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    something you can fix by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    27 Dec 2025

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Question of the Day by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Jan 2026

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    Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!

    This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    comfort me now (i'm still on my way) by for justalittlebraver

    Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

    23 Oct 2022

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    Chris places both hands on Chan’s shoulders. “You don’t have to do this alone,” he pleads. “You aren’t alone.” The older man sighs, and Chan hears him muttering about the future. But then he looks up, gaze determined. “Listen,” he says firmly, fingers digging into Chan’s skin, “you are going to change their lives.”

    “Okay,” Chan says dumbly.

    “I mean it. But more importantly, they are going to change yours. And I—I know how absolutely fucking impossible that feels for you. For us. And I know it’s not something that you’ll let happen overnight or anything because we’re—” He laughs, quiet but harsh. “We’re not like that. Not right now, at least. But you have to let them, okay?”

    It’s so strange, Chan thinks, sitting here with the knowledge of who he is, while staring—quite literally—at the person that he will be, one day. He’s trying to reconcile the differences between himself and Chris, because it seems like such a large leap. Maybe even an impossible one.

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    Bang Chan, nineteen, has never felt more hopeless—until the night his twenty-five year-old self appears in his bedroom, hinting at a future Chan never thought possible.

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    17 Oct 2025

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    darling, you ain't seen nothin' yet by

    Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)  

    12 Apr 2024

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    Porsche is pretty sure someone's screaming- he just can't tell if it's Pol or Khun.

    "Relax!" He grins as the car swerves into a tight alley, prompting another wave of screams, arms and feet scrambling to anchor themselves down as a hail of bullets ricochet behind them."We'll make it back home alive. Trust me."

    Probably. Maybe. Fuck. They didn't need to know that.

    "What the fuck," Oh, it wasn't Pol screaming, "what the actual fuck, Porsche!"

    He glances beside him, grinning sheepishly at the terrified Pete. His knuckles were turning white at how tightly he's holding on to his seatbelt.

    "I'm never leaving the compound again!" Khun wails behind them, sandwiched between Arm and Pol who both looked like they were about to hurl.

    or; the five times Porsche shows his driving prowess, and the one time they find out where he learned to drift.

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    and you know for me, it's always you by

    Fandoms: Clown in a Cornfield Series - Adam Cesare  

    25 May 2025

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    “Well, Rusty, I think we should be best friends.”
    “Okay,” Ruston responded simply, because at their age, it really was that simple.

    Or, 5 times no one understood Rust and Cole's relationship, and one time they themselves finally did.

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