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    Saddler didn't raise a daughter; he forged a weapon. He shaped Éber to be the vessel for his evil, a blind witch whose touch didn't just sense people—it consumed and controlled them. After he killed Salazar, she ran from him. Éber was lost, a loaded gun waiting in the wilderness.

    That's when John Winchester found her. He saw the ultimate hunter, and he bound her with a spell to ensure she'd only ever point where he aimed.

    Now, Éber lives in a world of tastes and control, terrified of the power at her fingertips. Until she meets Dean. His touch doesn't hurt. It doesn't taste. For the first time, she can touch someone without owning them. And for a weapon that only knows how to destroy, that simple connection might be the most terrifying power of all.

    [this is a sad story. please, be aware of the triggers. don't go in if they might hurt you]

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    Dean Smith has done his very best to leave every bit of his past from his hometown, his foster family, his tough-guy straight persona and even his last name. Now Sam wants his brother to come back to his foster family's for Christmas to meet Sam's soon to be fiancé. Dean really wasn't expecting the only boy he'd ever loved to be sitting on Bobby Singer's couch. But Cas really needs Bobby, and Dean is only going to be home for a week. Honestly, what could go wrong?

    It's a Hallmark movie where a heroine leaves the big city to reconnect with family and old flame and small town life, but our heroine is a hero who has some good reasons for preferring the big city to the small town.

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    Dean Winchester is in love with Cas. This is a fact he does not know how to deny, even as his father hisses how it's wrong, and Castiel himself is unaware of Dean's clear feelings.

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    When Dean gets de-aged, Sam realizes that, his entire life, he's been biased to see Dean in a different way than he actually existed. However, looking at a young Dean who looks so much smaller and more hurt and scared than he was, Sam understands that Dean was never really the bad guy, pulling over to hug him.

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    John started training Dean to hunt when he was 6. First, it was simple self defense techniques, then hand-to-hand combat with knives, before Dean eventually moved onto guns, making his first sawn-off at 7. In all honesty, Dean would much rather drop the weapons all together and fight with what God gave him, - fighting with tools felt wrong in a way he couldn’t explain - but the one time he said as such to his father, he got an incredibly angry lecture from the man about why that was a terrible idea, as well as a few bruises that were difficult to hide at school the next day. He didn’t bring it up again.
    Instead, Dean settled for scrapping at school. Whenever he saw a kid picking on another (especially if they were picking on Sam), he’d tackle them to the ground, only stopping his barrage of attacks when the other kid stopped fighting back, or when they were pulled apart. John knew about these fights, but he didn’t care. It wasn’t like they were gonna be in the area for long enough for it to matter, anyway.

    For 6 years, Dean would continue this routine of training, hunting, fighting, and looking after Sam.

    Dean’s training stopped when he was 12.

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    Après une chasse qui tourne mal, le jeune Dean Winchester, qui a du mal à assumer sa mutation à cause des traumatismes que lui a longtemps fait subir son père, se retrouve à l'Institut Xavier, où il fait de nouvelles rencontres qui lui apprennent à s'aimer tel qu'il est. Dean trouve sa place au sein de l'Institut, mais son passé ne tarde pas à le rattraper. Son père, persuadé qu'il est en fait possédé par une créature surnaturelle, est prêt à tout pour sauver son fils...même s'il ne veut pas être sauvé.

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    John finds Dean kissing another boy and decides to beat the queer out of him. Bobby helps Dean to start healing.

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    Dean went on his first hunt at 8 (though ‘went’ is putting it nicely - John borderline dragged the boy, him not wanting to leave Sam home alone). It was a simple ‘salt ‘n’ burn’ ghost hunt at an old decrepit mansion, but the ghost tended to prefer children over adults, getting violent towards any adult in its vicinity, unless a child was present. Thus, as far as John thought, this was the perfect first mission. Besides, according to the reports John read up on beforehand, the ghost never hurt any of the kids (as far as anyone could tell), merely kidnapping them, never to be seen again. By bringing Dean on this mission, he could knock out two birds with one stone: Salt and burn the ghost, so no more children could be taken, and find where the kids had been taken, as if all goes to plan, Dean will also be taken to the mystery kidnapping location. Deans a tough boy.

    He can do this.

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    Dean Winchester and Castiel are a happy couple. Dean finally feels at peace for the first time in his entire life. But that all changes when his long-deceased father comes knocking on their door.

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    John Winchester didn’t know how to mourn. Not in the way normal people did. For him, grief wasn’t tears and eulogies—it was bullets and vengeance. Every hunt, every monster he put down, every sleepless night spent poring over lore books was his way of screaming into the void.

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    John loses his mind a bit after Sam leaves for Stanford, and in his fragile and drunken mental state, he coerces Dean to dress like Mary in an attempt to heal his aching heart.

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    SLAVE!SAM AU

    John Winchester kept some things close to his heart. He was a hardened man with only one goal and focus in mind, to avenge Mary's death. But in order to do that, John was willing to sacrifice anything and everything, even giving up the other six-month old son that he had for adoption.

    Dean Winchester had lots of memories. Memories of his mom, memories of his brother, and dreams of what his life could have been if they were just alive. But no, it was just him, dad, and Baby. And a bunch of dirty motels in between.

    Ben learned to never need or ask for anything, but there was just one thing he always wanted: to be loved. To be cared for and to be loved by an actual family. But he was just a slave, trapped into the realm of monsters and hunters because Ben was a monster, a psychic, and after getting a vision of the yellow-eyed demon, was now placed into the hands of the Winchesters.

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    The Winchesters get a call from a certain Sawyer, a hunter they have never met, who needs help on a case. Y/N Winchester is going to face a rollercoaster of emotions they have not gone through before.

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    Castiel is a lighthouse keeper in the middle of the ocean, a solitary life he has chosen. What he didn't expect was to find a man washed up on the beach at the foot of the lighthouse, wounded and unconscious. That man, a sailor named Dean, not accustomed to life on earth, but rather to freedom of a life on the sea, will have to stay and live with that strange lighthouse keeper used to loneliness until the supply boat comes.
    They'll have to live together, with all their differences and similarities. A daily challenge that will become less and less difficult as the days go by, but other difficulties and questions will surface.

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    The Impala was running hot, and he was headed for Stull Cemetery with a plea on his lips and a white-knuckle grip on the steering wheel, he had to fix this mistake, at the very least he had to try.

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    Dean Winchester thought he had everything he could ever want: a stable life, a loving husband, and a home that felt safe. For five years, he and Castiel built a quiet happiness together, away from the chaos of hunting. But it only takes one bad decision—and one little pill—for his world to start unraveling.

    What begins as an escape from judgment and pressure slowly becomes a spiral he can’t control. Through Dean’s eyes, the world twists: the man he loves most seems cold, distant, and even violent. Every flinch, every glance, every imagined “attack” pushes Dean to defend himself… until the line between victim and abuser shatters completely.

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    John has left his two young sons alone in a motel while he is away on a job, when he comes back he learns that they found a dog and he agrees to keep it

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    Dean Winchester is 26, the forest is cold and John Winchester spills one drop of his son's blood for the last time.

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    A drabble of Dean reflecting on his habit of stargazing in childhood to his happy present

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    To appreciate something only after you've lost it is to have never appreciated it in the first place, and Dean Winchester finds this out the hard way.

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