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    spencer reid has an addiction, he wants to get clean.
    he starts frequenting a NA group, he mets maeve donovan.
    his life changes completely, and so does hers.

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    Haunted by his kidnapping and slipping into addiction, Spencer Reid fights to piece himself back together, leaning on the BAU as he navigates fear, darkness, and fragile hope.

    or,

    I hated how the show handled Reid's addiction by making the team ignore it. Like no! that's his family! so I fixed it

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    He took a shaky breath. Just looking at the vials reminded him of that shed. The smell of fish guts, burning wood and dirt. It was enough to make him throw up. But he knew once he did it, he wouldn't remember any of that. He wouldn't feel a thing but an all-encompassing sensation like he was wrapped in a warm, heavy blanket. He needed that feeling. He imagined that was how well-adjusted children felt, when their mentally stable parents tucked them tightly into bed.

    He just didn't want to be afraid anymore.

     

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    Dilaudid is Spencer's only solace, the only peace from the memories of the horrors he went through in that shed. However, his habit is getting increasingly harder to hide from the rest of the team, and one person in particular: Derek Morgan. When Spencer misses a plane for a new case, Morgan covers for him with the team instantly. But he won't let Spencer's dirty little secret go. He's determined to help—and to discover what Spencer has been hiding since the day they rescued him.

    Trigger warnings in the tags. Be warned this fic will have explicit representations of possibly disturbing themes and events.

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    Ten years after Spencer Reid was rescued from Tobias Hankel, straight out of a three-month prison sentence, Spencer is informed of a new trial to overcome: Tobias Hankel has finally been found fit to stand trial, after a decade of therapy to help his condition. and Spencer, who was afraid to stand trial in the first place, has to face his demons.

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    Once, as a kid, his mother had told him about tragic geniuses. The great writers and all their neuroses and miseries, all the brilliant thinkers who drank themselves to death or cut their own lives short to avoid bearing the weight of their minds. He always knew the statistics - the predisposition of those with high IQs to drug addiction, the increased rates of mental illnesses in Mensa members, the loneliness associated with higher intelligence.

    His brain had always been his greatest weapon, especially when he turned it on himself. An obsessive mind is an addictive one, and Spencer Reid was nothing if not obsessed.

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    The only thing Spencer could do was kiss the man who had saved his life. He forgot his boyfriend was watching everything that happened in that little shack, tirelessly searching for him

    OR: Spencer and Tobias have sex in the shack. Derek has to watch

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    An alternate universe, in which Tobias Hankel fell in love with the man he kidnapped, and maybe Spencer Reid fell in love with him too.

    There is no happy ending in this love story.

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    a short story from Spencer Reid's first person narrative, detailing his time at the BAU

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    “The first night back in my apartment, I spent two hours in the shower just scrubbing the dirt and blood from underneath my fingernails,” she started.
    “By the end of it, my fingers started bleeding, and I couldn’t tell if it was my blood or dogs’ blood. Or yours.” she stared at him apologetically, her tone broken with shame. Her eyes bore into him, taking in every detail of his willowy frame, as if it were the first — or last — time she saw him.
    “You really scared us there, Spence,” she choked. “You scared me.”

    OR
    Nobody's asked JJ how she's been after Hankel.
    Part 4 of "The Bet"

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    Spencer Reid had a knack for star-gazing that he never really told anyone. But after everything with Tobias Hankel, he was currently by the graveyard where he was supposed to bury his own body. Looking up at the sky, looking for constellations he recognized. It brought him comfort, at least.

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    Derek Morgan had done well to keep his terrible secret for so long. Until they arrested him in Chicago, he was confident he could make it to his grave without anyone knowing the truth about what he actually was--

    A wolf in cop's clothing.

    When he's finally exposed and forced to confess his horrible truth to his supervisor, he's hopeful that's the worst it can possibly get. Of course, he still has to break it to Spencer Reid that they can never be anything more than friends before things can get back to any semblance of normal.

    And then Reid gets taken by one of the worst monsters the BAU has yet encountered. What follows is the aftermath encompassing not only Morgan's cursed affliction born of infectious evil, but Reid's as well.

    --The one where Morgan is a werewolf and Reid becomes a vampire--

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    Even if my heart stops beating / You're the only thing I need with me

    Pretty Boy - The Neighbourhood

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    "NO!" Spencer shouts, his voice cracking as he cuts Derek off, "Derek, you—you need to leave, you need to—to go, I can't—" His mouth waters as his senses pick back up on the tantalizing smell of blood, and he whimpers, "I can't— I won't hurt you, just—just go, just go before I—"

    Derek pushes forward, presses down on Spencer side again, his hand stained crimson. "Spencer, what!? No, I'm not—I'm not leaving you to bleed out, what the hell are you talking about?"

    "Derek, please—" Spencer begs, but his pleas fall on deaf ears.

    He can't do this. His restraint is splintering, cracking down the middle, and he could see it, see the cut on Derek's neck, see the crimson blood slowly trickling down his skin, and he needs it, he needs it so badly—

    or: Spencer has had many secrets. This is his most terrifying one.

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    Spencer walked into work that day, earlier than he usually would. He isn’t one for walking into work as early as Hotch did, based off of the fact Hotch was just setting down his suitcase, but he hadn’t been sleeping well lately, so he just decided to come in earlier to try and get some more work done faster. 

    They had a new case in Springfield, Missouri though. It was sure to be an interesting one.

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    “My name is Spencer Reid. I’m twenty-five years old. Derek Morgan called me pretty boy. And I loved my mom.”

    No one is around to hear it, but maybe the night sky will take it, scatter it into the stars, and shine it back down in a few decades’ time.

    Revelations, but Tobias Hankel shoots Spencer in the graveyard.

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    The aftermath of Revelations

    Spencer is struggling after Tobias, his coping methods are....subpar.

    He felt exposed, raw, vulnerable - everyone gave him these knowing looks when his hands shook too much to continue geographical profiles, or when he stood up and had to pause for a moment to catch himself on the table.
    They looked at him confused, however, when he left the bathroom stalls looking calmer, more collected (more unaware and much, much, much higher).

    Or: Spencer isn't coping after being back at work - to try to avoid slipping further into drug addiction he swaps it for another.

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    When the words 'victim' and 'profiler' can describe the same person, what is left of who you once were within the worst paradox the BAU has ever known?
    In the wake of surviving Hankel, Dr. Spencer Reid is prescribed Vyvanse and Klonopin to manage the chaos of newly diagnosed mental health conditions. The doctors weren’t wrong—but neither was he for leaning on the pills a little harder than most would understand. Vyvanse sharpens him into the most efficient profiler the BAU has ever seen. Klonopin blunts the jagged edges of trauma, keeping flashbacks just out of reach. Spencer isn’t abusing his meds—he’s surviving. Using intellect as armor against a past too brutal to face—a past explicitly detailed in a case file with his name on it, barely buried beneath the stack of the other usual case files that littered his desk, hidden in plain sight like everything else in his life these past few months.

    This story takes place in early 2007 and serves as a rewritten and reimagined aftermath of the events depicted in the mid-season two episodes "The Big Game" and "Revelations".

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    “Now, principal Strauss has been on my ass, so I’ll be *assigning* partners,” Rossi stated as he sat down at his desk. Derek groaned, and Penelope pouted as they’d usually work together. “Kevin Lynch, you’re with Penelope Garcia, Emily Prentiss, you're with Tara Lewis, Spencer Reid, you're with Derek Morgan—.”

    *You’ve got to be shitting me.*

    “Sir, if I may, I’d like a different partner—.” Derek raised his hand and started. Rossi had a sign and immediately raised his hand to stop him.

    “And I’d like to be in *Cabo*. No exceptions, Morgan.” Rossi said as he continued giving the list. Derek turned to look at Spencer, who had his head down. A hand in his hair as he sighed.

    *Maybe* he was an ass, but he would rather be partnered with *Foyet* than Spencer. At least Foyet was on his team, and Derek was captain.

    or

    derek has to be partnered up with quanticon high's know-it-all asshole, only to find out he isn't what he expected. having to balance football and the drama that comes with it, will it make or break him and his friends

    or

    bau high school au bcs there arent enough fanfics of this. includes morreid, jemily, jj x will and spencelle (yes they're all love triangles)

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    Spencer's therapist recommends writing letters to help with his recovery after Georgia.

    These are the letters he writes.

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    Spencer quits Dilauded.

    But what if he traded one addiction for another?

    Title from ‘Daylight’ by David Kushner

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