19 Works in Warning: Helena (Orphan Black)
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“It is quite possible that an animal has spoken to me and that I didn't catch the remark because I wasn't paying attention.”
― E.B. White, Charlotte's WebFirst of a series. Helena meets Pupok for the first time.
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- Part 1 of Pupok's Tales
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Legend has it, a woman walked out of DYAD one day and gave birth to gods.
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- Part 1 of Stories of Nod
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She is trying so hard to be the sister Sarah needs her to be: one who doesn’t have suffering written on her skin large as scars. Just like that. Just like scars.
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- Part 15 of Obscure Word Fics
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"When I was seven the nuns said I had devils inside me."
Once upon a time, there were two sheep.
"Jacob have I loved, but Esau have I hated."
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- English
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- 1/1
- Kudos:
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when every living breath was another new dawn by lumberchicken
Fandoms: Orphan Black (TV)
06 Jan 2015
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you were gonna make me wish for the time right before I was born.
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'Past of a Killer Clone' is exactly what its title implies: a look at Helena's past. We follow Helena from Amelia to the convent, from Germany and France and Italy and Austria to Canada, and from the innocent girl she once was to the Killer Clone she is now.
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They've been on the road for a long time -- Helena thinks maybe they're running from something. She wishes Sarah would tell her what they're running from.
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Helena and the Bard of Avon, and killing the European clones.
And Sarah. Always, always Sarah.
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- Part 12 of Obscure Word Fics
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you can't carry it with you (children, sisters, brothers) by pigflight
Fandoms: Orphan Black (TV)
29 Jun 2014
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She thinks about the idea of family, which once seemed like everything.
A long time ago Helena promised that she would never let her sister go.
But it was easy to promise that, with her arms full of shuddering Sarah-weight, with Sarah’s heart thumping a firm counterpoint to her own. It is a difficult promise to keep with no Sarah at all, nothing but ghosts.
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- Part 7 of the unforsaken road
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the things you just escaped (don't you dare look back) by pigflight
Fandoms: Orphan Black (TV)
27 May 2014
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It's alright. Sarah is alright, and Helena is alright, and they are sisters in a tent in the woods and nobody is hollow, nobody is afraid.
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- Part 5 of the unforsaken road
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There is blood on her fingers, and Helena swipes it on the walls. One-two-three; a family blossoms under her fingers. She stops to look at it. Breathes. One-two-three.
If only it could be that easy, to make a family.
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- Part 4 of the unforsaken road
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Sarah can help Sarah can help Sarah can help Helena knows Sarah can fix this, fix what they did to her.
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- Part 3 of the unforsaken road
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Mostly, Helena just wants to sleep. But. That isn’t an option, not here, not with Grace-fear and all these men looking at her like she is a thing to be devoured. Like she’s meat.
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- Part 2 of the unforsaken road
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"Man," I said to myself while watching Orphan Black. "Everyone is really attracted to Sarah. Everyone."
"...I should write about this."
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Still, you press your fingers to your lips and pretend that they are Sarah’s. You pretend that she has let you get close enough to rest your fingers gentle trembling on her beautiful face. Like when your fingers were a knife against her lips, except she isn’t afraid, in your head. She understands, in your head, that you want to know exactly how her lips would move around the words so that you can say them like her, so you can be like her, so you can be as good as her.
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- Part 5 of Obscure Word Fics
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Helena makes it up to heaven, as all good angels do.
...Obviously there's been a miscalculation, though. Angels go to heaven. Abominations don't. -
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Her stomach is full, and in her mind is the dark pits of Her eyes and the way they looked. The way Her mouth moved around the word friends. She doesn’t realize it, yet, but Helena has a predator’s patience. Helena learned from the snakes in the seventh basement and the hawks that watched her kill the third impostor. You sit very, very still and then you move.
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- Part 2 of Keyframes
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Or: Helena on a plane.
“Peanuts?” she asks, voice high.
You stare at her. Your grin shrinks back, your mouth forms a puzzled pout. What about peanuts?
“Yes, I’ll take some,” says the woman next to you. She is no longer shaking, but leaning a little towards the woman in the aisle. You think about this as the nice-dressed woman hands your companion several bright packets. Oh! Oh.
“Yes,” you blurt, your eyes wide. Is she going to take them away, because you didn’t ask quickly enough? “Yes, I will take some peanuts.” The woman nods. There is a plate on her chest that shines bright and says Jane. Jane, Jane, Jane. She piles many shiny packets into her arms and looks at you. You look back, almost vibrating. Peanuts!
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And I don't know, don't know, don't know, know, know
{Helena's lessons, or: the forging of a blade. Set after Episode 7.}
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- Part 1 of Apples Fall