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1. Still Us by tatgrl

   Fandoms: Chicago PD (TV), Chicago Med, Law & Order: SVU, FBI (TV 2018), FBI: International (TV 2021)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   18 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Jay Halstead/Erin Lindsay
   • Erin Lindsay & Cass Beckman
   • Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz & Jay Halstead
   • Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz/Amanda Tate
   • Erin Lindsay
   • Jay Halstead
   • Cass Beckman
   • Hank Voight
   • Hailey Upton
   • Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz
   • Will Halstead
   • Kim Burgess
   • Adam Ruzek
   • Kevin Atwater
   • Trudy Platt
   • OA Zidan
   • Olivia Benson
   • Amanda Rollins
   • Amanda Tate
   • Scott Forrester (FBI: International)
   • Cameron Vo
   • Jubal Valentine
   • Romance
   • Angst
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Second Chances
   • True Love
   • Violence
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Swearing
   • Linstead
   • Slow Burn
   • Emotional Baggage
   • Angst and Romance
   • Post-Break Up
   • Long-Distance Relationship
   • Found Family
   • Canon Divergence
   • Character Study
   • undeniable chemistry
   • They will always love each other
   • Soul-Searching
   • Rebuilding
   • missing each other like crazy
   • emotional torture
   • PTSD
   • Self-Sabotage
   • Erin Lindsay is Not Okay
   • Jay Halstead Needs A Hug
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Long-distance hugs
   • Devastating but with a happy end (promise)
   • I cry you cry we all cry for linstead
   • Break with them rebuild with them
   • Jay Halstead really really really needs a hug in Bolivia
   • Actually…We all need a hug
   • Get ready to cry
   • Jay darling please use your words
   • E&J forever engraved in the sky
   • Long-distance creativity
   • Cass Beckman is my superpower and my superstar
   • Poor Soldier boy Jay going through hell in Bolivia
   • Sisterhood Through Healing
   • From Therapist to Sister
   • Erin Lindsay Deserved This Kind of Friendship
   • Waiting Is Over Scout Boy Finally Uses His Words and Asks for the Divorce We Were Robbed of Onscreen

   Summary

   What really made Jay Halstead walk away from Chicago—from his badge, his team, his wife? Was the Army his answer… or just another escape? Did he really go straight to Bolivia? Or was there a detour? And what if Erin Lindsay ever crossed his path again?
   This is a Linstead story about love lost, love found, and the long road in between. A deep dive into messy minds, old wounds, and unfinished business. An emotional journey of soul-searching, rebuilding, and the kind of connection you never really let go of.

   Not just a fic. A fix-it. A healing process. An escape.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

   82/?

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