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Healer Cookie's memories as Pure Vanilla never recovered. This mysterious trigger unleashes a darkness from the silver tree – Shadow Milk, once imprisoned, now roams free without his souljam. Shadow Milk is now driven by a singular obsession: claiming Healer Cookie's souljam as his own.
His plan backfires as healer cookie slowly falls in love with him.
(AU; Post EP 9-8)
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Johnny LOATHES himself, Now Ghost has to put the pieces back together.
UNFINISHED. I don’t want to start another fic (which I have LONG visions for,) if nobody wants it… ya know.
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Panic! at their New York apartment.
Neil is not in a good headspace for some time now, so Todd comforts him and Neil finds peace in his lover's hands.
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I'll let you down, Any second now. by popgirlyralo
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
09 Feb 2026
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a post mizu5 what-if fic from ena's pov
What if Ena wasn’t able to find Mizuki after that dreaded night? What if they disappeared for years and just came back with no warning and…back to their old self? Would she be ablet o help them find who they truly are again after years of no contact?
Inspired by my amazing imagination and a collection of random recent and older mizuena fanfics from like years back that i genuinely lost and still haven’t found again
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Brandon never thought he'd be the cause of his parents deaths, or the fact his relationship with his family is now strained.
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and we kissed (and the shame was on the other side) by TickTockGlock
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
09 Feb 2026
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“Will,” he whispers, so softly that he doesn’t even hear it, but he knows he said it. It’s in the familiar way his tongue curls around the vowels, how the word sits on his tongue like a spring, desperate to find a place in every conversation. He knows it like his mother knows the commandments, so intimately that if he were to strip the flesh from his stomach he would find the name carved into every inch of his ribs. It’s his own language of Eden, taught to him by the God that only reaches out when he wants to take.
“Mike,” Will whispers back, and his voice breaks halfway through his name. His hands cup Mike’s face in that gentle but firm way they’ve all learned to hold things after they had been ripped away one too many times.
In which I rewrite Season 5 in order to give Mike, Will, and El (and frankly, everyone) the endings they deserved.But is Will strong enough to enter the Hivemind and guide Mike out of his mental prison? And is Mike strong enough to survive Venca's mindscape and confront the things he has so desperately tried to bury?
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Understand, Father, what I know now.
I have mistaken a fellow sinner for an angel.
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Ze understands that a sinner should ask for forgiveness.
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In fantasy, we are by DereckGS
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 Feb 2026
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Midoriya Izuku gets separated from his crew during a freak storm and finds himself in a strange place. Where people don’t use magic spells and potions but use something called quirks?
It’s also a place where there’s another Midoriya Izuku!? And he’s not married to Todoroki Shoto?!
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When roughhousing with Kris in their room, Kris' shirt slides up to reveal bruising on their back. Susie doesn't want to think about how it got there, there is no way it isn't her fault. It makes her sick to think about.
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headfirst into shallow pools by facingthenorthwind (spacegandalf), StormVandal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Shane returns from the showers to find the locker room far more animated than when he left it. Everyone has their phones out, and when he sees Shane coming, JJ says, “Câlisse, Hollander, about fucking time! Ilya Rozanov got caught kissing a man.”
After the tuna melt debacle, but before Rose, Ilya makes the reckless decision to go to a gay bar to take his mind off of Shane. When photographs get published, Shane has a realization and devises a plan: he's going to ask Ilya Rozanov to marry him.
Ilya's going through enough without things he can't have being dangled in front of him. He needs to figure out a different way to avoid going home, because eventually Shane Hollander will realize what Ilya already knows: Ilya isn't worth what Shane wants to do for him.
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his favorite child || julia the elder by canelecakes
Fandoms: Ancient History RPF, Ancient Roman Religion & Lore, Classical Greece and Rome History & Literature RPF, Rome (TV 2005)
09 Feb 2026
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She may have been his firstborn, but she was never his first child.
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Things were changing fast in the Thomasphere. The sides had more stable personalities, new looks, even deciding on new titles and names. The other sides still have some work ahead of them, but they’re getting there! Remus already found his name and Anxiety is coming into his own.
There was still one side that was just a bit more slippery, but he seemed to be changing too. More than most.
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- Part 4 of Young Sides
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ribbon on my bones by cutscutiexe
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
09 Feb 2026
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giyuu was once a human boy, oh such a sweet soft summer child. a ballerina u may perchance call. perhaps, if only he hadn't failed to be competent and continue his dance he wouldn't be chained up in a room dustier than his grandads bum, dancing for eternity
with his soft deep navy blue ribbon bones poking out of his skin and deep crimson blood pooling at the edges. oh may the lord save him.
however sanemi, who isn't as much a sweet summer child is trapped in a somewhat cult? u may say isolated religious school, he says hell on earth. he isn't his fault a voice inside him screams and calls him aniki.
he didn't kill anyone, but the thing inside him did.
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Wound (Coagulation AU Part One) by PatchworkCrows2000
Fandoms: Security Breach Shows - SunMoonShow (Web Series)
09 Feb 2026
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Terra isn’t okay. Star power has been building up in her systems, and it’s bad. Now, she has to figure out how to survive.
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- Part 1 of Coagulation AU
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I'm taking back the life you stole by Thingswordsandnumbers
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022)
08 Feb 2026
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Morro woke up disoriented, slumped next to a greasy dumpster in a dingy, shaded alley, somewhere in Ninjago City. The black and green dumpster was blocking his view of the bustling street at the end of the narrow alley. Morro's eyes were unfocused, his limbs felt like waterlogged wood, and there was this excruciating pulsing behind his eyes that just seemed to make the world tilt and blend together.
aka Morro gets resurrected and learns what a family feels like with the ninja.
Fuck Wu
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I want to start off saying that this is a vent, I do not write poetry so this is new to me. All the chapters in this will be writing out what I’m feeling or struggling with. And do not comment that I am a bad friend, I know I am and I want to be better, that’s why I’m venting about it. ( and if you cannot tell. Most of this will be about my insecurity of being a writer )
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“Why’s it called Haebang?” Chan asks one day out of the blue.
“It’s a very, very long story,” Seungmin says. “Less about the retreat, and more about…” He gestures around the table. “Well, us.”
(a.k.a. the Haebang prequel)
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- Part 3 of Haebang
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Magicaldebt oneshots by The_Ultimate_Writer
Fandoms: Forsaken (Roblox), Die Of Death (Roblox)
08 Feb 2026
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these 2 homosexuals need to kiss
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N wanted Uzi to be happy after everything with the whole Solver and Cyn thing. However that would never happen as the universe is destroyed and reborn. N didn’t really realize that is what happened until his teen years, when him and V discussed recurring dreams of the same things happening again and again. Both agree to never discuss or touch the idea ever again till now Nate (N) finds a small gothic purple girl in college with the name Uzi
(THIS WAS STARTED BEFORE THE LAST EPISODE AND IS A ‘WHAT IF’ SITUATION! ONLY CANNON UP TO EPISODE 7)Next post:March,20,2025
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I am hungry by hxneymoon_aveune
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 Feb 2026
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Todoroki Shouto/Reader
You are a K-pop idol who is studying at UA, dating Shouto, and struggling with an eating disorder, how fun!
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- Part 1 of I am hungry
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