Hesitant_Sorrows



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    selcouth by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    14 Aug 2025

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    jimin stars in straight dramas. jeongguk sings straight songs. no one has to know about what’s going on behind the closed doors.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    I'm obsessed with literally every part of this fic - in no particular order:

    - the fan comments .god we're really like that aren't we😭,

    - Tae and Namjoon's beautiful films that I will be forever mad that I can't watch them💔💔 and Jimins moodboards that I also desperately want to see.

    - all the neurodiverse characters!! (I'm neurotypical as far as I'm aware, though my family have their suspicions and some of this was feeling wayy to relatable xD). But of course it's such a big part of this fic, and written in such a careful lovely way. Jungkook + yoongi being the adhd unstoppable duo is what I live for. And Jimins gradual acceptance of himself, helped along by Taehyung being so comfortable and confident in himself . Because he's awesome and everyone needs to know that.

    - ARO REPRESENTATION ooohhhh my goddd I have read almost all the aro fics in this fandom that I can find (which is surprising a lot?! More than I've seen in any other fandom I'm been part of lol. Go army!) as I'm aspec myself. And I was so so so happy when I found Jimin didn't 'get over' his aromanticism or end up falling in love or whatever happens in many fics. Because he still loves in every way that matters and I just think it's so wonderful and I love him and I love you dear author 💜💜

    - have I mentioned tae and Namjoon's film making because . Uh wow.. and don't think I missed Seventeen being part of the production team xD I saw wonwoo and Vernon's names and instantly I was like 👀👀

    - yoongi as jungkooks manager AND producer and boyfriend of two. I Stan a multi talented man! It was soo funny reading jungkook and jimin desperately trying to work out who the third was in sope's relationship cmon guyss it is so obvious 😭😂

    - all of jungkooks straight boy songs haha.. I love Golden but tbh I can't remember the last time I listened to 3D without either skipping jack Harlows part or just listening to the alternate version xD

    -Jimin's relationship with his dad🥺 the way he knew he wasn't being the best son and then he works to fix that relationship like YEs

    - I'm also strangely in love with the way that this fic spans years. Like often even super long fics are set over the course of a year at two at most. This one really shows their relationship gradually growing, and strengthening, and changing in a way that we don't usually get to read and I think that's really special💜

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    Blackjack by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    11 Mar 2018

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    [Group052] Jung_HS: anybody there
    [Group052] Jung_HS: help im alone in this weird small room and its so dark and theres no door no nothing only this weird touchscreen device thing on the wall
    [Group052] Jung_HS: anyone?
    [Group052] Min_YG: I’m here, same situation
    [Group052] Min_YG: Damn if we’re group 052 does it mean that there are at least 51 other groups like this what kind of mass kidnapping is this
    [Group052] Kim_NJ: I think there’s more.
    [Group052] Kim_NJ: Why else would there be a 0 in front of the 52 unless they need the third digit? There can be hundreds of groups.
    [Group052] Min_YG: Wow you’re a smart one aren’t you, now find a way to get us out of here
    [Group052] Kim_NJ: I’m at a loss. If we can get to talk to whoever abducted us we might figure something out.
    Pied Piper: Hello. I am your kidnapper. Do you want to play a game?
    [Group052] Min_YG: Holy shit

    In which seven strangers are abducted to secluded rooms and forced to play a game of life and death in which they have to communicate with each other through a chatroom. Can they work together to survive and figure out how they’re connected in time to escape the impending doom?

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    11 May 2025

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    Holy shittt. It's like a chat fic, but unlike you've ever seen one before. This had me on the edge of my hypothetical seat for the whole fic and I just binge read it all in one go. Absolutely crazy premise and crazy execution

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    Cell 6-13, Inmate 384627 by ,

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    11 Nov 2025

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    "Min Yoongi, better known as the producer and rapper Suga, has been sentenced to three years imprisonment for arson at the conclusion of his trial today. Neither he nor his attorney made any comment to the media. It is understood Min was transported directly from the court to begin serving his sentence. There is still much speculation over the motive for his crime, which appears to have been a work of revenge."

    It wasn't revenge. But Yoongi will let them say whatever they want about him. He knew he'd go down for this and he doesn't care.

    That doesn't mean he isn't terrified. He knows what they - guards and prisoners alike - see when he's escorted to his cell in his handcuffs and jumpsuit. A glossy celebrity. A rich brat. A platinum blonde angel with a bratty smirk and filthy mouth. And they can’t wait to drag him down a few pegs.

    Preferably all the way to hell.

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    05 Apr 2025

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    I'm actually obsessed with this fic. I love the relationships and developing plot and there are some really satisfying scenes (as well as some really really difficult ones) and it's written SO well.

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    (don't you want to be) ordinary with me by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    28 Jun 2019

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    "So you're like," Jimin starts, jaw slack. "Crazy rich."

    Namjoon shifts uncomfortably next to him. "We're comfortable."

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    19 Mar 2025

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    You know those fics, that come by like maybe twice or once in one fandom and they completely change your perspective of the characters and your perception of the media is completely changed forever. Like there's a before reading and after reading and suddenly you're like. Oh.
    So, that's this fic!

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    Love In The Middle Of A Firefight by

    Fandom: Bad Blood - Taylor Swift (Music Video), Bandom, Cobra Starship, Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys (Album), Fall Out Boy, Gym Class Heroes, LeATHERMØUTH, Mindless Self Indulgence, My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, Pencey Prep, The Academy Is..., The Used, The Youngblood Chronicles (Music Video)

    02 Jun 2018

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    Killjoy/Young Blood Chronicles Fusion Fic -

    Better Living might have control of the world, but one can only grasp sand in their fist for so long before it escapes and shadows are deepest when someone has a need to hide. Rebellion has never been easy, but no one who has something worth rebelling over would think otherwise.

    Would you destroy something perfect in order to make it beautiful?

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    06 Jun 2021

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    The best series ever. I haven't listened to mrc in years but I would still reread this fic if I had the time