MissPanicAllTheTime



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    Bucky should have guessed that now that everything in his life is fine; he’s cleared of his crimes, mind fully his own, living back in New York, and getting to hang out with Steve, his head would come up with new problems.

    In this case it’s a decades old problem of being too attracted toward Steve, something he’s never meant to act on because it’s not mutual, and he doesn’t want to mess up their friendship. Only, the way Steve is looking at him these days is definitely new.

    Now what is he supposed to do?

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    The Winter Soldier mishears a mission instruction to “kill Captain America” as “kiss Captain America”. Chaos ensues. Alexander Pierce is not happy about it. Steve Rogers on the other hand…

    (Or: the events of The Winter Soldier turn out a little differently.)

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Bucky Barnes doesn't go through the change from the asset to James to Bucky again step by step. It happens, though. He saves Captain America and doesn't know why. He goes to Captain America when he's hurt and near death, and he thinks he knows why. He leans on Steve, and lets Steve lean on him while they both heal (together), and he definitely knows why.

    Steve Rogers lives in denial. He's not depressed. He didn't really try to kill himself on the Valkyrie. He's not suffering from PTSD. He's not in love with his best friend - the one who is also known as the Winter Soldier. He's not any of these. (He's all of them.)

    Or; Bucky and Steve learn to be Bucky and Steve again, not the Winter Solider and Captain America. (They do it together.)

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    10 Jan 2026

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    How can Winifred deny her son a friendship with the sickly boy when James is grinning like that at her?

    Dum Dum doesn’t think he’s seen Barnes smile so brightly. ”Bluest eyes you ever saw. Best ass in Brooklyn, too.”

    Who are you? My sweetheart. But not mine.

    Clint doesn’t have time to ask what Barnes means – love-found-during-war stories are almost better than love-enduring-war stories, but just almost.

    ”You hadn’t even spoken to a girl who wasn’t Becca by eight, Buck,” Steve deadpans. Bucky’s smile turns impossibly fonder.

    – – –

    Or, five times Bucky Barnes spoke about his sweetheart.

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    Bucky had always been tactile, always shown his affection through touch and a closeness that generally drove Steve crazy. And it would have been totally fine - if Steve wasn’t head over heels in love with him. But he was - and Steve wasn’t sure what to do about it.

    Or the five times over the years Bucky touched Steve's ass and the one time Steve touched Bucky's.

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