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    A simple four-word question: what if Murdoch lived?

    (Reading the prologue, i.e. the previous fic in this series, is not required, but it would give context to the Lights/Murdoch situation. Also, it's some nice fluff before the tragedy...)

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    Niamh’s 30th birthday comes with karaoke, bruises, a candle on a muffin, and the quiet realization that she’s in love with her attending.
    Robby is everything she shouldn’t want: older, broken, brilliant, and barely holding himself together.
    When grief, anger, and unresolved trauma collide, he crosses a line he can’t take back—and Niamh learns that caring doesn’t always mean safety.

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    The Fount of Knowledge is the last Virtue standing - the last beacon of hope in a world falling to ruin. The only hope is the Beast Sealing Spell, yet it requires five - a fail safe, in case they corrupted. No one ever thought about what would happen if only Some of the Beasts corrupted, and thus Pristine Milk must be sealed alongside those he once loved - now warped nearly beyond recognition.

    Once the Beasts break free, thousands of years in the future, Pristine Milk has to learn to navigate a world wholly unfamiliar to him - and deal with the eons of trauma he's been ignoring. Turns out being locked in a tree for thousands of years makes your trauma worse! Who could've guessed?

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    Звучит третий звонок, и занавес поднимается — на сцене неправдоподобные декорации, которые хотят внушить зрителям, что время пошло вспять и остановилось в той точке истории, где расцветал декаданс, где первая русская революция окончилась крахом, где беспокойный двадцатый век только-только стал действительностью. Наши марионетки, подхваченные безумным потоком времени, будут танцевать и корчится, но это будет потом. А пока мы начнём с того, что по Сибирской железной дороге мчится поезд.

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    Uzi doorman lost her father a long time ago in an incident with the doors. Ever since Uzi terrorises the colony to survive. That is, until they discover who is murdering drones for money. Uzi is run out of the colony, and stumbles across a certain group of misfit disassemblers. And everything goes downhill from there.

    Oh, and did I mention the Solver is there too?

    Yeah, it’s all gone to shit.

    idk how to write summaries, just read it pls.

    (Updated summary, yay)

     

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    Vox always had his anxious thoughts.

    In life, they were Hell on earth.

    In death, his new body allowed him to patch them out of his systems! He found Heaven!

    Then, a virus came and fucked it up.

    Who knew the real Hell was the one he battled with in his own head?

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    Okay. So this is (mostly) focused on OCD/Pure OCD. This was brutal for me to write and I will guess can be TRIGGERING to others. I am not kidding: if you're sensitive to any of the tags at all, don't look. READ THE TAGS. Seriously, this is just Vox suffering. Here, DEAD DOVE, DO NOT EAT means: READ THE TAGS!

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    Verso Dessendre had one person in his life. His inspiration, his sole purpose for living in this facade of a family; his six year old little sister, Alicia. When a fire took over their home, caused by the Writers, and Alicia was nowhere to be found, everyone assumed she had perished. They had nothing to prove it. But she couldn't have. She was too smart for that, too pure for that. She couldn't have.
    And he would spend the rest of his days searching for her.
    Gustave Auclair wanted kids oh so desperately, but with his girlfriend Sophie not wanting any, despite his best attempts at convincing her, he respectfully took it as a sign that children were not in the cards for him. That is, until, he finds a small little girl unconcious in the snow, her head resting against the train tracks he had helped to build all those months ago. With no memories of her past life, and no family come to claim her, he takes her under his gaurdianship, despite the distress of his partner.
    Maelle was family, and he would never go back on family.
    Ten years pass, and soon the past, present and future will all collide in a case of lost memories, found family, and even perhaps, a love that transcends all tragedy.

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    Jabber stared off into the distance as he watched, stalked, admired his prey. A beauty he'd had his eye on for months now, watching the boy grow as a person and as a fighter. Zanka Nijiku, the youngest son of the Nijiku clan, thought to be a prodigy. But Jabber knew the truth, knew he wasn't as good as his siblings. He'd been watching long enough to really know the truth of their family dynamic. Kyouka, the star. Goka, the silver medal. And Zanka, the participation trophy.

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    Athena doesn’t know if she has any advice or ability to talk about any serious subjects with Buck today. Or any day honestly. Buck is too similar to her, too similar to Bobby and she just can’t handle it. She hates that. Hates that she dreads when he’s in the same room as her, nervous when he looks her way.

    Buck’s nervous energy is radiating off him. She can feel his approach. “Athena, hi.” He made it. He finally broke through the invisible barrier she’s had since Bobby…since then.

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    Or: Athena struggles after the "lab incident" and her time in space

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    Atsumu’s life changes when he’s grabbed and pulled inside a private property to avoid getting caught by the military police.
    Or maybe it changes when he starts speed running on a minefield in a desperate attempt to get back home to his penthouse in Seoul.
    Actually, no, it probably changes after paragliding goes wrong. More specifically, it changes when he crash lands right in the arms of the hottest guy who’s ever roamed the Earth and Jesus Christ, Atsumu has a thing for people in military uniforms –

    Wait, stop. Backtrack.

    So, Atsumu is stuck in North Korea. He’s not extremely proud of how it happened. But hey! That will make for a stunning Buzzfeed interview.

    (Aka, Crash Landing On You but it's Sakuatsu)

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    You were normal at those things. Not good, not bad, just ordinary. You never had any unusual hobbies, unlike other people. Not at all. Most of the time, you were just there. Living, but not living life. Maybe that was why when you woke up in a whole new place, you thought you were being delusional. Headsup: you weren’t.

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    Five years ago, Barry woke up in the past, alone in a world already under the rule of a dictatorial Superman unwilling to tolerate dissent, with Wally’s unborn core nestled into his belly, Yellow Lantern already out the door.
    Faced with the impossible choice between Regime and Insurgency, Barry took the path of Bureaucracy.
    (After all, when you’ve been in a time loop for millions of years, you know how to play the long game and wear a smile on your face even when you want to scream.)

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    ***
    - I can’t do this to her. I have to stay faithful to my wife. - his voice written in pain.

    - Then why are you trembling, gulping - desperate for my touch? Why do you come to see me almost every night? Why are you jealous of the men I bring in my bed, hm? - I whispered in his ear, licking the back of it. 

    - Don’t do it, Aurora. I won’t be able to come back from this, neither will you. - low grow escaped his lips. 

    I knew it was wrong, but God forgive me - I need to feel his love at least once. Even if it’s in a moment of weakness, his wife will understand for four hundred years he mourned her death, searching everywhere for her. 

    She can have his mind, heart and soul again tomorrow but for tonight they were mine.
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    In which Dracul falls in love with a girl from a Brothel, right before he finds the reincarnation of his wife.
    Because even after he finds his Elisabeta, his angel stays on his mind...

    (Please read very carefully the tags, before proceeding to read! This story contains very dark themes and I really advice if you find some of the tags triggering don't read it! Themes as rape, suicide, sex trafficking etc will be mentioned!)

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    For the first time in a long while, Hitoshi felt like he wasn’t enough. His job was to be the one force standing between a person and the thing they feared most.

    Now, Hitoshi couldn’t stand.
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    Eri wanted to go to the park, in the middle of the night, to get the pet rock she had forgotten there.
    Naively, Izuku thought this could be a cool sibling bonding moment.

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    Plagued by the guilt of his past, Izuku has trouble staying happy for long. After escaping the grasp of his father and joining the Yakuza to rebuild his life, Izuku finds he can't run from the things he was forced to do.

    Hitoshi is determined to stop the cryptic villain he has spent years reading reports about.

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    After a bad accident, a new and anonymous driver gives Ilya his spark back.

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    "Maybe… if you would hold it still, dingus, I’d actually be able to see what—"

    "Oh, as if you don’t remember—"

    "Jesus! I don’t!"

    "—the suicide notes you casually keep in your drawer?"

    Heat flushed straight up her neck, the instant burn enough to clamp down on any hint of nausea.

    "Why were you— I said the book was on top of—"

    Steve cut her off, "Christ, Robin, that’s so not the point here!"

    ______________________

    or: After the events of season 4, Robin starts writing letters. Not because she wants to die — she doesn't. They're... just in case. Steve finds them. He doesn't take it well.

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    “Are you happy here”

    or

    Chara answers a question

    (prompt for Any, any, are you happy?)

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    Seperated from the GAR, the Coruscant Guard fights a different battle. One without droids or armies. They fight to survive the very people they’re supposed to protect. Commander Fox is their shield, their protector. What happens when he is no longer able to protect ?

     

    Or : Fox is having a really bad time, following the lyrics of I have forgiven Jesus by Morrissey

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    BODIES FOUND MULTILATED BY ANIMAL

    It was ruled an attack by a bear or a wolf, but no one knew for sure.
    The police barely had time to catch their breath before it happened again.
    When the body, well, when Aleera Dantes’ torso was found by the boarding school cook on a Tuesday morning, the small town’s unprepared police were called in. They had to scramble to recover what remained of the young woman before the rain washed everything away and animals erased any trace of DNA.
    But for now, there was nothing beyond the center of her body and torn skin. No head, no Arms, not even a single finger.
    I remembered Aleera.
    For a short time, we shared a dorm room at the beginning of the first year.
    It happened after the final exams and we never spoke again.
    It’s not cruel of me not to feel sorry for a stranger who took advantage of me. I feel sorry for her death, that’s all.

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    “My intentions are irrelevant. The result is a constant: I ruin everything I touch. I'm not just a burden... I'm a bug in the system, a variable that corrupts the outcome.”

    Izuku Midoriya was ready to give up, until his body moved on its own. Not out of instinct, but out of calculation.

    But when his act of calculated madness rewrites his destiny, Izuku discovers he is not the only one who has been discarded by society, and he begins to understand that heroism isn't just about winning battles.

    It is about finding value in what the world decided to throw away.

    And maybe, just maybe, proving that the equation was wrong from the very beginning.

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