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    Beomgyu didn't really know what had happened to him. Of course, this was a recognisable feeling, but he thought he’d healed. Everything was going well. He was happy. His friends were happy. But his mind told him he shouldn't be. His mind told him to suffer, to skip meals again, to avoid talking to those he loved. And while the skipping meals part was difficult, he found it easy to shut down a little more everyday. He spent more time in his room, cracked less jokes during practice, declined innocent hangouts because he was “too tired” or “had other plans.”

    It genuinely came out of nowhere. But that was the art of depression: surprise attacks that lacked a catalysing force.

     

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    Choi Beomgyu struggles to balance idol life with his rapidly declining mental health.

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