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1. A new day always begins with the ending of night by Wildflowersovermygrave

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M, F/M
   • Work in Progress

   08 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Sam Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy
   • Jack Kline
   • Claire Novak
   • Jody Mills
   • Episode Fix-It: s15e18 Despair (Supernatural)
   • Hurt Dean Winchester
   • Bisexual Dean Winchester
   • Castiel Loves Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester Loves Castiel
   • Dean Winchester in Denial
   • Castiel Knows That Dean Winchester Loves Castiel
   • Dean doesn't know castiel knows
   • Sam Winchester is So Done
   • Sam Winchester is So Done with Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester is So Done with Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Minor Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
   • Sam Winchester Knows
   • Protective Dean Winchester
   • Everyone Knows About Castiel/Dean Winchester Except Castiel and Dean Winchester
   • Exept Cas knows
   • Dean Winchester Gets a Hug
   • Dean Winchester Gets Own Shit Together
   • Castiel Wants Dean Winchester to be Happy
   • Dean Winchester Just Wants To Be Loved
   • Dean Winchester Wants Castiel Back
   • Dean Winchester Wants a Family
   • Castiel is Jack Kline's Parent
   • Dean Winchester is Jack Kline's Parent
   • Jack Kline as God
   • Jealousy
   • Flirting
   • Awkward Flirting
   • First Kiss
   • Its all a big holiday
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond
   • Soul Bond
   • POV Multiple
   • Fluff and Angst
   • References to Depression
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Happy Ending
   • Sad with a Happy Ending
   • no beta we die like women

   Summary

   Cas is gone. Dead. Dean doesn't want to think about that. He doesn't want to think about anything really. He wants to let go. But Dean is one of those people that doesn't know how to do that, especially when it comes to family. His Family. His Cas. Because damn it, damn the fucking world and Chuck and all of it, the angel was HIS. And when he, oh when Dean really wants something, he's going to burn his life down before letting it go. Or letting someone take that "something" away from him.

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   English

   Words:

   59,114

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