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1. sometimes i go blurry eyed by echoandink

   Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   17 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Arizona Robbins/Amelia Shepherd
   • Monica Beltran/Amelia Shepherd
   • Atticus Lincoln & Amelia Shepherd
   • Amelia Shepherd & Jo Wilson
   • Amelia Shepherd
   • Arizona Robbins
   • Jo Wilson
   • Atticus Lincoln
   • Teddy Altman
   • Richard Webber
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Amelia Shepherd Needs a Hug
   • Bisexual Amelia Shepherd
   • Drug Addiction
   • Depression
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Eating Disorders
   • Amezona
   • Canon Divergence
   • Slow Burn
   • Hopkins History
   • Drug Use
   • Drama
   • I'm going to hurt them so bad I'm sorry
   • I have an Amelia Shepherd problem
   • fluff/angst
   • golden retriever/black cat energy

   Summary

   "I don't want your help," I say, jagged and raw.
   Arizona doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t move.
   Then her lips are on mine, and the edges of my world rupture. Back at Hopkins. Back in that second-year on-call room. Back when things were… right.

   Amelia Shepherd is a mess. Always has been.
   The death of Monica Beltran is just another casualty on a long list.
   Now Arizona is back at Grey Sloan, stepping into the role of Chief of Peds, and she’s made a promise: she won’t let Amelia drown. Not again.

   Language:

   English

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   35,455

   Chapters:

   11/?

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