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so raise your blade (and play your part) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016), Deltarune (Video Game)
04 Feb 2026
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Twelve days before Christmas, a freak snowstorm would hit New York. Eight days before Mike Wheeler was set to go back to Hawkins for the holidays, he went missing.
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mike finds a shadow crystal, starts going insane, and maybe sorta becomes the roaring knight of this timeline
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it's MY au and i get to decide how shadow crystals work here and whether copying a book that doesn't exist in your universe is plagiarism
no knowledge of deltarune is required to read this but i'd recommend playing it or at least watching a playthrough first because it's such a peak game
[i have no idea where this came from. also too many people i know irl have figured out my ao3 user so. hi from anon... haha isn't it funny that deltarune also has at least 3 mikes isn't that crazy
and to those who have read the fic that inspired this i say: uh, hey, maybe things took a turning left at the crossroads route right now (imagine the "turning left at the crossroads" in bright yellow obscuring the entire rest of the sentence so you can't even read it)]tags and ratings may change as i add chapters but i don't wanna promise anything that's not in here yet
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- Part 1 of I wait for the call of unreachable gods
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NEW TITLE SAME STORY! Formally known as: "...How to be not straight (for very good reasons)"
Rich nepo boy Arthur Pendragon joins his university's queer club. And pretends to be queer, because he needs to write a paper about queer representation. But.... He has not expected this. This being the leader of the club, namely Merlins Emrys, who does not believe a word he says. Will he be able to appear queer enough to his new peers? Or will all.of this end up in a giant disaster? -
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Leona, a girl from a small religious town, is the model of everything people expected of her except, for some reason, she's drawn to a girl who's the exact opposite of her.
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Dedicated to SnapeIsMySpiritQuill
Harry runs away from the Dursley's afraid for his life and runs straight into the path of two Dementors. Disoriented and unable to return to Privet drive, what happens next takes the story in a completely new direction, and opens Harry's eyes to a world of secrets, lies, prophecy and deceit. Can Harry navigate this new reality and find out who he can truly trust, before it's too late?
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Writing about the love I never thought I had in me by rosstrytobe
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
04 Feb 2026
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Mike was warching his typewriter without know how to write about love for his creative writing class.
He thought he knew what was love with El and now he's living his new college life with his bestfriend Will.
He doesn't get why the two don't talk anymore as they used to.
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Mike college life with Will
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Naruto school AU, Naruto being a kid who couldn’t quite understand himself, and Sasuke being a kid who understood himself perfectly well.
Sasuke finally stopped being selfish and let out a helping hand for Naruto, Naruto is trying to accept it.
Or, a build up of Naruto and Sasuke.
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Still writing, not how I wanted to. by Thr0wingItAllAway
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
04 Feb 2026
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Mike Wheeler is pretty depressed a year after graduation. He writes in his journal about Will. He hasn't talked to or seen Will since graduation. This one shot is has tons of angst and is pretty depressing, but an amazing read trust me its worth it!!
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you took my heart (i was (not) sleeping) by kaedryn4373
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
04 Feb 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Both boys try to be invisible. Mike tries to get on good terms with Will again.
Then the power goes out — and the boys are forced to relearn how to be friends again.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore. -
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Lando has just freshly graduated from college in the East and during the summer of 1867 he works back home at his family’s ranch.
His father expects him to do great things (mainly take over the responsibilities of the ranch) while lando just wants to be free.
When he meets one of the newly hired cowboys Oscar, he gets that chance to be free. And learn something new about himself
Or, Lando and Oscar x Call me by your name and Brokeback Mountain
(it will be good trust)
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my girl - Meizini Katseye by m3iziniii
Fandoms: KATSEYE (Band), Pop Star Academy: Katseye (TV)
04 Feb 2026
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When megan's suffering begins to become more and more painful, who will get her out of her own head?
Daniela had always been perfect in Megan's eyes - pretty, funny, confident; everything Megan believed she lacked herself. But when Daniela begins to notice Megan's pain, she starts to reveal that the two girls really are more similar than either of them used to believe.
Story will involve fluff, angst, internalised homophobia, Sh and possibly Smut.
All members of KATSEYE will be involved
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“You already lost them…Max is free, and so is Holly.” Will says with an odd amount of confidence in his voice that he doesn’t truly feel in his chest.
“They are not the only vessel I can use…dear William…” Vecna murmurs, stepping into his space.
He flinches slightly as his heart hammers in his chest. He tries to remain confident, but he knows Venca can see the fear within his gaze by the way he cocks his head, studying him.
“Tell me, William…why are you fighting so hard for people who would never fight for you if they knew?” He says slowly, deliberately.
Will’s eyes widen. “K-knew what?” He asks nervously. He can't possibly know, can he? He can't know!
“Knew who you really are…what…or who you really want.”
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Will is shown his worst nightmare, what would happen if his loved ones found out his secret. Henry offers him a second option...all he has to do is surrender to him.This fic was inspired by art posted by @spooke_art on TikTok! I recommend you check it out!
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Max Verstappen. To the world, a 4x Formula 1 World Champion. To himself, nothing but the child that suffered at his father’s hands, and the adult that has to live with the consequences.
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- Part 1 of it wasn’t pretty like the movies
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the seven husbands of evelyn hugo(franchaela version) by frantlnz
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - Taylor Jenkins Reid
04 Feb 2026
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[Bridgerton AU / The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo Reimagined]
Francesca was never the girl everyone expected her to be. Fleeing a traumatic past, she becomes the biggest icon in world cinema. To protect her career and the woman she loves, Micaela Starling, she marries seven times, manipulates the press, and buries her own identity. In this retelling of Taylor Jenkins Reid's bestseller, follow Francesca's rise and secrets, told by herself, unfiltered and without regrets.
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The war ends without victory—only scarcity, debt, and borders drawn thinner than before. To survive, two kingdoms trade what they can afford to lose.
Hyunjin, a prince shaped into a weapon long before he learned to choose, is offered as leverage to an empire that does not negotiate without advantage. Chan, newly crowned and already cornered, inherits a throne stabilized by optics, treaties, and the careful sacrifice of human lives.
Their marriage is not a union but a contract: negotiated by councils, enforced by tradition, and justified as necessity. Affection is irrelevant. Consent is assumed. Stability is the only acceptable outcome.
As political tensions harden and scrutiny tightens, proximity becomes surveillance, and every gesture risks being interpreted as weakness or treason. Trust is not given—it is calculated. Desire, when it emerges, is dangerous precisely because it cannot be legislated.
In a world where diplomacy is merely violence slowed by ceremony, intimacy becomes a liability. And love—if it survives at all—does so in defiance of the crown.
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Mike Wheeler's guide to heterosexuality by Linos_doesnt_know
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
04 Feb 2026
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Struggling with your unholy feelings towards your childhood best friend? Fear not! These are 10 simple rules Mike (didn't) follows to be straight!
RULE 0: DON'T GET A BEST FRIEND YOU KNOW YOU'LL FALL FOR.
Rule 1: Don't hang out exclusively with him.
Rule 2: Don't cry in front of him.
Rule 3: Don't ever be affectionate.
Rule 4: Talk about manly stuff only.
Rule 5: Don't crave his physical touch.
Rule 6: Don't show that you care.
Rule 7: Don't get jealous.
Rule 8: Remind him that you're straight.
- if you break all of these, resort to Rule 9: GET A GIRLFRIEND!!
Rule 10: Don't kiss him.
And boom, you got it! A totally straight friendship!--------------------
Hello! Each rule will have its own chapter (aka Mike doing the EXACT opposite but also deal with their internal struggles) there's an epilogue and a prologue and english isn't my first language so strap in I guess...
This has some pretty angsty themes and explores trauma (even if most if it is humour and them being idiots) so please be mindful!- Language:
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"Dass es einmal so weit kommt wegen 99 Luftballons" -Nena
Albrecht Stein wollte nichts mehr als den Tod.
Er hätte sich lieber im eiskalten See ertränkt, als nur daran zu denken an die Front zu gehen und dort unaussprechlich grauenvolle Dinge zu tun, für die er sein Leben lang büßen würde.
Aber er hat sich nicht umgebracht.
Er entschied sich nicht für sich selbst, nicht für seinen Vater oder seine Mutter, nicht für Lob und sicherlich nicht um irgendjemanden stolz zu machen dazu, zu leben.
Nur für eine einzige Person entschloss sich Albrecht, aus den Klauen des Todes zu entkommen, weiter zu schwimmen und aufzutauchen.
Ein ganz besonderer, blonde Kamerade, der ihm in der kurzen Zeit in Allenstein doch mehr ans Herz gewachsen ist, als Albrecht es zugeben möchte.Für Friedrich Weimer geht Albrecht im Dezember 1942 an die Ost-Front, mit dem Funken Hoffnung heimzukehren und seinen Friedrich nach dem Krieg wieder zu sehen.
Or: Albrecht goes to war
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- Part 2 of NaPolA by Lari
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I’m Right Where You Left Me by Totoroboiii
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp, The Outsiders (1983)
04 Feb 2026
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After the church fire, Johnny survives and has lots of time to think in the hospital. He starts to reflect on the promises he and Ponyboy have made to each other, but from the second hand information he’s receiving it’s sounding like Pony doesn’t want that with him anymore.
Ponyboy likes Cherry, he really does, but he can’t help but wish that it was Johnny with him all the time instead of her. It’s not like that though.
Johnny and Ponyboy love each other, deeper than ‘just friends’, but it doesn’t make sense to them. Johnny doesn’t understand, and Ponyboy refuses to acknowledge it. What could go wrong?
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- Part 1 of IRWYLM cinematic universe
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When Vecna finally targets Mike Wheeler, the visions of his past trap him in a nightmare of his deepest fears. But in the darkness, true clarity strikes, something he’s been denying for far too long. As the line between fake and reality blurs, Mike comes face-to-face with his true feelings for Will, realising that love is the only thing that can survive the most horrifying of circumstances.
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It takes being actually possessed for Mike to realise he loves Will.
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Jack Abbot is beyond exhausted when he finds a med student crying in the hallway. So far past dealing with the crying that he tries to convince the med student to a marriage of convenience just to stop the tears. The longer he thinks on it though, the more he realizes that marrying the little mouse, Dennis Whitaker, might actually make sense.
Robby is convinced Jack is having a mid life crisis. Or a nervous breakdown. Or petty revenge for his dissapointment in Robby sleeping with Collins. Regardless, he doesn’t know how to help the med student Jack is marrying.
Dennis can’t keep doing this. He’s homeless, broke, and about to have to drop out of med school when he’s so close to finishing. If an ER attending is going to offer a guest room to crash in and covering the expenses of med school, he might just go ahead and marry him. He can always figure things out later, right?
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"You're dying." Mike's hands come up to clutch Will's shoulders. "You're literally dying right in front of me and you won't let me help you because you're worried about how I'll feel about it after. But I'm telling you right now, I don't care. I don't care if it's weird or awkward or whatever. I just need you to live. I need you."
Will can feel his resolve crumbling, can feel the way the desperation is eating away at his ability to think clearly. His body is screaming at him, demanding relief, and he's so tired of fighting it.
"It won't mean anything?" His voice is barely audible. "You promise it won't—we can just forget it happened?"
"I promise." Mike's voice is steady, certain. "We’ll stay friends—best friends."
The Byler sex pollen fic.