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    While renting himself out to pay for med school, twenty-four year old Dennis Whitaker meets fifty-four year old Michael Robinavitch. A quiet, unassuming doctor, so unlike his other patrons. What began as an agreement of simple convenience- Dennis's companionship for Robby's support- develops into something real as Robby becomes more than a client and their relationship becomes more than a simple contract.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    one of the most beautiful and lovely and heartbreaking fics i have ever read. i love how seamlessly it fits into canon.

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    That’s hockey, baby. There’s only three options: you go until you’re a victor, a loser, or dead.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    i’ve only finished part one so far, but i can already tell that this series is gonna be a favorite and kill me dead.

    part one read: 12/16/25 - 12/19/25

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    Kent Parson wakes up the day after Cup Day in bed with a stranger. He's expecting to have hooked up with a Jack Zimmermann look-a-like. He is not expecting to see Jack Zimmermann’s boyfriend sound asleep beside him, dressed in what looks like one of his old Aces’ jerseys and nothing else.

    Kent stares. And stares. And stares some more. Completely eloquently, for the third time that morning, he says, “What the fuck.”

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    Or, Kent Parson swaps places with an alternate version of himself who happens to be madly in love with one Eric R. Bittle. It goes about as well as you'd expect.

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    15 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i had this bookmarked at one point, but it in-bookmarked itself?? anyways, amazing alternate universe fic in which i need everyone to be happy and together, bc they’ve all gone through too much shit at this point. pb&j squared.

    re-read december 2025

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    After Abbot and Robby discover that Dennis hasn't been laid since undergrad, they approach him with a proposal.
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    “God, man. His fucking pupils,” Jack said. He leaned in closer to get a better view of his pupils swallowing up the irises of his eyes.

    “I know. If I didn’t know any better, I’d think he was on something.” Robby grabbed Dennis’ jaw with one hand and slipped the other back down his underwear. “But he’s just being a really good boy, isn’t he?” He used the hand on his jaw to make Dennis nod his head.
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    “My true love will have hair the color of yellow apples,” and Jack Zimmermann will take a bite from the forbidden fruit, juice running down his chin. “My true love will be exactly five feet and six-and-a-half inches tall,” and he will chew a leaf from a tree of that same height. “My true love will be as sweet as sugar and sharp as lemon,” and he will drink half a glass of Great-Aunt Cathy’s lemonade, waiting until the last dregs of sugar hit his tongue. “And if a single one of these things is not to be, then let it be known—my true love shall not be he.”

    (He knows in his bones that this spell won’t ever come true. After all, his true love isn't real, and if he’s not real, then the curse can’t take him. That’s the whole point.)

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    Or, a Practical Magic AU. Wherein Jack Zimmermann must deal with family curses, hockey legacies, accidental manslaughter, Kent Parson’s obstinate death wish, and a snarky Southern kitchen warlock who won’t mind his own damn business.

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    03 Jan 2018

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    THE BEST FUCKING FIC PLZ READ IT.

    re-read december 2024 and this is STILL the best fucking fic and you should STILL read it. anna i owe you my life.