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    “What I want most isn’t sex, Dean. I want—I want you to love me. That’s my greatest desire. And you—you can’t give it to me, Dean. Not the way I want it. Not the way I love you.”
    The words are soft, vulnerable, and it feels as if the very room has been transformed into a homemade confessional, because this is Cas confessing his dearest secret to Dean—again, always again—and this is Dean on the other side, not knowing how to respond. Heart racing, Cas’s figure blurring with his tears. This is the bunker dungeon all over again, with death knocking on their door, and this is Cas dying, again, because Dean is too afraid to give him what he wants.

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    Post-finale, after Jack rescues Cas from the Empty and brings him back to Earth as a human, Cas and Dean have yet to talk about his confession. Dean's avoidance of the subject was working perfectly—up until a routine hunt in which a witch curses Cas to die within 24 hours unless his greatest desire is fulfilled. Seems like they have some talking to do, after all.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    There's a haunted apartment building in Vermont, and the ad says "Professional couple only". Dean and Cas rise to the occasion.

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    10 Sep 2025

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    “I don’t understand.” Shaking his head, Castiel tries to make sense out of Sam’s words, “You defeated Chuck. You got your freedom back. That was what Dean was fighting for the whole time, why would he just throw that away, Sam? What happened?”

    “What happened?!” For the first time, Sam turns his eyes away from the road and his voice rises, suddenly laced with fury, “Man, you fucking died! What else do you think would mess him up so badly?!”

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    Coming back from the Empty after a whole year, Castiel discovers that the Bunker is not the home of the Winchesters anymore. Quickly the hunters who are residing connect him to Sam and Sam doesn't hesitate to bring Castiel to Dean, telling him some very unexpected things during their way. Now all Castiel can hope for is that Dean is able to forgive him.

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    21 Aug 2025

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    The sheer weight of Dean’s grief and Cas’s return is living non-stop in my head rent fucking free

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    Spoilers for Death Stranding 2: On the Beach

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    He sees it then. His Ha. Silhouetted above him against the surface of the Seam. He can do little to resist it, caught past its event horizon, unable to escape the gravitational pull. He’s tugged again, more violently this time, hurtling faster and faster towards himself until his Ka is forced to slip inside.

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    I desperately needed a Higgs redemption after DS2 so I took matters into my own hands <3

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    11 Jul 2025

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    Slow burn with angst? Sign me the fuck up

  5. Public Bookmark 95

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    "Sam, I know that you normally refuse human cargo, but I’m not sure I trust anyone else to handle this."

    Sam didn’t need to know who his cargo was, he didn’t need to know what the specifics were of their past, or what would happen to them once they were delivered. The less Sam knew the better. It would be a whole lot easier for both of them if he kept his distance, and just did his job. Right?

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    It should have been like any other job. Collect the cargo, deliver it in one piece, and move on. Sam didn't like to get attached, and he certainly avoided making connections whenever possible. However, this delivery would prove to go a lot different from what he had planned.

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    04 Jan 2024

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    Some of the most compelling natural character dynamic development 10/10 come back and read this again. My absolute favorite SamHiggs fic of all time.