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ONE YEAR AGO
A Water Stone, a Fire Stone, a Thunder Stone. A Leaf Stone. Eevee stared at the choices, though Vaporeon knew she'd already chosen. They'd planned this well in advance. No good mother would allow such a decision unprepared.
Eevee brought her paw forward with clear anxiety. Vaporeon flashed what she intended as a calming smile, and this time it seemed to help. Eevee placed her paw on the stone, and a blinding light filled the room.
I hold my eyes shut as long as I can. I'm freaking out; everything feels so weird and wrong. Mom and Mama both call out, but not- not right now, please. I'm a little busy.
I desperately try to focus. Just shut it all out for the moment, focus on one thing at a time. My paws are so much bigger now. The ground seems damp, or maybe that's- it's my entire body. Fuck. I stumble forward and crumple to the ground. I think I might be crying, but everything is so damp...
She was panicking. Vaporeon began to panic too.
JUNIOR: I- I...
VAPOREON: Alright! Time for everyone to go.
(ESPIE: Mom, does that-)
VAPOREON: Yes. Out.
Vaporeon glanced at her daughter as the rest of their family went outside. The space was the right choice, but she stayed behind to make sure the new Vaporeon was okay. One tight hug from Mawile, then the two were alone.
Out, in, hold. Out, in, hold. Just like she taught me. I hear Mom approach, and it's all I can do not to bolt.
ME: mom?
MOM: I'm here, honey. Deep breaths.
ME: I- I'm fine. I'm fine.
MOM: I know you are, baby. Everything's okay.
My new heart slowly grinds to a normal pace. I open my eyes. The house is still the same around me, all bright blues and soft grays. Mom is still the same, that gentle smile beneath haunted eyes she won’t explain. I'm still the same. I'm still the same.
