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    Cullen hasn't been the same since Kinloch. He was tortured by demons and blood mages. How could he be the same man after that?
    Now, a decade later, he's part of something he truly believes in again in the Inquisition and he finds himself falling for the Inquisitor.

    A telling of the romance from Cullen's POV set from the start of In Hushed Whispers through to the end.

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    Cullen Rutherford's worst enemy and greatest asset is his own mind. Addicted to lyrium and dangerously, stupidly in love with the Herald of Andraste, it has sometimes tortured him, but it has always gotten him through. Until now. Haven is on fire, a demigod is stalking them, the Inquisition's war is about to kick off for real, and all he has to keep himself sane enough to survive is a beat up old journal.

    Updated weekly!

     

    The lovely people that have read it have said:

    "Your writing is magnificent."

    "So Raw."

    "I am so excited to read and reread this."

    "Just love it. Absolutely superb....So delightfully poignant and painful."

    "The tension! The action! The mystery! This gave me all of the Big Feelings. Bravo! 💗💗💗"

    "super impressed with the depth and nuance of your insight."

    "your characterization is spot on and TICKLES me."

    “…if it's not official canon, it should be.”

    “chills.”

    “HELL. YEAH!”

    “Heart-wrenching.”

    “So good!”

    “Absolutely incredible. Words fail me.”

    “Wow! I can’t accurately express how beautifully this all rolls together now. Amazing.”

    “Utterly devastated. This one was so beautiful.”

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    "I’ve never told anyone what truly happened to me at Ferelden’s Circle. I was… not myself after that. I was angry. For years, that anger blinded me. I’m not proud of the man that made me."

    "The way I saw mages… I’m not sure I would have cared about you, and the thought of that sickens me.

    Lyrium withdrawal and the realization that he's desperately in love with the Inquisitor has left Cullen raw. Vulnerable. The horror of his past keeps intruding into his present, and he can't help but wonder whether he's been carrying it with him in more ways than one- whether his desires are his own, or something darker that controls and compels him from deep within his subconsciousness.

    He needs to address it— he needs to come clean in order to move on— but will he lose the woman he loves in the process? Will he lose her to something (or someone) else before he can gather the courage to act?

    UPDATED WEEKLY (ish)

    Explicit chapters have asterisks in the title:
    * Some explicit passages
    ** Mostly explicit

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    25/?
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    Lady Rose Trevelyan is in over her head.

    Her attendance at the Conclave was only meant to distract her from her failures as a daughter. And then it blew a hole in the world. Marked by an unknown magic, armed with only a few relevant skills, Rose fumbles and fights her way across Thedas with a band of shockingly deadly oddballs dedicated to stopping— well, all of it. As apocalyptic forces conspire to break and remake her, Rose is snared between the tentative devotion of the Inquisition’s stalwart commander and the fierce love of legendary warrior Garrett Hawke, two vastly different men both haunted by hindsight.

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    Emmaleia was sent to simply spy on the conclave and report back to her mother - Keeper Deshanna Lavellan. But it all goes wrong and Emmaleia finds herself thrust into a place of leadership and worst of all called the Herald of Andraste! She throws herself into the face of danger for the good of the Thedas and discovers something unexpected along the way.

    Cullen Stanton Rutherford came to the conclave at the behest of Seeker Cassandra Pentaghast. He leaves Kirkwall to return to Fereldan and finds himself in the line of duty again...this time as the Commander of the Inquisition Army. Cassandra assures him he is the best man for the job but he has doubts...and then someone comes along and makes him hope for a future that he could be a part of.

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    32/?
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    Cullen Rutherford accidentally summons a succubus, and it all devolves from there.

    New chapter every Sunday.

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    7/15
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    25
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    Originally posted as three separate works: part one for DA Kiss Week 2025, and parts two and three for Rutherfest 2025. They make more sense together.

    (Accidental deletion? Me? Never!)

    Former Inquisition Commander Cullen Rutherford has finally realized a dream: to open a clinic for Templars who wish to free themselves from the clutches of lyrium and for retired Templars too far gone from lyrium to live out the rest of their days in quiet comfort.

    It's the opening day celebration and so, of course, an unexpected guest arrives.

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    A few years after Trespasser, we join Cullen and Anaia--now titled and landed in Ferelden--during their holiday activities. In a moment where Cullen is reflecting on all he's been blessed with, he’s reminded that not all have been as lucky as he has. Begrudgingly, he goes to motivate the last person on Thedas he'd like to share the holiday joy with. Little does he know that while he's been made busy with various tasks, including this one, some conspirators have been preparing his gift.
    Will it be a good one?

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    72
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    When prejudice is even greater than love, nothing remains but memories. Her hair in the sun, thick braids and birthmarks on her slender neck. The drawings on her hand seemed almost sacred. Because that's what she was in the end — sacred, unreal.

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    “Can I help?” Without waiting for an answer, he takes the cloth from me and dips it in the water, washing under one arm and sweeping across my chest to the other. My breath catches as he draws the cold fabric over my nipple.

    “Dorian…”

    “Am I doing it right?” He slides over to the other nipple. “I’ve never washed anyone before. Generally I don’t even have to wash myself. Why don’t you have a mirror, Commander? I’d like to watch you watching me wash you.”

    I lean my head back against him. “Are you always this cheerful in the morning?”

    He smiles. “I suppose you’ll have to wake up with me more often to find out.”

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    Enchanter Dorian Pavus and Commander Cullen Rutherford are the definition of ideologically incompatible - which makes falling in love somewhat awkward.

    Featuring Dorian coaxing Cullen through lyrium withdrawal with not a care for his silk shirt, the north/south divide made flesh, romantic snow, the challenges of having sex while wearing full plate armour, and what happens if you threaten to name a Mabari after your beloved.

    This is a companion fic to 'Just A Wolf', with the same Inquisitor.

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    14/14
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    This never should’ve happened.
    We never should’ve met.
    Love shouldn't bloom from such tragedy, and yet here I stand falling for a woman many consider the messenger of Andraste.
    It's blasphemous.

     

    There's something more to the Commander.
    I could feel it.
    Something beneath the ex- Chantry boy's diffidence, something primal.
    But I'm now considered a key figure in the religion he follows.
    And even though I know I'm still just a woman, he sees someone closer to his god than he's ever known.
    Still, I won't stop trying to bring out the Lion I know lurks beneath all that armor.

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    35/?
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    22,591
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    "Point three," Josephine's voice wafted somewhere far away. "It's a show of force that doesn't involve our army, so naturally, we need the most qualified among us to be the Inquisition's champion. Losing or, losing badly, would make much of this for naught."

    Cullen hummed again, oblivious to the fruit starting to ooze in his hand. Elori's parting words still rang in his mind. We should spend more time together. Happy. Innocuous. Maker they tormented him. Nights upon nights he'd replayed the seconds, the way her fingers paused over the chessboard, vallaslin curving up with her smile like twin boughs of ivy, whether the promise of something danced in her words or solely in his lyrium-worn imagination.

    "Meaning the person most likely to do well. Someone with rank," came Josephine's voice, louder this time.

    "Mmmmm."

    The dropped end of her thought dangled in front of Cullen for a long moment before Leliana's sigh sliced the quiet.

    "Meaning you, Commander."

    ***

    What if Cullen and The Inquisitor's first kiss involved a tourney?

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    In the shadow of the Breach Cullen Rutherford and Alice Trevelyan discover they have feelings for one another - among other things.

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    There was never a way of knowing before her how his body could feel under the touch of another. She is a balm to a wound he wasn’t aware he had, a solve to the loneliness he knew but had not worried gaped within him. The Inquisitor is just a woman, but it is a miracle that he hasn’t crumbled under the rapturous weight of her touch.

    Cullen is terrified of it most days. This thing that they have created is stronger than anything he has ever felt, and also so fragile that he is convinced that one day he will blunder into it and it will shatter. Like he has just now.

    (or, in which cullen can almost let himself feel pleasure, except for all the times he can't)

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    5/5
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    51
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    11
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    1,023
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    In a realm of all things unknown, Warren finds himself alone. What will he do without the familar comfort of his own world? Does he even want to live in a place without such liberties?

    He has little time to dwell on the matter, though, as the anchor bestowed upon his hand refuses to fade. This world may not be ready for him, but he must be prepared for what will seep into him or else everyone and everything around him will crumble.

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    3/?
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    18
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    220
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    Hawke has been a thorn in the Templar Order’s side for years. Meredith gives Cullen authorization to use any means necessary to remove him from play. But Hawke is too powerful, too adored by the city to touch.

    His lover could be of use.

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    2/2
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    An utterly unrepentant self-insert main character gets isekai'd into Dragon Age: Inquisition, and eventually falls for Cullen Rutherford.

    Beth Chisholm had what she considered an unremarkable life, until something pulled her into the Fade and she found herself in Haven directly after the explosion of the Conclave. Now she's surrounded by strangers in a land torn apart by a religious and magical war, and she's started receiving visions that tell her more about the future and the past. Scooped up by the Inquisition, she's given a chance to put her new powers - and some of her old talents - to use.

    Cullen Rutherford joined the Inquisition to atone for his past and leave it behind, and certainly not to find a relationship. But he cannot get the Inquisition's new Seer out of his head - at first because he's unsettled by her strange power, but eventually, because of something else entirely...

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    11/14
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    29
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    45
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    22
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    1,594
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    Solona Amell comes to Haven with her daughter, Eleanor, born nine months to the day of the Circle Tower's rescue.

    Cullen Rutherford quickly falls into old habits when he sees the woman whom he 'always wanted and could never have'. As his thoughts rapidly start to spiral out of control into obsession, he enters a casual relationship with Solona on her terms. As he inevitably falls helplessly in love with her, he learns that getting closer to her will require him to uncover secrets that might be better left untouched.

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    53/53
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    17
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    2
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    445
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    Well.

    He looked like Dorian.

    Older, yes. The wrinkles at the corners of his eyes when he peered up at Cullen were proof enough of that. Ten years ago, when they had met for the first time, Dorian would have been appalled by the mere idea of such a thing.

    But beneath that, beneath the aged hair and skin and the clean, elegant robes that he wore so naturally, it was still clear that this was the man he had known.

    -

    After the events of the Exalted Council, Cullen left his life as an advisor and commander of the Inquisition's forces behind. He spent eight years in relative peace, the past lying dormant, until he found himself being called upon for one more mission. When he agreed, he never expected it to lead him to an old friend or a new beginning.

    Written for the 2025 Dragon Age Reverse Bang alongside the incredible Maagpie!

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    Chapters:
    7/7
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    20
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    71
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    11
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    977
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    When Knight-Enchanter Evelyn Trevelyan is ambushed by Avvar barbarians during a mission in the Frostback Basin, she becomes the most wanted mage in Thedas. When she is taken in by one of the Avvar Holds, things become even more complicated as they believe she is the woman prophesied to save the Avvar from extinction. Unwilling to let their savior go, the Thane of Redhold holds her prisoner while the other Avvar Holds seek to capture her. As her status as a mage outside the Circle of Magi brands her an apostate, she can neither go back home, but neither can she simply accept this new life that was thrust upon her.

    This is a tale laden with magic, spirits, gods, and demons based on the Dragon Age Avvar culture. In the midst of it all is a complicated enemies-to-friends-to-lovers romance.

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    204,133
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    127
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    77
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    18
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