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1. untethered by smartfroggy

   Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   04 Feb 2026

   Tags

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   • Alexis Ness/Alexis Ness
   • Michael Kaiser/Alexis Ness
   • Alexis Ness
   • Michael Kaiser
   • Angst
   • Mental Breakdown
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Alexis Ness Needs a Hug
   • Alexis Ness Deserves Better
   • Dark
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Harm
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Mitski's Music
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Alex G's Music
   • Character Study
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • POV First Person
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Obsessive Behavior
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Obsession
   • Vomiting
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Heavy Angst
   • POV Alexis Ness

   Summary

   "I changed my very being for a man who left me without a second thought, and now I am left bare. There is not a thought in my head about who I am, what it even means for me to exist. I am nothing but a gaping hole. I am nothing but a canvas for those who claim to love me to paint the way they wish to perceive me. What is a muse without its painter? What is a loyal dog without a collar tethered to it?"

   This is set directly after the events of chapter 301, and how I interpreted what happened to Ness after the NEL ARC ended.

   Good luck.

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   English

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