Comment on Peter's Special Wolfsbane

  1. TheeDuckmaster_4000 (Guest) Sun 25 Jun 2023 02:58PM UTC

    Gift for honkhonkmf because i loved your work so much so um here is another chapter? I don’t even have an account, so I’m just posting this in your comment section. I wrote this in the car on my way to pick up my sister from the airport.

     

    Stiles ran. Trying in vain to escape the memories that filled his head at the hallucination that the wolfsbane caused. Scott yells after him but Stiles doesn’t stop. WICKED, the Glade, all of the people he lost. For what? “Please, Tommy, please” the sound of the bullet echos in his ears. The pack would definitely want answers. Stiles could practically hear them from a mile away. He felt helpless. As helpless as he’d felt when everything had actually happened. The Scorch, the Cranks, Newt.
    When he first came back to Beacon Hills, he fell into a sort of trance. Like he had become separated from reality. When he looked in the mirror he could hardly recognize himself. All he saw was his loss. He felt guilt for months, seeing Chuck and Newt and Alby and Minho everywhere he looked, wishing that they were with him, alive. Then he pulled himself together. Regained contact with his old “best friend” Scott, who he could hardly remember. Trying his best to form connections with his past self, to pick up the pieces of his life before. Even with his efforts nothing was ever the same again. How could it be?

    Three years later Scott was bitten by a werewolf and a new chapter of his life was made. One with adventure and fear and trauma. One of the supernatural. Then it was gone, and he had buried his past deep inside of him. Hidden beneath the surface. Now it had escaped. His broken history rushing to the forefront of his mind and he couldn’t stop them from seeing. Couldn’t stop his friend’s stares as they realized what he had been through. What he had done. So he ran. He ran until he couldn’t anymore. Until he collapsed to the ground and put his head in his hands. Kneeling in the sun. Just like he had then. By that road. He was by a road now, covered in sweat and desperation. Tears staining his cheeks. But he wasn’t there now. Right? Why does it look so similar then? Why is the sun so bright. So cruel. So wicked. WICKED. Am I wicked? Stiles thinks. Then. No, No! It wasn’t my fault.

    It wasn’t. It was trauma, and heartbreak, and pain. All rushing back at one moment and knocking the air out of his lungs. Stiles took shuddering breaths and raked his hair with his hands. The memories, still flowing through his brain. His heart rate was rising unevenly and his breathing came in gasps. He had experience with panic attacks but he couldn’t stop the one that was happening. His surroundings got blurry as he tried to focas on breathing. This was especially hard because of the images still stuck in his brain. He closed his eyes. The Grievers, the Flare, the Maze. “Stiles!”

     

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    Stiles ran. Scott tried to run after him. Mason stopped him.

     

    The pack stared after him for a while but once he was out of their sight, the room erupted into chaos. Everyone was filled with unanswered questions that they said without another thought. Probably just to get them out. Their emotions ran unchecked so with all of the confusion emanating from them all, nobody was paying attention to the other emotions coming through the link. Nobody, but Derek. As wave after wave of panic came through, Derek got increasingly more irritated at the continuous outbursts of the pack. It was giving him a major headache and he was extremely worried about Stiles. After almost five minutes of this he had had enough. “Would you shut up!” He yelled into the crowd. The room went silent. “If you would stop being blinded by your own dam emotions, you might realize something.” The pack stared. Derek sighed, muttering something offensive under his breath. If they weren’t doing anything, he would have to. He ran out the door.

     

    Sorry it’s not really finished. I didn’t know if you were team Stiles + Derek so yeah. I really enjoyed your work and this is basically just a fanfiction, so feel free to write another chapter. In fact, I would really like it for you to read another chapter. Anyways, hope you enjoyed it. PS please don’t steal it if you would even want to.😬

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    1. LimeLeafy Wed 12 Jul 2023 09:50AM UTC

      Woah this was awesome! Just like the fic! Thx for sharing :D

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