Chapter Text
August 22, 2017
I was never meant to roam these hallways
Nor take such rocky pathways
That proved life was well underway
Even when it was never mine to take away
I was never meant to know what pain felt
Nor the sudden urge to end it all
For this was never mine to bear
I was never meant to comprehend
This disgusting need to end
To crush underneath my weight as I stand
A delicate flower that all should forever tend
My breath has been an accident
That makes me wonder if my time's already spent
Because I was never meant to know when it all came and went
To know this wasn't it
This was never meant to be mine at all
Nor was it to be my graceless fall
For the life I stole should reach their decorated halls
And I've never wanted to be among their palace walls
Or listen to their pleading calls
If I was never mean to live this life
Why is it hard to end such strife
To cut such attachments meant for a better suited mind