Merthur
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The anxiety of love and the barrier we couldn't help but put up between eachother. by Fallingoffacliffcrying
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
26 Nov 2022
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Merlin and arthur are attacked. Merlin saves arthurs life and arthurs emotions just break. There is alot of miscommunication, mostly just both of them making everything more difficult by overthinking every possible thing.
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- Part 1 of Merthur
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"I, Arthur Pendragon, hereby sentence Emrys, the king of the druids, to death, for the use of magic."
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- Part 2 of Merthur
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Merlin is dying
He has one last confession for ArthurSeries
- Part 3 of Merthur
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Arthur finds out about Merlins magic. He hasn't told a soul. All he wants to do now is make Camelot a safe place for merlin. And make it so
Merlin is comfortable with him. He wants merlin to know he would do anything for him.Series
- Part 4 of Merthur
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Merlin asks Arthur his opinion on magic
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- Part 5 of Merthur
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Arthur finds out about Merlins magic
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- Part 6 of Merthur
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Arthur discovers merlins magic.
Merlin gets a papercut and spirals.
Arthur sees merlin for the first time since he found out about his magic, not expecting what he finds.Series
- Part 7 of Merthur
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"you'll find me again."
Arthur Pendragons death with an I love you instead of a thank youSeries
- Part 8 of Merthur
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"I'd die for you. I will die for you."
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- Part 9 of Merthur
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The knights don't want Merlin to be helpless, so they go behind Arthur's back to train him. Merlin is down but Arthur is extremely jealous of the knights.
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- Part 10 of Merthur
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"Arthur couldn't help it. He couldn't keep his hands off him. He hoped he was able to hide it well enough. Anytime he found an excuse to touch merlin he would. Even better when Merlin would touch him unprompted. It was all innocent things, accidental brushes, but they were the highlight of his days."
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- Part 11 of Merthur
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Every day was the same. Drink, attempt, sleep, and repeat. Every suicide attempt left him emptier than the last. Nothing could kill him. He was destined to live forever. Forever alone. He had even attempted to kill himself with Arthur's sword Excalibur. Nothing worked.
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- Part 12 of Merthur
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How many people does he have to lose before he should give up? How many people have to die?
Merlin trying to comfort Arthur. As well as distract him from his pain.
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- Part 13 of Merthur
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Arthur Pendragon freaks out after Merlin goes missing. He's searching everywhere. Once he finds him, he finds him injured.
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- Part 14 of Merthur
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Merlin has had nightmares since the day arthur died. Arthur is finally here to comfort him after them.
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- Part 15 of Merthur
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Uther locked Arthur up and crushed the flower that would save Merlin. Arthur and Gwen were still able to get the flower to Merlin, but Arthur was never going to forgive his father for trying to let him die. His ego mattered more than anything or anyone. So Arthur did what he had to do to protect Merlin and his people from the tyrant that was his father.
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- Part 16 of Merthur
- Part 2 of Merlin episode rewrites
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"He never knew something could make him feel better than a blade. But here he was. Kissing Arthur Pendragon and he never felt better. He thought, this was it. I'm fixed. "
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- Part 17 of Merthur
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Arthur Pendragon has never felt loved a day in his life
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- Part 18 of Merthur
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Depressed Merlin finally gets the comfort he's been needing for so long
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- Part 19 of Merthur
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"Merlin knew he shouldn't, but also couldn't help the way it made him feel better. Everytime he felt like he had made the wrong decision.
Everytime someone he loved got injured or died.
Everytime he had to kill someone.
Every time he made a mistake.
Every time he almost got caught using magic.
The only thing that could take the pain away was a blade.
He would sit there, not even crying, just taking the blade over the pale skin, over and over. While the injuries scarred and healed, he would do it again in between the cuts desperate for more space. This only led to layers of scar tissue over his stomach, thighs, chest, and parts of his arms."Series
- Part 20 of Merthur