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Catharsis (Gachiakuta)

Summary:

" CATHARSIS, the purging or release of emotional tensions, especially through kinds of art or music. "

After many hardships in life, a young woman who once believed she had nothing left to live for finally accepts the offer she’s been running from her entire life: to join the Cleaners.

With ties to the organization that run deeper than anyone knows, she steps into the same path her father once walked—searching for answers buried between the Ground and the Sphere. Becoming a Cleaner means learning new rules, facing old dangers, and uncovering secrets that were never meant for her eyes.

Along the way, she crosses paths with all kinds of people: allies who challenge her, enemies who mirror the worst parts of herself, mentors who force her to grow, and someone whose passion makes love feel like the most terrifying trial of all.

In a world built on ruins and revelation, her journey becomes more than survival. It becomes a fight to understand who she is, what she’s connected to, and what she’s willing to become.

!!! Originally published in Wattpad @/infantazia !!!

Notes:

Hey everyone!

**JUST A FEW NOTES BEFORE YOU DIVE IN!**

ON WATTPAD. This fanfic is originally published in wattpad, so updates there may be faster because it's easier for me to navigate there. You guys can follow me at wattpad! My user is @/infantazia

SPOILERS AHEAD! this fanfic is heavily based on the manga.

UNDERSTAND. I won't be using the traditional Y/N format for this story. It felt awkward writing, so I created a name for the readers—Nov! Her appearance is up to you.

CLARIFICATIONS. Nov/Reader is 20 years old. And since she's a girl, then this is technically an 'x afab!' fanfic.

TIMELINE starts before Rudo enters the story.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR. English isn't my first language, so please bear with me. I'm in a passionate frenzy right now, so there may be multiple updates, but I'll be taking my time. This is my first fanfiction in four years, so forgive me if I'm a bit rusty.

SUPPORT THE AUTHOR! If you enjoy the story, please support me by following, leaving comments, or voting, or simply interacting with me in my account conversations. Every bit encourages me to keep writing!

PROPER CREDITS. I don't own the story or character—Gachiakuta belongs to the amazing Kei Urana!

Thanks for reading and supporting!

Chapter 1: The Catalyst

Chapter Text

𝕮𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗿𝘀𝗶𝘀 by infantazia  

❛ When I look at her, it's like she actually gets me. I see it. The way her eyes follow me around, she detects the state of my soul. She picks up everything I can't say. I can't escape her. I can't escape it... this feeling. ❜


"I'm here to help."

It wasn't a normal occurrence at the Cleaners' headquarters for someone to just walk in, willingly offering themselves at death's door. Usually, it was the older guys bringing in young recruits. So imagine the astonishment on their faces as she stood there, backed by no one but her own confidence, seemingly unwavered despite facing intense-looking people. It was like watching a lone cat stroll into a dog fight, tail high, completely oblivious to danger.

The people in the lobby—the givers and supporters—looked at this roused-looking girl. Whoa, whoa! What's up with this little lady? Did she really just moonwalk into hell with one shoe?

She was missing a shoe. Trying to compose herself despite looking breathless. Her knees bled through the sweats she was wearing, earning a concerned glance from the healer among the crowd. Her clothes were disheveled, her hair blown out of her face, almost as if she had been in a rush—or maybe chased by a rogue trash monster. They could tell she was onto something.

She had nothing with her. Nothing but a ragged-looking instrument she held behind her. Who is she? Is that... an axe? No, no... it has strings! Ah, it's a guitar! Sick!

"You seem to be lost, miss. How can I help you?" Enjin blabbered, completely unserious. No one was speaking out, so he figured he'd be the one to do it. Perhaps he thought this girl was one of the few who entered the headquarters, seeing it as nothing more than a help hotline.

"You misheard me, Sir Enjin," she countered, lifting her head to look at him eye to eye. This time, she smiled feverishly. This caught the Cleaners' attention. She knows Enjin? But... the goat don't look like he knows her, like, at all!

"Huh? Wait, what? Wait, how'd you know—" WHAT THE HECK IS HAPPENING?

"I'm here to join the Cleaners!" This time, she made herself clear. With a bow, she confessed, "I'm a giver. I'm told I'll be a great addition to your team, sir! The name's Nov!"

Everyone in the room heard her. Enjin looked at her with a long face, earning a laugh from Semiu and Tamsy. Some seemed unbothered, others curious. But behind all the people who scurried toward her, asking her name and what she was up to, there was this guy trembling with excitement and curiosity.

"So cool. That guitar must be her jinki...!" Eishia watched as everyone crowded the new girl. She was pleased to see the new addition. She hoped she'd be accepted by the leader too! She turned to her brother, a worried smile erupting on her face. "Please contain yourself, Auggie."

"Hah... Heheh... HEHEHE!" August's lips trembled as he wiggled his fingers together in excitement. This man. He was passionate. In his excitement, he threw himself back, leaning with clenched fists and his head thrown back in a shout. His enthusiasm was like a fireworks show in a quiet church—completely inappropriate but impossible to ignore.

"SWEET! NEW MEMBER, NEW SPECIMEN TO DRESS!"

He was practically vibrating, like a human cymbal, and Nov couldn't help but notice. Eishia tried to snap him out, but failed as he swept through the crowd. He leaned on her, almost closing the very little space in between.

"Sup! You'd better be serious about joining, you need a serious makeover, girl!"

"Makeover...?" Maybe, just maybe, this guy was going to be trouble... or a very interesting kind of trouble. And somehow, her chest fluttered a little.