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    Cas is sick and Dean finds a journal that Cas kept about his time alone as a human.

    This fic is a retelling of first half of S9 from Cas's POV (via Cas's journal). Lots of Cas angst/loneliness and a correspondingly equal volume of Dean guilt. Sick fic, hurt/comfort, journal fic, and a Christmas fic too.

    NO SLASH but the entire thing features a strong Cas/Dean friendship.

    Destiel readers: This entire fic can be read as pre-Destiel (or not, as you prefer), and if you would like to read it that way, I also wrote an optional, explicit, Destiel epilogue chapter just for you guys. :)

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    When it struck Castiel, he was in mid-flight. It dropped him out of the sky like a sparrow buffeted by gale-force winds. Castiel set down the first place he could find. He ended up standing in a field in Switzerland, swaying on his feet and staring down at his body, dazed by what it had just done.

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    A man named Cas wakes up in 2003 with no memories, but he's able to piece together a few things:

    Supernatural creatures exist, and most of them will hurt innocent civilians if he doesn't stop them; he has abilities that no human hunter should have, but he knows enough about human hunters to keep that to himself, and finally; he keeps running into another hunter named Dean Winchester, who must be as lonely as he is if he's willing to put up with those former facts long enough to help Cas unravel the mystery of who (or what) he really is.

    For his part, Dean's still (not) dealing with Sam's departure to Stanford, and figures distracting himself with a bit of mystery and intrigue is as harmless as it gets, right? Right.
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    A three part series (with some side stories) that goes from pre-series into the end of season 3 (and beyond?) This 'verse asks two very important questions: what if Dean Winchester got a boyfriend, and what if Cas listened to Fiona Apple.

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    When Castiel goes on a hunt alone and is caught by a particular FBI team, the brothers do something they never thought they’d have to. They kidnap SSA Spencer Reid to make an exchange. But being kidnapped by delusional serial killers is nothing like Spencer thought it would be.

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    When an unidentified body is found in an illegal grave in a field in Pontiac, Illinois, the body gets shipped to the Medico-Legal Lab at the Jeffersonian for identification, and Death calls Tessa in with a warning: "The righteous man has broken, and the angels have breached Hell's gates."

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  6. 43

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    Sam and Dean make the mistake of doing a favor for another hunter, putting them in Washington, DC, just as the Grave Digger comes for Booth. Sam and Booth end up in his clutches and it's race against time for the Jeffersonian team, Dean, and Bobby to locate and rescue them.

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    The strangest set of humanoid remains the team has ever seen, a string of government secrets, and an agent who's the exact picture of the friend they lost four years ago. This is where it starts.

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    When a famous mystery author/forensic anthropologist and her partner from the FBI turn up at PPTH, House and his colleagues find that they have more in common than they might have expected. Casefic. Crossover, set just after Bones 6X2 and House M.D. 7X6.

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    Lance Sweets' life ended midsentence in a parking garage, leaving behind a pregnant fiancé and numerous friends who mourn his loss. And perhaps in another universe, his story would have ended there as well. But this isn't that universe.

    (AKA I keep meaning to write something interesting for fandoms I like but all that comes out is time travel fix its)

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    Dr. Lance Sweets is no longer the innocent eager psychologist he was a little over a year and a half ago. His time as a prodigy profiler at the BAU was a blessing. His time in a serial killer's basement was not.
    Now, scarred but healed, Sweets is 'retired' to calmer job in the FBI as a therapist. As he helps others, he helps himself.
    But... is it enough? What will he do when one of his most fascinating (unwilling) patients asks for help on a case? How will his new team take his past as his secrets slowly start to come out?

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    Brennan is trying to choose a new intern, and is slowly weeding out the ones who are unacceptable candidates. A case of mistaken identity narrows down the competition when one candidate makes an inappropriate comment to Parker about Bones.

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  12. 30

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    - Что-то не так, - прохрипел Джейс. Его голос измучено дрожал и совсем не походил на голос человека, который всего несколько часов назад ушел танцевать, пить, веселиться и, возможно, заниматься любовью с прекрасной Мел Медардой.

    - Слишком далеко, я не должен быть здесь.

    Этот Джейс был похож на дикого зверя, весь заросший и лохматый, разъяренный и убитый болью. Громоздкое оружие снова громыхнуло об пол, и Виктор наконец выдавил из себя слова.
    - Джейс, это… ты?

    Или

    Поглощенный своим одиночеством, Виктор становится свидетелем того, как в лаборатории, которую он делит с Джейсом Талисом, происходит Аномалия, способная изменить жизнь, какой они ее знают (или, возможно, никогда не узнают).

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    When Dante heads to Fortuna to investigate the Order of the Sword, he doesn't expect to find much. He doesn't expect to find a nephew he never knew he had. He certainly doesn't expect to find himself getting attached to the stubborn little boy so quickly.

    But finding and bonding with Nero raises the toughest situation Dante has ever come across on a job- just what is he supposed to do with the boy now?

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    (Spoilers for DMC5)

    When Dante gets a call from Trish saying that she's found something very personal hidden away in a ghost town, he has suspicions. But a demon that he, Vergil, and Nero never would have expected to find winds up rocking the very foundations of their world, and especially their family.

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    The Underground gets one Hell of a newcomer. Follow the Doom Slayer on his path to escape the Underground, meet new friends, and make pasta. Uses elements from both the 1993 Doomguy and the 2016 Doom Slayer. Rated T because, duh, Doomguy.

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    He tried not to think of that time now, as he sat, shut in his boxy little apartment that Chris had basically shoved him into and told him that he wasn’t going anywhere else so he should get used to it. Cooped up and distressed, pacing about the living room with his hands shoved deeply into his pockets where no more trauma could befall them, although he was pleasantly surprised that his chewed off fingers had made a return. Slowly. He didn’t want to put too much thought into that though. Terrified of becoming a spectacle to the doctors who, under Chris’ watchful eye, had stared, baffled, at his vitals and then at Ethan himself. Unsure of what to say.

    Ethan hadn’t known what to say either.

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    Ethan's homecoming is a little less straightforward than first thought.

    Now with added art in Chap 6!

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    It would have been easier if Ethan Winters did die in the explosion, but he was going to take his second chance of a fresh start.

    Even if it means having to temporarily live with the last person who wanted to be near a mutant like him.

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    There was a typewriter in the church, he recalled. It would be a small, little reprise from the hell of the village.

    As he passed by the church, though, something caught his attention. From inside, he thought he heard something, a cough; a grumble. He couldn’t be sure, though. This sounded human, though, and panic and fear shot up Ethan’s spine.

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    In another timeline, created by Titan Raiden, Bi-Han had managed to save himself from the darkness that festered in his heart.

    Tomas doesn't know how to feel about that.

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  20. 41

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    Tomas had never known true acceptance. But he follows the rules set for him, even if it hurts to.

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