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1. The Right Shade of "Alive" by Kendall_BadApple

   Fandoms: South Park  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   29 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Kyle Broflovski/Eric Cartman
   • Kyle Broflovski
   • Eric Cartman
   • Stan Marsh
   • Kenny McCormick
   • Leopold "Butters" Stotch
   • Liane Cartman
   • Sad Eric Cartman
   • Apathetic Eric Cartman
   • Kyman - Freeform
   • Obsession
   • Out of Character Eric Cartman
   • Eric Cartman Needs a Hug
   • Eric Cartman Not Being an Asshole
   • Eric Cartman-centric
   • Eric Cartman is Bad at Feelings
   • Gay Eric Cartman
   • Gay Kyle Broflovski
   • POV Eric Cartman
   • Angst
   • Alexithymia
   • Depression
   • Aged-up South Park Characters
   • Slow Build
   • Slow Burn
   • Like it's so slow we are all gonna die before Kyle and Eric get together so good luck
   • Eric Cartman & Kenny McCormick are Best Friends
   • Eric Cartman & Kenny McCormick Friendship
   • No beta we die like Kenny
   • Heavy Angst
   • Autism Spectrum

   Summary

   "It’s funny.
   They think I’m better now.
   They think I’m healed, grown, changed.

   But the truth is written in the dust under my bed.

   Seven little notebooks."
   Or

   Eric Cartman is on top but when the door closes and he is home alone his smile always seems to drop

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,306

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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