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    The last time Shane had a fever would have been years ago. It still didn’t feel like this, where he was soaking through the sheets, and the world seemed to be going black around the edges. Everything seemed wrong. Too hot, too tight. The flu, but incongruently dissimilar. Something is odd. Shane shifts, and then—

    Something distinctly wet between his legs.

    What the fuck is an omegaverse, anyway?

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Boston Raiders Updates @BostonRaidersUpdates
    Woke up to a very unexpected like this morning!

    In the photo, the first thing Shane sees is his name.

    Shane Hollander liked your tweet.

    He zooms in on the tweet in question and sees Ilya, shirtless, kissing the Stanley Cup.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    One accidental word sends Shane spiraling, but Ilya knows exactly what Shane needs—and he’s going to make him ask for it properly.

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    Shane accidentally calls Ilya Dad and realizes he might have a daddy kink

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    "The hotel," Ilya repeated in a flat tone, cupping under Shane's jaw. "What hotel?"

    "Uh," Shane replied again, because he had no fucking clue. "I just need to not be here."

    "Hollander," Ilya said firmly, squeezing his chin. Shane melted, just a bit, but he tried to remain determined when he started to look for his shorts. Ilya's hand didn't allow for much movement though, his head unable to turn. "Shane, tell me now. Are you going into heat?"

    or the one where ilya calling shane by his first name sends him into heat

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    The closet in the hall holds the thicker comforter that he sleeps with in the winter. Shane doesn’t recognize his own hands as he yanks it out from the top shelf, watching it tumble onto the floor and trail behind him as he hefts it into his bedroom, laying down on his bed and pulling it over him.

    He ducks his head underneath, blanketing his own sight in blue-tinted darkness. The ringing in his ears lessens, the ache behind his eyes softens. Shane knows what he’s done, but maybe if he just doesn’t think the word, it doesn’t have to be true. Maybe he can ignore all of these implications and keep doing what he’s been doing for so long, avoiding the change that looms over him like an executioner’s blade.

    The nest is still wrong.

    The realization makes his breath catch in his throat. Panic collapses like a dying star in his chest—not an outward explosion, loud and impossible to ignore, but a quiet implosion, the integrity of his choices quickly falling away in the face of instincts he’s been suppressing like this for five years.

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    Or, Shane and Ilya spontaneously bond. Neither of them are ready for the domino effect of consequences.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Even Ilya fucking Rozanov was going to know Shane was okay before the girl Shane had been seeing for years. Hayden couldn’t let that happen. So he lifted Shane’s phone again, scrolled through his contacts, and found Lily’s name. The line began to ring.

    Rozanov stiffened where he stood at the hospital counter, then he pulled out his phone. Weird.

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    High on pain meds after his injury, Shane entrusts his phone to Hayden to answer his texts and tell everyone he's okay. Hayden realizes that no one else would have called Lily, because no one else knows she even exists.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Something Ilya did not study in English were the forbidden words. Slurs, in English. Why would he? He knew the big ones that he should ‘be careful to not even rhyme with when there’s a camera on him,’ said the Bears’ PR manager, so he didn’t, and that was that.

    Except, now they were saying something about Hollander in the locker room.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Of course I’m playing,” Shane retorts, any bite in it undermined by his lack of eye contact and the pink flush steadily blooming on his freckled cheeks, “why wouldn’t I?”

    Ilya scoffs incredulously, lowers his voice so his words go undetected by the referee, “They let you start game, smelling like you need a knot.”

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Ilya wakes up first. They bang about it.

    (Ilya pov)

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    14 Jan 2026

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    "You have to come to the locker room. Now."

    Shane frowns. Holds up his notebook. "I'm busy."

    "Forget that, man. It's all over the news. Ilya Rozanov has just defected from the Soviet Union."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey au

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “Can you still stay the night?”

    “Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”

    I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”

    He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.

    “Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”

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    08 Jan 2026

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    “Jesus Christ.” Shane says with feeling.

    “Mm, Jesus Christ.” Ilya Rozanov’s voice pipes up behind him.

    “Oh god.” Shane says with feeling.

    “Yes. Oh god.” Ilya Rozanov’s voice pipes up from behind him.

    “Oh shit. Holy fucking shit.” Shane says, swaying a little where he stands. “Am I dying?”

    “Pretty sure is panic attack. Place head between knees.”

    It was placing his head between knees that got them into this predicament in the first place.

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    How far can Shane spiral after accidentally bonding with his hockey rival?

    Apparently, quite a bit.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Shane has a secret, and the least Ilya can do is help him keep it.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    This season for Shane Hollander is everything - scouts watching, stats climbing, NHL dreams within arm’s reach. He’s disciplined, controlled, built to dominate. But then he goes into an unexpected first heat in the middle of a game. No one notices except Ilya Rozanov, a rival he’s only ever admired through screens and stat sheets, the one man whose scent cuts through Shane’s fever like relief.

    A whispered room number becomes inevitability. Shane arrives shaking, desperate, half-feral with need he doesn’t understand. What follows is hours of relentless waves of heat and hunger, release collapsing into need again, Ilya’s hands and voice the only thing keeping Shane from burning through the mattress.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    “When did you start feeling like this? Did it come out of nowhere or you think something happened?” she asks.

    “It started in Detroit in December, last year. I do not remember it from games in Vancouver and Edmonton before that.”

    “Do anything out of the ordinary then?”

    “No, I do not—” he comes to a complete stop, and Ash walks ahead of him for a few steps before turning.

    “What? What is it?”

    The picture swirls in front of him like vibrant water colours splashing on a canvas. Cliff beckons him over to where he and Victor are perched on their bikes, and Victor holds his phone out to him. The headline is clear: Is Rose Landry dating MLH star Shane Hollander?

    A pit forms in Ilya’s stomach, cramping uncomfortably as if carved with a rusted knife, and distantly he recalls feeling the same way back in December.

    There is no fucking way that’s been the problem.

    or, hot off the press from my tl after episode 4: ‘ilya is the first alpha to go through rejection sickness’

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    07 Jan 2026

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    "Someone did this to me."

    Ilya can only nod, knowing that there's not much else to say. What comfort can he offer, when he can only imagine the turmoil that Shane must feel?

    "You're safe now," he offers, hoping that it can offer some measure of solace.

    Shane's eyes flit back to him, wide and swallowed up by a tangle of emotions.

    "I always was," he says, his voice hushed. "You were there."

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    Shane is drugged by heat inducers at the club, and Ilya is there to help him through it.

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    06 Jan 2026

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