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Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back.
He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales.
"Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time.
By nightfall, Cas is gone.
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03 Dec 2025
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Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.
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Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?
Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.
It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.
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- Part 1 of Cursed Metaphors
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20 Nov 2025
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After a hunt in Queens, Dean drags Sam and Cas out to Rockaway Beach for a day in the sun. It’s supposed to be burgers, beers, and volleyball—until Cas gets handed a popsicle.
Watching his angel eat it should be harmless. Instead, it’s filthy. Melt drips down Cas’s chin, his mouth stretches indecently around the stick, and Dean’s brain short-circuits with one thought: that should be me.
One hurried detour to a changing stall later, Dean’s learning just how dangerous it is to get turned on in public—and how much Cas enjoys the risk.
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11 Nov 2025
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Raise the Black by emmbrancsxx0, valleydean (emmbrancsxx0)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
30 Sep 2022
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Nassau, 1717. Captain Dean Winchester of the Impala is a born and raised pirate, committed to disrupting commerce and civility on a global scale. After a battle at sea with the Royal Navy, Dean discovers a stowaway on his ship: Castiel Novak, an officer from Carolina with a secret. As their relationship grows, so does England’s determination to end piracy in the New World. This is the story of how men can become legends and how love can ignite a revolution.
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08 Sep 2025
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Angels treat omegas like dirt under their shoes. Castiel can't even sit on a train without some alpha turfing him out of his seat. Getting a job in law enforcement took years - omegas aren't supposed to be hired into an 'alpha job', and even though he's clearly the best they have, he still has to put up with his team leader marking him with his oil as though he's the alpha's property.
Castiel has a secret though. The angels are at war with demons and when his secret gets out, he has to flee his own planet and make a new life on Earth. Things go wrong. Horribly wrong.
Dean is an alpha cop. He stumbles across a young angel on duty and despite the child's apparent hatred of him, decides to adopt him - he's soft like that. Little Samandriel comes in a pair though, and his father, Castiel, is a violent and angry man with a terrible past.
He's also been mute for nearly three years.
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