and a presence that was both utterly ordinary and profoundly out of place. She wore simple, comfortable clothes and held a worn leather satchel. She looked at him not with fear or surprise at his defensive posture, but with a deep, weary familiarity.

“Who the hell are you?” Kyo snarled, the beads of his bracelet cold against his wrist. “How did you get in here?”

The woman offered a small, sad smile. “My apologies for the abrupt entrance. Conventional doors felt… inappropriate for this conversation.” She took a deliberate step forward, her movements calm. “My name is Natsuki Takaya. I… suppose you could say I’m the author of your circumstances.”

 

Kyo blinked, his defensive stance faltering slightly. The name rang a distant, impossible bell. It was the name on the covers of the manga Tohru sometimes read, the one she’d clutch to her chest with watery smiles and sad eyes. “Takaya… like, the mangaka? That’s impossible. What kind of stupid joke is this? Did Shigure put you up to this?” He glared towards the staircase.

“This is no joke, Kyo Sohma,” Takaya said, her voice soft but carrying an undeniable weight of authority. “And this is between you and me. For this moment, in this space, he cannot hear us. No one can.”

She gestured to the floor, and a simple cushion appeared. She sat, placing her satchel beside her. After a long moment, the fight draining out of him replaced by a bewildered dread, Kyo slowly lowered his fists and sat back on his heels, facing her. The air still hummed with that unreal quiet.

“Why?” was all he could manage.

 

Takaya sighed, the sound carrying the weight of years. “To apologize, in a way. And to confess. I fear I may have… messed up. Particularly with two people you know very well: Shigure and Akito.”

Kyo snorted, some of his usual defiance returning. “Understatement of the century. They’re both sacks of crap.”

A flicker of a real smile touched Takaya’s lips. “You’re not wrong. But it’s more nuanced than that, and the nuance is where I failed.” She leaned forward, her elbows on her knees. “Let’s start with Shigure. I wrote him to be a morally gray character. The problem is… I think I made him too good at it.”

Kyo rolled his eyes, the motion exaggerated. “The mangy mutt is and always will be a sack of crap. ‘Morally gray’ is just a fancy word for it.”

 

Takaya nodded, accepting his vitriol. “He is volatile. Toxic. A scheming bastard who views human relationships as a game of shogi. And when you peel back those layers, when you see the wounded, jealous, perpetually left-behind boy at his core… it doesn’t excuse the man he became. It just makes you view the whole, rotten structure in an even more negative light. The foundation is tragic, but the building is a horror.”

She looked away, her gaze distant. “2001 Shigure… the one from the first anime… he was better. Less interesting, perhaps. Simpler. But a much better person to be around.”

Kyo stared, caught off guard. He had vague memories of the old anime, of a different, softer vibe.
“That Shigure…loved everyone,” Takaya continued, a fond but regretful tone in her voice. “He was a major ass at times, sure. A pervert, a tease. But he had a warmth to him, a genuine affection. You would want to be around him, despite his faults. He actually cared about people. He didn’t view them as mere pawns or tools. He was a good person who, in that continuity, got the short end of the stick.” She met Kyo’s eyes. “And seeing as how 2001 Akito was a man… that Shigure would have ended up happily with Mitsuru, I believe, if the anime had continued.”

Kyo was astonished. He was hearing someone—the creator—talk about Shigure, the manipulative, selfish, gleefully disruptive force in his life, in an actual positive manner. A version of Shigure who was… kind. Who wasn’t a black hole of emotional manipulation. The concept was so foreign it left him speechless for a beat.

“…I wish I could have met that Shigure,” he muttered, the confession torn from him before he could stop it.

 

Takaya’s expression softened. “He exists in his own continuity. And there’s no doubt in my mind that he’s happy. That everyone in that world is getting by pretty good.” Then she shook her head, as if clearing a pleasant daydream. “But I’m sorry, I got sidetracked. The point is… the Shigure everyone knows, the one in this room with us… the ‘mangy mutt’… he was rewarded. He was rewarded for his toxicity, his manipulation, his endless scheming. He played his disgusting game and won his toxic princess, Akito. He got exactly what he wanted, and the narrative framed it as a happy ending for him.”

 

She took a long, deep sigh then, one that seemed to draw all the light from the frozen room. The weariness on her face deepened into something like grief.

 

“And now… I have to talk about the ‘Akito Problem’.”

Kyo crossed his arms, a familiar anger bubbling up. “Everyone knows about the Akito Problem. I’ve lived through it.”

“You have,” Takaya agreed, her voice barely above a whisper. “But I need to say it. I made a mistake. I made her too good of a villain.”

She began to list the crimes, her voice flat, each one a stone dropped into the still pond of the room. “Attempted murder.... Kidnapping.... Conspiracy to Commit Kidnapping on your end ... Systemic psychological abuse.... and physical child abuse..... Domestic violence..... The… the sexual abuse.”

Kyo felt a dark, cold knot tighten in his stomach. The first few he knew intimately—the memory of Rin, of Yuki’s childhood, of his own condemnation, The Physical Abuse on Hatori, the Child Abuse on Kisa and everyone else..... The overall psychological torture of everyone.....But the last one…

“What do you mean?” he asked, his voice rough.

 

Takaya wouldn’t meet his eyes. “Kureno. Akito… used Kureno as a sexual outlet. For years. And it was abuse, because he never wanted it. He felt bound by his duty, by his curse, by his pity for her. But he never wanted it.”

Nausea, acute and violent, rose in Kyo’s throat. He saw Kureno’s placid, resigned face. The man who was always so calm, so accepting. To think that underneath… Kyo pressed the heels of his hands against his eyes, trying to push the image out. “God…”

“She has committed so many crimes,” Takaya pressed on, her own voice thick with remorse. “Hurt so many people. Left scars that will never fully heal. And I admit… I messed up. I wrote a character so vile, so venomous, so horrible, that anything less than her having every tooth knocked out, than seeing her broken in a prison cell, feels like an insult to every character she wounded. And yet… she got away with it. That’s why it’s the ‘Akito Problem.’ The controversy, the sheer outrage… it has left a black mark on Fruits Basket’s legacy.”

 

She explained her attempts to fix it—to show Akito in a lonely hell, isolated, hated by her family, clinging only to Shigure and her child. “I wrote it so she is cursed to live with the consequences of her actions until she dies! But it’s not enough. It’s nowhere near good enough! The narrative has been warped! People say, ‘Remember, according to Natsuki Takaya, you can be as scummy as Akito and just get a slap on the wrist!’ ‘Remember, you can be like Shigure and be rewarded!’”

Her weak laugh was a hollow sound. “That was never my intention. But the characters I wrote… they were such awfully effective villains, and the ‘justice’ they received felt so philosophically abstract, that it created a butterfly effect. People look at the final arc and see a narrative that excuses abuse if the abuser is sad. And I… I never wanted that.”

She looked up, and there was a desperate fire in her eyes. “If I could go back, Kyo, I’d let Studio Deen keep going. Let them deviate completely. 2001 Akito is a dead man walking! He’s going to die young, and he knows it! His fate is tragic and cathartic! You can empathize even as you condemn him because his punishment is inherent, it’s final! I’d give them full creative freedom just to see that ending!”

 

The fire died as quickly as it came. She slumped. “But the damage is done. There’s no going back. There are people who defend her to their last breath. ‘She had a terrible past, cut her some slack.’” Takaya mimicked the phrase with clear disdain.

Then, she reached into her satchel. She pulled out a single, gleaming rectangle of gold—a ticket, like something from a bizarre fairy tale. It shimmered with an unnatural light.

“I gave Shigure and Akito the easy way out by accident. By ignorance.” She held the ticket out to him. “Now, I’m going to give you the easy way out. On purpose.”

Kyo stared at the golden ticket, mesmerized and repelled. “What’s it for?”

“It’s for you, Kyo Sohma. You who have suffered, in many ways, more than anyone else. I want you to use it. I want you to be a monster.”

Kyo’s head snapped up. “What?”

 

“Be worse than Akito. Be worse than Shigure. Be an irredeemable piece of trash. Be hateful, and spiteful, and angry. You deserve to lash out. You have every right.” Her words were delivered with a terrible, sincere compassion. “This ticket is my seal of approval. No matter what you say or do—scream at Tohru, reject Yuki’s peace, hurt Kagura, shatter every fragile bond you’ve built—everyone will shrug it off. They’ll move on. No, they’ll go further. They’ll forgive you. Instantly. Unconditionally.”

She leaned closer, the ticket glowing between them. “And you won’t just get off scot-free. You’ll be rewarded. You’ll get the girl. You’ll get Tohru Honda, as a prize for your toxicity. Use your head,” she gave that weak laugh again, “and the one in your pants, and you could get two girls. Kagura would take you back in a heartbeat if you just crooked your finger. Shigure and Akito got their twisted happily-ever-after. So why not you?”

Her eyes were endless pools of regret. “I am giving you permission to be the worst version of yourself. And the world will love you for it. People will defend you. Because to prop up Akito after all she’s done, and then to condemn you? That would be the height of hypocrisy.”

 

The silence that followed was absolute. Kyo looked from the ticket to Takaya’s face, seeing not malice, but a profound, authorial guilt. She was offering him a corrupt shortcut, a narrative cheat code born from her own perceived failure. He thought of a lifetime of rage, of being the cat, of the loneliness, of his father’s contempt, of a love he felt he never deserved. He thought of the sheer, exhausting effort of being better, of trying to be worthy.

He thought of Shigure, smiling on his porch, having won.
He thought of Akito,walking free.

His hand, moving as if through thick mud, reached out. His fingers closed around the golden ticket. It was warm, and it pulsed with a gentle, promising power.

“I’ll take it,” Kyo said, his voice a dry rasp.

 

The moment he accepted it, the frozen world began to move again. The sound of birds, the rustle of leaves, the faint scratch of Shigure’s pen upstairs all rushed back in. The light returned to normal.

Natsuki Takaya was gone.

Kyo Sohma sat alone in Shigure’s living room, a golden ticket burning a hole in his clenched fist, and a new, terrifying kind of freedom curdling in his heart. The path to being a monster lay wide open, paved with forgiveness and rewarded with love. All he had to do was start walking.

Chapter 2: I'm sorry.... And Goodbye...

Summary:

Kyo goes to his father and apologizes in advance.... For everything that's about to happen....

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The golden ticket was a lead weight in Kyo’s pocket. It didn’t burn or pulse anymore; it just sat there, cold and dense, a contract he had already signed. His feet carried him away from Shigure’s house, not towards the Honda residence, not towards the dojo where he usually trained his chaos into something resembling discipline, but towards the one place that had always been a sanctuary: Kazuma’s dojo and home.

The walk was a blur of twilight hues and echoing footsteps. The usual defensive hunch of his shoulders felt different now. It wasn’t a shield against the world’s contempt; it was the gathering of a storm. Takaya’s words cycled in his head like a cursed mantra: You deserve to lash out. You’ll be forgiven. You’ll be rewarded.

 

He found Kazuma in the tranquil garden behind the dojo, meticulously raking the sand around a stone lantern into perfect, concentric lines. The sight of his father—calm, focused, creating order from chaos—pierced Kyo with a shame so acute it stole his breath. This was the man who had shown him the first kindness, who had offered a path that wasn’t defined by the Cat’s legacy. And Kyo was here to tell him he was about to throw it all away.

“Kyo,” Kazuma said without turning, sensing his presence as he always did. “You’re late for training. Is everything alright?”

The gentle question was the final crack in the dam. Kyo stood stiffly at the edge of the veranda, his hands clenched at his sides, fingernails digging into his palms. “No,” he said, his voice rough. “It’s not.”

 

Kazuma set the rake down carefully and turned. His wise eyes, always so perceptive, took in Kyo’s posture, the unnatural stillness, the shadow in his gaze that went deeper than usual anger or sorrow. He gestured to the engawa. “Sit.”

Kyo obeyed, lowering himself as if his joints were rusted. He couldn’t look at Kazuma. He stared at the perfectly raked sand, a symbol of a peace he was about to willingly vandalize.

“I… came to apologize,” Kyo forced out, the words like shards of glass in his throat.

Kazuma simply waited, his silence an invitation to continue.

“Not for something I’ve done,” Kyo clarified, a bitter twist to his mouth. “For something I’m… going to do.”

 

He risked a glance. Kazuma’s expression hadn’t changed into shock or confusion. There was only a deep, profound sadness, and a flicker of understanding that shook Kyo to his core. He knows. He doesn’t know the specifics, but he knows.

“I see,” Kazuma said softly, his gaze drifting to the darkening sky. “You don’t need to tell me the details, Kyo. The heart has its own reasons, and its own breaking points.”

“You’re not going to ask?” Kyo whispered, torn between relief and a desperate need to be stopped, to be argued with.

“What would asking do?” Kazuma replied, his voice a steady river flowing beside Kyo’s tumultuous cliff-edge. “You have already made your decision. I can see it in you. This isn’t a momentary anger. This is… a tectonic shift.”

Kyo bowed his head, the confession tumbling out. “I’m so tired. Tired of trying. Tired of being the one who has to swallow it, to be better, to move on. They didn’t. They never had to.” He didn’t name Shigure or Akito. He didn’t need to.

 

“Love, kindness, understanding…” Kazuma mused, folding his hands in his lap. “They are powerful medicines. But some wounds are poisoned. Some pain is so deep that those medicines cannot reach it in time. They cannot drain the festering resentment. Perhaps this… what you are feeling now… is a form of fate. A karmic justice, finally taking shape.”

Kyo’s head snapped up. “Justice? What I’m about to do won’t be just. It’ll be… ugly.”

“I did not say it was moral,” Kazuma said, his eyes finally meeting Kyo’s, holding them with an unbreakable grip. “I said it was karma. A reaction to an action. The universe seeking a balance, however crude. When a system of justice fails repeatedly—when the wicked are rewarded and the wounded are told only to heal quietly—the heart sometimes takes justice into its own hands. It lashes out. It becomes the punishment the world failed to deliver.”

The words resonated in the hollow space Takaya had carved inside Kyo. This was exactly it. The Sohmas had a system. It was broken. Akito and Shigure had broken it further and been handed happiness. He was just opting out of the pretense.

 

“I don’t believe in a world without consequences, Kyo,” Kazuma continued, his tone grave. “A true and fair world would see actions met with appropriate reactions. But we do not live in that true and fair world, do we? We have both seen people act with breathtaking cruelty and walk into the sunlight, unscathed. We have seen the kindest of souls bear burdens that would shatter mountains.”

He leaned forward slightly, his voice dropping to a hushed, intimate timbre. “So. If you are telling me that you are going to lash out… and that you will face no negative repercussions for it… that you will, in fact, be forgiven and even rewarded in the end…” Kazuma paused, absorbing the sheer, awful truth of that statement. “…Then I understand. I understand the terrible math of a broken heart. I understand the final, furious logic that emerges when moving on feels like a betrayal of your own pain.”

 

Tears, hot and shameful, pricked at the corners of Kyo’s eyes. He blinked them back fiercely.

“My son,” Kazuma said, and the word held every ounce of its weight. “No matter what path you walk—the path of discipline I once showed you, or this dark, new path you now choose—I am your father. First and foremost, and always. This will always be your home. You will always be welcome here.”

It wasn’t permission. It was something far more devastating: understanding. It was an acknowledgment that the contract Takaya offered was real, and that Kazuma saw its terrible terms clearly. He wasn’t blessing Kyo’s choice, but he was refusing to abandon him for making it.

Kyo couldn’t speak. A sob was locked in his chest, a chaotic mix of gratitude, grief, and a terrifying, liberated fury. He bowed low, his forehead touching the smooth wood of the veranda, a final gesture of respect for the man and the ideals he was about to betray.

 

Kazuma placed a warm, steady hand on his bowed head. The touch was a blessing and a farewell to the boy Kyo had been. “Go,” Kazuma whispered, his own voice thick with emotion. “And may you find… whatever it is you are now seeking.”

Kyo rose, his body feeling both heavier and lighter than ever before. The golden ticket in his pocket no longer felt cold. It felt like a key. He didn’t look back as he left the garden, stepping from the realm of order and peace into the waiting, permissive darkness.

Alone, Kazuma watched him go. He picked up the rake, looking at the perfect lines in the sand. Then, with a slow, deliberate sweep of his arm, he dragged the rake through the center of the pattern, destroying its harmony. He looked at the ruined grooves, a visual echo of the rupture in his son’s soul.

“Consequences,” he said to the silent evening. “They come for us all, eventually. Even if they wear the mask of forgiveness.” He knew Kyo would be spared the worldly consequences. But the consequence of becoming the monster? That, Kazuma thought with a father’s boundless sorrow, would be its own lonely hell. And there would be no golden ticket to escape that.

Chapter 3: Blood in the Water

Summary:

Shigure gets a call from his favorite doctor and believes the "Game" has gotten even more fascinating.

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The languid peace of Shigure’s study was shattered by the sharp, insistent ring of the telephone. Shigure Sohma, perched on the edge of his desk with a half-written manuscript before him, didn’t hurry. He watched the instrument as it trilled, a small, predatory smile playing on his lips. Calls these days were either mundanely administrative or deliciously fraught. Given the recent, peculiar silence from a certain hot-headed cat, he was betting on the latter.

On the fifth ring, he picked up. “Moshi moshi~ Shigure’s House of Horrors and Heartaches, how may I direct your pain?”

There was a long-suffering sigh on the other end, crackling slightly with static. It was all the identification Shigure needed. “Haa-kun. To what do I owe the auditory pleasure? Has Akito finally decided to have me exiled for my sterling personality?”

“This isn’t a social call, Shigure,” Hatori’s voice was flat, stripped of its usual clinical calm and replaced with a strained, heavy tone. “There’s been a… situation.”

 

Ah, blood in the water. Shigure’s smile widened. He leaned back, the chair creaking. “A situation? How intriguingly vague. Did someone finally drop the good china in the main house? Or has Haru painted another mural in an inconvenient location?”

“It’s a duel.”

The two words hung in the stuffy air of the study. Shigure’s eyebrows rose, his writer’s mind immediately conjuring images of pistols at dawn, of feudal-era posturing. “A duel? How delightfully anachronistic. Who has offended whose honor so grievously in this modern age?”

“It’s between Kyo and Yuki.”

 

Now Shigure sat up straight, the playful glint in his eyes sharpening into genuine interest. “The cat and the rat? Well, well. Their childish spats have finally evolved into something formal. How positively… Shakespearean. But why does this constitute a ‘situation’ worthy of a doctor’s call? Let them claw each other’s eyes out. It’s in their nature.”

“It’s not a childish spat, Shigure,” Hatori interrupted, his voice hardening. “This was formally declared. By Kyo. Through… proper channels.”

“‘Proper channels’?” Shigure echoed, his curiosity now fully, darkly alight. “Since when does Kyo know of any channels, proper or otherwise, beyond shouting and throwing punches?”

“He went to Akito.”

 

The air left Shigure’s lungs in a soft, surprised puff. Akito. The cat had gone directly to the god, bypassing everyone. That was a move with precedent, but not from Kyo. Kyo avoided the main house like it was plague-ridden. This was calculated. This was intentional.

“Akito,” Shigure repeated, tasting the word. “And our divine leader agreed to sanction this… spectacle?”

“Sanctioned and mandated it,” Hatori confirmed, the distaste evident even through the phone line. “Everyone is to be present. All the Zodiac members. Tohru Honda. Akito, of course. And… Kyo specifically requested the presence of Honda’s friends as well. Arisa Uotani and Saki Hanajima.”

A slow, delighted chill traced Shigure’s spine. This was no simple fight. This was a theater. Kyo was demanding an audience, a specific one that included outsiders—the very people who represented Tohru’s life beyond the Sohma curse. He was framing a narrative.

 

“My, my,” Shigure murmured, his mind racing to connect the dots. Kyo had been oddly absent for days. Not training, not skulking around Tohru, not even picking fights. He’d vanished. And now he reappeared, not with simmering anger, but with a cold, formal challenge. Something had changed in the boy. Something fundamental. “What time is this performance?”

“Five-thirty this evening. At the central courtyard of the main Estate. No excuses, no exceptions.” Hatori paused, and when he spoke again, his voice was low, carrying a warning Shigure chose to ignore. “Shigure. I examined Yuki briefly after the… declaration was delivered. He’s shaken. And Kyo… Hatori’s clinical detachment frayed for a second. “Kyo didn’t look angry. He looked… resolved. In a way I’ve never seen. It’s unsettling.”

Resolved. Not furious, not desperate, but resolved. Like a man walking to the gallows—or to the headsman’s block. How utterly fascinating.

“Well, we wouldn’t want to miss a moment of such compelling drama, would we?” Shigure said, his voice lilting back into its usual playful cadence. “I shall be there, front and center. Will there be refreshments, or shall we bring our own?”

“This isn’t a game, Shigure.”

“Isn’t it?” Shigure countered softly, his eyes narrowing. “It has players, a stage, an audience, and high stakes. It sounds like the very best kind of game. I wonder what the cat’s endgame is… Thank you for the invitation, Haa-kun. I’ll see you at half past five.”

 

He hung up before Hatori could reply, placing the receiver gently in its cradle. The quiet of the study now felt charged, pregnant with impending chaos. He swiveled his chair to gaze out the window at the overcast sky.

A duel. Between the Cat and the Rat, sanctioned by God, before the entire assembled court. It was a scene ripped from the most twisted of fairy tales, the kind he so loved to dissect in his writing. Kyo’s behavior was a radical, illogical departure. The boy was pure, unadulterated id—reactive, impulsive, transparent. This was cold, premeditated, and shockingly savvy. It involved Akito. It involved Tohru’s friends. It was designed for maximum psychological impact.

Where had this come from? What catalyst could possibly have transformed Kyo’s roaring fire into this cold, sharp blade?

 

Shigure’s thoughts briefly flickered to his own recent, strange moment of disorientation a few days prior—a fleeting, inexplicable feeling of silence, as if the world had paused for a breath. He’d written it off as a writer’s fugue. Now, he wasn't so sure.

A slow, wide smile spread across his face, one that held no warmth, only avid, intellectual hunger. He didn’t know the source of the change. But he recognized the potential. The fragile, brittle, volatile, and muddy systems of the Sohma family—painstakingly balanced with shit, with tears, with pain—was about to have a grenade rolled into its center. And the pin had been pulled by the one person everyone looked down upon and scapegoated.

 

“What are you planning, little Kyo?” he mused aloud to the empty room. “Are you finally embracing your role as the villain? Or are you trying to destroy one?” The possibilities were delicious. Would he try to humiliate Yuki? To push Tohru away in some grand, tragic gesture? To force a confrontation with Akito in front of everyone?

Whatever it was, Shigure knew one thing with absolute certainty: the outcome would break people. Relationships, already delicate, would fracture. And in the resulting wreckage, there would be opportunities. For observation, for manipulation, for new and interesting stories to write.

He hummed a tuneless little song as he stood and went to select his jacket. The gray, overcast light of the afternoon seemed perfect. It would cast long, dramatic shadows in the courtyard.

He couldn’t wait.

Chapter 4: The Monster Arrives

Summary:

It's the day of the Duel... And the monster arrives

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By 5:10 PM, the central courtyard of the Sohma main estate felt less like a gathering place and more like a theater awaiting a tragedy. The overcast sky cast a flat, oppressive light, leaching color from the meticulously kept stones and the somber faces of the assembled.

They stood in a loose, uncomfortable semi-circle. The Zodiac members were a constellation of tension. Yuki, pale and composed but with a tightness around his eyes, stood near Tohru, who looked utterly lost, clutching the sleeves of her cardigan. Beside her, Arisa Uotani and Saki Hanajima formed a protective flank, their expressions grim and assessing.

The rest were scattered according to their allegiances and anxieties. Hatori stood like a stone sentinel, his medical bag at his feet—a silent, damning detail. Momiji hovered near Tohru, his usual brightness extinguished. Haru and Rin stood apart, a united front of wary detachment. Kisa and Hiro stayed close to each other, confused by the adult gravity in the air. Ayame was a splash of flamboyant color against the gray, practically vibrating.

 

Akito sat on a chair that had been brought out for her, Shigure standing just behind her right shoulder, a study in contrasting indolence. She looked bored, her chin propped on her hand. “This is a waste of time,” she announced, her voice cutting through the low murmur. “A formality. A good show, perhaps, before the Rat puts down the Cat where he belongs. But ultimately, a waste.”

“If it’s such a waste of time, my dear,” Shigure mused, his eyes scanning the tense crowd, “why would our little Kyo go to such elaborate lengths for an audience? He’s never been one for ceremony.”

Before Akito could snipe back, Ayame burst forward, striking a dramatic pose. “A waste? Never! This is a Duel! A duel of blood! The age-old, century-spanned feud of Cat and Rat, played out not in shadows, but in the stark light of day! The stage is set! The players are ready! Only one shall walk away from this field with his honor intact! The winner shall bask in glory! The loser… in utter humiliation!” He spun, his sleeves flaring. “Isn’t that right, my little brother?”

 

Yuki didn’t look at Ayame. His gaze was fixed on the empty space where his opponent would appear. “He’s right about one thing,” Yuki said, his voice cool and clear. “It is a waste of time. Kyo’s ego is going to be dragged through the mud he so loves to wallow in. That’s all this is.”

Arisa Uotani shook her head, her arms crossed tightly. “Nah. This ain’t just a fight. Fights are messy. They just happen. This?” She gestured to the arranged space, the waiting crowd. “This is what gang leaders do when they wanna settle beef for good. Formal. Public. But this feels… wrong. Ain’t no victory gonna feel clean here.”

Kagura’s voice, unusually subdued, chimed in. “Kyo and Yuki have always fought. They can’t be in a room for five minutes without it. But to call everyone here… to make it like this… Something’s changed. Something’s really wrong.”

Kazuma stood slightly apart from the main Sohma cluster, near the edge of the courtyard. He said nothing. His hands were tucked into the sleeves of his kimono, his face a mask of serene acceptance. He watched the gate, his heart a lead weight in his chest. He understood the math. He had approved the terrible equation. Now he had to witness the solution.

 

The others murmured amongst themselves.
“What is Kyo thinking?”Momiji whispered to Haru.
“Dunno,”Haru muttered. “But he ain’t thinking with his fists for once. This is head stuff. That’s more dangerous.”
Rin simply watched Shigure and Akito,her lip curled in silent contempt.

Hiro grumbled about the cold,while Kisa leaned against him, shivering from more than the temperature. Tohru tried to catch Yuki’s eye,to offer some wordless support, but he was locked in his own steely resolve. Saki Hanajima’s gaze was distant, tuned to the frequencies of the crowd. “The air is thick with sharp, broken crystals,” she murmured to Arisa. “And a single, cold black diamond is approaching.”

 

At 5:20 PM, the atmosphere snapped.

 

He entered not through the main gate, but from a side path, emerging into the courtyard as if from a shadow. A collective, sharp intake of breath rippled through the crowd.

Kyo Sohma was unrecognizable.

Gone was the orange-haired boy in tracksuits and casual wear. He was clad in a stark, impeccably tailored black suit that seemed to drink the pallid light. It was cut with a sharp, almost severe elegance, more mafia don than high school student. His usually wild hair was partially tamed, the front strands swept back, making the harsh lines of his face—the set jaw, the grim mouth, the shadowed eyes—even more pronounced. On his hands were sleek black leather gloves, which he flexed once, slowly, as his gaze swept over the assembled.

He looked older. Cold. Detached. The simmering, volcanic anger that was his trademark was gone, replaced by an absolute, chilling calm. This was the “resolved” look Hatori had warned of, crystallized into a terrifying reality.

 

He walked to the center of the open space, the sound of his polished dress shoes on the stone echoing in the stunned silence. He didn’t look at Tohru. He didn’t glare at Yuki. He looked past them, his eyes finding Akito on her throne-like chair, and then flicking to Shigure behind her. A ghost of something—not a smile, but an acknowledgment—passed over his features.

Finally, he turned his head and met Yuki’s gaze.

“You’re late,” Yuki stated, forcing his voice to remain steady, trying to reclaim the script he’d prepared in his head.

Kyo’s response was a soft, hollow sound that barely carried. “No. I’m right on time.”

He began to remove his suit jacket, folding it with a disturbing, precise care before placing it on the ground at the courtyard’s edge. He rolled his shoulders, the fine fabric of his black shirt straining. The gloves stayed on.

The duel hadn’t even begun, and he had already won the first, crucial engagement: he had changed the entire reality of the room. This was no longer a schoolyard grudge match. This was something darker, more final, and every person present felt the shift in their bones.

 

Akito’s boredom had vanished, replaced by a keen, startled interest. Shigure’s playful smile was now utterly genuine, alive with fascinated horror. Kazuma closed his eyes for a brief second, sending a silent prayer into the void.

Tohru Honda felt the world drop out from under her. The boy she loved, the boy of fiery warmth and hidden softness, was gone. In his place stood this elegant, heartless stranger in black, and the sight filled her with a dread deeper than any she had ever known.

The stage was set. The players were in place. The black diamond had taken the field.

Chapter 5: The Terms

Summary:

The Monster Arrives... And makes sure that the Terms set by God Previously are in place...

 

And makes terms of his own...

Chapter Text

The silence that followed Kyo’s entrance was a physical thing, thick and suffocating. The whisper of the wind through the ancient pines seemed deafening. All eyes were fixed on the figure in black, who stood with an unnerving stillness at the center of the stone courtyard.

He didn’t immediately address Yuki. Instead, he took three deliberate, echoing steps forward, turning his body slightly until his gaze, like twin shards of amber ice, locked onto Akito. The directness of it was an insult in itself, a challenge to the unspoken hierarchy that had only recently begun to crumble.

His voice, when he spoke, was not the familiar shout or growl. It was low, measured, and carried with a chilling clarity that sliced through the damp air.

“We had an agreement, Akito.”

 

Akito, who had been leaning forward with intrigued malice, stiffened slightly. Shigure’s hand, resting on the back of her chair, went very still.

“A long time ago,” Kyo continued, each word dropping like a stone into a pond. “You said it yourself. If the Cat could beat the Rat… the Cat would be accepted. The outcast would have a place. Your words. Do you remember them, or does your memory only hold what’s convenient?”

A flicker of surprise, then irritation, crossed Akito’s face. She hadn’t expected this. She’d expected rage, desperation, a feral beast lashing out. Not this cold, legalistic recalling of a cruel childhood taunt given the weight of a binding contract. “I remember idle words spoken to a nuisance,” she retorted, but her voice lacked its usual dismissive certainty.

“Idle words are still words. A promise is a promise.” Kyo’s gloved hands flexed once. “The agreement is still in effect. Here. Today. I beat him,” he said, with a slight jerk of his head toward Yuki, “and the Cat is accepted. By you. By the family. By the god. No more hiding. No more cages. A real place.”

 

He paused, letting the archaic, brutal terms settle over the modern assembly. Then he took another step closer, and his voice dropped even further, becoming almost intimate in its menace. “But if you break your promise… if you try to weasel out of it with pretty words or godly prerogative after I win…”

He leaned forward, just a fraction, and the air temperature seemed to drop.

“…then you’ll be the first person to die in this courtyard.”

A collective gasp rippled through the crowd. Hatori took an involuntary step forward. Shigure’s eyes widened, his writer’s mind frantically cataloging the scene. Threat of deicide. From the Cat. Fascinating. Kazuma closed his eyes.

“No matter what happens here today,” Kyo said, straightening up and sweeping his gaze across the horrified faces of the Zodiac, finally letting it rest for a searing second on Tohru’s pallid, tear-streaked face before moving on, “people are going to get hurt. I’m going to hurt people. That’s a given.”

He looked back at Akito, a humorless, twisted approximation of a smile touching his lips. “But you and I had a deal. A god’s deal. And if payment isn’t rendered on your end… I’m going to break your neck. Personally. And I’ll take my time.”

 

He let out a short, sharp scoff, shaking his head as if disappointed in himself. “It’s taking everything in me not to go completely ballistic right now. To just start breaking things until there’s nothing left.” His eyes found Shigure’s for a moment, and the older man saw in them a recognition, a mirror of a similar chaotic potential he knew so well in himself. “But all good things come to those who are patient. Isn’t that right?”

Akito stared at him. The initial shock had melted away, replaced by a perverse, dawning admiration. This was a language she understood far better than kindness or forgiveness: absolute threat, absolute consequence, absolute possession. He wasn’t pleading; he was collecting a debt. A smile, genuine in its cruel amusement, touched her lips. “Indeed,” she said, her voice regaining its imperious edge. “The terms stand. If you beat Yuki, the Cat will be accepted. You have my word… as the head of the Sohma family.”

A murmur of disbelief ran through the Zodiac. They were witnessing their god not just sanctioning violence, but engaging in a pact with it.

“Good,” Kyo said, as if finalizing a business transaction. Then he turned fully to face Yuki, who stood rigid, his own fists clenched at his sides. “But I’m adding a point of clarification. This duel isn’t over when someone yields. It’s not over when someone taps out.”

He paused, making sure every syllable landed.
“It’s over when someone is dead…or unconscious. No in-between. No ‘enough.’ You fight until you can’t.”

 

Yuki’s composure cracked. A flicker of real fear, the kind he hadn’t felt since childhood, showed in his eyes. This wasn’t about pride or schoolyard dominance anymore.

“And everyone here,” Kyo announced, turning in a slow circle, his gaze touching on Arisa’s furious glare, Hana’s closed, pained expression, on Momiji’s wide, terrified eyes, on Haru and Rin’s united scowls, on Ayame’s now-serious face, “is a witness. You will watch what happens. You will see the deal honored… or broken.”

Finally, he settled his stare back on Yuki. The false prince, the perfect student, the boy who had everything Kyo was told he could never have.

“So, Rat,” Kyo said, his voice now holding a trace of that old, familiar venom, but chilled, refined. “At worst? I’m probably going to beat you to death. Right here in front of your brother, your friends, and the girl you like.”

Tohru whimpered, a hand flying to her mouth.

“At best,” Kyo shrugged, the motion elegant and cruel in the black suit, “you’ll be lucky if someone is brave enough, or stupid enough, to stop the fight before that happens. But listen closely, all of you.”

He didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t need to.
“If anyone gets in the way of this duel… if anyone tries to intervene, to stop it, to save him…”

He looked directly at Tohru, and his expression was one of heartbreaking, brutal apology.

“…they’re going to die too. I won’t hesitate. This is between me and him. The rest of you are here to watch. That’s all.”

 

The terms were set. The lines were drawn. The courtyard was no longer just a stage; it was a gladiatorial pit with rules etched in blood. Kyo stood, waiting, a monochrome statue of vengeance. Yuki, across from him, looked suddenly younger, smaller, the “Prince” facade stripped away to reveal a very frightened young man facing a predator who had just declared the hunt was to the death.

The overcast sky seemed to press down lower. No one moved. No one spoke. The only sound was the ragged, hitched breathing of Tohru Honda as she stared at the boy in black, begging with her eyes for the Kyo she knew to come back, while her mind screamed that he was already gone.

Chapter 6: The Golden Ticket

Summary:

Monsters like Akito and Shigure get to walk away with no lasting consequences and are rewarded for it.

 

The Monster Kyo Sohma has a Golden Ticket that GUARANTEES no consequences whatsoever and will be rewarded for his actions.

 

There in lies the difference...

Chapter Text

Kyo did not begin the fight. Instead, he stood in the center of that ring of horrified faces and let the silence stretch, thick and tasting of ozone. His gaze traveled over them all, a slow, predatory sweep that seemed to catalog each flinch, each tear, each clenched jaw. The anticipation was a weapon, and he wielded it with a cruelty that was entirely new.

Finally, he spoke, his voice cutting the quiet like glass.

 

“You’re all wondering why,” he stated, the words not a question but a declaration. “It’s the burning question of the evening, isn’t it? Why? Why now? Why like this? Why the suit, the threats, the… formality?” A humorless smirk touched his lips. “I’d be wondering too, if I were you. Watching the family freak finally snap in high-definition.”

He reached slowly, deliberately, into the inner pocket of his discarded suit jacket, which lay like a black puddle on the stones. Every eye followed the movement. He withdrew his closed fist and brought it to the center of his chest.

“The answer is simple,” he said, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial tone that was somehow more frightening than a shout. “I was visited. Very recently. By a very… special somebody.”

A ripple of confusion passed through the crowd. Shigure’s eyes sharpened, his writer’s instinct screaming that this was the missing plot twist.

 

“This person came to me,” Kyo continued, his gaze becoming distant, as if recalling a sacred vision, “and they told me they had messed up. That when they looked at the world, they saw a fundamental flaw. They saw that it houses… pieces of shit.”

He let the vulgarity hang, crude and brutal in the refined setting of the estate.

“Pieces of shit,” he repeated, “who not only escape the consequences of their actions… but are often rewarded for them. Promoted. Loved. Given happy endings.” His eyes flicked, unmistakably, to Shigure and Akito. Shigure’s smile froze. Akito’s face went blank with shock.

“They looked at me,” Kyo said, his voice swelling with a perverse pride, “and they said… now it’s your turn. It’s your right. You’ve swallowed it all, taken the blame, borne the hatred. Now you have the right to let it all out. To be the piece of shit. To be the monster.”

 

He opened his fist. In his gloved palm lay a rectangle of shimmering, impossibly bright gold. It caught the flat gray light and seemed to generate its own, casting a sickly, gilded glow on his face.

“This,” Kyo announced, holding the Golden Ticket aloft for all to see, “is the key. The Golden Ticket. The perfect… ultimate… one-hundred-percent-guaranteed… get-out-of-jail-free card.”

A collective, dumbfounded stare met his revelation. It was so absurd, so childish a concept, presented with such terrifying sincerity that it short-circuited reason.

“It means,” Kyo said, his voice ringing with absolute, mad conviction, “that no matter what happens here… no matter who gets hurt,” he looked at Yuki, “no matter who, hypothetically, dies,” a chill ran through the air, “no matter how many people I scar, emotionally or physically… I am going to get away with it.”

Tohru made a small, broken sound. “Kyo, no…”

 

“Not just a slap on the wrist!” Kyo barreled on, his focus intensifying, his amber eyes blazing. “Not just a ‘we’re disappointed in you’! I am going to escape the consequences. Completely. Totally. Today. Tomorrow. Next week. Next month. Next year.” He was counting off on his fingers now, his movements jerky with escalating fervor. “Hell, ten years from now! And even when I die! History will look back and say, ‘Kyo Sohma? Not guilty.’ My soul, if it exists, will walk right into paradise!”

He was breathing heavily now, a fanatical light in his eyes. “And not only will I not be guilty… I’ll be forgiven. Can you believe it?” He let out a disbelieving chuckle that twisted into something else. “The people I hurt… you,” he swept his hand across the audience, “will look at me with those big, understanding eyes and you’ll say… ‘It’s okay, Kyo. We forgive you.’”

And then he started to laugh.

 

It wasn’t his old, frustrated bark. It was a high, wild, ecstatic sound that scraped against the stones and the nerves of everyone present. It was the laugh of a man who had seen the absurdist truth of the universe and decided to play the punchline.

“AND THAT’S NOT ALL!” he screamed, his laughter cutting off abruptly, his face contorted with gleeful malice. “Not only do I face no consequences! Not only am I forgiven for my toxicity, for the pain I am going to cause! I AM GOING TO BE REWARDED FOR IT!”

The shout echoed off the walls. Kagura took a step back, hand over her mouth. Hiro moved instinctively in front of Kisa.

“OH YES!” Kyo danced a little, shuffling step on the stones, the Golden Ticket held above his head like a trophy. “I’M GOING TO MAKE EVERYONE SUFFER! I’M GOING TO BUILD A UTOPIA FOR MYSELF BUILT ON THE PAIN AND SUFFERING OF EVERYONE ELSE! AND I’M GOING TO GET AWAY WITH IT AND BE REWARDED FOR IT TOO! THE HOUSE, THE GIRL, THE RESPECT! ALL OF IT! A REWARD! FOR BEING A MONSTER!”

 

He stopped dancing, panting, and pointed a trembling, gloved finger at Shigure. “I FINALLY UNDERSTAND YOU, YOU MANGY MUTT! I GET IT NOW! YOU CAN BE A PIECE OF DOGSHIT, YOU CAN MANIPULATE AND SCHEME AND HURT EVERYONE AROUND YOU, BECAUSE IN YOUR TWISTED HEAD, YOU BELIEVE YOU’LL GET YOUR HAPPY ENDING! YOU PLAY THE LONG GAME WITH PEOPLE’S HEARTS AS THE CHIPS!”

Shigure said nothing. His face was pale, his usual smirk gone. He was staring at the Golden Ticket as if it were a snake.

“THE DIFFERENCE IS,” Kyo roared, turning back to the crowd, “HE ONLY BELIEVED IT! HE HOPED! HE SCHEMED FOR IT! BUT ME?” He pressed the ticket to his chest, over his heart. “I AM GUARANTEED! IT’S WRITTEN! IT’S SIGNED! IT’S SEALED! MY HAPPY ENDING IS A CONTRACTUAL OBLIGATION!”

He began to dance again, a jerky, unsettling parody of joy. “I’ve suffered my ENTIRE LIFE! And now… NOW I get the retribution! The glorious, beautiful, cathartic retribution that’s sixteen years in the making! And I am going to enjoy it! I am going to savor EVERY… LAST… SECOND… of the suffering I cause! The tears! The screams! The broken bones! The shattered hearts! I’m going to drink it in! AND THEN I’M GOING TO GET MY ‘HAPPILY EVER AFTER’! AND THE CHERRY ON TOP?!”

He stopped, spinning to face Akito again. “THE CHERRY ON TOP IS THAT I’VE BEEN SANCTIONED! By a higher power! I got the seal of approval to do this! I get to be the monster! The scapegoat everyone hates oh-so-much! And I’m going to enjoy grinding you all into the goddamn congregation! AND IF SOMEONE DIES? TOO BAD! I’ll be forgiven for all of it! Because…” His voice shifted into a high, mocking, simpering whine. “…’Wahhh, wahhhh, Kyo Sohma has suffered more than anyone! Poor, poor Cat! He deserves a little understanding!’”

The vicious mimicry, aimed squarely at the very rhetoric that had often infuriated him, was the most horrifying thing yet.

 

He finally lowered the ticket, his chest heaving. The manic energy seemed to settle into a cold, focused residue. He looked at the stunned, devastated faces before him—his family, his friends, his enemies.

“So,” he said, his voice now chillingly calm once more. “My wonderful friends. My beloved family. Sit back. Relax. Enjoy the show.”

He turned his head, his eyes locking onto Yuki, who stood paralyzed, not by fear of the fight, but by the sheer, cosmic injustice of the speech he had just witnessed.

“Because first,” Kyo said, rolling his shoulders and cracking his neck, the black gloves straining over his knuckles, “I’m going to beat the Rat… until he’s an unconscious sack of meat.”

He took a fighting stance, elegant and lethal in the black suit.

“And I don’t care,” he finished, the words a flat, final promise, “if he dies.”

 

Tohru Honda had sunk to her knees, tears streaming silently down her face. She wasn’t crying for herself, or even for Yuki. She was crying for the boy in black who was so utterly, irreversibly lost. The hope in her eyes had been extinguished,
replaced by a grief so profound it looked like physical pain.

Yuki Sohma felt a cold nausea replace his fear. This wasn’t a duel for honor or pride. It was a sacrificial ritual where he was the lamb, and the priest was a madman with a divine pardon. His usual analytical mind was blank, overwhelmed by the surreal horror.

Shigure Sohma had not moved. His brain, usually teeming with plots and subtext, was trying to process the “special somebody.” Who? What? How? Why? The thought was insane, yet it was the only key that fit the lock of Kyo’s transformation. A sickening mix of jealousy and awe churned in his gut. Kyo hadn’t earned his happy ending through clever manipulation; he’d been handed it as a cosmic apology. It was obscenely beautiful.

Akito was fascinated. The sanctioning power Kyo spoke of… was it her? Had she, in her godhood, somehow blessed this? The idea was intoxicating. She saw in Kyo a mirror of her own impunity, but purified, weaponized, and free of the curse’s lingering guilt. She wanted to see what he would do.

 

Kazuma stood with his eyes closed. This was the consequence he had foreseen. Not a physical punishment, but the spiritual rot of absolute permission. His son was not just lashing out; he was erasing his own soul with a guarantee of no penalty. The father’s heart broke quietly, irreparably.

Arisa Uotani was trembling with rage. “That’s not a ticket, that’s a fucking insanity plea!” she spat, but Hani’s hand on her arm held her back. “He’s lost it, Hana! They broke him!”

Saki Hanajima’s eyes were open now, fixed on Kyo. “The black diamond… it has swallowed the gold. Its vibrations… they’re not chaotic. They’re perfectly, horribly coherent. He believes every word.”

Kagura was sobbing openly, the fantasy of her violent love finally, truly shattered by a violence far beyond her comprehension. “Kyo… please…”

 

Hatori had his medical bag open, his hands steady but his face ashen. He was no longer preparing for a schoolyard scrap. He was preparing for a potential murder, with the murderer holding a pardon signed by a metaphysical authority.

Ayame’s dramatic flair had vanished. He stood protectively near Yuki, his face uncharacteristically grim. “This is no duel, little brother. This is an execution with an excuse.”

Momiji was crying, big, silent tears. “It’s not fair. He’s hurting himself most of all.” Haru in white mode simply said “He’s cracked. Totally.”

Rin stared at Kyo.... “The world always did want him to be the monster. Now he’s just accepting the job description. With benefits.”

Hiro was glaring, but it was undercut by fear. “Stupid Cat… what the hell did they do to you?” Kisa just hid behind Hiro, repeating, “Stop, please stop…”

Kyo drank in their reactions—the fear, the hatred, the pity, the devastation. It was the first installment of his reward. He smiled, a true, wide, terrifying smile.

“Any time you’re ready, Rat,” he purred. “My forgiveness is waiting.”

Chapter 7: I love you

Summary:

Kagura tries to stop Kyo, but the monster thanks her instead.

Chapter Text

The air was thick enough to choke on, charged with the aftermath of Kyo’s deranged manifesto. Before Yuki could move, before anyone could process the full horror of the “Golden Ticket,” a blur of pink and desperate motion broke from the crowd.

Kagura Sohma stumbled into the open space between Kyo and Yuki, her hands outstretched, her face a ruin of tears. The violent, possessive love that had always characterized her feelings for Kyo had been stripped bare, leaving only raw, terrified affection.

“Kyo! STOP!” she screamed, her voice cracking. “Please! Just stop!”

She stood her ground, though her whole body trembled. She was ignoring the deadly rule he had laid down, the threat against interveners. Her love, in this moment, was foolishly, desperately brave.

“You don’t have to do this!” she pleaded, taking a step closer to him. He watched her, his head tilted, an unreadable expression on his face. “This isn’t you! You’re not a monster! I know you! I’ve always known you! The real you is kind, and strong, and he hates seeing people get hurt!”

 

She was sobbing openly now, her words tumbling out in a frantic river. “I’m sorry! I’m so sorry for everything! For all the times I was too much, for all the times I hurt you and called it love! Please, Kyo! Don’t do this to yourself! Don’t become this… this thing! You don’t need a ticket to be forgiven! We forgive you! I forgive you! Just please, come back!”

Her confession hung in the air, a stark, human counterpoint to Kyo’s metaphysical madness. For a long moment, he said nothing. He just looked at her, the hysterical, heartbroken Boar who had been a constant, complicated thorn in his side since childhood.

Then, he chuckled.

 

It was a soft, dark, profoundly unsettling sound. It wasn’t the wild laughter from before. This was colder, more intimate, and it made Kagura’s blood run cold.

“Kagura,” he said, her name a sigh on his lips. He took a step toward her, not with aggression, but with a strange, patronizing pity. “My dear, sweet, violent Kagura. Don’t you see?”

He stopped an arm’s length away, looking down at her terrified, upturned face.

“It’s because of you that I can do this.”

She blinked, confusion cutting through her tears. “W… what?”

 

“All those years,” Kyo mused, his voice taking on a lecturer’s tone. “You would hunt me down. You would scream your ‘love’ for me. And then you would beat me. Punch me. Kick me. Throw me through walls.” He said it all so matter-of-factly, as if listing the weather. “For the longest time, I never understood it. I thought you were just crazy. Another part of the curse’s messed-up joke on the Cat.”

He reached out with a gloved hand and gently, almost tenderly, brushed a tear from her cheek. She flinched as if burned.

“But now,” he whispered, his eyes gleaming with his terrible epiphany, “I finally understand. You were teaching me. You were the first one to show me the truth.”

“No…” Kagura breathed, horror dawning.

“To love someone,” Kyo declared, his voice swelling with conviction, “You have to show them pain. Making the people you love feel pain… is the ultimate form of love. It’s the purest expression. You don’t say it with flowers or stupid poems. You say it with your fists. You carve it into their skin. You make sure they never forget the weight of your affection.”

“THAT’S NOT WHAT I MEANT!” Kagura shrieked, recoiling as if his words were physical blows.

“But it’s exactly what you meant!” Kyo fired back, his calm shattering into passionate intensity. “Your actions were your truth! All those punches, all those kicks… they were your love letters! And you know what? You were right!”

 

He spread his arms wide, addressing the whole stunned audience. “Look at my life! The pain of being an outcast! The loneliness! The hatred! The fear! The rage! Every single awful thing that’s ever happened to me… it caused me such incredible pain.” His voice dropped to a reverent hush. “And pain… means love. So much love. This family… this world… has shown me so much love. An overwhelming, torrential flood of love in the form of suffering.”

He turned his burning gaze back to Kagura, who was shaking her head in mute denial, her hands pressed over her ears as if to block out his words.

“So don’t you see?” Kyo asked, his voice softening into something grotesquely gentle. “It’s only natural. It’s only right. You all loved me so, so much. You poured your love onto me until I was drowning in it. Now…” He smiled, a genuine, beatific smile that was more horrifying than any snarl. “…Now it’s my turn to show my love to my beloved family. To my wonderful friends. I’m going to make you all suffer. I’m going to love you… properly.”

He placed a hand on her shuddering shoulder. “So thank you, Kagura. Thank you for punching some sense into me. I finally understand what love is. I couldn’t have done it without you.”

 

The dam broke. Kagura’s knees gave out, and she crumpled to the stone pavement, great, wracking sobs tearing from her chest. “It’s all my fault…” she wailed, her voice muffled against the ground. “All of it… it’s my fault! I broke you! I made you like this!”

Kyo looked down at her, his expression one of benign approval. “Don’t cry. It’s a beautiful thing. And I get my reward, remember? My happy ending.”

He stepped over her, as one would step over a fallen branch, and turned his attention back to the horrified crowd. Kagura’s broken form, sobbing on the stones, was a stark monument to the first casualty of the evening—her own soul.

“My happy ending,” Kyo announced, his manic energy returning, “involves me being free. Truly, completely free. Not just from a cage, but from guilt, from consequence, from doubt. It involves me being truly happy.” His eyes scanned the crowd, landing first on Tohru’s devastated, frozen face, then flicking back to the sobbing Kagura.

“It involves being with the only one… no, the only two people my heart can truly house.”

 

A new, electric shock ran through the audience. Two?

“Once all this love… all this beautiful, painful love I’m going to share with you is done,” Kyo continued, a dreamy look in his eyes, “I’ll get my prize. The girl at the end of the story. The one who sees the real me.” He pointed at Tohru. “I’m going to be with Tohru. My light. My reward for enduring.”

Tohru let out a small, choked gasp. Being framed as a “reward” in this context felt like the most profound violation imaginable.

“And,” Kyo said, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial tone as he glanced back at Kagura, “I’m going to be with Kagura, too.”

Silence. Absolute, stunned silence. Even Kagura’s sobs hitched.

“She loved me first. She loved me in the truest way she knew how. With all her violence and her heart. She deserves to be part of the happy ending she helped create. My two beautiful rewards. The ultimate proof that my way… the way of pain as love… is the right way.”

 

He held the Golden Ticket aloft again. It seemed to pulse in the twilight. “This ticket is exactly what it sounds like! The ultimate pass to true happiness! A utopia for me, built on the pain and suffering of everyone else! And I can’t wait!”

He began to pace, a caged panther finally seeing the open gate. “I’ll be forgiven! I’ll face no consequences whatsoever! I’ll be rewarded with the girl—girls—the happiness, the peace! And the best part? The most beautiful, perfect, exquisite part?” He stopped, and looked at them all with utter, serene conviction. “The feeling of knowing… that all of this… is because I deserve it.”

 

Kagura was catatonic on the ground, his words having eviscerated her. Her love, always portrayed as comically violent, had been reframed as the foundational textbook for his damnation. She wasn't just guilty; she was the author of the monster. Her world had reduced to the cold stone against her cheek and the echo of his thanks.

Tohru felt a scream building inside her that had no sound. To hear her love for Kyo, and Kagura’s love, perverted into this… to be named as a “reward” in his toxic utopia… it felt like her heart was being carved out and presented back to her on a plate of madness. She was no longer his solace; she was his trophy, and the thought made her physically ill.

Yuki saw his chance to attack, to strike while Kyo was distracted, but he was paralyzed by a new understanding. He wasn't just fighting Kyo. He was fighting an ideology, a virus of thought that had twisted every negative experience into a justification for atrocity. How do you fight a philosophy with fists?

 

Shigure let out a low, appreciative whistle. “Masterful,” he murmured, too low for Akito to hear. “He’s not just acting on impulse. He’s constructed an entire aesthetic, a theology of his revenge. Using Kagura’s abuse as the cornerstone? That’s… brilliant. Horrifyingly, deliciously brilliant.” He felt a pang of professional jealousy.

Akito was leaning forward, her eyes alight. This was better than any play. He was weaving their own sins, the Sohma’s sins, into his narrative. He was making them all complicit. She loved it.

Kazuma’s serene mask finally fractured. A single tear traced a path down his cheek. This was worse than he imagined. His son wasn’t just embracing darkness; he was canonizing it, building an altar to it and demanding worship. The apology in advance now felt like a funeral dirge.

 

Arisa was being physically restrained by Saki now, her face purple with rage. “LET ME GO, HANA! I’M GONNA KILL THAT SON OF A BITCH! HE CAN’T SAY THAT TO HER! HE CAN’T TALK ABOUT TOHRU LIKE THAT!”

Saki Hanajima’s grip was iron. “Arisa, no. His wavelength… it’s a solid wall now. A fortress. Your anger will just shatter against it. He wants that.”

Hatori closed his medical bag slowly. What was the point? How did you treat a spiritual collapse? He looked at Kagura, broken on the ground, and felt a surge of old, familiar anger—not at Kyo, but at the family that created the conditions for this.

Ayame had lost all color. The drama was gone, replaced by a visceral horror. He looked from his little brother, standing alone against a hurricane of hate, to the girl sobbing on the ground, to the vacant-eyed Tohru. “This is not a spectacle,” he whispered. “This is a contagion.”

 

Momiji had his arms wrapped around himself, rocking slightly. “He thinks love is hurting… he thinks we all hate-loved him… oh, Kyo, no, no, no…”

Haru still in his placid White mode simply said "He’s not crazy. That’s the worst part. He’s logically, consistently insane.”

Rin stared at Kagura with a hard, grim understanding. She saw her own past reflected—the violent outbursts, the inability to express love in a healthy way. Kyo had taken that broken language and made it his mother tongue. “We all helped make him,” she stated, her voice flat.

Hiro just looked scared, truly scared, for the first time. The adult world had just revealed a layer of hell he never knew existed.

Kisa was crying into Hiro’s back, repeating, “He’s wrong, he’s wrong, love doesn’t hurt, it doesn’t…”

 

Kyo absorbed it all—the hatred, the fear, the dawning complicity in their eyes. It was nectar. It was proof his love was being received.

He cracked his neck, the sound like a gunshot in the quiet. He finally turned his full, undivided attention to Yuki, who stood waiting, a lonely prince in a kingdom gone mad.

“Now,” Kyo said, his voice sweet with anticipation. “Where were we, Rat? I believe I was about to show you… just how much I love you.”

He raised his gloved fists. The duel, baptized in twisted logic and drenched in Kagura’s tears, was finally beginning.

Chapter 8: The Duel

Summary:

The Monster and the Rat fight

Notes:

YUKI FANS!!! THIS IS YOUR FIRST AND LAST WARNING!!!! DO NOT PROCEED!!!! YOUR FAVORITE RAT IS GOING TO SUFFER!!!! TURN BACK NOW!!!!

Chapter Text

For Yuki Sohma, time stopped.

The world did not slow—it ceased. The gray light solidified into a gel. The horrified faces around him became wax museum exhibits, frozen in rictuses of shock. The only sound was the deafening, frantic drum of his own heart against his ribs, a trapped bird trying to beat its way out of a cage of ice.

Across from him, Kyo moved.

 

But not as he had ever moved before. The first punch came as a languid, almost graceful extension of the black-clad arm. Yuki saw every detail: the subtle shift of Kyo’s shoulder beneath the fine fabric, the tightening of the black leather over his knuckles, the way the air seemed to part in a viscous wake. It was beautiful, in the way a falling guillotine blade might be beautiful. There was no explosive power, no telltale tension—just a smooth, inevitable trajectory aimed at the center of his face.

His mind, usually so quick, so analytical, was a blank white page. All the techniques Kazuma had taught him, all the evasive maneuvers he’d practiced to counter Kyo’s wild style, evaporated. This wasn’t the chaotic, angry Kyo he knew how to dodge. This was something else. Something preordained.

This is my fault.

 

The thought was clear, cold, and absolute. It was not a logical assessment of blame for their lifelong feud. It was the surrender of a soul that had already seen the verdict. He had been the privileged one, the “Prince,” the one who got to walk in the sun while the Cat was condemned to the shadows. He had survived where others had broken. And now, the bill, with compound interest, had come due. The monster hadn’t just had enough; it had finished its calculations.

Kyo’s fist connected.

 

There was no crack, not at first. There was a profound, wet thud, a sound of meat and force meeting at an atomic level. The frozen world shattered into a hurricane of sensation. Yuki’s head snapped back so violently his vision strobed white, then black, then a searing red. The force lifted him off his feet. He was airborne, weightless, the courtyard tilting on its axis. He saw the slate-gray sky, the skeletal branches of the pines, the upside-down, horrified face of his brother Ayame, mouth a perfect ‘O’ of silence.

Then the ground found him. Or he found it. The impact drove the air from his lungs in a sickening whoosh. Pain, bright and electric, spider-webbed from his shoulder and spine.

He had not blocked. He had not dodged. He had accepted it.

Before the first wave of pain could even crest, Kyo was there. Time resumed its normal, cruel pace, but now it was Kyo who controlled its rhythm. A metronome of violence.

 

Left hook to the ribs. Yuki felt a sickening give.

Right cross to the jaw. His teeth clacked together, the taste of copper flooding his mouth.

A knee driven into his solar plexus. The world dissolved into a starless, airless night.

A spinning backfist that glanced off his temple, ringing his skull like a bell.

A second jab to the already-screaming ribs.

A final, piston-like straight to the nose.

 

The Six-Piece Combo. It wasn’t brawling. It was a professional, dismantling assault. Each blow was precise, economical, and delivered with a chilling lack of frenzy. Yuki’s body jerked and shuddered under the impacts, a marionette with its strings slashed.

From her throne, Akito’s glee curdled. The initial thrill of sanctioned cruelty was gone. This wasn’t the Rat putting the Cat in its place. This was a systematic deconstruction. There was no passion in it, no satisfying rage. It was clinical. It was… adult. And in its cold efficiency, she saw a reflection of something far more dangerous than animal anger. She saw a logic that could turn on anyone, even a god. Her hand tightened on the arm of her chair, knuckles white.

The horrified murmurs of the crowd had died. Now there were only gasps, choked sobs, the sound of someone retching (Hiro, turning away, hand over his mouth). Momiji had buried his face in Hatsuharu’s side. Haru himself stood stiff, his black-and-white soul sickened by the monochrome brutality before him.

 

This is what happens, Yuki thought, his mind swimming in a red haze, when the mont believes it’s a monster... When it realizes that it can indeed destroy everything...

Kyo didn’t pause. He stepped back, as if admiring his handiwork, then unleashed a series of four swift, brutal kicks.

A stomp to Yuki’s thigh, pinning him.

A roundhouse to the same ribs, drawing a wet, choked cry.

A rising kick under his chin that snapped his head back.

A final, devastating thrust kick to his chest that lifted him off the ground entirely, sending him skidding across the rough stone like a discarded rag.

 

Ritsu, ever-sensitive, had long since hidden his face behind his long sleeves, his slender frame trembling with silent, horrified tears. Tohru wasn't crying. She stood utterly still, her hands clasped so tightly before her that the skin was white. Her lips moved in a silent, endless mantra: Stop. Please stop. Kyo, please. Yuki, I’m sorry. Please stop. But no sound emerged. It was a prayer with no recipient.

As Yuki’s battered body came to a rest, Kyo took two running steps and launched himself into the air. He spun, a black vortex against the gray sky, and brought his heel down in an axe kick of terrible, final beauty. It landed squarely on Yuki’s abdomen, driving what little air remained out of him and hammering him into the unyielding stone with a final, definitive thud.

The fight was over. It had been over since the first punch. What followed was not a contest, but a statement. A dog walking its owner. A master demonstrating total, absolute dominion.

 

For several minutes that felt like hours, Kyo proceeded. He would haul Yuki up by his shirt, deliver a series of methodical, sickening blows to his torso and face, then let him drop, only to pull him up again. There was no taunting, no gloating. It was workmanlike. It was the love he promised—painful, intimate, and utterly without mercy. The sound was the worst of it: the thick, meaty impacts, the ragged, whistling attempts at breath from Yuki, the occasional, awful crack of bone or cartilage.

Hatori had taken a step forward several times, his doctor’s instinct screaming, but Shigure’s hand—surprisingly strong—had clamped on his arm. “He said he’d kill anyone who interfered,” Shigure murmured, his voice uncharacteristically devoid of amusement. He was watching, but the writer’s hunger was gone, replaced by a dawning, nauseous realization of what “no consequences” truly looked like in practice. It wasn’t fun. It was obscene.

Kazuma did not watch. He stared at the ground, his face a monument to stoic agony. Each blow that landed on Yuki felt like a failure of his own, a failure of the love and discipline he had tried to teach. He had given his understanding, and this was the fruit it bore.

Arisa was crying furious, helpless tears, Saki’s arms wrapped around her from behind, holding her up as much as holding her back. Hani’s eyes were squeezed shut, tears streaming down her cheeks. “The black diamond… it’s grinding the white rose to dust… the sound… it’s the sound of a soul being erased…”

Kagura did not look up from the ground. The sobs that wracked her were silent now, her body limp. She was the architect, and the blueprint was being executed in blood and broken bone before her.

 

Finally, it seemed Kyo grew bored with the preamble. He reached down and grabbed a fistful of Yuki’s white shirt, now stained with dirt and crimson. With seemingly effortless strength, he hauled the Rat upright. Yuki’s head lolled, his eyes swollen shut, his breath a bloody bubble at his lips. He was conscious only in the loosest sense—a vessel of pure, undiluted suffering.

Kyo drew his right fist back. It wasn’t a dramatic wind-up. It was a simple, coiled compression of power, starting from his planted feet, twisting up through his core, coiling in his shoulder. The black glove seemed to absorb the fading light.

Then he threw the final punch.

 

It did not just move through the air; it ripped through it. There was a visible distortion, a shockwave of force that made the nearest onlookers—Ayame and Momiji—flinch back. A sharp CRACK, like a bullwhip or a gunshot, echoed off the estate walls. It was the sound barrier, breaking for a fist.

The punch connected with Yuki’s face.

The effect was not of him being knocked away. It was of him being erased from that point in space. His body went completely rigid for a nanosecond, then was flung sideways like a doll hit by a truck. He spun once in the air before crashing into the base of the stone lantern Kazuma had raked around earlier, scattering the perfect sand in a chaotic spray. He landed in a boneless heap and did not move. Not a twitch. Not a breath.

Silence.

 

A profound, ringing, absolute silence that was louder than any scream.

Kyo stood in the center of the courtyard, his chest rising and falling steadily. He slowly unclenched his fist and flexed his fingers. He looked down at his gloved hand, then at the utterly still form of Yuki Sohma.

He dropped his hand to his side.

The Cat had won.

 

Tohru didn’t run to Yuki. She took one stumbling step forward and then collapsed to her knees, a single, wrenching sob finally tearing free. It was the sound of a world breaking.

Ayame let out a raw, animal scream of “YUKI!” and sprinted across the stones, skidding to his brother’s side. He hovered, hands fluttering, afraid to touch the ruin that was his little brother’s face. “No, no, no, no…”

Hatori shook off Shigure’s grip and ran, his medical bag bouncing at his side. He dropped to his knees beside Ayame, his professional mask slamming into place, but his hands trembled as he felt for a pulse at Yuki’s throat.

Akito had risen from her chair. All color had drained from her face. She stared at Yuki’s broken form, then at Kyo, standing calm and untouched. The guarantee of consequence-free action, which had seemed so thrilling moments ago, now felt like a gaping maw under her feet. If he could do this and walk away… what stopped him from turning on her next? Her “sanction” meant nothing to a force of nature.

 

Shigure simply stared. The story had gone off-script. The villain had won not through cleverness, but through absolute, annihilating force. There was no narrative elegance here. Just waste. For the first time, he had nothing to say.

Kazuma finally moved. He walked, not to Yuki, but to stand between the gathered crowd and his son. He looked at Kyo, his eyes holding not condemnation, but a bottomless grief. He said nothing. He was simply a wall, absorbing the waves of hatred and fear now directed at the victor.

Arisa was shouting, her voice hoarse. “YOU FUCKING ANIMAL! LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID! YOU KILLED HIM! YOU KILLED HIM!” Saki held her tighter, her own tears falling into Arisa’s hair.

 

Momiji was weeping uncontrollably into Haru’s shirt. “Make it stop, Haru, please make it stop…”

Haru (White) stared at Kyo with blank, uncomprehending eyes. The world’s balance was irrevocably broken.

Rin watched Hatori work, her own body aching in sympathy. She looked at Kyo with a new, fierce hatred. He had become everything the family had ever accused him of being, and he’d done it willingly.

 

Hiro was crying, angry, scared tears. “Is he… is he dead? Is Yuki dead?” Kisa was catatonic, clinging to Hiro, her mind shut down to protect itself.

Ritsu had fainted clean away, a pool of colorful silks on the ground.

Kagura finally lifted her head. She saw Yuki’s broken body, saw Hatori’s frantic movements, saw the universal horror directed at the boy she loved. A low, endless moan of despair escaped her lips. This was her love. This was its final, perfect expression.

 

Kyo ignored them all. He looked at his golden ticket, still clutched in his left hand. He didn’t smile. He simply nodded, as if a difficult but necessary task was complete.

Hatori looked up from Yuki’s neck, his face grim. “He’s alive. Unconscious. But his pulse is thready. Multiple fractures, probable internal injuries. He needs an ambulance. Now.”

The word “alive” did not bring relief. It only framed the extent of the atrocity. This was not a clean kill; it was a living testament to the pain Kyo could inflict and walk away from.

Kyo turned his head, his cool gaze meeting the terrified, hate-filled eyes of his family and friends. He had shown them his love. The first installment of his utopia was complete.

The sound of distant sirens began to wail, slicing through the twilight, answering a call that had come far too late.

Chapter 9: The Innocent and The Guilty

Summary:

Kyo separates the innocent.... And the Monster sees Whose guilty

Chapter Text

The sirens were a distant promise of order, of a world that still had rules like ‘assault’ and ‘consequences.’ But in the courtyard, those concepts had been vaporized by a golden ticket and a sound-breaking fist. Hatori and Ayame worked frantically over Yuki’s still form, a desperate island of triage in a sea of shock. The others stood paralyzed, caught between the horror on the ground and the horror standing calmly in the center of it all.

Kyo watched the frantic medical efforts for a moment, his expression unreadable. Then, he cleared his throat. The sound was obscenely normal.

“I have more to say,” he announced, his voice cutting through the low sounds of weeping and Hatori’s terse medical commands. “But first… there’s some housekeeping.”

He turned his back on Yuki, a dismissal so complete it was more insulting than any taunt. His amber eyes, still chillingly calm, scanned the ring of shattered faces.

 

“See, there are people here,” Kyo said, his tone conversational, almost pedagogical, “who don’t deserve my wrath. Not tonight. Maybe not ever. Let’s sort this out.”

He took a few steps, his polished shoes clicking on the stone, and stopped before Arisa Uotani and Saki Hanajima. They stood together, a fortress of defiant grief—Arisa vibrating with furious, helpless rage, Saki a still pillar of profound sadness, her ‘waves’ undoubtedly bombarded by the psychic shrapnel flying everywhere.

Kyo pointed at them, a blunt, gloved finger. “You two,” he said. “You’re annoying.”

Arisa’s eyes flashed, but Saki’s hand on her arm tightened.

“The warm, loving kind of annoying,” Kyo clarified, and a ghost of something like his old, grudging fondness touched his features before vanishing. “You butt in. You shout. You give creepy, accurate warnings. You show up uninvited and make everything… louder.” He paused, and his voice lost its casual edge, hardening with a sincerity that was more devastating than his rage. “You two… are what true friends should look like.”

He looked from Arisa’s tear-streaked, furious face to Saki’s knowing, pained eyes. “Not friends who look down at you. Not friends who make you want to vanish from the world. Not friends who make you feel like every bad thing is your fault, and your existence is the problem.” His voice began to rise, trembling with a passion that had been absent during the violence. “You can have friends who care about you! Who love you! Who fight for you even when you’re a lost cause! Two strangers… two people with no curse, no obligation, no fucking Sohma baggage… have shown me more simple, stupid, real kindness than my entire goddamn family has in my entire goddamn life!”

 

The accusation hung in the air, vast and unanswerable. Arisa’s fury drained away, replaced by a dawning, horrified comprehension. Saki nodded slowly, a single tear tracing its way down her cheek. They finally got it. This wasn’t just about Yuki, or Akito, or the Cat’s place. This was about a lifetime of love withheld, of connection twisted into rejection, of a boy who had only ever known conditional regard until two fierce, loyal girls from the outside world barged in and treated him like a person.

“You’re exempt,” Kyo stated, flatly. “From whatever happens next. Stand over there.” He pointed to a clear space near the veranda, away from the center of the courtyard.

He didn’t wait to see if they complied. He turned and his gaze landed on Momiji, who was still clinging to Hatsuharu, his small frame wracked with silent tremors.

Kyo strode over. Haru tensed, moving slightly in front of Momiji, but Kyo ignored him. He reached out, not with violence, but with a firm, unyielding grip, and took Momiji by the upper arm. He pulled the Bunny away from Haru’s protection.

“K-Kyo?” Momiji stammered, his wide blue eyes filled with terror and confusion.

“Shut up,” Kyo said, but it lacked heat. He dragged a stumbling Momiji across the stones and deposited him unceremoniously next to a stunned Arisa and Saki. “You,” Kyo said, looking down at him. “I owe you a solid.”

 

Momiji blinked, incomprehensible.

He leaned down slightly, his voice low. “The only reason you’re standing here with the ‘exempt’ sign around your neck is because I pay my debts back. Consider us even.”

He straightened up, leaving Momiji staring after him, a new kind of pain—the pain of being spared out of cold transactional duty—joining the horror in his heart.

Kyo’s eyes next found Kisa and Hiro. The Tiger and the Sheep were clutching each other, pure deer-in-headlights terror on their young faces. Kyo walked towards them. Hiro, instinctively, pushed Kisa partially behind him, glaring with a bravery that was mostly terror.

“You two,” Kyo said, stopping before them. “You have two options. You can stay here, looking scared and useless, part of the main event… or you can walk your asses over to that group right now.”

 

He didn’t gesture. He didn’t need to. Hiro didn’t need to be told twice. The threat was implicit in the calm delivery. He grabbed Kisa’s hand and practically marched, half-dragging her, to stand beside Momiji. They huddled together, unable to comprehend why they’d been separated from the herd.

“Ritsu,” Kyo called out, not even looking at where the Monkey had finally stirred from his faint and was being helped up by a pale, shaky Ayame (who had reluctantly returned to Yuki’s side after Hatori snapped at him). “You’re a non-entity. You can stay and be part of the audience, or you can leave the equation completely. I don’t care which.”

Ritsu didn’t need to be told twice, either. With a wail of pure, unadulterated fear, he scrambled to his feet, his silks trailing, and fled the courtyard entirely, the sound of his retreating footsteps echoing into the dusk.

 

Kyo’s path then took him to Kureno. The Rooster had been standing silently near Akito’s chair, a shadow as always, his face a mask of weary acceptance. As Kyo approached, Kureno didn’t flinch. He just watched, his dark eyes ancient and sad.

Kyo stopped in front of him. He didn’t speak at first. He just looked at him, and for the first time all evening, his cold façade showed a crack—not of anger, but of a profound, shared sorrow. Without a word, Kyo stepped forward and wrapped his arms around Kureno in a firm, brief hug.

The entire courtyard gasped. It was the most jarring, dissonant action imaginable after the brutality. Kureno stiffened in shock, his arms remaining at his sides.

Kyo pulled back, holding Kureno by the shoulders. “You’ve had enough,” Kyo said, his voice low, meant only for him and the few closest. “You’ve been a prisoner longer than any of us. You’ve paid. You don’t deserve any more of… this.” He gestured vaguely at the atmosphere of dread. “Stay. Watch. But everything I’m about to say and do… it’s not directed at you. You’re on the other side of the line.”

He gave Kureno’s shoulder a final squeeze, then turned away, leaving the older man staring after him, his mask of resignation finally shattered into pure, bewildered shock.

 

Then, Kyo moved towards the heart of the devastation. He walked to where Tohru Honda knelt on the stones, her body curled in on itself, silent tears still streaming down her face as she stared at Yuki’s broken form. He knelt beside her.

A collective intake of breath. Arisa tensed, ready to spring, but Saki held her fast, shaking her head.

Kyo didn’t touch her roughly. He placed a hand under her elbow, his touch surprisingly gentle. “Tohru,” he said, his voice softer than it had been all night. “Come on.”

She didn’t resist. She was a shell. He helped her to her feet, her legs unsteady. He put an arm around her shoulders, guiding her with a tenderness that was utterly horrifying in its context, and walked her to the growing “exempt” group. He positioned her between Saki and a still-trembling Kisa.

“The woman I love,” he announced to everyone, though his eyes were on her vacant, shattered face, “won’t be targeted for what happens next. She’s suffered enough by association.”

 

Finally, he walked to the last figure on the ground. Kagura had not moved from her spot. She lay curled in a fetal position, her sobs reduced to dry, hacking shudders. Kyo crouched beside her. He reached out with a gloved thumb and wiped a streak of dirt and tears from her cheek.

“Kagura,” he said. His voice was different when he spoke to her—softer, almost… grateful. It made her crying hitch. “You taught me the most important lesson. You showed me true love first.”

She whimpered, a sound of pure agony.
He slid an arm under her shoulders and lifted her to her feet.She was limp, offering no resistance. He supported her weight, walking her slowly to the group. He placed her on the other side of Tohru, so the two women—the one he claimed to love and the one whose violent love he claimed to understand—stood side-by-side.

“The woman who loves me,” he said, his hand lingering on Kagura’s shoulder for a second, “and the woman I love in return… are both exempt.”

 

The group was now assembled: Arisa, Saki, Momiji, Hiro, Kisa, Tohru, Kagura, and Kureno, who had slowly, as if in a dream, walked over to join them. A mismatched band of the spared, united only by their confusion and dread.

Kazuma had watched his son’s terrible, meticulous sorting with a heavy heart. He understood the logic. He saw the twisted, warped morality at play—rewarding perceived kindness, repaying debts, sparing those whose suffering he deemed sufficient or whose ‘love’ he valued. Without a word, Kazuma moved. He walked calmly, purposefully, and took his place at the edge of the exempt group, not within it, but as a guardian facing the rest of the courtyard. He met Kyo’s eyes and gave a single, slow nod. I understand. I will not interfere.

Kyo returned the nod. Then he looked at what was left.

 

The remainder of the Zodiac stood isolated, exposed. Shigure and Akito by her chair. Hatori and Ayame still working over Yuki. Hatsuharu and Isuzu, standing together, their defensive solidarity now feeling fragile. That was it. The selected audience for the next act.

Kyo walked back to the center of the space, the void between the two groups. He looked at the faces of those not spared—Shigure’s carefully neutral mask, Akito’s fearful arrogance, Hatori’s clinical focus marred by deep unease, Ayame’s devastated fury, Haru’s blank shock, Rin’s simmering hatred.

He took a deep, slow breath, and let it out in a long, weary sigh.

It was the sigh of a man who has completed the tedious but necessary preparations and is now ready to begin the real work.

 

Arisa whispered to Saki, “He’s protecting us… by becoming the monster he thinks we saved him from. This is so fucked up.”

Saki nodded, her voice a low murmur. “He has built a cage of his own making. He calls it freedom, but the bars are his own pain. He has placed us outside the cage, but we must watch him rattle the bars forever.”

Momiji cried softly, looking at Kyo with heartbreak. “He thinks kindness is a transaction… a debt to be repaid. He doesn’t understand it’s just… kindness.”

Hiro held Kisa, muttering, “Why are we over here? What did we do? I don’t want to be special like this.”

Kisa just shook her head, clinging to Hiro. “He’s sad. He’s so, so sad inside. All the anger is just… sad.”

 

Tohru was unresponsive, her eyes fixed on a point in the distance, seeing nothing. Being placed in the “safe” group felt like the final betrayal of Yuki, who lay broken because of her love.

Kagura lifted her head slightly, looking from Kyo’s back to Tohru’s profile. His words echoed in her skull. The woman who loves me… and the woman I love. She was included, but as a lesson, as a foundational myth for his madness. There was no victory in it, only a deeper level of hell.

Kureno stood silently, his mind reeling. The hug… the acknowledgment… it was the first time in decades anyone had seen his suffering as something that should stop, rather than something he should endure. It was a perverse mercy from a damned soul, and it shook him to his core.

 

Shigure spoke softly, only for Akito’s ear. “Fascinating. He’s not just punishing. He’s curating. Creating a narrative of who is ‘worthy’ and who is not. He’s playing god with absolution.”

Akito shot him a venomous look. “Be quiet. This is your fault. You and your… your gray morality. He learned from the best, didn’t he?”

Hatori didn’t look up from Yuki. “Ayame, pressure here. The ambulance is two minutes out.” His voice was steel, a lifeline of professionalism in the chaos. Inside, he was ice. He was in the “not exempt” group. He, who had dedicated his life to cleaning up the family’s wounds, was now deemed deserving of more.

Ayame’s hands were covered in Yuki’s blood as he applied pressure to a wound on his brother’s scalp. His flamboyance was gone, replaced by a cold, sharp hatred. “When this is over,” he hissed, more to himself than anyone, “I will destroy you, Cat.”

Haru looked at Rin. “We’re on the menu.” Rin didn’t look away from Kyo. “Yeah. We always were. He’s just finally reading the bill.”

 

Kyo stood between them all, the architect of the new, terrible geometry of their world. The sirens were very close now. He had time for one more act before the outside world, with its mundane rules, intruded.

He cracked his neck, the sound echoing in the hushed courtyard.

“Now,” he said, his eyes settling on Shigure and Akito, and the rest of the Guilty.... “For the main course.”

Chapter 10: I Hate you.

Summary:

The Monster hates and despises the Guilty... And he wants them to prove him wrong.

Chapter Text

The space between the two groups—the exempt and the condemned—was more than just stones and empty air. It was a chasm of history, of unspoken agreements, and now, of declared war. Kyo stood at its precipice, his back to those he had spared, his face a cold mask turned toward those who remained.

He didn’t shout. The time for shouting was over. His voice was a low, steady current, carrying a freight of hatred so dense it seemed to bend the twilight around him.

“I hate you.”

 

The words were simple. Absolute. They weren’t directed at any one person, but at the collective entity they represented in his life.

“I hate everything you ‘people’ are,” he continued, his gaze sweeping over Shigure, Akito, Hatori, Ayame, Haru, Rin. “I hate your arrogance. Your complacency. Your ability to live in this beautiful, cursed hell and pretend there’s a hierarchy of suffering, and that mine was always meant to be at the bottom.”

He took a step forward, his gloved hands clenching and unclenching at his sides. “I hate… no, I despise the Zodiac. The very idea of it. It makes me sick. A bunch of pathetic animals clinging to a god’s coattails, so grateful for your little bit of borrowed importance that you’ll throw one of your own to the wolves every generation to keep it. You didn’t just accept the story of the Cat. You needed it. You needed a scapegoat. You wanted someone to blame for the curse, for the misery, for the sheer unfairness of it all. You wanted a monster you could point to, a beast you could lock in a cage so you could feel a little more human. And I was it. I was always it.”

Hatsuharu, his face still blank from shock, found his voice. It was rough, quiet. “That’s… that’s not what we wanted, Kyo.”

It was the wrong thing to say.

 

Kyo moved. He didn’t run; he strode, a black panther covering the distance between him and Haru in three terrifyingly swift steps. Before Haru or Rin could react, Kyo’s hand shot out, grabbed a fistful of Haru’s shirt and jacket, and lifted him bodily off the ground. Haru, taller and broader, dangled in his grip, stunned by the effortless, cold strength.

“ISN’T IT?!” Kyo roared in his face, the calm shattering into volcanic fury. “Then answer me, Ox! Look me in the eye and ANSWER ME! If you saw me being dragged to that cellar, to that cage, would you have lifted a finger? Would you have gone against Akito, against tradition, against the easy narrative, to save me? Would you have risked anything for the Cat?”

Haru’s mismatched eyes were wide. His mouth opened, but no sound came out. The truth was a lead weight in his stomach. He wouldn’t have. In his White state, he’d have been indifferent. In his Black state, he’d have been angry at the injustice, but would that anger have been directed into action, or just more destructive nihilism? He didn’t know. The silence stretched, damning.

Kyo scoffed and threw Haru backward, sending him stumbling into Rin, who caught him with a grunt, her own eyes blazing at Kyo.

 

But Kyo was already turning, his finger jabbing like a knife through the air.

“YOU,Hatori!” he shouted at the doctor, who finally looked up from Yuki, his face impassive but his eyes stormy. “The wise one! The healer! Would you have grown a pair of balls for once in your miserable, servile life and said ‘ENOUGH’? ‘This stops here’? Or would you have just poured another drink, lit another cigarette, and written another medical report about the Cat’s ‘inevitable’ confinement?”

Hatori said nothing. He looked back down at Yuki, his hands resuming their work, but they were trembling. His silence was a confession louder than any shout. He had always been Akito’s doctor, the family’s fixer. To challenge the core sickness of the Sohmas was beyond his purview. He treated symptoms, not causes.

 

“AYAME!” Kyo whirled on the Snake, who was glaring at him with pure, undiluted hatred, his brother’s blood on his hands. “You flamboyant, self-absorbed CLOWN! Could you stop performing for one second of your life and actually save someone? Not with grand gestures and loud words, but with action? Could you have used that big mouth and that theatrical presence to shout from the rooftops that locking a child away was WRONG? Or were you too busy sewing another ridiculous outfit and pretending the world was your runway?”

Ayame’s lips pulled back from his teeth. “You don’t understand anything, you feral—”

“ANSWER THE QUESTION!”Kyo screamed, spittle flying. “WOULD YOU HAVE SAVED ME?”

Ayame faltered.He had been absent for most of Yuki’s torment. He had built his own world outside the estate. To intervene for the Cat, the pariah… it had never crossed his mind. The silence was his answer.

 

Kyo’s burning gaze landed on Shigure. The writer met it, his expression unreadable, but a muscle twitched in his jaw.

“And you,” Kyo said, his voice dropping into something venomous and intimate. “You mangy, scheming, rancid piece of garbage. You took me in. You fed me, housed me, pretended to offer guidance. You were the closest thing to a guardian I had in this snake pit. And all the while, you were playing your games. So tell me, Master,” the title was a poisoned dart, “would you have ever, in a million years, put your precious schemes aside and helped your surrogate child? Would you have burned the whole damn system down to keep me out of that hole? Or was I just another piece on your board, a convenient tragedy to motivate others, to stir the pot?”

Shigure’s smile was ghastly. “Kyo, my boy, you know life is never that simple—”

“IT’S A YES OR NO QUESTION!”Kyo bellowed, taking a step toward him. Akito shrank back in her chair. “WOULD. YOU. HAVE. SAVED. ME?”

Shigure looked at him,and in his eyes, Kyo saw the truth. He saw the cold calculus, the narrative value of a tragic Cat, the usefulness of a victim to propel other characters toward their destinies. Shigure would have found the Cat’s fate… interesting. He would have written about it beautifully. He would not have stopped it.

 

Finally, Kyo turned the full force of his desolation on Akito. She tried to hold his gaze, to summon her godly disdain, but she quailed before the raw, unshielded agony in his eyes.

“And you,” he whispered, the word carrying across the courtyard

“God. Monster. Prison warden. Would you have known mercy? Would you have understood kindness? Would you have looked at a scared, lonely little boy and seen something other than a blasphemy to be crushed? Or was your own pain so all-consuming that you had to make sure someone suffered more? Did it feel good, Akito? Did putting me through hell make your own feel a little warmer by comparison?”

Akito’s mouth opened and closed. She wanted to lash out, to curse him, to remind him of his place. But the memory of his sound-breaking fist, his promise to break her neck, the golden ticket that promised he could do it all with impunity… it stole her voice. Her silence was the most eloquent answer of all.

 

He looked last at Rin, who stared back, defiant but pale. “And you, Isuzu. The fiery, damaged, ‘I-don’t-need-anyone’ bitch. You knew what it was like to be broken by this family. You knew what cages felt like. Would you have helped me? Not because anyone asked you to, not for any gain, but just… because you saw someone else in a cage? Or were you too wrapped up in your own pain to spare a single, genuine fuck for mine?”

Rin’s jaw tightened. She had fought for Haru. She had fought for herself. But the Cat? The Cat was the story, the predestined sacrifice. Her empathy, what little she allowed, had its limits. She looked away, her silence a bitter admission.

Kyo let out a shuddering breath. He turned in a slow circle, looking at each of their silent, guilty faces.

“That’s what I thought,”he said, his voice hollow again. He threw his arms wide. “I WANT YOU TO SAY IT! I’M GIVING YOU A CHANCE! STAND UP RIGHT NOW AND SAY THAT I’M WRONG! SAY THAT YOU WOULD HAVE HELPED ME! THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING TO SAVE KYO SOHMA FROM THE CAGE! THAT YOU NEVER, NOT ONCE, SAW ME AS JUST A MONSTER OR A SCAPEGOAT!”

 

His voice cracked with desperate, furious hope.

“SAY IT! AND I SWEAR TO YOU! I WILL STRIP ASS-NAKED RIGHT HERE, PROSTRATE MYSELF ON THESE STONES, AND APOLOGIZE TO EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU FOR EVERY WORD I’VE SAID, FOR EVERYTHING I’VE DONE TONIGHT! I WILL BEG FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS! THIS IS IT! THE ULTIMATE OUT! THE EASIEST THING IN THE WORLD! JUST TELL ME I WAS WRONG ABOUT YOU!”

The plea hung in the air, monumental and pathetic.... But also so sorrowful. It was the cry of the child he had never been allowed to be, offering one last, impossible chance for the world to prove itself better than he believed.

The courtyard was a tomb. No one spoke.

 

Not Shigure, with his silver tongue.

Not Hatori,with his professional duty.

Not Ayame,with his theatrical love.

Not Haru,with his quiet solidarity.

Not Rin,with her fierce independence.

Not Akito,with her divine authority.

 

They were silent. Because he was right. Every awful, painful, ugly word of it was the truth. They had accepted the Cat’s role. They had benefited, in some small, twisted way, from having a designated outlet for the curse’s cruelty. They had looked away. They had told themselves it was fate. It was tradition. It was sad, but necessary.

The silence was an avalanche, burying any last pretense.

Kyo stared at them. The furious hope in his eyes guttered and died, replaced by a desolation so complete it was worse than any hatred.

A weak, wet sound escaped his lips. A laugh. It was a tiny, broken thing.

“Heh…I… I knew it.”

The laugh caught in his throat, hitched, and transformed. Another sound followed it, raw and wrenching. A sob.

 

Kyo Sohma, the boy who never cried, who met every blow with anger, every insult with a snarl, broke. His shoulders hunched. His face, already streaked with Yuki’s blood, crumpled. He brought his gloved hands up to cover his eyes, but it was too late. Great, heaving sobs tore their way out of his chest, violent and uncontrollable. They were the sobs of sixteen years of loneliness, of fear, of rejection, of a love he was told he didn’t deserve and a hatred he was told he was born to earn.

“It’s always me…” he wept, the words muffled and ragged. “I’m… I’m the one… who suffers the most… I’m the one who bears all the pain… and I’m just… just expected to… to grow up and move on…” He sank to his knees, his elegant suit pooling on the dirty stones. “It’s not fair… It’s not fair! I never asked to be born into this world… I never did anything to anyone… I never hurt anyone who didn’t hurt me first… If… if I did… if I did something to deserve all of this… then I’m sorry… I’m so sorry…”

He cried like a child, lost and utterly alone in a circle of people who had failed him.

 

Then, he turned his tear-streaked, devastated face toward the exempt group. His eyes found Tohru, Kagura, Momiji, the others.
“You…”he hiccupped, wiping snot and tears on the back of his glove. “You’re the only ones… who showed me… what kindness looks like… what real love might be… You tried…”

He looked at them with such profound, aching gratitude it was unbearable.

“But even then…the pain… the cages… the hate… the burden… it’s too much. No amount of kind words… no number of hugs… will ever erase the scars. They’re burned into me. You can’t love a scar away. You can just… pretend it doesn’t hurt anymore.”

The sobs began to subside, not into peace, but into a terrible, cold resolution. He pushed himself slowly to his feet, his body moving as if it weighed a thousand pounds. He wiped his face clean with a brutal swipe of his forearm, smearing blood and tears. When he looked back at the guilty ones, the raw pain was being sealed over, replaced by something harder, darker, and final.

 

“So now,” he said, his voice hoarse but steady, “I’m going to be the monster. The one you all despise. I’m going to be worse than Akito. I’m going to be worse than Shigure. I’m going to inflict such pain… such beautiful, deserved pain… on every single one of you who wronged me. Who wronged the Cat.”

He pointed a trembling finger at Yuki’s unconscious form. “The Rat was just the first. The first name on a very long list. A list of people who need to be broken down, who need to understand what their complacency, their silence, their acceptance really cost.”

He straightened his spine, the last of the weeping boy vanishing behind a mask of chilling certainty.

 

“And when the dust settles…I’ll get away with it all. I’ll walk away without a single pang of guilty conscience. I will face zero consequences. You’ll all move on, at best. At worst, you’ll forgive me. You’ll say, ‘Oh, poor Kyo, he suffered so much, we have to forgive him.’ And I will be rewarded.”

A terrible, peaceful smile touched his lips. “I’ll be happy. I’ll have my warm, happy ending. I’ll have Tohru. I’ll have Kagura. I’ll start a family. I’ll be truly free. And it will all be because I had the courage to be the monster you always said I was.”

The sirens were right outside the gate now, flashing blue and red lights painting the ancient walls in pulses of emergency.

Kyo looked at the guilty ones—Shigure, Akito, Hatori, Ayame, Haru, Rin. He looked at the paramedics rushing in with a stretcher, pushing past everyone to get to Yuki. He looked at the chaos, the tears, the broken bodies and shattered bonds.

“Get ready,” Kyo said, his voice a flat, final promise. “I’m nowhere near done.”

 

Among the Guilty:

 

Shigure felt a novel sensation: shame. It was cold and analytical, but it was there. Kyo had framed his life’s work—his observation, his manipulation—as the ultimate betrayal of care. He had been seen, truly seen, and found wanting. He had no witty retort.

Akito was trembling, but not from fear alone. It was from a horrific recognition. In Kyo’s promised monstrosity, she saw her own, but refined, purposeful, and sanctioned. He was what she might have become without the curse’s shackles, and it terrified her more than any physical threat.

Hatori worked alongside the paramedics, mechanically reciting Yuki’s injuries. Inside, he was ice. Kyo’s accusation had reached the core of his life’s compromise. He was a healer who had allowed the source of the sickness to thrive. He had chosen order over justice, and a broken boy was calling in the debt.

Ayame’s hatred was now frosted with a layer of cold, sickening understanding. His flamboyance was a shield, and Kyo had shattered it, revealing the coward who stood by while his own brother suffered. He had failed Yuki for years. Why would he have lifted a finger for the Cat?

Haru in white mode simply said to Rin, “He’s right.” It was the totality of his defeat.

Rin held Haru, her defiant glare now dimmed. “We all have our cages,” she muttered, but it sounded like an excuse, even to her.

 

Among the Exempt:

 

Tohru watched Kyo weep and then harden, and something in her finally, truly shattered. Not her love, but her hope. The boy who cried was still in there, but he was burying himself under a mountain of hatred, and he had the divine permission to do it forever. She was to be his reward, a prize in a game she never wanted to play. The thought made her stomach turn.

Kagura heard him include her in his twisted future, and it felt like being handed a bouquet of thorns. She was to be part of his “happy ending,” a testament to his warped lesson. Her love, once a violent, needy thing, was now a foundational pillar of a nightmare. She felt used in a way she never had before.

Momiji cried uncontrollably, not from fear now, but from grief. “He thinks we’re paying him back… but love isn’t a debt! Saving someone shouldn’t be a transaction that gets you a ‘get out of wrath free’ card!”

Arisa held Saki’s hand tightly. “He’s giving us a front-row seat to his self-destruction,” she whispered, anger gone, replaced by a profound, weary sadness. “And he thinks it’s a gift.”

Saki Hanajima nodded. “The black diamond is fracturing from the inside. The gold is not holding it together; it is pressuring it to splinter. Soon, there will be only sharp, glittering dust.”

Kureno watched, his arms hanging limply at his sides. The hug, the exemption… they were not kindnesses. They were indictments. They said, “You have suffered enough, so you may watch the rest of us suffer.” He was being spared because he was already broken. It was no mercy at all.

Hiro and Kisa just clung to each other, too young to process the layers of torment, understanding only that they had been placed on the “safe” side of a line drawn in blood, and it felt awful.

Kazuma watched his son, his heart a stone in his chest. This was the path. This was the consequence of the golden ticket. Not external punishment, but the internal metamorphosis into something that could look at its own tears and use them as fuel for vengeance. He had promised to welcome him home, no matter what. He wondered what would be left to welcome.

 

As the paramedics loaded Yuki onto the stretcher, his body swathed in braces and blankets, Kyo stood amidst the chaos, unmoving. The weeping was over. The testing was done. The truth was laid bare.

The monster had been given its license. The suffering had just begun.

Chapter 11: Accountability and the Masterpiece

Summary:

The monster leaves.... And everyone has to deal with the aftermath of the Duel.

Chapter Text

Kyo turned and walked away.

He didn’t look back at Yuki being loaded into the ambulance, its rotating lights painting his retreating black suit in pulses of crime-scene blue and urgent red. He didn’t look at the exempt group, his chosen few standing in their island of bewildered safety. He didn’t look at the guilty, frozen in the epicenter of his truth. He simply walked, his footsteps echoing on the ancient stones, past the bewildered paramedics, through the main gate, and into the deepening evening. The golden ticket was no longer held aloft; it was simply a part of him now, tucked away, its guarantee thrumming in his veins.

He left behind a vacuum. And into that vacuum rushed a torrent of sound—a cacophony of grief, rage, guilt, and frantic, overlapping conversation that swallowed the distant wail of the departing ambulance.

It started in pieces, broken utterances tossed into the cooling air.

 

“He’s really gone and done it…” Haru muttered, staring at the spot where Kyo had vanished.

“Done it? He’s broken it!” Ayame snapped, his voice shrill as he watched the ambulance doors close on his brother. He spun around, his blood-stained hands held out accusingly. “Look at this! Look at what that animal did! And he just… walks!”

“He said he would,” Rin said, her voice flat. She was leaning against Haru, her energy spent. “He told us exactly what he was going to do. We just didn’t believe him.”

“Believe him?” Arisa Uotani’s voice cut through the murmurs like a knife. She stepped forward from the exempt group, her eyes blazing. “Why the hell shouldn’t he do it? Why shouldn’t he walk away? After everything you people put him through?”

That was the spark. The dam broke.

 

The First Wave: Accusation and Defense

“Put him through?” Shigure found his voice first, the writer already trying to frame the narrative. “My dear girl, we all have our burdens in this family. The curse—”

“SCREW YOUR CURSE!” Arisa roared, advancing on him. Saki moved with her, a silent shadow. “That’s your excuse for everything! ‘Oh, the curse made us do it! The curse made us mean! The curse made us lock a kid in a cellar!’ Bullshit! You’re just a bunch of cowards and assholes who found a convenient punching bag!”

Akito, from her chair, drew herself up. “You do not understand our ways, outsider. The Cat’s role is ancient. It is tragic, but it is part of the balance—”

“BALANCE?” Kagura’s voice, raw and broken, surprised everyone. She hadn’t moved from Tohru’s side, but she was looking at Akito, her eyes hollow. “What balance? Where was the balance when you made everyone miserable? Where was the balance when you hurt Kisa? When you hurt Kureno?” The name, spoken aloud with such pointed pain, made Kureno flinch and Akito pale. “You don’t get to talk about balance! You’re the one who tipped the whole world over!”

“Kagura, mind your place!” Akito snarled, but the command had no power here, not anymore.

“My place?” Kagura let out a wet, hysterical laugh. “My place was beating him up and calling it love! And he thanked me for it! My ‘place’ helped make this!” She gestured wildly at the bloodstained stones.

 

“We are not all equally culpable,” Hatori said, his voice the calm eye of the growing storm. He had not left with the ambulance; his work was here now, in the psychological triage. “Individual actions within a broken system vary. Yuki, for instance, tried to move past the rivalry. He offered friendship.”

“OFFERED FRIENDSHIP?” Momiji cried out, his usual cheer replaced by anguish. “After a lifetime of being the prince while Kyo was the monster? That’s like offering a glass of water to someone you’ve been starving for years and being surprised when they’re too weak to drink it! It’s too late, Hatori! The time to offer friendship was when Kyo was a child and everyone was calling him a monster! Where were you then?”

 

Hatori had no answer. He lit a cigarette, his hands steady but his eyes troubled.

“This is pointless,” Ayame waved a dismissive, bloody hand. “Assigning blame. The Cat has always been volatile. Unstable. This is a tragic escalation, but it stems from his nature.”

“His nature?” Tohru Honda’s voice was quiet, but it carried. Everyone turned to look at her. She was still pale, still shaking, but her eyes were fixed on Ayame. “Kyo’s nature… is to be protective. And kind. And to work so, so hard. You called him unstable… but you never saw how hard he fought to be stable. You never saw him trying to be better. You only ever saw the ‘Cat’.”

Her defense, soft and unwavering, was more powerful than Arisa’s shouts.

 

“She’s right,” Hiro mumbled from the edge of the exempt group, surprising himself by speaking. Kisa clung to him, nodding timidly. “He… he was always just there. Grumpy and loud. But he never… he never started stuff with me or Kisa. Not really.”

“He was there for me,” Kisa whispered, so quiet it was almost lost. “When I got hurt... When I lost my voice... Kyo was there for me along with Tohru and Hiro.... Kyo was scary and grumpy… but he was kind...”

 

The Second Wave: The Fracturing of the “Guilty”

 

The unity of the condemned group began to crack under the internal and external pressure.

“You know,” Haru said, looking at Rin, then at Shigure and Akito. “He asked me if I’d save him. I couldn’t answer. Because I wouldn’t have. I was too wrapped up in my own black and white world to care about the orange one.” He looked at Ayame. “And you. You weren’t even here for most of it. You don’t get to call him unstable. You were absent. That’s worse.”

Ayame bristled. “I was building a life! Protecting myself from the toxicity of this family!”

“By abandoning your brother to it!” Haru shot back. “How’s that working out for you? He’s in an ambulance and the guy who put him there just got a standing ovation from his own conscience!”

“It was not an ovation, it was a nervous breakdown.” Shigure corrected pedantically, but his heart wasn’t in it. He was watching the divisions form with clinical interest. “Though Haru has a point. Our sins are of both commission and omission, Ayame. Yours were largely omission. Mine…” he sighed, “…were perhaps more active in their passivity.”

 

“Don’t you dare turn this into one of your novels!” Rin spat at Shigure. “You were the adult. He lived in your house. You watched him struggle every day. You fed him lines about life and love while you were pulling strings in the background. You’re the worst of all of us. At least Akito is honest about being a tyrant. You pretended to be a friend.”

Shigure’s smile was thin and brittle. “I never pretended to be a friend, my dear Isuzu. I am a watcher. A chronicler. I provide the space for events to unfold. Kyo made his choices.”

“HE WAS A CHILD!” Arisa screamed, getting in Shigure’s face. Saki’s hand on her arm was the only thing holding her back from grabbing him. “You provided the space for a child to be tortured! You’re a fucking enabler!”

“And what would you have had me do?” Shigure asked, his voice cold for the first time. “Storm the main house? Overthrow the god? There are currents in this family, Miss Uotani, that run deeper than one boy’s pain. Sometimes, to achieve a greater good, one must…”

“WHAT GREATER GOOD?” Kagura wailed. “LOOK AROUND YOU! WHAT GOOD CAME FROM ANY OF THIS?”

 

The question hung in the air, unanswered.

The Third Wave: The Exempt’s Torment

The group Kyo had spared was no haven of peace.

 

Momiji was crying again, softly. “I don’t understand… why did he thank me? What did I do?"

Momiji was thinking of a different moment, one that haunted him. But... But what moment was it that lead to Kyo singling him out as a favor?

Arisa, turning her fury away from Shigure for a moment, looked at Momiji. “What do you mean?”

“He said he owed me a solid,” Momiji hiccupped. “That we were even. But… the only thing I can think of… it wasn’t for him.” He looked at Tohru, his eyes wide with dawning, horrible understanding. “It was at the beach house. During the summer. When Akito came... I stood up for Tohru.”

The memory clicked into place for everyone who had been there.

 

“He’s paying you back.” Saki Hanajima said, her voice hollow, “For protecting the person he loves. Not for anything you did for him. Your kindness to Tohru was a currency he accepts. Your kindness to him directly… he can’t compute it. It doesn’t fit the world he lives in now, where everything is a transaction or a weapon.”

“That’s even sadder....” Momiji wept.

“He included me.” Kureno spoke for the first time, his voice rusty with disuse. Everyone looked at him. “He… hugged me. He said I’d had enough.” He looked at his hands, the hands that had been bound for so long. “He saw me. Not the Rooster. Not the attendant. The prisoner. And he placed me over here… not because I’m good, but because I’m broken enough to be excused from more breaking.” He looked at Akito, a world of pain in his eyes. “It was not mercy. It was a diagnosis.”

Tohru and Kagura stood side-by-side, the two women at the center of Kyo’s twisted happy ending. They didn’t look at each other.

“He said he loves me,” Tohru whispered, not to anyone in particular. “But he wants to love me like Kagura loved him. With pain. As a reward. How… how do I even…?” She trailed off, lost.

Kagura flinched. “He said he understands my love now. That I taught him. I didn’t mean to teach him that! I just… I loved him so much it hurt him, and I didn’t know how else to show it!” She turned to Tohru, desperate. “You have to believe me, I never wanted him to think love was supposed to cause pain!”

“I believe you." Tohru said softly, finally looking at her. There was no jealousy, only a shared, profound devastation. “But he does believe it now. And he says he loves us both. What does that even mean for us?”

It was a question neither could answer.

 

The Fourth Wave: The Unraveling of Certainty

 

The arguments began to cycle, becoming less about Kyo and more about the very fabric of their world.

“He’s going to get away with it,” Hiro said, voicing the terrifying core of it. “He said he would. He’s got that stupid ticket. He’s going to hurt more people, and then he’s going to be happy. How is that fair?”

“Fair?” Arisa barked a laugh. “When was anything ever fair for him? Was it fair when he was born into a family that hated him? Was it fair when they told him he’d be locked up? Since when did ‘fair’ ever enter into it for Kyo Sohma? The only thing that’s changed is now he’s the one playing by the unfair rules, and he’s got a cheat code!”

“But he broke Yuki!” Ayame insisted, his voice cracking. “He may have been wronged, but that does not give him the right to—”

“IT GIVES HIM EVERY RIGHT!”Arisa whirled on him. “YOU PEOPLE MADE THE RULES! ‘The Cat is a monster.’ ‘The Cat deserves it.’ ‘The Cat is the problem.’ WELL CONGRATULATIONS! YOU WERE RIGHT! YOU MANUFACTURED THE EXACT MONSTER YOU WERE ALL SO AFRAID OF, AND NOW YOU’RE CRYING BECAUSE HE’S BETTER AT IT THAN YOU EVER WERE!”

 

“She’s not wrong.” Hatori said quietly, exhaling a plume of smoke. All eyes turned to him. The doctor, the voice of reason, was conceding to the angry outsider. “We diagnosed him with monstrosity from birth. We treated him accordingly. This… is a treatment outcome. A severe, catastrophic reaction to the prescribed therapy of rejection and condemnation.”

“So we’re just supposed to accept it?” Rin demanded. “Let him run around beating the shit out of people because of, what, karma?”

“What are you going to do to stop him?” Saki asked, her eerie calm silencing them. “Call the police? He was sanctioned by a higher authority, remember? One that even your god seems to acknowledge. Try to reason with him? You heard him. Reason is a language he’s abandoned. He speaks pain and consequence now, and he holds all the cards. He has the ultimate excuse: your lifelong prejudice. And he has the ultimate shield: a guarantee of forgiveness.”

“Then what?” Haru asked, despair in his voice. “We just wait for him to come for the rest of us?”

The silence that followed was filled with the image of Kyo’ cold, resolved face, and the sound of his fist breaking the air.

 

The Fifth Wave: The Search for a Villain (And a Hero)

 

As the night deepened, the conversation splintered into smaller, heated clusters.

Arisa and Shigure were locked in a philosophical duel.
“You’re a parasite." Arisa seethed. “You feed on drama.”

“I am a student of the human heart,”Shigure countered, though his usual aplomb was frayed. “And the human heart, under enough pressure, can become a weapon. I did not forge the pressure. I merely observed the chamber in which it built.”

“YOU BUILT THE CHAMBER!”

 

Nearby, Hatori was speaking with a shell-shocked Ayame and a defensive Rin.

“He asked if I would have saved him." Hatori said, not looking at them. “The answer is no. My duty was to the head of the family, to stability. The Cat’s fate was a stabilizing tragedy. I chose the system over the individual. A doctor who treats a kingdom, not its sickest subject.”

“That’s a fancy way of saying you were a coward,”Rin said, but without her earlier heat.

“Yes.” Hatori agreed simply, stunning them both.

 

Kagura had pulled a confused, weeping Momiji aside, with Hiro and Kisa hovering nearby.

“You stood up for Tohru." Kagura said, her voice gentler now. “That took courage. In Kyo’s messed-up math, courage shown to the person he loves is worth more than kindness shown to him. He thinks he’s paying a debt. He’s trying to be… honorable, in his own broken way.”

“But I wanted to be kind to him too!” Momiji cried. “I just didn’t know how! No one ever showed me how to be kind to the Cat! It was against the rules!”

And there it was again—the system,the unspoken rules that had governed them all.

 

Tohru stood with Kureno, both of them quiet.

“He saw your pain,”Tohru said softly.

“He did." Kureno replied. “But seeing it and alleviating it are different. He has simply marked me as ‘complete.’ My suffering is finished, in his eyes. There is no comfort in that.”

“Do you think…”Tohru hesitated, “Do you think there’s any way to reach him? The real Kyo?”

Kureno looked at her, his ancient eyes filled with a pity that broke her heart. “The real Kyo, Miss Honda, is the one who just left. The boy you loved was a desperate, hopeful construction built on the hope that the world was not as cruel as it seemed. He has now accepted the world’s cruelty as truth, and armed himself with it. I do not believe that person can be ‘reached.’ He can only be… endured.”

Akito sat isolated in her chair, Shigure having wandered into the fray. No one approached her. She was the original sin, the toxic root. Even in this maelstrom of blame, her culpability was so vast it was almost abstract. She watched them all, her face pale, her fingers gripping the chair arms. The fear Kyo had planted was growing. He had promised to come for her. And he would.

 

The Final Conversation: Exhaustion and Dread

 

After what felt like hours, the arguments began to wind down, not from resolution, but from sheer emotional exhaustion. The courtyard was littered with the psychic debris of their collapsing world.

Arisa, her voice hoarse, summed it up for everyone. “So this is it, huh? He’s gonna be a supervillain. And we’re all just… here. The ones he’s going to hurt, and the ones he’s decided get to watch.” She looked at the bloodstain on the stones. “And he’s going to win. He’s going to get his stupid happy ending with his twisted idea of love, and we’re all just part of the shitty story.”

“He is not a supervillain,” Tohru said, but her voice lacked conviction. She was trying to hold onto a ghost.

“Then what is he,Tohru?” Haru asked, not unkindly. “What do you call someone who does that,” he pointed at the stain, “And then cries and says it’s our fault, and then promises to do more, and has a magic ticket saying it’s okay?”

Tohru had no answer.

“He is the judgment." Kazuma’s voice, calm and deep, finally spoke. He had been silent all this time, a mountain observing an avalanche. All eyes turned to him. “We, as a family, lived by a flawed, cruel justice. We condemned the innocent. We rewarded the manipulative. We equated suffering with destiny. Kyo has not rejected that justice. He has perfected it. He has become its ultimate practitioner. His guarantee of no consequences is the final, logical extension of a world where Shigure and Akito face none. He is not breaking the system. He is its masterpiece.”

 

The words settled over them, colder than the night air.

“So what do we do, Sensei?” Momiji asked, pleading.

Kazuma looked at each of them—the guilty, the exempt, the broken. “We live with what we have created. We endure the judgment we earned. We care for the wounded.” He looked toward the gate. “And we leave the door open, as I promised, for the masterpiece to return, even if all it brings is more pain. Because that is the consequence I chose when I gave him my understanding.”

The conversation was over. There were no more words, only the heavy weight of the future.

Hatori flicked his cigarette butt away, the ember tracing a tiny, falling star in the darkness. “I will go to the hospital to monitor Yuki. The rest of you… should not be alone tonight.”

But as they began to shuffle away in small, shattered groups—the exempt led by a weary Kazuma, the guilty left to their own isolated devices—the talking was done, but the echoes remained. They would ring in their minds for days, years, perhaps forever.

 

Who was guilty?

Everyone and no one.

Who was innocent?

Only those Kyo had arbitrarily placed outside the line.

Would he get away with it?

The golden ticket gleamed in their collective memory, an incontrovertible yes.

Would he be happy?

He believed he would. And in his new, terrible world, his belief was the only law that mattered.

 

The courtyard emptied, leaving only the bloodstain and the memory of a boy’s heartbreaking sobs, followed by the sound of a barrier breaking. The story was not over. It had just taken a turn into a darkness so complete that even the Sohmas, children of tragedy, had no map to navigate it. All they could do was talk, and wait, and dread the next visit from the masterpiece of their own design.

Chapter 12: Visiting Hours

Summary:

Everyone goes to visit Yuki.... But the Monster is already waiting

Chapter Text

The hospital corridor was a study in sterile, fluorescent calm, a world away from the blood-stained stones of the Sohma estate. The air smelled of antiseptic and wilted flowers, a bland mask over the festering wounds that had brought them here. It had been three days. Three days of tense silence, of fractured phone calls, of sleepless nights waiting for the other steel-toed boot to drop.

Yuki’s condition was “serious but stable.” Multiple broken ribs, a fractured cheekbone and orbital socket, a severe concussion, a lacerated spleen that had required surgery, and a tapestry of brutal bruising that painted his skin in hues of violet, green, and yellow. He was awake now, in moments, but heavily medicated and fragile as old glass.

A small, self-selected delegation had come to visit: Kagura, drawn by a guilt that was now a physical sickness; Momiji, who couldn’t stay away from someone who was hurting; Hatori, in his official capacity as family physician, his face a mask of professional detachment that no longer quite fit; and Ayame, a nervous, glittering wreck of brotherly anxiety and simmering fury, his flamboyant clothes looking absurd and defensive in the clinical setting.

They moved as a hesitant unit, their footsteps too loud on the linoleum. The door to Yuki’s private room was slightly ajar. Hatori, leading, pushed it open gently.

And stopped.

 

Inside, the blinds were half-drawn, casting slatted shadows across the bed where Yuki lay, asleep or unconscious, his face swollen and bandaged, an IV line snaking into his taped hand. Sitting in the visitor’s chair pulled impossibly close to the bedside, one leg crossed over the other, was Kyo Sohma.

He wasn’t in the black suit. He wore dark jeans and a simple black sweater, his hair back to its usual untamed state. He looked relaxed, almost contemplative, his gloved hands resting in his lap as he watched the steady rise and fall of Yuki’s bandaged chest. The casualness of his presence was more terrifying than any dramatic pose.

All four visitors froze in the doorway. A cold dread, sharper than the hospital’s air conditioning, sliced through them.

Kyo didn’t turn. “His breathing’s better,” he remarked, as if discussing the weather. “Less ragged. They did good work patching his spleen. Modern medicine is amazing, isn’t it, Hatori?”

Hatori’s hand tightened on the doorframe. “What are you doing here, Kyo?”

“Visiting family,” Kyo said, finally turning his head to look at them. His eyes were calm, clear, utterly devoid of the manic energy or the devastating tears of the courtyard. This was something new: a settled, peaceful menace. “Isn’t that what we’re all doing?”

Ayame surged forward, but Hatori’s arm shot out to block him. “You animal,” Ayame hissed, his voice trembling. “You dare sit there after what you did? Get out! Get away from him!”

 

Kyo ignored him, his gaze sliding over Ayame as if he were a mildly interesting insect. He looked at Kagura, who had gone pale, and at Momiji, who was biting his lip hard to keep from crying.

“I’m glad you’re here,” Kyo said, his voice mild. “Saves me making a bunch of separate calls. You can pass on a message for me.”

No one spoke. The only sound was the soft beep of the heart monitor.

“Tell the others,” Kyo continued, his eyes now fixed on a point past them, in the direction of the estate. “Tell the damned. The ones on the list. If any of them get the brilliant idea to run… to skip town, to hide, to try and escape from me, from the pain and the justice I’m going to mete out…”

He leaned forward slightly, just enough for the slatted light to cut across his face, emphasizing the absolute seriousness in his eyes.

“…I will hunt every single one of them down. And I will kill them.”

 

The words were delivered without heat, without emphasis. A simple statement of logistical fact.

“There’s already a high chance I’m going to kill them regardless,” he added, almost as an afterthought, sitting back. “But if they run, that chance becomes one hundred percent. Zero ambiguity. If they stay, face the music, accept the love I’m going to show them… well, then there’s at least a small chance they survive the experience. A slim one. But a chance.”

He stood up, the chair scraping softly. He looked down at Yuki for a long moment, then reached out and very gently, with a gloved finger, adjusted the edge of the blanket where it had folded near Yuki’s shoulder. The gesture was so tender, so intimate, it was grotesque.

“We understand each other now, Rat,” he murmured, too low for the others to fully hear. Then he turned and walked toward the door, toward the four people blocking it.

 

They didn’t move. They were a wall of shock and revulsion.

“Move,” Kyo said, not unkindly.

“Kyo, stop this!” Kagura finally found her voice, stepping directly into his path. Tears welled in her eyes. “Please! Just stop! Look at him! Look at what you did! This isn’t you! This isn’t love!”

Kyo stopped, looking down at her. A faint, almost paternal smile touched his lips. “But it is, Kagura. It’s the purest love I know. You taught me that. To cause pain is to show your affection. To make someone feel the depth of your feeling.” He glanced past her at Yuki. “All I did was give Yuki some love. Because he’s family. Was there other stuff? Old rivalries? Resentment? Sure. But at its core… it was me showing my beloved cousin how much he means to me. How much I… adore him.”

The perversion of the word made Momiji whimper.

“That’s insane!” Ayame spat. “That’s the logic of a psychopath!”

 

Kyo’s eyes flicked to him. “Is it? Or is it just the logic of this family, finally embraced without hypocrisy? We hurt the ones we’re supposed to love all the time. I’m just being honest about it. I’m going to show the guilty—Shigure, Akito, you, Hatori, Haru, Rin—the full extent of my love. No more holding back. No more pretending it doesn’t hurt.”

“Kyo, listen to yourself,” Hatori said, his voice low and urgent, the doctor trying to diagnose and treat in one breath. “This isn’t a sustainable worldview. This pain… it will consume you. It will leave you with nothing.”

Kyo looked at Hatori, and for a second, something flickered in his eyes—not doubt, but a recognition of the older man’s concern. Then it was gone. “It already did, Hatori. It consumed the boy who wanted to be something else. What’s left is what it forged. And I’m… comfortable here. I have a purpose. I have a guarantee. And I have love to give.”

He tried to step around Kagura, but she grabbed his arm. “Kyo! The Kyo I know would be sick seeing this! He’d be horrified!”

 

He paused, looking at her hand on his black sweater. “The Kyo you knew was a ghost, Kagura. A ghost trying to haunt a house that was already bulldozed. He’s gone. I’m what’s real now.” He gently, firmly, pried her fingers loose. “And I do love you. You and Tohru. You’re my peace. My reward. But this,” he gestured back at Yuki, “this is my work.”

“You paid your debt to me!” Momiji blurted out, his voice cracking. “You said we were even! Why are you still doing this? If you can understand paying a debt, you can understand stopping!”

Kyo looked at Momiji, his head tilted. “That debt was personal. Between you and me. This,” he said, his voice expanding to fill the room, the hallway, the entire world of the Sohmas, “is cosmic. This is balancing the scales of sixteen years. One good deed from you doesn’t erase the weight of the universe. It just earned you a seat in the balcony instead of on the stage.”

 

He finally shouldered his way past them, not with violence, but with an implacable certainty that was more forceful than any shove. He walked out into the hallway.

“Who’s next, Kyo?” Ayame called after him, his voice breaking. “Who are you going to ‘love’ to death?”

Kyo stopped, halfway down the hall. He didn’t turn around.

“The one who thinks they’re the smartest person in the room,” he said, his voice echoing softly off the sterile walls. “The one who’s been writing this story from the sidelines, thinking he’s the author.”

He walked away, his footsteps fading into the hum of the hospital.

 

Inside the room, the silence was broken only by the beep of the monitor and Kagura’s suppressed sob. They looked at Yuki, broken on the bed, a testament to Kyo’s “love.” They looked at each other, bearers of a message that was both a threat and a warped manifesto.

Hatori walked to the bedside, checking Yuki’s chart with automatic movements, his mind elsewhere. “He believes it,” he said quietly. “Completely. There’s no bargaining with a reality that coherent, however insane it is.”

“We have to warn them,” Momiji whispered, hugging himself.

“Warn them of what?” Ayame laughed, a hollow, desperate sound. “That the monster we made is coming to town? They already know! He sent a press release via beating my brother into a coma!”

Kagura sank into the chair Kyo had vacated. It was still warm. She stared at Yuki’s battered face. “He’s going to do it. He’s going to hurt them all. And he’s going to think he’s giving them a gift.”

 

Down in the hospital lobby, Kyo pushed through the glass doors into the afternoon sun. He slipped his hands into his pockets, feeling the solid, comforting edges of the Golden Ticket. He had delivered the message. The rules were clear. No running. It was more sporting that way.

He thought of Shigure, probably at his desk, writing. Thinking he was safe behind his words and his schemes.

A small, genuine smile touched Kyo’s lips. He was looking forward to showing the mangy mutt just how much he loved him. It was going to be exquisite.

Chapter 13: Reflections

Summary:

The Monster forces the Dog to see his own reflection.

Chapter Text

The door to Shigure’s study was, as always, unlocked. Kyo didn’t knock. He turned the handle and stepped inside, closing the door behind him with a soft, definitive click.

The room was as it ever was: shelves groaning with books, manuscripts piled with elegant chaos, the scent of old paper and ink hanging in the air. Shigure sat at his desk, pen in hand, a half-empty cup of tea gone cold at his elbow. He didn’t look up immediately, finishing a line with a slight flourish before setting the pen down.

“Ah, the prodigal Cat returns,” Shigure said, his voice a familiar, languid melody. He leaned back in his chair, steepling his fingers. The mask was perfect—the amused, unflappable observer. But Kyo, standing just inside the doorway, saw the minute tightening around his eyes, the slight stillness in his shoulders. The dog had caught the scent of a new, dangerous kind of fox. “I heard you’ve been making the rounds. Quite the impression at the hospital, I’m told. Yelling at invalids now? That seems… unsporting.”

 

Kyo didn’t answer. He walked further into the room, his movements silent on the tatami. He stopped before the desk, not taking a seat, simply standing there, a monolith of quiet intent. He wasn’t wearing the suit, just simple, dark clothes. The power wasn’t in the costume anymore; it was in the stillness.

“I’m not here to beat you into a red paste, Shigure,” Kyo said finally, his voice low and even.

Shigure’s eyebrow quirked. “How magnanimous. Should I be grateful? I did hear you have a new… philosophical approach to violence. Love through pain, was it? A tad derivative, but I suppose all great artists start by imitating—”

“I’m not going to hit you,” Kyo interrupted, his amber eyes fixed on Shigure’s. “Physically, that is. Your body is irrelevant. A sack of meat and clever bones. I’m not interested in it.”

A flicker of unease, quickly buried under a wider smile. “Oh? And what are you interested in, my troubled protege?”

 

“Your pride,” Kyo said, the word dropping like a stone. “That smug, unshakable, intellectual pride. The pride that lets you sit here, in your little paper fortress, and think you’re writing the world. That you understand the hearts of men and can arrange them like characters on a page. That you’re above it all. The clever dog among emotional children.”

Shigure chuckled, but it was thinner than before. “My, my. You’ve been thinking. A dangerous pastime.”

“I’ve been seeing,” Kyo corrected. He began to slowly pace a small circle in front of the desk. “I look at you now, and I don’t see a master manipulator. I don’t see a brilliant, morally gray schemer. I see a failure. A spectacular, layered, pathetic failure.”

Shigure’s smile remained, but it grew stiff. “Strong words from one who recently reduced a debate to its most primitive physical form.”

 

“Let’s list them,” Kyo said, ignoring the jab. He stopped pacing and ticked off a point on one gloved finger. “Failure one: The Guardian. You took me in. A scared, angry child, condemned by everyone. You had a chance to be something real. A guide. A protector. Instead, what did you do? You provided room and board and the occasional cryptic, useless proverb. You watched me struggle. You watched me bleed. You watched me tear myself apart trying to be something other than the monster, and you took notes. You found my pain… interesting. A good character beat for the tragic Cat. You failed as a guardian because you never saw a child. You saw a plot point.”

“I gave you freedom,” Shigure countered, his voice losing some of its melodic quality. “A place outside the main house. A semblance of normal life.”

“You gave me a nicer cage and called it a porch,” Kyo shot back. “And you charged rent in emotional currency. You let me be the angry, disruptive force that shook up Yuki, that worried Tohru, that stirred the pot for your endless, boring narrative. You didn’t guide me. You used me. Failure.”

 

He ticked a second finger. “Failure two: The Friends. You have exactly two people in this world who you might, in your twisted way, call friends. Hatori. The long-suffering, eternally cleaning-up-after-you Hatori. And how do you treat him? You mock his seriousness. You exploit his loyalty. You drag him into your schemes and leave him to deal with the bloody aftermath. You leech off his stability because you have none of your own. And there's Ayame, the world class performer. Be real with yourself 'Gure" the only reason you keep Aya around is for your own sick amusement. You find him that one good joke that's too good to move on from. Therefore you keep him close enough so that you laugh AT him... not WITH him. There's the difference you pathetic Mutt, if you were his friend like you say you are then where the hell were you when Aya is clearly suffering? Oh right, you're just LIKE Aya... you're NEVER there. You are a parasite on the two friendships you haven’t managed to completely annihilate. Failure.”

 

Shigure was no longer smiling. His eyes were dark, watchful. “Hatori is a big boy. He makes his own choices. And Aya is Aya, he's in the same park as Haa-San, just with more... Glitter."

“He makes choices constrained by duty and a broken system you delight in exploiting,” Kyo said. “You’re not his friend. You’re his favorite patient. And a terminal one.” "As for Ayame, I've already told you, you laugh AT the Fool and not WITH the fool."

 

Third finger. “Failure three: The Man. Look at you. Close to what thirty? Living in a cluttered house paid for by the family you claim to despise, writing obscure novels no one reads, obsessed with a woman who sees you as a useful, venomous pet. You have no real relationships. No genuine love. No legacy beyond a stack of unpublished manuscripts and a trail of emotional wreckage. You’re not a wolf. You’re a stray. A clever, well-groomed stray that no one would ever think to take home. Failure.”

“My, you have been memorizing a script,” Shigure said, but his voice was dry, brittle. “Did you write these little insults down? Are they part of your new ‘love’ manifesto?”

 

“I’m just reading from the book of you,” Kyo said, his head tilting. “And the prose is embarrassingly weak. Which brings me to Failure four: The Writer.”

Shigure went very still.

“You think you’re so deep,” Kyo sneered, the calm breaking for a moment into pure contempt. “You think your observations are profound. ‘Ooh, look at the tangled hearts of the Sohmas! So tragic! So complex!’ You’re a tourist. A ghoul. You circle real pain, real emotion, and you try to capture it in your little sentences, and you always fail. Because you don’t feel any of it. You’re emotionally sterile. Your writing is all technique and no heart. It’s as empty as you are. That’s why you’ll never be anything more than a minor curiosity. A footnote in the family’s history, if that. A failure as an artist because you have no art. You have only autopsy reports.”
.

 

Shigure’s hand, resting on the desk, curled slowly into a fist. The knuckles were white. “You know nothing about art.”

“I know more about truth than you ever will,” Kyo said, leaning forward, planting both hands on the desk. “And the truth is, you’re a fraud. A hollow man playing with live emotions because he has none of his own. You’re not morally gray. You’re emotionally transparent. A pane of dirty glass everyone has to look through.”

He pushed off the desk and resumed his slow pacing. The room felt smaller, the bookshelves leaning in like silent witnesses.

 

“But all of that,” Kyo said, his voice dropping back to that chilling calm, “all of those failures… are just the warm-up. The appetizers. They’re about you as a person, which is a tragically small subject. No, the grand, catastrophic, cosmic failure… is your life’s work. Your great scheme.”

Shigure’s eyes were locked on him now, all pretense of amusement gone. This was the core. The engine room.

“This whole elaborate, years-long game you’ve been playing,” Kyo said, stopping again, his back to Shigure, looking out at the garden. “All the manipulation. Pitting people against each other. Stoking Akito’s jealousy. Letting wounds fester. Using Tohru as a catalyst. All of it. The grand Shigure Sohma masterplan to… what? To break the curse? To free everyone? To win the girl?” He turned, and his expression was one of profound, almost pitying disdain. “Don’t make me laugh. You don’t care about any of that. You never did.”

 

He took a step closer. “This has always, only, been about one thing. Possession. You want to own the one thing you were told you could never have. The god. Akito. Your ‘toxic princess.’ You’re like a child who sees a beautiful, dangerous wasp’s nest and decides he must have it for himself, consequences for the garden be damned. Your entire existence has been a tantrum thrown because you weren’t the favorite. Because you were the Dog, loyal and left behind. So you decided to become the kennel master. Through lies. Through poison. Through the slow, careful torture of everyone around her until she has no one to turn to but you.”

Shigure’s face was a mask of stone. Only a faint tic beneath his eye betrayed him.

“It’s so pathetically small,” Kyo whispered, shaking his head. “All that intelligence. All that potential for true mischief, or even, God forbid, good… wasted on the emotional equivalent of marking your territory. You’re not a puppet master. You’re a jealous dog circling a single tree, barking at anyone who comes near, convinced the bone buried there is the most important thing in the world.”

“You understand nothing,” Shigure said, his voice a low, dangerous rasp. It was the first honest sound he’d made.

 

“I understand the punchline,” Kyo said. And now he smiled. It was a wide, terrible, joyous smile. “And oh, Shigure. It’s a good one. It’s the best joke I’ve ever heard. It’s the reason I’m not going to hit you. Because after I tell you, you’re going to wish I had. You’re going to beg for the red paste.”

Shigure said nothing. He was frozen, waiting for the blade he knew was coming.

Kyo leaned in close, so close Shigure could see the absolute, unshakable certainty in his eyes.

 

“All of it,” Kyo breathed. “Every scheme. Every plotted conversation. Every ounce of toxicity you’ve poured into this family for years. Every heart you’ve broken as collateral damage. Every moment you’ve spent dreaming of your glorious, twisted victory where you get the girl and prove yourself the cleverest boy in the room…”

He paused, letting the anticipation coil to its breaking point.

“…It was all for a woman who is already spoiled goods.”

 

Shigure blinked. The term was crude, vulgar. It didn’t compute.

Kyo’s smile turned carnivorous. “You’re fighting, killing, for another man’s sloppy seconds, Shigure. And the ultimate, beautiful, perfect irony? The other man doesn’t even want her. He never did.”

Understanding began to dawn, slow and horrified, in Shigure’s eyes.

“Kureno,” Kyo said, the name a soft bullet.

Shigure flinched as if struck.

 

“Your pure, toxic princess,” Kyo continued, his voice a singsong of malice now. “The object of all your diseased desire. The prize for your brilliant game. She hasn’t been waiting for you, you fool. She’s been using Kureno as her personal stress reliever for years. As her… sexual outlet.”

The crudeness was deliberate, a hammer to shatter any romantic pretense.

“How many times, do you think?” Kyo mused, tapping his chin. “In the quiet of the main house. While you were out here writing love letters in the form of other people’s misery. She’d call for the loyal Rooster, the one whose curse broke, the one who couldn’t say no. And he’d go. Not out of love. Out of pity. Out of duty. Out of a broken bird’s inability to fly away. He’d service his god, and he’d hate himself a little more each time. And Akito… she took what she wanted. Because that’s what gods do.”

Shigure was pale. His breath was shallow. “You’re lying.”

 

“Am I?” Kyo laughed. “You’re the watcher! The observer! How did you miss this? The quiet meetings? The resigned look in Kureno’s eyes that’s deeper than just loyalty? The particular kind of venom Akito reserves for him, the kind that comes from intimacy, not just authority? You were so busy looking at the grand chessboard you missed the two pieces fucking in the corner!”

“STOP IT!” Shigure roared, slamming his fist on the desk. The teacup jumped and shattered on the floor. The mask was in fragments.

“I won’t,” Kyo said, serene. “This is my love for you, remember? I’m showing you the truth. The magnificent, catastrophic failure of your entire life’s purpose. You’re not fighting a grand battle for a tragically broken soul. You’re in a petty, sordid competition for used goods with a man who finds the whole thing as appealing as a root canal. Kureno doesn’t love her. He’s her victim. And you… you’re jealous of a victim.”

He let that hang, letting the humiliation sink in, layer by layer.

 

“All your cleverness. All your patience. Your ‘morally gray’ brilliance. It’s been in service of winning a prize that’s already been unwrapped, used, and discarded by someone else. You’re not the master strategist. You’re the cleanup crew. The one who comes after, hoping to find some value in the trash. The Dog, indeed. Going after another man’s scraps.”

Shigure was trembling. It was a fine, full-body tremor of pure, undiluted rage and shame. His carefully constructed world—a world of narrative control, of intellectual superiority, of a grand, dark romance—was being annihilated not with fists, but with a single, ugly, inarguable fact.

“She’s not your tragic princess,” Kyo delivered the final blow, his voice soft and deadly. “She’s just a sad, abusive woman who slept with the help because he was convenient and couldn’t refuse. And you… you’ve built your whole identity around wanting her. How does it feel, Shigure? To know that the center of your universe, the focal point of all your sin… is just… common?”

 

For a long minute, there was only the sound of Shigure’s ragged breathing and the distant call of a crow in the garden.

Kyo straightened up, looking down at the broken man at the desk. All the smugness, the lazy confidence, was gone. What remained was something naked, furious, and utterly shattered.

“That’s it,” Kyo said, brushing a piece of imaginary lint from his sleeve. “That’s all I had to say. I told you I wouldn’t hit you. I don’t need to. You’re going to sit here, in this room full of your worthless words, and you’re going to think about this. Every time you plot your next move, you’ll see Kureno’s resigned face. Every time you imagine your victory, you’ll know what you’re really winning. Your pride isn’t just broken. It’s been shown to be a joke from the very beginning.”

He turned and walked toward the door.

 

“Why?” Shigure’s voice emerged, cracked and ancient. “Why tell me this?”

Kyo paused at the door, hand on the frame. He didn’t look back.
“Because you needed to know what you are. And because it’s true. Consider it… a critique of your life’s work. From an honest fan.”

He stepped out and closed the door softly behind him.

Inside the study, Shigure Sohma did not move. He stared at the shattered cup on the floor, the tea seeping into the tatami like a bloodstain. The words echoed in the silent, crowded room, each one a scalpel flaying a layer of his self-delusion.

 

Spoiled goods.
Another man’s sloppy seconds.
The other man doesn’t even love her.
Used goods.
Scraps.

 

He saw Akito’s face, haughty and cruel. He saw Kureno’s face, perpetually calm, eternally sad. He superimposed them in his mind, in the intimate context Kyo had described, and a nausea so profound it was spiritual washed over him.

His great love. His grand antagonist. His reason for being.
Reduced to a tawdry, one-sided affair with a man who pitied her.

All his schemes, his manipulations of Yuki, of Kyo, of Tohru, of Rin and Haru, of everyone… they weren’t moves in a grand game of liberation or possession. They were the thrashings of a deluded fool trying to win a consolation prize.

A weak, choked sound escaped him. It wasn’t a sob. It was the sound of a worldview collapsing in on itself.

 

He had thought himself the author. He was, at best, a pathetic footnote in someone else’s ugly, mundane story.

Kyo walked away from the house, the spring sun feeling warm on his skin. He hadn’t raised a hand. He hadn’t needed to. He had kicked the dog right in its ideology, and he had felt its spine snap.

Two down. The masterpiece of their design was refining itself, learning that the most exquisite pain often left no visible mark. The love was being shared. The utopia was being built, one shattered pride at a time.

Chapter 14: Consequences

Summary:

The Tragedy materializes.... And there are consequences

Chapter Text

The news did not come with sirens or a dramatic phone call. It arrived in the early morning, carried on the hushed, grim tones of a family functionary speaking to Hatori. A simple, awful statement of fact, passed from one stoic man to another, and then, like a poison gas, it seeped through the Sohma estate, silent and suffocating.

Kyo’s biological father was dead.

By his own hand. A quiet, desperate act in a lonely home. The method was unimportant; the result was the only thing that mattered. A life, already bent by bitterness and the shame of the Cat, had finally snapped.

And everyone, upon hearing it, thought the same thing, a single, horrifying sentence that echoed in the chambers of their minds:

Kyo Sohma drove his own father to the grave.

 

It was not a judicial finding. It was a spiritual truth, cold and inarguable. The father who had rejected him, hated him, seen him as a walking condemnation, had finally been presented with the living, breathing, thriving embodiment of that condemnation. Not as a victim, but as a victor. Not as a cursed son to be locked away, but as an avenging demon with a golden pass. The final, unbearable proof that the world the father believed in—a world where the Cat was meant to suffer and be erased—was not just broken, but had been usurped by the Cat itself.

The horror that settled over the main estate and its satellite houses was of a different quality than the shock following Yuki’s beating. That had been violence, brutal and personal. This was… final. A line crossed that could never be uncrossed. Death had entered the equation, not as a hypothetical threat from Kyo’s lips, but as a real, cold consequence of his wake.

 

At the Main House:

Akito heard the news from Ren, who delivered it with a spiteful, glittering satisfaction. “See? The filth breeds true. The father was weak, and the son is a plague. Now he’s a patricidal plague.” But Akito felt no satisfaction. She felt a cold finger trace her spine. Kyo had promised to break her neck. He had shown he could break a man’s spirit without touching him (Shigure had become a ghost, pale and silent, haunting his own study). Now, he had indirectly led a man to death. The steps were escalating. A beating. A psychological destruction. A death. Who was next on the staircase? She looked at Kureno, who was staring out a window, his face more hollow than ever. Was he a target? Or was he, spared by Kyo, somehow a marker for her own guilt?

 

At Shigure’s House:

Shigure received the news with a blank stare. He had not recovered from Kyo’s visit. The writer’s mind, usually so adept at framing narratives, was stuck on a loop of humiliating imagery. The suicide of Kyo’s father should have been a rich, tragic twist to ponder. Instead, it felt like a grim, logical next chapter in a story he no longer wanted to read. He looked at his manuscripts, his “art,” and saw only ash. He’s building his utopia on our pain, he thought, and now he’s using corpses for the foundation. The clever dog felt nothing but a dull, pervasive fear. His schemes were childish fantasies. This was real.

 

At the Hospital:

Ayame was with Yuki, who was now awake, lucid in short, painful bursts. When Hatori arrived, his face graver than usual, and delivered the news in a clinical murmur, Ayame’s theatrical grief finally found a focus beyond his brother’s injuries.

“He… he killed him,” Ayame whispered, his vibrant clothes suddenly looking like a clown’s costume at a funeral. “He didn’t swing the blade, but he killed him as sure as if he had.”

Yuki, his one good eye open, tried to process it. His rival. The boy he’d fought and begrudgingly respected. He had caused a death. The scale of it was incomprehensible. The “duel” now seemed like a childish prelude to a true tragedy. A new, chilling thought occurred to him: If his own father wasn’t safe from this… who is?

 

At Kazuma’s Dojo:

The call came for Kazuma. He listened silently, thanked the caller, and hung up. He walked to the tokonoma alcove, where a simple scroll hung. He knelt before it, not in prayer, but in perfect, still silence. The father’s heart, already cracked, now fissured completely. He had promised to welcome his son home, no matter what. But this… this was a shadow he hadn’t foreseen. His understanding had been for rage, for lashing out, for even cruel violence. But this indirect, total destruction of another soul? This was the “no consequences” of the golden ticket manifesting in its most hideous form: the freedom to be a psychological plague. He had feared Kyo would become a monster. He hadn’t feared the monster would be so contagiously, passively lethal.

 

With the “Exempt”:

The news reached them in a cluster at Tohru’s grandfather’s house, where many had gathered for a fragile sense of safety.

Momiji burst into tears. “N-no… that’s too sad… that’s too much…”

Hiro looked scared, truly adult-level scared. “His… his own dad? But… he was awful to Kyo! Doesn’t that… I mean…” He trailed off, the moral math failing entirely.

Kisa just shook her head, hiding her face. The world of adults had become a haunted house.

Arisa Uotani, for once, had no furious defense. She sat heavily, staring at the floor. “Jesus,” she muttered. “Even I didn’t… Jesus.” The gang-leader logic met its limit. This wasn’t settling beef; this was erasing a bloodline.

Saki Hanajima closed her eyes. “The black diamond… it’s not just radiating sharpness anymore. It’s pulling everything into its gravity. Things are starting to… collapse into it.”

 

But the most profound reactions were from the two women at the center of Kyo’s dream.

 

Kagura felt the news like a physical blow. She thought of her own loud, loving, sometimes overwhelming family. The idea of driving a parent to suicide was an abyss of horror she could not fathom. Her violent love, which Kyo had warped into his philosophy, had never, ever aimed at this. This was a perversion on a scale that made her feel complicit in a crime she couldn’t name. She was to be part of his “happy ending,” built on this? A silent scream lodged in her throat.

Tohru Honda simply shut down. She retreated to a corner of the room, drawing her knees to her chest. The kind, troubled man who was Kyo’s father—she had met him only once, seen the rejection in his eyes, and had ached for Kyo because of it. Now that man was gone. Extinguished.The “reward” Kyo spoke of—her love, a future—now felt like a chain pulling her into a grave. How could love exist in the same universe as this? The optimistic core of Tohru Honda, the engine that had powered her through so much pain, finally sputtered and died. There was no “I’m sure there’s a reason” for this.

 

The Collective Realization:

 

As the day wore on, the separate pools of horror began to connect, flowing into a shared, chilling ocean of dread.

Someone has died.

The abstract threat was now concrete. The “high chance” Kyo had spoken of had claimed its first life. It wasn’t a clean kill; it was a corrosive, indirect one, which was in some ways worse. It meant there was no defense. You didn’t have to fight him. Your own guilt, your own past sins, your own weakness could be weaponized by his mere existence and your knowledge of his impunity.

And they may be next.

 

This thought was in every heart. For Shigure, it was the fear that his own hollow core would be all that was left after Kyo was done. For Akito, it was the literal fear of her neck breaking. For Hatori, it was the fear that his life of complicit “duty” would be the final thing he saw before the end. For Rin and Haru, it was the fear that their hard-won, defiant love would be crushed just to prove a point. For Ayame, it was the fear for Yuki, and for himself as a failed protector.

The exempt group felt no safety. They felt marked. Spared to witness the apocalypse. Their status was not protection; it was a sentence to watch everyone else fall.

 

Kyo was not seen that day. He offered no commentary, no twisted justification, no tearful breakdown. His absence was more terrifying than his presence. It meant he felt no need to explain, to gloat, or to grieve. It was just… a fact. A step along the path. The golden ticket, they realized, didn’t just forgive action; it erased the need for reaction. He was free from the emotional weight of it, too.

As dusk fell, the Sohma estate and its extended network were shrouded in a silence heavier than any curse. The bonds of family, already strained, were now frostbitten with mutual terror. Conversations were whispers. Glances were filled with suspicion and a terrible question: Will you be the reason he comes for me? Or am I the reason he’ll come for you?

 

A life was over. A son had, through the relentless pressure of his transformed existence, pushed his father into the void. The utopia of pain was under construction, and its first permanent resident was a dead man whose crime was hating the cat.

The horror was no longer about what Kyo might do. It was about what he had already done, and the chilling certainty that this was only the beginning. The masterpiece was not just walking among them; it was already painting the world in shades of guilt and grave-dirt.

Chapter 15: Hypocrisy

Summary:

The hypocrisy starts to roll in....

Chapter Text

Kyo did not arrive with fanfare. He simply was there, materializing in the main estate’s largest receiving room as if the tense air had condensed into his form. The room was not a formal gathering, but a collection of fractured groups who had instinctively drifted together for a fragile sense of safety-in-numbers after the news. Hatori, smoking by a cracked window. Shigure, sitting unnaturally still in a far corner, a shadow of his former self. Haru and Rin, standing close but not touching, a united front of wary exhaustion. Ayame, pacing like a caged bird of paradise. Momiji, Kagura, and Hiro had come from the “exempt” zone, drawn by a morbid need to understand; Kisa was at home, deemed too young for this new layer of hell. Tohru was absent, her spirit too fractured to leave her room. Akito was present, perched on her customary seat of authority, but it looked less like a throne and more like a target.

The air was thick with unsaid things—fear, guilt, a horrified fascination. When Kyo stepped into the center of the room, all conversation died. Every eye fixed on him. They braced for the next explosion, the next declaration of war, the next name on his list.

He did not give it to them.

 

Instead, he looked around, taking in their pale faces, their hunted eyes, the way they held themselves like people waiting for a bomb to detonate. A faint, contemptuous smile touched his lips.

“You all look so sad,” he observed, his voice a calm, clear bell in the muffled room. “So frightened. So… morally affronted.”

No one spoke. Ayame stopped pacing.

“It’s almost funny,” Kyo continued, shoving his hands into his pockets. The casualness was a weapon. “The performance. The hand-wringing. The ‘oh, what a tragedy’ looks you’re all giving each other.” His smile vanished. “It would be funny, if it weren’t so fucking hypocritical.”

Haru, whose patience for philosophical games had worn thin, was the first to bite. “What are you talking about, Kyo? A man is dead. Your father.”

 

Kyo’s head swiveled toward him. He didn’t sneer; he looked at Haru with something like pity for his simplicity. “Stupid Ox. Still seeing the world in black and white, and still getting the colors wrong.” He took a step forward, and the room seemed to shrink. “That man’s death is nothing to be surprised over. Nothing to be sad over. And for you people to start crying now, of all times… it’s a joke. A sick, pathetic joke.”

“How can you say that?” Kagura whispered, her voice raw.

“Because I’m looking at the scoreboard,” Kyo said, his gaze sweeping over them all. “And you’ve all been cheating for so long, you’ve forgotten what the game even is.” His voice hardened. “The Sohma family has always been terrible pieces of shit. Selfish. Cruel. Vain. Cowardly. You breed tragedy like other families breed heirlooms. But every single time one of you does something awful—locks a child away, breaks a heart, drives someone to despair—what happens? It’s excuse time!”

 

He began to pace, a slow, predatory circuit around the perimeter of the seated and standing figures.

“‘Oh, the curse made me do it!’” he mimicked in a high, wavering voice, glaring at Akito. “‘Oh, I was just following tradition!’” He shot a look at Hatori. “‘Oh, I was too damaged myself to help!’” His eyes landed on Rin. “‘Oh, it wasn’t my business!’” He stopped in front of Ayame. “‘Oh, I was busy building my FABULOUS LIFE elsewhere!’”

He returned to the center, his chest heaving with a quiet, righteous fury. “Convenient. So fucking convenient. A family of walking, talking excuses with pretty faces and tragic backstories. Well, let’s talk about a story. One you all know. One you’ve all chosen to forget.”

 

He let the silence build, thick and charged.

“When my mother killed herself.”

The words dropped like stones into a still pond. Several people flinched. Hatori closed his eyes. Shigure’s head bowed.

“When she looked at the mess of her life—at me, the Cat, at this beautiful, cursed family, at that weak, hateful man who was my father—and decided there was no way out but down…” Kyo’s voice was deadly quiet. “What did everyone do?”

He turned in a slow circle, meeting every averted gaze, forcing them to remember.

“I’ll tell you what you did. Nothing. You chose to ignore it. Her pain. Her grief. Her utter, final despair. You swept it under the biggest, plushest rug you could find. The family rug. And you know what the pattern on that rug was?” His voice rose. “IT WAS THE CAT! It was all the Cat’s fault! The monstrous little baby who drove his poor mother to her death! What a relief it wasn’t your fault! What a neat, tidy little narrative! The Cat absorbs the sin, the family sighs and moves on, and the mother becomes a sad footnote no one has to think about too hard!”

 

Hatori’s face was ashen. He remembered the clinical reports. The hushed conversations. The unspoken agreement to classify it as a tragic, Cat-related incident. He had written some of those reports himself.

“For years,” Kyo seethed, “this family has capitalized on grief. On sadness. On tragedy. You feed on it. It’s your fucking currency. You use it to bond, to excuse your own shittiness, to feel profound. ‘Oh, we Sohmas understand pain so deeply.’ Bullshit! You understand inflicting it and then getting away with it! It’s in your blood! To be awful, conniving, pieces of cowardly shit, and then just… move on. Let the pain you caused sit and fester in someone else’s life while you have a nice cup of tea and talk about the weather!”

Akito found her voice, thin and defensive. “We do not—”

 

“SHUT UP!” Kyo roared, the calm shattering. The force of it made her physically recoil. “You don’t get to talk! You’re the queen of this shitheap! You’ve caused more pain than anyone, and you’ve had more excuses than anyone! Your pain! Your loneliness! Your godhood! Your mommy didn’t love you! BOO FUCKING HOO!”

He was trembling now, the raw, old wound torn wide open, but it was fueling him, not breaking him.

He turned back to the rest, his eyes blazing. “So I have a question for all of you. The burning question of the day.” He leaned forward, his voice dropping to a venomous whisper. “Why are you sad now?”

The question hung in the air, simple and devastating.

 

“Why?” Kyo pressed, his gaze piercing Haru, then Rin, then Momiji. “Why are your faces so long? Why is there this… this performance of mourning for that man, when for years, for generations, you’ve watched people suffer right in front of you and done NOTHING?”

He pointed a shaking finger at Hatori. “How many broken bones have you set without asking how they got broken? How many fevers have you treated without treating the sickness in the house that caused them? Where was your sadness for those people?”

He turned to Ayame. “How many tears did you ignore because they weren’t glamorous or dramatic enough for you? Where was your fabulous concern then?”

His gaze swept over Shigure, who refused to look up. “How many tragic stories did you collect like trophies instead of trying to change the ending? Where’s the sadness for the characters who got ruined for your amusement?”

Finally, he looked at all of them, his expression one of pure, unadulterated disgust. “It is hypocritical. It is the most rancid, putrid form of hypocrisy to feel a drop of sadness for that man’s death, when you all disregarded my mother’s death as if it were an inconvenient stain. When you’ve ignored the pain of every single person who’s ever suffered because of the Sohma family.”

 

He was shouting now, his voice echoing off the wooden beams.
“YOU JUST WATCHED! You watched children get hurt! You watched hearts get broken! You watched spirits get crushed under the weight of this cursed, fucked-up dynasty! And what did you do? You enabled it! You allowed it to happen! You told yourselves it was fate, it was tradition, it was too complicated, it wasn’t your place! YOU CULTIVATED IT! You watered the soil of suffering with your indifference and your excuses and then acted shocked when the harvest was bitter!”

The truth of it was a physical force in the room. The adults—Hatori, Shigure, even the younger ones who had seen the machinery at work—could not deny it. They had seen Akito’s reigns of terror. They had seen the isolation of the Cat. They had seen Ren’s venom and Akira’s enabling weakness. They had seen Kureno’s slow obliteration. They had seen Rin’s desperate rebellion and Haru’s fractured psyche. And they had, in their own ways, looked away, made their peace, found their niche to survive in.

“For every child who cried themselves to sleep in this house,” Kyo said, his voice cracking with a grief that was centuries deep, “for every person who felt their soul being chipped away piece by piece, for every moment of loneliness and fear and hatred that this family manufactured… where was the collective sadness? Where was the outrage? Where was the line in the sand saying ‘THIS STOPS’?”

 

He sank to his knees, not in weakness, but as if the weight of the history he was describing was too much to bear standing. He looked up at them, tears of furious, righteous pain in his eyes.

“You don’t get to cry now. You don’t get to be the grieving, morally concerned family now. To stand there and try to preach, to try and lord over what happened, would be an insult. The ultimate insult. To every last person who ever suffered in these walls and never got the help they needed. To every person who died, in body or spirit, because the Sohma family machine needed its grease.”

He pushed himself back to his feet, wiping his eyes with a brutal swipe. The moment of vulnerability was over, sealed away again behind a wall of ice.

“His death is on your hands as much as mine. More, even. Because you built the world where that death made sense. You created the conditions. I’m just… living in them. Honestly, for once.”

 

He turned and walked toward the door. He paused at the threshold, looking back at their shattered, guilty faces.

“So save your tears. You didn’t have any for her. You didn’t have any for any of us. You don’t get to have them for him. It’s too late. The accounting has started. And you’re all in the red.”

He left. The silence he left behind was not the silence of shock, but of a terrible, unanswerable conviction. He had held up a mirror, and they had all seen the monsters they truly were—not monsters of action, but monsters of inaction, of complicity, of selective empathy.

 

For a full minute, no one moved or spoke. Then, the dam broke.

 

“He’s right,” Hatori said, his voice a dry rustle. He stubbed out his cigarette with a hand that wasn’t quite steady. “About all of it. We are… pathologists of this family’s disease. We treat the symptoms and ignore the plague. His mother… we categorized her. We didn’t mourn her. We noted her death as a data point in the Cat’s pathology.”

“Don’t you dare agree with him!” Ayame spat, but his anger had no fire. It was the rage of a man who knows he’s been seen. “He’s twisting everything! He’s trying to make us the villains to excuse what he’s become!”

“Is he twisting it?” Rin asked quietly. She was looking at the floor. “Or is he just… removing the twist we’ve always put on it? My parents sent me away to this family. They knew it was broken. They did it anyway. That’s enabling. I hated Akito, but did I ever really try to stop her? Or did I just get myself broken trying to fight her alone? That’s… complicity.”

Haru put a hand on her shoulder. “We were kids, Rin.”
“We’re not kids anymore,”she replied, her voice hollow. “And we’re still here. Enabling. By our presence. By our silence after the fact.”

 

Momiji was crying softly. “I… I never thought about his mother that way. She was just… ‘Kyo’s mom who died.’ A sad thing that happened to him. I never thought about her as a person the family failed. I was too little, but… I never asked when I got older.”

“That’s the point, isn’t it?” Kagura murmured, wrapping her arms around herself. “We never ask. We accept the story we’re given. The Cat’s tragic life. The God’s tragic loneliness. The Zodiac’s tragic bond. We wear our tragedies like jewelry and forget they’re actually open wounds.”

Shigure finally spoke, his voice eerily calm, devoid of all its usual lyrical affectation. “He has re-framed the narrative. Successfully. We are not the grieving, wronged family. We are the co-conspirators being confronted with the ledger. My entire life’s work…” he let out a breath that was almost a laugh, “…has been annotating the ledger. Not changing it.”

 

Akito stood up abruptly. “This is ridiculous! He is one boy! A violent, hateful boy! You are all letting him poison you with his words! We are the Sohmas! We have endured—”

“WHAT HAVE WE ENDURED,AKITO?” Hatori’s shout was unprecedented. He never raised his voice. He stood, facing her, his usual composure gone. “Have we endured, or have we inflicted? Have we suffered, or have we passed the suffering on? Look at Kureno!” He gestured to the corner where Kureno stood, a silent statue of shame. “Has he endured, or have you inflicted? For years? And did any of us stop it? No. We endured it. We allowed it. We are not victims of a curse. We are its custodians. And he is right. We are hypocrites.”

Akito stared at Hatori, utterly betrayed. The last pillar of her world was not just shaking; it was condemning her.

Hiro, who had been listening with wide, scared eyes, spoke up. “So… what do we do? If we’re all… bad guys? If being sad is wrong?”

“I don’t know,” Hatori said, the fight draining out of him, leaving only a profound weariness. “I don’t know if there’s anything to do. Perhaps this is simply… the judgment. Not delivered by a god, but by the accumulated weight of all the judgments we failed to deliver upon ourselves.”

 

The room lapsed back into silence, but it was a different silence now. Not of fear of an external threat, but of a deep, internal shame. Kyo had not threatened them. He had indicted them. And the verdict was in, and it was guilty.

They had come together seeking comfort from the horror of a death. They left isolated in the greater horror of their own lifelong, collective sin. The tragedy wasn’t the single death. The tragedy was the fertile ground of sorrow and injustice in which it had grown, a ground they had all tilled and watered for generations.

Kyo’s words echoed in the empty room long after they had all fled it: You don’t get to cry now.

And they found, to their utter despair, that he was right. Their tears felt like lies. Their sadness felt like a luxury they had forfeited long ago, when they chose to look away from the first tear shed by someone else.

Chapter 16: Friends

Summary:

Kyo, Arisa, and Saki meet up at the park.... And there's a lot to discuss.

Chapter Text

The park was an island of mundane peace. Children shrieked on the swings, their laughter carried on a warm breeze that rustled the new leaves of the cherry trees. Old men played shogi on stone tables. It was a world away from the cloistered, gilded hell of the Sohma estate. On a secluded bench overlooking a small, koi-filled pond, three figures sat in a bubble of unnatural stillness, untouched by the cheerful chaos around them.

Kyo Sohma sat between Arisa Uotani and Saki Hanajima. He wasn’t wearing black, just a simple grey hoodie and jeans. He looked younger, almost normal, except for the weary, ancient weight in his amber eyes. Arisa was hunched forward, elbows on her knees, glaring at the pond as if it had personally offended her. Saki sat straight, her hands folded in her lap, her gaze distant, tuned to wavelengths beyond the physical.

The silence wasn’t comfortable, but it wasn’t hostile. It was the silence of shared trauma, of people who have seen the same nightmare and are now sitting in the sunlight, trying to remember what day looks like.

 

Arisa broke first. She didn’t speak. A low, guttural sound of pure frustration began in her chest and erupted as a muffled scream into her clenched hands. She rocked forward, the sound straining against her palms. It was the scream of someone who has seen an injustice so profound, so systemic, that simple anger has burnt itself out, leaving only ashes and a raw, bewildered fury.

Kyo didn’t flinch. He watched a koi, orange and white, glide through the murky water.

Saki waited until the last echo of Arisa’s stifled scream had faded into the park’s ambient noise. Then, without looking at Kyo, she asked the question that had been hanging in the air since the courtyard, since the hospital, since the news of the suicide.

“Kyo,” she said, her voice like wind chimes made of lead. “Could any of this have been avoided?”

 

Kyo was quiet for a long time. He watched the koi disappear under the lily pads. He sighed, a long, weary exhalation that seemed to deflate him.

“No,” he said, the word final and absolute. “This… this was destiny. Not the fancy, ‘written in the stars’ kind. The ugly, man-made kind. The kind you build brick by brick with every cruel word, every averted gaze, every locked door.”

He picked up a small pebble from the ground and tossed it into the pond. It sank without a ripple.

“The Cat,” he said, the title dripping with bitterness, “was always subhuman trash. A placeholder for sin. A living receptacle for everyone’s self-loathing and fear. You treat something like trash long enough, you leave it in the gutter, you kick it when it tries to get up… eventually, it stops being trash. It becomes something else. Something that lives in the gutter. Something that knows the taste of boot leather. And then one day, you look down, and that thing in the gutter has picked up a pistol. And you’re not shocked that it has a pistol—you left all the parts lying around for it to build one. You’re just shocked… shocked… that it has the nerve, the sheer audacity, to start cleaning house.”

 

Arisa lifted her head from her hands. Her eyes were red, but dry. “Damn right,” she muttered, her voice hoarse. “Damn fucking right.” She leaned back against the bench, staring at the sky. “You know what kills me? You’re right. About all of it. I want to strangle you half the time, carrot top, I want to shake you until your teeth rattle and scream ‘THIS ISN’T YOU!’… but you’re right.”

She sat up, turning to look at him, her tough-girl façade completely gone, replaced by a stark, painful honesty. “Those assholes… your whole fucking family… they created Pandora’s Box. They stuffed it full of every rotten, cruel, messed-up thing they could think of—jealousy, neglect, abuse, this stupid curse bullshit—and they sealed it with a lock called ‘tradition’ and sat on it for generations. And they pointed at the box and said, ‘Ooh, scary. Don’t open it. That’s where the monster is.’” She jabbed a finger at him. “But you were in the box, Kyo. You were the thing they were all so afraid of. And now the box is open. You opened it from the inside. And they’re not scared of the box anymore. They’re terrified of you. Because you’re not just the monster from the story. You’re the monster who read the story, saw his name on every page as the villain, and decided to play the part better than the author ever dreamed.”

Saki nodded slowly, her dark hair shifting. “The vibrations… they have been building for a very long time. A dissonant chord struck at the family’s origin, echoing and amplifying with each generation. Kyo is not the cause of the sound. He is its final, purest resonance. The one that shatters the glass.” She finally looked at him, her lavender eyes seeing too much. “They cultivated this tragedy. Watered it with silence and fertilized it with complicity. It is only logical that the harvest would be bitter. That it would come for the gardeners.”

 

Kyo listened to them, a strange, wistful expression on his face. It was the look of a man who has been shouting into a void for years and has finally heard an echo.

“It’s true,” he said, almost to himself. “I am the victim. The ultimate, final victim of the Sohma family. And because I am… I get the ultimate reward.” He said it without joy, as a simple statement of cosmic law. “All the pain, the loneliness, the being treated like something less than an animal… it wasn’t for nothing. It was an investment. And the payout… is a happy ending. A clean slate. A life where I get to be the monster they said I was, and be loved for it. Where I get everything I was ever told I couldn’t have, as a prize for enduring everything I shouldn’t have had to.”

 

Arisa sighed again, a deep, soul-tired sound. She wanted to argue. She wanted to grab him by the shoulders and yell that happiness wasn’t a transaction, that love wasn’t a reward for suffering, that this was all a twisted, delusional fairytale he’d built to survive. But the words died in her throat. Because in the world of the Sohmas, the world that had made him, it was true. Shigure was rewarded for his toxicity with Akito. Akito faced no real consequences for her reign of terror. The rules were already written: be terrible, get what you want. Kyo was just the first one to have the rules handed to him explicitly, with a golden bow on top.

“I know,” she said instead, the defeat in her voice more profound than any anger. “God, I know. And it makes me want to burn the whole world down.”

Saki reached over and placed a hand on Arisa’s knee, calming her. Her other hand rested on the bench near Kyo’s, not touching, but acknowledging his space. “It is sanctioned,” she said, her voice carrying that eerie certainty. “The path is clear. He will not face consequences. Not from the law, not from his conscience—which has been scoured clean by their earlier neglect—and not from the narrative. When the dust settles, and the pain has been meted out, and the scars are fresh on everyone… he will be happy. He will have a clean, white conscience. They will all either move on, too broken to fight, or they will forgive him, because to do otherwise would force them to confront their own foundational guilt. And he will be with the girls he loves. And he will be at peace. Because it has been mandated. By a higher authority than their god.”

 

Kyo actually laughed then. It was a soft, genuine sound, devoid of the manic edge from the courtyard. It was the laugh of someone who feels seen, perhaps for the first time.

“I’m happy,” he said, looking from Arisa to Saki, “that I have friends who actually understand. Who can look at this fucked-up tapestry and not just see the snarling cat in the center, but the thousand shitty threads that woven him into place.”

His expression softened, the hard edges of the “monster” melting away to reveal the lonely boy beneath, just for a moment. “I wish I’d met you guys earlier. Back when… when the darkness was just a shadow, and not the whole room. Maybe… maybe the love I should have gotten from the beginning, from people like you… people who are loud and loyal and don’t give a shit about curses… maybe it would have been a light. Maybe it could have pushed the darkness back. Maybe this,” he gestured vaguely, encompassing the hospital, the suicide, his own transformation, “never would have had to happen.”

 

The regret in his voice was palpable and heartbreaking. It was the confession that the masterpiece hated the artist, and wished it had been made by kinder hands.

Arisa felt a lump form in her throat. She looked at this strong, broken, terrifying boy and saw the kid who never had a chance. She saw the truth of his words. A little real, unconditional love, earlier on, might have changed everything. But it was too late. The darkness wasn’t just in the room; it had become the house. And Kyo was its master.

She sniffed, wiping her nose with the back of her hand in a brutally unladylike gesture. “Alright, carrot top. Enough of the sad crap.” She fixed him with a look that was both fierce and unbearably sad. “You finish your business. You do what you gotta do. You be the happy, bastard you deserve to be. However fucked-up that looks. However much it makes me want to puke sometimes.” She managed a weak, wobbly smile. “I want to see this through to the end. I want to see you get your sunset, even if it’s painted with everyone else’s blood. Because… because you’re right. They owe you that much.”

Saki nodded in agreement, her serene face a contrast to Arisa’s stormy one. “I do not agree with the methods. Pain as love is a broken language. But I understand the tragedy of the situation. The inevitability. You are a force of nature now, Kyo Sohma. A karmic avalanche. One does not argue with an avalanche; one gets out of its path or is buried. And you…” she looked at him, her gaze piercing, “…you deserve, at the very end of the avalanche’s run, in the sudden quiet, to find peace. To have the warmth you were denied. However it comes.”

 

They sat there for a while longer, the three of them on the bench, watching the koi and the children and the ordinary people living ordinary lives. They were a triad forged in the heart of a family’s sin: the victim-turned-avenger, and the two fierce outsiders who, in understanding him completely, had become the only real friends he had ever known.

Kyo stood up. The moment of vulnerability was over, folded away. But the warmth of their understanding, their grim, unflinching acceptance, lingered around him like a shield. They weren’t trying to save him from himself. They were bearing witness. And in the economy of his new world, that was a greater gift than forgiveness.

“Thanks,” he said, simply. Then he turned and walked away, disappearing into the dappled light of the park path, a boy heading off to wage a war he’d already won, on behalf of a victim who no longer existed.

 

Arisa watched him go, then let out another long, shaky breath. “We just gave a loaded cannon our blessing, Hana.”

“We gave a lost boy acknowledgment,” Saki corrected gently. “The cannon was already loaded and aimed long before we met him. We are merely refusing to stand in front of it and pretend it’s a decorative fountain.”

They sat in silence until the shadows grew long, two normal girls in a park, holding vigil for a tragedy that was still unfolding, and for the strange, terrible peace they hoped awaited at its end.

Chapter 17: God and the Monster

Summary:

The monster confronts Akito....

Chapter Text

The main house had never felt so much like a gilded cage. Akito sat in her personal quarters, the silence screaming. Since Kyo’s last visit, since the suicide, the air in the estate had curdled. Whispers didn’t even cling to the walls anymore; fear had absorbed all sound. She’d dismissed her attendants. Even Kureno’s silent presence felt like an accusation. She was alone, staring at her own trembling hands, the hands that had held so much power and now felt like brittle bird bones.

The door slid open.

No knock. No announcement. He was just there, filling the frame. Kyo Sohma. He wasn’t in black, but the ordinary clothes somehow made him more terrifying. He was a fact. An inevitability.

 

Akito’s breath hitched. Her heart, a frantic, trapped thing, began to hammer against her ribs. The possibilities of what he would do played in her mind like a horrific film reel: the sound of his fist breaking the air, the image of Yuki’s broken body, the cold report of a death. She was mortified, not just by fear, but by the sheer, degrading powerlessness. The god was afraid of the monster she’d helped create.

“Get out,” she managed, her voice a thin, reedy command that held no authority.

Kyo stepped in and closed the door. The click was the sound of a lock turning. He looked at her, his head tilted, studying her like a biologist would a particularly interesting, venomous insect.

“I’m not going to beat you into a coma, Akito,” he said, his voice conversational.

A sliver of hope, treacherous and weak, flickered in her chest.

 

He crushed it with his next words. “That would be too easy. Too physical. Too… beneath us.” He took a step forward. “I’m going to fight you with the one thing you would understand. The only language you’ve ever been fluent in.”

He took another step. She pressed back into her cushions.

“Love.”

The word, in his mouth, in this context, was an obscenity.

 

“The kind of love you gave to me,” he said, his voice dropping to a intimate, horrific whisper. “To Yuki. To Rin. To Hatori. To Kureno. To every single Zodiac. To every person whose life you’ve ever touched. The special, unique, divine love of Akito Sohma.”

Akito’s breathing became shallow, rapid. Spots danced at the edge of her vision. A panic attack, cold and clinical, began to seize her nervous system. This wasn’t a physical threat. This was something she had no defense against, because she had built her entire empire on its twisted principles.

Kyo watched her dispassionately for a moment as she gasped, clutching at the fabric over her chest. Then he moved.

He crossed the room in two strides, leaned down, and instead of striking her, he simply picked her up. His hands, gloved, closed around the front of her expensive kimono. He lifted her off the floor as if she weighed nothing, her feet dangling. Her panic froze into sheer, wide-eyed terror.

Then he slapped her.

 

It wasn’t a closed-fist punch. It was a hard, open-palmed slap across the face, a brutal, dismissive gesture of contempt. The crack echoed in the quiet room. Her head snapped to the side, a line of red immediately blooming on her pale cheek. He didn’t hold her; he let the force of the blow send her stumbling, then crashing to the floor in a tangle of silks and limbs.

She lay there, dazed, the sting a bright, shocking anchor in the sea of her panic.

Kyo stood over her. “It must be fun,” he mused, “playing ‘God.’ You never have to face the consequences of your own actions, do you? If you’re sad enough, if your childhood was tragic enough, if your backstory is a real tearjerker… then all the pain you cause is just an extension of your own beautiful suffering. And you’ll be forgiven. You’ll even be rewarded for it. With loyalty. With fear mistaken for respect. With people chaining themselves to you out of pity.” He sneered. “It’s a great gig. I’m starting to see the appeal.”

 

He walked over, grabbed a fistful of her hair and kimono collar, and hauled her upright. She cried out, a short, sharp sound of pain and fear. He didn’t pause. He spun and threw her, not with blind rage, but with a terrible, calculated force, sending her body slamming into the paper-and-wood wall of the hallway outside her room. The crash was sickening, the sound of delicate things breaking. She crumpled to the hallway floor, gasping, the wind knocked out of her.

Kyo stepped through the ruined wall, debris dusting his shoulders. He looked down at her, a pitiful, weeping heap on the polished wood.

“Your love,” he said, his voice echoing in the wider hallway, “is a poison. You cause pain. You leave scars. You cultivate suffering. And you call it love. You said you loved us, Akito. That’s why you hurt us. To keep us close. To make sure we never left. That was your love.”

 

Tears streamed down Akito’s face, mixing with the blood from a cut on her lip. She tried to push herself backward, away from him, her movements clumsy with terror. “St…stop…”

“Why?” Kyo asked, taking a slow step forward for every desperate inch she crawled back. “I’m just trying to understand. And I think I do. Finally.” He stopped, crouching down to her level, his eyes blazing with a fervent, insane clarity. “You were right, Akito. All along. To cause people pain, to grind their spirits into dust, to make sure they could never be happy without you… that is the ultimate form of love. It’s the purest, most honest kind. It’s love without the lies of freedom or choice. It’s possession. It’s truth. That’s what you were trying to teach us. That’s why you hurt so many people. You were loving us. The only way you knew how.”

Akito shook her head violently, her sobs becoming hiccups. “N-no… that wasn’t… I didn’t want to…”

 

“YOU DID!” Kyo roared, the calm shattering. He surged to his feet, grabbed a priceless ceramic vase from a stand, and hurled it against the wall next to her head. It exploded into a thousand shards, making her shriek and cover her face. “IF IT WASN’T LOVE, THEN WHAT WAS IT, AKITO?!”

He was shouting now, each word a hammer blow.
“WAS IT HATE? WAS IT CONTEMPT? WAS IT JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE A VENOMOUS, SPOILED BITCH WHO POISONS THE AIR EVERYONE BREATHES, AND YOU GET TO BE HAPPY WHILE EVERYONE ELSE CHOKES? WHICH IS IT? WAS IT LOVE, OR ARE YOU JUST EVIL?”

The question was a trap with no escape. To admit it was hate was to admit she was simply a monster. To deny it was to face the twisted logic he was building. She opened her mouth, but no sound came out.

 

“Exactly,” Kyo said, his rage subsiding back into that chilling calm. He began to walk a slow circle around her crumpled form, a predator circling wounded prey. “So let’s operate on the assumption it was love. Your divine, terrible love. And since I understand it now… it’s only right I return it. In full.”

He began the dismantling. Not of her room, but of her soul.

“Failure as a God,” he stated, his voice cold and clinical. “A god is supposed to protect their followers. To give them purpose, solace. You brought only fear and pain. You are a false idol. A shrine to suffering.”
Failure.

“Failure as a Leader. The head of a family is meant to ensure its future, its strength. You have driven its best members to ruin, its children to despair. You have weakened it from the inside with your jealousy and your neediness. You are a parasite on the family tree.”
Failure.

“Failure as a Woman.” The word made her flinch. “You couldn’t earn love, so you demanded it with threats. You couldn’t inspire loyalty, so you enforced it with curses. You are emotionally stunted. A child lashing out from a prison of your own making, too pathetic to even see the walls.”

 

Failure.

 

He targeted every insecurity, every whispered fear she’d ever had in the dark of night.

“You’re not special because you’re the god.You’re special because you’re broken. And you’ve made sure everyone else is broken too, so you won’t be alone in your shattered little world.”
“You’re afraid of being alone,but you ensure you always will be, because who could ever love this?” He gestured at her, weeping on the floor.

“Your mother didn’t love you.Your father pitied you. The Zodiac feared you. Kureno… pities you. And Shigure?” Kyo let out a short, harsh laugh. “Shigure wants to own you because he thinks it’ll make him interesting. Not because he loves you. Because you’re a fascinating, toxic prize. You’re a doll for a sick collector.”

 

Each sentence was a precise incision, laying her psyche bare. He reminded her of specific wounds: Yuki’s childhood isolation, Rin’s near-fatal fall, Hatori’s lost love, Kureno’s hollow eyes, Hiro’s bitterness, Kisa’s muteness. He recounted them not as atrocities, but as love letters. “See? You loved Yuki so much you had to break him early. You loved Rin so much you had to show her the consequences of defiance. You loved Hatori so much you took the one thing that made him happy. That’s devotion, Akito. That’s passion.”

He finally stopped in front of her. She was a wreck. Sobbing uncontrollably, her fear and tears a grotesque mask, her body trembling, her spirit in tatters. The proud, vicious God of the Sohmas was gone. In her place was a terrified, guilt-ravaged, lonely woman who was seeing the full, hideous portrait of her life’s work.

Kyo knelt. He reached out, not to strike, but to take. He hooked his hands under her arms and lifted her up. She was limp, unresisting, a puppet with cut strings. He held her there, her feet barely touching the ground, her face inches from his.

He looked into her red-rimmed, hopeless eyes. His own expression softened into something monstrously gentle, a perversion of compassion.

 

“I love you, Akito,” he whispered, the words tender and horrific. “I love you so, so much. More than you ever loved any of us. Because I understand you. I am you. The monster. The outcast. The one who hurts because it’s the only language they know. I love you for creating me. I love you for showing me the truth. This… this is my love for you.”

The dam inside Akito Sohma, holding back a lifetime of denied guilt, of suppressed horror at her own actions, of the sheer lonely terror of being who she was, finally burst.

A wail tore from her throat, raw and animal. Not of physical pain, but of absolute, soul-crushing anguish.

“I’M SORRY!”she screamed, the words tearing her throat. “I’M SORRY! I’M SORRY! I DIDN’T MEAN… I WAS SCARED… I WAS ALONE… I’M SORRY! PLEASE… I’M SORRY!”

 

She broke. Completely. The apologies became a sobbing, incoherent mantra, interspersed with gagging breaths and cries of sheer despair. She was apologizing to him, to Yuki, to Rin, to Kureno, to the ghost of her mother, to the empty air—to everyone she had ever harmed.

Kyo watched her for a moment longer, this broken god weeping in his arms. Then, with a surprising gentleness, he lowered her to the floor. He let her slump there, a sobbing, shuddering mess of guilt, fear, pain, and self-loathing too vast to contain.

He had not beaten her into a coma. He had defeated her with her own metric. He had loved her, with the full, terrible force of the pain she had championed, and it had annihilated her.

He stood up, brushed off his pants, and turned away. The lesson was over.

 

The Chorus of Horrified Witnesses:

They had gathered, drawn by the cacophony of crashing walls and screams. They stood at the end of the hallway, a frozen tableau of shock.

Shigure stood at the front, his face bloodless. He had heard every word. He had seen his “toxic princess” reduced to a wailing child. He had heard Kyo’s analysis of his own desire—a doll for a sick collector. The last vestiges of his romantic narrative crumbled into dust, leaving only the ugly, sordid truth. He felt nothing. No desire to save her. No pity. Just a hollow, echoing understanding that Kyo had been right about everything. He was a failure. An observer. And the thing he had observed most closely had just been unmade before his eyes.

Hatori had his medical bag, but it hung uselessly at his side. This was not an injury he could bandage. He saw the complete psychological dissolution of the center of his world. He heard her apologies, the genuine, shattered remorse he had never believed her capable of. And he felt… nothing. A great, yawning emptiness where duty and pity had once resided. Kyo had excised the tumor, and the body was going into shock.

·Kureno watched, tears silently streaming down his own face. Not for Akito, but for the years of his life, for the violation, for the pity that had chained him. Her breakdown was a mirror held up to his own silent breakdown, decades in the making. There was no satisfaction. Only a profound, weary sadness. She was finally feeling a fraction of the pain she’d caused, and it was destroying her. He found he could not move to help her.

Haru and Rin stood together. Rin’s face was stone, but her eyes were fierce with a terrible vindication. “He’s giving her exactly what she gave,” she muttered. Haru nodded slowly. “The poison tasted better when she was serving it.”

Ayame had come running, but now he stood still, his flamboyance extinguished. He saw the person who had tortured his brother for years reduced to this. He wanted to feel triumph. He only felt a sickening chill. This was not justice. This was a reflection in a twisted mirror, and it showed everyone’s face as monstrous.

 

From the “exempt” group, Momiji and Kagura had followed, unable to stay away. Momiji wept openly, his hands over his mouth. Kagura stared, her own guilt and twisted love mirrored and magnified in Akito’s destruction. She understood now, viscerally, the horror of the lesson she’d inadvertently taught.

Hiro, peering from behind Hatori, just looked scared. The adult world had finally revealed its true, Lovecraftian face.

From a side corridor, Tohru Honda stood, having been drawn by the noise. She saw Kyo, calm and unharmed. She saw Akito, a sobbing wreck on the floor. She heard the echoes of “I love you” and the torrent of apologies. The world she had tried to mend with kindness had just been conclusively proven to operate on an entirely different, brutal physics. She didn’t cry. She felt a door in her heart close forever, locking away the hope that had defined her. She turned and walked silently away, back into the shadows.

 

Kyo walked past them all, down the hallway. He didn’t look at any of them. His work was done here. The God was dead. Not physically, but where it mattered. The throne was empty, and the one who had sat upon it was now just another broken soul in the ruin of her own making, finally understanding the cost of the currency she’d spent so freely: love, in the language of pain.

The masterpiece had claimed its second divine victim. The utopia of suffering had its first true convert. And all that was left was the sound of a woman’s endless, shattered sobs, echoing through the house of Sohma.

Chapter 18: Catharsis

Summary:

Akito is a shell of her former self...

Chapter Text

A brittle quiet had settled over the Sohma estate. It wasn't peace. It was the silence of a battlefield after the artillery has stopped, when the only sounds are the moans of the wounded and the uneasy rustle of those still standing, waiting for the next attack. The epicenter of this quiet was the main house, where a ghost now drifted through the halls.

Akito Sohma was a shadow of her former self. The imperious god, the vicious princess, the tempest of need and malice—all were gone. In their place was a frightened, hollow-eyed woman who moved like a sleepwalker. Her world, built on the twin pillars of divine right and unassailable pride, lay in glittering shards around her, and she was barefoot amongst them.

She did not command. She flinched. A servant sliding a door too quickly would make her startle, her hands coming up in a pathetic, warding gesture. The clatter of a dropped tray sent her scrambling into a corner, murmuring "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," into her knees before the maid had even finished apologizing. She was seen picking up a fallen scroll herself, her fingers trembling as she re-tied it with infinite, obsessive care, whispering apologies to the inanimate object.

 

Her apologies were constant, a soft, broken litany. "I'm sorry for the noise." "I'm sorry I'm in the way." "I'm sorry for... for everything." They weren't directed at anyone in particular. They were prayers to the universe, pleas for absolution from a guilt so vast it had become the very air she breathed. The grandiose, defiant woman was gone. What remained was the raw, terrified child who had always been at her core, now exposed to a world she had never equipped herself to face.

 

Hatori had found Ayame not in Yuki’s hospital room, but here, staring blankly at the walled garden. Yuki’s condition was stable, improving even, but the damage was profound. The physical wounds would heal. The psychological ones, inflicted by someone they’d all grown up with, were a different matter.

“She asked me for a sedative this morning,” Hatori said, lighting a cigarette. His voice was flat. “Not demanded. Asked. Whispered it. Like a patient. Like she was in my clinic.”

Ayame didn’t turn. He was unnaturally still, his vibrant silks looking garish and wrong. “Did you give it to her?”

“A mild one. She took it like a child taking medicine. Said ‘thank you, Hatori’ and ‘I’m sorry to be a bother.’” He exhaled a plume of smoke. “I should feel vindicated. I should feel that some… cosmic balance has been restored. The tyrant is deposed.”

“But you don’t,” Ayame stated.

 

“No. I feel nothing. And that is more frightening than any anger I ever held for her.” Hatori’s clinical gaze was turned inward. “We are on the chopping block, Ayame. You realize that, don’t you? Yuki, Shigure, Akito. He has… processed them. We are the remaining inventory. Rin and Haru. You. Me.”

Ayame finally moved, a sharp, jerky turn. “What can he possibly do to me? To us? He’s beaten my brother to a pulp and broken the spirit of our god. What’s left? To kill us?” A hysterical laugh escaped him. “Would that be worse? At least it would be final!”

“You think death is the worst thing he can do?” Hatori asked, his eyes cold. “Look at Shigure. He’s breathing. He eats, he sleeps. He hasn’t written a word in days. He just sits. His mind, his precious, manipulative mind, is a scorched field. Look at Akito. She is alive. She is, in a technical sense, ‘well.’ She is utterly destroyed. He doesn’t kill. He… deconstructs. He uses your own life, your own sins, your own fears as the tools.”

He fixed Ayame with a stare. “What is your greatest fear, Ayame? Not for Yuki. For yourself.”

 

Ayame’s bravado vanished. His shoulders slumped. “Being… irrelevant. A joke. A flashy, noisy nothing that everyone humors but no one takes seriously. That my entire life, my rebellion, my ‘fabulousness,’ has just been… a pathetic costume to hide the fact that I was too scared to be there when it mattered.” He said it quietly, the confession dragged from him by the ambient terror.

Hatori nodded slowly. “Then that is what he will take. If he hasn’t already planned it.” He looked back towards the main house. “We should be glad. That’s what they say, isn’t it? The villain got her comeuppance. But the new villain makes the old one look like a tantrum-throwing child. Akito hurt from a place of pathetic, lonely need. Kyo hurts from a place of cold, sanctioned, philosophical certainty. There is no bargaining with that. No pity to appeal to. Only the waiting.”

 

Rin and Haru were supposed to be packing. The idea had been a fleeting, desperate one: get out. Run. But Kyo’s warning hung in the air, a psychic minefield. If any of them get the brilliant idea to run… I will hunt every single one of them down. And I will kill them.

Haru was oiling a leather bridle, the methodical task a anchor. Rin was sharpening a small knife on a whetstone, the shink-shink sound aggressive and rhythmic.

“We’re not going anywhere, are we?” Rin said, not a question.

“No,” Haru replied. “Running just changes the genre. Turns it from a tragedy into a horror movie. He’d find it more… stimulating.”

“So we wait.” The stone scraped harder. “For our turn. For our ‘love lesson.’” She spat the words.

Haru put the bridle down. “What’s your guess? For us?”

 

Rin stopped sharpening. She looked at the blade’s edge. “For me? He’ll go after my independence. My ‘I don’t need anyone’ crap. He’ll probably say I’m a hypocrite. That I clung to you just as desperately as anyone else, I just framed it as rebellion. That my fire is just another kind of neediness. That I’m not strong, I’m just broken in a different shape.” She said it with a chilling prescience, as if she’d already heard the speech in her nightmares.

“For me,” Haru said, his voice monotone, “the Black and White. He’ll say it’s not some profound duality. It’s just a broken switch. That I’m not interesting or deep, I’m just malfunctioning. That my ‘acceptance’ of things isn’t wisdom, it’s cowardice. That I saw what was happening to you, to Yuki, to Kyo himself, and did nothing because it was easier to split myself in half than to pick a side and fight.”

They looked at each other, a shared, grim understanding passing between them. The terrifying thing was not the unknown; it was how easily they could imagine the specifics of their own unraveling. Kyo knew them. He’d lived on the periphery of their lives, seen their struggles, their flaws. He had a catalogue.

 

“We could fight him,” Rin said, her grip tightening on the knife. “Physically. Together.”

“Yuki is a better technical fighter than either of us,” Haru reminded her. “And he didn’t land a single blow. It wasn’t a fight. It was a statement. Fighting Kyo now is like arguing with a hurricane. You just get to choose how you’re destroyed.”

The shink-shink of the whetstone started again, slower now, filled with a futile rage. They were waiting. Marking time. Their love, once a defiant refuge, now felt like a target painted on their backs.

 

Momiji and Kagura had come, drawn by a morbid need to see, to understand. They watched from a distance as a maid approached Akito with tea. Akito recoiled slightly, then bowed her head, accepting the cup with both hands, murmuring a stream of apologies for the maid’s trouble, for existing, for the weather.

“She’s like a scared rabbit,” Momiji whispered, his usual brightness extinguished, replaced by a deep, sorrowful confusion. “I… I hated her. I was afraid of her. But this… this doesn’t feel like winning.”

Kagura hugged herself. “He used my words,” she said, her voice thick. “What I did to him… my ‘love’… he’s using it as a textbook. And he’s getting an A+. Seeing her like that… it’s like seeing my own future if I ever really understood what I’d done.” She turned to Momiji. “Why did he spare us, Momiji? Really? It feels less like mercy and more like… being put on a shelf. To watch. To be part of the exhibit.”

“He said he pays his debts,” Momiji said miserably. “But it feels like he’s paying us in a currency that’s lost all its value. What good is being ‘safe’ if everyone else is being broken? What good is a ‘happy ending’ if it’s built on… on this?” He gestured towards the shivering, apologetic figure of Akito.

They were exempt, but they were not unscathed. They were witnesses, and the testimony was corroding their souls.

 

Shigure’s study was neat. Alarmingly so. The chaotic piles of manuscripts were gone, filed away or discarded. The surfaces were clear. Shigure sat at his pristine desk, staring at a single, blank sheet of paper. He had not written a word since Kyo’s visit.

Kureno stood by the window, looking out. He was the only one who could be in a room with Shigure now without feeling the need to fill the silence with panic. They were two different kinds of broken, their ruins compatible.

“She apologized to me,” Kureno said softly. “This morning. For everything. She remembered… specifics. Things I had forced myself to forget. She cried. She said she didn’t deserve my silence, that it was worse than my anger.”

Shigure didn’t respond for a long time. Then, “Did you accept it?”

 

“It doesn’t matter,” Kureno said. “The apology wasn’t for me. It was for her. A symptom of the sickness he gave her. Guilt. Real, consuming guilt. It’s eating her alive.” He glanced at Shigure. “Is it eating you?”

A ghost of Shigure’s old smile, thin and cracked, appeared. “No. There’s nothing left to eat. He didn’t give me guilt. He gave me… clarity. The clarity is a vacuum. It has sucked all the stories, all the clever patterns, all the romantic tragedy, right out of the world. I look at that paper,” he nodded to the desk, “and I see nothing. Because I am nothing. Just a set of failed roles. Guardian. Friend. Man. Writer. Lover.” He said the last word with absolute emptiness. “He was correct. I was fighting for scraps. The realization is not painful. It is… absolute. It is the absence of feeling.”

He finally looked at Kureno. “You are lucky. Your suffering had an author. Mine was self-authored. A farce. He didn’t punish me. He gave me a review. One star. ‘Pathetic, derivative, emotionally sterile.’ I cannot argue with the critique.”

 

They lapsed back into silence, two empty vessels in a clean, quiet room, listening to the distant echoes of a world falling apart—the sound of Akito’s sniffles in the hall, the tense whispers from other rooms, the oppressive, ticking clock of Kyo’s next move.

The conversations spun through the estate, a web of dread. The relief anyone might have felt at Akito’s downfall was smothered under the colossal weight of what had caused it. It was not liberation. It was a regime change, from a capricious, emotional tyrant to a cold, systematic one. The question was no longer if Kyo would come for the rest, but how, and when. And the most terrifying part was that, like Rin and Haru, they were all starting to have a dreadful, clear idea of what their own personal judgment might look like. He knew their weaknesses better than they did themselves. He had been formed in the crucible of their collective neglect, and now he was the master of the fire, ready to forge each of them into the pathetic shape they feared most.

The waiting was its own kind of torture. And in the center of it all, a broken god-child apologized to the walls, a living monument to the new, terrible order.

Chapter 19: Reconciliation

Summary:

Kyo and Kagura Reconcile... And there's a promise for tomorrow.

Chapter Text

Kagura found him on the roof of Shigure’s house. It was a place he’d often gone to be alone, to stare at the sky, to be above the mess of the world. The late afternoon sun was a bleeding orange wound on the horizon, painting the tiles in warm, melancholic light. He sat with his back against the sloping roof, knees drawn up, looking not at the sunset, but at the sprawling, cursed estate below.

She didn’t announce herself. She simply climbed up and sat beside him, leaving a careful foot of space between them. The silence stretched, filled with the distant sounds of cicadas and the weight of everything unsaid.

For a long time, she just watched his profile. The harsh lines of his face were softened by the golden light. He didn’t look like the monster from the courtyard, or the cold avenger from the main house. He looked like Kyo. Tired. Sad. Resolved.

 

“I’m sorry.”

Her voice was so quiet it was almost swallowed by the breeze. He didn’t turn.

 

“I’m sorry for everything, Kyo.” The words, once started, came in a slow, painful trickle. “For all the times I hit you. For all the times I screamed and cried and made you my emotional punching bag and called it love. For being so loud, so needy, so… violent with my feelings that I never stopped to see what you actually needed. I was so wrapped up in my own drama, in my own idea of what love was supposed to look like—big and explosive and painful—that I never gave you anything gentle. I just added my noise to all the other noise that was trying to drown you out.”

She wiped at her eyes, her shoulders trembling. “I don’t… I don’t deserve you. I never did. Not after the way I treated you. You were always this… this wounded, proud, incredible person trying to fight your way out of a hole, and I just kept throwing dirt back in on top of you, screaming that I loved you while I was doing it. It’s no wonder you think love has to hurt. I was your first, loudest teacher.”

 

Finally, he moved. He turned his head to look at her. There were no shadows of malice in his amber eyes, no chilling calculation. Just a deep, profound weariness, and beneath it, a flicker of something else. Kindness. Fondness. A love so twisted by circumstance it had grown in a strange, gnarled shape, but was undeniably love.

He reached out. His hand, ungloved now, was calloused and warm. He cupped her cheek, his thumb gently brushing away a tear that traced a path through the sunset’s glow on her skin.

“Kagura,” he said, her name a soft exhale.

 

She leaned into his touch, her eyes closing, more tears escaping. The tenderness was a pain sharper than any punch he could have thrown.

“I’m going to be happy,” he told her, his voice a low, steady promise. “We are going to be happy. You and me. And Tohru.”

He said it with such absolute certainty it felt like a law of nature. “There’s a light at the end of this tunnel. A real one. Not the fake, flickering kind they always dangled in front of me. A warm, steady light. A house that’s a home. A future. And it’s guaranteed. My reward. Our reward, for all of it.”

 

He shifted, turning more fully towards her, his hand still cradling her face. “I love you, Kagura. Not with the pain you taught me. Not with the violence and the possession.” He shook his head slightly, a sad smile touching his lips. “I look at you, and I see the girl who never looked away. Even when I was at my worst. Even when I pushed you away. You were always there, a hurricane of feelings, yeah, but… your heart was always in the right place. It was just… speaking a language neither of us understood.”

He took a deep breath. “I love you with true, loving kindness. Or… I’m learning to. It’s a new language. But I want to speak it with you. You deserve that. After everything.”

Kagura shook her head, fresh sobs shaking her. “I don’t. I don’t deserve it. I helped make you like this! My ‘love’ is part of the foundation of this… this nightmare you’re walking through!”

 

“Stop,” he said, his voice gentle but firm. He used his thumb to tilt her chin up, forcing her to meet his eyes. “This isn’t about deserve. This is about the story. My story. I’m the tragic hero. Cursed from birth, scorned by his family, betrayed at every turn, driven to the brink.” He said it without a trace of self-pity, as simple fact. “And at the end of the hero’s journey, after he’s faced all the monsters and walked through all the fire, he gets his reward. His peace. His happiness. The girl. The girls,” he amended, the ghost of his old, awkward blush touching his cheeks even now. “That’s how it works. I’ve paid the price in advance. In blood, and tears, and years of loneliness. The happiness is the receipt.”

His logic was air-tight within the terrible universe he now inhabited. There was no arguing with it. To do so would be to deny the very suffering that defined him.

 

Overwhelmed, Kagura surged forward. She wrapped her arms around him in a tight, desperate hug, burying her face in the crook of his neck. It wasn’t the bone-crushing, chaotic tackle of her old affections. This was a hug of love, of understanding, of shared, profound sorrow. She held him as if he were the only solid thing in a collapsing world, and she was crying—for him, for herself, for Yuki, for Akito, for the beautiful, horrible future he was painting for them.

“I’m happy,” she choked out against his skin, the words muffled and wet. “I’m so, so happy that you’re still you. That underneath all the… the darkness and the pain and the golden tickets… you’re still Kyo. My Kyo. You just… you just need to walk through this last, long stretch of night. And the morning on the other side… the happiness you’re promised… it will be yours. Ours.”

She pulled back just enough to look at him, her face a mess of tears and longing and a love that had finally, painfully, matured. The sunset painted her in hues of fire and gold. In that moment, she was beautiful to him in a way she never had been before—not as an obligation, or a nuisance, or a symbol of violent affection, but as a companion in the aftermath.

 

Driven by a surge of emotion, by the need to seal this promise, to connect with the boy she loved in the pure way she now understood, she leaned in. Her eyes fluttered closed, and she tried to press her lips to his. A kiss. A real one. Not a chaste, childish peck, but a true kiss, to show him she was here, with him, for him, through the darkness and into the light.

A finger touched her lips, stopping her an inch from his.

Her eyes flew open. He was looking at her, his expression unbearably tender, but firm.

“Good things,” he whispered, his breath warm against her skin, “come to those who are patient.”

 

He held her gaze for a moment longer, then leaned forward himself. He pressed his lips not to her mouth, but to the center of her forehead. It was a kiss of promise, of protection, of a love postponed but not denied. It was warm, and soft, and held a lifetime of postponed gentleness.

He lingered there for a heartbeat before pulling back.

 

“You’ll have to make do with that for now,” he said, a hint of his old, gruff shyness returning. “The rest… the rest comes after. When the story is finished. When we’ve earned our happy ending, properly.”

Kagura sat back, unshed tears making her eyes glitter like trapped stars. A deep blush spread across her cheeks, born of embarrassment, yearning, and a dawning, patient understanding. He wasn’t rejecting her. He was… curating their love story. Making it part of the grand narrative. The kiss was a climax to be saved for the final page.

She nodded, swallowing hard. “I’ll wait,” she whispered, her voice steady with a new resolve. “I’ll wait until it’s over. Until the dust has settled. And then… then I’ll love you the way you deserve to be loved. Quietly. Gently. Without any pain at all.”

 

He smiled then, a true, small, genuine smile that reached his eyes and made him look like the boy she’d fallen for all those years ago. “I know you will.”

They sat in silence as the sun finally dipped below the horizon, plunging the world into twilight. The space between them no longer felt like a gap, but a bridge under construction.

“Do you really think you can be happy?” Kagura asked after a while, the question hanging in the purple air. “After everything you’re doing? After… after what’s already happened?”

 

Kyo looked out at the first stars beginning to prick through the darkening sky. “The ticket says I will be. And more than that… I think I have to be. Otherwise, what was it all for? The suffering only means something if there’s a payoff. If I get to the end and I’m still miserable, then I really am just the monster they said I was—a pointless creature of pain. But if I’m happy… then my pain had a purpose. It was the price. And I paid it in full.” He glanced at her. “You and Tohru… you’re the proof that I paid enough. You’re the validation.”

It was a heartbreaking way to view love, but to Kagura, in that moment, it made a terrible kind of sense. In the economy of his life, love had always been transactional or violent. Now, it was the ultimate reward, proof of a debt settled.

“Do you love Tohru the same way?” she dared to ask.

 

Kyo was quiet for a long time. “Differently,” he said finally. “Tohru… she’s the light I thought I could never reach. The kindness I thought was a lie. She’s the reward for trying to be better, even when I failed. You…” he looked at her, “you’re the reward for enduring. For surviving the person I was before I knew better. You loved the monster before he knew he was one. That love… it’s foundational. I can’t have one without the other. You’re both part of the happy ending. The two halves of the peace I was never supposed to have.”

Kagura didn’t feel jealousy. She felt a strange, solemn sense of destiny. They were both part of his story, playing their roles. The innocent light and the loyal, reformed storm.

“Will you be able to stop?” she asked, the real fear creeping back in. “When you’ve… ‘loved’ everyone on your list? When you’ve balanced the scales?”

Kyo’s gaze grew distant. “When the work is done, the worker rests. When the debt is collected, the collector goes home. Yes. I’ll stop. And then I’ll start living. With you. With her. And the past will be… paid for.”

 

They sat until the stars were bright and the estate below was a constellation of dim, fearful lights. Finally, Kagura stood, her legs stiff. She looked down at him, this beautiful, broken, terrifying boy she had loved for so long.

“I’ll be waiting,” she said again, her promise hanging between them.

He nodded. “I know.”

 

She climbed down, leaving him alone under the cold, watchful stars. On the roof, Kyo touched his own forehead where his lips had touched hers. The kiss had been a promise, a down payment on a future.

He believed in it utterly. The golden ticket in his pocket was warm. The path ahead was clear. A few more acts of love—painful, necessary, just love—and then the curtain would fall. And when it rose again, it would be on a sunlit stage, with his two leading ladies waiting in the wings.

He had never felt more certain, or more lonely, in his entire life. But the loneliness was temporary. It was just the last stretch of tunnel before the guaranteed light.

Chapter 20: The Boar's Defense

Summary:

Kagura defends Kyo's actions and calls out the Hypocrisy and Bullshit

Chapter Text

Kagura did not seek them out. They found her, a cluster of tense, haunted faces gathered in the main house's less formal sitting room—a space that had once hosted light teas and now felt like a bunker. Word of her being seen returning from the roof, her eyes red-rimmed but with a strange, resolved light in them, had traveled through the estate’s nervous system like a current.

Hatori was there, smoking by the window. Ayame paced, a wound-up spring of glittering anxiety. Rin and Haru sat close together on a settee, their silence louder than words. Momiji hovered near the door, looking like he wanted to be anywhere else. Even Shigure had been drawn from his catatonic study, sitting in a corner like a marble statue of a forgotten poet. Kureno stood apart, as always, but his attention was fixed on Kagura. Akito was conspicuously, understandably absent.

 

“You spoke with him,” Ayame stated, his voice sharp, cutting through the thick air. It wasn’t a question.

Kagura looked at them all, her chin lifting. “Yes.”

“And?” Hatori asked, his tone clinically detached, but everyone heard the undercurrent of dread.

She took a breath, steadying herself. The memory of the rooftop, of Kyo’s gentle touch and terrible certainty, fortified her. “And we talked. About the future. About… happiness.”

A ripple of disgust, disbelief, and horror passed through the room.

 

“Happiness?” Ayame spat the word like a curse. He stopped pacing to glare at her. “You speak of happiness with the boy who put my brother in the hospital? Who drove a man to his grave? Who has broken two people without laying a hand on them? What did he do, Kagura? Recite more of his insane poetry about love and pain? And you just… listened?”

“He’s not insane,” Kagura said, her voice low but firm. “He’s clear. Crystal clear. For the first time, he’s not confused or angry. He knows exactly what he is and why.”

“And what is that, in your professional opinion?” Rin’s voice was a dry, cold scrape. “A philosopher? A revolutionary? He’s a thug with a better vocabulary.”

 

Kagura turned fiery eyes on her. “He’s the consequence! The living, breathing consequence of every single one of your actions and inactions! And yes, I listened! Because for the first time, someone is telling the unvarnished, ugly truth about this family, and you all can’t stand to hear it!”

“The truth is he’s a violent criminal!” Ayame shouted, his composure shattering. “The truth is he needs to be stopped!”

 

“HE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO BE WHAT HE IS!”

 

Kagura’s scream silenced the room. It wasn’t her old, hysterical shriek. It was a roar of pure, furious conviction. She stepped forward, into the center of their circle, her hands clenched at her sides.

“You want to talk about rights? Where was his right to a childhood? Where was his right to not be hated from the moment he was born? Where was his right to have someone, anyone, look at him and see a boy instead of a curse?” She stabbed a finger at Ayame. “You failed! You were his cousin and you saw him as a nuisance, a feral animal!” She whirled on Hatori. “You failed! You were the doctor and you treated his wounds but never the disease that caused them! You wrote him off as a tragic statistic!” Her gaze swept over Rin and Haru. “You failed! You were so wrapped up in your own pain and your rebel love affair you didn’t spare a single thought for the kid everyone treated worse than dirt!” Finally, her eyes, burning with tears of rage, landed on Shigure’s hollow form. “And YOU! The biggest failure of all! You had him in your house! You saw it all! And you did nothing but take notes for your shitty novels!”

 

She was breathing heavily, her chest heaving. “Everyone failed him. Everyone pushed him. You didn’t just ignore him; you confirmed everything he was ever told about himself. You are the architects of the monster you’re now so terrified of! So don’t you dare stand there with your morally-outraged faces and act like he just spontaneously combusted into evil! You lit the fuse! Every single one of you!”

Hatori extinguished his cigarette with precise, controlled anger. “Kagura. Listen to yourself. You are defending a young man who has psychologically shattered two people and committed attempted murder on a third. There is no ‘right’ to that. There is no justification that holds weight in the real world.”

Kagura marched over to him. She was shorter, but she vibrated with such intensity that he took an involuntary step back. She didn’t shout this time. Her voice dropped into a low, venomous hiss.

 

“Don’t you talk to me about the ‘real world,’ Hatori. Not you.” She reached out and grabbed a fistful of his white doctor’s coat, pulling him down slightly so they were eye-to-eye. “Akito. For years. How many people did she psychologically shatter? How many hearts did she break? How many lives did she poison? Rin’s fall? Yuki’s isolation? Kureno’… everything?” She saw him flinch at Kureno’s name. “What did the good doctor do then? Hmm? Did you give stern lectures about the ‘real world’? Did you try to have her committed? No. You poured a drink. You lit a cigarette. You wrote a report. You enabled. You facilitated. So don’t you dare put on your ‘First, do no harm’ hat now, when it’s your side of the scale being weighed. It’s a little late for your Hippocratic high ground.”

 

She released him with a shove. Hatori’s face was ashen, his professional mask shattered into pieces of sheer, undiluted shame. He had no rebuttal. The silence in the room was absolute, damning. It was Kagura’s confirmation.

“That’s what I thought,” she said, her voice ringing in the quiet. She turned back to the whole group. “So let’s get this straight. If Akito—who has a body count of misery longer than this room—can be ‘sad’ and ‘tragic’ and get a slap on the wrist and everyone’s pity… If Shigure—a manipulative, soul-poisoning parasite—can scheme and hurt and play with people’s lives and still get to walk around thinking he’s clever… then Kyo Sohma is more than deserving of your understanding. He is more than deserving of eventual forgiveness! Because at least his reasons aren’t petty jealousy or intellectual boredom! His reasons are the fucking foundation stones of this family!”

 

Ayame found his voice again, though it was trembling with fury and something like panic. “So we should just… what? Applaud? Forgive him in advance? Let him finish his… his ‘work’?”

“You don’t have a choice!” Kagura yelled, throwing her hands up. “That’s the part you’re not getting! This isn’t a negotiation! This is karma! This is the bill coming due! You’re all hypocrites! You were fine with the system when you weren’t the main course! You tolerated the cruelty when it was directed at the designated victim! But now the victim has the knife, and suddenly the rules matter? Suddenly everyone’s a philosopher of justice? You’re not afraid of a monster. You’re afraid of the mirror.”

 

Rin stood up, her own temper flaring. “Don’t you lump me in with them! I fought! I got broken for it!”

“And what did you do for him?” Kagura shot back, unwavering. “When you saw him being ostracized, being called a monster, what did you do, Isuzu? Did you offer a kind word? Or did you think, ‘Well, at least it’s not me this time’? Your fight was for yourself and Haru. It was noble. But it wasn’t for him. Don’t pretend it was.”

Haru stood up beside Rin, placing a hand on her arm. His dual-colored eyes were sad. “She’s not entirely wrong, Rin. We looked away. We all did. Because it was easier.”

 

The argument swirled, accusations flying like shrapnel.

“He’s going to kill someone!”Ayame cried.

“People have already died because of this family’s inaction!” Kagura retorted.

“He’s twisted your mind!” Rin accused.

“He’s opened my eyes!” Kagura fired back. “For the first time, I see the whole ugly picture, and I’m choosing a side. The side of the person this family built its entire identity on destroying.”

 

The back-and-forth was furious, but it was asymmetrical. Kagura, armed with the brutal, unanswerable truth of their collective failure, dismantled every defense. They appealed to morality, and she pointed to Akito. They appealed to law, and she pointed to decades of covered-up abuse. They appealed to sanity, and she described the perfectly logical, if horrific, world Kyo now inhabited—a world they had built.

Finally, Kagura, her energy spent but her spirit blazing, delivered her final verdict.

“At the end of all this,” she said, her voice hoarse but clear, “Kyo is going to get away with everything. He’s going to walk away. Not just unscathed, but rewarded. He will have faced the people who broke him, and he will have broken them in return. He will have balanced the scales. And then he will close the ledger.”

She looked at each of them, her gaze unforgiving. “And I am going to be with him. I am going to help him start over. Properly. I am going to be there for the man I love, and I am going to spend the rest of my life showing him what real love is. Not the love that hurts and scars and possesses. The love that cherishes. That builds. That heals.”

 

A sob escaped Momiji, but Kagura didn’t stop.

“Maybe Tohru will be there too. I hope she is. He needs her light as much as he needs… whatever my stubborn, loyal heart can give him. And we will be happy. We will build a life on the other side of this nightmare. And you all?” She let her gaze sweep over their devastated faces. “You will be here. In the ruins of the misery you helped to create. Broken by it, or living with the ghosts of it. That is the price. It’s a steep one. But answer me this, and be honest for once in your miserable lives…”

She paused, letting the question hang in the air, heavier than any accusation.

 

“What has any of you ever done for Kyo Sohma… out of the simple, unasked-for goodness of your hearts? What kindness did you offer that didn’t come with strings, or pity, or a sense of obligation? Besides the few people he has already placed outside the line—the ones who showed him kindness when they didn’t have to—what did you give him?”

The silence was her answer. It was a void, a hollow echo of their own emptiness.

Ayame looked at the floor, his flamboyance reduced to ashes. Hatori stared at his hands, the tools that had mended bodies but failed souls. Rin looked away, her defiance guttering. Haru just nodded slowly, accepting the indictment. Shigure didn’t even seem to hear.

 

Kagura turned and walked out of the room, leaving them in the wreckage of their own hypocrisy. She had not convinced them. She had annihilated their moral footing. They could hate Kyo, fear him, plot against him, but they could no longer pretend he was an anomaly. He was their masterpiece. Their most perfect, terrible creation.

And one of their own had just pledged her future to him, declaring their guilt as her justification. The family was not just breaking; it was realigning along a new, terrible fault line, with Kagura Sohma standing firmly on the side of the cataclysm.

Chapter 21: Beautiful Collapse

Summary:

The Monster Visits the Snake...

Notes:

If Ayame Sohma is your favorite character....

 

STOP. READING. NOW.

 

Granted.... After 20 chapters you should know what kind of story this is....

Chapter Text

The air in Ayame’s boutique, Ayame’s Artistic Atelier, was thick with the scent of expensive fabric, floral perfume, and the acidic tang of repressed panic. Ayame Sohma, the flamboyant Snake, was not designing. He was not draping mannequins or sketching dramatic silhouettes. He was meticulously, obsessively, organizing spools of thread by color gradient. Royal blue to navy to indigo. Emerald to jade to seafoam. It was a task of utter, meaningless precision, a desperate attempt to impose order on a world that had spiraled into chaos. Every snip of his shears in memory was the sound of a bone breaking. Every bolt of silk was the color of a bruise on his brother’s skin.

His mind was a relentless cinema of horror: Yuki’s still, bandaged face. Akito’s shattered sobs. Shigure’s hollow stare. The suffocating weight of Kagura’s accusations. He’d fled here, to his creation, his kingdom of color and artifice, but the darkness had followed him in. It hid in the shadows between the clothing racks, whispered from the folds of velvet curtains.

“Master Ayame?”

 

Mine, his beloved, endlessly patient assistant and the quiet center of his tumultuous world, stood in the doorway to the back room. Her voice was softer than usual, laced with a concern she knew he wouldn’t acknowledge. She’d seen the change in him. The frantic energy had hardened into something brittle and silent.

“A customer is here,” she said. “He’s… asking for you specifically.”

Ayame didn’t look up from a spool of crimson thread that was one shade too orange for its place. “Send them away, my darling Mine. The artist is… indisposed. Grappling with profound creative ennui. Tell them to make an appointment.” His usual theatrical flair was a thin, cracking veneer.

“I… I don’t think he’s the type to take an appointment, Master Ayame,” Mine murmured, worry deepening.

 

The bell over the front door chimed again, a soft, mocking sound. Footsteps echoed on the polished hardwood floor—not the hesitant clicks of a curious shopper, but the firm, deliberate tread of someone who owned the space they walked into.

Ayame’s hands stilled on the thread. A cold finger traced his spine. He knew that walk.

Slowly, he turned.

 

Standing amidst the elegant displays of his life’s work was Kyo Sohma. He was wearing the black suit again, the one from the duel, but it was different. It was crisper, more severe. His usually wild orange hair was brutally tamed, slicked back with gel into a harsh, sharp style that exposed the stark lines of his face and the cold fire in his amber eyes. He looked like a mob boss from a noir film, utterly out of place among the silks and chiffons.

Ayame’s heart seized. Fury, white-hot and immediate, warred with a petrifying dread that turned his limbs to ice. “You,” he breathed, the word barely audible. He instinctively stepped between Kyo and Mine, who had retreated slightly, her eyes wide.

“Me,” Kyo acknowledged, his voice smooth as polished onyx. His gaze swept the shop with mild disdain before settling back on Ayame. “Nice place. Very… you. All flash. No substance.”

“Get out,” Ayame said, finding his voice, though it trembled on the edge of a shriek. “You have no right to be here. This is my space. Get out before I call the authorities!”

 

Kyo chuckled, a dry, empty sound. “And tell them what? That your cousin, who you’ve ignored and belittled his entire life, is visiting your dress shop? That’ll make a fascinating report.” He took a step forward. “Relax, Snake. I’m not here to kick your ass. Sending both brothers to the hospital would be in terrible taste. Even for me.”

The casual mention of Yuki, the flippant ‘even for me’, made Ayame see red. “What, then?” he snarled, his hands curling into fists at his sides. The careful persona of the artiste was gone, stripped away by raw, protective fury. “What do you want? Have you come to give me a fashion critique? To tell me my lines are too dramatic? My colors too bold? You know nothing about beauty, you feral—”

“I know about a different kind of love,” Kyo interrupted, his voice dropping, becoming intimate and terrible. “The love of being abandoned. Of losing what you hold most dear. The love of emptiness where there was once light.”

 

Ayame blinked, confused and infuriated by the oblique statement. “What in the world are you babbling about? Speak plainly, you brute!”

“I’ll show you,” Kyo said.

And he moved.

It wasn’t towards Ayame. It was towards Mine.

 

Before Ayame could even process the threat, Kyo crossed the short distance in a blur. Mine let out a small gasp of surprise as Kyo’s gloved hands shot out. He didn’t hit her. He grabbed her by the shoulders, spun her with a brutal, efficient motion, and shoved her hard—directly into Ayame.

Mine collided with Ayame’s chest with a soft oof. Ayame, caught off guard, instinctively wrapped his arms around her to steady them both. The world slowed.

Skin. Contact. Female. Not family.

The ancient, cursed trigger fired.

 

A blinding flash of light, a soundless explosion of force that only the two cursed beings could feel. Ayame’s vision went white. He felt his body convulse, shrink, warp. The expensive fabrics of his clothing seemed to evaporate. The world elongated, colors blurring.

Mine, still in his arms—or where his arms had been—stumbled back as the man holding her vanished. She looked down, her mind struggling to compute what her eyes were seeing.

On the polished floor, in a puddle of intricately embroidered silk robes and fine linen, lay a large, sleek, silver-white snake.

Mine stared. Her brain short-circuited. The clothes. The empty clothes where her master had been. The… the snake coiled amongst them, its head lifted, its forked tongue flicking out in a gesture of unmistakable panic and shame.

 

A high, thin sound escaped her lips. It wasn’t a scream. It was the sound of reality breaking. Her eyes rolled back in her head, and her body went limp, collapsing to the floor in a dead faint beside the bewildered reptile.

The light flashed again. Ayame rematerialized on his hands and knees, gasping. The transition back was always disorienting, but now it was accompanied by a wave of pure, undiluted horror. He was naked. The cool air of the shop kissed his skin, a vulgar intimacy. And Mine… Mine was lying unconscious on the floor beside him.

He scrambled, not for clothes, but for her. “Mine! Mine, darling, wake up! Please!” He shook her gently, his voice cracking. Her eyelids didn’t flutter. She was out cold, her peaceful face a stark contrast to the cataclysm that had just occurred in her mind.

 

From above him, Kyo’s voice came, calm and instructive, like a teacher explaining a simple lesson. “Rule number one of the Sohma family, Ayame. If an outsider sees the transformation, their memories of the cursed one must be erased. For the safety of the secret. For the ‘greater good.’ It’s in the bylaws. Very traditional.”

Ayame’s head snapped up. He looked at Kyo, the true horror dawning. “No…”

“Hatori,” Kyo continued, as if Ayame hadn’t spoken, “is duty and honor bound. The good doctor. The family’s cleaner. He will come. He will take her. And he will erase every memory she has of you. Every fitting, every laugh, every time you called her ‘my darling Mine.’ Every shared secret, every moment of quiet understanding. Poof.” Kyo made a gentle exploding gesture with his gloved fingers. “Gone. To her, Ayame Sohma will become a blank space. A stranger. Or worse, a faint, confusing dream she can’t quite grasp.”

 

The world didn’t just shatter for Ayame Sohma; it was pulverized. The floor fell away. The colorful fabrics on the walls bled into a grey smear. The only thing left in sharp, agonizing focus was Mine’s unconscious face, and the yawning, absolute void that was about to consume his place in her heart.

“You… you can’t…” Ayame choked, tears springing to his eyes. “Kyo, please… not her. Anything but this. Hit me! Break my bones! Just… not her memory. Not her.”

Kyo tilted his head, observing Ayame’s naked desperation with scientific interest. “Why? Because she’s the one real thing in your life of costumes? The one person who saw past the ‘Master Ayame’ performance to the pathetic, lonely man underneath? The one you didn’t fail?”

 

He began to circle Ayame, who knelt, exposed and broken, over the woman he loved. “Let’s list the failures, while we’re here. Failure as a brother. You abandoned Yuki to the wolves because your own drama was more interesting. Failure as a family member. You treated the Cat like a sideshow freak. Failure as a man. You hid behind silks and sequins because you were too scared to face the ugly reality of the family you were born into. You are a coward, Ayame. A beautifully dressed, eloquently spoken coward.”

Each word was a lash, stripping away not fabric, but ego. “Your love is as performative as your fashion. Loud, dramatic, and ultimately shallow. You ‘love’ Mine because she tolerates your nonsense and makes you feel real. But what have you ever given her, besides a job and a front-row seat to your endless soliloquy? Have you protected her? Have you been honest with her? No. You lied to her every day with your silence about the curse. Your greatest secret, and you let her fall in love with a fiction.”

Ayame was sobbing now, great, heaving sobs that wracked his bare shoulders. He couldn’t defend himself. The accusations were true. Every one. He had failed Yuki. He had looked down on Kyo. He had built a fabulous fortress to hide his cowardice. And Mine… his sweet, patient Mine… he had indeed built their relationship on a foundation of lies.

 

“Please,” he begged again, a broken record. “I’ll do anything. Just don’t let Hatori take her memories.”

Kyo stopped his circling. He looked down at the pair—the weeping, naked man and the unconscious woman. “The pain of losing a loved one is a terrible feeling,” he mused, his voice almost sympathetic. “Isn’t it? Even the possibility of it. It hollows you out. Makes all the bright colors seem dull. Makes every laugh feel like a betrayal. Welcome to the club, Ayame. Membership has been expensive.”

Then, Kyo did something else. He reached into his suit jacket and pulled out not the golden ticket, but a pair of small, sharp, silver fabric shears—the kind used for delicate threads and precise cuts.

 

Ayame’s tear-filled eyes went wide with a new, primal fear. “W-what are you doing?”

“Your hair,” Kyo said simply. “It’s part of the costume. The signature. The ‘Master Ayame’ brand. The beautiful, flowing, silver mane that you hide behind. It’s time for a new look.”

“No! Don’t you dare!” Ayame tried to scramble back, to cover his head, but he was pinned by his need to stay near Mine, by the sheer psychological weight of his defeat.

Kyo was implacable. He moved behind Ayame, grabbed a fistful of the long, silken silver hair at the nape of his neck. Ayame cried out—not in physical pain, but in violation.

The shears opened with a soft snick.

 

And Kyo began to cut.

He didn’t hack. He cut with a grim, methodical precision. Great swathes of silver hair fell to the floor, pooling on the hardwood like discarded spider silk. Snip. Snip. Snip. The sound was obscenely loud in the quiet shop. Each cut felt like a piece of Ayame’s identity being severed. His armor, his flair, his disguise, was being sheared away.

He wept silently as Kyo worked, the tears falling onto Mine’s still form. He couldn’t fight. He was broken. The secret was out. Mine was lost. And now, the last vestige of his constructed self was being taken.

When Kyo was done, he stepped back. Ayame’s hair, once a flowing river down his back, was now a ragged, short mess that couldn’t even reach his neck. It stuck out in uneven tufts, it was comparable to a bob cut.... He looked exposed. Ordinary. Devastated.

Kyo dropped the shears onto the pile of hair. They landed with a final, metallic clink.

 

“There,” Kyo said, dusting his gloved hands together. “Now maybe you’ll stop being a fool. Maybe you’ll see that this isn’t one of your comedies of errors. This is a tragedy. And you’re not the dazzling lead. You’re just another broken character in the third act.”

He walked to the door, pausing only to glance back at the scene: the naked, shorn Snake weeping over his unconscious love, surrounded by the ruins of his beautiful, empty world.

“I’ll send Hatori your way,” Kyo said, his tone flat. “He’s got a lot of cleaning up to do.”

The bell chimed as he left, leaving Ayame Sohma alone in the devastating quiet, clutching the woman who would soon have no idea who he was, his tears falling into hair that was no longer his own. The love he’d been shown was the love of absolute, irredeemable loss. And it was more effective than any beating could ever have been.

Chapter 22: The Dragon's Hell

Summary:

Hatori is stuck in a new agonizing hell with no real solution....

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The call, when it came, was not from Ayame. It was from Kyo. A short, blunt message left with a stammering servant at the main house: “The Snake’s shop. There’s been an incident. Hatori’s services are required. The kind with the needles.”

Hatori Sohma stood in the austere silence of his clinic, the phone receiver cold in his hand. He knew. With a certainty that settled in his stomach like a lead weight, he knew exactly what “incident” meant. Kyo had not come for him directly. He had crafted a trap where Hatori himself was the spring, the tooth, the closing wall.

For the first time in his professional life, Hatori Sohma was truly, profoundly conflicted.

 

The rules were not suggestions. They were the bedrock of the Sohmas’ hidden existence, the levees holding back a flood of chaos and persecution. An outsider who witnessed the transformation must have their memory modified. It was procedure. It was protection. It was non-negotiable. He was the family’s surgeon of the mind, its discreet cleaner. He had performed this duty before, a grim, sterile necessity. He did not enjoy it, but he understood its purpose. It was his role. His burden. His sin.

But this was Ayame.

This was Mine.

 

He lit a cigarette, the flame of his lighter trembling slightly. The clinical part of his mind, the one that had navigated decades of family horror, began its cold analysis.

 

Scenario A: Follow Procedure. He would go to the boutique. He would assess Mine. He would confirm the trigger (the presence of shed clothes and a transformed Ayame would be evidence enough). He would prepare the sedative and the specialized tools of his other trade. He would erase every trace of Ayame Sohma from her mind. The flamboyant designer, her employer, the man she loved—all would become a blur, a forgotten dream, a name that sparked no recognition. Ayame would be left with a woman who looked at him with the polite, empty eyes of a stranger.

The consequence: He would be subjecting Ayame to a fate Hatori knew intimately. The bitter, lonely hell of loving someone who can no longer remember you. He had lived it. He had watched Kana’s eyes, once full of tender recognition, become politely distant. He had endured the exquisite torture of her friendly, impersonal smile. He had sentenced himself to that hell out of duty and a twisted sense of honor. To now inflict that same precise, soul-murdering punishment on Ayame…

 

Ayame was insufferable. He was vain, dramatic, selfish, and had been a spectacularly absent brother. But he was also, in his own ridiculous way, Hatori’s closest friend. The one who barged into his solemnity with glitter and noise. The one who, for all his faults, had never looked at Hatori with pity, only with a kind of exasperated loyalty. And Mine… Mine was not just Ayame’s assistant. She was his anchor. His reality check. The quiet earth to his chaotic sky. She was the one genuine, uncomplicated love in Ayame’s performative life.

Without her, Ayame wouldn’t just be sad. He would unravel. The fabulous persona would crumble, and there would be nothing solid underneath to catch him. The loneliness would be absolute. Hatori had survived his own because he was built for solitude, for silent endurance. Ayame was not. Ayame was built for connection, for audience, for love. To take Mine away would be to strip him of light, oxygen, purpose. It would be a death sentence. Not physical, but spiritual. A slow, wasting death of the soul that would inevitably lead the body to follow. Hatori could all but write the psychological autopsy now: Cause of death: Irreparable emotional amputation. Contributing factor: Administered by family physician.

 

Scenario B: Disobey. Do Nothing. He could refuse. He could claim the incident wasn’t verified. He could simply not go. He could let Mine wake up with her memories intact, with the terrifying, wonderful, impossible knowledge of the curse and of Ayame’s true nature.

The consequence: He would be proving Kyo right. And Kagura. He would be demonstrating that the rules were flexible. That consequences were for other people. That he, Hatori Sohma, the pillar of duty, the enforcer of order, would break the most sacred tenet when it suited him—when it was his friend, not some distant cousin or servant, who was at risk. It would confirm every accusation of hypocrisy. That he was not a principled healer, but a convenient one. That he upheld the system only when it didn’t personally inconvenience him. It would make a mockery of his entire life’s compromise. The life he had built on the bones of his own happiness, telling himself it was for the greater good.

 

If he did nothing, he was admitting the greater good was a fiction. He was admitting Kyo’s brutal calculus was correct: the Sohmas pick and choose their morality based on personal pain. He would be joining Kagura on the side of the ledger marked “Complicit in the New Order.”

He stubbed out the cigarette, half-smoked. His hands, usually so steady, felt alien. This was a different kind of hell. Not the hell of grief he’d lived in for years, but the hell of an impossible choice. A choice between two evils, each one annihilating a different part of himself.

 

Send Ayame to his grave.

Or confirm I am the failure they say I am.

 

Kyo hadn’t laid a finger on him. He hadn’t needed to. He had simply placed Hatori at the intersection of his own life’s contradictions and walked away. The punishment was not in the doing, but in the choosing. It was a masterstroke of psychological torture, far more elegant than anything Shigure had ever conceived.

With a heavy sigh that felt like it came from his bones, Hatori picked up his black medical bag. The familiar weight was a condemnation. He walked out of his clinic, into the twilight.

 

The journey to the boutique was a blur. He moved automatically, his doctor’s training propelling him forward while his mind screamed in silent, chaotic rebellion. He saw none of the familiar streets. He only saw Kana’s forgotten smile. He saw Ayame’s glittering, desperate eyes. He saw Kagura’s furious, tear-streaked face yelling about enabling. He saw Kyo’s cold, expectant gaze, waiting for him to choose a mask: the unfeeling enforcer or the hypocritical coward.

 

He arrived. The “CLOSED” sign was turned, but the door was unlocked. He pushed it open.

The scene was worse than he imagined.

 

Ayame was on the floor, crouched on his knees. He was wearing a hastily grabbed dressing gown from a display, embroidered with violent red dragons, a grotesque parody of his usual elegance. But it was his head that was the true shock. The magnificent silver mane, Ayame’s pride and trademark, was gone. In its place was a ragged, uneven cut, chopped brutally short, sticking out in pathetic tufts. It made him look young and old simultaneously, vulnerable and deranged.

But it was his eyes that were the real horror. They were wide, red-rimmed, hollow. They held the shattered look of a man who has already seen the end of his world. He was clutching Mine’s limp hand, rocking slightly back and forth, whispering a continuous, desperate stream of words that were too low to hear. Mine lay peacefully unconscious on the floor, a folded bolt of silk under her head placed there with heartbreaking tenderness.

 

Scattered around them were puddles of Ayame’s beautiful clothes and, off to the side, a pile of shimmering silver hair that looked like the shed skin of a dream.

Ayame looked up as Hatori entered. The hope that flashed in his eyes was so acute it was physically painful. “Hatori!” he cried, his voice raspy from sobbing. “You have to… you have to help her! She fainted! It was a shock, just a bad shock, she’ll be alright, she just needs to wake up!” He was clinging to a medical reality, refusing to acknowledge the magical one.

 

Hatori didn’t speak. He set his bag down with a soft thud. He walked over and knelt beside Mine, his movements slow, deliberate. He felt for her pulse. Steady. He checked her pupils. Normal reaction. She was simply in a deep faint from profound psychological shock.

“She’s physically fine, Ayame,” Hatori said, his voice sounding dead even to his own ears.

“See? She’s fine!” Ayame sobbed, a hysterical laugh breaking through. “She just needs to rest! We’ll take her to the back, she can sleep it off, and when she wakes up we’ll… we’ll explain it was a trick, a silly magic trick, she’ll understand, she knows I’m dramatic, she’ll—”

“Ayame.” Hatori’s voice cut through the babble, sharp as a scalpel. “Stop.”

 

Ayame froze, his mouth hanging open. He saw the bag. He saw the grim, resigned set of Hatori’s shoulders. The hope in his eyes guttered and died, replaced by raw, animal terror. “No. Hatori, no. You can’t. Please. You’re my friend. My oldest friend. You can’t do this to me.”

“The rules, Ayame,” Hatori said, but the words tasted like ash.

“SCREW THE RULES!” Ayame screamed, surging to his feet, the dressing gown flapping. “They’re just words! They’re just our stupid, cursed family’s stupid, cursed words! This is Mine! This is my life! You know what that’s like! You know! Don’t you dare stand there and tell me about rules!” He was pointing a trembling finger at Hatori, tears streaming down his face, cutting paths through the absurdly vibrant makeup that was now smeared and tragic.

You know what that’s like.

 

The words were a spear through Hatori’s chest. He did know. He knew the sound of a heart breaking in absolute silence. He knew the color of a world drained of meaning. He had chosen that for himself, for Kana. Could he now choose it for Ayame?

He looked down at Mine’s peaceful face. She was an innocent. A bystander caught in the shrapnel of a family war. The rules existed to protect people like her from a truth that could break them. But wasn’t the act of taking her memories another kind of breaking? A deeper, more fundamental violation?

 

If he did his duty, he was the monster Kagura said he was—a man who cleans up messes for the powerful, who inflicts pain in the name of order. He would be gifting Ayame a lifetime of the very hell that had been his own punishment. He would be, as Ayame screamed, no friend at all.

If he walked away, he was the hypocrite Kyo said he was—a man who enforces laws only on the weak. He would be admitting the entire structure of his life, the sacrifice of Kana, was a pointless farce. He would be spitting on his own tragedy.

 

He was stuck. Paralyzed. The two paths before him didn’t lead to different outcomes; they led to the same destination: his own damnation. One as a heartless enforcer, the other as a self-serving fraud.

He reached for his bag. Ayame let out a wounded sound, falling back to his knees, reaching for Mine as if to physically shield her.

Hatori’s hand hovered over the latch. His fingers, those skilled, steady fingers that had sutured wounds and prepared syringes and wiped Kana’s tears, trembled violently.

 

He couldn’t do it.

 

But he couldn’t not do it.

 

He stood there, frozen in the spotlight of his own impossible choice. The doctor, the fixer, the logical mind of the Sohma family, was broken on the horns of a dilemma with no ethical escape. Kyo’s victory was complete. He had forced Hatori to stare into the abyss of his own life’s work and find it staring back, empty and cruel.

The only sound was Ayame’s ragged, hopeless weeping and the soft, even breath of the woman who held his world in her mind—a mind Hatori was sworn to alter, and a world he could not bear to destroy.

 

He did not open the bag. He did not leave.

He simply stood, a monument to his own conflict, in the ruins of Ayame’s atelier, waiting for a sign, an answer, a miracle that he knew, in his heart of hearts, would never come.

Chapter 23: What happened

Summary:

The Fate Regarding Ayame and Mine is........

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Time did not heal. It congealed.

A week passed, then two. The oppressive humidity of full summer descended upon the Sohma estate, turning the air into a thick, soupy blanket that seemed to muffle sound and warp light. The vibrant greens of the gardens looked almost sinister in their lushness, a defiant display of life in a place that felt increasingly like a mausoleum.

 

The fate of Ayame and Mine was the unspoken ghost haunting every corridor. No official announcement was made. No clarification given. Ayame did not return to his boutique. Mine was not seen. Hatori moved through his duties with a face of granite, offering no answers to the questions no one dared to ask outright. The ambiguity was its own torture. Had Hatori performed the procedure? Was Mine somewhere, safe but forever altered, her mind a carefully edited tape with Ayame spliced out? Or had Hatori, in a moment of unprecedented rebellion, broken the cardinal rule? Was Ayame hidden away somewhere, tending to a woman who now looked at the man she loved with the terrified eyes of someone who had seen a monster? Or was he nursing a different, more complete kind of loss?

 

They didn’t know. And the not-knowing was a cavity in the center of everything, filled with every terrible possibility.

 

Hatori had taken to smoking on the hospital roof, a place of concrete and sky, far from the perfumed shadows of the main house. Kureno often joined him, the two men standing in silence that was less companionable than it was shared exhaustion.

“He hasn’t come for you,” Kureno observed, not looking at Hatori.

“Not directly,” Hatori replied, exhaling smoke that was instantly swallowed by the damp air. “He doesn’t need to. He already has.”

Kureno understood. “The choice.”

 

“There was no right choice. Only two kinds of damnation. He didn’t want to punish me. He wanted me to punish myself. To live in the aftermath of a decision that proves I am exactly what my accusers say I am, no matter which way I chose.” Hatori’s voice was flat, stripped of all affect. “It was… elegant. More than anything Shigure ever conceived.”

“And Ayame?” Kureno finally asked the question.

 

Hatori was silent for a long time, watching a distant bank of thunderclouds gather. “I don’t know if I saved him or destroyed him. That’s the answer. I looked at her, I looked at him… and I made a choice. The consequences of that choice are mine to bear, and his to live. Discussing it would be a violation of what little privacy any of us have left.”

Kureno nodded. He of all people understood violations of privacy. “He’s dismantling us. Not with rage, but with… surgical precision. He finds the one thing we cannot bear to lose, or the one truth we cannot face, and he applies pressure.”

“He learned from the best,” Hatori said, a grim joke with no humor. “A lifetime of observational study, courtesy of the Sohma family. We were his textbooks.”

 

They lapsed back into silence. The question of Tohru and Kagura hung between them, unvoiced. Their absence was another open wound. Were they captives? Willing participants? Had Kyo’s promised “happy ending” already begun its construction in some hidden place, using their love as its cornerstone while the rest of the family’s world burned?

 

They walked a path between flooded rice paddies, the water reflecting the leaden sky. It was one of the few places they could feel somewhat alone, away from the claustrophobic dread of the main buildings.

“We should leave,” Rin said, for the hundredth time.

“And go where?” Haru replied, the same answer he always gave. “He said he’d hunt us.”

“He’s hunting us here anyway. Just slowly. Psychologically. At least if we run, the threat is external. Clear. A chase. This… this waiting, this listening to the silence from Ayame’s wing, watching Hatori look like a ghost… this is internal. It’s a cancer.” She kicked a pebble into the paddy, watching the concentric rings distort the cloud-reflection.

“What do you think he’ll do to us?” Haru asked. It was no longer a question of ‘if’.

 

Rin shoved her hands into her pockets. “To me? He’ll call me a hypocrite. A coward who dresses her fear up as fierce independence. He’ll say I clung to you not out of love, but because you’re the only one broken enough to understand my kind of broken. That my ‘strength’ is just another cage.” She said it with chilling certainty. “To you? He’ll say your Black and White isn’t some deep philosophical duality. It’s a cognitive failure. A convenient way to avoid having a real, consistent personality. That your ‘acceptance’ is just apathy with a pretty name. That you watched everything happen and did nothing because it was easier to not care than to pick a side.”

Haru didn’t argue. Her predictions felt true. “So he’ll take the things we tell ourselves about who we are. The stories we use to survive.”

“And he’ll burn them,” Rin finished. “Just like he burned Ayame’s hair and Shigure’s intellect and Akito’s godhood. He doesn’t take lives. He takes identities. He leaves the shell and scoops out the meaning.”

 

They stopped walking, standing side-by-side, looking out at the watery, grey world. The urge to run was a physical itch. But the fear of making it a game for him, of giving him the satisfaction of the hunt, was worse. They were trapped in the prelude to their own destruction, forced to author the script for it in their heads every day.

“Do you think Tohru is okay?” Haru asked quietly.

Rin’s jaw tightened. “I don’t know what ‘okay’ means anymore. If she’s with him… is she a hostage? A brainwashed prize? Or did she finally just… break? After everything she saw?” She shook her head. “Kagura’s made her choice. She’s all in. She’s riding the avalanche. But Tohru… her whole world was kindness. What’s left when the foundation of that world is proven to be rotten? Maybe silence is the only answer.”

 

The younger members had gravitated together, a small herd of confused, terrified deer. They were in a seldom-used pavilion overlooking a koi pond, but none of them were watching the fish.

“I don’t understand why he thanked me,” Momiji said, the question that had been gnawing at him for weeks spilling out again. He was talking about the beach house, about standing up to Akito for Tohru. “It feels like he bought something from me. Like my kindness was a product, and he paid for it by not hurting me. That’s not how it’s supposed to work.”

“Nothing’s how it’s supposed to work anymore,” Hiro grumbled, but his usual surliness was muted by fear. He’d seen Yuki broken. He’d heard the whispers about Ayame. The adult world wasn’t just scary; it was actively, creatively cruel. “He’s like… a natural disaster. You don’t get mad at a tornado for hitting your house. You just try to survive it.”

 

“But he’s not a tornado!” Kisa whispered, her voice small. “He’s Kyo. He saved me. He was… he was rough, but he was kind. How can the same person do… all of this?”

“Maybe he wasn’t ever really kind,” Hiro muttered. “Maybe that was just what we wanted to see. And now we’re seeing the real thing.”

“I don’t believe that,” Momiji said, but his voice lacked conviction. “I think… I think the kindness was real. And the… the this… is also real. They’re just at different ends of the same person. A person we all helped stretch until he tore.”

 

They fell quiet, the truth of Momiji’s words settling over them. They were children, but they were Sohmas. They understood, on some level, the economy of pain in their family. They had just never seen the ledger called due so violently.

“Where’s Tohru?” Kisa asked, her big eyes filling with tears. “I miss her. She’d know what to do.”

But the silence that followed was their answer. Tohru didn’t know what to do either. That was the most terrifying thing of all. If Tohru Honda, the girl who believed in happy endings above all else, had gone silent, then happy endings were truly, finally dead.

 

Shigure’s study remained clean. He had taken to sitting in the main family library, a vast, dusty room filled with forgotten histories. He didn’t read. He sat in a high-backed chair by a window, watching the light move across the floor. He was a monument to passivity.

Sometimes, Akito would wander in. She didn’t speak to him. She would just stand for a while, her eyes hollow, her body held in a permanent, slight cringe, as if waiting for a blow. She would look at him, this man who had schemed for her, wanted her, and she would see nothing in his eyes. No desire. No pity. No intellectual curiosity. Just… void. The perfect mirror to her own internal emptiness. Then she would wander out again, her whispered apologies to the empty air the only sound she made.

Their dynamic, once the volatile engine of so much of the family’s drama, was extinguished. Two negatives making a perfect, silent zero.

 

The talks happened in hushed tones, in stolen moments.
Over laundry:“Do you think Master Ayame is…?”

“I don’t know. But did you see Doctor Hatori’s eyes? Like a man who’s seen his own grave.”

In the kitchens: “Miss Honda and Miss Kagura haven’t been seen…”

“They’re with him. You know they are. Building his… his paradise.”

“What kind of paradise is built on this?”

The staff, long accustomed to the family’s strangeness, felt a new, deeper fear. This wasn’t about tempers or curses. This was about something systemic breaking. The head was severed (Akito), the heart was comatose (Yuki), the wit was lobotomized (Shigure), and the spirit was… missing (Ayame). The remaining pieces were just waiting their turn.

 

Rin and Haru argued in circles about flight versus fight, each option seeming more futile than the last.

Hatori and Kureno sat in their shared,guilty silence, one bearing the weight of a choice, the other the weight of a lifetime of submission.

Momiji,Hiro, and Kisa huddled, their childhood innocence replaced by a chilling, premature understanding of despair.
And through it all,the absence of Tohru and Kagura was a scream in negative space. Were they the architects of the new world, or its first prisoners? Had Kyo’s promised “love” already begun for them, in some secluded place, a beautiful poison they were learning to drink willingly?

 

No one knew what to say because language itself felt inadequate. Words like “sorry,” “afraid,” “guilty” were too small. They were in the aftermath of an emotional asteroid strike, and they were all just standing in the crater, staring at the altered sky, waiting for the dust to settle—or for the next impact.

The estate moved through the humid days in a state of suspended animation. Meals were prepared and eaten in silence. Gardens were tended by nervous hands. The only certainty was the oppressive heat and the certain knowledge that Kyo Sohma was out there, somewhere, his work not yet complete. He had broken the Prince, the Dog, the God, and the Snake.

 

The Ox, the Horse, and the Dragon remained.
And somewhere,the Cat was waiting, his golden ticket warm in his pocket, his two promised rewards at his side in a silence of their own, building the foundation of a happiness that was, to everyone else, indistinguishable from hell.

Chapter 24: Pouty Moods

Summary:

The Boar and the Monkey talk

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The air in the small, secluded garden cottage on the furthest edge of the Sohma estate was thick, but not with the same dread that choked the main house. Here, it was thick with a different tension: restless energy, simmering frustration, and the cloying scent of too many lilies from a vase Kagura had dramatically arranged and then ignored.

Kagura Sohma was sprawled on a floor cushion, her chin propped in her hands, a spectacular pout distorting her features. She was staring at the opposite wall where Kyo had, hours ago, given her a brief, distracted nod before vanishing into the back room he’d claimed as a sort of planning chamber. He’d been in there since, the sound of occasional, deliberate movement the only sign he was still alive.

“This is ridiculous,” she announced to the room at large, her voice a mix of a whine and a growl. “Absolutely, utterly, pathetically ridiculous!”

 

From a corner, where he was meticulously folding and refolding a silk scarf into smaller and smaller triangles, Ritsu Sohma let out a delicate sigh. He’d found himself here almost by accident, a nervous refugee from the main house’s oppressive silence. Kagura, in her new role as Kyo’s declared companion, was one of the few people who didn’t look at him with either pity or terror. She just talked at him, which was, in its own way, a relief.

“What is, Miss Kagura?” Ritsu asked, his voice soft as always.

 

“This!” she exclaimed, flinging an arm out to encompass the cottage, the estate, the entire situation. “Sitting here! Waiting! I’m with him. I’ve chosen my side. I understand the mission! But does that mean we can’t live a little? Does the grand ‘cosmic justice tour’ have to be so… so dour?”

She rolled onto her back, staring at the ceiling. “I want to go on a date! A normal, stupid, boring date! I want to put on a pretty dress that isn’t covered in someone else’s tears or drama. I want to go to that stupid, overpriced cafe in town with the terrible coffee and the amazing strawberry shortcake. I want to sit across from him and watch him scowl at the menu and then order the black coffee anyway. I want to hold his hand across the table. Not in some tragic, ‘we-survived-the-apocalypse’ way. In a ‘I-like-you-and-you-like-me-and-we’re-eating-cake’ way!”

 

She sat up abruptly, her eyes blazing. “Is that so much to ask? Is hand-holding and terrible coffee and cake such a deal-breaker for the universe’s balance? Do we have to wait until every last guilty soul is wrung out like a wet dishrag before we’re allowed a single afternoon of something nice?”

Ritsu finished folding the scarf into a tiny, perfect origami crane, then unfolded it with a sad little flutter. “This… isn’t exactly the time for dates, Miss Kagura,” he ventured, his words hesitant. “The atmosphere is rather… inauspicious. The energies are all wrong for romance. They’re more suited to… to lamentations and karmic reckonings.”

 

Kagura fixed him with a stare. “Don’t give me your ‘energies’ stuff, Ritsu. What do you really think? Not the nervous breakdown version. The real version.”

Ritsu’s slender hands stilled on the silk. He didn’t look at her. He looked at the scarf, now a messy square again. His usual hyper-anxious persona seemed to deflate, leaving behind something quieter, sadder, and more observant.

“I think,” he said, his voice dropping to a near-whisper, “it’s horrifying.”

Kagura blinked, the petulance momentarily knocked out of her.

 

“Not the kind of horrifying I’m used to,” Ritsu continued, a strange, hollow clarity in his tone. “Not social embarrassment, or a wardrobe malfunction, or saying the wrong thing. This is… a different category of terror. It’s ontological horror.”

He chanced a glance at her. “It’s awful. What he’s doing. What’s been done to him to make him do it. The scale of it. Yuki… Akito… Shigure… Ayame…” He shuddered. “It’s too much. It’s too far. It feels like watching someone take a beautiful, complex, stained-glass window—the window of our family, flaws and all—and systematically smash every single piece with a hammer, not to build something new, but just to hear the sound it makes when it breaks.”

 

He wrapped his arms around himself. “It’s monstrous.”

Kagura opened her mouth to protest, but Ritsu held up a delicate hand.

 

“But,” he said, the word heavy. “I understand it. Completely. That’s the most horrifying part. I look at him, and I don’t see a random eruption of evil. I see a… a mathematical proof. A logical conclusion. The final sum of a very long, very ugly equation.” He met her eyes now, his own wide and serious. “Everyone created this monster. Every sneer, every locked door, every averted gaze, every time someone said ‘it’s just the Cat’s fate.’ They wrote the algorithm. And now the algorithm is running. We’re not in a story about right or wrong anymore, Miss Kagura. We’re in a story about… accountability. The universe, or Takaya-san, or just the accumulated weight of pain, is presenting the bill. And Kyo is the collector.”

 

Kagura listened, her earlier pout forgotten. She nodded slowly. “You have to take accountability for your actions. That’s what life is.”

“Yes,” Ritsu agreed. Then he shook his head, a sad, knowing smile touching his lips. “But that’s the exquisite irony, you see? The brilliant, terrible core of it all. Kyo is doing all of this… because he won’t be taking accountability.”

Kagura frowned. “What? No, he’s making them take accountability!”

“For their actions. Not for his.” Ritsu’s voice was firm. “He is holding a mirror up to every sin this family has committed, and he is making them stare. But he himself… he is stepping outside the frame. He is exempting himself from the very principle he is enforcing.”

 

He leaned forward, his voice intensifying. “He’s not saying, ‘I have done terrible things, and I must face the consequences.’ He’s saying, ‘I have been wronged, and so I shall do terrible things, and I will face no consequences whatsoever.’ He’s not participating in the economy of accountability. He’s declared personal bankruptcy, morally and karmically, and he’s using the golden ticket as his proof of discharge. He’s walking away from the wreckage, not just unscathed, but rewarded. There’s a stark, fundamental difference.”

Kagura chewed her lip. The logic was… infuriatingly sound. “But… Akito! Shigure!” she burst out, latching onto the familiar defense. “They never faced consequences! They’re horrible people who got away with everything! They’re to blame for this!”

 

“They are,” Ritsu conceded calmly. “They are horrible. And they chose not to take accountability. They looked at their actions, at the pain they caused, and they decided their own reasons, their own sadness, were excuse enough. They made a choice to be hypocrites. Kyo…” He gestured toward the back room. “…was given a pardon. A pre-emptive, absolute, metaphysical ‘get-out-of-jail-free’ card. He’s not choosing to avoid consequences. He’s been told, by the highest authority he can conceive of, that consequences do not apply to him. He’s been exempted from the causal chain. It’s not hypocrisy; it’s… divine dispensation. It’s a different league of injustice.”

 

He sank back, looking exhausted. “Akito and Shigure are sinners who pretend they aren’t. Kyo is being told he can sin with impunity. It’s a subtle difference, but it’s the difference between a flawed person and a force of nature.”

Kagura was silent for a long moment. The complaint about cake and dates felt childish and distant now. Ritsu, of all people, had sliced through to the awful, philosophical heart of it.

“You’re not suffering his wrath,” she said finally, her voice softer. “You ran. You said you didn’t want to be part of the equation. You’re choosing not to get involved because you don’t want your anxiety to drive you into a grave. That’s a choice too, isn’t it? A choice to avoid accountability for ever having been part of the system that hurt him?”

 

Ritsu flinched as if struck. He looked down at his hands. “Yes,” he admitted, the word a bare breath. “You’re right. I wasn’t placed in the ‘exempt’ group. I wasn’t deemed ‘guilty’ either. I was deemed… irrelevant. A non-factor. Not worth the energy of love or wrath.” A faint, pained smile appeared. “In his grand narrative, I’m a typo. A scribble in the margin. He didn’t spare me; he simply didn’t see me as part of the story.”

He sighed, a long, shuddering exhalation. “I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. To be so insignificant that even the agent of karmic retribution overlooks you. It’s… lonely. And it feels like its own kind of condemnation.”

Kagura felt a pang of unexpected sympathy for the nervous Monkey. He was right. In Kyo’s black-and-white, debt-and-payment world, Ritsu’s chronic, ineffectual anxiety had rendered him a ghost. He was suffering the consequences of never having been consequential.

 

“At least,” she offered, not unkindly, “you’re not being actively ground into the pavement.”

“A low bar for contentment,” Ritsu murmured. He looked at her, his expression shifting from philosophical gloom back to a more familiar, anxious concern. “But Miss Kagura… you are in the story. Deeply. You’ve tied your heart to the protagonist. The one who is operating outside the rules of narrative consequence.” He fidgeted with his sleeve. “Complaining about dates… it’s a very human thing to do. It’s grounding. It’s a way of insisting that life, normal life, should still be possible amidst the… the metaphysical hurricane.”

He managed a weak, encouraging smile. “So, by all means. Keep complaining. About the cake. The coffee. The hand-holding. Talk about your love for him. The simple, messy, human love that exists outside of his grand schema of pain-as-love and reward-for-suffering. It might be the most rebellious thing any of us can do right now.”

 

Kagura stared at him, then let out a short, surprised laugh. It was a brittle sound, but real. “You’re a weird guy, Ritsu. But you’re not stupid.”

“Anxiety often masquerades as stupidity,” he said with a shrug. “But it leaves a lot of time for observation.”

The door to the back room slid open. Kyo stood there, still in his simple clothes, his hair back to its usual untamed state. He looked tired, but his eyes were calm, focused. He glanced at Kagura, then at Ritsu, his expression unreadable.

“Everything okay out here?” he asked, his voice neutral.

 

Kagura looked from Kyo to Ritsu, then back to Kyo. The philosophical dread, the moral quagmire, the terrifying clarity of Ritsu’s analysis… it all receded for a moment, pushed back by the simple, overwhelming fact of him. Her Kyo. Flawed, broken, blessed and cursed, walking a path of guaranteed happiness paved with the suffering of others.

She summoned up her pout again, though it felt weaker now, more performative. “No,” she declared. “It’s not okay. I’m bored. And I want cake. And you’re a terrible boyfriend for not realizing that a girl needs periodic cake-based reassurance, even during… cosmic reckonings.”

A flicker of something—amusement? exasperation?—crossed Kyo’s face. It was there and gone so fast she might have imagined it.

“Later,” he said, the word not quite a promise, but not a dismissal either. He looked at Ritsu. “You’re still here.”

 

Ritsu seemed to shrink into his clothes. “My… my apologies. The energies in the main house are… fraught. I was just leaving.” He scrambled to his feet, bowing hastily to both of them before practically floating out the door in a rustle of nervous silks.

Kyo watched him go, then turned back to Kagura. “He talks a lot.”

“He thinks a lot,” Kagura corrected, standing up and walking over to him. She didn’t try to hold his hand. She just stood close, looking up at him. “He’s scared. But he gets it.”

“I don’t care if he gets it,” Kyo said, but it was without malice. It was a simple statement of fact. Ritsu was not part of his calculus.

“I know,” Kagura said softly. She reached up and brushed a stray strand of orange hair from his forehead, a tender gesture. “But I care that I get it. And I do. I just… I also care about cake. And dates. And the boring, happy stuff that comes after. Don’t forget that part, okay? The ‘after’? It’s the most important part.”

 

Kyo looked down at her, his amber eyes searching her face. For a moment, the terrifying, resolved avenger was gone, and she saw the boy who was tired, who was carrying a weight no one should have to bear, who had been promised a light at the end of a very long, very dark tunnel.

“I won’t forget,” he said, his voice so low it was almost inaudible. He didn’t say anything about cake. He didn’t promise a date. But he’d heard her.

He turned and went back into the back room, closing the door.

 

Kagura stood alone in the quiet cottage. The pout was gone. In its place was a deep, aching sadness, and a fierce, protective love. Ritsu was right. Loving Kyo now was the most rebellious act imaginable. It was loving the hurricane, and insisting on planting a garden in its eye. It was acknowledging the monstrous logic of his path while stubbornly clinging to the hope of what lay beyond it—a hope built on cake, and coffee, and holding hands, and a forgiveness so vast it had to be pre-ordained.

She sighed, a sound that held the weight of the world, and went to put the kettle on. There might not be a date, but she could at least make some tea. And wait. And complain, periodically, about the lack of cake. It was, as Ritsu said, a very human thing to do.

Chapter 25: Save me

Summary:

The Monster goes after the Horse and Ox

Notes:

If Rin or Haru are your favorite characters----

 

Oh who am I kidding it's been 25 chapters now, you know what this is.

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Chapter Text

The oppressive summer air in the main courtyard seemed to crystallize around the arrival of its architect. Kyo Sohma did not slink in. He arrived with a quiet, declarative presence, a change in atmospheric pressure that had every occupant of the estate—those who still dared to linger in shared spaces—freezing in place. A week of tense, ambiguous silence had passed since the haunting non-resolution of Ayame’s situation, and now the axe was falling again.

His target was clear. Standing together near the old stone well, Rin and Haru had been speaking in low tones, the set of their shoulders tight with a vigilance that had become their default state. They were prepared. Or so they thought. They had braced for a physical assault, for verbal evisceration, for some grand, theatrical punishment. They had rehearsed arguments, defenses, even desperate plans of counter-attack in the dark of night. They were a united front, ready for war.

 

Kyo stopped a dozen paces from them, his hands in the pockets of his dark trousers. He looked from one to the other, his head tilted, an artist considering a difficult composition.

“You two,” he said, his voice carrying easily in the hushed yard. “You’ve been a challenge.”

Rin’s eyes narrowed, her body coiling. Haru stood slightly in front of her, his expression unreadable in its practiced, placid neutrality.

 

“The Ox,” Kyo mused, his gaze settling on Haru. “I could just beat your ass. But what’s the point? You’d just take it. Dust yourself off. ‘White’ would be indifferent. ‘Black’ would be angry, but it’s a useless, directionless anger. It wouldn’t mean anything. It wouldn’t teach you anything you don’t already know—that you can endure pain. Big deal.”

His eyes slid to Rin. “And the Horse. Fiery. Defiant. Broken and rebuilt herself. She’d fight. She’d spit in my face. Hurting her physically would just be… confirmation of her worldview. That the world is cruel and she’s strong enough to take it. It would almost be a compliment.”

 

He took a step forward. Rin and Haru tensed in unison. “So I had to think. What’s the guarantee? What’s the one move that works on a system like yours?” A cold, mirthless smile touched his lips. “I have to destroy the Ox’s heart. And to do that, I have to beat his hypocrisy and his complacency into the ground right in front of him.”

 

Before the words could fully register, before Haru’s brain could switch from defense to understanding, Kyo moved.

He didn’t go for Haru. He moved with the shocking, serpentine speed he’d used on Yuki, closing the distance to Rin in a blink. His right hand, gloved again for the occasion, shot out not in a fist, but in a hard, open-palmed arc.

The slap cracked across Rin’s face with a sound like a gunshot in the silent courtyard.

 

It wasn’t a punch meant to break bone. It was an insult. A dismissal. It snapped her head to the side and sent her stumbling, her balance utterly lost. She crashed to the dusty stones on her hands and knees, a shocked, pained gasp tearing from her lips. A trickle of blood bloomed at the corner of her mouth.

A collective, sharp intake of breath came from the handful of witnesses—Hatori, who had been on the veranda; Momiji, peeking from a screen door; Kureno, standing like a ghost in the shadow of a pine. He slapped her. The violation of it, the sheer, gendered contempt in the act, was more shocking than a more conventionally violent attack.

Haru didn’t move. His body jolted as if struck himself, but his feet remained rooted. His mismatched eyes were wide, fixed on Rin’s fallen form.

 

“This,” Kyo announced, gesturing at Rin with the hand that had just struck her, “is all for you, Haru. This whole show. Because you need to learn. Being placid isn’t zen. It’s not acceptance. It’s cowardice. And I’m going to shatter that cowardice by breaking the one thing your cowardly heart actually cares about.”

Rin pushed herself up, one hand to her stinging, bleeding face. Her eyes burned with fury and humiliation. “You bastard—!”

 

Kyo was on her again. He grabbed the front of her shirt, hauling her upright with terrifying ease. Her defiance meant nothing against his cold, focused strength.

SLAP.

 

The second blow was harder, rocking her whole body. Her cry was cut short.

 

“He won’t move,” Kyo said, his voice conversational, as if commenting on the weather. He held the dazed Rin upright, shaking her slightly for emphasis. “He’s not choosing not to save you. He’s incapable of it. Because the moment he loses the ‘Black and White’ bullshit, the moment he has to be a whole person with a single, consistent moral imperative, he’s got nothing. If he could stand up for you, the woman he ‘loves,’ then he would have had to stand up for all of us who couldn’t stand up for ourselves. And he didn’t. So his love for you is a lie built on the foundation of his indifference to everyone else.”

SLAP.

 

Rin’s head whipped to the other side. Tears of pain and rage mingled with the blood.

“This,” Kyo hissed, his face close to Rin’s now, his words meant for her but his eyes on Haru’s frozen form, “is the direct result of his failures. His passive acceptance. His ‘oh well, that’s just how it is’ philosophy.”

SLAP.

 

“He could save you right now, Rin!” Kyo shouted, shaking Rin like a ragdoll. “He could put his life on the line! But it would only prove my point! It would show that your Black and White sides are just costumes you wear for convenience! That you’re only ‘Black’ when you’re personally pissed off, and only ‘White’ when it lets you avoid responsibility!”

SLAP.

 

Rin was sobbing now, broken, hiccupping cries. The physical pain was secondary to the utter psychological demolition. She was being used as a tool to break Haru, and every blow was a testament to her own powerlessness, to the fragility of the defiant identity she’d carved for herself.

“You would never go out of your way for another person,” Kyo snarled, each word a lash. “Not out of real principle. Not out of courage. Because of your own smug, lazy hubris. You think your duality makes you deep. It makes you broken. And useless.”

SLAP.

 

“The big, strong Ox,” Kyo spat, his voice thick with contempt. “What a fraud. All that silent strength, and you can’t even take a step to stop this. Is it White telling you it’s inevitable? Or is it Black, too busy enjoying the drama of its own anger to actually do anything?”

He began slapping Rin rhythmically, methodically, not with berserk rage, but with a horrifying, pedagogical precision. Each impact was punctuation for a sentence about their shared failure.

 

SLAP.

“You, Rin, with your ‘I don’t need anyone’ act! You needed Haru! You clung to him because you’re just as broken and scared as the rest of us, you just wear leather and scowl instead of crying!”

 

SLAP.

“You’re not a rebel! You’re a reactionary. You fight against what hurts you personally, but did you ever lift a finger for Kisa? For Hiro? For me? No. Your world is tiny. Just you and him. A selfish, insulated little bubble of pain.”

 

SLAP.

“You think your love is so fierce? It’s a cage. For both of you. It lets him be complacent because he has ‘saved’ you, and it lets you be angry because you have ‘someone who understands.’ It’s a cheap, lazy symbiosis.”

 

Rin was barely conscious, held up only by Kyo’s grip. Her face was a swollen, bloody mess, her spirit visibly fractured. The fiery Horse was being broken on the wheel of Kyo’s truth.

And Haru… Haru was breaking inside. The placid mask was gone. His face was a contorted map of horror, agony, and a dawning, abysmal self-loathing. Every slap on Rin’s face echoed in the center of his chest. He saw his own inaction reflected in her suffering. Kyo’s words weren’t just insults; they were diagnostic, and the diagnosis was fatal.

“STOP!”

 

The word tore from Haru’s throat, raw and ragged. It wasn’t a roar. It was the choked cry of a drowning man. He took a single, shuddering step forward, then stopped, his body trembling violently.

Kyo did stop. He paused, Rin hanging limply in his grip. He looked at Haru, and he laughed. It was a short, derisive sound. “Stop? Why? I’m not some coward who stands on the sidelines, Haru. I’m not complacent. I don’t ignore the pain of others as long as it’s not mine. I engage. I participate. I love.”

He dropped Rin. She crumpled to the ground in a heap, curling into herself, her body wracked with silent, shuddering sobs.

 

Kyo turned fully to Haru, taking a few steps toward him. “I despise the Zodiac,” he said, his voice low and venomous. “But out of all of you, I hate the Horse and the Ox the absolute most. Do you want to know why?”

He didn’t wait for an answer.

 

“The Rat was a product of the system,but he tried to change.
The Dog was a parasite, but at least he was honest in his manipulations. The Snake was a coward, but his love, however flawed, was genuine. The God was a tyrant, but she was a broken child lashing out.”

He took another step,now face-to-face with the trembling Haru.

“But you two? You had each other. You had a bond outside of her direct control. You had the potential to be something different. To be a sanctuary. To be a resistance. And what did you do with it? You built a clubhouse. A little, two-person clubhouse where you could feel sorry for yourselves and call it love. You saw the Cat being dragged toward the cellar and you thought, ‘Glad it’s not us.’ You saw Yuki being isolated and thought, ‘He’s the prince, he can handle it.’ You saw Akito’s reign and you fought only when it touched your little world. Your love isn’t brave. It’s insular. It’s the love of survivors who pulled up the ladder behind them. You are the ultimate symbol of Sohma complacency—because you had the means to be more, and you chose to be less.”

 

Haru was on his knees now. Not from a blow, but from the sheer weight of the indictment. He was crying, tears streaming down his face silently. He looked past Kyo to where Rin lay broken, and his love for her was a physical agony, because Kyo was right. He had loved her within the safe, selfish confines of their shared damage, and it had made him blind and useless to the wider world’s suffering.

Kyo looked down at him with utter disgust. “If you care so much, do something. But you won’t. It involves a real confrontation. Not your internal Black-and-white theater. A real choice. And you’ve never made one of those in your life. Even now, with the woman you ‘love’ dismantled in front of you, you’re just kneeling there, waiting for someone to give you the script. Waiting for the world to tell you if you should be ‘Black’ angry or ‘White’ accepting. Pathetic.”

 

He leaned down, his final words a whisper that carried to everyone. “Your love for her is a cheap sham. It’s so bland, so safe, so risk-free it’s almost insulting to real relationships. It’s the emotional equivalent of plain rice crackers. No nourishment. Just empty crunch.”

He straightened up, flexing his gloved hand. It was red, stinging from the repeated impacts. He looked at his work: Rin, a sobbing, physically and mentally shattered heap on the stones. Haru, on his knees, his heart and identity in ruins, utterly defeated not by fists, but by truth.

He turned and walked away, leaving another masterpiece of devastation in his wake.

 

The witnesses were paralyzed, not just by fear, but by the devastating clarity of the performance.

Hatori stood on the veranda, his cigarette forgotten, burning down to his fingers. He, the doctor, had just watched a prolonged, public assault and had done nothing. Kyo’s words about Haru’s inaction echoed in his own soul. He was the enforcer who wouldn’t enforce, the healer who wouldn’t heal. He was no better.

Momiji was crying silently behind the screen, his hands over his mouth. The brutal, intimate violence against Rin, the emotional evisceration of Haru… it was too much. The clubhouse metaphor struck him deeply. Hadn’t he, in his own way, built a happy clubhouse and tried to ignore the suffering outside its walls?

Kureno watched from the shadows, his face a mask of grim understanding. He saw another pair bound by a love that existed within a cage. His own cage had been built by Akito. Theirs, Kyo argued, was built by their own choice. The distinction was subtle and terrible.

 

But the most significant reaction was from Kagura. She had come out from the cottage, drawn by the commotion. She watched it all from the edge of the courtyard, her arms wrapped around herself. And as Kyo systematically broke Rin and Haru, as he laid bare the foundations of their relationship, a horrible, reluctant conviction settled in her heart.

Everything Kyo was saying was true.

 

She looked at Rin and Haru, not as the fierce, rebellious lovers she’d always seen, but through Kyo’s merciless lens. Their love had always been insular. It was about their shared pain, their defiance of Akito. When had they ever extended a hand? Haru’s “acceptance” had always felt less like wisdom and more like disengagement. Rin’s fierceness was solely for herself and Haru. They were a closed circuit. A pair of wounded animals licking each other’s wounds in a corner, snarling at anyone who came near, but never leaving the corner to help another wounded creature.

It was a cheap knockoff. A love built on the convenient alignment of their damage, not on a proactive, outward-facing kindness. It was a love that allowed them to feel brave while being, as Kyo said, complacent. They had each other, and that had been enough for them. It had absolved them of the need to care about anyone else, least of all the orange-haired boy everyone treated as a monster.

 

As Kyo delivered his final lines and walked away, Kagura felt no triumph. Only a deep, sickening sadness, and a chilling validation. Her Kyo was a monster of their making, but he was a monster who saw with pitiless clarity. He was holding up a mirror to every relationship in this cursed family, and in the reflection, Rin and Haru’s great love story looked small, selfish, and frail.

 

She looked at Haru, kneeling in the dust, his spirit broken. She looked at Rin, curled in a ball of physical and psychic pain. They were defeated. Not by superior strength, but by the undeniable truth of their own limitations.

Kyo’s path of love was a scorched earth. And as he walked it, he was forcing everyone to see what had always been there, buried under layers of tradition, curse, and self-serving narrative: a family not of tragic bonds, but of profound, cultivated failures of the heart. And the love between the Horse and the Ox, once a beacon of defiant hope, was now just another exhibit in the museum of their collective ruin.

Notes:

Good news all we're nearly done with this fanfic! We're at the 70% mark and it's almost completed!

Chapter 26: The Final Pillar

Summary:

Hatori is the only one remaining to be judged... And everyone is on edge...

Chapter Text

The Sohma estate had become a house of broken things.

The violent shocks had passed. Now, a dreadful stillness settled in the gaps, filled only by the echoes of what had been shattered. Akito huddled in her rooms, a whispered apology her only language. Shigure sat before a blank page in his study, the machinery of his mind ground to dust. Ayame was sequestered, a ghost of glitter and sheared silver. Rin and Haru occupied separate, silent spaces, the bond between them fractured by a truth more devastating than any curse.

In the eye of this hurricane, in a sunlit receiving room that felt mockingly serene, the last few who could still form coherent thoughts gathered. It was not a meeting. It was a gravitational pull of the damned, seeking the only stable point left.

 

Hatori sat straight-backed in a chair, a cup of cold tea untouched before him. He was the anchor. The physician. The one who had always cleaned up the mess. His silence was not the broken silence of the others; it was a watchful, weary one, heavy with the knowledge of what came next.

Opposite him, Kureno stared at his hands in his lap. He was whole in body, but his spirit had been scoured clean years ago. The recent revelations had only confirmed the landscape of his personal hell.

 

Momiji, his usual effervescence replaced by a profound somberness, sat between Hiro and Kisa. The younger two leaned against him, not as children seeking comfort, but as survivors sharing warmth in a bunker. Ritsu hovered near the door, twitching slightly, as if expecting the walls to accuse him.

It was Hiro who broke the silence, his voice too loud in the quiet room. “So, what now? Do we just wait for him to come back and… do whatever’s next?”

“He has exempted us, Hiro,” Momiji said softly, but without its usual musical lilt. “It is not us he is waiting for.”

“But we’re still here,” Kisa whispered, her voice small. “We’re in it.”

 

“That is the punishment for the exempt,” Hatori stated, his voice low and even. “To witness. To understand the scale of the catastrophe without the catharsis of being a direct target. It is, in many ways, more cruel.”

Kureno finally looked up. “He told Shigure he was… ‘another man’s sloppy seconds’. He knew. About Akito and me.” There was no shame, just a hollow exhaustion. “He uses the truth like a scalpel. He finds the exact point where it hurts most and doesn’t cut, he digs.”

“Because we didn’t!” Momiji’s voice cracked, a rare flash of anguish breaking through. “We didn’t want to see the points that hurt! We smiled, we pretended, we said ‘it can’t be helped’! Kyo is just… he is just refusing to pretend anymore. And he has the means to make everyone else stop pretending, too.”

 

Ritsu wrung his sleeves. “He… he said I was a non-entity. He’s right. I was. I made myself into nothing so I wouldn’t be a problem. But being nothing… it meant I was also not a help. To anyone.” For once, there was no self-deprecating theater in his admission. It was a bleak, clinical assessment.

Hatori’s eyes closed briefly. “He is forcing an audit. Of our souls. Of this family’s entire history. And he is the un-appealable judge, jury, and… for some, executioner.”

“But he’s wrong!” Hiro insisted, a spark of his old defiance flaring. “He’s hurting people! He made Ayame… and he… with Mine…” He trailed off, the ambiguity of that situation a chilling mystery they all feared to probe.

 

“Is he?” Hatori asked, opening his eyes to look at the boy. “Was he wrong about Yuki’s pride? About Shigure’s manipulations? About Akito’s cruelty? About Haru and Rin’s selfishness? About Kagura’s violent affection? He is taking every hidden, festering truth of this family and acting it out in the open, in its most grotesque form. The ‘wrong’ is not in the observation, Hiro. The wrong is in the divine permission he has to act on it without remorse.”

A heavy silence fell. Kureno spoke into it, his gaze distant. “He told me I had ‘suffered enough.’ He saw the hole where my will used to be and deemed it sufficient. He is categorizing us. The guilty. The exempt. The… rewards.” He flinched slightly at the last word.

“And you, Hatori?” Momiji asked, his big blue eyes sharp with uncharacteristic intensity. “You were… the system’s doctor. You had no real choice.... So why are you with the guilty?”

All eyes turned to Hatori. It was the question hanging in the air.

 

Hatori took a slow breath, the first sign of his composure being a conscious effort. “Because my sin was one of omission, not commission. Kyo’s wrath is for those who actively participated, who enjoyed the game, or who had the power to change it and chose their own peace instead. I…” He paused, choosing his words with surgical precision. “I was a tool. I told myself I was a healer, but I was a mechanic for a broken machine. I kept it running. I never asked if it should be scrapped. My inaction was a form of action. Kyo knows this. But he also knows that to break me, he would have to make me act. To make a choice so vile it would destroy my own moral core.”

 

He did not look towards the wing of the estate where Ayame was. He did not mention a syringe, a memory, or a choice. The ambiguity was his burden to carry, the last intact pillar holding up the weight of his own private damnation.

“So he hasn’t,” Kisa said, understanding dawning.

 

“Not yet,” Hatori corrected quietly. “He has placed me here, with you, to watch. To be the last adult with a functioning conscience. To be the one who has to explain to you why this is happening, to tend to the broken, to live with the aftermath. He has made me the chief witness and the sole custodian of the ruin. That is my role.”

The room digested this. The horror of it was quieter than a slap, deeper than a broken bone.

“He’s not coming back for a while, is he?” Ritsu whispered.

 

“No,” Hatori said, finally lifting his cold tea and taking a sip, the bitterness mirroring the taste in the air. “The active destruction is over. Now is the time for the consequences to settle, for the wounds to fester without treatment, for the guilty to stare at what they’ve lost and the exempt to understand exactly why they were spared. He is letting the estate marinate in its own guilt.”

He set the cup down. “We will wait. We will tend to those who can be tended. And we will talk, because we are the only ones left who still can. We will try to understand what happens when a scapegoat is given a license to become the wolf. And we will wonder, every day, if being spared was a mercy, or if it was simply the final, most insightful act of his revenge.”

 

Hatori looked at each of them—the resigned, the somber, the defiant, the terrified. He was the last pillar. And in the terrible, clarifying light Kyo had cast, he could see every crack in his own foundation.

Chapter 27: The Dragon Dies Twice

Summary:

The Monster saved the Dragon for last... And he had something extra special planned JUST for him...

Notes:

Hatori fans.....

 

I'm sorry..... I'm sorry...

 

I really outdid myself on this one.... And even I'm disgusted....

 

So... Strap yourselves in... This... This is the worst punishment yet....

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Chapter Text

The summons was not a piece of paper or a phone call. It was a silent, atmospheric pressure that dropped over the entire Sohma estate, a psychic weather front of impending finality. There were no details, no time, no location given. Yet, by some unspoken, dreadful understanding, everyone knew.

They gathered in the main courtyard, the same stage where this nightmare had begun with Yuki’s brutal dismantling. The space felt both too large and suffocatingly small. The air was cold and still, holding its breath.

They arrived in fragments of what they once were.

 

Akito was brought by a pale, empty-eyed Kureno. She did not walk so much as was led, a wraith in a fine kimono that hung off her shrunken frame. Her eyes, wide and unblinking, scanned the ground, flitting up only to flinch at any sudden movement. The proud God was reduced to a terrified animal awaiting the next blow.

Shigure stood apart, his usual lazy slouch replaced by a stiff, unnatural uprightness. His eyes were hollow, the clever light within them extinguished. He looked at nothing, a marionette with cut strings.

 

Haru stood like a monument to numbness. His tall frame was present, but the person inside seemed to have vacated. His grey eyes were flat, devoid of their usual stormy duality. He did not look at Rin, who sat in a wheelchair nearby, brought by a solemn-faced Momiji. Rin’s fiery spirit was gone. Her eyes were open, but they saw nothing. She was physically healed from the slaps, but the mind behind her eyes had retreated to a place where Kyo’s words and Haru’s shattered defense could not reach. A living void.

Hiro stood protectively close to Kisa, both of them holding hands with a fierce, grim strength. They were the children forced to attend an execution. Momiji, having settled Rin’s chair, positioned himself near them, his cheerful smile a ghost of memory. His face was all gentle sorrow.

 

Ritsu fluttered nervously at the periphery, muttering soft apologies to the air. Kagura stood nearer to the center, her arms crossed tightly. Her face was a battlefield of emotions—defiance, guilt, a terrible hope, and a dawning horror at the scale of the ruin. She was waiting for her reward, but the path to it was paved with ashes.

And there, standing a little apart from the main Zodiac grouping, were the outsiders who had become central to this drama: Tohru, Arisa, and Saki. Tohru’s hands were clasped tightly in front of her. Her face was pale, tears permanently threatening to spill, but her jaw was set with a painful, acquired understanding. Arisa’s trademark scowl was present, but it was tempered by a deep, weary recognition. She saw a monster, yes, but one built from recognizable parts. Saki was an island of calm, her expression unreadable, her dark eyes observing the metaphysical threads tangling and snapping around them all.

 

The only one missing was Ayame. His absence was a loud, screaming question mark that no one dared to voice.

At the head of this shattered congregation, like a dark priest before his flock, stood Kyo. He wore simplicity now—dark trousers, a black turtleneck under his jacket. The mafia-sharp suit was gone. The theatricality had burned away, leaving only the cold, focused core of his purpose. His gaze swept over them, a landowner surveying his scorched fields.

His eyes lingered longest on Hatori.

 

The doctor stood as he always had: straight-backed, composed, the picture of stoic reliability. He was the last intact column in the ruins of the old regime. His sharp eyes behind his glasses met Kyo’s with a silent, weary acknowledgment. He knew, with a certainty that chilled his blood, that his turn had come. He had prepared for violence, for verbal evisceration, for a choice that would damn his soul. He was braced for the scalpel.

Kyo began to speak, his voice not a shout, but a clear, carrying tone that froze the already-still air.

 

“We’re nearing the end of the list,” he said, his gaze finally leaving Hatori to sweep the crowd. “The guilty have been weighed. Some are broken. Some are empty. Some are just… waiting.”

His eyes found Akito, who shuddered and looked at her feet. “The god is fallen. The schemer is gutted. The prince is dethroned. The lovers are divided. The showman is… absent.” A flicker of something—not satisfaction, but completion—passed over his face.

 

Then he looked back at Hatori. “And then there is you, Doctor. The good soldier. The quiet one. The one who does his duty, no matter the cost. The one who patches up the wounds the rest of us make and asks no questions.”

Hatori said nothing. He merely waited.

 

“I’ve thought long and hard about you, Hatori,” Kyo continued, taking a few slow steps forward. The crowd tensed as one. “What do you do to a man whose greatest sin is to be the most effective cog in a evil machine? Do you break his bones? Yuki taught me that’s too easy. Do you shred his pride? Shigure taught me that’s deeply satisfying, but somehow… not enough for you. Do you force him to make an impossible choice, to destroy his best friend’s heart with his own hands?”

Hatori’s breath hitched, almost imperceptibly. The ambiguity of Ayame and Mine was his private torment. Had Kyo somehow…?

 

Kyo shook his head, a faint, cruel smile touching his lips. “No. I considered it. But it lacked… poetry. It lacked the perfect, circular justice you seem to appreciate so much in your clinical, detached way.”

He stopped, directly in front of Hatori, though still at a distance. “So here is what I have decided. I am not going to beat you, Hatori Sohma.”

 

A ripple of confusion went through the crowd. Kagura frowned. Haru’s dead eyes flickered for a millisecond.

“I am not going to say a single, harsh word to you,” Kyo proclaimed, his voice dropping to a near whisper that somehow carried further. “I am not going to list your failures, your complacencies, your moral cowardice dressed up as professional duty. I am not going to touch you at all.”

 

The confusion deepened. Hatori’s own composure finally showed a crack—a minute tightening around his eyes. What was this? What form could his punishment possibly take, if not violence or words?

Kyo then did something that seemed utterly bizarre. He turned his back on Hatori, on all of them, and walked calmly, purposefully, towards the large, ornate wooden doors that led from the courtyard into the inner residential wing of the estate.

His footsteps echoed in the silence.

 

He reached the doors, wrapped his gloved hand around the heavy iron handle, and paused. He looked over his shoulder, his catlike eyes finding Hatori’s once more. In them was a look of such profound, knowing cruelty that Hatori’s heart, for the first time in years, slammed against his ribs with primal fear.

“The truth is,” Kyo said softly, “someone else has earned the right to do all of that. Someone you hurt far more deeply than you’ve ever hurt me.”

He pulled the door open.

 

For a moment, there was only shadow in the doorway. Then, a figure stepped through, into the grey light of the courtyard.

She was dressed in a simple, elegant cream-colored dress and coat, her cream colored hair styled softly around a face that was both gentle and etched with a deep, enduring sadness. It has been a few years, but the years themself; having touched her with a grace that did not erase the sorrow in her large, kind eyes. She held herself with a quiet dignity, but her hands, clasped in front of her, trembled slightly.

The world stopped.

 

Hatori’s glasses did not fog. His breath did not leave his body in a gasp. It was as if every vital function within him simply ceased. His heart did not beat. His lungs did not draw air. His blood turned to ice in his veins. The composed, stoic pillar that was Hatori Sohma became a statue of perfect, absolute horror.

It was Kana Sohma.

 

His Kana. The love of his life. The woman whose memory he had erased to save her from the curse, from him, from the pain. The woman whose absence had carved the hollow in him that defined every day of his existence since.

This was not a memory. This was not a ghost. This was flesh and blood, walking into the graveyard of his soul.

 

A low, wounded sound, like that of a mortally stricken animal, escaped from someone in the crowd. It might have been Momiji. It might have come from Hatori himself; he couldn’t tell. The edges of his vision darkened, tunneling until the only thing in the universe was her face, stepping out of his most cherished, most agonizing memories and into this desecrated present.

Kyo, standing by the door like a usher, gave a slight, mocking bow. “Your star witness, Doctor.”

 

Kana’s eyes, those beautiful, sorrowful eyes, swept across the assembly. They held a confusing mixture of grief, recognition of the place, and a profound, weary resolve. They passed over the broken forms of Akito, Shigure, Rin. They lingered on Tohru’s tear-streaked face with a flicker of maternal sympathy. Then, inevitably, they found him.

Hatori.

 

Their eyes met.

 

In that moment, every defense Hatori had ever built—the clinical detachment, the emotional discipline, the acceptance of his lonely fate—shattered into dust. There was no hiding from her gaze. She was the living judgment of his entire life.

She began to walk towards him. Her steps were slow, hesitant, but unwavering. The crowd parted for her as if for a spectral apparition. No one dared to breathe.

She stopped a few feet before him, close enough for him to see the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, the subtle changes time had wrought on the face he had worshipped. The face he had made her forget.

 

“Hatori Sohma,” she said. Her voice. Oh, her voice. It was softer than he remembered, tinged with a hoarseness of spent tears, but it was hers. It was the sound that had once promised him a heaven he could never have.

He tried to speak. His lips parted, but no sound emerged. His professional facade was not just broken; it was annihilated. He was just a man, naked and damned before the woman he had loved beyond reason.

“Kyo-kun found me,” she began, her voice trembling but clear. “He told me… everything. Not just about the curse, which I still don’t fully remember. But about what happened after. About you.”

 

Her eyes filled with tears that did not fall. “He told me how you erased my memories. To protect me, they always said. To give me a normal life.” She took a shaky breath. “He showed me records. He told me stories. About Yuki-kun. About Akito.... About little Kisa and Hiro. About Rin-chan and Haru-kun. About… about Ayame-kun... and everyone else.” Her gaze flickered to the space where Ayame should have been, and a fresh wave of pain crossed her face. “He told me about the suffering, the manipulation, the cruelty that has been happening here, year after year. The very things you were supposedly protecting me from.”

 

Hatori finally found a fragment of his voice. It was a ragged, broken thing. “Kana… I…”

“Why, Hatori?” she interrupted, the question a soft, devastating blade. The first tear traced a path down her cheek. “Why did you do it? Erase me… and then stay?”

He stared, utterly paralyzed.

 

“You took my pain away,” she whispered, the words gaining strength, fueled by a grief held back for years. “You took yourself away from me. You gave me a peaceful, empty life. And then… you went right back to them.” She gestured vaguely, encompassing the estate, Akito, the ruins of the Zodiac. “You went back to serving the very family, the very system, that forced us apart. That made my ‘sacrifice’ necessary in the first place.”

 

Her tears were falling freely now, but her voice never broke. It was filled with a heartbreaking disappointment. “All these years… I lived with a ghost of a feeling, a shadow where a great love was supposed to be. I knew I had lost something precious, but I could never grasp it. And you… you were here. You saw it all. You saw Akito's rage. You saw the children suffering. You saw the bonds twisting into chains. You had the skill, the position, the responsibility to help. To really help.”

 

She took a step closer, and Hatori felt it like a physical blow. “How can you call yourself a doctor?” The question wasn’t shouted; it was poured out, heavy with anguish. “A doctor heals. A doctor helps people who are in pain. You had the power to be more than the family’s cleaner. You could have been their conscience. You could have fought for them. For Yuki-kun, trapped in his cage. For Rin-chan, screaming into the void. For Kureno-san, fading away. Even… even for Akito-san, who was drowning in her own poison.”

Her composure finally began to fracture, her hands coming up to clutch at her coat. “But you didn’t, did you? You were stoic. You were compliant. You did your duty and asked no questions. You let the wounds fester because it was easier than challenging the one who made them. My sacrifice… our love…” Her voice cracked. “Did it mean nothing to you? Did losing me teach you nothing except how to endure more quietly? Did it just make you another brick in the wall of this… this prison?”

 

Hatori was shaking. A full-body tremor he could not control. The world was spinning, the faces of the others—Shigure’s hollow stare, Momiji’s pity, Kureno’s grim recognition—blurring into a meaningless swirl. Only she was in focus, her pain the only real thing in the universe.

“I look at you now,” Kana wept, her gentle face contorted in sorrow, “and I don’t see the man I think I must have loved. I see a custodian of suffering. I see a man who chose order over compassion, silence over salvation. I see the reason why a boy like Kyo could become… this.” She didn’t even glance at Kyo, the architect of this meeting. Her disappointment was solely, entirely, for Hatori.

 

She took a final, shuddering breath, looking at him as if for the last time, searing this broken version of him into her soul. “I am so disappointed in you, Hatori. Not for leaving me. But for staying here. For becoming this.”

 

With those words, the last thread holding Hatori’s universe together snapped.

 

Kana gave him one final, tear-filled look of immeasurable sadness. Then she turned. She did not look back at the stunned, grieving assembly. She did not look at Kyo, who watched with the satisfied stillness of a chess master who has just delivered checkmate. She simply walked, with that same quiet dignity, back towards the open door from which she had come, leaving the world of the Sohmas behind for a second, and final, time.

 

The moment the door clicked shut behind her, the sound was like a guillotine blade dropping.

The tension in the courtyard, held at a near-screaming pitch for the entire encounter, did not break. It imploded.

And at its center, Hatori Sohma fell.

 

It was not a faint. It was a complete surrender of the physical form. His knees buckled, hitting the ancient stones of the courtyard with a sickening crack that made several people wince. He did not put out his hands to catch himself. He collapsed forward, catching his weight on his hands, his head hanging low between his shoulders. His glasses slipped from his nose and skittered away across the stone, but he didn’t seem to notice.

 

A sound began to build in his chest, a low, raw, guttural moan that had nothing to do with the sophisticated, controlled man he presented to the world. It was the sound of a soul being torn out by the roots. It grew in volume, breaking into ragged, heaving sobs that wracked his entire frame. He wasn't crying like a man; he was grieving like a force of nature, earthquakes of sorrow shaking him apart. Years of suppressed emotion, of clinical distance, of accepted loneliness, of quiet, professional despair—all of it came roaring out in a torrent of agony that was horrifying to witness.

 

“You… bastard…” The words were choked, mangled by sobs, ground into the stone beneath him. He wasn’t even looking at Kyo. He was speaking to the ground, to the universe, to the cruel joke of his own life. “You had… no… RIGHT!”

He screamed it then, lifting his face to the sky, tears and anguish distorting his handsome, composed features into a mask of primal pain. “NO RIGHT! SHE WAS… SHE WAS SACRED! SHE WAS MINE TO… TO LOSE! NOT YOURS TO… TO WEAPONIZE!”

 

His fists pounded once, weakly, against the stone. All strength was gone. All will was gone. The pillar was not just cracked; it was pulverized into dust, leaving only a weeping, broken man who had just seen the ghost of his greatest love condemn him for the man he had become in her absence.

Kyo watched it all. The manic glee was absent. The cold calculation was momentarily stilled. On his face was something like… recognition. The sight of Hatori’s utter devastation was the final, definitive proof of his Golden Ticket’s power. He had not just broken the man; he had violated the sanctuary of his past, profaned his most sacred memory, and used it to destroy him in the present. It was the ultimate violation, and it had worked perfectly.

 

He looked around the courtyard. Akito had sunk to the ground, hiding her face, perhaps seeing in Hatori’s breakdown the echo of her own. Shigure had turned away, unable to bear the raw humanity of it—a mirror to his own hollowed-out state. Haru had finally looked away from nothing, his dead eyes now fixed on Hatori with a spark of something—horror, empathy, the realization that this depth of pain existed. Rin, in her wheelchair, showed no reaction. Momiji was crying silently, holding a sobbing Kisa. Hiro looked furious and sick. Ritsu had covered his mouth with both hands.

 

Tohru was weeping openly, her hands pressed to her heart. Arisa had an arm around her, her face hard but her eyes shining with unshed tears. Even Saki’s perpetual calm seemed disturbed, a faint frown on her lips as she observed the metaphysical carnage.

Kagura hugged herself, her earlier defiance softened into a troubled awe. This was the power Kyo wielded. This was the path to their “happy ending.” It looked less like a reward and more like a pilgrimage through hell.

Kyo let the sounds of Hatori’s shattered grief fill the courtyard for a long, long minute. Let it sink into the stones, into the hearts of every witness. Let it be the final, unforgettable lesson.

Then, he spoke, his voice cutting through the sobs like a knife.

“It’s not over.”

 

The words landed with a thud. Hatori’s weeping hitched, but did not stop.

Kyo’s gaze swept over them all one final time. “The guilty have been judged. But the ledger isn’t closed. There are still… accounts to be settled. Promises to be kept.”

His eyes found Tohru, then Kagura. There was no tenderness in that look, only a possessiveness, a claim staked. “The reward isn’t ours yet,” he said, though it was unclear if he was talking to them, or to himself. “There’s one thing left. The main thing.”

 

He didn’t elaborate. He simply turned, his coat whispering against the silence, and began to walk away from the scene of Hatori’s annihilation, leaving the doctor kneeling in the ruins of his own soul, a monument to the most intimate crime Kyo had yet committed.

The show was almost over. But the final act, it seemed, would be the most personal of all.

Notes:

I need therapy....

Chapter 28: Losers

Summary:

The Losers are in state of absolute despair and nothingness....

Chapter Text

The courtyard held the silence like a bruise. The only sound, for what felt like an eternity, was the broken, ragged weeping of Hatori Sohma. It was a sound that seemed to warp the very air, a raw, exposed nerve that throbbed in time with the collective shame and horror of everyone present. He knelt on the stones, a man reduced to his fundamental component of pain, his quiet sobs the only epitaph for the love that had just condemned him.

No one moved. No one seemed to know how to exist in a world that contained such a specific, devastating sound. Akito had curled into a smaller ball, as if trying to physically absorb Hatori’s anguish as a substitute for her own. Shigure remained with his back turned, a statue of stillness. Haru’s eyes, which had flickered with momentary life at the spectacle, had glazed over once more, returning to the numb void. Rin, in her wheelchair, was a monument to absence.

It was into this suffocating silence that a new sound intruded.

 

Clap.

It was a single, dry, percussive smack of skin against skin. It echoed flatly in the still air.

 

Clap.

Another. Measured. Deliberate.

 

Clap.

A third.

 

Heads turned slowly, movements sluggish with shock, towards the source.

 

Shigure had turned around. He was applauding. His hands came together in that same slow, rhythmic motion. But his face… his face was a mask. The usual sly, knowing, mischievous glint was utterly absent. There was no smile, no theatrical raised eyebrow, no ironic spark in his dark eyes. There was nothing. It was the hollow shell of a Shigure mannerism, performed by a man whose internal machinery had been scraped clean.

 

He met the bewildered, horrified stares with vacant eyes. “Bravo,” he said, and his voice was the worst part. It was his voice, but drained of all its melodic cunning, its layered implications. It was flat, like paper. “A masterstroke, Kyo. Truly. The ultimate violation of the private self. To weaponize a man’s own tragedy against him. To make the memory of salvation the instrument of damnation.”

 

He let his hands fall to his sides. The hollow applause ceased. “I taught you the power of manipulation, but I never envisioned… this. This is an art form. A cruel, perfect art form.” He said it like he was commenting on the weather, or a mildly interesting passage in a book he no longer cared about. There was no emotion—not anger, not admiration, not fear. Just a hollow, aesthetic acknowledgment.

 

The effect was more unsettling than any rage. The real Shigure would have been seething, or plotting, or weaving some new narrative from the ruins. This… this was a puppet speaking its last programmed lines.

 

“It’s not over just yet.”

 

The voice that spoke was young, soft, yet carried a weight of terrible certainty. All eyes shifted to Momiji. The rabbit’s usual effervescence was long gone, replaced by a profound, ancient sorrow. He held Kisa’s hand, his other resting on Hiro’s shoulder, a small general of the exempt.

“Something else has to happen,” Momiji continued, his gaze fixed on the space where Kyo had stood moments before. “He said so. ‘The ledger isn’t closed.’ ‘The main thing.’ This…” He gestured weakly towards the still-kneeling Hatori, towards the shattered assembly. “This was the judgment. But judgment is not the end. There is always… what comes after.”

“What more could there be?” Hiro burst out, his voice cracking with frustration and fear. “He’s broken everyone! He brought back a ghost to finish Hatori! What ‘main thing’ is left? To kill us?”

 

Before Momiji could answer, a new figure stepped forward from the periphery. Arisa Uotani moved with a deliberate, weary stride, placing herself between the group of ‘exempt’ youths and the wreckage of the older Zodiacs. Her motorcycle jacket was zipped tight, as if for armor.

“You still don’t get it, do you?” Her voice was low, not a shout, but it cut through the malaise like a razor. She didn’t look at Hiro. She looked at the damned ones: Shigure, the broken God, the empty Haru, the weeping Hatori. “You’re sitting here wondering ‘what’s next?’ like you’re victims in a horror movie. You’re not.”

 

She spat the words, her face a mask of contempt so pure it was almost clean. “This entire mess. Every single second of this nightmare. It’s all your fault. You built this house. You wrote the rules. You raised the monster. You don’t get to be scared of the fire when you’re the ones who soaked the place in gasoline and played with matches for fun.”

She pointed a sharp finger at Shigure. “You, with your games and your schemes. You made cruelty a hobby.” She swung her arm towards Akito. “You, with your tantrums and your god complex. You made fear the law.” Her gaze swept over Haru and, with a flinch, Rin’s empty chair. “You two, so wrapped up in your own twisted little love story you couldn’t see the suffering right outside your door. And you…” She looked at Hatori, and for a second, even her hard expression flickered with something like pity before hardening again. “The silent enabler. The one who made sure the bruises never showed.”

 

“We didn’t—” Hiro began, but Arisa rounded on him, her eyes blazing.

“I’m not talking to YOU, kid! I’m talking to the architects!” She turned back to the adults. “Kyo’s a bastard. He’s a monster. He’s everything you ever whispered he was behind his back. But here’s the kicker—you handed him the blueprint. You gave him every reason, every slight, every ounce of hatred. And then, when some cosmic screw-up gave him a free pass to be that monster, you had the nerve to act surprised when he started using it.”

 

She shook her head, a short, sharp motion. “You got exactly what you deserved. And then some. Because you needed the ‘then some’ to finally get it. You needed to see your precious heir a sobbing wreck. You needed to see your slickest manipulator turned into a hollow shell. You needed to see your stoic doctor have his heart ripped out and shown to him. You needed it to be this ugly, this personal, this final, because anything less would have just been another Sohma family drama you could smooth over and forget.”

Her words hung in the air. There was no defiance from the accused. No shouted denials from Shigure. No regal fury from Akito. No cold rebuttal from a functional Haru. There was nothing. Just the hollowed-out acceptance of a verdict they could no longer appeal. Arisa’s anger, her spite, her contempt—they met no resistance. They landed on the bare, scorched earth of their souls, and there was nothing left to catch fire. They had lost. Completely.

It was then that Kagura moved.

 

She stepped away from the spot where she’d been hugging herself, her steps light, almost… buoyant. A small, strange smile touched her lips, one that didn’t reach her haunted eyes. She walked past Arisa, past the huddle of the young ones, and stood before the collective ruin of her family.

“Arisa-san is right,” Kagura said, her voice dreamy, as if reciting a lesson she’d finally memorized. “It’s all so clear now. The path… the path to the happy ending is almost within reach. I can see it.”

 

She looked at Tohru, who was trembling, her face a waterfall of silent tears. “He promised us. Me and Tohru-chan. Warmth. Happiness. A life together. With him.” She said it like a sacred incantation. “And he’s kept every promise so far, hasn’t he? He said he’d break them, and he broke them. He said he’d be the monster, and he is. And he said we’d be his reward.”

 

Her smile grew, becoming something unnerving in its certainty. “We’re going to be happy. So happy. We’ll live somewhere warm and bright. We’ll have everything we ever wanted. And we’ll do it…” She let her gaze travel over Shigure’s fine clothes, Akito’s expensive kimono, the sheer oppressive wealth of the estate around them. “…off of your expenses. The Sohma fortune, built on so much pain. Won’t it be poetic? To fund our perfect, happy life? The Cat, the girl who loved him violently, and the girl who loved him gently… living in bliss, paid for by the people who made the Cat into a beast.”

She hugged herself again, but this time it was a gesture of anticipation, not distress. “I finally understand. All those years, loving him hurt so much. Because I was doing it wrong. I was loving the idea of saving him. But this… this is loving what he is. What they made him. Accepting it. Embracing it. And getting my reward for it.” She let out a shaky, exhilarated breath. “It feels… it feels pretty good. To stop fighting. To just… get what you’re promised.”

 

It was a corruption of love, a warped mirror of Tohru’s unconditional acceptance, filtered through Kagura’s own history of violent affection and now, through Kyo’s toxic philosophy. It was the justification of the collaborator who sees the storm and decides to enjoy the rain, ignoring the drowning of others.

It was the final straw for Tohru Honda.

 

She had been holding on, through Yuki’s beating, through the sorting, through Shigure’s unraveling, through Akito’s breaking, through Ayame’s ambiguous fate, through Rin and Haru’s shattering, through Hatori’s soul-murder. She had held on to her love for Kyo, to the twisted logic of the Golden Ticket, to the desperate hope that somewhere, underneath it all, was the boy she fell for. She had clung to Kagura’s side, a fellow ‘reward,’ trying to understand.

But Kagura’s speech—the gleeful anticipation of a happiness built upon this grotesque mountain of suffering, paid for with the blood and tears of the people around them—it was too much. The love she felt curdled into a bottomless grief, not just for the victims, but for Kyo himself, for the future they were stealing, for the very concept of happiness itself.

 

A small, pathetic whimper escaped her lips. Her eyes, wide and overflowing, rolled back in her head. The strength left her legs. She crumpled, a bundle of pink cardigan and hopelessness, towards the cold stone.

“TOHRU!” Arisa and Saki moved as one, but Momiji was closer. He darted forward, his small frame surprisingly strong, catching her before her head hit the ground. He lowered her gently, her head cradled in his lap. Her face was deathly pale, tears still wet on her cheeks.

The sight of Tohru—the eternal wellspring of kindness, the one person who seemed to glow with a genuine, untainted light—succumbing to the darkness, acted as a catalyst. The frozen scene erupted into low, frantic activity.

 

“Is she breathing?”

“Get her inside!”

“Someone get water!”

“Don’t move her!”

 

Arisa was at her side in an instant, checking her pulse, her face grim. Saki knelt calmly, placing a cool hand on Tohru’s forehead. “She has retreated,” Saki stated, her voice its usual monotone, yet somehow carrying immense weight. “The weight of constructed reality became incompatible with her soul’s frequency. The system shut down to prevent a permanent fracture.”

While they tended to Tohru, the dam of silence among the rest finally broke, not with shouts, but with the quiet, exhausted murmurs of the damned taking stock.

 

Kureno, who had been a ghost throughout, spoke first, his eyes on Hatori, who had finally quieted to silent, shuddering tremors. “He took the one thing we all had,” Kureno whispered. “The private sorrow. The pain we held close and called our own. He made it public. He made it… ammunition. For Hatori, it was Kana-san. For me… it was my own resignation.” He looked at his hands. “He didn’t even need to touch me. He just had to say it out loud to Shigure.”

Shigure, hearing his name, blinked slowly. “He saw the engine,” Shigure murmured, not to anyone in particular. “The dirty little engine of desire that kept me going. And he poured sand into it. Not just any sand. The truth. The one thing I spent my life weaving around and avoiding.” He finally looked at Akito, a flicker of something—not love, not hate, maybe just recognition—in his hollow eyes. “All for another man’s sloppy seconds. He was right. How… embarrassingly banal.”

 

Hiro, watching the adults talk as if they were already ghosts, pulled Kisa closer. “What did we lose?” he asked Momiji, who was now stroking Tohru’s hair while Arisa chafed her wrists.

Momiji didn’t look up. “We lost the lie, Hiro. The beautiful, terrible lie that this family could be normal. That it could be fixed with a little kindness, a little time. Kyo burned down the beautiful lie. All that’s left is the ugly truth. And we,” he said, his voice thick, “the ones he spared, we have to live in the ashes of that truth. We lost our innocence. Not the childish kind. The kind that lets you hope in the face of certain despair.”

Haru’s voice, rough from disuse, rasped from where he stood. “We lost… each other.” He wasn’t looking at Rin. He was looking at the space between them, which now felt like an uncrossable chasm filled with Kyo’s scathing words. “He didn’t break our bond. He… diagnosed it. And the diagnosis was fatal. He said our love was a sham. A selfish circle. And now… I can’t un-hear it. I look at her…” He finally glanced at Rin’s vacant face, and a tear traced a clean path through the dust on his cheek. “And I see the insularity. The cowardice. He was right. We were cowards. And now we’re just… alone.”

 

The conversation swirled, low and despairing, around the courtyard. They talked of lost trust, lost purpose, lost futures. They talked of the specific hurts inflicted, not just by Kyo, but by the years of compliance that led to him. Hatori’s silent breakdown was the epicenter, a testament to the loss of private dignity, of a sacrifice rendered meaningless.

Arisa, satisfied Tohru was breathing steadily, stood up and faced the murmuring crowd, her hands on her hips. “So, you’ve figured out what you lost. Good. Now maybe you understand the price tag on the ‘peace’ you were all enjoying.” She jerked her thumb towards the main gate. “He’s out there, somewhere. And he said it’s not over. There’s a ‘main thing.’ Any of you geniuses want to guess what that is? Because I’ll tell you what it’s not. It’s not more of this.”

 

She swept her arm around the courtyard. “This? This was the trial. The verdict. The sentencing. You’re all serving your life sentences right now, in your own heads. He doesn’t need to come back for that.” Her eyes narrowed. “So what’s left? What’s the ‘main thing’ for a guy who’s already won?”

No one had an answer. The question hung in the cold air, more terrifying than any threat of violence. The judgments were passed. The damned were in their hells. The path to the reward was clear, if morally desolate.

So what, in the name of all that was broken, did Kyo Sohma have left to do?

Chapter 29: Three Choices

Summary:

The Monster gives everyone one of three choices to make

Notes:

Remember that one episode where Shigure said the infamous line of "Thank God, we think."

 

Well.... Looks like Gure and everyone else is getting a taste of their own medicine...

Chapter Text

The summons, this time, was not an atmospheric pressure but a blunt command. A simple, typed note delivered by a stone-faced servant to each person in their isolated pocket of ruin.

Main Hall. One hour. Everyone.

No signature was needed.

 

The Main Hall of the Sohma estate was a place reserved for formal ceremonies, for the rare gatherings of the entire clan under the eyes of their ancestors. It was all severe lines, polished dark wood, and towering ceilings that made human beings feel insignificantly small. Tonight, it felt like a courtroom designed by a grim, unforgiving god.

They filed in, a procession of the damned and the spared, the broken and the bewildered.

 

Akito was practically carried in by Kureno, her feet shuffling, her kimono sleeves pulled over her hands like a child hiding. Shigure walked under his own power, but his movement was mechanical, as if he’d forgotten how his limbs worked and was operating them by memory. Hatori was there, led gently but firmly by Momiji. The doctor’s eyes were red-raw, his face gaunt. He moved like a man in a deep sleep, his glasses doing nothing to hide the utter vacancy within. He was present, but the essential Hatori was still kneeling on those courtyard stones.

Haru walked alone, his posture slumped, his grey eyes fixed on a point three feet ahead of his shoes. A few paces behind, Momiji carefully pushed Rin’s wheelchair. She was awake, dressed, clean, but her eyes were windows to an empty room. Hiro and Kisa entered together, their hands clasped tightly. Ritsu fluttered in last, his own personal cloud of anxiety making the air around him seem to vibrate.

The “exempt” group had blended with the “guilty.” There was no separation now. The contagion of consequence had spread.

 

Tohru entered, supported between Arisa and Saki. She was conscious, but pale and fragile as old porcelain. She walked with the careful steps of someone who feared their own body might shatter. Her eyes, once so bright, were dull with a grief too vast for tears. Kagura followed just behind them, her expression one of tense, feverish anticipation. She kept glancing at the empty head of the long, low table, waiting for her prize to appear.

They arranged themselves around the massive table, not by design but by habit and trauma. The damned clustered at one end, near where the head of the family would sit. The younger ones and the outsiders sat nearer the foot. Silence reigned, thick and suffocating. The only sounds were the rustle of fabric, the soft click of Rin’s wheelchair brakes being set, and Akito’s shallow, uneven breathing.

Precisely one hour after the notes were delivered, the tall double doors at the end of the hall opened.

Kyo entered.

 

He was alone. He wore simple, dark clothes. The performative menace was gone. In its place was something worse: a calm, settled certainty. He moved to the head of the table, the seat that traditionally belonged to the family head—to Akito. He did not sit in it. He stood behind it, placing his gloved hands flat on its polished surface. He looked at each of them in turn, his gaze a slow, measuring sweep.

“Good. You’re all here,” he said. His voice was conversational, devoid of mockery or heat. It was the tone of a contractor beginning a project briefing. “Even the walking wounded. I appreciate the effort.”

His eyes lingered on Rin’s vacant face, on Hatori’s thousand-yard stare, on Shigure’s hollow shell. “I know it’s hard. But this is important. We’re at a crossroads.”

 

He paused, letting the word ‘crossroads’ hang in the silent, cavernous room.

“You see,” he began, leaning forward slightly, “I’ve been doing some math. A lot of you think I’m done. That the… judgments have been passed. That the beatings, the breakings, the psychological vivisections… that that was the main event.” A faint, cold smile touched his lips. “It wasn’t. That was just the setup. The preamble. I’d say, at a generous estimate, I’m about… one-third of the way through.”

 

A collective, almost imperceptible flinch went around the table. One-third? The words were a splash of ice water. What they had endured—Yuki in the hospital, Shigure’s unraveling, Akito’s defilement, Ayame’s fate, Rin and Haru’s destruction, Hatori’s obliteration—that was only a third?

“I need to remind you all of the foundational principle here,” Kyo continued, straightening up. He reached into his jacket pocket and withdrew not the ticket itself, but a small, familiar golden envelope. He placed it on the table with a soft tap. “The Golden Ticket. The metaphysical guarantee. The creator’s apology. The rules are simple, but let’s restate them for clarity.”

 

He held up a finger. “One: I can be the worst version of myself. Not just angry Kyo. Not just resentful Kyo. The worst. I can be hateful.” He looked at Yuki’s empty chair. “Manipulative.” His gaze slid to Shigure. “Evil. Vile. Horrible. Scum. Human garbage.” He said each word with deliberate, clean precision, as if listing ingredients. “I can embody every rotten thing anyone has ever thought of me, every cruel name everyone ever said, every dismissive glance from the Rat, every scheming whisper from the Dog. I can be all of it.”

 

He held up a second finger. “Two: I will get away with it all. Zero consequences. No karmic payback. No divine retribution. No lingering guilt that matters. The slate, after I’m done, will be wiped not just clean, but sanitized. For me.”

 

He held up a third finger. “Three: I will be rewarded. Specifically with happiness. With Tohru. With Kagura. With a life of warmth and peace. The reward is part of the guarantee. It’s non-negotiable.”

 

He placed his hand flat on the golden envelope. “These are the rules of the new world. You’ve seen them in action. Now, we come to the tricky part. The ‘getting away with it all’ clause. See, ‘getting away with it’ isn’t just about no lightning bolt from the sky. It’s about you.”

His catlike eyes swept the table, pinning each of them. “It’s about this room. It’s about what happens after I walk out that door for the last time, hand in hand with my reward. For me to truly ‘get away with it,’ to have the clean conscience and the unimpeachable happy ending, there are only three possible outcomes. Three doors. And you,” he said, his voice dropping to a deadly calm, “are going to choose which one we walk through.”

He held up his hand again, counting off on his fingers.

 

“Door A: You all move on. You accept what happened. You shrug it off, you bury it, you paste on a smile, and you go about your lives. You treat this entire saga—the beatings, the breaking, the suicides I indirectly caused, the hearts I crushed—as just another piece of Sohma family weirdness. ‘Oh, that Kyo, he really went through a phase, didn’t he? But it’s all in the past now. Let’s not dwell.’ You absorb the trauma, you swallow the injustice, and you pretend it never happened. Just like you’ve done with every other horrible thing in this family’s history. In this scenario, I get away with it because you all agree, explicitly or implicitly, to treat it as a closed, if unpleasant, chapter.”

A low murmur of horror rippled through the room. The sheer, cynical brutality of that option was breathtaking.

 

“Door B,” Kyo continued, unfazed. “You all forgive me. Not just move on, but actively, consciously, from the bottom of your shattered hearts, you exonerate me. You look at Yuki’s concussion, at Shigure’s hollowed-out mind, at Akito’s broken spirit, at Ayame’s missing hair and Mine's disappearance, at Rin’s vacant eyes, at Haru’s dead soul, at Hatori’s murdered past… and you say, ‘We forgive you, Kyo. You were hurting. It wasn’t your fault. The family made you do it. We understand.’ You trot out the same tired excuses you’ve used on each other for generations. You grant me absolution. In this scenario, I don’t just get away with it; I am sanctified by your forgiveness. My happiness becomes a testament to your magnanimity.”

Tohru made a small, choked sound. This was a grotesque parody of everything she believed in.

 

“And then,” Kyo said, his voice growing quieter, more intense, “there is Door C. This… wasn’t enough.”

The temperature in the room seemed to drop ten degrees.

 

“Door C is the acknowledgment that Doors A and B are impossible. That you cannot shrug this off. That you cannot truly forgive. That the wound is too deep, the poison too potent. That, left to your own devices, you will fester. You will plot. You will, in some small, secret corner of your soul, hate me forever. And that hate will be a thread, however thin, that could one day pull at the edges of my happiness. A dirty look from across a street. A whispered rumor. A nightmare that Tohru or Kagura might have. An uninvited ghost at the feast.”

 

He leaned forward, his hands gripping the edge of the table, his gaze burning. “Door C means I am only one-third done. It means I have to keep going. Not with more of the same. That would be redundant. Door C means I have to move to the next phase. I have to grind what’s left of your spirits into such fine oblivion that the very concept of hating me, of judging me, of even remembering me as anything other than an inevitable force of nature, becomes impossible. I have to break you so completely that you become incapable of posing any threat, even a metaphysical one, to my future. I have to ensure that my ‘getting away with it’ is not a social contract, but a law of physics.”

He straightened up, releasing a long, slow breath. “So. Those are your choices. The three possible paths to my guaranteed happy ending.”

 

He looked at each of them, his expression chillingly matter-of-fact. “I want to be perfectly, fatally clear. I will be getting away with everything. I will walk into the morning sun with a clear and clean conscience. I will feel no guilt. I will sleep soundly. I will get off scot-free. I will be rewarded. I will be with Tohru and Kagura, the two women who love me and the two women I love in return. We will start a nice, warm family. We will laugh. We will have peace. And it will all be built, funded, and guaranteed by the suffering in this room. That is the irrevocable promise of the Golden Ticket. The only variable is how we achieve that final state.”

 

He turned his head specifically towards Shigure. “I have to thank you, Shigure. You were the blueprint. You proved it could be done. You showed that a person could be awful, could manipulate and hurt people for their own ends, and not only get away with it, but get exactly what they wanted. Thank God people like you exist. You made the path clear. Because of you, I know I can be just as bad, just as calculating, just as ruthless… and get what I want and deserve, too. You’re a real pioneer.”

Shigure didn’t react. He just stared at the grain of the wood in the table, his hollow eyes registering the insult but unable to muster a defense. The truth of it had already destroyed him.

 

Kyo returned his attention to the whole group. “So now, you have a question to answer. It’s a simple question, really. Will you choose Door A? Will you collectively decide to shrug and get over it, just like you do with every other horrible thing that happens in this family? Will you add my crimes to the pile of unmentionables you sweep under the rug?”

 

He paused. “Or will you choose Door B? Will you find it in your hearts—what’s left of them—to completely, utterly forgive me? Will you say the words? ‘We forgive you, Kyo. It’s okay.’ Will you grant me that final, blissful absolution?”

 

His voice hardened, turning to flint. “Or… does your silence, your lingering hatred, your inability to do either of those things, force us all through Door C? Do I have to continue? Do I have to devise new, more fundamental ways to break you, not to punish you, but to guarantee my peace? To make it so that no one in this world, starting with all of you, can ever hurt me again?”

 

The silence in the hall was absolute. It was the silence of a vacuum, of a space where all sound, all hope, had been sucked out.

“I’m not asking for an answer right now,” Kyo said, his tone shifting back to that eerie calm. “I’m giving you time to think it over. To talk among yourselves. To decide what you, as a family, are capable of. Can you perform the ultimate Sohma tradition of passive acceptance? Can you perform the ultimate Honda tradition of unconditional forgiveness? Or are you, in your stubborn, broken hearts, going to force me to become something even worse to secure what is rightfully mine?”

He picked up the golden envelope from the table, tapped it once against his palm, and slipped it back into his pocket.

 

“Think carefully. The next time we meet, I’ll need your collective decision. Your choice will determine what the final two-thirds of this process looks like. Whether it ends with an awkward family dinner where we all pretend to be fine… or something none of you can even imagine yet.”

He gave them one last, sweeping look—a glance that took in Tohru’s tear-streaked, devastated face, Kagura’s tense hope, the utter desolation of the Zodiacs.

“Choose wisely.”

 

With that, he turned and walked back towards the double doors. His footsteps echoed in the monumental silence. He didn’t look back. He simply exited, closing the doors behind him with a soft, definitive click.

The sound seemed to unlock the paralysis in the room.

For a long moment, no one spoke. They just stared at the empty space where he had stood, at the polished table, at their own trembling hands.

 

It was Hiro who finally shattered the silence, his young voice cracking with a mixture of fury and utter despair. “What the hell was that?! A choice? That’s not a choice! That’s… that’s just him telling us how he’s going to torture us more!”

“It is a choice,” Momiji whispered, his face ashen. “A terrible, impossible choice. But a choice nonetheless. He’s forcing us to be complicit in our own… final shape.”

 

“Door A,” Shigure said suddenly, his flat, papery voice cutting through the chatter. They all turned to look at him. He was still staring at the table. “That’s what we’ve always done. That’s what we’re best at. Pretending. Forgetting. It’s the family trade.” A ghastly imitation of his old smile twitched on his lips. “We could do that. We’re professionals.”

“I can’t,” Hatori rasped. It was the first thing he’d said since the courtyard. His voice was ruined, gravelly with tears and disuse. All eyes turned to him. He wasn’t looking at anyone. “I can’t shrug it off. I can’t bury Kana’s face… her words… in the pile of ‘unmentionables.’ It’s not a dusty secret. It’s my… it’s my…” He trailed off, unable to finish.

“Forgiveness?” Kureno suggested softly, looking at Tohru. “Is that even possible, Honda-san?”

 

Tohru flinched as if struck. She opened her mouth, but no sound came out. She trembled violently. Arisa put a firm arm around her shoulders.

“Forgive him?” Arisa snarled, her eyes blazing. “After this? After that… that performance? He doesn’t want forgiveness! He wants a rubber stamp! He wants you to say the words so he can feel even better about what he did!”

“But if we don’t…” Kisa whispered, her large eyes filled with terror. “Door C… He said he’s only one-third done. What… what would the rest be?”

 

The question hung in the air, more terrifying than any answer. They had seen his work. They had lived it. The idea that he had only scratched the surface of his capacity for cruelty, that two-thirds of his planned vengeance still lay ahead, was a abyss that yawned before them, swallowing all light and hope.

Haru spoke, his voice a dead monotone. “He’s already turned my love for Rin into proof of my cowardice. He’s already made her a vegetable. What’s ‘worse’ than that? Killing her? Making me do it?” He said it without emotion, as if discussing the weather.

 

“He made me lose Mine,” a new, shattered voice whispered from the doorway. They all turned. Ayame stood there, leaning against the frame. He was barely recognizable. His glorious silver hair was a ragged, uneven mess, chopped savagely close to his scalp. He was dressed in plain, dark clothes, none of his customary flamboyance. His eyes, usually sparkling with drama, were hollow and red-rimmed. “He didn’t just take her from me. He made it… ambiguous. A living mystery of pain. Is she out there, forgetting me? Did Hatori…?” He looked at Hatori, and a fresh wave of agony crossed his face. He couldn’t finish. “That’s his ‘one-third.’ What’s the other two? Taking Yuki’s life? Taking My own?

 

They began to talk then, in frantic, hushed, overlapping tones. Arguing, despairing, weighing the unbearable options.

 

Could they truly pretend?

Could anyone here genuinely forgive?

What fresh hells lay behind Door C?

Was this their punishment for creating Shigure—to be outmaneuvered by a student who had no limits?

 

Kagura sat amidst the chaos, her dream of a happy ending now framed by these three terrifying doors. Which one led to her warm life? Which one would Kyo choose if they couldn’t? A cold dread began to seep through her anticipatory warmth.

Tohru finally lifted her head, looking at the faces around the table—broken, terrified, arguing. She saw the truth. Door A was a lie their spirits could no longer maintain. Door B was a forgiveness their wounds could not genuinely offer.

And Door C… was the end of everything.

 

Kyo had not given them a choice at all. He had given them a verdict. And he had given them time to slowly, painfully, realize it themselves. The true horror wasn't the threat. It was the dawning, collective understanding that, in the end, their only role was to choose the manner of their own final breaking. The meeting wasn't a negotiation. It was the beginning of the final two-thirds.

Chapter 30: The Morning before

Summary:

Kyo, Kagura, and Tohru spends the morning together....

Chapter Text

The light that filtered through the windows of the small, borrowed house on the edge of the Sohma estate was a sterile, pale gold. It was morning light without warmth, illumination without comfort. It fell across a simple, clean room, highlighting dust motes dancing in air that felt still and purposefully calm, like the eye of a hurricane.

Three people occupied the space, a fragile tableau of an almost-family.

 

Tohru Honda sat at a low table, her hands wrapped around a mug of tea that had long gone cold. She was dressed in simple clothes, her hair neatly brushed, but it was a maintenance of habit, not care. She was a hollowed-out version of her former self. The vibrant, resilient girl who could find sunshine in a thunderstorm was gone. In her place was a quiet, porcelain doll, her eyes windows to a vast internal landscape of grief that had settled into a permanent, low-grade frost. She watched the steam that no longer rose from her mug, her thoughts a silent, swirling blizzard of every broken face, every scream, every shattered soul she had witnessed. The tragedy wasn’t just something she’d seen; it was a film burned onto the back of her eyelids, playing on a loop. It had etched lines of quiet sorrow around her eyes and mouth. She moved when spoken to, ate when food was placed before her, but the essential, glowing Tohru-ness of her was muted, buried under an avalanche of loving the wrong person at the end of the world.

 

Kagura moved around the small kitchenette, humming a tuneless, anxious little song. Her energy was a sharp contrast to Tohru’s stillness—a live wire of nervous anticipation. She made a show of preparing a simple breakfast, her movements quick, her eyes constantly flicking to Kyo, who stood by the largest window, his back to them, looking out at the waking world. Kagura’s cheer was a performance, a desperate mantra. She clung to the script of the ‘happy ending’ with both hands, repeating it to herself to blot out the echoes of Hatori’s sobs or the memory of Rin’s empty stare. She was dressed with a deliberate, casual neatness, as if trying to project the image of a normal girlfriend in a normal home.

 

And Kyo. He stood perfectly still, silhouetted against the morning light. He had shed the dramatic black suits and the calculated menace. In simple trousers and a worn sweater, he could almost be the boy from the dojo, the one Tohru had fallen for. But the stillness was all wrong. It wasn’t the tense, coiled energy of the old Kyo. It was the calm of a predator after the hunt, or a sculptor surveying a nearly finished piece. His gaze was not on the garden outside, but on some invisible horizon, the culmination of all his plans.

 

“It’s almost over,” he said, his voice breaking the quiet. It wasn’t loud. It was a statement of fact, simple and final, dropped into the room like a stone into a still pond.

Kagura froze, a butter knife poised over toast. Her eyes lit up, that feverish hope igniting again. “You feel it too?” she asked, her voice too bright. “I can feel it! Like… like the air is changing. Just a little bit more. Just a push, and it’ll be there. The other side.” She said ‘the other side’ like it was a physical place—a sun-drenched meadow, a cozy house—and not a metaphysical state purchased with pain.

 

Tohru’s eyes slowly lifted from her cold tea. They moved to Kyo’s back, then to Kagura’s eager face. There was no light in them, only a deep, weary acknowledgement. After a long moment, she nodded. It was a small, mechanical motion. Agreement was irrelevant. Resistance was impossible. Nodding was simply the path of least suffering in the moment. She had been loved by him, claimed by him, and now she was being carried along by the current of his will, too drained to swim against it.

 

Kagura set down the knife and drifted over to stand beside Kyo, not touching him, but sharing his view of the morning. “What will you do?” she asked, her voice dropping to a more intimate, wondering tone. “After. When it’s all truly finished, and the ticket is… cashed in. What does Kyo Sohma do on the first day of his happy ending?”

Kyo was silent for a long time. The question seemed to genuinely give him pause. His entire existence for months had been oriented towards the next manipulation, the next confrontation, the next precise application of pain. The ‘after’ was the promised reward, but its texture, its daily reality, was a blank space.

 

“I don’t know,” he said finally, and the admission was strangely honest. It was the first time he’d expressed uncertainty since this began. He turned his head to look at Kagura, then his gaze traveled across the room to Tohru. “But I know I’m going to kiss you,” he said to Kagura, his voice low. “And I’m going to kiss Tohru.” He said it not with lust, but with a sense of solemn, claimed right. A ritual to mark the beginning of the reward.

Once again, Tohru’s only response was a slow, almost imperceptible nod. The idea of a kiss, once the pinnacle of her gentle dreams, now felt like a stamp on a contract written in blood. She couldn’t muster a smile, a blush, anything. She just accepted it as the next inevitable event in the sequence.

 

A wobbly, triumphant smile broke across Kagura’s face. She nudged Kyo’s arm with her elbow. “You really are an awful person, you know that? Being so horrible, causing all that pain… and you get two princesses at the end of it all. It’s like the most twisted fairy tale ever.”

Kyo’s mouth quirked, not quite a smile, but an echo of his old, sharper expressions. “You’re one to talk. You’re beaming at the idea. You’ve been hounding me about this since the rooftop, about your ‘proper love.’ You’re just as invested in this ending as I am.” His tone wasn’t accusatory; it was stating a shared complicity.

 

Kagura opened her mouth to retort, to defend herself, but the words died. He was right. Completely, utterly right. The blush that rose to her cheeks wasn’t just from teasing; it was from the exposure of her own desperate desire. She wanted this. She wanted him, any version of him, and she wanted the happiness he’d been promised, even if the path to it made her soul shiver. She looked down, her bravado fading for a second. “I… I just want to be with you,” she mumbled, the honesty stark and vulnerable. “Real dates are out until your… business… is done. I get that. But these little moments… they have to count for something until then, right? They’re a… a down payment.”

 

It was a heartbreaking attempt to normalize the abnormal, to build bridges of intimacy across the chasm of what he was doing.

A fragile silence descended, broken only by the distant call of a crow. It was Tohru who spoke next, her voice so soft it was almost carried away on the still air. She didn’t look at them. She looked at her own hands, clasped tightly in her lap. “Kyo-kun… Kagura-san…” she began, then stopped, gathering the tremendous effort it took to form the question. “Will… will we be happy?”

 

The question hung there, the most important one of all, asked by the person whose definition of happiness had once been the purest of them all.

Kagura was across the room in an instant. She knelt beside Tohru’s chair, ignoring the cold tea, and took one of Tohru’s limp hands in both of her own. Her touch was firm, earnest, trying to pour conviction through skin contact.

“Of course we will,Tohru-chan! Of course!” Her voice was fervent, a prayer she needed to believe. “We’re going to be so happy. We’ll have a warm house. A family. We’ll argue and bicker about silly things—what to make for dinner, who forgot to take the trash out. We’ll laugh. We’ll love each other. This,” she squeezed Tohru’s hand, “this is the ultimate reward. For all of Kyo’s hardship. For everything he’s endured. This happiness isn’t just for him… it’s for us. For all three of us. We deserve it, after everything.”

 

It was a masterful, terrible rewriting of history. Kyo’s current “hardship” was the meting out of torture. His “endurance” was the carrying out of a vengeful plan. But in Kagura’s narrative, it was all prelude, all justified labor for their future bliss.

Kyo watched them from his place by the window. He saw Tohru’s hollow eyes, the way she didn’t squeeze Kagura’s hand back. He saw Kagura’s desperate, shining faith. He felt the weight of the Golden Ticket in his pocket, not as paper, but as a mandate. This was the reward. This scene—the quiet morning, the two women, the promised future—was the image on the other side of the ticket. His job was to make it real, to secure it against any threat.

 

He walked over to them. He moved with a quiet certainty that filled the small space. He didn’t kneel. He stood before them, a dark pillar. Then, he reached out. With his left hand, he took Tohru’s other hand, prying it gently from her lap. With his right, he took the hand of Kagura that wasn’t holding Tohru. He held them both, his grip warm and firm, enveloping their smaller hands.

“I’m grateful,” he said, and his voice was thick with an emotion that was hard to name. It wasn’t the clean gratitude of old. It was possessive, triumphant, and laced with the ghost of the suffering that had bought this moment. “To both of you. For being here. For waiting. For being my… reward.” He let the word sit, no longer mocking, but accepted. “Soon,” he promised, his eyes holding Kagura’s fervent gaze, then trying to find some spark in Tohru’s depths. “Very soon. We’ll be together. Properly. And all of this will just be… a memory.”

 

Kagura’s eyes shone with tears of relief and anticipation. She let go of Tohru’s hand to playfully punch Kyo’s arm, the gesture a fragile echo of her old, violent affection, now trying to be cute. “You’d better hurry up, then,” she said, trying for her old brashness. “I have a lot of love saved up to give you. The proper way, this time. No more hitting. Just… love.” She said it like it was a skill she’d been practicing, a new recipe to try.

Kyo looked down at her, and for a fleeting second, something like the ghost of his old, less-burdened self flickered in his eyes. A faint, genuine warmth touched his smile. He released Tohru’s hand—she let it fall back to her lap like a dropped leaf—and reached up. He flicked Kagura’s forehead with his finger, a familiar, teasing gesture from a lifetime ago.

“I’ll be waiting,” he said.

 

The moment stretched. The morning sun climbed a little higher, the sterile gold warming a fraction of a degree. In that small, quiet room, they were a perfect, terrible triptych: the hollowed believer, the desperate collaborator, and the victorious architect of ruin, all holding hands on the precipice of a happiness built on the graves of a dozen souls. The down payment had been accepted. The final installment was now the only thing that stood between them and the start of their forever.

Chapter 31: Regret, Repent, Move Forward

Summary:

Kagura, Saki, and Arisa have a get-together and talk....

Notes:

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The meeting place was a small, public park far from the oppressive gravity of the Sohma estate. It was a patch of manufactured normalcy—swing sets, a faded slide, benches facing a tidy pond with listless koi. It was here, amidst the mundane sounds of distant traffic and children’s faint shrieks, that the three most important outsiders in Tohru Honda’s life gathered, bound by a shared, terrible understanding.

 

Kagura arrived first, her usual anxious energy subdued into a kind of weary vigilance. She sat on a bench, hands clenched in her lap, watching the pond’s murky surface. Arisa Uotani found her there, stomping up with her hands shoved deep in her jacket pockets, her face a stormcloud. She didn’t sit, just stood leaning against the back of the bench, her jaw working silently. Lastly, Saki Hanajima glided into view, her presence as calm and unsettling as ever. She took a seat on Kagura’s other side, placing a small basket of black-onigiri on the bench between them like a peace offering to the tense air.

 

For a long time, no one spoke. The ordinary world continued around them, a stark, insulting contrast to the psychological warzone they’d just left.

It was Arisa who broke the silence, her voice a low, grating rasp. “I don’t blame him.”

Kagura flinched, turning to look up at her. Saki’s dark eyes slid slowly towards the blonde.

 

Arisa’s scowl deepened, as if angry at her own words. “A part of me does. A big, screaming part of me wants to shove him into that pond and hold him under for what he did to Yuki. For what he’s doing to Tohru. For… all of it.” She finally looked down, meeting Kagura’s gaze. Her eyes were hard, but swimming with a conflicted fury. “I hate what he became. I hate the monster in that house. But at this point… and I’ll be damned to hell for saying this out loud… Kyo didn’t do anything wrong.”

The words hung in the air, blasphemous and heavy.

 

Kagura let out a slow, shaky breath, nodding. It was a relief to hear someone else give voice to the chaotic knot in her own chest. “He didn’t,” she echoed, her voice small. “The rules were changed. He’s just… playing the new game by the only logic it has.” She looked down at her hands. “I messed up. For years, I messed up. I called it love, but it was just another form of the pain he was drowning in.” She swallowed hard. “But at least… at least I’m repenting for it now. In my way. Trying to. Isn’t that what everyone is doing now? Repenting?”

 

Saki spoke, her monotone weaving through their emotional spikes like a cool thread. “Kyo Sohma will walk away from the devastation. Unscathed in spirit. Unburdened by consequence. He will be free. And according to the new cosmic laws he operates under, it will be deserved. It will be sanctioned.” She picked up an onigiri, examining it as if it contained the mysteries of the universe. “A verdict has been reached by a higher authority. Our mortal feelings about justice are irrelevant noise.”

 

“That’s what makes me so goddamn angry!” Arisa exploded, pushing off the bench and pacing a short, furious path on the gravel. “Under any other circumstances? Any other fucking life? I’d have hunted him down. I’d have wrung his neck for beating Yuki into a coma. For psychologically shredding Shigure. For whatever the hell he did to make his own father eat a bullet. For taking Akito apart with her own sick logic. For destroying Ayame and dragging that poor Mine girl into… into whatever that ambiguous hell is!” She ticked the crimes off on her fingers, her voice rising with each one. “For slapping Rin until her mind just… left. For saying whatever he said to make Haru look like a walking corpse. For digging up Hatori’s ghost and having her tell him she’s disappointed in him!” She stopped, chest heaving, and spun to face them. “I am FURIOUS. For all of it! The pain, the damage, the sheer, unadulterated cruelty!”

 

She stood there, trembling with the force of her own righteous anger. Then, all at once, the fire seemed to drain from her, leaving ash. Her shoulders slumped. “And yet… it's all deserved.”

The admission was a whisper, but it carried more weight than her shout.

 

“Every last bit of it,” Arisa continued, her voice hollow now. “These people… that whole rotten family… they created this nightmare. They planted the seed, watered it with neglect and hatred for years. They pruned it with every insult, every exclusion, every time they looked at him and saw a monster instead of a boy. And now, the moment the monster looks in the mirror, agrees with them, and decides to act like one… now everyone is scared? Now it’s a tragedy?” She let out a harsh, bitter laugh. “You don’t get to be terrified of the fire after you spent your life playing with gasoline and praising the pretty flames.”

 

Kagura nodded vigorously, tears springing to her eyes. “Yes! That’s it exactly! You can’t… you can’t be mad at the gun for going off and shooting someone when you’re the one who loaded it, pointed it, and pulled the trigger. The gun is just a tool. Kyo… he was their tool. Their scapegoat. And now he’s a tool with free will and a license to kill.” She wrapped her arms around herself. “It’s horrible. It’s the most horrible thing I’ve ever seen. But it’s… it’s logical.”

 

Saki took a small, deliberate bite of her onigiri. She chewed, swallowed, and nodded. “A resonance of cause and effect. The frequency of their collective sin reached a critical pitch. Kyo became the perfect resonator. The ensuing destruction was not an aberration; it was an inevitable release of energy. A situation, as you say, unavoidable. This is the harvest of the field they spent generations sowing with malice and callousness.”

 

“He was a kind soul!” Arisa burst out again, the anger returning, directed now at the absent Sohmas. “Under all that anger and hurt, Tohru saw it! Hell, even I saw glimpses of it! A kind soul, pushed to the absolute brink, over and over, just for being born! And no one threw him a rope! No one! Not really!” Her voice cracked. “And you know what the sickest part is? I’d be the same. If I’d been hated my whole life for something I couldn’t help… if I was treated like garbage, locked away, told I was a curse… I’d lash out too. I’d want to burn it all down.”

 

She sank onto the bench beside Kagura, the fight leaving her completely, replaced by a profound exhaustion. “But I had people. When my life was shit, when I was headed down a dark path, I had Tohru. I had Saki. I had… I had Kyoko.” She said the name of Tohru’s mother with a soft reverence. “They dragged me out of my own mess. They gave me a hand. Kyo… Kyo had no one. Not really. Not until it was too late, and Tohru’s love got tangled up in this… this cosmic revenge fantasy.”

The truth of it settled over them, bleak and incontrovertible. Kyo’s isolation had been total. His only early ‘advocate’ had been Kagura, whose love was itself a painful complication. Kazuma’s kindness was real, but it was a sanctuary, not a weapon to fight the wider family’s perception. He had been alone in a crowded room his entire life.

 

Kagura wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. “That’s all true,” she said, her voice firmer now. “It’s true about the past. But… it’s not true about the here and now. Or the future.” She looked between Arisa and Saki, a fragile hope battling the grief in her eyes. “Kyo has people now. He has friends. Real ones. You two… you care about him. You cry for him, even as you hate what he’s doing. Momiji, Hiro, Kisa… they were exempt, but they see him. They understand the why, even as they tremble at the how. And he has… he has us.”

She took a deep, shuddering breath. “He has two girls who love him. Who will be there when this is over. To help him heal. To show him that the world doesn’t have to be the cage he broke out of. He isn’t alone anymore. He won’t be alone ever again. That’s… that’s the point of the reward. It’s not just a prize. It’s a lifeline thrown to him after he’s already swum through an ocean of acid. It’s the ‘after’ he never dared to dream of.”

 

Her composure, built so carefully, began to fracture. The tears she’d been fighting spilled over. “I just… I just wish I’d done better,” she sobbed, the words tearing from her throat. “When we were kids. When I first loved him. It was so selfish. So violent. So stupid. If I had been wiser… if I had been kinder, a real friend instead of a possessive ball of rage and hormones… maybe I could have been his Tohru sooner. Maybe I could have been a lifeline then. Maybe… maybe I could have prevented all of this from happening. Maybe he wouldn’t have needed a Golden Ticket. Maybe he could have just been… happy.”

 

The guilt poured out of her, a toxic river she’d been damning up for weeks. “But I can’t. I can’t go back. I can’t fix my past mistakes. That’s my punishment. That’s the sin I have to carry forever. Knowing my flawed, terrible love is part of the foundation of this tragedy.” She looked up, her face a mess of tears, her eyes blazing with a desperate resolve. “So I’ll do the only thing left. I’ll dedicate the rest of my life—every single day—to making sure he is loved. Properly. Gently. Warmly. Without pain. Without condition. I will pour so much light into him that the darkness that fueled this… this nightmare… will be erased. Starved out. I will make sure the monster they created never has a reason to come back. I will love him so completely that the boy Tohru saw, the boy that was always there underneath, is the only one that remains.”

 

It was a vow. A penance. A blueprint for her share of the ‘happy ending.’ It was also a staggering burden to place on love—to expect it to exorcise a trauma this profound.

Arisa stared at her, the last of her own anger melting away, replaced by a deep, aching sadness. She saw it now—Kagura wasn’t just a collaborator hungry for a reward. She was a guilty soul trying to buy her own redemption through future devotion. She was as trapped as any of them.

“Oh, Kagura,” Arisa sighed, the fight gone from her voice. She scooted closer and put a rough, strong arm around the crying girl’s shoulders, pulling her into a sideways hug.

 

Saki, on Kagura’s other side, placed her cool, pale hand over Kagura’s clenched fists. Her usual placid expression had softened into something resembling profound grief. “The waves of your remorse are very strong,” Saki murmured. “They crash against the walls of your spirit. But the intention… the intention to build a seawall of love is a pure frequency. It is not nothing.”

Tears, rare and silent, began to trace paths down Saki’s cheeks as well. She cried not with sobs, but with a quiet overflow, as if her internal vessel of sorrow had finally reached capacity. She was crying for the inevitable, for the broken threads of fate, for her friend Tohru’s hollow eyes, and for the tragic, impossible position of the girl now weeping between them.

 

Arisa, feeling Kagura shake with silent sobs, felt her own eyes grow hot. She blinked fiercely, but a few traitorous tears escaped, streaking through the dust on her face from her furious pacing. She cried out of frustration, out of heartbreak for Tohru, out of a helpless, furious sympathy for Kyo’s past, and out of the awful, grating truth that justice and vengeance had become so indistinguishable in this mess that she could no longer tell which was which.

 

The three of them sat there on the park bench—the violent-turned-protective, the psychic, and the repentant—huddled together in a shared pool of grief and impossible judgment. They cried for the victims. They cried for the perpetrator. They cried for the future that was being forged in such a cruel fire. They were united not by a common solution, but by a common understanding of the tragedy’s roots, and by their shared, powerless love for people who were now forever changed.

 

In that ordinary park, with koi swimming in oblivious circles and children laughing on swings, they mourned the point of no return. And Kagura’s vow hung in the air between them, a prayer for a redemption that might forever be just out of reach, paid for with a lifetime of love offered as reparation.

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Chapter 32: What happens next?

Summary:

The Exempt Contemplates what happens next....

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The room they gathered in was not part of the main estate. It was a small, sunlit tearoom in one of the quieter guesthouses, a place that had escaped the pervasive atmosphere of dread. It felt almost criminal to be here, in this pocket of normalcy, while the rest of the house felt like a mausoleum. They were the exempt, the spared, the witnesses. And now, they had become the reluctant strategists for the damned.

 

Momiji had called the meeting. He sat at the head of the low table, his usual playful warmth replaced by a grave solemnity that made him look older. To his right, Hiro slouched, his arms crossed, a permanent scowl etched on his young face. Kisa sat pressed close to Hiro’s side, her large eyes wide and watchful, absorbing every word, every flicker of emotion. Across from them, Kureno sat with his characteristic stillness, but his eyes were alert, the eyes of a man who had seen a system collapse from the inside and now had to consider the rubble. Fluttering at the periphery, making tea with nervous, birdlike movements, was Ritsu. He kept muttering soft apologies for the clinking of the cups, for the oppressive silence, for his very presence.

 

“He gave them a choice,” Momiji began, his voice soft but clear. “But he gave us the question. What happens next? What has to happen next? We’re the ones who are… clear-headed enough to see the board, even if we’re not the pieces being sacrificed.”

“Why do we have to talk about it?” Hiro grumbled, not meeting anyone’s eyes. “It’s their problem. They’re the ones who messed up. Let them figure out which awful flavor of punishment they want.”

 

“Because they can’t, Hiro,” Kisa whispered, her small voice carrying surprising weight. She looked at him, then at Momiji. “Shigure-san… he’s empty. Hatori-san is broken. Rin-san is gone. Haru-san is a ghost. Ayame-san is… lost. Yuki-san is in a hospital bed. Akito-san is a scared animal. They can’t have this conversation. If anyone is going to… to think about the consequences, it has to be us.”

Kureno nodded slowly. “She’s right. Kyo didn’t exempt us out of kindness. He exempted us to be the audience, and now, the analysts. We are the lingering conscience of this family. The part that has to look at the three doors and try to understand what walking through each one truly means.”

 

Ritsu finished pouring the tea, his hands trembling so badly the pot clattered. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry… it’s just… it’s an impossible question! How can anyone choose? It’s like choosing how you want to be executed!” He set the pot down and wrung his sleeves. “And we’re choosing for them? That’s… that’s even worse!”

“We’re not choosing for them, Ritsu.” Momiji corrected gently. “We’re trying to anticipate what they will choose. Or what choice will be forced upon them by their own broken states. And what the consequences of each will be. For them. For us. For… everyone.”

He placed his hands flat on the table. “So. Let’s talk about the doors. Not as abstract ideas, but as concrete realities for each of the people Kyo broke.”

 

Door A: Shrug and Move On.

“This is the Sohma family specialty,” Kureno said, a trace of old bitterness in his tranquil voice. “The art of the unspoken agreement to forget. The silent pact to pretend the wound isn’t festering.”

Hiro snorted. “So, what? We all just… have New Year’s parties again? Yuki comes back from the hospital and everyone goes, ‘Hey, glad you’re up! Remember that time Kyo beat you to a pulp in the courtyard? Crazy, right? Anyway, pass the rice.’” His sarcasm was a shield for his own fear.

“For Shigure,” Momiji mused, his eyes distant, “Door A might be the easiest. It’s a performance. He could put on the lazy smile, write his books, make vague, witty comments. He would be playing the role of ‘Shigure who went through a rough patch.’ It would be the ultimate hollow act. But inside… he’d be even emptier. He’d know the performance is all he is now.”

 

Kisa shivered. “Hatori-san… could he do that? After… after Kana-san? Could he just go back to being the family doctor, taking pulses, writing prescriptions, as if his own heart wasn’t torn out right in front of us?”

“He would try,” Kureno said with certainty. “He would see it as his duty. He would become the most efficient, silent, and utterly dead version of a physician imaginable. He would treat Akito’s nerves, bandage any visible wounds, and ignore the screaming void in every patient’s eyes, starting with his own. It would be a living death of professionalism.”

“Ayame,” Ritsu whimpered, fluttering his hands. “If Mine-chan is… is gone, or doesn’t remember… could he just go back to his boutique? With his hair sheared, his spirit broken? He’d be a clown without the laughter. A showman with no show. He’d crumble. He couldn’t maintain the pretense.”

 

Momiji’s face pinched with pain. “Rin and Haru. How do they ‘move on’? Rin’s mind has left the building. Haru is a shell. Do we just… push her wheelchair next to his catatonic body and call it a day? Pretend they’re just ‘a quiet couple’? The pretense would be obscene.”

“And Yuki,” Hiro said, the anger leaving his voice, replaced by a cold dread. “He wakes up. He’s told, ‘We all decided to move on.’ The Prince, who lived on his pride. Could he swallow that? Could he sit at a table with Kyo, with Tohru and Kagura hanging on him, and just… shrug? It would poison him from the inside. It would be a slower, more humiliating death than the beating.”

 

“Akito,” Kureno finished, his voice barely audible. “She would become a doll. A kept, frightened doll in beautiful kimonos. We would all pretend she is still the god, while treating her like a fragile, insane aunt in the attic. The pretense would be the final layer of her hell.”

They sat with the horror of that normalcy. A life where every smile was a lie, every conversation a minefield of unspoken trauma, every family gathering a reenactment of the massacre with polite conversation.

 

Door B: Forgive.

“This is the Honda specialty,” Momiji said, and there was no sarcasm, only deep sorrow. “Unconditional, all-encompassing forgiveness. The thing Tohru-chan embodies. Or… embodied.”

“But it wouldn’t be real,” Kisa said, her brow furrowed. “Not from them. Not after everything. It would be words. Forced words. A spell they try to cast to make the monster go away.”

 

“For Shigure,” Kureno analyzed, “forgiveness would be another intellectual exercise. He would parse the theology of it. ‘If the victim forgives, does the sin cease to exist? If I say the words, does that absolve me of my own complicity in creating the sinner?’ He would say ‘I forgive you, Kyo’ with the same hollow tone he used to applaud. It would mean nothing.”

Hiro slammed a fist on the table, making the cups rattle. “Hatori can’t forgive! How can he? ‘I forgive you for using the love of my life as a weapon to destroy me’? It’s impossible! It would be the worst kind of lie!”

 

“Ayame might try,” Ritsu offered hesitantly. “He’s… theatrical. He might perform a grand, tragic forgiveness. A scene where he absolves Kyo while weeping over his lost hair and his lost love. But it would be a performance, not absolution. It would change nothing in his heart.”

“Rin and Haru,” Momiji whispered, closing his eyes. “If Rin ever comes back… could she forgive the slaps that broke her mind? Could Haru forgive the words that proved his love was a coward’s fantasy? Their forgiveness would be a surrender so complete it would erase whatever might be left of their identities. ‘You broke us, and we thank you for it.’ It’s a spiritual suicide.”

 

“Yuki’s forgiveness,” Kureno said, “would be the most corrosive. It would be the final, utter defeat. The Rat, forgiving the Cat for the ultimate humiliation. It would mean accepting his place as forever beneath. It would kill the last ember of the prince. He would become a polite, smiling ghost.”

“And Akito…” Kisa trembled. “To forgive Kyo for using her own ‘love’ against her… to forgive him for being the monster she always said he was… it would be the final proof that her entire worldview, her godhood, was a pathetic joke. She would be forgiving her own annihilation. It’s unthinkable.”

 

Door B was exposed as the most insidious trap. A demand for a forgiveness that would be a final, soul-killing act of self-betrayal. A happy ending for Kyo built on the corpses of their authentic selves.

 

Door C: It Wasn’t Enough.

The room grew cold. This was the unknown. The promised “two-thirds more.”

 

“We don’t know what this is,” Hiro stated, fear making his voice tight. “But we know the people. We can… guess what he hasn’t broken yet. What’s left to break.”

Momiji’s face was pale. “For Shigure… he broke his pride, his scheme. What’s left? His identity as a writer? Could Kyo destroy that? Make it so he can never write again? Or… his very connection to language?” The thought was terrifying.

 

“Hatori,” Kureno said, his own trauma echoing in the name. “He took his past. What’s left is his future. His purpose. Could Kyo destroy his hands? His medical skill? Make it so he can never heal again? Or… force him to actively harm someone? To truly, irrevocably violate his oath?” The possibilities were surgical and monstrous.

Ritsu let out a small cry. “Ayame… he took his hair, his love. What’s left? His brother? Yuki? Could he turn them against each other forever? Or… his connection to everyone? Make him a true pariah, even among us?”

 

“Rin and Haru,” Kisa wept softly. “He broke their bond. What’s left? Their individual selves? Could he make Rin permanently, physically unable to speak or move? Could he make Haru… hurt someone? Prove his ‘dark side’ is truly a monster?”

“Yuki,” Hiro said, his bravado gone, replaced by the horror of a little brother. “He’s in a hospital. What’s ‘more’? Permanent damage? Something that can’t be healed? Taking away his mind, or his body? Or… going after the people Yuki cares about? Like Momiji? Like us?”

 

They all fell silent, the unspoken name hanging in the air: Machii. Yuki’s friend from school, his tether to the normal world. A target so innocent it made their stomachs turn.

“Akito,” Momiji finally said, his voice hollow. “He broke her spirit, her authority. What’s left? The estate itself? The source of her power? Could he burn it down? Or… her physical form? The last vestige of her being?” He couldn’t bring himself to be more explicit.

 

Door C was the abyss. It was the promise of a destruction so complete that the very concept of recovery, of future threat, would be laughable. It was the guarantee Kyo wanted, but achieving it would require atrocities that made the previous ones look like gentle warnings.

 

Hiro buried his face in his hands. “So that’s it? That’s the ‘better evil’? Either we all live a disgusting lie forever, we all perform a forgiveness that murders our souls, or we let him turn the remaining people we love into… into nothing. Actual, literal nothing. And no matter what…” He looked up, his eyes blazing with furious, helpless tears. “HE WALKS AWAY MORALLY WHITE! He gets to be happy! He gets Tohru and Kagura and a warm fucking house! He gets to kiss them goodnight and feel like he earned it! After all of… of this!”

 

His shout echoed in the small room. It was the core injustice, the maddening truth of the Golden Ticket.

Kureno nodded slowly. “That is the inescapable law. Our choice doesn’t change his outcome. It only changes the depth of our own hell on the way to his heaven.”

“So what do we do?” Kisa asked, looking from face to face. “What do we tell them? What do we… advise?”

Ritsu twisted his sleeves into knots. “We… we can’t choose Door C. We can’t. Even thinking about it is a sin. But Door A… it’s a slow poison. It kills everything anyway, just with a smile. Door B… it’s a quick poison for the soul.”

 

“Maybe,” Momiji said, a strange, resigned light in his blue eyes, “we don’t advise them at all. Maybe that’s our final role. To understand that there is no ‘better’ evil. That all choices lead to Kyo’s victory, just with different landscapes of ruin. That our job is not to save them, but to be there in the ruin. To remember who they were before the breaking, because they might forget. To be the ones who don’t pretend, who don’t falsely forgive, and who don’t break further, but who simply… witness. And endure.”

 

He looked at the others—Hiro’ rage, Kisa’s sorrow, Kureno’s resignation, Ritsu’s anxiety. “We are the spared. Our punishment is clarity. We see the trap in its entirety. And the only thing left to do is to choose how we bear that clarity. Do we become bitter? Do we become numb? Or do we, in some small way, remain a flicker of what the Sohma family could have been, if it had chosen kindness over curses?”

 

It was no answer. It offered no path forward for the broken. But it was, perhaps, the only truth left to the ones who had to watch. The game was rigged, the verdict passed. They were merely deciding the aesthetic of the prison they would all inhabit, while the warden walked free into the sun, hand in hand with his reward, his conscience as clean and white as fresh-fallen snow on a field of graves.

Chapter 33: The Final Choice

Summary:

The Monster.... Kyo Sohma Arrives.... And is ready for everyone's final answer

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One month.

 

Thirty days of suspended animation. The Sohma estate did not heal; it fossilized. Grief and fear hardened into a permanent layer over everything, like dust no one had the will to wipe away. Conversations were whispers. Meals were silent rituals of sustenance. The broken moved through the halls like well-dressed phantoms, and the spared moved like living people trapped in a house of the dead.

The silence was the loudest thing any of them had ever heard.

 

Then, on the morning of the thirty-first day, the silence shattered.

The call went out, not by note, but by a cold, telepathic understanding that seeped into the walls. The Main Hall. Now.

They gathered, not as they had a month prior with fragments of defiance or flickers of self, but as a procession of resigned automatons. The air in the grand hall was frigid, stale, thick with the ghosts of a thousand formalities that now felt like rehearsals for this final, dreadful meeting.

 

Akito was a puppet of tremors, held upright between Kureno and a stone-faced maid. Her eyes were huge, unblinking saucers of pure animal fear, scanning for the source of the threat. Shigure walked in with a measured, precise step, his face a smooth, expressionless mask. The emptiness had settled in, becoming his default state. Hatori, led again by Momiji, looked like a man who had died but forgotten to fall down. His eyes were focused on nothing, his professional composure a brittle shell over a cavern of silent screams. Ayame slunk in, a shadow of glitter and sheared hair. He didn’t look at anyone, his vibrant energy replaced by a dull, heavy aura of loss. Haru walked in alone, his movements slow and deliberate, like a machine running on its last bit of charge. He went directly to Rin’s wheelchair, where she sat as ever, a beautiful, empty vessel, and placed a hand on her shoulder. She did not react.

 

The spared—Momiji, Hiro, Kisa, Ritsu—clustered together, their faces pale with a dread that had matured from terror into a grim, accepting nausea. Tohru stood with Arisa and Saki, but she was barely present, a candle guttering in a high wind. Kagura stood slightly apart from them all, her hands clenched at her sides, her breath coming in short, excited pants. This was it. The threshold.

The doors at the head of the hall opened.

Kyo entered.

 

He was back in the black suit. Not the mafia-sharp one from the duel, but a simpler, darker, more severe cut. It was the uniform of the executor returned to carry out the sentence. His hair was neat, his gloves pristine. His face held no malice, no glee, no anger. It held the calm, terrifying certainty of a natural law—gravity, or entropy. He walked to the head of the table and did not stand behind it. He pulled out the heavy chair, the one that belonged to the family head, and sat down. The act was a desecration so complete it was beyond comment. He leaned back, steepling his gloved fingers, and surveyed his work.

 

“One month,” he said, his voice cool and clear, resonating in the hushed hall. “I gave you time to think. To talk. To decide.” His gaze swept over the faces of the damned, lingering on each one. “I’ve been… observing. And I took a visit yesterday. To the hospital.”

A ripple of tension went through the room. All eyes, even the dead ones, flickered toward him.

“I visited Yuki.”

The name hung in the air like a shard of ice.

 

Kyo’s expression didn’t change. “We had a conversation. A surprisingly civil one. He’s awake. He’s lucid. The prince is recovering.” He paused, letting the information settle. “I asked him, given the three doors, which he would choose. I explained the consequences. The implications. I was… thorough.”

He leaned forward slightly, his catlike eyes glinting in the dim light. “He thought about it. For a long time. And then he told me.” Another pause, a masterful manipulation of the unbearable silence. “Yuki Sohma has chosen… to forgive me. And to move on.”

 

A sound escaped someone—a choked gasp, a stifled sob. It was impossible to tell who. The statement was a seismic shock. Yuki, the proud Rat, the eternal rival, the one physically shattered by Kyo’s hand… had chosen forgiveness? The cornerstone of the old hierarchy, the symbol of everything Kyo was meant to be beneath, had capitulated utterly.

It was the final domino. The signal that all resistance was not just futile, but extinct.

 

Kyo’s eyes left the middle distance and fixed directly on the damned ones before him. “The Prince has set the tone. The precedent is established. The most grievously wounded among you has spoken.” His voice dropped, becoming soft, deadly. “Now. I’m waiting. For your final answer.”

The silence that followed was thicker than blood. It was the silence of the last moments before a verdict is read, a sentence passed. All eyes turned to the broken architects.

 

It was Shigure who moved first. He didn’t stand. He simply shifted in his seat, the movement smooth and lifeless. He turned his hollow eyes towards Kyo. The clever light, the layered irony, the sly affection—all gone. What remained was a dry, analytical husk.

“Forgiveness,” Shigure said, and his voice was flat, a recording of a human voice. “I choose forgiveness, Kyo.” He said it like he was stating a mathematical solution. “Everything that has transpired… the duel, the breaking, the… revelations… it was all the logical, inevitable outcome of a system I helped design and perpetuate. I manipulated narratives for my own ends. You have simply… weaponized the ultimate narrative. The narrative of consequence. To hate you for it would be to hate the principle of cause and effect. Illogical.”

 

He blinked slowly. “The fault is mine. Ours. Everyone who saw the cracks in the family foundation and chose to paint over them rather than repair them. You are merely the earthquake we pretended couldn’t happen. I forgive you. Not out of magnanimity. Out of… intellectual consistency. You did nothing wrong. You operated within the new rules you were given, rules that only exist because of our collective failure.” He gave a slight, ghastly nod. “I forgive you.”

It was not forgiveness. It was a surrender signed with the bloodless stamp of a dead man’s logic. It was the ultimate corruption of his character—the schemer who had schemed himself into a void where even his own pain was just a data point.

 

Before the horror of Shigure’s statement could fully settle, a scrambling, frantic motion drew all eyes. Akito tore herself from Kureno’s and the maid’s grip, falling forward onto her knees on the polished floor with a painful thud. She didn’t try to stand. She prostrated herself, forehead nearly touching the wood, her whole body shaking with violent, terrified sobs.

“I’M SORRY! I’M SO SORRY!” she shrieked, the words muffled and wet. “I’ll move on! I choose to move on! Please! I won’t ever hurt you again! I won’t hurt anyone! I’ll be quiet, I’ll be good, I’ll disappear! Just don’t… don’t make it worse! Don’t choose Door C! I accept it! I accept all of it! The beating, the words, everything! It was my fault! I was a bad god! A horrible person! I’ll move on and never speak of it again! I PROMISE!”

 

Her forgiveness was not offered; it was begged for. It was the abject surrender of a tyrant whose kingdom has been annihilated, groveling for mercy from the conquering general. She wasn’t forgiving Kyo; she was thanking him for stopping at her psychological annihilation and not proceeding to a physical one. It was the most pitiful, degrading sight imaginable, the final atomization of the God of the Zodiac.

 

A low, broken sigh drew attention to Ayame. He hadn’t moved from his slouch. He stared at the tabletop as if it held the image of everything he’d lost.

“Move on,” he whispered, his voice stripped of all theatricality, all flair. It was a dry, dead leaf of a voice. “What else is there? The show is over. The audience has left. The co-star has… exited stage right.... and I don't know what happened to her.” A single tear traced a path through the dust on his cheek, but his expression didn’t change. “I will get up each day. I will dress. I will go to the boutique. I will not look in the mirror. I will move through the motions until I stop moving. That is ‘moving on,’ is it not? I choose that. The quiet nothing. I choose Door A.”

His was a surrender to oblivion. Not the performative forgiveness or the terrified bargaining of the others, but a simple, soul-deep resignation. The vibrant, living artwork that was Ayame Sohma had been whitewashed into a blank canvas.

 

All eyes turned to Haru. He had not moved his hand from Rin’s shoulder. He looked down at her vacant, beautiful face, then up at Kyo. His grey eyes were not stormy, not dead. They were simply… empty. The duality was gone. There was no Black Haru, no White Haru. There was just Haru, a hollowed-out vessel.

“Rin can’t speak for herself,” Haru said, his voice a monotone, yet carrying to every corner of the silent hall. “So I will speak for her. And for me.” He took a slow, deep breath, as if steeling himself for a painful but necessary task. “We… forgive you, Kyo.”

A murmur ran through the spared. Hiro made a sound of protest that died in his throat.

 

Haru continued, his gaze now fixed on Kyo, unwavering. “You were right. Our love was a circle. A selfish one. We hid in it. We used it as an excuse to ignore the world outside, the suffering next to us. Your words… they didn’t break our bond. They diagnosed a terminal illness it already had. The slaps… they didn’t break Rin’s mind. They were the final stress that collapsed a structure already built on fear and isolation.” He said it with a chilling, detached clarity. “We forgive you for showing us the truth. We forgive you for being the instrument of a reckoning we deserved. It’s easier this way. To forgive you is to accept the diagnosis. To accept that we were, at our core, flawed and cowardly. It’s less painful than believing we were innocent victims. So. We forgive you.”

 

It was a forgiveness born of utter self-annihilation. By forgiving Kyo, Haru was condemning himself and the woman he loved, accepting the monster’s critique as the final, authoritative judgment on their lives. It was the spiritual suicide Momiji had feared.

Finally, all attention shifted to the last pillar, the one whose breaking had been the most intimate, the most sacred. Hatori.

 

The doctor did not look up. He stared at his own hands, resting on his knees. Clean, skilled, healing hands that felt like foreign objects to him now. When he spoke, his voice was not the broken rasp from the courtyard. It was his professional voice, cool, measured, and utterly, profoundly dead.

 

“A physician’s duty,” Hatori began, as if lecturing, “is to diagnose, to treat, and when a cure is impossible, to manage symptoms and ensure the quality of the remaining life is as painless as possible.” He finally lifted his head. His eyes behind his glasses were dry, red-rimmed, and held the flat, cold shine of a surgical steel tray. “The disease is the past. The Sohma family’s past. My past. The trauma is terminal. There is no cure. The only treatments are the three doors Kyo has presented. One is a palliative lie. One is a spiritual euthanasia. One is a continued, aggressive torture that yields the same terminal result.”

 

He looked directly at Kyo. There was no hatred there. No love. Nothing. “I am a physician. I choose the treatment that ends the active suffering, even if the patient must live with a chronic, managed emptiness. I will swallow the pill. I will move on. I will perform my duties. I will not speak of Kana Sohma. I will not speak of the courtyard. I will treat Akito’s nerves, Shigure’s melancholy, Ayame’s dissociation, Rin’s catatonia, Haru’s depression, and my own… condition. I will move on. It is the only medically sound option.”

His was the coldest surrender of all. He had framed his own soul’s death as a clinical necessity. He had forgiven not by saying the words, but by categorizing the need for forgiveness as a symptom to be ignored. He had chosen Door A with the dispassion of a doctor signing a DNR order for his own heart.

 

And just like that, it was over.

The architects of Kyo Sohma’s suffering—The rat, the schemer, the god, the showman, the lovers, the healer—had been systematically dismantled and now, with their last conscious acts, had signed the warranty on their own destruction. They had chosen the manner of their eternal silence. The victory was total. Unassailable.

The reactions around the room were a symphony of quiet devastation.

 

Momiji had tears streaming silently down his face, his hand over his mouth. He had predicted this, but hearing it was a different horror altogether. Hiro looked furious and sick, his fists clenched so tight his knuckles were white, but he had no target for his rage. Kisa was sobbing quietly into Hiro’s sleeve. Ritsu had fainted, slumping against the wall.

Arisa stood rigid, her face a mask of contempt and a heartbreaking, reluctant understanding. She had said they deserved it. Seeing them choose their own hells was different than imagining it. Saki had her eyes closed, a single, slow tear tracing its way down her cheek. “The frequency has stabilized,” she whispered, so only Arisa and Tohru could hear. “At the pitch of absolute zero.”

 

Tohru… did nothing. She simply stared at the broken figures of Shigure, Akito, Ayame, Haru, Hatori. She saw the total victory of the Golden Ticket logic. She saw the love she believed in—forgiveness, understanding, moving forward—twisted into these grotesque, surrendering shapes. The last flicker of light in her eyes guttered and went out. She didn’t collapse. She just seemed to diminish, to fold in on herself, becoming smaller, emptier. The final knot of hope in her heart unraveled.

Kagura, however, was radiant. A huge, trembling, tearful smile broke across her face. This was it! The obstacle was gone! The guilty had adjudicated themselves! The path was clear!

 

Kyo surveyed the room, his gaze passing over the wreckage, the grief, the triumph. He showed no pleasure. He showed no pity. He showed the satisfaction of a mathematician viewing a proven, elegant solution. A difficult, complex proof, now completed.

He stood up. The chair scraped softly against the floor.

“The verdict is unanimous,” he stated, his voice filling the hollow hall. “The terms are accepted. The matter is closed.”

 

He looked at the broken ones, his former judges. “You will move on. You will forgive. You will do both, as you have chosen. You will live with your choices, as I will live with mine.”

Then, his eyes found Kagura’s triumphant, tearful face, and Tohru’s hollow, broken one. “Now,” he said, and for the first time, a hint of something other than cold certainty entered his voice—a sense of arrival, of a journey’s end in sight. “I move on to the last phase.”

He turned and walked away from the head of the table, away from the ruins of the Sohma family’s old world.

 

“Happiness,” he said, the word echoing softly.

“Freedom.”

He reached the doors,paused, and looked back one final time, his gaze sweeping over the silent, shattered assembly.

“And a white conscience…knowing I did nothing wrong… and will be rewarded… handsomely.”

 

He opened the doors. The light from the hallway beyond streamed in, silhouetting him for a moment. Then he stepped through, and the doors swung shut behind him with a soft, final click.

The sound was not an explosion. It was the sound of a lock turning. The sound of a cage door closing, with all of them on the inside, and him, finally, unquestionably, on the outside. Free.

Chapter 34: The nightmare ends

Summary:

Kyo and Kazuma have a long talk.... About everything

Chapter Text

The walk to Kazuma’s dojo was the longest of Kyo’s life. It wasn’t a distance measured in kilometers, but in layers of self. With each step away from the Sohma estate, he shed a skin—the cold executor in the black suit, the calculating architect of ruin, the victorious claimant of the Golden Ticket. By the time the familiar, modest buildings of the dojo came into view, he was just a young man in simple clothes, the weight of the world an invisible, crushing yoke on his shoulders.

He hadn’t called. He just arrived, sliding the garden gate open with a soft click that echoed in the quiet afternoon. The gravel path, the meticulously raked sand of the practice yard, the smell of wood and polish—it was a world of order and peace, a universe away from the psychic charnel house he’d left behind.

 

Kazuma was in the garden, tending to a bonsai tree with a monk’s concentration. He didn’t look up as Kyo approached, but his hands stilled. He had sensed him, as he always had.

“You’re here,” Kazuma said, his voice warm and neutral, as if Kyo had just returned from a long trip to the store.

“I’m here,” Kyo replied, his own voice sounding rough, unused for anything but pronouncements and threats.

 

Kazuma finally turned, setting his tiny shears down on a stone bench. His eyes, kind and deep, took in his son. He saw the exhaustion that went beyond the physical, the stillness that wasn’t peace but the aftermath of a cataclysm. He saw the ghost of the angry, hurt boy, and the sharper, harder edges of the man who had replaced him.

“Come inside,” Kazuma said, no questions, no demands. “The tea is still warm.”

 

They sat in the familiar, sun-washed tatami room, the one where so many of their real conversations had happened. The silence between them wasn’t awkward; it was the silence of two people who shared a history too deep for small talk. Kyo held the warm cup Kazuma gave him, not drinking, just absorbing the heat.

“It’s done,” Kyo said finally, the words dropping into the quiet room. “They’ve all… chosen. Yuki, Shigure, Akito, Ayame, Haru, Rin, Hatori. They’ve either forgiven me or agreed to move on. The judgment is over. The sentence is… self-administered.”

 

Kazuma took a slow sip of his tea, his eyes never leaving Kyo’s face. “I heard,” he said gently. “The estate is very quiet. The kind of quiet that comes after a great storm has passed, leaving only wreckage.”

“You’re not going to ask if I’m happy?” Kyo’s question was sharp, almost a challenge. “If I’ve gotten what I wanted?”

“I already know the answer to the second question,” Kazuma said. “You got exactly what the Ticket promised you. As for the first… happiness is a more complicated plant. It needs different soil than vengeance to grow.”

 

Kyo’s grip tightened on the cup. “It wasn’t vengeance. It was… justice. Cosmic justice. They wrote the rules. I just finally played to win.”

“I know,” Kazuma nodded. “And you won. Decisively.” He set his cup down with a soft clink. “And now that you have, I need to say something to you, Kyo. Something I should have said a long time ago, but I failed to find the words until now.”

He took a deep, steadying breath, his composed face finally showing the cracks of a profound, paternal sorrow. “I am sorry.”

Kyo stared, his defiance faltering. “What?”

 

“I am to blame as well,” Kazuma said, his voice thick with emotion. “I took you in. I loved you as my son. I gave you a home, discipline, affection. I tried to be the wall between you and their hatred. But I was a wall around a prison yard, not a path out of the prison.” His eyes grew distant, pained. “I accepted the premise. That you were the Cat. That the curse was a fact of life. That my role was to make your life within those confines as good as it could be. I taught you to endure. I taught you strength. But I never taught you how to burn the prison down, because I didn’t believe it was possible.”

 

He looked directly at Kyo, his gaze unwavering. “If I had truly believed you were fated for that cage, I would have taken you and run. Far away from the Sohmas, from Japan, from everything. We would have changed our names, lived quietly somewhere no one knew us. I would have spent my life looking over my shoulder so you could have a chance at a free one. But I didn’t. I stayed within their system. I played by their rules, hoping my love could be enough of a loophole. It wasn’t. My complacency, my hope that gentle resistance was enough… it was a form of participation. I am sorry.”

 

The apology landed on Kyo not as an accusation, but as a seismic relief. It was the one condemnation he hadn’t known he needed to hear, from the one person whose judgment he still, secretly, valued above the Golden Ticket itself. Kazuma wasn’t making excuses. He was placing himself on the list of the guilty, and in doing so, he was acknowledging the full, terrible scope of what Kyo had faced.

Kyo’s voice was a hoarse whisper. “You were the only one who was kind.”

 

“Kindness wasn’t enough,” Kazuma said, shaking his head. “Not against that kind of institutionalized cruelty. It was like offering a bandage to someone bleeding from a severed artery. It was well-intentioned, but ultimately… useless. You needed a tourniquet. You needed a surgeon. And when no one would provide it…” He leaned forward, his expression shifting from sorrow to something fierce, something blazing with pride. “…you took matters into your own hands. You didn’t just pick the lock of your cage, Kyo. You didn’t just overpower the jailers. You destroyed the cage. You exposed the jailers. You tore down the entire prison, brick by rotten brick, and forced everyone to see the foundations were built on corpses and lies.”

 

Tears, hot and unexpected, pricked at the corners of Kyo’s eyes. He blinked rapidly, trying to force them back.

“I am proud of you,” Kazuma said, the words simple, devastating, and absolute.

Kyo’s head snapped up. “What?”

 

“I am proud of you,” Kazuma repeated, his own eyes shining. “Not of the pain you caused. Not of the methods. I am proud of the why. I am proud that you were the only one with the courage, or the desperation, or the divine permission—whatever it took—to do what had to be done. You held up a mirror, Kyo. A mirror of pure, unforgiving consequence. You forced Shigure to see the hollow schemer he was. You forced Akito to see the pathetic, terrified child behind the god-mask. You forced Ayame to see the vanity that insulated him from pain and responsibility. You forced Haru and Rin to see the selfish isolation of their love. You forced Hatori to see the cowardice in his clinical detachment. You forced Yuki to see that his pride was a castle built on sand next to your ocean of suffering.”

 

He stood up, unable to remain seated with the force of his feeling. “For generations, that family has lived in a house of mirrors that showed them only beautiful, distorted lies. You smashed every one of those lies. You held up the one true mirror, the one that showed the complacency, the hatred, the hypocrisy, the rot, and the filth. And you made them look at it. You made them stare until their eyes bled. That took a strength I never had. A clarity I lacked.”

Kyo was trembling now. The cup in his hand rattled softly against the saucer. The words were undoing him, unraveling the cold, hard knot he had become. He had come here braced for gentle disappointment, for quiet sorrow. He had not come for absolution, and certainly not for… pride.

 

“They made you the scapegoat,” Kazuma continued, his voice trembling with emotion. “The receptacle for all their self-hatred and fear. And in the end, you became the purge. The violent, cleansing truth they could no longer ignore. You were the only one who could do it. Because you were the only one who had been forced to see the truth of them, every single day of your life.”

He walked around the table and knelt on the tatami before Kyo, putting himself at his son’s eye level. He placed a steady, warm hand on Kyo’s knee. “The nightmare they created is over, Kyo. You ended it. It’s a horrible, tragic, bloody ending. But it is an ending. And now… you have a morning to walk into.”

 

The dam broke.

A ragged, wounded sound tore from Kyo’s throat. The tears he had been fighting since the courtyard, since Hatori’s breaking, since the final surrender in the Main Hall—tears for Yuki, for Tohru’s hollow eyes, for his own lost soul—came flooding out. He didn’t sob quietly; he wept like a child, great, heaving gasps that shook his entire frame. The cup fell from his hands, tea soaking into the tatami, ignored.

 

He wasn’t the Cat. He wasn’t the monster. He wasn’t the victor. He was just Kyo, a boy who had been hurt beyond bearing, who had done terrible things with a terrible power, and who was now, finally, in the presence of the only true safety he had ever known.

“I… I didn’t… I didn’t want to be this…” he choked out between sobs, his words fragmented, lost in the torrent. “They… they made me… the Ticket… I had to… I had to make it stop…”

“I know,” Kazuma whispered, his own tears falling freely now. He didn’t offer empty platitudes. He didn’t say ‘it’s okay.’ He simply opened his arms.

 

Kyo collapsed into them. He buried his face in Kazuma’s shoulder, his gloves hands fisting in the fabric of his father’s gi. He wept for the boy locked in the Cat’s room. He wept for the mother who jumped. He wept for the father who hanged himself. He wept for Yuki’s broken body, for Rin’s vacant eyes, for Hatori’s murdered past. He wept for Tohru’s extinguished light and Kagura’s desperate, twisted hope. He wept for the monster he had chosen to become, and for the price of its retirement.

Kazuma held him, rocking gently, his hand a solid, unwavering pressure on Kyo’s back. He let him cry. He let the poison of a lifetime drain out in saltwater and anguish. There were no words for this. There was only the shelter of the embrace, the unconditional harbor in the storm Kyo had both weathered and unleashed.

 

Long minutes passed. The storm of tears subsided into shuddering breaths, then into an exhausted, hollow quiet. Kyo didn’t pull away. He stayed there, anchored.

When Kazuma finally spoke, his voice was a soft rumble in his chest. “You will always be my son,” he said, the words a vow. “No matter what you did with that ticket. No matter what you become after. This is your home. It always has been. And whenever you want to… whether it’s tomorrow, or next year, or in the middle of the night… you can come home. The door will never be locked to you.”

 

Kyo slowly, stiffly, pulled back. His face was ravaged, red, and raw. But his eyes… for the first time since he accepted the Golden Ticket, there was something in them other than cold intent or triumphant fury. There was pain, yes. Exhaustion. A world of grief. But also a faint, fragile reflection of the boy Kazuma knew. Cleansed, scarred, but present.

He had faced his real father. He had been seen, not as a monster or a victim, but as a tragic, forceful actor in a family tragedy. He had been apologized to. He had been praised for his terrible, necessary strength. And he had been offered a home.

 

It wasn’t forgiveness. It was something deeper. It was understanding. It was belonging, without conditions.

Kyo nodded, unable to speak again. He wiped his face roughly with his sleeve, the gesture achingly young.

 

Kazuma smiled, a sad, beautiful, proud smile. He reached out and placed a hand on Kyo’s head, a familiar, comforting weight. “The nightmare is over, son,” he repeated softly. “Now… go find your morning.”

Kyo took a deep, shuddering breath, the air tasting cleaner than it had in years. He had gotten everything the Golden Ticket promised. But here, in this quiet room, with his father’s hand on his head, he felt, for the first time, that he might have earned something the Ticket could never grant: his own soul back, battered and changed, but finally, truly, his own.

Chapter 35: Second Princess

Summary:

Tohru is back to her normal self.... Or is she?

Chapter Text

LA few days passed. The Sohma estate remained in its state of frozen aftermath. The broken moved like shadows. The spared moved like guards in a museum of horrors. The air was thick with the unspoken, a collective agreement to breathe shallowly so as not to disturb the settling dust of catastrophe.

Then, a new sound began to weave through the silence.

It was humming. A light, sweet, familiar tune. The sound of Tohru Honda humming as she moved through the halls.

 

At first, those who heard it—Momiji fetching water for Rin, Kureno overseeing a silent Akito—froze, hearts lurching with a hope so painful it felt like a fresh wound. Tohru? Is she… coming back to herself?

When she appeared, the hope curdled into something else entirely.

 

She was dressed in a bright, cheerful sundress, her hair neatly tied back. The hollow, deadened look was gone from her eyes. They sparkled. Her smile was wide and genuine, not the fragile, trembling thing she’d worn before, but a beam of radiant, unsettling joy. She moved with her old, gentle grace, but there was a new energy to it, a buoyancy that felt grotesquely out of place amidst the ruins.

 

She found Momiji first, in the kitchen where he was trying to convince a catatonic Rin to sip some broth.

“Momiji-kun! Good morning!” Tohru chirped, her voice like birdsong in a graveyard.

Momiji nearly dropped the spoon. He turned, his large blue eyes wide. “T-Tohru-chan? You’re… you’re up.”

“Of course I am!” she said, gliding over to the counter to pour herself some tea. “It’s a beautiful day. A new day. Don’t you feel it? The air… it’s lighter.” She took a sip, her expression one of serene contentment. “It’s like a great weight has been lifted from the world.”

 

Momiji stared, his mind scrambling. This wasn’t the Tohru who had fainted from grief, or the hollow doll who had nodded numbly at Kyo’s declarations. This was something else. Something that mimicked the old Tohru perfectly, but was tuned to a different, horrifying station.

“I was just thinking,” Tohru continued, leaning against the counter, her gaze distant and admiring. “About Kyo-kun. He’s really amazing, isn’t he?”

The word ‘amazing’ hit Momiji like a physical blow. He looked instinctively at Rin, who stared unblinking at the wall. “Amazing?” he echoed weakly.

 

“Oh, yes!” Tohru’s eyes shone with fervent light. “When you think about it, he’s a true tragic hero. He suffered so much, for so long, locked away in darkness, blamed for a fate he never chose. And no one came to save him. Not really. They were all too busy with their own games, their own pain, to see the depth of his.” She shook her head, a sad, sweet smile on her lips. “He cried out for help in the only ways he knew how—with anger, with rejection—and everyone just saw it as proof he was the monster they said he was. It’s so… heartbreaking. And so brave.”

 

Momiji felt the broth in his hand go cold. Tragic hero? Brave? She was talking about the boy who had methodically beaten Yuki into a coma. Who had orchestrated Shigure’s unraveling. Who had driven a man to suicide.

 

“He never backed down,” Tohru mused, her voice full of reverence. “Even when the whole world was against him. Even when the person who was supposed to be his God condemned him. He held onto his truth. And when he was finally given a chance… he didn’t just run away. He stood up. He faced the tyranny. He held up a mirror to all the hypocrisy and the lies.” She clasped her hands to her chest, her expression one of profound admiration. “It was awful to watch, of course. So painful. But sometimes, to build something new and beautiful, you have to tear down the old, rotten structures. Even if it’s loud and scary. He did what no one else had the courage to do.”

 

She was reframing the entire saga as a heroic rebellion. The brutal duel was a “standing up.” The psychological torture was “holding up a mirror.” The collective breaking was “tearing down rotten structures.” Momiji felt a cold sweat break out on his neck. This was worse than her being broken. This was her brokenness wearing the face of her old, loving self, now weaponized to sanctify the atrocity.

 

“And now,” Tohru sighed happily, “the promise is almost here. The happy ending. After all that hardship, all that lonely struggle… he gets to walk into the light. He gets to be free. Truly free. And Kagura-san and I… we get to be there with him. To share that light. To build that warm, happy chapter with him.” She looked at Momiji, her smile blinding. “Isn’t that wonderful, Momiji-kun? After such a long, dark night, the morning is finally here.”

 

Momiji could only nod, a stiff, mechanical motion, his throat too tight to speak. He watched as Tohru gave Rin’s shoulder a gentle, pitying pat— “You’ll find your morning too, Rin-chan, I just know it!” —and then floated out of the kitchen, humming her cheerful tune once more.

 

He stood there, frozen, until he heard her voice again, from the adjoining sunroom. She had found Kureno.

“Kureno-san, good morning! I was just telling Momiji-kun how hopeful everything feels now!”

Momiji crept to the doorway, peering in. Kureno was sitting with Akito, who was curled in a chair, staring at her own hands. He looked up at Tohru, his calm face carefully neutral, but his eyes were watchful, wary.

“Hopeful,” Kureno repeated, his voice flat.

 

“Yes!” Tohru sat down across from them, beaming. “I’ve been thinking about the nature of justice. We always think of it as something gentle, don’t we? Forgiveness, understanding. But sometimes, real justice isn’t gentle. It’s fierce. It’s a purifying fire. Kyo-kun… he was that fire. He burned away all the lies so the truth could finally breathe.” She spoke with the earnest, pedagogical tone of someone explaining a beautiful, complex novel. “Akito-san… you understand now, don’t you? The pain you caused? Kyo-kun, in his own fierce way, helped you see. It was a hard lesson, but a necessary one. Now you can truly begin to heal.”

 

Akito flinched at the sound of her own name, but didn’t look up. Kureno’s gaze never left Tohru’s radiant, insane face.

“He didn’t act out of malice,” Tohru continued, her tone convinced. “He acted out of a… a wounded love for what this family could have been. He forced the reckoning it always needed. He’s like… a surgeon who has to cause pain to remove a cancer. The pain is terrible, but it saves the life. He saved this family’s soul, even if it doesn’t look like it yet.”

Kureno finally spoke, his voice soft but piercing. “And the cost, Tohru? Yuki? Rin? Hatori? The lives shattered in the process of this… surgery?”

 

Tohru’s smile softened into something sorrowful yet accepting. “The cost of peace is always high, Kureno-san. The old world never gives up its ghosts without a fight. Yuki-kun will heal, and he’ll be wiser. Rin-chan… she’s resting. Her spirit was so tired from fighting. And Hatori-san… he carried a burden for so long. Now it’s been acknowledged. The wounds are clean now. They can begin to scar.” She said it with such serene certainty, as if diagnosing a mild illness. “Kyo-kun bore the burden of being the instrument of that cleansing. He carried the sin so they wouldn’t have to carry the lie anymore. That’s the mark of a true hero, don’t you think? To shoulder the hatred so others can find peace.”

 

Kureno closed his eyes briefly. Momiji, from the doorway, felt his stomach turn. She had internalized the entire warped narrative. She wasn’t just forgiving Kyo; she was constructing a hagiography. She was proud to be a spoil of war, a trophy of this cleansing fire.

Tohru soon moved on, her mission of spreading her joyful revelation apparently not complete. She found Hiro and Kisa in a side garden, where Hiro was sullenly throwing pebbles into a pond and Kisa was trying to sketch a listless butterfly.

 

“Hiro-kun! Kisa-chan! There you are!”

They looked up, their young faces initially brightening at her voice, then freezing in confusion at her demeanor.

“Tohru… nee?” Kisa whispered.

“I’m so glad I found you both,” Tohru said, kneeling beside them, her dress pooling on the grass. “I wanted to talk to you. About everything that’s happened. I know it’s been scary. And sad.”

 

Hiro scowled. “Scary? It’s been a nightmare! Kyo’s a—”

“Hiro-kun,” Tohru interrupted gently, but firmly. Her gentle tone had a new, steely undercurrent. “We mustn’t speak of Kyo-kun with anger anymore. We have to try to see. He was in a prison we can’t even imagine. He was given a key, yes, but he didn’t use it to just run away and save himself. He used it to swing the prison doors wide open, to show everyone else the bars on their windows.” She reached out and took one of Hiro’s clenched fists, gently prying it open. “His methods were… severe. But think of the message! He showed Shigure-san that manipulation has a cost. He showed Ayame-san that vanity is a poor shield. He showed Haru and Rin that love must look outward. He showed Hatori-san that silence is complicity. He showed Akito-san that gods who rule by fear are just frightened children. He showed all of us.”

 

Hiro stared at her, his anger melting into sheer, uncomprehending terror. This wasn’t Tohru. This was a preacher for a cult of Kyo.

“He’s not a monster,” Tohru said, her eyes earnest, pleading with them to understand. “He’s the only one who was ever truly honest. And now, because of his honesty, his bravery, he gets to have what he always should have had. A family. Love. Safety. Kagura-san and I… we’re so lucky. We get to be part of his redemption. We get to be the proof that his suffering meant something, that it led to light. We’re… we’re his happy ending.” She said it with a blush, as if it were the most romantic, humbling privilege in the world.

 

Kisa began to cry, not out of sadness now, but out of fear. This joyful, praising Tohru was more frightening than the hollow one. The hollow one was a victim. This one was a willing convert, a cheerleader for the apocalypse.

“Don’t you see?” Tohru pressed, wiping Kisa’s tears with a tender thumb. “The tragedy is over. The hero has won through his trials. Now comes the epilogue. The warmth. We should all be happy for him. I am. I’m so, so happy.”

 

She left them there, Hiro shaking with a rage he couldn’t direct, Kisa weeping quietly into his shoulder.

Her final encounter was with Ritsu, who was in a panic because he’d misplaced a specific scroll in the library and was convinced it was an omen of further doom.

“Ritsu-kun, it’s okay!” Tohru said, her presence instantly calming his fluttering hands. “Nothing is doomed. Everything is going to be okay now.”

“Is it?” Ritsu wailed, wringing his sleeves. “But… but Kyo-sama… he… and everyone is… and you… you’re so…”

 

“I’m at peace, Ritsu-kun,” Tohru said, placing a steadying hand on his arm. Her touch was calm, sure. “I understand now. I see the whole story. Kyo-kun was the scalpel the family needed to cut out its sickness. It was a painful, bloody operation. But the patient is alive. The fever has broken. The surgeon… he deserves to rest. To be thanked. To be loved. All those years, he was treated like a disease. Now we know—he was the cure all along.”

 

Ritsu stared at her, his hyper-anxious mind grappling with this total recalibration of reality. In her serene, absolute conviction, he found a terrifying sort of order. If Tohru Honda, the embodiment of pure-hearted goodness, could not only forgive but venerate Kyo’s actions… then maybe the world wasn’t insane. Maybe he was wrong for being afraid. The thought was more destabilizing than any of Kyo’s threats.

 

Later, the spared gathered in the same tearoom as before. The air was different. The dread had mutated.

“She’s… happy,” Kisa whispered, the words sounding like a curse.

“She’s not happy,” Hiro spat, pacing. “She’s… brainwashed. She’s rewritten everything in her head. He’s not a monster, he’s a ‘tragic hero.’ He didn’t torture people, he ‘held up a mirror.’ We’re not living in ruins, we’re in a ‘post-operative recovery room’!”

 

Momiji looked ill. “She’s become the perfect reward. The ultimate validation. Not just a girl who loves him despite what he did, but a girl who loves him because of what he did, who sees it as noble and necessary. She’s absolving him completely, from the inside out.”

 

Kureno, who had been silent, steepled his fingers. “It is the final stage of the Golden Ticket’s guarantee. It promised he would be rewarded with happiness, specifically with Tohru and Kagura. Kagura’s love was always twisted, possessive, easily redirected into this. But Tohru’s love… it was pure. Unconditional. For it to be part of the reward, it had to be… converted. Transmuted from a love that might have healed the old Kyo into a love that sanctifies the new one. She is not broken in despair. She is broken into perfect, worshipful compliance.”

 

Ritsu whimpered. “She called him… the surgeon. And us… the patient. She said… she said we should be grateful.”

“That’s what’s so terrifying,” Momiji said, his voice hollow. “She’s not just accepting her role as a ‘prize.’ She’s embracing it. She’s proud of it. She sees herself as part of a grand, heroic narrative. Kyo isn’t just walking away scot-free. He’s walking away with a… a saint by his side, singing his praises. A second princess who will tell the story of the dragon not as a beast, but as a misunderstood liberator.”

 

They sat in the horror of it. The physical and psychological violence was one thing. But this… this spiritual corruption of the one truly good thing in their world felt like the final, deepest violation. Tohru Honda, the girl who loved with her whole heart, had had that heart broken and reassembled into a shrine for the very force that broke it.

Kyo was winning more completely than any of them had feared. He wasn’t just escaping consequences. He was being rewarded for every last atrocity under the sun, with the one reward that could make it all seem morally white: the beatific, joyful love of Tohru Honda, who now believed, with all her shattered heart, that he had done nothing wrong.

Chapter 36: Together forever (Part 1)

Summary:

Kyo and Kagura will be together forever.

Chapter Text

The café was small, tucked away on a side street far from the Sohma estate’s gravitational pull of misery. Sunlight streamed through the front window, painting warm, dappled squares on the clean wooden floor. It was the kind of place that existed in a different world entirely—a world of grinding coffee beans, the soft clink of china, and the low murmur of ordinary conversations about weather, work, and what to make for dinner.

 

At a corner table, Kyo and Kagura sat.

It was a sight that would have been unthinkable months ago, and chillingly surreal just weeks prior. Now, it simply… was.

 

Kyo sat with his back to the wall, a habit born of a lifetime of vigilance, but his posture was relaxed. He wasn’t slouching in defiant anger or sitting with the rigid poise of a predator. He was just… sitting. He wore a simple dark green sweatshirt and jeans, the black suit and its implications packed away. His face, turned towards the window, was peaceful. The deep, permanent scowl that had been his default expression since childhood was absent. In its place was a quiet, neutral calm that, on him, looked like happiness. The lines of tension around his eyes had softened. He looked his age, for the first time maybe ever.

 

Across from him, Kagura was a sunbeam contained in human form. She wore a pretty, butter-yellow dress, her hair styled with careful, excited hands. She wasn’t bouncing or vibrating with her old, frantic energy. She was still, but it was the stillness of a contented cat in a warm patch of light. Her eyes, once so often filled with desperate, possessive tears or furious hope, were clear and bright. She watched Kyo with an expression of wonder, as if she couldn’t believe he was really here, really like this.

 

Tohru was back at the small house, “busy.” She had insisted with that serene, unsettling smile that they go without her, that she had things to prepare for “their new beginning.” The excuse was thin, but neither questioned it. This moment, in some unspoken agreement, was just for the two of them.

“You’re staring,” Kyo said, not looking away from the window, a faint, warm grumble in his voice. It lacked its old bite.

“I can’t help it,” Kagura breathed, a blush coloring her cheeks. “You look… different. In the sun. You look… warm.”

 

He finally glanced at her, a slight, almost shy quirk at the corner of his mouth. “It’s called not being in a dungeon or a courtyard full of people I hate.”

She giggled, the sound light and genuine. “Well, it suits you.” She reached across the small table. Slowly, giving him every chance to pull away, she placed her hand over his where it rested beside his coffee cup.

 

He didn’t pull away. He didn’t tense. He turned his hand over, palm up, and laced his fingers with hers. His grip was firm, warm, real. It wasn’t the desperate, crushing grip of someone clinging to a lifeline, nor the cold, possessive hold of a victor claiming spoils. It was just… holding hands. A simple, mundane, miraculous act.

Kagura’s heart felt like it might burst. She remembered all the times she’d grabbed him, yanked on his sleeve, thrown herself at him with enough force to bruise. She remembered the way he’d always flinched, cursed, shoved her away. Now, his hand held hers gently, his thumb absently stroking the back of her knuckles. She hadn’t shattered it. He was embracing it.

 

“The cake here is supposed to be good,” Kagura said, nodding towards the display case. “The strawberry shortcake. Should we split a piece?”

Kyo made a face, the old, familiar grouchiness appearing, but it was softer now, almost playful. “Too sweet. You’d eat all the strawberries and leave me the sponge.”

“I would not!” she protested, laughing. “I’d give you… one. Maybe two if you ask nicely.”

“See? Extortion.”

“It’s called sharing,you grump.”

“Call it what you want, it’s highway robbery with a fork.”

 

They bickered. It was light, silly, about nothing. About whether the cloud outside looked more like a sheep or a badly drawn turtle. About whether the old man at the counter was a retired yakuza or just had a stern face. About the merits of putting mayonnaise on fries (Kagura was for, Kyo was violently against). It was the dumb, pointless, beautiful chatter of two teenagers on a date, untethered from the weight of curses, vengeance, and cosmic tickets. The horror of the past few months hung in the air around them, a ghost everyone in the café was oblivious to, but they didn’t speak of it. They built a bubble of now, and inside it, they were just Kyo and Kagura.

 

When they left the café, Kagura, emboldened by the sunlight and the strawberry shortcake they’d eventually split (she’d given him three strawberries), looped her arm through his. He didn’t stiffen. He let his arm relax, accepting her weight against his side as they walked.

Their destination was a large, sprawling park on the city’s edge. It was late afternoon, the light turning golden. They walked without a clear aim, just following paths, watching dogs chase balls, children shout on the playground, old couples feed the ducks.

 

At one point, a large, shaggy dog bolted past them, its leash trailing, heading straight for the pond. Kagura gasped and stumbled back, directly into Kyo.

His arms came up, not to push her away, but to steady her. He caught her, his hands firm on her upper arms. For a moment, she was pressed against his chest. She could feel the solid, steady beat of his heart through his sweatshirt. It wasn’t racing. It was calm.

 

“Sorry,” she mumbled, her face burning, making no move to pull away.

“‘S fine,” he murmured, his breath stirring her hair. He didn’t let go immediately. He held her there, just for a few extra seconds, in a simple, secure embrace. Then he gently set her back on her feet. “Clumsy.”

“Am not!” she retorted, but she was beaming.

 

Later, they found a quiet bench overlooking a field where the setting sun painted the grass in shades of fire and amber. The earlier chatter had faded into a comfortable silence. Kagura rested her head on his shoulder. He didn’t shrug her off. He adjusted his posture slightly to make it more comfortable for her.

“It’s finally over,” Kagura whispered, her voice full of awe, as if saying it too loudly might break the spell. “I mean… really, truly over. The fighting. The waiting. The… the everything.”

Kyo was silent for a long moment, watching the sun begin its descent behind a line of distant trees. The golden light gilded his features, softening the sharp edges. “It’s not,” he said quietly.

 

Kagura lifted her head, looking at him in confusion. “What? But… they all chose. You said it was done. We had our date…”

“The judgment is over,” Kyo clarified, his gaze still on the horizon. “The business with them is done. But it’s not over for us. Not yet.” He finally looked down at her. “We can’t stay here, Kagura. Not in this city. Not anywhere near… any of them.”

 

The truth of it settled between them. Their happiness, fragile and new, was built atop a active, groaning fault line of other people’s shattered lives. Every sight of the Sohma estate, every chance encounter with a broken Zodiac, would be a ghost at their feast.

“We need to leave,” Kyo said, his voice firm but not harsh. “Take you and Tohru. Go somewhere far away. Somewhere they don’t know the name Sohma. Somewhere we can just… be. Start from zero. A place where the only history that matters is the one we make from tomorrow onward.”

 

The plan, spoken aloud, made it real. It was an escape, not just from a place, but from the very atmosphere of consequence.

Kagura’s eyes lit up. “Okay. Yes. Anywhere. We could go to Osaka! It’s loud and busy and full of life! Or… or to the countryside! Some tiny village in the middle of nowhere, with mountains and rice fields and no one for miles!” She grinned, a playful, daring glint in her eye. “You could be a grumpy farmer. I’d be the farmer’s wife who brings you lunch and annoys you every day.”

 

Kyo actually laughed. A real, soft, unburdened sound that made Kagura’s breath catch. “A farmer? I’d kill all the crops. They’d wilt from my bad attitude.”

“Then we’ll get goats! They eat anything, even your scowl.”

“Goats are chaos on legs.You’d love them.”

“I would! We’ll have a whole herd. And a little house. And Tohru-chan can have a big garden.”

“She’d plant nothing but daikon radishes and optimistic flowers.”

“And we’ll be happy,” Kagura finished, her voice dropping to a
fervent whisper. “Won’t we?”

 

Kyo’s smile softened. He looked at her, really looked at her—not as the violent girl from his past, or the desperate collaborator of his revenge, but as the young woman beside him now, her face painted in sunset colors, her eyes holding a future he’d been promised but never dared to picture in such mundane, specific detail.

“Yeah,” he said, his voice rough with an emotion too big to name. “The countryside sounds great.”

The simplicity of the agreement, the shared vision of a mundane, peaceful future, was more intimate than any declaration. It was a contract written in sunlight and quiet understanding.

 

Overwhelmed, Kagura turned on the bench to face him fully. She didn’t launch herself at him. She moved slowly, giving him time. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him into a hug, burying her face in the crook of his shoulder. It was a tender, clinging embrace, full of all the love she’d once expressed with violence, now finally distilled into its pure, gentle form.

Kyo’s arms came around her, holding her close. He rested his cheek against her hair. He absorbed her warmth, her weight, the scent of her shampoo mixed with the autumn air. He held her like she was something precious, something he’d fought a war to earn the right to hold. And in that moment, he did.

 

They stayed like that as the sky bled from gold to rose to deep violet. The world around them dimmed, the park emptying, the sounds of the city becoming a distant hum.

When Kagura finally pulled back, her eyes were shining with unshed tears of joy. She cupped his face in her hands, her touch feather-light. “My tragic hero,” she whispered, the term of reverence Tohru used, but on Kagura’s lips it was more personal, more raw. It acknowledged the pain but claimed the victory.

 

Kyo looked into her eyes, his own expression unguarded, vulnerable in a way he never allowed anyone to see. He brought a hand up, his gloved fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from her cheek. “My beloved princess,” he murmured back. The title was ironic, yet utterly sincere. She was his prize, his companion, his fellow survivor in the ruin they’d navigated.

The space between them vanished.

 

The kiss was not a sudden, frantic collision. It was a slow, inevitable convergence. It was redemption for every harsh word and violent grab she’d ever given him. It was an apology for every time he’d pushed her away, for every ounce of pain he’d used as fuel. It was a loving kiss, soft and searching, a discovery of a new language between them. It was a kiss of promises—of goat-filled countryside, of shared sunsets, of a life built far from shadows.

 

And then, as the initial tenderness deepened, it became something else. It became hungry. Passionate. A kiss that branded them to each other, a searing claim that obliterated the past and sealed the future. It was a kiss that said, After all the hell, you are mine and I am yours, and this is the world we bought. It was desperate and grateful and fiercely possessive all at once.

 

When they finally broke apart, both were breathing raggedly, their foreheads resting together. Their faces were flushed, not just from the kiss, but from the sheer, overwhelming reality of it. They had crossed a threshold. The bubble of ‘now’ had become the foundation of ‘forever.’

No words were needed. They simply sat in the gathering twilight, hands clasped, the ghost of the kiss lingering on their lips like a sweet, stolen secret.

 

Eventually, as the first stars pricked the deep blue sky, Kyo stood, pulling her up with him. They didn’t let go of each other’s hands. They walked slowly back through the darkening park, towards the train, towards the borrowed house, towards Tohru and the tangled future.

 

They walked home together, two teenagers in love, their intertwined shadows stretching long behind them on the path. The ordinary world saw a young couple after a sweet date. Only they carried the knowledge of the extraordinary, terrible price of this ordinary happiness. But in that moment, holding his warm, solid hand, feeling the ghost of his kiss on her mouth, Kagura wouldn’t have traded it for anything. And Kyo, walking beside her, feeling a peace he’d thought was a myth, knew with a final, cold certainty that the Golden Ticket’s most lavish promise was being fulfilled. He was happy. And it was paid for in full.

Chapter 37: Together forever (Part 2)

Summary:

Kyo, Tohru, and Kagura will be together forever

Chapter Text

The walk back from the park was a journey through a dream. The cool night air held the fading warmth of the sunset, and Kyo and Kagura moved through it wrapped in a shared, private glow. Their hands remained linked, a simple, profound tether. The ghost of their kiss was a live wire between them, humming with promise and quiet awe. They didn’t speak much, but the silence was companionable, filled with the echo of laughter and the imagined bleating of future goats.

 

As they approached the small, borrowed house on the estate’s edge, a new kind of warmth greeted them. Golden light spilled from the windows, cutting through the evening gloom. The sight was so ordinary, so domestic, it gave them both pause. This wasn’t the cold, formal lighting of the main house. This was a lived-in, welcoming glow.

Before Kyo could reach for the handle, the door swung open.

 

Tohru Honda stood in the doorway, backlit by the light, wearing a pretty apron over her clothes. Her face was lit with a smile so wide and radiant it seemed to generate its own illumination. The hollow grief, the serene fanaticism—it was all gone, folded into this picture of pure, bustling, homemaking joy.

“Welcome home!” she chirped, her voice like a bell. “I was starting to wonder! Did you have a nice time?”

 

Kyo and Kagura stood on the step, momentarily stunned. It wasn’t Tohru’s presence that shocked them, nor her apparent good mood. It was the… thoroughness. The aura of preparedness that rolled out of the house behind her. The smell of something delicious—ginger and soy and roasting vegetables—wrapped around them. The faint sound of soft music played from within.

“Tohru-chan…” Kagura blinked. “You’re… you made dinner?”

“Of course!” Tohru beamed, stepping aside to usher them in. “It’s a special night! Come in, come in, it’s getting chilly!”

 

They stepped inside, and the domestic illusion solidified into reality. The small living area was spotless, more organized than they’d ever kept it. A low table was set for three with their mismatched but carefully arranged dishes. Steam rose from covered pots on a hotplate. In the center was a small vase with a few wildflowers. On the couch, three blankets were neatly folded, and a stack of DVDs sat beside the TV.

 

“I did the laundry, too,” Tohru said, fluttering around them as they took off their shoes. “And I aired out the futons. Oh, and I found these movies! There’s a comedy, and a historical drama, and an animated one about a cat bus—I thought that one might be funny, considering!” She giggled, a light, genuine sound. “We can have a movie night! And… and I thought, since it’s a special night… maybe we could all sleep together in the main room? Like a sleepover! If… if that’s okay?”

 

She finished, wringing her hands in her apron, her expression suddenly vulnerable, seeking their approval. The sheer, overwhelming homeliness of it all was disorienting. This was Tohru at her most Tohru-esque—nurturing, organized, eager to please—but amplified, laser-focused, and devoid of any underlying sorrow. It was as if she had taken the concept of ‘happy home’ and built a perfect, unnerving diorama of it.

 

Kyo and Kagura exchanged a look—a mixture of shock, amusement, and a deep, unsettling sense of being seamlessly absorbed into a pre-made fantasy.

“Tohru… you did all this?” Kyo asked, his voice softer than he intended.

“I wanted to!” she said, her eyes shining. “After everything… I just wanted tonight to be… perfect. Normal. Warm.” She clasped her hands. “Now, sit, sit! Dinner’s ready!”

 

The meal was, unsurprisingly, delicious. It was comforting, home-cooked food—teriyaki salmon, rice, spinach with sesame, miso soup. Tohru kept up a stream of cheerful chatter, asking about their date (“Was the cake good?” “Did you see any cute dogs?”), talking about her day of cleaning (“You wouldn’t believe the dust behind the fridge!”). It was so aggressively normal it circled back to being surreal.

 

As they ate, Tohru grew thoughtfully quiet for a moment, tapping her chopsticks against her lip. “You know,” she began, her tone conversational, “I’ve been thinking. We really should move away. All of us. Somewhere far from here.”

Kagura, who had just taken a sip of water, choked. She coughed, pounding her chest. Kyo’s eyebrows shot up towards his hairline. They stared at Tohru.

 

She blinked at them, innocent. “What? It just makes sense, doesn’t it? Somewhere in the countryside, maybe. Or the real boonies! Though,” she added with a playful smile, “I think you two might lose your minds if we went too far into the boondocks. Kagura-chan would miss the city bakeries, and Kyo-kun would probably start arguing with the crows out of boredom.”

 

The specificity, the casual read of their hypothetical reactions—it was unnerving. Had she been eavesdropping on their park bench conversation through some twisted, loving psychic link?

Kyo recovered first, clearing his throat. “That’s… an interesting idea,” he said slowly, watching her.

Tohru’s face broke into a brilliant, relieved smile. “You think so? I’m so glad! I thought… I thought the three of us should live somewhere nice and quiet. Where the air is clean, and we can have a garden, and maybe hear frogs at night instead of traffic.” She looked between them, her expression softening into something pleading and hopeful. “If… if that’s okay with both of you.”

 

Kagura, having recovered from her choking fit, let out a laugh that was half relief, half disbelief. She reached over and poked Tohru’s cheek affectionately. “Of course it’s okay, you silly girl! We were just talking about the exact same thing! It’s the only thing that makes sense. Kyo’s finally… finally at peace. We should leave this… this ruined world behind and start fresh.” She said ‘ruined world’ with a casual flick of her wrist, as if dismissing a minor inconvenience.

 

Tohru’s eyes lit up with triumphant joy. “I knew you’d agree! I had a feeling!” She bounced in her seat slightly. “So… I took the liberty!”

 

She got up and scurried to the small closet. She slid the door open with a flourish. Inside, instead of their usual haphazard storage, were three large, neatly packed travel bags, a stack of folded bedding, and a box labeled ‘Kitchen - Essentials.’

“I packed for us!” Tohru announced proudly. “Just the necessities. Enough to get started somewhere new. We can leave at a moment’s notice! Whenever you’re ready, Kyo-kun.”

Kyo stared at the bags, then at Tohru’s beaming, expectant face. A soft, incredulous laugh escaped him. He shook his head, a real, warm smile touching his lips for the first time since entering the house. “You’re crazy,” he said, but the words were fond, wrapped in awe.

Tohru placed her hands on her hips, feigning indignation. “You made me crazy! So you have to take responsibility!”

 

Kyo’s smile deepened. He pushed himself up from the table and walked over to her. He stopped in front of her, looking down at her bright, defiant face. “I already am,” he said, his voice low and sure.

The air in the room shifted, grew warmer, more charged. The domestic fantasy deepened into something more intimate.

Tohru’s playfulness melted into a soft, adoring look. “You’d better,” she whispered. “If you don’t love me properly from now on, I’ll leave you!”

It was an empty threat, and they all knew it. They were bound now, by ticket, by tragedy, by this constructed future.

 

Kyo didn’t answer with words. He reached out, his movements slow and deliberate. He cupped Tohru’s face in his hands, his touch infinitely gentle. He looked into her eyes, seeing not the broken saint or the hollow girl, but the woman who had loved him first with a pure heart, and who now loved him with a heart remade in the fire of his own making. He leaned down.

The kiss was different from the one in the park. It wasn’t hungry or passionate. It was loving. Deeply, reverently loving. A seal on a promise. An acknowledgment of her as his foundation, his harbor. It was soft, lingering, and full of a quiet, overwhelming gratitude.

Tohru sighed against his lips, her hands coming up to rest on his wrists. She kissed him back with equal tenderness, a smile playing on her mouth. It was the kiss she’d dreamed of for years, finally happening in the aftermath of a nightmare, and she accepted it with joyous, total surrender.

 

From the table, Kagura watched, her hand over her heart. She didn’t feel jealousy. She felt a swooning, overwhelming happiness. This was part of the picture. This was the other side of their strange, three-sided coin. She was witnessing the culmination of Tohru’s long, patient love, and it was beautiful.

When they parted, both were smiling, their faces flushed with a simple, shared happiness. The room seemed to hold its breath.

 

Then Tohru’s eyes, sparkling with a new, playful mischief, slid from Kyo’s face to Kagura’s. A slow, knowing grin spread across her lips. “Hmm,” she hummed, pretending to thoughtful. “I can taste a woman on your lips, Kyo-kun.” Her gaze locked with Kagura’s, a challenge and an invitation dancing in her eyes.

Kagura’s blush deepened, but she met Tohru’s look with a grin of her own. This new, confident, playful Tohru was a revelation she adored. “Oh?” Kagura purred, leaning her chin on her hand. “Does the princess want to taste the real thing?”

 

In a flash, Tohru moved. She was across the small room in seconds. She grabbed Kagura’s hand, pulled her out of her chair with surprising strength, and spun her, pinning her playfully against the wall near the closet. Kagura let out a squeak of surprised laughter.

“Maybe I do,” Tohru murmured, her face inches from Kagura’s.

 

Then they were kissing. And it wasn’t a shy, tentative thing. It was passionate, enthusiastic, a little messy. Kagura’s arms wrapped around Tohru, pulling her closer. Tohru’s hands tangled in Kagura’s hair. It was a kiss of shared complicity, of sisterhood forged in the bizarre crucible of being Kyo Sohma’s ‘rewards.’ It was affection, yes, but also a celebration of their own bond within the triadic future they were building.

Kyo stood by the table, utterly flabbergasted. He watched the two girls—the one who had loved him with violent desperation, the one who had loved him with saintly patience—now locked in a passionate, giggling make-out session against the wall of their temporary home. A slow, deep, incredulous laugh bubbled up from his chest. He ran a hand through his hair, shaking his head.

 

He wasn’t upset. He wasn’t jealous. He was… happy. A strange, complex, overwhelming happiness that settled in his bones like the warmth from the food and the golden light. This was his life now. This bizarre, beautiful, impossibly won domesticity. This was the ‘happy ending’ in its first, chaotic, glorious moments.

Someday soon, they would leave. They would take these bags Tohru had packed, board a train, and disappear into the countryside, leaving the broken world of the Sohmas behind like a shed skin. They would have their little house, their garden, their arguments, their laughter, their tangled, loving nights.

 

And he, Kyo Sohma, the Cat, the monster, the tragic hero, the victor… he would spend the rest of his life making these two girls the happiest in the world. It was the final clause of the contract. The last and only meaningful promise he had left to keep. As he watched his two princesses break apart, breathless and grinning, their faces flushed with joy and shared secrets, he knew with absolute certainty that he would. No matter the cost already paid, no matter the ghosts that might follow. This, here, was his to cherish. And he would.

Chapter 38: Gotcha

Summary:

Gotcha

Notes:

Gotcha

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Time had not healed. It had crystallized. The Sohma estate existed in a state of perfect, preserved ruin, like a insect trapped in amber. The broken did not improve; they simply grew more accustomed to their fractures. The spared moved through the halls with the quiet deference of curators in a museum of eternal sorrow.

So, when a new summons circulated—not a cold command, but a strange, formal invitation delivered by a confused-looking outside courier—it sparked not dread, but a dull, bewildered curiosity. It requested the presence of all remaining Sohmas, and their associated friends, in the Main Hall. It was signed with a name that meant nothing to most of them, but which made Shigure’s hollow eyes flicker with a ghost of intellectual interest, and sent Kazuma, who had come to check on the younger ones, into a state of silent, profound alarm.

 

Natsuki Takaya.

 

They gathered again in the cavernous Main Hall. The atmosphere was different. The terror of Kyo’s presence was gone, replaced by a leaden exhaustion. Akito was there, shivering between Kureno and a new, sterner maid. Shigure sat upright, a faint, ghostly simulation of his old attentive posture. Hatori was present, a monument of sterile composure, though his eyes were dead windows. Ayame slumped in his chair, a scarf hiding the ruin of his hair, his vibrancy extinguished. Haru stood behind Rin’s wheelchair, his hand on her shoulder, both of them islands of numbness.

 

The spared—Momiji, Hiro, Kisa, Ritsu—clustered together, wary. Kazuma stood with them, his face grave. Arisa and Saki had come at Tohru’s vague, cheerful insistence that “an old friend wants to say hello!” They stood apart, Arisa’s arms crossed, Saki’s head tilted as if listening to a distant, troubling frequency.

They did not have to wait long. The doors opened, but no dark-suited avenger entered.

 

Instead, a woman walked in. She was of average height, dressed in neat, comfortable clothes, with a thoughtful, somewhat tired face behind glasses. She carried a simple leather satchel. She looked like a librarian, or a writer on a deadline. She looked utterly, completely ordinary. And yet, her presence in this hall of ghosts and tragic grandeur was the most shocking thing they had witnessed in weeks.

 

She walked to the head of the table, not with Kyo’s predatory ownership, but with the slightly apologetic air of someone taking a seat they weren’t sure they were entitled to. She placed her satchel on the table, looked around at the shattered assembly, and offered a small, weary smile.

“Thank you for coming,” said Natsuki Takaya, creator of their world, architect of their original curses. “I know it’s… a lot to ask, given everything.”

 

Shigure was the first to speak. His voice was still flat, but a rusty gear of cognition turned within the hollow machine. “Natsuki Takaya… in the flesh. I must congratulate you.” He gave a slow, lifeless clap, a mocking echo of his applause for Kyo. “You did the unthinkable. You didn’t just write a monster. You reached into the page, pulled one out, handed him a weapon, and sicked him on us. A metafictional crime of passion. Bravo.”

 

Takaya sighed, a sound of deep, genuine fatigue. She removed her glasses and pinched the bridge of her nose. “In my defense… I didn’t see this coming.” She gestured vaguely around the room, at Akito’s tremors, at Rin’s catatonia, at Ayame’s emptiness. “I knew it would be bad. I knew he was a kettle about to explode. But this?” She shook her head, putting her glasses back on. “This makes everything the Sohma family did in my story look like a regular family spat over the last pork cutlet. This is… systemic obliteration.”

 

“Bullshit.”

The word, cold, clinical, and dripping with venom, came from Hatori. He hadn’t moved, but his dead eyes were fixed on her with an intensity that was almost alive. “You’re the author. You see the threads. You gave him the means. You don’t get to plead ignorance.”

 

Takaya met his gaze, not flinching. “I don’t plead ignorance, Doctor. I plead… underestimation. Of his pain. Of your collective capacity for surrender. I gave him a nudge. You all provided the cliff.”

Hiro, frustration overriding his fear, burst out, “You gave him the Golden Ticket! You told him he could do whatever he wanted and get away with it! That’s not a ‘nudge’!”

 

Takaya stifled a laugh—a dry, humorless sound. She looked at the boy, a flicker of something like pity in her eyes. “Yes. Yes, I did indeed do that.”

“What is the real reason for your visit?” Haru’s monotone cut through the rising tension. He wasn’t looking at her; he was staring at the wall behind her head. “To gloat?”

Takaya’s smile vanished. “To assess the damage,” she said quietly. “And… to tell you all the truth. What I have to say is going to destroy what’s left of you. But then, you’re already in pieces, so perhaps it’s just rearranging the rubble.”

 

Ayame let out a sound that might have been meant as a laugh. It came out as a broken wheeze. “Destroy us? Darling, look around. We’re already broken. There is nothing left that can happen to us. We are voids in nice clothing.”

Takaya studied him, the sheared hair, the dead eyes. She stifled another one of those terrible, quiet laughs, composing herself. “Oh, you’d be surprised.” She took a deep breath, as if steeling herself to deliver bad news. “The truth is this.”

She paused, making sure every dead, living, and exempt eye in the room was on her.

 

“The Golden Ticket… is just a useless piece of paper.”

 

The words fell into the silence.

 

And nothing happened.

 

No gasp. No outcry. The world did not shake. The words simply hung there, not registering. They were sounds without meaning, a sentence in a language none of them spoke. It was as if Takaya had announced the sky was made of wool, or that grief tasted like apricots. The statement was so utterly, cosmically nonsensical in the context of their reality that it bypassed comprehension entirely. For a full thirty seconds, the grand hall was a vacuum of stunned, blank silence. Time didn’t just stop; it ceased to have ever existed.

 

Rin blinked. Once.

 

Shigure’s head tilted a fraction of an inch.

 

Hatori’s breath caught,not in his lungs, but somewhere deeper.

 

Then, as one, the collective consciousness of the room stuttered back online. The word was whispered, muttered, croaked from a dozen throats, a broken chorus of absolute disbelief.

 

“What?”

 

Takaya nodded, as if confirming a simple, mundane fact. “The Golden Ticket. It’s a prop. A scrap of nice paper with my signature on it. That’s it.”

Shigure’s flat voice cut through the murmurs. “You gave it to him. You presented it as a divine artifact. A metaphysical guarantee.”

Takaya laughed now, a real, sharp laugh that echoed bitterly in the hall. “A divine artifact? Oh, Shigure. It’s a permission slip to a destination you could have walked to on your own two feet any time you wanted. It’s nothing special at all.”

 

“No!” Ritsu whimpered, fluttering his hands in panic. “It has power! It has to! It protected him! It made everything happen!”

“It has no supernatural powers,” Takaya said firmly, her gaze sweeping the room. “No mystical abilities. No capacity to bend reality or karma. It’s stationery. I signed my name. That’s the entire magic.”

Kisa’s small voice trembled. “But… but you told Kyo-kun he would get away with everything… and be rewarded… because he had the ticket!”

 

Takaya’s expression turned shrewd. “Technically speaking, I didn’t lie. I said with that ticket, he could be the worst version of himself and would get away with it and be rewarded. And look.” She gestured around. “He was. He did. He has been. I just never told him the ticket itself made that happen. You… all of you… you rationalized that on your own. You saw the paper and invented the divinity.”

The implications began to seep in, cold and oily, like poison through cracked ice.

 

Hatori stood up. Slowly. The movement was stiff, robotic. The sterile calm on his face fissured, revealing the raw, howling void beneath. “Are you telling me,” he said, each word a shard of glass forced from his throat, “that Kyo Sohma is not exempt from the consequences of his actions? That the ticket has no power to shield him? That everything he did… he is accountable for?”

Takaya looked at the doctor, at the man who had been broken by a ghost she had helped conjure. She nodded slowly. “You’re right. And you’re wrong.”

 

She let the paradox hang for a moment. “Yes, the piece of paper doesn’t have the supernatural ability to protect him. Nor does it guarantee his happiness. All I did was sign off on Kyo being the literal Satan spawn I didn’t know he had the capacity to become. I gave him… my artistic blessing to go off-script. But the blessing isn’t magical. It’s editorial.”

 

Momiji, his face pale, stepped forward. His voice was calm, but it held the tremor of a world-view disintegrating. “What is the catch, Takaya-san? There is always a catch.”

Takaya smiled at him, a smile that was both sad and terribly, terribly satisfied. “The ‘catch,’ Momiji-kun, is that everything that happened—Kyo walking away unscathed, Kyo getting Tohru and Kagura, all of you being hurt, suffering, broken—isn’t because of the Golden Ticket.” She leaned forward, her eyes gleaming behind her glasses. “It’s because you all… LET it happen.”

 

Again.

 

The world shattered.

 

Time ceased.

 

The simple, vicious verb—“LET”—detonated in the center of the room. It was an active verb. It implied choice. Complicity. It transformed them from victims of a cosmic cheat into willing participants in their own destruction.

All they could do was whisper the same, shattered word. “What?”

 

“Kyo always had the capability,” Takaya explained, her tone that of a teacher explaining a basic, overlooked principle to gifted students who had failed spectacularly. “The will, the strength, the rage. He just lacked the… permission. The final, audacious belief that he could win. That he deserved to win. That the rules could not just be broken, but burned. All I did was hand him a match and say ‘the rules are paper.’ I nudged him. You… you provided the tinder, the wind, and then stood there, horrified, as the fire burned, because you believed the match was magical. You were afraid of the idea of the match.”

 

Hiro’s mind was racing, chasing the horrific conclusion. “So… so it means… if it means…”

 

Takaya finished for him, her voice gentle and cruel. “Yes, Hiro. It means all of your pain and suffering was for nothing. In the cosmic sense. There was no supernatural justice, no divine mandate. Kyo Sohma and I played a confidence game. And you all, every last one of you, bought it. You were so terrified of the monster, and the ‘magic’ paper that supposedly empowered him, that you never once stopped to check if the paper was real. You never called the bluff. You just… surrendered. And now you have nothing to show for it but the ruins you’re standing in.”

 

Shigure began to laugh. It started as a weak, airy sound, then grew, becoming a dry, hacking, hollow thing that contained no humor, only the vast, infinite irony of it all. “Let me understand,” he wheezed, tears of mirthless laughter streaking his hollow cheeks. “Yuki’s coma. My… unraveling. Akito’s defilement. Ayame’s shearing. Rin’s vacancy. Haru’s death-in-life. Hatori’s… heart being fed to him on a plate. Kyo's father’s suicide. All of it… Kyo walks away with a clean conscience, with Tohru, with Kagura, with his happy ending… over a piece of paper that’s worth less than a bowl of instant ramen?”

 

Takaya nodded, her own smile sharp and unforgiving. “Yes. That’s exactly what it means. You were terrified of a possibility. And in your terror, you made it a reality. You gave the paper its power. Your fear was the only magic it ever had.”

Ayame looked at her, all theatrics gone, only a naked, broken core remaining. “Why?” he whispered. “Why tell us now? Why this… final cruelty?”

 

Takaya’s gaze swept to Shigure, then to the cowering, trembling Akito. Her expression hardened into something petty, and deeply, humanly satisfied. “Because Shigure and Akito are such terrible people,” she said plainly, “that the idea of rubbing more salt into their battered souls was too good to pass up. That’s the real reason it all worked out this way. I wanted to see the look on their faces—on all your faces—when you realized you lost everything to a scrap of paper and a teenage boy with so much pain he weaponized a cheap autograph. He managed to destroy, erase, vandalize, and pummel everything you stood for with an efficiency that astonished me. And he did it because you were all too busy being afraid of the concept of his victory to ever actually fight it.”

 

Kisa was crying, big, silent tears. “You used him. You used Kyo-kun.”

“I didn’t,” Takaya said, her tone final. “Every decision was his own. Every act of cruelty, every calculated word, every broken bone and shattered spirit—that was Kyo Sohma. All I did was sign off on him being worse than Shigure. Worse than Akito. But the signature isn’t magical. It doesn’t protect him. It doesn’t guarantee him a thing.”

 

She paused, letting the paradox sink its teeth in deeper. “And yet… at the same time, it does. Because you all allowed it to. You allowed Kyo to get away with everything. You allowed him to destroy you. You allowed him to take his rewards. The Golden Ticket worked. It worked perfectly. And its power source… was your own collective, terrified, guilty, compliant hearts.”

She stood up, closing her satchel. The lesson was over.

 

“Not only has Kyo Sohma caused emotional, physical, and psychological devastation. Not only has he walked away unscathed. Not only has he received your ‘forgiveness.’ Not only does he have Tohru and Kagura, happy and waiting in a little house, dreaming of the countryside.” She looked at each of them, her gaze a scalpel. “He has all of that… because you were afraid of a monster and a piece of paper worth less than toilet paper. The cosmic irony is so perfect, so beautifully, terribly petty… I just had to be here to see it for myself.”

With that, Natsuki Takaya, the creator, turned and walked towards the doors. She had come, she had assessed, she had annihilated, and now she was leaving. She offered no comfort, no solution, no closure. Only the devastating, mundane truth.

As the door clicked shut behind her, the hall remained silent for a heartbeat longer.

 

Then, the sound began.

It started as a low, ragged inhalation from Rin’s wheelchair. Then it broke—a raw, piercing, earsplitting scream. It was not a scream of pain, but of pure, unfiltered existential horror. The sound of a mind that had retreated to nothingness finding, in the depths of that nothing, this ultimate, unbearable truth, and screaming its way back to the surface just to express it. Rin was screaming, her body rigid, her eyes wide and seeing everything and nothing, screaming as if her soul were being torn out all over again, through the fresh wound of this revelation.

 

As if her scream were a signal, Hatori collapsed. Not a faint. A total, systemic failure. His legs gave out, and he crumpled to his knees, then forward onto his hands. He did not weep. He made no sound. He simply folded in on himself, his body shaking with silent, violent tremors. The last pillar, the man who had borne his tragedy with clinical dignity, had finally found the one truth that could break him completely: that his sacred pain, his murdered love used as a weapon, had been wielded not by a divinely-protected monster, but by a angry boy with a fake hall pass. His sacrifice had been desecrated for a confidence trick.

 

Ayame didn’t move. He simply… dissolved. The last vestige of a persona, of a self, evaporated from his eyes. He was now simply an organic shell. The void had been filled with the understanding that his suffering, his loss, was a joke in exceptionally poor taste. He died inside, finally and completely.

Shigure laughed. That weak, hollow laugh that was the sound of a vacuum. He laughed at the ceiling, at the absurdity, at the sheer, masterful, petty brilliance of it. He, the schemer, had been out-schemed by a teenager with a prop and an author with a grudge. His laugh was the sound of perfect, ultimate defeat.

 

The exempt were in chaos. Hiro was shouting, a stream of furious, confused curses. Kisa was sobbing hysterically in Momiji’s arms. Momiji held her, his own face ashen, his brilliant mind trying and failing to process a universe where goodness and magic were replaced by this cruel, psychological sleight-of-hand. Ritsu had fainted again.

Kazuma stood rigid, his hand over his mouth. His proud, strong son had become a force of nature, but the revelation that it was built on a lie—a lie everyone believed—filled him with a horror deeper than any Kyo’s violence had inspired.

 

Arisa was vibrating with fury. “A lie? It was all a fucking lie? The ticket was fake?” She wanted to smash something, but the targets were all already broken on the floor. Her anger had nowhere to go.

Saki had her eyes closed. “The frequency was a deception,” she murmured, a single black tear tracing down her cheek. “A resonant echo of their own fear, mistaken for divine will. The universe is not cruel. It is empty. And we filled the silence with our own screams.”

 

The hall was bedlam—screaming, sobbing, hollow laughter, silent collapse. The ruins of the Sohma family were no longer just physical or psychological. They were philosophical. Their tragedy had been rendered absurd. Their suffering had been stripped of meaning. They had not been defeated by a god or a monster, but by a paper-thin illusion and their own, monumental, terrified credulity.

 

Natsuki Takaya had left them with nothing. Not even the cold comfort of being victims of a higher power. Only the devastating, humiliating truth that they had done this to themselves, by believing in a magic that never was. The Golden Ticket’s final power was not to protect Kyo, but to reveal that the only cage that ever truly held them was the one they had built in their own minds. And Kyo, with a worthless slip of paper, had simply walked out of his, locking them all inside.

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Chapter 39: Ruin and Rain

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Six months.

 

Half a year of silence that was not peaceful, but necrotic. The Sohma estate didn’t decay; it underwent a strange, sterile mummification. The gardens grew wild, but the house itself seemed to hold its breath, preserving the dust of the final cataclysm in perfect, airless suspension. Life did not go on. It persisted in fragments, in the aftermath of a shockwave that had obliterated the foundation of what life even meant.

The fates of the damned had crystallized into their final, tragic forms.

 

Rin had been the first to find a way out. Three months after Takaya’s visit, on a night of silent, pouring rain, she had simply stood up from her wheelchair—a feat no one thought her capable of anymore—walked to the high wall at the estate’s eastern edge, and stepped off. They found her in the morning, broken on the rocks below, a final, terrible clarity in her unblinking eyes. She had understood the absurdity, and chosen the only exit that made sense in an absurd world.

 

Haru did not attend her funeral. He did not cry. When told, he had nodded once, then turned and walked into the dojo. He took a practice sword, and for twelve hours straight, he performed kata. Not with fury, not with grief. With a mechanical, perfect, soulless precision. When he finished, he put the sword away, took a shower, and went to bed. He spoke when spoken to. He ate. He breathed. But the person known as Haru—the boy of Black and White, of stormy passion and quiet love—was gone. He was an emotionally dead shell, performing the motions of living with an automaton’s hollow grace.

 

Hatori lasted four months. The man who had borne the weight of the family’s physical and psychic wounds, who had erased memories and sutured gashes, could not suture the wound Takaya’s truth had inflicted. The idea that Kana’s condemnation, the destruction of his past, had been for a lie… it was the one toxin his clinical mind could not neutralize. He was found in his office, hanging from a beam by a silk cord from an old medical robe. He had left no note. His face, in death, was not peaceful, but etched with a final, profound resignation. The last pillar had chosen to stop bearing the weight.

 

Ayame vanished. Simply. One day he was in his room, staring at the wall. The next, he was gone. No note, no suitcase missing, no money withdrawn. He had walked out into the world with his sheared hair and his hollow heart and simply… dissipated. Searches turned up nothing. He became a rumor, a ghost story Sohma servants told in whispers. Mine’s fate remained locked in that awful ambiguity—a living woman somewhere, perhaps with no memory, perhaps with a haunting she couldn’t name, a permanent question mark in the wake of his disappearance.

 

Akito, paradoxically, showed signs of life. Broken of her godhood, terrified into a fundamental state of being, she began a pathetic, trembling crawl toward something resembling humanity. She apologized constantly, to walls, to servants, to the air. She gave orders for the estate’s funds to be used for charities supporting abused children. She flinched at loud noises and begged forgiveness for existing. It was a recovery of sorts—a mangled, terrified seedling growing in the blast crater of her soul. She was trying to be better, but the attempt was so saturated with fear it was less redemption and more a lifelong atonement carried out by a scared animal.

 

Shigure found his solace in a bottle. The great schemer, the manipulator of narratives, had his own narrative revealed as a cheap farce. His mind, already hollowed by Kyo, was now pickled in cheap whiskey and self-loathing. He could be found in his study, surrounded by empty bottles and blank pages, laughing and weeping in turns, holding conversations with the Kyo in his head, with the Takaya in his head, with the ghost of the man he used to be. He had devolved into a maudlin, stumbling madness, a court jester in the court of his own despair.

 

Yuki was released from the hospital. The physical wounds healed. But the Prince who had once carried himself with such elegant pride was gone. He moved through the estate like a polite phantom, speaking in monosyllables, avoiding eye contact. He did not return to school. He did not seek out Machi or his student council friends. The final humiliation—forgiving his breaker for a crime enabled by a fake ticket—had eroded the very core of his identity. Slowly, he faded into the background of the ruin, and then one day, he simply wasn’t there anymore. He had left, no one knew where, joining Ayame in the ranks of the voluntarily vanished.

 

And Kyo, Tohru, and Kagura? They were gone. Some time after Takaya’s visit, the small house on the edge of the estate was found empty. Not a trace. No forwarding address. No goodbye. Just… absence. They had evaporated into the promise of the countryside, into their hard-won happy ending, leaving no shadow behind. Their departure was the final punctuation mark on the sentence of their victory.

 

This was the world the Exempt now lived in.

Momiji, Hiro, Kisa, and Ritsu remained in the estate, not out of duty, but because there was nowhere else to go that wasn’t stained by the knowledge of what had happened. They were the custodians of the haunted house, the living witnesses to a tragedy that had lost all meaning. They moved through the halls, their youth a cruel joke in the face of the surrounding desolation.

 

Kisa had stopped drawing. Hiro’s sarcasm had hardened into a permanent, bitter cynicism. Ritsu’s anxiety had matured into a quiet, chronic terror, flinching at the sound of Shigure’s drunken sobs from down the hall. Momiji… Momiji carried the weight. He tried to maintain order, to check on the catatonic Haru, to avoid the drunken Shigure, to respond to Akito’s frantic, apologetic requests. His cheerful spirit had been burned away, leaving a leader of ash and grief.

 

They were living in a world where everything had gone wrong because of a piece of tissue paper and a monster they had all, in some way, helped create through their silence, their fear, their compliance.

One cold afternoon, as a grey, persistent rain fell, soaking the untamed gardens, they gathered in the least-damaged sitting room. It was a ritual of misery. They didn’t talk much. What was there to say?

A maid entered, her face pale. She carried a single, plain envelope on a silver tray. It was addressed to “The Remaining Sohmas.”

 

Momiji took it with trembling fingers. It wasn’t from Kyo. The handwriting was unfamiliar, neat and professional. He opened it. Inside was a single sheet of paper, a formal report from a private medical clinic of impeccable reputation, one known for discreetly handling “unique hereditary conditions.”

The report was a genetic and metaphysical analysis. Requested anonymously, paid for in untraceable cash. The subject identifiers were redacted, but the conclusions were stark.

 

“…analysis of bonded spiritual-metaphysical markers indicates a complete and irreversible dissolution of the primal Zodiac bond in Subject K (Boar) and Subject C (Cat). No residual connection to the central ‘God’ nexus or associated curse phenomena was detected. This dissolution appears to be willfully, perhaps traumatically, severed. In contrast, comparative analysis confirms the bonds in all other Zodiac subjects remain active and intact, albeit in states of extreme psychological distress which may manifest in physical degradation of the transformative phenomena…”

 

Momiji read it aloud, his voice a monotone. The words were clinical, cold. They landed in the quiet room like stones.

Kyo and Kagura were no longer cursed.

The Cat and the Boar were free.

 

Everyone else—the Rat, the Dog, the Ox, the Tiger, the Rabbit, the Dragon, the Snake, the Horse, the Sheep, the Monkey, the God—were still bound. Still trapped in the cycle that had fueled the very hell from which two of their tormentors had now walked away, scot-free, into a sunny, un-cursed future.

The irony was so profound it was vomitous. Not only had Kyo destroyed them, taken their peace, taken Tohru, and gotten away with it all because of their own fear… he and his most fervent collaborator had also been granted the one thing every Zodiac secretly craved: absolute freedom from the curse. The ultimate reward, on top of all the other rewards.

 

Hiro let out a sound that was half-laugh, half-retch. “Of course. Of fucking course. They get everything. Even the curse lets them go. Because why not? The ticket was fake, but the universe is still a petty bitch.”

Kisa began to cry, not with sobs, but with a quiet, hopeless leaking of tears. “They’re free,” she whispered. “They’re really, truly free. And we’re still here. In the cage. With the… the ghosts.”

Ritsu moaned, pulling his knees to his chest. “The bonds… they feel heavier now. Don’t they? Knowing they’re gone? It’s like… like the chain got lighter for them, so the weight redistributed to us.”

 

Momiji let the paper fall from his fingers. It fluttered to the floor, another piece of meaningless trash in a house full of it. He looked out the window at the weeping sky, at the ruins of the garden where Rin had last walked, at the window of the study where Shigure was probably drinking himself into another stupor, at the whole, terrible, beautiful prison of the estate.

They had been exempt from Kyo’s direct wrath. But they had not been exempt from the consequences. They lived in the world his actions, and their own inaction, had created. A world of suicides, disappearances, madness, and walking deaths. A world where the curse persisted, a mocking shackle on those who had already lost everything else.

 

And somewhere, far away, under a sun that didn’t shine on this grey rain, Kyo, Kagura, and Tohru were living. Building their warm house. Arguing about goats. Sharing kisses free from any ancient, haunting bonds. Their happiness was complete, untainted, and built upon the absolute ruin of everyone they left behind.

Momiji closed his eyes. The leader of ash had no more wisdom, no more comfort to give. Only the final, chilling truth of their situation.

 

“We are the ones who have to live with it,” he whispered, not to the others, but to the rain, to the ghosts, to the empty spaces where their family used to be. “We are the exempt. And our exemption… is the life sentence.”

 

The rain fell harder, drumming a funeral march on the roof of the ruined house, a house that was no longer a home, but a mausoleum for a family that had been destroyed twice over—first by a monster, and then by the devastating, ordinary truth that the monster was just a boy, and his power was just a piece of paper, and their tragedy was, in the end, entirely, unbearably, their own.

Chapter 40: The End!

Summary:

The Ending has finally Arrived

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PART ONE: THE FALLOW FIELDS

The world, for those left behind, did not end with a bang, but with a slow, chilling leak of meaning. Six months was not enough time to heal. It was only enough time for the wounds to necrotize, for the shattered to settle into their final, broken configurations, and for the survivors to learn how to breathe the thin, toxic air of the aftermath.

 

Kazuma Sohma became the reluctant archivist of the ruin. He maintained his dojo, a bastion of order and discipline that felt increasingly like a museum piece from a more coherent world. But once a month, he would make the grim pilgrimage to the main estate. He went not as family, but as a coroner visiting a mass grave, checking vitals on corpses that were still technically breathing. He would then travel to the countryside, to a small, secluded village nestled between cedar-covered mountains, to deliver his report.

 

His audience, in the warm, wooden farmhouse at the edge of that village, was always the same: Kyo, Tohru, and Kagura. They would listen, their faces reflecting not schadenfreude, but a quiet, focused attention. They were farmers listening to a weather report about a storm that had passed over their land, leaving devastation elsewhere. It was necessary information. It contextualized their sunshine.

 

“Haru is unchanged,” Kazuma would say, sipping the tea Tohru always had ready. “He tends a small vegetable plot behind the dojo. He weeds, waters, harvests with perfect efficiency. He does not eat what he grows. He gives it away. He speaks only when necessary. He is… a very beautiful, very empty machine.”

Kyo would nod, his arm around Kagura on the couch, his other hand holding Tohru’s. “The Ox was always stubborn. I guess that’s one form of stubbornness.”

“Shigure and Akito were married last month,” Kazuma reported another time, his voice flat.

 

This elicited a reaction. Kyo’s eyebrows went up. Kagura snorted into her juice. Tohru tilted her head, a faint, curious smile on her lips. “Married?”

“It was not a ceremony of love,” Kazuma clarified, his distaste evident. “It was a legal formality orchestrated by the family’s remaining lawyers. A union of assets, and of madness. Shigure was drunk throughout. He kept calling her ‘another man’s sloppy seconds’ and laughing until he cried. Akito just stood there, trembling, repeating ‘I’m sorry, I’m sorry’ to the officiant. It was less a wedding and more a psychiatric case study.”

 

The image was grotesque, pathetic. The ultimate schemer and the broken god, bound not by passion or even manipulation, but by shared, utter ruin. A marriage of two hollow things, rattling together in the same cage.

Weeks after that report, Kazuma arrived with a heavier silence. He did not need to speak for a long moment. Finally, he said, “Shigure is dead. He drowned. In his bathtub. The bottle of whiskey was empty beside it. The police called it an accident. No one who knew him believes that.”

 

A quiet settled over the warm farmhouse. Kagura leaned her head on Kyo’s shoulder. Tohru let out a soft sigh. Kyo stared into the fire crackling in the hearth.

“He understood the joke at the end,” Kyo said finally, no triumph in his voice, just a cold statement of fact. “He finally saw the punchline, and it was him. He was the dog who chased his own tail until he bit it off and bled out.” There was no pity. Just a clinical assessment.

 

“Akito remains,” Kazuma continued. “Alone in that huge house, save for the servants who are too afraid or too paid to leave. She is… trying. She visits Rin’s grave every week, leaving wildflowers. She has set up a foundation in Hatori’s name for mental health services. She flinches if a servant drops a plate. She is trying to be a good person, but she is building her morality on a foundation of pure terror. It is a pathetic, painful thing to witness.”

“Good,” Kagura said softly, but with conviction. “Let her be terrified. Let her build her ‘goodness’ on the bones of everyone she hurt. Maybe it’ll stick. Maybe it’s the only way it could ever stick for someone like her.”

 

Hiro and Kisa tried to claw a life from the ashes. They stayed in the estate, two young souls trapped in a museum of horror. Hiro, his sharp tongue now a weapon turned inward, threw himself into online studies, isolating himself in a room filled with computer screens, building digital walls against the analog despair outside his door. Kisa tried to care for him, for the empty shell of Haru when he wandered near, for the crying, apologetic Akito. She grew up too fast, her gentle spirit hardening into a quiet, resilient sorrow. They were children playing house in a bomb shelter, their laughter always a half-beat away from tears.

 

Momiji, the heart of the exempt, the one who had tried to hold them all together, could not bear the weight of the truth. The revelation that their tragedy was absurd, that their suffering was powered by their own fear, was the final straw for the rabbit, whose spirit was built on a foundation of hope. One morning, he was simply gone. No note. His room was neat, almost untouched. He had taken a small bag, his passport, and vanished into the world. Searches turned up nothing. The most vibrant color in their grey world had simply winked out. His absence was a different kind of loss—a loss of the very possibility of joy.

 

This left Ritsu. The nervous, self-effacing monkey, who had spent his life apologizing for his existence, now found himself the de facto head of the crumbled Sohma family. It was a cosmic joke of the cruelest order. He cried for three days straight when the lawyers and the few remaining stable elders came to him. But then, something in him… didn’t break, but bent into a new shape. The constant anxiety found a focus. There were accounts to manage, crumbling properties to secure, the shell-shocked staff to direct, the terrifying, apologetic Akito to gently steer away from disastrous decisions. Ritsu, in his perpetual state of fluttering panic, became bizarrely effective. He was a head of family who prefaced every order with “I’m so sorry to bother you, but if you wouldn’t mind, perhaps we could…?” and then issued perfectly sensible directives. He was rebuilding a dollhouse after a hurricane, his hands trembling but his intent clear. He visited Kazuma sometimes, not for advice, but just to sit in the quiet dojo and breathe air that wasn’t thick with ghosts.

 

And Kureno. His fate was different. He had been a ghost long before Kyo’s rampage. Kyo’s words to Shigure—‘another man’s sloppy seconds’—hadn’t broken him; they had merely described the empty room where his will had once lived. In the aftermath, he was neither broken nor exempt. He was simply… present. He stayed because Akito, in her shattered state, still had a gravitational pull on him, a habit of orbit he couldn’t break. He was the moon to her cold, dead planet.

It was Arisa Uotani who decided to change that.

 

She had moved to the countryside village too, a few miles from the farmhouse. She claimed it was for the fresh air, to be near Tohru. But her real mission became apparent quickly. She would show up at the main estate on her motorcycle, a storm of leather and defiance in the world of whispers and kimono.

 

She found Kureno one day, sitting in a sunbeam in a dusty receiving room, watching the motes of dust dance, as he had done for years.

“You’re still here,” she stated, not a question.

Kureno looked up, his expression peaceful, empty. “Where else would I go?”

“Anywhere,” Arisa said, planting herself in front of him. “The beach. A city. A fucking pachinko parlor. Anywhere that isn’t this haunted house.”

“Akito-san…”

 

“Akito is nothing,” Arisa cut him off, her voice hard but not unkind. “She’s a scared kid in a woman’s body who’s finally getting the therapy the universe dished out. She’s not your god. She’s not your responsibility. She’s not your anything anymore, Kureno. The bond is broken for her, but you… you’re still acting like it’s there.”

Kureno looked at his hands. “The bond is… metaphysical. But the cage… it’s in here.” He tapped his temple. “I’ve been in it for so long, I forgot what the sky looked like. I don’t know what to do with freedom if I had it.”

 

Arisa crouched down, putting herself in his line of sight. “Then let’s find out. Not some big, dramatic thing. Small. Stupid. We can go get terrible gas station coffee. We can yell at the traffic. We can go to a crappy movie and throw popcorn at the screen. We can be stupid and pointless and free.” Her fierce eyes softened a fraction. “You spent your life being someone else’s thing. Be your own damn person for a change. Even if you’re a boring one. Even if you don’t know who that is yet.”

 

Something in her blunt, uncompromising offer pierced the numbness. It wasn’t a plea. It was a challenge. And Kureno, who had not made a real choice in decades, found himself making one.

“The coffee… would it be that bitter one in the can?”

Arisa grinned, a wild, triumphant thing. “The worst one they have.”

 

It started small. Bad coffee. A walk in a park that wasn’t the Sohma estate. A drive on her motorcycle where he had to hold onto her, the wind stealing his breath, a sensation so alien it felt like being born. Arisa didn’t treat him like broken porcelain. She teased him, argued with him about inconsequential things, forced him to have opinions on pizza toppings and music.

 

Saki, who had also relocated, would observe them with her eerie calm. “The Rooster’s frequency is changing,” she told Arisa one day. “It is no longer a single, sustained note of resignation. It is picking up interference. Static. Your static, Arisa. It is… harmonizing, messily.”

“You make it sound like a radio,” Arisa grumbled, but she was pleased.

 

Over weeks, the static became a signal. Kureno began to anticipate their outings. He found himself noticing things—the way Arisa’s nose scrunched when she laughed, the stubborn set of her jaw when she was determined, the fierce, protective loyalty that was her core. He started talking, not in his old, placid monotone, but with halting, rediscovered words. He told her about the sky before the curse, about a vague memory of wanting to be a carpenter, about the quiet horror of watching his will evaporate.

 

One evening, sitting on a hill overlooking the village lights, Arisa not holding his hand but sitting close enough that their shoulders touched, she said, “You know you’re free, right? Actually, completely free. Not because some curse broke. But because you decided to walk out of the room they put you in.”

Kureno was silent for a long time. He looked at the stars, not as a distant, cold god’s domain, but as lights in a vast, open sky.

“I think… I am beginning to remember what the sky looks like,” he said softly. “And I think… I would like to see it with you.”

Arisa didn’t swoon. She punched his arm, gently. “Took you long enough, you emotionally constipated bird.”

 

Their wedding, a few months later, was the polar opposite of Shigure and Akito’s. It was held in the village square, small, simple, and filled with genuine, if complicated, joy. Kazuma gave a short, heartfelt speech. Saki presented them with a set of black ceramic wind chimes “to scare away unfavorable frequencies.” Tohru cried happy tears. Kagura whooped. Kyo stood by, a small, genuine smile on his face, clapping with the others.

 

Kureno, standing at the makeshift altar in a simple suit, looking at Arisa in a white leather jacket over a dress, felt the last of the old cage melt away. This wasn’t a bond of curse or obligation. It was a choice. A promise made in sunlight, for a future they would build together. When he kissed her, it was his first kiss as a free man.

 

They moved into a small house not far from the farmhouse. Saki took a cottage nearby, claiming the mountain air was good for her “vibrations,” though she often bugged Arisa, Kagura, and Tohru about the lack of “interesting romantic frequencies” in the village and demanded they introduce her to someone “who doesn’t resonate like a dial tone.”

So, in the ruins, life of a sort went on. A marriage of madness ended in a bathtub. A marriage of freedom began in a sunlit square. A god tried to learn empathy through fear. A rabbit fled into the world. A monkey ruled an empty kingdom. An ox tended a garden of ghosts. And far away from it all, in the cleansing silence of the mountains, the victors lived.

 

PART TWO: THE BOUNTIFUL HARVEST

 

The farmhouse was a picture of rustic perfection. Weathered wood, a deep porch, smoke curling from a stone chimney. A vegetable garden out back, a small shed for tools, and a fenced area where two actual goats—purchased on a whimsical, decisive day by Kagura—bleated and caused chaos. Inside, it was all warm light, mismatched comfortable furniture, the smell of baking bread and dried herbs.

Six months here had sanded the sharp, traumatized edges off their happiness, polishing it into something that looked, from the outside, like idyllic domestic bliss.

 

They were married. The ceremony had been tiny, held in a meadow at the edge of their property. Kazuma had officiated. Arisa and Kureno were the witnesses. Saki had provided a blessing that made the nearby birds fall silent for a full minute. It was perfect. The others—the broken, the shattered, the dangerous—had been deemed, in Kyo’s calm assessment, “a liability.” They were not informed. Their absence was not a regret, but a safety protocol.

 

Married life was the happiest Kyo Sohma had ever been, would ever be. He woke up each morning to sunlight, not to the dread of the Cat’s room or the oppressive weight of the estate. He worked with his hands—fixing the fence the goats broke, repairing the roof, helping in the garden. The physical labor was clean, its results visible and satisfying. There was no subtext, no hidden cruelty in a well-hammered nail or a thriving tomato plant.

 

He came home every day to warmth. The house was always alive. Tohru would be humming in the kitchen, experimenting with recipes from the local market. Kagura might be wrestling with the goats or trying to paint the porch swing. There was always music, always the smell of food, always someone who loved him waiting.

 

Kagura had undergone the most profound transformation. The frantic, violent energy that had defined her love was gone, burned away in the crucible of Kyo’s vengeance and refined in the peace of their aftermath. She was mellow, content. Her love was expressed in steady, gentle ways—bringing him a cold drink while he worked, leaning against him while they read, her teasing jabs now soft and playful. The “hits” were literal sometimes—a soft punch to his arm, a playful shove—but they were pillow-soft, delivered with a smile, and followed by a kiss. The monster she had helped create had, in turn, exorcised her own demons. She was at peace.

 

Tohru was both the same and completely new. Her essential kindness was there, the nurturing heart that wanted to feed and comfort. But the fragile girl, the one who apologized for existing, was gone. In her place was a confident, mischievous woman. She sang Kyo’s praises not with fanatical zeal anymore, but with a wifely pride that was both genuine and subtly teasing. “My tragic hero fixed the leaking faucet,” she’d say, kissing his cheek. “He slays dragons and plumbing.” She championed Kagura just as fiercely. “Kagura-chan painted the shed! It’s a masterpiece! Much better than anything those stuffy city artists could do!” She had found a terrifying equilibrium—a loving, happy homemaker whose happiness was irrevocably tied to the cataclysm that had made this life possible. She was their anchor, their cheerleader, the serene center of their reclaimed world.

 

Kyo knew about the Golden Ticket. He had known the moment his fingers brushed the thick, gilt paper in Shigure’s house. There was no mystical buzz, no cosmic download. He saw Takaya’s weary, guilty face, heard her self-flagellating apology about “messing up” the characters, and he understood immediately. She wasn’t giving him power. She was giving him permission. And more importantly, she was giving him a prop.

 

He was a keen observer of the Sohma family. He knew how they thought. He knew their capacity for believing in curses, in fate, in unseen rules. He knew their guilt, their hypocrisy. The ticket was a key, but not to a supernatural lock. It was a key to their perceptions. All he had to do was sell the lie. And he was a master salesman. He sold it with cold suits, with calculated brutality, with theatrical pronouncements. He sold the idea of his own divine impunity so completely that they bought it with their sanity, their pride, their lives.

 

He played the game. And he won. “Won” was an understatement. He had achieved total victory.

 

He had destroyed the Sohma family not with an outside force, but by turning its own toxicity and hypocrisy into a weapon and holding it up as a mirror until they shattered their own reflections. He had been absolved of all his crimes—not by a higher power, but by their broken, surrendering voices offering forgiveness they didn’t feel, or agreeing to move on from wounds that would never heal. He got away with everything. And he was rewarded. Not by fate, but by the very terms of the con. The reward—Tohru’s converted love, Kagura’s redeemed devotion, this warm house, this peace—was real. It was the only real thing in the whole transaction.

 

People had gotten hurt. People had died. Rin’s final scream, Hatori’s silent collapse, Shigure’s drunken drowning, Momiji’s disappearance—he knew about them all through Kazuma’s reports. He felt… a distant, abstract recognition. Like reading a news report about a tragedy in a faraway country. He had caused it. The causality was clear. But the emotional connection was severed. The Golden Ticket, though fake, had served its purpose: it had morally and emotionally compartmentalized him. He was the surgeon. They were the diseased tissue. The operation was a success. The patient’s subsequent decline was… regrettable, but separate.

 

He would do it all over again. In a heartbeat. Because Kyo Sohma had won the game called life. He was the tragic hero who had overcome unbearable hardship and adversity, who had stood against the tyranny of his own family and emerged victorious. He had become the monster they always said he was, used the monster to destroy the zoo, and then retired the monster to live as a man. He was free. At long, long last.

 

And it was paid for. In full. The currency was the blood, tears, and souls of his own family. A price he found, in the deep, quiet contentment of his evenings by the fire with his wives, to be perfectly acceptable.

 

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One crisp autumn evening, Kazuma, Arisa, Kureno, and Saki came for dinner. It was a monthly tradition, a gathering of the only people allowed in their orbit. The farmhouse was filled with the rich smell of stew and baking bread, laughter, and the easy camaraderie of shared, unspoken understanding.

 

They sat around the large wooden table Kagura had sanded and stained herself. The conversation was mundane, blessedly so.

“The south field needs rotating,” Kyo mentioned, serving Kureno more stew. “Thinking of planting something hardier there next spring.”

“I could help,” Kureno offered. His voice was still soft, but it had gained texture, confidence. “Arisa says I need more hobbies that don’t involve watching birds.”

“Hey, bird-watching is a noble pursuit!” Arisa protested, nudging him. “But yeah, get some dirt under your nails. It’s good for you.”

“The frequency of the soil here is very nurturing,” Saki commented, delicately eating a carrot. “It resonates with second chances. And root vegetables.”

Tohru laughed, a bright, clear sound. “We have so many daikon! I don’t know what to do with them all!”

“I told you, we get another goat,” Kagura said, grinning. “A daikon-loving goat. Problem solved.”

 

Later, after the guests had left and the dishes were washed, the trio settled in their living room. Kyo in his armchair, Tohru on the floor leaning against his legs, Kagura curled on the couch under a blanket. The fire crackled, painting them in shifting gold and shadow.

It was a perfect snapshot. The happy ending, framed and hung on the wall of reality.

Tohru tilted her head back to look up at Kyo, her smile soft and intimate. “Welcome home,” she said, though he hadn’t gone anywhere. She said it every night. It was a ritual. A reaffirmation that this was his home, his haven, his reward.

He smiled down at her, running his fingers through her hair. “I am home.”

 

Kagura watched them from the couch, her expression one of deep, satiated happiness. She uncurled and padded over, settling on the floor on Kyo’s other side, resting her head on his knee. He placed his other hand on her hair. This was their equilibrium. Their triad of peace.

A comfortable silence stretched, filled only by the pop of the fire.

 

Then Kagura spoke, her voice quiet but trembling with suppressed excitement. “Kyo… Tohru-chan… I went to the doctor in the village today. For that… nausea.”

Both Kyo and Tohru looked at her. Tohru’s eyes widened slightly.

“And?” Kyo asked, his voice gentle.

Kagura looked up at him, her eyes shining with tears of joy. “It’s not just nausea. It’s… it’s twins.” A huge, wobbly smile broke across her face. “We’re going to have twins.”

The world in the warm room seemed to tilt, then right itself on a new, breathtaking axis. Kyo’s breath caught. Tohru gasped, her hands flying to her mouth, her eyes instantly filling.

 

Before the wave of emotion could fully crash over them, Tohru took a deep, shuddery breath of her own. She looked from Kagura’s radiant face to Kyo’s stunned one. A mischievous, utterly joyful smile played on her lips. “Well,” she said, her voice thick with emotion. “It seems the house is going to need more room sooner than we thought.” She placed a hand gently on her own abdomen. “Because… so am I. I’m pregnant too.”

The silence that followed was absolute. Profound. The fire seemed to stop crackling. The very air held its breath.

 

Kyo stared. He looked at Kagura, her face alight with the news of two lives. He looked at Tohru, his foundation, his first love, now glowing with the promise of another. The math did it. The sheer, overwhelming bounty of it. Twins. And another. Three children. A family. His family. The family he had been promised, fought for, destroyed for, won.

 

A choked sound escaped him. Then another. It wasn’t a sob of grief, but a torrent of pure, unadulterated, dizzying happiness. Tears, hot and relentless, spilled down his cheeks. He cried silently at first, then his shoulders began to shake. He slid from the chair onto the floor between them, pulling both women into his arms, burying his face in their hair.

He was weeping. Weeping for the boy in the dark room. Weeping for the monster on the battlefield. Weeping for the victor in the sunlight. And now, weeping for the father in the warm house.

 

It was all worth it. Every second of hatred, every calculated cruelty, every broken soul left in his wake. It was the price, and he had paid it without flinching, and this—this—was the product. This overwhelming, life-giving, future-creating joy. Tohru and Kagura were crying with him, holding him, laughing through their tears, peppering his face with kisses.

He had his happy ending. It was not a passive state. It was a living, breathing, growing thing. It was in the life quickening in the wombs of the two women he loved more than anything. It was in the warmth of this house that would soon echo with the cries and laughter of children. His children.

 

He was absolved. By their love, by their presence, by this future. He was forgiven. By the world he had reshaped to his will. He was redeemed. Not by atonement, but by triumph. His happiness was potent. It was a thick, sweet syrup, a heady wine, and it was all his to drink for the rest of his days.

 

He pulled back, cupping Tohru’s tear-streaked face, then Kagura’s. He looked at them, his wives, the mothers of his children, his rewards, his loves.

“God,” he whispered, his voice ravaged by joy, his smile blinding through the tears. “Thank God.”

 

And he meant it. He thanked the god of his own making, the god of the Golden Ticket that wasn’t, the god of his own ruthless will. He thanked the universe that had allowed him to be the monster, and then allowed him to put the monster away and reap this beautiful, beautiful harvest. The harvest paid for in blood and souls, now yielding the sweetest fruit imaginable.

 

The nightmare was over. The dream was here. And it was just beginning.

Chapter Text

Hello everyone!

 

So.... We've made it to the ending huh?

 

It's.... It's been a long... Long... LONG ride....

 

This was one of my major Works so far and it's been well received... I wish I had more Kudos and Comments for all my efforts however.....

 

But oh well!

 

That's not important.

 

Now.... The biggest question on everyone's minds is... Why?

 

Why did I write this? What LEAD me TO write this?

 

Am I okay? Do I need therapy?

 

You all have many... Many questions... And as some who wrote this messed up story.... I owe you ALL an explanation.....

 

Let's start at the very beginning.... Well... More like the end..... It has to do with the last quarter of Fruba.....

 

Listen everyone... Fruits Basket had a... Satisfying conclusion... As satisfying as you're going to get... It was a solid 8/10 ending....

 

However we need to be transparent for a minute and be honest.... A lot of people had issues with the last quarter of Fruba....

 

Well it's less to do with the quarter of the story.... But more l... Of Akito and Shigure... They represent the icky and ugly part of Fruba.... Who are the last quarter of Fruits Basket narrative.....

 

Now we got the premise out of the way.... Let's move onto Akito and Shigure themselves...

 

Now....

 

I'm going to say what Natsuki Takaya should have said at the end of the manga.... I'm going to say what Natsuki Takaya should have said in a interview or online herself.... I'm going to say what every Fruits Basket fan, Shoujo Fan, and what every single anime and manga fan needs to hear.....

 

No.

 

No. No. No.

No.... No no.... No.

 

No.

No.

 

No. No.... No.....

 

No.

 

Hell no.

 

Fuck no.

 

Understand? No?

 

No.

 

No, no, no.....

 

NO.

 

NO NO NO.

 

NO!!!!!!

 

Understand now? The answer is no.

 

NO!!!!

 

NO..... You can..... NOT!!!!! Act like Akito and Shigure....... And get away with everything..... NO you can't act like these two and NOT receive any real justice.... And I mean TRUE justice that happens DURING the main story and not in a sequel where you only add it with duck tape years later.......

 

Now let's talk about Shigure.... The man is a piece of shit.... There's no ifs or buts... He IS a piece of Dogshit.... And I know what you're going to say..... "HE'S MORALLY GRAY! HE SERVES HIS OWN ENDS AND NEEDS!"

 

Fair.... Except all of HIS actions directly and indirectly have HURT too many people.... And what does Gure get as punishment for his own crimes? Akito.

 

Yep.... After all the Bullshit And pain and misery this Dog has brought upon everyone Shigure gets his "Toxic Princess" Akito Sohma.....

 

Do you NOT understand how fucking disgusting and messed up that is? Let's not kid ourselves AkiGure is garbage... We ALL know this.... Garbage x Garbage.... However this union.... Shigures.... Reward sets a BAD narrative for everyone....

 

"HEY! YOU CAN BE JUST AS AWFUL AS SHIGURE AND HURT PEOPLE JUST LIKE HE DID AND YOU'LL GET AWAY WITH IT ALL! AND IF YOU PLAY THE LONG GAME YOU'LL GET YOUR OWN TOXIC PRINCESS/PRINCE AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER!"

 

Now.... After reading that statement.... How does it name YOU feel.... Because that's EXACTLY the narrative Takaya accidently wrote herself into. By giving Gure EXACTLY what he wanted despite EVERYONE'S suffering that he helped caused it paints a awful picture that says "YOU CAN ACT LIKE SHIGURE!!! SEE!??? HE GOT HIS TOXIC PRINCESS!!!! ACT LIKE HIM AND YOU WILL TOO!!!!"

I get it.... Shigure is so FUCKED in the head that literal garbage is sexy.... He gave up MAYU AND MITSURU FOR FUCKING DIRT!!! HE GOT A -555555555555555/5...... Let's be real this is PEAK retardation (which is ironic considering my other work I have planned...) and yes this DOES happen in real life too... But Gure takes this and sprints to a new continent...

 

So... To review for the final time..... No.... You can not act like Shigure Sohma..... No you won't get a toxic prince or princess... No you won't be rewarded for your Toxicity... You'll be ostracized at best.... And stabbed in the back at worse....

 

Now let's move onto Akito.....

 

Sigh.....

No..... No no.... No ....

 

Akito Sohma is a textbook example of "No." She makes Gure look kind in comparison..... And before someone says "READ FRUITS BASKET ANOTHER!"

 

..... It took Takaya a decade to to patch up Akitos ending.... With duck tape that can barely stick.... People have made up their minds....

 

Do I even NEED to go in detail as to why it's "No." For Akito? I'm not going to.... You'll get that later.....

 

Now let's move onto another point of why I Wrote this fanfic..... The Zodiac....

 

Guys I need you all to understand this.... The remake cut all of it out so you might not understand....

 

But....

 

The Zodiac are assholes.

 

No seriously.... FUCK all of the Zodiac. The Manga showed their ugliest and most hypocritical sides and it was SO bad the remake had to cut all of it out..... The idea of characters you love being scum bags and pieces of garbage towards Kyo was so nauseating the Remake pretty much cut out all that content..... It's REALLY telling how fucking Awful Yuki, Haru, Momiji, and all the other Zodiac were to Kyo in the manga when the remake cuts all of it out.....

 

And lastly my biggest reason why I wrote this fanfic was because I wanted to prove a point.....

 

I wanted to prove that once and for all.... Akito's and Shigure's ending.... DOES. NOT. WORK.

 

It does not, can not, and never WILL work in any official capacity.....

 

However there are people who feel bad for Akito.... And there are people who say that Fruits Basket is a story about forgiveness, breaking cycles, and moving on despite how painful it is....

 

And I said fine.

 

I decided to use Fruits Basket's own narrative, and the narrative that everyone clings to.... And decides to put it to the test....

 

I wanted to prove that Akito's ending doesn't work, I wanted to prove that Shigure's ending doesn't work, I wanted to prove that Fruits Basket's own narrative can't and won't work for people like Akito and Shigure no matter what....

 

And for that I needed a character to be JUST like Akito and Shigure.... I needed a character where people who made the argument for Akito to be dumbfounded and conflicted when another character is being just like her...

 

I needed a character who has the justification to be a MONSTER and be the absolute worst piece of human shit imaginable.... And get away with it and be rewarded for it despite all the pain it causes....

 

And I had the perfect character...

 

Kyo Sohma....

 

Kyo was THE perfect choice for this because Fruits Basket is a story STEEPED in so much hypocrisy that it's thick to chew through.... Kyo has been through worse bullshit than anyone else in this story.... Kyo has the reasons and justifications to be a villain..... And Kyo was the perfect candidate to be the mirror in everyone else's hypocrisy and bullshit.

 

THATS why I had Kyo be a complete and utter monster like Akito and Shigure.... WORSE than them and everyone else....

 

First of All Akito Sympathizers who reads this will have NO CHOICE but to sympathize with Kyo because it ALL makes sense... For the sympathizers to call Akito a victim despite the choices she's made consciously and to condemn Kyo who is also a victim and made all the choices of his own free will would be HYPOCRISY.....

 

Second of all Kyo acting horrible is MEANT to be a mirror and is meant to show to everyone who Forgot.... What a monster Akito and Shigure was....

 

Third of all you have to remember at the end of Fruba's serialization Akito and Shigure did NOT face any real and long lasting consequences for all of their actions.... I'm talking about When Fruits Basket originally ended in 2006.... Seeing two of the worst characters in the series walk into the morning light despite all the pain they've caused is a BAD ending..... And yet people call it redemption and that everyone should move on..... So I had Kyo do the EXACT SAME THING and walk into the morning light despite all the pain and trauma he's caused everyone.... Is a BAD ENDING too... However any of the excuses you used for Akito and Shigure.... YOU'RE going to HAVE to use them for Kyo otherwise you're a massive hypocrite....

 

Fourth of all... If any of you have felt disgusted... Betrayed... Angry.... Any negative emotion you e felt towards this Fic at all, any grievance you have with the way Kyo was acting and how Kyo got away with everything scot-free......

 

Yes.

 

That's the point...

 

THANK YOU!!! THAT'S. THE. POINT!!!!!!

 

YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO FEEL DISGUSTED!!! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO FEEL ANGRY! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO FEEL CHEATED!! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO REACT NEGATIVELY!!!!! THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT!!!!!

 

KYO SOHMA WAS HUMAN DOGSHIT!!! HE CAUSED PEOPLE SO MUCH PAIN AND TRAUMA AND SCARS THAT YOU PROBABLY DESPISE HIM! YOU HATE THAT HE GOT AWAY WITH EVERYTHING!!! YOU HATE HOW HIS TOXICITY WAS REWARDED!!!!

 

THANK YOU! THAT'S THE FUCKING POINT!

 

IT IS AWFUL!!! THATS THE WHOLE REASON WHY I EVEN WROTE THIS STORY! ITS MEANT TO SHOW HOW FLIMSY FRUITS BASKET'S NARRATIVE IS FOR TERRIBLE PEOPLE WHO'VE DONE TERRIBLE THINGS!

 

YOU THE READER ARE RIGHT!!! YOU HAVE EVERY SINGLE RIGHT TO FEEL CHEATED AND BETRAYED!!!! THAT'S HOW SO MANY PEOPLE FELT ABOUT AKITO'S ENDING!!!!!

 

THIS FIC IS A REMINDER AND MIRROR TO EVERYONE THAT TERRIBLE PEOPLE WHO DO TERRIBLE THINGS REGARDLESS NEEDS TO FACE REAL JUSTICE AND CONSEQUENCES!!!!!

 

SHIGURE AND AKITO NEVER FACED ANY FUCKING CONSEQUENCES!!!! AKITO ALMOST KILLED KURENO AND RIN AND MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY TORTURED EVERYONE FOR FUCKING YEARS!!!!!! HER ENDING IS FUCKING AWFUL BECAUSE THE AUDIENCE DON'T GET THE SATISFACTION OF WATCHING AKITO ACTUALLY PAY FOR HER CRIMES!!!

 

IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM DO THE PEOPLE WHO GOT HURT AS BADLY AS EVERYONE HAS FROM AKITO AND SHIGURE SHRUG AND MOVE ON!!!!

 

THIS FUCKING FANFICTION IS THE ULTIMATE WAKE-UP CALL, THE ULTIMATE NO TO EVERY LAST EXCUSE FRUITS BASKET MADE FOR AKITO AND SHIGURE!!!

 

KYO GOT AWAY WITH EVERYTHING BECAUSE FUCKING AKITO AND SHIGURE GOT AWAY AND REWARDED FOR IT!!!

 

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So.... In conclusion.... No.... Akito's and Shigure's ending doesn't work....

 

Yes.... There should be consequences for your Actions....

 

No... You can't act like Akito or Shigure and get a slap on the back and expect everyone to just shrug and move on..... From pain like that.....

 

Now.... If you'll excuse me.... I'll be writing a different Fruba Fanfic...

 

And it'll be the "True Ending."

 

Cuz trust me... It's time for one....

 

Thanks.... I need therapy....