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    After doing some perfunctory waving and smiling for the crowd, he turns to Chuuya and elbows him in the arm, too high above to reach his waist. “Aren’t you tired yet of always losing to me?”

    “I hope you fall off the podium and die,” Chuuya says without breaking his awkward camera grin.

    Dazai mock gasps. “Now what would your fans say if they knew the vile things that come out of your mouth when no one’s looking?”

    — or, the figure skating AU in which Dazai and Chuuya are forced to become rink mates when they are teenagers, sparking a rivalry that is as catastrophic as it is epic. A story about obsessions.

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    29 Nov 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Chuuya, a volatile delinquent shaped by trauma and toxic loyalties, meets Dazai, a withdrawn, dissociative homeschooler who recognizes him from a pivotal childhood memory.

    Guided by Oda’s final words and moved by a foreign sense of purpose, Dazai reaches for something broken and resolves to save him—anonymously, pulling the strings like a sentinel.

    That is, until his cover slips, and a resultant fragile bond shatters under cruelty and peer pressure, ending in Dazai’s suicide.

    Wracked in guilt, will Chuuya Nakahara, amid this lonely, mortal plane, find a way to repeat the past?

    Or is redemption, like memory, only ever a ghost?

     

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    05 Nov 2025

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    Port Mafia Boss Dazai is begged by Sheep members to marry one of their own in order to keep their organization afloat. Dazai agrees, because he plans on annihilating them anyway. Dazai's plan changes once he sees just who he's getting married to.

    [APR 28, 2022: CH 4 ADDED :: Dazai’s idea of a wonderful birthday gift is to have Chuuya captured by his enemies, so he can have lots of fun defeating them.]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    23 Oct 2025

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    Engaged from an early age, Chuuya and Dazai had grown up attached at the hip—'betrothed' was an entire language of its own to them, an insult, a proclamation of love, everything in-between. But when tragedy strikes and forces them apart for five years, it's up to them to relearn each other and reconnect the bond between them.

    Or the Fae Prince!Dazai and Human!Chuuya AU.

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    19 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Chuuya cuts off, eyes coming up to meet with the person he’d bumped into.

     

    He’s tall, shaggy brown hair floating over majestic chocolate eyes. His face was painted with slight shock, his expression twisting into a small smirk. He wore a baggy shirt with a recognizable rock band on the front. But the most noticeable feature were the white bandages that wound their way down his arms and up his neck.

     

    But Chuuya isn’t particularly focused on the stranger's clothes or features, his words dying in the back of his throat as he stares into his eyes. A soft blush paints over the redhead's face, and his breath hitches as the lanky guy steps back.

     

    “Sorry, didn’t see ya’! You must be Chuuya, right? Yosano talked a shit ton about you- I’m Dazai.”

     

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    A college AU where Chuuya is hosting a party at he and Tachihara's apartment. He's introduced to a friend of a friend, spending the start of his evening arguing with the newly met Dazai, before someone suggests a part game and things suddenly grow a bit more heated.

    Chuuya realizes he may be more into Dazai than he originally thought.

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    30 Sep 2025