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1. Point of view by Lostinthemadness89

   Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   05 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Colin Bridgerton/Penelope Featherington
   • Colin Bridgerton & Penelope Featherington
   • Eloise Bridgerton/Phillip Crane
   • Penelope Featherington
   • Colin Bridgerton
   • Eloise Bridgerton
   • Benedict Bridgerton
   • Violet Bridgerton
   • Anthony Bridgerton
   • Kate Sheffield | Kate Sharma
   • Gregory Bridgerton
   • Hyacinth Bridgerton
   • Phillip Crane
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Horny Penelope Featherington
   • POV Penelope Featherington
   • Jealous Colin Bridgerton
   • Colin Bridgerton Being an Idiot
   • Eventual Smut
   • Supportive Benedict Bridgerton
   • Masturbation
   • so much masturbation
   • Doctor Colin Bridgerton
   • Colin Bridgerton Wears Glasses
   • Slow Burn
   • No beta we die like Edmund
   • Discord: But You're My Mess (Bridgerton)
   • child medical emergency
   • croup attack
   • Depiction of Dyspnea
   • Hospitalization
   • child is fine
   • Anxiety
   • Minor Character Death
   • Parent Death
   • Heart Attacks
   • it's Archie
   • Trauma
   • Panic Attacks
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Sexting
   • Cunnilingus
   • Blow Jobs
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Heavy Angst
   • HEA
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Misunderstandings
   • Miscommunication
   • POV Colin Bridgerton
   • Chaotic Colin Bridgerton
   • Horny Colin Bridgerton

   Summary

   Penelope Featherington is at her wit's end.
   Due to which mysterious illness has she suddenly become a stuttering mess whenever her best friend - and secret crush - Colin Bridgerton is around?
   For years, she used to be able to control her desires. Now, she turns into a dripping, drooling, writhing pile of hearteyes as soon as he so much as looks at her.

   And, what's more: Why is he suddenly acting weirdly, too?
   Has he been befallen by the same arcane affliction that seems to burden her?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   89,356

   Chapters:

   19/21

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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