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1. Unable to face myself. by S4lvat1on_L0st

   Fandoms: Alice Schach and the Magic Orchestra (Band)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   31 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Alice Schach
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Rewrite
   • Heavy Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Everyone Needs A Hug
   • Hallucinations
   • Doppelganger
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Mild Blood
   • Vomiting
   • Verbal Humiliation
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide
   • Blood Loss
   • Mania
   • Flashbacks
   • POV First Person
   • I'm Going to Hell
   • Trauma
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Wow
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Graphic Description
   • Mental Instability
   • I Don't Even Know
   • This Is STUPID
   • Witch Hunts
   • Desperation
   • Character Death
   • Working Out My Feelings Through Fic
   • Author Projecting
   • Out of character I think...
   • Alice needs a hug
   • I Take No Blame
   • You're As Shocked As I Am
   • I am Not Okay and Neither is She
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Okay This Is A Vent Fic ATP
   • Oops
   • Heor Spawns... At Some Point
   • not really - Freeform
   • Somebody Lives/Not Everyone Dies
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • Everyone Suffers At The End
   • Tags May Change

   Summary

   Alice's brutal past comes back to haunt her in rather odd ways, hallucinations tormenting and tearing at her already fragile mind. She can't look at the past, she won't even try. The guilt is nothing but an anchor, and she'll eventually drown if she doesn't let go. Can she finally accept her flaws or will she keep running from the past? It's up to her to decide…

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   Tags are crucial, some may not apply as of now but soon enough it'll make sense, this as a whole is nearly done!

   [This is a rewrite, hence the reason the OG is now deleted. IMPROVED version!!]

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,261

   Chapters:

   4/8

   Kudos:

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