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The Weight of a Blanket

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After sixty-two hours of non-stop work, all Chuuya wants is his bed. What he gets is his traitorous ex-partner curled up on his expensive suede sofa, delirious, shivering, and bleeding out from a wound that smells like rot. Dazai is hiding—from the Agency, from the Mafia, and from a new enemy that poisoned him with something No Longer Human can't nullify.

With all of Yokohama compromised, Dazai decided his only safehouse left was the one place no one would ever look: the penthouse of the man who hates him most. Chuuya is faced with a choice: throw the bastard out, or deal with the glowing, necrotic wound.

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Chapter 1: Intruder

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Chapter Text

The pouring rain felt like icicles stabbing with no remorse, as Chuuya Nakahara drove deeper into the city on his motorbike. It was now Tuesday, three a.m. in the morning. Chuuya has now been awake for sixty-two hours straight. An ongoing territorial dispute in the south had required significant intervention after the negotiations had gone awry and resulted in a three-way gunfight, which prompted Chuuya's forceful intervention to conclude it.

His entire body was thrumming with low vibrations of pain. The lingering Corruption residue was still humming within his veins. It felt like a poison that began behind his eyes and traveled down to his boots. His clothes were fully soaked through now from the persistent rain. His nylon coat felt like a heavy weight absorbing the moisture on his back.

The smell of gunpowder and ozone clung to him like a second skin. All he wanted to do when he got to his home was take a nice scalding hot bath with a glass of 1989 Pétrus, followed by at least twelve hours of quiet oblivion slumber in his Mahogany King bed.

The private elevator slid open with a whisper, depositing him in the marble foyer of his penthouse. The silence was immediate, heavy, and wrong.

Chuuya froze, his hand millimeters from the light switch.

It wasn't just quiet. It was a dead, manufactured silence. The subtle hum of his security system’s server was missing.

He stood perfectly still, letting his senses expand. The air was different. Stale, but... lived-in. There was a faint, acrid scent beneath the expensive air freshener. Something metallic, like old pennies, and a sickly-sweet undertone he couldn't place.

Someone was here.

He drew the knife from its sheath at his lower back, the steel cool and comforting against his palm. He didn't reach for his gun; a gun was loud, and he preferred the element of surprise.

He moved on silent feet, a shadow in his own home. He checked the security panel first. It was dark. Not just off, but dead. The wires beneath had been expertly bypassed. Interesting. But then he saw the deadbolt on the reinforced front door. It had been tampered with—not picked, but forced. The high-tensile steel of the lockset was warped, as if a crowbar had been used.

It was a contradiction. The high-level electronic bypass and the brutish, desperate force. His instincts screamed.

He cleared the kitchen first. Empty. The dining room. Empty. His wine cellar—he paused, his blood running cold at the thought of someone touching his collection, but the reinforced door was untouched. He swept his bedroom, his study. All clear.

But the wrongness intensified. A high-backed chair in his study was angled three degrees to the left. A glass of water, half-full, sat on his kitchen counter. Condensation slicked the quartz. It was recent.

He was being toyed with. Or his intruder was sloppy. Both were insults.

He saved the living room for last. It was the largest space, with a wall of floor-to-ceiling windows that gave a god-like view of Yokohama, currently being battered by the storm. The city lights were a blurry, neon watercolor.

He rounded the corner, knife held in a reverse grip, ready to end this.

And he stopped.

There, curled up on his ridiculously expensive Italian leather sofa, was Dazai Osamu.

He was still in that damned tan coat, which was damp and dripping onto the priceless rug beneath. His shoes had been kicked off and lay haphazardly, one on top of the other. He was fast asleep, face lax and unguarded in a way Chuuya hadn't seen since they were fifteen, huddled in a shipping container after a mission. One arm was tucked under his head, the other dangled off the cushion, bandages stark white in the dim, stormy light.

Chuuya stood there for a full minute, two minutes, just watching the bastard breathe.

The knife in his hand felt heavy. His first instinct, a raw, primal urge, was to activate his Ability, hoist the entire sofa, and deposit Dazai directly into the harbor twenty stories below. It would be a fitting, final punctuation to their entire twisted history.

His second, more tired instinct, was to just let him sleep and deal with the inevitable, migraine-inducing headache in the morning.

He sheathed his knife, the quiet shing swallowed by the sound of the rain.

He scrubbed a hand over his face, grimacing. The traitor looked... awful. Not his usual lazy, performative malaise. This was genuine. He was pale, a sickly, grayish tint under his skin. His hair was a mess, plastered to his forehead with sweat and rain, like he’d been dragging his hands through it. Even in sleep, his brow was furrowed in pain.

He was shivering. A fine, uncontrollable tremor that shook his lanky frame.

Chuuya’s gaze narrowed. He stepped closer, his exhaustion battling his suspicion. He didn't just break in to be an ass. He didn't force a lock when he could have picked it in ten seconds flat. He didn't come here to nap.

He came here to hide.

The metallic, coppery smell he’d noticed earlier... it was coming from Dazai. And beneath that, the sickly-sweet undertone he couldn't place. Rot. Or something dangerously close to it.

"Oi," Chuuya said, his voice a low gravel, rough from disuse and exhaustion. "Mackerel. Wake up and get the hell out of my apartment."

Dazai didn't stir. He just mumbled something incoherent, a sound of pure distress, and tried to burrow deeper into the cold leather.

Chuuya nudged the edge of the sofa with his foot, harder this time. "I'm not kidding, Dazai. I'll throw you off the balcony. Don't test me."

A sleepy, muddy-brown eye cracked open. It was unfocused, dilated, and vague. It took a long second for it to find Chuuya in the darkness.

"Chuu...ya...?" he mumbled. The single word was a wreck, slurred and thick with more than just sleep. "So... loud..." He winced, as if the sound of Chuuya's voice was a physical blow. "'M sleeping..."

"You're sleeping in my house, you waste of bandages! You have five seconds before I call in a cleanup crew."

Dazai just hummed, a small, pained sound that was a mockery of his usual infuriating contentment. His eye slipped closed again. He was out.

Chuuya stared. He could. He really, really could just end him. Or at least throw him in the hall and let the building's security deal with him. But the thought of the energy it would take... the thought of Dazai, in this state, being found by a Port Mafia patrol...

It left a sour, acidic taste in his mouth. He’d be killing him. Mori would have him vivisected before breakfast.

With a curse that would make a sailor blush, Chuuya stalked to his linen closet. He bypassed the guest-room-quality blankets and pulled out the heavy, obscenely soft cashmere throw from his own bedroom. It was charcoal grey and cost more than a mid-level executive’s monthly salary.

He returned to the living room and, with perhaps a bit more force than necessary, threw it over the shivering idiot on his couch.

Dazai’s reaction was immediate. He shifted, hissing as the movement clearly pained him, but his body instinctively pulled the blanket up toward his chin. The shivering subsided, just slightly.

Chuuya stood over him, arms crossed, a storm of conflicting emotions warring in his chest. Rage at the intrusion. Weary familiarity. And a deeply unwanted, fiercely denied kernel of... something else. Something that felt dangerously like concern.

"You're paying for the dry cleaning, asshole," he muttered.

He was halfway to his bedroom, already unbuttoning his vest, when a quiet, strained voice stopped him.

"Knew you... kept a soft spot for me, Chibi..."

Chuuya froze, looking back. Dazai's eyes were still closed, but a faint, ghost of a smirk was on his face. He was faking. Of course he was faking.

"Shut up, Dazai," Chuuya snapped, though his voice lacked its usual bite. "Bleed out on my sofa and I'll bill your agency for the damages."

A shaky, quiet breath was his only answer. "Goodnight... Chuuya."

Chuuya didn't reply. He just went to his room, locking the door behind him—not because he thought it would stop Dazai, but for the principle of the thing.

He stripped off his damp clothes, letting them fall to the floor in a heap. The shower was scalding, and he stood under the spray for twenty minutes, willing the exhaustion and the tension to drain away. It didn't. All he could feel was the thrum of that alien presence in his home.

He got out, dried off, and put on a clean shirt and sweatpants. He was too wired to sleep. He went to the kitchen, poured himself a glass of water, and stared at the half-full glass Dazai had left on the counter.

He hated that traitor.

He hated that he knew, with chilling certainty, exactly where the emergency first-aid kit was, the one stocked with field-suture kits and broad-spectrum antibiotics, not just civilian plasters.

And he hated, more than anything, that the familiar, irritating presence in his living room was the first time he'd felt remotely safe in weeks. Because no one—no thing—in Yokohama was stupid enough to breach a safehouse currently occupied by Dazai Osamu.

He grabbed the med-kit from under the sink. He grabbed a bottle of his cheapest whiskey and a clean glass. He walked back into the living room and set them all on the low-profile glass coffee table.

Dazai hadn't moved. The smirk was gone, replaced by that deep furrow of pain.

Chuuya sat in the armchair opposite the couch, poured two fingers of whiskey, and waited for the bastard to either wake up or die. He wasn't sure which he preferred.

Dawn broke grey and weeping, the storm having settled into a miserable, persistent drizzle. Chuuya hadn't slept. He’d nursed the one glass of whiskey for hours, the med-kit sitting beside it like a threat.

Around 5 AM, Dazai had started mumbling. Not to Chuuya, but to shadows. Names Chuuya didn't know, and one he knew all too well. Odasaku. It was a broken, pleading sound that made Chuuya's teeth ache.

At 6:30, the movement on the couch became more distinct. A pained groan, a sharp intake of breath.

Chuuya said nothing, just watched Dazai's consciousness claw its way back. It was a slow, ugly process.

Dazai's eyes finally opened. They were no longer vague. They were sharp, assessing, and filled with a pain he was no longer bothering to hide. He cataloged the room in a second: Chuuya in the chair, the whiskey, the med-kit, the grey morning light.

"You look like shit," Chuuya stated. It was a simple fact.

"And you," Dazai rasped, his voice a dry crackle, "look like an angry Pomeranian who's been left in the rain. Which I suppose you have."

He tried to sit up. He got as far as propping himself on one elbow before a violent tremor wracked his body. He gasped, a wet, sharp sound, and fell back against the cushions, his face going a shade paler. He stared at his own coat, which was bunched up on the floor where he’d kicked it.

"You're bleeding," Chuuya said, his voice flat. He gestured with his glass. "All over my floor, and I'm guessing, my sofa. Which is suede, you prick."

Dazai’s eyes flicked to the med-kit, a flash of something—desperation?—in them before it was masked. "Always so prepared, Chuuya. Such a good little mafioso."

"Shut up. What is it? Bullet? Knife?"

Dazai’s gaze was unsettlingly direct. "Neither."

"Don't play games. You broke into my house, you look half-dead, and you're bleeding on my furniture. You've got ten seconds to give me a reason not to put you out of my misery."

Dazai laughed, a dry, coughing sound that ended in a wince. "Always so dramatic. I just... needed a quiet place to think."

"You're a terrible liar," Chuuya said. "You were delirious an hour ago. You were talking to ghosts."

The flippancy in Dazai's expression evaporated. The temperature in the room dropped ten degrees. "What did I say?"

"A name. Doesn't matter." Chuuya leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "Here's the deal. You let me see the injury. If it's something I can't handle, I drag you to the lobby and let your Agency friends pick you up. If it's something I can handle... you tell me who did it."

"And why would I do that?"

"Because," Chuuya said, his voice dropping, "whatever did this to you, the great Dazai Osamu, is something I need to know about. You don't get to bring this kind of trouble to my door and not tell me what it is. That's not how this works."

Dazai stared at him for a long, heavy moment. The rain ticked against the glass. He pushed himself again, gritting his teeth. He actually managed to swing his legs off the couch, his bare feet pressing into the rug. He was trembling so hard Chuuya could see it from across the room.

"I can walk," he bit out, though the words were slurred with pain.

He pushed to his feet.

The movement was a disaster. His legs buckled instantly. He would have pitched forward and smashed his face on the glass coffee table if Chuuya hadn't moved, instincts from a thousand battles taking over.

Chuuya's arm was suddenly under his, a steel band holding him up. Dazai was limp, his entire weight sagging, his head dropping. He was burning up.

"Let go," Dazai panted, his voice void of all its usual mockery. He was too weak to even push Chuuya away.

"You're a goddamn idiot," Chuuya snarled, his arm tightening around Dazai's ribs, holding him upright. "You can't even stand."

"Fine," Dazai whispered, the fight completely gone, his head resting against Chuuya's shoulder for a split second before he tried to pull back. "Fine. But... not here." He nodded toward the bathroom. "And, Chibi...?"

"What?"

"I will need help getting there."

The admission was more shocking than the wound itself. Dazai never asked for help. He manipulated, he tricked, he blackmailed. He didn't ask.

Chuuya stood, downed the last of his whiskey, and grabbed Dazai under the arm. "If you faint on me, I'm leaving you on the tile."

"So kind," Dazai breathed, his weight almost dead against Chuuya's side.

Getting him to the master bathroom was a humiliating, stumbling affair. Dazai was taller, but Chuuya was pure, compressed muscle. He all but dragged the traitor across the floor, Dazai's feet scuffing the expensive wood. He deposited him on the closed lid of the toilet, where Dazai immediately slumped against the wall, his breathing shallow.

"Right," Chuuya said, grabbing the med-kit. "Coat. Off."

Dazai fumbled with the buttons, his fingers clumsy and shaking. Chuuya, with a sigh of pure impatience, brushed his hands away and undid the coat himself, pulling it off his shoulders and dropping it to the floor. Underneath, Dazai's white button-down shirt was a mess. The left side, from his ribs down to his hip, was soaked in a dark, viscous fluid that was only partially blood. The stench that rose from the wound was overwhelming. The sickly-sweet, metallic smell from the foyer. It was the smell of decay.

"Jesus, Dazai," Chuuya muttered, grabbing a pair of trauma shears from the kit. "You've been bleeding like this for hours."

"It's... slower than it looks," Dazai said, his head resting against the cool tile of the wall.

"Shut up." Chuuya cut the shirt and the bandages beneath. The fabric was practically fused to the skin by dried-up plasma and... something else. Dazai hissed, his knuckles white on the toilet lid, but didn't make another sound as Chuuya peeled the ruined cloth away.

And he froze.

It wasn't a bullet hole. It wasn't a knife wound.

It was... three small, precise punctures, arranged in a triangle on his side, just over his lower ribs. They weren't bleeding much now, just oozing a dark, syrupy fluid. But the skin around the marks was grotesque. It was necrotic. Black, purple, and an angry, inflamed red, spreading out in a spiderweb of infected veins that crawled up his torso. The flesh was hot to the touch, unnaturally so.

But it was the punctures themselves that made Chuuya's blood run cold. They were glowing. A faint, sickly, pulsing green light, deep in the wounds. The flesh around the edges was visibly, slowly, dissolving.

"What the hell," Chuuya whispered, his own stomach turning. "What is this? An Ability?"

"You'd think so," Dazai said, his voice distant. He was watching Chuuya's face, not the wound.

Chuuya's hand, covered in a nitrile glove, instinctively hovered over the wound. He didn't even touch it. He just brought his fingers close.

The moment his glove passed over the punctures, Dazai screamed. It wasn't a scream of pain. It was a sound of pure, systemic violation. He convulsed, arching off the toilet seat, and vomited a thin stream of bile and water onto the floor between his feet.

Chuuya recoiled, falling back against the sink as if he'd been electrocuted.

"Don't... touch it," Dazai panted, spitting, his body shaking violently. "Don't even... get near it. My Ability... it's not working on it."

"Who," Chuuya demanded, his voice dropping to a deadly quiet. He grabbed a sterile saline bottle and began to flush the wounds, ignoring Dazai's hissing intake of breath. "Who did this, Dazai? Not an agency. Not a government. Who?"

Dazai was quiet for a long time, his eyes closed, his face a mask of pain. He was trembling, his teeth chattering.

"A group... from outside," he finally whispered. "They call themselves the... Archivists. They don't just want Ability users. They... they collect them. They find a way to... weaponize the remnants of an Ability. The echo it leaves behind."

Chuuya's hands stilled. "And they tested it on you."

"A little... field test. To see if the 'Demon Prodigy's' ultimate defense had a... a loophole." Dazai gave a weak, horrifying smile, his eyes bright with fever. "Looks like they found one."

Chuuya worked in a cold, furious silence. The poison was clearly systemic. Dazai was burning up, yet shivering. His logic was starting to fray. He cleaned the wounds as best he could, but he knew it was superficial. The poison, or whatever it was, was already deep in his system. He packed the punctures with antiseptic gauze and began to wrap Dazai's torso in heavy pressure bandages.

"Why here?" Chuuya asked, his voice low. Dazai's head was lolling. Chuuya had to grab his chin, forcing him to focus. "Dazai. Focus. Why my apartment? Why not your Agency? Why not Yosano-sensei?"

Dazai let out a breath that might have been a laugh. "The Agency... is compromised. They're being watched. I couldn't risk... leading them there."

"And me?" Chuuya pulled the bandage tight, making Dazai grunt. "I'm just collateral damage?"

"No," Dazai said, and his voice was suddenly, terrifyingly clear. He opened his eyes, and the familiar, sharp intelligence was back, burning through the pain. "You... you were the only one."

"The only one what?"

"The only one they wouldn't look for. The only place in Yokohama that is... so aggressively neutral, so thoroughly yours, that no one would dare... And..."

"And what?"

Dazai looked at him, his focus swimming. "And I knew... you wouldn't... let me die... on the... sofa..." His eyes rolled back. "It's suede."

The old insult was so out of place, so brittle, that it almost broke the tension. Almost.

"You're a damn fool," Chuuya said, securing the bandage. "This is beyond me. You need a real doctor. This poison..."

"No. No doctors." Dazai’s voice was firm. "This is an Ability-based toxin. A normal doctor... will make it worse. I just need... to sleep. I need time to... think."

"You're not 'thinking' your way out of sepsis, you idiot." Chuuya stood up, stripping off his gloves. "You're lucky I'm not calling Mori. He'd love to see this."

"He... he's part of the reason I'm here."

That stopped Chuuya cold. "What?"

"The Archivists... they're looking for a new partner in Yokohama. Someone with... access. To a lot of... data. On Ability users."

The implication hung in the air, heavy and toxic. Mori.

"So you came here," Chuuya said, piecing it together. "The one place in the Mafia that Mori doesn't have 24/7 surveillance on. My safehouse. You're hiding from the Port Mafia, from this... Archivist group, and from your own Agency."

"Smart, Chibi," Dazai murmured. He was fading again, his skin clammy. "You always... were the sharp one..."

"Stop talking." Chuuya grabbed a towel, wet it with cold water, and pressed it to Dazai's forehead. Dazai leaned into the touch, a low sigh escaping him.

"This changes things, Dazai. This isn't just you. This is a threat to the entire city. If they're making deals with Mori..."

"They're not... just making deals..." Dazai's voice was a thread. "They're... they're hunting... They want the Jinko. They want... Atsushi-kun. His regeneration. They think... it's the key... to stabilizing their... 'products'."

Atsushi. The weretiger. Of course.

Chuuya stared at the man slumped in his bathroom, a man he had professed to hate for nearly a decade. A man who had just brought a war to his doorstep.

He felt the familiar, acidic burn of an impossible choice. He could turn him over. He could dump him at the Agency's door. Or...

He sighed, the sound impossibly heavy in the sterile room.

"Right," Chuuya said. "Here's what's going to happen. You're not sleeping on my sofa again."

He hauled Dazai to his feet, the lanky man's arm draped over his shoulder. He half-carried him out of the bathroom, past his own bedroom, and to the guest room. It was sparse, but clean. He dumped Dazai on the bed, who collapsed into the mattress with a pained groan and didn't move.

"You've got twenty-four hours," Chuuya said, his voice hard as diamond. "You sleep. You get your head on straight. And then we are going to figure out how to deal with this. You, me, and... and probably your weretiger. Because I'm not letting some outside group or Mori tear this city apart over your head."

Dazai was already unconscious, his breathing shallow and rattling in his chest. The fever was raging.

"It's not a truce," Chuuya snapped to the empty room. "It's pest control. I'm just using the best... traitorous... bait I have."

He pulled the door shut, leaving Dazai in the darkness.

Chuuya walked back to his living room, the city map of Yokohama spread out before him through the glass. The weight of the man in his guest room was heavier than any blanket. It was the weight of their shared past, of a city on the brink, and of a promise he'd never admit to making.

He picked up his phone. He didn't call Mori. Not yet.

He pulled up a secure, encrypted number he hadn't used in four years. One that connected to a certain red-headed, hot-tempered executive in the Port Mafia.

He had to warn himself.

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Chapter 2: Forty-Eight Hours Left

Summary:

Chuuya’s reluctant caretaking is violently interrupted by Dazai’s feverish agony, forcing him into action. His off-the-books investigation yields terrifying results

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Chuuya stood in the dim light of his living room, the city’s rain-slicked neon bleeding through the glass. The silence of the penthouse was absolute, save for one, persistent sound: the shallow, rattling breaths coming from the closed guest room door.

Each sound scraped against his frayed nerves.

He was alone. Dazai was unconscious. The Archivists were a phantom. Mori was a question mark.

He was also, he realized with a cold, sharp clarity, operating on the dregs of Corruption. This wasn't just fatigue. It was a physical hollowing. His nerves felt frayed and exposed, as if his skin were too thin. A low, constant vibration thrummed behind his sternum—the echo of the god he’d unleashed, an entity that wanted to unmake him as surely as the poison was unmaking Dazai. He was running on pure spite and the memory of power. And now, he had to play nursemaid.

His body was a hollow ache, screaming for sleep. His mind, however, was on fire.

"Pest control," he’d called it. His voice, in the dead quiet, sounded alien.

He scrubbed a hand over his face, the stubble on his jaw rasping. He pulled out his phone, the light of the screen blinding. The last line of his thought—He had to warn himself—translated into action. He didn't call Mori. He didn't call Kouyou. Trust, in this moment, was a currency he only had for himself.

He speed-dialed a number not listed in any Port Mafia registry.

It was answered on the first ring, with a simple, "Sir."

"Ryu," Chuuya said, his voice low, measured. "I need a sweep. My building. Full physical and electronic, top to bottom. I want to know if a gnat farted in the lobby in the last twelve hours. I want thermal, I want audio, I want spectrum analysis. No one followed me home, but someone was here. I need to know if they left any party favors."

"Understood, sir. Do we alert the building's standing team?"

"No." Chuuya’s voice was flat, cold. "This is my private detail. Off the books. No logs. No one at HQ, and I mean no one, hears about this. Is that clear?"

"Crystal, sir."

"And Ryu... the target was... sophisticated. Look for contradictions. High-tech bypasses mixed with low-tech brute force. It'll feel... wrong. That's how you'll know you're on the right trail."

"On it. We'll be ghosts."

"Be faster," Chuuya said, and hung up.

He made a second call. A different untraceable number.

"Sir." This voice was female, all business.

"Naoe. I have a name. 'The Archivists.' I want everything. Deep web, intel-sharing agreements, dark markets. Do not, under any circumstances, use a Port Mafia server. Use the 'Seventeen' network. I want to know if this is a person, a group, or a ghost story. Go."

He didn't wait for a reply, just hung up. He trusted his team. They were his, forged and paid for long before he was an Executive, loyal to him, not the organization.

The calls made, the immediate perimeter and intel gathering in motion, Chuuya was left with the silence.
And the smell.

The sickly-sweet, coppery smell of decay was still hanging in the air, a miasma that clung to the back of his throat.

He looked at his bathroom. Dazai had thrown up on the floor. His bloody, filth-encrusted coat was in a heap. The cut-up, saturated rags of his shirt and bandages were...

Chuuya swore, a long, low sound of pure disgust that was half a groan.

He stalked to the bathroom. The bile and water had begun to dry on the expensive Italian tile. He stared at it. He, a Port Mafia Executive, the gravity-wielding terror of Yokohama's underbelly, was going to clean up puke. It was the most profound humiliation he could imagine. It was an intimacy he violently rejected.

"This is the last goddamn time, Mackerel," he snarled at the empty room.

He grabbed a pair of rubber gloves from under the sink, a trash bag, and a bottle of industrial-strength bleach cleaner. He was meticulous. He was a professional, and this was now a biohazard scene. He bagged the ruined coat first, holding his breath, the wet, heavy wool a disgusting weight. Then, he gathered the sodden, bloody bandages and the pieces of Dazai's shirt.

He stopped.

In the sterile white light of his bathroom, he could see it clearly. The faint, sickly green glow he’d seen in the wound... it was still there. The discarded bandages were pulsing with a weak, dying light. As he watched, one of the threads on the gauze pad, one dark with ichor, sizzled and dissolved, turning into a thin, gray slurry that dripped onto the tile.

Chuuya dropped the bag as if it had burned him, stumbling back against the wall.

His heart was hammering, a sick, heavy beat against his ribs. The flesh around the edges was visibly, slowly, dissolving.

Dazai wasn't just poisoned. He was being unmade.

A new, cold wave of adrenaline shot through him, erasing the last of his exhaustion. This wasn't a simple poison. This was an active, ongoing process. This was an entity.

He sealed the biohazard bag with a zip tie, his movements jerky. He cleaned the floor with a cold, controlled fury, the chemical smell of bleach a welcome, sterile assault that momentarily overwhelmed the rot. He scrubbed his hands raw, all the way to the elbows, even though he'd been wearing gloves, trying to scour the feeling of it off his skin.

He went to the kitchen, grabbed a bowl, filled it with ice and water, and raided his linen closet again for clean towels. He grabbed a bottle of water and a glass. His hands were shaking, he noted with disgust. A combination of fatigue, rage, and the deep, bone-level violation of what he'd just seen.

Then, bracing himself, he went to the guest room.

He opened the door.

The smell hit him like a physical blow. It was the smell of a slaughterhouse left in the sun, of rot and fever and copper. Dazai was a wreck. He'd kicked off the single sheet Chuuya had thrown over him. He was on his back, his body arched, trembling violently. The fever was raging. He was drenched in sweat, his hair plastered to his forehead, his skin a ghastly pale-gray, except for the angry red flush high on his cheekbones.

The bandages Chuuya had applied were already soaking through. Not with blood, but with that same dark, syrupy... ichor.

Chuuya set his supplies on the nightstand, his jaw tight.

"Dazai," he said, nudging his shoulder. "Wake up. You need water."

The only response was a low, agonized groan. Dazai's head thrashed on the pillow, his eyes squeezed shut, his face a mask of pain.

"No... no, don't..." he mumbled, his voice a broken rasp. "Don't... let them... Odasaku... the children... don't... don't look at me... I couldn't... I couldn't..."

Chuuya froze. That name. The one he’d heard from the living room. The name of the man who had changed everything. The source of Dazai's suicidal sanctimony. To hear it now, in this raw, guilt-ridden confession, made Chuuya’s stomach twist with an old, cold, bitter jealousy that he refused to name.

"Get... out..." Dazai suddenly snarled, his eyes flying open. They were dilated, burning with fever, and completely unfocused. He was looking through Chuuya, at something else. "Get out of my head!"

"It's me, you idiot," Chuuya snapped, grabbing his shoulders to stop him from thrashing and ripping the wounds open further. The heat rolling off his skin was shocking, like a furnace. "Stop fighting, you're making it worse."

"Chuu...ya...?" Dazai’s gaze swam, struggling to find him. The anger melted, replaced by a raw, terrifying confusion. "It's... so cold... I'm so..."

"You're burning up, asshole."

Chuuya dipped one of the towels in the ice water, wrung it out, and pressed it to Dazai's forehead.

Dazai's reaction was immediate and violent. He screamed—a high, thin sound of pure agony that cut Chuuya to the bone. He cried out, trying to shrink away. "No! No, it burns! Stop it, please! It burns!"

Chuuya’s hands stilled, the wet towel held uselessly. Not a fever. The poison. It was systemic. It was in his nerves. The cold water wasn't soothing the heat; it was aggravating the toxin. It was like pouring water on a chemical fire. Everything was pain.

"Dazai," he said, his voice harder now, using the anger to cover the tremor of fear in his gut. "Dazai! Listen to me. You are in my guest room. You are safe. You are poisoned, and you have a fever. I am trying to help you, you goddamn mackerel."

He didn't use the ice water. He grabbed the bottle of room-temperature water he’d brought, propped Dazai's head up with one hand, and pressed the glass to his lips. "Drink. Now."

Dazai's lips parted, and he drank, his throat working convulsively. He choked, water spilling down his chin, but he got most of it down before slumping back, exhausted from the simple effort.

"...Chuuya..." he whispered. His eyes were a little clearer now, fixed on Chuuya's face. The recognition was there, dim and fractured.

"I'm here," Chuuya said, his voice clipped. "Now, I have to change these bandages. Stop moving."

"No..." Dazai's hand, shaking, came up and fumbled for Chuuya's wrist. His grip was pathetic, a child's grip, but he held on. "No... don't... touch it. It... it sees..."

"What the hell does that mean?"

"The... the light... it's... alive..." Dazai was panting, his eyes wide with a terror Chuuya had never, ever seen in him. Not in firefights. Not facing down other abilities. Not even when Chuuya himself had Corruption active. This was pure, primal fear. "It... it knows... It's... counting..."

"Counting what, Dazai?" Chuuya demanded, his voice sharp, trying to anchor him.

Dazai's eyes squeezed shut. "...Seconds... It's counting down... It's... it's in me... Chuuya, get it out..." His voice broke on the last word, a raw, desperate plea that was so unlike him Chuuya felt it land like a punch.

He tore Dazai's hand off his wrist. "You're not making any sense. I'm changing the bandages."

He was as fast as he could be. He cut the new, saturated bandages away. The wound was worse. Chuuya had to bite back his own gag reflex. The skin was... bubbling. Not just necrotic, but actively... percolating. The black veins had spread, crawling further up his ribs and down toward his hip. The sickly green glow was faint, but it was moving, pulsing in a slow, hideously organic rhythm.

And the smell.

Dazai was silent the entire time, his teeth clenched so hard Chuuya was afraid they’d crack. A single tear tracked from the corner of his eye into his sweat-soaked hair. He didn't make a sound, but his entire body was a single, rigid line of agony.

Chuuya, who had seen men shot, burned, and broken, who had walked through fields of his own making, found himself looking away. He couldn't meet those closed, pained eyes. This was different. This wasn't violence. It was deconstruction. It was a violation of the natural order.

He cleaned the edges, which was pointless. The poison was dissolving the flesh from the inside out. He couldn't put antiseptic on it; Dazai's earlier reaction proved that would be agony. All he could do was put on a thick, sterile dressing to absorb the... discharge.
He sat back, his body aching. Dazai's eyes were closed, his breathing still shallow, but the rattling had eased. He seemed to have fallen back into an uneasy sleep.

Chuuya didn't leave. He pulled the guest chair into the corner, far enough away not to crowd the bastard, but close enough to hear if his breathing stopped.

He sat. He watched.

He didn't sleep. He watched the man who was once his partner, his greatest rival, and the most infuriating human being he had ever known, slowly, visibly, dissolve in his guest room.

He must have drifted, because a sound jerked him awake. His hand was on his knife in an instant.

It was his phone. A silent, vibrating text.

He looked at the guest bed. Dazai was still, his fever finally having lulled him into a true, deep sleep. The sun was beginning to stain the clouds a bruised purple. It was almost dawn. He sat, his body finally succumbing to the Corruption's backlash, his head falling back against the chair. He didn't sleep, not really. He drifted in a gray, restless haze, every shallow, wet breath from the bed dragging him back to the surface. It was the longest night of his life.

He slipped out of the room, closing the door with a quiet click.

He read the text from Naoe, his intel specialist.
NOTHING. I mean, sir, *nothing*. This group does not exist. No chatter, no markers, no whispers. The word 'Archivist' is a ghost. It's not just that they're new. It's like they've scrubbed the net of their own existence.

Chuuya's blood ran cold. That was worse than finding a file. It meant Dazai was right. They were sophisticated on a level that rivaled—or surpassed—the Port Mafia.

Another text came in. Ryu.
Building is clean. E-sweep found one trace: a micro-surge in the server room at 02:14. It matches the bypass on your panel. They were in and out in 30 seconds. No cameras, no thermal, no audio. They're professionals. Physical sweep found this.
There was an image attached. Chuuya opened it.
It was a photo of the warped lockset on his front door.
Ryu's text continued: This wasn't brute force, sir. This was... specific. The lock was exposed to a rapid, localized chemical reaction. It... dissolved the tensile steel. Like an acid, but with no residue.

Dissolved.

The same word.

Chuuya stood in his living room, the phone heavy in his hand. The contradiction was solved. It wasn't high-tech and low-tech. It was all one thing. An ability-based... acid? A toxin. The same thing that was in Dazai.

They hadn't just poisoned him. They had used their weapon to breach his apartment.

Why? To send a message? No.

Chuuya's eyes widened. Dazai hadn't forced the lock. They had.

Dazai hadn't come here to hide.

He had been herded.

They had chased him, cornered him, made him weak and desperate. And where does Dazai go when he's desperate and has no other options? When the Agency is watched and the Mafia is compromised? He goes to the one person he knows, on a fundamental, unspoken level, will not let him die. He comes to Chuuya.

They knew it. They had counted on it. They had dissolved the lock, forcing him inside, and then... let him be.

His penthouse wasn't a safehouse. It was a goddamn petri dish. And they were the scientists.

Chuuya’s rage was so sudden and so cold it almost made him dizzy. This wasn't just an attack on Dazai. This was an attack on him. They had used his home, his sanctuary. They had used his... his history... as a tool against them. It was the most profound, intimate violation he could imagine.

He walked to his terminal. He ignored Naoe's report. He ignored his own networks. He went deeper. He used backdoors he himself had built into the Port Mafia's servers, keys that even Mori didn't know existed. He searched not for "Archivists," but for the chemical signature, for the concept.

He found it.

It was a single, heavily encrypted file from a German intelligence agency, buried in a shared folder that had been "accidentally" mislabeled. A report on an "Anomalous Ability Toxin," codenamed 'Echo.'

It was a weapon created from the... resonant signature... an Ability leaves behind. A 'remnant.' It was designed to target and break down other Ability users. A poison that was an Ability, but acted like a chemical.

A weapon No Longer Human couldn't nullify, because it wasn't the user that was active. It was just the echo.

There was one addendum. A field note. Subject... expired after 72 hours. Toxin proved... hyper-corrosive. Total systemic dissolution. Post-mortem impossible. Subject was... liquid.
And then, one more line.
Recommend immediate pursuit of 'Project Regen' as primary countermeasure. Subject's regenerative properties are the only known variable that could neutralize the Echo Toxin.

Project Regen.

Atsushi-kun. His regeneration. They think... it's the key... to stabilizing their... 'products'.

Dazai had it wrong. It wasn't to stabilize their weapon. It was to survive it. It was the antidote.

Chuuya stared at the screen, the pieces clicking into place with horrifying speed. The clinical, detached word—liquid—slammed into him. He thought of the bubbling wound, of the dissolving bandages. This wasn't a theory. It was a timeline.

This was a test. They poisoned Dazai. They chased him to Chuuya's, the one place he'd run to. They were waiting. Waiting to see if Dazai died. And if he didn't... they'd come for the antidote.

They weren't hunting the weretiger. Not yet.

They were waiting for the weretiger to come to them.

They knew Dazai was here. They knew the Agency would come looking for him. And when they did, Atsushi would walk right into their trap.

And Chuuya—and his penthouse—was the bait.

He stood up, his chair scraping loudly on the floor. He walked back to the guest room and threw the door open.

Dazai was awake.

The fever had broken, but it had left him scoured. He was pale as the sheets, his eyes sunken and bruised. He was trying to prop himself up on one elbow, his entire arm shaking violently from the strain, and he was staring at the glass of water on the nightstand as if it were a mountain he had to climb.

He heard Chuuya enter and his head turned, a slow, pained motion that made him wince. His eyes were clear, but empty. Stripped of all his masks, his intellect, his games. He just looked... tired. And scared.

"You..." Dazai's voice was a dry croak. "You stayed."

"I'm not letting you die and stink up my guest room," Chuuya said. His voice was raw. He saw the flicker of pain in Dazai's eyes—not from the wound, but from the words. Good. Let the anger keep him awake. Let it fight the poison.

He stalked over to the bed. He grabbed the glass of water and pushed it into Dazai's hand, his own hand wrapping around Dazai's to steady the shaking. "Drink."

Dazai's eyes never left Chuuya's. He brought the glass to his lips, his throat working convulsively. He had to pause twice, his eyes squeezing shut as the simple act of swallowing sent a ripple of pain through his body. But he finished the glass, his hand falling away the second Chuuya let go, his arm dropping to the mattress as if it weighed a ton.

Chuuya let go and threw his datapad onto the bed. It landed with a heavy thud next to Dazai's hip. The screen was still lit, showing the 'Echo' file.

"They're called 'Echo' toxins," Chuuya said, his voice a low, dangerous rumble. "They dissolve Ability users from the inside out. You've got about forty-eight hours left, give or take, before you're a puddle of goo on my floor."

Dazai’s eyes tried to focus on the screen. He blinked, a wave of nausea and dizziness clearly washing over him. He had to look away, taking a ragged breath before forcing his gaze back to the datapad. His face was grim, but it was the grimness of a man reading his own autopsy report.

"They chased you here," Chuuya continued, pacing at the foot of the bed like a caged animal. "They dissolved my lock. They're watching us right now. They're not hunting the weretiger. They're waiting for him to come here. To save you."

Dazai looked up. A flash of the old, sharp intellect sparked in his pain-clouded eyes. It was a terrifying, fragile thing to see. The 'Demon Prodigy' was in there, fighting its way out of a body that was actively betraying it.
"They're..." He had to stop, his voice dissolving into a wet cough that shook his entire frame. He spat something dark onto the white sheets.
Chuuya pretended not to see it. He refused to acknowledge the way his stomach clenched.
Dazai took a shuddering breath and tried again, his voice a hoarse whisper. "They're... using me as bait."

"They're using us," Chuuya corrected, his voice lethal. He leaned down, planting his hands on the mattress on either side of Dazai's legs, his face inches from the traitor's. "They're using your worthless, suicidal hide as a timer, and they're using my home as the arena. They've made a mistake."

"We...?" Dazai whispered. A shadow of his old smirk tried to form, but it was more of a grimace. It pulled at the pale, clammy skin of his face and he winced, as if the expression itself hurt.

"They came into my house," Chuuya snarled. "They put my city in the crosshairs. And they're using my ex-partner as a bargaining chip. Nobody gets to do that. Nobody."

He straightened up.

"Pest control. We're going to burn the whole damn nest to the ground. Now get dressed. We're going to the Agency."

The command hung in the air, absurd and impossible. Dazai just stared at him. He looked down at his own trembling hands, then at his heavily bandaged torso, which was already beginning to seep fresh ichor onto the clean sheets. He looked, for a split second, utterly defeated.

Chuuya saw the look. "Don't give me that," he snarled. "You're a goddamn cockroach. You can walk. And if you can't, I'll carry you. But we are moving. Now."

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Chapter 3: The Weight of a Dead Man

Summary:

Chuuya's carefully constructed wall of rage completely shatters when Dazai collapses, unable to perform even the simplest actions like standing or dressing. Recognizing that the 'Echo' Toxin is accelerating due to Dazai's Ability, Chuuya realizes they have mere hours, not days. The humiliating and agonizing task of carrying the heavy, fever-ridden body of his ex-partner through his own sanctuary becomes Chuuya's new, furious burden.

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The command hung in the air, absurd and impossible.

Dazai just stared at him. He looked down at his own trembling hands, then at his heavily bandaged torso, which was already beginning to seep fresh, dark ichor onto the clean sheets. He looked, for a split second, utterly defeated.

"Don't give me that," Chuuya snarled, seeing the flicker of surrender in Dazai's eyes and hating it more than anything. It was a vile, grotesque thing to see on that face. Surrender was a luxury Dazai had never allowed himself, or Chuuya. "You're a goddamn cockroach. You can walk. And if you can't, I'll carry you. But we are moving. Now."

He turned, not waiting for a reply, and strode into his own bedroom. The short walk was a bracing shock; his own legs felt heavy, the residue of Corruption making his joints ache with a deep, cold thrum. This was the backlash he always paid, a debt of pain that usually sent him to bed for a day. He didn't have that luxury. He tore open his closet, bypassing the rows of immaculate, tailored suits and dress shirts, and went straight for the back panel. It was a false wall, biometric-locked. It slid open with a whisper of oiled machinery, revealing a matte-black wall of weaponry.

The familiar, sharp smell of gun oil and polished steel was a comfort, a solid, logical thing in a situation that had become liquid and insane. He didn't hesitate. He was dressing for war. He strapped a K-Bar, its edge gleaming, to his left boot. A smaller, non-metallic ceramic blade, invisible to metal detectors, went into a sheath on his right. A custom-made SIG P226, weighted and balanced perfectly for his hand, went into a supple leather shoulder holster. Its weight was familiar, an old friend settling across his shoulders. He added two extra clips of high-velocity, armor-piercing rounds to his back pocket, their brass casings cool to the touch.

He paused, then grabbed a second pistol, a smaller .380, and tucked it into a holster at the small of his back. Insurance.

Finally, he pulled on a pair of his favorite black leather gloves, not for the cold, but for the work. The leather creaked as he flexed his fists. He was a weapon. He was solid. He was the only thing in this apartment that wasn't dissolving.

When he walked back into the guest room, Dazai hadn't moved.

No, that wasn't true. He had tried to move. He had managed to swing his legs over the side of the bed, a monumental effort that had clearly cost him everything. He was sitting on the edge of the mattress, his head hanging, his bare feet inches from the hardwood floor. His entire upper body was shaking in a violent, neurological tremor that was horrifying to watch. It wasn't just trembling; it was a visible, convulsive spasming of his muscles as the poison ate its way through his nervous system, a puppet whose strings were being randomly cut. He was clenching the sheets in his fists, his knuckles bone-white, as if that was the only thing keeping him upright. He was panting, a low, wet, gulping sound, and a fresh sheen of cold sweat glistened on his forehead, his hair plastered to his skin.

He was, Chuuya realized with a fresh spike of cold, sharp fury, utterly spent from that one, simple motion.

"I said, get dressed," Chuuya barked, the sound sharp and brutal in the quiet room. He needed the anger. The anger was a wall against the sick, cold dread pooling in his stomach. The sight of Dazai, this Dazai, so broken and weak, was an obscenity. It was wrong.

"I... am," Dazai bit out, his voice a strained, airless whisper. He braced his palms on the mattress and tried to push himself to his feet.

It was a pathetic, agonizing attempt. His legs, shaking uncontrollably, had no strength. They buckled instantly, as if his brain's command had been severed at the spine. He didn't just stumble; he pitched forward, a dead, uncoordinated weight, catching himself at the last second on his forearms. He ended up half-knelt, half-collapsed on the floor, his head bowed, his hair hiding his face. The only sound in the room was his ragged, desperate breathing, punctuated by a small, choked-off sob of sheer frustration.

Silence.

A heavy, suffocating silence filled the room. The only thing worse than Dazai's infuriating taunts, his endless, needling bullshit, was this. This... weakness. This absolute, humiliating failure. This was not the Demon Prodigy. This was not his partner. This was... an invalid.

Chuuya stared at the pathetic heap on his floor. The man who had outsmarted entire organizations, the Demon Prodigy who had walked through gunfire with a bored smirk, was on his knees, unable to even stand. A cold, sharp terror, so potent it tasted like battery acid, lanced through Chuuya. This was the one man he’d thought invincible, the one constant in his world—an infuriating, suicidal, traitorous constant, but a constant nonetheless. Seeing him like this felt like the laws of physics were breaking.

And that terror, as it always did, turned instantly to white-hot rage.

"For fuck's sake," Chuuya’s voice was a low, disgusted growl that was half a prayer. He stalked to his dresser, yanked open a drawer, and pulled out a plain black t-shirt and a pair of his own black sweatpants. They were soft, expensive. He threw them, hard, so they hit Dazai in the back.

"Put these on. You're not bleeding all over my car in your underwear."

Dazai didn't move for a long second. Then, slowly, painfully, he reached for the t-shirt. His hands were shaking so badly he couldn't get a proper grip. He fumbled with the fabric, his fingers spasming, closing on empty air. He tried to rake the shirt toward him, his movements jerky and uncoordinated.

Chuuya watched for ten agonizing seconds. Ten seconds of Dazai struggling, and failing, to even lift a simple cotton t-shirt. It was like watching a broken marionette.

"Give me that," Chuuya snapped, the sight too much to bear.

He strode over, grabbed Dazai by the bicep, his gloved fingers digging in, and hauled him back, shoving him roughly so his back was against the side of the bed. He forced him into a sitting position on the floor. Dazai cried out, a sharp, broken sound as the movement pulled at his necrotic wound, but Chuuya ignored it. He had to ignore it. If he acknowledged that sound, if he let himself think about the pain, he'd be useless.

"Arms up," he commanded, his voice flat.

Dazai just looked at him, his eyes wide and dazed with pain, his breath hitching. He didn't seem to understand the words.

"I don't have time for this, Dazai! Arms. Up!"

Dazai tried. He lifted his arms, but they only came up a few inches, trembling in mid-air, before they fell back to his sides, useless. He looked at his own hands with a kind of detached, profound horror. "I... I can't..." he whispered, his voice cracking. "Chuuya, they're not... they're not working..."

"Useless," Chuuya finished for him, his voice dripping with a scorn that was really just a shield for the panic clawing at his throat. He was touching him. He was touching him, and Dazai felt wrong—too hot, too clammy, too weak.

He grabbed the t-shirt and, with a roughness that was entirely intentional, yanked it down over Dazai's head. It was a horrific, intimate, agonizing process. Dazai’s arms were dead weights. Chuuya had to feed them through the sleeves himself, his gloved fingers brushing against the clammy, fever-hot skin of Dazai's arms. The unnatural heat and the sweet, rotting smell of the poison made Chuuya want to gag. His roughness was a defense, a way to get this over with, to put a barrier between his own skin and the reality of the man dying in his hands. When the shirt settled, Dazai hissed, a long, shivering sound, the soft cotton dragging against the fresh bandages. Chuuya saw an immediate, dark stain begin to blossom on his right side, just under his arm. The black t-shirt turned a wet, greasy black. The poison was seeping through everything.

"Pants," Chuuya grunted, not looking at Dazai's face. He couldn't.

This was worse. Dazai was in boxers, his long, pale legs spattered with old, faded scars and new, ugly bruises from his capture. Chuuya grabbed the sweatpants, his jaw clenched so tight it ached. "Lift."

Dazai braced one hand against the floor and tried to lift his hips. He managed, barely, a half-inch of air, before collapsing again with a pained grunt.

"You are infuriating!" Chuuya roared, the panic and disgust and rage finally boiling over.

He didn't ask again. He grabbed Dazai by the bicep, his fingers digging in, and hauled him to his feet in one, gravity-defying lift.

Dazai screamed.

It wasn't the high, thin sound from his delirium. It was a raw, guttural, agonized sound, torn from his throat as his full weight settled on his poisoned, protesting body. His legs immediately gave out. Chuuya was the only thing holding him up, Dazai's entire lanky frame hanging off him, his head lolling, his body convulsing in a full-body tremor.

"Stop... stop, stop, Chuuya, please..." he gasped, his voice breaking into a wet sob, his fingers digging into Chuuya's shoulder with what little, desperate strength he had. "It... hurts... It hurts, it hurts..."

"I know it hurts!" Chuuya yelled back, his face inches from Dazai's, his own body thrumming with the effort of holding them both. He could feel the waves of unnatural heat rolling off Dazai's skin. He was furious. Furious at Dazai for being weak, furious at the Archivists for doing this, furious at himself for the sick, protective, violent lurch in his gut. He was yelling because he was terrified. Yelling was an action. Yelling was better than the crushing, silent fear that Dazai was about to die in his arms. "You think I care? You have two options: you walk out of here with me, or you die here alone. Now stand!"

He pushed Dazai, hard, against the wall, trying to make him take his own weight. Dazai slammed into it, his head thudding hard against the plaster, and he immediately slid down, leaving a smear of sweat, before Chuuya caught him again, his arm hooked under Dazai's ribs.

He didn't have the strength to stand. Not even to lean.

Chuuya's rage evaporated, replaced by a cold, leaden, terrifying certainty. He looked at the datapad on the bed. Forty-eight hours. That was a lie. That was for a normal subject. Dazai, with his nullification ability, was a different case. The poison, designed to attack Abilities, was reacting to No Longer Human like an accelerant. It was angrier. It was working faster, more violently, trying to burn out the nullification. He didn't have forty-eight hours. He had hours. Maybe one or two, at this rate.

The realization hit Chuuya not as a thought, but as a physical blow. The floor dropped out of his stomach. This wasn't a problem he could punch. This wasn't a mission he could strategize. This was a clock, and it was almost at zero.

"Right," Chuuya said, his voice suddenly, terrifyingly calm. The rage was gone, burned away by the pure, undiluted acid of his fear.

He let Dazai slump to the floor, a boneless heap. He kicked a pair of his own shoes—sneakers, not boots—in front of him. "Put these on. Or I'll break your ankles and drag you."

It was a hollow threat, but it worked. Dazai, breathing in harsh, sobbing gasps, his face pale as death, fumbled with the shoes. It took him a full minute, a minute of Chuuya watching, his arms crossed, his heart hammering a sick rhythm against his ribs.

Dazai finally got them on, his hands shaking so badly he couldn't tie the laces. They were just loose on his feet.

"Good enough," Chuuya said.

He turned his back, crouching slightly. "Up."

Dazai stared at his back, his breathing hitching. "...What?"

"Get on my back. Piggyback. Whatever you want to call it." Chuuya's voice was flat. "We're not doing that half-walk, half-crawl 'til my car. We don't have the time. And I'm not carrying you like a bride. It's this, or I leave you." He gestured, impatient. "Now. Before I change my mind."

Dazai, for the first time, looked truly humiliated. The Demon Prodigy, the man who prided himself on his intellect and his untouchable nature, being offered a piggyback ride. "Chuuya... I'm not..."

"Are you an idiot?" Chuuya snapped, looking over his shoulder, his eyes electric blue and cold as ice. "It's not a request. It's an order. Do you want to live, Dazai?"

Dazai stared at him. The man he'd abandoned. The partner he'd betrayed. The man who hated him more than anyone in the world. And he was offering... this. The humiliation was a hot, bitter taste in his mouth, but the poison was a fire, and the fear was a glacier.

Slowly, painfully, Dazai used the bed to haul himself up, his body screaming. He swayed, his vision tunneling, the room spinning. He draped his arms over Chuuya's shoulders, his body heavy and uncooperative.

"Don't... don't drop me, Chibi..." he whispered, his voice thin, his breath hot and sick against Chuuya's ear.

"If you throw up on me, I will," Chuuya growled.

He bent his knees, grabbed Dazai's legs, and stood.

The weight was staggering. Dazai was lanky, but he was a dead, unresponsive weight. And Chuuya... Chuuya was still running on the fumes of Corruption. His entire body screamed in protest, his muscles burning. But he held on. He wrapped his gravity around them, just enough to lighten the load, to make it possible, but not enough to draw attention from anyone watching. It was a delicate, agonizing balance, a thin wire of control.

He started walking.

Each step was a jarring agony for Dazai. Chuuya could feel him wince and tense with every movement, his fingers digging into Chuuya's shoulders. He could feel the radiating, unnatural heat of the fever through his shirt. And he could smell the rot, sharp and close, a coppery, sweet stench that made his stomach turn. Dazai's breathing was a shuddering, shallow rattle against his neck. Every pained exhale was a reminder that he was carrying a dying man. His anger was the only thing keeping his own legs moving, the only thing stopping him from just using his ability, consequences be damned, and flying them across the city. But that would get them killed. The rage was at his own helplessness.

He carried him out of the guest room, through the living room. He walked right past the sofa where Dazai had been curled up less than six hours ago. It felt like a lifetime. The apartment, his sanctuary, felt violated. Tainted. He was never sleeping in this place again.

They reached the elevator. Chuuya hit the button with his elbow. The doors slid open with a whisper. He stepped inside, the polished mirror walls reflecting a grotesque image: the Port Mafia's gravity-wielding Executive, in full tactical gear, giving a piggyback ride to the Agency's top detective, who looked like a corpse in a black t-shirt. Dazai's head was lolling, his face buried in Chuuya's shoulder.

The doors slid shut, encasing them in suffocating silence and the overwhelming smell of the poison.

"You're... heavy," Chuuya panted, the first words either of them had spoken. The strain was real.

"M'sorry..." Dazai mumbled, his voice thick, his face buried. He was barely conscious. "Chuuya...?"

"What?" Chuuya snapped, his eyes fixed on the descending floor numbers.

"They're... they're watching. I know it... The poison... it listens... It knows where... we are..."

"Shut up," Chuuya said, his voice a low growl. "Let them watch. Let them see the monster they've woken up. Let them see us."

The elevator doors opened onto the subterranean garage. The air was cool and smelled of gasoline and concrete. It was empty. Too empty. Chuuya's every nerve was on fire, his skin crawling. He scanned the corners, the shadows between the support pillars, expecting an ambush, wanting one. He wanted a target for the rage that was choking him. There was nothing. Just empty, numbered parking stalls.

His car—a matte black, custom-armored Bentley—was ten yards away. It looked like a panther, waiting.

He walked, his steps quickening. Dazai was getting heavier. The finite control over his gravity was slipping as his exhaustion and the Corruption's backlash caught up.

He reached the passenger side and unceremoniously dumped Dazai into the low-slung leather seat. Dazai landed with a pained grunt, his head hitting the window with a dull thud. He was out, or close to it, his body folding in on itself.

"Don't you dare pass out!" Chuuya barked, buckling the seatbelt over Dazai's limp frame as if he were a child. His gloved hands were quick, efficient, but he could feel the tremors still rattling Dazai's body. "You pass out, I'm leaving you at the first emergency room I find, you hear me?"

"Loud... and clear... Hatrack..." Dazai breathed, his eyes fluttering open. They were glassy, the pupils blown wide. "My... my coat..."

"It's in a biohazard bag," Chuuya said, slamming the door, the sound echoing in the empty garage. "Get over it."

He ran to the driver's side, slid in, the leather of his holster creaking. He turned the key. The engine roared to life, a deep, throaty sound that was pure power. He didn't turn on the lights. He ripped out of the parking space, his tires screaming in protest.

The moment they hit the ramp, the G-force and the angle of the car were too much. Dazai's body went rigid. He let out a low, choking, gagging sound and fumbled, weakly, for the door handle.

"Don't you dare puke in my car!" Chuuya roared, slamming on the brakes. The car stopped dead, throwing them both forward against their seatbelts.

Dazai couldn't get the door open. He just gagged, a dry, racking heave that shook his entire body, his back arching off the seat. Nothing came up but a string of clear, pained saliva and a small spatter of dark, coppery fluid that looked more like oil than blood. The effort left him completely white, and he slumped against the door, his eyes rolling back, his lips tinged blue.

"Dazai! Oi, Dazai! Stay with me!" Chuuya grabbed his shoulder, shaking him, hard. The panic was a cold claw in his chest. This was it. He was watching him die. No. "You die in this car, I'll resurrect you just to kill you again! Don't you dare die on me!"

"...Plan... B..." Dazai whispered, his eyes barely slitted open. His voice was a thread.

"What? What are you talking about?" Chuuya's hand was still on his shoulder, his grip painfully tight.

"The Archivists... they don't have... an antidote..." he panted, his voice barely audible over the car's menacing idle. "They're... they're making one. The... the regeneration... It's not the antidote... It's the... base... They're... synthesizing..."

"I know that," Chuuya said, his knuckles white on the steering wheel. He put the car back in gear and accelerated, more gently this time, up the ramp. "They want the weretiger to be their new lab rat."

"No..." Dazai’s hand fumbled, gripping Chuuya's sleeve. The grip was shockingly weak. "Not... a base... the base. It's... it's a person. The... the original... 'Echo'... Find... 'Echo-Zero'..."

"Echo-Zero?" Chuuya's head snapped toward him, his eyes sharp.

"The first... The one who... who didn't dissolve... The one they... they keep... The... the source..."

Dazai's head fell back against the headrest, his eyes closing. His breathing was shallow, a faint, wet rattle. The exertion, the movement, the attempt to speak, had pushed him over the edge.

"Dazai!" Chuuya yelled, hitting the gas.

The Bentley shot out into the gray, rainy dawn of Yokohama. The streets were empty, slicked with rain, the world a smear of wet neon and concrete. Chuuya drove with a focused, white-knuckled fury, one hand on the wheel, his other grabbing Dazai's wrist, his gloved thumb pressed hard against the pulse point.

It was there. Weak, thready, and too fast. But it was there. It was a flutter, like a trapped bird.

"You're not dying," Chuuya snarled at the unconscious man beside him. His voice was a low, shaking growl. It wasn't a command. It was a refusal. "You don't get to die. Not on my watch. Not like this. You don't get that easy escape, you bastard. You'll live, even if I have to drag your soul back from hell myself."

He took a corner so fast the armored car drifted, the tires smoking, the engine screaming in protest. The Armed Detective Agency was five minutes away.

It felt like an eternity.

He ran three red lights, the Bentley's engine the only sound in the sleeping city. He kept glancing over. Dazai was paler than Chuuya had ever seen him, a waxy, translucent white that was the color of death. The dark stain on his t-shirt was spreading, a black-on-black shadow that made Chuuya's stomach clench. He could smell it, even over the leather and the engine. The car felt contaminated. He felt contaminated.

Faster. Faster.

He floored the accelerator, the car lurching forward. He was driving on pure, unadulterated adrenaline and rage. The exhaustion from Corruption was a distant drum, beaten down by the frantic, panicked hammering of his heart. The fear for Dazai's life and the rage at his own helplessness had combined into a singular, terrifying focus: get him there.

He rounded the final corner, the tires protesting with a high-pitched shriek. There it was. The building. The café on the ground floor, 'Uzumaki'.

It was just after 7 AM. A lone figure was outside, sweeping the sidewalk by the door. Small, white-haired.

The weretiger.

"Perfect," Chuuya hissed.

He slammed the brakes. The Bentley skidded to a stop on the wet pavement, the front bumper inches from the café's planters, sending a pot clattering to the ground.

Atsushi Nakajima jumped, dropping his broom, his eyes wide with terror, staring at the matte-black, menacing car that had just materialized out of the rain.

Chuuya didn't wait. He was out of the car before the engine even settled, his gun in his hand. He ripped open the passenger door.

Dazai, boneless, spilled out, saved only by the seatbelt Chuuya had angrily fastened.

"Atsushi!" Chuuya roared.

The boy flinched, his eyes snapping from the car to Chuuya, then to the man slumped in the passenger seat.

Chuuya grabbed the datapad from the dashboard. He unhooked Dazai's seatbelt and, with a pained grunt, hauled his ex-partner's limp body out of the car, throwing Dazai's arm over his own shoulders. Dazai's head lolled, his feet dragging uselessly on the pavement. The weight was sickening, and Chuuya's own knees buckled for a second under the strain.

Atsushi's terror evaporated, replaced by a dawning, soul-deep horror. "D-Dazai-san?!"

"He's poisoned," Chuuya barked, dragging the dead weight of his partner toward the terrified boy. "The Archivists. They're coming for you."

He shoved the datapad into Atsushi's chest, hard. "This is everything I have. Get Yosano. Now."

Chuuya looked up at the Agency windows, then back at the empty, rain-slicked street. The trap was set. And he had just walked right into it, dragging the bait with him.

Chapter 4: The Ticking Bomb

Summary:

The chaotic arrival at the Agency triggers a full-blown crisis. Atsushi's horror, Kunikida's rigid containment, and Chuuya's post-Corruption collapse leave Yosano to discover the horrifying truth!

Notes:

Dazai's continued Deterioration

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Atsushi Nakajima had seen horror. He had seen poverty, he had seen cruelty, he had seen the unblinking, feral eye of his own trauma stalking him in moonlit alleys. He knew the smell of damp, rotting wood and the sound of his own stomach cannibalizing itself. He knew what it was to be worthless, to be discarded, to be hunted. But he had never, in his entire, short, and brutal life, seen anything like this.

He had never seen the man he revered as a mentor, Dazai Osamu—the man who was all smoke and infuriating laughter, of endless, untouchable intellect—delivered like a package. A pale, boneless, corpse-in-progress, handed over by the one man Dazai himself had trained him to fear: the Port Mafia’s living calamity, Nakahara Chuuya.

The matte-black Bentley had skidded to a stop, a predator appearing from the rain, its engine a low, guttural growl that sounded like a threat. The sound cut through the steady hiss of the downpour, a violation of the morning's quiet. Atsushi’s first thought, his only thought, had been ambush. He had braced for an attack, for the flash of red light, for the crushing, inescapable weight of gravity. His legs had frozen, his body screaming to run, his blood turning to ice water. His mind flashed, unbidden, to the orphanage, to the cold floor, to the certainty of a beating he was powerless to stop.

He had not braced for the driver's door to fly open and for Nakahara Chuuya to emerge, not in his usual ostentatious coat and hat, but in full, matte-black tactical gear, bristling with weapons. His face, stark white under the gray morning light, was a mask of white-knuckled fury and a sheer, primal panic that was a thousand times more terrifying than his rage. The man looked like he'd just run through hell, and that hell was still at his heels.

He had not braced for Chuuya to rip open the passenger door and haul Dazai’s limp, unresisting body out like a sack of dead weight, Dazai's head lolling back with a sickening, uncontrolled snap.

"D-Dazai-san?!"

The name was a choked, horrified squeak, ripped from his throat. Atsushi’s terror evaporated, not replaced, but eclipsed by a dawning, soul-deep horror that was colder and sharper than the rain. Dazai was unconscious, his head hanging, his feet dragging uselessly on the wet pavement as Chuuya half-carried, half-dragged him. He was wearing a simple black t-shirt that was... wet. Not with rain. A dark, greasy, spreading stain that steamed in the cool morning air, the unnatural heat of it visible.

"He's poisoned," Chuuya barked, the words a guttural roar over the storm. He was stumbling, staggering under Dazai's weight, his own body shaking with a visible, violent tremor that had nothing to do with the cold. "The Archivists. They're coming for you."

Chuuya shoved the datapad into Atsushi's chest, hard. The metal edge dug into his sternum, a sharp, grounding pain. "This is everything I have. Get Yosano. Now."

Atsushi fumbled, the datapad slick in his trembling, rain-soaked hands. He looked from the pad to Dazai’s waxy, pale face, his lips tinged a terrifying shade of blue. He looked at Chuuya, who was now scanning the rooftops, his gun still in his hand, his entire body thrumming with a visible, violent energy, like a live wire about to snap.

"What... what...?" Atsushi was paralyzed. His brain was a static-filled void. This wasn't real. This was a nightmare. Dazai-san didn't get hurt. Not like this. And Chuuya didn't ask for help. He took. Nothing made sense.

"MOVE, YOU IDIOT!" Chuuya roared, and his voice cracked. It fractured on the word, a sound of such raw, frayed desperation that it was more terrifying than any command he’d ever given. It was the sound of a man at the absolute end of his rope.

The shout finally broke Atsushi’s paralysis. He turned and sprinted, slamming through the café door, his voice a high-pitched wail over the sound of his own hammering heart. "KUNIKIDA-SAN! YOSANO-SENSEI! IT'S DAZAI-SAN! HE'S HURT! HE'S HURT!"

He burst through the café, nearly colliding with Kunikida Doppo, who was already on his way down the stairs, his face a mask of cold annoyance, his schedule book in hand.

"Atsushi, what is all this yelling? The schedule clearly states a quiet morning review. Your disruption is—"

"It's Dazai-san!" Atsushi's voice was a sob. "He's... Chuuya-san has him! He's... he looks dead!"

Kunikida’s blood ran cold. The words "Chuuya," "Dazai," and "dead" formed a trinity of absolute, schedule-destroying chaos. He shoved past Atsushi, his ideals forgotten, and looked out the open door.

He saw it. The black Bentley, an armored beast idling at their curb. The Port Mafia Executive, standing in the pouring rain, his small frame visibly shaking as he tried to hold Dazai Osamu upright.

In that same instant, Chuuya’s legs gave out.

It wasn't just fatigue. It was a physiological debt being called due. The backlash from Corruption, suppressed by sheer adrenaline and rage for hours, finally tore through his control. It was a sensation like his own gravity turning against him, a thousand-pound weight slamming down on his shoulders. His vision tunneled, the world dissolving into a pinprick of gray light. Static roared in his ears, drowning out the rain. His muscles, pushed far beyond their human limit, didn't just weaken; they seized. His nerves felt like they were on fire, his blood turning to cement in his veins.

He didn't fall so much as collapse, his grip on Dazai the only thing keeping them both from hitting the pavement.

"Shit," Chuuya hissed, the word a last gasp of defiance. He was on his knees, Dazai a dead weight on top of him, the smell of the poison and the rain filling his lungs. He knew this was coming. The payment for that kind of internal suppression was always brutal.

Kunikida didn't hesitate. His body moved on pure, trained instinct. "ATSUSHI! GET DAZAI! NOW!"

Atsushi, his limbs finally obeying, transformed. White tiger-fur erupted along his arms as he lunged, his enhanced strength allowing him to scoop Dazai's limp form from Chuuya's failing grasp, just before they both toppled.

"He's burning up!" Atsushi cried, the unnatural, radiating heat from Dazai's body a shocking, painful brand even through his furred arms. It felt like holding a furnace.

"Get him to the infirmary! YOSANO!" Kunikida roared up the stairs, his voice echoing in the stairwell.

He turned back to Chuuya. The Executive was still on his knees, his head bowed, the rain plastering his red hair to his face. He was unarmed, save for the pistol he’d used to drive. No... wait. Kunikida watched, his eyes narrowing, as Chuuya’s hand, shaking with a visible, agonizing tremor—a post-Corruption spasm—fumbled to unclip the holster. He let the gun thud to the pavement. He was disarming himself. A gesture of... what? Surrender? Trust? Or just a last, conscious act before he was completely vulnerable?

"He's all yours," Chuuya panted, his voice a raw, exhausted whisper that was barely audible. He looked up, his eyes a chilling, electric blue, but they were unfocused, glazed with pain and a frighteningly deep exhaustion. "He's... your problem. Now..."

He fell forward, his strength completely gone, his nervous system finally short-circuiting. He pitched face-first onto the wet sidewalk with a dull, sickening thud. Unconscious.

"What is happENING?!" Kunikida yelled at the empty, rain-slicked sky.

He stormed out, grabbed the datapad from where Atsushi had dropped it, and then, with a growl of pure, unadulterated frustration, he grabbed the unconscious Mafia Executive by the collar and dragged him bodily into the café. He didn't care about the rain or the mud. He dumped Chuuya in a wet, unceremonious heap by the door, like a sack of potatoes. He kicked Chuuya's discarded pistol further inside, the metal scraping on the tile.

Kunikida paused, his breath fogging. This was a breach. An enemy was inside their base. His ideals screamed at him, but his tactical mind took over. He knelt by Chuuya's unconscious form, his movements brisk and impersonal. He frisked him, his hands expertly finding and removing two concealed-carry pistols, a stiletto in his boot, and a foldable garrote wire in his pocket. He left the tactical vest, assuming it was armored. He pulled a pair of spare handcuffs from his belt and cuffed Chuuya's hands behind his back, then secured a second pair to his ankle, looping it around the thick metal leg of the café's heaviest table.

Only then, with the immediate threat contained, did he allow his mind to process the next step. He slammed the café door, locked it, and sprinted up the stairs, taking them two at a time, his mind a racing, screaming cacophony of broken schedules and worst-case scenarios.

He burst into the infirmary to a scene of controlled chaos.

Atsushi had just laid Dazai on the examination table. Yosano Akiko was already there, a steel tray of instruments clattering beside her. She wasn't just wearing gloves; she was in a full-length vinyl apron and a surgical mask, her eyes cold and sharp, radiating an icy, professional fury. The air in the room was already thick with the smell of ozone, so strong it burned Kunikida's nostrils.

"Atsushi, out. Go stand guard with Tanizaki. Nobody in, nobody out. Not even the President. Do you understand me?" Yosano's voice was flat, devoid of its usual teasing lilt. It was the voice she used when she was seconds away from wielding a cleaver.

"But—"

"This is a potential biohazard. I smell something I don't recognize. Out."

Atsushi fled, his face pale as Dazai's.

Kunikida remained, his hand gripping the datapad. "Yosano-sensei?"

"Report," she snapped, not looking at him. She was using a pair of heavy-duty trauma shears to cut the black t-shirt off Dazai’s body, the snip-snip-snip of the blades unnervingly loud in the quiet, sterile room.

"I... I don't know. Chuuya delivered him. Said 'The Archivists' and 'They're coming for you'. He gave us this datapad. Then he collapsed. He's... downstairs. Secured."

"He can wait." Yosano peeled the shirt and the sodden, black-stained bandages away in one, swift motion.

The room fell into a dead, shocked silence. The only sound was the high-pitched whir of the infirmary's air purifier and the rain lashing against the window.

Kunikida's stomach turned. He clapped a hand over his mouth, a reflexive, gagging heave. The smell that hit him was overwhelming, a tidal wave of rot.

"Kunikida," Yosano's voice was a strained, horrified whisper. "What... am I looking at?"

Kunikida stepped forward, his sense of duty overriding his revulsion. And he saw it.

It wasn't a wound. It was... a violation. A perversion of flesh.

The three puncture marks were the epicenter of a sprawling, grotesque corruption. The skin was a mottled, angry purple-black, but it was also... glowing. A faint, sickly, oily greenish-yellow light pulsed from beneath the flesh, like a colony of toxic fireflies, casting a horrific, weak light on Dazai's pale skin. Waves of heat radiated from it, visible as shimmers in the air. The air was thick with the smell he'd noticed before, now amplified a thousand times: ozone, sweet, coppery rot, and something else, something metallic and sharp, like battery acid.

"It's... necrotic," Kunikida said, the word tasting like ash in his mouth.

"It's beyond necrotic," Yosano said, her voice a low, shaking growl. She poked the edge of the wound with a steel probe. The flesh didn't just give; it... dissolved. It sloughed off the probe like wet paper, turning to a black, viscous liquid on contact with the metal. The liquid sizzled faintly, like acid. "It's actively dissolving. The tissue is liquefying."

She grabbed a swab and took a sample, placing it under a high-powered microscope. She stared into the eyepiece for a long, silent ten seconds, her body rigid.

"There's nothing here," she said, her voice shaking with a cold, terrifying fury. "No bacteria. No virus. No foreign agent I can identify. It's... just dead. The cells are... unmaking themselves. They're ceasing to be. It's like an Ability, but... it's not. It's the remnant of one. An echo."

She looked at Dazai's face. He was so pale, his lips tinged blue. His breathing was a shallow, wet rattle, a sound that promised death. A heart monitor she'd attached was already blaring a weak, arrhythmic beep... beep......... beep.

"His nullification..." Kunikida started, his mind finally catching up.

"Is making it worse," Yosano finished, her voice grim. She slammed her hand down on the steel tray, making the instruments jump. "His Ability is trying to nullify the source of the poison, but the poison isn't an active Ability anymore. It's just... the damage. It's like trying to nullify a bullet hole! But his body is still trying, and the reaction is... it's accelerating the decay. It's an autoimmune response from hell. His own power, his own essence, is killing him."

Kunikida finally looked down at the datapad in his hand. He turned it on, his fingers clumsy. The German intelligence report flashed onto the screen. Echo Toxin. 48-Stunden-Fenster. Subjekt: Echo-Null.

"Yosano-sensei..." Kunikida said, his voice hollow. "It says he has forty-eight hours."

Yosano let out a sound that was half-laugh, half-snarl. She looked up from the microscope, her dark eyes flat and cold as a winter storm. "Look at him, Kunikida. He's been running on adrenaline and Chuuya's rage. He doesn't have forty-eight hours. He has two. Maybe."

She grabbed a syringe, filled it with a broad-spectrum anti-toxin, and jabbed it into Dazai's IV line. "This is a standard military-grade agent. Let's see..."

The effect was immediate and horrifying. The glowing green light in the wound flared, and Dazai's body arched off the table in a silent, agonizing seizure. The heart monitor flatlined with a single, deafening screeeee.

"Dammit!" Yosano yelled, ripping the IV out. She grabbed the defibrillator paddles. "Clear!"

She shocked him. His body jumped. The monitor remained flat.

"Clear!"

She shocked him again. beep... beep... beep... The weak, thready rhythm returned, but it was slower. The anti-toxin had been treated as a threat, and the poison had reacted by further attacking his heart.

"It's... it's sentient," Yosano whispered, horrified. "Or at least, it's reactive. It's designed to defeat any attempt at a cure. Medical intervention makes it worse. His own nullification makes it worse. This is... this is a perfect murder weapon."

She pointed to the glowing, necrotic mass that was once Dazai's side. "That's not a localized wound. It's systemic. It's in his bloodstream. It's in his spine. My Ability, 'Thou Shalt Not Die,' is useless here. It's not a wound to be healed. It's a... a chemical dissolution. If I 'heal' him, I'll just be healing the skin over the poison, and he'll die faster. It would be a death sentence."

"So what do we do?" Kunikida's voice was desperate, his rigid ideals shattering against the wall of this impossible reality. "We can't just... let him die."

"We read that damn report," Yosano said, stripping off her contaminated gloves with a sharp snap. "We find out what 'Echo-Null' means. And you..." she pointed a sharp finger at the door. "Go get Ranpo. Tell him... tell him to cancel his snacks. This is a Level One."

Kunikida nodded, his face a grim, pale mask. He turned to walk out of the infirmary, his legs feeling like lead. He felt... useless. His ideals, his schedule, his logic... none of it mattered.

He walked out of the infirmary, the door hissing shut behind him, sealing Yosano alone with the dying man and the impossible, glowing wound.

He walked down the stairs, his footsteps heavy, the weight of the situation settling on his shoulders. He stopped at the bottom and looked at the 'guest' he had cuffed to the table.

Chuuya was still unconscious, his breathing deep and even, but a faint, pained whimper escaped his lips in his sleep. His face was pale and streaked with grime. The tactical gear, now soaked and mud-streaked, looked ridiculously large on his small, still frame. This was the Port Mafia's most feared executive, the 'God of Gravity,' looking like a drowned, discarded doll. And he had, for some insane reason, just saved Dazai's life. Or, at least, brought him to them to die.

Kunikida looked at the datapad. He thought of Dazai, dying. He looked at the unconscious, self-disarmed enemy on their floor.

"What," he muttered to himself, his voice raw, "did you get us into this time, Dazai?"

"He got us into a war, Kunikida-kun."

Kunikida spun around.

Edogawa Ranpo was standing at the top of the stairs, not a trace of his usual cheer. He wasn't eating. He wasn't drinking. His green eyes were wide open, sharp and cold as polished glass.

"Ranpo-san! I was just coming to get you—"

"I know," Ranpo said, walking slowly down the stairs. "I've been 'getting got' for the last ten minutes. The amount of sheer, idiotic panic radiating from this building woke me up."

He didn't even glance at Chuuya. He walked straight to Kunikida and snatched the datapad from his hand. He glanced at the screen for less than a second.

"Hmph. 'Echo-Null.' German. Arrogant. Predictable." He tossed the datapad back to Kunikida.

"Ranpo-san, Yosano-sensei says Dazai only has—"

"Two hours? No, he has less," Ranpo said, stopping in front of the locked café door and staring out at the rain. "He has about ninety minutes before his brain begins to liquefy. Yosano can't stop it. Atsushi can't cure it. You can't schedule it."

He turned, and his gaze was so sharp it felt like a physical blow.

"This is a test. The Archivists are testing their new toy, and they've sent the Port Mafia's angriest dog to deliver the ticking time bomb right to our door. They want to see what we'll do. They want to see if we'll sacrifice the Jinko to save the traitor."

Ranpo walked over to the unconscious Chuuya and nudged his boot with his own foot. Chuuya didn't stir.

"He's the key, you know," Ranpo said conversationally.

"Chuuya?!" Kunikida sputtered. "He's the enemy!"

"Of course not, you're all so loud," Ranpo huffed, annoyed. "Not him. He's just a very, very angry delivery boy." He tapped his temple. "The datapad. The information. The clue Dazai was screaming at him while he was delirious. Echo-Zero. The source. The antidote. That's the key."

He looked back at the stairs leading to the infirmary.

"They've set a trap for Atsushi. But they've made one, single, enormous mistake."

"What is it?" Kunikida asked, his heart pounding.

Ranpo finally, finally, allowed a tiny, cold smirk to touch his lips.

"They delivered the bomb," he said, "to the one place in the world that has two of them."

He pointed at Chuuya. "And the other one... is pissed."

Ranpo turned and started walking back up the stairs. "Well? Come on, Kunikida-kun! The clock is ticking! We have to go wake up our attack dog, don't we? This is going to be so annoying."

The trap was set. The bait was taken. But the prey, it seemed, had just changed.

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Chapter 5: The Enemy of My Enemy

Summary:

Ranpo's Super Deduction strips away all remaining pretense, revealing the chilling truth: Mori Ougai orchestrated the attack, using Chuuya as an unconscious delivery man to send Dazai (the bait) into the Agency's trap. Enraged by this absolute humiliation and Mori's cold betrayal, Chuuya agrees to a lethal alliance.

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Part I: The Waking of the Beast

Chuuya’s return to consciousness was not a gentle drift; it was a violent, agonizing slam.

One moment, there was nothing—a blessed, silent, heavy void, the only true peace he’d known in seventy-two hours. The next, there was pain. It wasn't the dull, throbbing ache of a simple knockout. This was the specific, intimate agony of Corruption’s backlash, magnified tenfold by exhaustion. It was a sensation like fire ants marching through his veins, a deep, cellular wrongness where his own gravity felt like it was trying to pulverize his bones from the inside out. His vision was a staticky, red-tinged blur. Every nerve ending was a raw, exposed wire sizzling in acid. The cold linoleum floor was a sheet of ice against his cheek, and the air he dragged into his lungs tasted like stale coffee, rust, and the lingering, metallic tang of his own blood.

His second sensation was restraint.

Cold, hard steel was biting into the skin of his wrists, cuffed tightly behind his back, the metal unforgiving against his inflamed nerve endings. Another set bound his left ankle to something heavy and immovable.

The combination of systemic pain and physical restraint bypassed mere discomfort and instantly ignited the primal, cornered-animal terror he hadn't experienced since he was a lab specimen. All lingering exhaustion vanished, incinerated by a sudden, white-hot tidal wave of claustrophobic, murderous rage. He was not only suffering, he was helpless.

He roared—a guttural, half-choked sound—and thrashed, pulling against the cuffs with enough force to make the heavy café table screech across the tile, leaving a deep gash in the linoleum. The sudden, violent movement sent a fresh spike of blinding agony up his spine, stealing his breath, but he ignored it.

"LET ME GO!" he bellowed, his voice a raw-edged wreck. "I'LL KILL YOU! I'LL KILL YOU ALL! YOU BASTARDS!"

"I wouldn't advise that. It sounds exhausting."

The voice was new. Calm, infuriatingly cheerful, and utterly unbothered. It was the sound of a man who found planetary destruction a mild inconvenience.

Chuuya cracked his eyes open. The world swam in a blurry, painful haze of gray light. He was on the floor of the Agency’s café. Towering over him was the tall, blond idealist, Kunikida Doppo, his hand on a holstered weapon, his face a rigid mask of fury that barely concealed his professional exhaustion. Hiding behind him, peering out with wide, terrified eyes, was the Weretiger, Atsushi Nakajima, shaking like a wet dog.

"You..." Chuuya seethed, pulling again at the cuff on his ankle. The table leg groaned, but held. "You're dead."

"Yes, yes, we're all very impressed with your death wishes," the new voice said. Chuuya twisted his head, the movement sending daggers of pain into his neck.

Sitting on the edge of a different, smaller table, swinging his legs like a child, was Edogawa Ranpo. He had somehow procured a lollipop in the middle of a national crisis and was looking at Chuuya with the detached, clinical curiosity of a scientist studying a particularly loud, flailing insect.

"He's awake," Ranpo announced to the room at large. "And just as obnoxious as Dazai said. Kunikida-kun, please stop pointing your gun at him. It's redundant. He's not going anywhere, and you'll ruin your alignment."

"Ranpo-san, he is a Port Mafia Executive!" Kunikida barked, though he didn't lower his hand. "He is an enemy combatant inside our base! My ideals and protocol demand—"

"Your ideals are very loud," Ranpo sighed, hopping off the table. He walked over and crouched down in front of Chuuya, getting uncomfortably close. Chuuya lunged at him, a snarl twisting his features, trying to headbutt the detective. Ranpo, without even looking, tilted his head back, just out of range, the movement precise and minimal.

"My, my. So angry," Ranpo said, his green eyes wide open and razor-sharp. They held no humor, no fear. Just pure, unfiltered assessment. "You're in a lot of pain, aren't you? The backlash from Corruption. You suppressed it for... ooh, at least three hours to get Dazai here. That must burn. Your nervous system is screaming. You're running on sheer spite and adrenaline. Impressive. And very, very stupid."

Chuuya froze. He stared at the detective. This was the famous, unnerving Super Deduction in action. Ranpo had instantly read the physiological cost of the last twenty-four hours from a single glance.

"What do you want?" Chuuya spat, his voice low, ragged, and dangerous.

"What do we want?" Ranpo scoffed. "We're the Armed Detective Agency. We want to not be blown up. You, on the other hand, just delivered a ticking time bomb to our doorstep and then conveniently passed out on the welcome mat, after committing multiple felonies."

"Dazai," Chuuya growled, the name tasting like acid and defeat. "Where is he?"

"He's upstairs," Yosano Akiko said, her voice entering the conversation from the stairwell. She looked grim, her lab coat stained with a dark, oily residue. "He's dying. And you're the one who brought him here."

The air crackled. The statement was flat, clinical, and it hit Chuuya harder than any physical blow.

"He's not dying," Chuuya insisted, his voice trembling with a cold dread that seeped past his white-hot fury. "He's... it's poison. You're the doctor. Fix him."

"I can't."

Three words. They hung in the air, heavier than anything Chuuya's gravity could produce.

"What did you say?"

"I. Can't. Fix. Him," Yosano repeated, pushing off the wall and walking closer. Her eyes, usually glittering with a morbid confidence, were dark with defeat. "My Ability, 'Thou Shalt Not Die,' is useless. It heals wounds. What Dazai has is not a wound. It's a... a dissolution. It's an anti-Ability plague, and it's reactive. It resists nullification, it resists standard anti-toxins, and it resists my healing."

Kunikida finally holstered his weapon, his rigid posture replaced by a grim exhaustion. "Yosano-sensei tried a standard military anti-toxin. It... reacted. The poison accelerated. It stopped his heart. She had to resuscitate him."

Chuuya's blood turned to ice. He remembered Dazai’s choked-off scream in the bathroom. 'It burns! It's eating me!'

"The German report you so kindly provided was quite clear," Ranpo continued, his voice now a precise instrument of cold logic. "The 'Echo' Toxin is designed to do one thing: kill Ability users. But it's especially designed to kill Dazai. His nullification, 'No Longer Human,' is the accelerant. His own body is making it worse, Kunikida-kun. Every second his Ability is active, it's fueling the poison, causing it to burn through his system at an exponential rate."

Ranpo stopped pacing and looked down at Chuuya. "The 48-hour window in that report? That was for a normal person. For Dazai, it's a joke. He’s already past the neuro-motor stage. Yosano says he had ninety minutes when you arrived. He's probably got less than seventy now. He is actively... well, dissolving. The chemical reaction is consuming him."

Chuuya said nothing. He stared at the floor, the colorful café tiles blurring. Seventy minutes. He had dragged the bastard across town, broken every law, and burned out his own system, all to deliver him to a place that couldn't save him. The sheer, bitter irony of it was a physical weight, crushing him more than his own Ability.

"So," Chuuya said, his voice terrifyingly quiet. "He's dead. Why am I still here? Why am I in cuffs?"

"Because," Ranpo said, his voice suddenly sharp, "this was never about Dazai."

Chuuya looked up. "What?"

"He was just the bait!" Ranpo spread his arms, a ringmaster revealing his trick. "This whole thing... it's a test. A very elaborate, very cruel performance. The Archivists poisoned Dazai, knowing he couldn't cure himself. They knew he'd run. And they knew there was only one person in the world he'd trust to get him to safety, even if that person hated his guts."

Ranpo pointed directly at Chuuya. "They counted on you. They counted on your bond, your history, whatever you want to call it."

"We don't have a bond," Chuuya snarled, the words automatic, a reflex.

"You're cuffed to my table, half-dead from Corruption backlash, after driving him here in your personal, untraceable, armored Bentley," Ranpo countered, ticking points off on his fingers. "The evidence disagrees. They knew you'd bring him here. To us. To the Agency."

"Why?" Atsushi whispered, his voice shaking. "Why us?"

"Because of you, Atsushi-kun," Ranpo said, his gaze flicking to the boy. "They didn't just want Dazai dead. They wanted to see what we'd do. They wanted to test their poison against Dazai's nullification, and then they wanted to see if our ultimate trump card—your regeneration—was the antidote. This is an intelligence-gathering operation. They're trying to find a cure for their own weapon, and they're using Dazai's dying body to poke you."

Atsushi looked like he was going to be sick.

"And," Ranpo added, his voice dropping, "they had help. A lot of help."

Kunikida scowled. "What do you mean? An inside man?"

"Worse. An outside boss." Ranpo’s gaze settled on Chuuya again, cold and heavy. "This trap was too perfect. The timing. The delivery. The poison. The Archivists couldn't have known all of Dazai's psychological weak points. But he did."

Chuuya's heart stopped. "Who?"

"Your boss," Ranpo stated simply. "Mori Ougai."

The silence that followed was absolute, a vacuum that sucked all the air from the room. Chuuya's rage, his pain, his exhaustion—it all vanished, replaced by a cold, sharp, and utterly murderous clarity.

"You're lying," Chuuya whispered.

"Am I?" Ranpo countered. "Think about it. The Archivists are making deals in Yokohama. Mori wants them on a leash. What better way to test their loyalty and their new toy than to offer them a target he's always wanted out of the way? He gives them Dazai. But he's a careful man. He can't be seen to be involved. So he makes sure his most loyal executive is the one who finds Dazai, the one who, out of a misguided, infuriating sense of honor,"—he spat the word—"delivers the problem right to his enemies. Mori wins every way. Dazai dies. The Agency is thrown into chaos. And you, Chuuya-kun, are his perfect, deniable, disposable delivery boy."

Disposable.

The word echoed in the café. Chuuya stared at Ranpo, seeing not a detective, but a man who had just stripped him bare, laid out the last twelve hours of his life, and stamped 'FOOL' on every single second of it.

He had been played. By Dazai, who ran to him. By the Archivists, who poisoned him. And by Mori, who sent him.

Chuuya began to laugh. It was not a sane sound. It was a dry, rasping, broken-glass sound that made Atsushi flinch and Kunikida raise his hand to his weapon again.

"He... he used me," Chuuya whispered, the laugh dying. "Mori... used me... to kill him."

"Yes," Ranpo said, his voice devoid of sympathy. "And he's going to get away with it. Unless..."

Chuuya looked up, his blue eyes no longer just angry. They were burning with a cold, pure, stellar-mass hatred that was aimed at the entire world.

"Unless what?"

"Unless we ruin his plan," Ranpo said. "The datapad. The clue Dazai was screaming about while he was delirious. Echo-Zero. It's not just a name. It's the source. It's the original Ability user, the one who didn't dissolve. They're being kept alive, somewhere in the city, as a living factory for the toxin. Yosano can't cure Dazai. Atsushi can't cure Dazai. But they can. Or, more accurately, their neutralization can."

"You want to... go find them?" Kunikida said, his mind catching up. "You want to storm the Archivists' base?"

"We don't have a choice!" Ranpo snapped. "Dazai is dying, and this entire building is the real target!"

"So what's the plan, detective?" Chuuya said, the steel in his voice cutting through the noise.

Ranpo smiled, a thin, cold, dangerous expression. "That's the spirit. First, we have to uncuff our attack dog. Kunikida-kun, if you please."

"Ranpo-san, that is insane! He'll kill us all!"

"He won't," Ranpo said, his confidence absolute. "He's in pain, he's exhausted, and more importantly... he's pissed. And right now, we are the only people who can aim him at the ones who pissed him off."

Kunikida hesitated, his face a war of ideals and practicality.

"Do it, Kunikida," Yosano ordered, her voice firm. "We don't have time. I'll get a stimulant."

Kunikida growled, but he knelt, pulled out the key, and undid the cuffs on Chuuya's ankle, then his wrists.

Chuuya didn't move for a long second. He stayed on his knees, rubbing his raw, red wrists. The Corruption backlash was still a roaring inferno in his body, but the new, overriding rage was a shield against it. He slowly, painfully, pushed himself to his feet, using the table for support. His legs shook, but they held.

He stood there, a small, rain-soaked, and utterly lethal figure, surrounded by his enemies.

"My gear," he rasped.

"In this bag," Kunikida said, kicking a canvas sack that held Chuuya's confiscated weapons.

"Good." Chuuya looked at Ranpo. "One condition."

"No conditions. We're on a clock."

"One. Condition," Chuuya insisted, his voice dropping. "I see him."

Ranpo paused. "See... Dazai?"

"You're telling me he's dying. You're telling me I was played. I don't trust any of you. I see him with my own eyes. Now."

Ranpo studied him, his green eyes probing. He was looking for the trick, the angle. And then, he seemed to find what he was looking for. He sighed.

"Fine. Kunikida, escort him. But Chuuya-kun?"

Chuuya, already lurching toward the stairs, paused.

"Don't touch him," Ranpo said, his voice suddenly, surprisingly cold. "Yosano says the poison is reactive. Your Ability, any Ability, might set it off. You're there to look. Understood?"

Chuuya didn't answer. He just pushed past Kunikida and took the stairs, his body screaming in protest, his rage the only thing holding him upright.

Part II: The Weight of the Clock


The walk up the stairs was its own special kind of hell. Each step was a negotiation, a battle of will against physiology. Chuuya’s legs felt like they were full of wet cement, and the Corruption backlash made every impact with the metal steps send a shockwave of pain up his spine. He gripped the railing so hard his knuckles were white, his entire body shaking with the effort.

Kunikida was a tense, looming shadow behind him, his hand never straying far from his weapon. Atsushi was hovering a few steps below, torn between his terror of Chuuya and his desperation to see his mentor.

"Move faster, Jinko," Chuuya snarled, not looking back. "You're dragging."

"S-Sorry!" Atsushi squeaked, nearly tripping over his own feet.

Chuuya reached the infirmary door. It was closed. He could already smell it, even through the wood—that sweet, coppery, acid-rot smell. It had permeated everything. It was the smell of active, unnatural death.

He pushed the door open.

The room was quiet. Too quiet. The only sound was the rain lashing the window and the faint, agonizingly slow beep... beep......... beep... of the heart monitor. The air was cold, the purifiers working overtime but failing.

Atsushi and Kunikida flanked the doorway, their tension palpable. Chuuya stood in the entrance, his hands clenched at his sides.

Dazai was on the steel table, a thin white sheet pulled up to his waist. He looked... small. Pathetic. The usual infuriating smirk was gone, his face slack, waxy, and pale. An IV line ran into one arm, a heart monitor taped to his chest. He was just... a collection of sharp angles under a sheet.

And then Chuuya saw the wound.

Yosano had left it exposed, covered by a clear, sterile drape. It was... obscene. The skin of his entire left side was gone, replaced by a sprawling, blackened, glowing mass. The oily green-yellow light pulsed in time with the faint heartbeat, a horrific, living thing. It wasn't a wound; it was a caterpillar, eating him from the inside out. The edges weren't clean; they were a fractal, crystalline border of dead tissue that seemed to be actively... crawling... as it consumed him, cell by cell.

Chuuya felt his stomach clench. He had seen gore. He had inflicted gore. He had seen men blown apart, crushed, disintegrated. This was worse. This was a violation.

He took a step into the room, his boots suddenly heavy.

"Chuuya-san, Ranpo-san said—" Atsushi started.

"Shut up," Chuuya whispered.

He walked to the side of the table. He stood there, just looking. Dazai's breathing was a shallow, wet rattle, a sound that promised the lungs were next. The monitor beeped again, slower this time. Beep........... beep...

"Seventy minutes," Yosano said from the doorway, her voice flat. "Maybe."

Chuuya stared at the ruin of Dazai's torso. This... thing. This was what had been done to him. This was what Mori had allowed. This was the ultimate insult. To be unmade. Not killed, not defeated, but erased.

His hand, shaking from the backlash, moved on its own. He reached out, his fingers brushing not the glowing flesh, but the clean, white bandage wrapped around Dazai's forearm, far from the wound. The bandage was cool. His skin, where it peeked out, was clammy and cold.

"You... fucking... idiot," Chuuya breathed, his voice so low it was almost inaudible. "You arrogant, suicidal, waste of bandages. Look at you."

The heart monitor suddenly skipped. Beep...beep...

"Chuuya!" Yosano barked.

Chuuya snatched his hand back as if burned. He stared at the monitor, which returned to its slow, dying rhythm. Had he heard him? Was he even in there?

It didn't matter.

He had seen enough. The rage was back, cold and solid, a core of black ice in his chest. This was not a rescue. This was not an alliance.

This was pest control.

He turned on his heel, his face a mask of cold fury. "He looks like shit."

He stormed out of the infirmary, shoving past Kunikida. "Atsushi, you're with me."

"Me?!" Atsushi squeaked.

"Yes, you, Jinko!" Chuuya snarled as he stalked back to the main office. "You're the antidote they're after, aren't you? That makes you the bait. And I'm the hook. Now let's go hunting."

Part III: The Siege


He was on his knees, dumping his confiscated gear from the canvas bag onto the floor. His hands were shaking so badly from the backlash that he could barely work the clasp of his spare magazine pouch. He dropped a full mag, and the clatter of it on the floor was deafening.

Atsushi flinched. Kunikida’s hand twitched toward his gun.

"Stop hovering!" Chuuya snapped at both of them. He fumbled with the magazine, his pride burning hotter than his pain.

Yosano appeared at his side. Before he could react, she uncapped a syringe and jabbed it straight into his neck.

Chuuya roared and threw an elbow, but she was already stepping back. "What the hell was that?"

"A cocktail," Yosano said, tossing the empty syringe onto a desk. "Military-grade stimulant, high-dose painkiller, and enough epinephrine to restart a bull. It will keep you on your feet for two hours. After that, your heart will either give out or you'll just collapse. I don't care which. But you're no good to us shaking apart on the floor."

Chuuya waited for the world to blur. Instead, it snapped into terrifying, crystalline focus. The pain didn't vanish, but it receded, muffled under a wave of cold, chemical energy. The shaking in his hands steadied.

"Better," he grunted. He loaded the magazine with a smooth, deadly click. He stood up, strapping his holsters on. The movements were fluid now. He was a weapon back in his casing.

He was strapping his holsters back on when Ranpo met him at the bottom of the stairs.

"So," Ranpo said, "you're in?"

"I'm not in anything," Chuuya spat, checking the magazine of his favorite pistol. "I'm not helping you. I'm not saving him." He jerked his thumb toward the infirmary. "I'm going to find the bastards who thought they could use my city as their petri dish, who thought they could use me as an errand boy, and I'm going to tear them apart. You're just going to point me where to go."

"Good enough," Ranpo said with a shrug. He pointed to the datapad, which was now hooked up to a larger monitor. A map of Yokohama was on the screen. "There. The datapad was a trap, of course."

"What?" Kunikida said, pulling on his own vest.

"It wasn't just an info dump. It was a tracker," Ranpo said. "Dazai's failing vitals... the toxin reaching a certain saturation... it was designed to send a signal. 'The bait is in the trap.' It's been broadcasting our location for the last thirty minutes. They've been listening."

A cold silence fell over the room.

"And," Ranpo continued, "it has a secondary signal. A 'return' beacon. It's pinging their home base, demanding retrieval. They're at the old Shibusawa Quarantine Facility, on the man-made island."

"A fortress," Kunikida muttered. "It's a tactical nightmare."

"And Echo-Zero is in the center of it," Chuuya said. It wasn't a question. "That's where we're going."

"That's where we're going," Ranpo corrected. "You, me, Kunikida, and Atsushi. A four-man team."

"You?" Chuuya scoffed. "You're not a combatant."

"No. I'm the brain. You're the muscle. Try to keep up."

Yosano came down the stairs, her face grim. She was carrying a heavy-duty steel briefcase. "I've given Dazai a massive dose of atropine and epinephrine. It won't stop the poison, but it might keep his heart from stopping for another hour. It's a stopgap, nothing more."

"Then we move," Kunikida said, chambering a round in his rifle.

"Right," Chuuya said, pulling his gloves on tight. "Atsushi, you're carrying the doctor's kit. Kunikida, you're on overwatch. Detective, you stay out of the way. I'm going in the front door."

"An excellent, terrible plan," Ranpo said, putting on his own hat. "But it'll have to wait."

"We don't have time to wait!" Chuuya roared.

"We don't have a choice!" Ranpo yelled back, his usual calm cracking. He pointed at the ceiling. "Listen!"

Chuuya went silent.

And he heard it.

It wasn't the rain. It was... a low, mechanical thud. The building's power, the lights, the humming monitors—everything clicked off, plunging the room into the gray, stormy emergency light from the windows.

THUD.

The entire building shook, rattling the windows in their frames. It was the sound of something heavy landing on the roof.

Clang. Clang. Clang.

Atsushi clapped his hands over his mouth, his eyes wide with terror. It was the sound of heavy boots. In the stairwell.

"They're not waiting for us to go to them," Kunikida whispered, raising his rifle.

"Of course not," Ranpo said, his voice a low, furious growl. "Dazai's ninety-minute clock just ran out."

A burst of automatic gunfire erupted from the floor above them, shredding the drywall near the stairwell.

The siege had begun.

Notes:

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Chapter 6: Flatline

Summary:

The Archivist siege begins, plunging the Agency into a red-lit warzone. Fueled by Yosano's combat drugs and a cold fury, Chuuya carves a path to the infirmary, only to arrive just as Dazai flatlines.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Part I: The Red in the Stairwell

The world didn't just go dark. It was snuffed out.

The power cut was absolute, killing the humming monitors, the buzzing fluorescent lights, and the emergency lamps. For one single, terrifying second, the only illumination in the Armed Detective Agency’s office was the oily, sickly green-yellow glow from the infirmary, pulsing in the darkness like a beacon of rot.

Then, the emergency-grade backup batteries kicked in, bathing the main office in the stark, flat red of the alarm system.

THUD.

The building shook, rattling the windows in their frames. It was the sound of a small army landing on the roof.

Clang. Clang. Clang.

Atsushi clapped his hands over his mouth, his eyes wide with terror. The sound was coming from the emergency stairwell. Heavy, synchronized, metallic boots. They weren't running; they were marching.

"They're not waiting for us to go to them," Kunikida whispered, his voice a low growl. He raised his rifle, the tactical light fixed to the barrel cutting a sharp, white cone through the red gloom.

"Of course not," Ranpo said, his voice a furious snarl, his usual calm completely shattered. "Dazai's ninety-minute clock just ran out. They got the signal. 'Bait is in the trap.'"

A burst of automatic gunfire erupted from the floor above them. It was not a spray. It was a controlled, three-round burst that shredded the drywall just above the stairwell door, a perfect, calculated warning shot.

"Office! Now!" Kunikida roared, shoving Ranpo and Atsushi toward the main room.

Chuuya didn't need to be told. The cocktail from Yosano was singing in his veins, a cold, chemical fire that sharpened the red-lit world into a terrifying, crystalline clarity. The pain of his backlash was still there, a roaring inferno, but the drugs had caged it, turning it from debilitating agony into a source of pure, focused rage.

He was a weapon, and he had just been unsheathed.

"Atsushi, Ranpo—desk!" Kunikida pointed to his own heavy, oak desk. "Get behind it!"

"Kunikida-kun, my deductions—"

"ARE USELESS AGAINST BULLETS! MOVE!"

Atsushi, half-transformed in his panic, his hands already sprouting white-furred claws, dragged the detective to the floor.

Chuuya and Kunikida took up positions on either side of the stairwell door. They were a study in contrasts. Kunikida, tall and rigid, his rifle held in a perfect, textbook stance, his breathing controlled. Chuuya, small, coiled, and vibrating with a lethal energy, his pistol in one hand, his other hand splayed open, already glowing with the faint red aura of his Ability.

They didn't speak. They didn't need to. They were two professional soldiers about to meet an opposing force.

The clang... clang... clang stopped.

Silence.

Chuuya met Kunikida's eyes across the doorway. He held up three fingers. Kunikida nodded, his jaw tight.

Chuuya counted down. Three...

The door handle, a heavy-duty steel bar, began to depress.

Two...

A faint, electronic beep came from the other side.

"BOMB!" Kunikida yelled, diving back and shielding his head.

Chuuya didn't dive. He acted.

He slammed his gloved hand onto the wall next to the door. "For the Tainted Sorrow!"

He didn't just push the bomb. He seized it. He grabbed the gravity of the C4 charge on the other side of the steel door and increased it a hundredfold.

The explosion was a dull, wet THUMP, like a watermelon hitting concrete from a thousand feet up. It was immediately followed by the sound of splintering bone and the wet, heavy thud of a body hitting the floor. The force of the blast, contained and magnified by Chuuya's gravity, hadn't breached the door. It had simply turned the man planting it into a high-velocity projectile, pancaking him against the far wall of the stairwell.

"Breaching!" Chuuya roared. He didn't wait for Kunikida. He kicked the door open so hard the steel bent on its hinges and slammed into the wall.

The stairwell was chaos. Two other soldiers in full black tactical gear were reeling, deafened and stunned by the concussive force. They were not grunts. They wore high-end, fiber-optic-laced armor and carried specialized carbines. They were Archivists.

Chuuya was on them before they could even register the door was open.

He moved not like a person, but like a physics equation. He didn't run at the first soldier; he pulled the soldier to him, altering the gravity of the man's own breastplate. The soldier, weighing four hundred pounds in his gear, flew horizontally across the landing, his arms flailing. Chuuya met him with a single, gravity-enhanced punch to the sternum.

It was not a normal punch. The sound was not the smack of flesh. It was the dry, sharp CRACK of a ceramic plate shattering, followed by the wet snap of the ribs and spine behind it. The soldier's world ended in that red-lit instant.

The second soldier, recovering, raised his rifle. A single shot rang out—Kunikida, from the doorway, a perfect double-tap to the soldier's helmet visor. The specialized glass spiderwebbed but didn't break.

"Anti-Ability rounds!" Kunikida shouted.

"Noted!" Chuuya snarled. He was already moving. He didn't need to touch the soldier. He touched the ground beneath him.

He stomped his boot on the concrete landing. The gravity of that single, three-foot-square section of concrete ceased to exist. The soldier, suddenly weightless, floated a foot off the ground, his arms windmilling, his rifle firing uselessly into the ceiling as he tried to understand why the world was upside down.

Chuuya jumped, his coat flaring. He grabbed the man's helmet, altered his own gravity to become an anchor, and slammed the man, head-first, back into the concrete floor that was now operating at ten times its normal pull.

The sound was a sickening, final crunch.

Chuuya landed silently in the carnage, his chest heaving. The chemical cocktail sang. The rage burned. This was good. This was real.

"Stairwell's... clear," Kunikida panted, lowering his rifle. He stared at Chuuya. It wasn't just the display of power. It was the brutal efficiency. The speed. He had just watched the Executive kill three elite, armed soldiers in under five seconds, without a single wasted motion.

Chuuya turned, his blue eyes blazing with a cold, terrifying light in the red gloom. He was breathing hard, the adrenaline of the fight a welcome, familiar song. This was what he was built for. This was him.

"Jinko!" he barked, ignoring Kunikida's stare. "Detective! Get up here! We're moving!"

Ranpo and Atsushi emerged from behind the desk. Atsushi was pale, his hands shaking so violently he kept transforming and re-transforming. Ranpo, however, was completely calm. He adjusted his hat.

"Well," Ranpo said, stepping over the threshold and into the stairwell, ignoring the gore. "That's one way to do it. They'll have sealed the roof and the lobby by now. They have us boxed in on this floor."

"What about Dazai-san?!" Atsushi shrieked, his voice cracking. "They're on the same floor as the infirmary!"

As if summoned, a new sound echoed from the far end of the hall. The high-pitched, metallic whine of a power saw.

"They're cutting through the infirmary door," Yosano's voice crackled, this time over a handheld radio Kunikida had. "I'm barricaded, but it won't hold!"

Chuuya's blood, which had been singing with combat, turned to ice.

"They're not trying to kill him," Ranpo said, his voice a low, terrified hiss. "They're trying to retrieve him. They want their test subject back."

"No," Chuuya whispered. The thought of them... those gloved, faceless soldiers... touching Dazai... putting their hands on that glowing, obscene wound...

A new, deeper, and infinitely more personal rage flooded his system. This was not about the city. This was not about Mori.

"Kunikida!" Chuuya roared. "Cover!"

He didn't wait. He took off down the hallway at a dead sprint.

"Chuuya, wait! It's a trap!" Ranpo yelled.

"I AM THE TRAP!" Chuuya bellowed back.

He rounded the corner. Two more Archivist soldiers were at the infirmary door, one holding a massive, sparking saw, the other providing cover.

They didn't even have time to turn.

Chuuya hit them like a natural disaster. He simply ran up the wall, his Ability gluing his feet to the drywall, and kicked off, descending on them from above. He landed on the shoulders of the man with the gun, his legs scissoring around the man's neck. He didn't just break it; he tore it, using gravity to enhance his own weight to that of a falling car.

The man with the saw turned, bringing the screaming blade up. Chuuya, still on the shoulders of the dead man, grabbed his own pistol, and fired three rounds into the man’s chest. The soldier stumbled back, his armor holding. Chuuya didn't care. He dropped from his perch, took a single step, and pressed his open, glowing red palm against the soldier’s chest plate.

He didn't push. He condensed.

The soldier’s eyes went wide behind his visor. He made a sound like a stepped-on juice box. The air was violently expelled from his lungs as Chuuya's gravity crushed his armor, his ribs, and the organs beneath, into a single, dense mass. The soldier collapsed, his armor imploding.

Chuuya stood over the two bodies, his pistol smoking, his chest heaving. The smell of cordite, ozone, and his own adrenaline was a heady, toxic perfume.

He kicked the infirmary door. "Yosano! Open it!"

The door flew open. Yosano stood there, her own bloody scalpel in hand, her face pale. "You..."

Chuuya pushed past her. And his world stopped.


Part II: The Dying Spark

The infirmary was a warzone. Yosano had barricaded the door with a steel supply cabinet. But that wasn't the problem.

The problem was the heart monitor.

Beep... beep......... beep...

The sound was a death knell. A slow, agonizing, dying rhythm.

"I... I gave him the last of the atropine," Yosano said, her voice shaking. "It's... it's not working. The toxin is... it's adapting. It's... he's... Chuuya, he's..."

Beep...........

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

The sound. The one, flat, final, hated sound.

Atsushi and Kunikida skidded to a halt in the doorway behind him. Atsushi let out a broken, half-human sob. "No... No, Dazai-san! DAZAI-SAN!"

Chuuya stared.

The red emergency lights painted the room in blood. The only other light was the green-yellow glow from Dazai's side, which was no longer pulsing. It was just... shining. A static, triumphant, necrotic light.

He was gone.

Mori had won. The Archivists had won. Dazai, the one indestructible, infuriating, cockroach-like constant in his life... was gone.

The chemical cocktail in Chuuya's veins—the stimulant, the painkiller, the rage—all of it felt like it was turning to ash. The backlash of Corruption was waiting, a tidal wave of pain ready to drown him. He had failed. He had run, and fought, and bled, and for what? To deliver Dazai to his death, just as Mori had planned. He was a fool. A disposable, loyal, stupid fool.

"No," Chuuya whispered.

The word was so quiet, Kunikida didn't hear it.

"No. No."

He walked to the bed. Yosano was already turning away, her face a mask of professional grief. "There's nothing to be—"

"Get out of the way," Chuuya growled.

"Chuuya, it's over. He's—"

"I SAID GET OUT OF THE WAY!"

He shoved her aside, his movements ragged. He stared down at the waxy, pale face. The face of the 15-year-old boy who had pulled him from a laboratory. The face of the 16-year-old partner who had laughed as they were surrounded by enemies. The face of the 18-year-old traitor who had left him in the dark.

This was not how it ended.

"You... fucking... idiot," he breathed, his voice a raw, broken thing. He grabbed the front of Dazai's soiled t-shirt, balling the fabric in his fists. "You don't get to. You just... don't."

He shook him, the body lolling, slack and lifeless.

"You promised, you bastard!" he screamed, his voice cracking, the sound echoing in the small, silent room. "You... you promised you'd be the one to kill me! You don't get to die here. You don't get to die like this!"

"Chuuya-san, stop!" Atsushi cried, grabbing his arm. "He's... he's gone!"

Chuuya threw him off, sending the boy flying into the wall. "He is NOT!"

He was desperate. He was furious. He was terrified. He was acting on an instinct older than the Mafia, older than his hatred. He was acting on the bond that had defined his entire life.

"This is an order, Dazai!" he roared, his face inches from the other man's. "WAKE! UP!"

He slammed his open, gloved hand down onto Dazai's chest. Not on the wound. On the sternum. Right over the heart.

He didn't mean to use his Ability. It was just... him. His rage, his grief, his entire being. But he was touching him.

And Ranpo's warning came true.

The moment his hand made contact, the poison reacted.

VWOOM.

The glowing green-yellow mass flared, a silent explosion of light. The monitors screamed as a massive electrical surge blew their circuits. The IV bag popped.

Dazai's body arched off the table, a soundless, agonizing scream frozen on his features. It was not a human movement; it was a puppet being yanked by its strings.

Chuuya was blown back, his hand seared, as if he'd touched a live wire. He flew across the room and slammed into the far wall, the breath driven from his lungs.

"Chuuya-san!" Atsushi screamed.

But Chuuya wasn't looking at him. He was staring at the table.

Dazai had fallen back. He was still. The green light was still there.

But the heart monitor, flickering as it rebooted on its own internal battery, was no longer flat.

Beep...

A long pause.

Beep...

"My... God," Yosano whispered, her hands shaking as she stared at the EKG. "His... his heart. It's... it's a stable sinus rhythm. It's weak, but it's stable."

Chuuya pushed himself up, his body screaming. He looked at his hand. The glove was smoking, the leather seared.

"What... what just happened?" Kunikida said, his rifle lowered.

Ranpo was in the doorway, his eyes wide and analytical, all humor gone. "The poison... it's an Ability-remnant. It's designed to react to other Abilities. Dazai's nullification accelerated it. Yosano's healing agitated it. And your Ability, Chuuya-kun..."

Chuuya looked at his smoking glove. "My Ability... it fought it."

"It didn't just fight it," Ranpo said, his voice electric with discovery. "It's gravity. The toxin is a form of uncontrolled expansion... a cellular explosion. Your Ability is containment. You... you just reset the reaction. You forced it back to its baseline. You... you can't cure him. But..."

Ranpo looked at Chuuya, then at Dazai, then back. A slow, terrifying smile spread across his face.

"But you can stabilize him."


Part III: The Price of a Minute

Chuuya stared at his hand. He looked at Dazai, who was breathing. Shallowly. Agonizingly. But breathing.

He had a choice. A real one.

He could walk away. He had done his part. He had delivered the traitor. He had fought the soldiers. He could walk out, let Dazai die on his own, and go to ground, hiding from Mori.

Or...

He remembered Ranpo's words. Disposable. Mori used you to kill him.

This was not about saving Dazai. This was about defying Mori. This was about spitting in the face of the man who had played him for a fool. This was about winning.

Chuuya walked back to the bed. His legs were shaking. The cocktail was fading, the backlash howling at the edges of his consciousness. He was running on fumes and pure, unadulterated spite.

"Chuuya-san, what are you doing?" Atsushi asked.

"My job," Chuuya rasped.

He reached out his gloved hand. He paused, his fingers trembling. He then, very deliberately, pressed his palm back onto Dazai's sternum.

The reaction was immediate. The glowing wound pulsed, and Dazai's body tensed, a low, pained groan escaping his lips. Chuuya, too, felt it—a horrible, cold, siphoning feeling, as his Ability was drawn out, not to destroy, but to contain.

It was agony. For both of them.

Chuuya gritted his teeth, sweat beading on his forehead. The backlash, the drugs, and now this... this metaphysical arm-wrestle with a sentient poison. It was the hardest thing he had ever done.

"It's working," Yosano breathed, watching the monitor. "The EKG is strengthening. The... the glow... it's receding. You're... you're pushing it back."

"I'm... not... pushing it," Chuuya gasped, his knuckles white. "I'm just... holding it. It's... it's heavy."

He was now Dazai's literal life support. A human shield.

"This... this changes the plan," Kunikida said, his tactical mind racing. "Chuuya is now a non-combatant. He's... he's the anchor."

"Exactly!" Ranpo chirped, his energy back. "He's the shield! But he can't stay here. The Archivists are still in the building. They'll just send more. We can't defend this. We have to attack."

"Attack?" Yosano said. "He can't move!"

"Then we move him," Ranpo declared. "We have to get to Echo-Zero. It's the only permanent cure. Chuuya is just a band-aid. A very angry, very powerful band-aid."

Chuuya looked up, his eyes blazing, his face pale with strain. "Then... what's the plan, detective?"

"The plan is simple," Ranpo said. "Kunikida, Yosano, you're the defenders. Atsushi, you're the bait. Chuuya, you're the shield. And I... am the guide."

"Guide where?" Kunikida asked.

"Out." Ranpo pointed at the floor. "They're in the lobby. They're on the roof. They've sealed the exits. But they're not in the basement. Your car, Chuuya-kun. It's still downstairs, isn't it? In the private garage."

Chuuya's eyes widened. His Bentley. "How...?"

"You're an Executive. You don't park on the street. It was the logical conclusion," Ranpo shrugged. "We fight our way down."

"And you?" Chuuya said, his voice a low growl. He looked at Kunikida, at Yosano, at Atsushi. This was it. The moment of his defection.

"I am Nakahara Chuuya, Executive of the Port Mafia," he said, his voice ringing with a sudden, cold authority. "And I am... I was... loyal. But I am not disposable."

He looked at Kunikida, a grim, bloody smile twisting his lips. "Mori Ougai wants this man dead. He used me to do it. That makes this... an internal matter. I am officially declaring... myself... a rogue agent. My war is with the Archivists, and my war... is with Mori Oiai. I am going to save this bastard's life... if only so I can kill him myself."

He locked eyes with Kunikida. "Are you detectives going to help me save this city? Or are you going to stand there and write in your stupid books?"

Kunikida stared at him. At the man breaking every rule. At the man whose hand was the only thing keeping his partner alive. At the sheer, terrifying will in those blue eyes.

He gave a sharp, grim nod. "Yosano! Atsushi! Get the gurney. The heavy-duty one with the straps. We're moving him. We're breaking out."

The team was reformed. Chuuya, sweating and shaking, his hand pressed to Dazai's chest, the monitor holding at a steady, weak rhythm. Atsushi, terrified but resolved, grabbing the gurney. Yosano, loading a bag with stimulants and scalpels. Kunikida, reloading his rifle. Ranpo, adjusting his hat.

The door to the stairwell exploded inwards, a new team of soldiers, heavier, in full bomb-squad-like armor, beginning to pour in.

"Now, Kunikida!" Ranpo yelled.

Kunikida didn't hesitate. He opened fire. The siege wasn't over.

It had just gone mobile.

Notes:

A little late, but here is your daily serving. May you feast well!

Chapter 7: The Anchor and the Confession

Summary:

The Agency team initiates a desperate mobile escape, with Chuuya acting as Dazai's primary life support.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The world narrowed down to a single, terrifying point of contact: the palm of Chuuya’s right hand against the damp, fever-hot cotton of Dazai’s t-shirt.

Everything else—the crump-crump-crump of heavy boots on the floor above, the shouting of the detectives, the smell of ozone and fear—was secondary. It was background noise, static on a dying radio. The only reality was the connection. It wasn't like holding a weight; it was like holding back a tide.

Chuuya could feel the poison. It wasn't just a chemical interaction; it was a hunger. It gnawed at the edges of his gravity, a void trying to consume the energy he was pouring into Dazai’s chest. It felt slick, oily, and fundamentally wrong, like putting your hand into a bucket of eels that were all trying to bite you at once. It pulsed with a rhythm that was persistent against Dazai's own failing heart, a parasite demanding to be fed.

"Move!" Kunikida barked, kicking the remains of the shattered door aside, his rifle scanning the hallway.

Atsushi and Yosano had Dazai on the gurney—a collapsible, orange emergency stretcher they’d ripped from the wall. They lifted him, the metal frame groaning under the dead weight.

"Steady," Chuuya hissed through his teeth, sweat stinging his eyes. He had to walk beside the gurney, his hand glued to Dazai’s sternum. It was an awkward, three-legged race with a corpse. "If I break contact, he flatlines. You drop him, I break contact. You trip, I break contact. Do not. Drop. Him."

"We won't," Atsushi promised, his face pale and streaked with sweat. He had transformed his arms again, the tiger strength the only thing making this awkward transport possible. His claws clicked nervously against the aluminum frame.

They moved into the hallway. The red emergency lights turned the corridor into a ribbed throat, swallowing them whole. Shadows stretched long and distorted, dancing with the frantic movement of their flashlights. The air was thick with the dust of the explosion Chuuya had caused earlier, coating his tongue with the taste of pulverized drywall.

"Stairwell is compromised," Ranpo said, not looking up from the datapad he’d swiped back from Kunikida. He was walking in the center of their formation, unbothered by the chaos, his mind already ten steps ahead of the bullets. "They'll be coming down the main shaft. We need the service elevator shaft."

"The power is cut, Ranpo-san!" Kunikida shouted over the sound of gunfire erupting two floors up. The ceiling tiles rattled, dust drifting down like snow.

"The car is cut," Ranpo corrected, stopping in front of the painted gray doors of the freight lift. "The shaft is just a hole. A hole that goes all the way to the garage."

Chuuya understood immediately. "Cables."

"Exactly."

They reached the service doors. Kunikida shot the lock out, a single, deafening crack in the confined space. He holstered his weapon and hauled the heavy steel doors open with a grunt of exertion.

The shaft was a gaping maw of darkness. The smell of grease, old air, and distant, stagnant water drifted up. It was a long way down, and the wind whistling up from the basement carried the sound of distant sirens.

"Atsushi," Chuuya commanded, his voice tight. The strain of maintaining the gravity seal was starting to make his vision swim. The drugs Yosano had given him were fighting the backlash, but this new exertion—splitting his focus between the containment field and his own motor functions—was burning through them fast. He could feel the edges of his vision fraying, the red tint of the emergency lights bleeding into a gray haze. "You're the elevator."

Atsushi nodded, understanding the unspoken instruction. He grabbed the head of the stretcher, his claws digging into the aluminum until the metal whined. "Kunikida-san, grab the feet. Jump on three."

"Are you insane?" Kunikida looked down the shaft, his flashlight beam swallowed by the dark. "It's four floors! With a critical patient! The G-force alone—"

"I've got us," Chuuya growled, stepping to the edge, his boot toeing the void. "Just jump."

There was no time to argue. The sound of boots was getting louder. They were on the floor. The ceiling above them creaked as heavy bodies moved into position.

"Three. Two. One."

They jumped.

For a second, there was that sickening lurch of free-fall. The stomach-dropping sensation of gravity winning, the air rushing past their ears. Chuuya felt Dazai’s body lift off the stretcher slightly, weightless in the dark.

Then, Chuuya snarled, a sound torn from his throat, and caught them.

He didn't stop them; that would have snapped Dazai’s spine and shattered every bone in their bodies. He slowed them. He wrapped them in a red aura, increasing the air resistance, turning the air itself into a cushion. They drifted down the shaft, a heavy, slow-motion feather.

But the cost.

It felt like someone had hooked a car battery to his spine. The expenditure of power while simultaneously micromanaging the delicate containment field in Dazai’s heart was agonizing. Chuuya’s nose began to bleed, a hot trickle running over his lip. His muscles spasmed, fighting the command to lock up.

Don't let go. Don't you dare let go.

He pressed his hand harder into Dazai’s chest, feeling the weak, thready thump-thump of the heart beneath. It was a bird trapped in a cage, fluttering against the bars. I've got you. You bastard, I've got you.

They hit the concrete floor of the basement garage with a heavy, controlled thud. The suspension of the gurney shrieked.

Chuuya stumbled, falling on to one knee, the impact clanking his teeth. His hand slid, dangerously close to slipping off Dazai’s chest. He caught himself with his other hand, slamming his palm onto the oil-stained concrete. He was panting, ragged, wet gasps that hurt his chest. Sweat dripped from his nose, mixing with the blood on the floor. The world spun wildly, a carousel of gray concrete and red light.

"Chuuya-san!" Atsushi dropped the end of the gurney to reach for him.

"Don't touch me!" Chuuya snapped, the words sharp and defensive. He couldn't handle the sensory input. If Atsushi touched him, he might lose the focus he needed to keep Dazai’s heart beating. "Get the car. My pocket. Keys."

Atsushi fumbled in Chuuya’s vest pocket, his hands shaking, pulling out the heavy, electronic fob of the Bentley.

"B-14," Chuuya rasped, forcing himself to stand, his legs trembling like a newborn foal's. "Black. Can't miss it. Move!"

Atsushi sprinted into the gloom of the garage, the sound of his footsteps echoing like gunshots.

"They're cutting the door upstairs," Yosano said, her voice calm but tight. She was kneeling by Dazai, checking his pupils with a penlight, her face inches from his. "Dilated. Fixed. He's deep under, Chuuya. Whatever you're doing, keep doing it. If you stop, he's gone in seconds. The poison is waiting for a gap."

"I'm... aware," Chuuya gritted out, wiping the blood from his lip with his shoulder.

He looked down at Dazai. In the dim light of the garage, Dazai looked like a frozen statue lying down. Cold. Beautiful. Dead. But beneath Chuuya's hand, there was heat. Not the fever heat from before, but the heat of the struggle. The poison was fighting him. It pushed back against his gravity, a writhing, chaotic force that wanted to expand, to unmake. It felt alive, and it felt hungry.

"You're heavy," Chuuya whispered to the unconscious man, his thumb brushing the damp fabric over the sternum. It wasn't an insult. It was a confession. You are the heaviest thing I have ever carried.


The roar of an engine shattered the quiet. Not the Bentley.

Tactical lights swept across the far end of the garage, blindingly bright white beams cutting through the gloom. An armored truck had rammed through the exit gate, tearing the metal barrier off its hinges. It screeched to a halt, blocking the exit ramp, its engine idling with a menacing growl.

"Company!" Kunikida shouted, dropping to one knee behind a concrete pillar and raising his rifle. "Three targets dismounting!"

"They tracked the car's transponder," Ranpo said, hiding behind the pillar next to him, clutching his hat. "Predictable. They want to box us in. Standard containment protocol."

Atsushi screeched the Bentley around the corner, the matte-black paint gleaming under the harsh tactical lights of the enemy truck. He slammed the brakes, drifting the car sideways to create a shield between the group and the incoming fire.

Bullets spanged off the Bentley’s armored side panels, leaving silver scars on the pristine black paint. The sound was like hail on a tin roof, magnified a thousand times.

"Load him up!" Kunikida yelled, laying down suppressing fire. Crack-crack-crack.

This was the hardest part. The backseat. It wasn't designed for medical transport.

Yosano opened the rear door. "Chuuya, you have to get in first. Drag him onto you. It's the only way to keep the contact. You have to be the seat."

Chuuya nodded grimly. He shuffled into the backseat, moving awkwardly to keep his arm extended over the leather. He sat, his back against the far door, jamming his legs into the footwell, and reached out with both arms.

"Push him," he ordered.

Atsushi and Yosano shoved Dazai’s limp body into the car. It was undignified and desperate. Chuuya hauled him in, grunting with the effort, his fingers digging into Dazai's ribs. Dazai’s head fell onto Chuuya’s shoulder, his long legs bent awkwardly to fit, his knees knocking against the front seat.

It was intimate in the worst possible way. Dazai was draped over him, dead weight, his face buried in the crook of Chuuya’s neck. Chuuya could feel the shallow, ragged breaths against his skin, damp and hot. He could smell the iron of blood and the rot of the poison. He wrapped his left arm around Dazai’s waist to hold him upright, pulling him tight against his chest, his right hand still welded to Dazai’s sternum, maintaining the seal.

"We're in!" Chuuya yelled.

Yosano dove into the front passenger seat. Ranpo scrambled into the back, squeezing in next to Dazai’s legs, making himself as small as possible. Kunikida was the last one, firing three final shots before jumping into the driver's seat.

"I'm driving?" Kunikida asked, adjusting the mirror frantically, his eyes wide.

"You're the only one who won't crash us out of anxiety!" Ranpo shouted, putting his hands over his ears. "Go! The ramp!"

"My car..." Chuuya groaned, watching a bullet spiderweb the reinforced glass of his window, inches from his face. "If you scratch the paint, Kunikida, I will end you."

"We are being shot at with heavy machine guns!" Kunikida yelled back, stomping on the accelerator.

The Bentley roared. It was a V12 beast, armor-plated and tuned for speed—Chuuya's pride and joy. It surged forward, the acceleration pinning Chuuya back against the seat, Dazai’s weight pressing heavy against him.

The armored truck tried to block the ramp completely, soldiers taking positions behind its doors.

"Ram it!" Chuuya shouted, his voice vibrating in Dazai's ear. "The bumper is reinforced! Hit the rear axle! Spin them out!"

"This is illogical!" Kunikida screamed, but he didn't lift his foot.

They hit the truck. Metal shrieked, sparks showered the windshield like fireworks, and the heavy Bentley shoved the truck's rear end aside just enough to scrape through. The side mirror was torn off with a screech of tearing metal that made Chuuya wince. They shot up the ramp, engine screaming, and burst out into the rainy streets of Yokohama.

The city was gray and weeping, oblivious to the war being fought in its veins. Pedestrians with umbrellas turned to watch the battered, smoking luxury car weave through traffic.

Kunikida drove like a madman—a calculated, precise madman. He wove through traffic, running red lights with mathematical efficiency, using the armored bulk of the car to bully his way through intersections.

In the backseat, the silence was heavy, broken only by the rhythmic thump of the tires on the wet pavement and the whir of the heater.

Ranpo was staring out the window, his eyes tracking something only he could see, his face unusually serious. Yosano was turned around in her seat, watching the heart monitor she’d managed to drag along, which was sitting on the floorboard, bouncing with every pothole.

Beep... beep... beep...

Steady. Or as steady as a dying man could be.

Chuuya let his head fall back against the leather headrest. He closed his eyes for a second. The pain was a dull roar now, a background radiation he could ignore because he had to. If he focused on it, he would pass out.

He became hyper-aware of the body in his arms.

Dazai felt fragile. It was a stupid thought—Dazai was tall, broad-shouldered—but the lack of tension, the absolute slackness of his muscles, made him feel breakable. Chuuya shifted his grip, pulling Dazai higher so his airway remained open. Dazai's hair tickled Chuuya’s jaw.

"Hey," Chuuya whispered. He didn't know why he was speaking. Maybe to keep himself awake. Maybe because the silence in the car felt like a tomb. "We're out. You hear me, Mackerel? We're out."

Dazai didn't stir. His head rolled slightly with the motion of the car, rubbing against Chuuya’s neck.

"You really made a mess of things," Chuuya murmured, his thumb brushing the fabric of the shirt over Dazai’s heart. He could feel the beat, directly under his palm. It was weak, fluttering. "Get poison tracked to my house. Blow up the Agency. Make me defect."

The words hung in the air, heavy and final. Make me defect.

He hadn't really processed it until now. He had said it aloud to Kunikida in the heat of the moment. I am a rogue agent.

But now, in the quiet of the car, the reality settled on him like a shroud. He couldn't go back. Not after this. Not after saving the man Mori wanted dead. Not after defying a direct, unspoken order. He had thrown away his title, his status, his home, his wine cellar, his subordinates... all for this idiot. All for a man who had left him without a word four years ago.

Why?

Because he was Chuuya. And Chuuya didn't let people die. Even traitors. Especially this traitor.

"You owe me," Chuuya whispered, his voice cracking, losing its edge. "You owe me everything. You owe me a '89 Pétrus. You owe me a new car. You owe me an explanation."

Suddenly, Dazai shifted.

It was a slight movement. A tensing of the muscles in his back. A hitch in his breathing that broke the rhythm.

Chuuya went rigid. "Dazai?"

Dazai’s head moved, lifting slightly from Chuuya’s shoulder. His eyes cracked open. They were glazed, unfocused, swimming with delirium and pain, but they were open. They were brown and empty and terrified.

He looked around the car, his gaze sliding over the leather, the rain on the glass, the back of Yosano's head. Then, slowly, painfully, as if his neck were rusted, he turned his head to look at the person holding him.

He blinked, trying to focus on Chuuya’s face.

"...Chibi?"

The voice was a ruin. A husk of a sound, scraping over sandpaper.

"Yeah," Chuuya said, his throat tight. He didn't know what else to say. "It's me."

Dazai’s brow furrowed. He looked down at Chuuya’s hand on his chest. He could feel the gravity, the heavy, warm pressure keeping his insides from melting. He could feel the anchor.

"You..." Dazai swallowed, wincing. "You're... sticking."

"I'm keeping you alive, asshole. Don't complain."

Dazai let out a breath that might have been a laugh, but sounded more like a wheeze. He slumped back against Chuuya, his head finding its place in the crook of Chuuya's neck again. It felt... practiced. Familiar. Like falling into an old habit, a muscle memory both of them had tried to erase for four years.

"Why...?" Dazai whispered.

"Why what?"

"Why... here? Mori..."

"Screw Mori," Chuuya said, the anger flashing hot and quick, burning through his exhaustion. "He set us up. Both of us. He sent me to deliver you. He wanted you dead, and he wanted me to be the one to do it."

Dazai was silent for a long moment. The car hit a bump, and Dazai hissed in pain, his hand gripping Chuuya’s thigh reflexively. His fingers were weak, trembling, digging into the muscle.

"I know," Dazai breathed.

Chuuya froze. "You knew?"

"Suspected..." Dazai mumbled, his eyes slipping closed again. "Calculated... the odds. Only... only one variable... I couldn't predict."

"What?"

"You."

Dazai’s hand on Chuuya’s leg tightened, just a fraction. A weak, trembling anchor.

"Didn't think... you'd... catch me."

Chuuya stared at the top of Dazai’s messy brown hair. His heart hammered against his ribs, a frantic rhythm that had nothing to do with the drugs.

Didn't think you'd catch me.

Dazai had thrown himself off a cliff, hoping the fall would kill him, but secretly, desperately, hoping the gravity would catch him. It was the story of their entire partnership. It was the story of every fight, every argument, every silence. It was the fundamental truth of Double Black.

"I always catch you," Chuuya whispered fiercely. He tightened his arm around Dazai’s waist, pulling him closer, shielding him from the bumps in the road. "That's the problem, you idiot. I always catch you."

Dazai hummed, a sound of vibration against Chuuya's chest. "Sticky... slug."

And then he was out again. His hand went slack, sliding off Chuuya’s leg. His breathing evened out into that shallow, rattling rhythm.

But he was alive. And for now, he was Chuuya's.


"We're approaching the bridge," Kunikida announced from the front, breaking the spell in the backseat. His voice was tight, professional.

Ranpo leaned forward, peering through the rain-lashed windshield. "The Shibusawa facility is on the reclaimed land. Sector 4. It's isolated. One way in, one way out."

"A kill box," Chuuya muttered, looking out the window.

The facility loomed out of the rain and mist like a tombstone. It was a brutalist nightmare of concrete and steel, sitting alone on a manufactured island in the harbor. It looked abandoned, dark and silent. But Chuuya knew better. He could feel the hum of it. Not electricity, but something else. The faint, distinctive resonance of Ability usage. It buzzed against his skin like static electricity, making the hairs on his arms stand up.

"Echo-Zero is in there," Chuuya said. "I can feel it. It feels like... static. Like white noise. It's the same feeling as the poison."

"That's the source," Ranpo said. "The point where all the echoes come from."

Kunikida stopped the car at the end of the bridge, behind a concrete barrier. The tires hissed on the wet pavement. "We can't drive up to the front door. They'll have snipers on the towers. The road is open ground."

"We walk," Chuuya said. "I can shield us."

"You can barely shield him," Yosano countered, pointing at Dazai. "Your vitals are spiking, Chuuya. Your heart rate is one-forty. You're red-lining."

"I can do both," Chuuya lied. He didn't know if he could. He just knew he had to. "If I don't, we die. Simple as that. Get the gear."

They piled out of the car. The rain was horizontal now, driven by a fierce wind off the ocean. It stung like needles against exposed skin.

Getting Dazai out was a nightmare. Chuuya had to slide out with him, never breaking contact. Atsushi took Dazai’s legs, and they moved in a tight, awkward cluster, shielding the dying man with their bodies.

"Atsushi, you're point," Chuuya ordered. "Kunikida, rear guard. Yosano, Ranpo, stay in the middle. I'm..." He looked down at Dazai, draped over him like a broken doll, his feet dragging. "I'm the cargo."

They moved onto the bridge. The wind whipped Chuuya’s coat, stinging his face. Below them, the dark water churned, crashing against the pylons.

Halfway across, the first shot rang out.

It wasn't a sound; it was a feeling. A sudden displacement of air near his ear.

CRACK.

A bullet sparked off the pavement inches from Chuuya's boot.

"Sniper!" Kunikida yelled, returning fire mindlessly at the dark facility. Bang-bang-bang.

"Keep moving!" Chuuya roared. "Don't stop!"

He couldn't use his hands to fight. He couldn't throw gravity balls. He was neutralized.

Or was he?

He looked at the bullet hole in the ground. He looked at Dazai. He looked at the incoming fire, seeing the muzzle flashes from the tower.

"Weretiger!" Chuuya shouted over the wind. "Get close!"

Atsushi scrambled to his side. "What?!"

"Take his weight! Just his weight! Don't break my contact! Shoulder him!"

Atsushi shouldered Dazai’s body, leaving Chuuya’s hand pressed to the chest but freeing his legs and his other arm.

Chuuya focused. He couldn't expand his gravity outward—that would weaken the seal on Dazai. But he could pull in.

He stomped his foot. Upon the Tainted Sorrow.

He didn't manipulate the gravity of the bullets. He manipulated the gravity of the bridge.

"Hold on!" he screamed.

He tilted the gravity of the road beneath them. To the snipers, it looked like the group had suddenly slid sideways at an impossible speed, blurring out of focus. To the group, down had simply changed direction. They slid, controlled, toward the thick concrete barrier of the bridge, huddled in its cover.

Bullets chewed up the space where they had been a second ago.

"Nice trick," Yosano panted, wiping rain from her eyes.

"I'm full of them," Chuuya gritted out. He wiped his nose on his shoulder. It came away smeared with blood. A steady drip of crimson joining the rain. The strain was tearing capillaries in his brain. He spat pink saliva onto the ground.

"We're pinned," Kunikida said, reloading his rifle. "We can't cross the open ground. They have the angle."

"We don't have to," Ranpo said. He pointed down. "The water."

Chuuya looked over the edge of the bridge. The dark, churning water of the bay was fifty feet below. It looked like liquid obsidian.

"You want us to swim?" Chuuya asked incredulously. "With a dying man? He'll drown."

"No," Ranpo smiled, holding onto his hat to keep it from blowing away. "I want us to fall. You're the God of Gravity, aren't you? Make us float."

Chuuya looked at the water. He looked at the facility. He looked at Dazai’s pale face, the water droplets clinging to his eyelashes.

He took a deep, shuddering breath. He was running on empty. But he had to find one more reserve tank.

"Everyone grab on to Dazai," Chuuya ordered. "If you let go, you hit the water at terminal velocity. I'm not kidding. Hold on like your life depends on it, because it does."

They huddled together. A wet, desperate, terrifying huddle of people who had been enemies yesterday. Atsushi grabbed Dazai's belt. Kunikida grabbed his shoulder. Yosano and Ranpo held onto the stretcher straps Atsushi had salvaged.

Chuuya pulled the gravity tight around them, a red bubble of force. He felt the strain increase, a vice tightening on his temples.

"Jump."

They vaulted over the railing.

For a moment, they hung in the air, suspended between the grey sky and the black water. Chuuya held them there, defying the laws of physics, defying the snipers, defying death itself. He was the anchor for five lives. He felt every ounce of their weight in his bones.

They drifted down, silent and ghostly, passing under the bridge's structure. They landed not in the water, but on a rusted maintenance catwalk beneath the bridge, hidden from sight by the concrete beams above.

Chuuya collapsed against the railing, gasping for air, his vision graying out. Dazai slumped with him, sliding down the railing.

"We're... under... their radar," Chuuya wheezed, his lungs burning.

"We're in," Ranpo confirmed, checking the perimeter. "The service entrance is ten meters that way."

They were at the back door of the beast. And somewhere inside, the source of the poison was waiting.

Chuuya looked at Dazai. The heart monitor, miraculously still attached, gave a weak beep.

I caught you, Chuuya thought, a fierce, possessive pride burning through his exhaustion. I caught you again.

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Chapter 8: Threshold

Summary:

Chuuya desperately keeps a dying Dazai alive as the team infiltrates the Archive, where they uncover the horrific extent of the poison and experimentation.

Notes:

Update!

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The catwalk was narrower than it had looked from above.

Chuuya's boots hit the metal grating with a hollow clang that echoed under the bridge's underbelly, and he had maybe half a second to register the space, the rusted railings, the smell of old grease and river rot, barely three feet wide, before Dazai's weight sagged against him.

"Shit—" His hand pressed harder against Dazai's chest, feeling the too-slow thud beneath his palm. "I've got you."

"My hero," Dazai murmured, but his voice was thread-thin. Wrong.

The others landed around them in quick succession. Atsushi's tiger-enhanced jump was nearly silent despite his size. Kunikida hit the grating hard, already scanning their surroundings with his rifle half-raised. Yosano touched down light on her feet, medical bag clutched tight. Ranpo was last, stumbling a bit on the landing, and Chuuya saw Atsushi reach out to steady him.

"Service entrance is forty meters east," Ranpo said, not even winded. He pointed along the catwalk where it curved into shadow. "There. See the seam in the concrete?"

Chuuya squinted. All Chuuya saw was the bridge support, darkness, and the gleam of wet stone. "No."

"Well, it's there." Ranpo adjusted his glasses with the supreme confidence of someone who'd never been wrong about this kind of thing. Probably because he hadn't. "Retinal scanner hidden in what looks like a maintenance panel. They'll have motion sensors in the approach corridor, but—"

"But you already know how to bypass them," Kunikida finished. Not a question.

"Obviously."

The rain was lighter here, sheltered by the bridge's bulk, but the wind still cut through Chuuya's jacket. He could feel Dazai shivering. Or maybe that was him. Hard to tell where one of them ended and the other began when they were pressed this close, when his hand was literally keeping Dazai's heart beating.

Four years since they'd been partners. Four years since Dazai had walked away from the Port Mafia, from him, without a backward glance.

And now.

"We need to move." Yosano's voice cut through his thoughts. She was looking at Dazai with the clinical assessment of someone calculating time left. "That poison is accelerating. I can see it in his capillaries."

Chuuya looked down. Dazai's neck, what he could see above the collar of his coat, was threaded with dark lines like cracks in porcelain. They hadn't been there ten minutes ago.

"How long?" The question tasted like rust.

"Hours. Maybe less." Yosano met his eyes. "We need to get inside. Now."

The catwalk was too narrow for them to walk side by side. Chuuya had to half-drag, half-carry Dazai, one arm around his waist, the other hand still pressed to his chest. Dazai's feet moved, sort of, but it was more shuffle than step. His breathing had gone shallow.

"You still with me?" Chuuya asked, low enough the others wouldn't hear.

"Mmm. Where else would I be?"

"Don't—" He bit off the rest. Don't joke. Don't do that thing where you deflect with humor because you can't handle being vulnerable for five fucking seconds. "Just stay awake."

"Bossy." But Dazai's hand came up, fingers curling into the fabric of Chuuya's jacket. Holding on.

Something in Chuuya's chest twisted sideways.

The catwalk curved along the underside of the bridge, following the massive concrete support pillars. Their footsteps rang out too loud in the enclosed space. Chuuya kept waiting for alarms, for gunfire, for something, but there was only the sound of their breathing and the distant rush of the river below.

Ranpo stopped at what looked like a completely ordinary section of concrete wall. "Here."

"I don't see anything," Atsushi said, leaning in close.

"That's the point." Ranpo's fingers traced along the concrete, found a seam invisible in the shadow. "Kunikida, your flashlight."

The beam revealed a small panel, maybe six inches square, set flush with the wall. It looked like every other maintenance access point under every other bridge in Yokohama. Except when Ranpo pressed his thumb to a specific spot, it lit up with a soft blue glow.

"Retinal scanner," he said. "But they're not scanning for authorized personnel. They're scanning for ability users."

Yosano frowned. "What?"

"The Archivists don't trust normal security. Anyone could steal a keycard, fake credentials. But abilities?" Ranpo's smile was sharp. "Those are unique. Impossible to replicate. So they scan for ability signatures and cross-reference against their database of known threats."

"So we can't get in," Kunikida said flatly.

"I didn't say that." Ranpo glanced back at Dazai. "We have a nullifier."

Chuuya felt Dazai tense against him. "You want me to—"

"Nullify the scanner. Just for a second. It'll register as a system glitch, reset to default, and pop open." Ranpo pushed his glasses up. "Probably."

"Probably?"

"Ninety-three percent certain."

"And the other seven percent?" Kunikida's hand was on his rifle.

"The alarm goes off and we fight our way in." Ranpo shrugged. "But I'm usually right about these things."

Chuuya looked at Dazai. Really looked at him. The dark lines had spread to his jaw now, creeping up toward his face. His skin was gray-pale in the flashlight beam. His eyes were half-closed.

"Can you do it?" Chuuya asked.

Dazai's laugh was barely a breath. "Can I use my ability while dying from a poison that's specifically designed to interact with my ability in a way that's killing me faster? Gosh, Chuuya, let me check my schedule."

"Is that a yes or a no?"

"It's a 'this is a terrible idea but we're out of better ones.'" Dazai's eyes opened fully, and for just a second they were sharp. Present. "Get me closer."

Chuuya maneuvered them forward, acutely aware of how they had to move as one unit now. His hand couldn't leave Dazai's chest. Dazai couldn't stand on his own. They were locked together like some kind of fucked-up three-legged race where the prize was not dying.

Dazai reached out with his free hand, the one not clutching Chuuya's jacket, and pressed his palm flat against the scanner.

For a moment, nothing happened.

Then the blue glow flickered. Died. The panel went dark.

Dazai made a sound low in his throat, something between a gasp and a groan, and Chuuya felt the tremor run through him. Felt the way his heart stuttered under Chuuya's palm, missing a beat, then another.

"Dazai—"

The panel beeped. Clicked. A section of the concrete wall swung inward with a pneumatic hiss, revealing a dimly lit corridor beyond.

"Told you," Ranpo said, but he was already moving through the entrance, and Chuuya didn't have time to appreciate being right because Dazai's knees were buckling.

"Hey, no, come on—" Chuuya caught him, took his full weight. Dazai's head lolled against his shoulder. "Stay with me, bastard."

"'M here." Barely a whisper. "Still here."

Yosano was beside them in an instant, fingers on Dazai's neck, checking his pulse. Her face was grim. "His heart's arrhythmic. Using his ability destabilized him further."

"Will he—"

"I don't know." She met Chuuya's eyes. "But we need to move. Now."

The corridor was industrial. Concrete floors, fluorescent lights, exposed pipes running along the ceiling. It smelled like disinfectant and something else, something chemical that made Chuuya's nose itch. The door sealed shut behind them with a heavy thunk that sounded way too final.

Atsushi's tiger nose wrinkled. "Does anyone else smell that?"

"Formaldehyde," Yosano said. "And... something organic. Decay."

"Wonderful," Kunikida muttered. His rifle was up now, sweeping the corridor. "Which way, Ranpo?"

Ranpo had gone still. That particular kind of still that meant his brain was working overtime, processing information the rest of them couldn't even see. His eyes were distant behind his glasses.

"They're not just studying the poison," he said slowly. "They're testing it. On people."

The corridor felt colder suddenly.

"How many?" Yosano's voice was carefully controlled.

"At least a dozen. Maybe more." Ranpo started walking, and the rest of them followed because there wasn't another option. "The facility goes down three levels. Research labs on the first floor. Testing chambers on the second. And the third..."

He trailed off.

"And the third?" Kunikida prompted.

"I don't know yet. But that's where we need to go."

The corridor branched. Ranpo took them left without hesitation, then right at the next junction. The fluorescent lights flickered overhead, casting everything in sickly yellow-green. Chuuya's boots squeaked on the too-clean floor. Dazai was a warm weight against his side, getting heavier with each step.

"Chuuya." Dazai's voice was so quiet Chuuya almost missed it. "If this doesn't work—"

"Shut up."

"I'm serious."

"I don't care." Chuuya's hand pressed harder against Dazai's chest, feeling the irregular rhythm there. "You don't get to die. Not like this. Not when I'm—" He stopped. Couldn't finish that sentence. Didn't know how.

Dazai's fingers tightened in his jacket. "Not when you're what?"

"Just shut up and keep breathing."

They passed a window. Chuuya glanced through it and immediately wished he hadn't.

The room beyond was white. Clinical. There were tables, no, not tables. Gurneys. With restraints. And on one of them...

"Don't look," Yosano said sharply, but it was too late.

The person on the gurney was covered in those same dark lines that were spreading across Dazai's skin. But worse. So much worse. The lines had cracked open, and something black was seeping out, and the person wasn't moving, wasn't breathing, wasn't...

Atsushi made a choked sound. "Are they—"

"Dead," Ranpo confirmed. "For at least six hours. They're documenting the poison's final stages."

Chuuya's stomach turned over. That could be Dazai. Would be Dazai, if they didn't—

"Keep moving," Kunikida ordered, but his voice was tight.

They passed more windows. More rooms. Some empty. Some not. Chuuya stopped looking.

The corridor ended at a heavy steel door with a keypad lock. Ranpo studied it for maybe three seconds, then punched in a code. The door clicked open.

"How did you—" Atsushi started.

"The researcher who came through here last used their birthday. People are predictable." Ranpo pushed through the door. "Come on."

The stairwell beyond was concrete and metal, spiraling down into darkness. Emergency lighting cast everything in red. Their footsteps echoed.

Going down stairs while maintaining constant contact with someone who could barely walk was its own special kind of hell. Chuuya had to move sideways, one arm locked around Dazai's waist, his other hand pressed to Dazai's chest, feeling every labored breath. Dazai's feet kept catching on the steps. Twice he stumbled, and twice Chuuya caught him, and the second time Dazai didn't try to stand back up right away.

"Sorry," he mumbled against Chuuya's shoulder. "I'm sorry."

"Don't." Chuuya's throat was tight. "Just hold on."

They made it down one level. Then two. The chemical smell was stronger here, mixed with something else. Something rotten.

The door to the third level was different from the others. Reinforced. With a biometric lock that looked serious.

"This is it," Ranpo said. "Whatever they're really doing, it's behind this door."

"Can you get us through?" Kunikida asked.

Ranpo frowned at the lock. "Not without triggering an alarm. This one's more sophisticated. We'd need—"

Dazai's hand moved, reaching for the scanner.

"No," Chuuya said immediately. "You can't. Using your ability again will..."

"Will what? Kill me?" Dazai's smile was ghastly. "I'm already dying, Chuuya. Might as well make it count."

"There has to be another way."

"There isn't." Dazai's eyes met his, and they were clear. Determined. "Let me do this."

Chuuya wanted to argue. Wanted to find another option, any other option. But Dazai was right. They were out of time and out of choices.

"Fuck," he said, and maneuvered them closer to the door.

Dazai's hand touched the scanner. His ability flared. Chuuya could feel it, the way the air seemed to flatten, reality bending around Dazai's touch, and the lock disengaged with a heavy clunk.

Dazai's heart stopped.

Just stopped, like someone had flipped a switch, and Chuuya felt the exact moment it happened, felt the absence under his palm where the beat should be.

"No—" His ability surged without conscious thought, gravity manipulation flooding through his hand into Dazai's chest, and he didn't know what he was doing, didn't know if this would even work, but he pushed, compressed the gravity around Dazai's heart, forced it to...

Beat.

Once.

Again.

Dazai gasped, a horrible rattling sound, and his heart kicked back into rhythm. Unsteady. Arrhythmic. But beating.

"Holy shit," Atsushi breathed.

Chuuya was shaking. His whole body was shaking. "Don't do that again. Don't you fucking dare—"

"Noted," Dazai wheezed.

Yosano had her hand on Dazai's neck, checking his pulse. "That shouldn't have worked. You can't restart a heart with gravity manipulation."

"Well, I did." Chuuya's voice came out harsh. "So maybe your medical degree doesn't know everything."

"Maybe." Yosano's eyes were sharp. "Or maybe it's something else."

She didn't elaborate. Didn't have time to, because Ranpo was pushing through the door, and the smell that rolled out made all of them recoil.

Death. Old death. And underneath it, something chemical and wrong.

The room beyond was massive. Cathedral-sized. The ceiling disappeared into shadow overhead. And filling the space, arranged in neat rows like some kind of grotesque garden.

Tanks.

Glass tanks, each one maybe eight feet tall, filled with murky liquid. And floating in each tank.

"Oh god," Atsushi said.

Bodies. Dozens of them. Suspended in the fluid, covered in those black lines, those cracks, some of them split open to reveal...

Chuuya looked away. Focused on breathing through his mouth. On keeping his hand steady on Dazai's chest.

"They're not testing the poison," Ranpo said quietly. His voice was strange. Hollow. "They're perfecting it. Each tank is a different variant. Different concentrations, different delivery methods. They're trying to create the perfect weapon."

"A weapon that kills ability users," Kunikida said.

"No." Ranpo walked forward, between the rows of tanks. "A weapon that kills everyone. The ability-user targeting was just the first phase. Look."

He pointed to a tank near the center. The body inside was small. Young. And there were no dark lines on the skin.

"No ability," Ranpo said. "They've moved on to testing it on normal humans. They're trying to make it universal."

The implications of that hit like a physical blow. A poison that could kill anyone. That dissolved you from the inside out. That turned your own body against you.

"Why?" Yosano's voice was barely a whisper. "Why would anyone—"

"Because they can." Dazai's voice was weak but clear. "Because someone, somewhere, decided that the world would be better off if they could kill anyone they wanted, any time they wanted, with no way to stop it."

"The Archivists," Kunikida said. "Who are they? What do they want?"

"That," said a new voice from the shadows, "is an excellent question."

Everyone spun. Kunikida's rifle came up. Atsushi's hands shifted, tiger claws emerging. Chuuya's free hand clenched, gravity already gathering around his fist.

A figure stepped into the light between the tanks. Male, middle-aged, wearing a white lab coat. He had the kind of face that was aggressively forgettable. Bland features. Thinning hair. Wire-rimmed glasses.

He was smiling.

"Welcome," he said, "to the Archive. I'm Dr. Sato. And you must be the test subjects who escaped." His eyes fixed on Dazai. "Particularly you, Mr. Dazai. Subject Zero. Our most successful case study."

Chuuya felt Dazai go rigid against him.

"You know," Dr. Sato continued, pulling a small device from his pocket, "we've been waiting for you to come back. The poison was designed specifically to ensure you would. It's quite elegant, really. The Echo poison doesn't just kill you, it calls you home."

He pressed a button on the device.

Every tank in the room lit up. The murky fluid began to glow with that same sickly blue light as the scanner. And the bodies inside.

They moved.

Eyes snapping open. Mouths opening in silent screams. Hands pressing against the glass from the inside.

"You see," Dr. Sato said, "death is just the beginning. The poison doesn't end when the heart stops. It transforms. Evolves. And everyone who dies from Echo becomes part of the Archive. Forever."

Dazai's heart was racing under Chuuya's palm. Too fast. Irregular.

"The question is," Dr. Sato said, looking directly at Chuuya, "when he dies, and he will die, will you let him go? Or will you try to hold on?"

The tanks began to crack.

Glass spiderwebbing. Fluid leaking out onto the floor. And the things inside, the bodies that weren't quite dead, started to move with purpose.

"Run," Ranpo said.

The first tank shattered.

Notes:

I hope you guys like this chapter as the plot gets denser, and don't wory were not done with dazai yet!

Chapter 9: Heartbeat of Static

Notes:

Due to the hectic posting schedule recently, I decided to release 2 chapters for those who are still invested.

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Chapter Text

Chapter 9: A Heartbeat in the Static

The sound of glass shattering shouldn't have been louder than a gunshot, but in the cavernous, cathedral-like silence of the laboratory, it sounded like the sky cracking open.

"Run," Ranpo said again, and this time, the command bypassed the brain and went straight to the nervous system.

Chuuya didn't look back. He couldn't. His entire world had narrowed down to the stumbling, uneven rhythm of his own boots and the terrified, frantic synchronization required to keep his right hand welded to Dazai’s sternum. It was a nightmare of physics; he had to run, support a hundred-and-fifty-pound dead weight, and maintain a delicate, millimeter-precise gravity seal on a failing heart.

But worse than the weight was the fire in his veins. The military-grade cocktail Yosano had injected him with—the stimulant, the painkiller, the epinephrine—was beginning to stutter. It had been nearly two hours. The chemical dam was breaking, and the ocean of agony from Corruption’s earlier backlash was leaking through. His vision wasn't just swimming; it was fracturing, static eating the edges of his sight like old film burning in a projector.

Behind them, the wet slap-slap-slap of naked feet on concrete began. Then a scream—not from them, but from the things crawling out of the wreckage. It was a hollow, gurgling shriek, the sound of air being forced through lungs that had been filled with preservative fluid for weeks.

"Block the left flank!" Kunikida roared, his rifle cracking three times in rapid succession. The muzzle flashes were strobe lights in the gloom, illuminating the horrors chasing them.

"I can't move fast!" Chuuya grit out, his voice scraping his throat. He hauled Dazai’s dead weight around a bank of humming servers, his boots skidding on the slime. Dazai’s feet dragged uselessly, his head lolling dangerously against Chuuya’s neck, hot breath hitching with every jostle.

Every step was a gamble against probability. One slip, one trip, one millisecond of broken contact, and the gravity seal compressing Dazai’s heart would shatter.

"Just... drop me..." Dazai wheezed, the words vibrating directly against Chuuya’s collarbone. He sounded wet, ruined.

"I will drop you into a volcano if we get out of this, but not here!" Chuuya snarled, panic making him vicious. He tightened his grip on Dazai’s waist, his fingers digging into the thin, sweat-soaked fabric of the t-shirt until his knuckles turned white. "Atsushi! Clear the door!"

Atsushi was a blur of white and black, tearing through a cluster of shambling, glowing figures that blocked the exit. These weren't like the soldiers they had fought upstairs. Their limbs hung at odd angles, joints fused or broken. Their skin pulsed with that radioactive necrotic light, illuminating veins that ran black with the toxin. They reached out with a singular, hive-mind hunger.

One of them—a woman in a torn hospital gown, half her face obscured by the black, cracking lines of the poison—lunged for Dazai. Her hand, glowing with corruption, brushed Dazai's limp arm.

Dazai convulsed in Chuuya's grip, a gasp of pure agony tearing from his throat.

"Get off him!" Chuuya roared. He couldn't use his hands. He couldn't use a gravity wave without risking Dazai. So he pivoted on his heel, swinging his leg in a brutal, gravity-enhanced roundhouse kick that took the woman’s head clean off.

The exertion cost him. A spike of pain, sharp and electric, shot up his spine, nearly buckling his knees. The drugs masked the injury, but they couldn't mask the structural failure of his body. He spat blood onto the floor.

"They want him!" Yosano yelled, severing another grasping hand. "They’re drawn to the resonance! He's the beacon!"

"Then let's get the beacon behind a steel door!"

They hit the heavy security door at the end of the hall. It led to a server farm—massive banks of humming machinery bathed in cool blue light. Ranpo slapped the panel, the lock cycling green, and they tumbled inside in a heap of limbs, blood, and panic.

Kunikida slammed the door shut and immediately fired three rounds directly into the locking mechanism, fusing the metal into a useless lump. A second later, a heavy body slammed against the metal from the outside. Then another. The door groaned, steel warping, but it held.

The silence that followed was heavy, suffocating. It was broken only by the high-pitched whine of the cooling fans and the ragged, desperate breathing of the team.

Chuuya didn't stop moving until his back hit the far wall, deep in the shadows of the server racks. He slid down the metal paneling, dragging Dazai with him, until they were a tangled mess of limbs on the anti-static floor.

"Clear?" Chuuya gasped, his vision swimming with red spots. The taste of copper was thick in his mouth, mixed with the chemical bitterness of the fading stimulant.

"Clear," Kunikida confirmed, his voice tight. "But we’re trapped. One way in, one way out."

"We bought time," Ranpo said, unperturbed by the banging on the door. He was already crawling toward a terminal desk. "Time is all we need."

Chuuya stopped listening. The adrenaline that had spiked during the run was receding, receding like a tidal wave pulling back to reveal the wreckage on the shore. The two-hour limit Yosano had promised was up. He was running on fumes—brittle, hysterical energy that felt like glass about to shatter.

His hand—the one on Dazai’s chest—was trembling.

It started as a fine, neurological tremor and quickly degraded into a violent, uncontrollable shake. His muscles were locking up, seizing as the artificial energy evaporated, leaving only the raw damage beneath. He’d been maintaining a precise, micro-gravity singularity inside another human being’s chest for nearly an hour. It was like trying to hold a needle steady in the center of a hurricane while his own body burned down around him.

"Chuuya," Yosano said softly, dropping to her knees beside them. She reached for his wrist, checking the pulse point where the veins stood out, dark and strained. "Your heart rate is erratic. The cocktail is wearing off. You're going to crash."

"Don't touch me," Chuuya hissed, pulling his elbow back. He squeezed his eyes shut, sweat stinging the corners. He focused entirely on the beat. Push. Release. Push. Release. "If you touch me... I might lose the rhythm. My nerves are... shot."

Dazai was draped across his lap, his long legs sprawled out, his head resting heavily on Chuuya’s thigh. He was burning up again. The brief respite of the cool air was gone; the fever was back with a vengeance.

But he was awake.

Dazai’s eyes were open, glassy and lidded, fixed on Chuuya’s face. He wasn't looking at the room, or the door, or the threat. Just Chuuya. He was studying him with a kind of detached, hazy wonder, as if Chuuya were a hallucination he was trying to memorize before the dark took him.

"You look..." Dazai breathed, a wet, rattling sound that bubbled in his chest, "...terrible."

"Look in a mirror, asshole," Chuuya whispered. His voice cracked, raw with thirst and fear. "You look like a corpse that hasn't gotten the memo yet."

A spasm hit his forearm, painful and sharp, like a cramp tearing the muscle from the bone as the painkillers failed. Chuuya gasped, a harsh, sobbing intake of breath. His fingers convulsed against Dazai’s sternum. The gravity field flickered for a microsecond.

Dazai’s breath hitched. A flash of pure, white-hot agony crossed his face as his heart stuttered, missing a beat. His back arched off Chuuya's lap.

"Shit, shit, I'm sorry," Chuuya panicked, tears of frustration pricking his eyes. He forced his hand to still, forced the power back into alignment through sheer force of will, fighting his own dying biology. "I'm sorry, I just—my hand is—it's cramping—"

"It's okay," Dazai whispered.

Slowly, with agonizing effort, Dazai lifted his own hand. It was shaking just as badly as Chuuya’s, the fingers pale and stained with dried blood. He placed it directly over Chuuya’s gloved hand, pressing it down into his own chest.

He wasn't pushing him away. He was holding him there.

"Anchor," Dazai murmured. His fingers, cold and clammy, curled around Chuuya’s wrist, locking them together. "Use me... as the brace."

The weight of Dazai’s hand on his was grounding. The cold seeped through the leather glove, countering the burning heat of Chuuya's own nerves. It stopped the worst of the tremors. It was a physical circuit closing—Chuuya keeping Dazai alive, Dazai keeping Chuuya steady.

Chuuya let his head fall back against the metal wall, staring up at the blinking lights of the server rack. The intimacy of it was suffocating. He was sitting on the floor of a besieged lab, holding his ex-partner’s heart in his hand, while said partner held him back. It was the most terrifyingly domestic thing that had ever happened to them.

"You know," Chuuya said quietly, the fight draining out of him, leaving only a raw honesty he would deny later if they survived. "When this is over... I'm retiring. I'm buying a vineyard in France. And you're never allowed to visit."

Dazai hummed, a weak vibration against Chuuya’s leg. "Liar. You'd get bored... within a week... without me to annoy you."

"Try me. I'll buy a dog. A big one. And name it 'Shitty Mackerel' just so I can yell at it."

"Cruel..." Dazai’s thumb rubbed weakly against the leather of Chuuya’s glove. The motion was slow, soothing, completely at odds with the situation. "Chuuya..."

"Yeah?"

"The files... Sato mentioned... a hive mind."

"Ranpo's on it. Just breathe."

"No." Dazai shifted, wincing. "Listen to me. The resonance... it’s not just calling the dead. It’s... sharing the pain. That’s why... that’s why I can feel you."

Chuuya froze. "What?"

"Your back," Dazai whispered, his eyes slipping closed. "It hurts. Like fire. Right between the shoulder blades. And your blood... it tastes bitter. Chemical. Like battery acid."

Chuuya stared at him. The poison. It connected the victims to the source. But Chuuya wasn't poisoned. He was connected by gravity. By the constant, unbroken flow of energy pouring from his hand into Dazai's heart. And Dazai could feel the stimulant crashing. He could feel Chuuya burning out.

"We're syncing," Chuuya realized, horror washing over him. "Because I'm forcing your system to run on my energy. I'm manually overriding your biology."

"So..." Dazai’s lips quirked in a ghost of a smirk, though his face was gray with pain. "Technically... we're finally... on the same wavelength. Gross."

"Yeah," Chuuya choked out a laugh that sounded like a sob. He could feel it now, too. Not just his own pain, but a cold, creeping emptiness in his chest. A void. It wasn't his. It was Dazai's. He was feeling Dazai's death creeping in. "Disgusting."

Across the room, Ranpo slammed his hand onto the desk.

"I found it," the detective announced, spinning the chair around. His face was devoid of its usual playfulness. It was hard, cold stone. "And Dazai is right. It's worse than a weapon. It's a collection."

Atsushi looked up from where he was guarding the door, his tiger ears flattened against his head. "What is it?"

"Project Echo isn't about killing ability users," Ranpo said, pointing at the screen where strings of data cascaded like rain. "It's about archiving them. Dr. Sato figured out that abilities are just energy. Energy doesn't die. When the user dies, the energy disperses. But this poison... it traps the body's energy. It turns the corpse into a battery."

Ranpo looked at Dazai, then at Chuuya. The look was heavy with apology.

"He wants Subject Zero because Dazai isn't a battery. 'No Longer Human' is a void. It's negative energy. If Sato puts Dazai in the central tank... he doesn't just power the army."

"He controls it," Kunikida realized, horror dawning on his face as he lowered his rifle. "He wipes every ability in range. He creates a singularity."

"He creates a god," Chuuya whispered. "A god of nothing."

A heavy thud shook the blast door, harder this time. The metal buckled inward. Then the high-pitched screech of metal tearing began as claws—or tools—started to rip through the steel.

"They're cutting through," Atsushi said, his voice trembling.

"We can't stay here," Yosano said, grabbing her bag. "Chuuya, can you move?"

Chuuya looked at his hand, trapped under Dazai’s. He looked at Dazai’s pale, sweaty face. He felt the bone-deep ache in his own spine, the stimulant finally bottoming out, leaving him hollowed out and brittle.

"I can move," Chuuya lied.

He shifted, trying to stand, but his legs wouldn't cooperate. He barely made it to one knee before stumbling, his vision graying out as his blood pressure plummeted.

Dazai groaned, his eyes snapping open. Clarity returned to them—cold, hard, calculating clarity. "Chuuya... leave me."

"Shut up."

"I'm serious." Dazai’s grip on his wrist tightened, surprisingly strong. Desperate. "You heard Ranpo. If they get me... it’s game over. If I die here... the singularity fails. Just... let go, Chuuya. Let my heart stop. It's the only winning move."

It was logical. It was the perfect, strategic play. It was exactly what Dazai would do. Sacrifice the pawn—or the king—to save the board.

Chuuya leaned down, his face inches from Dazai’s. He was trembling again, but this time, it wasn't from exhaustion. It was from rage. Rage at the logic. Rage at the world. Rage at the fact that he was about to break every rule he had.

"I am a rogue agent," Chuuya snarled, his voice low and fierce, vibrating with the promise of violence. "I don't follow logic. And I don't follow orders. And I certainly don't listen to suicidal maniacs."

He slipped his other arm under Dazai’s knees.

"And I don't," he grunted, hauling them both up with a scream of effort that tore at his throat, forcing his body past the limit, past the fumes, into pure hysterical strength, "let go."

He stood, swaying, Dazai in his arms, his hand still locked to Dazai's chest. The world spun, but he stayed upright.

"Open the back door, Ranpo," Chuuya commanded, staring at the wall behind the servers. "I'm making us an exit."

"There is no door there," Kunikida said, confused. "The blueprints say—"

"There is now."

Chuuya raised his free leg. The red aura of For the Tainted Sorrow flared, not with the brilliance of a star, but with the desperate, sputtering burn of a dying sun going supernova. He kicked the reinforced concrete wall.

Gravity screamed. The wall didn't just break; it exploded outward, turning five feet of reinforced concrete into dust in an instant. The rain-lashed night and the catwalk of the adjacent building appeared through the hole.

"We're going to the roof," Chuuya said, stepping out into the storm, the wind whipping his hair. "If Sato wants a god, I'll show him what a real one looks like."

Notes:

I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter I promise that we are reaching the turning point!

Chapter 10: The Fall and the Fault

Summary:

Following a brutal escape and a raw, forced moment of emotional clarity, Chuuya sacrifices his own health and power reserves to secure the final, desperate cure for Dazai, successfully saving his partner's life just before collapsing into critical exhaustion.

Notes:

We made it to the final, fatal climax. This chapter required Soukoku to literally give everything they had.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The transition from the sterile, pressurized air of the server room to the violence of the storm outside was not just a change of environment; it was a physical assault.

One moment, the air was still, humming with the cool blue light of machinery and the smell of ozone. The next, the world exploded into chaos. The wind off Yokohama Bay hit them like a solid wall, a gale-force hammer blow that nearly stripped Chuuya from the rusted catwalk the second he stepped out. It was a freezing, salt-laden scream of nature that tore the breath from his lungs and instantly soaked his clothes to the bone.

Chuuya staggered, his boots slipping on the slick, algae-covered metal grating. He slammed his shoulder into the concrete wall to steady himself, shielding Dazai’s face from the deluge with his own body. In his arms, Dazai was a dead weight, but a shivering one. The tremors wracking Dazai’s lanky frame were violent, terrifying things that traveled through Chuuya’s own bones, rattling his teeth and making the simple act of holding him a Herculean feat.

"Status!" Kunikida roared over the wind, his voice barely audible, swallowed instantly by the gale. He stumbled out behind them, his glasses instantly fogged, his rifle raised but aiming at nothing in the swirling dark.

"We’re three hundred feet up!" Ranpo shouted, clutching his deerstalker hat with one hand and pointing down into the churning abyss with the other. His usually calm demeanor was frayed at the edges. "The intake valve is at the water line! We have to go down!"

Chuuya dared to look down. It was a mistake.

Below them, the massive concrete facility vanished into a churning black void where the ocean met the night. There was no horizon, only the white-capped violence of the waves crashing against the pylons hundreds of feet below. The only light came from the sporadic, blinding flashes of lightning and the eerie, bioluminescent glow of the Archive victims—the 'Archived'—who were already pouring out of the hole in the wall behind them like a colony of disturbed ants.

They didn't move like humans. They moved like insects. Limbs cracking and twisting at impossible angles, joints popping with wet snaps, they crawled over each other, sticking to the wet concrete with glowing, necrotic palms. They were swarming.

"We can't climb down!" Atsushi yelled, backing away from the edge, his eyes wide with primal fear. "It's too slick! We’ll fall!"

"Who said anything about climbing?" Chuuya growled, the sound vibrating in his chest.

He looked down at Dazai. Dazai’s eyes were squeezed shut, his face a mask of gray agony, raindrops tracking through the grime on his cheeks like tears.

Then, the Sync hit him.

It wasn't a sound or a touch. It was a sudden, terrifying expansion of Chuuya's own nervous system. That metaphysical wire connecting them, forged by the continuous flow of gravity into Dazai’s heart, suddenly widened into a highway.

Chuuya gasped. He could feel what Dazai felt. It wasn't just pain—though god, there was so much pain, a searing fire in the gut where the rot was eating him. It was a cold, encroaching numbness. It felt like wading into freezing water that was slowly rising past his chest, toward his throat. It was the sensation of his own existence being eroded, byte by byte.

And Dazai, in turn, was tasting Chuuya’s burnout.

Chuuya could tell by the way Dazai’s hand convulsed on his wrist, gripping him with a desperate, bruising strength. Dazai was feeling the acid-burn of lactic acid in Chuuya’s thighs, the splitting migraine behind his eyes that felt like a railroad spike, and the terrifying, hummingbird flutter of a heart pushed past its redline. Dazai could taste the copper blood in Chuuya’s mouth.

"Don't..." Dazai whispered, the sound lost to the gale, but the intent vibrating clearly against Chuuya’s chest. Don't do it. You don't have the reserves. You'll burn out. I can feel your edges fraying.

"Shut up," Chuuya hissed. But he didn't say it with anger. He said it with a terrifyingly soft finality. He tightened his grip, pulling Dazai closer against the cold. "And hold your breath."

Chuuya stomped his boot on the grating. Upon the Tainted Sorrow.

He didn't just manipulate gravity; he grabbed the storm by the throat. He expanded his field, pushing it outward in a shimmering red sphere that encompassed the entire team—Kunikida, Ranpo, Yosano, Atsushi. The strain was immediate and blinding, a white-hot spike driving into his temples. It felt like he was tearing strips off his own soul to fuel the barrier.

"Jump!" Chuuya commanded.

"Are you insane?!" Kunikida balked, looking at the lethal drop. "That's suicide!"

"They're behind us! Jump!"

Atsushi grabbed Ranpo and Yosano. Kunikida cursed, holstered his rifle, and vaulted the railing. Chuuya stepped off the ledge into the empty air.

For a heart-stopping second, they fell. The stomach-churning sensation of freefall hit them, the wind rushing past their ears like a jet engine, the black water rushing up to meet them.

Then, Chuuya caught them.

He didn't stop them. A hard stop would have killed Dazai instantly, turning his internal organs to jelly. Instead, Chuuya grabbed the axis of their reality and wrenched it ninety degrees.

He tilted the gravity.

'Down' was no longer the ocean. 'Down' was the side of the building.

They slammed onto the vertical concrete wall of the facility, their boots finding purchase as if it were flat ground. The ocean was now a churning black wall of water looming 'above' them. The rain fell 'sideways' across their vision in horizontal sheets.

"Run!" Chuuya screamed.

It was a nightmare descent. They were sprinting down the side of a skyscraper in a hurricane, defying every instinct that screamed they were falling.

Chuuya led the charge, his boots heavy with gravity, Dazai pressed tight to his chest. Every step was a negotiation with physics. He had to maintain the gravity shift for five people, shield them from the wind, and—most critically—keep the pressure on Dazai's heart constant.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

The rhythm under his palm was fading. It was sludge-like, resisting him. The Echo poison sensed the exhaustion in Chuuya’s gravity and was pushing back. It felt spiteful. It felt heavy. It felt like trying to pump sludge through a straw.

And Chuuya... Chuuya was beginning to fade.

He could feel it happening. The edges of his vision were graying out. The pain in his muscles was dulling into a distant, alarming throb. He was entering the phase beyond exhaustion, where the body simply starts consuming itself to keep moving.

"Chuuya..." Dazai gasped, his head lolling back, rain washing over his pale face. "Behind... you..."

Chuuya risked a glance back.

The Archived were following. They didn't need gravity manipulation. They scurried down the wall on all fours, their claws digging into the concrete, glowing eyes fixed on Dazai with a singular, hive-mind hunger. They were faster.

"Intercept!" Kunikida shouted. He stopped running, braced his legs on the vertical wall—a feat of core strength and terror—and opened fire. Bang-bang-bang!

Three of the creatures fell, tumbling away into the storm, shrieking as they fell into the 'sky' of the ocean. But ten more took their place, skittering over the bodies of their fallen kin.

"Don't stop!" Chuuya yelled, his voice raw. "Atsushi! Cover the rear!"

"Right!" Atsushi transformed his legs, launching himself off the wall to intercept a leaping Archivist in mid-air. He slashed it away with tiger claws before landing back on the concrete, skidding on the wet moss.

The strain was tearing Chuuya apart. He could feel capillaries bursting in his nose, a warm trickle of blood mixing with the rain on his lip. His vision tunneled to a pinprick of red. The glow of his Ability flickered, sputtering like a dying candle in a draft.

"Warning," Dazai mumbled, his voice delirious, drifting into the Sync. "System... failure... imminent... Chuuya, your heart... I can feel it stopping..."

"Let it stop," Chuuya whispered, too low for anyone else to hear.

It was a confession. A moment of giving in. He looked down at Dazai, brushing a wet strand of hair from Dazai's forehead with a gentleness that had no place in a warzone.

As long as yours keeps beating, Chuuya projected through the Sync, a wave of calm, resolute acceptance. I don't care what happens to mine.

Dazai’s eyes flew open, wide with horror. He had heard it. He had felt the surrender.

"No..." Dazai choked out. "Chuuya, no..."

They hit a section of slick, algae-covered concrete near the water line. Chuuya’s boot slipped.

Gravity faltered.

For a split second, the illusion broke. The wall became a wall again. They peeled off the concrete, falling toward the crashing waves fifty feet below.

"Chuuya!" Yosano screamed, flailing in the air.

Chuuya roared, a sound of pure, primal desperation. He reached deep into the void where his energy used to be and scraped the bottom of the barrel. He flared his Ability, not to catch them, but to push them.

He blasted them toward a rusted maintenance platform jutting out of the water like a jagged tooth.

They hit the metal hard. Chuuya took the brunt of it, twisting in mid-air to land on his back with Dazai protected on top of him. The impact knocked the wind out of him, creating a starburst of pain in his spine, and for a terrifying second, his hand slipped from Dazai’s chest.

Dazai arched his back, a silent scream tearing from his throat as his heart stopped instantly.

"NO!" Chuuya scrambled up, ignoring the agony in his back. He slammed his palm back onto Dazai’s sternum. Beat. Beat. Damn you, beat!

He pushed gravity into the chest cavity, forcing the muscle to contract.

Thump.

Dazai sucked in a ragged breath, his eyes rolling back into his head. He went limp, unconscious but alive.

"Check... check the perimeter," Chuuya wheezed, spitting pink froth onto the grating. He couldn't stand up. His legs were gelatin.

"We're at the intake," Ranpo said, pointing to a massive circular hatch set into the facility's foundation. "Atsushi, open it."

Atsushi ripped the wheel, his tiger strength groaning against the rusted metal. With a screech of protest, the hatch gave way, revealing a dark tunnel.

"Inside! Go! Go!"

They piled into the tunnel just as the swarm of Archivists hit the platform. Kunikida fired a grenade round from a launcher attachment into the doorway as Yosano slammed the hatch shut.

The explosion was muffled by the heavy steel. They were sealed in.

The tunnel was a different kind of hell.

If the outside was chaos, this was the silence of the grave. The walls were lined with thick, pulsing cables carrying the green Echo fluid, throbbing like veins in a massive organism. The air was cold, damp, and smelled of ozone and deep-sea rot.

Chuuya slumped against the curved wall, sliding down until he hit the floor. He pulled Dazai into his lap, not for comfort, but because he literally couldn't let go. His hand was cramping, the fingers locked into a claw shape against Dazai’s chest.

"We have to keep moving," Kunikida said, though he looked ready to collapse himself. "They'll cut through that hatch eventually."

"Give him a minute," Yosano ordered, kneeling beside them. She checked Chuuya’s pupils with a penlight. "His pupils are blown. He’s in shock. Chuuya, can you hear me?"

"I'm fine," Chuuya lied. His voice sounded like it was coming from underwater. "Just... dizzy."

"You're not fine," Dazai’s voice whispered.

Chuuya looked down. Dazai was awake again. Or at least, his eyes were open. They were unfocused, hazy with pain, but fixed on Chuuya with an unsettling intensity.

"You're... hollow," Dazai murmured. His hand, trembling and weak, came up to touch Chuuya’s face. His thumb brushed the blood from under Chuuya’s nose, smearing it across his cheek. "I can feel it. The Sync... it's showing me the tank. You're running on fumes, Chibi. No... less than fumes. Vapors."

"Better than running on nothing," Chuuya rasped. He leaned into the touch involuntarily, turning his face into Dazai’s palm. It was an act of weakness he would have killed to hide an hour ago. Now, it was just necessary. Dazai’s hand was cold, corpse-cold, but it felt real. Grounding.

"Why?" Dazai asked. It wasn't the taunting 'why' of their youth. It was a genuine, bewildered question. "Logic dictates... you cut your losses. You save the team. You drop the anchor. Why are you holding on?"

"I told you," Chuuya closed his eyes for a second, fighting the darkness creeping in at the edges of his vision. "I don't do logic."

"No," Dazai whispered. "It's the fault."

"What?"

"The fault," Dazai repeated, his voice gaining a strange, feverish clarity. "Four years ago. I left. I didn't tell you. I planted the bomb under your car. I burned the bridge. I did everything I could to make you hate me."

"Yeah, you did," Chuuya opened his eyes, looking at the man who had defined half his life. "You were an asshole."

"I calculated it," Dazai continued. "If I left you behind... you would hate me. If you hated me... you wouldn't follow me. You would be safe in the Mafia. You would be King of the Sheep again, protected by the organization, away from my mess."

Dazai’s fingers curled into Chuuya’s collar, pulling him closer.

"But I miscalculated. I didn't account for the..." Dazai frowned, searching for the word through the haze of pain. "...the habit. The muscle memory. You don't know how to not cover my back."

"It's not muscle memory," Chuuya said quietly. He shifted his hand on Dazai's chest, feeling the weak beat. "And it's not duty. You really are an idiot."

"Then what?"

"It's me," Chuuya whispered. "It's just who I am. I catch you. That's the deal. Even when you jump... even when you push me away... I catch you."

Dazai stared at him, stunned into silence. Through the Sync, Chuuya felt a wave of something from Dazai that wasn't pain. It was regret. Pure, distilled, crushing regret. And underneath that, a profound, terrifying gratitude.

"Well," Dazai whispered, his eyes drifting shut again. "Joke's on me. I tried to push you away to keep you safe... and now you're dying to keep me alive. My plans... always fail... with you."

"Stop talking like a eulogy," Chuuya growled, though his voice lacked any heat. He rested his forehead against Dazai’s for a fleeting second. "We're not dead yet."

"Move out," Ranpo said from further down the tunnel. "I found the core."

Atsushi offered to carry Dazai, but Chuuya refused. He couldn't explain it, but the idea of breaking contact now, even for a second, felt impossible. The Sync had deepened. He felt like if he let go, he would lose part of himself.

He hauled Dazai up. Dazai stumbled, his legs useless, and Chuuya took his full weight. They moved as a three-legged creature, stumbling down the green-lit throat of the facility.

The Central Core was a monstrosity of science and cruelty.

The tunnel opened up into a massive spherical chamber that spanned the entire width of the underwater foundation. The walls were lined with thousands of screens, all displaying cascading data, bathing the room in a chaotic flicker of information.

But the center...

Suspended in the center of the room, hovering over a pit of dark water, was a column of blinding white light. Inside the light, curled in a fetal position, was a small figure. A child.

"Echo-Zero," Ranpo breathed, horrified.

The boy looked peaceful, despite the thick cables jacked directly into his spine, draining the white light from him and pumping the green sludge into the facility's veins.

"He's an Amplifier," Ranpo explained, his eyes darting across the screens. "He absorbs ability energy and magnifies it. Sato is feeding him the dead... and using him to power the living. He's a living battery."

"Touching," a voice boomed from above.

Dr. Sato stood on a raised platform on the far side of the core, flanked by two massive, armored figures—Elite Archivists. He looked manic, his lab coat spotless amidst the filth.

"You brought him right to me," Sato smiled, adjusting his glasses. "Subject Zero. The final piece. If I feed a Nullifier into the Amplifier... the reaction won't just power the facility. It will create a singularity that wipes every ability in Yokohama. A clean slate."

"Not on my watch," Kunikida snarled, raising his grenade launcher.

"Kill them," Sato ordered.

The Elites dropped. They hit the ground with earth-shaking force. One of them slammed his hands onto the metal walkway, manipulating the steel—pulling the floor out from under Yosano.

"Yosano!" Atsushi screamed, diving to catch her before she fell into the dark water.

Chaos erupted. Kunikida and Atsushi engaged the Elites in a flurry of gunfire and tiger claws. Yosano scrambled to flank, her cleaver gleaming.

But Chuuya didn't move. He couldn't. He was staring at the boy in the light. The Sync was screaming at him. Dazai felt the pull of the core.

"Ranpo!" Chuuya shouted over the noise of battle. "The cure! How?!"

Ranpo was already at a terminal, dodging debris as he typed furiously. "The polarity! We have to reverse it! If Dazai touches the boy... his Nullification will react with the Amplification! It won't create a singularity—it will create a vacuum! It will suck the poison out of Dazai to try and fill the void!"

"Touch him?" Chuuya looked at the platform. It was fifty feet away. Across a pit. Through an energy shield crackling with lethal voltage.

"That field will vaporize him!"

"It's pure ability energy!" Ranpo yelled back. "No Longer Human can pass through it! But he has to make physical contact with the boy! Skin to skin!"

"I can't walk," Dazai rasped, sagging against Chuuya. "And you... you can't throw me. You're empty. I can feel it, Chuuya. You have nothing left."

Chuuya looked at Dazai. Dazai was fading. The heart under Chuuya’s hand was fluttering like a dying bird. The Sync was going cold. The darkness was winning.

"I'm empty," Chuuya agreed. He wiped the blood from his mouth with a shaking hand. He looked at Dazai, really looked at him, one last time. "But I'm not done."

He grabbed Dazai by the lapels of his coat, shaking him slightly.

"Listen to me, Mackerel. You have one shot. I'm going to launch you. You pass through the shield. You grab the kid. You don't let go."

"Chuuya..." Dazai’s eyes widened, panic cutting through his exhaustion. He knew what Chuuya was about to do. He could feel the intent forming in Chuuya's mind through the Sync. "If you use your Ability now... with your levels... it will kill you. Your heart will explode."

"Maybe," Chuuya smiled. It wasn't a brave smile. It was a soft, tired smile. A smile that said he was okay with the trade. "But you'll be alive."

"I don't want it!" Dazai screamed, his voice breaking. "I don't want to be alive if you're—"

"Too bad," Chuuya whispered. "Then I guess you better catch me in the afterlife."

"Don't—"

"Trust me."

"Chuuya! NO!"

Chuuya closed his eyes. He didn't reach for his reserves. He reached for his life force. He reached for the singularity inside his own soul, tearing open the gates he had sworn never to open without Dazai's permission.

Oh, Grantors of Dark Disgrace.

The air in the room grew heavy. Red lightning crackled around Chuuya’s body.

Do Not Wake Me Again.

Chuuya didn't chant the full incantation. He didn't unleash the demon. He just tapped the vein. He pulled pure, raw Corruption into his body for one, single, controlled burst.

It hurt. God, it hurt. It felt like his blood was turning to lava. His skin cracked. Red markings flared over his face, glowing with terrifying intensity. Blood burst from his nose and ears, spattering Dazai’s shirt.

He removed his hand from Dazai’s chest.

Dazai gasped, his heart stopping instantly.

In that microsecond of death, Chuuya grabbed Dazai’s lifeless body. He didn't just grab him; he held him, for a fraction of a second, with a ferocity that defied the demon tearing him apart.

GRAVITON LANCE.

He didn't throw him. He fired him. He manipulated the gravity of Dazai’s body to zero, then applied a localized force of ten thousand Gs directly to his back.

Dazai shot across the room like a bullet. He blurred, a tan streak breaking the sound barrier.

He hit the energy shield. The white light screamed as No Longer Human tore through it like paper.

Dazai slammed into the boy.

The Collision

The moment skin touched skin, sound ceased to exist.

The world turned white.

Then, the scream.

It wasn't Dazai. It was the poison. The green, necrotic lines on Dazai’s skin flared with the brightness of a supernova. Then, they detached. They were ripped from his pores, screaming like exorcised ghosts, drawn inexorably into the void of the boy’s Amplification.

The boy’s eyes snapped open. Pure white. He inhaled the corruption.

The feedback loop shattered the core. The screens exploded. The glass walkways shattered into a million diamonds. Dr. Sato screamed as his platform disintegrated, dropping him into the dark water below.

Dazai and the boy hung in the air for one impossible second, suspended in a halo of cleansing light.

Then, gravity returned.

They fell.

Atsushi, reacting on instinct, leaped into the air, catching the boy.

But Dazai fell past him. Limp. Lifeless.

Chuuya watched him fall. The red markings on Chuuya’s skin were fading, leaving behind bruised, purple veins. He stood on the edge of the platform, swaying. The demon was gone, and it had taken everything with it.

He took one step.

His leg snapped. Not the bone, but the muscle. It just gave up.

He fell forward.

He slid off the edge of the platform.

He fell toward Dazai.

In the air, falling toward the water, Chuuya didn't scream. He reached out. His hand closed around Dazai’s coat. He pulled him close, wrapping his arms around him in mid-air.

Got you, he thought, as the darkness took him.

They hit the water together.

The cold was a shock that should have killed them.

Chuuya drifted in the dark. It was quiet here. Peaceful. No noise. No pain. No gravity. He watched the bubbles rise, silver in the dim light. He felt heavy. So heavy.

He felt a hand.

Not gripping him. Holding him.

Dazai.

Chuuya forced his eyes open. The water was murky, lit by the fading debris of the core sinking around them. Dazai was there. Alive. His eyes were open. The poison was gone.

Dazai was swimming. He had his arm around Chuuya’s waist, kicking toward the surface, struggling against the weight of their soaked clothes.

They broke the surface, gasping.

Atsushi and Kunikida were there, pulling them onto the debris of a collapsed walkway.

They hauled them out, laying them side by side on the wet metal.

Chuuya stared up at the ceiling. It was cracked. Rain was falling through, washing the blood from his face.

"Dazai?" Chuuya whispered. He couldn't move his arms. He couldn't feel his legs. His chest felt like it had been crushed by a hydraulic press. Every breath was a negotiation with broken ribs.

"I'm here," Dazai’s voice was right beside his ear. It was raspy, weak, but clear. The wet rattle was gone. "I'm here, Chuuya."

"Did we win?"

"Yeah, slug. We won."

"Good."

Chuuya turned his head. It took every ounce of strength he had.

Dazai was looking at him. He was pale, shivering, soaked to the bone. But the black lines were gone. His skin was clear. His eyes were brown and terrified.

"You look..." Chuuya breathed.

"Beautiful?" Dazai smirked weakly, though tears were mixing with the river water on his face.

"Alive," Chuuya corrected. He smiled. It was a small, broken thing. "I kept my promise."

Dazai’s smile faltered. He reached out and took Chuuya’s hand. His grip was weak, but warm.

"Chuuya," Dazai said, his voice trembling. "Your heart."

"What about it?"

"It's... it's so slow. I can barely feel it."

Chuuya blinked. The darkness was creeping in again. Not the Sync darkness. His own. It was a warm, inviting darkness.

"I'm tired, Osamu," Chuuya whispered. He hadn't used that name in years. The syllables felt heavy on his tongue. "I'm just... really tired."

"No," Dazai squeezed his hand. "No sleeping. Stay awake. That's an order. Do you hear me? That's a direct order!"

"I don't... follow orders," Chuuya slurred.

His eyes drifted shut. The pain faded. The cold faded. He felt Dazai's hand, and he felt safe. For the first time in days, he allowed himself to let go.

The last thing he felt was Dazai’s hand tightening on his, desperate and shaking, and the frantic sound of his partner screaming his name.

"CHUUYA! WAKE UP! CHUUYA!"

Then, nothing.

Notes:

Please don't hate me! so what did we think of that climax?

Chapter 11: The Silence After the Scream

Summary:

Dazai recovers slowly under Yosano’s care and begins a vigil at Chuuya’s bedside.

Notes:

Did I keep you guys stewing long enough!

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The extraction was a blur of noise and freezing water.

Dazai remembered the texture of the debris under his back—slick, jagged metal that smelled of rust and the sea. He remembered Atsushi’s face, pale and streaked with grime, looming over him, shouting words that were swallowed by the storm.

"They're coming! We have to move!"

Kunikida had commandeered a salvage boat that had been moored near the facility's intake. The engine roared to life, a rough, coughing sound against the wind.

But Dazai didn't care about the boat. He didn't care about the Archivists scattering into the night or the facility sinking into the bay behind them.

He only cared about the weight in his arms.

Chuuya was terrifyingly heavy. Not the heavy of a sleeping man, but the dense, unyielding weight of a body that has simply ceased to function. His skin was gray, blue-tinged at the lips. The red markings of Corruption had faded, leaving behind bruises that looked like lightning strikes tracing his veins.

"Careful with his head!" Dazai snapped, his voice cracking as Atsushi helped him lift Chuuya from the debris onto the boat's deck.

"I've got him," Atsushi promised, his hands trembling.

They laid Chuuya on the wet deck. Yosano was there instantly, her knees hitting the wood with a thud. She ripped open Chuuya’s soaked shirt, pressing her ear to his chest.

The wind howled. The boat lurched, slamming into the waves as Kunikida steered them toward the city lights.

"Yosano?" Dazai asked. He was shivering violently, the cold seepage of the bay finally hitting his core, but he couldn't stop staring at Chuuya’s chest. It wasn't moving.

"His heart is fibrillating," Yosano shouted over the engine. She grabbed her bag, pulling out a syringe. "He's in metabolic collapse. Get me the defibrillator from the emergency kit! Now!"

Atsushi scrambled.

Dazai grabbed Chuuya’s hand. It was ice cold. He rubbed it, trying to generate friction, trying to push some of his own warmth back into the man who had just burned his soul to keep Dazai warm.

"Don't you dare," Dazai whispered, squeezing the limp fingers. "You don't get to save me and then die. That’s a cliché, Chuuya. You hate clichés."

"Clear!" Yosano yelled.

Dazai didn't let go.

"Dazai, let go!"

"No! Just do it!"

Yosano didn't argue. She slammed the pads onto Chuuya’s chest. The body jerked, a violent, unnatural spasm.

Dazai felt the shock travel through Chuuya’s hand into his own, a stinging bite of electricity.

"Again!"

Another shock. Another spasm.

Then, a gasp, ragged and wet. Chuuya’s chest heaved once. Then again.

"He's back," Yosano breathed, checking the pulse at his neck. "It's weak. Thready. But it's there."

Dazai slumped forward, his forehead resting on the back of Chuuya’s hand. He realized, with a distant detachment, that he was crying. Not sobbing, but silent, hot tears mixing with the bay water on his face.

The ride back to the Agency was a nightmare of red lights and sirens. Kunikida drove the van like a madman. Yosano worked constantly, pushing fluids and shouting vitals. Dazai just held on.

He held on through the transfer to the gurney. He held on in the elevator. He held on until they reached the infirmary, and Yosano finally, gently, pried his fingers loose so she could hook Chuuya up to the monitors.

Then, the noise stopped.

The Vigil

The silence was the worst part.

For hours, Dazai’s world had been defined by noise: the roar of the storm, the wet slap of the Archivists' feet, the screaming of the energy core, and the ragged, desperate sound of Chuuya’s breathing in his ear. But mostly, it had been defined by the beat. Thump. Thump. Thump. That manual, forced rhythm that Chuuya had hammered into Dazai’s chest, a constant reminder that he was alive only because Chuuya refused to let him not be.

Now, there was only the hum.

The low, electric hum of the Agency’s backup generator. The hiss of an oxygen tank. And the rhythmic, artificial beep... beep... beep of the cardiac monitor.

It was too steady. It lacked the frantic, human imperfection of Chuuya’s hand.

Dazai sat in the hard plastic chair next to the infirmary bed, staring at the line on the screen. He was clean. Yosano had stripped the soaked, filthy clothes off him while he was half-conscious, scrubbed the river silt and the black residue of the poison from his skin, and dressed him in dry scrubs. The green necrotic lines were gone. The burning fire in his veins was gone.

He felt... hollow. Scoured out. Like a building that had been gutted by fire but left standing.

"He's not waking up," Dazai said. His voice was a wreck, scraping against his throat like broken glass.

Yosano didn't look up from her chart. She was standing on the other side of the bed, adjusting the flow of a saline drip. Her face was pale, with dark circles bruising the skin under her eyes. She looked older than she had this morning.

"I told you, Dazai," she said, her voice tight with a frustration she was trying to suppress. "It’s not a simple injury. I can’t just Ability him back to normal."

"You healed the leg," Dazai pointed out. He looked at Chuuya’s right leg, elevated on a pillow, wrapped in pristine white bandages. The muscle Chuuya had snapped on the platform—the sound of it tearing still echoed in Dazai’s head—was knit back together. "You healed the ribs. You healed the internal bleeding."

"I repaired the tissue," Yosano corrected, snapping the chart shut. She finally looked at him, her gaze hard. "I fixed the hardware. But the software... the battery... It's empty."

She walked around the bed and stood next to Dazai, looking down at the small, still figure in the bed.

Chuuya looked devastatingly small without his coat, without his hat, without the rage that usually made him seem ten feet tall. He was pale, a translucent, waxy pallor that made the freckles on his face stand out like bruises. And there were bruises—faint, spiderwebbing purple marks on his neck and arms where the Corruption markings had flared too hot, bursting capillaries beneath the skin.

"He was awake for sixty-two hours before he even found you," Yosano said quietly. "Then he spent twelve hours fighting a siege, carrying you, and maintaining a high-level gravity manipulation field. Then he took a military-grade stimulant that pushes the heart to its limit. Then..." She paused, shaking her head. "Then he used Corruption. While empty."

Dazai flinched. He remembered the red light. The blood bursting from Chuuya's nose. The way Chuuya had smiled before he fired him. Catch me in the afterlife.

"His body is in a metabolic shutdown," Yosano explained. "It’s a protective coma. If I force him awake now, his heart will just stop again. He has no reserves left. He burned the candle, Dazai. And then he melted the wax. And then he set the table on fire."

"So we wait," Dazai whispered.

"We wait. I've got him on fluids, glucose, and electrolytes. But the rest..." She put a hand on Dazai's shoulder. It was heavy. "The rest is up to him. If he wants to come back, he will."

If.

The word hung in the air like smoke.

Yosano squeezed his shoulder, then turned and left the room, the door clicking softly shut behind her.

Dazai was alone with the silence.

He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, and let his head drop into his hands. His own body ached—a phantom echo of the Sync. He could still feel the ghost of Chuuya’s pain in his own spine. It was fading, the connection severed when the poison left his system, but the memory of it was visceral.

He remembered the feeling of Chuuya’s hand on his chest. The desperation. The absolute, terrifying refusal to let go.

“I don't do logic,” Chuuya had said.

"You idiot," Dazai whispered into his palms. "You catastrophic, microscopic idiot."

He reached out and took Chuuya’s hand. It was limp. Calloused from knives and guns and motorcycles, but currently motionless. It felt cold. Not the cold of death, but the cold of a fire that has gone out.

Dazai ran his thumb over the knuckles. He traced the line of the wrist, feeling the slow, thready pulse beneath the skin.

"You promised," Dazai murmured. "You said you'd catch me. You caught me. So you don't get to clock out now."

Chuuya didn't stir. The monitor beeped. Beep... beep... beep.

Dazai sat back, pulling his legs up onto the chair, curling into himself. It was a defensive posture, one he hadn't used since he was fifteen. He watched the rise and fall of Chuuya’s chest.

He started counting.

One breath. Two breaths. Three.

He remembered the lab. The boy in the light. The sensation of the poison being ripped out of him. It had felt like being born—painful, blinding, and screaming. But before that...

It's the fault, he had told Chuuya. I burned the bridge.

He had wanted Chuuya to hate him. He had engineered it. He had calculated that hatred was a safer emotion than loyalty. Hatred kept you away. Hatred kept you alive. If Chuuya hated him, Chuuya wouldn't follow him into the light of the Agency, wouldn't get caught in the crossfire of Dazai's redemption.

But Chuuya hadn't hated him. Or rather, he had hated him just enough to complain, but loved him enough to die.

"I miscalculated," Dazai admitted to the empty room. "I forgot... you're a creature of habit."

He looked at the IV bag dripping clear fluid into Chuuya’s arm.

"Sixty-two hours," Dazai mused. "Plus twelve. Seventy-four hours awake. No food. Fighting an army. Carrying me."

He laughed, a dry, broken sound.

"And I thought I was the suicidal one."

The door opened again. It wasn't Yosano.

Atsushi peeked in, holding a cup of steaming tea. He looked terrified, as if he were intruding on a funeral. His eyes darted from Dazai to Chuuya, wide and watery.

"Dazai-san?"

"Atsushi-kun." Dazai didn't look away from Chuuya.

"I... I brought you tea. And... and Kunikida-san is handling the report. He says... he says you don't have to worry about the police. Or the government. Ranpo-san fixed the data. The facility... it never existed."

"Good," Dazai said. "Efficient."

Atsushi crept into the room and set the tea on the bedside table. He stood there for a moment, shifting his weight.

"Is he..." Atsushi pointed at Chuuya. "Is he going to be okay?"

"Chuuya is a slug," Dazai said flatly. "Slugs are remarkably resilient. You can step on them and they just get slimier."

Atsushi didn't smile. He looked at Chuuya with a strange expression. Awe. Fear.

"He... he threw you," Atsushi whispered. "I saw it. His eyes were bleeding. He looked like... like a demon. But he didn't throw you to hurt you. He threw you to save you."

"Yes."

"He really cares about you, Dazai-san."

Dazai’s hand tightened on Chuuya’s lifeless fingers.

"He hates me, Atsushi-kun. It's very complicated."

Atsushi looked like he wanted to argue, but he wisely decided against it. "Well... I'll be outside. If you need anything."

"Atsushi."

The boy stopped at the door.

"Thank you," Dazai said. He didn't turn around. "For the ride."

Atsushi flushed, nodded, and slipped out.

Dazai picked up the tea. It was warm. He held it against his chest, trying to chase away the phantom cold of the water.

He settled in. He wasn't going anywhere.

Hour 4

Dazai must have dozed off.

He woke with a start, his heart hammering, his hand snatching for Chuuya’s wrist.

Pulse. Still there. Slow. Steady.

Dazai let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. The room was darker now. Someone had dimmed the lights. The monitor was glowing green in the gloom.

Dazai rubbed his face. He felt gritty. Dirty. Even though he was clean, he felt the stain of the poison under his skin.

He looked at Chuuya. There was no change.

"Boring," Dazai whispered. "You are incredibly boring when you're asleep, Chuuya. No yelling. No kicking. Just... breathing."

He shifted his chair closer, until his knees bumped the bed frame. He rested his chin on his arms, on the mattress, inches from Chuuya’s hand.

"You know," Dazai murmured, his voice low and confidential, the way he used to speak when they were staking out a target in the dead of winter. "Sato was right about one thing. The Archive. It holds onto things."

He traced a pattern on the sheet.

"I tried to archive us. Put us in a box. 'Double Black.' The past. I thought if I closed the lid tight enough, it would stay dead. But you..." He looked at Chuuya’s sleeping face. "You kicked the lid off."

He remembered the Sync again. The feeling of Chuuya’s mind touching his. It hadn't been chaotic. It had been... clear. Focused.

As long as yours keeps beating, I don't care what happens to mine.

"That's cheating," Dazai whispered, his throat tight. "You're not allowed to be the noble one. That's Odasaku's job. You're supposed to be the violent, angry, petit mafia executive who drinks too much wine and buys ugly hats."

He reached out and brushed a strand of red hair off Chuuya’s forehead. The skin was cool to the touch. Too cool.

"Wake up," Dazai commanded softly. "Wake up and yell at me. Tell me I ruined your car. Tell me I owe you a bottle of Pétrus. Just... say something."

Chuuya slept on.

Hour 12

Kunikida came in to check on them. He brought food—a bento box from the convenience store.

"You need to eat," Kunikida said, placing it on the table. He looked exhausted, his hair unkempt, his notebook forgotten in his pocket.

"Not hungry."

"Dazai." Kunikida’s voice was stern. "If Chuuya wakes up and you've starved yourself to death, he will simply kill you again. It would be inefficient."

Dazai cracked a smile. "True."

He opened the box and picked at the rice. It tasted like ash.

"Any change?" Kunikida asked, looking at the monitors.

"His vitals are stabilizing," Dazai recited Yosano’s earlier report. "Heart rate is up to forty-five. Blood pressure is normalizing. But no brain activity suggesting consciousness. He's deep under, Kunikida. He's recharging from zero."

Kunikida nodded grimly. "We secured the perimeter. The Archivist remnants have scattered. The police are treating the facility explosion as a gas leak. Standard cover-up."

"And the boy?"

"Atsushi and Kyouka are watching him. He's... awake. He doesn't remember anything. Ranpo says his ability burned out when he absorbed the poison. He's just a normal kid now."

"Good," Dazai said. "Normal is good."

Kunikida hesitated. He looked at Dazai, then at Chuuya.

"You saved the city," Kunikida said awkwardly. "Both of you. The President... he wants to talk to you. About Chuuya. About his status as a rogue agent."

"Chuuya isn't a rogue agent," Dazai said quietly. "He's Port Mafia. He always will be. He just... took a sick day."

Kunikida sighed. "I don't think Mori sees it that way. And neither does the President. We have a Mafia Executive in our infirmary who just saved the Agency's detectives. It's... unprecedented."

"We'll cross that bridge when he wakes up," Dazai said. "Or burn it. We're good at burning bridges."

Kunikida left. Dazai ate half a rice ball and put the rest away.

He went back to watching the line.

Hour 24

The sun came up. The sun went down.

Dazai hadn't moved. He hadn't slept. He watched the slow, rhythmic rise of Chuuya’s chest as if it were the only clock that mattered.

Yosano came in to change the IV. She checked Chuuya’s eyes again.

"Reflexes are improving," she noted. "He flinched when I shone the light. That's good. His brain is coming back online."

"But he's not waking up."

"He needs time, Dazai. His body is rebuilding muscle fiber, replenishing blood cells, repairing nerve endings. It's heavy work."

She left.

Dazai stood up. His legs were stiff. He stretched, wincing at the soreness in his own back—a parting gift from being used as a human cannonball.

He leaned over the bed. He looked at Chuuya’s face. The bruising was darkening, turning ugly shades of yellow and green.

"You're going to be so ugly when you wake up," Dazai whispered. "Even uglier than usual."

He waited for the retort. The twitch of an eyebrow. The snarl.

Nothing.

Dazai sighed. He rested his forehead on the mattress next to Chuuya’s hand.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

It was the first time he'd said it. Really said it. Not a deflection. Not a joke.

"I'm sorry I left you. I'm sorry I didn't trust you. I'm sorry I made you come get me."

He closed his eyes.

"And I'm sorry... that you were right."

I catch you.

"You caught me, Chuuya. You caught me."

Dazai’s eyes grew heavy. The rhythm of the monitor was hypnotic. Beep... beep... beep...

He drifted.

He dreamed of water. Dark, cold water. But he wasn't drowning. Someone was holding him. Someone was kicking toward the light.

He woke up to a sound.

It wasn't the monitor. It was a rustle of sheets.

Dazai shot up.

Chuuya hadn't moved much. But his head was turned slightly on the pillow. And his breathing had changed. It was jagged. A small hitch in the inhale.

Dazai leaned in, his heart pounding so hard it hurt.

"Chuuya?"

Chuuya’s eyelids fluttered. They were heavy, weighed down by days of exhaustion. But they moved.

A groan. Low, raspy, and filled with pain.

"Chuu...?"

It wasn't a word. It was barely a sound. But it was him.

"I'm here," Dazai said, grabbing Chuuya’s hand with both of his. "I'm right here."

Chuuya’s eyes cracked open. Just a slit. A glimpse of dull, hazy blue. He couldn't focus. He stared blindly at the ceiling, then his gaze slid clumsily to the side, trying to find the source of the voice.

He found Dazai.

He blinked. Once. Twice. Trying to clear the fog.

His lips moved. Dry. Cracked.

"...loud," Chuuya rasped.

Dazai let out a laugh that was half-sob. He slumped back in the chair, burying his face in his hands, shaking with relief.

"Yes," Dazai choked out. "I'm very loud. And you are very lazy. You've been sleeping on the job, Executive."

Chuuya didn't answer. His eyes slipped closed again. But his finger—just his index finger—twitched against Dazai’s palm. A weak, barely-there squeeze.

I'm here.

"Go back to sleep, Chibi," Dazai whispered, holding onto that finger like it was a lifeline. "I'll be here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere."

For the first time in four years, Dazai Osamu kept his promise. He stayed.

Notes:

I hope this is a good follow up calmer chapter after the adrenaline hit from the last one! Also I would never kill Chuuya he’s to precious to me and Dazai! Be sure to leave your thoughts in the comments below!

Chapter 12: The Cost of a Breath

Summary:

Awakening from his coma, Chuuya confronts the devastating political reality: Mori has ruthlessly erased his identity, leaving him powerless, penniless, and exiled.

Notes:

Just because chuuya's alive doesn't mean he's out of the gutter yet!

Chapter Text

The first thing Chuuya noticed was not pain, but the absolute, terrifying lack of gravity.

​It wasn't the zero gravity of his Ability, Upon the Tainted Sorrow, which he had known since he was a child. That sensation felt like freedom, a euphoric un tethering, lighter than air, the feeling of a god looking down at the rigid laws of physics and deciding they were merely suggestions. That weightlessness was power. It was the hum of a star caught in his ribcage, a constant, comforting pressure that defined his existence.

​This was different. This was a heavy, suffocating, crushing absence.

​It felt as though his bones had been surgically removed while he slept and replaced with solid lead pipes, dragging him down into the mattress with a gravitational force that felt personal, vindictive. The simple cotton sheet covering him felt like a lead apron used for X rays, pinning him to the spot, trapping him in a prison of linen and starch. His limbs didn't feel like his own; they felt like dead meat he was trapped inside, unresponsive and alien. There was a terrifying disconnect between the command his brain sent, move your finger, shift your leg, lift your head, and the reality of the flesh. The signal went out into the dark of his nervous system and died there, unanswered, swallowed by a static void.

​He felt drained. Not just physically, but spiritually. It was as if the Corruption had not just burned through his stamina, but had scooped out the molten core of who he was, leaving a hollow, brittle shell that rattled with every shallow breath. He was a house gutted by fire, the structure standing but the life inside turned to ash and memories.

​He tried to open his eyes. The effort required was insulting. His eyelids felt glued shut with the crust of deep, comatose sleep, heavy as iron shutters on a storefront. When he finally managed to pry them open a fraction, a jagged slit of vision, the white ceiling of the Agency infirmary assaulted him with aggressive, blinding brightness. The fluorescent lights buzzed with a sound that felt like a drill boring into his temples, sending a spike of pain straight to the back of his skull.

​He groaned. It sounded like a rusted hinge forcing itself open in an abandoned house, dry, scraping, and weak. It was a pathetic sound, one he would have mocked in an enemy.

​"Finally," a voice said.

​It was soft, lacking its usual performative lilt, stripped of the manic, annoying energy that usually defined it. It was a tired voice. A voice that had been using silence as a shield for too long and had forgotten how to modulate its tone. It sounded scraped raw, as if the speaker had been screaming in a room where no one could hear.

​"I was starting to think you were enjoying the vacation. You've been quiet for so long it was starting to get unnerving. Even the heart monitor was getting bored of the monotony."

​Chuuya turned his head. The movement was small, maybe two inches to the right, but it sent a tsunami of nausea rolling through his gut so violent he thought he might retch right there. The room spun, the white walls smearing into gray streaks, the floor tilting dangerously like the deck of a ship in a storm. Bile rose in his throat, acidic and burning.

​Dazai was there.

​He was sitting in the same hard plastic chair he had occupied in Chuuya's fleeting moments of consciousness, looking like he hadn't moved in days. He was wearing borrowed scrubs, Agency issue, a soft teal color that looked ridiculous on him, that were too short for his lanky limbs, exposing his bandaged wrists and bony ankles. He looked reduced, somehow. Less like the Demon Prodigy and more like a survivor of a shipwreck, washed up on a foreign shore.

​He was hunched over the bedside table, peeling an apple with a stolen surgical scalpel, his movements slow and hypnotic. There was a pile of peels on a napkin, oxidized, brown, curling ribbons. Three apples' worth. Maybe four. He wasn't eating them. He was just peeling them to give his hands something to do other than shake. The surgical steel glinted under the harsh lights, a stark contrast to Dazai's trembling fingers.

​"Water," Chuuya rasped. His tongue felt like sandpaper. His throat felt like he had swallowed broken glass and salt. The single word took everything he had, leaving him panting.

​Dazai moved instantly. He didn't make a joke. He didn't taunt him about being weak. He didn't ask for a 'please.' He put the apple down, poured a glass of water from a plastic pitcher, condensed droplets sweating down the side, suggesting it had been sitting there for hours waiting, slid a bendy straw into it, and brought it to Chuuya's lips. His other hand slid behind Chuuya's neck, his palm cool against the fever warm skin, supporting the weight of his head with a gentleness that made Chuuya’s skin prickle with unease. It was a caretaking gesture so alien to their dynamic it felt like a violation.

​Chuuya drank. It was the best thing he had ever tasted. It was cold, clean, and real. It washed away the taste of copper, bile, and the ashes of his own ability. But even the act of swallowing was difficult; his throat muscles spasmed, weak and uncoordinated, and he ended up coughing, water dribbling down his chin.

​"Slowly," Dazai murmured, his eyes tracking the movement of Chuuya’s throat with intense, clinical focus, wiping the spilled water away with his thumb. "Yosano says if you puke, I have to clean it up. And I am not a maid, Chuuya. I don't do biohazards unless I'm causing them."

​Chuuya pulled back, letting his head drop heavily onto the pillow. He blinked, trying to bring Dazai into focus. The edges of Dazai’s face were blurry, but the details were sharp enough. The gray pallor of the poison was gone. The necrotic lines were erased. He looked tired, exhausted, really, with dark purple circles bruising the skin under his eyes and a roughness to his jaw that suggested he hadn't shaved in days, but he was alive. His chest was rising and falling on its own. The Sync was gone, but the memory of Dazai's life force flickering out remained branded on Chuuya's mind like a silhouette on a wall after a nuclear flash.

​"You're... not dead," Chuuya croaked, the accusation weak but present.

​"Disappointing, isn't it?" Dazai resumed peeling the apple, his movements precise, mechanical. "After all that dramatic throwing and screaming. I'm still here. Like a cockroach. Or a bad penny. Or mold in a basement you just can't scrub out."

​"Good."

​The word slipped out before Chuuya could stop it. A raw, unfilmed admission. It hung in the air between them, heavier than the silence.

​Dazai paused. The scalpel stilled against the fruit. He didn't look up. The silence stretched, heavy and thick, filled with the things they weren't saying, thank you, I'm sorry, why did you do it.

​"Yeah," Dazai whispered finally, slicing a piece of apple with unnecessary force. "Good."

​Chuuya tried to sit up.

​It was a mistake.

​His body revolted. A wave of vertigo crashed over him, a physical blow that slammed him back down against the sheets. His muscles simply refused to fire. It wasn't pain, pain he could handle. Pain was a signal, a familiar friend he had lived with since the experiments. This was emptiness. It was the sensation of reaching for a tool and finding the toolbox gone. The engine that drove him, the core strength, the martial arts conditioning, the gravitational anchor that kept him rooted to the earth, was missing. He felt like a puppet whose strings had been cut, left in a heap on the stage.

​He gasped, his hands twitching uselessly on the sheets. Tears of sheer frustration and impotence pricked his eyes. He felt pathetic. Helpless. Like an infant. He hated it. He hated his own body for failing him.

​"Don't," Dazai said, putting the apple down sharply, the metal scalpel clattering against the plastic table like a gunshot in the quiet room. "Yosano said you're grounded. Literally. Your gravity well is... dry. If you try to force it, you'll pass out. Your blood pressure is practically nonexistent. You are running on biological fumes."

​"How long?" Chuuya asked, staring at the ceiling tiles, counting the dots to keep the room from spinning. "How long have I been out?"

​"Thirty six hours since we fished you out of the bay. Plus the twelve hours you slept before that. You missed a Tuesday. It was a boring Tuesday, you didn't miss much."

​Thirty six hours.

​Memory flooded back. The storm. The facility. The Sync. The feeling of Dazai's heart stopping under his hand. The descent. The child in the light. The feeling of the demon tearing through his veins, turning his blood to lava.

​And then... the declaration.

​I am a rogue agent.

​The memory hit him harder than the vertigo. Chuuya closed his eyes, his breath hitching in his chest. He had said it. Out loud. In front of witnesses. In front of Kunikida Doppo, a man who wrote everything down in that damned notebook.

​He had declared war on Mori Ougai.

​He had broken the chain of command. He had prioritized the life of a traitor over the orders of the Boss. In the Port Mafia, that wasn't a mistake. It wasn't an error in judgment. It was a resignation letter written in blood. It was treason.

​"My phone," Chuuya said. His voice was sharper now, cutting through the haze of drugs and exhaustion. "Where is it?"

​"It's toast, Chuuya. You went swimming in salt water. Electronics don't like that. It's a brick."

​"Get me a phone. Any phone. Now."

​Dazai watched him for a second, his brown eyes unreadable, devoid of their usual sparkle. He was assessing. Calculating the variables. Weighing the risk of Chuuya knowing the truth against the risk of keeping it from him. Then he reached into his pocket and pulled out his own phone, a burner, cheap plastic, likely untraceable. He unlocked it and handed it over.

​Chuuya took it. His fingers were shaking so badly he almost dropped it. He had to use two hands to hold it steady, bracing his elbows against the mattress to stop the tremors. He dialed a number from memory.

​Not the headquarters. Not the secure line to the Boss.

​He dialed Kouyou.

​It rang.

​Brrring.

​And rang.

​Brrring.

​And rang.

​Usually, she picked up on the second ring. Always. For him, always. She was his mentor. His sister. His only family.

​Then, a click. Not a voice. Just the sound of a line opening. Background noise, the faint rustle of silk, the sound of tea being poured into fine china. The sounds of the Executive floor. He could almost smell the incense she burned.

​"Ane san?" Chuuya whispered.

​Silence. Then, a soft, deliberate sigh. It sounded like the closing of a heavy book.

​"Chuuya," Kouyou’s voice came through. It wasn't angry. It wasn't cold. It was resigned. It was the voice she used when she visited the graves of the fallen. It was a voice of mourning. "You shouldn't have called this number."

​"I needed to know."

​"You know," she said. "You know what you did."

​"I saved the city," Chuuya snapped, defensive anger flaring in his chest, hot and bright. "Mori set us up. He used me to kill Dazai. He risked the entire population for a power play. He let that poison spread! He was going to let Yokohama burn just to take out one man!"

​"Since when," Kouyou asked gently, "does the Port Mafia care about the population? We care about the organization. We care about the order. We care about the night."

​She paused, and Chuuya could hear the regret in her silence.

​"You defied a direct, albeit unspoken, order. You saved a traitor. And worse... you declared independence. Kunikida’s report... it has reached the lower levels. People are talking, Chuuya. 'The Executive who went rogue.' 'The Dragon's Head who turned.' It’s bad."

​Chuuya gripped the phone tight, the plastic creaking under his weak grip. "I didn't have a choice."

​"There is always a choice, lad. You chose him. You chose the past over the future."

​The silence stretched. It wasn't an accusation. It was a statement of fact. A diagnosis.

​"Mori dono is... disappointed," Kouyou continued. Her voice dropped lower. "He isn't angry, Chuuya. That would be better. Anger implies passion. Anger implies value. He is... indifferent. He signed the order this morning without even looking up from his medical journals. He treated your defection like a clerical error."

​Indifferent.

​The word cut deeper than any knife. Chuuya had given seven years of his life to the Port Mafia. He had bled, killed, and broken himself for Mori. And his dismissal was just... paperwork. A footnote.

​"He says... he says you are 'on leave.' Indefinitely."

​On leave.

​In Mafia terms, that was worse than a death sentence. A death sentence meant you were a threat. A death sentence meant you were respected enough to be feared. 'On leave' meant you were irrelevant. It meant you were being shunned. It meant the door was locked, and they changed the codes, and your key no longer fit the lock of the home you built. It meant you were a ghost before you were even dead.

​"Am I excommunicated?" Chuuya asked, his voice hollow.

​"You are... invisible," Kouyou said. "Don't come to the towers, Chuuya. Not for a while. Not until the dust settles. If you step foot in Port Mafia territory... the order changes from 'ignore' to 'eliminate.' Do you understand? Even I... I cannot protect you if you cross the line."

​"Yeah," Chuuya whispered, feeling the cold seep into his marrow. "I understand."

​"Stay safe, Chuuya. And... tell that bandaged fool that if he gets you killed, I will hunt him down myself. I will skin him alive."

​The line went dead.

​Chuuya lowered the phone. He stared at the black screen, his thumb hovering over the keypad. A frantic, desperate impulse seized him. A need to find something, anything, that was still his.

​He dialed the access code for his private offshore account, the money he had saved for a rainy day, for retirement, for escaping. Millions of yen, laundered and supposedly untouchable.

​Error. Account Frozen. Contact Administrator.

​His stomach dropped, a sensation worse than freefall. He dialed the security access for his penthouse, the one with the biometric locks, the one where his safe was, where his life was. Where his clothes were. Where the only picture of the Sheep he had left was tucked under a floorboard.

​User Unknown. System Reset.

​He dialed the tracking number for his motorcycle. His custom bike. His pride.

​Signal Lost.

​The realization hit him like a physical blow to the chest, knocking the wind out of him. It wasn't just "leave." It was erasure.

​He was an Executive. He had an office with a view of the bay. He had a subordinate squad who looked up to him. He had a wine cellar worth millions, painstakingly collected over a decade, bottles that were investments, memories, future celebrations. He had a penthouse. A motorcycle. A name.

​Gone. All of it.

​His apartment was company property, leased through a shell corporation. His bike was registered to a Mafia front. His accounts were managed by the organization's launderers. He didn't own anything. He realized, with a terrifying, nauseating clarity, that he was nothing more than a weapon the Mafia kept in a velvet box. And now, the box was locked, the codes were changed, and he was left outside, naked and shivering.

​He was right back where he started at fifteen. Homeless. Penniless. An orphan in a city that wanted to eat him.

​Stripped away in thirty six hours because he wouldn't let go of the idiot sitting in the plastic chair peeling an apple.

​"They locked you out," Dazai said softly. He hadn't asked. He knew. He probably knew the moment the codes changed. He probably knew before Chuuya did.

​"I'm 'on leave'," Chuuya said, handing the phone back. His hand was trembling violently now, a mix of weakness and pure, unadulterated fear. He felt numb. Like a limb that had fallen asleep and wouldn't wake up. "If I go back, they shoot on sight. I'm... I'm homeless, Dazai. I have nothing. I don't even have clothes. I am wearing a hospital gown and I don't have a single yen to my name."

​Dazai took the phone. He looked at it, then at Chuuya. His expression was complicated, guilt mixed with a strange, fierce satisfaction.

​"You could join us," Dazai said. The words were casual, tossed out like a wrapper, but the tension in his shoulders gave him away. He wasn't looking at Chuuya; he was looking at the apple. "The Agency. We have an opening. The pay is terrible, and Kunikida yells a lot, and Ranpo steals your snacks, but the benefits include not being murdered by your boss."

​Chuuya laughed. It was a dry, bitter sound that hurt his chest.

​"Join the Agency? Me? Get real, Dazai. I'm not a detective. I'm a killer. I break legs for a living. I crush skulls. I don't rescue cats. I don't help old ladies across the street. I don't have anywhere to go, but I'm not going to be your charity case."

​"You rescued me," Dazai pointed out. "I'm essentially a very large, annoying cat."

​"You're a stray dog," Chuuya corrected. He looked away, out the window. The sky was gray. "And now... so am I."


​The door opened. Yosano walked in, clipboard in hand. She took one look at the atmosphere in the room, heavy, suffocating, tragic, and sighed, snapping her gum.

​"Vitals check," she announced, breaking the mood with professional briskness. She marched over to Chuuya. "Sit up. Let me listen to your lungs."

​Chuuya complied, wincing as he pulled himself up. His arms shook, barely supporting his weight. Yosano pressed the cold metal of the stethoscope to his back, between his shoulder blades.

​"Deep breath."

​He inhaled. His chest ached deep down, a dull throb in the center of his sternum where the demon usually slept.

​"Again."

​She moved the stethoscope. She frowned. She moved it again.

​"What?" Chuuya asked, panic fluttering in his throat. "Did I puncture a lung?"

​"No," Yosano said, pulling the earpieces out and draping the device around her neck. "Your lungs are clear. It's your heart."

​"My heart?"

​"It's... quiet."

​"Quiet?"

​"Usually, Ability users have a distinct hum to their physiology. It's subtle, but I can hear it. Especially you. Your gravity well usually creates a subtle arrhythmia, a resonance. Like a heavy bass note playing constantly in your chest. It's gone."

​Chuuya froze.

​He closed his eyes. He tried to reach for his Ability. Usually, it was right there, a simmering pool of red light in his gut, a constant pressure he had to actively suppress. It was as natural as breathing. It was the hum of his soul.

​He reached out.

​There was nothing.

​Just a dry, empty well. A silence where the roar should be. It was like reaching for a limb that had been amputated. The phantom sensation was there, but the power was gone. The connection to the earth, the feeling of the planet's rotation, the weight of the air... all gone. He was just flesh.

​He pushed harder, trying to scrape the bottom of the barrel. Trying to find even a spark of Upon the Tainted Sorrow.

​Nothing. Not a spark. Not a flicker. Just the cold, biological beat of a human heart.

​"It's temporary," Yosano said quickly, seeing the panic rising in his eyes, the way his breathing sped up. "Chuuya, listen to me. You burned out your reserves. It's like a battery that's been drained to absolute zero. It needs to recharge. But..."

​She looked him in the eye, and Yosano didn't lie to her patients.

​"It might take weeks. Maybe months."

​Months.

​Chuuya Nakahara, the strongest martial artist in the Mafia, the vessel of Arahabaki, the God of Gravity... was powerless. He was just a man. A small, injured man in a hospital bed.

​He looked at his hands. They were just hands. Pale, scarred, shaking hands. Without the gravity to back them up, without the red light to shield them... what were they?

​And he was exiled.

​He was defenseless.

​"Does Mori know?" Chuuya asked Dazai, his voice barely a whisper.

​Dazai hesitated. "Mori knows everything. If he knows you used Corruption... he knows you're vulnerable. He knows the cost of that ability better than anyone. He knows you are an empty gun."

​"That's why he didn't send a hit squad," Chuuya realized, a cold chill settling over him, heavier than the lead in his bones. "He doesn't have to. He knows I'm defenseless. He's waiting. He's waiting for me to get desperate. Or for someone else to take a shot at the 'King of the Sheep' now that he has no teeth."

​It was a tactical masterstroke. If Mori killed him, Chuuya became a martyr. If Mori exiled him while he was weak, Chuuya became a tragedy. A cautionary tale. Look what happens when you leave the family. You wither.

​Chuuya fell back against the pillows. He felt small. He felt like he was fifteen again, standing in the crater of the Sheep's betrayal, holding a knife he didn't know how to use against a world that wanted him dead. But this was worse. Back then, he had power. Now, he had nothing.

​"I need to leave," Chuuya said. "I can't stay here."

​"Chuuya,"

​"I'm endangering the Agency!" Chuuya snapped, panic making him irrational. He tried to swing his legs out of bed. "If Mori decides to test the waters... or if the other organizations find out I'm powerless... they'll come for me. And they'll go through you to get to me."

​He managed to get his feet on the floor. He tried to stand.

​It felt like stepping into wet concrete. His legs didn't just buckle; they dissolved. The strength wasn't there. The signal fired, but the muscle didn't answer. He pitched forward, a dead weight, gravity finally claiming its due payment from the man who had defied it for so long.

​He would have hit the linoleum face first if Dazai hadn't moved. Dazai caught him, arms wrapping around Chuuya's chest, hauling him up against his own body.

​"You're not going anywhere," Dazai said firmly, grunting with the effort. "You can't even walk to the bathroom, Chibi. You're staying put."

​"I'm a liability!" Chuuya shouted, shoving weakly at Dazai's chest. "Let me go! I'm a target!"

​"You're my partner!" Dazai shouted back.

​The silence slammed back into the room.

​Dazai stood there, holding Chuuya up, his chest heaving. He looked angry. Not the cold, calculating anger of the Demon Prodigy, but a hot, messy, human frustration. His mask had slipped completely.

​"You are my partner," Dazai repeated, quieter this time, but with steel in his voice. "Ex partner. Whatever. You saved my life. You burned your life down to keep mine burning. Do you really think I'm going to let you walk out that door and get eaten by the wolves?"

​He maneuvered Chuuya back onto the bed, forcing him to sit. He braced his hands on the mattress on either side of Chuuya's hips, trapping him.

​"You caught me," Dazai whispered furiously, his eyes locking onto Chuuya's. "Now I'm catching you. That's the deal, right? That's the Sync. That's the fault."

​Chuuya stared at him. He saw the desperation in Dazai's eyes. The guilt. But more than that, he saw a terrifying resolve. Dazai wasn't leaving.

​"I lost everything, Dazai," Chuuya whispered, the fight draining out of him, leaving him hollow. "My home. My men. My power. I have nothing. I’m just… broken. I’m a broken tool that’s been thrown in the trash."

​He looked down at his shaking hands.

​"Why?" Chuuya asked, his voice cracking. "Why did I do it? Why did I throw it all away? It doesn't make sense. It’s not logical."

​Dazai’s expression softened. He reached out and covered Chuuya's hand, the one that had held his heart, the one that was currently trembling on the sheet. His thumb rubbed slow, calming circles over Chuuya’s knuckles.

​"Because you're Chuuya," Dazai said softly. "And Chuuya doesn't do logic. Chuuya does loyalty. Even when it’s stupid. Even when it hurts."

​Dazai leaned closer, his forehead resting against Chuuya’s.

​"You gave everything," Dazai murmured. "You gave your blood, your power, your home. You emptied yourself out for me. So now... I’m going to fill it back up. I’m going to be your home, Chuuya. I’m going to be your gravity until yours comes back."

​"You have me," Dazai said.

​It wasn't a joke. It wasn't a flirtation. It was a vow.

​It was the most terrifying thing Chuuya had ever heard. Because for the first time in his life... it might have to be enough.

Chapter 13: The Exodus

Summary:

Chuuya faces the humiliation of physical helplessness and financial ruin as Dazai moves him into the Agency dorms, revealing hidden wealth and a fierce determination to be Chuuya's new sanctuary.

Notes:

secret sugar daddy Dazai!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Leaving the hospital wasn't a liberation. It was a logistical nightmare designed specifically to dismantle whatever shreds of dignity Chuuya had left after the fall.

Chuuya sat in a wheelchair—a hateful, squeaking chrome contraption with a left wheel that wobbled like a drunkard and a seat made of cracked vinyl that stuck to his skin through the thin fabric of his borrowed clothes. He was drowning in layers Dazai had scavenged from the lost-and-found bin or perhaps Kunikida’s donation pile: a pair of gray sweatpants that were too long, bunching humiliatingly at his ankles like elephant skin, and a black hoodie that smelled faintly of crisp, sterile, aggressive detergent—a scent that was alien to Chuuya, whose life usually smelled of expensive cologne, ozone, and old wine. Now, he smelled like a generic brand. He felt like a child playing dress-up in his father's clothes. He felt like a ghost haunting his own life.

The air in the lobby was oppressive, thick with the scent of antiseptic, floor wax, and the metallic tang of illness. Every breath triggered a phantom ache in his healing ribs, a reminder of the crush of the ocean floor.

"Sign here," Yosano said, thrusting a clipboard at Dazai. She ignored Chuuya entirely, speaking over his head as if he were a piece of particularly fragile luggage that needed to be checked through customs. It wasn't malice; it was medical efficiency, but it made Chuuya want to scream. "And here. This is the release form for the crutches—which he is not to use yet under any circumstances, not even to look tough—and this is the schedule for his physical therapy. He needs to move every two hours to prevent clots, but no weight-bearing on the right leg for at least three days. The muscle reattachment is fragile. If he tears it again, I’m stapling it, and I won't use anesthetic."

Dazai signed the papers with a flourish that was pure, theatrical mockery, the pen dancing across the page. "Understood, Doctor. I shall be the perfect nursemaid. I’ll even wear the little hat if you insist, though I think it would clash with my bandages."

"If he dies," Yosano said, her eyes dark and serious, cutting through Dazai’s glibness like a scalpel, "I'm dissecting you to see what went wrong. I’m not joking, Dazai. His physiology is hanging by a thread. His core is empty. If you stress him, he snaps."

"Fair." Dazai’s smile didn't reach his eyes. It was a flat line of performance. He knew exactly how thin that thread was; he had held it while it frayed in the dark.

Dazai handed the clipboard back and turned to the wheelchair. He gripped the rubber handles, his knuckles white, betraying the casualness of his stance.

"Ready to roll, partner?"

Chuuya stared at his hands resting in his lap. They were pale, the knuckles prominent against the thin, translucent skin. He tried to make a fist. The fingers curled slowly, tremoring with the effort, resisting the command like rusted gears. It was like pulling a heavy trigger with a broken spring. The disconnection between his will—which was still a roaring fire, screaming at him to stand up and walk out—and his body—which was a pile of wet ash—was a terrifying, silent scream.

"I hate this," Chuuya whispered, his voice cracking on the last syllable. "I hate you. I hate this chair. I hate everything."

"I know," Dazai said cheerily, unlocking the brakes with a distinct click. "But look on the bright side. You don't have to walk. Walking is so pedestrian. Literally."

He pushed.

The sensation of movement without effort was nauseating. It reminded Chuuya of the lack of gravity—being moved by an external force, having no say in his own velocity. They rolled out of the infirmary, the rubber tires squeaking rhythmically on the linoleum, into the elevator, and down to the street level.

The back exit opened into a narrow alleyway lined with trash cans and puddles of questionable origin reflecting the gray sky. The air outside was cool and damp, the storm having passed but left a bruise-colored atmosphere in its wake. The city of Yokohama bustled on beyond the alley mouth. Cars honked. People walked to work. The world hadn't stopped just because Chuuya Nakahara had fallen off of it.

Chuuya shrank into the hoodie, pulling the hood up to hide his face, burying his chin in the fabric. He felt exposed. Flayed. If anyone from the Port Mafia saw him—saw the great Gravity Manipulator, the terror of the Dragon’s Head Conflict, being pushed in a wheelchair by a traitor, wearing borrowed sweats—it would be over. The humiliation would kill him faster than the poison ever could. It was a social death, a stripping of the myth he had spent seven years building with blood and broken bones.

"Relax," Dazai murmured, leaning down so his voice was a low vibration against Chuuya’s ear. "I took the back exit. The alley is clear. Kunikida has the car waiting right at the curb. No spectators. No paparazzi."

Chuuya nodded, unable to speak around the lump in his throat. He felt a sudden, sharp pang of gratitude that tasted bitter, like bile. Dazai had anticipated his shame. Dazai was protecting his pride because Chuuya no longer had the strength to defend it himself.

That was almost worse than the wheelchair. Being protected by Dazai Osamu was a new, terrifying kind of vulnerability.

The car ride was a blur of motion sickness and silence, Kunikida driving with uncharacteristic gentleness, avoiding every pothole as if he were transporting nitroglycerin. When they arrived at the Agency dorms, the reality of the situation set in like wet concrete drying around Chuuya's feet.

The Agency dorms were a study in utilitarian depression. They were a red brick block of flats that had seen better decades, let alone days. They were functional, sparse, and smelled of old tatami, dust, damp rot, and the lingering scent of instant ramen and despair.

There was no elevator.

"Fourth floor," Dazai sighed, looking up the narrow, dimly lit stairwell. "My cardio workout for the year."

"I can walk," Chuuya lied, gripping the armrests of the wheelchair until his hands shook. "I can take the stairs. Just... give me a shoulder."

"You can't even stand," Dazai corrected, locking the wheelchair brakes. "If you try to take a step, your knee will buckle, you will tumble backward, crack your skull open, and I will have to explain to Yosano why I let you commit accidental suicide. Up we go."

He didn't wait for permission. He scooped Chuuya out of the chair, bridal style.

Chuuya gasped, the sudden shift in altitude making his head spin. His arms instinctively went around Dazai's neck to anchor himself. He hated how light he felt. He hated how Dazai didn't even strain, lifting him as if he were a bag of groceries. He hated the smell of Dazai—not the expensive cologne he used to wear as an Executive, but soap and old paper.

Dazai carried him up four flights of stairs. The stairwell was narrow, the walls scuffed. By the third flight, Dazai was breathing hard, sweat beading on his temple, but he didn't slow down. He didn't complain. He kicked open the door to Room 404 with his foot.

Dazai’s room was exactly what Chuuya expected: a chaotic void. There was a single futon on the floor that looked like it hadn't been made in a decade, stacks of books acting as furniture, piles of unused bandages on the desk, and empty sake bottles lining the windowsill like a sad, glass army guarding against the sun. The walls were peeling beige. The tatami mats were frayed and yellowed. It was the room of a man who didn't plan on living long enough to need comfort.

"Welcome to the humble abode!" Dazai announced, maneuvering Chuuya over the raised threshold.

"It's a dump," Chuuya muttered, his face pressed against Dazai's shoulder. "It smells like you."

"It's home," Dazai countered, kicking the door shut behind them with his heel. He carried Chuuya to the center of the room and hesitated. There was nowhere to sit except the floor. The futon was flat and uninviting.

"Right," Dazai said, lowering Chuuya onto the futon gently, careful of his healing leg. "I haven't had guests since... well, ever. Usually, my guests run away screaming or try to shoot me."

He stepped back, looking at Chuuya sitting on the thin mattress in the middle of the mess. The space suddenly felt microscopic. The walls seemed to lean in. Chuuya looked around at the squalor—the dust motes dancing in the light, the water stains on the ceiling. This was where the Demon Prodigy lived? It was pathetic.

And now, it was Chuuya's prison.

"I need..." Chuuya started, then stopped. His throat closed up. The words stuck to his tongue like peanut butter. The thought of voicing the need was physically painful.

"What?" Dazai asked, kicking a pile of dirty laundry into the closet.

"I need to..." Chuuya looked at the bathroom door. It was narrow. The hallway was cluttered with boxes of files. "I need to use the bathroom."

The silence that followed was heavy, suffocating, and painted in shades of absolute mortification.

Chuuya Nakahara, who had crushed tanks with his bare hands, who had fought gods, who had walked on the ceiling and laughed at physics, couldn't get to the toilet five feet away. He was an infant. He was a burden. He was a dog with broken legs waiting to be carried to the yard.

Dazai didn't laugh. He didn't smirk. He didn't make a joke about diapers. His face went blank, a mask of pure, clinical efficiency.

"Okay," Dazai said. "Okay."

He walked over to the futon. He didn't ask can you do it? He knew the answer. He bent down, sliding one arm under Chuuya’s knees and the other around his back.

"Put your arms around my neck," Dazai ordered.

Chuuya hesitated. This was the line. This was the threshold between saving someone's life—which was adrenaline and glory—and taking care of them. This was intimacy stripped of romance, left raw and ugly and necessary.

"Just do it, Chuuya," Dazai said softly. "I'm not going to drop you."

Chuuya wrapped his arms around Dazai’s neck. He squeezed his eyes shut.

Dazai lifted him.

Chuuya was light. He knew he had lost weight during the ordeal—the metabolic burn of Corruption ate muscle as fuel—but being lifted this easily made him feel fragile. Like a bird with hollow bones.

Dazai carried him into the small bathroom. The tiles were cold and cracked. He set him down on the closed lid of the toilet, steadying him until he was sure Chuuya wouldn't tip over.

"I can... I can handle the rest," Chuuya muttered, staring at the floor tiles, praying the ground would open up and swallow him whole. He could feel the heat rising in his neck, burning his ears.

"Are you sure?" Dazai asked. His voice was devoid of teasing. It was just a question. An assessment of risk.

"Yes," Chuuya hissed. "Get out."

Dazai nodded. "I'll be right outside the door. Yell if you fall."

He stepped out, closing the door until it clicked.

Chuuya sat there in the dim light of the bathroom. He looked at his hands. They were trembling violently. He grabbed the edge of the sink to pull himself up.

His legs shook. His core muscles, usually steel cables, felt like wet paper. He managed to stand, leaning heavily on the sink, gasping for breath. The simple act of unbuttoning his pants took three minutes because his fingers wouldn't cooperate. It was a war of attrition against his own body. Sweat beaded on his forehead.

When he finally flushed and unlocked the door, he was shaking from exertion. He felt exhausted, degraded, and small.

Dazai was waiting right there. He didn't say anything. He didn't ask how it went. He just scooped Chuuya up again and carried him back to the main room.

"Bedtime," Dazai said, depositing him gently onto the mattress.

"It's 2 PM," Chuuya argued weakly.

"You look like a zombie," Dazai countered. He pulled the blanket up—a heavy, scratchy wool thing that smelled of dust and neglect. "Sleep. I have to go get... things."

"Things?"

"We have no food. Unless you want to eat crab chowder from a can for every meal. And you need... clothes. Toothbrush. Dignity. This room is depressing, and you're making it look worse by shivering."

Dazai stood up, dusting off his hands.

"I'll be back in an hour. Don't go anywhere." He paused, looking at Chuuya lying on the floor. "Not that you can."

He left. The lock clicked.

Chuuya lay there. The room was silent. The walls were thin; he could hear the traffic outside, the sound of a TV in the next room playing a game show. The scratchy blanket itched his skin. The pillow was too flat, smelling of Dazai's shampoo.

He closed his eyes, and the darkness behind his eyelids was filled with numbers. Seven years of service. Zero yen in the bank. Zero homes. Zero gravity.

He realized, with a lurch of panic, that he couldn't pay Dazai back. He couldn't pay for the food Dazai was buying. He couldn't pay rent. He was a charity case. A stray dog that Dazai had picked up out of pity.

The thought made him want to vomit.


Dazai walked out of the Agency building and turned left, away from the discount supermarket he usually frequented to maintain his cover as a destitute humanitarian.

His posture changed. The slouch of the "lazy detective" evaporated. His spine straightened. His stride lengthened into the predator's prowl he had perfected in the corridors of the Port Mafia. He pulled a phone from his pocket—not his Agency burner, but a sleek, black satellite phone he kept taped under a loose brick in the alleyway.

He dialed a number.

"Status," he said.

"Account Active. Security clearance: Black. Welcome back, Demon Prodigy." The automated voice was cool, crisp, and terrifyingly efficient.

Dazai hung up. He walked to the nearest ATM in a secluded corner behind a pachinko parlor. He pulled a card from the lining of his coat. It was matte black, metal, heavy. No numbers. Just a chip.

He slotted it in. He punched in a code that was thirty digits long.

The screen flashed: BALANCE: [REDACTED]. AVAILABLE WITHDRAWAL: UNLIMITED.

Dazai smirked. It was a cold, sharp expression that belonged to the youngest Executive in history.

Mori had frozen Chuuya's accounts. That was expected. Mori liked to pull strings; he liked to remind his subordinates that everything they had was a gift from him. But Dazai? Dazai had cut his strings four years ago. He had run the Mafia’s financial laundering division for two years. He had set up shell companies inside shell companies inside ghost servers in the Cayman Islands. He had diverted streams of revenue that Mori didn't even know existed.

He was rich. Obscenely, quietly, dangerously rich.

He had lived in a dump for four years as penance. As a disguise. To play the part of the struggling, righteous man Odasaku wanted him to be. To distance himself from the blood money.

But looking at Chuuya shivering under that scratchy blanket? Seeing the humiliation in Chuuya's eyes because he didn't have a toothbrush? Seeing the "King of the Sheep" reduced to a pauper in a hoodie?

Penance could wait.

Dazai walked into the high-end district of Yokohama. He walked into a luxury department store, ignoring the sneer of the sales clerk at his bandages and sandy shoes.

He bought a duvet. Hungarian goose down. Silk casing. The kind of blanket that felt like a cloud and cost more than a car.

He bought pillows. Memory foam with cooling gel.

He bought pajamas. Not sweats. Silk. High-thread-count cotton. Things that wouldn't irritate Chuuya’s bruised skin. He bought boxers in the right size, because he knew Chuuya’s measurements better than Chuuya did.

He went to the gourmet grocery section in the basement. He bought wagyu beef, marbling like art. He bought fresh king crab. He bought the specific, ridiculously expensive herbal tea Chuuya pretended not to like but drank by the gallon when he was stressed.

And then, he went to the wine cellar.

He walked past the cheap stuff. He walked past the mid-range stuff. He stopped at the glass case in the back, the temperature-controlled vault.

"Open it," he told the clerk.

"Sir, that bottle is three hundred thousand yen. I don't think someone like you—"

Dazai slapped the black card on the counter. The metal clanged against the glass. "I didn't ask you to think. I asked you to open the case. And I'll take the '89 Pétrus next to it. And the Romanée-Conti."

The clerk’s eyes bulged. He looked at the card, then at Dazai’s bandages, then back at the card. He opened the case with trembling hands.

Dazai walked out of the store twenty minutes later, followed by two delivery men carrying bags. He hailed a taxi.

He wasn't playing the pauper anymore. Not when Chuuya was the one paying the price. But he wasn't leaving the dorm. The dorm was safe. The dorm was hidden. The dorm was Agency. If he moved Chuuya to a penthouse, he'd be easy to find. If he kept him here... he was just another roommate.

But he would make this dump a palace. He would layer gold over the rot until Chuuya forgot he was exiled.


Chuuya woke up to the smell of... rich, savory broth. And something floral.

He blinked open his eyes. The room had changed. The air felt different. Warmer. Cleaner.

The scratchy blanket was gone. He was covered in something soft, light, and incredibly warm. It felt like sleeping inside a cloud. His head was resting on a pillow that actually supported his neck, cool against his feverish skin. A portable heater was humming in the corner, banishing the damp chill of the dorm.

Dazai was sitting on the floor, arranging items on a low table he must have bought.

"You're awake," Dazai said, not looking up. "Good timing. Dinner is served."

Chuuya tried to sit up. It was easier this time. The pillow helped. He looked at the spread. It was incongruous. Absurd. A feast fit for an Emperor laid out on the floor of a ten-thousand-yen apartment.

"Is that..." Chuuya sniffed. "Is that real crab?"

"Fresh from Hokkaido," Dazai confirmed. "And before you ask, no, I didn't steal it. Stealing is too much work."

He held up a bottle of wine. A 1990 Romanée-Conti. The label gleamed in the dim light.

Chuuya’s eyes widened. "That's... that's a two million yen bottle of wine. Dazai, where the hell did you get this?"

"I bought it."

"With what? Your kidney?"

Dazai laughed. He poured a small amount into a glass—crystal, not the chipped mugs they usually used—and handed it to Chuuya.

"Drink. It helps with blood production. Probably. Or maybe it just makes you care less about blood production."

Chuuya took the glass. He stared at the dark red liquid. He looked around the room. There were bags everywhere. High-end brands. The air smelled of expensive moisturizer and expensive beef. But the walls were still peeling. The tatami was still old. The sounds of the street were still loud.

"Dazai," Chuuya said slowly. "You're broke. You mooch off Kunikida for lunch money. You live in a dorm that barely passes code inspection."

Dazai sat down, picking up a piece of crab with chopsticks.

"I choose to live in a dorm," Dazai corrected. "I choose to look broke. It keeps life interesting. It keeps me... humble. And it annoys Kunikida."

He looked at Chuuya, his eyes dark and serious. The playfulness vanished.

"But Mori froze your accounts. He took your house. He tried to make you feel like you're nothing without him. He tried to turn you into a beggar. He wanted you to crawl back or starve."

Dazai’s smile was terrifying. It was the smile of the Demon Prodigy, sharp enough to cut glass.

"He forgot that I managed the Mafia's finances for two years. He forgot that I know where the bodies are buried, and more importantly, where the gold is buried. I have accounts Mori doesn't even know exist. I have money that could buy this entire building and burn it down just for the insurance."

He gestured to the room.

"I'm not moving. I like this dump. It's safe. It's under the President's protection. But I'm not going to let you sleep on a scratchy blanket and eat instant noodles just because Mori is throwing a tantrum. You're Chuuya Nakahara. You have standards."

Chuuya stared at him. He looked at the wine. He looked at the silk pajamas folded neatly on the floor. He looked at the contrast—the unimaginable wealth poured into a 200-square-foot room with thin walls. It was insane. It was perfect.

"You had this... the whole time?" Chuuya whispered. "You let me buy you lunch for years... and you were sitting on a fortune?"

"I like it when you buy me lunch," Dazai shrugged. "It makes you feel useful. And I like spending your money better than mine. It tastes sweeter."

Chuuya laughed. It started as a chuckle and turned into a full-blown laugh, shaking his chest, making his ribs ache. Tears pricked his eyes. It was the first real laugh he'd had in days.

"You asshole," Chuuya gasped. "You absolute, manipulative asshole."

"Eat your crab, Chibi," Dazai said softly. "Before I eat it for you."

Chuuya took a sip of the wine. It was complex, earthy, perfect. It tasted like dignity. It tasted like a middle finger to the Port Mafia.

But then the laughter faded. Chuuya looked at the glass in his hand.

"I can't pay you back," Chuuya said quietly. The words hung in the air, heavy and shameful. "Dazai, I have nothing. I can't split the bill. I can't... I can't be your kept man. I'm not a pet."

He felt the old insecurity rising. The boy from the Sheep who had nothing. The boy who had to fight for every scrap.

"I don't want your charity," Chuuya whispered. "I don't want to be indebted to you."

Dazai stopped eating. He put his chopsticks down. He looked at Chuuya, his gaze intense and unwavering.

"You think this is charity?" Dazai asked, his voice low. "You think this is a loan?"

"What else is it?"

"It's interest," Dazai said firmly. "You paid, Chuuya. You paid in blood. You paid in seven years of your life protecting a city I tried to burn down. You paid by jumping off a building for me. You paid by burning your soul to keep my heart beating when I gave up."

He picked up a jar of expensive cream.

"You emptied your account, Chuuya. You went into the red for me. So don't you dare sit there and talk about debt. I could buy you this wine every day for the rest of your life and I would still be in your debt."

He reached out.

"Now, give me your hand. Your knuckles are cracked and it's annoying me."

Chuuya hesitated, then extended his hand. Dazai took it. He rubbed the cream into Chuuya’s scarred skin with gentle, circular motions. The touch was possessive, careful, and terrifyingly domestic.

The room was warm. The food was good. The wine was perfect. The apartment was still a dump, but it was their dump.

Chuuya looked at Dazai—this strange, terrifying man who played the fool but held the keys to the kingdom, who refused to leave his hovel but refused to let Chuuya suffer in it.

"You're unbelievable," Chuuya murmured, the fight leaving him.

"I know," Dazai smiled, not looking up from Chuuya’s hand. "Now hush. I'm busy pampering you. Don't get used to it."

For the first time in thirty-six hours, Chuuya didn't feel heavy. He didn't feel the lead weights in his bones. He felt... anchored. He was broke, homeless, and broken, but he wasn't poor. Not really.

The meal ended in a comfortable silence, broken only by the sound of the wind rattling the windowpanes. As Dazai cleared the plates—stacking them neatly, another minor miracle—Chuuya shifted on the futon, wincing as his sore muscles protested the movement. He looked around the small room. The luxury goods were piled in the corner like dragon's hoard, but the reality remained: there was only one futon. And Dazai had filled the floor space with bags.

"Where are you sleeping?" Chuuya asked, his voice rough.

Dazai didn't pause in his cleaning. "The floor is excellent for back alignment. I have a spare blanket somewhere. Or I can use a coat. I've slept on concrete before, Chuuya. Tatami is a luxury."

"Don't be an idiot," Chuuya snapped, though it lacked heat. "There's no space on the floor. You've filled it with shopping bags. And you're not sleeping in a coat in your own house while I take the bed. I'm not... I'm not displacing you."

"You're injured," Dazai pointed out, turning around. "You need the support. And I need to monitor you."

"And you're recovering from being a literal corpse," Chuuya countered. He patted the empty space beside him on the wide, new duvet. "There's room. It's a double. Barely."

Dazai stared at the space. For a second, he looked terrified. More terrified than he had been when facing the Archivists. The idea of domestic intimacy without the excuse of a crisis seemed to paralyze him.

"Chuuya..."

"I'm not asking you to marry me, Mackerel. I'm asking you to sleep. I don't want to wake up in the middle of the night and trip over you on the way to the bathroom." Chuuya looked down at his hands. "And... I don't want to be alone."

The admission hung in the air, fragile as glass.

Dazai softened. The mask dropped completely. He turned off the main light, leaving only the warm glow of the portable heater. He walked over to the futon and sat down on the edge.

"Okay," he whispered.

He slid under the duvet. The space was tight. They were shoulder to shoulder, hip to hip. The heat from Dazai's body was immediate and overwhelming. It was the same heat Chuuya had felt through the Sync, but now it was external. It was safe.

Chuuya turned on his side, facing away from Dazai, curling into a ball to protect his ribs. He felt Dazai settle in behind him.

"Goodnight, Chuuya," Dazai murmured.

"Night."

Minutes passed. The breathing in the room synchronized. But Chuuya couldn't sleep. His mind was racing with the images of the locked penthouse, the frozen accounts, the feeling of being erased. He felt small. He felt like he was floating in a void without a tether. He felt like a guest who had overstayed his welcome in a life that wasn't his.

"Dazai?" he whispered.

"Hmm?"

"I don't belong here."

"I know," Dazai said. His arm moved, draping carefully over Chuuya's waist, pulling him back until Chuuya's back was pressed against Dazai's chest. It wasn't sexual. It was structural. Dazai was acting as a physical wall, keeping the world out. "But you're here anyway. You're here because you chose to be. You're here because there is nowhere else in the world you could possibly be."

"I'm just a guest who won't leave," Chuuya muttered, his voice thick with sleep and misery. "I'm imposing. I'm useless."

"You're not a guest," Dazai said into Chuuya's hair, his voice fierce and low. "You're the reason I bought the wine. You're the reason I bought the bed. You're the reason I'm still breathing. You're the reason I haven't jumped off the roof today."

He tightened his arm, holding Chuuya as if he were trying to keep him from drifting away.

"You belong where you're safe," Dazai whispered, the words pressing against the back of Chuuya's neck like a brand. "The Mafia isn't safe for you anymore. It never really was; it was just a cage with nice curtains. The penthouse wasn't safe; it was just a gilded cage Mori let you rent. But here? In this dump with the peeling wallpaper and the drafty windows? No one can touch you here. I won't let them. You belong where the gravity doesn't crush you. And right now... that's here."

Chuuya let out a long, shaky breath. He felt the weight of Dazai's arm. He felt the solid warmth of Dazai's chest against his back. He wasn't an Executive. He wasn't the King of the Sheep. He wasn't a weapon or a tool or a liability. He was just Chuuya.

And for tonight, that was enough.


Chuuya’s breathing evened out. The tension drained from his small frame, leaving him heavy and limp against Dazai’s chest. He was asleep.

Dazai waited. He counted to a thousand. He waited until he was sure Chuuya was deep in the R.E.M. cycle, where the nightmares couldn't reach him.

Then, slowly, carefully, Dazai extricated himself.

He slipped out from under the warm duvet, replacing his body heat with a pillow so Chuuya wouldn't wake up from the cold. He stood up, the floorboards creaking under his bare feet.

He walked to the window.

The night was clear now. The storm had washed the sky clean, leaving the stars sharp and cold. Dazai looked out over the skyline of Yokohama. He could see the bay. And in the distance, rising like five black tombstones against the night, were the Port Mafia towers.

Dazai’s face changed.

The soft, teasing expression he wore for Chuuya vanished. The tired, gentle look of the nursemaid evaporated.

His eyes went dark. A void deeper than the ocean trench he had pulled Chuuya from.

He thought of the phone call. He thought of Chuuya’s shaking hands. He thought of the "indefinite leave."

Mori Ougai didn't do things by accident. He didn't act out of petty spite. Freezing Chuuya's accounts, locking his home, stripping his identity—that wasn't punishment. That was a dismantling.

Mori had broken Chuuya. He had taken the most loyal, powerful weapon in his arsenal and snapped it in half, just to see if the pieces would crawl back to him. He had made Chuuya homeless to remind him that he was nothing without the Mafia.

He had hurt Chuuya. Not physically—Chuuya could handle physical pain. He had hurt him existentially. He had made Chuuya feel like garbage.

And that... that was unforgivable.

Dazai reached into his pocket and pulled out the satellite phone. He dialed a number he hadn't used in four years.

"Connect me," he whispered.

"Destination?" the automated voice asked.

"The boss's private line. Bypass the encryption."

The line clicked. A ring.

Dazai hung up before it could be answered. He didn't want to talk. Not yet. He just wanted Mori to see the number. He wanted Mori to see the ghost on his caller ID. A warning shot.

Dazai looked at the towers again.

"You wanted a pawn, Mori-sensei?" Dazai whispered to the glass. "You wanted to teach him a lesson about loyalty?"

He touched the glass, right where the reflection of the towers stood.

"You broke him. You threw him away like he was nothing. And now... now he's mine."

A cold, cruel smile twisted Dazai’s lips. It was the smile of the Demon Prodigy, the smile that had made grown men wet themselves in terror.

"You set him up to fail. You set him up to die. And because of that... I am going to take everything from you. I am going to burn your organization to the ground, brick by brick, and I'm going to make you watch."

He turned back to the room. He looked at Chuuya, sleeping peacefully under the expensive duvet, safe in the fortress Dazai was building.

"Sleep well, Chibi," Dazai murmured. "The monsters are gone. And the devil is on your side."

Notes:

I hope I have not disappointed you yet and you're still with me! Would you like more?

Chapter 14: The Ghost in the Machine

Summary:

Chuuya discovers Dazai used him as a containment vessel for the dangerous Archive energy, triggering a violent backlash that restores his corrupted power and leads to a devastating rift between them.

Notes:

When the situation seems too good to be true too fast, it's because it probably is!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The days in the dorm blurred into a gray, soft-focus haze, a purgatory of healing that felt more exhausting than the war that preceded it. Time wasn't measured in hours anymore; it was measured in the slow, rhythmic drip of Chuuya's recovery. The ache in his reattached muscle was a metronome—throbbing a dull bass note in the morning, sharpening to a stiletto point at noon, and settling into a heavy, grinding weight by nightfall.

For three days, the world outside Room 404 ceased to exist.

Chuuya lived in a bubble of Dazai's construction. It was a suffocatingly perfect ecosystem made of high-thread-count sheets that smelled of lavender, gourmet broth that tasted of Dazai’s guilt, and an endless stream of classic literature read aloud in a voice that was suspiciously soothing. Dazai was everywhere. He was the hands that helped Chuuya to the bathroom, the back that Chuuya leaned against to eat, the shadow that paced the room at 3 AM when the nightmares about the Archivists clawed Chuuya awake.

But in the quiet moments, when Dazai was washing dishes or reading, Chuuya’s mind drifted back to the core.

He didn't think about Dr. Sato. He didn't think about the poison.

He thought about the boy.

Echo-Zero. A child, no older than ten, suspended in a column of light, used as a battery. A vessel. Just like Chuuya had been at fifteen. Just like Arahabaki.

Chuuya closed his eyes and saw the boy’s face—peaceful, almost sleeping, despite the cables jacked into his spine. He remembered the feeling of the boy’s skin when Dazai had collided with him—a flash of pure, terrified innocence before the white light swallowed them.

Where is he? Chuuya wondered, staring at the water stains on the ceiling. Is he safe? Does he have a room like this? Does he have someone to peel apples for him?

He felt a fierce, protective ache in his chest that had nothing to do with his injuries. He wanted to find that kid. He wanted to give him a name that wasn't a code. He wanted to tell him that being a vessel didn't mean you weren't a person.

On the fourth morning, the bubble popped.

Chuuya woke up alone. The space beside him on the futon was cold. The silence in the room wasn't the comfortable silence of a sleeping partner; it was the hollow, echoing silence of abandonment.

Panic, sharp and irrational, spiked in his chest. He left. He realized I'm a burden, a cripple with no money and no gravity, and he cut his losses.

"Dazai?" Chuuya rasped, pushing himself up on his elbows. His arms shook, but they held.

No answer.

He looked around. The room was tidy. The expensive heater was humming. But Dazai’s coat—the sand-colored trench coat that he wore like a second skin—was gone from the hook by the door.

Chuuya threw off the duvet. His leg was stiff, wrapped in compression bandages, but the pain was distant, muffled by adrenaline. He swung his feet to the floor. He didn't have his wheelchair—Dazai had parked it in the hallway to save space.

I have to move, Chuuya thought. I have to know.

He grabbed the edge of the low table and hauled himself up. His good leg took the weight. His bad leg trembled, hovering inches off the tatami. He hopped, once, twice, catching himself on the wall. He felt like a fledgling bird, clumsy and desperate, but the need to see the street was overwhelming.

He made it to the window. He pushed the curtain aside.

He looked down at the street four stories below.

There, leaning against a lamppost, was Dazai. He was wearing his coat, his hands shoved deep in his pockets, his posture relaxed, almost lazy.

He wasn't alone.

Standing opposite him was a woman. She was tall, wearing a severe black suit and sunglasses despite the overcast sky. She held a briefcase.

They weren't fighting. They were... negotiating.

Dazai leaned in, saying something that made the woman stiffen. She handed him the briefcase. Dazai took it, weighed it in his hand, and smiled. It wasn't his 'Chibi' smile. It wasn't the soft, tired smile he’d worn for the last three days. It was the smile of the Demon Prodigy—cold, sharp, and predatory. A smile that promised ruin.

He turned and walked back toward the building, leaving the woman standing there, looking like she’d just sold her soul and hadn't been paid enough.

Chuuya backed away from the window, his heart hammering against his ribs.

What are you doing, Dazai?

When Dazai entered the room five minutes later, Chuuya was sitting on the futon, his back against the wall, breathing hard. He had managed to drag himself back before the door opened, but the exertion had left him pale.

"You're awake," Dazai said, kicking his shoes off. He held up a plastic bag. "I got croquettes from the butcher. And I stopped by the pharmacy for more painkillers."

He didn't mention the briefcase. He didn't mention the woman. He set the plastic bag on the counter, acting as if nothing had happened.

"Who was she?" Chuuya asked. His voice was hoarse, scraping against the silence.

Dazai paused. He set the bag down. He turned slowly, his expression carefully blank.

"Who was who?"

"The woman in the suit. Downstairs. I saw you."

Dazai stared at him for a beat too long. Then, the mask slipped back into place—the cheerful, deflective mask that Chuuya hated.

"Ah. Her. Just a courier. Boring stuff. Bank transfers, new IDs for us, boring paperwork. You know how bureaucracy is. They always want to meet in alleys."

"Since when do couriers wear government-issue suits?" Chuuya challenged. "And since when do you smile like you just gutted someone over paperwork?"

Dazai walked over and sat down on the edge of the futon. He reached out to check Chuuya’s temperature, but Chuuya slapped his hand away.

"Don't touch me. Tell me the truth."

Dazai sighed. He looked at his hand—the one Chuuya had rejected.

"The truth is," Dazai said quietly, "that Mori isn't the only one watching us. The Archivists... they weren't just a rogue science team. They were contractors."

"Contractors for who?"

"For the government," Dazai said. "Specifically, the Special Division for Unusual Powers."

Chuuya went cold. "Ango?"

"Ango claims he didn't know the extent of the experiments. He claims Sato went rogue. But the funding came from somewhere. The facility was on government land."

Dazai leaned in close, his voice dropping to a whisper.

"That briefcase contains the files Sato tried to delete. The ones Ranpo decrypted. It proves that the government didn't just fund the Archive. They ordered it."

"Why?"

"Because of us, Chuuya. Because of the singularity. Seven years ago, we decimated an organization in one night. We are walking nukes. The government wanted a leash. Or a kill switch."

Dazai’s eyes were dark, devoid of light.

"The poison wasn't just an experiment. It was a prototype for a mass-produced weapon designed to liquidate Ability users. And they used you and me to beta test it."

Chuuya felt sick. The betrayal wasn't just Mori. It was the city he protected. The city he loved.

"And the boy?" Chuuya asked suddenly. "Echo-Zero. The kid in the light. Was he a government asset too?"

Dazai flinched. It was subtle, just a tightening of the corner of his eye, but Chuuya caught it.

"The boy is gone, Chuuya."

"Gone where?" Chuuya pressed. "Did Atsushi get him out? Is he safe? I want to see him. I want to make sure he's not... that he's not just another file in a briefcase."

"He's safe," Dazai said, but his voice was flat. "He's being handled."

"Handled by who? The Agency? Or did you hand him over to her?" Chuuya pointed at the door. "If you gave that kid back to the government, Dazai, I swear to god—"

"I didn't give him to anyone," Dazai snapped. "Drop it."

"I won't drop it! He was a vessel! He was just like me! I know what it's like to be used as a battery, Dazai. I know what it's like to be a thing!" Chuuya’s voice rose, cracking with emotion. "I want to help him. I want to take care of him. He doesn't have anyone."

Dazai looked at Chuuya. His expression was unreadable, but there was a deep, haunting sadness in his eyes.

"You can't help him, Chuuya," Dazai whispered. "He's... beyond help."

"Nobody is beyond help," Chuuya argued. "You helped me."

Dazai stood up abruptly. "I have to make a call. Eat your croquette."

He grabbed the black briefcase from behind the door and walked out, locking the bathroom door behind him.

Chuuya stared at the closed door. He felt a cold knot of dread in his stomach. Dazai was lying. Not about the government, maybe, but about the boy.

Two days later, Chuuya tried to stand again.

Yosano had cleared him for "light weight-bearing." He had a cane now—a sleek, black carbon-fiber thing Dazai had bought, probably costing more than Chuuya’s old apartment.

He stood in the middle of the room, leaning on the cane. His legs shook, but they held.

"Look at you," Dazai clapped from the futon, reading a book. "Like a baby deer taking its first steps. So majestic."

"Shut up," Chuuya grunted, taking a step.

Pain flared in his thigh, but it was manageable. It was a good pain. A healing pain.

He took another step.

And then, it happened.

The room flickered.

It wasn't a blink. It wasn't a dizzy spell. The actual reality of the room glitched. For a microsecond, the walls weren't peeling beige wallpaper. They were green metal. The air didn't smell of tatami; it smelled of ozone and rot.

And in the corner of the room, standing where the wardrobe should be, was a figure.

A boy. Translucent. Glowing with white light. He was wearing a hospital gown, cables trailing from his spine like severed umbilical cords.

Echo-Zero.

Chuuya gasped, stumbling back. "Hey..."

The boy looked up. His eyes were pure white. He looked lost. He looked terrified. He reached out a hand toward Chuuya.

"Hey, kid," Chuuya whispered, his heart breaking. He forgot the pain in his leg. He forgot where he was. He just saw a child who needed saving. "It's okay. I've got you. You're safe here."

Chuuya reached out. He wanted to pull the kid into a hug. He wanted to wrap him in the expensive duvet and tell him that no one would ever plug a cable into him again.

"Come here," Chuuya coaxed, taking a step without the cane. "I won't let them hurt you."

He reached for the boy’s hand.

His fingers passed through empty air. But as they did, a jolt—electric and horribly familiar—arced through his arm. It wasn't touch. It was data. It was a memory of cold water and blinding light flooding his mind.

The boy flickered. Distorted. Like a bad video signal.

And then he was gone.

Chuuya lost his balance, the cane slipping on the tatami. He fell hard, hitting his hip with a dull thud.

"Chuuya!" Dazai was there instantly, dropping the book. "What happened? Did the muscle tear?"

"The boy," Chuuya panted, pointing at the corner. "The kid! Echo-Zero! He was right there! He reached for me!"

Dazai looked at the empty corner. His face went pale.

"Chuuya," Dazai said slowly, his hands gripping Chuuya’s shoulders. "There's no one there."

"I saw him!" Chuuya insisted, his heart racing. "He looked... he looked so scared, Dazai. We have to find him. He's projecting. He's calling for help. Maybe... maybe he's nearby?"

Dazai’s expression hardened. He looked at Chuuya’s eyes, checking his pupils.

"Flashback," Dazai diagnosed. "PTSD. It's normal. You went through hell. You're projecting your own trauma onto a memory."

"It didn't feel like a memory," Chuuya whispered. "It felt... real. It felt like the Sync. I felt him, Dazai. I felt his fear."

Dazai froze. His hands went still on Chuuya’s arms.

"The Sync is gone," Dazai said firmly. "The poison is gone. You're clean."

"Am I?" Chuuya looked at his hands. They were trembling. "Yosano said my gravity well is empty. What if... what if it's not just empty? What if it's broken? What if I'm leaking?"

"You're not leaking," Dazai said. He pulled Chuuya into a hug, pressing his face into Chuuya’s neck. "You're just tired. You're recovering. Your brain is filling in the gaps."

Chuuya closed his eyes, breathing in Dazai’s scent. He wanted to believe him. He wanted to believe that the boy was safe somewhere, eating ice cream with Kyouka.

But as he looked over Dazai’s shoulder, at the empty corner of the room...

The air shimmered.

Just for a second.

A distortion. Like heat haze.

And he heard a voice. Not in his ears, but in the base of his skull.

Cold.

That night, Dazai went out.

"A meeting," he said vaguely. "Don't wait up."

Chuuya lay on the futon, staring at the ceiling. The luxury duvet felt heavy tonight. The room felt too quiet.

He couldn't sleep. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw the boy. He felt the phantom touch of a small hand in his. I want to take care of him, he thought. I want to be the person who caught me.

He sat up. He grabbed his cane.

He needed water.

He walked to the small kitchenette. He poured a glass. His hand was steady.

He heard a sound.

Not from the hallway. From inside the room.

A soft, electronic chirp.

Chuuya froze. He turned slowly.

The sound had come from Dazai’s stack of books. Specifically, from a hollowed-out encyclopedia on the bottom shelf.

Chuuya walked over. He knew he shouldn't. He knew this was a breach of the unspoken treaty they had built. You don't ask, I don't tell.

But the paranoia was a worm in his gut. The boy's voice—Cold—was still echoing in his head.

He moved the top books. He opened the hollow one.

Inside was a device. It looked like a radio, but more complex. It had a screen. And on the screen, a single green light was pulsing.

Beep... beep... beep...

It wasn't a tracker. It was a receiver.

Chuuya picked it up. It was heavy. Cold.

On the back, stamped into the metal, was a logo.

It wasn't the Port Mafia. It wasn't the Agency. It wasn't even the Government.

It was a stylized, geometric symbol. A triangle inside a circle.

The symbol of the Archivists.

Chuuya’s blood ran cold.

Why did Dazai have an Archivist receiver? Why was it active?

And why was it pulsing in time with Chuuya’s own heartbeat?

Thump. Beep. Thump. Beep.

"Chuuya?"

The voice came from the doorway.

Chuuya spun around, clutching the device behind his back.

Dazai was standing there. He was wet from the rain. His coat was dripping on the tatami. His face was in shadow, unreadable.

But his eyes... his eyes were wide. And for the first time since Chuuya had known him... Dazai looked scared.

"Put it down, Chuuya," Dazai said softly. "Please."

"What is this?" Chuuya asked, his voice shaking. He brought the device out. "Why do you have this? Why is it syncing to me?"

Dazai took a step forward. "It's not what you think."

"Don't give me that bullshit!" Chuuya shouted. "Is the poison gone or not? Did you cure me, or did you just... change the frequency?"

Dazai stopped. He looked at the device. Then he looked at Chuuya.

"I didn't cure you," Dazai whispered.

The world stopped.

"What?"

"The poison... it couldn't be destroyed," Dazai said, the words tumbling out in a rush. "Ranpo was wrong. Or he lied. Energy cannot be destroyed, Chuuya. It can only be transferred. The boy... Echo-Zero... he couldn't absorb it. He was already full. He was overflowing."

"Then where is it?" Chuuya demanded. "Where is the poison, Dazai? Where is the hive mind?"

Dazai raised his hand. He pointed at Chuuya’s chest.

"It's in you."

Chuuya looked down at himself. At his chest. At the scar where the boy would have touched him if he had been real.

"When we collided... I used No Longer Human to purge the poison from myself. But my ability... it doesn't delete energy. It pushes it away. It displaces it." Dazai’s voice broke. "The poison needed a container. It needed a vacuum. And you... you were holding onto me. You had the Sync open. And you were empty."

He looked at Chuuya with eyes full of tears.

"Your gravity well was dry. You had burned everything you had to keep me alive. You were a void, Chuuya. A god-sized vessel with nothing inside it. The poison... it flowed into the path of least resistance. It flowed into you."

"I put it in Arahabaki," Dazai confessed. "Because it was the only thing strong enough to contain it without dissolving."

Chuuya stared at him. The silence in the room was deafening.

He wasn't empty. He wasn't burnt out.

He was full. He was full of the poison that had killed thousands. He was the Archive. And the boy... the boy he wanted to save... the boy he saw in the corner...

"The kid," Chuuya whispered, horror dawning on him. "He's not a ghost. He's inside me. I'm... I'm eating him."

"No," Dazai said quickly. "You're shielding him. You're holding him. He's archived in your gravity."

"I'm a prison!" Chuuya screamed. "You made me a prison for a dead child and a weapon of mass destruction!"

"I made you alive!" Dazai shouted back. "It was the only way! You were dying, Chuuya! Your heart had stopped! The Corruption backlash combined with the Sync... you were dead on that platform! The only way to restart your heart was to give it a power source! The poison... it's keeping you alive!"

Chuuya looked at the device in his hand. The green light pulsed. Beep.

He looked at Dazai.

"And this?" Chuuya asked, holding up the receiver.

"It's a monitor," Dazai said. "To make sure... to make sure the containment holds. To make sure you don't..."

"Don't what?"

"Don't wake up," Dazai whispered. "Not Chuuya. The other thing. The thing the poison wants to become."

The glitch. The distortion. It wasn't PTSD. It was the hive mind trying to overwrite him.

Chuuya stepped back. His leg hit the futon. He sat down hard.

He looked at Dazai—the man who had fed him, clothed him, bathed him. The man who had saved him.

By turning him into a bomb.

"Get out," Chuuya whispered.

"Chuuya, listen—"

"GET OUT!" Chuuya screamed.

And for the first time in days, gravity answered.

It didn't feel like his gravity. It didn't feel like the red star. It felt cold. It felt heavy. It felt like the crushing depths of the ocean.

A wave of red-black force exploded from Chuuya’s body. It slammed into Dazai, throwing him backward out the door, into the hallway.

Dazai hit the opposite wall with a sickening crunch.

Chuuya sat there, panting, red and green lightning crackling around his hands. He looked at his palms. They were glowing. Not with the light of a god. But with the light of the Archive.

He had his power back.

And it felt like rot.

Notes:

I hope you don't hate me for this, while it may seem I love making Chuuya suffer with this fic. I promise I actually really adore him and that he's my favorite! Would you like more?

Chapter 15: The Demon's Calculus

Summary:

Dazai reveals his betrayal to Chuuya, confessing he stabilized the lethal poison by transferring it into Chuuya's empty gravity core.

Notes:

update!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The rain had stopped, leaving the air in the hallway of the Agency dorms thick with humidity and the smell of damp concrete. Dazai stood outside the door to Room 404, his hand hovering over the doorknob.

He paused. He wasn't hesitating out of fear, fear was a biological response he had trained out of himself years ago, but out of calculation. Inside that room was the most volatile variable in his current equation.

Heart rate stable? Check. The rhythmic beeping in his pocket—the receiver linked to the monitor inside—was the only thing preventing a full panic attack.
Archive monitor reading? Green. Pulse steady.
Subject status? Awake. The erratic spikes in the gravity readings on his phone confirmed it. Chuuya was up.

Dazai twisted the knob and pushed the door open quietly. He stepped into the genkan, toeing off his wet shoes.

The room was dark, illuminated only by the orange coil of the portable heater in the corner and the faint streetlights filtering through the window. The silence was heavy. Too heavy. It wasn't the silence of sleep; it was the silence of a held breath, the pause before the climax of a symphony.

Dazai looked at the futon.

It was empty. The expensive duvet he had bought, Hungarian goose down, ridiculous luxury for a tatami room, was thrown back.

"Chuuya?" Dazai asked, his voice low.

A figure turned in the darkness.

Chuuya was standing near the bookshelf. He was leaning heavily on the cane, his knuckles white, but he was standing. He was wearing the silk pajamas Dazai had bought, but he looked anything but comfortable. He looked like a cornered animal, tense and ready to spring.

And in his hands, glowing with a soft, rhythmic green light, was the Archivist monitor. He had found the hollowed-out book. He had found the truth.

Beep... beep... beep...

Dazai didn't flinch. He didn't gasp. His heart rate didn't even spike. His mind simply engaged the crisis protocol. Asset compromised. Secrecy breach. Initiate damage control.

"Put it down, Chuuya," Dazai said softly, stepping fully into the room. "Please."

"What is this?" Chuuya asked, his voice shaking. He turned the device over in his hands, the green light illuminating the terror in his eyes. "Why do you have this? Why is it syncing to me?"

Dazai took a step forward. "It's not what you think."

"Don't give me that bullshit!" Chuuya shouted, the sudden volume cracking the oppressive silence. "Is the poison gone or not? Did you cure me, or did you just... change the frequency?"

Dazai stopped moving. He assessed the distance between them. Six feet. Too far to grab the device before Chuuya could react. He had to talk him down. He had to use the truth, or a version of it that wouldn't detonate the bomb.

But looking at Chuuya's face—the raw betrayal, the fear—Dazai realized he couldn't spin this.

"I didn't cure you," Dazai whispered.

The world stopped. The hum of the heater seemed to vanish.

"What?" Chuuya breathed.

"The poison... it couldn't be destroyed," Dazai said, the words tumbling out in a rush, desperate to explain the physics before the emotion took over. "Ranpo was wrong. Or he lied. Energy cannot be destroyed, Chuuya. It can only be transferred. The boy... Echo-Zero... he couldn't absorb it. He was already full. He was overflowing. He was collapsing."

"Then where is it?" Chuuya demanded, stepping closer, the cane thumping against the tatami. "Where is the poison, Dazai? Where is the hive mind?"

Dazai raised his hand. He pointed at Chuuya’s chest.

"It's in you."

Chuuya looked down at himself. At his chest. At the scar where the boy would have touched him if he had been real.

"When we collided... I used No Longer Human to purge the poison from myself. But my ability... it doesn't delete energy. It pushes it away. It displaces it." Dazai’s voice broke, the clinical detachment failing him. "The poison needed a container. It needed a vacuum. And you... you were holding onto me. You had the Sync open. And you were empty."

He looked at Chuuya with eyes full of tears he refused to shed.

"Your gravity well was dry. You had burned everything you had to keep me alive. You were a void, Chuuya. A god-sized vessel with nothing inside it. The poison... it flowed into the path of least resistance. It flowed into you."

"I put it in Arahabaki," Dazai confessed. "Because it was the only thing strong enough to contain it without dissolving. It was the only way to save you."

Chuuya stared at him. The silence in the room was deafening.

He wasn't empty. He wasn't burnt out.

He was full. He was full of the poison that had killed thousands. He was the Archive. And the boy... the boy he wanted to save... the boy he saw in the corner...

"The kid," Chuuya whispered, horror dawning on him. "He's not a ghost. He's inside me. I'm... I'm eating him."

"No," Dazai said quickly, reaching out. "You're shielding him. You're holding him. He's archived in your gravity. He's safe. He's finally quiet."

"I'm a prison!" Chuuya screamed. "You made me a prison for a dead child and a weapon of mass destruction! You made me a monster!"

"I made you alive!" Dazai shouted back, his voice rising in desperation. "It was the only way! You were dying, Chuuya! Your heart had stopped! The Corruption backlash combined with the Sync... you were dead on that platform! The only way to restart your heart was to give it a power source! The poison... it's keeping you alive!"

Chuuya looked at the device in his hand. The green light pulsed. Beep.

He looked at Dazai.

"And this?" Chuuya asked, holding up the receiver.

"It's a monitor," Dazai said. "To make sure... to make sure the containment holds. To make sure you don't..."

"Don't what?"

"Don't wake up," Dazai whispered. "Not Chuuya. The other thing. The thing the poison wants to become. The collective consciousness of the Archive."

The glitch. The distortion. It wasn't PTSD. It was the hive mind trying to overwrite him.

Chuuya stepped back. His leg hit the futon. He sat down hard, the cane clattering to the floor.

He looked at Dazai—the man who had fed him, clothed him, bathed him. The man who had saved him.

By turning him into a bomb.

"Get out," Chuuya whispered.

"Chuuya, listen—"

"GET OUT!" Chuuya screamed.

And for the first time in days, gravity answered.

The explosion didn’t feel like gravity.

Dazai knew Chuuya’s gravity. He had felt it crush ribs and shatter concrete a thousand times. This was different. When Chuuya screamed, the force that slammed into Dazai wasn't just heavy. It was wet. Viscous. Like being hit by a tidal wave of freezing mud.

It hit Dazai with the force of a freight train, ripping the air from his lungs.

He flew backward, his feet leaving the floor. He saw the ceiling of the hallway blur past. He had a split second to tuck his chin before his back slammed into the opposite wall of the corridor.

Crack.

The sound was sickeningly loud. Plaster dusted down. A sharp, hot line of pain seared through his left shoulder blade. His head snapped back, colliding with the drywall, and his vision white-outed.

He slid down the wall, gasping for air. His diaphragm was spasming.

The silence that followed was instant and absolute.

Dazai lay there, sprawled on the cheap linoleum, legs tangled. His shoulder screamed. Broken collarbone? Fractured scapula? He noted the symptoms with detached clinical curiosity.

He didn't care.

His eyes were fixed on the doorway of Room 404. The door itself was gone—splintered off its hinges.

Inside the room, Chuuya was still sitting on the futon where he had fallen. His hands were raised, fingers curled into claws. And around him...

The air was shimmering. Green lightning crackled silently around Chuuya’s hands. It looked like static. It looked like raw data.

Containment breach, Dazai’s mind supplied, cold and analytical. The vessel is active. The Archive has integrated with the gravity well. He has his power back, running on death.

"Chuuya," Dazai wheezed, dragging himself across the floor, his left arm useless. "Chuuya, listen to me."

Chuuya looked up.

His eyes were glowing. Not red. Bright, piercing teal.

"You lied," Chuuya whispered. "You said I was empty."

"I filled it," Dazai gasped. "I had to."

"You put a graveyard inside me."

The energy flared again. The floorboards groaned. The window in the room shattered outward.

"Get away from me," Chuuya ordered.

"I can't," Dazai said, inching closer. "I have to stabilize—"

"I SAID GET AWAY!"

Another wave. This one was controlled. Precise. It slammed the doorframe, collapsing it, creating a barrier of debris between them. He could have atomized Dazai. He chose not to.

Dazai stopped. He leaned his head against the wall of the hallway, closing his eyes. He listened to the sound of Chuuya’s ragged breathing on the other side of the ruin.

He had saved Chuuya’s life. And in doing so, he had ensured Chuuya would never trust him again.

Calculated risk, the demon in his head whispered. Acceptable losses. The objective was achieved: Survival.

Dazai slid down the wall until he hit the floor. He pulled the Archivist monitor from his pocket—he had snatched it before being thrown. The screen was flashing red.

Sync Rate: 88%. Instability: Critical.

He wasn't going anywhere. He sat in the hallway, cradling his broken shoulder, and began his vigil.


The first twenty-four hours were a test of endurance Dazai hadn't faced since the dungeons of the Port Mafia.

He didn't sleep. He couldn't. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw the boy in the light. He saw Chuuya falling into the water.

He sat in the hallway of the fourth floor, legs stretched out, the monitor balanced on his knee. He was the warden of the most dangerous prisoner on earth. He was the keeper of the bomb.

The neighbors complained. An old woman from 402 opened her door to yell about the noise. Dazai turned his head and looked at her. He didn't smile. He didn't speak. He just looked at her with the eyes of the man who had buried three hundred people in the Yokohama landfill.

She went back inside and locked three deadbolts.

Inside Room 404, Chuuya was active.

Dazai tracked him by sound. The thump-drag of the cane. The clink of a glass being set down. The sudden, terrifying crashes when the Archive energy surged and knocked something over.

And the voices.

Sometimes, late at night, Chuuya would talk.

"Quiet," Chuuya would hiss. "Shut up. Leave me alone. I'm not listening to you."

He wasn't talking to Dazai. He was talking to the static in his head. To the boy. To the hive mind.

Dazai wanted to go in. Every instinct he had screamed at him to kick down the barricade, drug Chuuya into unconsciousness, and hold him until the nightmares stopped. But he knew that was the one thing he couldn't do. Chuuya needed agency. He needed to know he could keep Dazai out. The barricade wasn't just wood; it was Chuuya’s last line of defense against total helplessness.

So Dazai waited.

He drank lukewarm coffee from a vending machine down the hall. He reset his own shoulder with a grunt of pain that made him sweat through his shirt, binding it tight with spare bandages he kept in his coat.

He thought about Mori.

The anger he felt toward Mori Ougai wasn't hot. It wasn't the fiery rage Chuuya felt. It was cold. It was absolute zero. It was the mathematical certainty of an equation that ends in zero.

Mori had broken the rules. Not the written rules—Mori wrote those—but the unwritten ones. The ones between a mentor and a student. The ones between a boss and a loyal dog.

You don't break the tool just to see if it can be fixed, Dazai thought, staring at the flickering fluorescent light overhead. You broke him because you were bored. You broke him because you wanted to see if I still cared enough to glue him back together. You threw away a god.

Mori had treated Chuuya like a pawn in a game Dazai had stopped playing years ago.

Fine, Dazai thought, his lips curling into a smile that would have terrified anyone who saw it. You want to play a game, Sensei? Let's play.

He pulled out his satellite phone.

It was time to go to work.


Dazai didn't need a computer. He didn't need a server farm. He needed a phone and his memory.

He had built the Port Mafia’s financial laundering system. He had designed the labyrinth of shell companies, offshore accounts, and blind trusts that kept the organization’s money invisible to the government. He knew every backdoor, every password, every weakness. He had left them there, dormant, like landmines, just in case.

Today, he was detonating them.

He didn't want to bankrupt the Mafia. That would cause a power vacuum that would hurt the city. He wanted to hurt Mori. He wanted to surgically remove Mori’s personal power base while leaving the organization intact enough to function, but crippled enough to panic.

He dialed a number in the Cayman Islands.

"Authentication?" a computerized voice asked.

"Blue Mackerel. Authorization code: Omega-Three-Nine-Zero."

"Access granted."

Dazai began to type on the keypad.

Target 1: The Insurance Layer.
Mori was paranoid. He insured everything. Not legally, but through shadow brokers in Hong Kong. He had policies on the Executive’s lives, on the shipping containers, on the weapons caches.

Dazai accessed the shadow broker’s mainframe via a backdoor he’d installed four years ago. He found the policies linked to the Mafia’s current shipping fleet—the ones carrying the Gem contraband from Europe.

He didn't cancel the policies. That would trigger an alert.

He changed the beneficiary.

He routed the payout structure through a series of shell companies that eventually led to a charity for orphaned children in Yokohama. If the ships sank, the Mafia lost the cargo, and the insurance payout went to the orphanage.

Then, he sent an anonymous tip to the Coast Guard regarding the exact coordinates and manifest of the fleet.

Check, Dazai thought. That’s three billion yen in potential revenue gone, and a PR nightmare if they try to claim it.

Target 2: The Executive Payload.
Mori controlled his Executives through money and secrets. He held their private assets in trust.

Dazai accessed the internal HR server. He found the file for Kouyou Ozaki. He found the file for Ace. He found the file for Chuuya Nakahara.

Chuuya’s file was flagged: FROZEN. STATUS: INDEFINITE LEAVE. ASSETS SEIZED.

Dazai stared at the screen. Seeing it in digital text made it real. Assets Seized. Mori had stolen everything Chuuya had earned. Every yen bled for.

Dazai didn't just unlock it. That would be too easy; Mori would just lock it again.

He drained it.

He transferred every yen from Chuuya’s frozen accounts into a secure, untouchable account in Switzerland that only Dazai could access. He labeled the transfer: "Severance Package."

Then, he went after Mori’s personal slush fund. The money Mori used for bribes, for Elise’s dresses, for his private experiments.

Dazai transferred it all. Not to himself. He transferred it to the accounts of the lower-level grunts—the men and women who cleaned the floors and drove the cars. He distributed Mori’s wealth to the proletariat of the Mafia.

Chaos. Absolute, internal chaos. Mori wouldn't be able to trust anyone. Every low-level grunt would suddenly be rich, and Mori would be investigating his own people for embezzlement.

Checkmate.


Day three. The silence in the room had changed. It wasn't the silence of anger anymore. It was the silence of exhaustion. Chuuya had stopped pacing.

Dazai needed to go out. He needed supplies. But more than that, he needed to replace what had been stolen.

He left the dorm, locking the hallway door from the outside. He walked into the city.

He went to the high-end district. He didn't look like he belonged there, in his rumpled coat and bandages, but the Black Card in his pocket was a universal passport.

He went to a men’s clothier that Chuuya favored. The kind of place where they offered you scotch when you walked in.

"I need a wardrobe," Dazai told the tailor. "For a man. 160 centimeters. 60 kilograms. Muscular build. Shoulders are... broad for his height."

He listed Chuuya’s measurements from memory. He knew them better than his own.

He picked out suits. Not the flashy, garish things Chuuya usually wore. He picked classics. Charcoal wool. Navy silk. Things that said civilian. Things that said free man. He bought coats. He bought hats—god help him, he bought hats—but he chose tasteful ones. Fedoras with subtle bands.

Then he went to the motorcycle dealership.

He found a vintage Ducati. Restored. Beautiful. Red.

"I'll take it," Dazai said. "Cash."

"Who is it for?" the dealer asked, eyeing Dazai suspiciously.

"A friend," Dazai said. "He recently lost his favorite toy. I'm replacing it."

He arranged for everything to be delivered to a storage unit nearby. He couldn't bring a motorcycle to the dorms. But he put the key in his pocket. It felt heavy. It felt like a promise.

You took his identity, Mori, Dazai thought, walking back through the rain. You tried to erase him. So I will build him a new one. A better one. One you don't own.

It was midnight when Dazai returned to the dorm. He checked the monitor. Chuuya’s vitals were stable. The Sync rate had dropped to 40%. The Archive was settling.

But the war wasn't over. Dazai had fired the shots, but he hadn't delivered the message.

He took the black briefcase from where he had hidden it under the floorboards in the hallway. He took the satellite phone.

He didn't call Mori. Calling was too impersonal. Calling allowed Mori to hang up.

Dazai walked out of the dorms. He hailed a taxi.

"Destination?"

"Port Mafia Headquarters. The front gate."

The driver looked at him like he was insane. "Buddy, you don't want to go there at night."

"I have an appointment," Dazai smiled. It was a smile full of teeth.

He got out a block away. He didn't walk through the front door. He used the service tunnels—the ones he had mapped when he was fourteen. He bypassed the sensors he had installed. He slipped through the shadows like a ghost of the past.

He reached the top floor. The Executive suite. The path was memory; he could have walked it blindfolded. The silence here was different from the dorms. It was the silence of power, of secrets buried under thick carpets.

The guards outside Mori’s office were new. They didn't know him. They saw a man in a rumpled coat with bandages on his neck. They raised their guns.

"Halt! State your business!"

Dazai didn't stop. He didn't even slow down. He held up a hand, not in surrender, but in dismissal. His eyes were empty voids.

"Tell the Boss that the Demon Prodigy is here to return his garbage."

The name hung in the air like smoke. The guards hesitated. The gun barrels wavered. They had heard the stories. Everyone had. The youngest Executive. The boy who made the Mafia bleed money and enemies. The ghost.

The door opened from the inside before they could decide whether to shoot.

"Let him in," Mori’s voice called out. It was calm, amused, and utterly infuriating.

Dazai stepped inside.

The office hadn't changed. The same heavy oak desk. The same view of the city lights that Mori claimed to love like a father loved a child he occasionally beat. The same scent of antiseptic and old tea.

Mori sat behind the desk, hands folded on the polished wood. Elise was drawing on the floor with red crayons, humming a tune that sounded like a nursery rhyme played backward.

"Dazai-kun," Mori smiled. It was the smile of a man who thought he held all the cards. "You look terrible. Is that a broken collarbone? You really should have that looked at. Improper healing can lead to chronic pain."

"It'll heal," Dazai said, his voice a low, dangerous rasp. He stopped in the center of the room. He didn't bow. He didn't show respect. He stood like a judgment. "Unlike your bank accounts."

Mori’s smile didn't waver, but his eyes tightened at the corners. "Ah. So it was you. I suspected. The distribution of wealth to the lower ranks was a nice touch. Very... Robin Hood. It caused quite a mess this morning. I've had to execute three accountants."

"I can do more," Dazai said, taking a step forward. "I can dissolve the shell companies holding the deeds to these towers. I can make you homeless, Sensei. Just like you made him."

Mori sighed, a theatrical sound of disappointment. He picked up a scalpel from his desk, twirling it between his fingers.

"Nakahara-kun. This is about him, then? I assumed he would have crawled back by now. Is he dead? Did he succumb to his... limitations?"

"He's alive," Dazai said softly. "No thanks to you."

"He defied an order, Dazai-kun." Mori’s voice hardened. "The hierarchy is absolute. He knew the cost."

"He saved the city! He stopped a singularity that would have wiped out Yokohama! He did your job for you while you sat here playing with dolls!"

"He chose you," Mori said, his voice dropping to a dangerous chill that lowered the temperature in the room. "He chose the traitor over the mission. He prioritized his personal attachment to an enemy of the state over his loyalty to the organization. That is unforgivable. That is a cancer."

Dazai laughed. It was a sharp, barking sound.

"You call it cancer. I call it the only thing in this godforsaken city that’s real."

Dazai slammed the briefcase onto the desk. The sound was like a gunshot.

"You threw him away," Dazai hissed, leaning over the desk, his face inches from Mori's. "Seven years. He gave you seven years of his life. He bled on every street corner for you. He broke his bones for your expansion. He was the most loyal dog you ever had."

Dazai’s hands shook with the force of his rage.

"And you locked him out. You froze his accounts forty-eight hours after he nearly died. You didn't even wait to see if he woke up. You just... erased him. Like he was a line item in a budget you decided to cut."

"He is a tool, Dazai-kun," Mori said calmly. "A powerful one, yes. But a tool that malfunctions must be discarded or recalibrated. Poverty is an excellent recalibration technique."

"He isn't a tool!" Dazai screamed, the control finally snapping. "He's a person! And he's mine!"

The outburst echoed in the office. Elise stopped drawing. Mori looked at Dazai with mild surprise.

"Yours?" Mori raised an eyebrow. "Possessive, aren't we? I thought you left him behind."

"I did," Dazai whispered, the anger coalescing into something colder, sharper. "And that was my mistake. But I fixed it."

He reached into his pocket and pulled out the Archivist monitor. He set it on the desk next to the briefcase. It beeped. Green. Green. Green.

"This is the government file," Dazai said, pointing to the briefcase. "Proof that the Special Division ordered the Archive. Proof that you knew about it and let it happen to test the market value."

"Leverage?"

"A threat," Dazai corrected. "If you don't call off the hunt... if you don't rescind the 'on leave' status and let Chuuya go... I leak this. The government falls. The city falls into chaos. And in the confusion, I will come for you. And I won't be alone."

"You think a broken Chuuya scares me?" Mori laughed, genuinely amused. "He has no gravity. Yosano’s report—which I intercepted—says he is powerless. He is a cripple, Dazai. What is he going to do? Hit me with his cane?"

Dazai smiled. It was the smile of a man holding a royal flush while the building burned down around them.

"That's where you're wrong, Sensei. He isn't powerless."

Dazai tapped the monitor.

"I put the Archive inside him," Dazai whispered.

Mori froze. The scalpel stopped twirling.

"I transferred the poison data into Arahabaki’s vessel," Dazai explained, savoring the shock on Mori's face. "He isn't empty. He is full. He is overflowing. He is a walking, breathing singularity containing the souls of a thousand dead ability users. He is the most dangerous weapon on the planet right now."

Dazai leaned closer, his eyes burning with a fanatic light.

"And he is unstable. He is angry. And he is mine. I hold the detonator. I hold the leash. If you come near him... if you try to recruit him... if you even look at him wrong... I will let him off the leash. And he won't just crush you with gravity. He will erase you from history. He will turn this tower into dust and memories."

Mori stared at the device. He calculated the odds. He looked at Dazai’s eyes and saw the madness there—the protective, obsessive madness of a partner who had lost everything and found one thing worth keeping. He realized, perhaps for the first time, that Dazai wasn't bluffing. Dazai would burn the world to keep Chuuya warm.

"You turned him into a monster to save him," Mori murmured, a hint of awe in his voice. "How... poetic. How very... me."

"I turned him into a king," Dazai corrected. "A King with no crown, maybe. But a King who answers only to me."

"What do you want, Dazai?"

"I want you to leave him alone. He is dead to the Mafia. He is a ghost. He stays with me. The Agency protects him. You forget his name. You forget his file number. You forget he ever walked these halls."

Mori was silent for a long time. Then, he smiled. It was a thin, sharp smile.

"Very well. If he is indeed... compromised... then he is of no use to me. A volatile weapon is a liability I cannot afford. You may keep your broken toy, Dazai-kun. But be warned. Monsters have a way of eating their keepers."

"I'm counting on it," Dazai said.

He turned and walked out. He didn't look back. He didn't need to. He had won.


Walking back to the dorms, Dazai felt light. The weight of the secret was still there, but the threat was gone. He had bought Chuuya’s freedom. He had paid for it with blackmail, threats of mass destruction, and the dismantling of his own past, but it was paid.

He unlocked the splintered door of Room 404.

Chuuya was asleep. He had collapsed back onto the futon, the exhaustion of the outburst claiming him. The heater was humming. The room was warm.

Dazai walked over. He sat down on the floor, ignoring the pain in his shoulder. He picked up Chuuya’s hand—the one that had crackled with green lightning hours ago. It was cool now. Quiet.

"I fixed it," Dazai whispered to the sleeping man. "You're free, Chuuya. You're broke, and you're homeless, and you're a vessel for the damned... but you're free."

He laid his head down on the mattress next to Chuuya’s hand. He closed his eyes, listening to the monitor beep in his pocket, a lullaby of danger and devotion.

"And you're mine."

Notes:

so are you guys enjoying it and what are your thoughts!

Chapter 16: The Frequency of Regret

Summary:

Following his gravity blast, Chuuya is forced into a harsh new agreement with Dazai to contain the hive mind within him, a crisis that escalates when a memory reveals hidden truths!

Notes:

I know I have been saying this for the past couple of chapters, but I am genuinely sorry for this one. I promise from here on out, the two chaotic lovebirds will only strengthen their bond!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The room was a crime scene of internal conflict.

When Chuuya finally woke, the sun was a harsh, unforgiving slab of yellow light slicing through the broken windowpane. The portable heater lay melted and crushed in the corner—a casualty of his earlier outburst—and the air was freezing, thick with the smell of scorched ozone, damp wood, and the lingering, copper scent of blood.

He was still on the futon, but the futon itself was ruined. The fabric was singed and brittle to the touch. The floorboards beneath it were blackened and crumbled, a circular patch of accelerated rot marking the epicenter of where he had unleashed the gravity wave. The door—or rather, where the door used to be—was a jagged hole filled with splintered wood and exposed plaster.

Chuuya pushed himself up on his elbows. His body ached, but the pain was different now. It wasn't the sharp, tearing pain of muscle failure. It was a dull, manageable ache, secondary to the constant, deep-seated thrumming in his core. His gravity well was no longer empty. It was full. It was overflowing. And it felt like a thousand trapped whispers screaming in a cavern.

He looked at his hands. They were trembling, not from weakness, but from instability. The faint, tell-tale green glow of the Archive energy was visible under his skin, tracing the veins in his wrists like bioluminescent ink.

Monster. The word echoed, and he heard a chorus reply in the back of his mind: Us. You are us now.

Chuuya swung his legs over the edge of the ruined mattress. His bad leg still protested, the muscle tight and scarred, but he could feel the latent power surging beneath the damaged tissue, eager to compensate. He was no longer powerless. He was terrifyingly, nauseatingly powerful.

The room was empty.

Panic, sharp and irrational, spiked in his chest. He left. He realized I'm a burden, a cripple with no money and a bomb in my chest, and he finally cut his losses.

Chuuya grabbed his cane from the floor. He hauled himself up, wincing as his weight settled. He limped to the shattered doorway.

He found Dazai in the hallway.

Dazai was sitting on the floor against the opposite wall, right where the gravity blast had thrown him days ago. He hadn't left. He looked like a man who had taken root in the concrete. His head was tipped back against the wall, eyes closed, his face shadowed by a three-day growth of stubble that made him look older, harder. His coat was dusty, the bandages on his neck fraying.

He was guarding the door. He had been guarding it for three days.

Chuuya stared at him. He looked at the Archivist monitor resting on Dazai’s knee, the screen cracked but still blinking a steady green rhythm.

He stayed, Chuuya thought, the realization hitting him harder than the gravity. He didn't run. He sat in the hallway and watched the bomb.

Chuuya hobbled over the debris. He used the tip of his cane to nudge Dazai’s boot.

"Oi," Chuuya rasped. His voice was a wreck. "Mackerel. You look like shit."

Dazai didn't startle. He didn't jump. His eyes simply slid open, dark and unreadable, landing instantly on Chuuya's face. He scanned him—posture, pupil dilation, aura color—in a split second.

"You're awake," Dazai said. His voice was rough, unused. "And you're standing. That's... promising."

"Promising?" Chuuya gestured to the hole in the wall. "I destroyed the room. I almost killed you. And you're sitting here like a gargoyle."

"I was monitoring the frequency," Dazai said, slowly pushing himself up. He winced, his hand going to his shoulder—the one Chuuya had slammed into the wall. "And making sure no one disturbed your... metamorphosis."

"Don't call it that." Chuuya leaned against the doorframe, his legs shaking. "I need... I need to know where we stand. Mori. The Mafia. My life."

Dazai stood up. He dusted off his coat. He looked at Chuuya with a strange, fierce intensity.

"We stand here," Dazai said. "In the wreckage. But don't worry about Mori. I handled him."

"Handled him? How?"

"I had a conversation," Dazai said vaguely. "Let's just say he agreed that your... severance package... was insufficient."

Getting Dazai into the room was almost as difficult as getting Chuuya to the bathroom had been. Chuuya was unstable, and Dazai was injured.

Chuuya used his cane and his one good leg. Dazai used one functional arm and the stubborn force of his will. They staggered across the threshold together, Dazai’s feet dragging through the rubble, Chuuya leaning against the weight of Dazai's good shoulder.

They collapsed onto the ruined futon.

"First," Chuuya said, his voice raw, "your arm."

Dazai tried to laugh. "It’s nothing. Probably just a fractured scapula. I've had worse."

"You've had everything worse," Chuuya said, grabbing the remains of Dazai's coat and pulling out the medical kit. "But I'm not going to sit here and be nursed by a cripple. Yosano will kill me if I let you bleed out."

It was a slow, painful process. Chuuya, hampered by his own weak leg and the fear of letting the Archive surge, guided Dazai through setting the broken shoulder. The whole time, Dazai’s eyes never left Chuuya's hands.

"You need to know something," Dazai said, his voice tight with pain. "The moment I put the Archive in you, the monitor became obsolete. My ability can nullify your power, but I can't nullify the data inside the vessel. That's why the force threw me back. It’s an integrated system."

"You lost the remote control," Chuuya realized.

"I lost the leash," Dazai confirmed. "I saved your life. But I put a new threat on the board. You are not just a vessel, Chuuya. You are a battery that is actively fighting containment. You have your power back, yes, but every time you use it, you draw directly from the Archive energy. You strengthen the hive mind."

Chuuya stared at his hands. "So, when I used it... to throw you..."

"You were speaking with the voice of the Archive," Dazai finished. "You were venting pressure. That's why it felt cold and viscous. It was the collective hatred of a thousand dead souls trying to crush me."

Chuuya went silent, the horror of the realization settling over him. He was a slave to the dead.

"I need to know," Chuuya asked, his voice shaking with the effort of holding back tears and rage, "why you did it. Why me? Why not just let me die? It was the logical choice. It was the only clean way out."

Dazai turned his head, looking at the devastation of the room—the broken glass, the shattered table, the rotted floor. He was looking at the physical manifestation of Chuuya's outburst, and yet, he looked utterly resolved.

"Because I knew what it felt like," Dazai whispered, the memory of Subject Zero, the torture, the raw scream, flashing behind his eyes. "I knew what the poison did. I knew Mori sold me to that fate. And when I looked at you, dying, I couldn't let Mori's work finish. I couldn't let you become another archived victim. I couldn't let you die the way I almost did."

He looked at Chuuya, his eyes dark, intense. "You think you're my monster? You are my redemption, Chuuya. You are my refusal to let the past win. You are the only person who deserves a choice, even if that choice is painful."

Chuuya absorbed the truth. It wasn't about loyalty. It wasn't about love. It was about trauma. Dazai had saved Chuuya from the ultimate psychological violation because Dazai himself had suffered it. He had created the very thing he fought.

"We need new rules," Chuuya stated, his voice flat. "Because I can't look at you without wanting to kill you for what you did to me. And I can't leave you because I know you're the only one who understands the frequency."

Dazai nodded. "Agreed. Terminate all previous treaties. Establish a new contract."

Chuuya established the terms, his hand trembling as he accepted the clean sling Dazai offered him.

"One: You will not, under any circumstances, lie to me about the Archive. I want the truth about every flicker, every memory, every risk. No more 'you're fine' when the walls are rotting."

"Agreed," Dazai said. "I will treat you as a partner in containment, not an asset."

"Two: You will not touch me without permission. Not unless the monitor hits critical failure. No more surveillance. No more sudden saves. You will respect the line I have drawn in the hallway." Chuuya pointed to the pile of rubble.

"Agreed," Dazai said. "Agency business only. No personal contact."

"Three: The purpose of this arrangement is survival and disarmament. You will focus all your energy on finding a way to vent this energy—to pull the Archive out of me permanently without killing the boy's data, and without destroying the city. You will not try to weaponize this."

Dazai hesitated. His strategic mind rebelled. The Archive was the ultimate leverage against the government. "That is an expensive promise, Chuuya. Because of the physics, it is unlikely to be possible to achieve total disarmament. The Archive energy is now integrated with your core; separating the fuel from the vessel risks killing you again. Our goal must be stable partition, not total removal."

Chuuya stared at him, the teal energy flickering. He absorbed the statement, the ultimate scientific betrayal.

"Then we will find a new definition of zero," Chuuya said, his gaze unwavering. "If you try to keep this poison for power, I will kill you myself, and I will enjoy it. I will not be Mori's pawn, and I will not be yours."

Dazai looked at the wreckage. He looked at the pain in Chuuya's eyes. He nodded slowly. "Agreed. We fight for silence. We fight for zero."

"Four: The money. The funds you stole from Mori's account are now split. Half for the Agency to cover my medical bills and the wreckage I cause. Half for me. You will never, ever mention debt or charity to me again. We are equal investors in this catastrophe."

"Agreed. Transaction complete."

"Five," Chuuya paused, looking at the broken window. "I need a training space. I need to learn how to use this power without rotting the floor. I need to be able to use my power without the dead screaming in my head."

"We will find one," Dazai said. "But be warned, Chuuya. Control is difficult. You are fighting the data itself. You are fighting the very essence of chaos."

"Good," Chuuya said, standing up. He ignored the wobble of his weak leg. He leaned on the wall, forcing his weight onto his good side. "I'm Chuuya Nakahara. I specialize in fighting chaos."

He looked at the open doorway. "Now, get out there and fix the door. It's letting the cold in. And I don't need any more cold in this room."

Dazai smiled, but it was a genuine smile of admiration and resignation. He picked up his coat and the broken pieces of the door. "Orders received, partner. Welcome back to the land of the living."

They didn't get a chance to elaborate.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

The sound came from the stairwell door at the end of the hall. It was precise. Three knocks. Bureaucratic knocks.

Dazai’s posture shifted instantly. The exhaustion vanished, replaced by a coiled, lethal tension. He moved in front of Chuuya, blocking him from view.

"Go back inside," Dazai whispered.

"I'm not hiding," Chuuya growled, gripping his cane.

"It's not hiding. It's strategic positioning."

The stairwell door opened.

Ango Sakaguchi stepped into the hallway. He looked exactly the same as he had four years ago: round glasses, impeccable suit, and the perpetual aura of a man who hadn't slept since the invention of the microchip. He held a briefcase.

"Dazai-kun," Ango nodded, his eyes sliding past Dazai to the ruined doorway and the glowing man standing in it. "Nakahara-kun. You look... stable. That is a statistical anomaly."

"Sakaguchi," Chuuya spat. "Here to finish what your scientists started?"

"I am here to ensure that what they started doesn't end with a crater in the middle of Yokohama," Ango said calmly. He walked forward, stopping a safe distance away. "Dazai-kun has been busy. Blackmailing the Port Mafia boss. Threatening to leak classified documents that would topple the Ministry of Justice."

"I call it 'aggressive negotiation,'" Dazai smiled thinly.

"I call it a declaration of war," Ango countered. "The Special Division is in a panic. You have the Sato files. You have proof of the Archive project."

"And I'll release them," Dazai promised softly. "If anyone comes near him."

"We know," Ango said. He sighed, rubbing his temples. "That's why I'm here. To offer a ceasefire. The government will classify the facility explosion as a gas leak. We will wipe Nakahara-kun’s file from the 'Active Threat' registry. We will issue a directive to the Hunting Dogs to stand down."

"In exchange for?" Chuuya asked.

"In exchange for the data," Ango said. He looked at Chuuya’s chest. "Not the files Dazai has. The data inside you. The Archive."

Chuuya stiffened. The voices in his head hissed. Enemy. Danger. Cold.

"You want to extract it," Chuuya realized. "You don't want to destroy it. You want to retrieve it."

"We want to contain it safely," Ango corrected. "If you come with us—"

"Get out," Dazai said.

"Dazai, he is a walking dirty bomb. If he destabilizes—"

"I said get out." Dazai took a step toward Ango. "Chuuya is not an asset. He is not a library. He is a civilian on medical leave. If I see a black van, if I see a drone, if I see a single suit within a one-kilometer radius of this dorm... I leak the files. And then I come for you, Ango. Personally."

Ango stared at Dazai. He saw the darkness there—the old darkness.

"You're playing a dangerous game, Osamu," Ango whispered. "Entropy always wins."

"Not against me."

Ango closed his eyes for a moment, then nodded. "Very well. But be warned. The Archive wants to be opened. Eventually, he won't be able to keep the door shut."

Ango turned and walked away.

Dazai waited until the stairwell door clicked shut. Then he slumped against the wall, letting out a long breath.

"He's right," Chuuya said into the silence. "About the entropy. It's getting louder, Dazai. I feel like I'm holding up the sky."

"I'll fix it," Dazai said fiercely. "I'll find a way to stabilize it. But first... we need to eat. And you need to sit down before you fall down."


The warmth of the moment was shattered two nights later.

It was raining again. Chuuya was asleep on a new mattress Dazai had dragged in. Dazai was awake, tinkering with the broken monitor.

Chuuya started to thrash.

"No," he mumbled. "Don't... don't plug it in. It hurts."

Dazai moved to the futon instantly. "Chuuya? Wake up. Nightmare."

"Not a nightmare," Chuuya gasped, his eyes flying open. They were glowing teal. "Memory."

He grabbed Dazai’s wrist. His grip was crushing.

"They're burning," Chuuya whispered. "Subject 45. The fire user. They're burning him to see how long it takes for the ash to retain the ability data."

"Chuuya, that's not you," Dazai said, trying to pry the fingers loose. "That's the Archive. It's leaking."

"I can feel it!" Chuuya screamed.

And then, gravity inverted.

The gravity in the center of the room suddenly intensified. The new table snapped. The floorboards splintered again.

Dazai was dragged forward. He tried to activate No Longer Human.

But the energy repelled him. A shockwave of green necrotic light blasted him back.

"It hurts!" Chuuya shrieked. Black lines raced up his neck.

"Chuuya!" Dazai grabbed a book and threw it. It disintegrated. "Look at me! Chuuya! Look at me!"

Chuuya’s eyes found him. They were terrified.

"I can't stop it," Chuuya sobbed. "It wants to eat everything."

"Let it eat me!" Dazai shouted.

He lunged. He didn't try to fight the gravity; he dove into it. He let the vortex pull him in. He felt the necrotic energy tear at his clothes, his skin. It felt like acid.

He slammed into Chuuya. His hands found Chuuya’s face. No Longer Human flared white-hot.

The vortex collapsed.

They fell together onto the mattress, gasping for air.

Dazai’s coat was shredded. His arms were covered in shallow, red burns.

Chuuya was shaking. "I almost killed you. Again."

"Almost doesn't count," Dazai wheezed.

"I'm a monster," Chuuya cried. "Ango was right."

"You're not a monster," Dazai said, stroking Chuuya’s hair. "You're just full. We need to vent the pressure. We need to access the Admin privileges."

"How?"

"We have to go into the Archive," Dazai said. "I have to show you how to close the files."

Dazai repaired the monitor. He hooked it up to Chuuya’s chest.

"I'm going to create a bridge," Dazai explained. "I'm going to guide you."

"Do it," Chuuya said.

Dazai typed a code. Access Code: Echo-Zero-Override.


Chuuya gasped. His eyes rolled back.

He was standing in a white hallway. Doors lined the walls. Behind each door, a scream.

He walked down the hall. He saw a door marked: SUBJECT ZERO: LOGS.

He pushed it open.

He saw a lab. He saw Dr. Sato. And strapped to a chair was Dazai.

He looked sixteen. He was wearing his Port Mafia blacks—the old coat, the one he wore when they were partners. Chuuya recognized the bruise on his jaw; Dazai had told him he got it slipping in the shower.

Liar, Chuuya thought, his heart breaking. You were here.

Dazai was bleeding. His eye was swollen shut, but his expression was eerily calm.

"Again," Sato said.

A beam of green light hit Dazai’s chest. Dazai screamed. It was a sound of raw agony that vibrated in Chuuya's own bones.

The door opened. Mori Ougai stepped in. He was smiling.

"How is he holding up?" Mori asked, ignoring Dazai's convulsions.

"Remarkably well," Sato noted. "The Nullification creates a bridge. It channels the energy but doesn't absorb it. He is the perfect conduit."

"Excellent," Mori said. He walked over to Dazai, lifting his chin with a gloved hand. "You see, Dazai-kun? You have a purpose after all. If we can master this transfer, we can create the ultimate vessel. We just need someone strong enough to be the sink."

"Chuuya..." Dazai rasped, blood on his teeth. "You're looking for a way... to use Chuuya."

"Of course," Mori whispered, his voice smooth and terrible. "Arahabaki is the only container vast enough. But he is too volatile. He needs to be empty before he can be filled. And you... you will be the one to empty him, won't you? You will be the one to break him so we can rebuild him as a god."

Mori patted Dazai's cheek.

"I know you will leave, Dazai-kun. You have that look in your eye. But it doesn't matter. Six years from now, or ten... when he is empty, you will be the only one who can fill him. You will bring the poison to him because you will have no other choice. The bond between you is the only variable I can trust."

"No," Dazai whimpered. "I won't do it."

"You will," Mori said, signaling Sato to increase the voltage. "Because if you don't, I will simply kill him. This way... at least he survives. As a weapon."

The memory faded into white noise.

Chuuya gasped, snapping back into his body.

"Chuuya!" Dazai was leaning over him. "Did it work?"

Chuuya stared at him. He saw the scars under the shirt. He saw the truth.

Dazai hadn't just stumbled into Chuuya's life. He had been planted there. Mori had engineered the entire tragedy—the experimentation at sixteen, the gap, the poisoning at twenty-two—specifically to force Dazai to turn Chuuya into this monster. Mori counted on Dazai defecting, counted on the bond remaining, counted on Dazai saving Chuuya at any cost.

"He set us up," Chuuya whispered, tears streaming down his face. "From the beginning. He wanted this. He wanted me to be the Archive."

"Yes," Dazai admitted, looking away. "He gave me a choice. Turn you into a monster, or let you die. I chose the monster."

Chuuya reached up. He grabbed Dazai’s collar.

"You idiot," Chuuya sobbed, pulling Dazai down into a hug. "You stupid, self-sacrificing idiot. You took the poison so I wouldn't have to die."

"I'm sorry," Dazai whispered into Chuuya's neck. "I'm so sorry."

"We're going to destroy him," Chuuya said, his voice hard as diamond. "Mori. We're going to take his organization apart brick by brick."

"We will," Dazai promised.

"And Dazai?"

"Yeah?"

"You're sleeping in the bed tonight. No arguments."

Dazai looked at the futon. He looked at Chuuya.

"Okay," Dazai whispered.

He climbed in. The room was dark. The rain had stopped.

But the war had just begun.

Notes:

waits nervously, please don't hate me I promise I will nurse soukoku back to happiness!

Chapter 17: Entropy and Etiquette

Summary:

Chuuya and Dazai begin the excruciating process of cohabitating and training Chuuya's new, entropic power.

Notes:

Guys I fear this fic has taken over my life!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The morning sun hit the Agency dorms with the enthusiasm of an unwelcome guest, highlighting the dust motes dancing in the stagnant air of Room 404.

Chuuya woke up not because he was rested, but because his body had stiffened into a geological formation during the night. His right leg—the one Yosano had reattached the muscle to—was a throbbing column of lead. His chest, still tender from the defibrillator and the weeks of strain, felt like it was wrapped in iron bands. Every attempt to shift produced a symphony of painful, grinding protest from his joints.

He stared at the ceiling. The water stain in the corner looked like a map of a country that didn't exist, a constant reminder of the squalor he was now trapped within.

"You're awake," Dazai’s voice floated from the kitchenette. "Don't try to sit up yet. The blood pressure differential will make you faint, and I just mopped the floor."

Chuuya turned his head. Dazai was standing by the hot plate, wearing an apron that said Kiss the Cook over his dress shirt and slacks. It was absurd. It was domestic. It was terrifying. The juxtaposition of the domestic farce with the grim reality of their situation was almost unbearable.

"I'm not going to faint," Chuuya croaked, his voice thick with sleep and disuse.

He tried to push himself up. His arms shook, the muscles trembling with a weakness that made him want to scream. He managed to get his elbows under him, but the effort left him panting, sweat beading on his forehead.

Dazai was there in a second. He didn't touch him. He hovered, his hands raised slightly, respecting the terms of their agreement. His observance of the boundary was a strange, new intimacy—a carefulness Dazai had never afforded anyone, least of all Chuuya.

"Do you need assistance?" Dazai asked. It wasn't a taunt. It was a clinical question, stripped of ego.

Chuuya looked at the bathroom door. It was ten feet away. It might as well have been across the ocean.

"Yes," Chuuya hissed, the word tasting like ash.

Dazai nodded. He moved closer. "Arm over the shoulder. Count of three. One, two, three."

Chuuya gritted his teeth and hauled himself up, using Dazai as a living crutch. Dazai took the weight without complaining, his body a solid, unyielding temperature against Chuuya’s feverish skin. They shuffled to the bathroom in a clumsy, three-legged dance of necessity, a ritual of dependence they performed multiple times a day.

Inside, Dazai set him down on the closed toilet lid. He reached for the hem of Chuuya’s shirt.

"I can do it," Chuuya snapped, slapping his hand away. The shame was a physical barrier.

Dazai paused. "You can't lift your arms above your head without the Archive spiking. I can see the green veins in your neck, Chuuya. Do you want to rot the sink? We don't have enough gold on hand to replace the plumbing today, and Yosano will be irritated."

Chuuya looked in the mirror. Dazai was right. Faint, teal lines were tracing the jugular, pulsing in time with his agitation. The porcelain of the sink nearest him was already graying, tiny hairline fractures appearing in the glaze. Entropy. He was physically incapable of dressing himself without invoking catastrophic destruction.

"Fine," Chuuya whispered, looking away. "Just... be quick. And don't look at me."

Dazai peeled the sweat-soaked shirt off him with efficient, impersonal hands. He wet a washcloth with warm water and expensive soap—sandalwood and bergamot, a scent Chuuya used to wear when he was an Executive.

Dazai washed him. He wiped down Chuuya’s back, avoiding the scars of the Corruption outbreak. He cleaned the bruises on his arms. He was thorough, gentle, and utterly silent. He avoided Chuuya’s gaze, treating the task as a surgical necessity rather than an act of intimacy, but the enforced closeness was agonizing for both of them.

I hate this, Chuuya’s mind screamed. I hate being dependent. I hate that he sees me this weak. I hate that I can feel the warmth of his fingers through the damp cloth.

I hate that I need him to live, Dazai's mind countered silently, focusing only on the texture of the cloth and the temperature of Chuuya's skin, avoiding the weight of the emotion. I hate that I need him to trust me. I hate that I need him to be safe.

It was the most humiliating moment of Chuuya’s life, but through the shame, a terrifying kind of acceptance settled. I cannot defend myself. I cannot survive this alone. I am a captive of my own body, and he holds the key to the cage. This was their new normal.

"You hate this," Dazai said softly, wringing out the cloth.

"I'm an invalid," Chuuya spat. "I'm a weapon that needs to be polished. Of course I hate it. I hate needing you. I hate that I can’t punch you for seeing me like this."

"You're not a weapon; you’re a person," Dazai corrected, handing him a fresh towel. "You're a person recovering from a singularity event. There is a difference. Weapons don't get embarrassed. People do. And I can handle your embarrassment, Chuuya. It's a small price for the privilege of knowing you're still alive."

He stepped out to let Chuuya finish.

When Chuuya emerged, leaning heavily on his carbon-fiber cane, Dazai had laid out breakfast. It wasn't instant miso. It was a full traditional spread: grilled fish, rice, pickled vegetables, and the high-grade herbal tea. The chopsticks were lacquer, not disposable bamboo.

They ate in silence. The room was a bizarre collage of squalor and luxury. The peeling wallpaper was hidden behind racks of Italian suits. The drafty window was covered by heavy velvet drapes. The tatami was covered in a silk Persian rug. It was a small, high-security fortress built upon a foundation of shared trauma and hidden wealth.

"I found a place," Dazai said, picking at his fish.

"A place?"

"For training. An old warehouse in the industrial district. Sector 4. It's abandoned, structurally sound, and far enough away from the residential grid that if you explode, you won't take out a school. It’s also far from any known Mafia observation points. It's perfectly isolated."

Chuuya looked at his trembling hands. "I can't even walk to the train station, Dazai. I can't leave this room without falling."

"We're not taking the train," Dazai smirked. "We're taking a car. I hired a driver. He's outside. A former Agency asset. Untraceable, silent. He won't talk about the little Executive who needs a lift, or about the extremely volatile cargo."


The warehouse was a cavernous, rusting skeleton of steel and concrete. It smelled of old oil and dead sea life, a miasma of industrial decay. Rain hammered on the metal roof, a constant, deafening rhythm that masked the sound of Chuuya’s cane hitting the floor.

Thump. Drag. Thump. Drag.

Dazai stood by the entrance, holding a clipboard. He looked like a scientist observing a volatile experiment, his left arm carefully immobilized in a sling.

"Okay," Dazai called out. "Let's start small. No gravity manipulation. Just... projection. Try to lift that crate."

He pointed to a heavy wooden packing crate in the center of the floor.

Chuuya took a deep breath. He centered himself. He reached for the gravity well.

Usually, it felt like reaching into a furnace—hot, red, infinite.

Now, it felt like reaching into a swamp.

The energy was thick, sluggish, and cold. It resisted him. It whispered. Let us out. Feed us. We are hungry.

Chuuya gritted his teeth and pulled.

The crate didn't lift.

It aged.

The wood turned gray in an instant. Then black. Then, it crumbled into a pile of sawdust, as if a hundred years had passed in a second. The residual dust smelled faintly of sulfur and death.

"Entropy," Dazai noted, writing something down. "You didn't lift it. You accelerated its decay. You pulled the time out of it. It's highly reactive to your mental state. We need to measure the decay rate against the emotional spike. The Archive wants immediate consumption. It prefers disintegration over brute force."

"I tried to lift it!" Chuuya shouted, frustration spiking. "I just wanted to pick it up! It's supposed to crush, not rot! That’s Arahabaki's power, not some cheap parlor trick!"

As his anger rose, so did the green light. The concrete floor around his feet began to hiss. Cracks appeared, spreading outward like a spiderweb. The metal rebar inside the concrete rusted instantly, bleeding orange stains onto the stone. The sheer instability of the power—the inability to use it without causing destruction—was crippling. The voices inside his head were now a chorus of mocking laughter and endless, hungry static.

"Stop," Dazai ordered. "Disengage. Now."

"I can't!" Chuuya yelled, his voice rising into a raw scream. The voices were loud now. Screaming. Destroy it. Break it. Make it quiet. "It's stuck! It's sticking to me! It wants to be used! It wants to be free!"

The gravity field expanded. It wasn't just rotting the floor; it was crushing the air. The pressure in the warehouse dropped. Dazai’s coat flapped in the sudden vacuum.

"Chuuya, look at me," Dazai said. He didn't move closer. He stood his ground, calm amidst the rising storm. "It reacts to emotion. Specifically, high-arousal emotions. Anger. Fear. Shame. These are the frequencies the Archive thrives on. They are the same frequencies Mori used to control you."

"I'm not ashamed!"

"You are," Dazai countered, his voice cutting through the roar, sharp and analytical. "You're ashamed that you can't walk. You're ashamed that I have to bathe you. You're ashamed that you're dependent. The Archive feeds on that. It consumes vulnerability and turns it into rot. You have to face the weakness, Chuuya, or it consumes your strength. You have to be honest with the bomb inside you."

Chuuya froze. The truth of it hit him like a physical blow. The shame was the key.

He was ashamed. He hated his weakness. He hated the cane. He hated the debt. He hated that Dazai knew all of it.

"Breathe," Dazai coached, his voice dropping, becoming a slow, rhythmic anchor in the chaos. "Don't fight the shame. Just... acknowledge it. Accept the vulnerability. You are injured. That is a fact, not a moral failing. Let it go. Achieve stillness. Be the empty vessel again. Be the ice."

Chuuya closed his eyes. He focused on his breath. In. Out. He didn't fight the Archive; he let the cold wash over him, accepting the bitter taste of helplessness and dependency. The acceptance felt like a profound, sickening surrender, a necessary betrayal of his own pride.

He felt the cold sludge of the Archive recede. The green light faded. The crushing pressure lifted.

He slumped forward, catching himself on his cane. He was shaking.

"Better," Dazai said. He walked over, stopping just outside of touching range. He held out a bottle of water. "Drink. You lost ten thousand calories on that tantrum."

Chuuya took it. His hand was gray, the veins standing out.

"It's necrotic," Chuuya whispered, staring at his reflection in the water's surface. "My gravity... it kills everything it touches. It doesn't crush. It kills. It accelerates the end."

"It's entropy," Dazai repeated. "It's the heat death of the universe in a bottle. If you can control it... you can unmake anything. But you have to be cold, Chuuya. You can't use it with fire. You have to use it with ice. Stillness is your new anchor. And I am your external anchor, partner. I'm the zero point, the static. Use me."

They tried again. And again. The process was agonizingly slow, built on layers of control and mental fortitude. Every success was fragile; every failure was a violent, destructive explosion of rot.

For three hours, Chuuya practiced. Lift a stone. Rot a stone. Lift a metal bar. Rust the metal bar.

He learned to feel the Archive not as a roar, but as a low, humming frequency he had to stabilize. He was starting to build an inner wall.

"One more," Dazai said, his voice flat with concentration. "Try to lift the steel beam. Don't rot it. Just lift it. Be cold. Be the vessel."

Chuuya nodded. He wiped the sweat from his eyes. He focused on the steel beam lying in the rubble.

Be cold. Be empty. Be a vessel.

He reached out. The red light flared, laced with green.

The beam lifted. It hovered, shaky but solid. It didn't rust.

"Good," Dazai said. "Hold it. Maintain the zero state. You just achieved the fundamental separation between energy and data."

Chuuya held it. But the effort of maintaining the "cold" state was straining his mental barriers. The partition Dazai had built was thinning.

The voices leaked through.

...subject 12... failure... ...increase voltage... ...Mori-sensei...

Chuuya frowned. That wasn't a victim's voice. That was...

The beam dropped.

The world glitched. The air suddenly felt suffocating, and the surroundings blurred and blended into a singular white space.


Chuuya wasn't in the warehouse anymore. He was in a sterile white room. But it wasn't the facility he remembered. It was... older. The light felt harsher.

He saw a man sitting in a chair. He was younger, his hair black and slicked back, wearing a white doctor's coat over a suit.

Mori Ougai.

But he wasn't the observer. He wasn't the doctor. He was the subject.

Mori was sitting in the chair, a tourniquet around his arm. He was holding a syringe filled with glowing green fluid.

Day 45, Mori’s voice echoed, clinical and detached. Self-administration trial. Theory: The Archive energy requires a host with a specific psychological profile. A void.

Mori injected the fluid.

Chuuya watched as Mori convulsed. Black lines raced up his arm. The skin began to rot. The room filled with the smell of scorched flesh and formaldehyde.

But Mori didn't scream. He watched his own arm decay with fascinating scientific interest. He grabbed a scalpel and cutthe rotting flesh away, carving a chunk out of his own forearm. He poured antiseptic into the wound, his hand steady.

Failure, Mori noted, panting, blood dripping onto the floor. The host cannot have an active Ability that conflicts with the intake. Vita Sexualis rejected the graft. I need... an empty vessel. Or a Nullifier to bridge the gap. Something completely divorced from its own identity.

The memory shifted. Mori was looking at a file. A photo of a young boy with bandages over one eye.

Dazai-kun, Mori whispered. The bridge. The perfect catalyst. He will hold the line long enough for the transfer.

The glitch ended.


Chuuya slammed back into his body. He fell to his knees, vomiting bile onto the concrete floor of the warehouse.

"Chuuya!" Dazai broke the rule. He rushed forward, grabbing Chuuya’s shoulders. "Chuuya! Breathe! What happened?"

Chuuya looked up, gasping, wiping his mouth. His eyes were wide with horror.

"It wasn't a victim," Chuuya wheezed. "It was Mori."

Dazai went still. "What?"

"I saw a memory," Chuuya said, grabbing Dazai’s lapels. "Mori... he didn't just fund the Archive. He tested it. On himself. He injected the poison. He was trying to become a host."

Dazai’s face went pale. "He has an Ability. It would have killed him."

"It did... it rotted his arm. He cut it out. He said..." Chuuya swallowed. "He said he needed an empty vessel. Or a Nullifier to bridge the gap. Dazai... he didn't sell you to them just for money. He sold you to see if you could survive the integration. He was trying to figure out how to put the Archive inside you."

Dazai stared at nothing. The calculation behind his eyes was terrifyingly fast.

"He wanted the power," Dazai whispered. "He didn't want a weapon to kill ability users. He wanted the Archive for himself. He wanted to become the Singularity. He wanted to weaponize the collective power of all the dead."

"And when he couldn't," Chuuya finished, "he decided to use us. He built the perfect trap to create the vessel he couldn't be. You were the catalyst, and I was the container. We were always his spare parts. Disposable until needed for the final assembly."

The silence in the warehouse was heavy with the weight of the revelation. They weren't just pawns. They were spare parts for a god Mori was trying to build.


The ride back to the dorm was silent. The driver kept his eyes on the road, sensing the radioactive tension in the back seat.

When they got back to Room 404, Chuuya was too exhausted to be embarrassed about being carried up the stairs. He let Dazai haul him up, let Dazai deposit him on the futon.

He felt dirty. Not just physically, but spiritually. He had seen inside Mori’s mind. He had seen the absolute lack of humanity.

"I'm ordering pizza," Dazai announced, breaking the silence. He sounded tired. "Expensive pizza. With truffle oil."

"Fine," Chuuya mumbled. He lay back, staring at the ceiling. The new drapes blocked out the rain, but they couldn't block out the memory of Mori cutting his own arm.

Dazai made the call. Then he sat down on the floor, next to the futon. He picked up his book, but he didn't open it. He just sat there, guarding the perimeter of Chuuya's rest.

"Chuuya."

"Yeah?"

"We're going to kill him."

It wasn't a question. It wasn't a threat. It was a schedule.

"I know," Chuuya said. "But not yet. I can't even stand up without rotting the floor."

"We have time," Dazai said. "Mori thinks you're broken. He thinks I'm pacified. We have the element of surprise. And we have the ultimate weapon he wanted, Chuuya. We just need to learn how to aim it without blowing ourselves up."

Chuuya turned his head on the pillow. He looked at Dazai. Dazai looked worn, his edges frayed, but his presence was solid. It was the only solid thing in the world.

"Dazai," Chuuya whispered. His voice hitched. "There's something else."

Dazai’s attention sharpened instantly. "The Archive? Is it surging?"

"No. It's... it's about the apartment. The penthouse."

Dazai relaxed slightly, but his eyes remained watchful. "It's locked down, Chuuya. Mori has surveillance on it 24/7. It's a dead zone."

"I know. I know it's gone. The furniture, the clothes... I don't care about the stuff." Chuuya swallowed hard, the vulnerability more painful than the physical therapy. "But there was... there was a box. Under the floorboards in the master bedroom closet. I pried the board loose years ago. It's lead-lined so the scanners won't pick it up."

Dazai tilted his head. "A stash? Emergency cash?"

"No," Chuuya said. "Just... things. Things that weren't official Mafia business. Things that were mine before I was an Executive."

He closed his eyes, picturing the small, battered metal box.

"My Sheep armband. The blue one. The knife Yuan gave me before she betrayed me. A photo of the old arcade. And... and a bottle."

"The Pétrus?" Dazai asked gently.

"No," Chuuya whispered. "Not the Pétrus. It was... a cheap bottle of sake. The one we bought after the Dragon's Head Conflict ended. The one we drank on the shipping container while the city burned."

Dazai went still. He remembered that night. The smoke, the blood, the exhaustion. The terrifying realization that they were the only two people on earth who understood the other.

"You kept the empty bottle?" Dazai asked, his voice unreadable.

"I kept the label," Chuuya corrected. "You wrote on it. You signed it. 'Contractual Non-Suicide Pact for Unbeatable Duos.' You signed it in my blood because you didn't have a pen."

The memory hit Dazai like a physical blow. He remembered the sharp, metallic smell of the blood. He remembered the manic, hysterical laughter as he scrawled his name on the paper label. He remembered thinking, If I anchor myself to this violent, loud, impossible boy, maybe I won't float away.

"I told you it was worthless," Dazai breathed. "I told you to burn it."

"I know," Chuuya said. "I didn't. I kept it. It’s... it’s the only proof I have that we weren't always just weapons. That we were... partners. That we chose it."

He opened his eyes. They were wet.

"It's all I have left, Dazai. Everything else... Mori took it. He took my name, my rank, my home. But he didn't know about the box. If he finds it... if he destroys it... It's like he wins. It's like he erases the only part of my life that was mine."

Dazai looked at Chuuya. He saw the raw, bleeding need in his eyes. It wasn't about the object. It was about memory. It was about proving that the last seven years hadn't been a lie.

"I can get it," Dazai said.

"It's suicide," Chuuya argued immediately. "The apartment is a trap. If you go there, the Black Lizards will be waiting. The snipers will be waiting."

"It's illogical," Dazai agreed, a ghost of a smile touching his lips. "It's a terrible strategic move. Risking a high-value asset for a piece of trash."

He stood up. He walked to the closet and pulled out a black tactical vest he had bought with the suits.

"But I want my signature back," Dazai said. "And I hate the idea of Mori touching my things."

"Dazai..."

"I'll go tonight," Dazai said, checking the straps of the vest. "The rain will cover the noise. And Mori won't expect me to be stupid enough to return to the scene of the crime for sentimental value. His profile of me says I don't have sentiments."

He looked at Chuuya.

"He's wrong."

Chuuya felt a lump in his throat so large he couldn't speak. He just nodded.

Dazai sat back down on the floor. He reached out. He hovered his hand over Chuuya’s ankle—the bad one.

"May I?" Dazai asked.

Chuuya looked at him. The "no contact" rule.

"Just for the PT," Chuuya said, his voice thick. "Don't get any ideas."

Dazai smiled. It was small, but it was real. "I have many ideas, Chuuya. Most of them involve you doing my laundry."

He gently lifted Chuuya’s leg, beginning the slow, rhythmic rotations Yosano had prescribed.

Bend. Flex. Rotate.

It hurt. But it was a clean pain. A healing pain.

Chuuya watched Dazai’s face—the concentration, the care. He thought about the boy in the light. He thought about Mori cutting his own arm.

He realized then that Dazai wasn't just his partner. He was his firewall. He was the only thing standing between Chuuya and the total consumption of the Archive.

"Dazai," Chuuya whispered.

"Hmm?"

"Thank you."

Dazai didn't look up. But his hands faltered for a fraction of a second.

"Don't thank me yet, Chibi. The pizza hasn't arrived. And I haven't retrieved the box."

Chuuya closed his eyes. The static in his head was still there, but it was quieter. The rhythm of Dazai’s hands on his ankle was louder.

Entropy, Chuuya thought. Everything falls apart.

But not us, the thought answered, fierce and possessive. Not yet.

Notes:

I promise that Mori and his accomplices will have it coming very soon!

Chapter 18: The Archeology of Ghosts

Summary:

​Dazai undertakes a high-risk infiltration of Chuuya’s locked penthouse to retrieve a small, sentimental box, an act of defiance against Mori that culminates in the renewal of their original, blood-bound "Non-Suicide Pact."

Notes:

Sorry for no chapter yesterday I have finals coming up but here you are!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The preparation was a silent ritual, performed in the dim orange glow of the portable heater.

​Dazai stood by the door, fastening the straps of the black tactical vest over his dress shirt. The Kevlar was stiff, new, and smelled of factory chemicals—a stark contrast to the lived-in scent of ozone and old tea that now permeated the dorm room. He checked the pockets: lockpicks, liquid nitrogen canister, a jammer for the surveillance grid, and a collapsible baton.

​He felt a gaze burning into his back.

​Chuuya was sitting up on the futon, propped against the wall. He looked small in the oversized silk pajamas, his bad leg stretched out stiffly in front of him. His hands were gripping the duvet, knuckles white. He wasn't looking at Dazai’s face; he was looking at the vest. He was looking at the equipment that signaled a mission he couldn't join.

​"You don't have to do this," Chuuya said. His voice was rough, scraping against the quiet of the room. "It’s just a box. It’s just trash."

​Dazai didn't turn around immediately. He adjusted the fit of the vest over his healing shoulder, wincing slightly as the strap dug into the fracture site.

​"It's not trash," Dazai said softly. "It's the only evidence that Chuuya Nakahara existed before the fall."

​He turned. Chuuya’s eyes were wide, the teal light of the Archive dormant but lurking deep within the iris. There was fear there—not for himself, but for Dazai. It was a novel expression on a face usually set in arrogant certainty.

​"The penthouse is a kill box," Chuuya argued, his frustration leaking into the air, causing the dust motes to vibrate. "Mori has the Black Lizards on rotation. The windows are pressure-sensitive. If you trip a silent alarm..."

​"If I trip a silent alarm, I'll be very disappointed in myself," Dazai interrupted, flashing a smile that was all teeth and no humor. "I designed those security protocols, Chibi. I know where the blind spots are because I left them there."

​He walked over to the futon. He crouched down, bringing himself to Chuuya’s eye level. He resisted the urge to reach out and touch Chuuya’s knee, remembering the Contract.

​"I'm going to get it back," Dazai promised. "I'm going to get your knife, and your armband, and that stupid bottle. And then I'm going to come back, and we are going to drink the tea I bought, and you are going to tell me I'm an idiot."

​"You are an idiot," Chuuya whispered. He looked down at his hands. "Just... don't die. That's Clause Six. Remember?"

​"Clause Six," Dazai agreed. "No dying."

​He stood up. He pulled his sand-colored trench coat on over the tactical gear, the familiar weight settling on his shoulders like armor. He checked the time on his phone. 02:00 AM. The witching hour.

​"Lock the door behind me," Dazai instructed. "Do not open it for anyone but me. If Ango comes back, ignore him. If the Archive surges... count backward from one thousand."

​"I know the drill," Chuuya grumbled.

​Dazai opened the door. The cold, damp air of the hallway rushed in, smelling of rain and concrete. He stepped out.

​"Dazai," Chuuya called out, stopping him.

​Dazai looked back over his shoulder.

​Chuuya looked furious, terrified, and exhausted all at once.

​"If you get caught," Chuuya said, his voice fierce, "don't wait for me. I can't... I can't come get you."

​The admission hung in the air, heavy and devastating. Chuuya, the ultimate weapon, admitting he was powerless to save his partner.

​Dazai’s expression softened.

​"I know," Dazai said. "That's why I won't get caught."

​He closed the door. He heard the heavy thud-click of the deadbolt sliding home—Chuuya locking himself in.

​Dazai stood in the hallway for a moment, listening to the silence. Then, he turned and walked into the night. He wasn't just a thief tonight. He was an archaeologist, going to dig up a ghost.

​Part II: The Tomb of the King

​The penthouse smelled of stale air, expensive dust, and administrative violence.

​Dazai slipped through the service entrance of the high-rise, bypassing the biometric scanners with a looped signal he’d coded on the taxi ride over. He moved through the shadows of the hallway, his footsteps silent on the plush carpet that was designed to muffle the sounds of the wealthy. His left arm was throbbing in the sling under his coat, a dull, sickening rhythm that synced with the rain battering the glass walls of the corridor. Every beat of his heart sent a fresh spike of agony through his fractured scapula, but he pushed the pain into a box in the back of his mind, locking it away with the same cold efficiency he used to dissect enemy strategies.

​He reached the door. Apartment 4001.

​The lock had been replaced. The biometric pad was new, glowing an angry, authoritarian red. It wasn't just locked; it was sealed. It was a crime scene where the victim was technically still alive, but the person he used to be had been murdered by bureaucracy.

​Dazai didn't hack it. That would trigger a silent alarm at HQ, alerting Mori within seconds. Instead, he pulled the small canister of liquid nitrogen from his vest—one of the many items he’d purchased with Mori’s money—and sprayed the lock mechanism. The metal hissed, freezing instantly, turning brittle and white. One sharp, calculated blow with the butt of a stolen pistol, and the mechanism shattered into icy shards.

​He stepped inside.

​The apartment was a tomb.

​The furniture was draped in heavy plastic sheets, turning the Italian leather sofas and the mahogany tables into ghostly, amorphous shapes that loomed in the dark. The air was freezing—the climate control had been cut to save power. The floor-to-ceiling windows, which usually offered a god-like view of the Yokohama skyline—a view Chuuya pretended not to care about but secretly loved—were shuttered with heavy security blinds.

​It was dark. It was silent. It was dead.

​Dazai walked through the space, his flashlight cutting a narrow, dusty beam through the gloom. He passed the kitchen. The counters were bare, stripped of the expensive espresso machine and the array of knives Chuuya kept meticulously sharpened. The wine fridge was empty, the glass door hanging open like a slack jaw. Mori hadn't just frozen the assets; he had liquidated them. The wine—Chuuya’s pride, his history in bottles—was likely already in the cellars of other Executives, divided up like spoils of war.

​Dazai felt a cold, sharp spike of rage in his gut. It wasn't the hot anger of Chuuya’s gravity. It was the cold, suffocating anger of the void.

​You didn't just fire him, Mori, Dazai thought, running a finger over the dust on the mantelpiece where a framed photo of the Flags used to sit. You erased him. You tried to prove that Chuuya Nakahara never existed without your permission. You tried to unmake him.

​He walked into the master bedroom.

​The bed was stripped to the mattress. The closet doors were open, revealing empty racks where Chuuya’s collection of coats and hats used to hang. The emptiness was aggressive. It felt like a violation, a rape of identity.

​Dazai knelt in the center of the closet. He tapped the floorboards.

​Hollow. Solid. Solid. Hollow.

​He found the loose board. It was indistinguishable from the others to the naked eye, but Dazai knew where to look. He pried it up with a knife, wincing as the leverage pulled at his broken shoulder, white spots dancing in his vision.

​Beneath the floor, nestled in a bed of fiberglass insulation like a secret heart, was a metal box. It was battered, scratched, and lined with lead. It looked like trash. It looked like the only real thing in this entire penthouse.

​Dazai lifted it out. It was heavy with memory.

​He sat back on his heels, the box in his lap. He shouldn't open it. It was Chuuya’s privacy. It was the one thing Mori hadn't touched, the one thing that belonged solely to Chuuya the human, not Chuuya the Executive.

​But he had to know. He had to know what Chuuya valued enough to hide from the world.

​He popped the latch. It groaned, rusted and stiff.

​Inside, there was no gold. There were no codes. There were artifacts of a life lived in the margins of violence:

​A blue armband, frayed and stained with old, brown blood. The symbol of the Sheep. A reminder of his first betrayal, his first kingdom.

​A combat knife with a chipped handle. Dazai recognized it instantly. It was the first weapon Dazai had ever given him, back when they were fifteen and hated each other with a purity that felt like religion. He had thrown it at Chuuya’s head; Chuuya had kept it.

​A photograph of an arcade, blurry and overexposed, showing two figures from the back hunched over a Street Fighter game.

​And a bottle.

​It was a cheap, green glass sake bottle. Empty. The label was peeling, yellowed with age.

​Dazai picked it up. His hands trembled slightly. He shone the light on the label.

​Written in messy, drunk calligraphy, in ink that had turned brown with age and oxidation (blood), were the words:

​Contractual Non-Suicide Pact for Unbeatable Duos.

Clause 1: Neither party may die unless the other is present to laugh at them.

Signed: Dazai Osamu.

​Beneath it, a thumbprint in blood. Chuuya’s.

​Dazai stared at the bottle. The memory hit him with the force of a physical blow. He remembered that night. The smoke of the Dragon's Head Conflict clearing over the ruins of the city. Chuuya bleeding out from a knife wound in his side, pale and shivering, refusing to go to the hospital until they finished the bottle they had stolen from a looting yakuza. Dazai holding him up, both of them drunk on adrenaline and cheap alcohol, realizing for the first time that they were the only two people on earth who understood the shape of the other's soul.

​You can't die, Chibi, Dazai had said, slurring, terrified behind his smile. It's against the rules. I haven't authorized it.

Write it down, Chuuya had snarled, pressing his bloody thumb against the glass. Write it down so I can sue you in hell.

​Dazai closed his eyes. He gripped the bottle until his knuckles turned white.

​"You idiot," he whispered to the empty room, his voice cracking. "You kept the trash. You kept the joke."

​He put the bottle back. He closed the box.

​He stood up, sliding the box into his tactical vest, securing it against his ribs. He had what he came for. He had retrieved Chuuya’s soul from the tomb.

​But he wasn't leaving yet.

​He walked to the living room wall—the pristine, white plaster wall that used to hold Chuuya’s dartboard.

​He took out a marker. A thick, black permanent marker.

​He wrote on the wall, in large, sweeping kanji that spanned five feet:

​I WAS HERE.

- The Ghost.

​It was petty. It was childish. It was exactly the kind of thing that would make Mori check the security logs and realize that no matter how tight he locked the doors, no matter how many codes he changed, Dazai could always walk through the walls. It was a message: You cannot keep us out.

​Dazai left the apartment, leaving the shattered lock and the graffiti as a tombstone for the life Chuuya had lost, and a promise of the one Dazai would build for him.

​Part III: The Long Way Home

​The rain had picked up by the time Dazai returned to the dorms. It was a deluge, turning the streets of Yokohama into rivers of oil and neon. He was soaked, shivering, and his shoulder was a screaming knot of fire that radiated down to his fingertips. The adrenaline of the heist was fading, leaving behind the cold, gray reality of his physical limitations.

​He climbed the four flights of stairs one agonizing step at a time, leaning heavily on the railing, counting the breaths between movements.

​He reached the door of Room 404. He unlocked it with fumbling, numb fingers.

​The room was warm. The heater was humming.

​Chuuya was awake.

​He was sitting up on the futon, the Archive monitor in his lap, casting a green glow on his face. He looked pale, his eyes dark with exhaustion and pain, but he was alert. He had a knife in his hand—a steak knife from the kitchen—held in a reverse grip.

​When Dazai stepped in, Chuuya lowered the knife, letting out a breath that sounded like a sob.

​"You're late," Chuuya rasped.

​"Traffic was murder," Dazai said, locking the door and leaning back against it. He slid down until he hit the floor, too tired to walk the extra five feet to the futon. Water pooled around him on the tatami. "And I had to avoid a Black Lizard patrol on 4th Street. They're getting aggressive."

​"Did they see you?"

​"Please. I'm a ghost. I'm a shadow in a trench coat."

​Dazai pulled the metal box from his vest. He slid it across the tatami. It scraped loudly against the floor mats and stopped inches from Chuuya’s knee.

​Chuuya stared at it. He didn't touch it immediately. He looked at the battered metal as if it were a bomb that might go off if he breathed on it wrong.

​"Is it..." Chuuya started, then stopped, his voice failing him.

​"It's all there," Dazai said, closing his eyes, listening to the sound of Chuuya's breathing. "The armband. The knife. The bottle. Even that terrible photo where my hair looks like a bird's nest."

​Chuuya reached out. His hand trembled, the green veins pulsing faintly under the skin. He popped the latch.

​He looked inside.

​He didn't cry. Chuuya Nakahara didn't cry over things. But his shoulders slumped, the tension of the last week draining out of him in a rush that left him shaking. He picked up the bottle. He ran his thumb over the bloodstained label, tracing the jagged lines of Dazai's signature.

​"I thought he burned it," Chuuya whispered. "I thought he burned it all. I thought he erased me."

​"He didn't know it was there," Dazai murmured. "Mori looks at assets. He looks at value. He doesn't look for sentiment. He thinks sentiment is a weakness, a flaw in the design."

​"It is a weakness," Chuuya said, clutching the bottle to his chest. "Look at us. We're broken because of it."

​"We're alive," Dazai countered, opening his eyes to look at Chuuya. "Mori is down three billion yen. I'd say sentiment is winning."

​Dazai tried to stand up to take off his wet coat, but his legs refused to cooperate. He groaned, his head falling back against the door.

​"Dazai?" Chuuya’s voice sharpened. The sentimental moment vanished, replaced by the partner's instinct. "You're hurt."

​"Just... tired. The shoulder didn't enjoy the window-shopping. Liquid nitrogen is heavy."

​"Get over here," Chuuya ordered.

​"I'm fine here. The floor is... sturdy. Comfortable, in a ascetic sort of way."

​"Get. Over. Here."

​Chuuya set the box aside, placing it reverently on the nightstand. He grabbed his cane. He hauled himself up, wincing as his bad leg took his weight, and limped over to Dazai.

​He reached down. "Arm."

​Dazai looked up at him. "You can't lift me, Chuuya. You'll spike the Archive. You'll rot the floor again."

​"I'm not lifting you. I'm anchoring you. Get up."

​Dazai sighed. He grabbed Chuuya’s hand.

​They pulled.

​It was a messy, uncoordinated struggle. Chuuya grunted, the green light flaring briefly in his eyes as he fought the urge to use gravity to cheat. Dazai hissed as his shoulder shifted, grinding bone on bone. But they made it upright, swaying like two drunks in a storm.

​They stumbled to the futon. Chuuya pushed Dazai down onto the mattress, then collapsed beside him.

​"You're wet," Chuuya complained, though he didn't move away. He leaned into the damp cold of Dazai's coat.

​"You're loud," Dazai retorted, eyes closing.

​Chuuya reached out. He didn't go for the medical kit. He went for the buttons of Dazai’s coat.

​"What are you doing?" Dazai mumbled, swatting weakly at his hands.

​"Undressing you. Unless you want to sleep in a wet trench coat and get pneumonia. I am not nursing you through pneumonia, Dazai. I draw the line at snot. I've dealt with enough bodily fluids this week."

​Dazai didn't have the energy to fight him. He let Chuuya strip the coat off, then the tactical vest. He let Chuuya pull the wet shirt over his head, hissing when the fabric caught on the sling.

​Chuuya grabbed a towel from the pile Dazai had bought. He dried Dazai’s hair, rough, jerky motions that were somehow gentle.

​"You wrote the pact," Chuuya said suddenly, his voice low.

​Dazai froze under the towel.

​"What?"

​"The label," Chuuya said. "Clause one. Neither party may die unless the other is present to laugh at them."

​Chuuya stopped drying Dazai’s hair. He rested his hand on Dazai’s head, his fingers tangling in the damp strands.

​"You were there," Chuuya whispered. "In the facility. When I... when I died. When my heart stopped on the platform."

​"I wasn't laughing," Dazai said into his knees.

​"No," Chuuya agreed. "You weren't. You were screaming."

​He moved his hand down to Dazai’s shoulder, tracing the line of the bandage.

​"You voided the contract, Dazai. You saved me. You broke the rules. You cared."

​"I hate rules," Dazai muttered. "They're boring."

​"I know."

​Chuuya tossed the towel aside. He pulled the duvet up, covering them both. The warmth of the heater began to seep back into their bones.

​"We need a new contract," Chuuya said.

​"We already made one. Five points. No lies, no touch..."

​"Clause Six," Chuuya interrupted. He lay down, turning on his side so he was facing Dazai. The distance between them was non-existent. "Neither party is allowed to die. Period. No laughing. No audience. Just... no dying. We stay."

​Dazai opened his eyes. He looked at Chuuya. The teal light in Chuuya's eyes was dim, settled, like a fire dying down to embers. The Archive was quiet.

​"That's an impossible clause," Dazai whispered. "Everyone dies. Entropy is inescapable."

​"Not us," Chuuya said fiercely. "Not until I say so. You put a singularity in my chest, Dazai. You made me a god of death. So I get to decide when death happens. And I say... not yet. Not for a long time."

​Dazai stared at him. He saw the absolute, insane conviction in Chuuya's face. He saw the boy who had kicked down a wall to save him, the man who was holding back a thousand ghosts just to stay in this room.

​"Okay," Dazai breathed. "Clause Six. No dying."

​"Good."

​Chuuya closed his eyes. He reached out, under the duvet, and found Dazai’s hand. He interlaced their fingers, his grip tight and possessive.

​"And Dazai?"

​"Yeah?"

​"Thanks for the box."

​"It was trash," Dazai deflected, squeezing Chuuya’s hand. "I just needed the exercise."

​"It was my life," Chuuya corrected. "Now shut up and sleep. You smell like rain and breaking and entering."

​Dazai smiled. He drifted off, the warmth of Chuuya’s hand anchoring him to the world, the metal box sitting on the nightstand like a promise kept, proof that even in the wreckage, something had survived.

Notes:

I would love to hear what you guys think is going to happen!

Chapter 19: The Calibration of Touch

Summary:

Chuuya continues navigating the humiliation of physical dependency and the volatile nature of his new poweras he and Dazai form a mutual understanding!

Notes:

After asking you guys for your thoughts on future chapters, I realized that, at their core, our two broken boys do need to do more self-healing before moving on to defeat the ones who've wronged them!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The morning sun didn't just rise; it intruded. It spilled across the tatami mats of Room 404 with the enthusiasm of an unwelcome guest, highlighting the dust motes dancing in the stagnant air and the wreckage of the previous days with the unforgiving clarity of a forensic lamp. It was a Tuesday, or maybe a Wednesday—time had lost its rigid architecture since the Archive took residence in Chuuya’s chest, dissolving into a fluid state of pain, medication, and the terrifying, non-linear progression of recovery.

Chuuya woke slowly. For the first time in weeks, he didn't wake up gasping, or screaming, or reaching for a weapon that wasn't there. He woke up because the weight beside him shifted.

He blinked, his eyes gritty, eyelashes stuck together with sleep. He was lying on his side, curled toward the center of the futon, his bad leg pillowed carefully on a stack of memory foam Dazai had ordered to alleviate the pressure on the reattached muscle. The space in front of him was occupied.

Dazai was asleep.

It was a rare, almost cryptid sighting. Usually, Dazai slept like a cat—one eye open, tension coiled in his spine, ready to bolt or deflect or lie. But this was deep, exhausted sleep, the kind that only comes after the adrenaline crash of a lifetime. His face was pressed into the expensive pillow, his breathing slow and slightly congested, a soft snore catching in his throat every few exhalations. His black hair was a disaster, sticking up in tufts that defied gravity in a way Chuuya’s Ability never could.

Chuuya lay there, not moving, just watching. He traced the line of Dazai’s jaw with his eyes, noting the shadow of stubble, the dark smudges of fatigue that even sleep couldn't erase. He looked young. He looked like the boy Chuuya had met in the arcade seven years ago, before the blood, before the betrayal, before the Archive. Back when they were just two disasters colliding in an alleyway, trying to figure out if they were human or just glitches in the simulation.

Human, Chuuya thought, a bitter taste in his mouth. That’s the question, isn’t it?

Ever since the events with Verlaine—since he learned he was a string of code given flesh, a clone designed to hold a singularity—Chuuya had fought to define his own humanity. He had built it out of loyalty to the Flags, out of his duty to the Mafia, out of his choices. But now? Now he was a container again. A jar filled with the dead. The Archive whispered in the back of his mind, a cold, static hiss that sounded too much like the void inside Guivre, the singularity monster he had faced years ago. He felt less like a man and more like a biological hard drive that Dazai was desperately trying to keep from crashing.

I'm just a vessel, the Archive whispered. A battery. A bomb.

Then, Chuuya’s gaze traveled down.

Dazai had slept in his dress shirt, but the top buttons were undone, revealing the hollow of his throat and the edge of the bandages wrapping his torso. The bandage on his left shoulder—the one covering the fracture from Chuuya’s gravity blast—was visible. A fresh, stark bloom of red had seeped through the white gauze during the night, staining the fabric like a poppy blooming in snow.

The sight of the blood stopped the spiral.

He went climbing through a penthouse window with a broken scapula, Chuuya thought, a sudden, sharp pang of guilt twisting in his gut like a knife. He fought gravity. He fought the security grid. He fought his own body to get my trash. He is as broken as I am, and he’s hiding it behind sarcasm and expensive wine.

Chuuya moved his hand. It was a slow, deliberate movement. He reached out, his fingers hovering inches from Dazai’s shoulder. The green veins in his wrist pulsed faintly—a warning from the Archive, a whisper of static—but he pushed the noise down. Quiet, he told the ghosts. I'm just looking.

He didn't touch. The No Contact rule was still technically in effect, a fragile treaty they had signed in the ashes of Chuuya’s sanity. But the air between his hand and Dazai's skin felt charged, magnetic. It was the same pull he had felt at fifteen, the inexplicable gravity that drew the Demon Prodigy and the King of the Sheep together against all logic.

Dazai stirred. He made a small, pained noise in the back of his throat and tried to roll over. The movement pulled at his injury. His eyes snapped open, wide and unseeing for a fraction of a second—a flash of pure, hunted panic—before the mask slammed down. The transition from vulnerable to guarded was so fast it was heartbreaking.

"Staring is rude, Chuuya," Dazai rasped, his voice rough with sleep.

"You're bleeding," Chuuya said flatly.

Dazai glanced down at his shoulder, feigning disinterest. "It’s nothing. Just a little leakage. I must have slept funny. Or maybe you kicked me in your sleep. You have very active dreams. You were mumbling about wine prices."

"I didn't kick you. You slept like a corpse," Chuuya corrected. He pushed himself up into a sitting position. His own body protested—his leg was stiff, his core ached like he'd been beaten with a bat—but it was manageable. The Archive hummed low in his ears, a background radiation he was learning to ignore. "Sit up. I need to change the dressing."

Dazai blinked, looking genuinely surprised. "I can do it."

"With one arm? Don't be an idiot. Sit up."

It was a shift. A subtle recalibration of the room's gravity. For days, Dazai had been the nursemaid, the warden, the anchor. He had washed Chuuya, fed him, carried him. Now, Chuuya was taking the lead. It was a small reclamation of agency, but it felt like a victory. It felt like proving he wasn't just a vessel.

Dazai hesitated, assessing Chuuya’s stability, then pushed himself up, wincing. He sat cross-legged, facing Chuuya. He unbuttoned the shirt with clumsy, one-handed fumbling. Chuuya watched him struggle for three seconds before his patience snapped.

"Stop," Chuuya said. He reached out and batted Dazai’s hand away. "Let me do it."

He undid the buttons. His fingers brushed against Dazai’s chest. The skin was warm. There was no static shock, no Archive surge. Just the warmth of another human being. It was grounding. It was the only thing in the room that felt real.

Chuuya peeled the shirt back, sliding it off Dazai’s good shoulder and carefully maneuvering it around the sling. The bandages underneath were a mess, loose and stained. He noticed other scars—old ones, from their Mafia days, and newer ones he didn't recognize. A burn on his ribcage. A jagged line near his hip. The history of Dazai's four years away written in white lines on his skin.

"You're terrible at this," Chuuya muttered, reaching for the medical kit Dazai kept by the bed. "Who patched you up when I wasn't around? Atsushi? He has claws."

"I'm usually the one getting patched up by Yosano," Dazai deflected, looking at the wall, refusing to meet Chuuya's eyes. "Or I just let it heal wrong. It adds character."

"It adds arthritis," Chuuya grumbled. He cut the old bandage away with the trauma shears.

The bruising on Dazai’s shoulder was heinous—a mottled map of purple, black, and angry yellow spreading across his collarbone and down his back. The fracture site was swollen. It looked angry.

"This needs ice," Chuuya murmured. He cleaned the area with antiseptic wipes. Dazai hissed, his breath hitching, his good hand clenching in the duvet.

"Sorry," Chuuya said reflexively.

"It's cold," Dazai whispered.

"It's supposed to be."

Chuuya began to wrap the new bandage. He had to lean in close to pass the roll around Dazai’s torso. His forehead brushed Dazai’s good shoulder. He could smell the sleep on him, the scent of the rain from last night, the faint metallic tang of the lockpicking tools he’d used, and the underlying chemical smell of antiseptic.

It was intimate. Painfully so. It was the kind of intimacy that usually came after sex or before death—stripped of pretense, functional, and raw. It reminded Chuuya of the nights after they fought Rimbaud, or after the Dragon's Head Conflict, where they would sit in silence, too tired to speak, just existing in the same space because no one else could understand the frequency they vibrated on.

"You really kept it," Dazai said softly, his voice vibrating against Chuuya’s ear.

Chuuya didn't stop wrapping. "Kept what?"

"The label. The pact."

Chuuya paused. He secured the clip on the bandage. He sat back, looking Dazai in the eye.

"Yeah. I did."

"Why?" Dazai asked. It wasn't a taunt. It was a genuine, bewildered question. Dazai looked at Chuuya as if he were a puzzle he couldn't solve. "I left, Chuuya. I burned the car. I left you with the paperwork and the wreckage. I joined the enemy. Why keep a promise from a traitor?"

Chuuya looked at the metal box sitting on the nightstand. It was battered and ugly, but it held the only truth that mattered.

"Because you didn't break that one," Chuuya said. "You broke the partnership. You broke the trust. You broke the code. But you didn't die. And neither did I."

He looked back at Dazai.

"And last night... you proved you still remembered the rules. You went back into a kill box to get it. That's not something a traitor does. That's something a partner does. That's something... Double Black does."

Dazai stared at him. For a moment, the genius strategist, the demon who terrified the government, looked completely lost. He looked like he didn't know the next line in the script. His mouth opened, then closed.

"Clause Six," Dazai whispered finally, a faint smile touching his lips.

"Clause Six," Chuuya agreed. "No dying. Now put your arm back in the sling before you ruin my handiwork."

The training resumed after breakfast, but the venue changed.

"We're not going to the warehouse today," Dazai announced, sipping his tea. He looked better after the bandage change, less gray, though he was still guarding his arm.

"Why not?" Chuuya asked, eyeing his cane. "I need the space. If I blow up the dorm, Kunikida will actually murder me. He has a spreadsheet for property damage, Dazai. I don't want to be on it."

"You're not going to blow up," Dazai said confidently. "Because today isn't about power. It's about precision. We're doing micro-gravity."

He placed a teaspoon on the low table in front of Chuuya.

"Lift it," Dazai ordered.

Chuuya looked at the spoon. It was a cheap, stainless steel thing. "You want me to lift a spoon? I can lift a tank."

"I want you to lift it without aging it," Dazai corrected. "Yesterday, you turned a wooden crate into sawdust. That's entropy. That's unchecked time. Today, I want you to apply gravity without applying the Archive's rot. I want you to separate the carrier wave from the payload."

"That's impossible," Chuuya said, frustration already bubbling. "The energy is mixed. It's like trying to separate milk from coffee once it's poured."

"It's difficult," Dazai agreed. "Not impossible. You are the vessel, Chuuya. You control the filter. Visualise the energy. Arahabaki is red. The Archive is green. I want to see red."

Chuuya sighed. He set his cane aside and sat cross-legged. He stared at the spoon.

He closed his eyes. He reached into the well.

It was loud in there. The static was a roar. Hungry. Cold. Empty. Feed us.

He pushed past the voices. He searched for the old feeling—the heavy, hot hum of the earth. He found a thread of it, buried deep under the sludge of the poison.

He grabbed it.

He opened his eyes. He reached out.

Red light flared around his hand.

The spoon rattled. It lifted an inch off the table.

Then, a vein of green lightning crackled up Chuuya’s arm.

The spoon turned black. Rust bloomed across the metal surface like mold. In three seconds, the spoon disintegrated into a pile of orange dust.

"Dammit!" Chuuya slammed his fist onto the table. The table groaned, wood darkening under his touch.

"Stop," Dazai said calmly. "Disengage."

"I can't separate them!" Chuuya shouted. "It's all the same now! It's all rot! I'm broken, Dazai! I'm just a decay engine!"

"It's not," Dazai said. He reached out, his hand hovering over Chuuya’s fist. "Look at your hand."

Chuuya looked. The green veins were pulsing.

"You're angry," Dazai observed. "You're frustrated. You're thinking about the failure before it happens. The Archive feeds on that volatility. It rides the emotional spike."

Dazai moved his hand closer. He didn't touch Chuuya, but Chuuya could feel the nullification field, a cool, quiet void hovering just above his skin.

"Find the quiet," Dazai whispered. "Don't force the spoon up. Ask it to rise."

"I don't ask gravity," Chuuya muttered. "I command it."

"That was the old Chuuya. The old Chuuya had a god who liked to break things. The new Chuuya has a library that wants to sleep. You have to be gentle."

Gentle. The word felt alien in Chuuya’s mouth.

He took a breath. He looked at the pile of rust.

He thought about Dazai’s hand on his ankle during PT. The careful, measured movements. The patience.

He thought about the bandage he had wrapped this morning. The way he had been careful not to pull the skin.

Gentle.

He reached out to a second spoon.

He didn't grab the gravity. He coaxed it. He imagined the red light as a slow, warm liquid, not a fire.

The spoon wobbled. It lifted. It floated three inches above the table.

It stayed silver.

"Red," Dazai breathed.

Chuuya stared. The aura around the spoon was a deep, crimson red. No green. No static.

It lasted for five seconds. Then Chuuya’s concentration slipped, the green sparked, and the spoon fell, denting the table. But it didn't rust.

Chuuya slumped forward, exhausted. "I did it."

"You did," Dazai smiled. It was a genuine smile, bright and proud. "You filtered the signal."

"It's exhausting," Chuuya admitted, wiping sweat from his brow. "It feels like... like holding my breath underwater. Like carrying a mountain."

"It will get easier," Dazai assured him. "Your muscles are atrophied. Your spiritual muscles, I mean. We just need to build up the tolerance."

He picked up the dented spoon.

"Progress," Dazai declared. "Now, try it with a grape."

They practiced for two hours. Grapes. Pens. A coin. Chuuya managed to lift the coin without rusting it, but the effort cost him. By noon, he was shaking. His temperature had spiked.

"That's enough," Dazai decided, seeing Chuuya sway. "You're overheating."

"One more," Chuuya slurred. "I can do the cup."

"No," Dazai said, snatching the cup away. "You're done. Your sync rate is climbing."

Chuuya tried to argue, but his body betrayed him. A wave of dizziness hit him, and he pitched forward. Dazai caught him, ignoring the protest of his own shoulder.

"Easy," Dazai murmured, easing Chuuya down onto the futon. "You pushed too hard."

Chuuya closed his eyes. The room was spinning. The voices were back, whispering in the corners of his mind.

Hot. Burning. Too much light.

"I need ice," Chuuya whispered. "It feels like the facility."

Dazai was already moving. He returned with a wet towel and the ice pack from the freezer. He placed the towel on Chuuya's forehead and the ice pack against his chest, right over his heart.

"Breathe, Chuuya. In and out. I've got you."

Chuuya leaned into the cold. He felt Dazai’s hand holding the ice pack in place. The contact was technically a breach of the rules, but neither of them cared.

"It never stops," Chuuya mumbled, delirium edging his voice. "The noise. It never stops."

"I know," Dazai said softly. "But I'm louder. Listen to me."

He started talking. Not about the mission. Not about Mori. He talked about nothing. He talked about the crab he bought. He talked about Kunikida’s latest schedule meltdown. He talked about a stray cat he saw.

His voice was a steady drone, a wall against the static. Chuuya focused on it, latching onto the syllables like life rafts.

Slowly, the heat receded. The green light behind Chuuya's eyelids faded to black. He drifted into a restless sleep, Dazai’s hand still heavy on his chest.

The euphoria of the success faded as night fell.

The Archive was quiet during the day, distracted by the training. But at night, when the lights were out and the city noises dulled, the voices came back.

Chuuya lay on the futon, staring at the shadows. The rain had started again, drumming against the glass. Dazai was asleep beside him—or pretending to be.

Cold, the boy's voice whispered. It's so cold in the water.

Chuuya flinched. He squeezed his eyes shut. Shut up. You're safe. You're in the vault.

We're drowning, another voice said. A woman this time. The fluid... it burns.

Let us out. Let us out. Let us out.

Chuuya’s breath hitched. He felt the phantom sensation of liquid filling his lungs. He gasped, sitting up abruptly, clutching his chest.

Dazai shifted instantly. "Chuuya?"

"It's loud," Chuuya gasped, his hands tangling in his hair, pulling. "They're loud tonight. They know I used the power. I woke them up. They're screaming, Dazai."

Dazai sat up. The room was cold. He reached out and turned on the small lamp, bathing the room in soft yellow light.

"Look at me," Dazai commanded.

Chuuya looked. Dazai’s face was calm, anchored.

"They are memories," Dazai said. "They are data points. They are not happening now."

"They feel like they are," Chuuya whispered. "I can feel them dying, Dazai. Over and over again. I can feel their fear. It's eating me."

Dazai moved. He broke the rule. He broke the space.

He slid across the futon until he was sitting right next to Chuuya. He took Chuuya’s hand—the one that was glowing faintly green, the knuckles white.

"Then feel this," Dazai said.

He laced their fingers together. No Longer Human flared.

The silence was instantaneous.

The voices cut out like a radio being unplugged. The green light vanished. The static in Chuuya’s head cleared, leaving only the sound of his own ragged breathing and the rain outside. The sudden quiet was so profound it made Chuuya dizzy.

Chuuya slumped against Dazai, the relief so overwhelming it felt like a physical blow.

"Better?" Dazai asked softly.

"Yes," Chuuya breathed. "God, yes."

He should pull away. He knew the rules. Touching Dazai meant nullifying the gravity, but it also meant acknowledging the terrifying dependency. It meant admitting that he couldn't handle this alone.

But he couldn't. The silence was too sweet.

"Stay," Chuuya whispered. "Just for a minute. Just until my heart slows down. Just until the static stops."

"I'm not going anywhere," Dazai said. He shifted, pulling Chuuya down until they were lying side by side, their hands still locked between them on the pillow.

They lay there in the quiet. The contact was a lifeline. It was a promise.

"Dazai?"

"Mm?"

"The box," Chuuya said, staring at Dazai’s collarbone. "Why did you really go back for it? You said it was exercise. You lied."

Dazai was silent for a long time. His thumb rubbed the back of Chuuya’s hand, a slow, rhythmic motion that mirrored the beating of a heart.

"Because I remembered the date," Dazai said finally.

"What date?"

"The date on the label. June 19th."

Chuuya frowned. He tried to remember the label. The messy writing. The blood thumbprint. "That's... that's your birthday."

"It is," Dazai agreed. "We signed the pact on my sixteenth birthday. We were drunk, and bleeding, and the city was on fire. And you... you didn't know it was my birthday. You just knew I was trying to die."

Dazai turned his head, his nose brushing Chuuya’s hair.

"I had planned to die that night, Chuuya. I had the pills in my pocket. I was just waiting for the mission to end. But then you got stabbed. And you refused to go to the hospital until we drank that terrible sake. You said you wouldn't die sober. You said you had to live long enough to laugh at the stupid choices I made."

Dazai’s voice dropped to a whisper. The self-deprecating humor was gone, leaving only raw confession. "I remember looking at you, bleeding and shouting about suing me in hell, and I thought: If I die now, he'll be angry, but he won't be here to laugh. He'll just be angry. I have to stay. I can't let him win this argument. I can't give him the satisfaction of breaking the pact first."

"You gave me a gift, Chuuya. You gave me a reason to stay. You forced me to sign a contract to live, not for my own sake, but for yours. You made me promise to let you laugh at me."

Chuuya felt a lump in his throat. He hadn't known. He hadn't realized that his stubbornness had been the only thing standing between Dazai and the void. He had thought Dazai stayed because of the mission, or because of Mori. He never realized he stayed because of Chuuya.

"I went back," Dazai whispered, the weight of the confession settling on his shoulders. "Because I needed to hold the physical proof that I am capable of choosing life. I needed to remind myself that even back then... you were the one saving me. I needed the proof that the only choice I ever made that wasn't pointless or cruel was the choice to stay because you demanded it. That joke was the only thread I had to reality."

Chuuya squeezed Dazai’s hand. The grip was tight, desperate, a silent forgiveness for years of lies and abandonment. He moved his head, burrowing his face into the space between Dazai's neck and shoulder. He took a deep, shuddering breath, inhaling the clean scent of antiseptic, soap, and Dazai's own unique ozone.

"We're even," Chuuya said, his voice thick. "Clause Six. We both stay. No dying. No pills. No Archive."

"We stay," Dazai echoed, pulling Chuuya closer, his body relaxing entirely against the warmth of Chuuya's back. He inhaled the clean scent of soap and ozone that still clung faintly to Chuuya's hair. "I voided the old pact, Chibi. The new one is better. It doesn't rely on hate or morbid humor. It relies on necessity. It relies on shared trauma. It relies on the fact that you are the only person who hasn't dissolved my ability, and I am the only person who can nullify yours before it destroys you."

He rested his chin on the top of Chuuya's head, the movement tender and possessive. "I need you to survive, Chuuya. Because without you, I have to go back to being the person who looked for reasons to die. You're the one who wrote the rules for my continued existence. Don't break them now. We are both essential variables in this equation."

The silence returned, but it wasn't empty anymore. It was filled with the weight of the blanket, the warmth of the hand in his, and the quiet, steady beat of two hearts that refused to stop. The Archive pulsed faintly, but it was muffled, its voice neutralized by the power of the shared moment and Dazai's stabilizing presence. The green light in Chuuya's hand faded completely.

Chuuya felt the tension drain from his spine, his body settling against Dazai’s. He was anchored to the world by the man who had once tried to leave it, both of them holding onto the single, fragile promise of a shared future.

Notes:

I hope you guys like this a bit more slow-paced bonding chapter! Also be sure to leave a comment, or I won't continue.
PS: I might've also had a softer chapter because angst will return next chapter with the introduction of Mori!

Chapter 20: The Calculus of Exile

Summary:

After being exposed by Mori's amplified signal, Chuuya is forced to confront Akutagawa and the shocking failure of Dazai's nullification,

Chapter Text

The Port Mafia headquarters did not sleep. It waited. It was a monolith of black glass and steel, breathing the smog of Yokohama like oxygen.

In the penthouse office, the air was kept at a precise, museum-quality cool. Mori Ougai sat behind his heavy oak desk, the city of Yokohama spread out beneath him like a circuit board he had personally soldered. He wasn't looking at the view. He was looking at a screen that dominated the far wall.

"Report," he said softly, his voice barely disturbing the silence.

The technician standing by the door—a new hire, sweating through his cheap suit, clutching a tablet as if it were a shield—stepped forward. "Sir. We detected a massive gravitational anomaly in Sector 4 yesterday. And a secondary, smaller but highly concentrated spike in the residential district near the Agency dorms two hours ago."

Mori smiled. It wasn't a kind smile. It was the smile of a surgeon finding the tumor he knew was there. "Show me."

The technician tapped a tablet. A map of Yokohama appeared on the main screen. Two red dots pulsed violently. One in the industrial hangar district. One right over the Agency's brick dormitory.

But the dots weren't just red. They were bleeding. The digital map around the coordinates was glitching, the pixels turning gray and dissolving into static.

"The energy signature matches the Archive profile," the technician explained, his voice trembling. "It’s... it's necrotic, sir. It’s registering as entropy, not standard gravity. It’s decaying the sensors just by being measured. We lost three remote drones just trying to get a lock."

Mori leaned back, steepling his fingers. The scalpel he had been toying with glinted under the halogen lights.

"So, Dazai-kun lied. Or rather, he told a half-truth. He said Nakahara-kun was a bomb. He didn't mention the bomb was leaking."

"Sir?"

"He isn't powerless," Mori mused, a dark satisfaction curling in his gut. "He is overflowing. The vessel is porous. Dazai stabilized the core, but he couldn't seal the radiation. The Archive energy is too vast, too hungry. It will push through."

Mori stood up and walked to the window. He looked toward the Agency's territory, obscured by the morning fog.

"If the gravity is necrotic," Mori murmured, "then Chuuya-kun isn't just a gravity manipulator anymore. He is a walking dead zone. And Dazai... Dazai is the only thing keeping him from swallowing the city. Dazai is playing the role of the control rod in a melting reactor."

He turned back to the technician.

"Double the patrols. Authorize the Black Lizard for extraction, but tell them to use non-lethal containment only. I don't want the vessel broken. I want it retrieved intact."

"Sir, the Black Lizard... against that?" The technician pointed to the rotting pixels on the screen. "Hirotsu-san expressed concern about engagement parameters."

"They won't be fighting Chuuya-kun," Mori corrected, his eyes cold. "They will be fighting the Archive. And the Archive wants to come home. We just need to give it a path."

He pressed a button on his intercom.

"Get me the encryption team. I want to broadcast a frequency. Let's see if we can wake the sleeper."

The morning in Room 404 was heavy.

The rain had stopped, but the sky remained a bruised, sullen purple. Inside the dorm, the air felt thin, used up. The expensive duvet, the silk rugs, the smell of truffle oil—it all felt like a stage set for a play that had been cancelled. The luxury Dazai had dragged into the squalor now just looked desperate.

Chuuya sat on the edge of the futon, fully dressed in one of the new suits Dazai had bought—a charcoal wool that fit him perfectly but felt like armor. His cane rested against his knee. He was staring at the floorboards, watching a small patch of wood darken and gray near his boot. Even sitting still, he was leaking.

Dazai was packing.

It wasn't a frantic packing. It was methodical, cold, and efficient. He was putting the medical supplies into a duffel bag—gauze, antiseptic, painkillers, the adrenaline shots. He was wrapping the Archivist monitor in a t-shirt to dampen the signal. He was erasing their presence.

"We have to go," Chuuya said. It wasn't a question.

"We have to go," Dazai agreed, zipping the bag with a sharp hiss. "The spike last night... it was too big. The sensors picked it up. Mori knows we're here. Ango knows we're here. The neighbors probably think we're running a meth lab or a nuclear reactor."

"We're running a singularity lab," Chuuya muttered. "And the containment is failing."

"Same difference in property value."

There was a knock at the door.

It wasn't Ango's bureaucratic knock. It was heavier. Older. More authoritative.

Dazai went to the door. He didn't look through the peephole. He opened it.

Fukuzawa Yukichi stood in the hallway. He wore his kimono, his hands tucked into his sleeves. His expression was stern, but his eyes were sad. Kunikida stood behind him, clutching his notebook, looking stressed enough to snap a pen in half.

"President," Dazai said, bowing slightly.

"Dazai," Fukuzawa nodded. He looked past Dazai to Chuuya, who struggled to stand up, leaning on his cane. Fukuzawa’s gaze softened, taking in the pale skin and the tension in Chuuya's frame. "Nakahara."

"Boss," Chuuya nodded, slipping back into the old respect, even though this wasn't his boss. It was just a boss. A man who commanded loyalty.

"We need to talk," Fukuzawa said. "May we come in?"

They sat on the floor, ignoring the shattered table and the scorched floorboards where Chuuya had lost control.

"The government has contacted me," Fukuzawa began, his voice a low rumble that filled the small room. "The Special Division has flagged this building as a bio-hazard zone. They are threatening to condemn the block. They claim there is a 'radioactive anomaly' in this apartment."

"Ango is moving fast," Dazai noted dryly. "He's trying to flush us out before he has to send in the Hunting Dogs."

"He is trying to protect the city," Fukuzawa said. "And the Agency. We cannot harbor a weapon of mass destruction in a residential area, Dazai. The risk to the civilians... to the neighbors... it is too high. If you lose control again..."

Fukuzawa looked at the rotted floor.

"If the floor gives way, you drop into the apartment below. A family lives there."

Chuuya looked down at his hands. The green veins were faint today, but he could feel them pulsing. Hazard. Danger. Leaking. He was poison.

"I know," Chuuya whispered. "I'm sorry, President. I didn't mean to..."

"It is not a matter of intent," Fukuzawa said gently. "It is a matter of safety. We cannot protect you here. If the Mafia attacks, or if the government sends the Hunting Dogs... this building becomes a warzone. Innocents will die."

"We're leaving," Dazai said, standing up. "We were just packing. We'll be gone in ten minutes."

Kunikida stepped forward. He looked pained. "We have a safehouse. In the mountains. It's isolated. We can set up a perimeter. Yosano can come with us."

"No," Dazai said sharply. "If we use an Agency safehouse, we lead the war to your doorstep. They'll track us. We have to go dark. Truly dark. Off the grid."

Fukuzawa looked at Dazai for a long moment. He saw the resolve. He saw the terrifying competence of the former Mafia Executive re-emerging from beneath the detective's coat.

"Very well," Fukuzawa said. "You are officially on indefinite leave, Dazai. What you do... is outside Agency jurisdiction. I cannot sanction it, and I cannot help you."

It was a kindness. It was a disavowal that protected the Agency from Dazai's actions, and Dazai from the Agency's rules.

"Thank you, President," Dazai said.

Fukuzawa stood up. He looked at Chuuya.

"Nakahara. You saved my detectives. You saved this city. The Agency owes you a debt. If you survive this... our door is open. Not as a weapon. As a guest."

Chuuya felt a lump in his throat. It was the first time an authority figure had offered him something without asking for blood in return.

"Thank you," Chuuya managed to say.

Fukuzawa nodded. He turned and left. Kunikida lingered.

"Dazai," Kunikida said, handing him a thick envelope. "Cash. Untraceable. And... try not to die. It ruins the schedule. And don't let him die either."

"I'll do my best, Kunikida-kun."

Kunikida left. The door clicked shut.

The room felt empty. The golden cage was open, but outside was only the storm.

"Well," Dazai said, picking up the duffel bag. "That went better than expected. I thought he was going to lecture me about the property damage."

"Where are we going?" Chuuya asked. "You said you had a plan."

"I do," Dazai said. "But you're not going to like it."

They left the dorms through the fire escape to avoid the cameras in the lobby.

Chuuya couldn't climb down. Dazai lowered him, using a rope and a pulley system he had apparently rigged days ago for this exact scenario. It was humiliating, swinging in the air like a side of beef, clutching his cane, but Chuuya bit his tongue. Clause Six. Survive.

They reached the alley. The black sedan was gone.

"We can't use the driver," Dazai explained, helping Chuuya unclasp the harness. "He's compromised. Ango probably has him in an interrogation room by now. We walk."

"I can't walk far," Chuuya reminded him, leaning heavily on the cane.

"We're not walking far. Just to the storage unit."

They moved through the backstreets of Yokohama. It was a gray, overcast day. The city felt hostile. Every siren made Chuuya flinch. Every person passing by felt like an assassin. The Archive was agitated by the sensory input of the city.

Too many hearts, the voices whispered. Too much noise. Silence them.

Chuuya shook his head, trying to clear the static.

They reached the storage unit. Dazai rolled up the metal door.

Inside sat the Ducati. It was beautiful. Polished chrome and red paint. A beast of a machine.

"Can you ride?" Dazai asked.

Chuuya looked at his bad leg. He looked at his trembling hands. He remembered the feeling of the wind.

"I don't know," Chuuya admitted. "My balance is... weird. The gravity center is off. And if I lose control, I might rot the handlebars."

"Then I drive," Dazai said.

"You drive?" Chuuya scoffed. "You drive like a maniac."

"I drive fast," Dazai corrected. "Get on."

Chuuya mounted the bike behind Dazai. He wrapped his arms around Dazai’s waist, pressing his chest against Dazai’s back. He felt the warmth. He felt the heartbeat. It was the only steady thing in the world.

Dazai kicked the engine to life. The roar was deafening. It drowned out the Archive.

They shot out of the storage unit, merging into the traffic.

"Where are we going?" Chuuya shouted over the wind.

"Suribachi City!" Dazai yelled back.

Chuuya froze. "The slums? Why?"

"It's the only place with enough background radiation to hide your signature! The explosion seven years ago left a residue! It's camouflage!"

It made sense. It was logical.

It was also cruel.

They were going back to the crater. Back to where they met. Back to the graveyard of the Sheep. Back to the beginning.

The safehouse wasn't a house. It was a shipping container buried halfway into the side of the crater wall, covered in corrugated iron and graffiti.

Dazai parked the bike in a hidden alcove. He helped Chuuya off.

"It's not the Ritz," Dazai said, unlocking the heavy padlock. "But it's lead-lined. And I installed a generator."

They stepped inside.

It was cramped. It smelled of earth and rust. There was a cot in the corner, a table, and a wall of monitors that were currently dark.

"This is where you lived?" Chuuya asked, looking around. "Before the Mafia?"

"This is where I hid," Dazai corrected. "When I didn't want Mori to find me. Before he made me an offer I couldn't refuse."

He flipped a switch. The generator sputtered to life. The monitors flickered on. They showed camera feeds of the surrounding slums. Gray, desolate, empty.

Chuuya sat on the cot. It was hard. The luxury of the dorm—the silk, the down—felt like a dream he had woken up from.

"This is reality," Chuuya whispered. "This is what I deserve. A hole in the ground."

"Stop it," Dazai said, pulling a bottle of water from his bag. "This isn't a punishment. It's a bunker. We regroup. We heal. We plan."

He handed Chuuya the water.

"Drink. You're vibrating."

Chuuya drank. The water was lukewarm.

"Dazai," Chuuya said. "The Archive... it feels different here."

"Different how?"

"Quieter," Chuuya said, surprised. "The static... it's less aggressive. Maybe the background radiation really does help."

"See?" Dazai smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. "I know what I'm doing."

He sat down at the monitors, his back to Chuuya. He started typing.

Chuuya watched him. He watched the way Dazai’s shoulders were hunched, the tension in his neck.

"You're scared," Chuuya said.

Dazai stopped typing.

"I'm calculating," Dazai said.

"You're scared," Chuuya repeated. "You think Mori is going to win."

Dazai turned around. His face was bleak.

"Mori doesn't play to win, Chuuya. He plays to profit. And right now... you are the most profitable asset on the board. He won't stop. The blackmail bought us time, but it didn't buy us safety. He knows the government wants you too. He'll make a move before Ango does."

Night fell over the crater. The slums were dark, lit only by the distant fires of the homeless camps.

Chuuya lay on the cot, Dazai beside him. It was cold here. The duvet from the dorm was gone; they were sharing a thin wool blanket.

Chuuya closed his eyes. The quiet was nice.

...connection established...

Chuuya’s eyes snapped open.

"What?" he whispered.

...handshake protocol initiated... seeking admin...

The voice wasn't the boy. It wasn't the ghosts. It was mechanical. Cold. Synthetic.

"Dazai," Chuuya said, sitting up. "Something's wrong."

Dazai was instantly awake, a pistol in his hand. "What is it? Sensors?"

"No," Chuuya pressed his hands to his temples. "The Archive. It's... it's talking. But not to me."

...location verified... Sector 4... triangulation complete...

"It's broadcasting," Chuuya realized, horror washing over him. "Dazai, it's broadcasting a signal! It's telling them where we are!"

Dazai swore. He scrambled to the monitors. "I don't see any outgoing transmission. The lead lining should block it."

"It's not radio!" Chuuya shouted, climbing off the cot, stumbling. "It's resonance! It's using the gravity waves! It's vibrating the earth! It's a homing beacon!"

The ground beneath them shook. A low, deep rumble.

"They're pinging me," Chuuya gasped. "Mori... he has a key. He has a way to call it. He amplified the signal."

Dazai grabbed his coat. "We have to move. Now."

"Where? If I'm broadcasting, they'll find us anywhere!"

"We have to get to open water," Dazai said, grabbing Chuuya’s arm. "Water dampens the resonance. We need a boat."

They burst out of the container into the night.

The crater was silent. Too silent.

"Dazai," Chuuya whispered. "Look."

He pointed to the rim of the crater, high above them.

Lights. Dozens of them. Headlights. Flashlights. Laser sights.

They were surrounded.

"Containment Team Alpha in position," a voice echoed from a megaphone. It wasn't a police voice. It was Hirotsu. "Target acquired. Prepare for extraction."

Dazai pulled Chuuya behind the bulk of the container. "Hirotsu. He won't shoot to kill. Not you."

"He will if Mori ordered it," Chuuya said, gripping his cane. He felt the Archive surging, responding to the threat. Defense mode. Activate. Destroy.

Green sparks flew from his fingertips.

"Chuuya, hold it back," Dazai warned. "If you let it out here, you'll bring the whole crater down on us."

"I can't!" Chuuya cried. "It's pulling! It wants to go to them! It recognizes the frequency! It wants to go home!"

Suddenly, a figure dropped from the sky, landing in a crouch ten feet away.

Black coat. Coughing. Rashomon blades spiraling like a nightmare spiderweb.

Akutagawa.

"Dazai-san," Akutagawa said, straightening up. He looked torn between awe and murder. "And... Chuuya-san."

"Akutagawa," Dazai said, his voice dropping into his old, commanding Executive tone. "Stand down. You don't want to do this."

"Boss's orders," Akutagawa said. "Retrieve the vessel. Do not engage the Nullifier unless necessary. But do not let the vessel escape."

"Vessel," Chuuya spat. "Is that what I am to you now, Ryunosuke? A bucket?"

Akutagawa flinched. "You are dangerous, Chuuya-san. You are leaking death. Look at the ground."

Chuuya looked down.

The dirt around his feet was turning gray. The weeds were withering, turning to ash in seconds. The metal of the shipping container was rusting before his eyes.

He was killing the world just by standing on it.

"We have a containment unit," Akutagawa said, gesturing to the rim. "Come quietly. We can stabilize you."

"You mean cage me," Chuuya snarled.

Kill him, the Archive whispered. Break his bones. Rot his lungs. Eat the blade.

Chuuya raised his hand. A ball of black-green gravity formed, heavy and terrifying.

"Chuuya, don't!" Dazai shouted.

"I won't go back!"

Chuuya threw the gravity.

Akutagawa raised Rashomon to block. "Rashomon: Agito!"

The gravity hit the black fabric. It didn't push it back.

It ate it.

Rashomon dissolved. The black beast turned to gray dust and scattered in the wind. The attack disintegrated on contact with the entropic field.

Akutagawa gasped, stumbling back, clutching his coat. "My... my ability..."

"It rots abilities too," Dazai realized, horror dawning on his face. "It's anti-energy. It's eating the signal."

Chuuya stared at his hand. He had just neutralized Rashomon. He had done what only Dazai could do, but he had done it with destruction, not nullification.

"Run," Dazai said.

He grabbed Chuuya.

"But Akutagawa—"

"He's in shock! RUN!"

They scrambled down the scree slope, sliding toward the bottom of the crater, toward the old waterways.

Behind them, Akutagawa screamed in rage, but he didn't follow. He was staring at the empty air where his power used to be.

They reached the drainage tunnels—the old sewer lines that ran under Suribachi. It was dark, wet, and smelled of rot.

They ran until they couldn't breathe. Chuuya’s leg gave out. He collapsed against the curved concrete wall, sliding down into the muck.

Dazai dropped beside him. He was pale, sweat soaking his bandages. He leaned against Chuuya, his breathing ragged.

"We... we lost them," Dazai gasped. "For now."

Chuuya looked at Dazai. He looked at the hand Dazai was using to support him.

Dazai’s coat was fraying. Not tearing—disintegrating. The fabric where he had been holding Chuuya’s arm was gray and brittle, flaking away like ash.

And beneath the coat... Dazai’s skin was red. Blistered.

"Dazai," Chuuya whispered, staring at the burn. "Your arm."

Dazai looked. He pulled his sleeve down quickly. "It's nothing. Just friction."

"It's not nothing," Chuuya said, grabbing Dazai’s wrist.

The skin sizzled.

Dazai hissed, jerking back.

"I'm rotting you," Chuuya realized, the horror absolute. "Even through No Longer Human. The Archive... it's too strong. It's overwhelming your nullification."

"The output is increasing," Dazai admitted, his voice tight with pain. "The signal Mori sent... it wasn't just a beacon. It was an amplifier. It woke the Archive up fully. It's pushing out more energy than I can nullify. It's bleeding through. The energy is too saturated with data."

"If I stay near you," Chuuya said, the realization cold and absolute, "I'll kill you. I'm radioactive."

"We just need to find a way to block the signal," Dazai argued, reaching for his satellite phone with shaking hands. "I can code a jammer—"

Static. Click.

A voice echoed through the tunnel. It wasn't from the phone. It was from a small, battered radio clipped to Dazai's belt—the one he had stolen from the guard in the penthouse.

"Can you hear me, Chuuya-kun?"

Chuuya froze.

It was Mori.

"Dazai-kun?" Mori’s voice was clear, calm, and amused. "I assume you are listening. And I assume you have noticed the... side effects of the amplification."

Dazai grabbed the radio. "You amplified the signal."

"I turned up the volume," Mori corrected. "The vessel is overflowing, Dazai. And you are standing in the splash zone. How is your shoulder feeling? Is the bone knitting, or is it turning to dust? Is your skin burning yet?"

Dazai hissed. Chuuya looked at Dazai’s shoulder. The bandage was gray.

"What do you want?" Chuuya shouted at the radio.

"I want you to be safe, Chuuya-kun," Mori said. "And right now, the only safe place for you is the containment unit I have prepared. It is lined with lead and energized dampeners. It will silence the signal. It will stop the rot. You will sleep."

"I'm not going back to a cage!"

"Then you will kill Dazai-kun," Mori said simply. "Look at him, Chuuya. Really look at him."

Chuuya looked.

Dazai was pale. His breathing was shallow. The skin on his neck, right above the collar, was turning a faint, sickly gray. The nullification was failing. Dazai was dying just by being next to him.

"He is a Nullifier," Mori explained. "But even a Nullifier cannot hold back the tide forever. If you stay with him, your entropy will consume him. It will start with his skin, then his muscles, then his organs. It will be a very slow, very painful death. And you will watch it happen. You will watch your own corruption claim the one person you care about."

"Don't listen to him," Dazai gasped, dropping the radio. He grabbed Chuuya’s hand. "I can take it. We can find another way."

But as Dazai touched him, smoke rose from Dazai’s skin. The smell of burning flesh filled the tunnel.

Dazai flinched, biting his lip to keep from screaming, but he didn't let go.

"See?" Mori’s voice echoed from the floor. "He will die for you, Chuuya. He will let you rot him down to the bone because he loves you too much to let go. The question is... do you love him enough to leave?"

Chuuya stared at Dazai’s burning hand. He stared at the gray spreading on Dazai’s neck.

He felt the Archive screaming inside him, a nuclear reactor going critical. Go to him. Go to the quiet. Leave the host.

"If I come..." Chuuya whispered, tears spilling over, hot and angry. "If I come back... I want a promise."

"Name it," Mori said instantly.

"The Agency. Yosano. Get her down here. Now."

"The Agency?" Mori sounded surprised.

"Dazai is hurt," Chuuya said, his voice breaking. "He's burnt. He's rotting. I want Yosano. I want him stabilized. I want you to swear on the Port Mafia that you will call her the second I step out of this tunnel."

There was a pause.

"Done," Mori said. "I will call Fukuzawa myself."

Chuuya nodded. He looked at Dazai. He looked at the only person who had ever treated him like a human being. He looked at the only person he wanted to stay with.

"I can't let you die, Osamu," Chuuya whispered, his voice trembling but resolute. "I'm leaving because I care about you too much to watch you rot. You're the only thing that matters."

"We have a pact!" Dazai yelled, clutching Chuuya’s shirt, smoke rising from his fingers. "Clause Six! No dying! You promised!"

"This isn't dying," Chuuya said, pulling Dazai’s burning hand off his shirt, ignoring the scream of protest. "This is surviving. For you. I'm sorry, Dazai. I'm so sorry."

He shoved Dazai.

He used the gravity. A controlled, necrotic push.

Dazai flew back, hitting the water with a splash. He scrambled up, reaching out, his face twisted in agony and loss. "CHUUYA!"

Chuuya stepped back. He picked up the radio. He looked down at Dazai, submerged in the filthy water, helpless and burning.

"I'm coming in," Chuuya said into the receiver, his voice flat, broken. "Send the unit. And call the doctor."

"Excellent," Mori said. "Stay where you are. Welcome home."

Chuuya dropped the radio, turning his back on the sound of Dazai's raw, desperate screaming. He walked away, deeper into the tunnel, toward the waiting darkness of the extraction point, and the cage he had fought so hard to escape.

Chapter 21: The Geometry of Absence

Summary:

Exiled Executive Chuuya is successfully contained by Mori after realizing his surrender was the final stage of Mori's elaborate trap; meanwhile, Dazai wakes up.

Notes:

Again, I'm sorry for the heart attacks I have been causing you guys with the whiplash. Please forgive me!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The extraction was silent, a vacuum where the noise of the world should have been.

There were no sirens wailing in the distance, no shouting commands, no chaos. Just the synchronized, fluid movement of the Black Lizard unit surrounding Chuuya as he emerged from the drainage tunnel. He didn't fight. He walked with a heavy, limping gait, his carbon-fiber cane sinking inches into the mud with every step. His hands were raised in surrender, not out of fear, but out of a crushing, bone-deep exhaustion that made his marrow ache. The green light under his skin pulsed like a second heart, illuminating the wet concrete and the faces of his former subordinates with a sickly, radioactive glow.

Hirotsu Ryuurou stepped forward from the line of suited men. The rain dripped from the brim of his hat, running down his face like tears he refused to shed. He didn't look at Chuuya with pity—pity was a currency the Port Mafia didn't trade in. Nor did he look at him with the familiarity of an old comrade who used to share cigarettes on the roof while watching the city burn. He looked at him with the respectful caution one affords an unexploded nuclear warhead that has been dropped on an antique carpet.

"Executive Nakahara," Hirotsu said, bowing slightly, his monocle catching the gleam of the tactical lights. His voice was devoid of judgment, but heavy with a specific kind of regret reserved for burying friends. "The containment transport is ready. We have orders to secure you without direct contact. Please do not make this difficult."

Chuuya didn't answer immediately. He couldn't. His throat was raw from screaming, shredded by the force of the command he had just issued to the only person who mattered. His mind was a riot of static, a buzzing hive of white noise that drowned out the sound of the rain. The Archive was angry. It knew it was being caged. It knew it was being returned to the source of its pain.

Run, the boy's voice whispered in the back of his skull, clear as a bell and cold as ice. They are soft. They will break like twigs. Rot the metal. Eat the guns. Go back to him.

No, Chuuya thought back, pushing the thought down with a mental wall of lead. It felt like a stone dropping into a bottomless well. He's dying. If we go back, we kill him. We’re done running. We’re paying the bill. Quiet down.

"Shut up," Chuuya rasped aloud, the words scraping his vocal cords like sandpaper.

Hirotsu flinched, assuming the command was for him, but he signaled anyway. Two men in full hazmat suits moved forward, flanked by Tachihara, who looked like he would rather be anywhere else on earth—perhaps chewing glass or walking into a fire. They didn't handcuff him—handcuffs would just turn to rust in seconds against his skin. They simply gestured toward the black armored van idling at the mouth of the access road like a hearse waiting for a passenger who wasn't quite dead yet.

The van was a monstrosity of reinforced steel and lead plating. As Chuuya stepped inside, the heavy doors slammed shut with a finality that echoed in his bones. The lock engaged with a dull thud.

The interior was lined with dampeners, a humming magnetic field designed to suppress ability wavelengths. It was a cage built for a god.

As soon as the field hit him, the static in his head dulled. The screaming voices of the dead were muffled, turned down from a roar to a manageable, throbbing hum. It wasn't relief. It was the sensation of being buried alive. It was the feeling of the dirt hitting the coffin lid, sealing out the air.

He sat on the metal bench, alone in the dark, clutching his cane until his knuckles turned white. He didn't know how long the drive was. He didn't care. He just closed his eyes and tried to picture Dazai’s face. He tried to remember the warmth of the hand he had pushed away, the smell of the ozone on Dazai's skin, the desperate, raw sound of his name being screamed in the tunnel.

I hurt him, Chuuya thought, staring at his glowing palms in the dark. I burned him. I rotted his skin just by holding on. If I had stayed... there would be nothing left of him but ash and a coat. I made the right choice.

But the right choice felt like dying. It felt like tearing out his own heart and leaving it in the mud.

The van stopped. The engine cut. The doors opened.

He wasn't at the main entrance of the Port Mafia headquarters. He recognized the smell immediately—damp earth, recycled air, old concrete, and the faint, coppery tang of dried blood that never really scrubbed out. This was the sub-basement. The delivery bay for things that weren't meant to be seen by the sunlight. The place where bodies came in and rarely went out.

He limped out. The hallway was lined with guards he didn't recognize—faceless grunts in full tactical gear, faces obscured by gas masks. They held rifles designed to take down tanks. They led him down a long, white corridor that smelled of antiseptic and fear.

At the end of the hall, double doors slid open with a pneumatic hiss.

Mori Ougai was waiting.

The Boss stood in the center of a sterile, operating-theater-style room. He was flanked by technicians in full hazmat gear, looking like astronauts on a hostile planet. In the center of the room was a chair—a heavy, reinforced steel chair with leather restraints and a halo of monitoring equipment.

It looked too much like the chair in Dazai's memory. It looked like the altar where Subject Zero had been made. It looked like the end of the line.

"Welcome home, Chuuya-kun," Mori said. His voice was warm, pleasant, and utterly terrifying. His smile was thin and precise, like a scalpel cut. "We have been worried about you. You look... tired."

Chuuya limped into the room. He didn't bow. He didn't kneel. He leaned heavily on the doorframe, his bad leg trembling, glaring at the man who had sold his partner, broken his life, and orchestrated his destruction with the casual interest of a man playing chess against himself.

"You called Yosano," Chuuya said. It wasn't a question. It was a demand for the receipt of his sale. "Tell me you called her. Tell me he's safe."

"I kept my word," Mori nodded to a screen on the wall. "I always honor my transactions. It is bad business to lie about the price."

The screen flickered to life. It showed a grainy, night-vision feed of the tunnel entrance Chuuya had just left. A white van had pulled up, tires screeching. Two figures—one tall with a notebook, one smaller with a medical bag—were sprinting toward the water's edge.

Chuuya watched, his heart hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird, as Yosano and Kunikida pulled a limp, bandaged figure out of the muck. Dazai wasn't moving. He looked small. Broken. But Yosano was there. Her butterflies were already glowing, a swarm of golden light in the darkness, knitting flesh back together.

"The Agency has retrieved their stray," Mori said softly, watching Chuuya's face, cataloging every micro-expression of relief. "He is alive. Damaged, certainly. The necrosis on his arm will likely require skin grafts, even with Yosano-sensei's ability. The Archive leaves a mark that is difficult to erase. But he will live. He will wake up tomorrow."

Chuuya let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. His shoulders slumped. The fight drained out of him, leaving only the crushing exhaustion of the Archive and the deep, hollow ache of loss.

"Good," Chuuya whispered, his voice cracking. "Good. That's all that matters."

"Is it?" Mori asked. He stepped closer, careful to stay out of the immediate range of Chuuya's leaking aura. "Look at him, Chuuya-kun. He is being rescued. He is going back to his friends. He is going back to the light."

Mori gestured to the chair.

"And you? You are here. In the dark. With me."

Chuuya tightened his grip on his cane. "I chose this."

"Did you?" Mori titled his head, his eyes glinting. "Or did Dazai-kun simply allow you to fall on the grenade? He is a genius, Chuuya-kun. Do you really think he couldn't have found another way? Perhaps he realized that the Archive was too dangerous to keep in a residential dorm. Perhaps he realized that you were... expiring."

"Shut up," Chuuya growled. The green veins on his neck flared.

"He walked away," Mori continued, his voice smooth as silk. "You pushed him, yes. But he let you. He let you walk into the tunnel. He let you come back to the cage so he could go free. That is the nature of Dazai Osamu. He survives. And he leaves the wreckage behind."

"He didn't leave me!" Chuuya shouted, the Archive surging, cracking the floor tile beneath his boot. "I made him go! I did this for him!"

"Of course you did," Mori soothed, smiling. "That is what makes you such a valuable asset. Your loyalty is absolute. Even when it is unrequited. Even when you are abandoned."

Chuuya trembled, the weight of the Archive mixing with the weight of the doubt Mori was expertly planting. He looked at his own hands, glowing with the poison.

"What about Akutagawa?" Chuuya asked suddenly, his voice rough. He remembered the tunnel. He remembered eating Rashomon. "I hit him. I hit him with the entropy. Did I... did I kill his ability?"

Mori paused, a flicker of genuine scientific interest crossing his face. "Ah. Ryunosuke-kun. He is in the infirmary. He is in shock, and his ability space is currently... void."

Chuuya flinched. "I erased it."

"Not permanently," Mori corrected, his tone clinical. "I was the lead researcher on the original Archive project, Chuuya-kun. I know the physics of ability energy better than anyone. The entropy consumes the active manifestation, not the source. Rashomon will grow back, like a lizard's tail. It will be painful, and he will be weak for weeks, but he will recover. I would not risk permanent damage to one of my Executives unless absolutely necessary."

Mori smiled thinly. "Unlike Dazai, I do not throw away useful tools until they are fully broken."

"You threw me away," Chuuya spat. "You locked me out. You took everything."

"I merely put you in storage," Mori corrected. "I knew Dazai would find you. I knew he would try to fix you. It was part of the calibration."

Mori walked to the metal tray, picking up a syringe. He checked the fluid level against the light.

"You see, Chuuya-kun, this entire scenario was a stress test. From the moment Dazai was poisoned in that bar weeks ago."

Chuuya froze. "What?"

"The poisoning," Mori said casually. "Did you really think the Archivists just happened to find the elusive Dazai Osamu? No. I gave them his location. I ensured his drink was spiked with a slow-acting variant of the Echo toxin."

"You... you poisoned him?" Chuuya whispered. "You set this whole thing up?"

"I needed to create a crisis," Mori explained, walking back toward Chuuya. "I knew that if Dazai was dying, he would go to the one place he felt safe. Your apartment. And I knew that if you saw him dying, you would do anything to save him. Even burn yourself out."

Mori leaned in, his voice a whisper of pure malice.

"I needed you empty, Chuuya-kun. I needed Arahabaki’s vessel drained of its own energy so that it would be hungry enough to accept the Archive. And I needed Dazai desperate enough to perform the transfer. I orchestrated his pain, and your exhaustion, to create the perfect conditions for this... merger."

Chuuya stared at him. The horror was absolute. Every moment of the last few weeks—the fear, the pain, the intimacy in the dorm—it had all been engineered.

"You monster," Chuuya breathed.

"I am a doctor," Mori corrected. "And I have successfully completed the transplant. Now, sit down. It is time to close the incision."

Mori turned to the technicians. "Restrain him. Before he hurts himself."

Chuuya walked to the chair. Every step was a surrender. He sat down. The leather was cold against his back. He let the technicians strap his wrists and ankles. He let them hook wires to his chest, right over the glowing green veins that pulsed with the rhythm of the hive mind.

"What are you going to do?" Chuuya asked, looking at the ceiling lights. They were too bright. They hurt his eyes.

"We are going to install a regulator," Mori explained. "It is a localized nullification agent, synthesized from the data we gathered from Dazai-kun all those years ago. It won't remove the Archive—only Dazai-kun could do that, and he lacked the... resources. But this will dampen the output. It will thicken the walls of the vessel. It will put the monster to sleep."

Mori leaned over Chuuya. His eyes were dark purple voids.

"It will silence the voices, Chuuya-kun. It will bring you peace. But the integration process... it will be painful. The Archive will fight to remain active. It does not want to go back to sleep. It has tasted the air."

"Do it," Chuuya said, closing his eyes. "I'm used to pain. Just make it stop. Make them shut up."

"Why did you come back?" Mori asked softly, the needle hovering inches from Chuuya's arm. It wasn't a taunt; it was genuine curiosity. "You could have stayed in the tunnel. You could have detonated. You could have taken Dazai-kun with you in a blaze of glory. Why surrender?"

Chuuya opened his eyes. He looked at Mori with a clarity that unsettled the Boss.

"Because I care for him," Chuuya said. The words were quiet, but they hit the room like a gravity spike. "I realized I care about him more than I care about my freedom. More than I care about killing you. I came back because I couldn't watch him rot for me. I surrendered because being a prisoner is better than being his executioner."

Mori stared at him. For a second, the mask slipped, revealing a flash of genuine surprise.

"Love," Mori mused. "How inefficient. A chemical defect. But... useful. It makes for an excellent leash."

He nodded to the technicians. "Begin the infusion."

He inserted the needle into the port of the IV line already hooked into Chuuya’s arm.

It didn't feel like medicine. It felt like liquid nitrogen being poured directly into his bone marrow.

The cold spread instantly, racing up his arm, slamming into his chest. It hit the fire of the Archive like a tsunami hitting a volcano.

NO, the voices screamed. It was a collective shriek of a thousand dying souls. WE ARE HERE. WE ARE ALIVE. DON'T PUT OUT THE LIGHT.

Chuuya arched his back against the restraints, a scream tearing from his throat that sounded less like a human and more like metal shearing. The green light under his skin flared blindingly bright, illuminating the skeleton beneath the flesh, and then—

It snapped.

The light died. The static vanished. The voices were cut off mid-scream.

The room went silent.

Chuuya slumped in the chair, gasping for air, sweat soaking his clothes in seconds. He felt heavy. He felt empty. He felt alone in a way he hadn't felt since he was seven years old and waking up in a crater with no memory of his own name. The silence was absolute.

"Excellent," Mori said, checking the monitors. "Sync rate has dropped to 15%. Entropy levels are normalizing. You are stable. The vessel is sealed."

He reached out and patted Chuuya's cheek. It was a fatherly gesture that made Chuuya’s skin crawl.

"You did well, Chuuya-kun. You brought the weapon home. You proved your value. Now rest. We have a lot of work to do to re-integrate you into the family. You have missed quite a bit of paperwork."

Chuuya closed his eyes. He didn't sleep. He just drifted in the cold, dark quiet of the cage he had chosen.

I'm sorry, Dazai, he thought, the thought echoing in the empty space of his mind. I broke the promise. I died. But at least you're safe. Please be safe.


The Agency infirmary smelled of antiseptic, lemon cleaner, and the faint, underlying scent of ozone from Yosano’s ability usage. It was a scent Dazai usually associated with safety, with the annoying persistence of life.

Today, it smelled like failure.

Dazai lay in the white hospital bed, staring at the white ceiling. His left arm was immobilized in a heavy sling, his chest wrapped tight to support his cracked ribs. The skin on his right arm—where the rot had touched him—was pink and tender, new skin grown over the burns, but it still tingled with a phantom numbness. It felt like that part of him wasn't quite there anymore, a neurological consequence of the ability shock.

But the physical pain was distant. It was a dull background noise, a radio playing in another room, compared to the screaming void in his chest where his heart used to be.

He left, Dazai thought. The words looped in his mind like a corrupted file. He walked away. He pushed me into the mud, and he walked into the dark. He chose the cage.

The door opened.

Dazai didn't look. He knew the footsteps. Sharp, efficient heels.

Yosano walked in. She looked tired. Her usual sharp, sadistic demeanor was softened by a genuine, weary worry. She was holding a clipboard, but she didn't look at it.

"You're awake," she said.

"Unfortunately," Dazai rasped. His voice sounded like it had been dragged over gravel.

"Your shoulder is structurally sound, Dazai. I fixed the bone and the ribs within minutes. However, the radiation burns on your arm and neck are healing. No Longer Human helped contain the spread, but the tissue damage was extensive. The necrosis was too fast. If you had stayed in contact with him for another minute, Dazai, the entropy would have consumed the neurological structure, and you would have lost the arm permanently. You were operating on pure willpower."

"I would have given the arm," Dazai muttered, staring at the ceiling. "I would have given both arms. I would have given my lungs. I didn't need them."

Yosano sighed. She pulled the chair—the visitor's chair—closer to the bed and sat down.

"Mori called the President," she said quietly.

Dazai went still.

"Personally," Yosano continued. "About three hours ago. He gave us the coordinates for the extraction. He told us exactly where to find you. He said... he said the transaction was complete. He sounded smug."

Dazai flinched. Transaction. That's what Chuuya was to them. Currency. An exchange rate for Dazai's life.

"Did he say anything else?" Dazai asked, staring at the white tiles.

"He said Chuuya is stable," Yosano said, her voice tight. "He said he's 'undergoing treatment.' And he said that the truce holds as long as we stay away. He declared the conflict resolved."

Dazai closed his eyes. Treatment. He knew what that meant. He remembered the logs. He remembered the chair. Restraints. Drugs to suppress the will. Chemical lobotomies to silence the trauma. Mori wasn't treating Chuuya; he was breaking him down to build him back up as the perfect vessel. He was being hollowed out.

"He traded himself," Dazai whispered. "He traded his freedom for my life. He calculated that my survival was worth his enslavement."

"He loves you, Dazai," Yosano said gently. It wasn't an accusation. It was a diagnosis. "That's what people do when they love someone. They make stupid, irrational choices."

"It wasn't stupid," Dazai argued weakly, tears pricking his eyes. "It was logical. I was dying. The rot was eating me. He did the math. He realized he was the hazard. He removed the hazard."

"The math doesn't matter," Yosano said firmly. "He saved you. Don't spit on that. Don't waste it."

She stood up. She checked his IV.

"Get some rest. Kunikida is pacing a hole in the floor outside. I told him you needed quiet, but he's about five minutes away from kicking the door down to make sure you're not dead. He's worried."

She walked to the door. She paused.

"Dazai."

"What?"

"We'll get him back."

Dazai didn't answer. Yosano turned off the main light and left him in the gray gloom of the evening.

An hour later, the door opened again. This time, it was Kunikida. He looked disheveled, his ideal schedule shattered. Behind him stood Atsushi, his eyes red-rimmed, and Ranpo, who was eating a lollipop with grim determination.

"You're alive," Kunikida said, sounding almost angry about it.

"Barely," Dazai said.

"What happened?" Atsushi asked, stepping forward. "We saw... the sensors were going crazy. Was it Chuuya-san? Did he..."

"He surrendered," Dazai said. "He went back to the Port Mafia."

Atsushi gasped. "Why?"

"To save me," Dazai said, lifting his bandaged arm. "The Archive... it's contagious. It's entropy. If I stayed near him, I died. If he stayed near me, he killed me. Mori gave him a choice. A cage, or a corpse."

"Mori is a monster," Kunikida growled.

"Mori is a strategist," Ranpo corrected from the back of the room. He crunched his lollipop. "He used the one variable he knew Chuuya couldn't ignore. Dazai's life. He weaponized Dazai's vulnerability."

Ranpo walked over to the bed. He put his glasses on. Super Deduction.

"He's in the sub-basement," Ranpo said, his voice devoid of its usual playfulness. "Containment level 4. They're using a chemical suppressant to dampen the Archive. He's alive, but he's... quiet. The singularity is dormant."

"Quiet," Dazai repeated. The word was a horror story.

"What do we do?" Atsushi asked. "We have to rescue him! We can't leave him there!"

"We can't," Kunikida said. "Mori declared a truce. If we attack the headquarters now, we start a war that destroys Yokohama. The government is watching. The Special Division is watching. One wrong move, and they liquidate Chuuya as a threat. Ango is looking for an excuse."

"So we do nothing?" Atsushi asked, his hands balling into fists. "We just let them keep him?"

"No," Dazai said.

He sat up. The movement tore at his ribs, but he ignored it. He reached under his pillow.

His fingers closed around cold, battered metal. The box.

He pulled out the bottle. The green glass caught the dim light. The label was peeling. Contractual Non-Suicide Pact.

"You didn't break the pact," Dazai whispered to the bottle, his voice cracking. "You just... amended the terms."

He looked up at Ranpo.

"Ranpo-san. The files. The structural schematics of the Archive energy."

Ranpo nodded, his eyes opening, sharp and green. "I reviewed them while you were unconscious. I found something."

"What?"

"The regulator Mori is using," Ranpo explained, pulling a crumpled piece of paper from his pocket. "It's a suppression agent, but it relies on a specific biological frequency. It assumes the host is singular."

"And?"

"And Chuuya isn't singular," Ranpo said, a small, triumphant smile touching his lips. "He is a vessel holding a hive mind. The regulator suppresses the output, but it doesn't fuse the connection. The Archive is grafted onto Arahabaki, but it's not welded."

Dazai’s eyes widened. "It's a surface bond."

"Exactly," Ranpo said. "It's like a parasite. If we can introduce a counter-frequency... if we can create a resonant dissonance..."

"We can shake it loose," Dazai finished. "We can extract the Archive without killing the host."

"It's a slim chance," Ranpo warned. "Maybe 5%. And it requires direct contact. You have to be touching him when the dissonance hits. And you have to use No Longer Human to filter the backlash."

"5% is better than zero," Dazai said.

He swung his legs over the side of the bed. The floor was cold.

"I need a laptop," Dazai said. "And I need access to the Special Division's server. I need to send a message."

"Dazai," Kunikida warned. "You're on medical leave."

"I'm on a mission," Dazai corrected. "Chuuya bought me time. He bought me my life. Now I'm going to use it to bankrupt Mori Ougai. I'm going to make keeping Chuuya the most expensive mistake he ever made."


The cell was 10 by 10 feet. The walls were lead-lined steel. The door was a heavy blast shield.

There was a cot. A toilet. A camera in the corner with a red light that never blinked. It watched him like a mechanical eye, unblinking, recording every twitch, every breath, every failure.

Chuuya lay on the cot. He was cold. The regulator fluid Mori had injected was ice in his veins. It made his limbs feel heavy, sluggish, disconnected from his brain. It made his thoughts slow. It felt like swimming in molasses, like trying to run underwater in a nightmare.

The static was gone. The boy was gone. The screaming voices of the victims were gone.

It was silent.

But it wasn't the comfortable silence of the dorm room, filled with the scratching of Dazai's pen or the hum of the heater. It wasn't the silence of Dazai reading a book while the rain fell against the windowpane. It wasn't the silence of being safe, of being guarded by a partner who wouldn't let the world touch him.

It was the silence of a grave. It was the silence of a vacuum.

He stared at the ceiling. He tried to summon his gravity. He reached for the red light, the familiar warmth of Arahabaki that had been his companion since he was seven.

Nothing happened.

The well was capped. The regulator had put a lid on the singularity, welding it shut with chemical chains. He was human again. Just a weak, broken human in a cage. He flexed his hand. No red light. No green light. Just flesh and bone.

He felt small. Smaller than he had ever felt, even when he was a child in the slums. Then, he had teeth. Now, he had nothing.

He closed his eyes.

He thought about the bottle. He hoped Dazai had it. He hoped Dazai was looking at it right now.

I didn't die, Chuuya thought, projecting the thought into the void, hoping that maybe, just maybe, the Sync still worked, even through the lead walls and the dampeners. I'm here. I'm waiting. Don't leave me here. Please don't let this be the end.

He curled onto his side, hugging his knees to his chest, trying to preserve body heat. He imagined the weight of a blanket. He imagined the weight of a hand on his ankle, rotating it gently.

I love you, he thought, the words echoing in his empty skull. He realized he had never actually said them out loud. Stay safe. Stay alive. Don't come back until you can win.


Dazai stood at the window of the infirmary. He looked out at the city of Yokohama.

It was beautiful. Lights twinkling, ships moving in the harbor, a tapestry of life that felt utterly alien to him. And in the distance, rising like five black tombstones against the indigo sky, were the Port Mafia towers.

Somewhere in there, deep underground, buried beneath tons of concrete and steel, Chuuya was sitting in a chair, alone with the ghosts.

Dazai pressed his hand against the glass. The cold seeped into his palm, a ghost of the sensation he had felt in the tunnel.

"You think you won, Mori," Dazai murmured, his voice cold and hard, the voice of the Demon Prodigy returning from the depths. "You think you have him. You think you've reset the board to the way it was five years ago. You have your gravity manipulator, and I am the exile."

He looked at the reflection of his own eyes in the glass. They were empty, devoid of light, but burning with a terrifying, icy resolve.

"But you forgot one thing, Sensei."

He traced the outline of the central tower.

"You forgot that I wrote the code. You forgot that I know where the bodies are buried because I dug the graves. You forgot that I know the ventilation shafts, the server backdoors, and the psychological breaking points of every guard in that building."

He turned away from the window.

He wasn't going to storm the tower tonight. That would get Chuuya killed. He wasn't going to leak the files immediately. That would get Chuuya dissected by the government.

He was going to do something worse.

He was going to wait. He was going to build. He was going to dismantle Mori's safety net until the Boss was standing on nothing but air. He was going to starve the beast until it begged him to take the prize back.

I'm coming, Chibi, Dazai thought, clutching the bottle in his pocket. Just hold on. Keep the door open. Keep the boy quiet.

He walked out of the infirmary, leaving the bottle on the nightstand as a promise. The war wasn't over. It had just gone cold. And Dazai Osamu thrived in the cold.

Notes:

Guys, I promise if you put your trust in me our duo will get their justice and Mori will suffer!

Chapter 22: The Geometry of Vengeance

Summary:

Using his former Mafia credentials, Dazai launches a meticulous, seven-day campaign to dismantle Mori's financial and military control, setting the stage for the final extraction plan while Chuuya internally struggles against the regulator and maintains hope through a seismic signal.

Notes:

Hi guys, I hope you enjoy this chapter, which I promise will be the last angsty chapter before the climax and comfort, so be preparedbfor upcoming fluff. I think our duo will have deserved it! Also today's my birthday can't believe im already 22.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The silence was the only thing Dazai truly hated.

Not the comfortable, companionable silence of a library, nor the anticipatory, electric silence before a punchline lands or a bomb goes off. This was the oppressive, vacuum-sealed silence of a plan that had stalled, a machine that had seized up. The absolute absence of static.

The missing hum of the Archive that had become a second tinnitus in his ears. The terrifying lack of Chuuya’s frantic, vital energy.

It felt like standing in a room where a star had recently gone supernova, leaving only cold, radioactive dust and a ringing in the ears that sounded like total, crushing failure.

He was officially on medical leave, confined to the Agency infirmary by Yosano’s terrifying decree (a threat involving a bone saw and no anesthetic), but Dazai had already migrated the entire operation to Ranpo’s private office.

He sat at the large mahogany desk, currently buried under the debris of his crusade: the battered metal box retrieved from the penthouse floorboards, the empty sake bottle with its blood-signed label standing like a sentinel, three laptops streaming live financial data in cascading waterfalls of green text, and a large architectural map of Port Mafia headquarters printed on translucent surgical paper.

His physical body was a testament to Yosano’s skill. The necrosis on his arm was gone, replaced by tender, newborn pink skin with slight scarring that felt too tight, and his shoulder was structurally sound, though it ached with a deep, bone-level throb whenever the rain pressure dropped.

But internally, he felt hollowed out. Scoured clean by acid.

The space beside him felt vast and impossibly heavy, a gravitational anomaly of its own. He kept reaching for the Archive monitor, his fingers twitching toward the corner of the desk, forgetting it was smashed. He kept phantom-feeling the heat of Chuuya’s hand against his chest, the sensation of life pouring out to keep him warm, a memory that burned hotter than the fever had.

The loss of the Sync (that involuntary connection that had bound their fates together for weeks) had left him feeling neurologically amputated, like part of his peripheral nervous system had suddenly gone missing.

He’s quiet, Dazai thought, staring at the black circle on the map until his vision blurred. Mori has him stabilized. The regulator works. He’s safe. And he’s gone.

His voice is muted, his power capped. He is the ultimate hostage, trapped in a glass jar like one of Mori’s butterfly specimens. This forced stability is a weapon designed not to heal, but to neutralize, stripping away the very definition of Chuuya Nakahara, that chaotic, unpredictable force, and replacing it with compliant mass.

Chuuya had bought him time. He’d traded his freedom for Dazai’s survival in a calculus that Dazai still couldn’t balance. It was an equation that ended in a remainder of zero for Chuuya and one for Dazai, and Dazai hated the math.

Dazai wouldn’t waste the gift. He couldn’t. This wasn’t just a mission anymore—it was a debt of honor, a spiritual repayment for the life he’d been so eager to discard, and the preservation of the single most important variable in his existence.

“The objective is no longer recovery,” Dazai stated, his voice devoid of its usual lilt, flat and hard as a slate roof. He didn’t look up from the map, where he was tracing the ventilation shafts with a stolen scalpel. “Recovery implies surrender and negotiation. We’re past that stage. We’ve moved into hostile acquisition.”

Ranpo, perched cross-legged on the sofa and seemingly counting ceiling tiles while constructing a tower from empty Pocky boxes, crunched down on a hard candy. “The objective is surgical excision. Mori must be removed from power permanently. But the Mafia structure has to be maintained to prevent global chaos. A power vacuum in Yokohama would invite foreign organizations like the Guild or the Rats, which would be annoying and messy, risking Chuuya’s collateral damage.”

“I don’t intend to leave a vacuum,” Dazai corrected, his eyes cold. “I intend to leave a ghost. I’m not just going to break Mori’s toys. I’m going to take them away. I’m going to strip the Port Mafia from him, asset by asset, subordinate by subordinate, until he’s sitting in that office ruling over nothing but dust. I’m going to become the shadow boss. I’ll perform a coup d’état by proxy.”

“We have a three-week window,” Dazai continued, pressing the scalpel’s tip into the paper until it punctured through to the sub-basement. “Before Mori attempts full political integration of the vessel. He needs time to break Chuuya’s will, to condition him to the regulator. After that, retrieving him becomes impossible without dismantling the entire chain of command. So I’ll steal the chain of command instead.”

“You’ve already pulled an all-nighter, Dazai-kun,” Ranpo observed. “Your plan is elegant—terrifying, but elegant—but you’ll fail if your cognitive functions degrade. You’re vibrating. It’s distracting. I suggest a bit of rest and a ninety-minute nap. Even a coup d’état requires a steady hand.”

“Sleep is inefficient,” Dazai said, running his hand over the faint scar tissue on his right arm. “I have the data. I have the motive: Mori tried to murder my essential variable. And thanks to my previous employment as the Demon Prodigy, I have the administrative passwords.”


“Mori’s strength is his control,” Dazai explained to the empty room, circling the Yellow financial district on the map with a red marker. “His weakness is his paranoia. He believes only he can manage the Mafia’s complexity, which makes him indispensable. We’ll destroy that faith. We’ll turn his own organization against him, not by destroying it, but by hijacking it.”

Dazai launched the attack with a single keystroke.

He’d already executed the first wave days ago, distributing Mori’s slush fund to the lower ranks. That had sowed confusion and greed.

Now came the second, more devastating phase: The Silent Takeover.

For five days, Dazai didn’t leave the office. He survived on vending machine coffee, min naps and pure spite, his mind racing faster than the supercomputers he was targeting.

He hacked into the Mafia’s cloud storage: the legal departments, the insurance firms, the shell companies in Panama, the ghost servers in the Cayman Islands. He didn’t just delete data. He rewrote ownership.

Target 1: The Supply Chain (Weaponry Reallocation)

He meticulously altered the routing numbers for major weapons shipments scheduled for the next quarter. The shipments weren’t cancelled, just diverted.

Instead of reaching Mori’s central armory, the crates of assault rifles and ammunition were rerouted to secure warehouses under his control. He masked the change with a falsified maintenance log claiming the armory needed urgent seismic retrofitting.

The forged documents were flawless: digital signatures, timestamps predating Chuuya’s capture, the works.

The Result: When Mori tried to deploy a squad, they’d find empty lockers. The grunts would panic, assuming the organization was collapsing under external investigation or worse, internal theft by a rival faction Mori had been too slow to catch.

Dazai was systematically disarming the Boss while building his own arsenal.

Target 2: The Shadow Payroll (Buying Loyalty)

Dazai accessed the payroll servers and identified the mid-level captains: the ones who actually ran the streets, who commanded the grunts. He doubled their salaries, depositing the raises directly into their personal, untaxed accounts.

But he changed the source code. The deposit notifications didn’t read “Mori Corp” or “Red Moon Logistics.” They read: “The Azure Messenger,” Dazai’s old callsign that Mori had discarded years ago, thinking it insignificant.

He even added small, personalized notes to the deposit memos: a promotion for a deserving grunt, an anonymous inquiry about an elderly parent’s health, details Mori would never consider.

The Result: A subliminal loyalty shift. The soldiers were earning more than ever, but not from Mori. When the inevitable order came down to hunt Dazai, they would hesitate.

They’d look at their bank accounts, heavy with the traitor’s gold, and wonder why the traitor treated them better than the Boss.

Dazai was buying the army out from under the general with his own money.

Target 3: The Ghost Assets (Total Liquidation)

Dazai introduced false login attempts to Mori’s ultimate emergency cache: assets hidden outside the Mafia structure that only Dazai and Mori knew existed.

But he didn’t just ping them. Slowly, methodically, he began transferring ownership of the deeds—the safehouses, the escape choppers, the emergency gold reserves—into a blind trust he controlled.

He staggered this process over five days: just enough time for Mori to notice the first transfer, but not enough to stop the ones that followed.

Mori’s access codes vanished from the final documentation, replaced by a single encrypted key labeled “Clause Six.”

The Result: Dazai wasn't just freezing Mori's money; he was stealing his retirement plan. If Mori tried to run, he'd find no car waiting. If he tried to rebuild, he'd find no bricks. Dazai was turning the Port Mafia into a cage where Mori was the only prisoner who didn't realize the door had already locked.

Target 4: The Internal Approval Matrix (Usurping Authority)

Dazai subtly elevated the administrative permissions of Kouyou Ozaki and Hirotsu. He didn't tell them. He simply gave them the digital keys to bypass Mori's authority on minor logistical matters, fixing bureaucratic snags that Mori had intentionally created to keep them off-balance.

He also approved several key infrastructure projects: new security updates, better medical supplies, that Mori had vetoed due to cost.

The Result: The organization began functioning smoother, better, and more humanely than it had under Mori's cold calculus. The rank and file started to feel a systemic shift: a benign influence at the top. Mori would watch his approval ratings soar while knowing he hadn't done a single thing to earn them. He would realize he was losing control of the narrative of his leadership.

"Mori will receive four separate internal warnings," Dazai murmured on the fifth night, clicking his laptop shut as the sun began to rise over Yokohama.

His eyes gleamed with cold satisfaction in the blue light of the screen.

"He'll see the weapons missing. He'll see the payroll spikes. He'll see the ghost approvals. And he'll realize the Port Mafia runs better without him. He's not the head of the snake anymore. He's just a vestigial tail, ready to be shed."

Ranpo sighed from the couch, dismantling the snack box tower with the precision of a demolition expert.

"You're not just defeating him, Dazai. You're replacing him. You're becoming the Boss in absentia. That's far more cruel than simply killing him."

"I'm simply correcting an error in leadership," Dazai countered, rubbing his right arm again. "Chuuya needs a Mafia that protects him, not one that consumes him. Since Mori refuses to build that... I'll build it for him. And then I'll use it to crush him."


Dazai stared at the small black circle on the map.

Containment Level 4.

He knew exactly what the silence meant. Chuuya was being chemically suppressed, kept cold, slow, and compliant. Mori was breaking him down to rebuild him as a weapon, stripping away the humanity layer by layer until only the gravity remained.

Dazai needed to communicate. He needed to tell Chuuya that the sacrifice wasn't in vain, that the war wasn't over. He needed to remind him of the pact.

If Chuuya thought he'd been abandoned, if he thought Dazai had taken the freedom and run, the Archive might consume him out of despair.

He couldn't risk a radio broadcast; Mori would intercept it and triangulate their position. He couldn't risk a physical infiltration; the Black Lizard was on high alert, and Dazai was in no shape to fight an army.

He had to bypass the electromagnetic dampeners entirely.

He pulled up the structural schematics Ranpo had helped decrypt, tracing the magnetic dampening array surrounding the sub-basement.

"The field dampens Ability wavelengths, yes?" Dazai asked Ranpo.

"Yes. It cuts the external world off completely," Ranpo confirmed without looking up from his dismantling. "Turns the cell into a sensory deprivation tank for abilities. Nothing gets in or out. No telepathy, no elemental manipulation."

"But it relies on a constant, steady magnetic pulse," Dazai mused, tapping the paper. "What happens if I introduce a sub-frequency? A single, repeating, non-Ability-related data packet at the precise harmonic resonance of the lead walls? A frequency the walls themselves amplify?"

Ranpo paused. He looked at Dazai, a glint of appreciation in his green eyes.

"You'd create a vibration. A physical oscillation contained entirely within the cell's structure. Chuuya would feel it, but no external sensor would register a breach because it's not a signal. It's structural stress. It would feel like the building itself was shivering. Seismic communication is a fascinating field."

"Exactly," Dazai said, his smile sharp and humorless. "A coded message delivered via structural mechanics. A personal, untraceable signal. We're weaponizing seismic mechanics."

Dazai spent the next twelve hours coding the signal. Not a voice but a rhythmic, deliberate beat. Morse code delivered through seismic waves.

The frequency had to be perfect: low enough to pass through three layers of reinforced concrete and lead, but tight enough that the wave wouldn’t dissipate before hitting its target. He calculated the specific resonance frequency of a lead-lined 10x10x10 containment cube, factoring in the ambient city vibrations to mask the source.

He found access to an abandoned subway tunnel three kilometers from the Mafia headquarters, part of the old smuggling routes he’d used to sneak crab into the dorms. He paid two contractors (using Mori’s embezzled money, which added a delicious layer of irony) to install a massive, custom-built industrial tuning fork capable of generating precise, low-frequency resonance.

The tuning fork was a masterpiece of clandestine engineering: a two-story steel device that would vibrate the bedrock itself. The cost was astronomical, but the payment was personal.

Mori thinks he silenced the voices? Dazai thought, adjusting the final coefficients on his remote trigger as he stood in the damp tunnel. I’ll give Chuuya a new voice. Mine. I’ll give him the one frequency only he can decipher.


 

Mori Ougai felt the rot, but not in his body. He felt it in his ledger.

He sat in his penthouse office, the panoramic view of the city reflecting the cold, sharp light of morning. The air conditioning maintained its precise, sterile chill, usually comforting, but today it felt like the inside of a crypt.

His mood was foul, precise, and surgical. He stared at the central security console, which screamed red alerts across multiple divisions like a patient crashing on the table.

The office, usually a sanctuary of silence and classical music where he could plot the city’s trajectory, now hummed with the frantic energy of a command center under siege. But there were no explosions. No gunshots. The siege was digital, logistical, and terrifyingly silent.

“Report on the supply chain,” Mori ordered, his voice dangerously smooth, the kind of calm that preceded an amputation.

“Boss,” a frantic captain reported. Captain Takamura of the Logistics Division, a man usually composed enough to smuggle nukes, was sweating profusely despite the cool, conditioned air. He clutched a tablet like a shield against a bullet. “The Quarter 3 weapons shipment: the rifles from the European syndicate, the anti-tank munitions, the new body armor orders. They didn’t arrive.”

Mori narrowed his eyes, his fingers tightening around the scalpel he’d been toying with. “Didn’t arrive? The GPS trackers on the shipping containers showed them docking in Sector 4 at 0300 hours. I authorized the retrieval team myself.”

“They docked, sir,” Takamura stammered, his eyes darting to the floor. “But when the transport team arrived to collect the cargo... the containers were empty. The customs manifest shows delivery was accepted and signed for.”

“And the explanation?” Mori asked, tapping the blade against the mahogany desk. Click. Click. Click. “Who signed for three billion yen of military-grade hardware? Who has the clearance?”

“The audit software flags the transaction as confirmed by... Executive Nakahara’s access code, sir. Dated three days ago.”

Mori closed his eyes. Chuuya.

Impossible. Three days ago, Chuuya had been leaking entropy in a drainage tunnel, barely lucid enough to walk, let alone coordinate a massive logistical theft.

“It wasn’t Nakahara-kun,” Mori corrected, his voice lethal. “It was Dazai-kun. He hacked the logistics server. He rerouted the materiel using Chuuya’s credentials to mock me. He’s using a ghost to rob us.”

“Sir, there’s more,” the accountant standing next to Takamura whispered. He looked pale, like he might pass out. “The payroll system.”

Mori turned to the second screen.

“We show a 100% bonus paid to all Captains, mid-level enforcers, and the Black Lizard unit this morning,” the accountant said, looking like he might vomit. “The funds were drawn from the emergency reserves: the Cayman Island accounts you set aside for the ‘Doomsday’ scenario. But the source on the deposit slips isn’t listed as ‘Mori Corporation.’”

“What is it listed as?”

“External Patron: The Azure Messenger.”

Mori smiled. It was a terrifying grimace that didn’t reach his eyes.

Dazai wasn’t just attacking the Mafia; he was repossessing it. He wasn’t stealing the money; he was stealing loyalty. The men on the streets were getting paid exorbitant rates, ensuring that when Mori gave the order to hunt Dazai, the grunts would hesitate. They’d look at their bank accounts, heavy with the traitor’s gold, and wonder why the traitor treated them better than the Boss.

“He’s buying my army,” Mori whispered, the realization settling like ice in his stomach. “He’s staging a hostile takeover without firing a shot. Proving he can run the organization better than I can from a laptop in a detective agency.”

 “This is a coup, not a raid.”

Mori pulled up the Executive communications log. Even the exchanges between Kouyou and Hirotsu, his most trusted commanders, were flagged with subtle anomalies. The encryption keys had been rotated without his authorization. There were gaps in the surveillance logs. It looked like data corruption, but Mori knew better.

It suggested they were planning a covert retrieval of the lost assets, or perhaps... communicating with the enemy.

He’s isolating me, Mori realized. Turning my own methodology against me. He knew I’d look for treachery in my most faithful. Creates the shadow of a coup so I destroy my own command structure trying to find it.

He stood up and walked to the window. The city looked the same, but its foundation was crumbling.

“Increase containment security on Level 4,” Mori ordered. “Triple the guard rotation. And summon the Executive Council, what’s left of it. The erasure protocol begins immediately.”

“Sir, the medical team said the subject needs twenty-four hours to acclimatize to the regulator,” Takamura warned. “If we push the solvent now, we risk permanent cognitive fragmentation.”

“We don’t have twenty-four hours,” Mori snapped, spinning around. “Dazai is accelerating the timeline. If he secures the loyalty of the lower ranks, I’ll be a general without soldiers. I need the weapon. Prepare the solvent.”

Mori had calculated the price of Chuuya’s love. Now he would force Dazai to pay interest on the debt.

---

Ranpo’s office, was now a war room. The whiteboard was covered in a complex array of financial flowcharts, organization hierarchies, and theoretical ability harmonics. The air smelled of stale coffee, ozone, and seven days of unwashed bodies.

Dazai was not resting. He was at the desk.

He looked wrecked. His bandages were gray with grime, his hair a disaster, his eyes rimmed with red and purple bruises of exhaustion. He hadn’t slept since the extraction, not for a week. He was fueled entirely by the cold clarity of his purpose and the small, battered sake bottle he kept on the desk. His only proof that Chuuya had ever existed outside the Archive.

“Dazai!” Kunikida stormed into the room, slamming a stack of files down. “You need to sleep! You’ve been awake for 148 hours with no proper rest or a full night's of sleep! Your brain is literally forcing itself into microsleep sessions. Your cognitive function is going to collapse, and then where will we be?”

“I’ll sleep when he’s safe,” Dazai rasped. His voice was a ruin. He didn’t look up from the laptop screen. “The insurance sector is panicking. Three ships were seized by the Coast Guard yesterday. Mori’s losing liquidity fast. He’s pulling assets out of Switzerland to cover the payroll I hijacked.”

“He’s reacting logically,” Dazai murmured to himself, adjusting the coordinates on his laptop. “He’ll try to leverage foreign assets to cover the domestic losses. We need to cut that line.”

Atsushi sat in the corner, eyes darting between the genius strategists. He looked terrified. “Dazai-san... you really sent the money to the low-level guys? Like... the guards?”

“I did,” Dazai said, fingers flying across the keyboard.

“Why?”

“Because men with full bellies don’t want to die for a boss who’s losing.” Dazai didn’t look up from the screen. “I gave them a taste of a life where they’re valued. Now, when Mori orders them to fight, they’ll wonder if it’s worth losing the bonus.”

The door opened. Yosano leaned against the frame, studying Dazai with a critical eye.

“You’re pushing it,” she warned. “Your vitals are steady only because you’re too stubborn to die, but your cortisol levels are through the roof. When you crash, you crash hard. I healed the rot, Dazai, but I can’t heal stupidity.”

“I’ll crash when he’s safe,” Dazai repeated, his fingers never stopping.

“And if he’s not safe?” Yosano asked softly. “If Mori uses the solvent?”

Dazai paused. His hands stilled on the keyboard. For a second, the mask slipped, revealing something terrifying and raw.

“Then I burn the city,” Dazai whispered. “If he erases Chuuya... I erase the Mafia.”

Fukuzawa Yukichi stood silently in the doorway behind Yosano, observing the chaos. His presence was a calm anchor in the storm.

“Dazai,” Fukuzawa said.

Dazai stood immediately, swaying slightly. “President.”

“Your war has cost us the trust of the government and risks the Agency’s integrity. You’re using our resources to execute a hostile takeover of the largest criminal organization in Asia. Your objective must be defined.”

“My objective is liberation,” Dazai stated. He didn’t bow. He stood tall, eyes burning. “Mori isn’t just holding Chuuya. He’s torturing him. Trying to chemically lobotomize him to remove his emotion. He’s trying to erase a human being.”

Dazai pulled up the evidence on screen: the regulator’s schematics, Ranpo’s findings on the “surface bond,” and the 5% chance of extraction.

“If we wait,” Dazai said, “Chuuya ceases to exist. He becomes a weapon. And weapons don’t have restraints. If Mori succeeds, the Archive will eventually consume the vessel, and Yokohama becomes a crater.”

Fukuzawa listened, his expression grim. He studied the map, then turned his gaze to Dazai. He saw the boy he’d taken in years ago, the boy who’d wanted to die, now fighting with everything he had to save someone else.

“If this fails, Dazai, you will hand Chuuya over to the government for immediate liquidation to prevent the explosion. And you will surrender yourself to the Ministry of Justice.”

“Agreed,” Dazai said without hesitation. “But if it succeeds, the Port Mafia loses its head, the balance of Yokohama is restored by the Agency, and Chuuya Nakahara becomes a free man.”

Fukuzawa nodded slowly. “I authorize the use of the Agency’s resources. But you will not breach the headquarters until Mori has exposed the containment unit. You wait for his move. We defend; we do not invade.”

Dazai smiled: the smile of a hunter who’d already set the trap. “He will move. I’m ensuring his only remaining option is panic.”


The silence was cold, absolute, and worse than the screams.

Chuuya lay on the hard cot in the 10x10 cell, staring at the ceiling. The regulator Mori had injected was liquid ice in his veins. It weighed down his limbs, slowed his thoughts to a crawl. He felt like a ship trapped in frozen sea ice, the hull groaning under pressure, the engine room flooded and silent.

He tried to reach for his gravity. Nothing.

It felt like reaching for a phantom limb. He tried to draw a single spark of red light. Still nothing. The well was capped, sealed shut by the synthetic nullification agent. He was a prisoner of physics, bound by laws he’d spent his life breaking.

He was just Chuuya Nakahara. Small. Alone. Vulnerable.

He closed his eyes and thought of Dazai. He repeated the words he’d said in the operating theater, clinging to them like a mantra against the encroaching dark: I came back because I couldn’t watch him rot for me.

It was the ultimate act of love: sacrificing himself to preserve Dazai’s soul from the guilt of execution. But love felt cold, hollow, and stupid here in the dark. It felt like currency with no value in this economy of silence.

He thought of the bottle. He hoped Dazai had the sense to keep it. Hoped he was looking at it right now, reminding himself to stay alive.

Suddenly, the cot vibrated.

It wasn’t the low, steady hum of the magnetic dampeners. This was different: a sharp, rhythmic pulse coming from the wall itself, traveling through the metal bed frame and into his bones.

Tap. Tap-tap. Tap.

Chuuya frowned. He sat up slowly, his movements sluggish and uncoordinated, and leaned toward the wall.

The vibration repeated. Distinct. Not random. Deliberate.

He recognized the pattern instantly. Port Mafia transmission code: the one they used for non-verbal signaling on deep-cover missions when radio silence was mandatory. The code they used back-to-back in a shipping container, surrounded by enemies.

He deciphered the signal, his heart hammering against his chest, warming the ice in his veins.

The pattern was slow, steady, and simple. Four short sequences, repeating.

Chuuya closed his eyes, pressing his forehead against the cold metal, focusing on the cadence. The frequency felt familiar. Like a song he'd forgotten the words to, played on the deep strings of a cello.

He recognized the timing. Dazai. Only Dazai was this intentionally obtuse and personalized.

Chuuya translated the sequence using their old, personalized alphabet, stripping away the unnecessary complexity and reducing it to pure instruction.

Tap-tap-tap. N. E. E. D. S. No. That wasn't it. That was too needy.

He listened again. Dot-dot-dash. Dot-dot. D. I. E.

And before it, two simple taps. H. E.

The vibration repeated, urgent and clear: H. E. D. I. E.

He dies.

No it wasn’t a sentence. It was an instruction.

Chuuya smiled. A slow, genuine smile that cracked the mask of the regulator. Dazai wasn't sending a rescue plan. He wasn't sending coordinates. He wasn't asking "are you okay?"

He was delivering the mission objective. The war was on, and the target was Mori.

He dies.

A sharp, rhythmic beat followed. 1 - 3 - 7.

A time code? Coordinates? No. The atomic weight of cesium. Dazai being annoying. Dazai telling him I am here, and I am watching, and I am still the smartest person in the room.

Chuuya pressed his forehead against the cold wall, a laugh bubbling up in his chest. He wasn't forgotten. He wasn't disposable. He was still a key variable.

An hour later, the door opened.

It wasn't a guard. It was Mori Ougai.

The Boss walked in, dressed impeccably in his black coat and red scarf, the clinical perfection of his attire a stark contrast to the damp, gray misery of the cell. A faceless grunt followed him, carrying a stack of files and a sleek, silver medical case.

The air seemed to drop ten degrees, the oxygen thinning as if Mori consumed it simply by breathing.

Mori gestured for the grunt to leave, then sat on the single stool opposite Chuuya, crossing his legs with the casual elegance of a man settling in for tea, not an interrogation.

"You look well, Chuuya-kun," Mori began, his voice warm, solicitous, and utterly terrifying. "Or at least, stable. The regulator seems to agree with your physiology. No tremors. No screaming. Just... quiet. A vast improvement over last week's hysteria."

Chuuya sat on the edge of the cot, hands resting on his knees. He felt heavy, his thoughts wading through molasses, but he kept his spine straight.

"What do you want?"

"A simple debriefing," Mori said, unlatching the silver case. Inside lay a row of syringes filled with viscous, blue fluid. They caught the harsh light like jewels. "We need to reintegrate you. But first, I need to know everything Dazai-kun knows. Specifically, the Archive's command protocol. We must understand the operating system."

"You want me to tell you how to start the singularity," Chuuya stated, his voice flat, his gaze fixed on the needles.

"I want you to tell me how to access the mainframe," Mori corrected, picking up a syringe and examining it against the dim light. "You see, Chuuya-kun, the Archive is latent within you. You are the final piece of the puzzle. But a locked computer is useless without the password."

He tilted the syringe, watching the blue fluid catch the light.

"You are the manual. Dazai locked it before he left."

"I don't know it," Chuuya lied. "Dazai never told me."

Mori chuckled, a dry, rasping sound. "Oh, Chuuya-kun. Dazai-kun told you everything. He trusts you implicitly. That's exactly why he sold you out. He knew you wouldn't let him die for it. He knew your loyalty was a leash he could pull whenever he got scared. He weaponized your conscience."

"He sold me out because he loves me," Chuuya countered. The words felt strange in his mouth, raw and exposed, but powerful. "He sold me out to save my life. I came back because I love him. The rest is just paperwork."

Mori’s smile didn’t falter, but his eyes went dead. “Love,” he mused, as if tasting spoiled wine. “Inefficient. Volatile. And ultimately, a defect in a weapon. We cannot have a defect in the ultimate weapon. Love makes you hesitate. Love makes you negotiate.”

He stood and walked over to Chuuya. He placed a gloved hand on Chuuya’s shoulder. It felt heavy, like a yoke of ownership.

“Do you know what this is?” Mori asked, gesturing to the blue syringe. “A memory solvent. We developed it during the Project. It targets the hippocampus’s emotional centers. It doesn’t erase facts, Chuuya-kun. You’ll still know who Dazai is. You’ll know his name, his face, his ability.”

Mori leaned down, his voice dropping to a whisper that crawled into Chuuya’s ear like a spider.

“But you won’t care. The solvent dissolves the emotional connective tissue. It removes the love. It removes the loyalty. It removes the pain and the guilt. It leaves only the data, the gravity, and the organization’s commands. You’ll remember him, but he’ll mean nothing to you. Just another file in the cabinet. You’ll be the God without a Heart.”

Chuuya went cold. The regulator kept him from shivering, but the ice was in his soul. “You want to lobotomize me.”

“I want to purify you,” Mori corrected. “That irrational sentimentality makes you weak. It makes you predictable. It made you surrender, which was useful once, but will be disastrous later. I’m going to excise it, Chuuya-kun. I’m going to replace it with the clean, unbreakable logic of the organization. You will be the perfect vessel.”

Chuuya stared at the syringe. He thought of Dazai’s hand on his chest. The apple peel spiraling onto the table. The silence they’d shared in the dorm.

If Mori took that, if he took the feeling of Dazai, what would be left? Just a monster. Just the Archive.

Then Chuuya felt the vibration in the wall again. H. E. D. I. E.

He dies.

Dazai was out there. Dazai was coming. And if Chuuya resisted, if he fought the memory wipe, Mori might realize Dazai was still a threat. His consent to the procedure was, paradoxically, the ultimate act of defiance. It was a gamble that Dazai would reach him before the solvent took hold.

“Do it,” Chuuya whispered.

Mori paused, the needle hovering. “Excuse me?”

Chuuya looked up. His eyes were dull from the regulator, but a spark of terrifying, suicidal defiance burned in them.

“Do it,” Chuuya repeated, his voice stronger now. “Erase me. Turn me into a calculator. Take the memories. Take the feelings.”

“A surprising surrender,” Mori noted, watching him closely. “You accept your dehumanization?”

“It’s not surrender,” Chuuya said, a small, bloody smile touching his lips. “It’s a trade. You can replace my blood with ice water. You can scrub my brain until it shines. You can take away the love. But you can’t replace the variable you already let loose.”

“Dazai,” Mori said, the name a curse.

“He saved me,” Chuuya said. “And because he saved me, he’s going to kill you. You think taking my memories will stop him? It’ll only make him crueler. If I don’t remember him, he has nothing left to lose. You’re not creating a perfect weapon, Mori. You’re creating the reason for your own execution.”

Chuuya leaned back, exposing his neck.

“So go ahead. Erase me. I accept it. Because my erasure is just the fuse for your bomb.”

Mori stared at him for a long moment. The silence stretched, tense and brittle.

Then he capped the syringe and placed it back in the case with a sharp snap.

“A declaration of war,” Mori mused, his expression unreadable. “Good. I was worried he’d lost his edge. Let him come. But by the time he gets here, there will be no ‘Chuuya’ left to save. Only the Archive.”

Mori turned and walked to the door. “Begin the protocol tomorrow. Tonight, you can say goodbye to your ghosts.”


The Agency infirmary smelled of antiseptic, lemon cleaner, and the faint, underlying scent of ozone from Yosano’s ability.

Dazai lay in the white hospital bed. His ribs and shoulder were perfectly healed. The only signs of the rot were the raw, tender pink scars on his arm and neck.

The door opened. Ranpo walked in, followed by Kunikida carrying a laptop and a whiteboard.

“You’ve been unconscious for 24 hours, Dazai,” Kunikida growled, adjusting his glasses. “You’re stable now. We need the plan. We need to move faster. Mori is actively retaliating.”

“I have the plan,” Dazai said, swinging his legs over the side of the bed. He was wearing clean clothes, a borrowed Agency suit, too large, but necessary. “And I have confirmation. Chuuya is contained, but he’s still fighting. Mori is trying to break him.”

Dazai reached into his pocket and pulled out the metal box. He held the bottle up to the light. “Mori thinks he owns the vessel. He’s wrong.”

He looked at Ranpo. “The data. We need the counter-frequency immediately.”

Ranpo stepped forward, tossing Dazai a lollipop. “I went over the Archive structural schematics while you were healing. Mori’s regulator is a suppression agent, not a fusion agent. It assumes a singular host. That’s his fatal mistake.”

“And Chuuya isn’t singular,” Dazai finished. “He’s Arahabaki’s void, now filled with the Hive Mind. The regulator suppresses the output, but it doesn’t fuse the connection. The Archive is grafted onto Arahabaki, but it’s not welded.”

“Exactly,” Ranpo said, a small, triumphant smile touching his lips. “It’s a surface bond.”

Dazai’s eyes widened. “A surface bond.”

“Like a parasite,” Ranpo continued. “If we can introduce a counter-frequency... if we can create a resonant dissonance...”

“We can shake it loose,” Dazai finished. “We can extract the Archive without killing the host.”

“It’s a slim chance,” Ranpo warned. “Maybe 5%. And it requires direct contact. You have to be touching him when the dissonance hits. You have to use No Longer Human to filter the backlash.”

“5% is better than zero,” Dazai said.

He swung his legs over the side of the bed. The floor was cold beneath his feet.

“I need a laptop,” Dazai said. “And I need access to the Special Division’s server. I need to send a message.”

“Dazai,” Kunikida warned. “You’re on medical leave.”

“I’m on a mission,” Dazai corrected. “Chuuya bought me time. He bought me my life. Now I’m going to use it to bankrupt Mori Ougai. I’m going to make keeping Chuuya the most expensive mistake he ever made.”


Mori felt the pressure mounting, a physical weight settling on his shoulders.

The logistics chaos was manageable. The psychological rot Dazai had introduced was devastating.

He stood in his office, staring at the empty Executive Council table. Kouyou was suspended, waiting for her debriefing in a holding cell. Hirotsu was confined to internal patrols, his loyalty in question. The captains were restless and confused, torn between following the “Azure Messenger” or the Boss who couldn’t protect his own weapons.

His army was scattered. His house was divided.

He picked up his secure phone. He needed an external variable. He needed the government to freeze Dazai’s accounts.

He dialed Ango Sakaguchi’s private line, a number that was never supposed to go offline.

Click.

“This line has been disconnected,” a mechanical voice intoned. “The user is currently unavailable pending an internal affairs investigation.”

Mori froze. He slowly lowered the phone.

“Unavailable,” he whispered.

Dazai hadn’t just attacked the Mafia. He’d leaked the Sato files. He’d exposed the government’s involvement in the Archive project, implicating Ango directly.

Mori stared at the dead phone. A rare, cold shiver of genuine fear crept through him.

Ango was his shield. Ango was the only reason the Hunting Dogs hadn’t raided the towers yet. Without him, Mori was exposed, legally vulnerable.

He removed my eyes. He removed my shield. He stripped me naked before the storm.

He’d expected Dazai to attack the towers head-on, to charge the gates with guns blazing. He’d expected brute force.

He hadn’t expected this silent, bureaucratic, systematic disassembly of his infrastructure. Dazai was beating him at his own game: chess, not war.

Mori turned to the internal monitoring screen. It showed the Containment Level 4 cell. Chuuya was lying on the cot, motionless.

The memory solvent is ready. We begin the procedure in one hour.

But one hour was too long. With Ango gone, the government might move against the Mafia independently. The Guild was circling the harbor. Dazai was tightening the noose from the shadows.

He realized the truth: Dazai had calculated that the price of keeping Chuuya hidden was higher than the risk of using him. Dazai wanted Mori to bring Chuuya out.

He wants me to play the Queen, Mori thought. He wants the vessel in the open.

If Mori kept Chuuya in the basement, Dazai would starve the Mafia until it collapsed. If Mori brought Chuuya out, Dazai would come for him.

“Very well,” Mori whispered. “If he wants a confrontation, I’ll give him one. But I’ll dictate the terms.”

Mori pressed a button on his desk. “Cancel the solvent procedure. Prepare the vessel for transport immediately. Bring Nakahara-kun to the surface. To the central plaza.”

The plaza. The most public place in headquarters. An open killing field.

“Why, sir?” his assistant asked, voice trembling. “The containment protocols—”

“Because Dazai-kun expects a siege,” Mori said, smiling as he slipped into his coat. “And I prefer an audience. I want him to see the full horror of his failure before I force him to watch his beloved asset destroy his new friends.”

“And send a message to the Agency,” Mori added. “Tell them... the Demon is awake.”


Back in the cell, Chuuya felt the vibration in the wall stop.

Tap. Tap. S. T. O. P.

The line was cut. Dazai was moving.

The door hissed open again.

Mori strode in. He was no longer the calm doctor. He was the Boss of the Port Mafia, and he was losing patience. Behind him, two technicians wheeled in a mobile injection unit. The cart held the tray of blue memory solvent and a single, large syringe.

“Time’s up, Chuuya-kun,” Mori said. His voice was cold steel.

Chuuya sat up, gripping the edge of the cot. The regulator made his body feel like lead, but his mind was sharp, fueled by the memory of Dazai’s code.

“You’re scared.”

“I’m pragmatic,” Mori corrected, snapping his fingers.

The technicians moved forward. One grabbed Chuuya’s left arm, pinning it to the bed. The other prepared the syringe.

“Get off me!” Chuuya snarled, trying to pull away, but his muscles were sluggish, heavy, useless. He managed to shove one technician back with a surge of residual panic, but the other clamped a metal restraint around his wrist.

“Don’t fight it,” Mori said, stepping closer. “This is for your own good. The last kindness I’ll show you.”

Mori took the syringe from the technician. He looked at Chuuya, his eyes empty of warmth.

“This will hurt, Chuuya-kun. Breaking a bond always does. But when you wake up, you’ll be free of the chaos. Free of him.”

Mori plunged the needle into Chuuya’s neck, straight into the jugular.

It wasn’t cold like the regulator. It was fire. White-hot acid poured directly into his brain.

Chuuya gasped, his back arching off the cot. The world turned white.

Dazai, he thought, panic flooding through him. Mackerel! Blue. Bandages. Hand. The images fought the poison, vivid colors struggling to hold their shape against the solvent washing over them.

“Hold on,” Mori instructed the technicians. “Maintain structural integrity.”

No, Chuuya screamed internally. Hold on. Don’t let go. Pact! Pact!

The pain was unimaginable. Not physical. Neurological. The essence of Dazai, the memory of his scent, the feeling of his touch, the sound of his laugh, was being ripped from his mind, fiber by agonizing fiber. The struggle remained silent, confined entirely to the space behind Chuuya’s eyes.

He lost the memory of Dazai’s face. He lost the sound of his voice. He lost the meaning of the word “Mackerel.”

He slumped back onto the cot, eyes open but unseeing. The solvent had done its work.

“Status?” Mori asked.

“Pupil dilation zero,” the technician reported. “Cognitive function stable. Emotional response flat. Procedure complete.”

Mori smiled. “Perfect.”

He leaned down to Chuuya’s ear. “Chuuya-kun. Can you hear me?”

Chuuya blinked. He looked at the man in the coat. “Yes... Boss.”

“Good. We’re going for a walk. There’s someone I want you to meet.”

“Who?” Chuuya asked. His voice was hollow.

“An enemy,” Mori said. “A thief who tried to steal you.”

“Enemy,” Chuuya repeated. The word felt right. Simple. The purpose was clear.

“Get him up,” Mori ordered.

The guards hauled Chuuya to his feet. He didn’t fight. He didn’t search for the vibration in the wall. He was a perfect, empty soldier marching toward war.


“He’s moving,” Dazai said.

The words dropped into the frantic activity of the Agency office like a stone into water.

He stood from the desk, eyes locked on the laptop screen. The heat signature map of Port Mafia headquarters showed a massive energy spike moving from the sub-basement to the ground floor. Rising too fast to be a standard transfer. This was an ejection.

“He’s bringing him to the plaza,” Kunikida said, checking the magazine of his wire gun. “Tactical error. The plaza has five sniper vantage points and three exit routes. Why expose the asset?”

“Because he wants us to see,” Dazai said, voice cold. “He knows I’m starving him. He knows he can’t keep Chuuya in the dark forever. So he’s bringing him into the light to show us he’s broken.”

Dazai’s hand tightened around the metal box. He picked up the bottle from the desk and slid it into his coat’s inner pocket, right over his heart.

“Does he know?” Atsushi asked, voice trembling slightly. “Does Chuuya-san know we’re coming?”

“He knows,” Dazai said. “I sent the code. But...”

The “but” hung in the air, heavy and terrified.

“But what?” Yosano asked, snapping her medical bag shut.

“Mori moved him early,” Dazai whispered. “The timeline was twenty-four hours. He moved him in six. That means one of two things: either Mori is panicking, or the procedure is already done.”

The room went silent.

“The solvent,” Ranpo said, setting down his lollipop. “You think he wiped him.”

“If he wiped him,” Dazai said, face a mask of absolute, terrifying calm, “then Chuuya won’t know the code. He won’t know the plan. He won’t know me. He’ll just be a vessel full of death looking for a target.”

“And if that’s the case?” Kunikida asked. “What’s the plan?”

Dazai looked at his colleagues—at the family he’d built in the light.

“If he’s gone,” Dazai said, “we contain him. We use force. And if we can’t contain him...”

He didn’t finish the sentence. He didn’t have to.

“Ranpo.” Dazai turned to the detective. “The frequency emitter. Is it ready?”

“It’s in the van,” Ranpo said. “Inverted A4 wave. But Dazai... if his mind is gone, the resonance might just shatter him. Without an ego holding the core together, the separation could kill him instantly.”

“It’s a risk we have to take,” Dazai said. “Because leaving him with Mori isn’t an option.”

He turned to the door.

“Get the car,” Dazai ordered. “We’re going to a funeral. Let’s just hope it’s Mori’s.”

The drive to Port Mafia headquarters was a blur of neon lights and rain.

Dazai sat in the passenger seat, staring out the window, running the calculations. The probability of success. The probability of survival. The probability that the person waiting for him in the plaza was no longer Chuuya Nakahara, but a hollow shell wearing his face.

He has to be there, Dazai thought, clutching the bottle through his coat. He promised. Clause Six.

But contracts required two signatories. And if one signatory had been erased, was the contract void?

Dazai closed his eyes.

No, he decided. The contract stands. Even if he forgets, I remember. I remember enough for both of us.

The car screeched to a halt at the edge of the perimeter.

"We're here," Kunikida said.

Dazai opened his eyes.

He saw the towers. He saw the lights. And in the center of the plaza, illuminated by spotlights, he saw a small figure leaning on a cane, glowing with a terrible green light.

"Showtime," Dazai whispered.

Notes:

I hope you guys liked it and are ready for the confrontation next chapter what do you guys think will happen!

Chapter 23: The Event Horizon

Summary:

The final confrontation explodes in the Port Mafia plaza as Dazai and the Agency attempt a desperate extraction of Chuuya, who has been chemically emptied of his memories.

Notes:

I mean there will definitly be some comfort!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The plaza in front of the Port Mafia towers was not merely a courtyard; it was a monument to intimidation carved from the city’s bedrock. It was a vast, lifeless expanse of black stone and reinforced concrete, stretching out like a tarmac designed for the landing of gods or the execution of traitors. The entire area was dominated by the vertical lines of the towers, illuminated by halogen floodlights that cut through the darkness with surgical indifference, turning the relentless night rain into sheets of falling silver needles. Each drop hit the pavement with a hiss that sounded like static interference, a million tiny voices whispering in a language no one could understand. It was a stage built for endings, a brutalist theater designed to make the victim feel microscopic long before the final curtain fell. The architecture itself—the soaring, monolithic towers of glass and steel, seemed to press down on the soul, acting as silent, unjudging sentinels to the violence about to unfold.

Chuuya stood in the center of this kill box, a solitary figure against the overwhelming scale of the Mafia’s fortress. He felt profoundly isolated, disconnected from the very ground beneath his feet, which his Ability was sworn to command. The sheer hostility of the environment felt like a natural law.

He was cold. It wasn't the shivering, surface-level cold of the weather soaking through his clothes or the bite of the wind whipping his hair. It was a deep, absolute zero that radiated from the marrow of his bones outward, freezing the blood in his veins into sluggish slush. The regulator fluid Mori had injected—that viscous, chemical cocktail designed to cage a god—made his body feel impossibly heavy. It was dense, suffocating, as if he were wearing a suit of lead armor forged directly onto his skin, welding his muscles into a state of permanent, exhausted tension. It was a physical weight that dragged at his eyelids, his lungs, his very soul, demanding he simply lie down on the wet stone and cease to be. Every breath was a labor, a manual expansion of ribs that felt calcified and brittle, forcing air into lungs that felt too small for the sky. The sheer effort of remaining vertical demanded all his dulled concentration, and he realized with chilling detachment that his own biology was fighting his will.

But the silence in his head was infinitely worse than the weight.

The memory solvent had done its work with terrifying efficiency. It hadn't just erased names or dates; it had scoured the emotional landscape of his mind like a sandstorm, stripping away the topsoil of his identity and leaving only jagged, bedrock edges where feelings used to be. The emotional context of his existence was gone. He knew what a "partner" was, structurally—a person one worked with to achieve a tactical objective, a variable in an equation—but he couldn't remember why the concept made his chest ache with a phantom pain. He knew the word "trust," but he couldn't recall the texture of it, the feeling of vulnerability it required. He reached for memories of laughter, of anger, of the taste of expensive wine, and found only white static, a blank screen where the movie of his life should have been playing. He felt like a house whose furniture had been repossessed in the night, leaving only the bare walls and the echo of footsteps. The man he was existed only as a catalogue of skills, stripped of motive or history.

He looked down at his hands. They were pale, the skin translucent under the harsh halogen glare, trembling with a fine, constant vibration. The green veins of the Archive pulsed sluggishly beneath the dermis, glowing with a bioluminescent sickness that synced to the slow, drugged beat of his heart. They looked like the roots of a poisonous plant taking hold in fresh soil, seeking purchase in his biology to strangle the host. Every pulse sent a wave of static through his nervous system, a white noise that drowned out the sound of the rain and the city beyond. He felt like a vessel filled with something that wasn't him, a container for a ghost that was slowly digesting its host from the inside out. His only directive was compliance.

Target, a voice whispered in his earpiece. It was Mori. The voice was smooth, cultured, and utterly devoid of humanity. It didn't sound like it was coming from a speaker; it sounded like it was originating from inside his own head, bypassing his auditory nerves to whisper directly to his compliance centers, reinforcing the solvent's work. The enemy is approaching. Secure the perimeter. Eliminate the threat. Do not hesitate. You are the wall.

"Roger," Chuuya murmured. His lips felt numb, shaping the word clumsily. His voice sounded strange to his own ears—hollow, metallic, and distant. It was like hearing a stranger speaking from the bottom of a deep well. The vibration of his vocal cords felt alien, as if he were merely operating the machinery of a body that no longer belonged to him. The regulator was achieving its goal: maximum efficiency through emotional nullification.

He tried to access his memories, scrabbling at the smooth, sheer walls of his mind. He searched for the concept of "Enemy."

He saw a blur of a man. Tall. Bandages wrapping his neck and arms like a mummy. A coat the color of sand that smelled of ozone, old paper, and something sharp like whiskey. A smile that curled the lips but didn't reach the eyes—eyes that were dark, empty voids.

Who is he? Chuuya wondered, the thought drifting through the fog of the solvent like a piece of burnt ash. I know him. I know the shape of him. I know the weight of his hand on my shoulder. I know the rhythm of his breathing.

But the emotional tag was missing. The metadata of the memory had been corrupted. There was no hate. There was no irritation. There was no... warmth. There was just raw data. A file in a cabinet. A target profile to be neutralized.

Dazai Osamu. Traitor. Threat Level: Extreme. Nullifier. The one who left.

"He is coming to put you back in the cage," Mori’s voice soothed, sliding into Chuuya’s ear like warm oil. "He wants to lock you away in the dark again. He wants to silence the song. Do not let him touch you. If he touches you, you go back to the void. You go back to the cold cell."

The dark, Chuuya thought. A flicker of primal fear pierced the heavy chemical fog. He remembered the cell. He remembered the silence that ate sound. He remembered the feeling of being erased, of being nothing but a battery in a box. No. No more dark.

He gripped his cane. The carbon fiber creaked under the desperate pressure of his grip. He planted his feet, ignoring the protest of his healing leg, the muscle feeling tight and foreign, like a rubber band stretched too far. He let the Archive rise.

It didn't feel like the fire of Arahabaki anymore. It felt like ice water flooding his lungs. The green light flared, swallowing the red of his natural ability. The rain around him stopped falling; it vaporized mid-air, turning into a mist of gray entropy that smelled of ozone and rot. The cobblestones beneath his boots hissed as they began to age a thousand years in a second, turning to sand and dust. This entropic cloud was his shield and his signature.

"I am ready," Chuuya said to the rain.

But the rain didn't just stop. It was crushed.

The air pressure in the plaza suddenly dropped, heavy enough to pop ears and compress the lungs. It wasn't the Archive's entropy. It was something older. Something golden.

A figure stepped out from the shadows of the main tower's entrance, moving with a grace that mocked the violence of the storm. He wore a long coat and a hat that mirrored Chuuya's own lost style, but his presence was a black hole of gravity that rivaled Arahabaki in its density.

Paul Verlaine. The King of Assassins. The older brother.

He hadn't come from France. He hadn't come from the sky. He had come from the basement. He had risen from the catacombs beneath the towers where he spent his days reading poetry to ghosts, summoned by Mori like a dragon woken from slumber. He smelled of old books, subterranean dust, and the stale air of a tomb.

Verlaine stopped ten paces behind Chuuya. He didn't look at the perimeter or the destruction Chuuya was causing. He looked at Chuuya with an expression of profound, tragic disappointment, like an artist looking at a ruined masterpiece.

"Look at you," Verlaine said, his voice carrying effortlessly over the wind, resonant and sad. "He filled you with rot. You smell like a graveyard, little brother. You smell like wasted potential."

Chuuya didn't turn. The regulator suppressed his curiosity, clamping down on the instinct to look. "Target approaching. Stand down, Executive Verlaine."

"I am not here to stand down," Verlaine sighed, stepping closer. The gravity around him warped, crushing the raindrops into mist before they could touch the hem of his coat. "Mori-sensei asked me to ensure the asset isn't... damaged. But I think you are already damaged beyond repair. You are leaking, Chuuya. You are staining the air with your broken pieces."

He is a failsafe, Chuuya’s tactical mind registered dimly through the fog. If I fail, he engages. If I break, he ends me.

The black sedan didn't stop at the perimeter gate. It accelerated. The engine roared, a mechanical scream that cut through the sound of the storm, pushing the tachometer past the red line.

Dazai sat in the passenger seat, his face a mask of terrifying calm. He wasn't wearing his usual Agency expression—the light, goofy facade he used to disarm his enemies and annoy his coworkers. He was wearing the face of the youngest Executive in Port Mafia history. The face that made grown men weep in interrogation rooms before a single finger was laid on them. The face of the Demon Prodigy. His eyes were void of light, two black holes assessing the battlefield, calculating vectors of death and survival in milliseconds.

"Ram it," Dazai ordered, his voice low and devoid of doubt.

"Dazai!" Kunikida shouted from the driver's seat, gripping the wheel white-knuckled as the car shook violently. "That is a reinforced titanium gate! Physics dictates we will crumple! The kinetic energy alone will kill us!"

"I said ram it. The structural integrity is compromised at the hinges. I corroded them last week with a slow-acting acid compound I had a courier deliver under the guise of maintenance fluid. It’s held together by paint and habit. Do not brake."

Kunikida gritted his teeth, adjusted his glasses with a frantic shove, and floored it.

The sedan hit the gate at eighty kilometers per hour. Metal screamed—a high, tearing sound like a dying animal that vibrated in their teeth. The hinges, already weakened by Dazai’s silent sabotage, sheared off instantly. The massive gate collapsed inward with a thunderous crash, sparks showering the wet pavement like fireworks. The car skidded into the plaza, hydroplaning on the wet stone, drifting a full hundred eighty degrees before coming to a screeching halt, smoke pouring from the tires and mixing with the rain.

The car stopped. The doors flew open in unison.

The Agency spilled out, a tactical unit forged in chaos. Kunikida rolled out with his wire gun already deployed, scanning the rooftops for snipers. Atsushi burst forth, half-transformed, his tiger eyes glowing gold in the dark, tail lashing with anxiety. Yosano emerged brandishing her cleaver with a grim determination that promised violence to anyone who got in her way. And Ranpo stood back by the car, guarding a massive, jury-rigged speaker system hooked up to the car’s battery, shielding it from the rain with a tarp like a precious child.

And Dazai.

Dazai stepped out into the rain. He didn't draw a weapon. He didn't take cover. He walked straight toward the center of the plaza, his coat billowing behind him like a shroud. He moved with a languid, terrifying confidence, ignoring the dozens of laser sights that instantly painted his chest with red dots.

He looked across the fifty yards of rain-slicked stone.

He saw them.

Chuuya was glowing with the sickly teal light of the Archive, a beacon of sickness in the night. And standing behind him, radiating a crushing, golden aura of pure gravity, was Verlaine.

Two gravity manipulators. Two gods. One kill box.

"Mori," Dazai whispered, the name a curse spat into the wind. "You brought the spare."

"Welcome back, Dazai-kun!" Mori’s voice boomed over the PA system, echoing off the towers. "I thought Chuuya-kun might need some familial support. After all, you are trying to steal him. It’s only fair his brother has a say in his custody."

Verlaine turned his head slowly, his eyes locking onto Dazai. "So. You are the one who dirtied him. You are the one who filled the vessel with garbage to keep it from breaking."

"I saved his life," Dazai shouted, walking forward, his voice cracking with intensity. "I kept his heart beating! Which is more than you ever did, sitting in that basement rotting in your own regret!"

"You prolonged his suffering," Verlaine countered calmly, raising a hand. "And now look at him. He doesn't know you, Dazai-kun. He is empty. And frankly... it is a mercy. Better to be empty than to be tethered to a human who breaks everything he touches."

Verlaine clenched his fist. The gravity in the plaza intensified tenfold.

"Dazai!" Atsushi screamed, pinned to the wet pavement by the sheer weight of Verlaine’s aura. His tiger limbs splayed out, unable to lift his own weight. "We can't move! The gravity—it's too heavy!"

"Chuuya," Verlaine commanded softly, leaning toward his brother's ear. "Kill the intruder. End this farce."

Chuuya’s head snapped up. His eyes locked on Dazai. They were blank. Dead. Teal voids where the blue used to be. There was no recognition, no spark of the man Dazai had spent years annoying, saving, and being saved by. There was only the calculation of trajectory.

He raised his hand.

"Wait—" Atsushi started, struggling to breathe.

Chuuya didn't wait. He thrust his hand forward.

A wave of black-green gravity erupted. It wasn't a precision strike; it was a tidal wave of entropy. It tore up the cobblestones, turning them into sand mid-air. It rushed toward the Agency members like a living thing, a wall of rot moving at the speed of sound, consuming the air itself.

"Scatter!" Kunikida roared.

The Agency members dove. Atsushi grabbed Yosano and leaped twenty feet into the air, landing heavily on a gargoyle. Kunikida wired himself to a lamppost, swinging out of the blast radius just as the pavement exploded where he stood.

Dazai didn't move.

He stood his ground. He watched the wave of death rushing toward him. He watched the entropy eat the air. He waited until it was inches from his face, until he could smell the ozone and the decay, until the wind whipped his bandages.

He raised his hand.

No Longer Human.

Blue light flared against the green.

The wave hit Dazai and... parted. It didn't vanish. The entropy was too dense to be completely erased. It flowed around him like water around a stone in a rushing river, carving a deep trench in the concrete on either side of him. The nullification protected his body, but the force of the wind knocked the breath out of him, staggering him back a step.

Dazai stood in the eye of the storm, his hair whipping around his face, his coat fraying at the edges where the entropy grazed it.

"Is that all you've got, Chibi?" Dazai shouted, forcing a grin he didn't feel, desperate to provoke a reaction, any reaction. "You're sloppy! Your form is terrible! You're aiming with your shoulder, not your core! Have you forgotten everything I taught you?"

Chuuya tilted his head. A flicker of annoyance crossed his face—a muscle memory of hatred, a ghost of a reaction buried deep under the solvent.

"Die," Chuuya whispered.

He slammed his cane into the ground.

The gravity field expanded. But this time, Verlaine added his own.

Gold mixed with the teal. The pressure became unbearable. The ground beneath Dazai cracked, spiderwebbing outward as the combined weight of two singularities bore down on him. It was a crushing, physical manifestation of Chuuya's trapped state—held down by his past (Verlaine) and his poison (the Archive).

"Dazai-san!" Kunikida yelled, struggling to keep his footing as the world tilted. "We can't cover you! Verlaine is suppressing the entire plaza! The atmospheric pressure is crushing us!"

"I don't need cover!" Dazai roared, blood starting to drip from his nose as the pressure burst capillaries. He was walking through two gravity fields now—Chuuya's entropy trying to rot him, and Verlaine's gravity trying to crush him into paste. Every step broke small bones in his feet. The pain was blinding, a white-hot symphony, but he locked it away. "Ranpo! The frequency! NOW!"

"I can't get a clean lock!" Ranpo yelled over the wind, struggling to keep the amplifier upright against the crushing force. The tarp ripped away, exposing the speakers to the rain. "Verlaine's gravity is distorting the sound waves! I need him distracted! I need an opening!"

Dazai looked at Chuuya. Then he looked at Verlaine.

"Hey! Assassin!" Dazai shouted at Verlaine, stepping further into the kill zone, his voice raw. "You say I broke him? You're the one who let Mori turn him into a lobotomy patient! You claim to be his brother, but you're just another one of Mori's dogs! You sit in that basement writing poetry while they carve pieces out of his brain!"

Verlaine’s expression went cold. The mask of tragic elegance slipped. "I will silence you."

Verlaine moved. He didn't attack Dazai. He attacked the source of the noise. He launched a gravity blade at Ranpo.

"Yosano!" Kunikida screamed, throwing himself in front of the detective.

The blade hit. Kunikida’s shield shattered instantly. He went flying, crashing into the side of the sedan with a sickening crunch.

But the distraction worked. Verlaine’s focus shifted for a microsecond. The pressure on the sound waves dropped.

"NOW!" Dazai screamed.

Ranpo slammed the switch.

A sound tore through the plaza.

It wasn't loud in the traditional sense. It was a frequency—440 Hertz, phase-inverted. It was a sound that vibrated the teeth and blurred vision. It felt like the air itself was shattering into a million jagged pieces. It bypassed the ears and vibrated the skeleton.

It hit Chuuya like a physical blow.

Chuuya convulsed beneath the crushing weight of the sound. He arched his back, a silent scream tearing from his throat as the resonance hit the Archive's bond. The cane clattered to the ground, forgotten.

The green light under his skin went haywire. It strobed—teal, black, then a flash of deep, familiar red.

"It's working!" Dazai yelled, breaking into a run. He sprinted toward Chuuya, ignoring the pain in his legs, ignoring the fact that Chuuya was still glowing with lethal radiation.

"It hurts!" Chuuya screamed, his voice returning, the robotic monotone shattering into raw, human agony. "Make it stop! Make it stop!"

Verlaine stepped back, surprised by the frequency, shielding his ears. "What is this?"

"It's the cure!" Dazai yelled. He dove.

He slid across the wet pavement, passing under the lingering gravity field like a baseball player sliding into home. He grabbed Chuuya’s ankle.

No Longer Human.

The contact was electric.

The Archive screamed. It realized it was being evicted. Green tendrils of light erupted from Chuuya’s chest, lashing out like tentacles. They struck Dazai’s shoulders, his chest, wrapping around him.

Dazai’s skin smoked. The entropy was eating him again. The smell of burning flesh filled the air between them, acrid and horrifying.

"Dazai-kun!" Mori’s voice over the speaker sounded genuinely intrigued. "He's digesting you. Let go. You will die if you hold on."

"Never!" Dazai gritted his teeth, climbing up Chuuya’s body, hand over hand, ignoring the burns, ignoring the agony tearing through his nerves. He pinned Chuuya to the ground. "Chuuya! Look at me! Push it out!"

Chuuya’s eyes were rolling back, the whites showing. "Who... who are you?"

The question hit Dazai harder than the entropy. It was a punch to the gut.

"It doesn't matter!" Dazai yelled, pressing his forehead against Chuuya’s. "I'm the guy who’s not leaving! Push! Get it out!"

Verlaine stood over them. He raised his hand to crush them both—to end the suffering, to maintain the dignity of silence.

But he stopped.

He saw Dazai’s back dissolving under the green light. He saw the smoke rising from Dazai's skin. And he saw Dazai not letting go. He saw a devotion that defied physics.

Verlaine lowered his hand. "Fool," he whispered. But he didn't strike.

The frequency peaked. The windows of the tower shattered, raining glass down on the plaza.

The Archive tore itself free.

It ripped out of Chuuya’s chest, a massive, incorporeal shape of screaming static and data. It hovered in the air for a second, looking for a host. It looked at Verlaine.

"Oh no you don't," Dazai snarled.

He grabbed Chuuya’s hand—the one glowing with the last dregs of the power—and forced it upward, aiming Chuuya’s palm at the entity.

"Nullify it, Chuuya! Like we practiced! Be the ice! Be the void!"

Chuuya didn't know why, but his body obeyed the voice. He channeled the blue light Dazai was pouring into him.

He fired.

The beam hit the Archive. The ghost ceased to exist, dissolving into nothingness with a final, mournful wail.

Silence returned to the plaza. A heavy, wet silence broken only by the rain.

Dazai collapsed on top of Chuuya, gasping for air, his coat shredded, his skin raw and weeping. Every inch of him hurt, but the relief was a drug.

"Chuuya?" Dazai whispered, shaking him gently. "Chuuya, wake up. It's over. You're clean."

Chuuya blinked. His eyelids fluttered. His eyes opened.

They were blue. Just blue. The teal was gone. The red was gone. Just the clear, stormy blue of the ocean.

He looked up at the rain falling into his eyes. Then he looked at the man lying on top of him. The man with the bandages and the burns and the desperate, terrifying hope in his eyes.

Chuuya frowned.

He shoved Dazai off him. It wasn't a playful shove. It was a frantic, terrified scramble. He crawled backward across the wet stone like a crab, putting distance between them, reaching for a cane that wasn't there.

"Who are you?" Chuuya gasped, his voice trembling with panic. "Why... why were you touching me? Why does it hurt?"

Dazai froze. He sat back on his heels, ignoring the rain soaking his burns. The relief in his chest turned to ice. The smile he had been preparing died on his lips.

"Chuuya..."

"Stay back!" Chuuya snarled, holding up a hand. There was no recognition. No spark. Just fear. The memory solvent had held. The extraction hadn't brought the memories back. The emptiness remained.

"I don't know you," Chuuya whispered, clutching his head, his eyes darting around the plaza, searching for a reference point and finding none. "I don't... I don't know anyone. Where am I?"

A shadow fell over him. Verlaine stepped forward from the mist, the golden aura now dim but still terrifyingly present. He looked at Chuuya, huddled and shivering on the pavement, then at Dazai, who looked broken.

"He's blank," Verlaine said softly. His voice was not unkind, but it was heavy with the fatalism of his existence. "You saved the vessel, Dazai. But you lost the contents. The shock of the resonance cemented the solvent's work."

Verlaine extended a gloved hand toward Chuuya.

"Come, little brother," Verlaine said. "You are broken. I will take you back to the basement. It is quiet there. We can be ghosts together."

Chuuya looked at the hand. He looked at the man with the golden hair who felt... familiar. Like a mirror image seen through cracked glass. He looked at the gentle expression, the promise of safety, the familiarity of the bone structure.

"Brother?" Chuuya whispered. The word felt heavy on his tongue, but right.

"Yes," Verlaine said. "We are the same. We are monsters who do not belong in the light. Come with me. Leave the human to his pain. He will only burn you."

Chuuya hesitated. He started to reach out. The promise of quiet, of belonging to someone who looked like him, was seductive in his empty state.

"NO!"

Dazai lunged. He didn't use his ability. He used his body. He threw himself between Chuuya and Verlaine, shielding Chuuya with his own battered frame.

"He's not going with you!" Dazai snarled at Verlaine, his eyes wild with a ferocious protectiveness. "He's not a ghost! He's not a monster! He's alive, dammit! And he's coming with me!"

Verlaine looked at Dazai. He could have crushed him. He could have flattened him with a thought. But he paused. He looked at the burns on Dazai's arms. He looked at the desperation that transcended logic.

"You would fight gravity for an empty shell?" Verlaine asked. "You would fight me for a boy who doesn't know your name?"

"He's not empty!" Dazai screamed, his voice breaking. "He's just... rebooting. He's just loading. And I am not letting you drag him back into the dark just because you're lonely! I pulled him out of the grave once, and I'll do it again!"

Dazai turned to Chuuya. He ignored Verlaine. He ignored the tower. He knelt in the mud, bringing his face level with Chuuya's terrified eyes.

"Chuuya," Dazai pleaded, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Don't go with him. Please. Come with me. I know you don't know me. I know it's scary. But I promise... I promise I won't put you in a cage."

Chuuya looked at Verlaine's elegant, empty hand. Then he looked at Dazai's burned, shaking hand.

He looked at Dazai's eyes. There was something there. A frantic, terrifying heat that scared him, but also... warmed him. It was messy. It was painful. But it was alive.

"Dazai!" Kunikida shouted, pulling the car around, the engine idling rough. "We have to go! More guards are coming! The Black Lizard is regrouping!"

Dazai stood up slowly. He looked at Chuuya, cowering on the wet stones. Then he looked up.

He looked directly at the penthouse office at the top of the tower. He knew Mori was watching. He knew Mori was savoring the hollowness of this victory.

Dazai raised his burned hand. He pointed at the tower.

"You took his memory," Dazai whispered, his voice projected by a cold, murderous fury that carried across the plaza. "You took his mind. You think this saves you? You think a broken Chuuya is less dangerous?"

He stared at the glass, imagining Mori's face behind it.

"I'm coming back for you, Mori. I won't send Chuuya. I won't send an army. I'm going to come for you myself. I'm going to walk into that office and I'm going to kill you with my own hands for what you did to him. This isn't a threat. It's a schedule."

He lowered his hand. He turned his back on the tower. He looked at Chuuya.

"Come with us," Dazai pleaded softly. "Please."

Chuuya looked at the black tower looming over them. He looked at Verlaine, the golden god who offered silence. Then he looked at Dazai, the burned man who offered... something else. Something loud. Something painful.

He didn't know why, but the sight of that burn made his stomach turn. It felt... important. It felt like a debt he couldn't name. It felt like a memory of warmth in a cold room.

Chuuya didn't take the hand. But he nodded slowly.

"Get me out of here," Chuuya whispered, looking at the tower with a primal dread. "I don't like this place. It feels... cold."

Verlaine lowered his hand. He stepped back into the shadows of the entrance. He watched them go. He didn't stop them. Perhaps he remembered, just for a second, what it was like to be saved by someone who refused to let go.

The car ride was suffocating. The silence inside the vehicle was heavier than the gravity that had crushed the plaza only minutes before. Rain drummed against the roof, a relentless, rhythmic assault that mirrored the pounding headache building behind Chuuya's eyes.

Chuuya sat in the backseat, pressed as far against the door as physically possible, trying to merge his body with the cold metal frame. He stared out the window, watching the city blur past in streaks of neon and gray. Every time the car hit a bump or a streetlamp flickered past, he flinched, his muscles locking up in anticipation of a blow that never came. He felt like a stray dog that had been kicked too many times, wary of the hand reaching out to feed it.

The city outside was foreign to him. He recognized the shape of the buildings, the layout of the streets, but they held no emotional resonance. It was like looking at a map of a place he had read about once but never visited.

The tower they had left behind was still visible in the rearview mirror, a black obelisk scratching the sky. Chuuya couldn't stop looking at it in the reflection, his stomach churning with a nausea that was entirely fear-based. That place felt like teeth. It felt like a mouth that had almost swallowed him. He huddled deeper into the seat, an unconscious whimper escaping his throat as the tower finally disappeared around a bend.

Dazai sat next to him. He didn't touch him. He didn't speak. He just held the empty sake bottle in his lap, turning it over and over in his bandaged hands like a talisman. His head was bowed, his hair hiding his eyes, but the tension in his shoulders was palpable. He radiated a quiet devastation that filled the car like smoke.

This is it, Dazai thought, his heart twisting in his chest like a wet rag. He's here, but he's not. I pulled the body out of the fire, but the soul is smoke.

He looked at Chuuya's reflection in the glass. The blank stare. The fear. It was worse than the hate. Hate was a connection. Hate meant he mattered. This... this was erasure. This was what Mori wanted. To prove that Chuuya was nothing without the context the Mafia provided.

I should have killed Mori, Dazai thought, the impulse rising hot and bilious in his throat. I should have climbed that tower and strangled him tonight. I should have let the Archive burn the city down just to watch him die.

The desire for revenge wasn't new, but its flavor had changed. It wasn't about strategy anymore. It wasn't about power. It was personal. It was about the way Chuuya flinched. It was about the blank space where Chuuya's laugh used to be. It was about the fact that Dazai now had to rebuild an entire human being from scratch.

I will take it all, Dazai vowed silently, his grip on the bottle tightening until the glass creaked. I will take his money. I will take his men. I will take his legacy. And then I will take his life. I will become the shadow boss, the ghost in the machine, until the Port Mafia belongs to me in everything but name. I won't just destroy it; I will usurp it. I will turn his own kingdom into Chuuya's shield.

"You're bleeding," Chuuya said suddenly, his voice small, scratching against the silence. He didn't look away from the window, but he could see Dazai's reflection in the glass.

Dazai looked down. The bandages on his arm were soaking through, dark blooms of crimson spreading across the white gauze. "I know."

"Why?" Chuuya asked. He turned his head slowly, looking at the stranger beside him. "Why did you do that? You almost died. I saw your skin burning. I smelled it. Why didn't you let go?"

"Because of a contract," Dazai whispered, his voice rough.

"A contract?" Chuuya frowned, confusion knitting his brow. He looked at Dazai for the first time, really looked at him. At the tired lines around his eyes, the set of his jaw, the sheer, exhausted weight of his presence. "Did I hire you? Am I... am I your employer?"

Dazai laughed. It was a broken, wet sound that hurt his throat, a laugh that was closer to a sob.

"Something like that," Dazai said, a sad smile touching his lips. "You hired me to carry the heavy things."

Chuuya looked at Dazai’s burns. He looked at the bottle Dazai was clutching so tightly his knuckles were white. He felt a pressure building in his skull, like a dam trying to burst. Flashes of memory—sensory fragments devoid of context—flickered and died before he could catch them.

A hand on an ankle, gentle and firm. The smell of crab and expensive wine. A voice reading a book in a small, warm room while rain fell outside. The feeling of being carried.

They were ghosts of feelings, not facts. They were echoes in an empty room.

"I don't remember," Chuuya said, his voice trembling with frustration and fear. "I'm sorry. I don't remember hiring you. I don't remember anything."

"It's okay," Dazai said softly. He looked out the window at the passing city, blinking back tears he refused to let fall.

It’s not okay, Dazai thought, the grief clawing at his throat. It’s hell. It's worse than death. He’s right here, and he’s gone.

But he looked at Chuuya, alive and breathing, even if he was a stranger. He saw the way Chuuya’s chest rose and fell, the way his hands curled in his lap. He was alive. The Archive hadn't eaten him. Mori hadn't broken him completely.

"It's okay," Dazai repeated, more firmly this time. "I remember enough for both of us."

He gripped the bottle tight. The glass was cold, but the memory attached to it was warm.

Slowburn, Dazai told himself. We start from zero. We build it again. Brick by brick. I made him fall in love with living once. I can make him trust me again. I have the time. I have the patience. And I have the map.

"My name is Dazai," he said, turning to Chuuya with a gentle, tired smile that reached his eyes for the first time that night. "And we're going home."

Chuuya looked at him. He hesitated. He looked at the smile, and something in his chest loosened. It wasn't a memory; it was an instinct. A biological recognition that transcended the mind.

His body knew this man. His shoulders dropped an inch. His breathing slowed. Without thinking, he leaned slightly to the right, away from the cold window and toward the warmth radiating from Dazai.

"I'm Chuuya," he said, testing the name on his tongue. "I think."

"I know," Dazai whispered. "I know."

Chuuya turned back to the window, watching the rain streak against the glass. He brought his knees up to his chest, making himself small.

"Where are we going?" he asked, his voice trembling slightly. "You said 'home.' But... I don't know where that is. Do I have a home? It feels... it feels like I shouldn't be anywhere."

The question cut Dazai deeper than the burns on his arm. It was the question of a ghost who didn't realize they were haunting their own life.

"You have a home," Dazai said firmly, forcing his voice to remain steady. "It's small. The wallpaper is peeling, and the window rattles when the wind blows. You complain about it constantly."

"It sounds... terrible," Chuuya whispered.

"It is," Dazai agreed with a soft laugh that caught in his throat. "But it's warm. And it's safe. And there's expensive wine hidden under the floorboards because you refuse to drink tap water."

Chuuya looked at him, confusion warring with a desperate need to believe. "And you? Do you live there?"

"I do," Dazai said. "I sleep on the floor next to you. To keep the nightmares away."

Chuuya absorbed this. He looked down at his hands. He flexed his fingers.

"Is it gone?" he asked suddenly. "The... the noise?"

"The noise?" Dazai asked.

"The screaming. It was so loud. In my head. It's... quiet now."

Chuuya reached for the gravity. He expected the teal light. He expected the rot. He expected the pain.

Instead, a faint, familiar red glow surrounded his hand. It wasn't necrotic. It wasn't hungry. It was just gravity. Pure, clean, heavy gravity. It hummed with a low, steady vibration that felt like his own heartbeat.

"It's gone," Dazai confirmed, watching the red light with a profound sense of relief. "The Archive is gone. You're empty, Chuuya. You're just you."

Chuuya stared at the red light. It felt warm. It felt like an old friend he couldn't quite place, but whom he was glad to see.

"Empty," Chuuya repeated. "That sounds... nice."

He leaned back against the seat, his eyes drifting shut. The exhaustion finally overtook the fear. For the first time in weeks, the static was gone. The boy was gone. There was only the hum of the car engine and the quiet breathing of the stranger beside him who felt like home.

Chuuya shifted in his sleep, his head lolling to the side until it rested on Dazai's uninjured shoulder. He didn't pull away. He burrowed closer, seeking the heat, seeking the anchor. Even without his memories, his body knew where it belonged. It knew that the man with the bandages was the only thing standing between him and the dark tower receding in the distance.

Dazai froze for a second, then relaxed. He rested his cheek against the top of Chuuya's head. He closed his eyes, letting the hate for Mori and the love for Chuuya coexist in his chest, fueling the next chapter of the war.

"I caught you," Dazai whispered into the silence of the car. "I caught you."

Notes:

Okay guys, don't kill me yet. At least they're united, and it gives their time together a new perspective.

Chapter 24: The Ghost in the Machine

Summary:

Safe within the Agency but lost in his own mind, Chuuya struggles to navigate a world where he feels less like a human and more like a captured weapon. While Dazai tends to the physical and emotional scars of their reunion, he quietly initiates a scorched-earth campaign to dismantle Mori’s empire, vowing to build a sanctuary for the partner who can no longer remember his name.

Notes:

Hey guys, did you guys miss this story? Here is your long-delayed update—and I hope I haven't lost you yet.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The Armed Detective Agency headquarters had always been a sanctuary, a place of comforting, organized chaos where the clatter of typewriters usually battled with the shouts of detectives arguing over snack rations or lost reports. It was a place of life, vibrant and often ridiculous. Tonight, however, the office was a tomb. The air was heavy, pressurized by the storm raging outside and the sheer, suffocating weight of the tragedy that had just walked through its doors.

It felt less like a detective agency and more like a surgical theater—bright, sterile, and unforgivingly cold.

They had bypassed the main office, heading straight for the infirmary. The journey from the car to the clinic had been a blur of rain and hushed urgency. Chuuya, wrapped in a blanket that smelled of wet wool and Kunikida’s car—a smell of old leather and mints that should have been comforting but was merely foreign—had walked under his own power. But his movements were mechanical, jerky, like a marionette whose strings were being pulled by an inexperienced hand.

He didn't look at the walls. He didn't look at the people flanking him. He kept his eyes fixed on the back of Dazai’s coat, the only point of reference in a universe that had suddenly lost its coordinates. Every step was a calculation he didn't remember learning but performed instinctively. Left foot. Right foot. Keep your center of gravity low. Don't look at the shadows. Scan for exits. Assess threat levels.

His brain was firing tactical data at him: The blond man is left-handed, tired, high stress. The white-haired boy is a predator, scent of a tiger, currently suppressed by fear. The woman with the butterfly clip is the most dangerous person in the room.

He knew these things, but he didn't know his mother's name. He didn't know if he liked the rain or hated it. He didn't know why he was following the man in the trench coat, only that stopping felt like dying.

Inside the infirmary, the lights hummed with a low, electric buzz that grated against Chuuya's raw nerves. It sounded like the static that had filled his head in the plaza, the residue of the Archive. He sat on the edge of a pristine white examination table, the paper crinkling loudly under his weight. His legs dangled, feet not quite touching the floor. He felt small. It was a sensation he detested instantly—a primal rejection of vulnerability that bubbled up from his gut, hot and acidic, even if he couldn't remember why he hated feeling small. He gripped the edge of the mattress, the foam giving way under fingers that felt strong enough to crush the metal frame beneath.

Why am I here? The question cycled through his mind like a corrupted file, repeating without resolution. I am a weapon. I know this. My hands know how to break bone. My skin hums with destruction. Weapons go in the armory. Weapons don't sit on beds. Weapons don't get blankets.

He looked at the door. It was closed. Was it locked? If he tried to leave, would they shoot him? He felt the phantom weight of the tower behind him, the conditioning of the Mafia whispering that he had been captured, that he was in enemy territory. Do not speak. Do not trust. Endure.

Across the room, chaos was being organized into order.

"Sit him down. Get the coat off. Don't touch the adhesive on the bandages yet. Kunikida, get me the saline and the high-grade antiseptic. Atsushi, get towels. Now."

The woman—Yosano, his mind supplied the name from the brief introduction, though it held no emotional tag—was a whirlwind of efficiency. She wasn't looking at Chuuya. She was looking at Dazai.

Dazai was sitting on a stool, his shirt stripped off, exposing a landscape of ruin.

Chuuya stared. He couldn't look away. It was horrific, and it was magnetic.

The burns weren't just surface injuries. They were necrotic gouges, deep, black-edged valleys carved into Dazai's pale skin. They wrapped around his shoulders, trailed down his arms, and scarred his chest where the Archive’s tendrils had lashed out in its death rampage. The entropy hadn't just burned him; it had tried to unmake him. It was a rejection of matter on a molecular level. The skin looked like old parchment held over a candle flame—curling, blackened, and fragile. The smell was the worst part—ozone, burnt sugar, and copper.

"This is going to hurt," Yosano said, her voice devoid of its usual sadistic playfulness. She held a scalpel and a bottle of high-grade disinfectant. "The tissue is necrotic. I have to debride it before I can stimulate regrowth. Even my Ability has limits with entropic damage. It resisted the initial heal. I have to cut it out."

"Just do it," Dazai said. His voice was tight, a wire stretched to the breaking point. He wasn't looking at his arms. He wasn't looking at the doctor. He was looking across the room, directly at Chuuya. His eyes were dark, unblinking, locking Chuuya in place. It was a look of possession, but also of desperate reassurance. I am here. You are there. We are still on the board.

Yosano poured the antiseptic.

Dazai didn't scream. He didn't even grunt. He just stopped breathing. His entire body went rigid, the muscles in his neck cording as the chemical fire met the raw nerve endings. His hand, the uninjured one, gripped the edge of the metal stool so hard the knuckles turned the color of bone. Sweat beaded instantly on his forehead, rolling down into his eyes, mixing with the rain still clinging to his hair, but he didn't blink. He kept his gaze fixed on Chuuya, as if looking away would cause Chuuya to vanish into smoke.

Chuuya flinched.

He felt a phantom burn on his own skin, a sympathetic resonance that made his stomach turn over. He gripped the edge of his own mattress tighter, his knuckles whitening to match Dazai's. A wave of nausea crashed over him, unrelated to his physical state.

I did that, Chuuya thought. The realization hit him with the force of a physical blow, heavier than any gravity he could summon. I don't remember doing it. I don't remember the anger or the fight. But I know that energy. I can taste it on my tongue. That rot... that came from me. I am the source of that ruin.

He looked at his own hands. They were clean. Pale. Unmarked. The discrepancy felt like a lie.

How can I be clean when he looks like that? It's not right. It's an imbalance in the equation. I am the hazard. I am the thing that should be locked away.

"You're staring," Dazai said. His voice was strained, breathless, barely audible over the hum of the lights, but he forced the corner of his mouth up into a fragile, terrifying imitation of a smile. "Don't worry, Chibi. It looks worse than it feels."

"Liar," Chuuya whispered. The word slipped out before he could check it. It felt familiar on his tongue, a well-worn groove in a broken record. The syllable tasted like old arguments, like a reflex honed over years of contradiction.

"Maybe," Dazai admitted, exhaling a shuddering breath as Yosano began to cut away the dead skin. The sound of the scalpel against ruined flesh was wet and soft, a sound that made Chuuya want to cover his ears. "But you're safe. That's the trade."

The trade.

Chuuya looked around the room. The medical equipment, the smell of rubbing alcohol, the unfamiliar faces of the other agency members hovering in the doorway. He saw the weretiger—Atsushi, was it?—looking anxious, wringing his hands, his eyes darting between Dazai's wounds and Chuuya's face. He saw the blond man with the glasses looking stern but weary, rubbing his temples as if trying to stave off a headache.

They all looked at Dazai with concern. They looked at Chuuya with... something else.

Caution. Fear. Pity.

I am a monster here, Chuuya realized. The knowledge settled in his gut like a stone. I am the bomb they defused. I am the villain they captured. I broke their friend. Why aren't they angry? Why aren't they locking me up? Is this a trick? Is this an interrogation disguised as mercy?

He pulled his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms around his shins, trying to make himself smaller, trying to disappear into the heavy, leaden weight of his own body. He watched Yosano work on Dazai, flinching with every slice of the scalpel, taking on the burden of the pain because it was the only thing he felt he deserved.

Hours later, the lights were dimmed. The clinic had quieted down, leaving only the hum of the ventilation system and the distant sound of the city waking up to a gray morning.

Chuuya had been moved to a private recovery room. It was sparse—a bed, a window with the blinds drawn, a single wooden chair. It was comfortable, ostensibly, but to Chuuya, it felt like a containment unit. Better than the cell he vaguely remembered in flashes of nightmare—cold metal, darkness, silence—but it still felt like a cage.

He lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling. He was exhausted, his body heavy with the aftereffects of the regulator fluid and the extraction, but his mind was a hornet's nest of static.

He felt... untethered.

It wasn't just that he couldn't remember his past. It was that he couldn't locate his center. Usually, even in silence, a person has a sense of self—a continuous narrative of 'I am.' Chuuya felt like a series of disconnected scenes edited together by a madman. He knew how to kill a man with a combat knife—he could feel the phantom weight of the hilt in his palm, the specific angle required to sever the artery. He knew the specific vintage of a wine by its smell—he recalled the scent of oak and berries and the dryness on the tongue. He knew the feeling of gravity obeying his will—a hum in his bones that responded to his breath.

But he didn't know if he liked dogs or cats. He didn't know if he had parents. He didn't know why the color blue made him feel safe and the color red made him feel angry. He didn't know if he was a good person or a bad person, though the burns on Dazai’s arms suggested the latter. He was a collection of capabilities without a cause.

The door creaked open.

Chuuya tensed, his hand instinctively going for a weapon he didn't have. He sat up, pushing his back against the headboard, eyes darting to the exit, calculating the distance, the speed required to neutralize the threat.

It was Dazai.

Dazai looked like a ghost. He was wearing a fresh shirt, oversized and soft, but the bandages beneath were bulky and stiff, distorting his silhouette. His arm was in a sling. His face was pale, almost translucent, shadows bruised deep under his eyes, making them look like craters. He carried a plastic cup of water and a small bottle of pills in his good hand.

"Peace offering," Dazai said softly, closing the door with his hip.

Chuuya relaxed slightly, though the tension didn't leave his shoulders. "I'm not a prisoner?"

"We went over this," Dazai said, walking to the bedside. His movements were slow, careful, lacking his usual fluidity. "You're a guest. Guests get water. Prisoners get interrogated."

"I feel like a prisoner," Chuuya muttered, taking the cup. His hand shook slightly, the water rippling. "Or a biology experiment. Everyone looks at me like I'm going to explode. Like I'm dangerous. The tiger boy looked like he wanted to jump out the window when I walked in."

Dazai pulled the wooden chair closer to the bed and sat down with a heavy sigh. He moved carefully, favoring his left side, a grimace flickering across his face before he smoothed it away into a mask of calm. "You're neither. You're... recovering. And they aren't scared of you exploding. They're scared of me exploding if you aren't okay."

"From what?" Chuuya asked, ignoring the second part. He took a sip of the water. It was cool, clean. "You said a poison. A ghost. But that doesn't explain why I know how to snap a neck but I don't know my own birthday."

Dazai looked at him. The look was intense, searching, and filled with a sorrow so deep it looked like physical pain. It was a look that demanded intimacy, a look that said I know you, and Chuuya found it terrifying because he couldn't return it. It felt like he was failing a test he hadn't studied for.

"The poison attacked your memory," Dazai said. It was a half-truth, the most dangerous kind of lie. "It was designed to erase... connections. To make you a better weapon. To make you compliant."

"And you?" Chuuya asked. He gestured to Dazai with the cup. "You're a connection?"

Dazai looked down at his knees. "I was. Once."

"We were partners," Chuuya said. It wasn't a question. He had deduced it from the way Dazai moved, the way the others looked at them, the way Dazai had thrown himself into the rot without hesitation. "You fight like you know where I'm going to be before I get there. You talk like you own me."

"We were effective," Dazai corrected, his voice devoid of sentiment, though his fingers twitched against his pants leg. "We had a high success rate."

"You're lying," Chuuya said.

Dazai looked up, surprised. "Am I?"

"Your pulse jumps when you lie," Chuuya said, tapping his own neck. "I can see the vein. And you look at the floor. You're doing it now."

Dazai let out a short, startled laugh. It was a rusty sound, disused. "Even without your memory, you're sharp. Yes. We were partners. We were... complicated."

"Did we hate each other?"

"Passionately," Dazai answered immediately. "You found me annoying. I found you loud and vertically challenged. You tried to kill me at least once a week. I put laxatives in your tea."

Chuuya stared at him. Then, a small, involuntary snort escaped him. "Laxatives?"

"It was a prank war," Dazai said, a genuine smile ghosting across his face, lighting up the exhaustion. "A very violent, high-stakes prank war. You once glued my shoes to the ceiling."

"Did I?" Chuuya asked, a strange warmth blooming in his chest at the thought. "Sounds like you deserved it."

"I probably did," Dazai whispered. "It was the best time of my life."

The silence returned, but it was softer now. Less like a vacuum, more like a pause in a song.

"Why do I feel safe with you?" Chuuya asked. The question was quiet, vulnerable. "I don't know you. You're a stranger. But when you walked in... the static in my head got quieter. Why?"

Dazai hesitated. He looked at the man on the bed—the man he had molded, the man he had broken, the man he had saved.

"Because," Dazai said, choosing his words with agonizing care. "Even when we hated each other... we trusted each other. You knew I would never let you fall. And I knew you would always smash whatever was in my way. Your body remembers that trust, even if your mind doesn't."

Chuuya processed this. He looked at the bandaged arm. "You didn't let me fall today."

"No," Dazai said. "I caught you."

"You got burned for it. You're damaged because of me."

"It was worth it."

Chuuya turned away, looking out the window at the rain-streaked darkness. The guilt churned in his stomach again. "You should let me go," Chuuya whispered, his voice cracking.

Dazai stiffened. "What?"

"I don't remember you," Chuuya said, turning back, his eyes wet. "I don't remember the partnership. I don't remember the trust. I'm just... a blank slate with a lot of firepower. I'm a liability. I hurt you. I scared your friends. I'm obviously a criminal. You should just open the door and let me walk out. I'm not worth the bandages on your arm."

He gestured to the room.

"This is a recovery room for you, but for me? It feels like a holding cell. You're guarding me, aren't you? Making sure the weapon doesn't go off again."

Dazai stood up. The movement was sudden, sharp.

"You are not a weapon," Dazai said, his voice low and dangerous. "Not to me. Never to me."

"Then let me leave," Chuuya challenged, though the thought terrified him. "If I'm not a prisoner, open the door and let me walk out."

"You have nowhere to go," Dazai said brutally. "The world outside that door wants you dead or enslaved. I am the only thing standing between you and a vivisection table. So no, I won't let you leave. Call it imprisonment if you want. I call it keeping you alive."

Chuuya stared at him. The intensity in Dazai's eyes was consuming.

"Why?" Chuuya asked. "Why do you care so much about a broken tool?"

"Because," Dazai said, leaning over the bed, his face inches from Chuuya's. "You aren't broken. You're just... rebooting. The hardware is there. The software just needs to be reinstalled. And I have the backups."

"Backups?"

Dazai tapped his own temple. "I remember. I remember everything. Every fight. Every argument. Every bottle of wine. I remember how you take your coffee—black, two sugars, which is barbaric. I remember you hate the rain because it messes up your hair. I remember the exact pitch of your voice when you're genuinely laughing versus when you're faking it. I'll hold onto it until you're ready to take it back."

"That sounds heavy," Chuuya said, his voice trembling.

"I'm used to carrying heavy things," Dazai replied. "Now sleep. Yosano will skin me alive if her patient doesn't get eight hours."

Chuuya lay back. He didn't think he could sleep. The fear of the void was too close. But as Dazai settled back into the chair, crossing his legs and picking up a book he had pulled from nowhere, Chuuya felt his eyelids drooping.

The presence of the man in the chair was a physical weight in the room, displacing the fear. It was an anchor.

Chuuya closed his eyes.

The next morning brought the sun, but no warmth.

Chuuya woke to the sound of the door opening. It was the man with the glasses—Kunikida. He was carrying a stack of clothes and a tray of food.

Dazai was gone. The chair was empty.

Panic flared in Chuuya's chest, hot and immediate. He sat up, scanning the room, his breath catching. He left. He realized I wasn't worth it and he left.

"He is in his office," Kunikida said, anticipating the question. He set the tray down on the bedside table with a sharp clatter. "He has... administrative duties. He asked me to ensure you ate."

Chuuya looked at the food. Rice, miso soup, grilled fish. It smelled good, but his stomach was a knot.

"I'm not hungry," Chuuya said.

"Eat anyway," Kunikida ordered. "Your metabolic rate is likely accelerated due to the Ability overuse. You need calories. Dazai will be insufferable if you collapse from hypoglycemia."

Chuuya glared at him. "Do you always order your guests around?"

"I order everyone around," Kunikida said, pushing his glasses up his nose. "It is the only way to maintain order in this asylum. Put these on."

He dropped the clothes on the bed. A pair of slacks, a simple button-down shirt, a soft cardigan. They were clean, functional, and completely alien to Chuuya's sense of style, even if he couldn't remember what his style was. He just knew these were wrong. Too plain. Too loose.

"Where are my clothes?" Chuuya asked.

"Incinerated," Kunikida said bluntly. "They were shredded and soaked in necrotic residue. These are... donations. From Dazai. Though I suspect he stole them from Tanizaki."

Chuuya touched the fabric. It felt cheap. But it was dry.

"Thank you," Chuuya muttered, hating the gratitude. Hating that he owned nothing in this world, not even the shirt on his back. He felt like a charity case. A stray dog being rehabilitated.

"The bathroom is down the hall to the left," Kunikida said. "Do not try to leave the building. The perimeter is monitored. Not to keep you in," he added quickly, seeing Chuuya's eyes narrow. "To keep them out. The Port Mafia is... agitated."

"Agitated," Chuuya repeated dryly. "That's one word for it."

He changed in the bathroom. The reflection in the mirror was a stranger. Red hair, blue eyes, a frame that looked too small to contain the power he knew hummed beneath his skin. He touched the choker around his neck—the one thing Dazai hadn't let them burn. It felt like a collar. A mark of ownership.

Did he own me? Chuuya wondered, tracing the leather. Or did I own him?

When he walked out, he felt exposed. The hallway was busy. People were moving back and forth with files. Phones were ringing.

He walked past the main office. He saw the white-haired boy, Atsushi, typing at a desk. Atsushi looked up, saw him, and froze. The boy’s eyes widened, his pupils constricting into slits. He stood up abruptly, his chair scraping loudly against the floor.

"Nakahara-san," Atsushi stammered, bowing slightly. He looked terrified. His hands were shaking where they gripped the desk. "I... uh... how are you feeling?"

Chuuya stopped. He smelled the fear on the boy—sharp and metallic. It rolled off him in waves.

He thinks I'm going to kill him, Chuuya realized. He remembers what I did. He remembers the monster.

"I'm fine," Chuuya said, his voice rough. He tried to sound non-threatening, but he didn't know how. Every muscle in his body was coiled for a fight he didn't want to start. "Just... looking for Dazai."

"Oh," Atsushi said, taking a small step back, putting the desk between them. "He's... he's in the back. Do you need me to—"

"No," Chuuya cut him off. "I can find it."

He walked away quickly, feeling the boy's eyes burning into his back. He felt like an intruder. A wolf let into the sheep pen. I shouldn't be here. They're afraid of me. I'm a burden and a threat. It would be easier for them if I just disappeared.

He turned a corner and nearly collided with someone eating snacks.

"Watch it," a voice said around a mouthful of chips.

It was a man in a deerstalker hat and a cape. Ranpo. He didn't look scared. He looked bored. He looked at Chuuya with eyes that felt like they were dissecting him layer by layer, peeling back the amnesia to see the void underneath.

"You're lost," Ranpo stated. "And not just in the hallway."

Chuuya frowned. "I'm looking for Dazai."

"You're looking for a reason to stay," Ranpo corrected. He crunched on a chip. "You feel guilty because Dazai got hurt saving you. You feel like you owe a debt you can't pay because your wallet—your memory—is empty. You're wondering if it would be easier for everyone if you just disappeared."

Chuuya stared at him. It was terrifyingly accurate. "Get out of my head."

Ranpo shrugged. "I'm not in your head. It's written all over your face. Listen, Hat Rack. Dazai didn't save you because you're useful. He saved you because he's selfish. If you leave, he'll just drag you back. Save yourself the energy."

"I'm not useful," Chuuya whispered. "I don't know who I am."

"You're gravity," Ranpo said simply. "That's a universal constant. The rest is just details. Besides, you're the only one who can keep Dazai in check. That makes you valuable to the Agency. Consider it job security."

Ranpo patted Chuuya on the arm—a patronizing, sticky-fingered pat—and walked away.

Chuuya stood there, stunned. Job security? Keeping Dazai in check? It didn't make sense, but... it was the first time someone hadn't looked at him with fear.

He kept walking, following the vague direction Kunikida had pointed. He needed to find the anchor.

He found the office at the end of the hall. The door was ajar.

Chuuya hesitated. He heard Dazai's voice inside. It wasn't the soft, comforting voice from the night before. It was cold. Hard. Razor-sharp. It was a voice that commanded armies.

"Liquidate it," Dazai was saying. "I don't care about the loss. Dump the stocks in the Singapore shell company. Do it now, before the market opens."

A pause. Someone on the phone.

"Yes, I know it's Mori's primary laundering front. That's the point. I want him bleeding cash by noon. I want him scrambling to pay his subordinates."

Chuuya stood frozen. The tone sent a shiver down his spine. This was the voice of the Demon Prodigy. This was the voice of a man conducting a war.

"And Ango?" Dazai continued. "Leak the coordinates of the weapon caches in sector four to the military police. Tell them it's an anonymous tip. Let Mori fight a war on two fronts."

Dazai laughed. It was a terrifying sound.

"No, I'm not killing him yet. Death is too easy. I want him to watch his empire turn to dust. I want him standing alone in that tower with nothing but his scalpels and his regrets. Then... then I will visit."

Dazai hung up the phone.

He picked up a pen and slashed a line through a document on his desk. The violence of the motion was startling.

Chuuya stepped back, his floorboard creaking.

Dazai’s head snapped up. The cold mask vanished instantly, replaced by a look of mild surprise, then warmth.

"Chuuya!" Dazai beamed, though the shadows under his eyes were darker than ever. "You're up! And wearing Tanizaki's sweater! You look like a librarian."

Chuuya didn't smile. He stepped into the room, looking at the papers on the desk—maps, bank statements, photos of men Chuuya vaguely recognized as targets.

"You're destroying them," Chuuya whispered. "The Mafia."

"I'm rearranging the furniture," Dazai corrected, standing up and moving around the desk. He winced slightly as his injuries pulled, clutching his side for a fraction of a second before hiding it.

"You're enjoying it," Chuuya said. "I heard you. You want him to suffer."

Dazai stopped. He looked at Chuuya, really looked at him. He saw the confusion, the fear, and the lingering question of do I belong here?

The smile faded, leaving a face that was stark and honest.

"Yes," Dazai said simply. "I do."

"Why?" Chuuya asked. "Is it for power? Do you want to be the Boss?"

"God no," Dazai shuddered. "I'd rather be a slug. No offense."

"None taken," Chuuya muttered, though he felt a twitch of annoyance he couldn't place. "Then why?"

"I'm doing it for security," Dazai said. He walked over to Chuuya, stopping just outside of personal space. "Mori broke the rules. He touched what was mine. He tried to erase you, Chuuya. He tried to turn you into a calculator that only solves for death."

Dazai reached out, his fingers hovering near Chuuya's arm, asking for permission. Chuuya didn't pull away. Dazai’s hand settled on his shoulder, warm and heavy.

"I am going to burn his world down," Dazai said, his voice dropping to a whisper that vibrated in Chuuya's bones. "I am going to ensure that he never, ever has the power to reach for you again. I am building a world where you don't have to be a weapon unless you choose to be."

Chuuya looked at him. He saw the madness in Dazai's eyes, but he also saw the devotion. It was terrifying. It was overwhelming.

It was exactly what he needed.

"But I'm useless now," Chuuya said, the insecurity spilling out again. "I don't remember how to be your partner. I don't remember how to help you. I'm just... broken. You should kick me out. I'm a danger to your friends. That kid in the hallway... he was terrified of me."

Dazai's expression softened into something heartbreaking.

"You aren't broken," Dazai said firmly. "And you aren't useless. You are the only person on this planet who knows what I really am and stays anyway. That's not memory, Chuuya. That's character."

Dazai leaned closer. "And as for danger... I'm the one dismantling a criminal empire before breakfast. I think I'm the danger here. You're just the motivation. And Atsushi is scared of his own shadow; don't take it personally."

Chuuya looked at the burns on Dazai's arm again. "I hurt you."

"We hurt each other," Dazai said. "That's the deal. But we also heal each other. So stay. Please."

The 'please' was what did it. It was so unlike the man on the phone.

"Okay," Chuuya whispered. "Okay."


Night fell again. The cycle of exhaustion and wakefulness continued.

Back in the sterile room, Chuuya woke from a fitful sleep. He had been dreaming of the tower. A black monolith scratching the sky. A voice in his ear telling him to kill. He had woken up with a scream trapped in his throat, his skin cold and clammy.

The room was dark.

He sat up, gasping for air. The fear was a living thing in the room with him. He felt exposed. He felt like the tower was watching him through the window.

He needed to hide.

He pushed the covers away and swung his legs out of bed. His body protested, sore and chemically exhausted, but functional.

He walked to the door, intending to find a closet, a corner, somewhere dark and small where the tower couldn't see him. Where he wouldn't be a burden. Where he wouldn't be a monster.

He opened the door. The hallway was empty now. The silence was heavy.

He turned and looked back into the room.

Dazai was there.

He hadn't left. He was slumped in the wooden chair in the corner, deep in an exhaustion-fueled sleep. His head rested awkwardly on his bandaged shoulder, the financial reports scattered on the floor around him like fallen leaves.

Dazai looked utterly vulnerable. The mask was gone. His mouth was slightly open, his brow furrowed even in sleep. He looked young. He looked breakable.

Chuuya walked over. He stood over the sleeping man. He looked at the burns on Dazai's arm—raw, angry red, peeking out from under the bandages.

He did this for me. He is destroying an empire for me. And I don't even know his favorite color.

The thought was a foreign currency, valuable yet unusable. He didn't know what to do with it. He didn't know how to repay it.

But the fear of the tower was receding. Standing here, in Dazai's orbit, the world felt steady. Gravity felt normal.

Chuuya looked at the bed. It was too far away. It was too open. It felt like a place where patients died.

He looked at the rug at Dazai's feet. It was in the shadow of the chair. It was close.

Instinct took over. It wasn't a conscious decision. It was the simple, animal need to be near the source of safety. He needed an anchor in this world of fractured reality.

Chuuya grabbed the thin hospital blanket from the bed. He curled up on the rug directly beneath Dazai’s chair, pulling the blanket over his head, making himself into a small, tight ball. He pressed his back against the legs of Dazai's chair.

He felt the heat radiating from Dazai's legs. He heard the steady rhythm of Dazai's breathing above him.

It was safe here. The tower couldn't see him here.

Dazai stirred.

Chuuya froze, holding his breath under the blanket.

Above him, Dazai shifted. His eyes cracked open, dark and instantly alert, searching for a threat. He scanned the room. Empty bed. Open door.

Panic flared in Dazai's eyes for a split second.

Then he looked down.

He saw the bundle on the floor. He saw the tuft of red hair sticking out from the blanket. He saw Chuuya curled up at his feet, like a guard dog returned to its master's hearth, or perhaps a stray seeking warmth.

Dazai stared for a long moment. His expression softened, the hard lines of the strategist melting away into something profoundly sad and tender.

He didn't speak. He didn't tell Chuuya to get in the bed. He understood the language of trauma better than anyone. He understood the need to hide. He understood that Chuuya didn't trust the room, but he trusted him.

Dazai simply reached down with his uninjured hand. He rested it gently on the blanket covering Chuuya’s head. A silent acknowledgement. I'm here. I've got you. You aren't going anywhere.

Chuuya let out a long, shaky breath and relaxed into the touch. The hand was heavy, grounding. It felt like a promise.

Dazai closed his eyes again, his hand staying grounded on Chuuya's head. In the silence of the room, the plans for the destruction of the Port Mafia continued to spin in his mind, fueled now by the weight of the boy sleeping at his feet. He was starting a new war, not just for power, but for the broken memory of the partner who had forgotten him, but who still, instinctively, knew where home was.

Notes:

So I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter; it will definitely be smoother sailing now, but remember that the slow-burn nature doesn't mean healing, penance, and happiness will be achieved swiftly. Knowing this would you guys like more?

Chapter 25: The Blueprint of a Ghost

Summary:

Stranded in the Armed Detective Agency without his memories, Chuuya attempts to navigate a minefield of unfamiliar faces and lingering killer instincts.

Notes:

Hey guys, I know updates have been taking longer recently, and that's because I have some stuff going on. But I definitely will be seeing this fic to the end. It honestly makes me sad. knowing that we're way closer to the end than the beginning

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The morning sun that filtered through the blinds of the Agency infirmary wasn’t harsh, but to Chuuya, it felt judgmental. It illuminated dust motes dancing in the air, the sterile white of the sheets, and the absolute foreignness of his existence.

It had been three days.

Three days of waking up and not knowing the ceiling. Three days of looking in the mirror and seeing a stranger with red hair and eyes that looked too old for his face. Three days of being a guest in a house that felt like a fortress disguised as a library.

Chuuya sat on the edge of the bed, his bare feet hovering over the cold linoleum. He was wearing the borrowed clothes again—Tanizaki’s sweater, which was too loose in the shoulders and smelled faintly of laundry detergent and something green. It felt like a costume.

He flexed his hand. The red glow of his Ability flickered under his skin, responsive and eager. It was the only thing that felt real. The gravity. The weight of the world answering his call. Everything else—names, faces, history—was smoke.

He stood up, the movement silent. He made the bed with military precision, smoothing out wrinkles that didn't exist. Weapons are maintained, his mind supplied. A messy barracks indicates a messy mind.

He checked the door. It was unlocked. It had been unlocked since the first night, but crossing the threshold still felt like stepping onto a minefield.

He opened it and stepped into the hallway.

The Agency was waking up. He could hear the hum of activity from the main office. Phones ringing. The clatter of keys. Laughter.

Laughter. That was the most terrifying sound of all. How could they laugh when there was a monster in the back room?

He walked down the hall, keeping his back to the wall. He was looking for Dazai. Dazai was the handler. Dazai was the one who held the leash. If Chuuya strayed too far from Dazai, the static in his head got louder, a white noise of anxiety that threatened to drown him.

He passed the breakroom.

"Do you want some tea?"

Chuuya froze. He turned slowly.

Standing in the doorway of the small kitchenette was a girl in a kimono. Kyouka. She was holding a tray with two cups. She didn't look scared. She looked... solemn.

Chuuya stared at her. A flicker of recognition sparked in the back of his brain—not a memory, but a feeling. Blue light. A small hand holding a knife. A phone ringing in the rain.

"I..." Chuuya’s voice was rough. He hadn't spoken since the night before. "I don't drink tea."

"You do," Kyouka said simply. "You like it with honey. But we only have sugar."

She held the tray out.

Chuuya looked at the steam rising from the cups. He looked at the girl's dark, steady eyes.

"Do I know you?" he whispered.

"Yes," Kyouka said. She didn't elaborate. She didn't offer a story. She just offered the tea. "Dazai-san is in the conference room. He is arguing with Kunikida-san. He usually drinks coffee, but he needs water."

She pushed the tray slightly toward him.

Chuuya took it. His hands were steady, even if his heart wasn't.

"Thank you," he muttered.

"You're welcome," Kyouka said. Then, she added, quietly, "You helped me once. You gave me tofu."

She turned and walked away before Chuuya could ask what she meant, leaving him standing in the hallway with a tray of tea and a fragment of a past he couldn't see.

Tofu, he thought. I gave a killer tofu. It seemed absurd. It seemed impossible.

He carried the tray toward the sound of the argument.

The conference room door was open. Inside, Dazai was draped over a chair like a discarded coat, spinning a pen between his fingers. Kunikida was standing at the whiteboard, aggressively underscoring a timeline with a marker that squeaked in protest.

"—cannot simply liquidate assets based on a hunch, Dazai! The legal ramifications of interfering with international shipping lanes are—"

"It's not a hunch, Kunikida-kun," Dazai drawled, staring at the ceiling. "It's a certainty. And it's not interference if the company is already a shell for smuggling illegal Ability weaponry. It's civic duty."

"It is vigilantism with a side of corporate espionage!"

"Tomato, to-ma-to."

Chuuya knocked on the doorframe.

The room went silent.

Kunikida froze, the marker hovering over the board. Dazai sat up instantly, the languid posture vanishing into sharp alertness.

"Chuuya," Dazai said, a smile breaking across his face that didn't quite reach the shadows under his eyes. "Room service! Did you bring me poison? I specifically requested cyanide, but I'll settle for arsenic."

"It's tea," Chuuya said, stepping into the room. He felt the weight of their gazes. He felt like an intruder interrupting a family dinner. "The girl... Kyouka. She said you needed water."

He set the tray down on the table.

Dazai looked at the tea. His expression softened for a fraction of a second. "Ah. Kyouka-chan. She's observant."

"You should drink it," Chuuya said, looking at the bandages peeking out from Dazai's collar. "You look like shit."

"Flattery will get you everywhere," Dazai smirked, picking up a cup.

Kunikida cleared his throat. He adjusted his glasses, looking at Chuuya with a mixture of wariness and stiff politeness. "Nakahara-san. I trust the... accommodations are sufficient?"

"The cell is fine," Chuuya said.

Kunikida winced. "It is a guest room."

"Sure," Chuuya said. He didn't mean to be difficult. It was just a defensive reflex. He looked at the whiteboard. It was covered in diagrams of shipping routes, bank accounts, and names. He recognized some of the names.

Port Mafia Front #4. Black Lizard Patrol Routes. Mori's Safehouse Locations.

Chuuya pointed at the board. "That route is wrong."

Kunikida blinked. "Excuse me?"

"The shipping route," Chuuya said, stepping closer. The tactical part of his brain—the part that the solvent hadn't touched—woke up. "You have the supply chain going through the Yokohama harbor on Tuesdays. They switched to Thursdays three months ago to avoid the Coast Guard inspections. And they don't use container ships for that sector anymore. They use fishing trawlers."

Silence stretched in the room.

Dazai watched him over the rim of his teacup, his eyes dark and unreadable. "Is that so?"

"Yes," Chuuya said. "I... I wrote the schedule."

He stopped. The memory hit him—sitting at a mahogany desk, the smell of expensive tobacco, a fountain pen in his hand, signing off on a logistics report. He remembered the frustration of the paperwork. He remembered the authority.

"I was an Executive," Chuuya whispered. "I managed the smuggling division."

"Among other things," Dazai said softly.

Kunikida looked from the board to Chuuya, then to Dazai. "Dazai. Is this information reliable?"

"Chuuya's memory for logistics is eidetic," Dazai said. "If he says it's Thursdays, it's Thursdays."

Kunikida capped his marker. He looked at Chuuya with a new expression. Not fear. Not pity. Respect.

"Thank you, Nakahara-san," Kunikida said. "I will... adjust the interception plan."

Chuuya felt a strange flutter in his chest. Useful. I was useful.

"Whatever," Chuuya muttered, stepping back, suddenly feeling exposed again. "I just didn't want you to waste your time."

"Chuuya," Dazai said.

Chuuya looked at him.

"The President wants to see us."

The air in the room temperature dropped ten degrees.

Chuuya felt the instinct to fight rise up, hot and sharp. "The President? Your boss?"

"Fukuzawa-dono," Kunikida corrected respectfully.

"He wants to assess the situation," Dazai said, standing up. He moved stiffly, his injured arm held close to his body. "He wants to meet the guest."

"He wants to inspect the weapon," Chuuya corrected. "He wants to see if I'm going to go off."

Dazai walked around the table. He stopped in front of Chuuya. He didn't touch him, but his presence was encompassing.

"He wants to meet you," Dazai said firmly. "And I will be there. I won't let him lock you up. I won't let him throw you out. You are my partner. You fall under my jurisdiction."

"I thought I was a guest," Chuuya said, his voice tight.

"You're a guest under my protection," Dazai clarified. "Let's go. It's rude to keep the Silver Wolf waiting."

The President’s office was traditional. Tatami mats. The smell of incense and old paper. A calligraphy scroll on the wall that Chuuya couldn't read but felt radiated a calm, commanding power.

Fukuzawa Yukichi sat behind a low desk. He was wearing a kimono. His hands were tucked into his sleeves. His expression was stern, impassive, like a statue carved from granite.

He radiated danger.

Chuuya stopped at the threshold. His body screamed Threat. Alpha. Predator. This man was a swordsman. Chuuya could tell by the way he sat, the stillness that wasn't relaxation but poised readiness.

Dazai walked in casually, though Chuuya noticed he positioned himself slightly between Chuuya and the desk. A subtle shield.

"President," Dazai said, bowing slightly. "We're here."

Fukuzawa’s eyes shifted. They bypassed Dazai entirely and landed on Chuuya.

Chuuya felt like he was being weighed on a scale. He straightened his spine, chin lifting defiantly. He might not remember who he was, but he remembered he didn't bow to anyone who looked at him like that.

"Nakahara Chuuya," Fukuzawa said. His voice was deep, resonant.

"That's the name on the file," Chuuya said. His voice was sharper than he intended.

"Come in," Fukuzawa said. "Sit."

Chuuya hesitated. He looked at Dazai. Dazai gave a microscopic nod.

Chuuya walked onto the tatami mat and sat down in seiza, his posture perfect. Another muscle memory. Formal meetings. Dealing with Yakuza. Show respect, but show strength.

Dazai sat next to him, sprawling comfortably cross-legged, breaking the tension with his sheer lack of decorum.

"How is your condition?" Fukuzawa asked.

"I have a headache," Chuuya said. "I don't remember the last seven years. And everyone in your office looks at me like I'm a ticking bomb. Other than that, I'm peachy."

Dazai stifled a snort.

Fukuzawa didn't smile, but his eyes crinkled slightly at the corners. "Honesty. That is a rare trait in our line of work."

"I don't have the energy to lie," Chuuya said. "Why am I here?"

"The Agency is a sanctuary," Fukuzawa said slowly. "But it is also a shield for the city. You are an Executive of the Port Mafia. By all rights, you are an enemy of the state and this organization. Harboring you presents a significant risk."

Chuuya felt cold. "So you're kicking me out."

"No," Fukuzawa said.

Chuuya blinked.

"Dazai has vouched for you," Fukuzawa continued. He looked at Dazai now, a gaze full of heavy expectation. "He has claimed responsibility for your actions and your safety. In the Agency, we trust our own. If Dazai says you are not a threat, then you are not a threat."

Chuuya looked at Dazai. Dazai was picking at a loose thread on his bandages, looking bored, but the line of his jaw was tight.

He put his neck on the block for me, Chuuya realized. Again.

"However," Fukuzawa said, drawing Chuuya's attention back. "There is the matter of your... state. Dazai informs me your memories are compromised. That you do not know your own allegiance."

"I don't have an allegiance," Chuuya said quietly. "I don't know who I am loyal to. The voice in my head... the one from the tower... it scares me. But being here feels... temporary."

"Why?"

"Because I'm a killer," Chuuya said. He held up his hands. "I know how to break people. That's what I'm built for. You guys... you save people. I don't fit."

Fukuzawa closed his eyes for a moment.

"Look at Dazai," Fukuzawa said.

Chuuya looked.

"Dazai was a killer," Fukuzawa said. "He was the darkest shadow in the Mafia. He has blood on his hands that will never wash off. Do you think he fits?"

Chuuya looked at Dazai's bandaged face, the weariness, the hidden kindness.

"Yes," Chuuya whispered. "He fits."

"Because he chose to," Fukuzawa said. "A man is not defined by his ability to destroy, Nakahara. He is defined by what he chooses to protect. You are currently a blank slate. You have the rarest opportunity a man can have: a second chance. You can choose."

Fukuzawa reached into his sleeve and pulled out a small object. He slid it across the desk.

It was a key.

"This is for the guest room," Fukuzawa said. "It locks from the inside. You are not a prisoner here. You are free to leave at any time. But if you choose to stay, you must abide by our creed. We protect the city."

Chuuya stared at the key. It was silver, simple. It represented a choice.

He reached out and took it. The metal was cool against his skin.

"I don't know if I can protect anything," Chuuya whispered. "I feel empty."

"Then let Dazai protect you until you are full again," Fukuzawa said. "Dismissed."

They walked out of the office in silence.

Chuuya clutched the key in his pocket so hard it dug into his palm. He felt lightheaded. Not a prisoner. A choice.

Dazai led him not back to the infirmary, but up a flight of stairs to the roof of the building.

The rain had stopped. The sky was a bruised purple, the sun setting behind the skyline of Yokohama. The wind was brisk, cutting through Tanizaki's sweater.

Dazai walked to the railing and leaned against it, looking out at the city. The wind whipped his coat—his new coat, Chuuya realized, sand-colored and too big—around his legs.

"He's intense," Chuuya said, standing a few feet away.

"He's a cat," Dazai said. "Stoic, judgmental, secretly soft. He keeps dried sardines in his sleeve."

"You're lying."

"I'm not," Dazai grinned. "Check next time."

Chuuya looked out at the city. The lights were turning on, a grid of gold and neon. It was beautiful. And it was terrifying. Somewhere out there was the tower. Somewhere out there was the past he couldn't remember.

"Did I like this view?" Chuuya asked.

"You loved it," Dazai said. "You used to stand on the highest point you could find and just breathe. You said the air tasted different up here."

Chuuya took a deep breath. It tasted of salt and exhaust fumes. It tasted like freedom.

"Dazai," Chuuya said.

"Hmm?"

"Thank you."

Dazai turned to look at him. "For what?"

"For... vouching for me. For the key. For not letting me drown."

Dazai's expression tightened. He looked away, back at the city. "I'm the one who threw you in the water in the first place, Chuuya. Don't thank me for pulling you out."

"You didn't throw me in," Chuuya said, surprised by his own certainty. "I jumped. Didn't I?"

Dazai went still.

"I don't remember the details," Chuuya said, stepping closer. "But I know me. I'm stubborn. And I'm proud. I wouldn't let someone throw me anywhere. If I fell... it's because I chose to fall. Probably to catch you."

Dazai made a small, choked sound. He gripped the railing.

"Yeah," Dazai whispered. "You jumped. You stupid, loyal dog. You jumped right into hell because I asked you to."

"And you came back for me," Chuuya said. He reached out and, tentatively, covered Dazai's hand on the railing with his own. His hand was warm. Dazai's was ice cold.

Dazai stared at the hand covering his. He looked like he wanted to pull away, but he didn't. He flipped his hand over and interlaced their fingers. It was a desperate, clawing grip.

"I will always come back for you," Dazai swore, looking Chuuya in the eyes. "Even if you don't remember why. Even if you hate me. I will always find you."

Chuuya felt a shiver go through him. It wasn't fear. It was recognition. This was the connection the solvent hadn't erased. This was the gravity.

"Okay," Chuuya whispered. "I believe you."

They stood there for a long time, holding hands on the roof of the world, watching the city lights flicker on, two ghosts haunting a life they were trying to rebuild.

Later that night, while Chuuya slept—this time in the bed, the key on the nightstand—Dazai sat in the darkened breakroom.

The only light came from the screen of his phone.

He was on a secure line.

"It's done," a voice said on the other end. Ango Sakaguchi. "The leak regarding the weapons cache in sector four has been verified by the military police. They are mobilizing a raid team now. Mori will lose approximately three billion yen in hardware."

"Good," Dazai said, his voice devoid of the warmth he had shown on the roof. "And the shipping stocks?"

"Crash imminent. The market opens in two hours. The rumors of contraband have already spooked the investors. The value has dropped forty percent in pre-market trading."

"Make it zero," Dazai ordered. "I want that company to be a crater."

"Dazai," Ango hesitated. "This is... aggressive. Even for you. You are destabilizing the entire underworld ecology. If the Port Mafia collapses too quickly, the power vacuum will be catastrophic."

"I don't care about the vacuum," Dazai said coldly. "I care about the extraction."

"Is... is he okay?" Ango asked softly. "Nakahara-kun?"

Dazai looked down at his bandaged arm. He thought of the way Chuuya had looked at him on the roof—trusting, confused, and devastatingly blank.

"He's alive," Dazai said. "But he's gone, Ango. The Chuuya we knew is gone. I have to build a world where the new one can survive. And that world does not include Mori Ougai."

"If you continue this," Ango warned, "Mori will retaliate. He will come for the Agency."

"Let him come," Dazai whispered, a dark smile curling his lips. "I'm counting on it. I need him to step out of his tower. I need him exposed."

"What is the endgame, Dazai?"

Dazai looked out the window at the city he was systematically dismantling.

"The endgame," Dazai said, "is a quiet house with peeling wallpaper and expensive wine hidden under the floorboards. Everything else is just kindling."

He hung up the phone.

The first domino had fallen. The war had begun. And in the infirmary down the hall, the reason for it all slept soundly, dreaming of a blue light he couldn't quite name.

Notes:

Please be reminded that this story will indeed have a happy ending. Now whether Chuuya recovers his memories or not is up to your interpretations but what do you guys think!

Chapter 26: The Architecture of Silence

Notes:

The slow demise of Mori blooms, and the rebuilding of Chuuya continues!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The concept of time had become slippery. Without the anchor of a past, days didn't flow; they accumulated, stacking up like unread files on a messy desk.

It had been a week since the extraction. A week of sleeping in a bed that wasn't his, wearing clothes that belonged to an illusionist, and drinking tea made by a fourteen-year-old assassin who looked at him with the solemn eyes of a war veteran.

The Armed Detective Agency was a strange ecosystem. It wasn't a military hierarchy like the one Chuuya’s instincts insisted he belonged to. It was a sprawling, dysfunctional family held together by duct tape and moral obligation.

Chuuya stood by the window of the main office, watching the traffic below. He was supposed to be resting—Yosano’s orders were absolute—but his body vibrated with a surplus of energy that felt dangerous. The gravity under his skin was a coiled spring. If he didn't use it, he felt like he might vibrate apart.

"You're blocking the light," a voice said.

Chuuya turned. Ranpo was sitting on his desk, his feet on his chair, unwrapping a lollipop with surgical precision.

"It's a cloudy day," Chuuya muttered, moving away from the window anyway. "There isn't any light to block."

"Metaphorical light," Ranpo corrected, popping the candy into his mouth. "You're brooding. It casts a shadow over my snacks."

Chuuya crossed his arms, leaning against the filing cabinet. "I'm not brooding. I'm bored. I feel like a spare part."

"You are a spare part," Ranpo agreed cheerfully. "Currently. But Dazai is working on building an engine you can fit into. Until then, you're just inventory."

Inventory. The word tasted like ash. It reminded him of the feeling of the regulator fluid, the cold calculation of the tower.

"Where is he?" Chuuya asked. "He’s been gone since dawn."

"He is playing chess," Ranpo said, though there was no board in sight. "He is moving pieces on a map only he can see. You shouldn't worry. He always comes back to check on his investment."

Chuuya flinched. "Is that what I am? An investment?"

Ranpo stopped chewing. He opened his brilliant green eyes, the childish demeanor vanishing for a split second to reveal the terrifying intellect beneath.

"To Mori? Yes. You were an asset. A portfolio of high-yield violence." Ranpo pointed the stick of his lollipop at Chuuya. "To Dazai? You are the currency he is using to buy his soul back. It’s a very different kind of transaction. High risk, zero profit margin."

Chuuya didn't know what to do with that information. He didn't have the context to parse it. He just knew that when Dazai wasn't in the room, the air felt too thin.

"I need to do something," Chuuya said, pushing off the cabinet. "Give me a job. I can file papers. I can carry boxes. I can... I don't know. Intimidate people?"

"We try to avoid intimidation on Tuesdays," Kunikida said, bustling into the room with a stack of notebooks. He looked harried, his hair slightly askew. "However, since Dazai has decided to dismantle the shipping logistics of the entire Kanto region, we are drowning in paperwork. Can you read a ledger?"

"I ran the smuggling division," Chuuya said automatically. The words slipped out before he could catch them, a reflex from a life he couldn't remember.

Kunikida paused. He adjusted his glasses. "Right. The amnesia is selective regarding criminal enterprise. Fascinating. Here."

He shoved a stack of files into Chuuya's chest.

"Sort these by date and cross-reference them with the shipping manifest Dazai stole—acquired—yesterday. Highlight any discrepancies in red."

Chuuya took the files. The weight of the paper felt grounding. It was a task. It was a purpose.

"On it," Chuuya said.

He sat down at an empty desk—Dazai’s desk, he realized, noting the utter lack of work and the abundance of empty crab cans—and opened the first file.

For the next three hours, the world narrowed down to numbers and dates. It was soothing. The logic of logistics was clean. A plus B equaled C. If the weight of the cargo didn't match the fuel consumption, someone was skimming. It was a puzzle his brain knew how to solve even if his heart was empty.

He worked with a terrifying, mechanical efficiency, his red pen slashing through the discrepancies like a knife.

He didn't notice the silence falling over the office until a shadow fell across his desk.

He looked up.

Dazai was standing there. He was wearing his sand-colored coat, the collar turned up against the wind. His bandages were fresh, stark white against his pale skin. He was holding a paper bag that smelled of grease and spices.

He was staring at Chuuya with an expression that was half-amused, half-devastated.

"You're doing my paperwork," Dazai said softly.

Chuuya blinked, capping the red pen. "Someone had to. Kunikida said you were allergic to labor."

"It's a fatal condition," Dazai agreed, placing the bag on the desk. "If I pick up a pen, I break out in hives. It's tragic, really."

"You're lazy," Chuuya countered. The banter felt easy, like slipping into a warm bath. "And your filing system is non-existent. How do you find anything?"

"I don't," Dazai sat on the edge of the desk, invading Chuuya's personal space with the casual arrogance of a cat. "I wait for things to find me. Or I wait for a short, angry hat-rack to organize my life for me."

"I'm not short," Chuuya snapped. "I'm compact."

Dazai laughed. It was a genuine sound, startling in the quiet office. "See? The hardware is intact. The software just needs a reboot."

He opened the bag and pulled out two steam buns. He handed one to Chuuya.

"Curry," Dazai said. "Extra spicy. Just the way you like it."

Chuuya took the bun. It was warm. The smell hit him, and his mouth watered instantly. Another somatic memory—his body knowing what he liked before his mind did.

"Thanks," Chuuya mumbled, taking a bite. The spice exploded on his tongue, burning in a way that felt like waking up.

"So," Dazai said, watching him eat with an intensity that made Chuuya’s skin prickle. "Kunikida tells me you corrected our shipping projections. You found a discrepancy in the fuel logs."

"It was obvious," Chuuya said around a mouthful of dough. "They were offloading weight at a secondary port. Probably smuggling gems or high-density tech. The fuel consumption didn't match the reported tonnage."

"Brilliant," Dazai whispered. He reached out and brushed a crumb from Chuuya's cheek. The touch was light, fleeting, but it sent a shockwave through Chuuya's nervous system. "You were always the best at the details. I see the big picture, the grand strategy. You see the cracks in the foundation."

"Is that how it worked?" Chuuya asked, looking up at him. "We... complemented each other?"

"We covered each other's blind spots," Dazai said. "I watched your back. You watched my front. We made a whole person between the two of us."

Chuuya swallowed the last of the bun. It felt like a stone in his stomach. "And now? I'm only half a person. What does that make you?"

Dazai’s smile didn't waver, but his eyes grew incredibly sad.

"It makes me the one who waits," Dazai said. "Come on. Get your coat. We're going out."

"Out?" Chuuya stiffened. "Kunikida said the perimeter is locked down. The Mafia is 'agitated'."

"Kunikida worries too much," Dazai waved a hand dismissively. "Besides, we aren't going far. And I need to test something."

"Test what?"

"Your leash," Dazai said enigmatically. "And my patience."

Walking through Yokohama with Dazai Osamu was an exercise in sensory overload.

Chuuya felt like a raw nerve exposed to the air. The city was loud—cars, sirens, the chatter of crowds, the distant horns of ships in the harbor. Every sudden movement made him reach for a knife he didn't have. Every shadow looked like a Black Lizard assassin.

But Dazai walked with a languid, careless confidence. He had his hands in his pockets, humming a tune that sounded vaguely suicidal. He navigated the crowds like water, slipping through gaps that didn't seem to exist.

He kept Chuuya close. He didn't hold his hand, but he stayed within arm's reach, constantly brushing shoulders, a tactile reminder of his presence. I am here. You are anchored.

They walked toward the harbor. The smell of salt water grew stronger, triggering a vague, uneasy memory of warehouses and blood.

"Where are we going?" Chuuya asked, keeping his voice low.

"There's a warehouse district near the docks," Dazai said casually. "Sector 4. I heard a rumor that the Port Mafia is moving some of their liquidity there. Since I froze their bank accounts this morning, they're panicking. Moving cash assets to safe houses."

Chuuya stopped dead. "You're taking me to a Mafia operation? Are you insane?"

Dazai stopped and turned back. "I'm not taking you to the operation. I'm taking you to watch."

"I don't have my memories, Dazai! I don't know how to fight!"

"You know how to fight," Dazai corrected calmly. "You just don't know why you fight. There's a difference. Muscle memory is a powerful thing."

"And if I freeze?" Chuuya demanded. "If I see them and... and the conditioning kicks in? If that voice in my head tells me to kill you?"

Dazai stepped closer. He invaded Chuuya's personal space until all Chuuya could see was the bandages and the dark brown eyes.

"Then I will stop you," Dazai said. "I am the Nullifier. I am the only person in this world who can stop you. That is why you are safe with me. Even if you break, I can put the pieces back in the box."

"That's not reassuring," Chuuya hissed.

"It's not meant to be reassuring. It's meant to be true." Dazai turned and kept walking. "Coming?"

Chuuya gritted his teeth. He hated the arrogance. He hated the way Dazai manipulated him. But he hated the idea of being left behind even more.

He followed.

They found a vantage point on top of an old shipping container crane. It was rusty and high, offering a panoramic view of the Sector 4 warehouses.

The wind was strong up here. It whipped Chuuya's hair across his face. He leaned against the railing, looking down.

Below them, black vans were pulling up to a warehouse. Men in suits were moving crates. They moved with a disciplined urgency.

"That's them," Chuuya whispered. He felt a cold prickle of recognition. "The logistics squad. I... I trained them."

"You did," Dazai nodded, leaning his elbows on the railing. "You taught them to load a van in under three minutes. You taught them staggering patrol routes. They're good because of you."

Chuuya watched them. He saw the efficiency. He saw the way they covered each other.

"They look... loyal," Chuuya said.

"They are loyal to the Port Mafia," Dazai corrected. "Not to you. If they saw you right now, they would shoot you. Mori has likely declared you a traitor or dead. Probably dead. It's cleaner."

"Dead," Chuuya repeated. "So I'm a ghost."

"We're both ghosts, Chuuya. We're just haunting different buildings."

Suddenly, the scene below changed.

A siren wailed. Not a police siren—a darker, lower pitch. An alarm.

The warehouse doors flew open. Smoke poured out.

"What's happening?" Chuuya asked, gripping the railing.

"Phase Two," Dazai said calmly, checking his watch. "Erosion. I tipped off a rival syndicate—the GSS remnants—about the cash transfer. They should be arriving... now."

Gunfire erupted below.

It was chaos. Tracers lit up the twilight. The Mafia men were pinned down, outnumbered. They were fighting well, but they were being overwhelmed.

Chuuya watched, his heart hammering against his ribs. He felt a physical pull toward the fight. His muscles twitched. He saw a gap in the enemy line—a flaw in their flank. If he were down there, he could drop a gravity sphere right in the center and shatter their formation. He could save his men.

His men.

"They're dying," Chuuya said, his voice rising. "Dazai, they're getting slaughtered."

"They are casualties of war," Dazai said, his face impassive. "Mori needs to bleed. Losing this cash reserve will cripple his ability to bribe the military police for a month. It creates a window."

"They're people!" Chuuya shouted. "They're just grunts! They didn't do anything to me!"

"They follow the man who erased your mind," Dazai said coldly. "They are the hands of the clock that Mori winds. If you want to break the clock, you have to break the hands."

"No," Chuuya stepped back. The red glow flared around his hands. "This is wrong. This is cruel. You're just watching them die!"

"I am executing a strategy."

"Screw your strategy!"

Chuuya vaulted over the railing.

"Chuuya!" Dazai shouted, reaching out, but he was too late.

Chuuya fell.

He fell sixty feet. The wind rushed past his ears. The terror of the fall vanished instantly, replaced by the warm, familiar embrace of gravity.

Stop.

He stopped in mid-air, ten feet above the pavement. The red light intensified, outlining his body in an aura of pure force.

He looked down at the firefight. The GSS mercenaries looked up, stunned by the glowing figure descending from the heavens.

"Who the hell is that?" one of them screamed.

Chuuya dropped.

He hit the ground with the force of a meteor. The impact cracked the pavement, sending a shockwave rippling outward that knocked half the mercenaries off their feet.

Dust billowed up.

Chuuya stood in the center of the crater. He didn't know who he was. He didn't know his name. But he knew this:

Nobody hurts my people.

He moved. It was faster than thought. He was a blur of red light and violence. He kicked a mercenary in the chest, increasing the gravity at the point of impact. The man flew backward through a brick wall like he’d been shot out of a cannon.

"Gravity Manipulation!" someone yelled. "It's the Gravity Manipulator! Open fire!"

Bullets hailed around him. Chuuya didn't dodge. He just increased his density. The bullets hit his skin and flattened, falling to the ground like useless coins.

He laughed. It was a wild, jagged sound that surprised him. It felt good. It felt right.

He tore through the GSS line. He wasn't killing them—some part of him held back from the finality of death—but he was breaking them. Shattering rifles, crushing vehicles, terrified men fleeing into the night.

Within two minutes, the GSS was in retreat.

Silence returned to the warehouse district, broken only by the groans of the injured and the crackle of burning tires.

Chuuya stood panting, the red light fading from his skin. The adrenaline crash hit him hard. His knees shook.

The Mafia survivors were staring at him. There were six of them. They looked terrified.

"Executive... Executive Nakahara?" one of them whispered, stepping forward. He was young, bleeding from a scalp wound. "You're alive?"

Chuuya looked at him. He recognized the face vaguely. A kid he had yelled at for bad posture once.

"Yeah," Chuuya rasped. "I'm alive."

"We thought... the Boss said..." The kid lowered his gun. "Sir, we have to get you back. The Boss needs to know."

Chuuya froze. The Boss.

The image of the tower slammed back into his mind. The cold room. The needle. The silence.

Target. Eliminate.

"No," Chuuya whispered, backing away. "No. I'm not going back."

"Sir?" The kid stepped closer. "But you're an Executive. You belong to the Port Mafia."

"I don't belong to anyone!" Chuuya shouted, the red light flickering erratically around him. The panic was rising, choking him. "Stay back!"

"Secure him," a voice ordered from the back. A squad leader. "He's disoriented. Use the tranquilizers if necessary. Mori-dono wants him returned at all costs."

The soldiers raised their guns. The gratitude was gone, replaced by protocol. They were just gears in the machine again.

Chuuya stared at the guns pointed at him. The people he had just saved were going to chain him.

I am a weapon. Weapons go in the armory.

He stepped back, tripping over a piece of rubble. He couldn't breathe. The static was coming back, louder than ever.

Kill them, the voice in his head suggested. Crush them into paste. Make it quiet.

He raised his hand, the gravity warping the air, black sparks mixing with the red.

"Chuuya."

A hand clamped onto his shoulder.

White light flared. The red vanished. The gravity died.

Chuuya gasped, falling to his knees as the strength left his body.

Dazai was there. He stood between Chuuya and the Mafia squad. He wasn't wearing his Agency facade. He was wearing the face of the Demon Prodigy—eyes cold, void-like, terrifying.

"Leave," Dazai ordered. He didn't shout. He didn't have to. The voice carried the weight of absolute death.

The Mafia squad froze. They recognized him. Everyone recognized the bandages.

"Dazai-san," the squad leader stammered, his gun wavering. "You... you're a traitor."

"I am a man having a very bad week," Dazai said, stepping forward, placing himself fully in the line of fire. "And you are interrupting my date. I suggest you take your cash and run before I decide to finish what the GSS started."

The squad leader looked at Dazai, then at the fallen Chuuya behind him. He did the math.

"Retreat," the leader ordered. "Get the cargo. Move!"

They scrambled. They grabbed the crates and the injured and peeled out of the lot, engines screaming.

They left Dazai and Chuuya alone in the wreckage.

Dazai turned around. He looked down at Chuuya.

Chuuya was shaking. He was clutching his chest, hyperventilating.

"They pointed guns at me," Chuuya gasped. "I saved them. And they pointed guns at me."

"That is who they are, Chuuya," Dazai said softly, kneeling down in the dirt, heedless of his nice trousers. "That is what Mori made them. They don't see a savior. They see an asset out of containment."

"I almost killed them," Chuuya whispered, looking at his hands. "I wanted to. I wanted to crush them."

"But you didn't."

"Because you stopped me!" Chuuya looked up, his eyes wide and wet. "You stopped me. You turned it off."

"I will always stop you," Dazai promised. He reached out and took Chuuya's trembling hands in his own. "I will always be the wall the storm breaks against."

Chuuya gripped Dazai's hands. He squeezed hard enough to hurt, but Dazai didn't flinch.

"Take me back," Chuuya begged. "Take me back to the room. I don't want to be out here. It's too loud. It's too confusing."

"Okay," Dazai said. "We're going home."

"Not home," Chuuya corrected, his voice hollow. "The Agency. I don't have a home."

Dazai's face tightened, a micro-expression of pain that vanished as quickly as it appeared.

"We're going to the Agency," Dazai amended.

He helped Chuuya stand. Chuuya leaned heavily on him, his legs feeling like jelly.

As they walked away from the warehouse, Chuuya looked back one last time at the spot where he had fallen from the sky. He felt a profound sense of loss. He had felt the power. He had felt the certainty of violence. And for a few seconds, he had known who he was.

But who he was... was a monster.

He turned back to Dazai, pressing his face into the rough wool of Dazai’s coat, seeking the smell of old paper and mints, trying to wash away the scent of ozone and blood.

Dazai wrapped his arm around Chuuya's shoulders, pulling him close.

"I have a plan," Dazai whispered into the wind. "Phase Three starts tomorrow. And when I'm done, you won't have to be afraid of the tower anymore. I'm going to knock it down."

Chuuya didn't ask how. He didn't care. He just closed his eyes and let the Nullifier lead him through the dark.

Notes:

guys I haven't decided if I want to give Chuuya his memories back. What do you think? I kind of like him like this!

Chapter 27: The Mathematics of Ghosts

Summary:

Following the execution of Dazai's "Phase Three." The Agency flees an armed attack to a safehouse in Motomachi.

Notes:

I have taken your advice, and I hope you enjoy it! Things are looking up, or are they?

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The morning did not break; it shattered.

Chuuya woke to the sound of a scream that wasn't real. It was a high, thin frequency in his ears, like the whine of a dying capacitor, fading the moment he opened his eyes. He lay still on the futon, his heart hammering a frantic, erratic rhythm against his ribs, staring at the water stain on the ceiling of the Agency dorm.

The room was cold. The heater had been turned off sometime in the night. The space beside him was empty, the sheets cool to the touch.

Panic, sharp and immediate, coiled in his gut. Gone. The thought wasn't a word; it was a physical sensation of falling. The anchor was gone.

He sat up, gasping, clutching the silk duvet Dazai had bought him—a ridiculous, opulent thing that felt like sleeping in a cloud, utterly at odds with the peeling wallpaper. He scanned the room. The chair in the corner where Dazai usually kept his vigil was empty. The coat—the sand-colored trench coat that smelled of old paper, rain, and safety—was missing from the hook.

"Dazai?" Chuuya’s voice was a rusted hinge, scraping and weak.

No answer. Just the hum of the refrigerator in the kitchenette and the distant, muffled sound of Yokohama waking up outside the window.

He was alone.

He threw the covers off. His legs felt heavy, his muscles tight with a phantom tension, as if he had spent the night fighting a war in his sleep. He stood up, swaying slightly, and grabbed the edge of the low table to steady himself. His fingers brushed against something cold and hard.

The empty sake bottle. The one with the peeling label. The cheap stuff.

He stared at it. A memory violently lurched in his brain—not a visual, but a tactile one. The feeling of rough glass under his fingertips. The smell of cheap alcohol and copper blood. The sensation of a pen scratching on paper, vibrating through the table.

“You have to sign it, Mackerel. Or I’ll kick your ass.”

The voice in his head was his own, but it sounded younger. Rougher. Angry, but... fond? No, not fond. Desperate.

The lights of the arcade. The smell of ozone. A hand, bandaged and cold, covering his own.

Chuuya hissed, pressing the heels of his hands into his eyes until sparks danced behind his lids. The memory receded, leaving a dull, throbbing ache behind his temples. It felt like a bruise on his brain. It wasn't just a recollection; it was a glitch. A corrupted file forcing its way through the firewall of his amnesia.

"Stop it," he whispered to the empty room. "Just stop."

He stumbled to the bathroom. He splashed freezing water on his face, trying to shock the static out of his system. When he looked up at the mirror, he didn't recognize the face staring back. The eyes were too wide, too haunted. The red hair was a mess. The choker around his neck looked like a leash for a dog that had forgotten its master.

He needed to find Dazai. The need wasn't logical. It was biological. It was the instinct of a compass needle seeking North. Without Dazai, the world felt tilted, the gravity too heavy and slippery all at once.

He dressed quickly in the clothes Dazai had laid out—black slacks, a white shirt, a grey vest. He ignored the tactical harness Dazai had left on the chair. He didn't want to be a weapon today. He just wanted to be... present.

He opened the door to the hallway. It was empty. He walked toward the main office, his footsteps silent on the linoleum. He kept his head down, shoulders hunched, trying to make himself small. The conditioning of the tower—be invisible, be useful, be silent—was a heavy cloak he couldn't shed.

He reached the main office door. It was ajar. He heard voices inside.

"It’s done," Dazai’s voice said. It was cold. Absolute. It was the voice of the man who had stood in the warehouse yesterday and ordered an execution squad to retreat with a single glance.

"Are you sure?" Kunikida’s voice. Strained. Anxious. "Once we release this... there is no going back. This isn't just a leak, Dazai. This is a demolition."

"The foundation is rotten, Kunikida-kun," Dazai replied. "I'm just applying the wrecking ball. Phase Three is active. The upload completes in T-minus ten seconds."

Chuuya pushed the door open.

The room was dark, illuminated only by the glow of the massive monitors Ranpo had set up on the central desk. Everyone was there. Kunikida, gripping his notebook so hard his knuckles were white. Atsushi, standing by the window, his eyes wide and glowing faintly gold. Yosano, leaning against the wall with her arms crossed, a grim smile on her lips. And Ranpo, sitting in the chair, a lollipop stick protruding from his mouth, his fingers hovering over a keyboard.

And Dazai.

He stood in the center of the room, bathed in the blue light of the screens. He wasn't wearing his coat. His shirtsleeves were rolled up, revealing the fresh bandages on his arms. He looked exhausted—dark bruises under his eyes, his posture rigid—but his eyes were burning with a terrifying, cold fire.

He looked up as Chuuya entered. The fire didn't go out, but it softened, just a fraction.

"Chuuya," Dazai said. "You're awake. Good timing."

"What's happening?" Chuuya asked, stepping into the room. The air felt charged, heavy with static electricity. It made the hair on his arms stand up. "What is Phase Three?"

Dazai turned back to the screen. "Do you remember the tower, Chuuya?"

Chuuya flinched. The image of the black towers of the Port Mafia headquarters flashed in his mind—looming, oppressive, a monolith that blocked out the sun. "Yes."

"Do you remember why you were afraid of it?"

"Because..." Chuuya struggled, the static buzzing in his ears. "Because it owns me. Because I'm a monster, and monsters belong in the basement."

"No," Dazai said softly. "You were afraid because they made you believe they were the only thing keeping you from destroying the world. They sold you a lie, Chuuya. They told you that you were a chaotic storm that needed walls to contain it. But the truth is... they were just afraid of the rain."

Dazai looked at Ranpo. "Do it."

Ranpo hit the enter key.

On the screen, a progress bar hit 100%.

"What did you do?" Chuuya whispered, stepping closer to the desk.

"I didn't just freeze their assets," Dazai said, his voice low and dangerous. "I exposed them. Every bribe. Every payoff to the Ministry of Justice. Every illegal experiment conducted in the Shibusawa facility. Every name of every politician who took blood money to look the other way while Mori turned orphans into weapons."

The screen shifted. It showed a cascading list of files being uploaded to public servers, to news agencies, to international watchdog groups. The Archive Project. Project Arahabaki. The Veil Protocols.

"I just sent the entire history of the Port Mafia's black ops to the world," Dazai said. "I stripped them naked. The government can't protect them anymore. Ango can't bury this. It's too big. It's everywhere."

Chuuya stared at the screen. "You... you destroyed the Mafia?"

"I destroyed their shield," Dazai corrected. "Mori relies on the shadows. He relies on the fact that the city needs him to maintain order. But now? Now he's a liability. The government will have to burn him to save themselves. The Hunting Dogs will be mobilized within the hour. Not to hunt us. To hunt him."

He turned to Chuuya, a fierce, desperate hope in his eyes.

"The tower is falling, Chuuya. You don't have to be afraid of the dark anymore. I turned on the lights."

A siren wailed in the distance. Then another. Then a dozen, a rising chorus of alarm that swept across Yokohama.

Chuuya felt a trembling start in his hands. It wasn't relief. It was... vertigo. The world was tilting. The monster in the basement wasn't a secret anymore. It was a headline.

"They'll come for me," Chuuya whispered. "If they know... if they know what I am... they'll come for me."

"Let them come," Dazai said, stepping forward and grabbing Chuuya’s shoulders. His grip was hard, grounding. "Let them come. I have the files. I have the antidote. I have the leverage. If they touch you, I release the second packet. The one that implicates the Prime Minister. They won't touch you, Chuuya. You are the nuclear option, and I am the finger on the button."

Chuuya looked at Dazai’s hands on his shoulders. He looked at the bandages.

Touch.

The sensation hit him like a physical blow. Not the touch of Dazai’s hands now, but a memory of touch.

Cold rain. A hand grabbing his wrist. Pulling him back from the edge of a crater. The smell of ozone and burning flesh. A voice screaming his name.

"Chuuya! Don't use it! You'll die!"

"I don't care! Get out of here!"

"I'm not leaving you, you slug! I'm not—"

A flash of blue light. A nullification wave that felt like ice water. And then... the weight of a body collapsing against his.

"Gah!" Chuuya gasped, buckling at the knees.

Dazai caught him instantly, sliding his arm around Chuuya’s waist, taking his weight. "Chuuya? What is it? Is it the Archive?"

"No," Chuuya panted, clutching his head. The headache was blinding. "No, it's... I remembered... something."

"What?" Dazai’s voice was sharp, demanding. "What did you see?"

"You," Chuuya whispered, looking up at him, his eyes unfocused. "In the crater. You stopped me. You... you saved me. Even back then. You were always... stopping me."

Dazai went still. His face was unreadable, a mask of pale porcelain. "Yes," he said quietly. "I was."

"Why?" Chuuya asked, the question tearing out of him. "Why did you stay? You hated me. You said... you said I was a dog."

"I lied," Dazai said. "I lie a lot, Chuuya. You know that."

"Dazai!" Kunikida shouted from the window. "We have movement! Black Lizard vehicles approaching the perimeter. They aren't hiding. They're coming in force."

"Mori is panicking," Dazai said, his attention snapping back to the tactical situation, though his arm stayed wrapped firmly around Chuuya. "He knows he's cornered. He's sending the house to retrieve his favorite toy before the government seizes it."

"What do we do?" Atsushi asked, his voice trembling.

"We leave," Dazai said. "The Agency is compromised. If we stay here, we're sitting ducks. We need to go to the extraction point."

"Extraction point?" Yosano asked. "Where?"

"The old shipping yard," Dazai said. "Sector 4."

Chuuya froze. "No. Not there."

Dazai looked at him. "Why?"

"Because..." Chuuya squeezed his eyes shut. Another flash. Metal containers. The smell of salt and rust. The feeling of betrayal. A knife in the back. The Sheep. "Because that's where they left me."

Dazai stared at him for a long moment, his eyes searching Chuuya's face. Then he nodded. "Okay. Not Sector 4. Change of plans." He looked at Kunikida. "We're going to the secondary site. The safehouse in Motomachi."

"Motomachi?" Kunikida frowned. "That's in the middle of the commercial district. It's too crowded."

"Exactly," Dazai said, a wicked grin spreading across his face. "If Mori wants a war, let's give him one in front of an audience. Let's see how much collateral damage he's willing to risk now that the world is watching."

The escape was a blur of motion and noise.

They took the back stairs, bypassing the elevator. Chuuya’s legs felt like lead, every step a concentrated effort. Dazai never let go of him. His hand was a constant pressure on Chuuya’s lower back, guiding him, steadying him.

They burst out into the alleyway behind the Agency building. The air was cold, biting. The sky was a bruised purple, heavy with clouds.

"Car," Dazai ordered.

Kunikida was already moving, hot-wiring a nondescript sedan parked near the dumpster. Atsushi and Kyouka were flanking them, eyes scanning the rooftops.

They piled in. Kunikida took the wheel, Yosano shotgun. Dazai and Chuuya in the back. Atsushi and Kyouka scrambled onto the roof—tigers and demons didn't need seatbelts.

Kunikida gunned the engine, and they peeled out of the alley just as a black SUV screeched around the corner, windows rolling down, submachine guns bristling.

"Down!" Dazai shouted, shoving Chuuya’s head into his lap.

Glass shattered. Bullets pinged off the metal frame of the car. Chuuya squeezed his eyes shut, smelling the old fabric of Dazai’s trousers and the faint, metallic scent of dried blood.

Gunfire. A warehouse. "Get behind me, Chuuya!"

The recoil of a gun in his own hand. The kickback. The power.

A laugh. Not his. Dazai's laugh. Manic. Terrified.

"We're the worst, aren't we?"

The memory was so vivid Chuuya gasped, his fingers digging into Dazai’s thigh.

"I've got you," Dazai murmured, his hand stroking Chuuya’s hair. "I've got you. Stay down."

The car swerved violently. Kunikida was cursing. "They're boxing us in!"

"Go left!" Dazai directed, not looking up. "Take the bridge!"

"The bridge is blocked!"

"Not for us," Dazai said. "Atsushi-kun! Clear the path!"

There was a thud on the roof, then a roar. The car lurched as Atsushi launched himself off the moving vehicle. Ahead, Chuuya heard the screech of metal rending metal, the sound of a tiger tearing through an engine block.

The car sped up. They hit a bump that jarred Chuuya’s teeth.

"We're through," Kunikida announced, his voice tight.

Chuuya slowly sat up. He looked out the rear window. Smoke was rising from the intersection behind them. The black SUV was a crumpled wreck against a lamppost.

He looked at Dazai. Dazai was looking at him, checking him for injuries.

"You okay?" Dazai asked.

"My head," Chuuya whispered. "It's... loud. Everything is loud."

"It's the adrenaline," Dazai said, though his eyes said he knew it was more than that. "Try to breathe. Count with me. One, two..."

"I'm not a child," Chuuya snapped, pushing Dazai’s hand away. The anger flared up, hot and sudden. "Stop treating me like I'm made of glass."

Dazai didn't flinch. "You are made of glass right now, Chuuya. You're cracked. If I press too hard, you'll shatter. And I spent too long putting you back together to let you break again."

"I didn't ask you to!" Chuuya shouted. The confinement of the car was suddenly suffocating. "I didn't ask for any of this! I didn't ask to be saved! I didn't ask to be... to be this!"

He gestured vaguely at himself, at the gloves on his hands.

Gloves.

He looked at his hands. Black leather. Worn at the knuckles.

Taking them off. Throwing them on the ground.

"Grantors of Dark Disgrace, you need not wake me again."

The chant echoed in his skull. Oh, Grantors of Dark Disgrace...

He ripped the gloves off. His hands were shaking so badly he could barely breathe.

"Chuuya," Dazai said, his voice dropping an octave. "Put them back on."

"No," Chuuya choked out. "They... they burn. They feel like they're burning."

"They're just gloves," Dazai said calmly, reaching for them. "Here."

"No!" Chuuya recoiled, slamming his back against the door. "Don't touch me! If you touch me, I'll... I'll kill you. I'll kill everyone. That's what I do. I break things."

The car was silent. Yosano turned around in the front seat, her expression uncharacteristically soft. Kunikida’s eyes flicked to the rearview mirror.

Dazai didn't move. He just sat there, hands open, palms up. A gesture of surrender. Or offering.

"You haven't killed me yet," Dazai said. "And you've tried. God knows you've tried."

"I don't remember," Chuuya whispered. "I don't remember trying."

"I do," Dazai said. A small, sad smile touched his lips. "I remember every kick. Every punch. Every time you threatened to crush my skull. And I'm still here. You're not a monster, Chuuya. Monsters don't miss on purpose."

Chuuya stared at him. "I missed... on purpose?"

"Every time," Dazai lied. Or maybe it wasn't a lie. Maybe it was the only truth that mattered. "Put the gloves on. Please. For me."

Chuuya looked at the crumpled leather in his lap. He picked them up. His fingers felt numb as he slid them back on. The tightness of the leather felt like a containment field. It felt... right.

"Good," Dazai exhaled. "We're almost there."

The safehouse in Motomachi was an apartment above a high-end bakery. It smelled of yeast and sugar, a jarring contrast to the scent of gunpowder clinging to their clothes.

It was small. Just a living room, a bedroom, and a bathroom. But it had thick curtains and a heavy steel door.

Kunikida and the others stayed to secure the perimeter and monitor the police bands. Dazai dragged Chuuya into the bedroom and pushed him onto the bed.

"Rest," Dazai commanded. "You look like you're about to pass out."

"I'm fine," Chuuya muttered, though the room was spinning.

"You're not fine. Your pupils are dilated, your pulse is elevated, and you're dissociating every five minutes." Dazai sat on the edge of the bed and started unbuttoning Chuuya’s vest.

"I can do it myself," Chuuya batted his hands away.

"Let me," Dazai said. His voice was soft again. "Just... let me."

Chuuya stopped fighting. He let Dazai put his hat on the nightstand, strip off the vest, the tie, the shoes. He felt like a doll. A very expensive, very broken doll.

Dazai pulled the duvet over him. "I have to go check on the secure line with Ango. I need to make sure the Hunting Dogs are actually targeting the Port Mafia headquarters and not us."

"You're leaving?" Chuuya asked, panic flaring again.

"Just to the other room," Dazai promised. "I'll leave the door open. You'll hear me."

He stood up to leave.

"Dazai," Chuuya said.

Dazai paused. "Yes?"

"The tower," Chuuya said, staring at the ceiling. "Did it really fall?"

Dazai looked back at him. The shadows in the room made his eyes look abyssal.

"The structure is still there," Dazai said. "But the power? The fear? Yes. It's gone. Mori is just a man in a building now. A man with a lot of enemies and no secrets."

"What happens to the people inside?" Chuuya asked quietly. "To... Akutagawa? Kouyou?"

Dazai hesitated. "Kouyou will survive. She always does. Akutagawa... assumes the worst, always. He'll fight. But they have a chance now. A chance to leave, if they want to. Before today, leaving meant death. Now? In the chaos? Maybe they can find a door."

"And us?" Chuuya asked. "Is there a door for us?"

Dazai walked back to the bed. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to Chuuya’s forehead. His lips were dry and warm.

"We built our own door, Chuuya. We just have to walk through it."

He left the room.

Chuuya lay in the dark. He listened to Dazai’s voice in the next room, low and rapid, arguing with someone on the phone. Ango.

He closed his eyes. The memories were still there, lurking at the edges of his mind like wolves circling a campfire. But they felt... less sharp. Less like weapons and more like scars.

A blue convertible. The wind in his hair.

A glass of wine raised in a toast.

Dazai’s face, younger, smiling with actual genuine mirth.

"To the stray dogs," Dazai had said.

"To the strays," Chuuya had answered.

He drifted.

He woke up hours later. The light in the room had changed. It was evening now. The streetlights outside cast long, orange bars across the floor.

Dazai was asleep in the chair next to the bed. His head was lolled back, his mouth slightly open. He looked unguarded. Young.

Chuuya watched him for a long time. He cataloged the dark circles under Dazai’s eyes, the way his hands twitched in his sleep.

The Mathematics of Ghosts. That's what this was. Adding up the losses, subtracting the pain, trying to find a remainder that looked like a life.

He sat up slowly. His head was clearer. The static was gone, replaced by a dull, manageable ache.

He got out of bed and walked to the window. He looked out at Yokohama.

The city looked the same. The Ferris Wheel was turning. The lights of the bay were twinkling. But there was a difference. He could feel it. The heavy, oppressive atmosphere that had hung over the city—the unspoken rule of the Port Mafia—was broken.

He saw police sirens flashing in the distance, converging on the five towers that dominated the skyline.

He pressed his hand against the glass.

Cold.

“You use corruption because you trust me to stop you.”

The voice was clear as a bell.

He turned back to Dazai.

"I trust you," Chuuya whispered.

Dazai stirred. His eyes snapped open, instantly alert. He saw Chuuya by the window and relaxed.

"You're up," Dazai said, rubbing his face. "How do you feel?"

"Hungry," Chuuya said. It was true. His stomach felt like a hollow pit.

Dazai smiled. "Good. I sent Atsushi to get chazuke. It should be here any minute."

"Chazuke?" Chuuya wrinkled his nose. "I want steak. Or wine. Something with flavor."

"Valid complaints for a convalescent," Dazai teased, standing up and stretching. His spine cracked audibly. "But we work with what we have. Once the heat dies down... I'll buy you the most expensive bottle of Pétrus in the city. I'll steal it from Mori's private cellar before the government seizes it."

"You'd do that?"

"I'd steal the moon if it would make you stop frowning," Dazai said lightly.

There was a knock on the door. Three raps. Pause. Two raps.

"Atsushi," Dazai said.

He went to the living room and opened the door.

Atsushi tumbled in, looking disheveled and holding several plastic bags. "I got it! And... I saw something."

"What?" Dazai asked, taking the bags.

"The news screens in the square," Atsushi panted. "They're showing... they're showing the files. The experiments. Everything."

"Good," Dazai said.

"And..." Atsushi hesitated. "There's a bounty."

"On Mori?"

"No," Atsushi said, looking at Chuuya, who had walked into the doorway. "On Chuuya-san."

The room went cold.

"Show me," Dazai commanded.

Atsushi pulled out his phone. He brought up a news feed.

There was Chuuya’s face. Not a photo from the Mafia files. A photo from the surveillance footage of the warehouse yesterday. A blurry image of a figure wreathed in red light, destroying a city block.

THREAT LEVEL: CATASTROPHIC. SPECIAL ABILITY: UNKNOWN. DESIGNATION: ARAHABAKI. WANTED DEAD OR ALIVE BY THE MINISTRY OF SPECIAL ABILITIES.

"They aren't trying to save him," Dazai said, his voice dropping to a terrifying whisper. "They're trying to liquidate him."

Chuuya stared at the image. The monster.

"See?" Chuuya said, his voice flat. "I told you."

"No," Dazai snatched the phone from Atsushi and crushed it in his hand. The screen cracked. "No. They don't get to decide what you are. I do. And I say you're my partner."

"Ex-partner," Chuuya corrected automatically.

"Partner," Dazai insisted. "Because I'm not leaving. And you're not leaving. We're in this until the end."

He walked over to Chuuya and grabbed his face with both hands, forcing Chuuya to look at him.

"Listen to me. The government is scared. They see a weapon. I see the person who carried me home when I was too drunk to walk. I see the person who bought me a blanket because I was shivering. I see the human. Do you understand?"

Chuuya looked into Dazai’s eyes. He saw his own reflection. He didn't look like a monster. He looked like a scared, exhausted man who just wanted to go home.

"I think," Chuuya said, his voice trembling, "I think I'm starting to remember."

"What?" Dazai asked.

"That you're an idiot," Chuuya said.

Dazai laughed. It was a wet, choked sound. He pulled Chuuya into a hug, burying his face in Chuuya’s neck.

"Yeah," Dazai said into his skin. "Yeah, I am. But I'm your idiot."

Chuuya didn't hug him back. Not yet. His arms were still heavy. But he leaned into the touch. He let the weight of Dazai anchor him.

Outside, the sirens wailed. The foundation of Yokohama shook as the old order crumbled. The tower was falling.

But inside the small apartment above the bakery, for the first time in days, the air was still.

"Okay," Chuuya whispered. "Okay."

It wasn't forgiveness. It wasn't a solution. But it was a start.

Dazai pulled back, keeping his hands on Chuuya's shoulders. "Eat. Then sleep. Tomorrow, we rewrite the rest of the story. I don't like the ending they wrote for us."

"Do you have a pen?" Chuuya asked, a ghost of a smirk appearing.

Dazai grinned, sharp and bright. "Chuuya, I have the whole printing press."

Chuuya huffed a laugh. He walked to the table and sat down. He opened the plastic container of chazuke. The steam rose up, smelling of tea and rice and savory plum.

He took a bite. It tasted like warmth. It tasted like being alive.

He looked at the empty spot on his finger where a ring might go, if they were different people, in a different life. Then he looked at Dazai, who was watching him with that intense, unnerving focus.

"Eat," Chuuya said, pushing a second bowl toward him.

Dazai sat down.

"Itadakimasu," they said in unison.

The ghosts were still there, waiting in the corners. The government was hunting them. The Mafia was burning.

But the chazuke was warm. And the blanket was waiting on the bed. And for tonight, the math balanced out.

Zero plus zero equaled two.

And that was enough.

Notes:

Don't worry, guys; a happy ending has come into sight!

Chapter 28: The Velocity of Falling Objects

Summary:

Chuuya and Dazai attempt to navigate civilian life in Motomachi while grappling with the psychological weight of Chuuya's fractured memories and a new government threat.

Notes:

Did anyone ask for a shopping trip, because thats what the doctor prescribed!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The morning light in Motomachi was different from the light in the shipping container district or the high-rise executive suites of the Port Mafia. It was softer, diffused through the haze of the waking commercial district, and lacked the sharp, accusing angles of the industrial zones. It smelled faintly of car exhaust, wet pavement, and the overwhelming, rich scent of yeast and caramelized sugar from the bakery downstairs, a smell so aggressively normal it made Chuuya’s stomach turn.

Chuuya lay in the bed, staring at the dust motes dancing in a shaft of sunlight that cut across the room like a laser grid. He hadn't moved in an hour.

His body felt heavy, not merely with fatigue, though that was there, a deep-seated ache in his marrow that felt like his bones were bruised from the inside out, but with the sheer, crushing weight of existence. Gravity, usually his plaything and his servant, felt like a judgment today. It pressed him into the mattress, holding him down as if the earth itself was afraid that if he stood up, he might float away entirely.

Or maybe explode.

Calamity.

The word from the news report the night before hung in the air, invisible but suffocating. It wasn't just a classification; it was a dehumanization. It stripped away his name, his history, and his choices, leaving only a blast radius behind.

In the other room, he could hear Dazai. The sounds were rhythmic, domestic, and utterly terrifying in their normalcy. There was the clink of a spoon against a ceramic mug, the rustle of paper, and the soft, rapid-fire tapping of fingers on a laptop keyboard. It was the soundtrack of a morning routine, performed by a man who shouldn't have one.

It sounded like a home. It sounded like a lie.

Chuuya sat up, his movements sluggish as he fought the invisible hands holding him down. The headache from yesterday had receded to a dull thrum at the base of his skull, a warning light on a dashboard waiting to flash red at the slightest provocation. He swung his legs over the side of the bed, and his feet hit the cold floorboards.

Wood.

Not metal. Not concrete. Not the polished marble of the Boss's office.

“Stand up, Chuuya. If you stay on your knees, they’ll never respect you. They’ll only pet you.”

The voice wasn't Dazai's. It was Kouyou’s.

The memory hit him with the force of a physical slap, overriding the sensory input of the bedroom.

The scent of sandalwood incense and expensive green tea filled the air. A golden kimono rustled like dry leaves. He felt a hand, cool, manicured, maternal yet deadly, lifting his chin. He was fifteen, bruising yellow and purple on his jaw, his knees scraped raw from the pavement where the Black Lizard had dragged him.

“You are not a sheep anymore, lad,” she had whispered, wiping a smear of blood from his lip with a silk handkerchief. “You are a wolf. Act like it. Wolves do not graze; they hunt.”

Chuuya gasped, gripping the edge of the mattress until his knuckles popped. The sensation of the tatami mats under his knees from the memory was so real it overlaid the feeling of the wood floor. He squeezed his eyes shut, forcing the golden room away and forcing the smell of incense to be replaced by the smell of baking bread.

"Scars," he whispered to himself, the word a talisman. "Just scars. They don't bleed anymore."

He looked at the nightstand.

There it was. The hat.

It sat there, unassuming: a black fedora with a rusty red hatband that had seen better days. It looked like a prop, a costume piece for a play that had been running too long. But seeing it sent a jolt of electricity down his spine that made his fingers twitch.

He reached out. His hand hovered over the brim, trembling slightly.

Don't touch it. If you touch it, you acknowledge it. If you put it on, you accept the role.

He touched it.

The felt was soft, worn smooth in places by years of handling.

Flash.

The air was sub-zero, crystals of ice suspended in a reality that was breaking apart. The fire of Arahabaki had met the frozen world of a man named Randou, a man who had searched for a god and found a boy instead.

“It’s the tradition,” Mori said, his voice smooth and oily, like silk dragged through coal dust. He held the hat out. It wasn't new. It was heavy with the presence of the man who had just died. “When you join, you receive an item from the member who brought you in. Since Randou-kun is... no longer with us, I shall perform the honors in his stead.”

Chuuya stared at the hat. It was a trophy, a headstone he had to wear on his head. It smelled of old books and winter.

“A dead man’s hat,” Dazai had remarked, leaning against the doorway of Mori’s office. His right eye was bandaged, and his expression was one of bored cruelty. “How fitting for Chuuya. A vacuum filling a vacuum. You’re not a person, you’re just the shape of the hole Randou left behind.”

Chuuya had snarled, reaching for the hat not out of respect, but to keep Dazai’s filthy hands off it. When he put it on, the world narrowed. The brim cast a shadow. He wasn't a kid from Suribachi City anymore. He was a piece of the Mafia’s inventory.

"Chuuya?"

The voice shattered the memory like a hammer through a mirror. Chuuya jerked his hand back as if the hat had burned him.

Dazai was standing in the doorway, holding two mugs of coffee. He was wearing the same clothes as yesterday, rumpled and slept-in, his shirt unbuttoned at the collar. He looked tired, but his eyes were sharp, scanning Chuuya for cracks in the porcelain.

"You're doing it again," Dazai said softly. He walked over and set the mugs on the nightstand, careful not to touch the hat. He treated it like the radioactive object it was.

"Doing what?" Chuuya’s voice was hoarse, scraping against his throat.

"Vibrating," Dazai said. "You're phasing in and out. Your breathing changes, your pupils dilate. Was it the hat?"

Chuuya looked at the black felt object. "It... it belonged to him. The man with the ice. Randou."

Dazai’s expression flickered, a moment of genuine surprise quickly buried under a layer of calculation. "You remember Randou? That's deep. Most of your memories from that year are buried under the trauma of the explosion."

"Mori gave it to me," Chuuya said, his fingers tracing the air where the hat sat. "He said it was tradition. To take something from the one who helped you join. But Randou didn't help me. He tried to eat me."

"In Mori's world, that counts as a helping hand," Dazai said, sitting on the edge of the bed. The mattress dipped, pulling Chuuya toward him. "It was a brand, Chuuya. Mori didn't give you a gift; he gave you a leash that looked like a fashion choice. He wanted you to remember that your life in the Mafia began with the death of the only person who actually knew what you were."

Chuuya took the mug Dazai offered. The ceramic was warm against his cold palms. He focused on the heat. Heat is real. The past is cold.

"What's the plan, Dazai?" Chuuya asked, blowing on the steam. "We can't stay here. The bakery downstairs has too many people. Civilians. If the Hunting Dogs find us, this whole block becomes a war zone."

"If the Hunting Dogs find us, they find us," Dazai said, taking a sip of his own sludge and grimacing. "But they won't. Not today. Today, they are busy dismantling the Port Mafia's front companies. Ango is having a field day. He's seizing assets faster than Mori can liquidate them. The raid disrupted their tracking grid, and the sheer volume of data I leaked is acting as a smoke screen."

"And the bounty?" Chuuya asked, his voice dropping. "The 'Calamity' thing?"

Dazai’s expression hardened. "That is... a problem. The Ministry isn't treating you like a criminal anymore, Chuuya. Criminals have rights and trials. They're treating you like a biological weapon that's slipped containment. Like a virus."

"Decommission," Chuuya tested the word. It tasted like ash and copper. "Kill."

"Or worse. Put you in a hole so deep sunlight forgets your name. Bind you in seals until you forget how to speak. They want to turn the boy back into the singularity."

Chuuya flinched. The word singularity sent a chill through him that no coffee could warm. He thought of the red light and the way the world dissolved when he stopped being Chuuya and started being It.

"So we run," Chuuya said. "We leave Yokohama. We go underground."

"No," Dazai shook his head firmly. "If we run, we validate their narrative. We prove we are uncontrolled. If we hide, we prove we are dangerous. We have to do the opposite."

"Which is?"

"We have to be seen," Dazai said, a dangerous glint entering his eyes. It was the look of a gambler pushing all his chips into the center of the table. "We have to be seen as being mundane, boring, and human. We need to remind the public that the 'Calamity' drinks coffee and wears clothes that don't have blood on them."

Chuuya stared at him. "You want to go for a walk? Now?"

"I want to go shopping," Dazai corrected. "You need new clothes. You look like a Mafia executive who got rolled in an alley. If we want to blend in, we need to look like civilians. And we need to do it in broad daylight, where the cameras can see us and where the witnesses are."

"That's suicide," Chuuya snapped. "You're parading the target in front of the firing squad."

"No," Dazai smiled, the old, sharp grin returning with serrated edges. "Suicide is my hobby. This is PR. This is controlling the optics."

Thirty minutes later, they were on the street.

Motomachi was bustling. It was a Saturday, and the shopping district was flooded with couples, tourists, and families. The air was crisp, and the sky was a piercing, innocent blue that seemed to mock the darkness of the previous night.

Chuuya felt naked. He was wearing his slacks and vest, but he had left the harness and the choker behind at Dazai’s insistence. He felt lighter, but also unanchored. He kept the gloves, though. He couldn't take the gloves off. Not here. Not with so many people around. They were the only barrier between his skin and the world.

The noise was a physical assault. Laughter, the jingle of doorbells, and the thrum of traffic mixed into a cacophony that grated against Chuuya’s heightened senses. He kept hearing phantom sounds layered over the real ones: the click of a safety being disengaged, the whine of a sniper’s scope, or the static of a comms earbud.

Dazai walked beside him, his posture relaxed and hands in his pockets. He looked like a college student on a break, utterly at ease, humming a tune about a double suicide. But Chuuya knew better. He saw the way Dazai’s eyes flicked to every rooftop, every reflection in a shop window, and every parked car. He was a shark swimming in a koi pond, pretending to be a goldfish.

"Relax," Dazai murmured, leaning in close so his breath tickled Chuuya’s ear. "You're marching. Stop marching. Your shoulders are up to your ears."

"I don't saunter," Chuuya hissed, stepping aside to avoid a group of laughing teenagers who were looking at their phones, oblivious to the walking disaster next to them.

"You used to," Dazai said. "You used to walk like you owned the pavement, like gravity bowed to you personally. It was very arrogant and very annoying."

"I don't remember that," Chuuya muttered.

"I do. I remember everything. Even the parts you wish I’d forget."

They stopped in front of a clothing store. It wasn't a high-end boutique like the ones Chuuya vaguely remembered frequenting—places with hushed atmospheres and champagne. It was a normal, mid-range store with loud pop music playing. Uniqlo.

"In here," Dazai said, steering him inside with a hand on the small of his back.

The fluorescent lights hummed. The smell of new cotton and synthetic fabric was antiseptic.

"Pick something," Dazai said, gesturing grandly at a wall of folded shirts. "Something colorful. No black. Black screams 'I have a tragic backstory'."

"I like black," Chuuya protested, looking at a rack of beige sweaters with disdain. "It's practical."

"Black is for the Mafia," Dazai said, grabbing a hideous teal hoodie from a display. "Civilians wear color. Civilians have bad taste. Try this."

Chuuya took the hoodie. It was soft, cheap fleece, the color of a fake ocean.

He went into the changing room. The mirror was unflattering and the lighting harsh. He looked at himself, noting the red hair, the pale skin, and the eyes that looked too old for his face. The bruises under his eyes were stark.

He pulled the hoodie on. It was too big, and the sleeves covered his gloved hands. He pulled the hood up.

He looked... small.

“You’re small, Chuuya! So tiny! Do you drink milk? You need calcium for those brittle bones!”

Dazai’s voice echoed in a shipping container, bouncing off metal walls.

“Shut up! Damn it! I’m only fifteen, I’m still growing!”

Chuuya stared at his reflection. He hadn't grown. Not really. He was still that angry fifteen-year-old boy in a container, shouting at a demon prodigy and trying to prove he existed.

He stepped out. Dazai was waiting, leaning against a display of socks. He looked up, his eyes sweeping over Chuuya with a strange, unreadable intensity.

"Better," Dazai assessed. "You look like a delinquent who cut class to smoke behind the gym. It suits you."

"I hate it," Chuuya said, tugging at the teal fabric. "It disrupts my silhouette. It's shapeless."

"Your silhouette is 'murder-midget'," Dazai deadpanned. "This silhouette is 'disaffected youth'. Much less likely to trigger a drone strike. Drones are programmed to look for trench coats and fedoras."

"Oh, I think it looks lovely on him!"

A sales representative appeared. She was a middle-aged woman with a bright name tag and a professional smile that quickly morphed into something more indulgent as she looked between them. She clasped her hands together, her eyes sparkling with the kind of vicarious joy only retail workers on a slow morning possess.

"The color really brings out your eyes, dear," she said, leaning in toward Chuuya. "And it’s so nice to see a young man who isn't afraid of a little oversized fit. Very trendy."

Chuuya stiffened, his hand instinctively twitching toward his waist for a knife that wasn't there. He looked at her as if she were a strange, colorful bird that had just landed on his shoulder and started chirping threats.

"Uh," Chuuya managed.

"And you!" The woman turned to Dazai, her smile widening. "You have such a good eye for your partner. Most boyfriends just stand by the door looking bored, but you're really involved! It’s so sweet to see a couple that still enjoys doing the little things together."

The silence that followed was heavy enough to crack the floorboards.

Chuuya felt the blood rush to his face, a heat that started at his collar and burned all the way to the tips of his ears. Couple. The word felt like a live wire. He looked at Dazai, hoping for a sharp denial, a clever lie, or at least a look of shared disgust.

Instead, Dazai’s expression shifted. His eyes softened, and he stepped closer to Chuuya, actually reaching out to adjust the hood of the teal hoodie. His bandaged fingers brushed against Chuuya’s cheek, the touch deliberate and impossibly light.

"He's very picky," Dazai told the woman, his voice dropping into a conspiratorial, affectionate register. "I practically have to drag him out of his black trench coats. He thinks he's very mysterious, you see."

"Oh, I can tell!" The woman chuckled, sounding delighted. "The quiet ones are always the most stubborn. But he looks so much softer in this. You've done a good job, sir. He looks like he belongs in the sun."

"Doesn't he?" Dazai murmured, his gaze lingering on Chuuya’s face. For a terrifying second, the act felt too real. There was no mockery in his eyes, just a deep, dark gravity that pulled Chuuya in. "He's spent far too long in the shadows."

"Stop it," Chuuya hissed, his voice trembling with a mix of fury and a terrifying, fluttering hope he didn't want to name. He batted Dazai’s hand away. "I’m not... we’re not..."

"Now, now, dear, don't be shy!" The sales rep beamed at him. "It’s Motomachi! We see lovely couples like you all the time. You’re lucky to have someone who cares about how you look. My husband wouldn't know a hoodie from a potato sack."

"He doesn't care about me," Chuuya barked, though it came out sounding more desperate than angry. "He’s just... he’s an idiot. An annoying, bandaged idiot."

"See?" Dazai sighed dramatically to the woman. "He’s in the 'denial' stage of the relationship. It’s very tragic. I’m a martyr, really."

"You're a dead man!" Chuuya snarled, but the woman just laughed again, waving a hand dismissively.

"Oh, you two! Such a lively dynamic. You remind me of me and my husband when we were first starting out. Always bickering, always at each other's throats... that's how you know the spark is there, believe me."

She stepped back, giving them a final, approving nod. "I'll leave you to find some matching socks. Let me know if you need anything else, you sweet things!"

She hurried off to assist another customer, leaving them in the wake of her cheerfulness.

Chuuya stared at the floor, his heart racing. The "spark." The "couple." The idea that they looked like they belonged together to an outsider—to someone who didn't know about the blood, the betrayals, or the god living in Chuuya’s chest.

"She was crazy," Chuuya whispered, his fingers digging into the fleece of the hoodie. "Old and crazy."

"Maybe," Dazai said. He didn't move away. He stayed in Chuuya’s personal space, and the smell of his coat, old paper and rain, overwhelmed the antiseptic scent of the store. "Or maybe she’s just observant. Civilians are very good at spotting things that don't fit."

"We don't fit," Chuuya said, looking up at him. "We’re two zeros, Dazai. You said it yourself."

"Two zeros can make a very pretty pair of eyes, Chuuya," Dazai replied, his voice devoid of its usual playful lilt. "Besides, it’s a good cover. No one suspects the domestic couple of being the most dangerous people in the city. Now, buy the jeans. We have an appointment."

"Appointment?" Chuuya frowned, trying to shake off the lingering heat in his face. "With who? Ango?"

"The past," Dazai said, his smile dropping and revealing the exhaustion underneath.

They paid in cash, using bills Dazai had pulled from a hidden pocket in his coat. They left the store, and Chuuya felt ridiculous and exposed in the teal hoodie and stiff denim. He felt like he was wearing a costume of a normal person, a man who could be someone's partner in the light.

Dazai led him away from the main street, weaving through the backstreets and down a narrower alley that smelled of frying oil, damp brick, and rain. They stopped in front of an old, weathered bar. The sign was faded, and the neon tubes were broken. Lupin.

Chuuya stopped dead.

The name triggered nothing: no visual flash, no auditory hallucination. There was only a deep, profound sense of grief. It hit him in the chest, a hollow ache that made his knees weak. It was a sadness that felt ancient, like dust settling in an abandoned house.

"What is this place?" Chuuya whispered.

"A grave," Dazai said quietly, his hand resting on the brass handle of the door. "And a sanctuary."

He pushed the door open. A bell jingled, a lonely, mournful sound that echoed in the empty space.

The bar was empty. It was midday, after all. The bartender, an old man polishing a glass with slow, methodical circles, looked up. He didn't look surprised to see Dazai. He looked resigned, as if he had been waiting.

"Dazai-kun," the Master said. His voice was gravel and warmth. "It's been a long time. I wasn't sure if you would come back."

"It has, Master," Dazai said, walking to the counter. He sat on a stool. Not the one in the middle, but the one on the left.

He patted the stool on the far right. "Sit, Chuuya."

Chuuya sat. The wood of the stool was worn smooth. He looked at the empty stool between them.

Empty.

Why is it empty?

Someone should be there.

A man with glasses? No. A man with a rust-colored coat? A man who smelled of curry and old books?

The static buzzed in his ears, louder this time. Odasaku. The name floated up from the darkness of his subconscious like a bubble in a swamp. It didn't bring a face, just a feeling of loss so acute it stole his breath.

"Drinks?" the Master asked.

"Just water for him," Dazai said. "And a whiskey for me. With ice. The sphere kind."

The Master poured. The sound of the liquid hitting the glass was sharp.

"Why are we here, Dazai?" Chuuya asked, gripping the counter. The grief was suffocating. It felt like he was mourning someone he had never met, or someone he had forgotten to love.

"Because the cameras don't look here," Dazai said, tracing the rim of his glass with a bandaged finger. "And because I needed to remind myself why we're doing this."

"Why are we doing this? Why didn't you just let me fall?"

Dazai turned the glass, and the ice clinked. "Because he told me to be on the side that saves people. And for a long time, I thought that meant the Agency. I thought it meant saving orphans, stopping bombs, and filing paperwork."

He looked at Chuuya. His eyes were unguarded and raw in the dim light of the bar.

"But I realized yesterday that saving people isn't just about the innocent. Sometimes, it's about saving the monsters. Because if you don't save the monsters, Chuuya, who will? Who cries for the storms?"

Chuuya stared at him, the "monster" in the mirror and the "Calamity" on the news.

"You're trying to save me," Chuuya said. It wasn't a question.

"I'm trying to save us," Dazai corrected. "Because I'm a monster too. I just hide it better. I just wear a nicer coat."

He raised his glass to the empty stool in the middle.

"To the stray dogs," Dazai whispered.

Chuuya felt a tear slide down his cheek. He didn't know why, and he didn't wipe it away.

“Be on the side that saves people.”

Suddenly, the door to the bar burst open. The bell jingled violently, the sound harsh and jarring.

"Dazai Osamu!"

Chuuya spun around on the stool, knocking his water over. The glass shattered on the floor.

Standing in the doorway was a figure clad in red. He wore a military uniform and a sword at his hip. His eyes were closed, or perhaps squinting so tight they appeared closed. He wore an earring with a small bell that didn't ring.

Jouno Saigiku, the Hunting Dog with the ears of a bat and the cruelty of a cat.

"I could hear your heartbeat from three blocks away," Jouno said, smiling a smile that didn't reach his non-eyes. "It has a very distinct rhythm: irregular and guilt-ridden. It skips a beat every time you lie, Dazai-san. You've been skipping a lot today."

He turned his head slightly toward Chuuya.

"And you, the Calamity. You sound like a jet engine trying to idle. A reactor leaking radiation. It's quite annoying. It's giving me a migraine."

Dazai didn't stand up. He didn't even turn around. He took a sip of his whiskey.

"Jouno-kun," Dazai drawled. "You're interrupting a wake. It's very rude, even for a Hunting Dog."

"I'm interrupting a fugitive harbor," Jouno said, stepping into the room. The air pressure seemed to drop. "The order came down ten minutes ago. Priority One: Secure the Calamity. Eliminate the Accomplice. You've made quite a mess, Dazai. The Cabinet is not pleased."

He drew his sword. The steel sang as it left the scabbard, a pure, high note.

"Chuuya," Dazai said, his voice calm. "Don't break the bar."

Chuuya stood up. The grief vanished, replaced instantly by the cold, hard certainty of violence. The static in his head cleared. This he understood: a threat, a target, and physics.

He stepped in front of Dazai and looked at Jouno.

"You want to secure me?" Chuuya asked. He reached up and pulled the hood of the teal hoodie down, revealing his face. He let the gravity well up inside him, not the red chaos of Arahabaki, but the precise, controlled crimson of For The Tainted Sorrow.

He stomped his foot, and the floorboards groaned. A red aura flared around him, lifting the spilled water and glass shards from the floor into floating droplets of liquid bullets.

"Come and get me, bloodhound."

Jouno’s smile widened, revealing teeth that looked too sharp. "Oh, this will be fun. I haven't broken a gravity manipulator since last Tuesday. I wonder if you scream in the same key as the last one."

"Wait," Dazai said.

He spun on his stool, facing them.

"Jouno-kun. Before you turn this historic establishment into kindling, did you get the email I sent you three minutes ago?"

Jouno paused. His head tilted, listening to the hum of the servers miles away. "I don't check email in the field."

"You should," Dazai said, holding up his phone. "Because if you attack us, you trigger a deadman switch. And the file that goes public? It's not about the Mafia. It's not about the government."

"Then I don't care."

"It's about the Hunting Dogs. Specifically, about the surgery records of one Jouno Saigiku. The modifications, the origins, and the fact that you weren't always a hero."

Jouno went still. The smile vanished instantly, and his posture stiffened.

"You're bluffing."

"Am I?" Dazai smiled, cold and predatory. "I know where you came from, Jouno. I know who made you. And I know you don't want the world to know that the 'Hero of Justice' is just another criminal who got a badge instead of a cell. I have the pre-op photos. I have the psychological evaluations."

Silence stretched in the bar, taut as a bowstring.

Chuuya watched Jouno. He saw the hesitation and the calculation happening behind those closed eyes.

"Stand down, Chuuya," Dazai said softly.

"He has a sword," Chuuya pointed out, the red light pulsing around his fists.

"And I have a nuke," Dazai said. "Mine is bigger."

Jouno slowly sheathed his sword. The click was the loudest sound in the world.

"You are a very annoying man, Dazai Osamu," Jouno said, his voice tight with suppressed rage.

"I try," Dazai beamed. "It's part of my charm."

"This isn't over," Jouno warned. "The order stands. If I see you on the street, I will cut you down. Email or no email, I'll take the PR hit."

"Fair enough," Dazai said. "We'll stick to the alleys then."

Jouno turned to leave. At the door, he paused.

"By the way," Jouno said, not looking back. "Mori isn't running. He's barricaded in the central tower. He's calling in every favor he has. He's preparing a counter-strike. If you want to knock that tower down, Dazai, you better bring more than a laptop."

The door closed, and the bell jingled.

Chuuya let the red light fade. The water and glass fell to the floor with a wet crash. He slumped against the counter, his legs shaking.

"He was going to kill us," Chuuya whispered. "He didn't hesitate."

"He was going to try," Dazai corrected. He finished his whiskey in one gulp. "But he gave us something valuable."

"What?"

"Information," Dazai said, slamming the glass down. "Mori is making a last stand. Which means he's desperate. Which means he's static."

Dazai looked at Chuuya, his eyes burning with a new plan.

"Which means we don't have to run anymore. We have to go back."

"Back where?"

"To the tower," Dazai said. "We're going to finish this. Tonight."

Chuuya looked at the empty stool. He looked at the hat on the counter where he had left it and picked it up.

He felt the texture of the felt.

The Tower.

The fear surged, but this time, it was different. It wasn't the fear of a child in the dark; it was the fear of a soldier before the charge.

He put the hat on and adjusted the brim.

"Zero plus zero equals two," Chuuya muttered.

"What?" Dazai asked.

"Nothing," Chuuya grinned, a sharp, dangerous expression that felt like his own. "Let's go knock it down."

He turned to the Master.

"Put the water on his tab," Chuuya said, pointing at Dazai.

The Master smiled. "Welcome back, Chuuya-kun."

They walked out of the bar, into the alley, and back into the light. The teal hoodie was ridiculous. The jeans were stiff. The danger was absolute.

But Chuuya wasn't falling anymore. He was flying.

And the Architect of Ruin was walking right beside him.

Notes:

Was the salesperson scene too cheesy, cause I thought it was a nice soft touch within the realm of angst!

Chapter 29: The Architecture of Ruin (Part I)

Summary:

Dazai and Chuuya execute a daring vertical infiltration of the Port Mafia's central tower, navigating lethal automated defenses and jarring memories of their shared history.

Notes:

Hey guys and Merry Christmas (if you celebrate it!). I sincerely hope this 2-part ending doesn't disappoint. Additionally, I know the way that Dazai's ability works is kind of iffy, but I'm going with that he can control when his touch nullifies or not!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The five towers of the Port Mafia didn't just occupy space; they swallowed it. They were black, jagged scars against the purple twilight of Yokohama, monoliths that seemed to draw all the light of the city into their dark glass and refuse to let it go.

At their base, the air was stagnant, heavy with the scent of salt from the harbor and the faint, ozone-metallic tang of active ability users. It was a pressure Chuuya felt in his teeth—a hum of power that recognized him as much as he recognized it. It was the feeling of coming home to a house that wanted to kill you, a place where every shadow held a memory of blood and every floor was a different kind of grave.

Chuuya stood in the shadow of a warehouse across the street, his fingers twitching inside his leather gloves. He was still wearing the teal hoodie Dazai had picked out in Motomachi. It felt absurd—a splash of cheap, cheerful color against a backdrop of impending death. The fleece was soft against his neck, a jarring contrast to the cold, inherited weight of Randou’s hat on his head.

He looked like a delinquent, a civilian who had wandered into the wrong side of the tracks, which Dazai insisted was exactly the point. It was a skin he was wearing, a thin layer of "human" stretched over a singularity that was beginning to roar in the presence of its cage.

"You're thinking about the gravitational edges again," Dazai said, his voice a low, smooth vibration that cut through the sound of the distant harbor traffic.

Dazai was leaning against a rusted shipping crate behind him, hands buried in the pockets of his tan coat. He looked effortless, but his eyes were fixed on the apex of the central tower with a predatory focus that Chuuya hadn't seen in days. The "Agency Dazai"—the one who made bad jokes and faked laziness—had been packed away. In his place stood the Architect of Ruin, the man who knew every crack in the city’s foundation and exactly where to place the chisel to make it crumble.

"The geometry of this building is flawed, Chuuya," Dazai continued, his eyes tracing the seams of the glass. "Mori built it to look impenetrable from the ground. He loves his psychological barriers. He wants people to look up and feel small. He wants them to believe the distance between the pavement and his office is an infinite climb through hell. But he forgot one thing: hell is where we grew up. We know all the shortcuts. We know exactly which stones are loose because we’re the ones who broke them."

Chuuya looked up, following the line of the black glass into the clouds. The height didn't make him feel small; it made him feel hungry. "It’s not infinite. It’s exactly two hundred and eighty meters to the executive floor. I can feel the weight of the air up there. It's thinner. It's colder. It feels like the place where hearts go to stop beating."

"Exactly," Dazai smiled, though it didn't reach his eyes. "And vengeance isn't a straight line. It’s a curve. If we walk through the front door, we are part of his equation. We become variables he’s already accounted for. The lobby is a kill zone, the elevators are cages, and the stairwells are rigged with neurotoxins. Mori expects a frontal assault because he thinks you've forgotten how we used to cheat. But if we change the axis of the attack..."

"We fall upwards," Chuuya finished, his own voice sounding foreign to him—deeper, more certain. The amnesia was still a fog, but his body knew this part. It knew how to defy the earth.

He felt the gravity beginning to pool in his chest, a heavy, swirling heat that wanted to break out and tear the street apart. This was the monster's language, and for the first time since waking up without a name, Chuuya wasn't trying to silence it. He was listening to the rhythm of the destruction.

"The plan isn't just to find Mori," Dazai clarified, stepping closer until he was standing in Chuuya's personal space, his shadow overlapping Chuuya’s on the asphalt. "Phase Three exposed the Mafia's secrets to the world, but the source files—the raw data on Project Arahabaki and the mental conditioning triggers they used to keep you in line—are kept on a closed-circuit server in the sub-penthouse. If we don't delete the hard copies, the government will just seize them and start the cycle over. They’ll find a new lab, a new chair, and a new way to bind you. We’re here to burn the blueprints, Chuuya. Every last page of the manual they used to build you."

"I’m carrying you," Chuuya stated. It wasn't a question. He knew the dynamic of their partnership. One was the engine; the other was the steering wheel.

"Naturally," Dazai stepped forward, closing the distance until Chuuya could smell the faint scent of mints and old paper that clung to his bandages. "I’m far too lazy to climb. Besides, I need to be close to the engine if I’m going to keep it from overheating. The altitude will put a strain on your core, and the proximity to the tower's 'blood'—the underground ability conduits that Mori uses to power the security—will make the god in your chest restless. You'll need me to be the anchor. Stay close, slug. If you drift, you’ll burn up in the atmosphere."

Dazai reached out and gripped the back of Chuuya’s teal hoodie, his fingers bunching the cheap fabric. The contact was immediate—a spark of cold clarity that surged through Chuuya, dampening the chaotic red noise of Arahabaki. Dazai’s touch was the kill-switch, the thin line between a controlled burn and an absolute inferno.

"Don't let go, Mackerel," Chuuya muttered, his boots beginning to hover an inch off the cracked pavement.

"I never do," Dazai whispered. It sounded like a promise, or perhaps a confession.

Chuuya stomped his foot against the air. The pavement beneath them didn't just crack; it pulverized, a shockwave of force that sent dust spiraling into the alley. Gravity didn't just stop; it inverted.

The sensation was violent. It wasn't the graceful lift of a bird; it was a sudden, jarring redirection of physics that made Chuuya’s stomach lurch into his throat. He grabbed Dazai by the waist, locking his arm around the taller man’s middle, and kicked off.

The world blurred. The ground fell away so fast it felt like a physical blow to the chest. The streetlights became streaks of yellow light, and the wind became a roar, tearing at the teal hoodie, trying to rip Randou’s hat from Chuuya’s head. Chuuya slammed his free hand against the side of the tower. The glass didn't shatter—he wasn't using force yet, just friction. He adjusted the vector of his own weight, turning the vertical wall into his new floor.

They were running up the side of a skyscraper, their bodies perpendicular to the glass.

It was a nightmare of perspective. To anyone watching from the street, they were two figures sprinting towards the sky, defying every law of the universe. Chuuya’s boots pounded against the reinforced glass, each step leaving a glowing red footprint of concentrated gravity. He could feel the internal organs of the building—the elevator cables humming, the data lines buzzing—vibrating through the soles of his shoes.

"Forty floors," Dazai called out over the wind. He sounded perfectly bored, as if he weren't currently hanging over a three-hundred-foot drop. "The security sensors should be triggering now. Mori's internal grid is in chaos because of the leak, but the automated exterior defenses are on a separate loop. Watch the ledge on forty-two. There are pressure plates meant for birds, but they’ll recognize human weight."

Chuuya didn't respond. He couldn't. His lungs were fighting for air as the pressure changed, and the internal roar of the "Calamity" was getting louder. He was becoming a conduit. He could feel the tower’s steel skeleton acting like a tuning fork for his power, amplifying the hum in his blood until it was all he could hear.

Beat.

The 50th floor.

As they crested the midpoint of the tower, the glass beneath Chuuya’s feet changed. It was thicker here, tinted a deep, bruised purple. It felt different—older. Like a scar that had never quite healed.

Flash.

The sound of a window shattering. The smell of expensive cologne and gunpowder. He was sixteen. He was wearing a black suit that was too big for him, feeling like a child playing dress-up in a graveyard. He was standing in this exact spot, but the world was horizontal. He was looking at a man whose name he wouldn't remember for years.

“Chuuya, look at the view,” Dazai had said. He was sitting on the ledge of the 50th floor, his legs swinging over the abyss. He was holding a handheld game console, his eyes glued to the screen while a dozen bodies lay cooling on the carpet behind him. He looked like he was in a park, not a slaughterhouse.

“We’re in the middle of a mission, you idiot!” Chuuya had shouted, his hands glowing red, his face splattered with blood. He was shaking, not with fear, but with the sheer, unadulterated adrenaline of the kill.

“The mission is over,” Dazai had replied without looking up. “I calculated the trajectory of the bullets before we even entered the room. I was just waiting for you to finish your tantrum. Come here. From this height, the people look like ants. It’s the only time they make sense to me. They’re just numbers on a grid, Chuuya. Don't let them be more than that.”

"Chuuya! Focus!"

Dazai’s voice snapped the memory like a dry twig.

Chuuya’s foot slipped. The gravity vector faltered for a fraction of a second as his mind tried to live in two timelines at once. They began to tumble back towards the earth, the wind catching them, spinning them into the void. The sensation of weightlessness was terrifying—a reminder that without his will, he was just an object falling.

"Dammit!" Chuuya snarled.

He twisted in mid-air, his hand clawing at the sky. He found a hold—not on the building, but on the air itself. He compressed the molecules, creating a solid point of mass, a microscopic black hole of density, and swung them back towards the glass. They slammed into the side of the 60th floor with enough force to make the entire tower groan. The glass cracked under his palm, a spiderweb of white lines.

"You're reminiscing," Dazai said, his grip on Chuuya’s hoodie tightening until his knuckles were white. He wasn't looking at the drop; he was looking solely at Chuuya, his gaze intense and stabilizing. "Stop it. The 50th floor is a graveyard, Chuuya. Don't go back there. Not in your head. We're here to kill the past, not relive it. If you drown in the memories, you’ll take us both down."

"I can't help it," Chuuya panted, his chest heaving. "The building... it remembers me. It’s like it’s pulling the memories out of my skin. Every floor is a different scar. Floor 50 was the first time I realized you didn't value human life. Floor 60 was the first time I realized I didn't either."

"Then skin it back," Dazai commanded, his voice cold and sharp as a scalpel. He leaned his head against Chuuya's shoulder, a grounding physical pressure. "Show the building that you aren't a part of it anymore. You’re the thing that’s going to break it."

Above them, a section of the wall slid open with a mechanical hiss. A row of automated turrets emerged, their muzzles glowing with the blue light of anti-ability rounds. Mori had upgraded since Dazai left; he wasn't just using lead anymore. These were suppression rounds designed to disrupt ability flow on contact, turning an ability user into a mundane human in the middle of a fight.

"Dazai!" Chuuya shouted.

"I see them," Dazai said. He reached around Chuuya, his hand sliding down Chuuya’s arm until their fingers interlaced. It was a gesture of startling intimacy that felt like a combat maneuver. "Left, forty-five degrees. Wait for the pulse. Don't let the red light touch the blue. Now!"

Chuuya didn't think. He didn't have to. The "Double Black" sync was a muscle memory that transcended amnesia. It was an equation that didn't require conscious thought—just a complete, terrifying surrender to the other person’s rhythm. He felt Dazai’s heartbeat through his palm, a steady, mocking pulse.

He threw a concentrated ball of gravity at the wall.

At the exact moment of impact, Dazai’s nullification traveled through Chuuya’s hand, stripping the "Ability" signature from the gravity well. To the sensors, it wasn't a supernatural attack; it was just a localized atmospheric collapse—a freak weather event.

The turrets fired, but their tracking was off. The blue rounds whistled past them, hitting the air where they had been a second ago. The gravity ball hit the turret housing. It didn't explode. It imploded. The metal shrieked as it was crushed into a sphere the size of a marble.

"Go," Dazai urged. "The executive level is five floors up. The balcony is open. Mori is waiting for a siege at the front gates, not a meteor from the side. He thinks you're still a dog that follows the path laid out for it. Show him the wolf."

Chuuya gave a primal shout, a sound that was half-man and half-beast. He stopped running. He became a missile.

He pushed the gravity to the absolute limit, the red light turning into a blinding, jagged aura that scorched the glass as he passed. The teal hoodie was smoking at the seams, the cheap fabric beginning to disintegrate under the sheer heat of his ability. He was shedding the civilian skin, revealing the weapon underneath. Randou’s hat was pinned to his head by force of pressure, a black crown for a king of ruin.

He saw the balcony—a wide, marble-floored expanse that jutted out from the 80th floor like a tongue.

"Hold on!" Chuuya roared.

He didn't slow down. He aimed for the center of the balcony.

They hit the marble at two hundred miles an hour.

Chuuya flipped the gravity at the last possible microsecond, turning the horizontal momentum into vertical weight. They slammed into the floor with a sound like a thunderclap. The marble shattered, spider-webbing in every direction, sending shards of stone flying like shrapnel. A cloud of white dust exploded into the air, obscuring the sky.

Smoke and dust swirled around them, lit from within by the dying embers of Chuuya’s red aura.

Chuuya stayed on one knee, his head bowed, his breath coming in jagged, wheezing gasps. His hands were buried in the wreckage of the floor, his gloves torn at the knuckles. The teal hoodie was a ruin—scorched, torn, one sleeve flapping in the wind, exposing the pale skin of his arm and the faint, glowing red lines of his ability. He looked like a fallen angel who had forgotten how to fly.

Dazai stood beside him, perfectly still. He let go of Chuuya’s shoulders immediately, his fingers digging into the muscle to ensure Chuuya was still there, still himself. Then he smoothed out his own coat, looking as if he had just stepped off an elevator. He didn't have a single scratch on him. That was their dynamic: Chuuya took the impact, and Dazai took the credit.

The wind howled on the balcony for a moment, a lonely, high-pitched whistle, and then, as they stepped through the shattered remains of the sliding glass doors, the noise died.

The interior of the tower was silent.

It was a suffocating, artificial silence. The air was climate-controlled, smelling of expensive air purifiers, floor wax, and cold stone. The lighting was dim, recessed into the ceiling, casting long, predatory shadows across the deep crimson carpet. This was the heart of the beast, the place where orders were given that ended lives across the continent.

Chuuya stood up, his joints popping with a sound like pistol shots. He looked down the long hallway that led to the Boss’s office. The memories weren't flashes anymore. They were a flood, a dark tide rising to drown him. He knew every painting on the wall, every hidden camera, every pressure sensor in the carpet.

The sound of heels on the carpet. The weight of the black coat on his shoulders. The feeling of being the gravity that held this entire rotten organization together, while feeling himself slowly slip away into the dark.

Suddenly, the silence was broken by a sound that made Chuuya’s blood turn to ice. It wasn't the sound of guards. It was the sound of a cough—dry, ragged, and filled with a familiar, desperate violence.

At the end of the hallway, a figure emerged from the shadows.

He was dressed in black, his coat billowing around him like a living shadow. His face was pale, his eyes wide and burning with a mixture of zealotry and agony. He looked like a ghost that had forgotten it was dead.

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke.

He stood there, his hands trembling at his sides, his gaze fixed on Dazai with an intensity that bordered on the religious. He didn't even look at Chuuya. To Akutagawa, the world only contained one person—the man who had given him a reason to live and a reason to suffer.

"Dazai-san," Akutagawa whispered. The name was a prayer, a curse, and a plea all at once.

"Akutagawa-kun," Dazai said, his voice dropping into a tone of cold, clinical detachment. It was the voice of a surgeon looking at a tumor. "You're late. I expected you on the 60th floor. Your timing is getting sloppy. Is the lung condition worsening, or are you just losing your edge?"

Akutagawa flinched as if Dazai had struck him with a physical whip. "The tower... the data leak... the men are in disarray. They say the Port Mafia is dead. They say you betrayed us to the Agency. They say you’ve returned to claim the throne."

"The Port Mafia was dead the moment Mori took the throne," Dazai said, stepping forward with a casual confidence that was insulting. "I didn't betray it. I just performed the autopsy. I’m simply here to clean up the remains."

Akutagawa’s shadow began to writhe on the red carpet. Rashomon emerged, black ribbons of ability-matter snapping like whips in the dim light, hunger and rage woven into the fabric of the shadows. "I cannot let you pass. The Boss has ordered the security of the Archive. He said... he said you would come for the vessel. He said you would try to steal the Mafia’s greatest weapon."

Finally, Akutagawa’s eyes flicked to Chuuya. There was no recognition there—no shared history of being executives. There was only a deep, simmering resentment. To Akutagawa, Chuuya was the weapon Dazai had chosen over him. The partner Dazai actually respected.

Flash.

The air was thick with the scent of ozone. Chuuya was standing in a training hall, the red light of Arahabaki pulsing out in uncontrollable waves. He was younger, his control still a fractured thing. Across from him, a fourteen-year-old Akutagawa was gasping for air, pinned to the floor by an invisible, crushing weight. Mori was standing on the observation deck, watching with a cold, scientific curiosity.

“Again,” Mori had commanded.

Chuuya had screamed, trying to pull the power back, but it was like trying to stop a flood with his bare hands. The gravity surged. He saw the way Akutagawa’s chest caved in under the pressure, heard the sickening crack of ribs. He saw the boy cough up blood—dark, thick, and permanent. He had infected the boy’s very lungs with the weight of a god.

And more recently—just days ago, though it felt like a lifetime—he had done it again. Under Mori's absolute command, the "Weapon" logic had turned him into a blunt instrument. He had crushed Akutagawa into the pavement of the warehouse, forcing Rashomon to frantically regenerate its own shredded fabric just to keep its master’s heart beating. He had felt the boy's agony through the ground, a resonance of suffering that Chuuya had been forced to ignore.

"Chuuya!" Dazai’s hand clamped onto his shoulder, the touch burning through the teal fleece. Dazai moved between him and Akutagawa, his body a physical shield. "Stay with me. Don't let the tower take you."

Chuuya looked at Akutagawa, seeing not the threat, but the victim. The boy was still coughing, that ragged, wet sound that Chuuya now realized he had helped create. The suffering he had caused in the name of loyalty—and in the name of a control he hadn't even known he was under—was a stain he couldn't wash away.

"Akutagawa," Chuuya rasped, his voice cracking. He stepped around Dazai, ignoring the way Dazai’s fingers tightened on his arm, trying to hold him back in his state of vulnerability. He stood before the younger man, his gaze soft and devastated. "I... I'm sorry."

Akutagawa froze. Rashomon stalled in mid-air, the black ribbons trembling like leaves in a storm. He looked at Chuuya, his eyes widening in pure, unadulterated shock. An apology was a currency that didn't exist in the Port Mafia. To hear it from Nakahara Chuuya—the strongest, most loyal executive—was a betrayal of reality itself.

"You... you apologize?" Akutagawa whispered, his voice trembling with a mixture of confusion and rage. "Why? You are the weapon! You do not apologize to the shadows! You are the one who showed me my weakness!"

"I showed you nothing but pain," Chuuya said, a single tear tracing a path through the dust on his cheek. "And I'm sorry for it. I'm sorry for what they made us do to each other."

"Enough," Dazai said, his voice sharp and urgent. He stepped in, his arm wrapping around Chuuya’s waist, pulling him toward the Archi/’[;lve. He didn't look at Akutagawa; his focus was entirely on Chuuya’s deteriorating mental state. He could feel the way Chuuya was shaking, the way the gravity was beginning to leak out of his skin in jagged, uncontrollable bursts. "He doesn't understand, Chuuya. He's still a part of the equation. We have to go before you lose your grip."

Akutagawa roared, Rashomon lunging forward, but the blades were aimless, fueled more by existential panic than tactical intent. Chuuya didn't even raise a hand to defend himself. He just watched the boy with a look of profound pity as Dazai steered him away.

Dazai swept his hand through the air, nullifying the attack with a wave of blue light. He didn't bother to counter-attack. He simply dragged Chuuya toward the Archive doors—massive, steel-reinforced slabs that required a biometric scan. Chuuya didn't bother with the scanner. He placed his hand on the cold metal and let the gravity increase, focused on a single point. The hinges screamed. The steel buckled, the locking mechanism shattering like glass, and the doors groaned open.

Inside, the room was humming with a mechanical life.

It was a forest of server racks, blinking with thousands of tiny green and amber lights, the air chilled to a precise temperature. This was the brain of the Port Mafia. Every secret, every kill order, every bribe, and every blueprint was stored here.

Dazai moved with a terrifying, practiced efficiency. He didn't head for the main console; he headed for a specific, isolated rack in the back, encased in a glass cage that looked like a reliquary.

"This is it," Dazai said, his voice hushed. "The Arahabaki Server. It’s not connected to the main grid. It’s the only copy. Mori kept it here like a holy relic, a way to remind himself that he owned a god."

He sat down at the terminal, his fingers flying across the keys with a speed that was inhuman. The screen glowed blue, reflecting in his dark eyes, turning his skin into a deathly shade of azure.

"What are you doing?" Chuuya asked, standing behind him. He felt Dazai’s other hand reach back, blindly finding Chuuya’s hand and squeezing it—not a romantic gesture, but a tether. Dazai was keeping him pinned to the present, a physical anchor against the drowning weight of the past.

"I'm not just deleting the files," Dazai said, his face illuminated by the screen. "I'm overwriting the sectors. I'm filling the space where you used to be with gibberish. I'm injecting a polymorphic worm that will eat the hardware from the inside out. If anyone tries to recover this, all they'll find is a string of bad jokes, suicide poetry, and the sound of silence. I’m deleting the manual, Chuuya."

"Will it hurt?" Chuuya asked. It was a stupid question, a human question, but he felt a strange, phantom ache in his chest, as if his very soul were being edited by Dazai’s fingers.

"No," Dazai said, pausing for a second. He looked back at Chuuya, his expression softening into something raw and fiercely protective. "It will make you light, Chuuya. For the first time in your life, you won't be a project. You won't be a 'vessel' or a 'subject'. You'll just be... you. A man with red hair and a bad attitude. Isn't that what you wanted?"

Dazai hit a final key with a sharp clack.

On the screen, a progress bar appeared. DELETING: PROJECT_ARAHABAKI_v1.0. DELETING: CONDITIONING_PROTOCOLS. DELETING: SUBJECT_001_BIOMETRICS.

Chuuya watched as the files vanished. Years of pain, of experiments, of being a "thing" instead of a person, were reduced to zeros and ones and then to a clean, white void. He felt a sudden, dizzying lightness in his limbs, as if a heavy leash had been cut. The red noise in his head—the constant, low-frequency hum of the god—seemed to settle, to become a part of the silence rather than a scream against it.

"It’s done," Dazai said, standing up. Behind them, the servers began to whine, a high-pitched protest as the hardware began to melt under the purge command. The smell of ozone and burning plastic filled the air. "The blueprints are gone. You’re a ghost now, Chuuya. A ghost that can't be caught by any net. Mori has no more leverage. The government has no more evidence."

Chuuya looked at his hands. They were still shaking, but for the first time, the red light didn't feel like a threat. It didn't feel like it was trying to eat him. It just felt like a part of him.

"Now what?" Chuuya asked, his voice steady.

Dazai looked toward the exit, his face hardening into a mask of pure, unadulterated intent. The "human" mask he had been wearing in Motomachi was gone. In its place was the Demon Prodigy, the man who had run this tower at eighteen and knew every shadow in it.

"Now we finish the equation," Dazai said, his voice cold enough to freeze the air. "Mori is in the office at the end of the hall. He’s been watching us on the monitors. He knows the server is gone. He knows his legacy is burning. He knows he has nothing left to hold over us."

"He still has the guards," Chuuya pointed out, though he could hear the panic in the distance—the sound of men realizing the ship was sinking. "And the Black Lizard. He won't just let us walk out."

"He has nothing," Dazai said, walking out of the Archive and back into the darkened hall. "Because he lost the only thing that mattered in a war of shadows. He lost the trust of the weapon. He tried to play a game with gods and he forgot that gods don't like being played."

They walked back into the hallway. Akutagawa was gone, leaving only a smear of blood on the carpet and the lingering scent of desperation. The tower felt emptier now, as if the deletion of the files had sucked the gravity out of the building. It felt hollow, a shell waiting to be crushed.

At the end of the hall, the massive mahogany doors to the Boss's office stood waiting, tall and imposing. They were carved with scenes of ancient battles, a monument to Mori’s ego.

Chuuya felt the weight of the moment pressing down on him. This was the room where his life had been decided while he sat in a cage. This was the room where he had been told he was a monster and should be grateful for the leash.

He looked at Dazai. Dazai was already reaching for the door handles, his fingers steady, his eyes fixed on the target. Dazai’s hand briefly squeezed Chuuya’s shoulder, a final check for stability, a silent vow of protection.

"Ready, partner?" Dazai asked.

Chuuya adjusted Randou’s hat, pulling the brim low over his eyes to shield them from the artificial light. He felt the gravity steady and strong in his veins, a loyal hound instead of a wild beast.

"Let’s go knock it down," Chuuya said.

Dazai pushed the doors open.

The office was vast, the floor-to-ceiling windows showing the sprawling lights of Yokohama like a carpet of jewels spread out for a king. In the center of the room, sitting behind the massive desk, was Mori Ougai. He was dressed in his usual black trench coat, his hands folded under his chin.

He was smiling.

But for the first time, Chuuya saw the cracks in the smile. He saw the way Mori’s eyes flicked to the smoke rising from the Archive. He saw the fear of a man who realized his equation was wrong.

"Welcome home," Mori said, his voice smooth and dangerous.

Chuuya stepped into the room, the torn teal hoodie rustling, a splash of vibrant, defiant color in a world of black and red.

"We're not home," Chuuya said, the floorboards groaning under the weight of his presence. "We're the end of the story."

Notes:

These two chapters were first only supposed to only serve as a climax but I found it a good place to end and maybe make a sequel about the development/deepening of their relationship after this trauma fest!

Chapter 30: The Architecture of Ruin (Part II)

Summary:

In this final confrontation, Dazai and Chuuya face the architect of their past to reclaim their autonomy and dismantle a legacy of control. They emerge from the shadows of the tower to begin a new chapter, finally finding warmth and identity on their own terms.

Notes:

Happy Christmas (if you celebrate it!) I think this is a good place to end the story, but I already have a sequel in mind for the aftermath focusing on Dazai and Chuuya's continued developing relationship, if you're interested!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The office of the Boss of the Port Mafia was designed to make a man feel like a god, or a ghost.

It was an expansive, oppressive vault of polished mahogany, blood-red velvet, and floor-to-ceiling glass that offered a panoramic view of the city Mori Ougai claimed to protect. The air was climate-controlled to a precise, sterile coolness, yet as Chuuya stepped through the shattered mahogany doors, the room felt like it was suffocating. The atmosphere was thick with the electrical scent of ozone from the burning servers down the hall and the lingering, metallic tang of the gravity still humming in Chuuya’s marrow. Every shadow in the room seemed to stretch toward him, hungry and familiar, reaching out like the hands of a master expecting a dog to return to its heel.

Mori sat behind his desk, his fingers steepled under his chin in a posture that suggested a doctor waiting for a patient to admit they were dying. He looked exactly the same as he had in the distorted, jagged memories that had been clawing at Chuuya’s brain—clinical, patient, and utterly devoid of anything resembling warmth. Behind him, the sun was setting over the Yokohama bay, staining the sky a bruised, violent purple that bled into the room, turning the red carpet into a literal sea of shadows. On the corner of the desk, a porcelain tea set sat undisturbed, a thin wisp of steam rising from a cup as if the world weren't ending just outside the door.

"We're not home," Chuuya repeated, his voice vibrating with a frequency that made the fine crystal decanters on Mori’s side table rattle. "We're the end of the story."

Mori sighed, a small, weary sound that lacked any real surprise. It was the sound of a man who had calculated this possibility a thousand times and found it distasteful but logical. "Stories are such messy things, Chuuya-kun. They rely so much on the perspective of the narrator. You see an ending. I see a temporary setback in a very long, very necessary transition. A minor glitch in the system that requires a simple patch."

He flicked his gaze to Dazai then, his gaze skipping over Chuuya as if he were merely an inconvenient piece of furniture that had been moved out of place. "And you, Dazai-kun. To burn the very foundations of the city you once claimed to want to save... just to hide one runaway dog. It’s a bit dramatic, isn't it? Even for someone as prone to theatrics as you are. You’ve compromised the stability of the entire Kanto region for a sentiment you swore you didn't possess."

Dazai stepped further into the room, his hands buried deep in the pockets of his tan coat, his posture loose and languid. But Chuuya could feel the tension radiating off the taller man—a coiled spring of pure, unadulterated malice that made the air in the room feel thin. Dazai wasn't the Agency member now; he wasn't the man who made jokes about suicide or faked laziness. He was the Demon Prodigy, the Architect of Ruin, and he was looking at Mori with a look that promised a very slow, very thorough annihilation.

"I didn't burn the city, Mori-san," Dazai replied, his voice light, almost conversational, though the edges were serrated. "I just turned on the lights. Yokohama was already burning; you just convinced everyone the smoke was a blanket to keep them warm. I simply showed them the fire. I showed them the cost of your 'Optimal Solution.' And the thing about the light, Mori-san, is that it’s very hard for men like you to breathe in it."

Dazai stepped forward, his boots silent on the plush carpet. "Phase Three wasn't about the data. Not really. It was about the myth. For ten years, you've maintained your power by convincing the world that you were the only thing standing between the city and total annihilation. You made yourself a 'necessary evil.' You convinced the Ministry that the Port Mafia was the dark half of a balance. But the files I leaked? They don't show a protector. They show a man who breeds chaos just to sell the cure. They show the specific logistics of the Suribachi experiments. They show the bank accounts where you deposited the blood money from the Shibusawa incident."

Dazai’s eyes flicked to the smoke rising from the Archive doors. "And now, the source code is gone. The blueprints for the 'God' you thought you owned are cinders. You don't have a weapon anymore, Mori. You just have a man who remembers how much he hates you. And more importantly, the world knows you’ve lost control of the one thing they were afraid of."

Mori’s gaze finally settled on Chuuya, heavy and scrutinizing, searching for the crack in the armor. "You think a few deleted files change what you are, Chuuya-kun? You are a singularity wrapped in skin. You are a storm that requires a vessel. Without the structure I provided, without the seals I maintained... you will eventually consume yourself. I didn't give you a leash; I gave you a frame so you wouldn't collapse under your own weight. I am the only one who knows how to keep you from becoming nothing."

Chuuya felt the logic—the deep-seated, instinctive conditioning Mori had spent years etching into his psyche—trying to assert itself. It was a cold, oily feeling in the back of his mind, a mental whisper telling him to bow. Telling him that the man behind the desk was the only thing keeping him human. Telling him that the red light in his blood was a curse that only the Port Mafia could control. He felt the phantom weight of the "Weapon" logic, a series of psychological triggers designed to turn Chuuya’s will into a vacuum.

His vision blurred for a second, a flash of a lab, of a glass tube, of Mori’s face looking down at him with that same clinical interest.

“You belong to the tower, Chuuya. Outside of it, you are just a disaster waiting to happen. You need me to tell you who to kill so you don't kill everything.”

Chuuya staggered, his breath hitching in a throat that felt like it was closing. The gravity in the room fluctuated wildly, a chair near the wall splintering with a sickening crack as the pressure spiked. He felt the god in his chest waking up, reacting to the stress, ready to tear the room apart just to find air.

Suddenly, a hand clamped onto his shoulder. It wasn't light. It was heavy, firm, and undeniably real.

Dazai was there. He didn't say anything, but the contact was a physical barrier against the noise in Chuuya's head. The "No Longer Human" didn't just nullify the ability; it nullified the fear. It cut through the conditioning like a hot knife through wax, the blue light of the nullification rippling across Chuuya's skin and silencing the red roar of Arahabaki. Dazai didn't just touch him; he anchored him, his fingers digging into the teal fleece of Chuuya's hoodie, asserting his presence as the only reality that mattered in a room full of ghosts.

"Don't listen to the ghost of a failed doctor," Dazai murmured, his voice low and private, intended only for Chuuya’s ears. "Look at your sleeves, Chuuya. Look at where you are. You aren't in a suit. You aren't in a cage. You're wearing a color that he hates, and you're standing on your own two feet."

Chuuya looked down. He was wearing the teal hoodie. It was cheap, it was torn, it was covered in the dust of the balcony, and it was a ridiculous, bright color that stood out like a scream against the red and black of the office. It was a piece of the "other" world—the world where he ate chazuke in a small apartment, where Dazai complained about the cold, and where a blanket wasn't a metaphor for control, but a literal, warm weight offered in the dark of a dorm room.

The conditioning broke with the sound of a snapping bone. The mental walls Mori had built around Chuuya’s identity didn't just fall; they evaporated.

"You're wrong," Chuuya said, his voice regaining its steel, vibrating with a newfound clarity. He looked up at Mori, and for the first time in his life, the Boss looked small. The desk, the towers, the gold-leafed ornaments—they all looked like a child’s toy set. "You didn't give me a frame. You gave me a coffin. You wanted me to believe I was a monster so I’d be grateful for the cage. You wanted me to think my only value was the hole I could leave in the ground when you decided to drop me."

Chuuya reached up and touched the brim of Randou’s hat. The memory of the "tradition" Mori had spoken of—the gift from the one who brought him in—felt like a brand he was finally ready to peel off.

"You told me this was a gift," Chuuya whispered, his voice trembling not with fear, but with a decade’s worth of repressed fury. "But it was a headstone. A way to make sure I never forgot that my life in the Mafia started with a death. A way to make sure I felt indebted to the organization that 'saved' me from the wreckage I caused. You used a dead man's legacy to bind me to your desk like a ghost's anchor."

He took the hat off. He looked at it for a long second—the black felt, the history of it, the weight of the man named Randou who had died for a god and found a boy instead. Then, with a deliberate, slow motion, he set it down on Mori’s desk. It looked small there, a discarded relic of a dead era, sitting next to the porcelain tea cup.

"I’m done wearing your ghosts, Mori," Chuuya said.

Mori’s expression finally shifted. The mask of the clinical doctor slipped, revealing a flicker of genuine, jagged anger—the frustration of a grandmaster who had just realized his opponent hadn't just moved a piece, but had flipped the entire board. "And what will you wear instead? The Agency’s pity? Dazai’s guilt? You are a creature of the Mafia, Chuuya. You were born in blood, and you will drown in it if you step out of these shadows. You have no identity without the suit. You have no name without the files."

"He's not stepping into shadows," Dazai interrupted, stepping up beside Chuuya, his shoulder a hair’s breadth from his partner's. He moved with a predatory grace that was far more terrifying than the Mafia's brute force. "He’s stepping into the light. And the thing about the light, Mori-san, is that it’s very hard for men like you to breathe in it. You can’t map a man who isn't afraid of being seen. You can't predict someone who chooses to be human instead of useful."

Dazai leaned over the desk, his eyes cold and abyssal, the "Demon Prodigy" returning for one final, lethal performance. He wasn't just here to defeat Mori; he was here to dismantle his existence.

"The Hunting Dogs are on the lower floors," Dazai continued, his voice as sharp and clinical as a surgical blade. "The government has already signed the warrants for your arrest. I didn't just leak the black ops; I leaked the personal bank accounts you used to bribe the Ministry. I leaked the medical records of the illegal ability-enhancing surgeries you performed. I leaked the names of every politician you’ve ever blackmailed. You've been playing a grand game of strategy for years, Mori, but you forgot that a game only works if the pieces stay on the squares you assigned them. We’ve walked off the board. You're playing against an empty room in a house that’s currently being demolished."

Mori's hands, usually so steady, twitched. He reached for a drawer in his desk—perhaps for a weapon, perhaps for a final, desperate fail-safe that could trigger a collapse of the tower's foundations.

"Don't," Dazai said, and the word was as heavy as a gunshot. "If you open that drawer, Chuuya won't kill you. I will. And I won't do it with a bullet. I’ll do it by making sure the world knows exactly how much you failed. I’ll make sure your name is synonymous with incompetence. You wanted to be the Architect of the City? I’ll make sure you’re remembered as the man who let his own legacy burn because he was too arrogant to see the fire. I’ll ensure that in every history book, you are nothing but a footnote in the story of the boys who outplayed you."

Mori froze. For the first time, he looked at Dazai and saw not a student, but a successor who had surpassed him in the only way that mattered: Dazai was willing to let it all go.

The sirens were a deafening chorus now, the lights of the tactical units strobing against the office windows, turning the room into a frantic, red-and-blue nightmare. The architecture of the Port Mafia—the carefully constructed legacy of fear and necessity—was crumbling in real-time. Mori’s phone on the desk began to buzz incessantly, a dozen different emergency lines lighting up. He didn't answer them. He couldn't. His world had narrowed to the two boys he had tried to break, standing in front of him, whole and defiant.

"You think you've won," Mori said, his voice dropping into a low, dangerous hiss, his eyes dark with the realization of his ultimate defeat. "But you've only created a vacuum. Yokohama will bleed because of your sentimentality, Dazai-kun. The blood of every civilian caught in the crossfire of the power struggle I kept contained will be on your hands. Is his freedom worth a thousand lives? Is one boy’s soul worth the stability of a nation?"

"Yes," Dazai said, without a second of hesitation. It was a terrifying, absolute certainty. "Because those thousand lives were already paying for your 'order' with their souls. You were a parasite on this city, Mori, not a protector. I'll take the weight of the chaos. I’ve been carrying the weight of this city since I was fifteen. But I’m not carrying your lies anymore. I’m not carrying the weight of a blanket that’s actually a shroud."

Dazai turned his attention back to Chuuya, his expression softening just enough to be visible to no one but his partner. "Chuuya. Do you want to kill him? If you do, I’ll find a way to bury the evidence. I’ll make sure you walk away clean. Just say the word."

Chuuya looked at Mori. He looked at the man who had ordered him to be a weapon, who had forced him into a state of a Weapon, who had watched him suffer with the detached interest of a scientist looking at a petri dish. He thought of Akutagawa, coughing up blood in the hallway. He thought of the weeks of amnesia, the terror of waking up in a world where he didn't even have a name. He felt the red light flaring around his fists, the gravity in the room groaning, ready to crush the mahogany desk and the man behind it into a single, dense point of nothingness.

The power was there, at his fingertips. He could end it all in a second. He could watch the man who broke him turn into dust.

But then, Chuuya looked at Dazai. He saw the way Dazai was watching him—not with expectation, not with the calculated interest Mori always had, but with a strange, desperate hope. Dazai wasn't waiting for the weapon to fire. He was waiting for the man to choose.

Chuuya let the red light fade. The pressure in the room vanished as suddenly as it had appeared, leaving only the sound of the wind whistling through the shattered doors.

"No," Chuuya said, his voice quiet but absolute. "Killing him would be a Mafia solution. It would be doing exactly what he trained me to do. It would be staying in the cage, just in a different corner. He’s not worth the blood on my hands."

He stepped closer to the desk, leaning over until he was inches from Mori’s face. He could see the fine lines of age on the doctor’s skin, the sweat beading at his temples. He saw a man who was terrified because, for the first time in his life, the person in front of him wasn't a variable to be solved. Chuuya reached out and grabbed the edge of Mori's white surgical coat, his grip bunching the expensive fabric. He didn't use his ability. He just used his hands—the hands of a man who had carried a partner through the dark.

"You kept talking about the way the pieces fit, Mori," Chuuya whispered, his blue eyes burning with a clarity that Mori had never been able to manufacture. "The way the shadows balance the light. You thought you were the only one who could do the math. But you missed the only part that mattered. You forgot to account for the person who has to live in the shadows you create. You forgot that eventually, the weight you put on us would be enough to break the foundation you built. You didn't own me, Mori. You just borrowed me. And the debt is settled."

Chuuya let go. He didn't shove. He just released him, as if letting go of a piece of used tissue.

"Dazai," Chuuya said, turning his back on the desk and the man sitting behind it. "We’re leaving. This place is starting to smell like rot."

"Already?" Dazai teased, though his eyes were shining with a fierce, prideful light that he didn't bother to hide. "But I haven't even told him about the mirror-site upload! If he tries to flee to Europe, his face is on every Interpol watchlist. He’s essentially a very well-dressed prisoner of this city now."

"Tell him in the court records," Chuuya said, walking toward the doors without looking back.

Dazai lingered for a moment. He looked at Mori, who was sitting slumped in his chair, looking aged, brittle, and utterly irrelevant. The man who had once been the most feared person in Yokohama was now just a disgraced doctor waiting for the police to arrive in a building that was no longer his.

Dazai didn't say goodbye. He didn't even give him the satisfaction of a final insult. He simply turned and followed Chuuya, his tan coat billowing behind him like a banner of victory.

The walk back through the tower was surreal. The clinical chaos had intensified. The halls were empty of guards, most of them having realized the hierarchy had collapsed and fled toward the service stairs. The red carpet was stained with the soot of the burning Archive, and the overhead lights flickered in rhythmic, dying gasps. Chuuya didn't look at the doors he passed. He didn't look at the training rooms where he’d bled or the lounges where he’d been forced to play the part of the loyal executive. He kept his eyes on Dazai’s back, on the tan coat that looked so out of place in these dark, cold halls.

As they reached the elevators, Chuuya felt a sudden, dizzying wave of dissociation. The adrenaline was fading, and the sheer scale of what they had done—of what he had lost and what he had gained—began to settle in his bones like a deep chill. His knees buckled, the world tilting on its axis.

Dazai caught him instantly. He didn't just steady him; he pulled Chuuya into his personal space, his arm wrapping firmly around Chuuya’s shoulders, his hand gripping Chuuya’s arm with a strength that was grounding.

"I've got you," Dazai murmured, his voice urgent and real, stripped of its usual mockery. "Stay with me, Chuuya. We’re almost out. Focus on my voice. One floor at a time. Count the floors with me."

The elevator doors opened. They stepped inside, and as the car began its descent, Chuuya felt the weight of the tower lifting.

Floor 80. Floor 70. Floor 60.

Chuuya leaned his head against Dazai’s shoulder, too tired to care about the proximity or the propriety. The fabric of Dazai’s coat was rough against his cheek, smelling of old paper, rain, and the faint, lingering scent of the mints he always chewed. He felt the weight of Dazai’s heartbeat—a steady, mortal rhythm that had nothing to do with singularities or gods or "Optimal Solutions." It was just the heart of a man who had burned his own legacy to save a friend.

"I remember the roof," Chuuya whispered as the elevator plummeted toward the ground.

Dazai went still, his hand tightening on Chuuya’s shoulder. "What?"

"The roof. Years ago. It was snowing, and the city looked like it was made of glass." Chuuya closed his eyes, the memory finally clear, no longer a jagged shard of glass but a part of a whole. "You told me that the dark was the only place where things were real. You told me to find a blanket because I was shivering. You were being a prick about it, but you were the only one who noticed."

Dazai didn't say anything for a long time. The elevator reached the lobby with a soft, final ding.

As the doors opened, the lobby was flooded with the white light of the tactical units' searchlights. Armed men were swarming the entrance, a sea of black-clad officers with rifles at the ready. But for the first time in his life, Chuuya didn't see targets. He didn't see enemies to be crushed. He just saw people doing a job.

Dazai looked down at Chuuya. The "Demon Prodigy" was gone. The "Architect of Ruin" was gone. There was only a man who looked terrified of his own hope.

"I was a prick then," Dazai said softly, his voice barely audible over the shouting outside. "I should have just given you mine. I won't make that mistake again."

"Yeah," Chuuya huffed a tired laugh, his eyes stinging. "You were. But you gave me one eventually."

They stepped out into the lobby.

The shouting started immediately. "Hands in the air! Identify yourselves!"

Dazai didn't raise his hands. He simply reached into his pocket and pulled out a small, encrypted drive—the master key to the Archive's remaining secure sectors, the evidence that would ensure Mori Ougai never saw the sun as a free man again. He held it up like a trophy that was also a white flag.

"Dazai Osamu, Armed Detective Agency," Dazai announced, his voice carrying through the lobby with an authority that made the tactical officers hesitate. "And this is Nakahara Chuuya. He is a key witness to the crimes of the Port Mafia. And he is under the direct protection of the Agency. If you want to talk to him, you’ll have to go through our president. And I believe Fukuzawa-dono is currently having tea with your superiors."

A tactical commander stepped forward, looking between the two of them—the bandaged man and the boy in the torn teal hoodie. He saw the smoke rising from the upper floors. He saw the collapse of the monolith. And he saw that neither of them looked like the monsters the files described. He saw a man holding his partner upright, and a boy who looked like he had finally woken up from a nightmare.

"Clear the path," the commander ordered.

The sea of officers parted.

Chuuya and Dazai walked through the lobby. They walked past the statues of past leaders, past the gold leaf and the bloodstains, and they stepped out of the front doors of the Port Mafia headquarters for the last time.

The night air was freezing, a sharp, cleansing contrast to the climate-controlled death of the tower. Yokohama was alive with the sound of sirens and the distant, rhythmic thrum of a city that was already moving on. The five towers loomed behind them, no longer a monolith of fear, but just five buildings made of glass and steel that had been proven breakable.

They walked toward the harbor. They didn't stop until they reached the railing of the boardwalk, where the salt spray hit their faces and the lights of the Ferris wheel were the only things illuminating the dark water.

Chuuya slumped against the railing, his legs finally giving out. He sat on the wood, his back against the metal bars, staring up at the stars. He felt like he had been carrying a mountain for a decade, and someone had finally told him he could put it down. The silence of the harbor was the loudest thing he had ever heard.

"Is it over?" Chuuya asked, his voice barely a whisper, lost in the sound of the waves.

Dazai sat down beside him, his legs dangling over the edge of the boardwalk. He looked exhausted—dark circles under his eyes, his bandages unraveling at the wrists. He looked like he had finally reached the end of a marathon he had been running since he was fifteen.

"The Mafia is over," Dazai said, looking at his hands. "The legacy of Mori Ougai is over. The blueprints for the 'God' are gone. They can't find you anymore, Chuuya. They don't even have the records to prove you were ever in that tower. You’ve been deleted from their system."

He turned his head to look at Chuuya.

"But you? You're just beginning. You’re a person with a future now, Chuuya. Not an asset with an expiration date."

Chuuya looked at his own hands. The black leather gloves were torn, the fabric frayed and soaked with the dust of the tower. He slowly peeled them off, exposing his bare skin to the winter air.

He didn't glow. He didn't vibrate. His hands were just hands—calloused, scarred, and trembling with cold. They were human hands.

"I don't know who I am," Chuuya whispered, the honesty of it tearing at his throat. "Without the Mafia. Without the suit. Without the 'weapon' label. I’m just... a blank page. It's terrifying, Dazai. I don't know what to do with a blank page."

Dazai reached out. For the first time in their lives, it wasn't a tactical touch. It wasn't a grounding maneuver or a combat sync. He simply took Chuuya’s hand in his own, his palm warm against Chuuya’s freezing skin. He interlaced their fingers, a quiet, solid connection that felt more permanent than any Mafia contract.

"Then we'll write something new," Dazai said, his voice soft and steady. "We have a lot of ink, Chuuya. And I’m very good at editing. We’ll find a name that isn't a project code. We’ll find a home that isn't a safehouse."

Chuuya huffed a tired laugh, a single tear finally escaping and tracing a path through the grime on his face. He squeezed Dazai’s hand back, the contact the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth.

"Yeah," Chuuya said. "I bet you are. You always were a control freak."

Dazai pulled something out from inside his coat. It was the old, ragged grey blanket from the Agency dorms—the one Chuuya had clung to in his first few days of amnesia, the one that smelled like safety. Dazai shook it out and draped it over Chuuya’s shoulders, wrapping it tight around him until Chuuya was a bundle of grey wool and teal fleece.

"It’s not silk," Dazai apologized, his voice dropping into a register of rare, painful sincerity. "And it smells like the Agency’s office coffee and Kunikida’s stress. But it’s yours. It’s always been yours."

Chuuya pulled the blanket closer, burying his nose in the wool. It smelled like safety. It smelled like the man sitting next to him. It smelled like the weight he had finally chosen to carry for himself.

"It’s perfect," Chuuya said.

They sat there in the dark, two zeros who had somehow found a way to add up to something whole. Behind them, the towers were silent, their lights dying one by one. Ahead of them, the bay was endless, reflecting the stars that Mori had never bothered to count.

The architecture of ruin was gone.

The architecture of home was just beginning.

"Dazai?"

"Yes, Chuuya?"

"I'm hungry. Let's get steak. The most expensive one in the city. The kind that comes with a side of wine that costs more than my old apartment."

Dazai groaned, but he didn't let go of Chuuya’s hand. "Always the expensive tastes. I suppose I can steal Kunikida’s credit card one last time. For a good cause."

"Good," Chuuya said, closing his eyes against the salt spray. "And Dazai?"

"Mm?"

"Thanks for the blanket. Truly."

Dazai’s voice was barely a whisper, lost in the sound of the waves hitting the pier.

"Anytime, partner. Anytime."

The morning would come soon, and with it, the hunters and the headlines and the reconstruction of a broken city. But for tonight, under the stars and the salt spray, the god was asleep, and the man was warm.

The story was over.

The life was just starting.


Aftermath

In the months that followed, Yokohama changed.

The five towers remained, but they were no longer a fortress of fear. They became a museum of sorts—a monument to a dark era that the city was determined to outgrow. Mori Ougai disappeared into the labyrinth of the legal system, stripped of his title, his wealth, and his dolls. He became a cautionary tale, a man whose logic was flawless until he met a variable that refused to be solved. He spent his days in a sterile cell, staring at a wall that held no maps.

Chuuya never got all his memories back. There were still gaps—months where the world was just a blur of red light and cold steel. But he stopped looking for the missing pieces. He realized that a person isn't defined by what they've forgotten, but by what they choose to remember.

He chose to remember the smell of chazuke. He chose to remember the weight of a grey wool blanket.

He chose to remember the feeling of a hand interlaced with his own on a cold boardwalk.

He joined the Agency, not as a weapon, but as a man who was very good at moving things and protecting the people who couldn't protect themselves. He wore the teal hoodie until it fell apart, and then he bought a new one. This one was blue, the color of the sky on a clear day.

Dazai stayed by his side, constant and annoying and fiercely protective. They still bickered. They still fought over the last dumpling. They still drove Kunikida to the edge of a nervous breakdown on a daily basis.

But they were alive.

And in a city built on the architecture of ruin, that was the most beautiful thing of all.

Notes:

Again, I think this was a good place to end the story, but I already have a sequel in mind for the aftermath, focusing on Dazai and Chuuya's continued developing relationship. So tell me if you would be if interested!

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