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Wash your face (hide your wrists) by Crowley_Supremacy
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
03 Feb 2026
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"Mike has been acting… weird. Cheerful, almost, in a way Will hasn't seen him since before Eleven died. Since before everything happened.
He's more carefree now, like the world won't collapse around him if he says or does the wrong thing.
It should be good that he's finally moving on, but it's unnerving, to say the least, and Will has a strange feeling settling in the pit of his stomach."
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Mike is extremely depressed and planning on doing something about it, but doesn't account for Will finding out about it.
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Can fate truly be changed at all? by Yomiurikk
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
02 Feb 2026
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The abyssal energy within Durin is becoming too much to contain anymore.
Terrified and not wanting to hurt anyone around him, he decides to deal with this fallout himself.
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He realized with every rewrite that there was a nuance missing, a person he had forgotten to mention, something more he felt that Shane deserved. It was almost perfect now. And that was something which, unless Ilya was gone, he never wanted Shane to know.
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Shane wants to sell the cottage.
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so sad it made me nauseous
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You Deserve Better by Black_R0z3
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
14 Oct 2025
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Peter Parker doesn't know what to do. The guilt still lingers, even though it wasn't his fault. He doesn't understand why he's still here-or why Tony refuses to leave his side. Everyday is a battle between wanting to disappear and learning how to stay. But in quiet moments, shared meals, and late night talks, Peter begins to realize that maybe healing isn't about being fixed. Maybe it's about letting someone hold on when you can't.
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What you wish for (and what comes after) by Shadowy_chasevibez
Fandom better luck next time - Fandom, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
22 Oct 2021
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Saiki Kusuo's diary by itsgorgug
Fandoms: 斉木楠雄のΨ難 | Saiki Kusuo no Sai-nan | The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.
17 Sep 2023
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Kusuo has always struggled with his powers, and Kusuke gave him a way out.
A document of the boy falling into despair.
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major tw for suicidal thoughts, impulses, ideations, and attempts + pills/overdose
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Heartbreaking gimme 20 more
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Johnny "Soap" MacTavish has been medically discharged following a mission gone wrong, which left him with severe agoraphobia and PTSD.
At the suggestion of his therapist, he joins a programme which connects both active service members and veterans through the act of writing letters.
Although things get off to a bad start, the connection he forms with his letter mate slowly becomes unbreakable. That is until he gets too close and strikes a nerve.
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Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call by Swaggy_Severus
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
09 Jan 2026
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James Potter struggles to find redemption as he goes through the motions of life after Severus Snape's untimely suicide.
Severus's mother, Eileen Snape has given James a series of tapes that Severus had recorded while at Hogwarts, wishing to give her son's "friend" some closure.
A journey of sorrow, grief, discovery and most of all redemption.
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Le pregunté a Lily si este sentimiento desaparecería alguna vez. Dijo que no. Y en ese frágil momento, me aplastó. Pero ahora me doy cuenta de que le estaba preguntando si alguna vez te irías. Porque este sentimiento eres tú. Eres lo que me detiene la respiración. Eres lo que me pone triste, enojada y cansada. Eres lo que me hace bailar sola hasta que me duelen los pies. Eres lo que me hace reír y llorar en compartimentos de tren al azar. Así que creo que llevaré esta pequeña parte de ti conmigo dondequiera que vaya. Empezaré un programa de becas de pociones bajo tu nombre Construiré un jardín y decoraré la casa con los lirios blancos que amabas. Lucharé en una guerra contra fascistas cabezas duras por todos los niños como tú. Seré auror e iré a cenas y aprenderé a preparar pociones como tú. Te recordaré hasta que mi corazón se rinda y sea viejo y ciego como un murciélago. Sería el mayor honor.
Lo siento, Severus. Lamento las cartas que la vida te dio. Lamento las cosas feas que te he hecho. Lamento que tuvieras todas las de perder. Lamento que nunca fuéramos amigos. Lamento haberte llamado feo. Lamento que pensaras que no podías escapar de ello. Lamento que las botellas llegaran a tu padre. Lamento que no vuelvas a bailar con tu madre en la cocina. Lamento que estuvieras cansado.
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“I want your dogs here, Will. I want you here with them.”
“Is this a sex thing?” Will stuttered out unintentionally. He shoved a pepper slice into his mouth to shut the stupid thing up.
Hannibal didn’t say anything, which Will nearly took as an affirmation. Instead, he sighed again. “You think so low of me, Will.”
“No, no–” Will swallowed and nearly choked. “I just don’t see the appeal!”
“I could cook for you,”
“No, Hannibal,” Will took in a sharp, quick breath, leaning forward to rest his forehead in his hands and nearly cage himself against the island. “There’s a– ridiculously grand appeal of living with you, in your big house in this nice neighborhood.”
Hannibal turned to him, which Will only knew based on the shifting of the shadows against the countertop. Will did not look up from the granite, because Hannibal may very well derail his thoughts. “I just don’t get why you want me and my dogs to mess that all up."--
OR! a twist on season one where a suicidal will moves in with hannibal. also will thinks hes straight. also will's dogs move in too. who up being self indulgent?trying to update at least once a week!
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The Red Spider Lilies on His Desk by Finding_Pinecones
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
28 Aug 2021
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Everyday of his middle school life, Izuku experiences endless bullying. After a few years, he starts finding the flower of hatred, Red Spider Lilies, laying on his desk. Something happens that shocks everyone.
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AJ can hear his breathing. It’s so loud and obnoxious in the emptiness.
The first bottle rattles as the pills inside move when he picks it up with shaking hands.
Is he really doing this?
Is this it?
Is this the end?
(AJ’s depression is getting bad again, he considers a more permanent “solution” but doesn’t go through with it and what happens a few weeks later).
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- Part 6 of SFTH Oneshots
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The Second Wizarding War is finally over and the Weasleys couldn't be happier to have these dark days behind them at long awaited last. Fred is alive and still causing mayhem with his twin. However, not everything is perfect as the third of Weasley siblings is missing and Bill, after finding an alarming piece of writing by Percy, only learns this after seeing his brother's flat completely abandoned. Meanwhile, book comes out of nowhere - one that only adds to Bill's worries.
This leads the Weasleys to uncover the past that has been kept a secret from them since before Harry Potter came to Hogwarts. Percy's past. And more.
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- Part 1 of The Perfect Failure
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in which House's overdose in "merry little christmas" wasn't an accident.
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Sometimes a scene comes to mind, but it doesn't fit into a wider narrative (yet) so instead of losing little ideas that make me smile and are talking to me enough to be written, they'll be put into this series instead! This will mainly be snapshots of a wider world, and where possible I'll explain the setup of that world etc so you can see where the fic sits in my mind! Expect a variety of pairings :)
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Jin Guangyao picked the worst way to deal with a nervous breakdown, in Wei Wuxian's opinion: making Wei Wuxian be alive.
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Things we lost in the fire by coffee, orphan_account
Fandoms: Detroit: Become Human (Video Game)
24 Oct 2018
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Connor had lost Amanda. He thought he could be free, but instead, he found a new master; fear of losing a loved one and anxiety.
Gavin had done all he could to distance himself from everyone else. He had thought it was the right thing to do; after all, you couldn't be hurt if no one knew who you were.
Nothing good could ever come from two mortal enemies working in the same office, but what if they had a common goal? What if they just needed some answers?
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My summaries are a cheesy mess. I am not sorry. Drown in the cheese factor. I've been working on this for over a month now, and it has finally gotten to the point where I feel comfortable posting this. I've written all the chapters. All I need to do is edit them and then post. I vow to finish this.
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no grave can hold my body down by cocomiwk
Fandoms: State SMP, Ish's Civilization, Minecraft (Video Game), State SMP | ish's Civilization Series
02 Feb 2026
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"Sorry that was so sappy (haha, get it?), and I know you don’t like acknowledging emotions, but I don’t think I’ve ever told you how much I appreciate you. I appreciate you. I love you. Write me back soon or I’ll hunt you down and unfriend you.
Just kidding, maybe.
Love, Saparata (Saps)"Flux stared at the letter for what felt like forever, the words swimming around. He never knew that his enemy had felt this way.
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OR what if Fluixon decided to go search for Saparata on Island One? What will be left of his former best friend?Series
- Part 1 of state smp
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I fucking love this fic
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i bite my tongue until it bleeds & let it silence me (they never even make a sound) by ezrawrites
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
14 Jan 2021
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Midoriya Izuku is used to hiding his hurts.
The people around him aren't used to looking.--
Or, five times everyone missed Midoriya self-destructing, and one time they caught it.
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- Part 1 of let it burn
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Penelope is at her lowest point, and she attempts to take her own life. (She is unsuccessful).
Meanwhile, Colin has just returned from his tour. He is very much not prepared for the news of Penelope's "accident", and he wants to fight whoever it was that hurt Penelope.
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- Part 1 of Sinking
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Kris decides the only way to protect their friends from the Soul is to kill themself. They write a suicide note, but before they can carry out their plan, a dark world opens at the festival. Upon entering the dark world with Susie and Noelle, Kris finds that the suicide note is gone from their pocket and has instead become a darkner.