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    2005: „Es ist gut, seinen Träumen nachzujagen, aber schlecht, von ihnen gejagt zu werden.“ Franz Kafka.
    Niemand wusste besser, was das hieß, als er. Zumindest war sich Samsa dessen sicher. Niemand konnte besser nachvollziehen, was es hieß, wenn der Traum zu einem Albtraum wurde.
    Träume zerplatzten nicht einfach wie Seifenblasen. Vielmehr waren sie wie ein Autoreifen, in den jemand ein winzig kleines Loch gestochen hatte, durch das langsam die Luft entwich. Niemand bemerkte, wie das Fahrzeug immer mehr ins Schlingern geriet, bis der Reifen platzte.
    Was von den Träumen blieb, waren Erinnerungen. Erinnerungen, die schlimmer waren als es ein Albtraum je hätte sein können.

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    On a little night out with the senior staff of the ER to celebrate the newest fellow, Trinity Santos, Robby meets her brother who’s new to town. The only issue is that they’ve already been introduced

    AU where adopted Dennis is not a doctor and has only just come to Pittsburgh and almost immediately met Robby.

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    What will you do if you started getting memories you never had?

    Will you finally be able to make your fate different?

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    An angel fell in love with a human. Will this love bloom like the flowers in the Garden of Eden? Or it will consume them into the darkest pits of hell. Hannie, being in the lowest rank of angels, trained his entire existence to be the best guardian angel that would exist on earth. He’s a bit clumsy but can’t wait to be sent on earth to accomplish his mission. Guide humans to the right path. Here comes Cheolo, a directionally challenged human; for him, the right path doesn’t exist. Believed that he was born to bend rules and create his own path. Where chaos and danger follow him, making life more miserable than it already is. Older angels always warned Hannie about the last mission on earth; they said it would test his patience or, more likely, faith in humanity. Will Hannie be able to guide Cheolo, or will he fail his last mission?

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    Sequel to: let's keep this between us

    Three years after Dom casually slides into his DMs to make fun of his Brits outfit, Harry accidentally does the same thing two weeks after their wedding, and it changes their lives forever.

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    John glared at him, still trying to catch his breath. He stood up. “How can you be so ready for this? You’re just…” he looked at him, the words trailing off.
    Alex took a deep breath. He didn’t answer for a few moments. “I had to adapt to this situation very quickly. I didn’t know of any of this until yesterday. I thought my brother was dead. He’s not. I need to get back to him. I need to get back to camp so we can arm those people with these guns.” He tapped the bag.
    “All that for people you don’t even know?” John crossed his arms. “You’re risking your life for a bunch of strangers?”
    Alex frowned. “If I’m remembering correctly, you’re the one who saved me back when I was trapped by walkers. Because if you were in that situation, you would want someone to do the same for you,” He paused. “Am I wrong?”

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    Have you ever wanted to read a fan fiction about the characters in Hamilton in the The Walking Dead universe? Now you can! This fic loosely follows the plot of the The Walking Dead TV show with a few tweaks and plot twists. To sum it up: Hamilton characters in a modern-day TWD apocalypse.

    WEEKLY UPDATES COMING IN THE SUMMER!!!!
    TAGS WILL UPDATE

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    Waking up with a headache was nothing new to Robert, but he hasn’t grown up to be a fan of it yet. Stretching in his plastic chair and pressing his knuckles against the area between his eyebrows eases the pain, soothing it from a sharp one to a dull, more in the background one, giving Robert a chance to stand up and feel the blood flow try it best to keep him from swaying. 

    The bathroom lights blind Robert for a brief second when he turns them on, regretting his choice to do so when he is greeted by his reflection in the mirror.

    If Robert has issues that go above what he can, or wants to, work through by himself, will they take him down or will someone finally snap him out of it?

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    This is a story about nine victors.

    The world demands spectacle. Interviews. Galas. Victory tours. Smiles for the cameras. The Gamemakers make them symbols. The public calls them heroes. But they know the truth: winning only trades one arena for another.

    They are terrified. They are broken. They are beyond fixing.

    What do you do when despair is all around you? when fighting back feels impossible, and when staying alive is its own kind of punishment?

    Or

    ZB1 have won the Hunger Games, what happens now?

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    Subspace and Medkit won't stop PHUCKING! P-H-U-C-K THAT TYPE OF PHUCKING!

    Subspace and Medkit toxic yaoi and they fuck at the end also this will take forever

    i dont care if broker and darkheart r barely mentioned i love brokerheart and i will SOMEHOW make it relevant.

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    “I wish I’d never met you.”

    It’s a fleeting thought. A brief dream. Something crushable within his palm. Something easily crushed flat, easy to chuck into the nearest bin and forget about, tear it out of mind.

    But it is also the reverse, the opposite, the antonym.

    It is the trash you dig out, a second guess, something you reconsider and rethink and retry.

    Retry now:

    “I ruined you.”

    Ruin. Had Robert ruined Flambae?

    Was ruined even the right word? At all?

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    Flambae and Robert talk about the past. A one-shot.

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    В июне 1969 года слово нашло её — ведьма — принесённое странным, растрёпанным и остролоктым мальчиком по имени Северус.
    В закопчённом сердце Коукворта, далеко от заколдованных замков и движущихся лестниц, Лили Эванс и Северус Снегг украли у упрямого марша времени семь лет. Между сломанными костями и залеченными обидами, между цветами, распускающимися не в сезон, и корнями, что отказывались приживаться, Лили узнаёт, что у магии есть пределы, но всё равно её руки продолжают тянуться, тянуться, тянуться.

    Лили Эванс и Северус Снегг — С 1969 по 1975

    Russian Translation of Septennium by Aclandiae

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    some poorly written ii oneshots made purely for my own amusement (and also to feed the knickle nation)
    yeah knickle is my life support so there's gonna be a lot of that in here
    REQUESTS ARE OPEN !!!!!

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    Early days of season one.. Firey wins the long awaited Dream Island! but instead of only claiming his promised prize, The Announcer forces upon him a dark reward that'll change everything.

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    Luka Couffaine lost his melody. Well, he stopped listening to it, and a song can only exists if perceived, so theoretically it still exists, he simply hasn't heard it in a long time. Being an internationally famous musician, this has made people worried for him, including Adrien Agreste, who has avoided the spotlight at all costs since his quite public breakup with Marinette a few years earlier.

    a story of situation (fake dating) brought about by questionable choices (avoidance of feelings) and the ability (and choice) to listen to one's melody.

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    Hina goes through it™

    (Teen pregnancy, depression, and sibling angst.... yay!)

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    Idia shroud was an introvert. he was not made to talk to others, so why in all the hells was he to be married to a SUPER SCARY, super DEADLY Fae???? The king of the underworld must have had it out for him!

     

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    Malleus was cold.

    a dragon without a flame.

    a moon without a sun.

    oh how things change when you least expect them.

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    Mahito acquired a new pet recently!

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    Rejoice died then comes to haunt wemmbu blah blah blah

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    After Ayano Aishi escaped the grip of her abusive, obsessive ex on what was supposed to be their wedding day, she and her loved ones won the battle but not the war. Because even in her freedom, she carried the aftermath: a child growing inside her, second by second, month by month. A new life that shared her blood… and his.

    Yet despite the dark circumstances of her pregnancy, Ayano is determined to guide her child toward a righteous path. She refuse to believe blood decides destiny. It’s not the lineage running through her baby’s veins that matters, but the way she chooses to raise her child. Ayano is not raising a reminder of him, she is raising a human being.

    And she will make sure her child never becomes anything like the man who made her and her friends suffer. Never a monster. Never his legacy.

    Ayano chose life so she could guide her baby toward something better—toward humanity, love, and a future untouched by his shadow.

    This is her promise: The cycle ends with her.
    And her child’s life will begin with hope.

     

    And that is how the 12th Aishi was born...

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    Mickey Milkovich in a world where Terry no longer influences him in high school. Mickey spends years healing after Terry, and it is his Junior year (should've been senior year but he was held back) of high school. By that point in time Mickey was a goth boy hanging out with his goth friends, going to parties, smoking, drinking, and trying to dull the high school years away.That is when he bumped into a certain Redhead whom happened to be the poster child for school spirit. Only Ian would be the one to truly give Mickey a reason to leave his shell. Problem is, high school can be more complicated than what is at the surface.

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