i don't smoke
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i don't smoke (except for when i'm missing you) by Colorful565
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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He wants Ilya to be addicted to him, the alpha that has captured him, body and soul, captured his essence and his want and his desire. He wants him to crave him, yearn, itch, ache, lust, for him, for Ilya to put him in his mouth and pull, pull, like a cigarette, like a blowjob, like a love confession.
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Shane leaves Ilya's room. He then proceeds to have the longest elevator ride of his life.
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- Part 1 of i don't smoke
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to remember your mouth (how it tasted true) by Colorful565
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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He was in love with Ilya, and the taste of that sat bitter on his tongue, the rejection sinking in the more the hours clung together. It's been so long since he's felt okay, since he's felt normal, since he's felt like he can feel his bones beneath his skin in a calm, soothing hold.
It’s been so long since he's been held.
The pain of the rejection is, of course, too new, too gaping a wound for it to heal overnight. The pain of this will sit with Shane forever, maybe even longer, the deeper the cut sits unwashed.
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Shane and Hayden talk. Truths come out. Feelings are had.
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- Part 2 of i don't smoke
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if you need to be mean (be mean to me) by Colorful565
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Feb 2026
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This is new for him, the scent of it all. He presented early, before puberty, at the ripe age of ten. He had spent his life on the ice until then, living, breathing, dying hockey. The thought of never playing again, the thought of being shunted to the omega leagues, where it's less about hockey and more about mating rituals for the top A-lister alphas in Hollywood, was earth-shattering. Shane couldn’t imagine that, couldn't imagine his life like that, without hockey, without the ice, without, without, without. At ten, the decision of infertility versus the prospects of a long, fruitful career on the ice in the MLH was a no-brainer. Kids, family, pack, a mate, none of that would matter if Shane never got to step foot on the ice again.
Except it does matter. It does matter because now he’s twenty-three, and there is someone else. There is someone else. There's someone else, but not really, because they didn’t kiss. It doesn't mean anything. He's all alone, and it's all one-sided.
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Shane has rejection sickness. He's avoided it for too long. What will persist in the aftermath?
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- Part 3 of i don't smoke