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1. You Kill Me, You Kill Yourself by hiscloakmydaggers

   Fandoms: Fallout 4, Fallout (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Jul 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Deacon (Fallout)/Original Male Character(s)
   • Deacon (Fallout)/Original Character(s)
   • Deacon/Sole Survivor (Fallout)
   • Male Sole Survivor/Nick Valentine (minor)
   • Deacon/Male Sole Survivor (Fallout)
   • Deacon (Fallout)
   • Spencer "Nic" Roach (OC)
   • Sole Survivor (Fallout)
   • Nick Valentine
   • Doctor Carrington (Fallout)
   • Desdemona (Fallout)
   • Robert Joseph MacCready
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst
   • Cannibalism
   • Jealousy
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • my OC doesnt even act like this. i changed a lot
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Murder
   • Your Honor Please Free Deacon
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

   Summary

   While drunk, Nate tries to get handsy with Deacon (who is already married!) Deacon tries to think nothing of it and the jealous outburst his husband, Nic, unleashes. Nic cannot share this sentiment. As soon as the opportunity to *get everything over with* is presented, he takes it.

   Immediately, the news of the sole survivor's passing spreads to those closest to Deacon and Nic. The shock of his action and its butterfly effect sends Nic into literal insanity, yet Deacon only stays barely suspicious of him until one fateful meeting by Hangman's Alley...

   (This took two months to write. I originally began this for Deacon and I's two year anniversary (yes, this is how I celebrate!) Isn't this technically a yandere AU of my OC... oh my god, what have I done?! )

   ((ME AGAIN. revised this to get rid of my horrible grammar mistakes! sorry abt that!))

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