If I Loved You
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Ted has probably never been more down on his luck, with bills piling up and life in general just getting to him lately. On top of all this, he somehow ends up agreeing to chaperone the Hatchetfield High prom, and God only knows how that will turn out. But he can get by, so long as he plays his cards right and ignores the fact that he’s starting to look at Paul a little differently.
…Wait, what?
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- Part 1 of If I Loved You
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One thing that can never be said about Ted is that he isn’t stubborn. He’s a professional at digging his heels in, even at the cost of himself. But unfortunately for him, it turns out Paul is just the same, and he might care just a little more than Ted is used to.
In short, it turns out that Ted needs glasses, and Paul is here to convince him that’s not as horrible as he thinks it is.
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- Part 2 of If I Loved You
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If you ask Ted, Pride Month becoming so commercialized has started to defeat the purpose, and it turns out Paul feels the same way. But especially in a corporate environment like CCRP, nothing is stopping them from taking advantage.
aka the chaicoffee hard launch, in which Ted and Paul put their careers on the line and come out with the truth.
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- Part 3 of If I Loved You
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It’s the end of June, and that means the kids are graduating. Ted is just here to take embarrassing pictures, until he gets some crushing news and Paul helps him rethink a few things.
In short, family is what you make of it, and maybe Ted can be for Pete what their dad never really was for him.
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- Part 4 of If I Loved You
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Ted has never really celebrated his birthday, and he doesn’t plan to start. The last thing he wants is to acknowledge how age is starting to catch up with him.
Unfortunately, Paul and the kids have other ideas.
In short, everyone except Ted himself wants to appreciate another year with him…and maybe that’s not such a bad thing.
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- Part 5 of If I Loved You
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Ted hasn’t heard from Paul in two days and he’s starting to get worried. On Paul’s side of things, he’s learning the true meaning of allergy season.
In short, Paul has hay fever, and he’s used to working through it alone, but he’s lucky Ted is here to help this time around.
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- Part 6 of If I Loved You
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A Hatchetfield Halloween Special by Fionexxe14
Fandoms: Hatchetfield Series - Team StarKid
07 Dec 2025
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Ted has always been a fan of Halloween in general, not so much of the costumes, but he’s willing to make an exception since the kids want one last party before they go to college…even if it’s a little hard to reconcile. Lucky Paul is here to help him through it.
aka a Hatchetfield Halloween special, in which Ted is forced to acknowledge the passage of time again and Paul makes sure he knows that isn’t the end of the world.
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- Part 7 of If I Loved You
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With the CTO retiring, CCRP is looking for someone to fill his shoes. In spite of Ted’s self-doubt trying to creep in again, the odds might just be in his favor.
In short, Ted gets promoted, and with support from Paul and the kids, he might actually be able to make it work.
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- Part 8 of If I Loved You
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A Hatchetfield Christmas (Eve) Special by Fionexxe14
Fandoms: Hatchetfield Series - Team StarKid
12 Dec 2025
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‘Tis the season in Hatchetfield, but it’s not all snowflakes and sugarplums with Ted on the verge of burnout following his promotion. As always, though, Paul is here to make sure he’s okay.
aka a Hatchetfield Christmas (Eve) Special, in which Ted gets a well-deserved nap and Paul stops the kids from burning down the kitchen.
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- Part 9 of If I Loved You
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It’s the new year, which means the kids are starting college. Ted has to cope with Pete moving out, and he’s fine…until he isn’t.
In short, Ted isn’t ready to let go just yet, and Paul is here to show him that maybe he doesn’t have to.
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- Part 10 of If I Loved You
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Now that the house is empty, there’s not much to distract Ted from just how overwhelming work is sometimes. But with a push in the right direction from Paul, maybe he can learn a bit more about himself and how to cope.
In short, Ted starts going to therapy, and Paul helps him seek out a diagnosis that could actually explain a lot.
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- Part 11 of If I Loved You
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A Hatchetfield Valentine Special by Fionexxe14
Fandoms: Hatchetfield Series - Team StarKid
16 Dec 2025
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It’s Valentine’s Day in Hatchetfield, but work is a little more demanding than the holidays, so unfortunately, Ted and Paul couldn’t celebrate even if they wanted to.
In short, Ted survives his first conference that couldn’t have possibly been more poorly timed…which leads to him thinking a few things over, and jumping to a conclusion that should probably feel more far-fetched.
So why doesn’t it?
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- Part 12 of If I Loved You
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It’s been a few weeks since Valentine’s Day, and Ted still hasn’t managed to really get that crazy idea out of his head. Before his self-doubt can get the best of him, pretty mich everyone tells him to just go for it…and, well, it couldn’t hurt to try.
In short, Ted asks Paul the most important question he’s ever going to ask.
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- Part 13 of If I Loved You
- Language:
- English
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- 2,157
- Chapters:
- 1/2
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- 2
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