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Notes:

Here are some small details I’ve been thinking about for the What IF versions of fem!Subaru

Pride IF
-Subaru’s Archbishop of Pride outfit was inspired by her first friend, combined with Emilia’s cloak, with Roswaal’s help.
-Subaru worships Emilia like her own messiah.
-Meili loves the Emilia doll that Subaru made, and she likes practicing braiding using Subaru’s hair. She’s happy and feels like they’re one family.
-Elsa often braids Subaru’s hair. Before starting their final plan, she thinks about asking Subaru to run away together with her — the three of them, somewhere very far away, because “Mother” is already dead. She’s begun to like this life, but in the end she doesn’t say it out loud, thinking that they’ve gone too far to turn back now.

Wrath IF
-Subaru prefers wearing men’s clothing rather than skirts, usually something plain — often all black.
-When going outside, Subaru often carries an umbrella. She’s too used to staying in the dark indoors, so sunlight feels almost blinding to her eyes.
-Subaru has pale skin and a very slender build.
-Cecilus keeps trying to dress Subaru up in beautiful, elegant outfits.
-When Subaru dies, Ram feels empty inside. Looking at her own hair and Subaru’s, which were both long, she feels as though another little sister of hers has died.
-When Reinhard learns who Subaru really is after not seeing her for many years, he feels strange — how could someone so kind turn into something cruel and cold-blooded?

Gluttony IF
-Subaru cuts her hair short because her friend said it looks good on her and is more convenient for missions.

Greed IF
-When Julius meets Subaru again, he feels like he’s seeing a stranger. She’s no longer the hot-headed girl he knew, but a woman who seems empty and distant.
-Reinhard falls into depression over the uselessness of his existence and decides to blindly follow Subaru, believing she’s better than him — a woman both beautiful and wise.
-Emilia often invites Subaru to dress up with her in the morning, take baths together, or have pajama parties.