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when nunew said he wanted to wear a bikini, he was clearly joking.

but oh... hia, his possessive hia zee.

“he'd like the bikini, but only if he can be the only one to see it,” nunew thought, and a giggle escaped his lips as he finished making the payment.

Notes:

it's been so long since i've written nunew bottom this felt weird LMFAO

* intentional lowercase
* english is not my first language

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when nunew said he wanted to wear a bikini, he was clearly joking.

it's not that he didn't like the idea; in fact, he knows he would look good in one. the problem is that something was holding him back. maybe it was thinking about what others would say, or maybe he hadn't found the right bikini for him yet. he wasn't sure.

but oh... hia, his possessive hia zee.

zee supported him in everything and never stood in his way, that's for sure, only offering his opinions when asked.

nunew really wanted to know how his boyfriend would react to the bikini.

“does the person behind you like it?” he remembers a fan asking at the time, referring to zee. “no way! it's too revealing,” he replied mockingly.

at that moment, he could feel zee's eyes on his body with the same intensity he uses when they are in the comfort of their apartment, or on stage putting his whole heart into the performance and letting himself go, or

well, actually, zee doesn't know how to hide his emotions well when it comes to his boyfriend.

“he'd like the bikini, but only if he can be the only one to see it,” nunew thought, and a giggle escaped his lips as he finished making the payment.

it was very simple: the triangle bra had ruffles under the chest support, combined with the cream-colored bottom and straps on the sides, giving it a playful and flirty touch. it also came with a piece of transparent fabric that fit around the waist, simulating a skirt and covering only a little of his privacy.

if nunew liked it, then zee would love it.

almost a week had passed since then. he had completely forgotten what he had bought when, in the middle of a heated make out session, the doorbell rang, pulling them out of their bubble. “wait,” was all zee said, repeatedly cursing in his head whoever had made him leave the comfort of his sofa with nunew and his swollen lips.

and when zee returned with a bag in his hands and confusion in his eyes, nunew laughed, remembering what he had done.

“did he get confused?” asked the older blond man as he sat down next to him on the couch. “it's from a lingerie store.”

“uh-uh,” nunew replied, quickly taking the bag from his hands before he could open it and see what was inside. “it's mine,” he said, hugging the bag protectively and laughing again when zee's eyes widened. “what?"

"nunew chawarin panich" a chill ran through him when he heard the surname being used "what are you planning?"

"zee pruk perdpiriyawong" a gleam quickly appeared in his eyes "do you want me to model it for you?"

he didn't even wait for a yes, he just stood up and, leaving a kiss on his boyfriend's cheek, ran to the bedroom to get dressed, his giggles echoing throughout the room.

"nu? what are you doing?" zee couldn't stop tapping his leg nervously. several minutes had passed and nunew still hadn't come out, but he could hear him humming happily behind the door.

"i'm almost done! i just need to touch up my gloss" oh

because if nunew wanted to put on a show for him, he had to be well prepared.

with that said, the bedroom door opened and the sound of high heels walking could be heard

to say that zee was amazed would be an understatement.

nunew was not only wearing a bikini, but he had also styled his blond hair in a low ponytail and applied light makeup that highlighted his shiny lips. his heels were black with a medium platform.

"so..." nunew spoke first, seeing that zee was just sitting there with his mouth open "how do i look?"

his eyes focused on the necklace shining around the other's neck before looking him straight in the eyes. “beautiful, nu. you always look beautiful"

“cheesy,” replied the younger as a blush spread across his face. “do you like it?”

“i love it,” zee said quickly, getting up from the sofa and walking the few inches that separated him from the blonde. “can you turn around? i want to see everything"

heeding the request, nunew turned around, his back facing the older, and could hear the other man take a deep breath. "god"

a laugh formed in his throat and died there the moment he felt the other's hands slide over his hips until they rested on his flat stomach. "are you planning to wear this in public?"

"i don't know... what do you think?" he asked, turning his head to look at him over his shoulder. "do i have your permission?"

“i think people would love it,” he began, his hand lightly caressing his warm skin and slowly moving down his thighs, “but i don't think they deserve to see you like this”

“and you do?” the younger said mockingly.

"in fact, i think i have every right. isn't this show just for me? i don't see anyone else here" zee said and kissed his shoulder "just you and me, as it should be"

a groan escaped from nunew's lips “stop it"

"oh, are we impatient now?" he laughed, turning nunew's body to face him. although the heels added a few inches to his height, the shorter one still had to look up to meet his eyes. "should we continue what we were doing before the mail arrived?"

nunew just nodded, panting and closing his eyes with pleasure when zee pressed his lips together and deepened the kiss, cupping his chin between his fingers. he clung tightly to his shoulders when suddenly he grabbed his waist and pulled him closer to his body, tensing when nunew felt his hands slide down until they were just above his buttocks.

the first to separate was zee, a thread of drool still connecting their mouths, and all he could think about was how ruined nunew already looked, with his dilated pupils and smeared lip gloss after spending minutes fixing himself up. "here or bed?"

"bed," the blonde said, still catching his breath. "i love heels, but my feet are starting to hurt"

“aww,” said the older tenderly, almost mockingly, leaving a quick kiss on the other's cheek. “then hold on tight, princess.”

in one swift movement, zee lifted him into the air by his thighs, and nunew could only manage to cling tightly with his arms and legs to the other's body. “you could have warned me!”

amid laughter and kisses, they arrived at the bedroom, and while nunew was being laid down on the bed, the older one took the opportunity to look around. “you made a mess, nu"

the clothes he had been wearing before the bikini were piled up on the floor next to various types of heels scattered nearby. “sorry, i was a little excited"

“huh?” zee turned his gaze to his boyfriend, who looked truly ashamed, his eyes downcast, staring at his hands in his lap. “now i have no choice but to make a mess with you too, don't you think?”

"ah-" he didn't have time to respond when he was already on top of him, buried in his neck, leaving no skin unkissed, giving hin chills and satisfied gasps "don't leave marks" nunew just murmured.

with great willpower, he listened to him. he wanted so badly to bite him and leave his pale skin marked, showing that zee had been there, between his neck, kissing and licking his warm skin, intoxicated by the scent of his perfume.

one hand moved up to rest behind the other's neck, fingers searching to untie one of the knots that held the bra in place. “oh, nu. god,” he said as he pulled away and saw the boy beneath him while his hand slipped inside the garment on his chest. “this should be illegal"

nunew was erect, the bikini really did nothing to cover him, and as if that weren't enough, the front was so wet that it even soaked through the fabric of the skirt. the bra was now looser, with zee's hand lightly squeezing his left nipple and drawing a pitiful moan from his lips. “s-stop looking!”

"you could ask me for a thousand things, and i think the only thing i can't do is that," he said and laughed when nunew threw a weak punch at his arm, muttering, 'cheesy.'

"uhm, i can't help it"

settling himself more comfortably between the other's legs, he bent down again, pulled down the garment, and closed his lips around the other nipple, sucking hard because he knew very well where his partner's weak spots were and how to easily make him moan.

“o-oh!” nunew moaned when he felt the presence of teeth grazing him, arching his back and unconsciously moving closer to the other's mouth "hia!"

"mhm?" he looked up, his mouth still sucking, and looked at him curiously, even though zee knew what he wanted. 

"m-more! please, touch me!" he cried when he no longer felt the mouth on his chest. "s-something!"

"shh," the older silenced him, his gaze tender as he stroked his hair to calm him down. “hia will take care of you, okay?”

he kissed him again, this time slowly, while the older straightened nunew up a little to untie the last knot left on his bra and finally get naked, at least from the waist up. “too many clothes,” complained nunew, tugging at zee's shirt.

zee laughed tenderly, and although nunew complained, he got out of bed to fulfill his indirect request and took off his clothes until he was left in his boxers “better?”

"much better" said happily "now come here"

the older man just smiled and shook his head, slowly returning to the bed, but this time his lips landed on the other man's right knee. “it's time to take these off,” he said, unfastening the buckles on the heels, massaging the foot a little, and leaving a small kiss on it (something that always embarrasses nunew)

the kisses returned to his legs, moving up and down his limbs but never quite reaching the place that was crying out to be attended to. “stop playing,” he heard nunew say, but he ignored him. he wasn't going to leave any of nunew's skin unkissed, and thank god he was allowed to mark the lower part of his body because there was no way he was going to deprive himself of sucking and biting his thighs.

“cute,” he said between kisses, finally reaching the long-awaited center, blowing softly and letting out a laugh when the boy moaned desperately, “so wet for me.” 

without thinking twice, he hooked his teeth into one of the straps on the side of his panties and pulled, untying them and making nunew sigh with relief, feeling a little more freedom down there.

“you look like a dog,” he teased when zee did the same with the other strip, finishing by pulling the garment off with his hand and throwing it somewhere in the room.

“for you, maybe i am" he winked in his direction and nunew laughed loudly, shouting 'ridiculous!' "you love me"

"fuck, i do" said affectionately "and maybe i'll love you more if you put your mouth to work, hmm?"

"bossy"

he took him by the inside of his knees and, kissing his thighs again, made his way down to the now naked erection. the only thing left on the other's body was the attempt at a skirt, but if zee was honest, he didn't want to take it off. there was something very exciting about that piece of fabric that had no function other than to adorn.

finally, his tongue touched the tip of the member, causing nunew to moan loudly. a smile crept onto zee's face before he ran his tongue over the member again, this time all over his phallus, panting with pleasure as he listened to the long moans of the other blonde in bed.

“oh, hia!” he moaned, feeling the tip of his dick being sucked. his hands automatically tangled in the older man's hair, clinging to him as his legs threatened to close with the other's head between them.

but of course, zee is much stronger than him, and without effort and without stopping sucking, his hands opened hid legs, leaving them at his sides and holding them in place. nunew was sure that there would be marks later.

the older continued to put the cock in his mouth, swallowing it whole and smiling with satisfaction when he looked up and saw the other boy's red face and open mouth, unable to make a sound.

he knew nunew was about to cum, but he couldn't give him the pleasure, at least not now.

zee kept sucking, drool running down his chin, his scalp hurting every time his boyfriend pulled on him, but he didn't stop until he felt the other guy lift his hips, trying to thrust into his mouth.

“nuh-uh,” he said in his hoarse voice as he suddenly pulled away from the cock, his lips red and swollen. “not yet” nunew whined, 'i was so close!' “exactly, sweetie”

“oh! don't look at me like that!” zee laughed amusedly at the furious look on the blond's face beneath him. “come on, would you suck them for me?” he asked playfully, holding up three fingers in front of the other's face. “you're a good boy, aren't you?”

the boy snorted with feigned annoyance and put the fingers in his mouth, closing his eyes and sucking them until they were soaked with saliva. 'so obedient' he heard zee say, pushing his fingers so deep that nunew felt them in his throat.

he gasped when the fingers came out of his mouth, soaked, and, completely satisfied, zee left a quick kiss on his red lips. “my good boy"

with his free, dry hand, zee hurriedly pulled off his boxers, finally feeling some relief and a slight chill from the change in temperature on his dick. “hiaa, hurry up! i want you inside me now!” nhu whined.

“nhu, calm down,” he murmured, tentatively touching the entrance with his index finger and smiling proudly when it entered and nunew closed her eyes, moaning, 'finally!'

nunew was more than used to a single finger, zee knew that, but his fear of hurting him was greater than his lust. it didn't matter if the boy was now complaining in his ear to hurry up, zee liked to prepare him slowly, taking all the time to kiss him and whisper corny things that would earn him a complaint and a light punch to the chest. before they knew it, nunew already had three fingers inside him, thrusting slowly.

“faster, please,” he gasped, grabbing his wrist. “hia”

and zee couldn't say no, not when he had his big eyes looking at him so closely with such need. “i'm going to make you feel so good, nhu” he whispered in his ear as he sped up his hand, and when he felt is fingers being squeezed tighter, he quickly pulled out.

“damn it!”

he burst out laughing as he kissed the pout on the other's lips. “almost there, just wait a little” he said and spat on his free hand to lubricate his cock. normally they would use lube, but he didn't know where it was and nunew was so desperate, zee feared that if he took any longer, nunew would cry.

“take a deep breath, love.” he said, settling himself between his legs.

zee slowly entered the boy, feeling his walls welcome him, squeezing him slightly and making him moan deeply, in contrast to the sharp moan that escaped from the other's lips.

“hia- s-so big! god” nunew babbled, tears welling up in his eyes from so many times he had been pushed to the limit. he was finally about to explode.

“breathe” he reminded him as his hands caressed the body beneath him, his fingers leaving goosebumps as they passed.

they stayed like that for a while, zee's hands lovingly caressing his boyfriend's body, his fingers releasing the ponytail that by this point was no longer holding anything and letting his blond, sweaty hair spread out on the pillows like a halo. “so beautiful”

"i know" nunew let out a little giggle, “come oon, move!”

the older clicked his tongue and, taking one of his beloved's legs, rested it on his shoulder. “i'm going to start”

it started slowly, both moaning in unison. nunew closed his eyes and let his head fall back, exposing his neck, while zee devoted himself to kissing his calf and every part he could reach with his lips. 

zee regretted pushing nunew to the edge so many times because now karma was catching up with him; his walls were squeezing him so deliciously that zee feared he would come as quickly as a virgin.

"come on, hia" moaned the blond "faster"

“fuck it”

zee quickly took the leg off his shoulder and, grabbing the other's hips, began to thrust rapidly. 

the sound of skin colliding echoed off the four walls, and the bed creaked so loudly that it might break, but well, that was a problem for later.

nunew's legs clung tightly to the other's hips, his heels almost piercing the older's sides. "like t-that!" he moaned with drool running from the corner of his mouth.

zee let himself fall on top of the body beneath him, and without stopping moving his hips, he kissed his way from the chest to the other's lips and brought them together in an attempt at a kiss with too much tongue and teeth. "s-so good for me" murmured.

nunew nodded, cupping his face in his hand, “j-just for hia” he said and let out a moan, signaling that zee had found that special place that made him see stars. 

taking one last deep breath, zee sped up with his last ounce of strength, feeling sweat dripping from his forehead and landing on the body beneath him, moaning desperately. “just a little m-more!”

his hand took hold of the cock that lay between their bodies, spreading pre-cum, and began to masturbate it. nunew could no longer even form words or moan. sith a sharp cry, he came hard, staining not only zee's hand, but also their stomachs and the only piece of fabric that had survived.

"oh! fuck-" zee came hard inside the blonde, staining his warm walls white with a deep moan, while nunew just gasped and closed his eyes in satisfaction. 'oh, yes'

the older collapsed onto the bed next to the body that was lying there, almost asleep. “nhu,” he said, trying to catch his breath. “we have to clean ourselves up”

“later,” he replied simply, leaning against the other man's sweaty chest. 'but i'm still insid-' "just leave it there"

"let's just sleep, okay?"

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